*Marietta - you've got the map backwards, Matt* Sometimes i'm awake Thinkin' about fuckin' things up for myself again So relax and sit there, my organs know I mean well Even though they're all gone, but they're content Drivin' up north headin' towards nothin' Just for a fake laugh and a stupid smile I never asked to see "lost" painted on your forehead Looking forward, it's been taunting me for a while Sometimes I'm in front of the street Noticing my face in the paint This is hell, this is far, this is human This is something where no one ever gains What's there to do, I couldn't even tell you Everything keeps spinning letting me know That something doesn't feel right And it's sitting in my chest feelin' so low It's been black outside for days now Hope the end of the week gets here quick So there is nothing left to question Not even the God that I told to quit Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this. Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this. Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this. Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this.
*Charmer - Bummer Summer* I wrote too many songs about the fall Then autumn came along the day I started taking adderall Really it's a bummer that I wasted all of my summer Trying to convince everyone that I was actually getting any better With every winter semester But I'm never getting better Really it's a bummer Waste my entire summer Trying to convince everyone I was ever getting better (Never getting better) Every single winter semester I'm never getting better Really it's a bummer that I had to move before the summer You really could have helped me Get a whole lot better I'll remember to take my adderall before noon So I don't stay up all night Waiting for a wake up text from you
*Hot Mulligan - BCKYRD (Acoustic)* Play in the backyard Where the grass and spiderwebs grow up next to us Say, what's your interests? Tell me how you plan to give up on all of them Hey, why'd we leave? Coulda stayed for a while if we knew where we're ending up Hide in the basement Concealed well enough so we won't get evicted Pay all your savings To a debt that you didn't know you had been living in Hide the black eye That you give yourself every time you get wasted Hey, why'd we leave Coulda stayed for a while if we knew this is all we got Lie, it's all weeds Coulda swore that the flowers would've bloomed but they've hidden Rain You're better off in the clouds as we fade Barely leaving a semblance of What we thought it meant to grow up When things don't get better No things don't get better and Rain You're better off in the clouds as we fade Barely leaving a semblance of What we thought it meant to grow up When things don't get better No things don't get better, just different Stay the bed's warm enough If you step into the living room you'll find a job to do Buy some more time Try to call in sick 'cause you haven't been sleeping Lie if you want Melody never change Day in, day out Day in, day out All the same Write like a kid Can't create anything That's worth the ink That's worth the page I'm wasting Makes me feel like I haven't made anything That makes me feel Makes me feel Rain You're better off in the clouds as we fade Barely leaving a semblance of What we thought it meant to grow up When things don't get better No things don't get better and Rain You're better off in the clouds as we fade Barely leaving a semblance of What we thought it meant to grow up When things don't get better No things don't get better just different Play in the backyard Where the grass and spiderwebs grow up next to us Say, what's your interests Tell me how you plan to give up on all of them
*Hot Mulligan - Pluto was never really a planet either even* Help me call you back 'Cause I'm afraid of the ringing I know I'm fucked, but I'm still steadily fixing The gears in my guts, 'cause they're all twisted up I feel tight in my chest through the smoke in my lungs But hold your tongue 'til you see what I'm making How everything else ended simple and lonely But this isn't me, it's my final critique Of my bones, of my skin, of the hate killing me I'm cold on skin contact, blue as a newborn's lips 'Cause on the day I was born I was horrified to take a breath And I miss the water 'Cause it meant nothing without anyone else around But I thought that it's all that I wanted I've grown to fear the isolation I chose to take a part of Now I get how cliches came to be Though I spent so much time thinking they were below me Simple, the truth that my father had told There is nothing to do if you're constantly alone I'd lose everything To make up for the person I've been I'd lose everything To make up for the person I've been I'd lose everything I'd lose everything
*Camping in Alaska - Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi 4* And I know things get the best of you sometimes They do me too And I know life's hard to figure out sometimes But we'll make it through Please don't change I feel so guilty And I feel so dumb And I feel so stupid But yet our hearts are young Hey I know people are full of shit sometimes But hey we are too And I know it's hard to fucking deal sometimes And I can't at all Too late to change Do you feel guilty Because I sure feel dumb And I know it's sort of stupid But hey our hearts are young And I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know I don't wanna know
*Free Throw - Pallet Town* In the hospital I formulated a picture perfect way To predict when I got out what I thought I'd be strong enough to say But I can't tell you, I don't know why I can't tell you, my throat goes dry So I'll call my friends for beers And try to drink away the years Of believing what you wrote in my yearbook There's no changing the direction those years took now And we'll play our favorite songs And we'll have to sing along To pretend that we're reliving the old days I'll pretend that you aren't stuck in your old ways now It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius To figure out the reasons behind all of this And why I'm not over it It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius To figure out the reasons behind all of this And why I'm not over it It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius To figure out the reasons behind all of this And why I'm not over it It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius To figure out the reasons behind all of this I'm still not over it It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius To figure out the reasons behind all of this I'm still not over it and that's pretty plain to see
*Bird Bone - Призраки зимы* Перед глазами пробегает наше лето Когда особенными были все дни Ты не узнаешь, но я всё там же Стою под снегом и смотрю на огни Мой друг, всё исчезает Я тень за темным окном Пока ты помнишь всё Я буду здесь с тобой Пока ты помнишь Это мы Тают наши голоса Призраки зимы Скоро мы уйдём назад Назад Мой друг, всё исчезает Я тень за темным окном Пока ты помнишь всё Я буду здесь с тобой Пока ты помнишь Мой друг, всё исчезает Мой друг, всё исчезает Мой друг, всё исчезает Мой друг, всё исчезает Мой друг, всё исчезает Я тень за темным окном Пока ты помнишь всё Я буду здесь с тобой Пока ты помнишь Пока ты помнишь
*Flight Patterns - if ur leffen then im chillindude* I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to I wish my lungs didn't hurt but they sure do Every time I breathe I'm reminded of How none of this will ever work I've been talking to molly And I think I'm realizing That nothing ever stays the same No matter how bad we want it Not the way that your hand fits mine Not the way that our bodies intertwine Woven together like that cardigan We found at that garage sale last summer It's a bummer 'Cause you wont ever know How much this means to me There is no Montauk, just a repose Am I burying the ghost? As my nights spill into mornings And I wake up fucking soaked In everything I think I need And all the people I miss the most Do you remember when we drove down Glenlord? And as the sky lit up, I screamed out, "I love you!" It turned out to be just snow lightning But the sentiment remains the same I think I'd rather die with you I think I'd rather die with you I think I'd rather die with you (I think I-) (I think I-) I think I'd rather die with you (And all those flowers) I think I'd rather die with you (From the Junior Prom, I keep them) I think I'd rather die with you (A long time in my bedside) (She was-) (I think I'd rather die with you) I love her (I think I'd rather die with you) I said I burned them (I think I'd rather die with you) But I love hiding You know I always lie
*Flight Patterns - I would throw my vape in a cornfield for you* I just wanna smoke some weed I wanna lay in bed I wanna forget all the bad parts of my head 'Cause it's so hard sometimes to think about you Empty out those Swisher Sweets Give me a sip of that Lean Maybe one day, I could be just like Chris Green And I could sleep forever, but it's just not my scene I'll ride my skateboard into town Hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around And all the friends I've missed since the new year's came and went It's how you came and went I don't wanna come over I just wanna get over That sinking feeling in my chest When I'm puking out my guts in public bathrooms Oh god, it's just like highschool again (oh god, it's just like highschool again) I'll ride my skateboard into town Hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around And you can tell me all about your college life How you're so much happier now Well, I'm glad you finally found the friends That are worth having in life You still apologize way too often at night, way too often at night But I think it's alright Well, I think it's alright Oh, I think it's alright (oh, I think it's al-) I'll ride my skateboard into town (I'll ride my skateboard into town) Hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around (hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around) And all the friends I've missed since the new year's came and went (and all the friends I've missed since the new years' came and went) It's how you came and went (it's how you came and went) We can hang out just like we used to Listening to joyce and brand new And we can hang out just like we used to Listening to joyce and brand new
*This is Pointless - So that's what they do in college* Notes you wrote from March are sitting right next to me I passed out in your room with the lights on You were up all night Thinking of all the things you'd say It's all these regrets That got the best of me lately 'Cause you been out late What's gotten into you, Haley? You feel dejected and slighted tonight Part of me wants to watch you tear me apart What if you were right? Wouldn't I just be nothing to nobody? Regrets That got the best of me lately 'Cause you been out late What's gotten into you, Haley? You feel dеjected and slighted tonight Part of mе wants to watch you tear me apart See upcoming rock shows Get tickets for your favorite artists You might also like Sticky Tyler, The Creator Hey Jane Tyler, The Creator Judge Judy Tyler, The Creator [Bridge] Went home last month You kicked the shit out of me I remembered it all But you forgot everything Regrets that got the best of me lately (Went home last month, you kicked the shit out of me) `Cause you been out late, what's gotten into you, Haley? (And I remember it all, but I forget everything) You feel dejected and slighted tonight (Went home last month, you kicked the shit out of me) Part of me wants to watch (And I remember it all, but I forget everything) Part of me wants to watch you tear me apart
*Marietta - you've got the map backwards, Matt*
Sometimes i'm awake
Thinkin' about fuckin' things up for myself again
So relax and sit there, my organs know I mean well
Even though they're all gone, but they're content
Drivin' up north headin' towards nothin'
Just for a fake laugh and a stupid smile
I never asked to see "lost" painted on your forehead
Looking forward, it's been taunting me for a while
Sometimes I'm in front of the street
Noticing my face in the paint
This is hell, this is far, this is human
This is something where no one ever gains
What's there to do, I couldn't even tell you
Everything keeps spinning letting me know
That something doesn't feel right
And it's sitting in my chest feelin' so low
It's been black outside for days now
Hope the end of the week gets here quick
So there is nothing left to question
Not even the God that I told to quit
Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this
Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this
Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this
Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this
Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this.
Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this.
Oh, I'm seein' the dreariness of this.
Oh, I'm believin' now that I can't fix this.
*Charmer - Bummer Summer*
I wrote too many songs about the fall
Then autumn came along the day I started taking adderall
Really it's a bummer that
I wasted all of my summer
Trying to convince everyone that
I was actually getting any better
With every winter semester
But I'm never getting better
Really it's a bummer
Waste my entire summer
Trying to convince everyone
I was ever getting better
(Never getting better)
Every single winter semester
I'm never getting better
Really it's a bummer that
I had to move before the summer
You really could have helped me
Get a whole lot better
I'll remember to take my adderall before noon
So I don't stay up all night
Waiting for a wake up text from you
*Hot Mulligan - BCKYRD (Acoustic)*
Play in the backyard
Where the grass and spiderwebs grow up next to us
Say, what's your interests?
Tell me how you plan to give up on all of them
Hey, why'd we leave?
Coulda stayed for a while if we knew where we're ending up
Hide in the basement
Concealed well enough so we won't get evicted
Pay all your savings
To a debt that you didn't know you had been living in
Hide the black eye
That you give yourself every time you get wasted
Hey, why'd we leave
Coulda stayed for a while if we knew this is all we got
Lie, it's all weeds
Coulda swore that the flowers would've bloomed but they've hidden
Rain
You're better off in the clouds as we fade
Barely leaving a semblance of
What we thought it meant to grow up
When things don't get better
No things don't get better and
Rain
You're better off in the clouds as we fade
Barely leaving a semblance of
What we thought it meant to grow up
When things don't get better
No things don't get better, just different
Stay the bed's warm enough
If you step into the living room you'll find a job to do
Buy some more time
Try to call in sick 'cause you haven't been sleeping
Lie if you want
Melody never change
Day in, day out
Day in, day out
All the same
Write like a kid
Can't create anything
That's worth the ink
That's worth the page I'm wasting
Makes me feel like I haven't made anything
That makes me feel
Makes me feel
Rain
You're better off in the clouds as we fade
Barely leaving a semblance of
What we thought it meant to grow up
When things don't get better
No things don't get better and
Rain
You're better off in the clouds as we fade
Barely leaving a semblance of
What we thought it meant to grow up
When things don't get better
No things don't get better just different
Play in the backyard
Where the grass and spiderwebs grow up next to us
Say, what's your interests
Tell me how you plan to give up on all of them
*Hot Mulligan - Pluto was never really a planet either even*
Help me call you back
'Cause I'm afraid of the ringing
I know I'm fucked, but I'm still steadily fixing
The gears in my guts, 'cause they're all twisted up
I feel tight in my chest through the smoke in my lungs
But hold your tongue 'til you see what I'm making
How everything else ended simple and lonely
But this isn't me, it's my final critique
Of my bones, of my skin, of the hate killing me
I'm cold on skin contact, blue as a newborn's lips
'Cause on the day I was born I was horrified to take a breath
And I miss the water
'Cause it meant nothing without anyone else around
But I thought that it's all that I wanted
I've grown to fear the isolation I chose to take a part of
Now I get how cliches came to be
Though I spent so much time thinking they were below me
Simple, the truth that my father had told
There is nothing to do if you're constantly alone
I'd lose everything
To make up for the person I've been
I'd lose everything
To make up for the person I've been
I'd lose everything
I'd lose everything
*Camping in Alaska - Dragon Ball Z Budokai Tenkaichi 4*
And I know things get the best of you sometimes
They do me too
And I know life's hard to figure out sometimes
But we'll make it through
Please don't change
I feel so guilty
And I feel so dumb
And I feel so stupid
But yet our hearts are young
Hey I know people are full of shit sometimes
But hey we are too
And I know it's hard to fucking deal sometimes
And I can't at all
Too late to change
Do you feel guilty
Because I sure feel dumb
And I know it's sort of stupid
But hey our hearts are young
And I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
I don't wanna know
*Free Throw - Pallet Town*
In the hospital I formulated a picture perfect way
To predict when I got out what I thought I'd be strong enough to say
But I can't tell you, I don't know why
I can't tell you, my throat goes dry
So I'll call my friends for beers
And try to drink away the years
Of believing what you wrote in my yearbook
There's no changing the direction those years took now
And we'll play our favorite songs
And we'll have to sing along
To pretend that we're reliving the old days
I'll pretend that you aren't stuck in your old ways now
It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius
To figure out the reasons behind all of this
And why I'm not over it
It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius
To figure out the reasons behind all of this
And why I'm not over it
It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius
To figure out the reasons behind all of this
And why I'm not over it
It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius
To figure out the reasons behind all of this
I'm still not over it
It must take a mastermind or some kind of genius
To figure out the reasons behind all of this
I'm still not over it and that's pretty plain to see
*Bird Bone - Призраки зимы*
Перед глазами пробегает наше лето
Когда особенными были все дни
Ты не узнаешь, но я всё там же
Стою под снегом и смотрю на огни
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Я тень за темным окном
Пока ты помнишь всё
Я буду здесь с тобой
Пока ты помнишь
Это мы
Тают наши голоса
Призраки зимы
Скоро мы уйдём назад
Назад
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Я тень за темным окном
Пока ты помнишь всё
Я буду здесь с тобой
Пока ты помнишь
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Мой друг, всё исчезает
Я тень за темным окном
Пока ты помнишь всё
Я буду здесь с тобой
Пока ты помнишь
Пока ты помнишь
*Flight Patterns - if ur leffen then im chillindude*
I wish that you had stayed when I asked you to
I wish my lungs didn't hurt but they sure do
Every time I breathe I'm reminded of
How none of this will ever work
I've been talking to molly
And I think I'm realizing
That nothing ever stays the same
No matter how bad we want it
Not the way that your hand fits mine
Not the way that our bodies intertwine
Woven together like that cardigan
We found at that garage sale last summer
It's a bummer
'Cause you wont ever know
How much this means to me
There is no Montauk, just a repose
Am I burying the ghost?
As my nights spill into mornings
And I wake up fucking soaked
In everything I think I need
And all the people I miss the most
Do you remember when we drove down Glenlord?
And as the sky lit up, I screamed out, "I love you!"
It turned out to be just snow lightning
But the sentiment remains the same
I think I'd rather die with you
I think I'd rather die with you
I think I'd rather die with you
(I think I-)
(I think I-)
I think I'd rather die with you
(And all those flowers)
I think I'd rather die with you
(From the Junior Prom, I keep them)
I think I'd rather die with you
(A long time in my bedside)
(She was-)
(I think I'd rather die with you)
I love her
(I think I'd rather die with you)
I said I burned them
(I think I'd rather die with you)
But I love hiding
You know I always lie
*Flight Patterns - I would throw my vape in a cornfield for you*
I just wanna smoke some weed
I wanna lay in bed
I wanna forget all the bad parts of my head
'Cause it's so hard sometimes to think about you
Empty out those Swisher Sweets
Give me a sip of that Lean
Maybe one day, I could be just like Chris Green
And I could sleep forever, but it's just not my scene
I'll ride my skateboard into town
Hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around
And all the friends I've missed since the new year's came and went
It's how you came and went
I don't wanna come over
I just wanna get over
That sinking feeling in my chest
When I'm puking out my guts in public bathrooms
Oh god, it's just like highschool again (oh god, it's just like highschool again)
I'll ride my skateboard into town
Hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around
And you can tell me all about your college life
How you're so much happier now
Well, I'm glad you finally found the friends
That are worth having in life
You still apologize way too often at night, way too often at night
But I think it's alright
Well, I think it's alright
Oh, I think it's alright (oh, I think it's al-)
I'll ride my skateboard into town (I'll ride my skateboard into town)
Hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around (hope the summer comes quick so I can see you around)
And all the friends I've missed since the new year's came and went (and all the friends I've missed since the new years' came and went)
It's how you came and went (it's how you came and went)
We can hang out just like we used to
Listening to joyce and brand new
And we can hang out just like we used to
Listening to joyce and brand new
*This is Pointless - So that's what they do in college*
Notes you wrote from March are sitting right next to me
I passed out in your room with the lights on
You were up all night
Thinking of all the things you'd say
It's all these regrets
That got the best of me lately
'Cause you been out late
What's gotten into you, Haley?
You feel dejected and slighted tonight
Part of me wants to watch you tear me apart
What if you were right?
Wouldn't I just be nothing to nobody?
Regrets
That got the best of me lately
'Cause you been out late
What's gotten into you, Haley?
You feel dеjected and slighted tonight
Part of mе wants to watch you tear me apart
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[Bridge]
Went home last month
You kicked the shit out of me
I remembered it all
But you forgot everything
Regrets that got the best of me lately
(Went home last month, you kicked the shit out of me)
`Cause you been out late, what's gotten into you, Haley?
(And I remember it all, but I forget everything)
You feel dejected and slighted tonight
(Went home last month, you kicked the shit out of me)
Part of me wants to watch
(And I remember it all, but I forget everything)
Part of me wants to watch you tear me apart