The Gospel summed up 1. We have all sinned and fallen short of God's glory - 1 sin disqualifies us from heaven - 1 separates us from God - 1 is enough to send us to Helll 2. God came down to earth in human form (Jesus) - to live the perfect life for us (have a perfect record) - suffer for us leading up to the cross, on the cross, and die for us - He did this, to take the FULL punishment for ours sins 3. This means, if we believe and follow Jesus, repent of ours sins, ask God for forgiveness, for what we have done - Jesus will give us His record (which is perfect and clean) instead of us having our own record (which would be full of sins) - meaning we can enter into heaven, for all eternity, instead of going to hell for all eternity
@@veeahcassiopeia2313 you don't.. I was numbing myself to oblivion and it was empty but that is what i wanted at the time i suppose i lived like a husk just existing not living... now i feel and even though i might be sad... cry.. whatever emotions come my way i am grateful for them cause i could have been already dead no emotions nothing. I am happy that i can experience sadness.. i can cry.. be mad... whatever just cause it means i am alive. I found happiness in small thinks now, that saved me from a lot of bad thoughts lets just say that instead of specifics to not get this removed by UA-cam but i think you know what i mean...I hope you will found something to give you that spark back to your life and live again...With love random person on internet peace out.
@@cookiecow3900 i hope you can but you probably just didn't find the right outlet where you can let go and just let It all out safely. For me running gave me that opportunity or specific music or something that is very close to you usually something that you did as a child. For me it was singing lyrics of songs that I liked...when I did that I didn't just cry I sobbed. Another thing that made me feel a lot of emotions was playing on piano after a long time of not playing. Realising that I still remember the things that I played before. It felt like I was in touch with me from before I became so numb. I hope that helps.
사용하는 언어와 문화가 달라도 같은 기분, 감정을 느끼는 사람이 이렇게 많다는 것에 매번 놀랍습니다. 이미 같은 고민을 겪고 있기에 어떠한 말도 위로가 되지 않는다는걸 알고 있습니다. 살아있기에 표면적, 감정적으로 느낄 수 있는 것이라고 생각합니다. 울고 싶을 때 마음껏 울고, 웃고 싶을 때 마음껏 웃으며 자신의 모습 그대로를 받아드릴 수 있는 그때가 오길 바랍니다. May your 2025 be as sparkling as the stars and as warm as your heart
The worst part of motivation is, it fades after a failure and multiple failures gives us depression. Success is the only cure to it but it's not easy specially when you are depressed. After growing up, I also understand how hopeless it feels when your working hard but get no result in return.
Motivation can come from many things. Friends and family, responsibility.. our drive to succeed is not just based on us. For the times you just can't keep going, just get help! Don't be afraid or ashamed to ask for help every now and then man. Nobody does it all by themselves.
i get what you mean, it seems so hard especially when you put in so much effort. I hope you set low expectations for yourself so you won't be disappointed, u got one life only so just keep trying, you'll reach further one day.
i absolutely agree i had same sentiment , and through time it led me to let go of each goal and dream ONE BY ONE , the number of times i cried bc i had to sacrifice a piece of me of who i am to let go of that preassure and burden of not accomplishing what i'm meant for , in the end in my case i could keep up so in my case i left japan and went to settle in the us and CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE , my goals weren't the same , i had to give up everything and everyone i know and start new , i don't feel better , but it was a sacrifice bc i could change the world so i changed my world kinda like this , for people who don't know i was raised and lived in japan my whole life YOU HARD WORK YOUR WHOLE life to achieve goals and grades , once i achieved high grades and secured a job my life was work sleep eat repeat , i worked from 8 IN THE MORNING to 20 , it was night when work ended , and you repeat the day ENDLESSLY , you commute , train crowded , people all lifeless , there's barriers and a lot of unsaid words , you live a lonely life , massive communication problems in the whole nation , hard to argue and be understood , once i got to my lowest point i left , my mother is Japanese my father american that's why i had easy escape , i was born in California but raised and lived in japan ,we went to cali just for vacation and to see father , anyway long story short i live farther away i left my friends family and everything i owned , and started from 0 its a little better but honestly , since my goals were different i don't know what to aim for anymore , so i'm just choosing to live a simple life everything that demand too much work too much brain draining i'm not into it , itt sound sad but its my way of healing and therapy didnt work for me i reacted badly to the anti depressant which led me to develop panic attacks , i mean its fucked up all in all what can i do , i hope my story will resonate and help you , idk how but maybe sharing this will help someone feel less alone in their sad times
im really tired and lonely i thought id just leave this here but im going trough alot in life if anyone does read this i hope you are doing okay and please don't ever give up i haven't either.
I hope life cuts you a break and finally starts to improve so you don’t have to feel like you do. No matter how small the improvements may be or seem; I hope every single one impacts your life in some way and leads to things falling into place and most importantly a part of your life where you finally feel good once again. Until then, hang in there and tough things out as best as you can. It’s only a matter of time until the clouds clear.
I decided today that i'm going to let my dog go. She stopped eating, cant get up alone and won't walk. She's now 17, we had beautiful years together - doesn't change the fact that this is the hardest decision in my life and that i don't want tomorrow to come.
"Do you know? How it feels to not be needed by anyone? To live day to day without a dream. The pain of it all. ... And then, I knew that it was the most painful thing. That my existence didn't matter to anyone else in the world. ... If someone comes along and accepts you for who you are, no one could be more important to you than that person."
Thank you for this playlist! I was very mentally tired... and sad... Now I feel much better! Whoever is reading this comment, and if you are struggling with something, I want to say hold on! Everything is going to be fine! God bless you!
y'all are so sad... I'm sorry for what has happened to you and I know it's hard... but I hope you guys stay strong wherever you are. The fact that you've made it this far is incredible enough. Even more if you've gone through it all alone. Anyway, just keep going, even if life seems harsh to you. I might be a stranger but I believe in you, whoever is reading this...
Thanks bro, but I don't know if anyone feel the same, I feel like every meaning of anything has gone, even though I know I have to do something but deep inside I feel nothing at all, if anyone can help I beg you guide me
Ambience is very calming, I don’t see it as a concern people are listening to it. But to those in pain, we all feel it, and this system is designed to keep us stressed and depressed while we immerse in fleeting moments of contentment from distractions. Dating has become a business, love seems superficial, and we are born into a prison where we are solely brought to be worker bees to perpetuate a system filled with a deluded society.
Your head has fallen low The candle light has a suddenly dim glow You find yourself stray from hope A sense of safety never showed All alone in a dark void Trapped in an abyss of despair, any escape is a decoy Empty heart, empty soul, empty mind No matter what, you’ll struggle to find Though light is in your grasp Not far away Lift your head, soon there will be better days Once an empty void, now a beautiful world Full of joy and love like a vanilla swirl Trust in fate, things will get better All it takes is a nice warm sweater :) What I’m trying to say is, don’t give up. No matter how dreadful you feel, be proud that you’ve made it this far. Look at your hands, you have hands! You can *look* at them. You are gifted to have senses, you are gifted to be alive. Most importantly, you are a gift.
The question often comes down to whether I should stay thinking I could have been able to change the past, or should I be in the present, working for my better future. The latter is the most recurrent option. The nostalgic melodies help me breathe. Whoever you are, wherever you are, you've got this. We will never meet, and if we ever cross paths, I would love to see you and think to myself, wow this person really looks like a good friend to have.
Its hard when you hate yourself, and we dont wanna die, we just want relief. It truly is a long road when you're on your own. Every day is a struggle, our past traumas work against us, we lose hope after failures, we dig ourselves slowly and slowly into a deeper and darker hole. Becoming increasingly more difficult to climb out of to see the light. Even one person in our life who means it can help give us a boost up. Its all we want. love, friendship and to be appreciated as a person. To be told we aren't a mistake, we are valued, wanted and loved. At 30 years old. Its the same as its always been. Laughter and love heals you so much and life doesn't have of those things to share with everyone, so.... Some of us have to draw the short straw and suffer so others can feel those things.
For several years I didn't feel joy or happiness in my life and tried to generate it watching some silly playthroughs of games. I didn't feel proud if I made an achievement in my life, byt I felt devastated when I failed. Now it's much better, I got some friends yet again, I became less perfectionistic, I went to counseling and now I care much less about others' opinion. I hope it gets better and better. I hope people like me at that time will get better too
I think i still struggle with this feeling of failure even if I did everything I could with what I knew. Its hard to be kind to yourself when everyone around you is judging you so harshly. I hope I can find the peace youve found in yourself
* hug * I hope you feel better, even if it takes forever and you want to give up, just remember that there is at least someone out there out of the 7 to 8 billion people on earth that cares for you. I hope you all had a great X-mas and happy new year, * another hug * :)
Today, 7 of december.. one day after my 20's birthday.. I decided to finally let go the person I cared most for the past 4 years.. a girl I met online during quarantine.. we were good friends, speaking.. doing activities together.. every single night for years.. we had our downs and ups but we were together, supporting each other.. we eventually fell in love. unfortunately.. life changes and people too, we became distant.. I wanted to go back to what it used to be but she was different.. she broke up with me.. I was forced to be her friend otherwise she would've leave and i wasn't ready to let her go.. I was still in love.. she never told me how she was feeling.. she fooled me for months into thinking we were okay.. that she was feeling the same way.. after all she told me to trust her and so I did.. which is why I didn't wanted to simply give up.
So after many months of internal struggle of keeping our friendship alive.. I managed to meet her in real life.. in october.. face to face.. after all i did managed to fulfill the promise i made her "To meet you one day". I knew our friendship would end up soon after that.. I didn't wanted tho, i wanted it to last more.. i didn't wanted to say goodbye, to lost her.. because even though she changed, I was still in love, still in need of her.. I wanted to be there for her.. even as a friend.. but she no longer speak to me, she made more friends to speak and do things with. I lost hope when she forgot my birthday, it was clear to me that this was ruinning me.. so for my own good, I sent her a last message and left. It'll take her a while to notice my absence.. but that's no longer important. I'm here, living.. and i'll keep trying for my own, no goals.. no main dreams.. just living and see where life takes me. As someone who finds difficult to make friends and is afraid of being lied again.. I can only say, live on.. even if you're alone.. you'll always have yourself and if you're lucky to still have your family around, enjoy them.. because people move out of your life, so fast, you should never miss an opportunity to tell those people.. how much they mean to you.
@kittyomoto You don't know how much alike your situation is to mine, it's crazy similar, same circumstances although I feel as if I'm getting to that point of no return...she is everything I needed and more and she puts more space between us, I feel more and more afraid that I'll loose the only person I thought I would need...honestly it's crazy, it's like I can already see what will happen through your experience...it's been different and it hurts and I'm about to do just as you did, but it's like I can't, I don't want it to end...not when she gave me everything, not when shes the only person who understood and stayed by me, my only friend who I feel I'll go crazy if she leaves. my point is...I relate to you so hard, hell the empathy I feel towards you is almost parasocial lol...I just want you to know you're not alone, I hope you're ok, I mean that with my whole fucking heart. Even as Internet strangers. I hope you see this and the very least, you'll feel less lonely. 💜
@@xxobitoxx161 I have my low moments, I can't stay awake as late as I used to because I start to think about her.. but I'm doing alright for now.. although I can't help but wonder how she's doing.. I felt regret after posting the comment because of course I miss her.. But there's nothing else left there to me. I have to keep on with my life and I love her so much.. I love her enough to let her go. I can only tell you that.. maybe you should try to speak things with her, one last time, tell her how you feel.. because I didn't had the courage to do so, I kept holding on my feelings until I exploded and it's better to simply say things than leaving and having things unsaid for the rest of your life. After all.. if she really cares for you, she'll listen to what you'll say.. I know she would've listen but.. In my case.. I thought it was better to simply leave without causing any beef or drama between us.. I simply wanted our last memory together to be the day we met in person. As for now and my possibly future.. She's not the only important person I lost, I lost important friends too and I'm not trying to sound "cold" or anything.. but I don't feel like meeting new people, making new friends or finding love anytime soon.. I'm simply going to live, enjoy the little details of life and heal.. Maybe one day i'll meet someone else.. we never know.. Meeting her wasn't planned.. it just happened. Do what you feel is the best for you.. if you felt the same way i did.. you're probably putting her above yourself but as much as it hurts.. I guess some people aren't meant to stay.. Just like a phrase from a show I like, ""I think there are people that help you become the person that you end up being and you can be grateful for them even if they were never meant to be in your life forever". It'll be okay and if not.. it'll be someday.
yep,same bro, my girl was all i have and all i needed and wonted,she was my reason to live,but in the begining of our relationship i dont feel that,and i cheeted her,i hate myself for that,but she gave me the second chance,she was in love and she believed me.After that i never cheeted,but i make her feel pain in another way,i dont give her what she deserved,love,kisses,she always wanted to ceep my hand but i didnt wont,i whas thinking that this is not so important,and in November 7,she left me,near my birthay,12 december,in this day i sit home alone,watched our fotos,and cruying with insane pain. i weel always love her,and i newer forgive myself for that
I’ve been having nightmares lately and trust issues with people that say they love me, I miss my closest people that I know don’t have to tell me they love me cuz I can feel it, unfortunately they aren’t here anymore and I only have my mom and brother who I love deeply and they are far too. It’s a gift and curse to feel so deeply and I wish time would come back to how simply beautiful life can be with the real ones who love you truly. Thank you for ur music and creative energy 💜💫
Ive been fighting in a war for the past year and a half or so... lost around 20 friends and a very close cousin, ive seen people die in front of my eyes ive been fighting for my and my friends life, i protected them from enemies and helped with medical aid when was needed, im back home now after almost two years of chaos... everything is so empty
No tears left to shed, no emotion left to feel. My only solace to escape from going insane in this mad world is when I fall asleep. I'm not asking for anything, I don't want anything. I just want this world to be at peace and for people to get along.
If I start to think about how sad I am then its very hard to leave that emptiness. Thats why escapism is so bad for us, because we want nothing more than to distract us from the pain. Escaping our reality becomes a habit and then we lose ourselves even more, some times I would let years pass just being an empty husk of a person. We have to live to escape emptiness
I see you too I know that pain too, many of us do... Existing can be very difficult and exhausting. But Life can be hauntingly beautiful through that pain and misery. We are the one who give our life it's worth.
how many times should we try hard and start over and obtain the same results before we realize its insane and we should just give up entirely instead of jumping through painful hoops? I realize it now, and theres nobody around to even care anymore, no one will miss me so I guess I dont have to feel guilty.
Life is always worth it, because even in death there is no peace. Only more loneliness. With life, you have a chance, however small you may think it is, of finding happiness.
I cried all my tears out when I lost most of my hearing. I then cried more tears out when my best friends of 13+ years ended their friendship with me. I cry now listening to this even though there are no tears. I wish I could hear the fullness of these sounds...the low-mid dB layers are all demolished. The clarity, the range, the fullness of sound...it's so bad that I can't even understand what people say anymore half the time. The words are just gone, empty...cause there's no pitch or tone or whatever. I don't have the words to describe. It's like a pie without the filling you know I dunno.
I lost my friend of 11 years to. Out of no where he decided he didn’t want to talk to me. You will find someone else who cherishes more than you know. I’m sorry about your hearing and I hope that you still find joy in the sights that you see❤
7:46 that voice sound so deep like it was a hope from many years ago. anyone else feel it when you hear it like an old friend you reconnect with years later.
I wish I didn’t care as I do, I wish I could ignore the pain and continue as if nothing fazes me. Yet I do care, even the slightest of comments flares my insecurities and self loathing and sometimes I wish I could cease to exist and any memory of me to disappear. I’m disgusted with myself, I wish I could disappear and be replaced by someone better. I don’t deserve what I have and wish for what I can never have, I despise that part of me too. It’s so easy to fake a smile and say reassuring words that I don’t mean, sometimes I wish someone would see through the lie and ask if I really am ok. I wish I could trust people and rely on people without the overwhelming fear of disappointment and betrayal. Sometimes I still try to trust and rely on someone a tiny bit but it always backfires and I end up regretting it again. I wish I was different, I wish I could change, I wish I was someone I’m not.
We can change yet we have to be truth to ourselves, pain will always come as well as betray but we cannot let our insecurities define how we are gonna live the rest of our lifes, yet life is like a gameboard, we cannot do anything but push forward and be better for not only us but for our family
I notice every problems of me will forever be mine. After all, no one have any responsibility to it, and they don't have to care about it. I know my life will turn into a mess if i can't solve nor handle it. But I don't know how, I just hope one day they can find themselves someone to fill my place, so I could leave, forever.
Thats impossible, nobody can replace us even if its good or bad, we all live marks to the world and to our friends and family, leaving forever will just hurt others, everything has an effect, even good actions but we must be true to ourselves and keep becoming better, after the end of your story or mine or someone elses story is only defined by our actions and choices
I never managed to be loved. The original dawn of that realization had me dwelling on it for a very long time; once I accepted my reality i turned to anger at this seemingly disgusting injustice. I decided if I couldn't be loved I'd at least be respected, and I greatly succeeded at that. Yet in due time human nature reared its ugly head after I realized I didn't care about my self image anymore, I had become so authentic through my actions that I cared no more for my image, whether I was looked up to or antagonized. I'm confident in who I am, being the sole witness to my actions. I delved in what it'd be like to be hated for it's own sake, too. Sharing my deepest and most earnest opinions regardless of framing any group or individual in bad light. All in the name of finding a place for myself in this world, as my very nature compels me to. I cant be loved due to my complexity, being respected in a falsely meritocratric world means nothing and being hated is unfulfilling, whether it be for it's own sake or for the sake of authenticity being all the same. I now strive to be nothing.
When I broke up with my girlfriend a year ago, I felt really bad. An endless corridor of emptiness. There's nothing left, just you pathetic, or whatever you were. The emptiness was frightening and frustrating. I've been living in a void for a year now. The pain is gone and now I feel only some happiness... and a vague hope. Feelings lead to pain. You can think of me as a coward who is afraid of pain, but I am proud that I was able to crawl out and regain the self I lost a long time ago.
Being numb is the absolute worst feeling. While it saved me from suicide twice, learning to feel again has been hell itself. And I can still barely do it.
I don’t feel anything. At this point I’m not even sure if I’m supposed to or not.. all I want is to be forgotten…. maybe then I can live on.. live past it all.. idk if I ever will.. that’s alright it’s life.. have a beautiful day everyone
I know the world is terrifying right now. I know how miserable life looks for all of us now. I know we aren't being heard. But.. If there's one thing the world can't take away from us.. It's the last remaining bit of light in our souls. That light won't go out unless you end it yourself. So don't give up. Don't end it. Keep going. Keep breathing. Keep moving forward, even if it's just one step. Survive out of spite.
Anhedonia is dangerous. Far more dangerous than feeling rage, elation, loneliness, giddiness, dissatisfaction, or otherwise. But sometimes people are simply *masking* their feelings with a false layer of laissez-faire avoidance. Yet deep below the surface... they do indeed "feel" quite a bit. They're merely afraid though, because showing emotion is equivalent to revealing WEAKNESS in today's world.
I'm not even sure if anybody is gonna read that comment but I wish you the best. May everything be as you wish. If you want to talk, I'll listen. Please take care
Will it ever be ok again, will I ever be ok again 😢? My heart hurts, I've loved him my whole life. He doesn't believe it, even tho we made different choices an went different directions. It was ALWAYS him. It's STILL Him, in my thoughts , memories, in my heart.😔
I remeber the day, I woke up and felt nothing. Nothing bothered me. Getting told off by teachers was just like having a conversation with them. I always felt so heavy and dragged down. It felt like being held underwater. My hands and ankles being held down by weights and everytime I tried to move, the air pressure and weights would pull me back down. and everytime i tried, everything would go darker and darker. I never let my vision fully go out. It took years for me to be able to feel things. But I could only feel fear
Time to give all that love to another cat...whenever u ready. She is happy and wants u to keep giving all that love to those that need and to urself too.
Существует плохое и хорошее, они стремятся уравнять друг друга. Человек способен выделять для себя основные вещи, формирующие его настроение и личность. Я каждый день говорю себе, что можно продолжать пытаться, иногда это работает. Конечно, сравнение своей жизни с чужой не объективно, каждый страдает и радуется по-своему, люди, пытающиеся сделать свою жизнь лучше, за счёт ухудшения жизни других - в итоге не добиваются своего. Мне кажется, что нет ничего более полезного для души, чем честность, я рад, что у меня остались силы, чтобы любить людей вокруг, пусть это очень изматывает и часто не даёт отдачи, но это то, без чего мне будет ещё тяжелее. Иногда стоит просто замереть и посмотреть вокруг, чтобы позволить негативу уйти от себя.
thats when you need to find a true meaning, it could be love, it could be a hobby, it could be as simple as pizza, the main thing is to just keep pushing, you'll get stronger and get through it, keep goin man
Kinda feel like this also, but never give up on yourself, fuqk everybody else, but embrace your struggle and be proud of what you have endured. You can always love yourself no matter what
No matter what happens in your life. You'll be fine at the end so stop being so negative and please don't ever give up because that's when you're truly lost. If life is being too hard on you, then you need to find ways to make it easier for yourself. But the problem is you don't do that and instead you make life harder than it already is. I'm not saying your life is not that hard, but I know for a fact that you are not making it easier for yourself. Don't take my words in a harsh way, I'm just trying to state the facts and people usually don't like the truth, they instead want to hear some pretty lies but I'm not gonna sugar coat it.
Surprised I’m still alive. I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me for 3 years since high school. I hardly understand anyone or anything. This universe is so confusing. I’ve been on the edge of losing myself and doing bad things I shouldn’t. All it takes is one more bad thing and I might. Don’t know why I’m writing this but here we are. Maybe it will help something just getting it out
Stay strong brother, you must focus on good things life can offer. The strong mans have difficult path, you just need to endure and moving on like everybody else. These days are hard, but not impossible. Stay strong, I know you will have better future 💪
I don't know if anyone feel the same, I feel like every meaning of anything has gone, even though I know I have to do something but deep inside I feel nothing at all, if anyone can help I beg you guide me
Purpose doesn’t have a specific feeling. It can change and mold itself as you grow. Right now it’s best that you let your mind rest and thank yourself for everything you do right and forgive yourself for everything you do wrong. Life is full of light and darkness. Right now you are feeling the dark which mean the light will soon shine my friend. God bless
Had a dream my uncle was still alive then in the dream realized hes gone and the dream slowly cracked I tried to stay in it bit I slipped like sand through the broken edges. Now I'm just lying here staring at my phone wondering if I'll ever be as whole as when I had his guidance or if he's still with me in the things he taught me. I can't even get back to sleep. Guess this is just today now.
A few hours ago I found out that I failed a class for the second time. The first time I didn't feel anything, maybe a little sad, but I didn't have such an expressive reaction. This time I cried like never before, because I was so close to passing that all my frustration came out at once when I saw the result. Now I'm in limbo. I have another exam tomorrow and it's all over, but mentally I'm exhausted, I haven't stopped since the beginning of November and I just want a break.
After 5 years together and finally fufilling what I thought was our dream, my fiance is leaving me. I know its not my fault, I did everything I could have done. This pain is just so raw, so utterly visceral. Its like a hole is being made in my chest. I made every right move, every right play, and I still lose.
The problem is that , i feel ..... but at the same time i don't feel anything at all ........ this keeps going since i was 6 years old ........ its basically a living hell and from what i see everyday , i would prefee to never have been borned ......... i have regretted many things in my life , but the one that i regret the most is my life ......
Don't feeling overwhelmed with this playlist it's imposible. Those who doesn't feel anything with this sad music, are nothing more than robots. 07:25 "Come Back" is the epitome of sadness of this playlist.
I was helping a friend of mine who was going through a really tough time and, well she was hurting herself. I had to stop talking to her that night sooner then I wanted to because of my parents (because I’m 14) I was trying to help her through it and stop her. She didn’t deserve it. She is the most beautiful girl you could ever know, and she is so kind. But that night I told her good night among other things, and then I woke up the next morning exited to talk to her and check on her because I was really worried about her, I couldn’t sleep that night almost at all because I was worried about her. We are just friends, tho I see her as more and she knows, but it’s okay. But I woke up and after a wile I started to get worried because she never answered me. She lives with her parents so there isn’t much she can do thankfully. But this all happened two days ago. I still haven’t heard from her and I’m so worried about her, I don’t know if she is even still here anymore. I have been texting her for the last two days but I get no texts back. I miss her so much, and I know for all I know she couldn’t be okay, but after that night I’m just so worried she hurt herself bad enough that she can’t take it back anymore. And I just feel so bad because I keep thinking, what if I didn’t have to go that night, would she still. If she is already gone. I’m worried I will never know, that I will have to live my life never knowing if she is still here or if I did something rong, or if she is gone. I’m so worried about her and I miss her. The longer I think about it the more I get pissed about my self, I’m starting to do it to myself. I have no one else to talk to about it. I just need someone to give me some advise or understanding, I don’t know how much longer I have, I was already loosing myself before this happened but now I don’t even know anymore, please.
bad things will happen sometimes in life, but it's going to be okay... not because things are alright, but because things can change to be better its not your fault, you tried your hardest, dont let the negative thoughts rule over you she can still be alive, dont lose your hope *you can make it through this. its not over yet*
The empty voice you feel right now will be filled one day. You have to hang on until then, so that maybe you can fill the empty void of another who needs you.
I feel everything till I lost how to acknowledge the feels instead.. Overwhelmed by all emotions in me and around me... I feel numb and empty in the crowded
You are on a floating rock midst in the nowhere. You have the power to grow things, to create, to birth, to love. Question where you are and what you have, you are richer than you think. But do not act rich, it can be gone in a second. Life is a mystery, a big playground, dont waste it…
Having to anwser with "idk" every time someone asks how you are feeling is weird. People keep saying "It can be like that sometimes" but this sometimes has been for a few years already.
depression is hitting really hard right now, I dont think anybody wants anything to do with me anymore. nobody has the time all of a sudden, even when they say they do. feel like every person I meet just lies to me and doesnt really care. I have no family. I am fucking alone and I hate this fucking world, I dont want to be here anymore.
I hate this so much, why, why do I feel this way again. Everytime I think its gone it just comes back again & again. I don't want to die, but I don't want to be alive either. I can't even cry anymore.
these past 3 months made me realize just how much of a hollow person i am. i am like a hollow reflector i lost pretty much all sense of individuality i dont even crack jokes anymore even though i would laugh at the stupidest things on the internet almost zero social interaction i am a shitty friend as well as a shit brother i also didnt do well in the exams i definitely could have made more of an effort but i didnt 4 months into being 15 and its such a weird age. you take so much for granted and then suddenly u realise that u took so much for granted. life is grand even though inside i am so conflicted. - 28 december, 23:06 from a corner of the world.
For those who need it, it's going to be okay. You are wonderful. Hurting yourself isn't going to make you feel something so please don't. Instead try to feel happiness and enjoyment even though its not that easy!! We love you, I love you. You will make it.
@@Cross_XxX0 Make sure that night doesn't even happen, love. Please don't push yourself to the point where you would ever want to do something like that. People are here for you always.
This is my dusk music to bow hunt, i stalk, so that means i move across the land quietly (with on headphone in) and it is the most primal state. I get ahit form other hunters but i done care im in a medative state and happy 😊. I wish everyone the same happ😊
I only liked on here is because I recognize this artwork from a manhwa before covid19. Beautiful fucking details, HD, short story. I wasn't here for this vibe, but I'm taking a nap until I get my brother from work soon.
I'm sad People are so evil I miss everyone so much I cannot see them I've been in exile for 20 years My father I beginning to forget things I don't know if I'm even going to be at his euology. I feel nothing when I drown myself in painkillers it's the only thing that keep me sane and help go to work in a evil society i haven't been able to accustom to.
I just noticed that on these vids I try to make other's feel better and now I'm just noticing that I might need help too . . . but because I'm me I am not going to stop, :) * hug * Happy new year!! * Hug * Bye bye! I hope to see some of you guys in the future comment section :)
naruto, what was that arc where like everyone goes into a dream? never let yourself fall into that space, we can learn from fiction, I used to think this was a silly anime yet that is a tragic thing what if this happened to an entire species somewhere out in the cosmos? we would need to wake them up, or give them a loving embrace.
Best tracks from my channel on a SPOTIFY playlist:
spoti.fi/4aH2Phn (Daily updated)
The Gospel summed up
1. We have all sinned and fallen short of God's glory
- 1 sin disqualifies us from heaven
- 1 separates us from God
- 1 is enough to send us to Helll
2. God came down to earth in human form (Jesus)
- to live the perfect life for us (have a perfect record)
- suffer for us leading up to the cross, on the cross, and die for us
- He did this, to take the FULL punishment for ours sins
3. This means, if we believe and follow Jesus, repent of ours sins, ask God for forgiveness, for what we have done
- Jesus will give us His record (which is perfect and clean) instead of us having our own record (which would be full of sins)
- meaning we can enter into heaven, for all eternity, instead of going to hell for all eternity
Don't you have a sound cloud ver?
To those of you who are still able to cry, that's a sign that you're still able to feel. Don't lose hope.
Thats what i thought
I wish I couldn't feel anything
@@veeahcassiopeia2313 you don't.. I was numbing myself to oblivion and it was empty but that is what i wanted at the time i suppose i lived like a husk just existing not living... now i feel and even though i might be sad... cry.. whatever emotions come my way i am grateful for them cause i could have been already dead no emotions nothing. I am happy that i can experience sadness.. i can cry.. be mad... whatever just cause it means i am alive. I found happiness in small thinks now, that saved me from a lot of bad thoughts lets just say that instead of specifics to not get this removed by UA-cam but i think you know what i mean...I hope you will found something to give you that spark back to your life and live again...With love random person on internet peace out.
what if i cant cry anymore?
@@cookiecow3900 i hope you can but you probably just didn't find the right outlet where you can let go and just let It all out safely. For me running gave me that opportunity or specific music or something that is very close to you usually something that you did as a child. For me it was singing lyrics of songs that I liked...when I did that I didn't just cry I sobbed. Another thing that made me feel a lot of emotions was playing on piano after a long time of not playing. Realising that I still remember the things that I played before. It felt like I was in touch with me from before I became so numb.
I hope that helps.
사용하는 언어와 문화가 달라도 같은 기분, 감정을 느끼는 사람이 이렇게 많다는 것에 매번 놀랍습니다.
이미 같은 고민을 겪고 있기에 어떠한 말도 위로가 되지 않는다는걸 알고 있습니다.
살아있기에 표면적, 감정적으로 느낄 수 있는 것이라고 생각합니다.
울고 싶을 때 마음껏 울고, 웃고 싶을 때 마음껏 웃으며 자신의 모습 그대로를 받아드릴 수 있는 그때가 오길 바랍니다.
May your 2025 be as sparkling as the stars and as warm as your heart
This was the unlock I needed, thank you. Blessings to all who get here, the answer is in you.
Спасибо, я не думал что чей-то комментарий будет таким теплым и приятным. Желаю тебе того же.
The worst part of motivation is, it fades after a failure and multiple failures gives us depression. Success is the only cure to it but it's not easy specially when you are depressed. After growing up, I also understand how hopeless it feels when your working hard but get no result in return.
Motivation can come from many things. Friends and family, responsibility.. our drive to succeed is not just based on us. For the times you just can't keep going, just get help! Don't be afraid or ashamed to ask for help every now and then man. Nobody does it all by themselves.
motivation can be isn't positive. Let's remember, that u worst. And try to change it
i get what you mean, it seems so hard especially when you put in so much effort. I hope you set low expectations for yourself so you won't be disappointed, u got one life only so just keep trying, you'll reach further one day.
i absolutely agree i had same sentiment , and through time it led me to let go of each goal and dream ONE BY ONE , the number of times i cried bc i had to sacrifice a piece of me of who i am to let go of that preassure and burden of not accomplishing what i'm meant for , in the end in my case i could keep up so in my case i left japan and went to settle in the us and CHANGED MY WHOLE LIFE , my goals weren't the same , i had to give up everything and everyone i know and start new , i don't feel better , but it was a sacrifice bc i could change the world so i changed my world kinda like this , for people who don't know i was raised and lived in japan my whole life YOU HARD WORK YOUR WHOLE life to achieve goals and grades , once i achieved high grades and secured a job my life was work sleep eat repeat , i worked from 8 IN THE MORNING to 20 , it was night when work ended , and you repeat the day ENDLESSLY , you commute , train crowded , people all lifeless , there's barriers and a lot of unsaid words , you live a lonely life , massive communication problems in the whole nation , hard to argue and be understood , once i got to my lowest point i left , my mother is Japanese my father american that's why i had easy escape , i was born in California but raised and lived in japan ,we went to cali just for vacation and to see father , anyway long story short i live farther away i left my friends family and everything i owned , and started from 0 its a little better but honestly , since my goals were different i don't know what to aim for anymore , so i'm just choosing to live a simple life everything that demand too much work too much brain draining i'm not into it , itt sound sad but its my way of healing and therapy didnt work for me i reacted badly to the anti depressant which led me to develop panic attacks , i mean its fucked up all in all what can i do , i hope my story will resonate and help you , idk how but maybe sharing this will help someone feel less alone in their sad times
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im really tired and lonely i thought id just leave this here but im going trough alot in life if anyone does read this i hope you are doing okay and please don't ever give up i haven't either.
I hope life cuts you a break and finally starts to improve so you don’t have to feel like you do. No matter how small the improvements may be or seem; I hope every single one impacts your life in some way and leads to things falling into place and most importantly a part of your life where you finally feel good once again. Until then, hang in there and tough things out as best as you can. It’s only a matter of time until the clouds clear.
I decided today that i'm going to let my dog go. She stopped eating, cant get up alone and won't walk. She's now 17, we had beautiful years together - doesn't change the fact that this is the hardest decision in my life and that i don't want tomorrow to come.
最後まで一緒にいて
I'm so sorry you had to go through that decision :( you're so brave for it and your dog loves u, don't forget that.
are u good now??
これを聴いて寝ると、ベッドに溶けて私が消えちゃう気がする。
現実から切り離された一時に浸れるプレイリストですね。
"Do you know? How it feels to not be needed by anyone? To live day to day without a dream. The pain of it all. ...
And then, I knew that it was the most painful thing. That my existence didn't matter to anyone else in the world. ...
If someone comes along and accepts you for who you are, no one could be more important to you than that person."
Those who are not feeling are suppressing the inner pain with an armor of coldness.
Wise words great Cornholio
😂@@darkbrother339
and some of then still will, until it breaks, just to rebuild again.
Thank you for this playlist! I was very mentally tired... and sad... Now I feel much better!
Whoever is reading this comment, and if you are struggling with something, I want to say hold on! Everything is going to be fine! God bless you!
y'all are so sad... I'm sorry for what has happened to you and I know it's hard... but I hope you guys stay strong wherever you are.
The fact that you've made it this far is incredible enough. Even more if you've gone through it all alone.
Anyway, just keep going, even if life seems harsh to you. I might be a stranger but I believe in you, whoever is reading this...
means a lot, i tend to try to remind myself of this very fact every time.
Thanks bro, but I don't know if anyone feel the same, I feel like every meaning of anything has gone, even though I know I have to do something but deep inside I feel nothing at all, if anyone can help I beg you guide me
Thanks bro. I wish you well too.
Thank you for those words....
@@a.jameel6812 jesus is the one who heals u and never let u be alone even if u not believe in him trust this words brother he helped me in the hardest
Is it bad how many people already listening to this
No, it's not bad. This music gives strength. It allows you to vent your emotions and cry if someone needs it.
Ambience is very calming, I don’t see it as a concern people are listening to it. But to those in pain, we all feel it, and this system is designed to keep us stressed and depressed while we immerse in fleeting moments of contentment from distractions. Dating has become a business, love seems superficial, and we are born into a prison where we are solely brought to be worker bees to perpetuate a system filled with a deluded society.
True,very true,brother👍🥀🖤@@liberatethegodseeds2001
Of course not, there could be multiple reasons as to why someone is listening to music like this, this could be a very calming thing to listen too
nothing, sad people or depression people come to this kind of music...after all, someone feel worse more, someone sleep with this
No joy no pain no love no hatred absolute nothing.
Your head has fallen low
The candle light has a suddenly dim glow
You find yourself stray from hope
A sense of safety never showed
All alone in a dark void
Trapped in an abyss of despair, any escape is a decoy
Empty heart, empty soul, empty mind
No matter what, you’ll struggle to find
Though light is in your grasp
Not far away
Lift your head, soon there will be better days
Once an empty void, now a beautiful world
Full of joy and love like a vanilla swirl
Trust in fate, things will get better
All it takes is a nice warm sweater :)
What I’m trying to say is, don’t give up. No matter how dreadful you feel, be proud that you’ve made it this far. Look at your hands, you have hands! You can *look* at them. You are gifted to have senses, you are gifted to be alive. Most importantly, you are a gift.
ho is u cool
Like u even don't exist
The question often comes down to whether I should stay thinking I could have been able to change the past, or should I be in the present, working for my better future. The latter is the most recurrent option. The nostalgic melodies help me breathe.
Whoever you are, wherever you are, you've got this.
We will never meet, and if we ever cross paths, I would love to see you and think to myself, wow this person really looks like a good friend to have.
Its hard when you hate yourself, and we dont wanna die, we just want relief. It truly is a long road when you're on your own.
Every day is a struggle, our past traumas work against us, we lose hope after failures, we dig ourselves slowly and slowly into a deeper and darker hole. Becoming increasingly more difficult to climb out of to see the light. Even one person in our life who means it can help give us a boost up.
Its all we want. love, friendship and to be appreciated as a person. To be told we aren't a mistake, we are valued, wanted and loved.
At 30 years old. Its the same as its always been.
Laughter and love heals you so much and life doesn't have of those things to share with everyone, so.... Some of us have to draw the short straw and suffer so others can feel those things.
For several years I didn't feel joy or happiness in my life and tried to generate it watching some silly playthroughs of games. I didn't feel proud if I made an achievement in my life, byt I felt devastated when I failed. Now it's much better, I got some friends yet again, I became less perfectionistic, I went to counseling and now I care much less about others' opinion. I hope it gets better and better. I hope people like me at that time will get better too
Youre goated for not giving up fr
Can I be your friend 😢
@@AzelDevilhandAzel sure
я застрял в пустоте навсегда, моя лень губит не только меня...
I think i still struggle with this feeling of failure even if I did everything I could with what I knew. Its hard to be kind to yourself when everyone around you is judging you so harshly. I hope I can find the peace youve found in yourself
* hug * I hope you feel better, even if it takes forever and you want to give up, just remember that there is at least someone out there out of the 7 to 8 billion people on earth that cares for you. I hope you all had a great X-mas and happy new year, * another hug * :)
Today, 7 of december.. one day after my 20's birthday.. I decided to finally let go the person I cared most for the past 4 years.. a girl I met online during quarantine.. we were good friends, speaking.. doing activities together.. every single night for years.. we had our downs and ups but we were together, supporting each other.. we eventually fell in love.
unfortunately.. life changes and people too, we became distant.. I wanted to go back to what it used to be but she was different.. she broke up with me.. I was forced to be her friend otherwise she would've leave and i wasn't ready to let her go.. I was still in love.. she never told me how she was feeling.. she fooled me for months into thinking we were okay.. that she was feeling the same way.. after all she told me to trust her and so I did.. which is why I didn't wanted to simply give up.
So after many months of internal struggle of keeping our friendship alive.. I managed to meet her in real life.. in october.. face to face.. after all i did managed to fulfill the promise i made her "To meet you one day".
I knew our friendship would end up soon after that.. I didn't wanted tho, i wanted it to last more.. i didn't wanted to say goodbye, to lost her.. because even though she changed, I was still in love, still in need of her.. I wanted to be there for her.. even as a friend.. but she no longer speak to me, she made more friends to speak and do things with.
I lost hope when she forgot my birthday, it was clear to me that this was ruinning me.. so for my own good, I sent her a last message and left.
It'll take her a while to notice my absence.. but that's no longer important.
I'm here, living.. and i'll keep trying for my own, no goals.. no main dreams.. just living and see where life takes me.
As someone who finds difficult to make friends and is afraid of being lied again.. I can only say, live on.. even if you're alone.. you'll always have yourself and if you're lucky to still have your family around, enjoy them.. because people move out of your life, so fast, you should never miss an opportunity to tell those people.. how much they mean to you.
@kittyomoto You don't know how much alike your situation is to mine, it's crazy similar, same circumstances although I feel as if I'm getting to that point of no return...she is everything I needed and more and she puts more space between us, I feel more and more afraid that I'll loose the only person I thought I would need...honestly it's crazy, it's like I can already see what will happen through your experience...it's been different and it hurts and I'm about to do just as you did, but it's like I can't, I don't want it to end...not when she gave me everything, not when shes the only person who understood and stayed by me, my only friend who I feel I'll go crazy if she leaves. my point is...I relate to you so hard, hell the empathy I feel towards you is almost parasocial lol...I just want you to know you're not alone, I hope you're ok, I mean that with my whole fucking heart. Even as Internet strangers. I hope you see this and the very least, you'll feel less lonely. 💜
@@xxobitoxx161 I have my low moments, I can't stay awake as late as I used to because I start to think about her.. but I'm doing alright for now.. although I can't help but wonder how she's doing.. I felt regret after posting the comment because of course I miss her..
But there's nothing else left there to me.
I have to keep on with my life and I love her so much.. I love her enough to let her go.
I can only tell you that.. maybe you should try to speak things with her, one last time, tell her how you feel.. because I didn't had the courage to do so, I kept holding on my feelings until I exploded and it's better to simply say things than leaving and having things unsaid for the rest of your life.
After all.. if she really cares for you, she'll listen to what you'll say.. I know she would've listen but..
In my case.. I thought it was better to simply leave without causing any beef or drama between us.. I simply wanted our last memory together to be the day we met in person.
As for now and my possibly future.. She's not the only important person I lost, I lost important friends too and I'm not trying to sound "cold" or anything.. but I don't feel like meeting new people, making new friends or finding love anytime soon.. I'm simply going to live, enjoy the little details of life and heal.. Maybe one day i'll meet someone else.. we never know.. Meeting her wasn't planned.. it just happened.
Do what you feel is the best for you.. if you felt the same way i did.. you're probably putting her above yourself but as much as it hurts.. I guess some people aren't meant to stay..
Just like a phrase from a show I like, ""I think there are people that help you become the person that you end up being and you can be grateful for them even if they were never meant to be in your life forever".
It'll be okay and if not.. it'll be someday.
yep,same bro, my girl was all i have and all i needed and wonted,she was my reason to live,but in the begining of our relationship i dont feel that,and i cheeted her,i hate myself for that,but she gave me the second chance,she was in love and she believed me.After that i never cheeted,but i make her feel pain in another way,i dont give her what she deserved,love,kisses,she always wanted to ceep my hand but i didnt wont,i whas thinking that this is not so important,and in November 7,she left me,near my birthay,12 december,in this day i sit home alone,watched our fotos,and cruying with insane pain. i weel always love her,and i newer forgive myself for that
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Ellipsis bro come on. "..." not ".."
I’ve been having nightmares lately and trust issues with people that say they love me, I miss my closest people that I know don’t have to tell me they love me cuz I can feel it, unfortunately they aren’t here anymore and I only have my mom and brother who I love deeply and they are far too. It’s a gift and curse to feel so deeply and I wish time would come back to how simply beautiful life can be with the real ones who love you truly. Thank you for ur music and creative energy 💜💫
Желаю вам сил. Обнимаю вас
My grandmother is in hospital. Please pray her more successful operation. I hope you can fell 🙏🏼
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I pray for your grandmother’s health. I hope all is well. 🙏
I’m hoping that I’ll come back to this comment to good news. You’re in my prayers
Hey I don't know if you'll see this but I hope your grandmother's operation goes successfull much love ❤️💯
Ive been fighting in a war for the past year and a half or so... lost around 20 friends and a very close cousin, ive seen people die in front of my eyes ive been fighting for my and my friends life, i protected them from enemies and helped with medical aid when was needed, im back home now after almost two years of chaos... everything is so empty
I hope that Jesus find you.
No tears left to shed, no emotion left to feel. My only solace to escape from going insane in this mad world is when I fall asleep. I'm not asking for anything, I don't want anything. I just want this world to be at peace and for people to get along.
This really hits on a cold lonely night.
If I start to think about how sad I am then its very hard to leave that emptiness. Thats why escapism is so bad for us, because we want nothing more than to distract us from the pain. Escaping our reality becomes a habit and then we lose ourselves even more, some times I would let years pass just being an empty husk of a person. We have to live to escape emptiness
Sometimes I like to listen to certain music that’ll make me feel something again just to remind me that I’m still human and not an emotionless robot.
I've felt only pain for so long... I know no one is gonna see this but at this point I know life isn't worth it... I'm sorry...
I see you 🫂
I see you too I know that pain too, many of us do... Existing can be very difficult and exhausting. But Life can be hauntingly beautiful through that pain and misery. We are the one who give our life it's worth.
We may be in pain far too long but that doesn't mean we can't change our future to become better
how many times should we try hard and start over and obtain the same results before we realize its insane and we should just give up entirely instead of jumping through painful hoops? I realize it now, and theres nobody around to even care anymore, no one will miss me so I guess I dont have to feel guilty.
Life is always worth it, because even in death there is no peace. Only more loneliness. With life, you have a chance, however small you may think it is, of finding happiness.
I cried all my tears out when I lost most of my hearing. I then cried more tears out when my best friends of 13+ years ended their friendship with me. I cry now listening to this even though there are no tears. I wish I could hear the fullness of these sounds...the low-mid dB layers are all demolished. The clarity, the range, the fullness of sound...it's so bad that I can't even understand what people say anymore half the time. The words are just gone, empty...cause there's no pitch or tone or whatever. I don't have the words to describe. It's like a pie without the filling you know I dunno.
It’s challenging isn’t it to lost your hearing. Sorry that you’re going through this
I lost my friend of 11 years to. Out of no where he decided he didn’t want to talk to me. You will find someone else who cherishes more than you know. I’m sorry about your hearing and I hope that you still find joy in the sights that you see❤
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7:46 that voice sound so deep like it was a hope from many years ago. anyone else feel it when you hear it like an old friend you reconnect with years later.
I wish I didn’t care as I do, I wish I could ignore the pain and continue as if nothing fazes me. Yet I do care, even the slightest of comments flares my insecurities and self loathing and sometimes I wish I could cease to exist and any memory of me to disappear. I’m disgusted with myself, I wish I could disappear and be replaced by someone better. I don’t deserve what I have and wish for what I can never have, I despise that part of me too. It’s so easy to fake a smile and say reassuring words that I don’t mean, sometimes I wish someone would see through the lie and ask if I really am ok. I wish I could trust people and rely on people without the overwhelming fear of disappointment and betrayal. Sometimes I still try to trust and rely on someone a tiny bit but it always backfires and I end up regretting it again. I wish I was different, I wish I could change, I wish I was someone I’m not.
me too 💔💔💔
Hold strong. There is no one better for you than you. Hang in there. You are far more wonderful than you can give credit for. Know that.
We can change yet we have to be truth to ourselves, pain will always come as well as betray but we cannot let our insecurities define how we are gonna live the rest of our lifes, yet life is like a gameboard, we cannot do anything but push forward and be better for not only us but for our family
Thank you Navo
I notice every problems of me will forever be mine. After all, no one have any responsibility to it, and they don't have to care about it. I know my life will turn into a mess if i can't solve nor handle it. But I don't know how, I just hope one day they can find themselves someone to fill my place, so I could leave, forever.
I feel that a little too hard. For what it's worth, I hope you're doing okay, even if only a little 🫂
@@Lulu_K01 Stop trying to do it all on your own, Jesus wants to help you so just stop running from him.
Thats impossible, nobody can replace us even if its good or bad, we all live marks to the world and to our friends and family, leaving forever will just hurt others, everything has an effect, even good actions but we must be true to ourselves and keep becoming better, after the end of your story or mine or someone elses story is only defined by our actions and choices
I never managed to be loved. The original dawn of that realization had me dwelling on it for a very long time; once I accepted my reality i turned to anger at this seemingly disgusting injustice.
I decided if I couldn't be loved I'd at least be respected, and I greatly succeeded at that. Yet in due time human nature reared its ugly head after I realized I didn't care about my self image anymore, I had become so authentic through my actions that I cared no more for my image, whether I was looked up to or antagonized.
I'm confident in who I am, being the sole witness to my actions.
I delved in what it'd be like to be hated for it's own sake, too. Sharing my deepest and most earnest opinions regardless of framing any group or individual in bad light. All in the name of finding a place for myself in this world, as my very nature compels me to.
I cant be loved due to my complexity, being respected in a falsely meritocratric world means nothing and being hated is unfulfilling, whether it be for it's own sake or for the sake of authenticity being all the same.
I now strive to be nothing.
Its a good night where all of your dreams come true in your sleep
Sometimes we dont want to let go of the things that make us sad, because they were the only things that made us happy.
Well said
When I broke up with my girlfriend a year ago, I felt really bad. An endless corridor of emptiness. There's nothing left, just you pathetic, or whatever you were. The emptiness was frightening and frustrating. I've been living in a void for a year now. The pain is gone and now I feel only some happiness... and a vague hope. Feelings lead to pain. You can think of me as a coward who is afraid of pain, but I am proud that I was able to crawl out and regain the self I lost a long time ago.
How did you do it? How did you find yourself? I'm proud of you
There is always hope, light at end of tunnel, don't lose to life.
You have some awesome tunes.They are really good for drifting away. Thanks
navo159 thank u, best ambient stuff, as usual!
Being numb is the absolute worst feeling. While it saved me from suicide twice, learning to feel again has been hell itself. And I can still barely do it.
Don't feel like you have to force it. It'll come naturally, just give it time and care for yourself. You're gonna get better :)
I don’t feel anything. At this point I’m not even sure if I’m supposed to or not.. all I want is to be forgotten…. maybe then I can live on.. live past it all.. idk if I ever will.. that’s alright it’s life.. have a beautiful day everyone
I know the world is terrifying right now. I know how miserable life looks for all of us now. I know we aren't being heard.
But..
If there's one thing the world can't take away from us..
It's the last remaining bit of light in our souls. That light won't go out unless you end it yourself.
So don't give up. Don't end it. Keep going. Keep breathing. Keep moving forward, even if it's just one step.
Survive out of spite.
Anhedonia is dangerous. Far more dangerous than feeling rage, elation, loneliness, giddiness, dissatisfaction, or otherwise. But sometimes people are simply *masking* their feelings with a false layer of laissez-faire avoidance. Yet deep below the surface... they do indeed "feel" quite a bit. They're merely afraid though, because showing emotion is equivalent to revealing WEAKNESS in today's world.
I'm not even sure if anybody is gonna read that comment but I wish you the best. May everything be as you wish. If you want to talk, I'll listen. Please take care
I wanna draw like that. Tear drops and bubbles are cool. I like how they distort the image behind them.
THANKS NAVO
In case anyone's wondering, the background is from the manhwa "Shen ze" =D
Its crazy that every one of these are so good.
We feel. We are humans. Stay with me people. Another year. May God bless us all
Find exactly when I don't feel anything
merci youtube de m'avoir recommandé ça
Will it ever be ok again, will I ever be ok again 😢?
My heart hurts, I've loved him my whole life.
He doesn't believe it, even tho we made different choices an went different directions.
It was ALWAYS him. It's STILL Him, in my thoughts , memories, in my heart.😔
this is so relaxing for a reason...
Why do you think listening to sad music like this when you're not feeling well seems reassuring and helping?
Humans have a unique way of expressing themselves and releasing emotions. I guess it feels nice to have a safe space to shelter in.
Some relaxing sleep jam right here
I miss the lives I used to live. I wonder if this one is meant to be my last.
I remeber the day, I woke up and felt nothing. Nothing bothered me. Getting told off by teachers was just like having a conversation with them. I always felt so heavy and dragged down. It felt like being held underwater. My hands and ankles being held down by weights and everytime I tried to move, the air pressure and weights would pull me back down. and everytime i tried, everything would go darker and darker. I never let my vision fully go out. It took years for me to be able to feel things. But I could only feel fear
I hope you are doing ok today but here is a hug for extra measures :) * hug *
@@patriciastenersen2567 Awee your so sweet
@louelleharrison np :)
My cat just died yesterday, hope she's in a better place now...
she's free. and she will be okay. be strong for her
I'm so sorry for your loss
I have 8. 6 are babies❤❤❤I wish I can give u one
Time to give all that love to another cat...whenever u ready. She is happy and wants u to keep giving all that love to those that need and to urself too.
Ty for this ❤️
Существует плохое и хорошее, они стремятся уравнять друг друга. Человек способен выделять для себя основные вещи, формирующие его настроение и личность. Я каждый день говорю себе, что можно продолжать пытаться, иногда это работает. Конечно, сравнение своей жизни с чужой не объективно, каждый страдает и радуется по-своему, люди, пытающиеся сделать свою жизнь лучше, за счёт ухудшения жизни других - в итоге не добиваются своего. Мне кажется, что нет ничего более полезного для души, чем честность, я рад, что у меня остались силы, чтобы любить людей вокруг, пусть это очень изматывает и часто не даёт отдачи, но это то, без чего мне будет ещё тяжелее. Иногда стоит просто замереть и посмотреть вокруг, чтобы позволить негативу уйти от себя.
I’m just done with life at this point, it’s never gotten better, and it never will.
thats when you need to find a true meaning, it could be love, it could be a hobby, it could be as simple as pizza, the main thing is to just keep pushing, you'll get stronger and get through it, keep goin man
Kinda feel like this also, but never give up on yourself, fuqk everybody else, but embrace your struggle and be proud of what you have endured. You can always love yourself no matter what
No matter what happens in your life. You'll be fine at the end so stop being so negative and please don't ever give up because that's when you're truly lost. If life is being too hard on you, then you need to find ways to make it easier for yourself. But the problem is you don't do that and instead you make life harder than it already is. I'm not saying your life is not that hard, but I know for a fact that you are not making it easier for yourself. Don't take my words in a harsh way, I'm just trying to state the facts and people usually don't like the truth, they instead want to hear some pretty lies but I'm not gonna sugar coat it.
Can relate 😢
Thank you Jesus✝️
Eres lo primero de mi año.
Surprised I’m still alive. I can’t figure out what’s wrong with me for 3 years since high school. I hardly understand anyone or anything. This universe is so confusing. I’ve been on the edge of losing myself and doing bad things I shouldn’t. All it takes is one more bad thing and I might. Don’t know why I’m writing this but here we are. Maybe it will help something just getting it out
Stay strong brother, you must focus on good things life can offer.
The strong mans have difficult path, you just need to endure and moving on like everybody else. These days are hard, but not impossible. Stay strong, I know you will have better future 💪
I don't know if anyone feel the same, I feel like every meaning of anything has gone, even though I know I have to do something but deep inside I feel nothing at all, if anyone can help I beg you guide me
Purpose doesn’t have a specific feeling. It can change and mold itself as you grow. Right now it’s best that you let your mind rest and thank yourself for everything you do right and forgive yourself for everything you do wrong. Life is full of light and darkness. Right now you are feeling the dark which mean the light will soon shine my friend. God bless
sadness is just part of being human :(
Had a dream my uncle was still alive then in the dream realized hes gone and the dream slowly cracked I tried to stay in it bit I slipped like sand through the broken edges. Now I'm just lying here staring at my phone wondering if I'll ever be as whole as when I had his guidance or if he's still with me in the things he taught me. I can't even get back to sleep. Guess this is just today now.
A few hours ago I found out that I failed a class for the second time. The first time I didn't feel anything, maybe a little sad, but I didn't have such an expressive reaction. This time I cried like never before, because I was so close to passing that all my frustration came out at once when I saw the result. Now I'm in limbo. I have another exam tomorrow and it's all over, but mentally I'm exhausted, I haven't stopped since the beginning of November and I just want a break.
You can do this.
I believe in you.
After 5 years together and finally fufilling what I thought was our dream, my fiance is leaving me. I know its not my fault, I did everything I could have done. This pain is just so raw, so utterly visceral. Its like a hole is being made in my chest. I made every right move, every right play, and I still lose.
The problem is that , i feel ..... but at the same time i don't feel anything at all ........ this keeps going since i was 6 years old ........ its basically a living hell and from what i see everyday , i would prefee to never have been borned ......... i have regretted many things in my life , but the one that i regret the most is my life ......
Hold on tight, the shiny end is waiting for you❤
@a.jameel6812 I can't hold for much longer , but thank you a lot buddy ,you give me power ❤️
Don't feeling overwhelmed with this playlist it's imposible. Those who doesn't feel anything with this sad music, are nothing more than robots.
07:25 "Come Back" is the epitome of sadness of this playlist.
i lost feelings for her, she deserve better.
I forgive you. Everything youve said, everything youve done. I forgive you
"feeling something is always better than feeling nothin" - ito can't sleep
I feel like a void
No more tears left to shed for the things that matter. How stupid of me.
I was helping a friend of mine who was going through a really tough time and, well she was hurting herself. I had to stop talking to her that night sooner then I wanted to because of my parents (because I’m 14) I was trying to help her through it and stop her. She didn’t deserve it. She is the most beautiful girl you could ever know, and she is so kind. But that night I told her good night among other things, and then I woke up the next morning exited to talk to her and check on her because I was really worried about her, I couldn’t sleep that night almost at all because I was worried about her. We are just friends, tho I see her as more and she knows, but it’s okay. But I woke up and after a wile I started to get worried because she never answered me. She lives with her parents so there isn’t much she can do thankfully. But this all happened two days ago. I still haven’t heard from her and I’m so worried about her, I don’t know if she is even still here anymore. I have been texting her for the last two days but I get no texts back. I miss her so much, and I know for all I know she couldn’t be okay, but after that night I’m just so worried she hurt herself bad enough that she can’t take it back anymore. And I just feel so bad because I keep thinking, what if I didn’t have to go that night, would she still. If she is already gone. I’m worried I will never know, that I will have to live my life never knowing if she is still here or if I did something rong, or if she is gone. I’m so worried about her and I miss her. The longer I think about it the more I get pissed about my self, I’m starting to do it to myself. I have no one else to talk to about it. I just need someone to give me some advise or understanding, I don’t know how much longer I have, I was already loosing myself before this happened but now I don’t even know anymore, please.
bad things will happen sometimes in life, but it's going to be okay... not because things are alright, but because things can change to be better
its not your fault, you tried your hardest, dont let the negative thoughts rule over you
she can still be alive, dont lose your hope
*you can make it through this. its not over yet*
@ thank you. I am trying my best but thank you
The empty voice you feel right now will be filled one day. You have to hang on until then, so that maybe you can fill the empty void of another who needs you.
I feel everything till I lost how to acknowledge the feels instead.. Overwhelmed by all emotions in me and around me... I feel numb and empty in the crowded
I laugh a lot. I cry a lot. I celebrate a lot. I suffer a lot.
At the point, I question myself, what am I doing? Why? What am I?
Those feelings just keep flowing through the melody on this video.
It hurts but it's more like being stabbed into a hole. No wound to be seen by eyes.
You are on a floating rock midst in the nowhere. You have the power to grow things, to create, to birth, to love. Question where you are and what you have, you are richer than you think. But do not act rich, it can be gone in a second. Life is a mystery, a big playground, dont waste it…
For those who love discovering new music I am a new indie artist
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Having to anwser with "idk" every time someone asks how you are feeling is weird. People keep saying "It can be like that sometimes" but this sometimes has been for a few years already.
depression is hitting really hard right now, I dont think anybody wants anything to do with me anymore. nobody has the time all of a sudden, even when they say they do. feel like every person I meet just lies to me and doesnt really care. I have no family. I am fucking alone and I hate this fucking world, I dont want to be here anymore.
Yo !! Wait a sec!! .. like foreal
I hope you're well and doing good
I hate this so much, why, why do I feel this way again. Everytime I think its gone it just comes back again & again. I don't want to die, but I don't want to be alive either. I can't even cry anymore.
these past 3 months made me realize just how much of a hollow person i am. i am like a hollow reflector
i lost pretty much all sense of individuality
i dont even crack jokes anymore even though i would laugh at the stupidest things on the internet
almost zero social interaction
i am a shitty friend as well as a shit brother
i also didnt do well in the exams i definitely could have made more of an effort but i didnt
4 months into being 15 and its such a weird age. you take so much for granted and then suddenly u realise that u took so much for granted.
life is grand even though inside i am so conflicted.
- 28 december, 23:06 from a corner of the world.
The title is lie!
I feeling sleepy, the music is so serene..
For those who need it, it's going to be okay. You are wonderful. Hurting yourself isn't going to make you feel something so please don't. Instead try to feel happiness and enjoyment even though its not that easy!! We love you, I love you. You will make it.
What if i don't make it one night?...
@@Cross_XxX0 Make sure that night doesn't even happen, love. Please don't push yourself to the point where you would ever want to do something like that. People are here for you always.
@iliaaria i used to think like that but everything falls apart into my hands
I wish I couldn't feel anything.. It sucks to feel pain and joy alone..
This is my dusk music to bow hunt, i stalk, so that means i move across the land quietly (with on headphone in) and it is the most primal state. I get ahit form other hunters but i done care im in a medative state and happy 😊. I wish everyone the same happ😊
Ps I'm a bow hunter hence the need for stalking
Big big big mood. Been numb. So numb.
I only liked on here is because I recognize this artwork from a manhwa before covid19. Beautiful fucking details, HD, short story. I wasn't here for this vibe, but I'm taking a nap until I get my brother from work soon.
I still feel in fact a lot, this will be a lot easier if i felt nothing
I'm sad
People are so evil
I miss everyone so much
I cannot see them
I've been in exile for 20 years
My father I beginning to forget things
I don't know if I'm even going to be at his euology.
I feel nothing when I drown myself in painkillers it's the only thing that keep me sane and help go to work in a evil society i haven't been able to accustom to.
Обнимаю вас искренне и желаю вам добра радости сил
@EnergyLightCocon thank you so much for your support and God bless you and keep you happy and safe
@@huawietelcom4516 💚💚💚
The title makes me wish my dad was still alive
Too bad I’m obsessed
I just noticed that on these vids I try to make other's feel better and now I'm just noticing that I might need help too . . . but because I'm me I am not going to stop, :) * hug * Happy new year!! * Hug * Bye bye! I hope to see some of you guys in the future comment section :)
Yeah it is bad how many people are sad
Are you okay Navo159
It's a cold world. ✌
They always did call me angel of death. Wonder why I'm here now?
naruto, what was that arc where like everyone goes into a dream? never let yourself fall into that space, we can learn from fiction, I used to think this was a silly anime yet that is a tragic thing what if this happened to an entire species somewhere out in the cosmos? we would need to wake them up, or give them a loving embrace.