WHY IS DEATH SO HARD TO TALK ABOUT...Spicy Fruit #4
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- Опубліковано 28 лип 2024
- Talking about death is hard. We discuss our encounters with death, seeing dead people, and the most tragic death Alex has encountered.
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00:00 THIS WEEK’S TOPIC: DEATH
01:57 LIVE TO 100?
02:37 ALEX WORKING IN A RETIREMENT HOME
05:42 SECRET TO LIVING FOREVER
07:23 WHAT’S YOUR BLOOD TYPE?
07:51 ENCOUNTERS WITH DEATH
11:45 FIRST TIME SEEING A DEAD BODY
13:21 ROI SEES DEAD PEOPLE
14:30 PARANORMAL ACTIVITIES IN THE PHILIPPINES
17:57 CLOSE ENCOUNTER WITH DEATH
18:29 YOUNGEST AGE TO DIE
19:27 WHY WE’RE NOT AFRAID OF DEATH
20:57 HUMAN VS INSECT DEATH
21:24 RISE OF THE ANTS
22:48 HUNTING EXPERIENCES
25:34 DEATH IN ALEX’S FAMILY
28:07 DEATH IN ROI’S FAMILY
29:23 WHEN BEST FRIENDS CRIED TOGETHER
32:20 ROI’S MOM HAD SURGERY
34:23 ALEX’S HEALTH GOALS FOR HIS FAMILY
35:51 THE RIGHT KIND OF HEALTHY
38:25 CELEBRITY DEATHS
39:54 REMEMBERING 9-11
42:28 THE 2020 PANDEMIC
42:55 ALEX WORKS IN A HOSPITAL
43:52 ALEX SEES A PATIENT DYING
46:33 HOW BROKEN RIBS HEAL
48:04 DEATH WE’RE MOST AFRAID OF
48:50 LAST DYING WORDS
52:20 LIFE AFTER DEATH
53:49 IF TODAY WAS OUR LAST
55:31 ONCE WE HAVE KIDS
56:26 TOM HANKS GOT COVID
56:47 MOVIES THAT MADE US CRY
57:20 FAVORITE CHILDHOOD MOVIE
58:03 MOST TRAGIC DEATH
01:09:32 FOR THE NEXT PODCAST - Розваги
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Yes 🔥🥭
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I like ur videos. I have been watching u sceans the beginning of guava juice. ur videos are🔥
Love It Roi And Alex Wassabi SPICY FRUIT Guys.
Spicy fruit turning into a podcast is so great! It's like, after reuniting in Wassabi productions, they're growing their friendship in a whole nother level by talking to each other. And letting their subs join in, you two are so pretty cool and awesome!
Bros spitting facts
I was 27 when my best friend died suddenly. We lived together, he drove my car, wore each other's clothes... it was like we were a married couple! LOL. His death nearly broke me, took me a few years to not feel like I was waking up to a nightmare each morning. I too blamed myself, but I think everyone who looses someone close does. I keep his memory alive different ways but grief takes a different path for every person. You are a good person Alex, and I'm sure your friend is looking down on you everyday feeling blessed to just have known you.
I am so sorry for your loss 🕊❤️♥️🤍🙏🫶 Rest In Peace 🕊❤️♥️🤍🙏🫶
i admire how comfortable you are with being vulnerable with us ☹️
death is such a hard topic to touch on and always avoided, but the fact yall were able to talk about it so openly is so comforting. i lost my friend in november 2023 due to a car collision, he was asleep in the passenger seat of an ambulance he worked for at 5 in the morning, apparently there was a drunken driver that hit him and his coworker, and they all didn’t make it. it feels so surreal to think about their presence not being here anymore when they were a person you’d see so often, a person you were close with. the grief comes in waves, it gets better with time but then it comes back, but i know that grief will never go away, and that this will be an event i’ll never get over, but that love will never go away. i’m blessed to say that he’s in a better place and his death as impacted so many lives for the better, to inspire others to strive for greatness and to always continue doing the things you love, to continue living life with a passion to live.
but thank you guys for talking about a topic so sensitive, it makes me feel less alone when i think about death.
i miss you jose, i hope you’re proud, much love.
Sorry for your loss. Death is pretty hard to deal with. I remember when I lost my grandma.
yeah me too, thats a tough one, heres a crazy story. before my grandma died she encouraged me to be a pilot. on my flight back home to california from the phillippines, while i was sitting down waiting for the plane to take off, the pilot walked to me and asked if i wanted a tour of the cockpit. the pilot couldnt explain why he asked me, just wanted to randomly ask me, but i knew my grandma talked to his spirit. this episode reminded me of that experience. there's definitely a world beyond this physical world.
Likewise. My pet rabbit died while I was sleeping. Ialways viewed him as a brother 😢😢😢
I am so sorry for your guys loss & sending some condolences Alex & Roi! 🔥🥭
I know same ❤❤
confused about why everybody is simping over them when they’re going through a hard time, seems weird and almost disrespectful in my book.
Ion see anyone simpin em💀
Uh 😐 what you mean??
@@Silviacrazyvideogames LITERALLY 30 minutes in there was a group of people who kept calling them daddy and asking them to notice them, it was weird they might have been deleted by now idk
@@noodles4393messed up 🤦🏻♀️
No one is simping pumpkin don’t be weird
Losing a best friend to death is the worst feeling in the world. It's a brother/sister that you choose. You end up finding ways to cope without them but also thinking of the things you wish you can only share with them.
It’s not your fault, love, even if it feels that way. I’m so sorry for your loss. You’re so strong and have a beautiful heart, I’m sure his family is eternally grateful for you being there for him and for them until the very end. May he rest in peace ❤️
this video hits very hard, ive personally never gone through a friend/family loss but i know its painful and i know its like a train wreck when it happens. Im so sorry for your loss.
This video hit close to home. Just received a call today that my aunt is unable to breathe on her own. Death is inevitable, but it’s hard every time we get hit with a loss. I am reminded that “we enter this world crying while the world rejoices. We leave this world happy/peace while the world cries”. I pray over everyone who has dealt with loss, is currently dealing with grief, or who have family who are currently fighting. Thank you Alex and Roi for this video 🤍
I'm sorry for your loss.. Grief is something we all have to go through at some point because death is part of life. My condolences for the both of you. 🙏
Thank you! Publicly talking about things we tend to avoid, because it can feel uncomfortable is SO important!
I grew up watching you guys and recently as ive been getting older I’ve been seeing death more. It’s comforting seeing death being acknowledged and talked about along more things. I can only imagine what you both feel like from your situations and I hope you feel better and you stay safe. Love you both 🫶🏼
Loved this episode. It is very sad but i love that you can talk about anything and everything. Sad, happy, funny, serious. Keep doing what you're doing !
these types of podcasts are my favourite because i love knowing their life stories and them being vulnerable. it makes me appreciate them a lot more!
Such a vulnerable and authentic conversation. Sending love to you both.
I was never afraid of death until I became a mom. I’m not afraid for myself but for what I’m leaving behind. I’m a single mom and the thought of missing out on my son’s life and him missing out on having his mom haunts me.
My condolences ♡ I appreciate and admire how open you both are about topics like this and it definitely helps those with these experiences to relate and grieve too and give a safe space to talk. It's okay to talk about the negative stuff because death is what is a part of life. The lost of a loved one is never easy and grief comes in different ways, even years later. I've experience a lot of family members passing when I was younger so I never really understood it much until my lola passed in 2019 after 5 long years of hospital visits, surgeries, and chemotherapy. I spent majority of my life with her as my second mother and saw her everyday in the hospital and care home. I was her caregiver at such a young age alongside my mom and sister. When she passed I literally didn't know what to do w/ life because taking care of her was my life. I still feel guilt thinking I could have done better, but I was a high schooler at the time. She would always tell us how she's lucky to live a longer life because of us, so I try my best to think of how well her life was lived. I think after her passing I learned how to really accept death and honor life a bit more. It's also okay to cry, and let it out. Nothing is your fault Alex, I can see how you cared/love for him enough to feel like it's your fault or take responsibility. Like you said, it never gets easier - grieving is not linear but you will be okay -- you best friend will still be with you and I'm sure. apart of him is within you. Looking forward to the next episode!
This Spicy Fruit Podcast relates to people who looked after me growing up, especially my paternal grandfather, who died from lung cancer known as pneumonia, due to smoking and drinking alcohol. My mom told me that in my childhood days, I used to have nearly death experiences, I was almost hit by a car but, glad I am still alive today. I am glad Alex & Roi brought those death experiences up. I didn't know they went through all that I wish and hope they are okay now. I am sending them ❤.
Sorry for your lost. It's very brave to sit and be vulnerable for all to see. But there's a lot of people who love anything you guys do so thank you. Me these past 4 years have made me numb to the Sting of death. So many people in our tribe have passed away. That I've learned early eventually everyone will follow after the grim reaper of course. It's one thing saying it, but it's another thing living through it. Just surround yourself with people and things that matter.❤
A nice surprise when I got the notification for this one early in the morning! Started listening on the way to work. For me personally, I’m not gonna lie I am a little scared of death and the unknown. I try to be comforted with the hope that we will all be reunited with our loved ones though. A great conversation and loved to hear the different perspectives. And Alex if you end up crying in every pod episode, so be it! I have a cousin who is terminal and he always says he has no regrets, lived a great life and has come to accept his fate, the one thing he does regret however is not marrying his wife sooner and starting a family sooner. Their kids are still really young and while time does heal all, it’s also something you can’t get back. That’s why he tells my brother and my other male cousins that if they feel like they’ve found their person don’t waste time and just pop the question because he thought he’d have all the time in the world. And he was super healthy, worked out, never smoked and barely drank. You just never know. Both of you still have so much to do and experience!! But that’s definitely part of my fear is life getting cut short before getting to experience everything.
Everytime Alex cries it breaks my heart. Thank you both for sharing your experiences. ❤️🩹
I needed to see this. I’ve been having a huge existential crisis and extreme anxiety after my medication got messed up. Anxiety has me just questioning death, my own mortality, why human beings are here and if we have a creator or came to live by mistake. I know science has an explanation but I find comfort in God too. It seems silly to be so preoccupied with it but when you have a mental illness it consumes you. Your mind literally lies to you. I was having a lot of thoughts wishing I’d never been born so I’d never have to experience death and my body failing. I think a lot of it comes from realizing those we love will leave us too one day. It really really hurts to exist sometimes and it feels like a cruel set up. So thank you for being real about this and providing comfort to someone who’s watched y’all since middle school. I’m so grateful I get to grow up watching y’all grow too.
From everything that is happening to you guys, i hope you guys keep pushing harder when life gets hard. Im sorry for you guys loss :/
Thank you guys for sharing it must have been hard to speak about these experiences. ❤❤
I’ve been watching you guys since 2014! You guys are my favorite UA-camr! You guys mean so much to me and made my childhood, I hope I can meet you guys one day! You always bring my mood into a great mood, I appreciate you guys so much! Love yall!
You guys saved me from my own death and I will always appreciate that. ❤
😢💔 Alex, I am very sorry for your loss, my thoughts, my prayers 🙏🏻 and my condolences goes out to you and your best friend’s family.
Guys I never really watched your content till now cause I’m a bit too old but man this podcast is what I live for. You both have such wholesome personalities it’s good to listen to good humble people these days. Love from Australia ❤
Edit: Alex please don’t feel guilty, if your friend kept his sport car he would still have speed driving and who knows maybe he would have killed an entire family with himself. As a friend you advised him well. His addiction to speed was just stronger. It’s so sad when it happens but nobody is to blame but the driver. I’m so sorry this happened to you though and you are right motorcycle are so dangerous and so many people die from riding them.
I’ve had a few close deaths Fr cried when Alex was talking about his friend it hit me but like Alex said it does makes us stronger glad u shared ur story love the podcast ❤❤
This podcast really hits us with the reality with death and life, it happens, don’t know when it’s gonna happen or come, but we all know it’s coming, and we can’t escape it.
My condolences for you both, death brings out the worst of us, and it’s hard to believe it at times but just know that they all are in a wonderful place where they can rest and know that even if they’re gone they would only wish for you to keep pushing through. ❤
Such a Great epsiode !!! I felt like I understood what you guys were saying about death to a whole other level
I’m so sorry for your lost Alex and Roi, I remember when I found out my childhood best friend died and I didn’t know about it until I saw post from another friend and I felt devastated and so sad.❤💙
Sorry for your loss. Death is a pretty hard thing to get over with and deal with..
This topic always gets me emotional because of the fact that I’ve dealt with it at a young age the first time.
What Roi experienced with seeing a ghost is very common in the Philippines. ❤ and yeah, we are very spiritual people and we have a lot of superstitious beliefs.
Having a close death is so like.. mind altering and it can mess you up for so very long. It makes you stronger but honestly i never ended up feeling any stronger. I wish i could share my story and make a podcast people would listen to.
My Daddy died in a motorcycle accident... he was only 42, I was 18 April 9th 2006...
When we were 13 my best friend died... he was playing basketball at school, he had a heart attack, the schools defibrillator had dead batteries so he wasn't able to be saved quickly enough.
I have had too much experience with death, and most of them I was very close with... 2 of my grandpa's(both of my Pappaw's) died in the same year, so my mother lost her biological dad and then her stepfather just a few months later(the one that actually raised her and nobody even thought of him as a step parent or just the step-dad... he was an amazing father and the best grandpa/great grandpa ever and just an amazing human in general)...
But I won't be calling my mother, we do not have a relationship and haven't spoken to each other since 2017. Long and personal story short, my mother is addicted to crack and she would disappear for weeks to Cleveland, drop me and my younger sister of somewhere for something fun or at church or for sleepovers at our friend's or family's(1 time when we were on vacation in South Carolina) and at least half of my birthdays growing up she'd be gone, bingeing somewhere in Cleveland, who knows if she's coming back or if she will or even if she's alive... anyways she'd been sober for years but April 2017 she disappeared again and it was over my oldest's and youngest's birthday's AND I just had had enough, I decided I cannot let her hurt my kiddos like she did to me, can't just allow her to come in and out of their lives
when it's convenient for her, BUT this was after I called and texted on mother's day 2017 and she was too busy with my sisters and their families to answer, read my texts or even respond at all until a week after.
Condolences ❤
58:07 when Alex talks about his friend death
Sending much love and support for him and condolences to his friends family.🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
My deepest condolences to you and Roi Alex 🕊️🙏🕊️
My grandfather recently died of cancer after fighting for years. Death is never easy and will always hurt, but we are also getting stronger everyday! We all got this, love you guys!!
I know that u guys most likely won’t see this but I think ur really good people and about the things you said u made a impact on me and make me laugh and smile really love the content sorry for ur losses ❤️
I’ve been thinking about death for a while now and it’s messed with me a lot. This video gave me some comfort and I’m happy to see someone talk about since it’s always an avoided topic.
I have lost all my grandparents & several aunts,Uncles and cousins,but nothing hit me so hard until 2yrs ago when I lost my dad due to covid and I still miss him . The most memorial funeral was for 5 members of the same family(my grandma's sister & family that were coming to visit and their car was hit head on by a drunk driver & killed 5 of the 7 in car & he wasn't even hurt ). I have been visited by both my grandfathers right after they died because I wasn't able to say a FINAL GOOD BYE & they wanted me to know THEY were okay(of course everyone told me I was just dreaming---I know that I wasn't). Death affects everyone differently & therefore everyone grieves differently! The hardest thing is to be the one that has to do the funeral service for a loved one (which I have done & the hardest one was for my dad)!
Wow crazy stories, I never would have thought Alex worked in a hospital and experienced all these things....... such an emotional podcast, so sorry for the loss of your best friend 😔 ❤
Love your honesty ❤
Both my grandmas just recently passed one I wasn’t close but got to see her a week before she passed smiling and laughing with us even though she really didn’t remember us and my grandma I was close with I wasn’t able to see her it’s crazy
I was wondering when the spicy fruit episode would finally come out.
My sister died a few years ago and I had my niece, her daughter break down and cried in my arms. That was the hardest experience with grief. All my grandparents died my senior year of high school within 6 months of each other. My dad passed my freshman year of HS. I was pretty numb my entire high school career. My mom passed unexpectedly 13 months ago. I was 38. Her loss was the hardest and most devastating for me. I was living with her and was the one who found her and attempted chest compressions until help arrived. She was the one constant in my life through all that I had been through. I nearly died more than once. Yet I’m still here. My mom was also my caregiver and we did a lot together.
And the first movie I cried my eyes out was Backdraft. I was so young and wanted to watch it with my older siblings. Goodness that was a terribly sad movie. I cried all night long. This was a few years before my dad had died. I never had dealt with death before and the movie just hit me hard.
Laugh as you always laughed at the little jokes that you enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of them, pray for them. Let their name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it.
😢😢
Death is hard my guy I have loss close to 50 and doesn't get easier love seeing the both of u
Death hasn't touch me close yet but I dread the day it will come 😪 idk how I will cope but thank you for being so real!!
I lost my grandma on my mom's side a week before Christmas so i know how you feel Alex. Condolences to you Alex
Rest in peace to all the fallen loved ones🕊️❤
i know the feeling on losing people you care about i lost all my grandparents and my dad and my mom's dad died last year and i still have a hard time with it. we was so close
When I was 16, my best friend was jumped on in a pool and almost paralyzed. I wasn’t there, so I found out the next day. And the gravity of the situation-like that she had been so close to being paralyzed or dead-hit me immediately. I was so distressed. I can imagine how hard it would be to lose a best friend. 😕
This Tuesday the 27th is my dad’s 13 year death anniversary, and I was in high school in my senior year when he passed. I miss him so much. When my dad passed it separated my relationship with my dad’s side of the family and for 14 years I haven’t gotten closer with my dad family. I felt like it was my fault cause my dad’s side was greedy with funeral finances and it hurts seeing my mom being ridiculed. These days I forgive my dad’s side but they don’t even know me anymore and it hurts sometimes.
i’m so glad you guys are back together makes me feel like a little girl again
"Then leaf subsides to leaf. So Eden sank to grief, so dawn goes down to day. Nothing gold can stay" - Ponyboy.
This quote is about life. I got this quote from the book "The Outsiders". it's a good book you should try it out.
This one really touched deep
I’m sorry for you loss guys I’m sorry for what happened to you guys I had a pitbull and she died from cancer and I know what it feels like. I hope you guys feel better ❤
Such a wonderfull episode .
I am very young. I am only 13 and I am not afraid of death for myself whatsoever. The thing I’m scared of the most is the death of my grandparents. Not because I don’t want to los them. (Well I don’t want to lose them) but I am horrified of having to see my dad that devastated. I worry for that day. I want the best for my dad and if his parents die that would so hard for me to go through just because I don’t want to see him cry.
I never really thought I would really experience it but then when my dad passed it’s like I went through a whole wreck you never really know how it feels until it is someone really close to you
I lost all 3 of my senior dogs after that and I cried for dayssssss
I had never experienced a loved one passed, at least not yet but I know it’ll happen and to be clear I am not prepared as how yall guys are. Umm, out of topic of course, I would like to hear more what happened in the Philippines, like what paranormal experiences yall had. I would love to hear some. 🥺💕💕
We need this on Spotify
I’m sorry for your loss it’s truly a hard thing I Pray that the Lord bring you healing and give you strength
The hardest death was a guy who was a really good friend of me and my husband he died one year after we graduated and it was cause of a car wreck… I’m more familiar with death than him he hasn’t really lost anyone close to him till that point and it was so hard helping him through that loss because I grieved his death differently than I thought I would cause he was a friend and not a family member being at the age where you realize your friends can just die so easily at any moment has to be the scariest thing you realize as an adult :(
Alex, it’s not your fault. Not saying this as a fan or just a viewer but person to person it’s not your fault. We know who you are, a great human being don’t blame yourself for something that was an accident💔 you were there for that person and I’m sure they heard every word you said that day❤️ btw we all love you and thank you for sharing your guys stories. I have no words but wow. We love you Alex and Roi and this was an amazing podcast shedding tears laughing and smiling. thank you❤️🙏🏼
Man this hits hard :(
My condolences for both of you.
As for celebrity deaths, Kobe was so sad. I’ve been to the Basketball Hall of Fame in Massachusetts after his passing and couldn’t help but tear up when walking through his section. Unrelated but for Alex, next fall or one of the years when you can take time off, you should spend time around Alexxis’ home state to experience a true fall foliage! But as for celebrity deaths the one that hit me hard was Naya Rivera. I commented this on one of Andrew’s videos when he mentioned he was watching Glee but as a big Gleek during its original run, I loved her so much. Her co-star Amber said it best about being so mad that the world didn’t get to experience Naya’s full potential. I definitely still cry watching back her performances on Glee. Her last solo on the show is so angelic and ironic with the lyrics. “As sure as I believe there's a heaven above Alfie, I know there's something much more something even non-believers can believe in. I believe in love, Alfie. Without true love we just exist, Alfie. Until you find the love you've missed. You're nothing, Alfie.” A beautiful parting message. I also start tearing up thinking about her son and how they were robbed of time with each other. I know Alex and Corey weren’t close but he’s also someone I get sad thinking about how his time here was cut way too short.
i love the podcast!!
Bro when Alex said I don’t think it was my fault it actually broke me that was so sad 😭❤️ props to him for staying so strong
I lost my best friend of 26 years can't really talk about the situation but she absolutely deserves justice but unfortunately in my small town she won't get it.
I had a friend die of cystic fibrosis in 2015. She was turning 16 that year and as soon as word got out, many of us were in tears. Not even 6 months later, another friend died. He was walking home from a party and got hit by a car. The two of them had the biggest hearts. It is true, only the good die young. 💔
Im so sorry
@@aveyr_ thanks.
Damn that sucks, Sorry for you guy’s loss :(
No cause Alex made me cry with that last one bro when he explained that if he never convinced he friend to buy the civic bro oml I feel so bad but his friend is in a better and safer place
Bro I wish I could learn more about ya man your so caring and loving man where did you get it from
I love you guys ❤❤
looooool . "look over there...💀" "mkay, byee💀" 🤣
Im so sorry for ur loss, may he fly high and rest in peace. Please notice me❤
I am so sorry , Rest In Peace 🕊❤️♥️🤍🙏🫶
You guys should so go ghost hunting with Sam and Colby. And I’m so sorry for your loss, I lost my brother in 2019, he was only 17, so Ik first hand how hard it is. Love you guys ❤
I really want to give Alex a hug and say it’s not his fault
Wish Roi would bring back the daily vlogs like on the guava juice 2 channel. Was a really cool pov of his life. Sure it would be cool to see him do it now that he’s grown up
yes!
Sorry for loss❤
My brother took therapy cause, he saw the paramedics bring out my grandpa when he passed away in Mexico.. I also remember touching a body in a casket and it felt like I was touching a rubber doll… It felt so unreal
I hear you have a cold Alex. Hope you're getting better each day. ❤
My mom passed from liver failure when I was 14. She turned yellow and swollen. She threw up blood. I can still see it. I never visited her in the hospital. They had an open casket and I sat in the back with my eyes closed while plugging my ears. I accidentally looked and I can still see her. She didn’t even look like her. They dyed her hair the wrong color and wrong makeup. I have her sweater but it doesn’t smell like her just dust. I only have one picture of us together and can’t remember what she looks like but I can hear her raspy laugh I hope I don’t forget it.
Love you both.
my uncle died in 2022 new years, december 2021 to be fair, he got hit by a car in missisauga, pretty sure it's in a couple articles in toronto, missisauga canada or something. my cousin was hit but he survived it because my uncle shielded him in a reactive sense. i miss him alot. im sorry you had to deal with that man too.
Great pod!! Keep your head up Alex! Your boy will always be watching over you… till your 73 at least LOL ❤😂
With the duendes. I believe its very common in Mexico too. Its so scary how people witness them without trying to disturb them.
i would 100% enjoy a ghost hunting spicyfruit episode
My first funeral was a relative of my best friend and I never knew him it was an open casket it was the first I seen a person just laying there very sad setting, my second open casket and funeral was my first love that hurt so much I couldn’t handle seeing him lay there and not breathing I was lost for about a year
funeral are very hard I lost some good people that I was close too
moree silent library episodes pleease ❤️
Had a similar Situation my friend was a national guard and came back was always into bikes got him a brand new Yamaha and decorated beautiful. Some truck didn’t have their trailer lights on and he died.