The Most Desperate Thing I've Ever Done In Opiate Addiction
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- Опубліковано 23 сер 2024
- This is probably one of the craziest story times yet because this one involves some real hairy shit. Way back in the day I was heavily addicted to poppy seeds and poppy seed tea, but sometimes my packages would not show up on time or got lost all together. So I got very desperate and decided to take the disposed of unused off the books narcotic vials of all kinds of narcotic medication. Morphine, Hydromorphone, oxymorphone, ketamine, fentanyl, all kinds that you could possibly imagine. This story was for entertainment purposes only and is most likely fiction . LIKE COMMENT SUBSCRIBE
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Bro this channel is underrated, you're great at storytelling.
I'm so sorry you were sick man, truly I am,, but this literally made for the best UA-cam storytime I've ever seen.
I’m 😮😮😮
This would make a killer movie.
im looking to make some short films here shortly!
I remember I dislocated my shoulder and they gave me iv fentanyl to pop it back in. They only shot me w 3/4 the bottle and when they walked out they left it. I had my girl grab it and we took it home lol.
yup that shit happens to , that nurse prob got fired
I wish I was that lucky
They probably didn't notice until you were gone
so you stole 1/4 of a dose? why?
@@leejames7831 why not
Military sneak op.. Dude I love your stories so much.
hell yea budddy
In rehab I met a guy who was an anesthesiologist with a coke habit. This guy said he administered cocaine for eye surgeries and never stole any cocaine. No I don’t believe that. The temptation would be too great.
Youre great at telling your story, i felt like i was actually there haha
Great story, I knew a medic who told me he did the exact same thing when he was overseas administering the shots to people at a trauma ward in Iraq pr Afghanistan, he said he would just give the dose to the patient, then inject the other dose right into himself. He was a real young guy in his early 20s, and true dope fiend on a high dose of methadone, like over 70 mg, and I watched him melt down and inject his prescription of amphetamine salt pills into his arm in the VA parking lot -- after he tossed a few of them my way of course.
No way I could be in the military and on opiates....
lol I know right it suckked
Only way I could be in the military is on opiates
I literally just was checcin your channel like where the new videos at lol 😂😂
hell yea buddy gotta keep em commin
@@danielsinrecovery Yessir . Hard work pays off
It is very rare to find someone who is Original Junkie on tnese YT channels. As a opioid addict for exactlly 30 years, I can say you are real one. It is great to find a person like you who share all crazy stories what we all experience. I never want to quit my heroin/oxy/methadone/opium habbit and I dont believe in addiction and for last three decades I was straiht, maybe for 3 years, together. Of course, prison time and similar BS. I just discover you channel and I really enjoy in your stories. Even if you are probablly much younger, at least a decade, you have very similar experinces like I had and still have on daily basis. Wish you a luck and all best in your future life and do everything to make yourself happy. Take care and keep up with these YT stories
Yep. Been there. Every day as a opioid addict is like a never ending quest 😂
Glad you are getting clean. I did cocaine for three months when my narcotics ran out but went to rehab and am off it . Keep staying clean. 😂❤
Wow, a story I can relate too, I had a major habit on opium, pharmacy grade, also benzos, I am 5 years clean, the benzo habit was harder to kick than the morphine habit by a year, 2 weeks of being sick on opiate withdrawals, versus at least a year of absolute anxiety, paranoia, borderline garbage, my opiate addiction was over 20 years long, and the benzo's addiction was 15 years long, I am happy to be who I am today, life gets way better than mainlining and pilling, by the way, I read your story, well done on the detox bro, cheers from oz mate
That poppy seed tea be hittin
Shit yeah, you hit the jackpot. As an addict myself I can say I'm fairly certain most of us would've done the same damn thing
Forced cold turkey withdrawal is very hard to do. Ive done it 3xs and am doing it again now the last 5 days from Oxycodone. Its been hard but im ready .. im feeling shaky and irritated but i need to do this. 😊
@@bonniespeed-nr1ev hope you feel better
That is wild that you were actually administering narcotics!!!!
Best video yet!!!
Hell yea thanks brotha!!!!!
Almost like the time I worked on new construction in an airtight pharmaceutical company, pills had been falling into the spaces in the middle of a cinder block wall for what had to be years. Me and my coworker literally filled hardware store bags with all kinds of pills you can imagine, & it happened in the secure area where the good shit was made.
holly shit!!!!! dam son thats absolutely insane haha what a find
@@danielsinrecovery damn right dude! But you know how it is, you could have a truckload and it’s still never enough. Lmaooo
I’m sure who ever was used to stealing them further down the line noticed... cuz u know they weren’t gonna pass through too many hands before someone took them anyway.
Lmao no kidding right!
When your dope sick you will do anything.... Anything to get well. Only folks like us get that.
I know bro it’s so crazy too
Would a man give another man head?
Honestly one of the most interesting stories I’ve heard in awhile idk if I even blinked the whole video haha
Hell yea bro glad you enjoyed!
@@danielsinrecovery I’ve always wondered about the sharps containers and if anything good would be in there but just assumed the best thing you would find would be a needle with maybe 5%-10% left in it. I guess you had to use the liquids IV.
Bigger question how did REAL ketamine feel like. I’ve tried it before in a Crystal form and didn’t really like it for some reason but it might of just been weak.
Congrats on the 300 subs, and ur lookin like ur feelin much better happy for u dude!!!
I am, I feel like I’m officially back again u know. and thank you about the subs!!!!
great video!. Impressed you guys stopped
This isn’t dumb shit, this is awesome! I’m so jealous!
lol yea it was good while it lasted lmao
@@danielsinrecovery I’m going through intense withdrawals as we speak and id do anything to access that stuff, anythtingb
Just discovered this channel and I gotta say my nigga I have never related to someone so much. From the poppy seeds to the stories about making something out of nothing on a daily basis to the tune of 300 a day to support a habit. I spent 10 years on heroin and meth. And blow. Loved speedballs. Just the way you describe the lifestyle is ON POINT dawg. The realest shit I ever seen homie straight up. You understand fully what its about and I l just love when I come across one of our tribe lol. Not that I am glad you had to go through the absolute hell and chaos that is opioid addiction, but you know what I mean mane. I'm not gonna lie I've been clean for two years and this story kinda triggered me bro. Just hearing about boxes full of the best pharmaceuticals sounds DOPE. I have dreams at night about hitting a lick like that to this day lol anyway I love your videos homie you definitely just got a new subscriber here
These are the kind of videos that are gonna help you hit 100,000 subscribers😀😀😀. Keep these videos coming!!! New subscriber here!!!!!
Glad to see you doing beer my guy!!!!!
me to bro thank you guys for all you have done and for your support
Doing BEER! LOL!!!
Phew, what a lick. Discovering that angle was the junkie Jesus phenomenon in its purest form.
The thing I feel the dumbest and worst about was pretending to visit family or go to family functions or make up an excuse why I need to come over.
Then steal whatever was in their medicine cabinet.
Sometimes it would be a month after a family members surgery so I knew probably had pain meds and probably weren’t taking them anymore.
And a lot of people just leave them out on a counter or a sink or just in the living room.
It’s crazy how people leave shit like that out when my kids are older shit even at their young age where drugs doesn’t even exist to them yet I hide everything even Tylenol because i know how a drug addict thinks I know the places where they would look.
dam , yea ive done similar things as well, i need to make a story on that!!! you just gave me another idea!!!
New subscriber bro !!! Currently fighting benzo and opioid addiction 😵😵... your fucking awesome 👌
Thanks for subscribing and supporting bro! If u need any support with getting off all that come in my discord server!!!
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Yoooo fucking jackpot! What was the most fire shit you guys got into? That hospital dope
honestly probably the injectable dilaudid, and real fent
@@danielsinrecoverydilaudid really isn’t as strong as people think it is
@@dmtwizardwhat u mean? It’s stronger than H
@@3030toby In Analgesic terms yes. In terms of legs and euphoria it’s not as strong. I’ve had it before
I would of loved a job like that just started watching and subscribe
Thank you I appreciate you! Welcome to the community!
It honestly sounds like the perfect job for an addict.
I’m just coming off precipitated withdrawal binging on your videos!
I hope you are doing better now and thank you for all the support it means a lot!!!
I remember going through heroin
Withdrawal in the mental hospital. My
Bones hurt and itched if that makes sense. I felt cold and itchiness in my bones. And would panic and get horrid anxiety at
Bedtime. And the employees treat you like a monster
Yea right ur probably a 12 year old lmaooo
@@theguyinchains7777your dumb
Hey man! I am currently going through withdrawals from heroin after 3 years being completely clean. I started taking suboxone about 6 months ago for urges and anxiety, depression, I am also a veteran. My channel started in 2017 when I got off methadone cold turkey although I deleted all my old videos now. I just sent myself into precipitated withdrawals twice trying to get back on suboxone and today is the first day the suboxone hasn’t sent me into withdrawals but like you, I’m still in withdrawals even after 8mg of suboxone. Can’t wait till they start to work again. I’m down to be interviewed man I think I have like 600 subs or something still and have made a couple videos but they won’t upload. Thanks though man because you and I have a lot in common and I can really relate to your story. Peace man
word thats whats up bro I really appreciate the support! and yea dude if u want to come on here for an interview lets do it. I checked out ur channel earlier thats whats up bro. email in description, hmu whenever
I actually just went live, it should be up on my channel now. I took down all my other videos, had over 100 at a point. Struggling hard right now. I’m on 8mgs of suboxone but it’s not taking away the anxiety and sweats, just like you man. My hands sweat like crazy. Just hope tomorrow is better! I’ll hit you up
@@danielsinrecovery does suboxone work better than methadone? Isn't the withdrawal from sub's just as bad? Just curious
It’s a great story
I was in the Marines from 86-90
My second year in, I was walking barefoot up the fire escape to my barracks, and I smashed my toes, breaking two toes and getting 10 stitches
Went to the Base hospital, got stitches, they taped my toes, and wrapped my foot, and a pair of crutches
The Doctor gave me a prescription for demerol, which is extremely strong, he wrote the prescription for 60 tablets, which I filled in the hospital pharmacy
I took one and passed out on my Rack for 20 hours
I went on leave a month later, I actually had 58 pills left…..
When people found out I had them, My friends were coming just for the pills
The 80’s military was very quick to write you a prescription for pain Meds
It wasn’t a issue back then, drinking was the issue for most military personnel
I had my wisdom pulled at Camp Lejeune, the dentist gave me 60 10mg hydrocodone’s
Your story’s are fantastic, keep it up
Bro awesome stuff... My man's hands are tired haha
Haha 😂
You a freakin menace 😂😂😂
Did you had anxiety back then? I was just wondering if someone with high anxiety would go to such lengths to obtain drugs VS someone with higher stress tolerance
That's a crazy story
Fascinating story of hitting the jackpot. 😁😁
I went into my surgery for a skingraph or
fasciatiomy and i was shaking scared
and the nurse goes you wont be in a minute pre-op and he was damn right and they give that crap to people before they get the death penalty.Far less cruel then what they showed their victims.
This is crazy🤣
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That story is Great Bro !!!
Mate, im glad ive found your channel
What a mad score
It reminds me of the time i found a full script of addies in a car i was detailing. Adress was across the country. Boy was that a score coinsidering black market prices for pharmy speed are insane.
dammm thats insane, did the owner ever find out about that one? lol
@@danielsinrecovery nope. He never called my company. The policy is we arent responsible for lost items anyway. Finders keepers at that point in my life.
How were you getting poppies in the army? Were you living off base?
Your insane bro but I can't say I wouldn't have done it to. I probably would've OD with shit like that
Addiction takes over your whole life. You need to spend so much time thinking of how to get on, thats what led me to poppy tea. The longer your not on, the more ridiculous or criminally centred your plans for getting drugs or $ to get drugs become.
🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯 omg........honestly I’d of done the same...forreal that’s so tempting it’s making my stomach hurt 😶😶😶👿
It sure as hell was man it was insane!!!
Whoa! That's what's described as ingenuity.
hahaha
Lol I got off dope and I didn’t take off either. Puking and everything man shit was fucken cruel. I had to time the day I got off dope. Because I go on duty every three weeks. when I go on duty I work 70-85 hours a week.first 40 days was hell on earth.
Dam bro yea that supper rough!
Poppy seeds can curb withdrawal?
What you called "military covert ops type shit" is equivalent to two middle schoolers getting into something 😂
What's hilarious is literally zero of those drugs whatever tempt me because the effects are mostly miniscule or similar to drinking a beer
Hey man, I just found your channel, I got some mad stories too, doing nashe/drugs, you name it... in India, where its harder to get. I'd love to speak out like you do, lol, but this channel of mine, I talk of other things.
would like to interview you, if ythis reaches, you up, damn crazy, getting it through the sharps. Lol, working in a biomed lab.....i relate, but was alone in all this craziness
At least you were lucky in the manner that your employment enabled you to be around the sharps containers to begin with, others have tried to rob the local Walgreens at gunpoint and gotten themselves shot dead doing so, i's happened twice around here. Kratom does decent keeping the worst of the WD's at bay, was on subs for 5 years and getting off those was no joke either.
No kidding bro! Because at that time in my life I really was getting desperate. Thank god I didn’t do anything worse than this lol
One of my friends from hs actually did this. He didn't die during the robbery and he only acted like he had gun, (same charge though bc the victim doesnt know and goes the same trauma if you had actually had one) but they found his body about wk later abandoned in an apt parking lot. Never found the drugs he got . I suspect that he was staying with people and when he ODd they dumped him and kept the loot. .so sad what drugs do to people
Cool story bro.
Thanks
My man
hell yea buddy!!!!!!
Another great story
Morph, “Opana” Oxymorphone and “Dilaudid” which should be “hydromorphone” are def the best IV ones
lol you know you have a problem when an ER is not providing you with enough opiates...
Hey daniel listen to velvet underground im waiting for the man ( version 1 live ) the 13 minute long one with the matrix concert ticket cover, its a great song specifically that version too
so u had to inject it all? were u already doing that at the time?
yea normally I would just keep an IV in for a day or 2 so I only had one stick every 2 days
Thank you
Thanks for watching!
Hey Daniel, i good quality seeds for my first try on this seed thing. But the buzz is just like a really dirty weird tired morphine deal. Is this what it's supposed to feel like? I'm basically not functional on this stuff
I had a problem managing my addiction at work too.. I worked at UPS and we got ALOT of pharma ordered oxycodone pills never got caught for those though.. ended up being phones 😂
Excellent video
You look so familiar bro you were in PA are ya I use to see a girl she had a friend that looked like you lol
I replied to your other comment but hit me up on discord! discord.gg/fsVuPYS5TB
Amazing story. I was addicted to opiates for a while and I definitely did dumb shit to get them, but nothing on this scale.
The military truly has our best 😂😂😂
Had a big ol gas bottle with the lid removed thar we used as a sharps bin in the squat where i lived in London. One time there must havre been about 500 used needles in it and I dropped a ten bag in the barrel, I eventually reached in to retrieve it and when I removed my arm I had about half a dozen spikes stuck in me... ☠️
Wow, awesome story, you sound a lot like me when I was young, I would have done ALL that shit with you. Shit, I'd do it now. Question: How the hell were you going thru WDS with all that stuff? Also, my brother is a 35 year Army and he works in ERs and knows everyone, I bet anything you know him, I don't speak with him sadly. But I KNOW you will know him
Haha thanks bro I appreciate it! And it’s because it was never enough. My tolerance was insane around that time and I always required more
Where can I buy good unwashed poppy seeds?
From what I understand you pretty much can’t even find any seeds worth washing.
@@danielsinrecovery thanks I see you can buy them online but I didn’t know if there was a good vendor out there
Let me know my Sicilian Brother. I have the medusa with the Italian flag tattooed.
Crazy story, I'm just waiting for my poppy seed tea to hit !
I just got some for the first time, but it seems like a really dirty morphine with not much euphoria and little energy. Does it do that to you?
@@jakethesnake4971 It made me super drowsy, not a pleasant feeling live codeine.. I had also diarrhea because the seeds are not clean when you make the tea and drink it. Overall it was a nasty experience and never did it again. now I only take codeine pills and syrup.
@@haitameriaku I totally agree. I don't understand how people like it. I don't know if pods are any better, but the seeds are the worst opioid buzz ever. I really don't know how ppl get hooked on this feeling.
@@jakethesnake4971 me neither, I was sceptical at first so I tried different strains. Some they kick more than others but I couldn’t continue using this shit.
@@haitameriaku honestly after discovering it sucked, I was glad because it would have been something else to get hooked on lol. Believe me if it gave a good buzz, I'd be spending to much money on
Do you think u can still get in trouble for telling this story?
No because I looked up the statute of limitations. It’s over 7 years ago I’m good
Your a beast
Ayyye ✌🏻💯
So you had essentially an endless supply of morphine, oxy ,delaudid etc.. that was pharmacy grade, and was unaccounted for after thrown out in the sharps bin, and you never got caught , and it was extremely difficult to ever get caught unless stupid , and you said this is the stupidest thibg you have ever done? Why? Sounds like the perfect setup for an addict
lol it was verry risky still
Don't send him money or down the rabbit hole he will go. He wants emotional support...
ur funny as fk bro!
Haha I appreciate bro! Thanks for the support!!!
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Bro whaaaaaaaattttttttttttt hahahaha holy fuck
Tuo poika valehtelee!
whats that mean I only speak English
My man 🤣
Am playing catch up,your about the same age of my second daughter
This is probably a dumb question but weren’t you guys worried about diseases? I understand addiction though😢
the vials aren't reused with used needles.. they're only drawn by clean, new needles every time.
guess u got lucky peace n love
I actually was a patient in a hospital for emergency surgery once, actually was RORd from jail bc I was so sick and taken to the hospital, and I did this same exact thing. I was in a state and County where I knew no one and I needed to access the internet bc this particular hospital wouldn't let you use the phones after 9pm, go figure. Anyways I really wanted to call me mom and needed internet access so I ended up roaming around the hospital and stumbled into an office that no one was in bc it was late. Needless to say, I found a master key to the biohazard boxes and was able to go through any bio box from this company. I was in TERRIBLE WITHDRAWAL from being forced to cold Turkey detox in jail and literally dying bc of it, so yeah, I kept the key and went through them when I could find one in an empty room. It was a lifesaver, but it was really retarded at the same time. Just thought I would add my story bc this is literally the first time i have heard someone say they did the same thing :)
Haha dam that’s funny bro, never would have thought any one else had done this before as well
@@danielsinrecovery Same here! Never would of thought someone else had done something similar! Lmao. What an Insane life
@@danielsinrecovery Damn! Weren't you afraid of hep c and AIDS?
Some parts of this story don't make sense. 1) You don't dispose pills with sharps in a hospital. 2) You don't return sharp containers back to the hospital floor. The entire container is disposed is to prevent any sticks.. including to those who handle garbage. 3)... I'm not sure about this one but I just can't imagine he would admit to stealing drugs from the military on UA-cam... Wouldnt that far too risky? The military doesn't play games.
I'm just not so sure what is real and what isn't in this story because parts of it were 100% false
He literally never said there were pills in the sharps containers. He said they were vials. And he would shoot up using the vials. Makes perfect sense to me.
I was on the seeds to bro
What kind of buzz do they give you?
Why take box back out? Just take what you need in your pockets! Get to your locker or backpack and put it in there.
Wow you get enough off the seeds to get a buzz? I bet you have to use mass seeds.
Have you ever tried it? It just makes me feel basically tired and brain dead. No real euphoria
@@jakethesnake4971 no not just seeds. I grow poppies and make tea every year
Wow it took you longer than 3 minutes to figure that out🤔
Bad ass story.
Im a kratom addict which is nothing compared to real opiates but i seriously can't stop.
The restless legs get so bad i gotta go on a jerkathon to catch a dopamine rysh ro dall asleep.
Last time i tried quitting i didn't sleep for a week.
This wasn’t a great story to me.. seems incomplete… I wanna know more
Dogs
Why U just didn't give ✊🌬️ Jobs😵 instead of Stealing bro!🤣🤣🤣🤣😆😆
Are you of slavic ancestry?