Holding Absence - Head Prison Blues

Head Prison Blues by ‪@holdingabsence‬
From the album 'The Noble Art of Self Destruction', out now.
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Produced by Dan Weller
Mixed by Sam Guaiana
Mastered by Ryan Smith at Sterling Sound
Heart in hand,
Here I am.
Without Wax.
I’m letting my guard down
I’m desperate to see
A new reflection of me.
You’ve watched me love
You’ve watched me lose
Now watch me writhe on the floor
Is this what therapy’s for?
Just catch my guts as I talk
You’ve watched me win
You’ve watched me lose
Let me recover my corpse
Is this what therapy’s for?
Just catch my guts as I talk
My head’s been a prison
Nobody should visit
I’m losing the will to go on
(I’m losing the will)
I locked myself inside a cell with my own sins,
And every day’s a different conviction.
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again.
You’ve watched my death and resurrection.
Watch me roll with this stone
Everywhere that I go -
A sadistic memento
That there’s no shame in keeping track
Of the times you’ve been to hell and back.
And, I wear this tally on my sleeve,
As a reminder that I’ll never leave.
My head’s been a prison
Nobody should live in
I’m losing the will to go on
(I’m losing the will)
I trapped myself inside a cell with my own sins,
And every day’s a different conviction.
But if I end up losing myself to myself
I know somewhere that you
Will do your best to let me live again.
My head’s been a prison
Nobody should live in
I’m losing the will to go on
My head’s been a prison
Nobody should live in
I’m losing the will to go on
I’m losing the will