This is a feeling I've always struggled with admitting because I felt like there's something wrong with me. It's validating to see someone I deem successful feel it too. Love you bea 🫶
Nicole, please check out an absolutely amazing book.. “ Embraced By The Light “ by Betty Eadie.. it really will answer any questions you may have and help you understand any feelings you have about something being wrong... I promise
Lyrics I gotta drive a nine-years old Where did my money go? Everyone else I know Has somethin' to fall back on And I'm watchin' all my friends doin' better than me They got better songs, they got bigger money I know it's kinda sad but it's kinda funny Is it just me? I get jealous of my friends Sometimes I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine I know you're not supposed to say it And honestly, I hate it But I get jealous of my friends Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I see the cars they get I still drive a piece of shit Where's my piece of happiness I peaked when I was six And I want a perfect life, want a perfect body Why is my career like a fuckin' hobby? Tryin' to get by but it's never easy Is it just me? I get jealous of my friends Sometimes I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine I know you're not supposed to say it And honestly, I hate it But I get jealous of my friends Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I know I should be happy To be happy for you And I'd pay my respects but I just can't afford to I get jealous of my friends Sometimes And I'm sorry I pretend I'm fine I get jealous of my friends Sometimes I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine I know you're not supposed to say it And honestly, I hate it But I get jealous of my friends Sometimes, sometimes
At first I thought the video is boring, but the longer you watch it, the more you see. 👀 Clip makes it sooo much more than just a song about being jealous... The emotions build up, the "smile", being scared of the shadow, hands shaking, hyperventilation! You can feel stuck to your chair watching it. So heavy I got goosebumps, watched it again and got them the second time.
i LOVE the direction her music took with elated! she's incredibely raw, genuine and relatable, and her voice is so strong in those songs. i am so proud of her also, your collaborations with Gizella are always amazing
Bea Miller you have always been one heck of a natural talent. Loved you since your X factor days and always was glad for your success. You deserve all you had, have... and more !
ugh I feel this in my bones. my childhood left me in pieces when everyone around me was whole. people got a sense of adulthood before they were actually in it, while I was thrown out to fend for myself before I even knew what it really was like. I'm rebuilding after I had completely screwed up young while others get to enjoy travelling, getting married, and having kids. feels like I'm 5 steps behind
Omg I get you so much I always feel behind of everyone. For me, the line : "Why is my career like a fkg hobby?" hits me so hard, working part time in retail, and studying graphic arts while dreaming my hard work on my songs on the side will get success someday, cause I dream to be a singer. We shouldn't compare ourselves to others, we are so strong to have to will to live our life even know our childhood was crap. We don't deserve to stay frozen in time.
Comparison is the thief of joy. I know stopping those thoughts is easier said than done, but try to cut these thoughts off when you're having them. Think "Stop. Everyone's lives happen on their own timeline. I am where I'm supposed to be for now, and my time will come when it's ready." Even if you don't believe these words, you need to at least rewire your brain by cutting off negative thoughts as they start going with positive affirmations. This will stop you from spiralling into fits of hopelessness and self-pity, two things that will only hinder your progress and your dreams. Love and light to you, keep at it. You'll get there someday, you just need to be patient with yourself and the universe.
This video is immaculate The shadow is so simple but so so effective And can we just talk about Bea's acting?! I mean I knew she was good but every single expression she pulls here is perfect for the song😍
I’ve never been jealous of a friend..weird but I’d like to say the feeling is foreign to me… I more of get sad bummed and kinda go aww the lucky them .. makes me feel bad about me but not in that way the way I see it when my friends win or succeed it’s a win for me too.. 😊
I still don't understand how Bea is not known worldwide!?!? she should be doing world tour with millions of fans, i don't understand ??!! I love you Bea with all my heart, you are an incredible artist !!!
Your never for alone Ananisse , although many of us feel that way a lot. To understand what I meant and for some precious incredible truth, PLEASE check out “ Embraced By The Light “ by Betty Eadie
Esta canción representa por completo mis pensamientos de estos últimos meses :( Espero Bea sea más reconocida se ve el esfuerzo que le pone a su música y sus videos musicales.
me encanta esto de admitir que tenemos celos por más que no queramos y que lo más importante al final es lo que hagamos con ellos cuando los sentimos pero así y todo se reconocen que son emociones humanas y de alguna forma u otra se hacen presentes y nada más, solo están, te acompañan y tenes que convivir con ellos. te amo enana sacaste un temón traducí un comentario por una vez en tu vida
Once I was talking to my friend who is a very important person to me, just that one person who you can talk about anything, and I asked what was one emotion she didn't like feeling (I don't remember exactly what word I used but was something along those lines). She said she didn't like to feel angry, or rage, bc she was really enraged w the world when she was younger. My answer was envy, I think I'm such an envy person, I don't wish nobody bad, but I can't help but compare myself and think everyone is better, then I feel like a terrible person... It sucks to feel rejected by the world, like you don't fit neither deserve good things. I do wish I was one of my friends sometimes. Btw we always have these kinda meaningful conversations, it's fun but also a bit crazy, bc I'm really dramatic and sometimes it feels like I care too much, or I'm too egocentric, like stuck in my own mind 😅).
Just came from Zach Sang's interview to relisten to the millionth time. I love how she said guys at shows that aren't hers are jamming to this song 😂that's good emotional raw music 💯 So glad she is going in the direction of pop rock and staying true to herself. I've been a fan since the young blood era and growing up with her music each year. She's better off without her old label! She's able to make these relatable music for us and be happy at the same time. Love you Bea ❤
The shadow monster in the back adds to much to this video and goes with the instrumental. I love it! Bea’s voice reminds me of early 2000’s Paramore classics, all these other artist are pop/hip hop. She has her own updated style and voice❤️. Been a fan since X-Factor!! There’s no need to be jealous of all these artist that sound the same. 😘
Hey Bea, firstly this rocky vibe is amazing! Secondly, your voice has always been stellar, your rawness just hit a new level though 🤩 A couple years ago you transitioned into something more tangible than most poppysingers can dream of. Your struggles and pain of life feels soo real in your newest songs. They punch me in the gut 🙌
Every time I listen to a new song I remember you performing in Vancouver in 2019 and how much you touched my soul and I just want you to come back and sing all the new shit and make my soul explode and leave me as a puddle of love for you. You reign. ♥️
This song suits her voice perfectly. Love how she pours her emotions into her songs
This new era is EVERYTHING!
This is a feeling I've always struggled with admitting because I felt like there's something wrong with me. It's validating to see someone I deem successful feel it too. Love you bea 🫶
Elaborate. Why do you think there's something wrong with you
Couldnt agree w you more! One of the best 'realest' comments I've ever identified with but like you don't like admitting.
I agree with you, sometimes we don't feel happy for other people. It's sad but we're humans with flaws
Now this is the bea miller I've missed
Nicole, please check out an absolutely amazing book.. “ Embraced By The Light “ by Betty Eadie.. it really will answer any questions you may have and help you understand any feelings you have about something being wrong... I promise
Lyrics
I gotta drive a nine-years old
Where did my money go?
Everyone else I know
Has somethin' to fall back on
And I'm watchin' all my friends doin' better than me
They got better songs, they got bigger money
I know it's kinda sad but it's kinda funny
Is it just me?
I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend
I'm fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I see the cars they get
I still drive a piece of shit
Where's my piece of happiness
I peaked when I was six
And I want a perfect life, want a perfect body
Why is my career like a fuckin' hobby?
Tryin' to get by but it's never easy
Is it just me?
I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend
I'm fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
I know I should be happy
To be happy for you
And I'd pay my respects but
I just can't afford to
I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
And I'm sorry I pretend
I'm fine
I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes
I fake a smile and pretend
I'm fine
I know you're not supposed to say it
And honestly, I hate it
But I get jealous of my friends
Sometimes, sometimes
pretty sure its "i got a job at nine years old"
Thank you.
So nobody’s gonna talk about her acting skills? It seems to me like she did the whole video in one shot?? And she didn’t miss one single emotion!
It looks like she's acting, but I think those are her real emotions! The first time watching it, I feel like she wasn't holding back her true feelings
Such an awesome song. Her voice is so powerful, filled with emotion, it cuts so deep
At first I thought the video is boring, but the longer you watch it, the more you see. 👀 Clip makes it sooo much more than just a song about being jealous... The emotions build up, the "smile", being scared of the shadow, hands shaking, hyperventilation! You can feel stuck to your chair watching it. So heavy I got goosebumps, watched it again and got them the second time.
Yea it’s like you fake a smile to try to hide the fears but sometimes the fear is too powerful
i LOVE the direction her music took with elated! she's incredibely raw, genuine and relatable, and her voice is so strong in those songs. i am so proud of her
also, your collaborations with Gizella are always amazing
Oh bea love ur song so much❤❤❤🇮🇩🇮🇩🇮🇩🇮🇩
Oh my gosh, this song can not resonate with me more than
I didn’t mean to put the “then” lol
this pop rock era of bea miller is sooooo goood ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
So good ,she's amazing, really inspiring
, I also do music to but not with this much Subscribers ,if you have time check it out
I‘m a lonely bitch and I get jealous of my friends, but I‘m too cynical - and I fucking love your new music
Jesus. Bea was supposed to own the f*****g world!!! THIS IS A BANGER AS USUAL
Bea Miller you have always been one heck of a natural talent. Loved you since your X factor days and always was glad for your success. You deserve all you had, have... and more !
ugh I feel this in my bones. my childhood left me in pieces when everyone around me was whole. people got a sense of adulthood before they were actually in it, while I was thrown out to fend for myself before I even knew what it really was like. I'm rebuilding after I had completely screwed up young while others get to enjoy travelling, getting married, and having kids. feels like I'm 5 steps behind
Omg I get you so much I always feel behind of everyone. For me, the line : "Why is my career like a fkg hobby?" hits me so hard, working part time in retail, and studying graphic arts while dreaming my hard work on my songs on the side will get success someday, cause I dream to be a singer. We shouldn't compare ourselves to others, we are so strong to have to will to live our life even know our childhood was crap. We don't deserve to stay frozen in time.
Comparison is the thief of joy. I know stopping those thoughts is easier said than done, but try to cut these thoughts off when you're having them. Think "Stop. Everyone's lives happen on their own timeline. I am where I'm supposed to be for now, and my time will come when it's ready." Even if you don't believe these words, you need to at least rewire your brain by cutting off negative thoughts as they start going with positive affirmations. This will stop you from spiralling into fits of hopelessness and self-pity, two things that will only hinder your progress and your dreams. Love and light to you, keep at it. You'll get there someday, you just need to be patient with yourself and the universe.
She never disappoints. So Proud from XFactor to now!!
She always accurately depicts feelings even when I found her 7 years ago and I love all her songs
We're getting this level of art quality for free?? Honestly loving this collaboration between Bea and the Gizella team with my whole heart 🤍
Thank you Bea for your music. Very beautiful lyrics and song and beautiful and original and unique music video.
Been here since Fire and Gold!❤
This video is immaculate
The shadow is so simple but so so effective
And can we just talk about Bea's acting?! I mean I knew she was good but every single expression she pulls here is perfect for the song😍
i love this song so much, i can't even explain it
OMG. SO relatable. I think we all feel this way sometimes, but it's not something we're supposed to talk about!
the meaning of this song is so deep, well done bea
i’m so proud of you bea. you’ll get all that you deserve in time❤️❤️❤️
This is such a creative music video. This song is very relatable and it's nice to know I'm not the only one who feels that way at times!
I NEED this album now.....
This album is the album! Wish arrive someday as far as you, you are an inspiration to me
I’ve never been jealous of a friend..weird but I’d like to say the feeling is foreign to me… I more of get sad bummed and kinda go aww the lucky them .. makes me feel bad about me but not in that way the way I see it when my friends win or succeed it’s a win for me too.. 😊
It is amazing how I can relate to this woman on every song that she drop. I wish everyone could notice this talented girl!! I love you Bea
The best music video ever
I kinda like how it sounds like we're somehow back in time it's very beginning bea sound but I absolutely adore it
Omg the Lyrics hits so hard!!!
Bea you are the best and pls believe that you elwill definitely shine one day!!!!!!
Gives me not an apology vibes. My fav of her albums
These songs really speak how I feel, glad I discovered your music!!!!
I’m glad to listen to real rock music any type of rock/metal I’m all In for. I’m glad some artists are bringing this back.
I needed to hear this right now to not feel so alone. Thank you Bea!
I’m so excited for the rest of the album ❤❤
I still don't understand how Bea is not known worldwide!?!? she should be doing world tour with millions of fans, i don't understand ??!! I love you Bea with all my heart, you are an incredible artist !!!
Agreed dude
I love bea so much with these random song uploads and I’ve been collecting the songs like Pokémons . Keep ‘em coming I love you 😘
They're not random, it's a 12 song album I think
@@hi-ms6ft that explains why the music videos have a similar look
I relate to almost all of your songs. Thanks to you, I don't feel alone
She's truly great at lyrics,so relatable , I also do music to but not with this much Subscribers ,if you have time check it out
Your never for alone Ananisse , although many of us feel that way a lot. To understand what I meant and for some precious incredible truth, PLEASE check out “ Embraced By The Light “ by Betty Eadie
bea that is three gems in a row! who does that? who are you?
youve been doing amazing, bea! been with you since x factor. love you!! ♥
2:34 love this part omg
Such a great song. Claps for the sequence shot, not easy to do, and it's great, bravo Bea !
SIMPLY AMAZING! I'm glad she got back to her original rock/pop roots, she's amazing ❤️
Esta canción representa por completo mis pensamientos de estos últimos meses :( Espero Bea sea más reconocida se ve el esfuerzo que le pone a su música y sus videos musicales.
J'adoore !! c'est super simple comme idée et si bien réalisé, le clip est vraiment beau et la musique est géniale !!
me encanta esto de admitir que tenemos celos por más que no queramos y que lo más importante al final es lo que hagamos con ellos cuando los sentimos pero así y todo se reconocen que son emociones humanas y de alguna forma u otra se hacen presentes y nada más, solo están, te acompañan y tenes que convivir con ellos. te amo enana sacaste un temón traducí un comentario por una vez en tu vida
Another awesome song and love the acting in the video too 👏🏻👏🏻. Those quick changes from fake smile to scared 👏🏻👏🏻 Truly a Queen 👸🏻🐝💚💚💚
This song is so good and hitting extra hard right now
Has a vintage sound to it, I love your new music. Bea Miller will be an A-list celebrity within the next 5 years imho.
I loves your beautiful voice and I also miss😢 old bea who never compare herself to others. Most importantly she sing with her loving heart ❤
Freacking Love Thos style on Her reminds me of Fire N Gold
This song is too relatable I love it
Every single thing I heard makes me more excited about the album 🔥🔥
Once I was talking to my friend who is a very important person to me, just that one person who you can talk about anything, and I asked what was one emotion she didn't like feeling (I don't remember exactly what word I used but was something along those lines). She said she didn't like to feel angry, or rage, bc she was really enraged w the world when she was younger. My answer was envy, I think I'm such an envy person, I don't wish nobody bad, but I can't help but compare myself and think everyone is better, then I feel like a terrible person... It sucks to feel rejected by the world, like you don't fit neither deserve good things. I do wish I was one of my friends sometimes.
Btw we always have these kinda meaningful conversations, it's fun but also a bit crazy, bc I'm really dramatic and sometimes it feels like I care too much, or I'm too egocentric, like stuck in my own mind 😅).
I love her since Xfactor! I’m jealous of bea hahaha
I relate sm to her songs🥺❤️
Waiting 😘 lvu
i'm lovin her new sound!!! it fits her SO MUCH!! i like this song!
relatable :,( and that bridge? ouch
Please release this album soon I can't wait for the next single
Loved it, Amazon music brought me here
Whoo! This one really jams!
love this
I love this song
I really like this! I can relate
When is this girl going on tour i need to see her live
Omg this song is so good! I know this feeling so well
Life never bends like we want😢. All we have to is accept situation and do what we like to do without comparing ourselves to others. 😊
my fav of all her new songs!
This ate I’m in tears
U ATE I LOVE THIS ROCK ERA
bea eu te amo
Bea, doesn't matter how many people like or listen to your songs, you are a great and talented artist :)
That is a masterpiece. Never could relate so much to a song
Definitely it’s one of my fave songs lately.
I ❤ u Bea-utiful Miller! 🥰
Lloro
Obsessed with this song and these visuals!!!
I wish she's come back, I love her so much
This song is Soo 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 and I rlly like it
Just came from Zach Sang's interview to relisten to the millionth time.
I love how she said guys at shows that aren't hers are jamming to this song 😂that's good emotional raw music 💯
So glad she is going in the direction of pop rock and staying true to herself.
I've been a fan since the young blood era and growing up with her music each year. She's better off without her old label! She's able to make these relatable music for us and be happy at the same time. Love you Bea ❤
Old Bea Miller come back!!! I listened it from enemy fire, dracula songs 2014. Keep doing like this!!!??🎉🎉🎉🎉
Happy to hear Bea best energy ! Very very good song !!!
i love where this is going
Good music!
The shadow monster in the back adds to much to this video and goes with the instrumental. I love it! Bea’s voice reminds me of early 2000’s Paramore classics, all these other artist are pop/hip hop. She has her own updated style and voice❤️. Been a fan since X-Factor!! There’s no need to be jealous of all these artist that sound the same. 😘
I'm stoked for your album! Love your new vibe 🎶❤ You are an amazing artist with such a unique vocal ❤❤❤😊
Hey Bea, firstly this rocky vibe is amazing! Secondly, your voice has always been stellar, your rawness just hit a new level though 🤩
A couple years ago you transitioned into something more tangible than most poppysingers can dream of.
Your struggles and pain of life feels soo real in your newest songs. They punch me in the gut 🙌
love u beaaaa
Every time I listen to a new song I remember you performing in Vancouver in 2019 and how much you touched my soul and I just want you to come back and sing all the new shit and make my soul explode and leave me as a puddle of love for you. You reign. ♥️
I love ur voice so much 💕
Can’t wait to see her up close performing at OSU
love what you're doing bea! i'm so excited for this project to come out!
same bea same
This is my favorite Bea Miller record
me podría acostumbrar a una canción todos los meses
Amb this is a master piece
Heard on TikTok and fell in love instantly ❤️🔥
Well, finally!!! We've been waiting for this style from you.