Holding Absence - A Crooked Melody

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  • Опубліковано 5 кві 2023
  • A Crooked Melody by ‪@holdingabsence‬
    Purchase, Stream at: bfan.link/a-crooked-melody
    Produced by Dan Weller
    Mixed by Sam Guaiana
    Mastered by Ryan Smith at Sterling Sound
    --
    Director: Lewis Cater
    Producer: Dan Matthews
    DoP: Aaron Rogers
    Model: Jackie Hong
    Gaffer: Harry Buck
    Art Director: Zenon Clements
    HMU: Lauren Gelsei
    Stills: Bethan Miller
    Focus: Oscar Harrison
    Spark: Nykola Bulavsky
    Trainee: Daniel Kershaw
    Trainee: Storm Herrington
    Production Assistant: Guy Tchakarov
    Production Assistant: Johnny Reid
    Location: Cineview Studios
    Location Manager: Dipesh
    Editor: Lewis Cater
    Colourist: Katie Dymmock
    Post House: The Mill
    I’ve been lost alone inside my mind
    Where the devil on my shoulders crying wolf tonight.
    I’ve started thinking that he’s right.
    “How could the sum of someone’s life be them believing their own lies?”
    But I know a self-serving lullaby
    That’ll help me sleep at night.
    It smothers me with sweet denial.
    Sing myself a crooked melody
    Where I tell myself that it’s gonna be alright.
    Yeah, it sets my soul on fire, but I’m gonna be alright.
    If I lie myself to sleep then I’m gonna be alright,
    As long as I don’t know.
    I’ve been lost alone inside my head
    Where the devil on my shoulder’s crying wolf again.
    I’ve started thinking that I’m better off dead.
    “How could the sum of someone’s life be them believing their own lies?”
    Sing myself a crooked melody
    Where I tell myself that it’s gonna be alright.
    Yeah, it sets my soul on fire, but I’m gonna be alright.
    If I lie myself to sleep then I’m gonna be alright.
    I know that I lie myself to sleep every single night.
    Inside my mind, I lie.
    I know someday the jury will call
    And they will say
    That I am a fraud, an imposter, a liar.
    Deep down I’ll know that I agree with them.
    Sing myself a crooked melody
    Where I tell myself that it’s gonna be alright.
    Yeah, it sets my soul on fire, but I’m gonna be alright.
    If I lie myself to sleep then I’m gonna be alright.

КОМЕНТАРІ • 298

  • @holdingabsence
    @holdingabsence Рік тому +39

    Our Europe & U.K. headline tour in November 2023 is now on-sale!
    03.11 EINDHOVEN, DYNAMO, NL
    04.11 BERLIN, HOLE 44, DE
    05.11 HAMBURG, GRUENSPAN, DE
    07.11 MUNICH BACKSTAGE HALLE, DE
    08.11 PRAGUE FUCHS 2, CZ
    09.11 VIENNA, FLEX CAFE, AT
    10.11 MILAN, LEGEND CLUB, IT
    12.11 ZURICH, DYNAMO, CH
    14.11 PARIS, BACKSTAGE, FR
    15.11 COLOGNE, ESSIGFABRIK, DE
    17.11 BRIGHTON, CONCORDE 2
    18.11 CARDIFF, THE GREAT HALL
    19.11 GLASGOW, THE GARAGE
    20.11 NEWCASTLE, BOILERSHOP
    22.11 MANCHESTER, O2 RITZ
    23.11 SOUTHAMPTON, ENGINE ROOMS
    24.11 LONDON, O2 KENTISH TOWN FORUM
    25.11 LEEDS, STYLUS
    27.11 NORWICH, EPIC STUDIOS
    28.11 BIRMINGHAM, O2 INSTITUTE
    Tickets available at holdingabsence.com

    • @sidney3867
      @sidney3867 Рік тому +1

      Brazil?

    • @LunaPaluna
      @LunaPaluna 8 місяців тому +1

      I will be in Cologne on November 15th, im so excited!! :3

    • @Dutrin
      @Dutrin 7 місяців тому +1

      Guys, there is a video claiming a band called, "The Disaster Area", ripped this song off. Do you know anything about this?

  • @SharpToneRecords
    @SharpToneRecords  Рік тому +278

    WHAT A BAND.

    • @nikoraasu6929
      @nikoraasu6929 Рік тому +14

      SharpTone and UNFD casually proving that they are the best labels because every single band that releases under them is great

    • @tannerboyle9501
      @tannerboyle9501 Рік тому +6

      You damn right! Great pick up, Sharptone! This song is one of their bests. The chorus is unbelievable! They are about to pop in the US! Can’t wait for the new album!

    • @alexfrancis6923
      @alexfrancis6923 Рік тому +2

      like 1000 others? 😂

    • @deenus2070
      @deenus2070 Рік тому

      Metalcore labels, are so fucking cringe, my god.

    • @matthewsims9951
      @matthewsims9951 Рік тому

      Saw them live last night amazing band

  • @kaegee2579
    @kaegee2579 Рік тому +218

    Great song. And I love the reference to Kintsugi. It's the Japanese art of repairing pottery with gold. The cracks aren't hidden; they are embraced. I believe that it's a good way to live life as well: to embrace your flaws and make them into something beautiful.

    • @mxedits7023
      @mxedits7023 Рік тому +6

      wow i didnt know this!

    • @piperfournier5477
      @piperfournier5477 Рік тому +5

      So lovely!

    • @robbdrop7018
      @robbdrop7018 Рік тому +5

      Thank you for the explanation. I love this ❤

    • @gabrielvazquez1691
      @gabrielvazquez1691 11 місяців тому +2

      Wow, great insight of this. Thank you for showing this perspective in the song and you're absolutely right about it in real life. You've really given us food for thought.

  • @NickMavromatis
    @NickMavromatis Рік тому +130

    YES LADS!!! 🔥🔥🔥

    • @TheLadyT603
      @TheLadyT603 Рік тому +2

      Good to see you're enjoying some good music Nick 😉

    • @djpyramid
      @djpyramid Рік тому +1

      LOVE YOU BRO 😍 Good to see you're supporting the scene!✌

  • @drakie7024
    @drakie7024 Рік тому +182

    The greatest mistake of my life for me is the best album I have heard in 44 years! can't wait for this song

    • @ThatYellowPokemon
      @ThatYellowPokemon Рік тому +1

      What did you think of it?

    • @drakie7024
      @drakie7024 Рік тому +5

      @@ThatYellowPokemon love it! Thr whole new albuns seems to have the same vibe going.

    • @musicilya6674
      @musicilya6674 10 місяців тому +2

      The Noble Art of Self Destruction is their best album yet

  • @str1897
    @str1897 Рік тому +37

    The energy of the drummer is unmatched

    • @sonofamachinegun8568
      @sonofamachinegun8568 Рік тому

      That's cute. Just gonna leave this here.
      ua-cam.com/video/78VQsF2cBug/v-deo.html

  • @JuanCruzFabi
    @JuanCruzFabi Рік тому +23

    3:07 Drummer hiting those drums like they owe him money

  • @NIGHTOWLmetalcore
    @NIGHTOWLmetalcore Рік тому +41

    this song gives me Dayseeker vibes with some pop-punk sensibilities, and I'm lovin' every minute of it! 🖤

  • @connorhayes7216
    @connorhayes7216 Рік тому +33

    Nearing the 2 year anniversary of The Greatest Mistake of My Life, most of us can agree that album holds a special place in all our hearts. This new chapter in the Holding Absence saga will be no exception

  • @Vixfor_
    @Vixfor_ Рік тому +89

    I love this band so much, obsessed with their songs since self-titled LP, which is some of the best stuff i've ever heard in my life

    • @solid5502
      @solid5502 Рік тому +1

      I miss their counterpart band, Parting Gift 😔

    • @Vixfor_
      @Vixfor_ Рік тому +1

      @@solid5502 Same bro, what a wonderful band

    • @tarkenton3895
      @tarkenton3895 Рік тому +1

      ​@@solid5502 Parting Gift ❤ gone too early.
      Most of the guys are now in a band called Angel Number if you haven't checked them out already. Different vibes but still has a hell of an atmosphere

    • @juliehipkin8168
      @juliehipkin8168 Рік тому +1

      Same thing here I’ve been listening to these guys since they dropped their first album and I love them that much I’ve gone and brought the box set to the greatest mistake of my life and I came across another band called caskets and I loved their music so much that I’ve bought one of their necklaces and It cost me £150 pounds and I don’t regret buying it

  • @JuanCruzFabi
    @JuanCruzFabi Рік тому +26

    This band is aesthetically perfect in every way

  • @Alexj-kv3he
    @Alexj-kv3he Рік тому +35

    These guys just can’t put out a bad song. Came across this band in 2019 and been loving all their music ever since.

  • @evanbates4097
    @evanbates4097 Рік тому +26

    HOLY MOLY. This song gave me literal chills the whole time I was listening to it. Holding Absence is just built different. Incredible song writers and musical talent (Lucas is a standout). There's not a modern band today who's lyrics hit me like Holding Absence's do every time. Please don't ever change.

  • @Re0Search
    @Re0Search Місяць тому +1

    This is one of my favorite songs and when I was taking my drivers course for my license, I heard this song on the radio. And must I say, this types of songs are very rare in my country.

  • @Matt_Nor
    @Matt_Nor Рік тому +27

    It shocking how great of a lyricist Lucas is. He has this ability to write emotionally vulnerable lyrics you can relate to
    The boys are amazing at making music. Also interesting what their new sound will be like, because this is a little different but still HA at its core.
    "I’ve been lost alone inside my head
    Where the devil on my shoulder’s crying wolf again.
    I’ve started thinking that I’m better off dead."
    That one hit me hard

    • @nicholasjackson8782
      @nicholasjackson8782 7 місяців тому

      I agree but he just repeated the verse 1 lyrics for verse 2 for the most part. That seems like lazy lyric writing to me

  • @kornelparoczai1763
    @kornelparoczai1763 6 місяців тому +20

    Thank you Nik for leading me to this sick song

    • @paulbenish8982
      @paulbenish8982 6 місяців тому

      Now grab the whole album. It’s an awesome vinyl

    • @kornelparoczai1763
      @kornelparoczai1763 4 місяці тому +2

      @@paulbenish8982 Not a vinyl guy but I did listen to the whole album. Reallly fucking good. Have to listen again sometime.

  • @Hakuru15
    @Hakuru15 Рік тому +11

    OOOOOOOOOOOOOH THIS SOUNDS LIKE A BANGER ALREADY

  • @Shao_
    @Shao_ Рік тому +11

    Can't wait for their next album. " The Greatest Mistake Of My Life " is one of my favorite albums of all time. So hyped.

  • @thermasolo
    @thermasolo Рік тому +6

    Lucas always looks so serious in the videos but on the outside he’s just a lovable goof.

  • @tannerboyle9501
    @tannerboyle9501 Рік тому +11

    This is seriously one of the best songs I’ve heard in a long time! The chorus is ungodly! They are about to pop in the US. Good lord, this is good!!!

  • @GetTheGatlingVocalist
    @GetTheGatlingVocalist Рік тому +31

    these guys need more recognition!!! i met them at a dayseeker show and they are some of the kindest people! they wouldnt even let me leave a tip!
    plus lets be honest they have BANGERS

  • @douglasmunro5672
    @douglasmunro5672 7 місяців тому +3

    Saw these guys in Glasgow a few weeks back in the Garage, and my god do they deliver on stage, so glad the radio played this when I was listening

    • @cvmusic4430
      @cvmusic4430 7 місяців тому +1

      I was there too, unbelievable gig!

  • @juliehipkin8168
    @juliehipkin8168 Рік тому +15

    These guys are just so talented with their music and just look at the amount of different places they’ve been performing live in just tells you how talented they are

    • @davewetering7554
      @davewetering7554 Рік тому +2

      Check out caskets everyone. Start with glass heart and 2nd the only ones❤ trust me

  • @jeffwilkerson1145
    @jeffwilkerson1145 Рік тому +6

    This song just explodes with energy start to finish💯

  • @dawidneumann9489
    @dawidneumann9489 6 місяців тому +10

    i saw nik nokturnal video where he compares it to song called "Talking to myself" now this is deleted but i discovered new amazing band

  • @therealcleany
    @therealcleany 5 місяців тому +1

    I'm 44 and can't stop crying when I hear your music. Saw you with Being As An Ocean and Counterparts in Haarlem and bought your LP. It was a 30 minute bike right holding your vinyl, but it wad wortg it.
    Love you.

  • @samdobson-oneal5113
    @samdobson-oneal5113 10 місяців тому +2

    Just realised that this sounds exactly like early Hands like houses. Love it.

  • @CFLaughs
    @CFLaughs Рік тому +10

    The boys are back! I am their biggest fan ever and it was a delight meeting them at an Amity Affliction show 😁
    (If you guys are reading this comment, see you at the Plot In You show)!

  • @aditopley9323
    @aditopley9323 3 місяці тому +2

    I hadn’t heard of this band until I went to see Pierce the Veil at Nottingham Arena. I don’t expect much from support bands usually, but I was absolutely blown away by these guys. They opened the evening and were totally amazing! They were followed by Dayseeker and if I’m totally honest they were both better the PTV. So much so that I have had both in rotation on my play list since, with The Noble Art Of Self Destruction my main go to. Hopefully these guys will tour with a headlining gig soon!

    • @a.r.1611
      @a.r.1611 24 дні тому

      Both Holding Absence and Dayseeker are top tier bands!

  • @XxS1NxX
    @XxS1NxX Рік тому +3

    Seen this band with The Amity affliction last year and was instantly hooked. Solid show live!.

  • @harrymiles2652
    @harrymiles2652 7 місяців тому +3

    This song just started blasting on my weightlifting coach’s Spotify playlist today and I said ‘Hey tell me this song NOW!’
    Now I’m hooked 😱

  • @lt80149
    @lt80149 Рік тому +5

    The gold lines reminded me of Kintsugi, the Japanese pottery art of repairing pottery with gold. Not sure if that was the inspiration, but so cool regardless! Really liking the song too!

    • @ghostkids4
      @ghostkids4 Рік тому +2

      I think it was! Their stylist talked about it on her Instagram :)

  • @ram_cndia
    @ram_cndia Рік тому +8

    This band is just beautiful. I can't think of anything else to say

  • @Lu1sY4brudy
    @Lu1sY4brudy Рік тому +4

    theird sound is very nostalgic, reminds me to the melancolic metalcore era. Like Of mice of men, We Came as romans, or even the Word Alive

  • @AnatemaOficial
    @AnatemaOficial Рік тому +2

    Fuuuu!! It gets better the more you listen to it. Definitely my favorite single all year so far

  • @uncleliquor
    @uncleliquor Рік тому +3

    This has a bit of a Crooks vibe and that is goddamn fine.

  • @tarkenton3895
    @tarkenton3895 Рік тому +1

    I've come across these guys a number of times across Cardiff and honestly to see them go from their start to where they are now is so well deserved because they're absolutely lovely ❤

  • @ShaddollOnStage
    @ShaddollOnStage 6 місяців тому +2

    Stuck in my head! Thanks Nik!

  • @JuneTurnsBlack
    @JuneTurnsBlack Рік тому +23

    We see you're men of Japanese culture as well. Song absolutely slaps!

  • @chrisbicehouse
    @chrisbicehouse Рік тому +2

    I listen to this band everyday. This track is so good. So stoked for hopefully a new album 😏💜🤘

  • @Angelica-yq1mo
    @Angelica-yq1mo Рік тому +4

    Lucas always kills the vocals. 🫶🏼 I LOVE this band so much!

  • @NealBones
    @NealBones Рік тому +2

    Let's go! New Holding Absence is always welcome

  • @raulvela953
    @raulvela953 Рік тому +2

    Obsessed with this band OMG, what a beautiful song ❤❤

  • @GeoffsGengar
    @GeoffsGengar Рік тому +5

    Go off 🔥🔥🔥

  • @joedison5006
    @joedison5006 Рік тому +3

    I listened the song right now and it's a pure masterpiece !!! Hope an album release soon

  • @WheresSeamus
    @WheresSeamus Рік тому +9

    3:31 The songwriting is so good here. The climax comes right at the end, the way the chorus kicks in on the upbeat and just everything is so incredible like this is the shit that makes me fall in love with this band, was introduced to the band during the filming of 60cm of steel and have fallen completely into the deep end with all of the music, absolute iconic band.

    • @nicholasjackson8782
      @nicholasjackson8782 7 місяців тому

      I agree but the lyrics for verse 1 and verse 2 are the same...seems like lazy lyric writing

  • @pedropessoa2246
    @pedropessoa2246 Рік тому +4

    Wow this is beautiful ❤️ this band never disappoints

  • @michaelrascon7657
    @michaelrascon7657 10 місяців тому +2

    Like the way the band goes hard then slows it down, bands that can do that are talented and lead singer has a great voice to go with it👌

  • @ekselentofficial
    @ekselentofficial Рік тому +2

    I'm in love with this band, I hope so badly they're gonna have a new album after this soon

  • @piperfournier5477
    @piperfournier5477 Рік тому +2

    These guys can do no wrong when it comes to writing amazing songs! ❤

  • @ank1t54
    @ank1t54 Рік тому +3

    ONE WORD : BEAUTIFUL

  • @Altroburst
    @Altroburst Рік тому +3

    this songs hits me personally and mentally. thank you for this great tune. can't wait for another stuff 👏

  • @ikuyat.5251
    @ikuyat.5251 Рік тому +5

    come to Japan!

  • @h0pesfall
    @h0pesfall Рік тому +2

    I love these blue/white colours of the clothes. You should sell this with a Holding Absence print as merchandising!

  • @LV_Visuals
    @LV_Visuals Рік тому +2

    Nah this song is crazy catchy keep killing it guys

  • @jgmaizeleff1866
    @jgmaizeleff1866 Рік тому +1

    Here waiting the new LP. 💗
    HOLDING ABSENCE FOREVER

  • @sdfwcsetv
    @sdfwcsetv Рік тому +3

    hell
    i cry

  • @iG1x
    @iG1x Рік тому +2

    just...wow :O

  • @kur3922
    @kur3922 Рік тому +1

    This song should bring rock back on the radio🤘🏻👍🏻👏🏻

  • @robertolarraga9591
    @robertolarraga9591 Рік тому +2

    This band is absolutely changing the game ❤

  • @TrueVisionTWest
    @TrueVisionTWest Рік тому +1

    Something captured my attention before the music started, I don't usually wait ads out... Greatful I did for this. What a masterful song 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼 saved to every playlist instantly 🙌🏼🙌🏼🙌🏼

  • @ohbxnny6299
    @ohbxnny6299 Рік тому +1

    well that is indeed a melody, beautiful song

  • @botDepot
    @botDepot Рік тому +1

    One of the best bands around today. This song is amazing

  • @whtvrfrvr
    @whtvrfrvr Рік тому +2

    this band heals my soul

  • @forsidekhan5405
    @forsidekhan5405 Рік тому +2

    Good.

  • @joshhunter2723
    @joshhunter2723 Рік тому +2

    This song chokes me infatuation.

  • @LouiseBaxter-ld7ok
    @LouiseBaxter-ld7ok 4 місяці тому +1

    Awesome

  • @Hessekimojo
    @Hessekimojo Рік тому +1

    I get so excited every time you guys drop new music. thank you for everything.

  • @hkwlsk
    @hkwlsk Рік тому +5

    That would be so fucking banger

  • @paco1669
    @paco1669 Рік тому +2

    Huge! Love you guys so much. 😍

  • @Notgoodsky
    @Notgoodsky Рік тому +1

    YUUUUP

  • @modern_agony
    @modern_agony Рік тому +2

    This band is the only thing that keeps me sane in this world, I swear.

  • @rizzyp2878
    @rizzyp2878 Рік тому +2

    I CANT WAIT BRO IM GOING TO PEEL MY SKIN OFF

  • @AnatemaOficial
    @AnatemaOficial Рік тому +1

    Absolutely mind-blowing. Can't stop hearing it. 🤯

  • @zaiDUNE
    @zaiDUNE Рік тому +1

    Yesssiiirrr

  • @XBOXKILLER33988
    @XBOXKILLER33988 Рік тому +1

    Holding Absence continuing to impress as usual. This band is GOATED

  • @pattyxtlst2446
    @pattyxtlst2446 Рік тому +1

    One of my fav bands on the planet

  • @bryguy9233
    @bryguy9233 Рік тому +1

    Thank you

  • @shirohanakurohana
    @shirohanakurohana 7 місяців тому +1

    Lovely song!

  • @josueherediadrums333
    @josueherediadrums333 Рік тому +2

    what a really good production in general it is very good 🤘🤘

  • @chanelferguson9334
    @chanelferguson9334 Рік тому +1

    I can’t wait for you to come back to America 🥺 I will make for certain I can see you this time. I was freshly postpartum the first time 🥲

  • @SunPraisinMan
    @SunPraisinMan Рік тому +2

    Definitely needed to hear this song rn. Been feeling so depressed lately that all could I repeat myself that everything sucks. It might be true but it isn’t helpful so just repeating myself to the lyrics that I’ll be alright even if it’s a lie is helpful. Goes against the meaning of the song but fuck it, better to lie myself into being happy than being true and wallowing in misery

  • @dusteddream3070
    @dusteddream3070 Рік тому +1

    So excited to hear this live hope you play more uk shows soon

  • @conorferris
    @conorferris Рік тому +1

    What a band. What a song

  • @chrisseason6894
    @chrisseason6894 Рік тому +1

    Loved the song and how you incorporated the Kintsugi concept into the video. Thank you for making my 2023 better

  • @toddlerwipes
    @toddlerwipes Рік тому +2

    WAAAAAHOOOOO

  • @moixxx8442
    @moixxx8442 Рік тому +3

    I think That was Modern Error's new song with your Art direction 😭

  • @espiritnu
    @espiritnu Рік тому +1

    A throwback vibe. I am loving this

  • @gavinvail4133
    @gavinvail4133 Рік тому +1

    What a masterpiece of a song such a incredible one ❤️

  • @punkrockscreamsheet
    @punkrockscreamsheet Рік тому +2

    Top 5 holding absence songs
    1.perish
    2.to fall asleep
    3.celebration song.
    4.nomoreroses
    5. Penance

  • @pancakeburglar9361
    @pancakeburglar9361 Рік тому +1

    This is excellent!! One of the best songs of the year so far for me.

  • @holdingabsence
    @holdingabsence Рік тому +1

    💙 the noble art 💙

  • @higorsales2935
    @higorsales2935 Рік тому +1

    Legends!

  • @melaniemarcano5980
    @melaniemarcano5980 Рік тому +1

    This sounds amazing, y'all definitely don't disappoint. I totally loved seeing you guys last year at Starland. You guys are a great band and I know you'll go far.

  • @daleonov
    @daleonov Рік тому +1

    Love it!

  • @tannerboyle9501
    @tannerboyle9501 Рік тому +1

    WHAT A SONG!

  • @paulsteier9510
    @paulsteier9510 Рік тому +1

    Xcellant !!!!!

  • @leandroguilherme1060
    @leandroguilherme1060 Рік тому +6

    Uma das melhores músicas que escutei esse ano... Já quero disco novo, perfeito demais como sempre! Come to Brazil please 💙

    • @h.s3449
      @h.s3449 Рік тому +1

      Curto muito bandas nesse estilo, inclusive se quiser me recomendar outras tamo aí 🤝

    • @leandroguilherme1060
      @leandroguilherme1060 Рік тому +1

      @@h.s3449 Fica difícil te recomendar por não saber quais você já conhece mas gosto muito de The plot in you... As Everything unfolds... Dream state.. Our mirage...Pridelands... Thousand Below... Noija... Enfim, algumas que eu gosto que acho que tu pode gostar também!

    • @h.s3449
      @h.s3449 Рік тому +1

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  • @blackheartscars
    @blackheartscars Рік тому +1

    here we gooooooo

  • @almondblood
    @almondblood Рік тому +1

    beautiful.