Childhood Stories-Reilly
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- Опубліковано 17 вер 2024
- Another Soft White Underbelly talk with Reilly, a Skid Row crack addict and prostitute who shares stories from her childhood.
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Never call a little girl ugly or tell her she's not good enough. She will carry that hurt with her for the rest of her life.
That's deep
True though. My grandfathers second wife used to call me ugly and be really mean to me, physically and mentally abuse me when he wasnt aroud...it took me 29 years and therapy to overcome that being drilled in my mind from 9 years old.
My mother was told similar when she was young and impressionable and she would always recall being told she was “plain” and it had a terrible affect on her right up until she passed at 88yrs old. Parents need to remember their negative opinions have consequences.
@AandA ooh you said something when you said that.. sorry but I gotta use it lol
@@brookekay9824 you are too pretty! I hate she put those lies in yr head😔 I'm glad you got therapy. Prayerfully your whole heart and mind have healed🙏🏾 God bless you❤
anyone else shed a tear at the bit where she said she didn't play with the racoons grandpa - the innocence of a child and the sadness when they start to encounter various ways of how cruel humans can be
i laughed, because she really had to say it wasnt racoons this time... like.. smh.
Beaten while coughing up blood by her grabdpa she said.. I can’t process that
That was f-Ing horrible.
So sad. Little girls, black and white, just playing. 💔
I can feel the pain of this in my chest…
The story of her having a black friend and how she talks about black people is beautiful.
I know right! There was a bit where she said her friend's parents were really smart and one day when she's older and more intelligent, she would look like them. It's such an innocent thought. Especially when, even today, there's so much prejudice and racial stereotypes
Well lets just be glad that they're dead and the newer generations aren't that racist
That was refreshing. It's not every day you hear a story like hers. Makes me proud.
@@marilynking3350 ...lol..what makes you say that? Wake up sister!
@@cesar5478 the newer generations are not racist like they're ancestors
I cried when she was describing her friend and her family. Such beautiful description
It be nice if her friend saw her video and would reach out to her if shes still with us.
It was like I was reading a book. The way she smoothly included the detail that her friend was black was so flawless. When she tells a story it feels like she’s living through that experience at the moment which just makes every word more interesting.
HATRED TEARS NATIONS APART....... SHE IS KNOWLEDGEABLE 🤘🏾🙏🏼🙏🤟🏼🤟✌️
It made me cry. Growing up my best friend was black & my cousins.I never knew racism until I tried to play at Carver park & I wasnt welcomed bcus the color of my skin. My cousins defended me♡ But we had to leave bcus they threatened to jump all of us. If anyone ever spoke ill about my bf I would of punched them square in the mouth! Still to this day over 30 years later she's still my bf♡ and I am SO proud of her and the beautiful woman she is! Only hate sees color..Loves sees hearts & souls! God bless those that love 💘
I knew where she was going when she said she played w her hair. Unfortunately many polish spoke n felt like that. My mom can def understand what she is sayin here, for most of it
Reilly is such an interesting woman, I could listen to her all day.
Mia same she seems very well spoken and has endless stories
I agree!
Yesss she is good story teller 😃
I absolutely agree. Love to hear her stories.
Mia great story teller too
Shes very well spoken. Super fking intelligent! The only reason that Stepmom was mean to you is because you were beautiful in every aspect of the word and she wasn't.
Yes!!!! She was beyond jealous of her. That bitch ruined her self esteem... Ri is brilliant. I adore her.
i was literally about to say the same, I've seen her tell her life story before and you can see her intelligence coming through
I was thinking the same thing. Reilly is so intelligent. I could listen to her all day. I wish she had been my daughter. I would have told her she was beautiful and gifted every day.
She's so gifted with a beautiful memory. She has to write a book. I would buy it!
With a beautiful memory?
I would as well.
Red Rum The memories aren’t beautiful but her ability to recall is well intact.
I was thinking the same!!
I would for sure😊💜👍🇦🇺
There is something about her , there really truly is . Like, her spirit or something is so genuine and authentic. She deserves to be acknowledged. I smile while watching & listening to her .
You nailed it .. She really is so special.
Same here, I’m still smiling!
same
She always got on a fly outfit
Shanice dav she probably got a lot of momey working for so long
I know right. Home girl is always got on a fresh fit. I like her style.
@MMN I cannot speak for anyone else but I got that this women had a hard hard life and there's nothing wrong with giving someone a compliment 😉.
Shanice dav right I was thinking that haha I love her
I agree. That is so sweet to say ! She needs positivity!
I love that there's another video of Reilly :) she's my favorite.
"I thought I was going to turn into a black person when I was really smart"...Oh Reilly. As a black person, it touched my heart to hear you speak so lovingly about dark-skinned people. You are wonderful and I'd be so proud to have you as a friend xx
I know! I wish she lived in Tx i would make her be my best friend haha my 7 yr old daughters crush is black. ive had other moms comment on it negatively and the fury that overcomes me is absolutely insane. I cant imagine being black and how it feels to be treated that way when just watching someone else be treated that way is excruciating. It takes one ignorant dipshit to hate someone merely based on skin melanin. Smh... all i know is those moms are gonna be hella jealous when i have gorgeous, smart, funny, talented mixed grandbabies in 20-30 yrs 😆
I was suspended from elementary school for hitting a boy with my food tray for calling my friend the N word during lunch. The principal called my mom and all i heard thru the phone was the noise from Snoopy 🤣 she was at the school within 5 mins and we lived 30 mins away so she hauled ass. She walked in, gave me a high 5, turned to the principal and basically said shed contact every news agency in texas if they fully expelled me like they wanted to so i just got suspended. However, my mom waited 2 or 3 months and told them anyways 🤣 she was a reporter for a local newspaper at the time. It blew up all over Texas because nothing happened to the boy except me smashing his face. He didnt get in any trouble for calling another student the N word. Still pisses me off to this day....
She was soooo ahead of her time!! I legitimately cried when she told the story of her grandfather. Literally cried! I wish everyone was just like her with that mindset. Love her
Yes girl
The wealth of knowledge inside this woman is astounding. I wish everyone could be as wise, compassionate, and badass as Reilly. Most of us haven't experienced half of the torment she has and have still turned bitter and jaded to this world. I hope she's staying safe.
Amen!
perfectly articulated
Many addicts and people who grew up with a life such as hers. They sometimes are extremely intelligent people. But it is always intelligence wasted. People assume because they are alcoholics or addicts they are stupid people. When most of them are far more intelligent than the person passing judgement on them.
Well said my friend, well said
Well said.
This woman has clearly lived many lifetimes her story telling, her intellect, her ability to be fearlessly herself and survive these horrible events. I’m truly in awe. Not to idolize the trauma she has faced but to commend her triumphs. I hope that in this lifetime or perhaps the next she is blessed beyond measure.
Wow. Perfectly said. I just discovered this awesome ‘Old Soul’ , and you summed up my feelings exactly. Prayers to, Reilly.
Yes! Amen! 🙏❤️🔥
Reilly is SUCH A.....can’t find the words to describe her!!! She is beyond beautiful-inside AND out. This woman has endured so much as a child, teenager and adult which in itself speaks volumes as she is so intelligent, compassionate and wise. I will never forget Reilly-wishing her nothing but the best as she sure does deserve it.
Yes! Exactly! She should write a book on her life.
so well said!
She tell it like it is
@@fvckwitit4095 Why do they need to calm down?
@@mrspursell I, for one, would definitely buy that book!
Reilly is a 100 years ahead of everyone. God bless her. Love her survival stories. Reilly and Jerry are true gifts to humanity.
Reilly is such a special soul. I can't think of anyone more authentically themselves.
It's so heavy how talking through the things that have happened to her doesn't cause her to show sadness or crying until she talks about her mother calling her a freak at a young age. Through everything, that's what causes uncontrollable tears. I felt that. I feel that. I totally understand that.
Same same same. I went through similar, neglect, shaved head forced on me during my formative years. Those same tormentors laugh at me today and talk down to me for still being so heavily affected by the abuse and neglect.
I wonder if would be possible to find her friend andrea.....This woman is beyond intelligent...and really has so much more to offer. Another great video...👍🏻
Angie B THIS WOULD BE INCREDIBLE. TO LEARN ABOUT WHERE ANDREA IS NOW. HOW THEIR LIVES POSSIBLY DIVERGED AND WHAT ANDREA’S RECOLLECTIONS OF THAT TIME ARE. 💛💛💛
She grew up in crestline probably in yearbooks??
I have such affection for this woman. I wish she knew how extraordinary she is.
"So he followed me into the kitchen, he came up behind me, he goes "You were sexier when you were six" I turn around and just go *PUNCH* "You were never sexy. Get off of me before I hurt you" I then got a kitchen knife out of the drawer...
Can we just take a moment and realize how fucking badass that is
So badass haha. Love her, poor sweetie and all the fucked up shit people do to her, to children. Oh Lord help us.
Yessssssssss! Agreed,vi fkn love this woman..
She was born to combat serial killers. There's an angel watching her back or something.
I miss Reilly, hope she is doing okay these days
The way she was put down so many times thinking she wasn’t beautiful was so heartbreaking to see. She is not just beautiful physically, her soul, her perspective in life despite having a terrible luck in life, is soooo beyong beautiful and extraordinaire. She is a gem💕 please keep her on your videos.
She still looks good with all she's been through God bless her
She is a True Dime Piece. Heart and Soul to the Bone.
What a truly beautiful human. I was raped and molested from ages 3-13 by my stepfather and Ik how fucked up PTSD is. I’m only 17 and seeing someone who went through similar traumas on the other side of it is truly inspiring🧡
Im so sorry that happened to you.
Please know you are valued. I dont know you but I do really care.
God bless you. I went through the same. Prayers to you and get therapy. It helps tremendously and always value yourself.
@Erica Jackson you’re right. It’s for us, and not the abuser. She said it in her first interview. “I’ve learned to let go of the hate, because only I suffer from the hatred. They’re off on their lives having fun.” They’re having fun now, but not for long. We have to forgive to save, and free ourselves from their fate.
She’s my fav interviewee so far
Pillsinmyshoes if you haven’t seen her other ones than you’re missing out. The other two interviews are INTENSE!
alan Frick I have
When she said, "when somebody came to the door. What do I have to do? How do I have to act to survive this situation with this person." It fucking hurt me. It really is hard to find a sense of self, when you're always on survival mode. Hits hard. Thank you Reilly.
She is a absolute angel. She is genuinely a kind hearted beautiful soul .
please update Reilly life! she seems like a such an amazing and beautiful person and also very SMART! would love to see how she is doing lately.
She's SO smart and intuitive. I could sit and chat with her for hours.
That raccoon story not only brought a tear to my eye but I endeared this lady on a whole new level. She is so real.
The woman who set a pimp on fire.
Bad ass ! She isn't a victim and i love that about her !
This woman could set the damn world on fire and I’d be cheering her all. the. way.
Imagine another pimp walking past seeing this like "Sup Playa, that outfit looks *Fire* my nigga" 😂
She's my hero
Ivan Abazi it’s so amazing I saw that video as well. Not one but 3 serial killers
She has the drive to live. Others would have given up.
I really like her..She is a born fighter and should be proud of herself.
I wish we could see pictures of rielly when she was younger someday.
Genevieve S I have thought the same!
Me too
YES!!!!!!!! 💓💓💓💓💓
How awesome would that be?!
Genevieve S ive thouhht about this too!!
I don't get why some people have an hour to talk but Reilly only gets 17 min. Give her a full hour pls. She's my favourite! Such a marvellous story teller and unbreakable spirit.
man i love hearing her talk. she definitely needs a book
This chick is actually my favorite female I've seen interviewed,on this channel...a true survivor and basically a straight up badass!
Who is your favourite dude on this channel?
@nintendoLove777 Johnny!!
I just want to give her a huge hug and tell her she is treasured. Please tell her ♥️
Please do a update on her. I love love listening to her and her stories. Heart breaking listening to what she's been through and yet still a beautiful soul. God bless her ❤
Reilly’s stories are just crazy, this woman needs to write a book!
This lady has so much strength. There is something about her. I just want to hug her and tell her she is loved 🌌💚
This is a strong intelligent woman. So sad to hear what she’s been through.
This brought tears to my eyes. She’s so intelligent and open even after all she’s been through.
This woman is amazing. I hope one day she has the life she deserves.
6:55 This woman is AMAZING! So smart, even at that age, she didn't give into her families ignorance!
Reilly, if you read this - I'm so sorry for what your Grandpa did to you that day. Thank you for keeping love in your heart for ALL people 💗
She looks so good...she is a gangsta Aunt who would give u your first blunt and tell u what the world is really like on the dark side
well said! 😂 she's absolutely amazing, frfr!
♥️
Why would she have to give you a blunt though like that’s something that “has” to be done in this life
Jessii Jessii she said that because a lot of us had or have that one cool aunt that knows what time it is, lets us do things our parents wouldn’t let us do, like let us smoke a blunt just to experience it and be done with it, takes us out cruising down the boulevard just to people watch, let’s us stay up late talking about life and her experiences so we don’t make the same mistakes she did, teaches us about the ways of the world, how to be street smart, how not to be fooled by the predator wolves in sheep’s clothing, teaches us how to fight for and speak up for ourselves, because maybe she didn’t have a voice to speak up for her. I speak for myself tho, that’s my interpretation of what I think she meant.
@@sxymama714 that was exactly what i meant thank you
What she is describing of her birth is Shoulder Dystocia. Incredibly dangerous because babies can truly be “ strangled” while being born and usually don’t survive that. The oxygen deprivation probably caused long term brain trauma. She was meant to survive on this earth from the day she was born. Bless her ♥️
It just breaks my heart when they start crying smh I can just imagine how strong the hurt is even after 40 years smh
She reminds me of Robin Williams, the ways she story tells ❤
Spot on 🤞👌❤️
Exactly !!
"I'm always waiting when someone gives me a compliment for the other shoe to fall" THIS! Please stop shaming children, it follows them for the rest of their lives. This broke my heart.
Reilly is my favorite. I want to be her friend and listen to her all day. She’s a wonderful, tough, good hearted, and honest woman. ❤️
She is such a beautiful soul..
This woman is amazing. She's very self aware, and has some fascinating insights. Anyone watched her other video here about how she survived four attempts on her life by serial killers, and helped police catch two of them? She's a Warrior.
the story of her childhood friend really made me sad, that is how racism is taught and it’s horrifying to think about. She was strong and wise enough even at that age to form her own opinion & see that it was wrong. This is such a strong woman who has been through unspeakable things, and I wish her health wealth and happiness. I also hope that she sees her friend again one day.
Racism and Prejudice is taught! They are both equally nasty human business that children aren't born with,its taught, who to love and hate or who is better than who! If Respect for your fellow man was taught or spoken as much,the whole world would be a better place to live.
I love her, she’s gone through so much and still smiles. Bless her ❤️.
I absolutely love this woman. Her stories are great, sad but she is a wonderful story teller. Her outlook on life after going through so much is amazing. I always feel so much better after listening to her. I wish someone would get with her and write a book. Not only about her life, good and bad but her outlook, basically it is what it is and you can't worry or be angry for things that are out of your control. When you're faced with something to just deal with it then the best you can. I wish I lived in CA just to meet her and sit and listen to her talk. Thank you Reilly for reminding me to take things as they come and that I am stronger than I think. Does she get to see all the messages of love that she gets?? I hope so. Looking forward to seeing her again!!
It would be such a Treat to spend a day listening to her. She's a fascinating woman!👍
Please do an update with Reilly!! The 3 interviews with her are exceptional, she is so very intelligent and a wonderful human being. Would love to hear how she is doing.
You could see her fighting back tears when she said her step mom called her a freak. God💔😭
I freaking love everything about this woman. She is such a beautiful soul.
Please don’t ever stop doing interviews with her ❤️ Someone really needs to get her to put her life story on paper..
OMG my son did not speak one word at all until he was 3years old, he didn't even say Mama. the Doctors thought he was deaf so they started to teach him/me sign language. One day he just starting talking. I love to hear him talk, he is 26 years old now and I still love to hear him talk.
Oh goodness, after all she has endured she still shines bright. She's such a special person. I love her spirit. Please have her on again.
Is there any possibility of an update on Reilly, please? I mean if she is still around where you can find her. She left an impression on me and I am always hoping to see a new video on her.
Yes. I miss Reilly. She's so intelligent and interesting. I hope she's well.❤️❤️❤️
Nobody:
Reilly: *Feed me I'm hungry*
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LMAOOOOOO
POSSIBLY a sign of neglect. Children talk early if you TALK TO THEM ! THAT'S HOW THEY LEARN.
When I say you LITERALLY MADE ME DIE FUCKIN LAUGHING DAWG......
😂😂😂
Lmfao
She’s hands down my favorite interview. I love her so much would love to see more of her!!! I
Wish this lady was my grandma
She's so intelligent, and adorable! And can we take a look at the outfit she has on? LOVE IT!
@ 12:06
Right she always dresses cute
She is looking sharp!
For someone to have been through so much trauma in her life, she picks herself up and finds the will to stay strong and keep going. She has a heart of gold. Thank you for sharing ❤
I absolutely adore this woman. She sincerely melts my heart. Wise. Straight forward. Able to show and express her feelings and articulate herself. And her memory is....wow! I think she is beautiful.
This woman is a hero! The definition of strength. a model of bravery. Beautiful.
Reilly-- you are an Inspiration.
She’s really cool and insightful. I can tell she’s had a lot of therapy and life experience. She seems to accept life on life’s terms. She doesn’t sweep it under the rug. She says it like it is and moves on.
She is a tremendous person. I think the best example of a good person on this channel and I have watched hundreds of videos here! She is a savant.
If ever there is a survivor it is this beautiful sweet lady. Despite all effort to destroy her she was/is able to shine through. Bless your ❤️ Shine on ✌🏻❤️
God I could literally listen to her talk for HOURS . Please please please bring her back for more stories! She has so much wisdom and the way she tells stories in such detail.
I have seen her other video, she is a born 'storyteller', in every way.
Sherri Decembrini she has two other ones. Find it! So good
@@00SirSativa00 I have seen one other, I will look for the third. I am so enthralled by this film maker. "Everyone has a story" may sound maudlin and cliche, what he's done is nothing of the kind. Everyone does have a story, and he's the conduit to a historical record. Bravo.
This film record, reminds me of when Zola and Celine, Bukowski and Burroughs, wrote about real people, a subset , eddy in the mainstream...yeah I really like this series.
Hey Reilly. Thank you for sharing your story.
If you ever read this comment, please know that you are a warrior, a survivor and a star.
I hope in this lifetime life will be kinder to you.
Be safe out there! I am rooting for you. ❤️
I see Reilly in a thumbnail and I'm watching!! She's a superhero!!
She is so fascinating. I can't imagine the pain she has suffered through. God Bless her!
Reilly, you ALWAYS deserved to be loved. you deserved to be protected. You deserved to be nurtured. I appreciate you sharing your story as I relate to always being told I was something and people just never allowed me to be me. I hope and pray that your WORTHY soul finds peace.
Truly is amazing beautiful woman, the way she deals with what has happened to her blows my mind. She is so strong and such an inspiration.... she is a true strong angel. God bless her soul
I really like her. ...she's so honest. Please tell her how much we love her
She is so beautiful and wonderful! Her story is absolutely heartbreaking 😭💔 It's so hard to listen to but she's so amazing I just wanna hear her entire life story. I'd buy her book for sure.
I could listen to her all day. She sounds more comfortable in this video. I hope that means she is doing better. ❤️ please keep updating us on her.
I love her! I love how she speaks and narrates her stories, the details and her perspective is so unique. You can tell she’s been here a few times. Please make the next segment at least an hour. She needs to write the story of her life, or tell it through audio book, I would listen for hours!
Reilly! You are my favorite! Sweet soul. Bright. Eloquent. You are so intelligent. Stay the same accepting person you are. I am so sorry you suffered so badly at the hands of your family. No one should ever have to endure that.
Mark, is there any possibility to see more of Reilly? She is such a beautiful person. Her character, her stamina! The interviews with her have taught me a lot. I just hope she’s doing well!
I love her. She is so interesting and has some inner strength, knowledge, light like I've never seen before. An amazing human being.
What a Beautiful Being... I wish her all the happiness she deserves
Sometimes angels walk among us, the people that are in God's graces are sometimes not what we expect. God loves you sweetheart and l am sure he has something so much better waiting for you than this miserable life.
Amen!
Amen!! ❤️
Truer words have never been spoken. God bless her.
Much love💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
@@cb5374 love you too dear, l'm honoured.
This woman is so far beyond anyone I have ever seen. I am in awe of her character as well as her being who she is in spite of what she has experienced. This woman is my real-life superhero.
I relate to her not having a sense of me. I grew up making decisions to please my parents instead of what I want and now I don’t know who I am.
I’m glad I grew up whit no strict parents you get to find out your real purpose, it’s just two paths in life winning and loosing.
The stories from all these damaged people has what's made me realize how important raising your kids right is my kids will never be neglected or see me drunk or high ever
absolutely ADORE Reilly!!
[edit] Reilly, if you read this - I have experience in writing, I would love to just let a tape roll while you share your stories and help you put your heart onto paper! your strength and humor are infectious and your character is warm and inviting; you are the total package!! I really do believe your words alone have the capacity to change lives for the better, please think about it! much love to you, mamas! 🖤
[edit 2] oh my, and you ARE BEAUTIFUL!! I lost it when you started to get emotional talking about the compliment you received about your pretty eyes. you DO have pretty eyes! and here's the other foot dropping - your pretty eyes don't even TOUCH how beautiful your heart is and how gorgeously your spirit shines makes your pretty eyes look dull in comparison! 😉🤩😍🖤
Ur comment is So on target!!!💖
Such a great comment...I totally agree! She is an amazing lady!
Wow, When I first saw this woman I totally prejudged her and then after hearing her talk and her stories I LOVE her. First impressions don't mean anything. It's getting to know people's soul that matters.
So much depth to her. I respect her so much more from this storytime. Bless, just to show kids are without prejudice, when she spoke of her childhood friend.
She’s such a beautiful soul! Sad and unfortunate she had such horrible events in her life.
Sad that she grow up with so much negativity around her, I hope she gets out of there and get a better life, she deserves it, thank you for all this videos.
Keep bringing her back plz, I love her stories and how resilient she is
As a pregnant woman 🤰🏻 her birth sounds absolutely *terrifying* lol 😳 Its pretty cool how she kind of sat back, took everything in, then just spoke in full sentences! 🙂
I hope everything goes well! It can be scary but you get a great prize when it's over! I had 2 and enjoyed labor ☺️ but then again, I was given meds for the pain.
perinium massage and moisterize that area with your favourite oil like coconut olive etc to keep it supple to prevent tearing.
Don't use any oils to massage your vagina with. That'll completely throw off your ph balance and risk a nasty infection. I don't mean to offend but that's terrible advice 😳
Lori, I have given birth to four children and I am sorry but the story is very unusual. Do not stress! You will do great, plus she was probably born close to 60 years ago and ob/gyn's now have advanced so much. Good luck!
Jody Kurt ~ thank you so much for the reassurance 🥰 I really needed to hear that from a woman who cares & who has already been there, done that several times. A million thanks! 💕
she’s so freaking smart! all her stories are so interesting and you just know she’s a pure soul and has such a beautiful heart. i wish she’s always well and safe
She really and truly is a beautiful person even after the horrors of what happened to her. An incredible amazingly strong human being.
I sobbed like a baby with the whole friend's story, specially when I saw tears in her eyes. She speaks beautifully, what a beautiful human being!
She’s a warrior princess
Wow! She is AMAZING! Please someone write a book about her and help get her the life she SO deserves. If she ever gets to read this comment, I want you to know I believe in you. You to me and so many others you may never meet, are the Soul of the world and I mean that in a such a way as to describe you as being an incredibly amazing, inspiring Soul. Bless you just the way you are ,