Our last moments with our son

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  • Опубліковано 31 бер 2018
  • This is what infant loss looks like. We or not ashamed to share our journey.
    Jameson Thomas Swift was born sleeping on March 4th 2018 at 10:15pm weighing 8 lbs 7 ounces and measuring 22 inches long. We found that Jameson’s heart had stopped beating on March 3rd due to a true knot in his umbilical cord and the cord being wrapped around his neck multiple times. We got 15 beautiful hours with him before getting discharged from the hospital. These were our last moments before saying goodbye to our son forever.
    If you would like to see more of our son, Jameson and our journey through infant loss you can find me on instagram @RachelDarlin
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  • @ChillingMysteriesTV
    @ChillingMysteriesTV 5 років тому +14054

    no parent should watch their child die. I'm so sorry for your loss

    • @kaisershaik
      @kaisershaik 5 років тому +30

      I got that reference, albeit through tears

    • @sathyasurya6438
      @sathyasurya6438 5 років тому +4

      Interstellar haa

    • @xydophobiic7659
      @xydophobiic7659 5 років тому +23

      I agree, and Watching this also hurt my heart a lot ..

    • @perthfanny3017
      @perthfanny3017 5 років тому +26

      Definitely. And no parents should share something so intimate to the rest of the world. This is very disturbing.

    • @joycehealey8317
      @joycehealey8317 5 років тому +52

      Perth Fanny you should not judge anyone on how they handle death!! They even stated up top that they are not ashamed or feel any type of way by sharing this with the rest of the world! And if you think it’s so “disturbing” then why even take the time to come on their video & put your two cents in!! And the fact that you think it’s ok to come on a video of this nature & comment what you did is what’s really “disturbing”!! Don’t you feel as if they have enough to deal with without having to deal with people like yourself... smh take a second to think before you speak!!

  • @becca29029
    @becca29029 5 років тому +12684

    A crying man, is a real man.

    • @Locql
      @Locql 5 років тому +55

      rebecca.miranchuk ._ facts

    • @daphnepearsonmartinez3188
      @daphnepearsonmartinez3188 5 років тому +45

      rebecca.miranchuk ._ factssss

    • @chelsieleon3799
      @chelsieleon3799 5 років тому +54

      Well said

    • @ebqs
      @ebqs 5 років тому +182

      Just think about how good of a father he would be

    • @mr.flamer152
      @mr.flamer152 5 років тому +16

      She look like a fcking feminazi

  • @retiredyeti5555
    @retiredyeti5555 3 роки тому +416

    My ex- wife and I lost a son in almost the same way, in December of 1967. After 53 years, I still feel the pain and sense of loss, especially in December. I wonder what he would have been like as a child, as a young man, and as a mature adult. Tonight, as I watched this emotional video, tears running down my cheeks, I relived those heartbreaking words that the doctor uttered, once again. Those who have not experienced this painful loss will never understand why, at age 77, this father is still sorrowing for his son. My deepest empathetic feelings are extended to both of you.

    • @InTheFlow66
      @InTheFlow66 3 роки тому +12

      My heart aches for this couple as it does for you.

    • @aaab2000
      @aaab2000 3 роки тому +6

      Uncle I wish you the best I hope god let’s you see your son in the afterlife take care of your self

    • @Ch3lRae
      @Ch3lRae 3 роки тому +5

      God bless you Dale 🤍

    • @greganthony9706
      @greganthony9706 3 роки тому

      Dale W Miller
      This funeral is the most blessed and happy funeral I've seen.
      It shows gratitude and happiness.
      This is the most cherishing moment in life right now that nobody can ever imagine.
      The death of a baby is a blessing that has entered the family.
      More like peace.
      When you lose a baby you have let peace and happiness into your home.
      This family they should be blessed.
      I dont see why everybody is just standing there and crying.
      Like you have lost a baby!
      Be blessed thank God for such a blessed loss.
      This baby that has caused so much misery in your life.
      I would be so blessed right now if I were to be the one chosen to bury that baby in the graveyard.
      But I don't know why these people are so unappreciative.
      Like seriously a baby has died it has left the world have some gratitude in yourself.
      These people need to learn to be thankful.
      Thank God
      Amen
      Dave W Miller
      Your advice is really stupid.
      Every Mother has a dream of burying their own baby into the graveyard.
      Dave W Miller if your son was on his death bed.
      Who do you think would bury him?
      Nobody but you. Because you are the mother of that baby and so it's your job to bury that baby.
      Nobody will because it's not their job.
      In this world nobody cares if a baby dies.
      People have no care.
      It's your job to bury the baby.
      Burying a baby in the graveyard is like one of life's most cherishing moments.
      And it's also considered a blessing too as well.
      A baby that has come into the world is a disgrace.
      But when a baby has left this world that is a miracle or a blessing.
      So Dave W Miller you should learn from my advice because in this world people should bury babies into the graveyard.
      Thank God
      Amen

    • @retiredyeti5555
      @retiredyeti5555 3 роки тому

      @@greganthony9706 - You are a nut job, from the word go! Cannot even get my name right! You have a warped sense of mercy and thought processes. Keep your mindless rambling to yourself, troll!

  • @sarvolkskaya
    @sarvolkskaya 3 роки тому +314

    Anyone judging this family for posting this needs to realize there’s other bereaved parents viewing this and feeling a little less alone. I know I feel less alone. Losing a child and stillbirth is so incredibly hard and isolating. What they choose to share is just that: their choice.
    Rest In Peace, Jameson. 💛

    • @zainabyahya823
      @zainabyahya823 2 роки тому

      Skarlette Arvolkskaya
      Let me ask you a simple question.
      Have you ever thought exactly how blessed you would be if you ever buried a baby into the graveyard?
      Have you ever thought about it?
      This couple should think about it.
      In this world many babies have been buried.
      Many have been buried.
      But the people are very grateful and they thank God at the end of the day for their blessed loss.
      When you lose a baby think about how much peace there is in your home?
      No more crying, you don't hear your baby voice.
      You can sleep peacefully.
      Without having to wake up.
      When you wake up your sleep is disturbed.
      And so then you don't get the proper rest that you need.
      So when you lose a baby you should be thankful you should bend on your knees and tell God exactly how grateful/thankful you are for letting God take ur baby away from you and taking that baby from this world.
      You should do that because in this life there is peace but some people don't see that.
      You might be too blind to see it.
      But this question is for the couple that has lost their baby in the video.
      Just answer it and let me know.
      Thank God
      Amen

    • @guestuser8573
      @guestuser8573 2 роки тому

      Skarlette Arvolkskaya
      Have you ever thought exactly how blessed you would be if you ever buried a baby into the graveyard?
      Have you ever thought about it?
      This couple should think about it.
      In this world many babies have been buried.
      Many have been buried.
      But the people are very grateful and they thank God at the end of the day for their blessed loss.
      When you lose a baby think about how much peace there is in your home?
      No more crying, you don't hear your baby voice.
      You can sleep peacefully.
      Without having to wake up.
      When you wake up your sleep is disturbed.
      And so then you don't get the proper rest that you need.
      So when you lose a baby you should be thankful you should bend on your knees and tell God exactly how grateful/thankful you are for letting God take ur baby away from you and taking that baby from this world.
      You should do that because in this life there is peace but some people don't see that.
      You might be too blind to see it.
      But this question is for the couple that has lost their baby in the video.
      Just answer it and let me know.
      Thank God
      Amen

    • @christophercardoso6238
      @christophercardoso6238 2 роки тому

      Skarlette Arvolkskaya
      This funeral shows happiness and gratitude.
      These parents should be lucky right now that they've lost their baby.
      They don't have to become parents.
      Becoming a parent is one of the horriblest things in life.
      I am 23 I work at a butcher shop Slaughtering babies because they have organs that we can eat.
      So yeah babies are like food for the humans.
      They have a brain and heart.
      We humans we can eat that.
      It's our food and we should eat it.
      Thank God
      Amen

    • @christophercardoso6238
      @christophercardoso6238 2 роки тому

      Have you ever thought exactly how blessed you would be if you ever buried a baby into the graveyard?
      Have you ever thought about it?
      This couple should think about it.
      In this world many babies have been buried.
      Many have been buried.
      But the people are very grateful and they thank God at the end of the day for their blessed loss.
      When you lose a baby think about how much peace there is in your home?
      No more crying, you don't hear your baby voice.
      You can sleep peacefully.
      Without having to wake up.
      When you wake up your sleep is disturbed.
      And so then you don't get the proper rest that you need.
      So when you lose a baby you should be thankful you should bend on your knees and tell God exactly how grateful/thankful you are for letting God take ur baby away from you and taking that baby from this world.
      You should do that because in this life there is peace but some people don't see that.
      You might be too blind to see it.
      But this question is for the couple that has lost their baby in the video.
      Just answer it and let me know.
      Thank God
      Amen

    • @Eternally_Moon
      @Eternally_Moon 2 роки тому

      @@zainabyahya823 What the fuck is wrong with you and this comment?

  • @nosebleed2
    @nosebleed2 5 років тому +3002

    Seeing the dad breaking down really broke my heart

    • @dude-bz2bc
      @dude-bz2bc 5 років тому +87

      @@Caillouteletub123 is it fun being a racist ? It's not our fault they are killing each other or live in poverty

    • @g36c.
      @g36c. 5 років тому +30

      Caillouteletub123 you must be fun at parties

    • @nosebleed2
      @nosebleed2 5 років тому +28

      Caillouteletub123 I’m not even white wtf

    • @achilles5716
      @achilles5716 5 років тому +3

      Caillouteletub123 yeah blud, I’m a xenophobe and I care for white kids dying more than I care for millions other kids simply of their ethnicity. Got me there

    • @AS-bu9rw
      @AS-bu9rw 5 років тому +7

      @@Caillouteletub123 Complaining to random People in the Internet does not help Syria one bit.

  • @komo8361
    @komo8361 5 років тому +2440

    I’m not a religious person but in this case I hope there is a heaven for this young, innocent soul ❤️

    • @McPhan86
      @McPhan86 5 років тому +30

      There is x

    • @queenc8280
      @queenc8280 5 років тому +35

      There is a heaven and Jameson is there

    • @Cashlocatorx
      @Cashlocatorx 5 років тому +14

      Why wouldn’t there be?

    • @tidepodeater9368
      @tidepodeater9368 5 років тому +7

      XAVIER there ain't a heaven

    • @Cashlocatorx
      @Cashlocatorx 5 років тому +11

      justin y. evil cousin dumbass boi

  • @LUadamFC
    @LUadamFC 3 роки тому +318

    You gave him more love in 10 minutes, that will last a lifetime. I hope you came through this and experienced happier moments, as you both deserve it so much, along with any life you may bring in to the world.

  • @crmwilliams5116
    @crmwilliams5116 3 роки тому +67

    Look folks. Everyone grieves in their own way. Let these poor parents get what they need in the love and support of kindness in others. NOTHING else, please. Nothing else is our business - we have no idea what they've gone through.

  • @Eden19867
    @Eden19867 5 років тому +1463

    When the father cried i cried too, i’m so sorry for you guys😭😭

  • @pacalyptor
    @pacalyptor 5 років тому +1793

    No parent should ever suffer this loss... so sorry for yours... heartlfelt condolences...
    May the handsome champ rest blessed forever...

  • @shanecateriny4359
    @shanecateriny4359 3 роки тому +39

    I lost a son, I have 4 children. I feel it every day. The hardest thing I’ve ever had to face.

  • @Angel-qf6if
    @Angel-qf6if 3 роки тому +42

    When you can literally feel their hearts breaking.... 😔

  • @kendrajehnn3104
    @kendrajehnn3104 5 років тому +2468

    I dont have words to describe the pain you must have felt, I wish you both the best.

    • @Alphae21
      @Alphae21 5 років тому +5

      When I was just a lad, you know
      I met a girl from old Bordeaux
      She had blond hair
      Blue eyes too
      She let me ride on that ring dang doo, a ring dang do now what is that? Its soft and round like a pussy cat, it's got a hole in the middle and its split in two; that's what'che call a ring dang doo.
      She took me down, to her cellar
      Said I was a mighty fine feller
      Fed me wine and whiskey too. Let me ride on that ring dang doo, ring dang do now what is that its soft and round like a pussy cat. It's got a hole in the middle and its split in two THATS WHAT YE CALL A RING DANG DOO
      WOOOOO

    • @Ymf207
      @Ymf207 5 років тому +32

      Mr mc E you’re a fucking idiot, this isn’t funny

    • @spxd_er1
      @spxd_er1 5 років тому +19

      @@Alphae21 you got no life

    • @kendrajehnn3104
      @kendrajehnn3104 5 років тому +21

      @Ian if you where expecting a son or daughter, wether you where pregnant with it, or whether u where the father, and you found out that the baby had passed away , and you where given a small amount of time to just look at your child, and admire it, and document it, it would be incredibly sad, so I dont know what you're talking about .

    • @kendrajehnn3104
      @kendrajehnn3104 5 років тому +1

      @@Alphae21 what?

  • @lanin.7687
    @lanin.7687 5 років тому +631

    2 minutes ago I watched some dude building a mansion for his hamster, now I am crying

    • @mooncherrie
      @mooncherrie 5 років тому +11

      oh i watched the same video, the mansion was awesome

    • @cheesoli1324
      @cheesoli1324 5 років тому +1

      Lani N. WHAT?!?! I MUST SEE

    • @mooncherrie
      @mooncherrie 5 років тому +3

      @@cheesoli1324 it's called "Making a hamster mansion" by Zit Studio, is Korean

    • @cheesoli1324
      @cheesoli1324 5 років тому +1

      moon jun ooo thx

    • @alexus646
      @alexus646 5 років тому +2

      Welcome to this week's episode of My UA-cam Recommended

  • @BrewinVaz
    @BrewinVaz 3 роки тому +33

    As a dad of a three year old, I can't even imagine the pain :(

  • @Rose7576_
    @Rose7576_ 2 роки тому +18

    4 years later and I hope you guys are doing better. This is the worst thing a parent can go through, and that wound may never completely heal. Remember how much you love each other and it’ll get you through it every day. If you do have a future pregnancy or if you already have, I pray it goes smoothly and you bring another beautiful baby into the world. It was truly bittersweet watching how much you supported and loved eachother even when you both felt like breaking.

    • @TannerandRachel
      @TannerandRachel  2 роки тому +24

      We are married now and have a 3 year old daughter and a 18 month old son💕 we will never be whole but we are surviving. Thank you so much for the kind words.

    • @myleighstephens4340
      @myleighstephens4340 Рік тому +1

      @@TannerandRachel hi

  • @Amber-qg4go
    @Amber-qg4go 3 роки тому +2061

    WHY THE HEAK ARE THERE SO MANY DISLIKES these poor parents just lost there child. I just want to give them a hug rn

    • @joanna1875
      @joanna1875 3 роки тому +5

      how

    • @longlongman2738
      @longlongman2738 3 роки тому +44

      I do get how there are dislikes. Those come from people who has the "do they have to record this kind of thing when their son died?" Mindset.

    • @deanbusyuk6420
      @deanbusyuk6420 3 роки тому +13

      Some of them are dislike bots, cuz youtube wants a balnced ratio between likes and dislikes ( i dunno wether this is true or not i got this information from some website)

    • @deanbusyuk6420
      @deanbusyuk6420 3 роки тому +2

      @Barkoot Geleta you are very welcome

    • @juantavarez238
      @juantavarez238 3 роки тому +5

      Because they are losers with no feeling .

  • @jaisonsarraf
    @jaisonsarraf 5 років тому +4580

    Hey mom n dad, see in the sky, there is a shiny star, God's favorite, after you

  • @andrewstump6138
    @andrewstump6138 3 роки тому +53

    This is probably the fourth time I’ve come back to watch this, and I still bawl my eyes out the whole way through😭😭; I just can’t get over the immense beauty of their tenderness and love for each other, and how they just want to comfort each other and savor the moments they have here in the midst of such deep despair

  • @johnnytillmon8633
    @johnnytillmon8633 3 роки тому +26

    I feel all your pain in this video. My wife and I lost our son in March of 2018 as well. I can remember vividly just praying he would wake up and that everything would be ok. The shock and complete despair that I felt after hearing the doctor say, “I’m sorry, there’s nothing more we can do” is the hardest thing to explain. But trust me I know

  • @Atx.3359
    @Atx.3359 4 роки тому +1483

    Okay I’m a sensitive guy but I haven’t gotten this deeply emotional since my dads heart surgery 3 years ago. Life is precious. God always has a plan. Beautiful couple. I hope you both are well.

    • @jonathancole9008
      @jonathancole9008 4 роки тому +12

      Wow! I totally agree with you on this 100%

    • @mustardz8791
      @mustardz8791 4 роки тому +6

      I’m Crying right now. I’m literally in tears

    • @Atx.3359
      @Atx.3359 4 роки тому +7

      Malik Narayanin “And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose” Romans 8:28-29

    • @christiancolarusso5835
      @christiancolarusso5835 4 роки тому +4

      Jake W. And I hope everyone loves god

    • @eggegg3082
      @eggegg3082 4 роки тому +6

      Malik Narayanin God doesn’t kill random people . he takes people away because he doesn’t want them to suffer anymore .

  • @klozzy_0942
    @klozzy_0942 3 роки тому +1122

    people who dislike have no heart
    a man who cries is a still good man
    thanks for the likes, but this is not based on likes but having a heart

    • @Atharva26304
      @Atharva26304 3 роки тому +11

      No they cries cause they can't saw like button

    • @itzdilpickle3679
      @itzdilpickle3679 3 роки тому +15

      A man who doesn't cry isn't a man

    • @joeyalex7905
      @joeyalex7905 3 роки тому +4

      there bots that dislike it

    • @joanna1875
      @joanna1875 3 роки тому +5

      a human that doesn’t cry either doesn’t have emotions or isn’t a human-

    • @klozzy_0942
      @klozzy_0942 3 роки тому

      @@itzdilpickle3679 YEAH

  • @supercoversisters8652
    @supercoversisters8652 3 роки тому +29

    I’m so sorry for your loss. No parent should ever lose a child, I can’t even imagine.

  • @snakeeateerrrrr
    @snakeeateerrrrr 3 роки тому +15

    Oh Lord, you know every tear that has fallen onto our cheeks. You know how painful and devastated we are at the loss of this precious child. Please help the parents to use their tears as healing and not to hold back or try to be strong on their own when it’s too much to handle. Thank you that you care about every single tear drop that falls from our eyes, it is not lost on you. Help us to mourn alongside these parents, and help us to continue to trust you moving forward. -psalm 56:8

  • @MrSorpresina
    @MrSorpresina 4 роки тому +500

    To everyone complaining about them sharing: nothing wrong, just a way to cope and be helping others in the same situation i guess...

    • @carolmackowiak752
      @carolmackowiak752 4 роки тому +3

      Lorenzo silversmiths what a beautiful way to celebrate your glorious son! 💕🙏🏻

    • @Nollugs5111
      @Nollugs5111 3 роки тому

      They should also understand how very heartrending this is for this couple 😢 as I write this John Legend is going through the same heart break...these couples were to close to having their sons with them

    • @abhishekbole1983
      @abhishekbole1983 3 роки тому

      Absolutely

    • @thedarkgunslinger2869
      @thedarkgunslinger2869 3 роки тому +2

      I lost my older twin brother when I was born, man I cried when i realise why i felt like half and orange, sorry for your loss.

  • @thevoid6002
    @thevoid6002 5 років тому +2756

    Actually the saddest UA-cam video I've ever seen

    • @shabeehulhaider7581
      @shabeehulhaider7581 5 років тому +2

      The Void agreed with u 😢

    • @lesda8665
      @lesda8665 5 років тому +1

      @@shabeehulhaider7581 crying too?

    • @shabeehulhaider7581
      @shabeehulhaider7581 5 років тому +1

      Ich bin really i can’t stop crying its heart touching
      Love from Pakistan

    • @BrianaS19
      @BrianaS19 5 років тому

      juanita smith evil people as usual

    • @BrianaS19
      @BrianaS19 5 років тому

      Same

  • @alyxd.8842
    @alyxd.8842 3 роки тому +23

    My parents lost a baby before i was born. I can see my parents in this and it breaks my heart. RIP lil one 😭 💙

  • @Billy-bd2oe
    @Billy-bd2oe 3 роки тому +3

    That is just heart breaking... to those who gave dislikes... no, they did NOT post this to capitalize or exploit... they did cause it made them fell less alone during the hardest part of their lives...

  • @jamesroyce1845
    @jamesroyce1845 4 роки тому +838

    I can imagine your pain. I would die myself rather than lose either of my children. My heart breaks for you.

    • @janicenichols3707
      @janicenichols3707 4 роки тому +11

      I AM SORRY FOR YOUR. LOSS. SUCH A SWEET LITTLE BABY ANGEL IN THE ARMS OF JESUS. SAFE AN WELL .MOMMY AN DADDY YOU WILL SEE ME AGAIN I LOVE YOU BOTH AN AND I WILL BE HERE IN HEAVEN WITH JESUS WAITING FOR YOU BOTH.WHEN JESUS CALLLS YOU TO HOME.TOO. LOVE YOU BOTH YOUR LITTLE BABY BOY ANGEL

    • @AmeliaRosalinaTheHedgehog
      @AmeliaRosalinaTheHedgehog 4 роки тому +3

      I’m sorry for your loss your baby seems so young and beautiful and handsome

  • @cloutcobain3668
    @cloutcobain3668 5 років тому +888

    No mother or father should ever go through this, I’m truly sorry for your loss
    rest up in heaven little angel 👼

  • @sherryjames6872
    @sherryjames6872 Рік тому +9

    My heart goes out to this couple, as well as to all those that lost a child, no matter what age the child was. :( 💔

  • @zelilee5312
    @zelilee5312 3 роки тому +3

    The loss of a child, especially one that never had a chance is so emotionally painful. Children are a beautiful blessing.

  • @arpanc2556
    @arpanc2556 5 років тому +441

    I've never felt this pain but seeing them burst into tears made me cry. Be strong we love u ❤️

  • @localbastard7962
    @localbastard7962 5 років тому +1632

    god damn i’m a minute in and i’m crying
    i’m so sorry for your loss

    • @solivagantnoceur
      @solivagantnoceur 5 років тому +4

      You too...?

    • @kyutie3905
      @kyutie3905 5 років тому +5

      I haven't even clicked on the video yet and just saw the title and thumbnail, I just started crying immediately.

    • @aliyahsalim9870
      @aliyahsalim9870 5 років тому +3

      me 2😭

    • @Reikaa0
      @Reikaa0 5 років тому +3

      Same..TwT

    • @jimenalopez2480
      @jimenalopez2480 5 років тому +3

      I feel so bad for the family...💔

  • @marckid93
    @marckid93 3 роки тому +6

    I haven’t even watched the video in 10 seconds yet and I’m already bawling. Rest well little friend. 🙏🏾❤️

  • @techwiz7947
    @techwiz7947 3 роки тому +14

    "Don't cry because they are gone, smile because they we're here"
    💔 I am SO sorry for your loss.☹️

  • @danni7514
    @danni7514 5 років тому +952

    so was watching this crying (as we all are) then click on their channel to see if there’s any updates (thinking this was recent) and turns out this was a year ago and they’ve had a new baby recently ☺️ so sorry for this loss but congratulations on your new baby girl 💛

  • @Nina-kk6kf
    @Nina-kk6kf 5 років тому +180

    „he is so perfect“
    „yes he is“
    freaking heartwarming❤️

  • @saf1083
    @saf1083 3 роки тому +3

    this genuinely made me cry so much...no parent should lose their child...I can’t ever imagine the emptiness and grief that would be engraved in their hearts

  • @eri7772
    @eri7772 Рік тому +7

    i'm really impressed that you managed to sing so beautifully to your son while crying ❤❤i hope one day you are reunited in the afterlife

  • @foreverunbroken9823
    @foreverunbroken9823 5 років тому +1162

    1:19. That’s when I could hold it. When dad cries it’s real man...

    • @roseturnbull8051
      @roseturnbull8051 5 років тому +1

      yeah

    • @sofiafeliz5159
      @sofiafeliz5159 5 років тому +1

      Same

    • @llyd36
      @llyd36 5 років тому +35

      Kathy Davis most dads gets emotional instead of crying , if dads are crying you know something serious has happen , and seeing dads cry , it’s something we can’t forget

    • @roseturnbull8051
      @roseturnbull8051 5 років тому +2

      The mom is soft

    • @luminous7440
      @luminous7440 5 років тому +14

      @@roseturnbull8051 the mom isn't soft he's crying over her child for God sake!! How would you like it if your child died like that?? Terrible right?? Which I hope it never happens to you but I'm just saying.

  • @disneysfastplay4626
    @disneysfastplay4626 5 років тому +1629

    it's hard watching this because i feel like i'm invading on a private moment for you two

    • @null4075
      @null4075 4 роки тому +23

      disneysfastplay three*

    • @disneysfastplay4626
      @disneysfastplay4626 4 роки тому +34

      [ NULL ] goodness, you're right :(

    • @benklotz6881
      @benklotz6881 4 роки тому +27

      I guess they wanted to share this experience towards others. I hate seeing parents saying goodbye their kids. It is a private moment

    • @Remorsefullyhumble
      @Remorsefullyhumble 4 роки тому +17

      @d d sometimes other people who have shared the same experiences don't want to feel alone 🤷🏽‍♂️

    • @kyloflesher6535
      @kyloflesher6535 4 роки тому +6

      d d are you serious dude

  • @thunderstruck2013
    @thunderstruck2013 3 роки тому +4

    This must be the worst experience a human being could go through. No parent should bury their son. My deepest sympathies and condolences. You got to be brave and gotta have the balls to film a personal moment such as this.

  • @theeconomicrevolutionist
    @theeconomicrevolutionist 3 роки тому +2

    Thank you for sharing. You are sharing life and loss. May God heal your hearts, both mother and father. It is a long recovery and recovery is not really a capable word for your experience. As a father who lost his baby son shortly after birth, me and my wife feel your pain and can walk beside you maybe not in presence but in spirit. Our hearts go out to you both.

  • @fallbackbee9170
    @fallbackbee9170 5 років тому +821

    Your pain is so intense. I felt it through the screen. May your days become easier and may you never forget that beautiful little guy.

    • @SharnaBock
      @SharnaBock 4 роки тому +1

      @Joel Schweickle what do you mean "no its not" ?

  • @randomyoutuber8317
    @randomyoutuber8317 5 років тому +746

    omgggg this popped up , on my recommend .. now i’m crying .. 😭😭😭😭😭❤️

    • @gamewizard5768
      @gamewizard5768 5 років тому +2

      lilneupnext ikr, UA-cam is always recommending these sad videos 😭😭😭

    • @zoa3244
      @zoa3244 5 років тому

      I’m shaking and crying rn 😂😂😂

    • @commandnerdrblx8291
      @commandnerdrblx8291 5 років тому

      I had to scroll down hella videos on the home page to find this.

    • @bethelseleshi8541
      @bethelseleshi8541 5 років тому +1

      Ikr me too I can’t imagine what it must be like. It’s so sad😭

    • @lurongc2169
      @lurongc2169 5 років тому

      Yuri habbo woah chill man

  • @brittneyholley3
    @brittneyholley3 3 роки тому +4

    Literally started crying at 26 seconds. I am so sorry for both of your loss. What a beautiful video to have !!!!

  • @Caninecancersucksrocks
    @Caninecancersucksrocks 3 роки тому +7

    I know that life got better for you, and I’m so glad. Thank you for putting this out here - I also had a child, a perfect little girl born still. These last moments with them are so incredibly precious. It’s the only time we get and it has to last us for the rest of our lives.
    As heartbreaking as this was to watch, it is beautiful and so filled with love.
    I’m so sorry. ❤️

  • @alokupadhyay1470
    @alokupadhyay1470 5 років тому +737

    The saddest video on UA-cam I've ever seen 😢
    RIP to your son.🙏

    • @kookingwithkylo4426
      @kookingwithkylo4426 5 років тому +4

      If heaven exists , you know that baby is there

    • @thanosv9177
      @thanosv9177 5 років тому +1

      @@kookingwithkylo4426 unless it used to play fortnite

    • @jacket2789
      @jacket2789 5 років тому +2

      Thanos V bad form

    • @kookingwithkylo4426
      @kookingwithkylo4426 5 років тому

      @@thanosv9177rest in peace baby , but imagine a dead baby playing fortnite bruhhhhhh I'm dead (literally)

  • @xenasam5270
    @xenasam5270 5 років тому +428

    I am literally crying for the whole time. Sorry for your loss

    • @oumaymashili4898
      @oumaymashili4898 5 років тому +1

      he was born dead or wt?

    • @jesusistheanswer3093
      @jesusistheanswer3093 5 років тому +1

      @@oumaymashili4898 I think so 😢😭😢😭

    • @polyroach2281
      @polyroach2281 5 років тому +2

      @@oumaymashili4898 he was born with a knot which caused his heart to stop beating

  • @jasonh9518
    @jasonh9518 3 роки тому +2

    Wow as a dad to a 2 year old little girl my heart has broken for them. I could never imagine the pain they must feel in this moment.
    They filled his life however short, with love and the care of a family. They are wonderful parents and they guided him back to the place where he can play and be free from this world of pain forever.
    Jesus that broke my heart there is really nothing worse in this world than a sick and dying child.
    May god bless and keep you both and I really mean it when I say you should be very proud of how you showed your son all the love and grace this world has to offer even if it was for such a short time x

  • @awraii8086
    @awraii8086 3 роки тому +13

    The part that makes it sadder for me is that the poor boys heart stopped on my birthday... I would have a never known somewhere on this earth such a dreadful catastrophe was happening. I am extremely sorry for your loss and sending you the best of wishes 💖💖

  • @huntard6914
    @huntard6914 5 років тому +2648

    Death takes the body. God takes the soul. Our mind holds the memories. Our heart keeps the love. Our faith lets us know we will meet again...
    I’m so sorry 😞

  • @chelseapoyntz5042
    @chelseapoyntz5042 5 років тому +452

    Having a 7 month old baby....makes watching this hurt my heart like no one could ever believe. Sweet angel :(

    • @gorettyzavala7805
      @gorettyzavala7805 5 років тому +1

      Chelsea Poyntz same!!! I have my 7 month old next to me! :(

    • @natashavillafuerte2235
      @natashavillafuerte2235 5 років тому +1

      My little sister is 7 months old, and I know how you feel, Even tho you are a Mother and I'm a sister

  • @girishsgowda8546
    @girishsgowda8546 2 роки тому +1

    Losing a child is the worst thing that can happen to anyone. My wife and me lost our most precious beautiful baby boy to Spinal Muscular Atrophy exactly a month ago on 20th Sept, 2021...It was his half birthday and we had planned for celebrations in the evening but he left us early morning that day...He was with us for exactly 6 months...... I have come to realize that this wound will never heal....NEVER...not until we die...I don't know what karmic balance we had, to go through this..Why does some people have to go through so much in their life..why! Its not fair..I just wana send out hugs and positivity to all those who are feeling helpless and going through hardships...We just have to keep our loved ones in our heart and do as much good things as possible..Peace, Love and strength to ALL!

  • @lisaferguson7133
    @lisaferguson7133 3 роки тому +1

    I just want to say Thank you for sharing the most difficult 10 minutes of your life with the world. There are those of us who need to be reminded to be thankful for what we have. There are others out there that needed to see this so they know they are not alone. And others who simply need to be reminded that compassion for others is so important. My heart breaks that you had to experience this and I pray that you find the strength to get through it. Your son will always be with you and he knows how much he is loved. May God be with you and help you find a little serenity.

  • @fijipanda6436
    @fijipanda6436 5 років тому +1128

    All the dislikes are people tearing up so much they can't see the like button 😭

    • @mfchaz
      @mfchaz 5 років тому +8

      Fiji Panda thanks for making me a little happy 😔😞😢

    • @lennonrush7684
      @lennonrush7684 5 років тому +67

      No it’s people wondering why they recorded this

    • @xheniqx1793
      @xheniqx1793 5 років тому +18

      @@lennonrush7684 exactly like wtf

    • @beary523
      @beary523 5 років тому +4

      I saw it clearly

    • @mfchaz
      @mfchaz 5 років тому +2

      Spectre they recorded this to let everyone know that there are bunch of kids/babies are dying everyday, population is getting bigger but at the same time it’s decreasing

  • @oliveroli7917
    @oliveroli7917 3 роки тому +181

    When a man cries, the whole world crumbles.

    • @luisl3501
      @luisl3501 3 роки тому +5

      It takes a lot to make a man cry since even the act of crying is seen as weakness. Yet there are times in a man's life that one can't hold it in. That's when you know it really truly deeply hurts in the center of our being.

    • @oliveroli7917
      @oliveroli7917 3 роки тому

      @@luisl3501 I agree completely.

    • @rejuvenatedeyes4786
      @rejuvenatedeyes4786 3 роки тому

      My gosh

  • @renchilomurry8299
    @renchilomurry8299 3 роки тому +2

    What is there to dislike when someone dies....it's a sad sad situation for anyone in this world even I lost my son when he was just one month old...I cried rolling on the floor even though I could not bring him back alive...still this sadness lingers on....

  • @aquietgirlcalledsoph739
    @aquietgirlcalledsoph739 3 роки тому +3

    Still births are just one of the worst things a parent could go through. I’m not a parent but the thought of actual parents having to give birth to a still child breaks my heart into millions. God bless this couple, I hope they find peace. Rest in Peace angel ♥️♥️

  • @xddionysus6075
    @xddionysus6075 5 років тому +722

    Beautiful baby. He is happy in heaven right now. May god bless you’re family, I can’t even image how hard it must be to lose a child. 😭

    • @autumnloveswhydontwe6385
      @autumnloveswhydontwe6385 5 років тому +8

      Ur so nice that was nice to say yeah it must've been hard I agree he's so beautiful

    • @xddionysus6075
      @xddionysus6075 5 років тому +3

      Autumn LovesWhyDontWe all babies are beautiful

    • @helloo2620
      @helloo2620 5 років тому +3

      who tf has a maximillianmus profile pic and says "Beautiful baby. He is happy in heaven right now. May god bless you’re family, I can’t even image how hard it must be to lose a child. 😭"

    • @autumnloveswhydontwe6385
      @autumnloveswhydontwe6385 5 років тому +1

      @@xddionysus6075 ur right my bby brother is beautiful too

    • @xddionysus6075
      @xddionysus6075 5 років тому +6

      gang gang I have a soul and feeling you know despite my profile pic

  • @catherinegernetzke5419
    @catherinegernetzke5419 5 років тому +1461

    this is my birthday too, I am so proud that I get to share a birthday with the beautiful angel of yours. may God bless you and may he rest in the peace of heaven.

    • @aoliaoi4380
      @aoliaoi4380 5 років тому +2

      Catherine Gernetzke happy belatedly birthday!!🤗🎊

    • @catherinegernetzke5419
      @catherinegernetzke5419 5 років тому +1

      thank you! ❤️

    • @user-kj2wn1jj8w
      @user-kj2wn1jj8w 5 років тому +4

      "Heaven" lol Why would God let Millions of children die in Africa of Starvation and Dehydration, From Cyclones, Storms, Earthquakes, and Fires; from Terrorist attacks such as Shootings and Bombings. There is no meaning to life. Everything is just gonna get worse so buzz off!

    • @user-kj2wn1jj8w
      @user-kj2wn1jj8w 5 років тому

      @Jacob Price answer? What answer? There is no Answer lol

    • @user-kj2wn1jj8w
      @user-kj2wn1jj8w 5 років тому

      @Jacob Price well the whole entire world is bombarded with suffering. I guess its so called "part of life"

  • @tiger38able
    @tiger38able 3 роки тому +4

    So sorry for your loss.. no parent should have to go through this... how heart wrenching :(

  • @hamzaker829
    @hamzaker829 2 роки тому +3

    I never got emotional watching a video, you guys gave your baby the best love ever during his short journey here, I wish you are doing great guys , you are awesome !

  • @izziekostecki41
    @izziekostecki41 3 роки тому +112

    The way that dad was so emotional for his son just breaks my heart

    • @emmastone1700
      @emmastone1700 3 роки тому

      Izzie Kostecki you are a very coward person.
      The father he's weak.
      Obviously its his job to bury his own son.
      He needs to learn to be strong.
      Besides life is about burying your own children.
      The only way a perosn gets strong is when they bury a body.
      And this is the exact reason why men are stronger why they build muscles.
      They are the ones who bury the dead body into the graveyard.
      And women they don't bury the dead body.
      The problem is they don't have the courage and willpower to bury the body into the graveyard.
      They don't even care about their own dead baby.
      Mothers have no love for their own baby.
      Thank God
      Amen

    • @misterklean994
      @misterklean994 2 роки тому +3

      @@emmastone1700 bro shut up

  • @miikkam4319
    @miikkam4319 3 роки тому +193

    Our son, 1,5 years old.Keeps us awake every night and Sometimes we say horrible things because we’re so tired.Woke up to his cry again this night and went to YT and this came out.
    Speechless.
    This video is important.
    Gave me strength to hold on in ways u can’t believe.
    I thank you, parents, and your angel son for this.
    Our ”problems” are a blessing.
    Thank you.

  • @bluchan722
    @bluchan722 3 роки тому +1

    Love that lasts a lifetime is the best thing there is. You gave your baby the greatest thing anyone could ever receive. Love is priceless. I wish you the best, even though 3 years have already past.

  • @pamelacraig2791
    @pamelacraig2791 3 роки тому

    Gut wrenching, raw, real...I can't imagine allowing this very private grief to be filmed.

  • @agmtokyo6456
    @agmtokyo6456 5 років тому +104

    Respect ✊ to the parents. They at least cared for the child

  • @georgianarotaru6523
    @georgianarotaru6523 5 років тому +271

    I wish you the best 😭😭😭
    Be strong , family!😭
    I'am so sorry , this broke my heart 😭

  • @TDTeasdale
    @TDTeasdale 3 роки тому +1

    I couldn't finish watching, I broke.. he's too beautiful. As I hold my son in my lap, today being his first birthday, I'm going to hold and love him more than ever. Thank you for sharing this. People have no idea how lucky they are to be blessed with babies..

  • @TheBoomshine
    @TheBoomshine 2 роки тому

    Couldn't even watch more than a minute... skimmed through, and tears. What a world, what a life.

  • @annieoc1650
    @annieoc1650 3 роки тому +202

    When the father started sobbing I started tearing up real hard 🥺 I can’t even imagine going through this, I am so sorry for your loss

  • @mystery5157
    @mystery5157 5 років тому +1130

    *on a mental breakdown and calms self through youtube*
    UA-cam: ok.

  • @vinylman6580
    @vinylman6580 3 роки тому +1

    With tears flowing from my eyes I feel a little of your pain. God bless you both and I hope you're healing from your loss!

  • @SkyeMueller
    @SkyeMueller 3 роки тому +1

    Parents go through so much pain during birth and when they lost their child that pain is just increased immeasurably

  • @GerardSlay77
    @GerardSlay77 5 років тому +2555

    Brain: click the video
    Me: why
    Brain: you gotta
    Me: b-but...we'll cry
    Brain: CLICK IT
    Me: fine... *cries*
    Brain: aw man...why'd you listen to me
    (Edit: its been 2 minutes since i wrote this and now i genuinely am crying)

    • @celinae5897
      @celinae5897 5 років тому +5

      Gerard Slay OMG that's so me!

    • @michaelas4810
      @michaelas4810 5 років тому +2

      Nice pfp

    • @Adriana_Lopez
      @Adriana_Lopez 5 років тому +1

      Gerard Slay tbh😔

    • @zk5701
      @zk5701 5 років тому +1

      Hi fellow killjoy

    • @stevejobs6396
      @stevejobs6396 5 років тому +4

      Dude You Are Breaking The Solemnity Of The Situation. Don’t You Know When To Jest..

  • @rubyv5755
    @rubyv5755 5 років тому +306

    This is the saddest thing I’ve ever watched, that actually broke me because I don’t cry that easily

  • @maceycornell
    @maceycornell 3 роки тому

    you two with the loss of your baby have did one thing shown the beautiful awful part of having a child that leaves this earth way way to fast. Your the most courages parents that I have ever seen. thank you both for letting the world see your pain in such a raw state as this. May God love and keep you both.

  • @optionalglitch2709
    @optionalglitch2709 Рік тому +2

    Sorry for your loss, I am sure he was happy to see how much love, and how much care you have for him.

  • @sunnyxu444
    @sunnyxu444 5 років тому +10393

    me: **actually in a happy mood**
    youtube: think againnnn
    *edit* : i’ve never gotten so many likes but enough of that people being rude about an infants death beyond disgusting and straight up rude please have respect and if you don’t , don’t click on the fucking video periodt.

  • @sarahjones9602
    @sarahjones9602 5 років тому +525

    The thing that got me was the dad breaking down in tears. I’ve never been so upset over a video. I love babies so much! 😭😭😭

  • @marvmahuka9531
    @marvmahuka9531 3 роки тому +1

    There is no greater loss, a beautiful tribute to your angel, watching over you both

  • @Work-xc2oh
    @Work-xc2oh 2 роки тому +2

    At 19 my son was murdered i feel your pain i've never really gotten over it since, just keep going 1 step after another.

  • @O-townplaya
    @O-townplaya 5 років тому +266

    He was too much of an angel for this world. R.I.P little one and stay strong parents!

  • @urmom4472
    @urmom4472 5 років тому +338

    i knew i was going to cry before i even watched this video but when the dad started crying too i just lost it

  • @LAVirgo67
    @LAVirgo67 3 роки тому

    Can't even fathom the loss of a child. All of the hope, dreams & plans for the future dashed. May this young family find peace & healing in their hearts. May love & mercy fill their future lives together.

  • @santhidewi1435
    @santhidewi1435 3 роки тому +3

    I lost my little boy 11 years ago. To this day I’m still crying when his anniversary comes up..I’m so sorry for your lost...our little angels are looking over us.

  • @kingwik2720
    @kingwik2720 3 роки тому +825

    I immediately started crying before even watching 10 seconds of it. God bless you both my prayers go out to you and to the poor baby.

  • @zoe_marie_thompson
    @zoe_marie_thompson 5 років тому +220

    Who else cried while watching this?

  • @MAGNUM05
    @MAGNUM05 3 роки тому +4

    No one deserves to see any of their loved ones die. Tanner and Rachel, I'm so sorry for your loss. May your son Jameson rest in peace and God bless you all.

  • @ketomom4637
    @ketomom4637 3 роки тому

    Sharing such a raw moment must’ve taken so much. I’m so sorry for these devastated parents. Trying to type through the flood of tears isn’t easy. Lord bless this family.

  • @vivi2873
    @vivi2873 4 роки тому +285

    My son andrew was born sleeping. It’s a pain you can’t even describe. I was changed forever. Watching my husband fall apart was something I will never forget. My heart breaks for this couple.

    • @plopplop7400
      @plopplop7400 4 роки тому +3

      😔

    • @yolandamartin8534
      @yolandamartin8534 3 роки тому +6

      Many prayers for you, and may you feel God holding you. You’re not alone

    • @emerwalsh3132
      @emerwalsh3132 3 роки тому +1

      My daughter was born sleeping at 39 weeks, 14 years next month and I'm still not recovered x

    • @xoxoskywalker1976
      @xoxoskywalker1976 3 роки тому

      Creamy Soda no, you don’t do that, you prepare for a funeral right after they’re born. So rather than celebrating the new life when the babies born, you’re “celebrating” the end of one. 🥺

    • @spanishkeke
      @spanishkeke 3 роки тому +1

      Wawww I'm so sorry for those who had a loss like this its devastating. I can't even begin to imagine the grief and pain. Gods strenght and comfort to u all.

  • @millie_may006
    @millie_may006 5 років тому +671

    It was so peaceful, yet so sad.
    May he rest in peace

  • @lindanavai9778
    @lindanavai9778 3 роки тому +3

    I am crying my eyes out seeing this emotional and very sad video! I am soooo sorry for your little angels loss, but I hope you find some comfort in knowing that he now lays in Gods almighty arms.. I cant imagine loosing a child but especially a baby. My deepest condolences to you and your family...

  • @hazybrneyesmd
    @hazybrneyesmd 3 роки тому +3

    This moment is extremely sad yet extremely beautiful at the same time. 😔 It’s a club that no one wants to be a member of. When people say “They’re in a better place....” that may be so but there’s nothing wrong with feeling and saying “No, the better place is here with me”. With those that don’t understand that, it can appear to be selfish but in actuality it’s an overwhelming feeling of love. Time never heals wounds like this....the only thing time gives us is the time to figure out how to keep moving forward in this horrible “new normal”. This precious little man KNOWS he is loved. 🕊RIP Little One🕊 And to the family, please know that you have love,respect and support in Syracuse, NY. God Bless❤️

  • @DitechGaming
    @DitechGaming 5 років тому +384

    Nice to see the UA-cam algorithm has United us all here.

  • @kiingofcRows
    @kiingofcRows 5 років тому +108

    I was also born with my chord around my neck nearly killing me as a child. I can't imagine what my mom and brother would've went through if I hadent survived, but now I know. I'm sorry truly, no one deserves this. Have a good life

  • @doodoohead2148
    @doodoohead2148 3 роки тому +2

    This just got recommended to me, I didn’t even see how old this video was, I went on ur page to see how u guys were doing and I’m so sooo happy to see ur others babies!!! They r absolutely beautiful! ❤️

  • @Sapph.artss1
    @Sapph.artss1 3 роки тому +1

    This made me cry,i remembered my neighbor and the song made me cry she died with 35-40 years.Rest in peace,kid