Healing from war can come slowly
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- Опубліковано 5 сер 2020
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In this video, I talk about healing from war and little pieces coming back to yourself ever so slowly.
I'm crying along with you, Angie. You never need to apologize for your tears. They are cleansing and healing. I, too, have been on far too many psych drugs for BP 1. My biggest problem is Lorazepam. My emotions have been blunted for over twenty years. Listening to you speak gives me hope that I will find those missing pieces of myself.
Grief isn't bound by time or circumstance. Trauma is a type of grief. It's such a long process. I totally get it. It's hard to.put in words. Lobe you friend.
Thank you so much for sharing- I am so sorry you have had to suffer like this for all these years- may all good things come your way. I hope you find the strength to continue your journey and share it- I think it’s very important and needs to be told. ❤️
Your strength is so inspiring, Angie. I am really in awe of how we can reconnect to our emotions after years of being pathologized and medicated. I am so happy you are able to connect to these feelings again, as painful as it can be. It gives us all hope that we can find ourselves again. ❤️
I know those tears were a long time coming. So glad that part of healing is happening for you. It's hard to watch but I'm glad you're letting all the poison out. Keep healing. I'll always be watching for you on here. And thank you for your replies to my comments today on one of your older videos on your other channel. It was helpful.
So happy for you..
I'm 3 years out and think about dying with dignity all the time...
I'm completely alone no friends no family...I think what's the point
Me too Veronica and I'm 6 years out. It's like with no family or friends, no one believes what we say regarding the dangers of psych drugs, so what's the point in living? I ask myself every day and still haven't come up with a good answer. In fact, should have committed suicide along time ago.
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Mind altering legal drugs destroy you in a way no people can imagine the horror: mentally and physically!! the most evil neurotoxic for the brain and the body is bzd!! these BS ckaim it s very safe!! Omg. Even alcohool is less destructive, less neurotoxic, less body destroying. Even morphine , heroin, cocain are less dangerous and their withdraw are not as destroying , horrific and so debilitating and turn your life into pure hell!!
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Always praying for our soldiers and our vets. Chilling story. I had no idea you had been through so much. We're friends on Instagram and didn't realize you have a YT like us. Will be following your journey.
Sending you so much love Angie...thank you for letting me cry with you tonight. You’ve been through so much and I can relate to having to process traumas that couldn’t be processed while medicated. And finding unexpected healing moments are so special. Your journey is incredible...I am very happy you are still here and sharing it. Your bravery is obvious. ❤️❤️❤️
I'm so sorry you had to go through all of that angie.I was crying with you.I'm so glad you're able to get some closure and i know you have needed this for a very long time. You def have to give yourself credit for how strong you are,you are a bad ass girl.I'm so glad you fought through all of this and never gave up,the world needs you and this amazing story you have!You're saving people and one amazing awesome person and i feel blessed to know you
I will only speak for myself now 1+ year off of 15ish years on Paxil and Xanax. I labeled this withdrawal experience "Becomming Human Again" but I have spent this last year+ trying to reconcile/process all the thoughts, emotions and behaviors that were not experienced in a healthy manner because of the psychotropic medications. Guess what?.. it is not going to happen or it has not happened, this I have come to painfully and disappointingly realize. So I think it is best to forgo those unrealistic and unfulfilled expectations which have only led to disappointment. Perhaps I need to get my mind out of the past and accept what was for whatever it was. Life is too short and I deserve happiness. I am tired wallowing around in the abyss of past medication induced cognitive impairment experiences which were imprinted in a irreconcilable manner to begin with. In trying to deal with the past, I have sabotaged the present.
Enjimeer JIM I think things happen in the present to show you unhealed things that come up NOW to deal with in the NOW. But I totally agree with you to not go looking for them necessarily.
@@BeingMeRV I have been following your story since before Being Human RV channel started. I'm retired Navy and my life was Hi-Jacked by medications. For the most part, the ongoing damage stopped when I quit the medications. But the withdrawal/after-effects seem to be somewhat separate and unique to each individual, the medication(s) they took and their experiences (interactions with life and others). I think the common thread that makes recovery a tough mountain to climb is the fact that events occurred while my mind was cognitively impaired. Not only was the perception of the events distorted, but the events were memorized (recorded) into a impaired brain.
I pray that by you documenting your experiences it not only helps others like me recovering. But Gives a clear and understandable warning to potential patients and the Medical Doctors who seem all too eager to ignorantly prescribe these medications. Thank you for creating this channel as it has helped me in my recovery. I know your case is different in that your traumas occurred before you were medicated. You are a beautiful soul who has experienced a living nightmare. I so wish our love and hugs could make it all go away. your friend--- Jim...
@@ENJIMEEREBAY That was beautiful what you wrote and it made me tear up. Thank you. And I wish you peace in your heart and well-being. You deserve it too.
Thank you for sharing this. I came to UA-cam way late - this year - feeling the need to express both painful and wonderful experiences I've encountered along the way. With all the pushback I got from VA until very recently, I'm glad my path turned out the way it did. These stories need to be heard, and glad you're sharing this.
Angie I'm so happy that you were able to get the closure that you needed to move forward so that your healing can really happen for you now. Never doubt all that you have accomplished and let anyone feel like you aren't enough because you are one of the most amazing people I have seen going through this experience and you deserve all the peace and happiness
How are u angela? Do i have hope from benzo?