Snow Patrol - Make This Go On Forever [Lyrics]

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  • @pattyp5913
    @pattyp5913 7 років тому +184

    There's profound emotion in this song, Love, grief, regret, loneliness. Its hard not to let the melody take you down a dark path, but once you're in a place in your life where that cant touch it anymore, this song takes on so much more meaning. Hope, determination, devotion.

  • @Here4IVIusic
    @Here4IVIusic 10 років тому +228

    The overall vibe of this song is just breath taking, too haunting.

  • @ashleyhardy8994
    @ashleyhardy8994 7 років тому +283

    This song is so underrated.

  • @gabrielavega27
    @gabrielavega27 11 років тому +91

    I just can't stoop listening to it since I heard it on Greys Anatomy. The best song that someone has ever written.

  • @carito0625
    @carito0625 11 років тому +259

    I know it's a sad song, but it's one of the most beautiful songs i ever heard.

  • @meredithgale2422
    @meredithgale2422 11 років тому +34

    One thing that puts this song above so many others is the sincerity and emotion behind every word. The way the song builds and builds with powerful emotion, right up until the end, where you can feel the hollow emptiness and defeat in his voice.

  • @marcstraus3582
    @marcstraus3582 7 років тому +39

    This song describes perfectly the last moments of interaction between my lover and me in the final days. Thank you Snow Patrol for this near perfect representation.

  • @simonmiles9688
    @simonmiles9688 3 роки тому +31

    Saw these live and they ended on this, the whole crowd sang along for the last part where its just piano and vocals. I don't have the vocabulary to describe how incredible it was and if you read this, thanks you're awesome and I hope you're having a nice day.

  • @bleedlakerspng
    @bleedlakerspng 9 років тому +12

    Mellow gold. How radio and mainstream misses gems like this...Never ceases to amaze me...So many great songs that unfortunately never get heard by the masses.

    • @kissmeth7607
      @kissmeth7607 8 років тому +3

      It's more of a blessing, once everyone else hears the song, it turns to crap. :/

    • @n3of1x51
      @n3of1x51 8 років тому +1

      +Kiss Meth How so?

    • @bethsolomon6338
      @bethsolomon6338 8 років тому +3

      +n3of1x it becomes overplayed and listened to only to fit in which ruins it and the beauty of the song

  • @lilyylovestakis
    @lilyylovestakis 2 роки тому +10

    This song feels like all the feelings you pushed down finally coming rushing out all at once.

  • @TheNightrain99
    @TheNightrain99 8 років тому +30

    Definitely one of their best tracks. Great tune.

  • @florianecelle5701
    @florianecelle5701 11 років тому +269

    This song makes me cry every time. .
    I know that the chances that you find this comment are small but I know you listening this song sometime on your computer because it's our song.
    Because you're "the first time that I felt connected to anything".
    I miss you.. T.

    • @acespade5378
      @acespade5378 6 років тому +14

      Floriane Celle after 4 years I wonder if you have moved on :l cuz it took me 7 years.

    • @evelefay3648
      @evelefay3648 4 роки тому +1

      I feel for you...I'm going through a break up, it's only been 4 weeks. This songs says it all, all I'd say to you

    • @epic3ntre
      @epic3ntre 4 роки тому

      This song, first heard on this very video, moved me to record a cover on my first album. Time passes and life goes on. ua-cam.com/video/o-qWLDDw7rc/v-deo.html

    • @TrevorBlaineSnyder
      @TrevorBlaineSnyder 4 роки тому

      If you're who I thought you were you wouldn't dare to destroy me with this

    • @florianecelle5701
      @florianecelle5701 4 роки тому +3

      @@acespade5378 Hey ! I take me 3 years to stop thinking of this story. But after 7 years I never fell in love again.

  • @kawOOsh54
    @kawOOsh54 12 років тому +53

    I'm on Season 2 of Grey's and now I'm really excited to hear this song on the show. They play the best music.

  • @emmatelles8113
    @emmatelles8113 9 років тому +676

    "The weight of water..." MEREDITH

  • @karenward267
    @karenward267 Рік тому +3

    For us who never watched Grey’s Anatomy, but follow Snow Patrol’s tracks, this is truly sublime. Great use of a Zither.

  • @AoOniTV
    @AoOniTV 9 років тому +152

    This is such a beautiful song that anyone can relate to. . .love how it builds up

  • @alexking1780
    @alexking1780 3 роки тому +7

    Perfect in every way.
    When I am up I listen to the music. When I'm down listen to the lyrics. Such an emotional song which will always be in my head and heart.

  • @ThePschranz
    @ThePschranz 5 років тому +9

    I wish there would be more music like that nowadays. Touching, meaningful, ...

  • @kathyvondracek605
    @kathyvondracek605 7 років тому +13

    When you lose someone you love, you always hope that your last word shared with that person will be "love." Brilliant!

  • @TheSprucken
    @TheSprucken 12 років тому +12

    It took me about 2 years to re-find this song when I first time heard it on the radio. And I can just say that I haven't been more happy than I am right now for finding something like this again. This song is a masterpiece, and it really hit deep to me when I first time heard it. One of the best songs Snow Patrol has ever made.

  • @christellindroos7878
    @christellindroos7878 2 місяці тому +1

    I'm here because it's Snow Patrol , and of course, a smashing song that rips your heart to pieces as so many of their songs do . . .❤😢

  • @karimotic1102
    @karimotic1102 6 років тому +15

    One of the best songs ever made...

  • @Pete-jr4lw
    @Pete-jr4lw Рік тому +1

    just listened again to this song and at half-way through when the drums start beating on the quarter note...chills from scalp down neck and arms and back for seconds on end, over and over and over... amazing. the emotion and the words and wall of sound are so wonderful...2x in a row played back to back. not a lot of songs and musicians that can do this. what a gem.

  • @mindspace3863
    @mindspace3863 10 років тому +22

    Still with all the incredible music I have heard, from all the different types of music from dance to pop to house to chilled, this song stands upon them all!

  • @kerrymason609
    @kerrymason609 2 роки тому +3

    Oh this sends me! The lyric this splintered mast wont save me long,pure beauty, i was going through the most visceral heartbreak when this came out and it spoke to me on a level like nothing ever. 15 years have past and this gets me the same as it ever did.

  • @littlefishy98
    @littlefishy98 6 років тому +6

    This scene when April opens her eyes has got to be one of the top 10 best Grey's moments

  • @SerenityFeueropal
    @SerenityFeueropal 4 роки тому +379

    Who's not here because of Grey's anatomy but because this is just such a good song?

    • @stirlingarcher7972
      @stirlingarcher7972 4 роки тому +13

      @Random Number no one outside of the UK even knew who Snow Patrol was before Grey’s Anatomy made Chasing Cars a hit here. Sometimes great bands/songs need tv shows or movies to reach bigger audiences and gain more exposure than they ever would have had. They were having trouble breaking into America’s music scene then literally the day after that Grey’s Anatomy episode Chasing Cars went #1 in the US.
      The band even re-edited their music video for the song with scenes from the show. I doubt they care that Grey’s fans still love their music.

    • @timothyfloogle
      @timothyfloogle 4 роки тому +8

      Doesn't everyone have the right to discover where they might? Isn't what matters; that we found the song and are sharing the collective experience?

    • @timothyfloogle
      @timothyfloogle 4 роки тому +3

      @Random Number if you've never seen Grey's, the show is hella intense. The writing the performances, the music the world moves to. Why hate, or let it drive you crazy, when you can appreciate?

    • @Pillation
      @Pillation 4 роки тому +9

      Why not both 🤷🏼‍♀️

    • @marcosfelipe9076
      @marcosfelipe9076 4 роки тому

      Me.

  • @TheLastReason184
    @TheLastReason184 8 років тому +118

    I'm on cloud 9 from 2:52 to 4:19

  • @mrvenom6744
    @mrvenom6744 3 роки тому +7

    But I still love you more than anyone else could… that’s a powerful line

  • @kristylee44
    @kristylee44 6 років тому +23

    My gosh ... 12 years & I still freakin love this song!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @rachaelsmith7584
    @rachaelsmith7584 3 роки тому +2

    LOVE this song, it's the ultimate expression of someone who has done a loved one wrong. "I can't be as sorry as you think I should"....the aggrieved party can't understand it's because we're beyond sorry

  • @TheNightrain99
    @TheNightrain99 8 років тому +94

    "I have learnt from my mistakes. I have learnt from them so well that I can now repeat them almost perfectly"

    • @vesseyp6645
      @vesseyp6645 6 років тому +4

      Where is this from? I thought it was from the lyrics, but it's not there.

    • @mihaelanegritu1709
      @mihaelanegritu1709 3 роки тому

      @@vesseyp6645 Too bad , you didn't get an answer.It would have been more than fair.When you quote someone, you , automatically tell, from where it is.I also, would be curious.But some people's style, is , drop the bomb, and then...

    • @kayzbluegenes
      @kayzbluegenes 3 роки тому +1

      “I have learned from my mistakes, and I am sure I can repeat them exactly”
      ― Peter Cook
      that's what Google is for (duh)

    • @Dmoriarty1993
      @Dmoriarty1993 Рік тому

      @@mihaelanegritu1709 You need to use more punctuation in future. 😄

    • @mihaelanegritu1709
      @mihaelanegritu1709 Рік тому

      @@Dmoriarty1993 No,shit , Sherlock !

  • @freezingprocess
    @freezingprocess 7 років тому +4

    Hits like a bunker buster.
    I’ve lived this and still do.
    Letting go is a daily struggle.
    This song is a trigger
    An amazingly beautiful trigger

  • @Oliver-m9r6t
    @Oliver-m9r6t 6 років тому +100

    When someone dies in greys or is at risk to die they always play snow patrol I still don’t forgive them for killing Derek😭

    • @renaelattin5875
      @renaelattin5875 3 роки тому

      @AracelyGuzman,my daughter pointed out that they always play Chasing Cars when someone dies.

    • @yetispaghetti97
      @yetispaghetti97 3 роки тому

      Though I’m sad Derek died I’m glad, his character hit his peek that season.

  • @compphysgeek
    @compphysgeek 5 років тому +37

    I'm here for the song because my taste in music brought me here

  • @chloedunn8672
    @chloedunn8672 6 років тому +48

    Anyone else been looking for this song for the past 10 years? It's in like 5 other episodes other than 14 x 23

  • @elianaatanos4630
    @elianaatanos4630 6 років тому +12

    This song IS so beautiful.

  • @louiseblackburn6012
    @louiseblackburn6012 11 років тому +12

    This song has me in tears everytime so much emotion

  • @parker8832
    @parker8832 6 років тому +10

    This song is so beautiful makes me want to cry!!

  • @shadowfox277
    @shadowfox277 6 років тому +11

    I didn’t think a song would have so many profound emotions on it like love guilt loss regret despair ! longing for someone or taking someone back in time

  • @ed9381
    @ed9381 9 років тому +46

    This song makes me contemplate my whole fucking life and every decision I've made

  • @nabilareads
    @nabilareads Рік тому

    They are very talented. What a semisweet melody. Sounds like a kiss with tears

  • @MrLovej2989
    @MrLovej2989 7 років тому +22

    I found myself listening to this on late night drives through my darkest times. This song connects with my soul even now.

    • @curiositypiqued6573
      @curiositypiqued6573 2 роки тому

      Hope you're doing ok now my friend in spirit....I can relate too well to your words aswell

  • @rickhickman7138
    @rickhickman7138 6 років тому +17

    A song that likely connects with everyone on the planet - and connects them to some one.

  • @giulialivanu885
    @giulialivanu885 6 років тому +9

    This song just give me chills like no one..so special

  • @marisolfraga1317
    @marisolfraga1317 4 роки тому +7

    Mi favorita de Snow Patrol, la conocí por un capítulo de Grey's Anatomy, hace ya varios años y me encanta.

  • @dorksied
    @dorksied 13 років тому +2

    I think that this song is an excellent example of how inside, we're all the same, we feel the same pains, longings, and hopes, and perhaps, if you think about that for a little while, you'll see the world in a different way the next time you walk outside and see all the people you don't know... because you DO know them, we're all the same, where it counts.

  • @UmbraShepard
    @UmbraShepard 8 років тому +64

    Sometimes, I wish I can go back in time to change somethings in my life, I wish I wouldn't regret.

  • @ztas2
    @ztas2 12 років тому +13

    I wish this song was longer....
    I wish it would last forever...
    The irony!

  • @patriciacarcass
    @patriciacarcass 6 років тому +85

    I heard the piano on Grey's and iw as like DAMN YOU SHONDA RHIMES!

  • @foris27
    @foris27 6 років тому +98

    Bring April back and reunite her with Jackson..Grey's sucks..Krista Vernoff‘s writing sucks. Japril forever..

    • @meghasinghania1
      @meghasinghania1 2 роки тому +1

      They have finally reunited!! Season 17!!

  • @moumita_d99
    @moumita_d99 6 років тому +4

    Gosh. So much detail and honest.

  • @ironicappreciation4374
    @ironicappreciation4374 6 років тому +27

    On the off chance that you ever listen to this playlist again.
    I miss you.
    I believe we've gone through so much worse than this before. I think you do too. I hate this.
    Please don't go.

    • @user-ye2bc1ki1d
      @user-ye2bc1ki1d 5 років тому

      @Maneesha S Im wondering too

    • @jenniferumusig1753
      @jenniferumusig1753 4 роки тому

      I will just be here for him. Not reaching out but just waiting...

    • @ironicappreciation4374
      @ironicappreciation4374 4 роки тому +1

      Mike Russo haha no. It’s okay. Some good things have to end. She’s happy and successful and I couldn’t be more thrilled for her. She’ll be my maid of honor one day. Love doesn’t have to stop, it just changes. I was sixteen and thought the world was ending when I left this comment. But I’m holding out hope that someone will love me again someday. Sorry for keeping y’all waiting lol

    • @BoostAlmighty
      @BoostAlmighty 4 роки тому

      @@ironicappreciation4374 2 Year reply... wow. That's crazy & awesome at the same time!

  • @carolmazzara9493
    @carolmazzara9493 11 років тому +9

    this fit perfectly with the scene for the episode too. the song definitely got to me,. one of the few times i cried...other than when george died

  • @Brokensoul1974
    @Brokensoul1974 5 років тому +3

    2019 still loving this song.Snow patrol I salute you your truly amazing.Always have been and always will be 💋

  • @52bluey71
    @52bluey71 11 років тому +4

    I first heard this in a fanvid and then when I heard this on Grey's I was extremely happy. Well picked song for an amazing ep

  • @vincenzoraspavolo4159
    @vincenzoraspavolo4159 2 місяці тому

    this is a pure gem

  • @stevenmorris2234
    @stevenmorris2234 3 роки тому +1

    Gary is asking her for forgiveness and he is sad and in darkness and alone and feels helpless and shamed of his doings.
    He’s asking for forgiveness from god or the girl that he’s treated so wrongly and wants a second change. Which sounds like he doesn’t until 5:25-5:48 which is a sign of forgiveness and hope if you listen to the change in melody of the song and heavenly sound. 🙏

  • @mariliacedro2055
    @mariliacedro2055 6 років тому +154

    GREY'S ANATOMY 😭😭😭😭😭

  • @ToriLeister
    @ToriLeister 10 років тому +149

    I imagine if water had a heart beat, it would sound something like this song.

    •  10 років тому +5

      absolutely correct. rind regards: water.

    • @trumpetsharps4496
      @trumpetsharps4496 5 років тому +1

      Gary's genius makes this so....

  • @EdsonTHEmonsoon
    @EdsonTHEmonsoon 3 роки тому +3

    As a widowed woman this song screams the emotions I feel towards the choices my husband made and what he may have felt before he took his life.

  • @m1nk1xoxo45
    @m1nk1xoxo45 5 років тому +4

    That episode was soo emotional on Greys. I cried when everyone (All main characters) was standing around April in the hospital and cried even more when Jackson cried and Prayed for the first time.😭 And may I say Perfect choice of song for that scene.❤❤❤

  • @bratneheilliah9472
    @bratneheilliah9472 5 років тому +1

    These songs make me weep and smile all at once. I love them

  • @patvilleneuve20
    @patvilleneuve20 12 років тому +3

    i saw them live yesterday, that was AMAZING
    it's the best concert i've ever seen!

  • @MusicDoesChange
    @MusicDoesChange 11 років тому +6

    Another song that reminds me of Patch Cipiriano from the "Hush, Hush" book series.
    Love the book and this song so much.

  • @adrianaavila8853
    @adrianaavila8853 6 років тому +10

    April and Jackson!! 14x23. My heart sank but I didn’t cry this episode which surprised me. I’m so attached to April Kepner. Wonder what’s gonna happen in the season finale! Ahg tomorrow! Oh my gosh, never mind I’m crying along with the lyrics.

  • @luzgonzalez4388
    @luzgonzalez4388 6 років тому +417

    Here because Grey's Anatomy 14x23

  • @ed5228
    @ed5228 6 років тому +2

    Listend to this album as a maybe 3-4 year old as my parents had it, loved it then even though I didn't know what it meant, still love it now

  • @angelicaortiz4659
    @angelicaortiz4659 10 років тому +7

    In love with this song.

  • @bookiebelle
    @bookiebelle 6 років тому +265

    JAPRIL

    • @candleblaise
      @candleblaise 6 років тому +17

      Bookie Belle 😭😭
      Jackson and Maggie have no chemistry.

    • @framy2698
      @framy2698 6 років тому +11

      JAPRIL FOREVER!

    • @manoulanina7712
      @manoulanina7712 6 років тому +18

      jackson crying and begging for April 😢😢😢😔

    • @Maddog-ni8jd
      @Maddog-ni8jd 6 років тому +3

      YASSSSSSSSSS SONEONE GETS IT!!!!!!!!

  • @martinmart-33
    @martinmart-33 5 років тому +1

    This song helped me finish my book. I listened to it every time I had writer's block and I completed it September 21rst... I'll always remember this song

  • @charleshewell7089
    @charleshewell7089 8 років тому +4

    If you've ever lost that "one" person because, you could not appreciate, respect, or change for them? This song is for you! And, If you do not feel remorse, guilt, or shame? They are way better off w/o you!
    Letter to myself!

  • @mac_c
    @mac_c 3 роки тому +4

    This song gives me goosebumps but I don't mind that at all!

  • @Liv-hx9xx
    @Liv-hx9xx 6 років тому +73

    Here because of greys anatomy specifically japril. 14x23 may 10 2018.

  • @suzannelogan831
    @suzannelogan831 4 роки тому +2

    Recently started rewatching Greys from the start. S14 ep23 and I knew I recognised this song from when Meredith drowned. What a kicker to have the song playing when she said "I came back"

  • @katietipton1834
    @katietipton1834 6 років тому +24

    Grey's Anatomy my favorite show great song

  • @rowanyourboat20
    @rowanyourboat20 8 років тому +137

    Either depressing comments or greys anatomy I have no idea y'all

    • @lvstguks2094
      @lvstguks2094 4 роки тому +6

      @Random Number uhm????? Okay??? People can still be depressed over a “fictional character” that dies in the show. Actors can DIE while casting in shows. So don’t even start.

  • @mollyrussell2946
    @mollyrussell2946 6 років тому +28

    How about this song being back in Grey's? Perfection.

  • @writtenfromthesky3828
    @writtenfromthesky3828 9 років тому +13

    This song hurts my heart.

  • @bigmk814
    @bigmk814 13 років тому +1

    @matt125bates I think this song is about not wanting a first love to end, though you know it would never last. It's about putting your entire being into this love and it just builds up and builds up until you have nowhere else to go but into the darkness, life without that person, and all you want is for them to save you, but they wont.
    Or I may just be over-analyzing like I always do.

  • @doodlenote99
    @doodlenote99 11 років тому +1

    I didn't hear this on Greys Anatomy... I was just looking at some Temper Trap songs and I accidentally clicked on the "suggested" albums, which led me to this.
    Now I love every song.
    Have a good time with your show though. I've never seen it, but from the comments here it looks like they have excellent taste in music.

  • @Ralaacj
    @Ralaacj 3 роки тому +5

    This a masterpiece of a track 23/01/21

  • @ryanknight199
    @ryanknight199 6 місяців тому

    I haven't listened to this in more than a decade. I cried.

  • @loreleihutchinson2735
    @loreleihutchinson2735 8 років тому +39

    Why did I look in the comments and see 95% depressing ones and 5% Grey's Anatomy comments?

    • @TheNightrain99
      @TheNightrain99 8 років тому +12

      welcome to youtube

    • @acreepykiwi6788
      @acreepykiwi6788 7 років тому

      pretty much sums it up
      cdn.discordapp.com/attachments/216821312637632512/310371478610640896/eJwVzMENwyAMAMBdGABcnFA72yCCCFEoCLuvqru3-d7jPuY9L7OZQ3XI5txeJfW5W9E-Y8m29F6uHEcVm3pzUTWmo-WXikN4AgdC.jpg
      I mean... It's why I'm here

  • @WinteRita
    @WinteRita 13 років тому +10

    Have you ever felt that someone spied on your life and wrote a song about you?
    That's how I feel right now with this song .__.'

  • @marcogiordano8130
    @marcogiordano8130 8 років тому +13

    Define heaven: make this go on forever, make this go on forever. ....

  • @amypondering1802
    @amypondering1802 9 років тому +965

    Anybody else get brought here from grey's Anatomy?

    • @dakodahoward3267
      @dakodahoward3267 8 років тому +3

      Amy Pondering yeaassss!

    • @NickelMoon67
      @NickelMoon67 7 років тому +8

      No, i just listened to the Cd

    • @MrDavidKord
      @MrDavidKord 6 років тому +2

      Amy Pondering I actually thought this song was misplaced. It belongs in a redemption story for a superhero or something.

    • @lacrimaification
      @lacrimaification 6 років тому +39

      It was used again in the new Episode when April almost died because of the same reason meredith almost did 😭

    • @patriciacarcass
      @patriciacarcass 6 років тому +7

      legit why i ended up here lol I WAS LIKE NOOOOO NOT SNOW PATROL!

  • @chaimaaallam7236
    @chaimaaallam7236 6 років тому +11

    This song is so good , now whenever i'm gonna listen to it i'm gonna think about april

  • @saulemar2161
    @saulemar2161 6 років тому +27

    Thank you again...Grey's anatomy..

  • @jakeharlinski2934
    @jakeharlinski2934 11 років тому +6

    I will always remember her.

  • @sean-ue2cv
    @sean-ue2cv 6 років тому +4

    ive never felt so despaired to dive into the water until i watched this episode

  • @Momo-fm1uh
    @Momo-fm1uh 5 років тому

    i listen to this every time i think about the possibility of us breaking up.. i really do love you so much and it hurts me to think that you’re far away from me. you’re everything i’ve ever wished and needed, and now that you’re here, i don’t want to ever let go of you. i always tell you “make this go on forever”, and you would agree, but i’d still get scared sometimes. i love you, i’ve always loved you.

  • @ashen_roses
    @ashen_roses 9 років тому +88

    This is a fucking epic love song. To the point where it's sort of lovably cheesy, but fuck it, it's a goddamn brilliant piece of work.

    • @Imdancinbarefoot
      @Imdancinbarefoot 9 років тому +8

      +MessengerOfDreams Absolutely....brilliant love song..

    • @RaVeN_Marie316
      @RaVeN_Marie316 6 років тому +3

      You said it all ❤️

    • @mirandasteel4549
      @mirandasteel4549 6 років тому +3

      @@RaVeN_Marie316 i think it's like sung in such a way and has the right tone of music to give it much more deep feelings then the average song would do

  • @upokookoo
    @upokookoo 5 років тому +1

    I can't stop grieving.

  • @gabrielandrade6241
    @gabrielandrade6241 3 роки тому +4

    Omg i love grey's so muuuuch

  • @MollieStar
    @MollieStar 11 років тому +5

    This is so so great.

  • @hira8339
    @hira8339 3 роки тому +4

    this has the same vibe with goodbye from aparat, if anyone related to

  • @curiositypiqued6573
    @curiositypiqued6573 2 роки тому +1

    The feeling I got from this is looking back on the dark path you've been through hell already and finally from a place of safety and happiness realizing .......you've made it 😢🤔

  • @annikatorbenson6949
    @annikatorbenson6949 4 роки тому +2

    ‘I fought, hard, the water was cold’ ‘Then why are we here Meredith?’

  • @sabrahmorris9640
    @sabrahmorris9640 6 років тому +5

    I started listening to this song after a woman named Denise died. Damn, i cry every fucking time I listen to this song. She was like a second mom to me. Damn i miss her so god dammed much. 😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😖😥😥😣😣
    But, i am also here from Greys Anatomy. They play this song when meredith almost dies from drowning to. 😣😥😖😭

    • @sabrahmorris9640
      @sabrahmorris9640 6 років тому

      First, Denise, and now my grandma. God, why does life hate me so god damned much. My grandma is dying, and i wont get to say good bye because i have to stay at school. My reading teacher found out about my grandma, my reading teacher is really close to my family, and she asked me how my grandma was doing, and i told her the whole story of the no pulse in her leg and the aspirating. She hugged me, and i really felt like crying. I even told her if she keeps hugging me, i am gonna cry. She kept hugging me. And i did end up crying. But she comforted me through it. She hugged me after reading, like she kept me in the classroom after reading was over. But during reading, we had a 15 minute AR time. During that time, we talked about what was going on with my grandma, and i showed her the texts from my mom about my grandma. I could see it in her eyes that she didnt want me in the classroom, that she wanted me at the hospital with my grandma. I am crying as i type this god damn thing. Oh God, i really gotta stop listening to songs that make me cry.