When one dose of pain isn't enough, so we seek out and create edits to murder us all over again just to try to process it... 😭 Beautifully, painfully made.
i don't know if anyone will read this but i think azi's "i forgive you" meant something different then most people think. The kiss wasn't tender or romantic, it was aggressive and desperate. It was Crowleys last effort to convince azi to stay with him. I think azi's "i forgive you" meant he was forgiving Crowley for using how they felt about each other as a weapon essentially. He was showing azi what he was leaving. Pouring all of his anger and hurt into one kiss in an effort to hurt azi in turn. So azi said he forgave him, but crowley doesn't want to be forgiven. He wants to be chosen.
I think it’s all of it. Saying he forgives Crowley for not choosing to be together as angels, forgiving him for not knowing better than to express his emotions with a kiss, and I think a little bit he is saying the _I forgive you_ to himself as forgiving himself for choosing against crowley
I think your analysis is very interesting, I definitely didn’t think of it that way. I think it definitely could be that, but I’d interpreted it as Azi never knowing how to express his emotions, which he seems to think are very, very wrong, and instead forgiving Crowley any time he reciprocates them, if that makes sense. Azi knows he loves Crowley, but any time Crowley seems to reciprocate, its always too much, too fast. So instead, Azi shuts down, all the thoughts of heaven being good and hell being bad flowing through his head, and the only way he knows how to deal with “wrong” feelings is asking for and giving forgiveness, in the true Christian/catholic way. Of course, Crowley absolutely hates this. So yes, the forgiveness could be directed specifically at the kiss in the way you interpreted, but it could also be far more general, as it seems to be teh only way Azi can continue to feel virtuous and Good about his own feelings and actions. A bit forgiving Crowley, a bit guiltily forgiving himself.
@@lorelynn2822 That's brilliant. I've been wrestling with what the forgiveness was intended to cover. I do think the kiss was aggressive and Azi wasn't ready/able to respond -- usually with TV trope angry "I love you dammit" big kiss moments, the person on the receiving end is shocked at first then relaxes into it and reciprocates. But Azi *never* relaxes. He *starts* to, there is one moment where his hands come down on Crowley's back, but only very briefly, then they're back up in the air, and he is ACTIVELY crying when they release, which means he started crying DURING the kiss. He is incredibly confused and it was NOT romantic for him, it was not the cliche trope breakthrough, it was practically an assault. So in one sense, he was forgiving Crowley for assaulting him. But you make a really, really astute observation, about how his own feelings are so repressed that when Crowley openly reciprocates, he can't deal with it, shuts down, and forgives Crowley instead of opening up himself. That is really, really good.
Their acting is so real. The confusion, guilt, shame, and desire Aziraphale felt after the kiss is so very vivid. He thinks it's a sin and selfish to cater to one's own desires or happiness.
I always found it interesting that Aziraphale would have considered kissing and physical affection to be a sin and selfish to cater to one's own desires because he has no issues with doing all those things in the other areas of life....he loves to eat, drink wine, loves his books, etc. I wonder how Gaiman will address it in S3.... praying it actually happens!
@@beezer81I'm not sure that he sees kissing/physical pleasure itself as a sin, but for him, because he's an angel who was created to serve humans/God, he might think it's a sin to go off on a life just concentrating on his and Crowley. Especially when he thinks he can alleviate suffering caused by heaven (making a difference). But you know, I've had the same thought about them not being interviewed in sexuality. Neil Gaiman has said (I'm paraphrasing) that these are two supernatural beings who are sexless and to whom sexual/physical love is kind of foreign concept. However, as you said, one theme of the series isthat they are becoming more human over time. So I wouldn't be surprised if they'd sampled this other human pleasure as they have many others.
2:44 - In the Portuguese version, instead of just saying "Oh, Crowley... Nothing lasts forever", Aziraphale says "Oh, Crowley, _darling_ ... Nothing lasts forever", and I love this change with my whole heart.
this really encapsulates everything about them this season and what they were going through. beautiful parallels and anguish. we need this kind of pain to heal smh
Damn I hadn't realized how open Crowley has always been about his feelings & Aziraphale shutting him down every time. Season 3 needs to be Aziraphale chasing after Crowley and making the big "I love you" speech
I find it interesting that Crowley waited by his car watching Azi until the very last second because he didn't want to be the one to leave first. Waiting to see if Azi changes his mind. Also, it drives home the point that Crowley isn't the one to walk away from their relationship. That's on Azi and he's gonna feel it and know it soon enough.
The end of this season was so beautifully tragic. but now we need a season 3 so they can make up and have a kiss thats beautifully romantic and positive rather than the forceful one that Crowley felt he had to do in the moment.
This was just so beautifully and heart-wrenchingly edited. Truly magnificent. I loved adding Nina’s words to that (ABSOLUTELY PHOENOMENAL) pause Crowley did.
This/the S2 finale ripped my heart out of my chest in the most crushingly beautiful & agonizing way and I hate it….and yet….I love it. Phenomenal story-telling + impeccable acting + seamless editing is a formidable combination. 1000000/10 would recommend.
Everything about this is amazing, the song, the parallels, the choice of scenes... The part where the music goes silent and Crowley says "no nightingales" is brilliant
Brilliant vid as always. I really respect Gaiman's writing genius here when dealing with the difficult subject of love. It's not about words or big romantic gestures. It's not always about giving your beloved what they want either. It's about putting the loved one's well being first, even above your own.
This, exactly this, was what went through my head when I watched that scene for the first time. All the love they always had for each other, every wholesome and vulnerable moment they shared. All that encompassed in that kiss. Such a beautiful edit ❤🩹
I love how this video emphasizes all the different parallels in their relationship. Really well done. I can't believe season 2 ended like that though. It was soul-crushing, and it's so hard not knowing yet whether season 3 will actually happen. I'd be perfectly happy waiting as long as it took as long as I knew it was coming T.T
It's been posted that we all need to rewatch S2 as much as possible to boost the numbers on Prime. The algorithm rates shows on number of views. So we need to watch it as often as possible and tell our friends to do the same.
The thing that hurts me the most is seing that this video was posted 2 months ago and that the fandom is still not recovered from the show after all this time :')
How did you make it sadder than it was already was.... thanks for smashing my soul into peices just after I made a weak attempt with school glue to put it back together....
i cant believe its only been 5 days of this edit i feel like an eternity has passed since my entire being was altered after i saw the edit for the first time. i've been coming back to this 4-5 times everyday. kudos for being so talented and making something so ethereal
For me it really is coffee or death because if the coffee wasn't miracled and Az really thought Crowley would ever go back to heaven I will simply have to die
This is so well done, so amazingly put together. I reallly wanted something like this, lining up these moments to show this pattern of yearning, denials and rejections, and how theyve changed in some ways but are still stuck in others. ❤ ugh my heart
This edit made me realise that Aziraphael loves Crowley but he thinks the only way they could be together is if they are both angels and he prefers that than being with a demon which is so heartbreaking
Everytime I'm thinking I'm feeling better now, UA-cam is like "Hey, watch this sad edit and continue crying for the next three hours! :D" ...Coffee theory is the only thing keeping me alive😢
Absolutely amazing edit. PSA: If we want a Season 3: It's been posted that we all need to rewatch S2 as much as possible to boost the numbers on Prime. The algorithm rates shows on number of views. So we need to watch it as often as possible and tell our friends to do the same.
thank you, thank you i needed to have the first and second seasons stitch like that, to enrich the second season with the richness of the first and the first with the love of the second
take me to church ua-cam.com/video/P9sBVEqR1r8/v-deo.html
Perfect edits 😭 I am listening to one song that reminds me of Crowley sooo much i’m gonna sob till the second coming.
“I won’t be forgiven, not ever” followed by two “I forgive yous” OMFG THIS HURTS
That's one thing I realized,, Aziraphale was always forgave Crowly ( even though the second one was not necessary I think) 😢
He says I forgive you but what he really means is I love you
Yeah, but that's not really what Crowley wants nor needs to hear and Azi doesn't get it imo
This was the most soul crushingly beautiful thing I’ve ever seen
Thank you 😊
This is beautiful and explains just how much s2 hurt my soul
Thank you
Watched two seasons building their relationship only to destroy it within 20 minutes 😭💔
It's that time to start torturing myself with beautiful edits like this until a new season comes 😭
Thank you 😊
Let’s hope there will be a new season tho 😭 we have to get as many people as possible to watch this show
@@Make_it_yellowIT HAS TO HAPPEN😭😭
We need to rewatch it legal as much as we can
@@Make_it_yellow definitely! I’m already telling my friends to watch it as we speak! Lol
When one dose of pain isn't enough, so we seek out and create edits to murder us all over again just to try to process it... 😭 Beautifully, painfully made.
Thank you 😊
This^^^^
Dammit. Every time I see that kiss my heart shatters. SEASON THREE, PLEASE. ASAP!!!!
Same here. That final scene and that kiss broke my heart.
1:42 that bit with crowley saying "just the two of us" completely broke me
i don't know if anyone will read this but i think azi's "i forgive you" meant something different then most people think. The kiss wasn't tender or romantic, it was aggressive and desperate. It was Crowleys last effort to convince azi to stay with him. I think azi's "i forgive you" meant he was forgiving Crowley for using how they felt about each other as a weapon essentially. He was showing azi what he was leaving. Pouring all of his anger and hurt into one kiss in an effort to hurt azi in turn. So azi said he forgave him, but crowley doesn't want to be forgiven. He wants to be chosen.
I think it’s all of it. Saying he forgives Crowley for not choosing to be together as angels, forgiving him for not knowing better than to express his emotions with a kiss, and I think a little bit he is saying the _I forgive you_ to himself as forgiving himself for choosing against crowley
I think your analysis is very interesting, I definitely didn’t think of it that way. I think it definitely could be that, but I’d interpreted it as Azi never knowing how to express his emotions, which he seems to think are very, very wrong, and instead forgiving Crowley any time he reciprocates them, if that makes sense. Azi knows he loves Crowley, but any time Crowley seems to reciprocate, its always too much, too fast. So instead, Azi shuts down, all the thoughts of heaven being good and hell being bad flowing through his head, and the only way he knows how to deal with “wrong” feelings is asking for and giving forgiveness, in the true Christian/catholic way. Of course, Crowley absolutely hates this. So yes, the forgiveness could be directed specifically at the kiss in the way you interpreted, but it could also be far more general, as it seems to be teh only way Azi can continue to feel virtuous and Good about his own feelings and actions. A bit forgiving Crowley, a bit guiltily forgiving himself.
I think you're all right lol. And I very much appreciate you sharing your thoughts ❤
Litterally CRYING over this responce!!!
@@lorelynn2822 That's brilliant. I've been wrestling with what the forgiveness was intended to cover. I do think the kiss was aggressive and Azi wasn't ready/able to respond -- usually with TV trope angry "I love you dammit" big kiss moments, the person on the receiving end is shocked at first then relaxes into it and reciprocates. But Azi *never* relaxes. He *starts* to, there is one moment where his hands come down on Crowley's back, but only very briefly, then they're back up in the air, and he is ACTIVELY crying when they release, which means he started crying DURING the kiss. He is incredibly confused and it was NOT romantic for him, it was not the cliche trope breakthrough, it was practically an assault. So in one sense, he was forgiving Crowley for assaulting him.
But you make a really, really astute observation, about how his own feelings are so repressed that when Crowley openly reciprocates, he can't deal with it, shuts down, and forgives Crowley instead of opening up himself. That is really, really good.
This is so beautiful yet so painful at the same time. This season broke me. I need season 3 NOW!!!
Thank you
Their acting is so real. The confusion, guilt, shame, and desire Aziraphale felt after the kiss is so very vivid. He thinks it's a sin and selfish to cater to one's own desires or happiness.
I always found it interesting that Aziraphale would have considered kissing and physical affection to be a sin and selfish to cater to one's own desires because he has no issues with doing all those things in the other areas of life....he loves to eat, drink wine, loves his books, etc. I wonder how Gaiman will address it in S3.... praying it actually happens!
@@beezer81I'm not sure that he sees kissing/physical pleasure itself as a sin, but for him, because he's an angel who was created to serve humans/God, he might think it's a sin to go off on a life just concentrating on his and Crowley. Especially when he thinks he can alleviate suffering caused by heaven (making a difference). But you know, I've had the same thought about them not being interviewed in sexuality. Neil Gaiman has said (I'm paraphrasing) that these are two supernatural beings who are sexless and to whom sexual/physical love is kind of foreign concept. However, as you said, one theme of the series isthat they are becoming more human over time. So I wouldn't be surprised if they'd sampled this other human pleasure as they have many others.
@@letolethe5878I think Crowley would've definitely tried it out, but Aziraphale... Not so much.
@@beezer81 Well wine took a while.
@@letolethe5878 Sex is pleasure.
And have you noticed how Crowley enjoys pleasuring Azi? In every way?
You made me cry all over again.
You made this very beautifully.
thank you
Thank you
2:44 - In the Portuguese version, instead of just saying "Oh, Crowley... Nothing lasts forever", Aziraphale says "Oh, Crowley, _darling_ ... Nothing lasts forever", and I love this change with my whole heart.
Crowley isn't only the only fallen angel, but the only who fell twice
1. from Heaven
2. for Aziraphale
And the second was so much harder...💔
This is magnificent. The parallels are perfect, and even more heartbreaking during the last minute. Can't thank you too much...
Thank you so much!!
I don't know what broke my heart more , Crowleys kiss or Azirsphale saying I forgive you and not I love you
this really encapsulates everything about them this season and what they were going through. beautiful parallels and anguish. we need this kind of pain to heal smh
Thank you so much
*lays down in a puddle of my own tears* this is fine
Khalid's voice mixed with that heart crushing finale scene is perfect. Love this.
Thank you
This is honestly such an amazing edit. You condensed all their key moments so well together, and I'm on the verge of tears-
Thank you so much
Damn I hadn't realized how open Crowley has always been about his feelings & Aziraphale shutting him down every time. Season 3 needs to be Aziraphale chasing after Crowley and making the big "I love you" speech
I'm screaming, crying, rolling on the floor in a puddle of my own tears.
I find it interesting that Crowley waited by his car watching Azi until the very last second because he didn't want to be the one to leave first. Waiting to see if Azi changes his mind. Also, it drives home the point that Crowley isn't the one to walk away from their relationship. That's on Azi and he's gonna feel it and know it soon enough.
That waiting and final glance at Nina and Maggie, saying goodbye. I can't wait to see them again, hopefully happy this time.
The best love story ever written.
Your edit is so perfect. It translates the beauty and heartbreak of the show perfectfly
Thank you so much
The end of this season was so beautifully tragic. but now we need a season 3 so they can make up and have a kiss thats beautifully romantic and positive rather than the forceful one that Crowley felt he had to do in the moment.
Very true. I mean, I've kind of convinced myself at this point that there's LITERALLY NO WAY they'd leave us hanging without a season 3.
i can't stop crying about this good lord, that shit broke me completly. but your video is beautiful!!!!!!!
Thank you
This brought tears. Well done. God, I hope Amazon makes a season three because we all need closure from this.
Thank you
This was just so beautifully and heart-wrenchingly edited. Truly magnificent. I loved adding Nina’s words to that (ABSOLUTELY PHOENOMENAL) pause Crowley did.
Thank you so much!!
That was as RIGHT in the FEELS as it can get!😭😭
But still beautiful, great video🥹🥹
Thank you so much!!
Crying once again after just finishing the show. Thank you :')
thanks, now when my friends ask me why I'm crying I can send them this video and they will understand
You can see when crowley’s heart just breaks I can’t stop watching, I cry every time
PLS NEIL GIVE THEM HAPPINESS I CAN'T TAKE THIS ANYMORE
This/the S2 finale ripped my heart out of my chest in the most crushingly beautiful & agonizing way and I hate it….and yet….I love it. Phenomenal story-telling + impeccable acting + seamless editing is a formidable combination. 1000000/10 would recommend.
Oh my God that last scene with them was soooo heartbreaking 😭
"Tell me you said no' hurts. Bad 😢😢
Everything about this is amazing, the song, the parallels, the choice of scenes... The part where the music goes silent and Crowley says "no nightingales" is brilliant
Thank you
“You go too fast for me Crowley”
*proceeds to be the one to ask him to dance*
oh god..the editors try not to break my heart
level: impossible
Brilliant vid as always. I really respect Gaiman's writing genius here when dealing with the difficult subject of love. It's not about words or big romantic gestures. It's not always about giving your beloved what they want either. It's about putting the loved one's well being first, even above your own.
My heart broke for Crowley at the end of the last season.
This is so beautiful but also hurt my heart so much!
Thank you
That one hurts so hard, and it's done in such a good way 😭😭 i can't get over the hurt in crowley's eyes, it haunts me
He doesn't want to be *forgiven.* He wants a world where he can have Azi. Demon he may be , but his heart is soft as marshmallows for his angel.
This, exactly this, was what went through my head when I watched that scene for the first time. All the love they always had for each other, every wholesome and vulnerable moment they shared. All that encompassed in that kiss. Such a beautiful edit ❤🩹
Thank you so much
this is THE BEST aziracrow edit I've ever seen, I loved the cuts and order of the clips, really nailed the pain in.
Lovely choices. Thank you.
I'M TELLING YOU AZIRAPHALE WAS BEING MINDCONTROLLLED BY SOMETHING HE DOESN'T EVEN DRINK COFFEE
this is so beautiful😭😭 i don't wanna wait 2026 for s3 help😭😭
I love how this video emphasizes all the different parallels in their relationship. Really well done.
I can't believe season 2 ended like that though. It was soul-crushing, and it's so hard not knowing yet whether season 3 will actually happen. I'd be perfectly happy waiting as long as it took as long as I knew it was coming T.T
Thank you
It's been posted that we all need to rewatch S2 as much as possible to boost the numbers on Prime. The algorithm rates shows on number of views. So we need to watch it as often as possible and tell our friends to do the same.
I'm crying...I really thought that Aziraphale would return to Crowley, but he didn't. It breaks my heart constantly.
I've been rewatching this for hours. I'm dying
This is gorgeous! My heart has been shattered so thoroughly
Thank you
This is so beautiful I absolutely love it! We all need a season 3 🥹
thank you
I can't do this anymore - but I always click on that kind of videos, just to get heartbroken again :')
Sigh. These two have been torturing me since I read the book when it first came out. I guess that will never change.
Beautiful work, dear! Bravo 💕
Thank you so much!
the way my heart starts hurting the moment they pull away from the kiss, imma cry
my heart is so broken
This season absolutely broke my heart. You did it again, thank you. It was beautiful, I'm crying 💦
Thank you
The music fit so perfectly 😭😭
On the edge of tears for 2 days. I am old and just hope that I will be around for S3. Or I will never forgive.
The thing that hurts me the most is seing that this video was posted 2 months ago and that the fandom is still not recovered from the show after all this time :')
My favourite editor editing my favourite couple 🥹🥹😍😍😍 you edited them so perfectly, I ADORE YOU 🤩🤩
Thank you so much 😊❤️
SCREAMING AND CRYING
Ah yes, successfully broke my heart all over again
It's fine, I didn't need my heart anyway.
Jokes aside, this is PERFECT
Thank you so much
bashing my head against a brick wall i love them
The many times Crowley has felt he's losing Aziraphale... That's something Azi doesn't know yet.
Thank you so much!! A very beautiful edit. I'm going to watch it everyday and cry.
Thank you 😊
How did you make it sadder than it was already was.... thanks for smashing my soul into peices just after I made a weak attempt with school glue to put it back together....
Thank you 😊
This is such a masterpiece, I’m crying again but it’s worth it 😭❤️
Thank you
Thank you, yes. I needed a good cry. 😢
I’m not crying, you’re crying.
Every time I see that kiss my heart 💔 poor Crowley 😢 it hurts so much to watch such wonderful videos. Thank you
Thank you 😊
i cant believe its only been 5 days of this edit i feel like an eternity has passed since my entire being was altered after i saw the edit for the first time. i've been coming back to this 4-5 times everyday. kudos for being so talented and making something so ethereal
Thank you so much 😊
I'm living on the coffee theory rn. Season 2 broke my heart
Same. I keep telling myself it was the coffee and with that the Metatron.
It’s the only way I can handle the ending.
For me it really is coffee or death because if the coffee wasn't miracled and Az really thought Crowley would ever go back to heaven I will simply have to die
Aziraphale only drinks tea. He has to have been controlled.
@@yonipwr agree 😭
Yess, that didn't sound like something Aziraphale would drink at all. Some sort of oaty nut milk latte yuck.
This is so well done, so amazingly put together. I reallly wanted something like this, lining up these moments to show this pattern of yearning, denials and rejections, and how theyve changed in some ways but are still stuck in others. ❤ ugh my heart
Thank you so much!
I cried. It is beautifully edited.❤
Thank you 😊
The editing is so well done and these two got us crying.
Thank you
This edit made me realise that Aziraphael loves Crowley but he thinks the only way they could be together is if they are both angels and he prefers that than being with a demon which is so heartbreaking
As soon as the music came on I was like "Oh, it's THIS song?! I'm definitely gonna cry now-"
I really didn't need this heartbreak again already.
But as ever, wonderfully, achingly beautiful.
Thank you
Somebody help me, I can't stop crying 😭😭😭. I need the season 3.
This video is... heartbreaking.
Who else has watched their kiss scenes about a thousand times.
It is so tragic, I'm just crying. 😭
I ran here right away. Thanks for the lovely heartbreak. It's perfect.
Thank you
I'm sobbing
He's still so Doctor Who, "let's run off together"
Ouch, this hurts so good. Brilliant editing of the clips and dialogue from both seasons. ♥
Thank you so much!
Everytime I'm thinking I'm feeling better now, UA-cam is like "Hey, watch this sad edit and continue crying for the next three hours! :D"
...Coffee theory is the only thing keeping me alive😢
This crushed my soul again but in the best way, that was a beautiful edit
Thank you
Absolutely amazing edit.
PSA: If we want a Season 3: It's been posted that we all need to rewatch S2 as much as possible to boost the numbers on Prime. The algorithm rates shows on number of views. So we need to watch it as often as possible and tell our friends to do the same.
Thank you
If amazon cancels this I am rioting. also crowley you make me wanna cry :( I already cried while watching it 😭😭😭😭
Season 2 tore me up.. this edit was besutiful though ❤
Thank you 😊
thank you, thank you i needed to have the first and second seasons stitch like that, to enrich the second season with the richness of the first and the first with the love of the second
okY im just making myself too emotional watching you're edits. I'm not crying, its raining in here
*catch me crying in the club* This was soul-crushing in the best way 💕
Thank you
It hurts me more than the corner of the table hurts me toe
NO this is so painful I cannot deal with this. 🥺🥺🥺Amazing tribute once again, you are so talented!
Thank you so much 😊
“I am coming back, I will not leave you on your own”
My heart is breaking