REN "Troubles" - He Cried Again :( // Audio Engineer & Wifey React

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  • Ren pulled at our heart strings again with this one - Jeremy related so closely to the song it brought tears and made him completely breakdown and cry (again). Thank you for being so supportive and kind Renegades - this is a safe space where we can feel ok about sharing these emotions. We are here for you! Also, if you haven't seen Ren (and us!) on ‪@rosalieelliottofficial‬ 's "The Psychology of Reaction Videos", please check it out: • Parasite or Powerful? ...
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    ➜ S O U R C E: ‪@RenMakesMusic‬ "Troubles": • Ren - Troubles
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    3:20 Active Listening
    4:47 CC on
    5:17 Active Listening
    8:52 Struggling
    9:52 Breakdown
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  • @greenhighlander7
    @greenhighlander7 29 днів тому +72

    Do not apologize showing feelings, and crying. Time that men aren't supposed to cry and show feelings is over. Love to both of you!🤗

    • @Dr.Brummel
      @Dr.Brummel 29 днів тому +8

      Ahh, I love that a guy with your user name and profile image sends that comment. ❤👍
      And you are right. 🫂

    • @greenhighlander7
      @greenhighlander7 29 днів тому +6

      @@Dr.Brummel I might look a bit rough, but I'm all in for to the help meek to be stronger, and help if I can. ☺

    • @Dr.Brummel
      @Dr.Brummel 29 днів тому +4

      @@greenhighlander7 I am firmly convinced of that. 🙂

    • @bigtthegreat
      @bigtthegreat 27 днів тому +1

      If you were standing in front of me I'd insist on a hug

  • @JustInvertedFpv
    @JustInvertedFpv 29 днів тому +35

    I feel like he's the most genuine down to Earth artist out there. He has such a way of connecting with feelings.

  • @sonicfear4472
    @sonicfear4472 29 днів тому +30

    After having listened to Ren's Chapter Series Intently and multiple times, this track just encapsulates his story so well and serves as musical accompaniment for The Chapters. Ren's experiences are very familiar to me to say the least, as is often the case with many of his supporters. Ren's success is so deserved and I do truly hope it continues. Ren is the medicine many of us need. So raw and vibrant in color, combined with his naturally emotive performance! Indeed Ren....Your Limo has finally arrived

  • @MissMeKate
    @MissMeKate 29 днів тому +28

    I love that Ren gives us these gifts of companionship and relatability. Helping shine a light into the dark. ❤

  • @elkevera
    @elkevera 29 днів тому +21

    There is so much I wanted to say but all I can put down is: You are a good human Jeremy with a beautiful supportive partner in your life.
    Love you both ❣

  • @estephens13
    @estephens13 29 днів тому +17

    I just want to say as someone suffering from chronic illness (Ankylosing Spondylitis) this hits very hard. I’m also in pain at all times, today being particularly tough. Thankfully 99% of people can’t possibly understand, but those of us who do, get it.

    • @Michelle-by9vl
      @Michelle-by9vl 28 днів тому +1

      Same here...I have the problem of people not realizing our pain! I guess it's because nobody can "see it" 🙉

  • @olegberic624
    @olegberic624 29 днів тому +17

    Dude... I cried, and I can't even relate to anything mentioned. It's alright :)

  • @MySnottyattaC
    @MySnottyattaC 29 днів тому +16

    I'm crying, your'e crying...we all cry when listening to Ren I think, maybe for different reasons...but the beautiful thing is that we got eachothers back. No matter were we are at this moment. Much love y saludos desde Valencia💚✌

  • @Dr.Brummel
    @Dr.Brummel 29 днів тому +15

    On the RenMakesStuff channel Ren has an autobiographic reading, telling his story in eight chapters. From the end of his friend Joe over becoming ill, getting and losing the contract with Sony, via his odyssey through various diagnosis and attempts of treatments to becoming at least better after his stem cell treatment. Very personal and emotional videos.
    Even if you thought you understood Ren's songs beforehand, you understand them even better afterwards and they become even more intense.

  • @sorenm.lairdsorries7547
    @sorenm.lairdsorries7547 29 днів тому +14

    Thank you 🤍🤍 Jeremy & Jillian 🖤🖤 for your 🐷 Ren - Troubles reaction! #ren #verahall #troublesohard #troubles #slaughterhouse #calgary

  • @cherylmack1260
    @cherylmack1260 29 днів тому +7

    May the positive universal living force be with you and heal you in your times of need.

  • @JulitaLena123
    @JulitaLena123 29 днів тому +5

    Sending love and hugs❤
    Happy that you are doing better and Ren doing better, wish both of you all the best😊

  • @MalcolmMXTaylor
    @MalcolmMXTaylor 29 днів тому +8

    great reaction as always both of you! jeremy - sorry to hear you are going through similar issues as ren, keep pushing forward dude! HOPE!

  • @im2yz4u17
    @im2yz4u17 29 днів тому +10

    I cry virtually every time I watch a reaction to 'Troubles'. This is a beautiful song of HOPE. There are so many people suffering on a daily basis and they need to hear this.

  • @Shiroar
    @Shiroar 29 днів тому +4

    Oh mate you had me worried from the intro knowing what you were about to react to. I hope it helped you even if very emotional 🫂
    With great power comes great responsibility, and Ren is truly a hero! He is using his growing powers and platform for so much more than simply creating brilliant music. Ren has said that he always had this feeling that he was meant to change the world for the better. So much that he defiantly yelled a challenge to evil into an empty room. And then he got sick…
    Ren has now shared the full story of his health journey in 8 video chapters leading up to the release of this song and what a journey it has been. If anyone hasn’t already watched them, I highly recommend you do. With all the chapters he is showing immense strength in sharing his story that is so hard to tell, being vulnerable and telling it because he hopes it will help others and raise awareness. And here he is with another rendition of that story, now told through music with a fire beat and delivering a message of hope. A beautiful hero that the world needs ❤️🐰🕳️

  • @86billionneurons
    @86billionneurons 28 днів тому

    Ren is a walking positivity for so many people. Most people don't see people's wings but feel their energy.

  • @TealOmen
    @TealOmen 29 днів тому +10

    Lovely reaction ❤ glad you are doing better and this song resonates with you. Love , Light and healing to you.

  • @robmarar
    @robmarar 29 днів тому +3

    ❤ sending you both love & 🙏 from Canada (At this point it's Ren's 2nd home😅) stay strong my friend 💪.

  • @charleen2074
    @charleen2074 29 днів тому +1

    Ren is a gift to our world.

  • @optimistinmyprime
    @optimistinmyprime 29 днів тому +1

    Hang in there Jeremy ❤❤❤ Renegades got your back, you too Jillian! Love you guys. It's f'n amazing to advocate the way you do.
    (He used a filter on the Vera Hall sample. Hexenkind or RenNotRen reposted a YT short from his insta showing how it was done.)

  • @williamkeith8740
    @williamkeith8740 29 днів тому +1

    Bugger you Jeremy - you made me cry - amazing how many people can relate to the physical and mental torments through their own journeys. Cheers from outback Oz 🦘🦘🦘

  • @davidburt8738
    @davidburt8738 29 днів тому +5

    Be strong I walk a bad path everyday military ptsd but ren inspires me we r not alone brother

  • @glensnider6388
    @glensnider6388 29 днів тому +2

    Best wishes and prayers for continued improvement in your condition.

  • @bazm2024
    @bazm2024 24 дні тому

    The most powerful thing is your friend reaching out and making physical contact with you when she knows that the content may be hard for you ❤❤❤❤

  • @leslieballard9709
    @leslieballard9709 29 днів тому +3

    I love love love watching you guys react. I feel like Jillian and I would be friends for sure. I also suffered from uncurable auto immune diseases, which catch me in bed probably 4-5 days out of the week. Which is hard when your mom five. Anyway, when I want to say is, Ren and You and anyone else like us has made me feel so much better to know I’m not the only one out there suffering this way although I wouldn’t wish this on anyone it’s such a isolating disease and I am so thankful for the community of people I’ve found. And for people like you that show your own pain so that I don’t feel so alone. Thank you Thank you!!!!!
    I also want to say that I agree with you. It is easy for people who are healthy to say you’ll get through this. It’ll be OK. But when people who are going through with you are saying that it means so much more. I really believe Ren’s music has helped me through some hard times. And your videos help as well. Like I said when I’m stuck in bed I appreciate you giving me something to laugh or smile or cry about. You are appreciated.

  • @ricksurratt9034
    @ricksurratt9034 29 днів тому +3

    We need more empathy in this world. Kudos to you.

  • @rebeccarose7405
    @rebeccarose7405 29 днів тому +6

    Love how real you are! I just want to hug you-hug you both. As my husband is my stalwart back up on the days when moving is almost impossible, I know that Jillian gets all the feels too. Ren is amazing and I am so glad he is sharing this for all of us to feel seen. ❤️🎶

  • @yilomina2047
    @yilomina2047 29 днів тому +1

    Thank you for such a heartfelt reaction!

  • @celtzen
    @celtzen 29 днів тому +6

    I am so not a rap/hip hop fan - but I adore Ren because he has the ability to put into words the things that need saying and he really is giving a voice to things that are generally invisible that a lot of us deal with... and yeah most Ren songs have a tears component (well except for Uninvited that one just gets giggles) - as an aside HS... it took until I was 38 to even find out it had a name and it wasn't just my fubar body hating me... so solid empathy and commiserations

  • @ricksurratt9034
    @ricksurratt9034 29 днів тому +2

    The beat is crazy though

  • @angelluhman9006
    @angelluhman9006 29 днів тому +9

    There is a short on how Ren made the beat of this song you should check out. Jeremy, you aren't alone with living with pain every day. Hugs to you! You should check out his 8 chapters to hear his full story with his illness, he made this song for awareness of the invisible illnesses that need more funding and research. We love ya both!

    • @kellyt5341
      @kellyt5341 29 днів тому +3

      Good call..💯

    • @helenjarvis7755
      @helenjarvis7755 29 днів тому +2

      Hugs beautiful people 💕✨

    • @serendipity1237
      @serendipity1237 29 днів тому

      Is that video only on Patreon?

    • @angelluhman9006
      @angelluhman9006 29 днів тому

      The 8 chapters is on his Renmakesstuff, the short of him working on the beat is a short on renmakesmusic I believe

    • @angelluhman9006
      @angelluhman9006 29 днів тому

      The 8 chapters is on his Renmakesstuff account and the short of him making the beat is on his renmakesmusic account

  • @eveline5858
    @eveline5858 29 днів тому +1

    I love you Jeremy, I love you Jillian 🤗❤🤗
    I love you Ren and the ReNegades

  • @sanoraray
    @sanoraray 29 днів тому +1

    I've been through the wringer myself, having so many genetic conditions that I may qualify as an alien. I see the look of survivor in your eyes Jeremy. I'm glad you got through the hell you went through. It's like when you've walked the halls of hell enough times you can spot it in others like you've passed them before. I'm also in pain everyday so I understand where you're coming from. I hope you continue to be able to look forward and for your loving partner. . Thank you. You are a supportive partner, and that's beautiful.

  • @woodywoodman2319
    @woodywoodman2319 29 днів тому +4

    Make sure yall watch his short on how he made this beat!

  • @rudyb.
    @rudyb. 29 днів тому

    I suffer from chronic pains everyday and I relate to REN’s songs. That’s why I hold him and his songs to my heart. Thanks for a great reaction.

  • @patrickquinlan3056
    @patrickquinlan3056 27 днів тому

    "I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil."

  • @icecold9476
    @icecold9476 29 днів тому +3

    Stay strong my friend, if you want to know how he made the sample at the end of the track check out "troubles" production BTS on his shorts!

  • @francesdoll4039
    @francesdoll4039 29 днів тому +1

    Such a great song i watched the 8 Chapters. Ren is a warrior and a hero.
    I hears a new acceptance at the end there

  • @garysherwin3316
    @garysherwin3316 29 днів тому +1

    Thanks for the honesty guys 🇬🇧😊

  • @libby215
    @libby215 28 днів тому

    I love how you can uniquely relate to Ren on so many levels - there's nothing worse than trying to talk while crying, you want to honour both head and heart friend🙃🌻

  • @MoreKellBellPlease
    @MoreKellBellPlease 29 днів тому +2

    Love you both! Don't give up hope!

  • @Emilie-one
    @Emilie-one 29 днів тому +1

    I haven’t heard anyone say anything about that final part that sounds like a distorted voice.. I never thought he was saying anything however now that you said you hear “ I’ve been down and struggled” that is what I hear now! No one has said this in any of the reactions to this I have watched. Now I wonder. Great reaction. ❤

  • @AidyShaw
    @AidyShaw 28 днів тому

    Ren makes me cry a lot, I just came out of hospital aftee being hit by a drunk driver whilst cycling home, I nearly died, spent some time thinking I was gonna die, in hospital, and Ren helped me I can't explain, but he did.

  • @AmaBrigitte
    @AmaBrigitte 29 днів тому +3

    Loved your sincere reactions to Ren's emotional song about his struggles with undiagnosed Lyme! Ren is an amazing spokesperson for himself and for all who suffer from pain and autoimmune issues! Sharing is caring and Ren is using his platform as an artist to bring awareness to all! Like you, I too, struggle with some of the same illnesses, but Ren has been my inspiration! Love you guys❤❤

  • @JonNo86
    @JonNo86 29 днів тому +1

    I know you can relate to this, but Ren once said in an interview that he's had to come to terms with the fact that he will never be 100% again. He said at most he'll ever be is 70% and that's just where he has to tell himself where his new 100 is.

  • @jasonremy1627
    @jasonremy1627 29 днів тому +3

    All the vocal samples used in the beat, like the ones at the end you were trying to figure out, were Ren's remixing the Vera Hall track. He had some Instagram posts where he shows some of his process.

  • @CreativePhotoWS
    @CreativePhotoWS 29 днів тому +1

    I'm with you on the aperture thoughts.... :)

  • @slcncr
    @slcncr 28 днів тому

    Ren truly is a *lyrical Genius* ! His storytelling is second to none. A once in a generation artist.
    Taking all of what he has been through and still is going through and transforming it into such inspirational art and giving love and hope for so many people ...
    What a treasure. I personally am going through decades with severe depression and immense loneliness. Lost the ability to experience joy, excitement, love and more.
    But REN has definitely revived my love, my craving for GOOD music and especially meaningful lyrics.
    And YES, i would LOVE to see you two doing an interview with him ! That would be amazing. Hope it happens in the near future.

  • @celinel9750
    @celinel9750 28 днів тому

    A song by Aurora said: who miss the sadness when it's gone? so let the river run wild. The song is The River, artist Aurora. Thank you for your reaction.

  • @danielpinnegar2818
    @danielpinnegar2818 28 днів тому

    It's good to show your feelings people who don't keep their feelings in and break down you are well grounded and will be mentally sound

  • @newguy2878
    @newguy2878 29 днів тому +1

    Keep strong brother

  • @Tomczyk13
    @Tomczyk13 29 днів тому +1

    I'm not sure how far he's "come" The line in the sample was changed from "No one knows my trouble but God" to "No one knows my trouble with God"
    I interpret that last part," God I forgive you" because carrying the anger for the pain he's gone through isn't serving Ren anymore but for the actual pain and suffering he went through, he's done carrying it too so he's handed the burden back to God and moving on.

  • @BriMakesComments
    @BriMakesComments 29 днів тому +1

    Hey great reaction. Surprised you aint been on my radar yet. I seen most of this corner of the tubes lol. Ren hit up so many reaction channels a while back but hes very busy right now we know. If he gets the heads up on your reactions and stories like yours he will pop in and say Hi am sure. In the mean time keep inspiring others with your story and wisdom as thats something to be very proud of.

  • @LHartman-gj7dl
    @LHartman-gj7dl 29 днів тому +1

    Sending you both love 🖤

  • @cynthiamiller483
    @cynthiamiller483 29 днів тому +2

    It gives a perspective on what you all go through daily. I have pain daily, but for a different reason. Mine also will not go away, but I’m happy to be alive everyday. I’m so glad you put the words up because I couldn’t understand either. Just a great video AND reaction today. Hope! 🎶 Cyd

  • @5siggi
    @5siggi 29 днів тому +2

    I understand, crying can be cleansing but not easy to talk through it. It's important to have a support system and I'm so glad you have Jillian. I've been living in chronic pain since 2009 so I understand being in pain 24/7. Meds can take the edge off but it's still there. I'm also fortunate to have a husband that loves me and supports me. It's still important to know that we are not alone and there is hope. Thank you both for your beautiful reaction! Thank you Ren for caring and trying to find solutions instead of just a temporary band aid ❤

  • @kevinmundis1281
    @kevinmundis1281 26 днів тому +1

    I had no idea you were going through similar things. I’m sorry brother. I pray that things get much much better for you. ❤

    • @musikbyjh
      @musikbyjh  26 днів тому +1

      Thank you, Kevin. This means a lot to us!!

  • @seagull01-cp8pb
    @seagull01-cp8pb 28 днів тому

    Beautiful reaction. Thank you.💕👍🦇

  • @jamiev3641
    @jamiev3641 20 днів тому

    I found you via this video today. New sub. Felllow HS sufferer, as well as multiple autoimmune diseases, I feel your pain. Ren and the Renegades help me feel like I'm not alone in this. Stay strong!!

  • @malcolmnorman5237
    @malcolmnorman5237 26 днів тому

    Feeling your emotions fella, you have a strong shoulder in Jillian. Wishing you a positive journey. Also this charted at number 10 in the UK official download charts.

  • @richardburns9588
    @richardburns9588 22 дні тому

    Stay strong brother. We're all here for you. Your reactions are always so genuine and positive. Keep up the good work, pal

  • @johntriplett4131
    @johntriplett4131 29 днів тому +3

    🤴👸🎸😇

  • @sampanther8854
    @sampanther8854 25 днів тому

    Always love your reactions especially to Ren 😍 spread the love Renegades 💜 I hope Ren sees this too and you get to talk that would be great to see 🤗 thank you for sharing 🙏❤️

  • @brandoncreek7502
    @brandoncreek7502 28 днів тому

    your love and passion and commitment to one another Shine
    Thank you for this gift
    I promise I will not bottle my own passion I will endeavour to let it pour out for those people that I LOve

  • @cathrinewitty6749
    @cathrinewitty6749 29 днів тому

    If you check out Ren’s shorts on here he shows how he made the synth sound in the background.

  • @NanaM1984
    @NanaM1984 29 днів тому +1

    I'm proud of you, embrace it! ❤

  • @andrewobrien1034
    @andrewobrien1034 28 днів тому

    A great and touching reaction from you both, as always.
    I thought you might want to give Chinchilla's new song a listen. It has a lyric video up on UA-cam as of a couple of days ago.
    It's called 1:5
    I'll just quote Ren's post from the video's comments section;
    OMG 😭😭😭 THIS IS FUCKING INCREDIBLE

  • @louise11854
    @louise11854 29 днів тому +3

    hello my dears!! i am you and ren's little sister, fibromyalgia/agoraphobia (sick/crazy) . while waiting for my drugs to kick in this a.m. , i am enjoying your channel. i am scampering around the web telling everybody that my pic of ren in my head has the sun shining out his a$$ !!! hehehe kathleen 🙃

  • @lucketvids
    @lucketvids 27 днів тому

    Can't spell underdog without REN

  • @sirjonty18
    @sirjonty18 27 днів тому

    I'm a brit 56. oh boy, I nearly lost my breath when you cried. God bless mate, and I'll tell you this pal, what a beautiful loving woman you have, she looked at you before that episode making sure your ok. love to you both.

    • @musikbyjh
      @musikbyjh  25 днів тому

      Thank you, sweet friend. ❤️🥷

  • @leann60
    @leann60 29 днів тому +1

    ❤❤💪🏼

  • @kitstorm1
    @kitstorm1 29 днів тому

    Thank you! ❤️

  • @frankoconnor806
    @frankoconnor806 28 днів тому

    Great content team. Jesus wept and so can you. I loved the deep inspiring message from Ren. It was also nice to see Ren smile when the accidental appearance of the non scripted Limo photobombed the background of his shot on location 😊. Keep up the good work on your journeys helping us on our journeys. Peace and Love from Australia.

  • @dmasters1970
    @dmasters1970 29 днів тому

    Love you guys❤ my pain is not allowing me to type very much at the moment. I'll get back ❤from the UK 🇬🇧

  • @Wigid303
    @Wigid303 28 днів тому

    Love you guys....... always stay strong ❤️

  • @docdurdin
    @docdurdin 28 днів тому

    REN- TROUBLES
    [Intro: Vera Hall]
    Ooh Lordy, troubles so hard
    Repeating
    [Verse]
    I don't reach into the past very much
    For these shards of shattered glass and harsh paper cuts
    Leave me stuck when I reach in memories are seeped in hydrochloric acid
    I go to war and get passive and freeze up
    But music helped the ice to thaw
    Put a chisel in the middle swing the hammer of Thor
    Pull it out of the impossible, excalibur sword
    Etching note pads full of reasons why my feelings arе sore
    The first day that I got sick ejеcted from cockpit of living
    Nineteen, young teen, waking up bitten
    Posters up, manhunt, Ren went missing
    Hard to have faith when the gods don't listen
    The first year maybe was the hardest
    Waking in a body that was buried like a carcass
    Brain in the lions den, body in a shark pit
    Waking up in pain again, aching, brokenhearted
    Persistent little bugger I was bouncing from a doctor
    To a doctor to a doctor like a table tennis game that has no end
    So be the fate of Ren
    Every single question answered with a question on the end
    The second year I came to terms with giving up my dreams
    Mind was severed from the means that helped me write these rhyme schemes
    Brain was inflamed. the fatigue was crushing
    Hard to remain sane with your brain combusting
    And the third year was murder, living in a purga-
    Tory full of worry, wouldn't live to be thirty
    Lifestyle hurt me, always in my bed tomb
    Re-arrange the alphabet and all the letters spell "doom"
    Light hurt my eyes, popping pills to survive
    When you're twenty-three and mentally you steadily decline
    Twenty-four I was poor, disability benefits
    What's the benefit of disability? It's irrelevant
    Twenty-five and the scars that were etched, they cracked
    Elastic bands only stretch so far and then snap
    Deep in psychosis, hallucinations, troubled vision
    Visits from the underworld were conjuring my superstition
    Twenty-five, living back at home with my mum
    But not because I'm a bum, alone and physically done
    So thin, so frail, so weak I'd become
    And my skin so pale, never kissed by the Sun
    One time I carved a whole in my chest, just to feel
    I wish that was a metaphor, the struggle was real
    When you're living in a holocaust you buckle and kneel
    There's relief in the teeth of the kiss of cold steel
    Facts, twenty-six I'm highly medicated and the pain sophisticated
    While I'm laying broke and naked on my back
    I brought my microphone into my coffin, started droppin'
    Raw thoughts with the grim reaper knocking on the track
    Then man, lo and behold
    I heard an angel beckon on this treacherous road
    Was a stem cell doctor with a generous glow
    And a cell transplant brought me out of the cold
    And my skin got younger and my body got stronger
    And my stomach felt hunger for a door that was closed
    And my soul heard music for the first time
    Beauty was a word I'd use for this gift of gold
    Oh Lord, I forgive you, Lord I forgive you
    Lord, I forgive you, make me whole
    This music I give you, pain that I live through
    Everything I've been through is yours to hold

  • @deaniegarcia5694
    @deaniegarcia5694 29 днів тому +1

    REN is so inspiring……I am truly a Renegade here from Tennessee 💜 Loved your reaction!

  • @Daffodil-Grace
    @Daffodil-Grace 29 днів тому

    Crying is good for you. Peace friends.

  • @pinag.980
    @pinag.980 29 днів тому

    Subscribed! Loved the reaction!

  • @PauloSantosMusic73
    @PauloSantosMusic73 29 днів тому

    Hi guys... there's no shame about showing that what separates us from deamons , angels or gods, is that we are humans and we feel sh*t, fell period. Powerfull reaction to a powerfull message within a powerfull composition... lot of love...PT....PT cheers

  • @StefanVillkatt
    @StefanVillkatt 20 днів тому

    Wonderful reaction; thank you! I would love to see you to react to Chinchilla's 1:5

  • @donald1379
    @donald1379 29 днів тому

    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤thanks.

  • @doylewilks9067
    @doylewilks9067 29 днів тому

    We love you man

  • @pirada74
    @pirada74 28 днів тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @bluebird1109
    @bluebird1109 25 днів тому

    Great reaction. Subscribed.

    • @musikbyjh
      @musikbyjh  25 днів тому

      Awesome thank you and welcome!

  • @adamwheeler6326
    @adamwheeler6326 29 днів тому

    ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥bighit!

  • @mama-llama4527
    @mama-llama4527 25 днів тому

  • @michaelbradley7529
    @michaelbradley7529 28 днів тому

    What may work better than trying to read subtitles filled with errors and missing or wrong words, is pull up a copy of the actual lyrics and go over them after each section of video that you watch. That way you get to fully enjoy the performance without distraction, then you can verify/clarify with the actual lyrics during your pauses.

  • @DuelerDog55555
    @DuelerDog55555 29 днів тому

    ❤❤

  • @rveino2978
    @rveino2978 29 днів тому

    🔥❤️🔥

  • @michelleboussiala4470
    @michelleboussiala4470 28 днів тому

    Hey guys!!! Always loving your reactions. You ABSOLUTELY MUST check out Chinchilla’s new song she just dropped “1:5”. (The Live version) TW have tissues nearby ❤

    • @musikbyjh
      @musikbyjh  25 днів тому +1

      Oh no...a sad Chinchilla song?! Coming soon, friend.

  • @kathleenwincott5581
    @kathleenwincott5581 29 днів тому +3

    Subtitles are always wrong. Better to read lyrics Ren puts in comments section of the video. Great reaction ❤

    • @kellyt5341
      @kellyt5341 29 днів тому +3

      True, but most were correct. Sometimes you just need help on the speed and can figure out most of the words, especially if trying hear the cool beat.

  • @boxicuk1620
    @boxicuk1620 29 днів тому

    ❤👌

  • @beverleytarran2983
    @beverleytarran2983 29 днів тому

    ❤❤❤🇬🇧

  • @DonnaPoynton.
    @DonnaPoynton. 29 днів тому

    💪💪❤

  • @patp8526
    @patp8526 29 днів тому

    Hold on

  • @yolandescheepers7262
    @yolandescheepers7262 29 днів тому

    🤍🤍🤍

  • @EriBerry1981
    @EriBerry1981 29 днів тому

    Ayyyyy... I have HS

  • @nicholefraser9762
    @nicholefraser9762 29 днів тому

    Unfortunately, closed caption on any Ren video either can’t keep up with him or botches, at least half of the words. Ren pins the lyrics under his videos. Maybe you can have the lyrics up on another screen? Or on the phone if you really wanna know what he says.

  • @johnnymayweather7476
    @johnnymayweather7476 26 днів тому

    Great reaction new sub can you react to NF- The searche please ?? Thank you!!! I'll pray you brother!!

    • @musikbyjh
      @musikbyjh  26 днів тому

      Thank you and WELCOME!!! Happy news, Jer's done "The Search" - here you go! ua-cam.com/video/djYTUmfFzHA/v-deo.htmlsi=Y67T45oMZAfHQCqu