Dancing Aurora in The Sleeping Beauty

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  • Опубліковано 16 вер 2020
  • This is the story of how I got and first danced the role of Aurora in the Sleeping Beauty with New York City Ballet. I love telling you stories of my ballet career. It's a tale of true ups and downs, including a sprained ankle in a dress rehearsal. Hopefully it will show you that's it's not always about beautiful tutus and tiara. Welcome back to #onceuponapointe!
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 140

  • @Alexis-ic4xl
    @Alexis-ic4xl 3 роки тому +189

    "When in doubt flap and look miserable" 😂

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +20

      YEP haha. Swan Lake in a nutshell 🦢

    • @Calliopeigh
      @Calliopeigh 3 роки тому +18

      Should be printed on a shirt!

    • @Snips.Snails.Fairytales
      @Snips.Snails.Fairytales 3 роки тому +4

      I came to comment this, but you beat me to it 😆 just gonna put that next to "where'd she go" and "oh great! An old man doll! Just what I've always wanted!"

    • @cat56789
      @cat56789 3 роки тому +1

      The definition of Swan Lake😂😂😂

    • @carolinacosta6234
      @carolinacosta6234 3 роки тому +4

      @@Calliopeigh That could turn into a cool partnership between Katie and Cloud&Victory!

  • @JoieFoster
    @JoieFoster 3 роки тому +121

    "I'm never the one who assumes I'm going to get it; I'm always the one who assumes I'm in trouble." - 11/10 me at my job too

  • @mathildewesendonck7225
    @mathildewesendonck7225 3 роки тому +51

    „Aurora‘s biggest problem is that she is asleep“ 😂😂😂
    Love that 😊

  • @kellym587
    @kellym587 3 роки тому +152

    Can I just say I teared up when you quoted Peter.... “You are Aurora.” Amazing. Love this story! ❤️❤️

  • @jntbleger
    @jntbleger 3 роки тому +142

    You should make a t shirt that says, “ When in doubt, flap and look miserable.”

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +14

      I should!

    • @cherryji2422
      @cherryji2422 3 роки тому

      YAS!!

    • @megan88
      @megan88 3 роки тому +2

      YES whit a swangirlsiluett behind the text or something

    • @evancarlson1634
      @evancarlson1634 3 роки тому +3

      Or “Aurora’s biggest problem is that she’s asleep *dead serious face*” 😂

  • @anikaxmeisel
    @anikaxmeisel 3 роки тому +41

    I’d love to see a video with you and tiler talking about your time together at nycb!

  • @LumiereSwan
    @LumiereSwan 3 роки тому +64

    Hey, I just wanted to tell you that the decision that you made recently sets a precedent and thanks to you and some others who are speaking up the ballet world is going to be a better and safier place in the future. You are amazing, thank you for everything you do to the ballet community. You will still shine but in places that give you a proper (and decent) treatment. Go get them queen!

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +4

      Thank you so much Paula! I truly appreciate it ❤️

  • @skatergirl8019
    @skatergirl8019 3 роки тому +25

    This is an emotional rollercoaster!!!

  • @ritatouilles00
    @ritatouilles00 3 роки тому +31

    I missed your stories so much!! Not only is this great advice for those who want to be professionals, but it is also very encouraging to hear you for those who do ballet as a "serious hobby" like me. Thank you so much Katie

  • @BreatheCarolinna
    @BreatheCarolinna 3 роки тому +47

    You know you’re a big Kathryn Morgan fan when -
    Katie: “I was not a soloist yet, this was May, I was promoted to soloist..”
    Me: in October
    Katie: “..in October.”
    😂❤️

  • @strawberry1025
    @strawberry1025 3 роки тому +12

    I have two youtube windows open watching this. One to hear you tell the story of dancing the role and the other watching the videos of you actually dancing Aurora. Absolutely lovely to both watch your 'effortless' artistry and hear the story of the blooming hard work and committment that brought it to fruition.

  • @kipklop975
    @kipklop975 2 роки тому +4

    I think they cast you in all the classical ballets in winter season also to show the audience more of you and what you're capable of (I.e. classical ballets), to really build up to your Aurora debut (:
    It seems the faculty really helped you out a lot and believed in you. Great story.

  • @paulajemima34
    @paulajemima34 3 роки тому +3

    I loved this OnceUponaPointe - can't imagine the strength required to dance Aurora with a sprained ankle for your debut and no full dress rehearsal! And at only 20yrs old! Your Aurora is you the most authentic and breathtakingly beautiful Aurora. Can't wait to see you perform it again x

  • @junebug2705
    @junebug2705 3 роки тому +41

    Hi Kathryn Morgan, when I grow up I want to be a professional ballet dancer I'm eleven right now but, I just wanted to say I really love your videos they are very helpful! When I'm fifteen I will be going to Atlanta ballet center for dance education because that is the company I want to be in.
    :)💖💖💖

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +6

      Good for you! And thank you!

    • @junebug2705
      @junebug2705 3 роки тому +4

      @@kathryn_morgan oh my goodness! Thank you so much for replying, you are my biggest inspiration!!!💖💖💖😍💓

  • @pixiedustsisters1666
    @pixiedustsisters1666 3 роки тому +3

    I was a Page and Tree in Sleeping Beauty as a SAB student in 2010 this first season you did Aurora! You're my favorite dancer and my idol now and it's amazing to me that I got to share that stage with you!

  • @shandah.1982
    @shandah.1982 3 роки тому +14

    These are my favorite type of videos and I will definitely be watching this instead of my online school😂

  • @melaniegill196
    @melaniegill196 3 роки тому +10

    I loved this!! You are a great story teller! I was laughing at one point and even teared up a little when you talked about your conversation with Peter. What an incredible memory to look back on!

  • @juliafelicione2667
    @juliafelicione2667 3 роки тому +6

    your ability to hold steady and step up to the plate as the underdog - through illness, injury, inexperience, lack of rehearsal, whatever - I think that is something that every young dancer and young woman should take a second to learn from you

  • @claireeebee
    @claireeebee 3 роки тому +1

    "When in doubt, flap and look miserable". Hahaha, love that!

  • @cece121234
    @cece121234 3 роки тому +22

    Wonderful story! Cannot wait for the next barre and have loved all your online classes.

  • @karenkingrey6142
    @karenkingrey6142 3 роки тому +14

    We’ve missed you!! 😉

  • @the_dancerjen1773
    @the_dancerjen1773 3 роки тому +6

    There are so many moments of this video that are so wonderful. Just hearing you talk about your experience in a honest way is so refreshing AND when you were talking about audience reaction at the gala, I was brought to a moment I had (on a smaller scale) of reacting to the applause I had received for a performance that always will stick with me. I miss the stage and studio so much and I long for it again. Thank you Katie for sharing your story!

  • @penelopepolinsneemeyer4757
    @penelopepolinsneemeyer4757 3 роки тому

    So lovely to see you back Katie! Thank you for sharing the story with us xxxxxxxxxxx

  • @Fairly-odd-kel
    @Fairly-odd-kel 3 роки тому +10

    I love these, been waiting for this one

  • @ashleyperez2085
    @ashleyperez2085 3 роки тому +5

    I love your video’s so much!!! Keep doing what you do!💓💓💓💓

  • @jessieborrell1856
    @jessieborrell1856 3 роки тому +2

    As always, I love your stories

  • @alyssawatkins8764
    @alyssawatkins8764 3 роки тому +3

    Your hair looks gorgeous!! Have always loved your videos from the beginning ❤️

  • @amybloomfield4834
    @amybloomfield4834 3 роки тому +3

    So glad OUAP is back!! Love your stories :-)

  • @valeriebartz4549
    @valeriebartz4549 3 роки тому +4

    Yay Kathy!! We miss you! Also thank you so much for the barre videos btw. It helps me a lot since I cannot afford classes BC of college and stuff💜💖💖

  • @deepwaterbluesky
    @deepwaterbluesky 3 роки тому +22

    I missed you! Was just thinking about how I miss your commentaries. I’ll take stories too, though! You look so healthy and happy!

  • @zrashid3350
    @zrashid3350 3 роки тому +4

    I found you during quarantine and following your videos has been one of the things keeping me active. Thanks for making youtube vids, you're such an inspiration and you seem very kind. Idk, I find your videos very comforting haha

  • @dariask904
    @dariask904 3 роки тому

    The passion and genuineness is shining through you when you tell us about your life as the professional dancer :) Love listening to your stories not only because they give us a peek into your life, or life of a ballet dancer, but also because of your wonderful happy spirit and inspiring words. Thank you for sharing this story with us! :)

  • @KittyHurryUp
    @KittyHurryUp Рік тому +1

    Your story motivates me so much! Even that I could never be professional, i hear often that people love seeing me dancing and it’s like a magic done to me 😊

  • @MsLadyAustin
    @MsLadyAustin 3 роки тому +2

    I love your comment about it’s not about the tricks or being cookie cutter, but it’s about the stories you can tell and what you can leave the audience with. I try to instill in my students every day I teach them.

  • @devanalaya
    @devanalaya 3 роки тому +7

    I missed you! Your videos got me through quarantine!

  • @gabsy6443
    @gabsy6443 3 роки тому +1

    I love your zoom classes, I hope they will continue for a lot longer 💕💕💕

  • @kierafitzgerald8062
    @kierafitzgerald8062 3 роки тому +5

    Love ‘Once upon a pointe!’ Missed them. :)

  • @kristen1881
    @kristen1881 3 роки тому

    You are a great storyteller. Thank you for sharing. It really feels like I'm listening to a friend.

  • @eluckiesh
    @eluckiesh 3 роки тому +1

    You are a natural storyteller📚😀I look forward to all your once upon a pointes🥰

  • @ChuckSmallvilleLOTR
    @ChuckSmallvilleLOTR 3 роки тому +4

    Great discussion about strengths and weaknesses. I always find myself comparing myself to other people, knowing that you did that too is so encouraging

  • @gabbyc7217
    @gabbyc7217 3 роки тому

    This was a wonderful story! Also I can’t wait until your fall Kathryn Morgan haul!!💕

  • @ym_yongmai
    @ym_yongmai 3 роки тому +1

    This story is so inspiring!

  • @lanakranjcevic2752
    @lanakranjcevic2752 3 роки тому

    this video is sooo fun, loved it💕

  • @christinecardimen544
    @christinecardimen544 3 роки тому

    Just amazing!

  • @charliefields3859
    @charliefields3859 3 роки тому

    You're a wonderful storyteller. I always love OUAP.

  • @meaghanparent8740
    @meaghanparent8740 3 роки тому +8

    I just love these videos:) I find them so interesting and fun. You are such a wonderful storyteller!!! Oh and you look so gorgeous ( as always!) :):)

  • @ryleecweaver
    @ryleecweaver 3 роки тому

    I am so glad you are back!! I absolutely love your Once Upon a Pointe videos!! ☺️♥️

  • @sabinamaria
    @sabinamaria 3 роки тому +10

    I am so early haha!! I LOVE your once upon a pointe videos!! They are so lovely!!

  • @milica8979
    @milica8979 3 роки тому +21

    Katie, you look stunning here! Good to see you doing well -- you deserve it! :-) I was wondering: are you planning on doing a life/career update video about leaving Miami?

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +16

      Thank you so much! And most likely! Because there are some things I need to speak up about. :)

    • @bridgetf88
      @bridgetf88 3 роки тому

      totally agree that she’s gorgeous here...but she left miami? did i miss that announcement?

    • @milica8979
      @milica8979 3 роки тому

      @@bridgetf88 There hasn't been an announcement, but I heard her say it in an interview on Instagram, so I figured she wouldn't mind me mentioning it here. I'd be interested to hear what happened.

    • @thebookwyrmslair6757
      @thebookwyrmslair6757 3 роки тому

      @@kathryn_morgan GREAT JOB leaving where they obviously didn't appreciate you!! You are better than their narrow minds.

  • @kryswilson2743
    @kryswilson2743 3 роки тому

    You have amazing ballet talent Kathryn

  • @angelinaningpiano
    @angelinaningpiano 3 роки тому +6

    Hi, I love your ballet barres! Everyday during quarantine, I did your ballet barre and because of that, I was able to move up a level one year early! I might be able to start pointe soon because of you! P.S. I’m waiting for a new ballet barre 😂😂😂

  • @MaggieHasper
    @MaggieHasper 3 роки тому +2

    Omg I’ve missed this kind of videos 🥰

  • @awiddy
    @awiddy 2 роки тому +1

    I love the #OnceUponaPointe series so much and I miss your stories! I'd love to hear more about your experiences and it would be fun if you had other dancers as guests who could also speak about their exciting first roles, funny stage experiences, etc.

  • @judaxa
    @judaxa 3 роки тому

    I missed these videos so much!

  • @bethanhughes9448
    @bethanhughes9448 3 роки тому +1

    I don’t dance, but I’m absolutely fascinated by your stories!

  • @samanthapaines2938
    @samanthapaines2938 3 роки тому +3

    Hi Katie, I am by no means a ballet dancer but I just love your videos so much and am so inspired by you xx
    Please could you do a once upon a point where you talk more about your friendships with the other dancers e.g Tyler, Tiler, Robbie, Seth ...
    I'd love to hear about your favorite dancing and normal moments while you were in NYCB?

  • @muffin_heart
    @muffin_heart 3 роки тому +2

    Yesss!!! Another once upon a pointe! Sadly, I have math homework...

  • @bridgetmorrow7629
    @bridgetmorrow7629 3 роки тому

    This is so motivating for me. Thank you so much Ms. Morgan!!! I am thirteen, and I do ballet. I am in a class where all the girls are older than me and are already friends, and I know I’m not as good as they are with moves or technique, but I try to put my heart into my dancing.

    • @bridgetmorrow7629
      @bridgetmorrow7629 3 роки тому

      What helped you most in gaining confidence in dancing? I struggle tremendously with that. 😭

  • @vermillion9nelson188
    @vermillion9nelson188 3 роки тому +3

    Hello! I really enjoy your insights. I would like to request that you consider doing a video on musicality. It's something that everyone mentions as being important and, yet, no one ever says anything beyond that. I was fortunate enough to have a class on musicality during a summer intensive when I was, I think, 10 or12 years old. It was an absolute game-changer for me and I think it would be extremely beneficial to other dancers who hear the word "musicality" but can't define it and don't know how to do it. I look forward to the next class you post. It sounds intriguing.

    • @biologynerd3
      @biologynerd3 3 роки тому

      She has a video on musicality! If you search her channel you should be able to find it.

  • @michellec3871
    @michellec3871 3 роки тому

    Wow this story is so intense! You tell it so well😂😊

  • @EnchantingWings1
    @EnchantingWings1 3 роки тому +1

    While I've not been to class in a very long time (psoriasis affecting my ears, my knees aching more and more), I've had my "you are Aurora" moment. At my old studio, we did a 5 and a half minute version of Cinderella, but it was with the live action film music.
    I was chosen to be the Fairy Godmother. I was on stage pretty much all the time from after stepmother and stepsisters had to the ball. I woke up the little mice (yes, we had the 5 years and under girls dancing the mice and yes, it was adorable), I transformed the dress... Then became a guest at the ball. It was a role I loved and people really loved me dancing that part as well.
    The wand was this clear at the top and pink and the bottom light up wand that I bought at a Guy Fawkes night bonfire and fireworks event. It shimmered different colours when it was on, or it changed colours. Kids loved to take out room me during rehearsals XD
    But yeah, people lived be dancing and playing the part of the Fairy Godmother.

  • @ellier2762
    @ellier2762 3 роки тому +1

    yay ily so much!!!!

  • @sedekiman824
    @sedekiman824 14 днів тому

    Lovely story! I think Fonteyn said the only 4 Act ballet she couldn't do twice in one day!

  • @margaretblount4794
    @margaretblount4794 3 роки тому +1

    This is amazing! Also, I'd love to see a video on this makeup, you look great! Mostly I want to know what lipstick this is

  • @jennylunn9639
    @jennylunn9639 3 роки тому

    Really great -thank you so much

  • @maryamayman2020
    @maryamayman2020 3 роки тому

    This is really helpful and fun to watch! Can you please do a video how to improve balance on pointe? I love you❤️🥰

  • @emmam1282
    @emmam1282 3 роки тому +1

    My tiny little company (I’m a student) did Sleeping Beauty last year for our spring production and it was *killer* we hardly have 20 something dancers so trying to fill all the roles was challenging. I had about 5 or 6 on my own so I defiantly agree it is the hardest ballet

  • @francinafedele1308
    @francinafedele1308 3 роки тому +17

    Hi Kathryn! I don't know if you remember me from private lessons (probably not lol). I loooove this video so much! It's is such an amazing story

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +6

      Of course I remember you Francine! You’re a star! Congrats! That’s amazing! Really use your plié and use your back for those Swan arms 🦢

    • @francinafedele1308
      @francinafedele1308 3 роки тому +2

      @@kathryn_morgan Wow!!!! Yay!!!! thank you so so much!! I will defiantly use my back 🦢🩰💗 Thanks so much for responding!

  • @AmyB369
    @AmyB369 3 роки тому

    I love sleeping beauty

  • @bonniehawkins2979
    @bonniehawkins2979 2 роки тому

    Thank you.

  • @TheJollyGiant18
    @TheJollyGiant18 Рік тому

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @ScreamingNeonDinosau
    @ScreamingNeonDinosau 3 роки тому

    I can't believe this never came up in my subscriptions

  • @frecklefacehannah2392
    @frecklefacehannah2392 3 роки тому +2

    You look so healthy right now! Congratulations!

  • @annasahlstrom6109
    @annasahlstrom6109 3 роки тому +2

    My right ankle is my nemesis. I have sprained it more times than I can count.

  • @anaroy1422
    @anaroy1422 3 роки тому

    🤩🤩🤩

  • @goosesmommy6626
    @goosesmommy6626 3 роки тому +3

    What a story. You must’ve been so upset thinking you might not be able to debut Aurora. You were just a baby! And oh so beautiful in that role!

  • @cat56789
    @cat56789 3 роки тому +2

    You are a warrior you did R+J in 3 hours and just got thrown into it!!! You also did sleeping beauty with a sore ankle that was sprained BRAVA👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼

  • @mfranziska1656
    @mfranziska1656 3 роки тому +2

    Have you ever done odette/odile with nycb? If so can you do a storytime on that too? Btw i looove your videos you are a true inspiration!!!

  • @JGreen-le8xx
    @JGreen-le8xx 3 роки тому +1

    Katie❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤😄

  • @Poppy-
    @Poppy- 3 роки тому +1

    This was totally a Jaws thing. 🦈 The tape literally bit your shoe! I'm glad that you had that chance of being, and still be, Aurora ☺️👸🏻🩰. This is a wonderful story of coming of age and perseverance.

    • @Poppy-
      @Poppy- 3 роки тому

      And may I add: your videos were so helpful during quarantine that I was disappointed of my return to the studio Tuesday: too easy after Katie 🤭

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +1

      Thank you!

    • @kathryn_morgan
      @kathryn_morgan  3 роки тому +1

      Love it!

  • @kiaraeijo
    @kiaraeijo 3 роки тому +1

    I love Sleeping Beauty! My flute’s name is Aurora! My question for you is What’s the difference between dancing in New York City Ballet and dancing with Miami City Ballet? I’m currently working on the Flute excerpt from Sleeping Beauty. I had something happen in my Senior Recital where my undergrad piano teacher (He was my main pianist) where I was on stage with him and I was so nervous that I forgot to bow before we played. I remember after playing each piece that I played with him (We played two pieces together), I went next to him, he grabbed my hand and he said “That was beautiful”. The rehearsal that I had with him about two and a half weeks before, I had a panic attack that was so bad that I vomited and after that rehearsal as I was packing my flute, he said “I have no doubt that you’re gonna pass your hearing. Don’t worry, you’ll be fine”

  • @celiap.1949
    @celiap.1949 3 роки тому +26

    "When in doubt flap and look miserable"

    • @monongahelacats
      @monongahelacats 3 роки тому +1

      I laughed so hard at that! It may work for ballet, but for my office job, not so much! Hahaha!

  • @fasuleolabisi5890
    @fasuleolabisi5890 3 роки тому

    I really love your videos.they are really helpful.
    PS I just started a new UA-cam channel and I will be posting soon

  • @ryleecweaver
    @ryleecweaver 3 роки тому

    I already commented, but a question for you just popped into my head, I was wondering what thera-band you would suggest for pre-pointe work? My teacher wants me to get one, but I don't know which would be the best choice. I was also wondering if you will do another Ask Katie video? I guess I had two questions...☺️

  • @zeinabkouaider4822
    @zeinabkouaider4822 3 роки тому

    I love your so much, 😍😍😍😘😘😘😘

  • @cat56789
    @cat56789 3 роки тому +5

    Can you do more commentary videos? I ❤ them

  • @charlotte-vq1kz
    @charlotte-vq1kz 3 роки тому +1

    Katie, have you stopped dancing with Miami City Ballet? You aren't listed on their website anymore... I just hope everything is okay and that you are doing well!

  • @madhumitasur5614
    @madhumitasur5614 3 роки тому +2

    Is it very important to wear ballet shoes for dancing?

    • @Estertje93
      @Estertje93 3 роки тому +1

      Yes, they give you some friction on the floor versus socks. Bare foot doesn't work for turns. So yes, they are important. Some people like socks on more slippery floors though, because the sweat makes it less slippery (gross but it works 😅)

    • @madhumitasur5614
      @madhumitasur5614 3 роки тому

      @@Estertje93 Thankyou so much actually I am from India and love ballet but I am not getting it anywhere its my dream to become dancer

    • @Estertje93
      @Estertje93 3 роки тому

      @@madhumitasur5614 just practice and stretch as much as you can and try to find a teacher when you can!

    • @madhumitasur5614
      @madhumitasur5614 3 роки тому

      @@Estertje93 In India ballet is very very rare so I am not getting any teacher.😔and that's the reason I practise from the videos

  • @kryswilson2743
    @kryswilson2743 3 роки тому

    Can we dance a pas de deux together

  • @PetulaGuimaraes
    @PetulaGuimaraes 3 роки тому +1

    those could become podcasts. just saying...

  • @viiviwagner3240
    @viiviwagner3240 2 роки тому +1

    No wonder so much of stress got you sick