Percocet (Fentanyl) Recovery Story-Pretty
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- Опубліковано 26 вер 2024
- Soft White Underbelly interview and portrait of Pretty, a former Percocet (Fentanyl) addict now living in Los Angeles.
If you would like some guidance on how to get help, Pretty’s email is Pbrandao1004@gmail.com or IG is YoPrettyF.
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day 4 sober this man is very motivating. crying on my couch real af
You got this! Just take it day by day. The more times you wake up with none of that in your body, the easier it will become. Stay strong and keep moving forward!
Keep it up I detoxed monthly for a couple years I know exactly what you’re feeling. I see this was posted a couple months ago I hope you stuck with it it’s so worth it.
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How you holding up?
hope you stayed strong and if you didn't, no problem, day 4 sober is always just around the corner. It can take multiple attempts, and that's allll good.
“I became a slave to Fentanyl. And when my master called…. I answered. I didn’t care at what cost”.
Such true words about addiction. ANY addiction. Thanks Mark for a Great interview.
Yes, classic words he said. I admire his recovery ❤️🩹
Sorry but greatfull to hear his story.
"It" didn't care at what cost. If more people could separate "I" from "it", I believe the world of addiction could look very different.
@@siriush100wym
This is really an eye opener and motivation to me, because I was on perc 30s for about 5-6 mouths and I’m only 17 I was down bad when I didn’t have them and me thinking I’m not on it long enough so I won’t get addicted but it takes one pill to destroy your life, im currently on going withdrawal right now (day 5) and I can’t sleep or eat and use the restroom HELLA but I felt good getting up today I hope to anybody who see this comment…….MAN MAN MAN, your not alone in this get some motivation and support and let time go by and I swear u will get through this ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank youuuuuuu
Lord Jesus give you strength
Why the fuck do people call them “perc 30’s” lol god damn that’s so annoying. There’s PERCOCET and then there’s OXYCODONE HYDROCHLORIDE 30MG. Also how “fly” can you be in a bullshit little town called “Dorchester” lol . And finally tired of seeing these mother fuckers say they’re “recovering” or “sober” just because they’ve been broke for 4-5 days and can’t afford to get High
Just remember brother, you’ll get through it. You’re through the worst of it already. Stay strong and go hit a meeting.
Day 5 is a blessing those first few days are the worse you got this
This is literally my struggle story with fentanyl. I'm clean now and healthy. Glad to see this man made it through
Glad you did too
Wow congrats
Me too!
Keep it up Leek!
We do recover!
@@danm5776 God bless family I hope you continue being great !
@@julz7753 thank you family God bless, continue to be great . Peace & love 🙏🏽
Day 2 sober getting over a Percocet addiction i been had for the last 10 years Its a Hard mental battle but Im stronger than this I love me more than this addiction. Stay strong out there God will deliver you from this addiction 🙏💯 God bless
I hope you are still killing it proud of you I went through the same shit for 10 years it's rough trying to work and make a living while living an addiction impossible to balance
Hope you still strong I’m fighting the same addiction as well
This is hands down one of the BEST episodes from soft white under belly. What a captivating fellow!
Captivating from start to finish. Truly inspiring.
I agree....this story really spoke to me as someone actively dealing with addiction
I thought the interviewer left the building lol😅
@@michellewilkins5304 that’s a sign of a good interviewer
@@PrimateProductionssame here& still using perc/fent. it’s hell i don’t wish on anyone …wishing to overcome this addiction & maybe one day i could tell my story on SWU🩶
Good to see a recovery story. There is a huge difference between how someone talks about themselves while in active addiction and in recovery.
Well said
A great interview I really hope he stays sober from drugs thank God for sober living a powerful story ❤
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@@apaaaa God bless you. I wish you the best in following your dreams.
Totally right! The interview I watched before this was Blake who was in an active fetonyl addiction and his story it’s everyone else’s fault why he’s an addict and homeless on skid row. I hope that Blake can hook up with this guy because he’s done the work!
The best interviews are the ones were Mark doesn't have to say a word. Thank you for sharing Pretty. This was worded beautifully.
Crazy I’m from the Cape Verdean community in Brockton Massachusetts and he’s not lying. He was definitely that dude, we was younger but his name def rang around the city . Known for always being fly, having the baddies and throwing dope events. I went to his bday party he had a Kretcheu back in 07!. Shit was lit. I moved to cali a few years ago and I swear I seen dude in Melrose. Good to see he recovered.
Heartwarming.
But we don’t say Cali here. If you do say Cali, it means you aren’t really from California and that maybe you ought to consider that the East Coast might be a better fit. We also don’t say Frisco, just FYI. I wouldn’t want you to sound stupid.
@@Msfifisquarepantzlmaoooo
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@@Msfifisquarepantzyes we do lol
@@Msfifisquarepantzho shut up ik alot of ppl born and raised in california that call it cali maybe you need to get off the internet nd talk to real ppl nd get around more
Standing ovation. This hands down is the best interview on UA-cam right now possibly ever
Love seeing others find recovery! I’m Clean almost 3 years & 9 months now & I relate to so much of his story, especially the pain & misery of active addiction. Thanks to recovery I have a life beyond my wildest dreams today. I appreciate you making the content you do! Perhaps it will lead to more compassion toward those struggling & allow others to see they are people too… and everyone deserves a chance to be happy ❤
🎉congrats and keep on keeping on🎉❤😊
That's amazing! Did you use a twelve step program? I have tried multiple times and multiple approaches but nothing seems to work. I did have a sponsor and counselor ... who while "helping " me, both relapsed. Any insight would be appreciated.
@@BOLLOCKS1968
If you had to do all that and still gave into your habit then your not ready! You have to hate the drugs and what their doing to you! Be the example that these young kids need! I think the hardest part is the withdrawals! I pray you get it and just stop! It’s not worth it!
Made me smile when he started talking about his mom having a “glow” because my mom has that same “glow”. Today marks 1,404 days clean off of meth,heroin, and fent. He ain’t wrong anyone can do it. I don’t hold any special characteristics. If I can do it anyone can.
Fuckin proud of you dude love you. I’m tryna detox from the fake percs rn. This the second time I had to quit this. Fucking torture
Big love my friend. From a Mom. Lovely to say about your mom ❤
Of course you hold special characteristics! You believe in yourself and you followed through. We all benefit from those that do.
My Dad (RIP) used to always remind me to "Take care of No. 1" (he was a very giving man). What he meant by that was...take care of yourself to stay strong, so that you can also share that abundance with others. 🥲
@@nhlibra your Dad taught you a humbling & truthful message. Putting your needs, wants and accountability isn’t selfish. It is smart, so that you can spread love (not sexual), the lessons found in humanity. Thanks for sharing.
@@skrewfaced2279 thanks so very much dude. Nothin but love here for you, you got this. I believe in you. N if it’s worth anything I was truly a full blown junkie who shot up n dealt with addiction for the better part of 16 years n getting sober was so worth it. I relapsed countless times n one piece of advice is don’t give up on yourself even if everyone else has. You fuckin got this bro for real n if this time doesn’t pan out next time will. Love ya bro n keep your head up. Everyone relapses it’s the bounce back that matter. N don’t be too hard on yourself your not alone in this fight:
Beautiful interview! Clean 15 years I felt every word he said. So good to see this 🥰
Proud for you! 15 years is amazing! Sending you great vibes and positive energy! Make it a great day today!
Congratulations
Thank you for sharing your story. My daughter is addicted to Fentanyl. Your story has helped me try to understand what she feels, thinks, etc. Your and yours are in my thoughts & prayers.
My ex’s bother is an addict and homeless and I always thought the family was terrible for not helping him but this guy was able to explain how his family tried but ultimately an addict won’t recover until they want to do it for themselves
So true
This was undeniably brilliant! Well done, son, and may nothing but the best come your way, both for you and your loved ones.
To anyone involved with addiction or living around addiction. This video is what hope looks like. It IS possible. Bravo.
I am Cape Verdean myself I’m so proud of you👏🏾👊🏽Keep your sobriety 🙌❤️❤️💋🇨🇻🙏🏽
This brotha was preaching. As someone who was on Fentanyl for 4 years I didn’t think I’d ever get away from that demon.. but God had another plan and it’s not done. Just left Rehab 24 days sober for me, thank you for telling the world your story. Mines is similar. Praying for yall
I'm so proud of you ❤️🙏
May God continue to bless you but can you please say a little prayer for me 😢😢💔
Dang, as a fellow addict, this is probably one of the best, if not the best recovery story I have ever heard. I like how he spoke about his drug use, but didnt glamorize it. It's awesome to see that fellow addicts can recover and end up happy and succesful. Pretty is definitely an inspiration and I know I'll keep his story with me always as a reminder to push your ego out of the way during recovery, have hope, work hard and take it day by day. Thank you so much Pretty and Mark for the video. One of my favs for sure. ❤
I heard the man in this interview may have passed away two weeks ago due to a recent Fent relapse. Someone that lived in his APT complex in boston commented it. May we all give him our thoughts in spirit. One love - you got this.
This was a great story. Ppl always assume addicts come from broken homes poor communities. It can happen to anyone. Happy he was able to recover!!
Pretty - 2 years and 7 months clean! Congratulations. How wonderful of you to share your journey. Inspiring. 'One day..and all that', from the U.K.x
I can see the pain in his face as he talks about certain issues,I can relate so much to his story the back and forth he speaks of is so true .I had trauma I didn’t understand I also blamed everyone I went 10 years addicted now clean for 7years,I am aware of life now I’m happy he clean and a better man. He’s an inspiration and definitely has a purpose here
True
Stay strong and only believe in yourself
Thank you 🙏
Crazy we used the same amount of time and the same amount of clean time congrats 🎉
@@derekdick7678 same to you 🙏
This was one of the best interviews I've watched from soft white underbelly. That 50 Cent line really had me emotional - I literally broke down. I too felt that line was for me. I've learned to "never say never". You never know how your life is going to turn out and what struggles you will be faced with. I've been through a lot in my life and see life and people so different than I did when I was in high school and university. Everyday I thank God for life and the struggles I was able to overcome.
A brilliant interview. Pretty tells the story in such detail . He’s extremely intelligent, informative and switched on. I was an ice addict until 10 yrs ago and no cravings until just recently. This is my saving grace because it’s helping remember how soul destroying my addiction was, lately I’ve put on rose coloured glasses. Pretty has helped me take them off.
Im just crying so hard watching this because I relate so much. I was addicted to prescription painkillers and fentanyl for a year and Im just so, so thankful for my freedom from that mental prison. Thankful to be myself again. Im so glad this man could free himself too. We do recover. ❤
I'm going to imagine that like many, it became fentanyl after the system that flooded the streets with lighter painkillers that were also easier to quit, decided to put something out there that was not so easy to quit, being oc and fentanyl. Next they pulled the Janssen patches which they knew were going to the street, and then people went to street fentanyl. Chemists from the pharmaceuticals knew how to make it.
We have the system to thank for that. Not the cartels.
Congratulations 🙏
Damn you lucky you stopped after a year the longer you on these shits the harder it is I feel stuck I know this gonna kill me im this close to loosing everything it's a miracle my girl ain't left me yet. Congrats on stayin clean G
@@RickyPacks Very true. Was easy for people to quit after a year back in the percocet/vicodin days, before oc and fentanyl came out. You could even make it through work sick without that stuff.
7 days sober after 3 years on OxyContin
When my mom passed, she had 540 percocet stashed that i found. Needless to say, i became an addict. 5 years 5 months clean.
Congratulations Roxy!
I'm so happy for you, congratulations!! 💞💞 I'm sorry to hear about the loss of your mother.
Glad to hear you are in recovery! Wishing you the best❤
Stay strong
My story is very similar. Except I thought I was doing coke and not fent. I started getting anxious when he was talking about throwing up, because I remember that feeling, but the high was better than anything I've ever experienced, so I went back to it. What those in recovery don't tell you, out of fear it will entice you, is the pure fucking joy of that first bump. It's the most beautiful, euphoric , completely ingulfed in love feeling you'd ever experience... But... its a lie. Its temporary. Eventually you're hurting yourself and others to get that feeling back again with no avail. The main reason addicts hate being sober, is because we know nothing in this world will make us feel that immense euphoria again. Sex isn't the same being sober now. Love isnt the same sober now. It left a hole in me.
My kids are the only thing that fills it. I would never go back to drugs, but it sucks knowing I'll never feel that feeling again. I am so thankful I made it out alive.
True story....
Hey sweetheart, your story is one that definitely makes sense to me because I can relate so much. Been addicted for over two decades and the hole that the s*** leaves inside of you when it's gone is immense. However I'm working so hard every day to try to figure out how to repair that hole instead of just fill it. Take 1 minute out of your day hit my picture, check out what I do maybe it's for you maybe it's not that's up to you- but I'd love to have you be part of my family and maybe we can help one another. I'm rooting for you much love sweetheart have a great Sunday ❤️👻💯🙌🏼🙏🏼
@@brandonratcliff3065 hope you're doing okay brother it seems you can relate.... You know from experience, as do I- wishing you nothing but love and good things my friend. Keep your head up ❤️👻💯🙌🏼🙏🏼
Umno opiates juat gove pain relief and mood boost. Amd u can't cum on opiates and don't feel like u want sex
TrRUE ITS TEMPORARY
GOD IS THE OLNY THING THAT IS ETERNAL
Great video, day 7 clean . after using perc 30s & eventually fent. For over a year everyday morning and night.. im glad im stopping myself now before it got worse .. had to withdrawl which felt like hell.. but today i actually went to sleep and woke up feeling normal .. thank god i have support from my family.. dont give up yall it can be done once u put your mind to it 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾💯🙌🏾
How u doin g
Congrats 👏 please stay strong 🙏❤️
I listened to the whole interview this morning at work. Made my whole day. This past March 8th i celebrated 2 year's of consecutive sobriety from ALL substances. Ive been were hes been, felt everything hes felt. And lost everything that's he has lost. His story should be a constant reminder of darkness that WILL consume you if you think this cant be you. Thankfully for me for me my active addiction came before my children were born. 3 months into my sobriety i found out i was having my first child. 3 months after my son was born we found out we were having a daughter. Theyvare and will always be the best thing thsts ever happened to me. They saved me in ways they will never comprehend. I pray every day that i never return to that hell that god pulled me out of❤️🙏
Congratulations, keep it going! 🎉
I was in absolute tears at the end of this episode, and I’m not even sure why it was just so powerful! I think what got me is my son thinks I’m cooler than spider-man, I can’t even type that shit without shedding a happy tear. Congrats to you brother, you are extremely inspiring and anyone who crosses your path is extremely lucky these days. Keep on living.
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Your crying bc his son thinks he's cooler than Spider-Man?? Yeah your weird your too grown for that shit 💀 hate cringey people like you. Just want some attention
The brother is indeed inspirational, regardless of circumstances. God bless.
@TheTimeIsNow why would you think it wouldnt?
Wow this made me so sad. I remember I used to always see him in the club and always so full of life. And to hear that he went through this broke my heart. But I am glad to hear that he’s doing well. Keep up the good work. You’re on your way to greatness
My ex partner of almost 16 yrs was found dead of Fentanyl OD. 4 days ago. Rip Henrietta so hard to put that.
She had spent 5 months in detention and was transferred to a rehab facility.
She was doing well and had been clean since February of this year until a girl smuggled some pills in.
She became tempted and lost her program due to using in the place.
She was facing 9 yrs in prison for assault on a health care worker at Suboxone program when she first started trying for help.
She was scared of getting a number her biggest fear she spoke on.
Former gang member and drug user since age 11 it's all she knew.
She bought 2 pills and proceeded to get high as she could after all that clean time she smoked too much and she was found soon after.
I have 8 yrs clean right when the game changed from oxys and heroin to fentanyl.
My life was worth nothing and today I custody of my 5 grandchildren and I help bring people to their journey out of addiction.
It starts by being able to admit you can't do another day of it.
I was lost 17 yrs and you can come home.... I promise it's worth it.
i’m struggling right now and really want to quit
@icepick859 That's where it starts right there where you say.I don't want this anymore and then you begin searching for what you need to help you fight.The urges solid takes is the want.
Never be ashamed if you end up on medical assistance.Matt treatment , it's okay.
He had soo much help and support, which obviously played a huge part in his sobriety. There are so many addicts out there who have no one.
I have watched 100+ of these videos and I can honestly say this is the only one that I completely understand.
Lol . Yes he is well spoken 🫡🇨🇦
the state and mark pay him well!
I’m in school to become an addiction medicine counselor. It’s always amazing to see people change after finally doing some thorough self reflection and giving themselves a complete self assessment about their lives, without being in denial and and being brutally honest with themselves.
Just as he mentioned, “if you let go of one thing, you can have everything.” Powerful AF.
Great video!
I really enjoyed this interview. He’s definitely an effective speaker and someone I found inspiring. I hope his testimony will change many minds and hearts.
I’m so glad Pretty comes from such a loving and forgiving family. We need to keep learning about addiction as people because it can be easy to want to either enable a person or push them away entirely with no in between. I have a 62 year old uncle who has been an addict since before I was born, and I think the only way he’s still alive is from being in and out of jail since age 16.
I pray Pretty remains sober each and every day.
Yes, sir! Beautiful story of overcoming!!
“If I touch one thing, I will lose everything. I don’t want to lose this peace of mind I have today. …I only have today. And then tomorrow I’ll try again with this sobriety thing. I just show up every day.”
- Pretty
Beautiful interview. I sent this to my sister to watch because of the addiction issues her sons dealing with.
Hey Mark if you could do more interviews. With people in recovery it would be great! It will give you fan base that's struggling hope. A lot of people are "functional addicts" and this would help a lot.
It will also give hope to the loved ones of addicts.
1000% agree! we need more recovery interviews, i need it right now..
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Agreed. My son is in rehab for Fentanyl. I have already lost my stepson 4 yrs ago to Fentanyl. If anyone is reading PLEASE PRAY FOR MY SON GENO!!! I PRAY FOR ALL AFFLICTED WITH THIS TERRIBLE LIFE SUCKING DISEASE BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN THERE TOO!!!! God Bless ❤❤❤
@@Globellepraying for Geno! 🙏🏻 Like Pretty, God has plans for his life. I am sober from opiates and have been for over 2 years now by Gods good grace. I am a completely different person today, but share my story often to hopefully show others that we can and do recover.
Wow. I’m so incredibly proud of you ! 2 years & 7 months. That’s fantastic 💙,,,I was glued to your story. My heart was sinking as your story became further in to fentanyl addiction, then the rise of hope as you entered detox & the explosion of joy when you finally made it out of that hell. Im saving your video, along with another soft white underbelly video of a lady who started with smoking weed, then cocaine, then Crystal meth, heroin & finally deep in fentanyl addiction, homeless, wasted, no teeth etc, to show both to my granddaughter, at a suitable age, before she comes across drugs (she’s presently only 6), as drugs are the scourge of society, & I’m terrified when she’s older, she says yes & not no. I pray you continue in your sobriety & in helping others 🙏 & live your best life. Thank-you so much for your story. All my love from the UK xx
I’m so glad you are in recovery pretty . My daughter died last year of fentanyl. So many others are dying daily . Please be safe .
His life sounds like my cousins life. My cousin was the man. Clubs, women, cars, houses, jewelry and he sold the drugs he didn’t do them. Then one day he did and it went from percs to OxyContin to morphine mixed with glass and meth and heroin…took his older sister and my baby brother with him. His older sister died from an infection she got from a dirty needle and my baby brother overdosed the day he got home from rehab and my mother found him. My cousin is still alive. Barely. He’s borderline schizophrenic and twitches and his teeth are gone and his gums are black…all from the drugs. The person we knew seems like a memory. God bless all of you in your journey. Pls get and stay sober no matter what. So proud of all of you fighting everyday. ❤
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Thanks bro im glad i finished this video i feel alot stronger an better about my sobriety after listening to you.
Keep on Truckin'.
@@charissemodeste6489 That’s right. Keep them cylinders pushing thanks 🙏
This is the most profound and beautiful interview ever. Im so grateful to both of you for putting this out there. Pretty - your strength and courage are phenomenal. I'd give anything for you to be my son's mentor. We're deep in Georgia in a tiny town that's insanely conservative and judgemental and he cant find anyone he connects with. Like you, he's a beautiful, kind, rare, true soul who needs someone he can relate to. I'm sharing this with him to give him the hope he so badly needs. Thank you again for the gift of your experience and words. ❤
Wow Mark please do more of the recovery stories!!!! 🙏🏾
I bet there aren't many of them compared to those still in active addiction
I concur 🙏
This man is a beautiful storyteller. So beautiful to the point that he sounds poetic. Thank god he’s alive to share his triumphant story. Thank you. ❤
I'm addicted to Oxy & fentanyl. I died in a Boston Hospital ER in 2020. All my organs started to fail, my kidneys shut down, my blood became septic, my heart stopped... I experienced my soul ascending out of my body and up to Heaven. My Guardian Angel, Susan, guided me on a path. There were colors I had never seen before, sounds I had never heard. I reached the entrance to Heaven and was met by Jesus. Complete BLISS and LOVE. Jesus understands you. All my pain disappeared. I had a thorough life review. Like standing underneath Niagara Falls and every drop of water is a data byte. I relived every moment and thought in my life. I think about my experience every day.
Man this was incredible. Feels like you lived my life story. Not the same substances but the path into addiction was identical. Some of the phrasing here hit me in my soul. You should write a book!
I applaud his honesty.
I agree except the part where he couldn't accept accountability for being an addict. "I don't know who's fault it was."
Wow. ❤❤❤ My son is lost in active addiction. Meth and fentanyl, heroin … whatever he can find.
My heart is broken over my sons pain … and feels full getting to see someone is free now … free from that life. ❤🙏🏼❤️🙏🏼❤️ your story brings life … don’t ever stop sharing it.
I feel your pain. My son is addicted to fentanyl too
I related to soooo much of your story. I’m 4 years clean from fentanyl. And man do I remember… I remember being at deaths door, I remember trying to keep up with that “act” the lies..Man
All glory to the most high.❤
Recovery is possible
Keep your head up God has a beautiful plan for your life.
Mark , Best interview yet because being a percocet addict then graduated to the blue birds ( Percocet 30s) it's a slippery never did phentynl but alcohol and gabapentins are a great chaser ...also soboxone was my substitute for 10 years then rehab with the grace of God I'm 30 months clean.......Pretty in so glad your doing so good .....Stay in the fight young gun.......God Bless
His success and happiness has made my day. I'm smiling from ear to ear. I won't lie, I did shed a few tears of joy. Iv never felt this type of joy before. Best of luck to you.
You lie and over exaggerating
Lmao get a life 💀🤡
This was so gripping. You better go boy! Keep doing what you’re doing because you can see how happy you truly are. Congratulations 🎉
So powerful, this made my day. I’m incredibly proud to be sober & it’s stories like these that remind me why it’s all worth it. So much love to you Pretty, keep coming back. ❤
Recovering alcoholic here. Wish me luck, this man is a huge inspiration.
As a recovering addict from north of Boston truly inspirational story. So much rings true. Keep up the good work Mark. Love is real!
I know you don't do this channel for the accolades but you deserve all sorts of respect for the kind human being you are in investigating the human experience. The idea of searching out the social element of the world is amazing. I am particularly intrigued with your kindness with the Whittakers and the last video I watched of you with Zion. His case is just so, so sad and I am so happy that you offered him a chance to get into a recovery and I hope that he is successful with your offer. Your interview with Tasha was really interesting. I have children her age and just can't imagine my children having to live the life that she leads and yet she is always worried about her children in all that she does. I must say that every single one of your interviews are very thought provoking. Kudos to you Mark, you are doing wonderful things with your channel in bringing to light the societal issues that face many people. When we live in our calm and clean and peaceful and safe lives, we just cannot understand what some parts of our society have to endure in this life. Thank you for what you do.
Your comment is so beautiful❤
@@kellyholland8136 thank you and I mean every word of it.
One of the best interviews or documentaries you have done in a while, my friend thank you for doing them and I have nine months now after a back to back to back to back to back five in a row rehab experience from alcohol addiction
Good job❤
Very well spoken guy. Great interview. I liked the part when he talked about how we “negotiate” with ourselves and how we justify our addiction and why we do the things we do in active addiction. Our self talk definitely changes. I was a jobless, homeless, hopeless addict living a criminal life in Las Vegas. I’m now a nurse helping others living a beautiful life of recovery in California. I am 5 years, 17 days clean today. I don’t like to think about the life I used to live but it’s essential to my recovery I remember where I come from🙏🙏🙏
im finally clean after 1 year. sometimes i still dont feel normal, but its nice to finally be clean.
My parents flew down to Florida from Oregon to get me help. As soon as they got to my house I wasn't their I had walked to the dope man spot with 0 dollars in my pocket. My parents randomly saw Me walking down the road. And my mom got out and walked up to me like a lost puppy and hugged me. They took me into treatment. I have had 3 relapses in the past year but luckily they only lasted one day pr two and I'm sober to this day. When your so deep into addiction. Nothing will stop it not your parents not your kids not the law. Only you will stop yourself. It takes u to hit rock bottom to turn your life around
Everyday I've watched SWU for years, and this man right here is by far the most wisest, true to himself person that I've seen. He offers so much hope and inspiration in a positive way. May the radiant light you emit continue to shine on your loved ones and fellow humans. God bless you, brother. Your message was received ❤
almost 2 months clean from fent i’m so happy with what life is becoming
Mad respect. You can tell he’s so fulfilled in life, this makes me SO happy to see.
I’m on Oxycodone I can’t walk without it. I mean, I can’t even walk in my house without it. But I do take breaks every six months. I take a few weeks off of it. I’m actually disabled. I’m glad you’re clean. I’m proud of you. ❣️🙏🏻
YUP!…I literally can’t walk bc of Kaiser and pain they left me with bc of my spine/leg. Sucks that we are looked at sideways when we goto Walgreens or what not…I HATE waking up wondering if the pain is gonna hit me like a wrecking ball when I try to stand up. Have a TBI from a fall thx to said bad leg. My head THROBS like nothing I’ve felt. To hear the “street verbiage” for the meds many ppl rely on makes me ill. The lying about back pain is why US TRULY IN PAIN can’t get help nowadays! Makes me sick. He was honest tho. Hope he says the lane I also hope ppl stop bsing Dr’s…
@@sweetteagrits3822 The docs BS too. Some overprescribe too. It’s profitable for them. Once the person becomes addicted, that’s a long term customer.
@@sweetteagrits3822amen
@@SickandTired95That's so true 😢
One of the best interviews I have watched on the channel. Bless this man. 🙌🙏
He look like Nipsey Hussle
They don’t call him Pipsy Wussle for nothing.
"I'm a parent but I will never understand how it is to love like a mother does"
Thank you, Pretty and Mark. What a fascinating and empowering message. The best part of the video, the smile that comes over your face when you speak of your sobriety. Congratulations. You are a brilliant story teller.
Great story.
Articulate, charismatic man that is making a difference.
'If you've never been a mess....
you have no message'.
Brilliant.
Continue to bless and be blessed. 😇💙🙏
Your handsome face looks to me like you could be the love of my life, but our stories of addiction are SO eerily similar.. down to minute details you would be taken aback to see line up in parallel precision . Sadly, if we had met at our peak active addiction, we would have drowned each other in co-dependency and warped blinded love struck lust enabling actions
Thank you for sharing your story... you are impacting me for sure, Maybe I'll see you next Lifetime... or the Flip Side ..be strong Pretty...One day at a time ❤️
What an amazing interview, even though Mark asked I think it was 2 questions 😅 and the story was on from there. I truly enjoyed every minute of Pretty's story and how he explained his path and journey to sobriety. Wishing you the best! I love you Mark ❤
As a recovering opiate addict myself I can relate to a lot of this guys story. Fairly successful as a financial advisor with money to support my addiction and being alright with the fact that I was an addict and functioning in life and traveling…to eventually losing everything and winding up all alone with nothing but my opiates as my only friend. I never want to go back to that loneliness ever again
Congrats on your sobriety 🎉🙏💞 I'm trying to get off of pain pills Hydrocodone has a hold on me I pray I can stop this.🙏
Today is my 1st day of not taking perc 30s in 12yrs
one addict talking to another...the only thing that can possibly keep us clean...powerful story
👍🏼👍🏼 truth - game knows game & you can’t BS a fellow addict.
Listening to this made me realize : yes YOU need to make the decision to want better but it really take someone helping you the way YOU need to be helped … that’s why he went through so many people until he came across the person talking how he understood. Bless him and people who take on the feat of helping people like him 🙏🏽
Im 58 days sober and i relate heavy with dudes story. I was a functioning addict. I did my detox , residential and now im in sober living. For all the addicts and alcoholics out there you can do it. Ask for help. Dont be a shamed. You can have a better life. You deserve a sober free life.
Thats amazing man congratulations keep going everyday i know i don’t know me but im proud of you man . Im currently going through real bad addiction… i get the worse seizers when i try to detox it scares the shit out of me 😔 i need help…
@@alexmartinesz602Hello friend how are you doing? I also get seizures I take medication for it twice a day I've hurt myself in so many ways because of my disability.I take hydrocodone pain pills and Xanax I've tried to stop cold turkey but I also have seizures that put me in the hospital due to an injury.😔 I'm praying for you please be safe we can do this ❤🙏
Loved this man, I been struggling with addiction for the last 6 years after my moms suicide. Everyday is a battle, everyday is a test. I’ve only used 3x in the last 5 months which is amazing for me individually. I fell short of that a week ago, but my mind is set on sobriety and I don’t have any urge today. These interviews are life changing for some of us. Thank you Mark, thank you Pretty, may the future be kind to everyone 🤍🙏🏽
Everyday you don’t use is a win! Only using 3x in 5 months is amazing work. Good luck with the rest of your journey!
Sending prayers your way on this journey ❤🙏 please stay strong
Your story is sending chills through my bones. You are a survivor that lived to share your story. I pray for your life have continuing peace and prosperity.
Honestly .. this is the best video for me since the Amanda series. This was really touching. Thank you pretty.
Beautiful transparence, insight and authenticity! Inner strength as well. Thank you for sharing your interesting story. There is great beauty, peace and joy in living a sober and simple life (particularly at the service of others), and having a clear mind is absolutely awesome! We only find this out later. They are some of the many rewards that come from living sober. We first just need to want to be straight and be willing to humble ourselves. And you did that. I am really happy you have freed yourself and are now helping others do the same. May many people watch this excellent interview and be inspired by it. Tudo de bem para ti e que Deus te guarde. Keep shining!
Omg! That was so amazing! God has his hands on you brother. Thank you for sharing that. Somebody needed to hear that testimony. 🙏🏾 . Thank you.
This dude is the only person I’ve seen explain it so good and relatable like I basically have the same story
Awesome interview,I'm 2 years clean off fyentenol and depression meds..for any one in the life,stay strong put God first and close that chapter an open a new one with out all those bad people that where with u on your bad road..the light will shine in your dark tunnel with God by your side..#staystrong
Please pray for me because I truly need it. My doctor has me on painkillers (Hydrocodone) due to my arthritis and other health problems I have. I'm tired of spending money on pills when I run out of my pills. This may sound like a damn excuse but It's so hard for me because my mom is also on painkillers...Idk🤦♀️ 😢😢😢If you can just say a prayer for me 🙏
“My son thinks I’m cooler than spider man, that’s sobriety”.
Tears pouring down my face. God bless you!
Thank you! Wow, From “Boogie Down Brockton”/The City of Champions and the streets of Dorchester to Cali and Freedom, Self Worth and Piece of mind as a sober man of dignity…what a story!! I’m also from Boston across the river (Charlestown) and you’ve done us so proud! WE recover… one day at a time…together. Keep up the good work and you’ll be able to help countless people all over the world. ❤🙏🏻💪🏾
Mark Thank you this interview made my morning! What an inspiration he is! & Such a GREAT story teller Thank You Pretti for sharing your story will us ! GBY 🙏🏼
Good morning Gail hope you're doing great today my friend much love! ❤️👻💯🙌🏼🙏🏼
@@DetroitFettyghost #DFG 👻💯💖
I gravitated towards watching this video because pretty reminded me of my baby brother.
He is currently struggling with addiction to heroin & meth. Thank you for bringing me a bit of hope with watching this video.
Wow my brother. I watched this whole video bro. What a powerful story. So inspiring and you are blessed to be able to help so many people. I love you bro for real. Keep the up great work and God is gonna continue to bless you so that you can continue to bless others 🙏🏽
Hearing your story was like looking in the mirror for me. Percs, then oxys then Fentanyl stripped my soul from me. It took everyone & everything I valued from me. For me, it was an aunt who gave me a place to stay and "enabled" me when everyone else gave up on me (even while stealing from her for a fix & smokes). She was the one who eventually drug me kicking & screaming to detox then rehab. I now have nine years sober. But it was hard back then to find a place that understood this particular addiction. Thank God we have a better understanding and awareness today and people like you to share your message of hope! You are saving lives. Never underestimate how powerful your sobriety is and please continue to share with others. Sharing your experience saves lives❤Much love to you brother. May you always have peace of mind
You are definitely the hope that so many addicts need. Thank you for sharing your story, and being brutally honest about being an addict. I pray that the blessings continue, along with your sobriety too. You should look into writing a book, a movie or both✌️💜
This interview was so powerful and almost poetic in his own perspective! Im proud of his recovery ❤
Great message on this one.
People who have never been through any major issue are convinced that happiness resides is materialistic ownings like cars, houses, money, anything that can make them "enviable"so to speak.
On the other hand people who experienced the real mess life can sometimes put you into, can appreciate what is REALLY important: sobriety, serenity of mind and a healty environment that makes yourself grow and evolve as a person in a positive and constructive way.
People right now live in a very superficial and materialistic society, and to discover that really anything of that stuff really matters in life is what can set your mind free to become a better person.
I’m not an addict but I love one and he’s watched this and I pray he keeps seeing things like this
Note to self; do not listen to this story during work! 😭❤️
I love him! I need a Pretty in my life. I’m not an addict but the strength he has to change his mindset is inspiring. He’s more than pretty, he is beautiful.
"If you've never been a mess, you don't have a message" -Pretty, 2023
Probably the dumbest quote every.
His human flaw is the empty desire for attention and false respect. He knew the mayor, he was the energy of the party, the bar owners all knew him, etc. I had the same insecure immature mindset at 18 and it always turns out to be an empty vacuous life. Doing the right thing is a much more fulfilling life.
Yeah hopefully his spiritual life will improve as he gets more sobriety and works a program. He's a good natured guy, but I noticed this flaw as well.
Thank you for sharing. The recovery stories are very comforting to those of us that have loved ones(children) hooked on drugs. I come here to understand the way people think, hear their stories; how they got to where they are etc. It’s excruciating . I love this channel. You treat each person as a person. You hear them and ask questions to gain understanding. Please keep doing what you’re doing. ❤️