My grandma just passed away recently and I was also distancing my self from her in the last few months of her life Hearing Zajef talks about his dad really hit me in the feels, I also wish I had spent more time with her, let her know that she was loved in her last moments. At least I was with her in the end, holding her hand as I she took her last breath, cancer really sucks man Spend more time with your family if you love them while you can
my grandma passed away from cancer when i was a teen. i was distancing myself from her because i was so scared. still visited her with my mom though :(
I won’t lie, I cried a little at the end. At the end of the day we are not much more than strangers on the internet but dear Zajef, if you are reading this, you shared a precious part of yourself and it’s a wonderful present, thank you.
Hearing this about his Dad is really helpful for me. I recently lost a parent to Brain Cancer and it is the cruelest, most heartbreaking thing to witness and there's basically nothing that can be done about it. I was there all the time with them to care and try and make memories but the disease takes their sight, their ability to move, their memory and even their personality until there's nothing left of who they were. My sibling did what Zajef did and distanced themself and hearing Zajef's side will help me with them. But I promise that spending that extra time with my parent did nothing to stop my regrets and and it made grieving hard when I have strong memories to remember them as sick as well as healthy. There's no right way to deal with it and we need a better treatment/cure.
Hearing Zajeff talk about his dad just makes me realize even more that we're all human I lost my dad a few years ago two and my dad is obviously completely different then Zajeffs but the same sense of regret is something we share and I swear despite it sounding like it would be easier just talking about them tends to make you feel happier in a way it's so odd Also Ouroron>Chasca's design imo I will never understand why they couldn't make her look more unique
@@Brukin.been looking for the clip/video actually cause i know he dont pull on stream but i specifically remember that fav being pulled because thats when i found out he only had 1 fav sword despite being the biggest promoter of fav sword will update here if i find it
Don't worry it's the classic cycle of hate. Everyone hated kinich and xilonen when they were revealed. They are still hating on mauvika, ororon and chaska design. But when they will be released everyone will say they're so good, so fitting etc. At this point hearing any early opinions on any char is borderline useless
@@ishansharma2463I don't think the opinions ever change, they just get lost get lost in the overwhelming majority that will like any hoyo design and if the dislike do surface up it gets labelled as blind hatred
@@pyronado4320 opinions can definitely change over time, that's the whole point of growing and understanding. I'm sure those who want to simply hate will keep hating but the majority are not like that. we have seen this countless times. Even aside from designs. Just the characters themselves got unreasonable hate for one reason or another and with time people changed their opinions. It's just life.
my grandpa almost died from a heart attack 2 years ago, but he got super lucky and is alive to this day. since that day, i started to appreciate every moment with him. we went mushroom picking yesterday and it was really fun :3
It's crazy how we watch a person everyday but can never imagine how many things lie below that image they show us, it's really cool that Zajef feels comfortable enough opening up and sharing these stories with us.
I know what Zaj is talking about, just a month ago my grandpa died. I wish I spend more time with him when I could 😔 We were never crazy close, but I still miss him
Grandma passed away last sunday, I regret so much taking distance from her on these last months, I just couldn't look at her, she didn't remember who she was and much less who I was, but I know I should've been there to remind her. I won't ever forgive myself for this
Wasn't expecting to tear up while having breakfast lmao Still, the lingering child-like wonder when he mentioned his favorite memory with his father is simply heartwarming, as well as noticing just how loved he was even at the end of his life. May he rest in peace.
The dadjef clip made me cry, so sorry to hear about it. I’m sure he was and still would be so proud of you Zaj, you definitely got that gift of teaching from him and you are just such a great guy. Sending lots of love to my fav streamer
i really relate to the feeling Zajef had about his father, but this time it was my grandmother, she was an amazing person and i genuinely loved her due to her basically taking care of me and being really loving, my family lived near her and we all days ate there, i was about 14-15 years old when she got sick due to some brain deceases due to diabetes, no one else of my father`s family took care of her but our own, paying the medical bills but most importantly, feeding, cleaning and watching over her, its really hard to watch a person slowly disappear due to a decease, yet to this day, i really regret not being closer, yeah, i helped sometimes and you could say i was young, but i wasnt unaware, i wasnt as close as per say, my dad (obviously) or even my mother, i felt like i didnt gave her the love she gave to me all my life, and even to this day i genuinely feel i could have done more, even when i express this feelings to my dad he says that i did what i could at the time, and i did even more that the other daughters of my grandma, but i cannot shake the feeling of failing her, even to this day, yet when i think of her i remember many happy memories, im still grateful of what she did for me.
my dad passed away when i was 12 y/o, he had ALS and it was very hard to see him in a wheelchair and struggle to eat/breath. i also isolated myself. even though i regret not spending a lot of time i also recognize that i did it for my mental health. instead of think all that i like to remember the good times that i had with him. its a very difficult process but time will help and heal :)
my dad has schizophrenia, seeing someone u loved change into almost an entirely different person is something i do relate to, and i am in that "escape" mentality as of now, and i already know ill regret it, but knowing that isnt enough for me to stop escaping, its all complicated and difficult... my condolences, and congrats on finding fav.
That's probably a fairly common experience regarding a dying parent. The overwhelming weight of it all just lends itself to you seeking an easy way to cope and escape. For me it wasn't necessarily "distancing", but more like massive denial. Like obviously it is what it actually is with constant trips to hospital, debilitating pain, etc. but in my mind the whole time I was still telling myself it's fine, everything is normal, it's just like any other day and tomorrow will magically sort itself out. Of course everything was not fine, and I never grabbed the urgency to have any real conversation about life or appreciation with them until it was too late.
My grandmother died 3 years ago, it was uterine cancer. She took the last bite of food from my sister's hands while I was there sitting beside her feet. We had a blood oxygen meter testing device and I noticed her O2 levels fall as her body turned blue due to deoxygenation. She was a great person, she raised a strong family and made us what we are. I miss her often. Cancer sucks, it's a disease you won't wish to happen even on your worst enemies. Anyways, be there for your friends and family, they are your true earnings, money is nothing.
@@aryune I wonder why he doesn't just use them as weapon experience or destroy them tho. With a seasoned account certain weapons are literally always going to be useless like the flute and bell.
Came for funny favonius clip, stayed for life lessons
zajef lore made me tear up a bit ngl
My grandma just passed away recently and I was also distancing my self from her in the last few months of her life
Hearing Zajef talks about his dad really hit me in the feels, I also wish I had spent more time with her, let her know that she was loved in her last moments. At least I was with her in the end, holding her hand as I she took her last breath, cancer really sucks man
Spend more time with your family if you love them while you can
I hope you're doing better and I hope she rests in peace
my grandma passed away from cancer when i was a teen. i was distancing myself from her because i was so scared. still visited her with my mom though :(
I wasn't ready for it to get this heavy at the end😢
I won’t lie, I cried a little at the end. At the end of the day we are not much more than strangers on the internet but dear Zajef, if you are reading this, you shared a precious part of yourself and it’s a wonderful present, thank you.
man i started watching as background noise while i did my dailies in genshin and i ended up crying. thank you
dude, the regret is real when it comes to parents passing away
Holy shit that went heavy really quickly. Brb I'm telling my whole family I love them.
The last part genuinely made me cry
Same FeelsStrongMan
Came for Favge, stayed for sadge
Hearing this about his Dad is really helpful for me. I recently lost a parent to Brain Cancer and it is the cruelest, most heartbreaking thing to witness and there's basically nothing that can be done about it. I was there all the time with them to care and try and make memories but the disease takes their sight, their ability to move, their memory and even their personality until there's nothing left of who they were. My sibling did what Zajef did and distanced themself and hearing Zajef's side will help me with them. But I promise that spending that extra time with my parent did nothing to stop my regrets and and it made grieving hard when I have strong memories to remember them as sick as well as healthy. There's no right way to deal with it and we need a better treatment/cure.
i was not ready for that last part of the video
Hearing Zajeff talk about his dad just makes me realize even more that we're all human
I lost my dad a few years ago two and my dad is obviously completely different then Zajeffs but the same sense of regret is something we share and I swear despite it sounding like it would be easier just talking about them tends to make you feel happier in a way it's so odd
Also Ouroron>Chasca's design imo I will never understand why they couldn't make her look more unique
I agree, but in my opinion they made her too unique in a sense. Like, what the fuck is with those pant-shorts
saw a clip of him pulling that fav months ago and he yapped that he finally he got a copy did not know he forgot he had it HAHAHAHAHAHA
can you find the clip cause he doesnt do pulls on stream
@@Brukin.been looking for the clip/video actually cause i know he dont pull on stream but i specifically remember that fav being pulled because thats when i found out he only had 1 fav sword despite being the biggest promoter of fav sword will update here if i find it
Chasca Vs Ororon is like Dress To Impress Vampire vs Edgy Gacha Life OC
Don't worry it's the classic cycle of hate. Everyone hated kinich and xilonen when they were revealed. They are still hating on mauvika, ororon and chaska design. But when they will be released everyone will say they're so good, so fitting etc. At this point hearing any early opinions on any char is borderline useless
@@ishansharma2463I don't think the opinions ever change, they just get lost get lost in the overwhelming majority that will like any hoyo design and if the dislike do surface up it gets labelled as blind hatred
@@pyronado4320 opinions can definitely change over time, that's the whole point of growing and understanding. I'm sure those who want to simply hate will keep hating but the majority are not like that. we have seen this countless times. Even aside from designs. Just the characters themselves got unreasonable hate for one reason or another and with time people changed their opinions. It's just life.
@@ishansharma2463eh it's more like complaining about it won't change anything now and also after release personality is also added into the equation
Chasca's half short half long pants are the worst clothing in teyvat and then having only 1 sleeve on the long side doesn't help
the sway in emotions from the first clip to the last, jesus
my grandpa almost died from a heart attack 2 years ago, but he got super lucky and is alive to this day. since that day, i started to appreciate every moment with him. we went mushroom picking yesterday and it was really fun :3
Zajef was very kind to share some of his personal life with us. I hope his memories of his dad are able to comfort him for a long time.
I bet Zajefs actual favourite pokemon is Favegislash, he just doesn't know it yet
damn that took a turn
Sorry to hear about your father. My father also passed away due to brain cancer a bit over 10 years ago, so I can totally empathize.
It's crazy how we watch a person everyday but can never imagine how many things lie below that image they show us, it's really cool that Zajef feels comfortable enough opening up and sharing these stories with us.
I know what Zaj is talking about, just a month ago my grandpa died. I wish I spend more time with him when I could 😔 We were never crazy close, but I still miss him
I wasn’t ready for a whole ass therapy session here
Damn. Much love to Zajef. Cool that he felt comfortable enough to share that with his chat and the internet.
Now zaj has to go to pray at the church of favonious for not noticing sooner /s
damn insane zajef lore
Grandma passed away last sunday, I regret so much taking distance from her on these last months, I just couldn't look at her, she didn't remember who she was and much less who I was, but I know I should've been there to remind her. I won't ever forgive myself for this
I'm sorry for your loss.
this is the best vid on this channel by a long shot
Woah this was a rollercoaster. It was great seeing you smile to all the old photos of yourself. I learnt a lot. So to hear about your father zaj
This is probably the happiest moment in his life
not a great vid to watch while pooping i almost cried
Wasn't expecting to tear up while having breakfast lmao
Still, the lingering child-like wonder when he mentioned his favorite memory with his father is simply heartwarming, as well as noticing just how loved he was even at the end of his life.
May he rest in peace.
crying watching a zajef daily video was not in my 2024 plans, or life plans for that matter
Best episode I have watched. Love how it got real and your last story legit had my eyes watering on my way to work.
Dadjef was too good for this world.
The dadjef clip made me cry, so sorry to hear about it. I’m sure he was and still would be so proud of you Zaj, you definitely got that gift of teaching from him and you are just such a great guy. Sending lots of love to my fav streamer
Aww Zajef, we love you buddy. Your dad seems like such a rockstar.
That was so wholesome and personal. I'd like to see more of this side of zajef sometime in the clips!
i really relate to the feeling Zajef had about his father, but this time it was my grandmother, she was an amazing person and i genuinely loved her due to her basically taking care of me and being really loving, my family lived near her and we all days ate there, i was about 14-15 years old when she got sick due to some brain deceases due to diabetes, no one else of my father`s family took care of her but our own, paying the medical bills but most importantly, feeding, cleaning and watching over her, its really hard to watch a person slowly disappear due to a decease, yet to this day, i really regret not being closer, yeah, i helped sometimes and you could say i was young, but i wasnt unaware, i wasnt as close as per say, my dad (obviously) or even my mother, i felt like i didnt gave her the love she gave to me all my life, and even to this day i genuinely feel i could have done more, even when i express this feelings to my dad he says that i did what i could at the time, and i did even more that the other daughters of my grandma, but i cannot shake the feeling of failing her, even to this day, yet when i think of her i remember many happy memories, im still grateful of what she did for me.
my dad passed away when i was 12 y/o, he had ALS and it was very hard to see him in a wheelchair and struggle to eat/breath. i also isolated myself. even though i regret not spending a lot of time i also recognize that i did it for my mental health. instead of think all that i like to remember the good times that i had with him. its a very difficult process but time will help and heal :)
my dad has schizophrenia, seeing someone u loved change into almost an entirely different person is something i do relate to, and i am in that "escape" mentality as of now, and i already know ill regret it, but knowing that isnt enough for me to stop escaping, its all complicated and difficult... my condolences, and congrats on finding fav.
wasn't expecting to start crying
Thank you for your father experience. This made me think about my past...
Ororon isn't FOR you, Zajef.
He's for people who fondly remember The Crow (1994).
similar situation to my dad yet i was like his carer he called me his little helper, i never left his side yet it makes the grief even worse 😥💕
Silly intro leading to sad Zajef lore was not how I expected my week to start.
Dude the ending was so sad. His Dad's story makes me wanna have kids and be a loving dad.
Im so glad i found this video and those important Life lessons
the zajeff bear birth glow up is crazy
That favorite memory bit made me weep ngl
This changes everything
What a vid. I teared up halfway through
I thought Zajef just spawned as an adult. My mind is blown
i was not expecting to cry
AI totally get what u mean my mom died of cancer when I was 10 but was paralysed for 3yrs beforehand and I did a similar thing regret it so much nw
I'm not crying; YOU'RE crying!
That's probably a fairly common experience regarding a dying parent. The overwhelming weight of it all just lends itself to you seeking an easy way to cope and escape.
For me it wasn't necessarily "distancing", but more like massive denial. Like obviously it is what it actually is with constant trips to hospital, debilitating pain, etc. but in my mind the whole time I was still telling myself it's fine, everything is normal, it's just like any other day and tomorrow will magically sort itself out.
Of course everything was not fine, and I never grabbed the urgency to have any real conversation about life or appreciation with them until it was too late.
Whoohoo! I'm so glad for you:)
Ororon with ripped jeans🤣🤣🤣🤣
NO SHOT 3 MONTH OLD FAV
came for funny fav clip got hit with deep zajef lore and knowledge (outside of genshin)
Damn I came here to laugh but ended up crying instead.
My grandmother died 3 years ago, it was uterine cancer. She took the last bite of food from my sister's hands while I was there sitting beside her feet. We had a blood oxygen meter testing device and I noticed her O2 levels fall as her body turned blue due to deoxygenation. She was a great person, she raised a strong family and made us what we are. I miss her often. Cancer sucks, it's a disease you won't wish to happen even on your worst enemies.
Anyways, be there for your friends and family, they are your true earnings, money is nothing.
I reacted the same way and regret it to this day.
tearing up to zajef lore was not on my to do list😭
im glad im not the only one without favonius...
aye yo i think someone put onions around me, i thought this was supposed to be a favdge vid 😭
i think ororons ripped jeans are because of abyss wolfs
im sobbing
zajefcentury uploading daily????
Bro i came for shit and giggles now I'm crying while my dad is snoring loudly beside me 😭💔
Peter Springs
FeelsBadMan wtf
[*] rip dadjef... :((
Another title for this video: Life...
sht got deep for favge
FINDING FAVGE
Jesus christ the end
Me with 10+ Fav swords, that i dont use🤣
Farrell Locks
I WANTED TO CHECK IF I HAVE A LVL 1 FAV TOO AND I HAVE ONE WTFFFFFF
Bednar Drive
based
zajeff laugh to relax and sleep to when?
oh nice we got it
Herman Union
nice resonator
favzef
Sadjef
770 Braulio Corner
About hair, my sister turns blond at summer and light brown othervise.
Must be something about sun exposure
Honestly I like the new designs better then the ones from Natlan so far. Especially the arcon.
I don’t get the biker outfit
Favge
11:08 that's a lap steel isn't it??
Seriously why does he have all of those flutes????
Just his gacha luck?
I have a bunch of flutes
I have 24 and I’m not even a whale so I would say he’s lucky only having this amount 😭
I have 18 rainslashers and 13 eye of perception. 11 bell as well
@@aryune I wonder why he doesn't just use them as weapon experience or destroy them tho. With a seasoned account certain weapons are literally always going to be useless like the flute and bell.
damn i thought this was gonna be silly lmao
Sadge
DuBuque Isle
Wow...