I’ve been feeling so ‘empty’ recently. I lack enthusiasm for anything and am so dang tired. Even exhausted. I mean exhausted in spirit. I can’t get excited about anything yet I’m not sad or depressed. I crave quiet alone time and can’t comprehend what is happening to me. Thank you for this video, the timing is so perfect. So, I guess, I just need to accept where I’m at and sit it out a while.
You’re not alone. I’ve been in that state for almost a year. I stopped doing even my most favorite hobbies and everything. I can’t even find joy in them anymore nor the motivation to do any of them. That lost and empty feeling is pretty overwhelming and the laziness that comes with it is all consuming. I keep hoping it will pass soon, you said it best… even my soul is just absolutely exhausted and tired.
Omg! That’s exactly how im feeling right now, actually for about a year now. Tired,i dont want to even get out of bed, no inspiration, scary as im artist.
@@thetoadieshow I’m an artist as well, is someone picking on us? 🤔 You already know artistic minds always think differently, we also see things for exactly what they are, no matter how painful. And that always makes it extra rough.
I can’t begin to tell you how much you are helping me. I feel as tho every video I come across of yours you are talking directly to me and where I’m at in my awakening. Down to the exact details. Your are definitely my guide right now. Thank you.
I echo the gratitude, and can directly relate as well!! Now so eloquently put in words and vibration. I seem to oscillate between the burning purging fire and the cold void and emptiness right now seemingly experiencing both simultaneously!
@@e.jasongremley7310 That duality is something between the ego and the real self/soul, the one who you were for years and the one you should have been, the old you and the new you. Its all part of the awakening proces.
Absolutely spot on. It’s the “in-between” and it can be very uncomfortable. The detachment from the superficial human consciousness life; yet still not in vibrational alignment with the higher consciousness self. It takes the body some time to go through the renewal process and absorb enough light necessary for vibrational alignment-true awakening.
It’s been 10mths since this video was recorded and this is me today. After a NDE last year followed a few months later by a devastating spiritual awakening that came with a panic attack. I’ve never had that before it was so scary. I’m yet to feel this “amazing” feeling that others refer to but instead jumped straight to cutting off so many so called friends that I simply don’t resonate with any longer - just out of alignment, nothing nasty. But it’s just empty now. I feel lonely and bored and have a lack of all emotions. Just like I don’t give a shit about anything and although I’m not exhausted, I have zero drive to do anything above the bare minimum- at work, around the house. Everything just feels futile. Like nothing really matters anyway. Ugggh. I hope this passes bc I’ve been single for a few years now and I don’t want the rest of my life to feel so devoid of love and connection. I miss excitement. passion and motivation.
Hey Kim, your post 8 months ago seems like a common experience with some variables. And it doesn't mean that we have to like it but we have to live it and somehow stay centered. I just wanted to mention it's hard to find someone that's compatible spiritually especially in the society of divide and conquer. And thank you for your post it really helps, Hugo ✌️🙌🙏👁️🌌☯️
@@Hugo-ol2sc hey Hugo, thanks for your message. It helps to know that my words and experiences are helpful to others too. We are, after all, in this together. Since that post, I’ve been slowly, but surely taking small steps to find myself, work on integrating some of my shadow aspects and climbing out of the hole one day at a day. The world seems a little brighter and like the colour is coming back after having been in black and white for some time. I’ve taken proactive steps to reclaim my life - moving back to Australia from Canada with my kids, applying for jobs in a new line of work to really “shake up” my life. I’m actually starting to feel alive again and excited about the future. It’s taken me years to get here but it’s doable. My only advice would be: be kind, gentle and loving to yourself, nurture yourself through the grey days (bathing, swimming, nature walks, journalling, music, movement), start dreaming about possibilities in your life, what could you do (even just taking up a hobby you’ve always wanted to try) and build your future one loving brick at a time. Sometime being so overwhelmed with choice leaves us frozen and confused. Think of your childhood self - what did you instinctively love as a child? Explore that future - just for fun. It’s not frivolous or meaningless, it’s actually the opposite. Infusing joy and play back in your life is an important part of healing. Best of luck to you Hugo. 🙏💐🇨🇦🇦🇺☮️
Hey Kim thank you for your kind word, and I hope everything goes well with you and your family. I must say that I really have had a very fruitful life, somehow being first to achieve the greatest things from a race of very talented people from Puerto Rico. All this without stopping to follow my spirituality and serving to whom had the need and was willing to accept the help. My 3D experience has been beyond my wildest expectations, first to get a master's degree on double bass from Yale University at the invitation of the world's leading the Bass soloist Gary Karr and traveling most of the world with the best musicians and Legends in Latin and Latin Jazz. What I never lost focus and the most important was in serving and expanding the needs of whom ever wanted to accept the help, all this without questioning anything just because it was the right thing to do. Now at this level of Ascension and Purging it's a different experience that we need to go through in order to be aligned with the understand of the multi-dimensional and The fifth dimension which I already have had incredible experience with!!! It's being wonderful but hard for other humans to understand. ✌️🙌🙏👁️🌌☯️ Hugo
I feel the same about “devoid” of most feelings.. just feeling empty. And, yes, I too would like to feel more connected to my own life to have partnership with a beloved Soul partner. Not sure what’s in store for my Soul, but sure would like this to transmute in THIS lifetime and meet my partner in THIS lifetime, if I don’t say so myself😬
I’ve been completely isolated from everyone & everything for 11 months now after going through severe traumatic experiences back to back, I became so sick physically that I became bedridden & in a state of freeze… even though I gained spiritual awareness & ascension… I don’t wanna be a part of this cruel world anymore
@@contemplatingwithamaster sometimes not commenting is a lot kinder than commenting… you have no idea about my situation, my thoughts or anything else …
@@contemplatingwithamaster Alignment, bliss and positive manifestation are all great, but they come in due time. Forbidding someone to live their current reality is typical spiritual by-passing. Knowing the reality of the "life" we're in fully justifies the feeling of not wanting to be here. All sensitive beings must go through that metaphorical desert, it's a good sign that we're becoming aware. The part of us that doesn't want to be here must be heard which gives it space to heal. If we push it aside thinking we should instead occupy all of our time planting seeds of beauty as soon as we're spiritualy aware, it's like denying that fall and winter exist. We don't plant seeds during these times. By trying to do so, we deny the divine feminine of her right to be angry and distressed from the realization of her separation from the divine masculine. Denial doesn't help in the healing process which includes becoming aware/casting light on our shadow; the part of us that was doomed to rot in hell (absence of light/awareness) for the past eons. Tl;dr : shadow work is just as important as light work. You should be careful not encouraging people in skipping important steps.
That's what it is! I've recently been feeling less extreme highs and lows. I figured it was just chipping away at some excitability and neuroses as part of growth. At times I did feel kind of sad, like I'd never be happy again. It's good to know it's part of the journey.
You "HOPED" this has helped me??!! You have NO IDEA! Prior to watching this video, I literally asked outloud to my Guides for an instruction manual to help me understand everything I've been experiencing and going through ever since the, and then said a video instruction guide would be even better! And then BAM! There you are explaining in eerily perfect detail exactly everything I'm experiencing right now! I mean it's almost spooky how immediate and precise that was. I am so completely Dumbstruck & Flabbergasted as to how immediate that request, which wasn't even a serious request, just a silly & unrealistic one was fulfilled! I'm literally in such complete AWE & am overflowing with such deep Gratitude and yes, that beautiful & pure Unconditional Love for you, Sarah Elkhaldy! You are truly a Profound Teacher, Spiritual Guide & Healer! And clearly a much, much, much needed Spiritual Guide and Source of Truth! A True Gift and a Profound Blessing! My Deepest Gratitude & Love ❤️ 🙏🏼
Lookup Bipolar or waking up by Sean Blackwell UA-cam Crazy wise documentary I was diagnosed bipolar 1. But I almost reached full enlightenment in my 4th psychosis. I did not take medication. Only sleeping pills… I danced I wrote poetry I felt my energy body. I got glimpse of oneness: Satori Its a metamorphosis… The mass mind wouldn’t understand So essentially It’s not really bipolar but metamorphosis-transformation. Be careful these people can only destroy. He needs a guru a teacher a master that’s has already reached. Osho for example… Everybody’s path is unique. meditate don’t medicate 🧘🏻♀️ It takes courage If you want to follow the path of the coward take the blue pill & stay in the Matrix Believe whatever you want to believe… Or you can Go thru the experience and see how deep the rabbit hole goes… He needs to express all his emotions With no fear… feel them to the fullest They are gifts… He needs love and care but with freedom
What an absolutely ‘normal’ comment for a channel with this type of content. It’s showing 2 reply’s and both have been removed. I can’t imagine what nonsense must’ve been said to justify their comments being censored. Much love and respect.
I had an epiphany today. If you wish to keep your mind’s eye open, when engaged with others, focus your attention on the location of their mind’s eye. Something as simple as this escaped me. Self defeating by Self absorption! 👁️
I've been feeling like this lately... I feel bad because I no longer feel the same with my partner and with my mom I feel the need to be alone.. and no were to go ☹️
OMG I am going through this same thing! If is the weirdest feeling I’ve ever felt! It’s like I woke up and my feelings everyone and everything had changed. How are you feeling now? I hope this passes! I keep thinking I’ve meditated so much I’ve damaged my brain and I’m stuck like this! 🙏🏻
I resonate completely. We moved to the forest 4 mos ago and I should be completely smitten here. It’s everything I wanted. But I’m tired. And I’m uninspired somehow, in the most inspirational place Ive ever lived in. I sit and sit for hours just looking and being here. It feels so unproductive. This video has helped me see that the stillness is part of the journey. I don’t have to do anything. It’s all ok.
i been having these highs and lows since last winter. i noticed that when i ''come back'' i start to manifest really fast everything i meditated in the disconected state. that a very new way of living i can only surrender to the flow now things just happen . the way i tried to explain it i that i feel my astral body behing like turned off of just gone. im glad i found out this video thank you
Just thought about this today, disconnected feeling, lonely, bit sick in my stomach and headache. Really tired of the world scapegoating me. Maybe tomorrow better feeling.
This video is fascinatingly meta as it’s literally Sarah living out in the most practical sense the wisdom of her own teaching. And by that I mean that this is an expert object lesson in the insight one attains when they ask with an open heart-especially in the face of a new challenge or difficulty-not, “how to I get rid of this”, but rather “how does this serve me?”
Well after having only spirits show up as teachers 👩🏫 & helpers . . I have been hit with a lot of negative spirits now who just want to curse me out & hate on me x shrug 🤷♀️ x so I am trying to see how this serves me . . But hard to See how this does personally . . Other than I hope it serves just to show me there is a negative side to things spiritual & hopefully I will be taught how to get rid of them . . But that’s yet to occur. I don’t find them scary although it’s clear they want me to lol . . It’s just annoying they keep appearing & talking to me when I am trying to get out of my head & let go to communicate with soul. I got a suggestion to fast for three days so trying a fast now during this dec full moon to see if it helps clear my field out of these beings . . But not sure really if it will . . Seems kind of weak sauce approach but I have no human friends or teachers to turn to for help.
@@cassidyvogt7015 I am so sorry this happened to you Cassidy. Go to the UA-cam channel Spirituality Zone and look for the following energetic protocols: 1. Destroy Negative & Evil Energies 2. When Nothing Else works 3. 21 Shields v2.0 - Waves of Light The first two files will rid you of the negative energetic attacks and harassment, while the third will shield you from encountering those kinds of forces in the first place. Please read the video descriptions and follow the links to the more complete instructions on how to use the protocols and where to find free personal downloads. The creator of these protocols, Shiva Krishnan, is an amazing man and very responsive to inquiries in the comments and via email. Be well. Use these protocols with a good heart and an attentive mind and you will soon be free from these meddlesome spirits.
I'm sorry. It's just not worth it anymore. I don't want to be alive. I feel empty and lonely all the time and I no matter how hard I try to excel spiritually, I end up feeling worthless and empty. I feel like I've made some progress in this incarnation, but I want to get this over with. I don't like it here at all. I don't feel like I was ever meant to be here. Everything is so foreign to me and I want to go home. The only way I can think of is dying. Idk what to do. I'm sorry
You’re not alone. I hope you’re still hanging in there and doing okay. If you ever want to talk I’m a good listener and good with knowledge and advice. (except for when it’s dealing with myself) 😏
your videos definetely tap info ways I sm feeling at various stages and this one really fekt very relevant to me. i ferl very disconnected to mist oeoole snd my tolerance for the mundane (topics and some people) much lower. i was thinking that i was more lost than ever. thrn i watched your video - thank you 🙏
I totally innerstand what you are saying I’ve been in and out of the hot cold flames for 25 years I still don’t know what I’m doing here I’m good at nothing then I go play a part in something and then that usually ends up with me being physically smashed, what am I waiting for what is my purpose where are my people I’m over sitting here on the back burner
Every time I feel disempowered and ask the universe for help or a question inevitably that answer shows up every time! And this time it came through you thank you
You literally just took the words right out of my mouth! Not to mention my exact same experiences lately! Just prior to watching this video, I got frustrated trying to explain what I'm going through right now to someone & more frustrating still, via text message. 🤦♀️😖🤯 This I said outload, 🤔 outloud, "It's not like what I'm going through comes with an instruction manual!"... "But I really love instruction manuals, I'm good at that! I could get through all this so much faster! Ooh! Can I please have an instruction manual?🙏🏼😆 ..... well video's are better, because I'm very visual. But I do learn faster if I do it myself... 🤔 ... Can I please please please have an instruction manual??! Then I watched this brilliant women explaining in great and ridiculously accuracy, exactly what Im going through! I'm just completely in such awe of everything, every synchronicity, every human guide that shows up exactly when I need them to! I'm brimming with so much Gratitude and Love! Thank you so much for sharing what turns out to be a shared experience! 🙏🏼🫶 I'm right there with you sister! 😚😊 I really need a friend or 2 that lives near me on this same or very similar level!
Omg If only I would've known last year what the heck was happening with me. I was in this empty,void feeling for months. And the first feeling that started coming back was joy. What a confusing time this was as I knew no one that could tell me what was going on. Thank you for your work! 😍😍😍
I didn't mind the stillness, the void or the silence. In a world where everything is in motion and driven by emotion the void I instinctively thought, if the void was conches it too could be understood. Being associated with Gothic nature, one starts with knowing the void first. Having my nature fuse with the collective (awakening Buddha state) was a very everything, everywhere all at once feeling. I felt that I brought a piece of the void to the everything to be understood by the all.
I'm often trapped in paradox of I don't care about the world or my life and at same time I can sit in nature present and grounded with open eyes in a bliss state. Maybe it's because I see a very dense and unconscious human collective / world , where soo much is extremely out of balance. Its a mess , but I respect people have their own journey and choice, I try to be neutral just holding higher vibration & love. But its still a very disconnected experience to live in, kind of an observer position.
I was born an intense, physical, emotional, telepathic empath. After a NDE about 30 years ago, I suddenly lost the intense empathic feelings, I still had an understanding and compassionate heart but didn’t “wear”their pain and was completely impervious to negative thoughts feelings or emotions from others! It was absolutely amazing! Everything just unfolded perfectly for me and people were drawn to me like a moth to flame! That lasted about 2 years before I got sucked back into the world energy collective. When I feel “lost”, I pull up those feelings and it is my “bar” that I rate my frequency or growth. ❤🙏🏼
Spot on. I actually Googled what I was feeling (not feeling) as it was so unnerving, it came up as Dissociative depersonalization disorder. I'm happy to find some hope in this video
Yes, I appreciate you sharing this. I remember those days I felt so empty I can’t describe. But little by little I started seeing myself enjoying life as life, it was at first less than a minute now I’m actually feeling life and connectedness more and more with days.
I absolutely adore you. Your presence ,your directness and clear cut high vibrational teachings, are extraordinary. I have listen to many teachers but you hold a stillness about you that's intentionally beautiful. Thank you for all your videos. Much love sister 💖🙏
This video is so helpful. when I come to the point of stillness, egos death and feel "empty" it always scares me to follow it through because it makes me think something is wrong with me and that I lost my inner power and it feels like my soul is darken. I can relax now and continue with my awakening journey.
After listening to this, I now see how wise the Taoists are in their approach. They focus on clearing their energy field (via Qi Gong, Nei Gong, Acupuncture, Tui Na, etc,) before they do practices to facilitate awakening. I'm going to follow the Taoist's strategy. If you read this; Sarah, I love your videos, the resonate. They have really been resonating with me, since I recently felt a beckoning back to spiritual communities.
Hi Sarah, I have been listening to your teachings for a few weeks now, and they are very helpful. I wanted to convey my recent experience with what I perceive to be a witness stage... I have been meditating daily, really trying to open to an awakened, higher state of being. After more than a month of this, and after somevery productive meditations, I notice feeling very "out of body" not literally, but just not really feeling physically grounded. Like I was floating around in a cloud above my head. (again, not out of body, but feeling like that ... foggy and not really feeling connected. ) I thought, well, I need to ground myself a bit. So I went out for a walk, and still felt "floaty"... I stopped where the neighborhood woods began, and was looking at it. It was gorgeous, and felt profound. But It was like it was not real. Like I was outside the reality, looking from somewhere else. it was an odd headspace. it made me kind of wonder if this was how life was going to be like now that I am meditating every day. i feel more back to "normal" today. Just throwing that out there, for what its worth. 😊
I'm in this state frequently lately. And each time I think it's because something is wrong with me. Just watching this video and learning that it's part of a natural cycle has given me a boost. Thank you so much, I'm so grateful for your videos.
My youngest child moved out a month ago. Feeling all the feelings of completing that stage of motherhood. Now I find myself exactly as you describe in this video. I was concerned about my lack of feeling and empathy but now I can just relax into it and trust. Growing as a human is never ending and quite fascinating. Thank you!
Ooh so that what it is, I was worrying that I was losing control and regressing, now I can take ease with knowing it part of the journey, a passing phase.
Thank god for you. I woke up this morning after doing a third eye clearing feeling only what I can describe as emptiness. Not sad not anxious not happy. Just empty. Which I guess I projected onto this sadness. I’ve felt this many times in my life but not in this way
In seeking answers regarding concerns about my current state of growth and awakening, I was led to your channel by a very kind and wise stranger. You address the confusion and worry I've been feeling about the shift in my feelings and empathic nature. It's not that I don't feel, I just feel very non-reactive and silent. I was afraid that meant I was caring less about others, when I don't really feel like I care less... because I do care. It's so difficult to describe, but your explanation has given me some much needed relief. Thank you ❤🙏💫🕊️✌️
Thanks you so much for putting words on what ive been through for the last 10 days. My ego was scaring me into believing that the 31 years of negative emotions released back to the universe was the end road of my spiritual journey and that i would be left like this forever. The witness state is a better way to put it. My words were soul drained. My body and mind were feeling revitalised and light but my heart was devoid of emotion, passion and excitement. I think my higherself has been whispering to me through intuition, telling me that it would be ok, to not go backward, to have faith, to trust.
Thank you so much for this video.. I felt I was coming into the "Nothingness" in what I was experiencing by being so empty. When I feel overwhelmed by sadness, I go into stillness and give this energy over to Love. I Am becoming more aware of my choosing to be in Stillness and giving over what I am preceiving over to Love and letting go of my need to "do/fix" anything. Thank you for your conformation of our journey and how it may be affecting us.
This was really helpful, I’ve been scared that I’m going to be stuck like this forever. In the past year every single thing was cleared from my life- my job, my house, my car, my health, my church, every friend I had, and my relationship all are gone. Very disoriented and all that’s left is observation of painful thoughts I have about myself.
👏🖤🤍 Anyone else here also following Kyle Cease on UA-cam? Sarah and Kyle have been my biggest teachers this year with my shadow work and my awakening. Thank you Sarah for all of your content it is very precious to us all 🙏💜
As I am getting used to this, I find it takes me about a day to integrate the lesson. My husband thought I was shutting him out but I had nothing to give him. I finally shared with him what I was going through and he got it. I am putting me first and he is not used to it…but he will have to!!
I am so grateful for your channel. My awakening has been so confusing, and finding good information has been next to impossible. Then one day, I stumble across your channel and bam! The answers are there. Truth be told, I don't agree with all your videos, but!!! Many of your videos have helped me make sense out of a lot of weird paradoxes. I asked the Universe for a teacher, and girl, you are the best thing I have come across on this planet. Keep doing you. it helps me. I appreciate you and your work so much. Maybe one day I can share my work with you
Hey Sarah ❤ You have just explained exactly how my awakening has been unfolding. I have experienced all of this. Wondering why I don’t feel anything and I am more functioning from an unconditional state of being. Yeahhhh cold flame of love and no thing 🤷🏻♀️😁 I love the clarity!! Yes I have already subscribed to your channel ❤😅🤗🙏💫 I love you to bits 🥰😍❤️
Omg! I sure needed to hear this! I thought my intuition was kinda broken and been feeling l really don't care about the world and even painting any more. I just want to be still but l couldn't understand what was happening, so thank you Sara for explaining this so we can ease through this phase better! Much encouragement and love to everyone! ❤😊
OMG and all this time I've misunderstood this state as my callous heart...walking around thinking I'm broken...not knowing it a part of the awakening process...ty ty ty Sarah 😊
I like the stillness , what I have learned is I can be still and in my heart center at the same time . If my mind start going in circles and I am not in my heart because of this stillness , I command my spirit that the thoughts oh my head drop into my heart , then I do my breathing and energy work to open my heart . Just remaining empty to me can be difficult , having stillness and being the witness does not mean you need to remain empty and not feel your spirit body centered in the heart center.
Been here for a while. Confused it with numbness. The holidays opened me back again. Once you realize the level of projection you commit, and you stop....you're FREE. You're YOU.
Finally clearity on where this being is going through. Being a healer for most of my entire life then this monk state that has me feeling guilt & being lost. You make sense to me. You give foreword the gift of wisdom & love in a quartz crystal clear manner. Many Blessings Kitt
I have been feeling empty for a few days now, but this night I was involved in a fierce fight, so much so that my wife noticed. I have no idea who or what I was fighting. I woke up and my feet and hands felt very hot. And now this video presents itself. Thanks, now I know it's deep clensing.
I wish I had found you before I nearly destroyed my whole life during my awakening and ascension...what a hot mess in a dress I was! Thank you for helping me understand it all in retrospect!
Awesome! I feel my compassion for others grow because of the Love I have for myself. Loving yourself is the key to unlock the door for inner being to shine through. Am i fully self-realized, no but I feel im getting there. The great thing is, the void of knowingness, The Unknown is the playground I love to thrive in. I love you and all.. Thanks soo much bright lite! X
OMG I found what I was looking for… I was getting worried but focusing on not worrying at the same time…. Just living in the now but I was feeling a little bit guilty thinking I was loosing the most amazing thing that ever happened to me after I woke up a few months ago: my spirituality.
EXACTLY.. this is what I am experiencing, but it feels right very deeply and I am ok with both and use both when needed consciously! SO WELL SAID, BEAUTIFUL, PRECISE, PERFECT..
This helped me so much. I’ve been trying to figure out what’s going on with me since I feel like I’ve lost a lot of interest/joy and am just kind of going through the motions while I wait to find some direction. My mind is so still at the same time, and I’ve even been referring to it as stillness, and that part is really nice. This will help me not project or revert to unhelpful behaviors, and I’m very grateful for that. ❤
Thank you, Sarah. I thought I lost my joy for life but once again you have illuminated my thoughts with the right words, at the right time. I wasn't becoming fearful, I was feeling numb to people and situations around me. It all makes sense to me now. Thank you 🤍🕊️🕉️
Hi brother, if you ever feel, “isolated”. I know I do. Not being able to connect to someone who understands just how special an profound it is, while going through awakening was hard.I was sharin experiences, and not getting the reaction it deserved, killed me till I found love for all no matter what flow. If you wish to talk,listen, connect to someone who listens,feels,understands, I sincerely here to talk or👂,😉. I'll start with, it started forr 12yrs ago, an this is were I'm at.I'm am now able to physically feel everythin. This is amazing what I'm connected to, I can feel resonance vibrations physically with my hands, plants, trees pullin an pushin my hands a force. I see energy now with human eyes, I feel God flowin through top of my head, mist like light comes of me in very dark places. I was amazed my family witnesses these things. Portals size of footballs openin every night in our house, the other day there was a hole in livin room floor like a ditch. The other night a flash happened above our bed I seen a giant orb come outve flash every night I have many more profound experiences too.Me and wife have learned to move small objects without touchin them. I swear on the universe itself everything is True Truth and others have witnessed validated, but by the time we got it we didn't need it, sometimes the air feels magnetically thick to move through🙏🙌🤗🌏☮️🎉💕👏
In consciousness several years ago i would naturally shut my eyes and a net like light would pulse from me and cover the whole planet now I can physically move small objects without touching them and when I've recorded it I can see faint light vortices coming from my hands to the object I can see spirit energy with my eyes partner can too not just my perspective my ear ringing has evolved to a constant high pitch frequency in center of my head when I mist my plants a rainbow is revealed all around me and the experience's im having are so profound cannot be verbally conveyed love Paul 🙌☮️🌈🌏🌷I can feel the resonance physically of everything it's feels similar to repelling magnets I reach with my hands to plants and it pushes sometimes pulls my hands even the sun pushes down on my hands when I reach out to it divine feminine looks in on me in meditation it started with a single eye over time revealed more 🙌🌷🌈🌏☮️ this came 1st after paranormal encounter 🙌☮️🌏🤗👍
You are such a blessing on my journey. All you described is happening to me. In October i allowed my hermit to be. Ended 3 addictions: relationship, soft drugs and nicotine. And intuitively surrendered to the darkness, constant noisy mind, anxiety. It crossed my mind i was depressed, bit deep inside i knew it was a new phase, started meditating and being in the nature, increasing the moments of still presence every day. Indeed started worrying that i won’t feel joyful or happy ever again. But again deep inside i knew that i should simply be compassionate with myself and for once surrender to “not knowing” and apparently to “not feeling”. Thank you! I will be patient but feels so much better to head towards the merging. ❤
It is a complete joy to have your ... so precice knowledge being presented with such accuracy and clarity, so as to "demystify" so much of what i am experiencing. Thankyou, it is an honour to receive your guidance. 😀💙🌺
Thank you very much for your post and I must say that a year after your post it is starting to feel as a continuum, and it really sucks!!! The good thing is that what was predicted is not happening to me alone and that this is a collective Ascension!!! ✌️🙌🙏👁️🌌☯️
Thank you so much is that first I thought maybe I'm just psyching myself out maybe it's just thought and I could just make myself feel better if I just think of it but what you're saying makes you way more sense thank you and I really have gratitude 💚
I call it "Peace". Enjoy the nothingness. I experienced this using Eckhart Tolle's "NOW" after months of trying meditation to calm my mind into the "now", I finally achieved "peace" or "emptiness" and determined it to be peace finally. It's weird because there was nothing and I wanted something.😫 LOL I just experienced this again after 6 months of Spirituality, I figured out what some of my fantastical thinking was in self pity on Christmas day ironically and this past week has been enjoyable nothingness. 💗💗💗
Absolutely well explained. Any new inexperienced state will always be colored by the interface. Except maybe ACTUAL joy which is a peace + enthusiasm. Which in my opinion is the fusion of the active plus passive states of Agape. It's the 0=2 formula in action on the plane of sensation. Now, I don't necessarily identify this as the Dark Night state but more of a state after some aspects of the Dark Night. Thank you as always, Teacher. 💕
This is a really helpful message that should be shared more. I, too, thought that something was wrong with me. I now realize the silence before the bang; this is too was music.
Wow!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you. Now I know, 👍 I've been thinking that I was f'd up and doing something wrong. Many blessings to you, I love and appreciate everything you've been doing for all of us sleepy heads.
excellent ! resonnates fully with me. This is material to be taught in school, not pronouns. When will humans start believing in being part of the human fraternity collective before identifying themselves of a religion, ''special'' group, all equals and free. Then, start investigating your soul plan. Mahalo dear alchemist
🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much. I always wondered, what I was doing wrong by sometimes not feeling anything. Now I can rest assured, that everything is ok. 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
I’ve been feeling so ‘empty’ recently. I lack enthusiasm for anything and am so dang tired. Even exhausted. I mean exhausted in spirit. I can’t get excited about anything yet I’m not sad or depressed. I crave quiet alone time and can’t comprehend what is happening to me. Thank you for this video, the timing is so perfect. So, I guess, I just need to accept where I’m at and sit it out a while.
You’re not alone.
I’ve been in that state for almost a year. I stopped doing even my most favorite hobbies and everything. I can’t even find joy in them anymore nor the motivation to do any of them. That lost and empty feeling is pretty overwhelming and the laziness that comes with it is all consuming. I keep hoping it will pass soon, you said it best… even my soul is just absolutely exhausted and tired.
Omg! That’s exactly how im feeling right now, actually for about a year now. Tired,i dont want to even get out of bed, no inspiration, scary as im artist.
@@thetoadieshow I’m an artist as well, is someone picking on us? 🤔
You already know artistic minds always think differently, we also see things for exactly what they are, no matter how painful. And that always makes it extra rough.
How are you these days friend?
How are you doing now 1 year later?
I can’t begin to tell you how much you are helping me. I feel as tho every video I come across of yours you are talking directly to me and where I’m at in my awakening. Down to the exact details. Your are definitely my guide right now. Thank you.
Same same ❤️🙏
I echo the gratitude, and can directly relate as well!! Now so eloquently put in words and vibration. I seem to oscillate between the burning purging fire and the cold void and emptiness right now seemingly experiencing both simultaneously!
Thank you for this beautiful explanation. Yes I have embraced it. Please take me and others like me through the next stage also🙏
@@e.jasongremley7310 That duality is something between the ego and the real self/soul, the one who you were for years and the one you should have been, the old you and the new you. Its all part of the awakening proces.
@@user-wk2rh6rc2v best song everrrrr ❤️🙏
I feel lazy and just here. Like I'm not real. It's so weird. Thank you. I needed this so much.
Absolutely spot on. It’s the “in-between” and it can be very uncomfortable. The detachment from the superficial human consciousness life; yet still not in vibrational alignment with the higher consciousness self. It takes the body some time to go through the renewal process and absorb enough light necessary for vibrational alignment-true awakening.
It’s been 10mths since this video was recorded and this is me today. After a NDE last year followed a few months later by a devastating spiritual awakening that came with a panic attack. I’ve never had that before it was so scary. I’m yet to feel this “amazing” feeling that others refer to but instead jumped straight to cutting off so many so called friends that I simply don’t resonate with any longer - just out of alignment, nothing nasty. But it’s just empty now. I feel lonely and bored and have a lack of all emotions. Just like I don’t give a shit about anything and although I’m not exhausted, I have zero drive to do anything above the bare minimum- at work, around the house. Everything just feels futile. Like nothing really matters anyway. Ugggh. I hope this passes bc I’ve been single for a few years now and I don’t want the rest of my life to feel so devoid of love and connection. I miss excitement. passion and motivation.
can you narrate your NDE to me I am interested in hearing it
Hey Kim, your post 8 months ago seems like a common experience with some variables.
And it doesn't mean that we have to like it but we have to live it and somehow stay centered. I just wanted to mention it's hard to find someone that's compatible spiritually especially in the society of divide and conquer.
And thank you for your post it really helps, Hugo
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@@Hugo-ol2sc hey Hugo, thanks for your message. It helps to know that my words and experiences are helpful to others too. We are, after all, in this together. Since that post, I’ve been slowly, but surely taking small steps to find myself, work on integrating some of my shadow aspects and climbing out of the hole one day at a day. The world seems a little brighter and like the colour is coming back after having been in black and white for some time. I’ve taken proactive steps to reclaim my life - moving back to Australia from Canada with my kids, applying for jobs in a new line of work to really “shake up” my life. I’m actually starting to feel alive again and excited about the future. It’s taken me years to get here but it’s doable. My only advice would be: be kind, gentle and loving to yourself, nurture yourself through the grey days (bathing, swimming, nature walks, journalling, music, movement), start dreaming about possibilities in your life, what could you do (even just taking up a hobby you’ve always wanted to try) and build your future one loving brick at a time. Sometime being so overwhelmed with choice leaves us frozen and confused. Think of your childhood self - what did you instinctively love as a child? Explore that future - just for fun. It’s not frivolous or meaningless, it’s actually the opposite. Infusing joy and play back in your life is an important part of healing. Best of luck to you Hugo.
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Hey Kim thank you for your kind word, and I hope everything goes well with you and your family.
I must say that I really have had a very fruitful life, somehow being first to achieve the greatest things from a race of very talented people from Puerto Rico. All this without stopping to follow my spirituality and serving to whom had the need and was willing to accept the help.
My 3D experience has been beyond my wildest expectations, first to get a master's degree on double bass from Yale University at the invitation of the world's leading the Bass soloist Gary Karr and traveling most of the world with the best musicians and Legends in Latin and Latin Jazz. What I never lost focus and the most important was in serving and expanding the needs of whom ever wanted to accept the help, all this without questioning anything just because it was the right thing to do. Now at this level of Ascension and Purging it's a different experience that we need to go through in order to be aligned with the understand of the multi-dimensional and The fifth dimension which I already have had incredible experience with!!!
It's being wonderful but hard for other humans to understand.
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Hugo
I feel the same about “devoid” of most feelings.. just feeling empty. And, yes, I too would like to feel more connected to my own life to have partnership with a beloved Soul partner. Not sure what’s in store for my Soul, but sure would like this to transmute in THIS lifetime and meet my partner in THIS lifetime, if I don’t say so myself😬
Like warm soup for my empty soul
I’ve been completely isolated from everyone & everything for 11 months now after going through severe traumatic experiences back to back, I became so sick physically that I became bedridden & in a state of freeze… even though I gained spiritual awareness & ascension… I don’t wanna be a part of this cruel world anymore
Be careful- thoughts matter; we reap what we sow ❤.
Keep your thoughts forward. Fake it till you feel it real 😊. It will come.
We reap ❤when we sow ❤.
I understand. Thank you for sharing. Sharing is the first step….and maybe you can do a one-on-one with her or someone who can support you
@@contemplatingwithamaster sometimes not commenting is a lot kinder than commenting… you have no idea about my situation, my thoughts or anything else …
@@thecrimsoncreates 🙏❤️
@@contemplatingwithamaster Alignment, bliss and positive manifestation are all great, but they come in due time.
Forbidding someone to live their current reality is typical spiritual by-passing.
Knowing the reality of the "life" we're in fully justifies the feeling of not wanting to be here. All sensitive beings must go through that metaphorical desert, it's a good sign that we're becoming aware. The part of us that doesn't want to be here must be heard which gives it space to heal. If we push it aside thinking we should instead occupy all of our time planting seeds of beauty as soon as we're spiritualy aware, it's like denying that fall and winter exist. We don't plant seeds during these times. By trying to do so, we deny the divine feminine of her right to be angry and distressed from the realization of her separation from the divine masculine. Denial doesn't help in the healing process which includes becoming aware/casting light on our shadow; the part of us that was doomed to rot in hell (absence of light/awareness) for the past eons.
Tl;dr : shadow work is just as important as light work. You should be careful not encouraging people in skipping important steps.
May all who are on their spiritual awakening find community support such as these words and I hope that these words will be shared with others.
That's what it is!
I've recently been feeling less extreme highs and lows. I figured it was just chipping away at some excitability and neuroses as part of growth.
At times I did feel kind of sad, like I'd never be happy again. It's good to know it's part of the journey.
Right ? Like I'm never having fun again. It's Crazy Self talk yet LOUDLY familiar ...yikes
@@sarahwyn2739 Yeah and what was "fun" anyways?
Oh no I can't be a degenerate asshole anymore!
You "HOPED" this has helped me??!! You have NO IDEA! Prior to watching this video, I literally asked outloud to my Guides for an instruction manual to help me understand everything I've been experiencing and going through ever since the, and then said a video instruction guide would be even better! And then BAM! There you are explaining in eerily perfect detail exactly everything I'm experiencing right now! I mean it's almost spooky how immediate and precise that was. I am so completely Dumbstruck & Flabbergasted as to how immediate that request, which wasn't even a serious request, just a silly & unrealistic one was fulfilled! I'm literally in such complete AWE & am overflowing with such deep Gratitude and yes, that beautiful & pure Unconditional Love for you, Sarah Elkhaldy! You are truly a Profound Teacher, Spiritual Guide & Healer! And clearly a much, much, much needed Spiritual Guide and Source of Truth! A True Gift and a Profound Blessing! My Deepest Gratitude & Love ❤️ 🙏🏼
Yes, you've helped me understand my son who was diagnosed as bi-polar, but he is very empathetic with a beautiful soul.
Thank you, Sarah.
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Bipolar or waking up by Sean Blackwell
UA-cam
Crazy wise documentary
I was diagnosed bipolar 1. But I almost reached full enlightenment in my 4th psychosis. I did not take medication. Only sleeping pills…
I danced I wrote poetry I felt my energy body. I got glimpse of oneness: Satori
Its a metamorphosis…
The mass mind wouldn’t understand
So essentially It’s not really bipolar but metamorphosis-transformation.
Be careful these people can only destroy.
He needs a guru a teacher a master that’s has already reached.
Osho for example…
Everybody’s path is unique.
meditate don’t medicate 🧘🏻♀️
It takes courage
If you want to follow the path of the coward take the blue pill & stay in the Matrix
Believe whatever you want to believe…
Or you can
Go thru the experience and see how deep the rabbit hole goes…
He needs to express all his emotions
With no fear… feel them to the fullest
They are gifts…
He needs love and care but with freedom
all this new diagnostic words are just made up to sell you some pharma. We never heard of people being bi-polar in the last 500-1000 years.
What an absolutely ‘normal’ comment for a channel with this type of content. It’s showing 2 reply’s and both have been removed. I can’t imagine what nonsense must’ve been said to justify their comments being censored. Much love and respect.
I had an epiphany today. If you wish to keep your mind’s eye open, when engaged with others, focus your attention on the location of their mind’s eye.
Something as simple as this escaped me. Self defeating by Self absorption! 👁️
I've been feeling like this lately... I feel bad because I no longer feel the same with my partner and with my mom I feel the need to be alone.. and no were to go ☹️
I feel the same, everything and everyone is not the same.
OMG I am going through this same thing! If is the weirdest feeling I’ve ever felt! It’s like I woke up and my feelings everyone and everything had changed. How are you feeling now? I hope this passes! I keep thinking I’ve meditated so much I’ve damaged my brain and I’m stuck like this! 🙏🏻
I resonate completely. We moved to the forest 4 mos ago and I should be completely smitten here. It’s everything I wanted. But I’m tired. And I’m uninspired somehow, in the most inspirational place Ive ever lived in. I sit and sit for hours just looking and being here. It feels so unproductive. This video has helped me see that the stillness is part of the journey. I don’t have to do anything. It’s all ok.
i been having these highs and lows since last winter. i noticed that when i ''come back'' i start to manifest really fast everything i meditated in the disconected state. that a very new way of living i can only surrender to the flow now things just happen . the way i tried to explain it i that i feel my astral body behing like turned off of just gone. im glad i found out this video thank you
Thank you so much, Sarah. This timing couldn't be more perfect... I can't thank you enough
I almost started smoking weed again luckily i found this video, I’m addicted to your videos.
Just thought about this today, disconnected feeling, lonely, bit sick in my stomach and headache. Really tired of the world scapegoating me. Maybe tomorrow better feeling.
Came through at exactly the right time. I was beginning to worry about this void I felt, but this makes so much sense. Thank you 🙏🏻 ❤
This video is fascinatingly meta as it’s literally Sarah living out in the most practical sense the wisdom of her own teaching.
And by that I mean that this is an expert object lesson in the insight one attains when they ask with an open heart-especially in the face of a new challenge or difficulty-not, “how to I get rid of this”, but rather “how does this serve me?”
100%!
Well said!
Well after having only spirits show up as teachers 👩🏫 & helpers . . I have been hit with a lot of negative spirits now who just want to curse me out & hate on me x shrug 🤷♀️ x so I am trying to see how this serves me . . But hard to
See how this does personally . . Other than I hope it serves just to show me there is a negative side to things spiritual & hopefully I will be taught how to get rid of them . . But that’s yet to occur.
I don’t find them scary although it’s clear they want me to lol . . It’s just annoying they keep appearing & talking to me when I am trying to get out of my head & let go to communicate with soul.
I got a suggestion to fast for three days so trying a fast now during this dec full moon to see if it helps clear my field out of these beings . . But not sure really if it will . . Seems kind of weak sauce approach but I have no human friends or teachers to turn to for help.
@@cassidyvogt7015 I am so sorry this happened to you Cassidy. Go to the UA-cam channel Spirituality Zone and look for the following energetic protocols:
1. Destroy Negative & Evil Energies
2. When Nothing Else works
3. 21 Shields v2.0 - Waves of Light
The first two files will rid you of the negative energetic attacks and harassment, while the third will shield you from encountering those kinds of forces in the first place. Please read the video descriptions and follow the links to the more complete instructions on how to use the protocols and where to find free personal downloads.
The creator of these protocols, Shiva Krishnan, is an amazing man and very responsive to inquiries in the comments and via email. Be well. Use these protocols with a good heart and an attentive mind and you will soon be free from these meddlesome spirits.
@@cassidyvogt7015 Are you familiar with shadow work?
I'm sorry. It's just not worth it anymore. I don't want to be alive. I feel empty and lonely all the time and I no matter how hard I try to excel spiritually, I end up feeling worthless and empty. I feel like I've made some progress in this incarnation, but I want to get this over with. I don't like it here at all. I don't feel like I was ever meant to be here. Everything is so foreign to me and I want to go home. The only way I can think of is dying. Idk what to do. I'm sorry
You’re not alone.
I hope you’re still hanging in there and doing okay.
If you ever want to talk I’m a good listener and good with knowledge and advice. (except for when it’s dealing with myself) 😏
your videos definetely tap info ways I sm feeling at various stages and this one really fekt very relevant to me.
i ferl very disconnected to mist oeoole snd my tolerance for the mundane (topics and some people) much lower. i was thinking that i was more lost than ever. thrn i watched your video - thank you 🙏
I was wondering about this, without realizing it... until you brought it up. It is exactly as you say. Thank you so much!
I totally innerstand what you are saying I’ve been in and out of the hot cold flames for 25 years I still don’t know what I’m doing here I’m good at nothing then I go play a part in something and then that usually ends up with me being physically smashed, what am I waiting for what is my purpose where are my people I’m over sitting here on the back burner
Every time I feel disempowered and ask the universe for help or a question inevitably that answer shows up every time!
And this time it came through you thank you
You literally just took the words right out of my mouth! Not to mention my exact same experiences lately! Just prior to watching this video, I got frustrated trying to explain what I'm going through right now to someone & more frustrating still, via text message. 🤦♀️😖🤯 This I said outload, 🤔 outloud, "It's not like what I'm going through comes with an instruction manual!"... "But I really love instruction manuals, I'm good at that! I could get through all this so much faster! Ooh! Can I please have an instruction manual?🙏🏼😆 ..... well video's are better, because I'm very visual. But I do learn faster if I do it myself... 🤔 ... Can I please please please have an instruction manual??! Then I watched this brilliant women explaining in great and ridiculously accuracy, exactly what Im going through! I'm just completely in such awe of everything, every synchronicity, every human guide that shows up exactly when I need them to! I'm brimming with so much Gratitude and Love! Thank you so much for sharing what turns out to be a shared experience! 🙏🏼🫶 I'm right there with you sister! 😚😊 I really need a friend or 2 that lives near me on this same or very similar level!
Omg If only I would've known last year what the heck was happening with me.
I was in this empty,void feeling for months.
And the first feeling that started coming back was joy.
What a confusing time this was as I knew no one that could tell me what was going on.
Thank you for your work!
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Exactly how Ive been feeling on and off lately also my body feels very light and fragile I am not tired though anyone else
My personal synchronicity with this channel is so frequent it's become bizarrely normal to have the answers to questions I'm wrestling with laid out.
I didn't mind the stillness, the void or the silence. In a world where everything is in motion and driven by emotion the void I instinctively thought, if the void was conches it too could be understood. Being associated with Gothic nature, one starts with knowing the void first. Having my nature fuse with the collective (awakening Buddha state) was a very everything, everywhere all at once feeling. I felt that I brought a piece of the void to the everything to be understood by the all.
I'm often trapped in paradox of I don't care about the world or my life and at same time I can sit in nature present and grounded with open eyes in a bliss state. Maybe it's because I see a very dense and unconscious human collective / world , where soo much is extremely out of balance. Its a mess , but I respect people have their own journey and choice, I try to be neutral just holding higher vibration & love. But its still a very disconnected experience to live in, kind of an observer position.
I was born an intense, physical, emotional, telepathic empath. After a NDE about 30 years ago, I suddenly lost the intense empathic feelings, I still had an understanding and compassionate heart but didn’t “wear”their pain and was completely impervious to negative thoughts feelings or emotions from others! It was absolutely amazing! Everything just unfolded perfectly for me and people were drawn to me like a moth to flame! That lasted about 2 years before I got sucked back into the world energy collective. When I feel “lost”, I pull up those feelings and it is my “bar” that I rate my frequency or growth. ❤🙏🏼
Spot on. I actually Googled what I was feeling (not feeling) as it was so unnerving, it came up as Dissociative depersonalization disorder. I'm happy to find some hope in this video
Yes, I appreciate you sharing this. I remember those days I felt so empty I can’t describe. But little by little I started seeing myself enjoying life as life, it was at first less than a minute now I’m actually feeling life and connectedness more and more with days.
I absolutely adore you. Your presence ,your directness and clear cut high vibrational teachings, are extraordinary. I have listen to many teachers but you hold a stillness about you that's intentionally beautiful. Thank you for all your videos. Much love sister 💖🙏
Yeah, what “Psienist” said.
This video is so helpful. when I come to the point of stillness, egos death and feel "empty" it always scares me to follow it through because it makes me think something is wrong with me and that I lost my inner power and it feels like my soul is darken. I can relax now and continue with my awakening journey.
After listening to this, I now see how wise the Taoists are in their approach. They focus on clearing their energy field (via Qi Gong, Nei Gong, Acupuncture, Tui Na, etc,) before they do practices to facilitate awakening. I'm going to follow the Taoist's strategy.
If you read this; Sarah, I love your videos, the resonate. They have really been resonating with me, since I recently felt a beckoning back to spiritual communities.
Hi Sarah, I have been listening to your teachings for a few weeks now, and they are very helpful. I wanted to convey my recent experience with what I perceive to be a witness stage... I have been meditating daily, really trying to open to an awakened, higher state of being. After more than a month of this, and after somevery productive meditations, I notice feeling very "out of body" not literally, but just not really feeling physically grounded. Like I was floating around in a cloud above my head. (again, not out of body, but feeling like that ... foggy and not really feeling connected. ) I thought, well, I need to ground myself a bit. So I went out for a walk, and still felt "floaty"... I stopped where the neighborhood woods began, and was looking at it. It was gorgeous, and felt profound. But It was like it was not real. Like I was outside the reality, looking from somewhere else. it was an odd headspace. it made me kind of wonder if this was how life was going to be like now that I am meditating every day. i feel more back to "normal" today. Just throwing that out there, for what its worth. 😊
I'm in this state frequently lately. And each time I think it's because something is wrong with me. Just watching this video and learning that it's part of a natural cycle has given me a boost. Thank you so much, I'm so grateful for your videos.
My youngest child moved out a month ago. Feeling all the feelings of completing that stage of motherhood. Now I find myself exactly as you describe in this video. I was concerned about my lack of feeling and empathy but now I can just relax into it and trust. Growing as a human is never ending and quite fascinating. Thank you!
I needed to hear this so bad: thank you.
Very much pleased to hear all of this, many things resonating...was starting to think I preferred The Fear.
Ooh so that what it is, I was worrying that I was losing control and regressing, now I can take ease with knowing it part of the journey, a passing phase.
Thank god for you. I woke up this morning after doing a third eye clearing feeling only what I can describe as emptiness. Not sad not anxious not happy. Just empty. Which I guess I projected onto this sadness. I’ve felt this many times in my life but not in this way
In seeking answers regarding concerns about my current state of growth and awakening, I was led to your channel by a very kind and wise stranger. You address the confusion and worry I've been feeling about the shift in my feelings and empathic nature. It's not that I don't feel, I just feel very non-reactive and silent. I was afraid that meant I was caring less about others, when I don't really feel like I care less... because I do care. It's so difficult to describe, but your explanation has given me some much needed relief. Thank you ❤🙏💫🕊️✌️
I experience no thing ness as an uncanny, goosebumpy feeling. I can't seem to sit with it at all long.
When “god” really comes we tend to close the door.
Thank you 🧬🌞
I literally felt heat in my body
Thanks you so much for putting words on what ive been through for the last 10 days. My ego was scaring me into believing that the 31 years of negative emotions released back to the universe was the end road of my spiritual journey and that i would be left like this forever. The witness state is a better way to put it. My words were soul drained. My body and mind were feeling revitalised and light but my heart was devoid of emotion, passion and excitement. I think my higherself has been whispering to me through intuition, telling me that it would be ok, to not go backward, to have faith, to trust.
let go? let go you say?! my old self is dying up on this hill holding onto everything it can! LOL thanks again Sarah
Thank you so much for this video.. I felt I was coming into the "Nothingness" in what I was experiencing by being so empty. When I feel overwhelmed by sadness, I go into stillness and give this energy over to Love. I Am becoming more aware of my choosing to be in Stillness and giving over what I am preceiving over to Love and letting go of my need to "do/fix" anything. Thank you for your conformation of our journey and how it may be affecting us.
This was really helpful, I’ve been scared that I’m going to be stuck like this forever. In the past year every single thing was cleared from my life- my job, my house, my car, my health, my church, every friend I had, and my relationship all are gone. Very disoriented and all that’s left is observation of painful thoughts I have about myself.
👏🖤🤍 Anyone else here also following Kyle Cease on UA-cam?
Sarah and Kyle have been my biggest teachers this year with my shadow work and my awakening.
Thank you Sarah for all of your content it is very precious to us all 🙏💜
As I am getting used to this, I find it takes me about a day to integrate the lesson. My husband thought I was shutting him out but I had nothing to give him. I finally shared with him what I was going through and he got it. I am putting me first and he is not used to it…but he will have to!!
I am so grateful for your channel. My awakening has been so confusing, and finding good information has been next to impossible. Then one day, I stumble across your channel and bam! The answers are there.
Truth be told, I don't agree with all your videos, but!!! Many of your videos have helped me make sense out of a lot of weird paradoxes. I asked the Universe for a teacher, and girl, you are the best thing I have come across on this planet.
Keep doing you. it helps me. I appreciate you and your work so much. Maybe one day I can share my work with you
I have been calling this “emotional no man’s land”. 😂
I love how you explained things. Thank you ❤
Hey Sarah ❤
You have just explained exactly how my awakening has been unfolding. I have experienced all of this. Wondering why I don’t feel anything and I am more functioning from an unconditional state of being.
Yeahhhh cold flame of love and no thing 🤷🏻♀️😁
I love the clarity!!
Yes I have already subscribed to your channel ❤😅🤗🙏💫
I love you to bits 🥰😍❤️
Omg! I sure needed to hear this! I thought my intuition was kinda broken and been feeling l really don't care about the world and even painting any more. I just want to be still but l couldn't understand what was happening, so thank you Sara for explaining this so we can ease through this phase better! Much encouragement and love to everyone! ❤😊
OMG and all this time I've misunderstood this state as my callous heart...walking around thinking I'm broken...not knowing it a part of the awakening process...ty ty ty Sarah 😊
I like the stillness , what I have learned is I can be still and in my heart center at the same time . If my mind start going in circles and I am not in my heart because of this stillness , I command my spirit that the thoughts oh my head drop into my heart , then I do my breathing and energy work to open my heart . Just remaining empty to me can be difficult , having stillness and being the witness does not mean you need to remain empty and not feel your spirit body centered in the heart center.
WoW!!! be still and know that I am God.
Thank you thank you.
Fine tuning of Energy again 💗💜❤️💚🧡💚💗
Been here for a while. Confused it with numbness. The holidays opened me back again. Once you realize the level of projection you commit, and you stop....you're FREE. You're YOU.
"The ego is fighting what it perceives as its death..." Very profound. Thank you.
Bless you for helping understand WTH has been going on with me. Love and light to ALL
on point. very clear and precise. thank you, listening feels very soothing.
Finally clearity on where this being is going through. Being a healer for most of my entire life then this monk state that has me feeling guilt & being lost. You make sense to me. You give foreword the gift of wisdom & love in a quartz crystal clear manner.
Many Blessings
Kitt
ahh, it feels like being in a void or in The void itself.....very uncomfortable to be there, thank you for the explanation!
I have been feeling empty for a few days now, but this night I was involved in a fierce fight, so much so that my wife noticed. I have no idea who or what I was fighting. I woke up and my feet and hands felt very hot. And now this video presents itself. Thanks, now I know it's deep clensing.
I wish I had found you before I nearly destroyed my whole life during my awakening and ascension...what a hot mess in a dress I was! Thank you for helping me understand it all in retrospect!
Hello Sarah..omygosh.
Thank You. I so needed to hear this. I've been like this for weeks.
Awesome! I feel my compassion for others grow because of the Love I have for myself. Loving yourself is the key to unlock the door for inner being to shine through. Am i fully self-realized, no but I feel im getting there. The great thing is, the void of knowingness, The Unknown is the playground I love to thrive in. I love you and all.. Thanks soo much bright lite! X
Goosebumps. An eloquent description of Stillness...In love and light dear Sister.
Right? ✨
Alternating of knowing through connection to others with knowing through connection to Source.
OMG I found what I was looking for… I was getting worried but focusing on not worrying at the same time…. Just living in the now but I was feeling a little bit guilty thinking I was loosing the most amazing thing that ever happened to me after I woke up a few months ago: my spirituality.
EXACTLY.. this is what I am experiencing, but it feels right very deeply and I am ok with both and use both when needed consciously!
SO WELL SAID, BEAUTIFUL, PRECISE, PERFECT..
This helped me so much. I’ve been trying to figure out what’s going on with me since I feel like I’ve lost a lot of interest/joy and am just kind of going through the motions while I wait to find some direction. My mind is so still at the same time, and I’ve even been referring to it as stillness, and that part is really nice. This will help me not project or revert to unhelpful behaviors, and I’m very grateful for that. ❤
Thank you, Sarah. I thought I lost my joy for life but once again you have illuminated my thoughts with the right words, at the right time. I wasn't becoming fearful, I was feeling numb to people and situations around me. It all makes sense to me now. Thank you 🤍🕊️🕉️
Hi brother, if you ever feel, “isolated”. I know I do. Not being able to connect to someone who understands just how special an profound it is, while going through awakening was hard.I was sharin experiences, and not getting the reaction it deserved, killed me till I found love for all no matter what flow. If you wish to talk,listen, connect to someone who listens,feels,understands, I sincerely here to talk or👂,😉.
I'll start with, it started forr 12yrs ago, an this is were I'm at.I'm am now able to physically feel everythin. This is amazing what I'm connected to, I can feel resonance vibrations physically with my hands, plants, trees pullin an pushin my hands a force. I see energy now with human eyes, I feel God flowin through top of my head, mist like light comes of me in very dark places. I was amazed my family witnesses these things. Portals size of footballs openin every night in our house, the other day there was a hole in livin room floor like a ditch. The other night a flash happened above our bed I seen a giant orb come outve flash every night I have many more profound experiences too.Me and wife have learned to move small objects without touchin them. I swear on the universe itself everything is True Truth and others have witnessed validated, but by the time we got it we didn't need it, sometimes the air feels magnetically thick to move through🙏🙌🤗🌏☮️🎉💕👏
In consciousness several years ago i would naturally shut my eyes and a net like light would pulse from me and cover the whole planet now I can physically move small objects without touching them and when I've recorded it I can see faint light vortices coming from my hands to the object I can see spirit energy with my eyes partner can too not just my perspective my ear ringing has evolved to a constant high pitch frequency in center of my head when I mist my plants a rainbow is revealed all around me and the experience's im having are so profound cannot be verbally conveyed love Paul 🙌☮️🌈🌏🌷I can feel the resonance physically of everything it's feels similar to repelling magnets I reach with my hands to plants and it pushes sometimes pulls my hands even the sun pushes down on my hands when I reach out to it divine feminine looks in on me in meditation it started with a single eye over time revealed more 🙌🌷🌈🌏☮️ this came 1st after paranormal encounter 🙌☮️🌏🤗👍
I’ve coined it “purgatory”
and yes. You will try to reawaken suppressive and bad behaviors to find a sense of normalcy.
Well put video
Holding so much gratitude for the answer this was for me just now. Thank you for this today! Namaste
You are such a blessing on my journey. All you described is happening to me. In October i allowed my hermit to be. Ended 3 addictions: relationship, soft drugs and nicotine. And intuitively surrendered to the darkness, constant noisy mind, anxiety. It crossed my mind i was depressed, bit deep inside i knew it was a new phase, started meditating and being in the nature, increasing the moments of still presence every day. Indeed started worrying that i won’t feel joyful or happy ever again. But again deep inside i knew that i should simply be compassionate with myself and for once surrender to “not knowing” and apparently to “not feeling”. Thank you! I will be patient but feels so much better to head towards the merging. ❤
It is a complete joy to have your ... so precice knowledge being presented with such accuracy and clarity, so as to "demystify" so much of what i am experiencing. Thankyou, it is an honour to receive your guidance. 😀💙🌺
Thats true. I'm in the still phase. 👍🏼
Welcome witness. 🙏🥰💕
Thank you!🤍
Thank you very much for your post and I must say that a year after your post it is starting to feel as a continuum, and it really sucks!!! The good thing is that what was predicted is not happening to me alone and that this is a collective Ascension!!!
✌️🙌🙏👁️🌌☯️
Thank you so much is that first I thought maybe I'm just psyching myself out maybe it's just thought and I could just make myself feel better if I just think of it but what you're saying makes you way more sense thank you and I really have gratitude 💚
I call it "Peace". Enjoy the nothingness. I experienced this using Eckhart Tolle's "NOW" after months of trying meditation to calm my mind into the "now", I finally achieved "peace" or "emptiness" and determined it to be peace finally. It's weird because there was nothing and I wanted something.😫 LOL I just experienced this again after 6 months of Spirituality, I figured out what some of my fantastical thinking was in self pity on Christmas day ironically and this past week has been enjoyable nothingness. 💗💗💗
Absolutely well explained. Any new inexperienced state will always be colored by the interface. Except maybe ACTUAL joy which is a peace + enthusiasm. Which in my opinion is the fusion of the active plus passive states of Agape. It's the 0=2 formula in action on the plane of sensation. Now, I don't necessarily identify this as the Dark Night state but more of a state after some aspects of the Dark Night. Thank you as always, Teacher. 💕
😢 i thought i was crazy . I kept thinking i was mentally ill . This was so helpful thank you 🦋
Your hand gestures are an excellent tool! I admire the way you conduct yourself! ❤️
Funny how this video came about when I needed it the most for understanding the phase I'm in. It hit the nail on the head for me. Thank you 🙌
This is a really helpful message that should be shared more. I, too, thought that something was wrong with me. I now realize the silence before the bang; this is too was music.
Synch for me. Shifting and feeling the cold fire and enjoyed the aurora borealis to represent that. Timely teaching. Thank you
That is "AUM " chanting playing in the background. The sound that reveberates through this entire existence.
Namaste 🙏
Now I understand...I thought something was wrong with me all this while...It is the stillness..Thank you.❤❤❤
Love is being here all along...Wow❤❤
Wow!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you. Now I know, 👍 I've been thinking that I was f'd up and doing something wrong. Many blessings to you, I love and appreciate everything you've been doing for all of us sleepy heads.
excellent ! resonnates fully with me. This is material to be taught in school, not pronouns. When will humans start believing in being part of the human fraternity collective before identifying themselves of a religion, ''special'' group, all equals and free. Then, start investigating your soul plan. Mahalo dear alchemist
Thank you and good to know it's ok and not force feelings.
This is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you 🙏🏼 💚
🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️ Thank you so much. I always wondered, what I was doing wrong by sometimes not feeling anything. Now I can rest assured, that everything is ok. 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much for these videos you beautiful soul. This is the best channel on UA-cam for this.