Thank you so much for sharing your heart. I can hear the deep pain and longing in your words, and I want to encourage you that you are not alone in your struggles-Christ is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18). The beautiful truth of the gospel is that God hears those who call upon Him in sincerity. Jesus Himself says, “Come to Me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). No matter how heavy your burden of sin or sorrow may feel, God invites you to come to Him, trusting that Jesus has already done everything necessary to bring you forgiveness and peace. Romans 10:13 says, "For everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." This means your calling out to God is not in vain. He promises to hear those who come to Him, and He is faithful to save. Salvation is not something you earn by working harder or cleaning yourself up-it is a gift of grace through simple faith in Jesus Christ (Ephesians 2:8-9). Jesus, the perfect and sinless Son of God, took our sins upon Himself on the cross, bearing the penalty we deserve so that we might receive His perfect righteousness in exchange. As 2 Corinthians 5:21 says, "For our sake, He made Him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God." By trusting in Jesus’ finished work, you can be confident that your sins are forgiven and that God now sees you as perfectly righteous in Christ. You mentioned begging for forgiveness, and I want to reassure you-God’s forgiveness is not something you have to beg for. It is freely given to all who believe in Christ. 1 John 1:9 promises, "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." There is no sin too great for God's grace, and there is no pain or shame too deep that Christ's love cannot heal. If you haven’t yet, I encourage you to place your trust fully in Jesus, knowing that through Him, you are forgiven, loved, and made new. Acts 16:31 says, "Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved." It is that simple-believe, and trust in His promises. His grace is sufficient for you, and His love is steadfast. In Christ, you can also find a new hope, joy, and freedom. Romans 8:1 assures us that "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." Whatever guilt or shame you carry can be laid down at His feet. He offers you a life free from condemnation and full of the joy of knowing you are forever His. Finally, as you walk in this newfound relationship with God, surround yourself with other believers, dive into His Word, and continue to call out to Him in prayer. He has promised to be with you always (Matthew 28:20) and to never forsake you (Hebrews 13:5). I will be praying for you as you seek God. Know that His grace is sufficient, and He is faithful to complete the work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6). I will post some other videos and sermons you may find a great encouragement in your life.
Here's another one of our videos about how much King David sinned and yet through Jesus, God called him a "man after God's own heart." Your contrition over your failures is already and indication that God has worked in your life and brought you to this place of desiring his forgiveness. ua-cam.com/video/tHAKXaWNtvU/v-deo.htmlsi=fVbzfj-cmIFiqYwN
Here is one more from a preacher from the 19th century, Charles Spurgeon. It is a wonderful sermon of God's forgiveness . I hope you'll listen. ua-cam.com/video/JDEJAd7S55Q/v-deo.htmlsi=9f_8ReNSgUBSb5yw
I hope so . Ive called out to god in my pain and sorrow . Begging him for forgiveness . I need him in my life.
Thank you so much for sharing your heart. I can hear the deep pain and longing in your words, and I want to encourage you that you are not alone in your struggles-Christ is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18).
The beautiful truth of the gospel is that God hears those who call upon Him in sincerity. Jesus Himself says, “Come to Me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest” (Matthew 11:28). No matter how heavy your burden of sin or sorrow may feel, God invites you to come to Him, trusting that Jesus has already done everything necessary to bring you forgiveness and peace.
Romans 10:13 says, "For everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." This means your calling out to God is not in vain. He promises to hear those who come to Him, and He is faithful to save. Salvation is not something you earn by working harder or cleaning yourself up-it is a gift of grace through simple faith in Jesus Christ (Ephesians 2:8-9).
Jesus, the perfect and sinless Son of God, took our sins upon Himself on the cross, bearing the penalty we deserve so that we might receive His perfect righteousness in exchange. As 2 Corinthians 5:21 says, "For our sake, He made Him to be sin who knew no sin, so that in Him we might become the righteousness of God." By trusting in Jesus’ finished work, you can be confident that your sins are forgiven and that God now sees you as perfectly righteous in Christ.
You mentioned begging for forgiveness, and I want to reassure you-God’s forgiveness is not something you have to beg for. It is freely given to all who believe in Christ. 1 John 1:9 promises, "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." There is no sin too great for God's grace, and there is no pain or shame too deep that Christ's love cannot heal.
If you haven’t yet, I encourage you to place your trust fully in Jesus, knowing that through Him, you are forgiven, loved, and made new. Acts 16:31 says, "Believe in the Lord Jesus, and you will be saved." It is that simple-believe, and trust in His promises. His grace is sufficient for you, and His love is steadfast.
In Christ, you can also find a new hope, joy, and freedom. Romans 8:1 assures us that "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." Whatever guilt or shame you carry can be laid down at His feet. He offers you a life free from condemnation and full of the joy of knowing you are forever His.
Finally, as you walk in this newfound relationship with God, surround yourself with other believers, dive into His Word, and continue to call out to Him in prayer. He has promised to be with you always (Matthew 28:20) and to never forsake you (Hebrews 13:5).
I will be praying for you as you seek God. Know that His grace is sufficient, and He is faithful to complete the work He has begun in you (Philippians 1:6).
I will post some other videos and sermons you may find a great encouragement in your life.
Here's another one of our videos about how much King David sinned and yet through Jesus, God called him a "man after God's own heart." Your contrition over your failures is already and indication that God has worked in your life and brought you to this place of desiring his forgiveness.
ua-cam.com/video/tHAKXaWNtvU/v-deo.htmlsi=fVbzfj-cmIFiqYwN
Here is one more from a preacher from the 19th century, Charles Spurgeon. It is a wonderful sermon of God's forgiveness . I hope you'll listen. ua-cam.com/video/JDEJAd7S55Q/v-deo.htmlsi=9f_8ReNSgUBSb5yw