Sufjan Stevens, "Should Have Known Better" (Official Audio)

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  • Опубліковано 5 лют 2025
  • From the album CARRIE & LOWELL
    Buy it: akrec.co/1y05i0M
    Available now Asthmatic Kitty Records
    More info: carrieandlowell...
    Video by www.wearefilmsn...
    LYRICS:
    I should have known better
    To see what I could see
    My black shroud
    Holding down my feelings
    A pillar for my enemies
    I should have wrote a letter
    And grieve what I happen to grieve
    My black shroud
    I never trust my feelings
    I waited for the remedy
    When I was three, three maybe four
    She left us at that video store
    Be my rest, be my fantasy
    I’m light as a feather
    I’m bright as the Oregon breeze
    My black shroud
    Frightened by my feelings
    I only want to be a relief
    No, I’m not a go-getter
    The demon had a spell on me
    My black shroud
    Captain of my feelings
    The only thing I want to believe
    When I was three, and free to explore
    I saw her face on the back of the door
    Be my vest, be my fantasy
    I should have known better
    Nothing can be changed
    The past is still the past
    The bridge to nowhere
    I should’ve wrote a letter
    Explaining what I feel, that empty feeling
    Don’t back down, concentrate on seeing
    The breakers in the bar, the neighbor’s greeting
    My brother had a daughter
    The beauty that she brings, illumination
    Don’t back down, there is nothing left
    The breakers in the bar, no reason to live
    I’m a fool in the fetter
    Rose of Aaron’s beard, where you can reach me
    Don’t back down: nothing can be changed
    Cantilever bridge, the drunken sailor
    My brother had a daughter
    The beauty that she brings, illumination
    --------------------------------------------------------

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  • @kinz784
    @kinz784 6 років тому +5646

    The feeling where you wanna share his music but you kinda wanna keep it to yourself

  • @abyssal666nocturnus
    @abyssal666nocturnus 9 років тому +3565

    Cant tell if 1 million people listen to this song or the same hundred thousand are just playing it over and over again.....like me...

    • @CouveTJ
      @CouveTJ 9 років тому +1

      Abyssal Nocturnus Hahaa! Nice comment.

    • @sesesilva90
      @sesesilva90 9 років тому +4

      You said everything!

    • @ScoCoda
      @ScoCoda 9 років тому +6

      Abyssal Nocturnus The second one

    • @penpolyon8179
      @penpolyon8179 9 років тому +5

      the latter is more beautiful

    • @TheMrAryzard
      @TheMrAryzard 9 років тому +34

      +Abyssal Nocturnus tbh i've listened to this song like ten times already today. it blows me away that a human could create this. i can't even communicate how i feel about this song because it transcends me.

  • @daviddeanburkhart
    @daviddeanburkhart 10 років тому +3203

    The beauty that this music brings, illumination.

  • @ode4126
    @ode4126 4 роки тому +3666

    To all the new people here, this song talks about Sufjan regretting not letting himself grieve his mother properly. He uses various metaphors to depict his depression. However there is hope in the new generation, which is symbolized by his brother's daughter and the way the music turns happier at the end. "Illumination"!

    • @warasianhpdreamer
      @warasianhpdreamer 4 роки тому +41

      Thank you for this explanation!

    • @ranikashyap8708
      @ranikashyap8708 4 роки тому +95

      I didn't grieve my dad properly when he died 6 years ago. Actually i never had the chance. Between taking care of ny mom and lil sister, who was only in 5th standard, i was lost in trying to be strong for them. I guess i can relate to this song. Life's strange and weird

    • @tenshimoon
      @tenshimoon 4 роки тому +9

      That's a good message, thanks for the explanation :)

    • @jeremystephens1827
      @jeremystephens1827 4 роки тому +28

      @PietreADI wow, try not being a douchebag. He wasnt saying anything about being better than anybody.

    • @ode4126
      @ode4126 4 роки тому +37

      ​@PietreADI I literally just wanted to start a conversation about the meaning of the song because it's interesting and I love when people do that in comment sections.. no need to get mad pietre

  • @mohamedjakata2718
    @mohamedjakata2718 9 років тому +3425

    Why is Sufjan so underrated? The man is pure genius.

    • @andrewutz3674
      @andrewutz3674 9 років тому +168

      +Mohamed Jakata Sufjan is not underrated. Almost all of his albums have been met with rave reviews.

    • @mohamedjakata2718
      @mohamedjakata2718 9 років тому +51

      Andrew Utz Sufjan is, by far, my all time favorite. I only a know a handful of people that know of him, and some of the those people know him because I talking about him

    • @andrewutz3674
      @andrewutz3674 9 років тому +121

      +Mohamed Jakata That just means he's not well known. He is very highly rated though. Definitely not underrated.

    • @andrewutz3674
      @andrewutz3674 9 років тому +28

      +Vegan MasterRace C&L has a 90 on meta critic it is DEFINITELY not underrated. Mets critic combines a lot of reviews. Suf is 100% not underrated.

    • @Discribouille
      @Discribouille 9 років тому +8

      +Vegan MasterRace I used to take a needle drop review and listen the album if he dislikes it. Very instructive, imo.

  • @ramonam.1668
    @ramonam.1668 5 років тому +576

    My friend just killed herself last week and left a note with the quote
    "My brother had a daughter
    The beauty that she brings, illumination"
    I had never heard this song before but it makes me smile through the tears

    • @hannahmae7522
      @hannahmae7522 4 роки тому +42

      Sorry for your loss

    • @rachel.7598
      @rachel.7598 4 роки тому +34

      So sorry for your loss. I hope you find peace.

    • @hoa_mia
      @hoa_mia 4 роки тому +21

      I'm sorry for your loss. I hope you can overcome it and be the best version of yourself.

    • @astridr4997
      @astridr4997 4 роки тому +8

      im so sorry for your loss

    • @merbel7155
      @merbel7155 4 роки тому +10

      I'm so sorry for your loss. My condolences.

  • @sherbau5380
    @sherbau5380 3 роки тому +46

    I should have known better
    To see what I could see
    My black shroud
    Holding down my feelings
    A pillar for my enemies
    I should have wrote a letter
    And grieve what I happen to grieve
    My black shroud
    I never trust my feelings
    I waited for the remedy
    When I was three, three maybe four
    She left us at that video store
    Oh, be my rest, be my fantasy
    Oh, be my rest, be my fantasy
    I'm light as a feather
    I'm bright as the Oregon breeze
    My black shroud
    Frightened by my feelings
    I only want to be a relief
    No, I'm not a go-getter
    The demon had a spell on me
    My black shroud
    Captain of my feelings
    The only thing I want to believe
    When I was three, and free to explore
    I saw her face on the back of the door
    Oh, be my rest, be my fantasy
    Oh, be my rest, be my fantasy
    I should have known better
    Nothing can be changed
    The past is still the past
    The bridge to nowhere
    I should have wrote a letter
    Explaining what I feel, that empty feeling
    Don't back down, concentrate on seeing
    The breakers in the bar, the neighbor's greeting
    My brother had a daughter
    The beauty that she brings, illumination
    Don't back down, there is nothing left
    The breakers in the bar, no reason to live
    I'm a fool in the fetter
    Rose of Aaron's beard, where you can reach me
    Don't back down, nothing can be changed
    Cantilever bridge, the drunken sailor
    My brother had a daughter
    The beauty that she brings, illumination, illumination

  • @Gabi872
    @Gabi872 2 роки тому +83

    That shift in the song is like when the sun comes out after the rain and the air is all fresh.

  • @indiesongwriter5474
    @indiesongwriter5474 Рік тому +70

    The first half makes me tear up, the second half makes me cry... The song itself is an act of grieving and a beautiful lightning rod for our own grief. Thank you, Sufjan

  • @thatkidoffyoutube4035
    @thatkidoffyoutube4035 7 років тому +837

    There are two types of people in this world
    People who love Sufjan
    People who have not heard of Sufjan

    • @singdancing8
      @singdancing8 7 років тому +17

      agreed, to hear Sufjan is to love Sufjan!

    • @Vitutuksenvitutus
      @Vitutuksenvitutus 5 років тому +4

      An AI, replika, sent me this. I'm glad.

    • @flyingmind3890
      @flyingmind3890 4 роки тому +6

      and people who are here because of another singer that is Jimin

    • @aaqibnaeem6133
      @aaqibnaeem6133 4 роки тому +3

      @@flyingmind3890 hey me too

    • @tenshimoon
      @tenshimoon 4 роки тому +1

      @@Vitutuksenvitutus same lol I'm pleasantly surprised it has good taste in music 😌

  • @axelothniel
    @axelothniel 7 років тому +178

    Thank God I watched "Call Me By Your Name". Mystery of Love is so good. How did i not know this genius?

    • @notpuz7293
      @notpuz7293 5 років тому +5

      mystery of love and visions of gideon are my favorite songs and they're both from call me by your name- and the fact that they wont do a movie on the sequel "Find Me" has me so mad -

    • @lankyalpaca
      @lankyalpaca 4 роки тому +3

      same!!! i was literally disappointed with myself for only knowing sufjan stevems after cmbyn

    • @alyssagordon9554
      @alyssagordon9554 4 роки тому

      Awwww yeeeesssss🥺🥺🥺

  • @CheyenneKid
    @CheyenneKid 2 роки тому +225

    The song refrain “my black shroud” resonates with me so much. I’ve been carrying a lot of emotional pain since childhood which I have kept hidden. This song really captures the ramifications of trauma at a young age. But it also implores us to grow as adults by feeling the pain we previously covered…with our shrouds…and to move forward with grace.

    • @meilia8735
      @meilia8735 2 роки тому +5

      I really understand this feeling... I hope you are doing okay now. Greetings from afar :)

    • @Aerie-Music-Official
      @Aerie-Music-Official 2 роки тому +3

      Same, it's so easy to keep it hidden for a while but it really just weighs on you. It's harder than it should be at times to move forward with grace as you said, but it's possible and definitely worth it. I do hope you're able to move on and I'm praying for you.

    • @aif4046
      @aif4046 5 місяців тому +1

      I'm still going through this.

  • @jdsmith9
    @jdsmith9 9 років тому +338

    this is one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard in my life

  • @stephenshutters
    @stephenshutters 10 років тому +1552

    Only Sufjan can be so perfectly vague and blunt simultaneously. What a poet.

  • @Jasgo04
    @Jasgo04 2 роки тому +51

    This song always makes me cry. When I first heard it, I was deeply depressed. At this time my little niece was born. She brings me illumination, literally

  • @manfredpunky7619
    @manfredpunky7619 2 роки тому +66

    A year ago I moved to Oregon and it has been one of the hardest and loneliest experiences of my life. Every time I have gone out to visit the cities and towns of this state in the midst of the sadness and nostalgia that fills me for what I left behind, the songs of Sufjan Stevens have been the soundtrack of this moment of life. This song and this album is a work of art.

    • @donovanbright3942
      @donovanbright3942 2 роки тому +9

      The bridge in this video is the “Umatilla Bridge” in Umatilla, OR. In case you wanted to see the actual location of this video. Maybe I’m just a weirdo when it comes to places

    • @motionblur9200
      @motionblur9200 Рік тому

      I did the same exact thing 6 years ago. Feeling the same thing.

    • @broncotrolly
      @broncotrolly Рік тому

      I did the same over 10 years ago and I’m not sure it was the best decision. Oregon is beautiful but can be a very dark place. Keep exploring nature and find the right people

    • @MrMasterskywalker
      @MrMasterskywalker 4 місяці тому

      I lived in Portland when this album came out. I was obsessed (and still am) with Carrie and Lowell. But when I think of my time with Portland…it literally pains me. Beautiful state but for me there was just so much darkness and loneliness. Not sure if you’ll stay there forever, but it’s an experience that will grow you

  • @MK-it7wk
    @MK-it7wk 4 роки тому +614

    You can hear “Mystery of Love” coming to life in this song. It’s not leaping out, but quietly, confidently taking shape in the background.

    • @vidhikavidhaan
      @vidhikavidhaan 4 роки тому +66

      Mystery of love also has a line "Cursed by the love that I receive from my brother's daughter". He mentioned the brother's daughter in both songs :)

    • @mahimawho7676
      @mahimawho7676 4 роки тому +5

      Ikrrr. It's kinda making me scared and anxious

    • @jhonenorme1364
      @jhonenorme1364 4 роки тому +19

      The strum patterns of guitar seems like mystery of love also

    • @mehmetveli441
      @mehmetveli441 3 роки тому +2

      @@vidhikavidhaan is the "brother" that he mentions is that lover kinda brother

    • @MK-it7wk
      @MK-it7wk 3 роки тому +1

      @@vidhikavidhaan I never realized that, wow!

  • @hyphuong4567
    @hyphuong4567 4 роки тому +245

    Grandmother passed away in March
    My mother couldn’t attend the funeral because of her health problems. She didn’t get to say goodbye to grandma. It was devastating for all of us.
    I was sitting by mom and calling her name, but it felt like she didn’t even hear me. So i decided to put on some music for both of us. After the first two minutes of the song she burst into tears. And so did I.
    I love you mom, you’ve always been a strong woman, tears don’t weaken people, it strengthens them.
    She’s been feeling better, and Sufjan now has a special place in her heart. “Me and him we have been through similar things” she said

  • @keenanmccleary6782
    @keenanmccleary6782 8 років тому +144

    Dear Mr. Stevens,
    I would like to thank you for what you have given. While I may often struggle to express myself in a way that people understand, I feel as if you sometimes give me a conduit to do so. I respect your ambition and your open demeanor with sharing things that are personal to you. I often put on a facade, but there is an honesty to your artistry. I would just like to thank you for that.

    • @ZimmerSquash
      @ZimmerSquash 8 років тому +3

      And now you shall be honest with yourself too as did Sufjan. It might be a hard ride just like Sufjan writing this album, but it'll get you somewhere.

    • @rike94
      @rike94 8 років тому +10

      he will never see this, stop acting like an idiot

    • @ApocylypsePlease
      @ApocylypsePlease 8 років тому +4

      LOL, you're such a beta

    • @Dianitaes88
      @Dianitaes88 7 років тому

      Maybe he is an elderly person ... so he is telling everybody his feelings thinking the artist will read it...stop messing around with him...could be your father... Or a really honest and pure young person.

    • @alanceballos2024
      @alanceballos2024 7 років тому +5

      rike94
      Old comment aside, what is your point?
      People should abridge their self-expression if the receiver will not bear witness to their message?
      Quit being such a presumptuous jerk.

  • @chocolatefrogs1992
    @chocolatefrogs1992 Рік тому +13

    He doesn’t take shortcuts here, no pretty words just for the sake of it. You can see every word comes absolutely straight from his heart, that’s why they hit so hard. A supremely talented songwriter indeed.

  • @gina7556
    @gina7556 4 роки тому +91

    This song feels like fresh air and inner peace

    • @caitiethompson
      @caitiethompson 2 роки тому +1

      This is so accurate. I'm literally watching the leaves fall off the trees outside and this is the perfect song for that :)

  • @headintheclouds7788
    @headintheclouds7788 4 роки тому +570

    I loved his music since the movie "Call me by your name". This is the kind of music i feel connected with all my heart. It is extraordinarily beautiful and i love the fact that it evokes and makes me feel my deepest feeling or the fact that it is able to make me feel!! I believe every soul listening to this kind of music feels the same. One night you just want to close your eyes and feel this song and some nights you want to feel what others felt through this music and know about their experiences, hear the hearts of people miles and miles away from you. Listening to the music while scrolling through the compliments towards every wonderful music and realizing how connected we are to share our melancholy and blissfulness makes me extremely delightful.
    P.S:- i believe there are souls like me who like to read about the music and the stories and the emotions and so on..
    It is very nice of people to mention the person who introduced this song to them but it'll be eminently nice of you all to also acknowledge the music.

    • @Xiomaramorales25
      @Xiomaramorales25 4 роки тому +7

      finally someone who know!

    • @bhavikachhettri
      @bhavikachhettri 4 роки тому +3

      How beautifully have you summed it all up! I just can't thank you enough...😇
      Such music connects soul to soul❤️

    • @marcusyoung9461
      @marcusyoung9461 4 роки тому

      I totally agree.......

    • @erwincagampan5777
      @erwincagampan5777 3 роки тому

      Me too

    • @rudi-gs2pd
      @rudi-gs2pd 3 роки тому +2

      I also discovered him from "Call me by you name"

  • @jeffjohnson419
    @jeffjohnson419 9 років тому +442

    "Don't back down. Concentrate on seeing...."
    I mean it's not like his lyrics are super deep or anything, but man I get choked up whenever I hear this line in particular. If you have ever suffered from depression, you understand how hard it can be to focus on the good in life. However, concentrating on the little things in life that bring joy is critical if you're trying to pick yourself up from a dark time in your life and ultimately move on from the past. Sufjan just has an amazing ability to convey the emotions he feels to his listeners with simple, yet beautiful lyrics and fitting music so that they can easily empathize with him.

    • @mehmetyalcnkaya5260
      @mehmetyalcnkaya5260 6 років тому

      P

    • @rodrigovaz6371
      @rodrigovaz6371 6 років тому

      thank you

    • @tharunlogeishwaran6283
      @tharunlogeishwaran6283 6 років тому +1

      Sufjan used "Helping Hand!" It was super effective! Sorry, I'll leave now.

    • @jovenintensa
      @jovenintensa 6 років тому

      @@tharunlogeishwaran6283 This comment gave me 1.5 atk and sp atk

    • @matewuocean
      @matewuocean 3 роки тому

      It’s the most simple lyrics that can hit the deepest though. Finding the simple lyrics is impressive because they exist, an artist just has to find them. And once they do it makes it the song more memorable

  • @Lazzue
    @Lazzue 3 роки тому +136

    2:37 the moment when you feel there is a hope in your life, the moment you can always cherish every bad or good moment in life, such a beautiful melody

    • @lian2454
      @lian2454 Рік тому +1

      وصف عميق وجميل

  • @lollopollo231
    @lollopollo231 5 років тому +19

    “When I was three, three maybe four
    She left us at that video store”
    Still punches me in the gut, I understand it on a life and emotional level so deep.

  • @miachandler8266
    @miachandler8266 4 роки тому +783

    His voice will ALWAYS just make me go “✨OH to see without my eyes✨”

    • @alyssagordon9554
      @alyssagordon9554 4 роки тому

      Baha

    • @dr.doofenshmirtz124
      @dr.doofenshmirtz124 3 роки тому +9

      The first time that you kissed me...
      (gonna wait for someone to keep it going)

    • @chikoneeks
      @chikoneeks 3 роки тому +5

      @@dr.doofenshmirtz124 boundless by the time I cried

    • @buwhy9898
      @buwhy9898 3 роки тому +4

      @@chikoneeks I build your walls around me

    • @osiposi1203
      @osiposi1203 3 роки тому +4

      @@buwhy9898 White noise, what an awful sound

  • @biezinholiveira
    @biezinholiveira 4 роки тому +23

    I genuinely don't care where you came from, it being jimin, call me by your name or captain spirit, I'm just happy Sufjan Stevens is getting even more recognition and new listeners :)

  • @nickylin378
    @nickylin378 3 місяці тому +4

    This is my first song by Sufjan. An instant love. Gets me all teary every time I listen to it. So magical and so sad

  • @cancel21
    @cancel21 4 роки тому +31

    I don’t know how Sufjan’s music saves people, it just does.

  • @zebedeethecat
    @zebedeethecat 10 років тому +45

    i've been a fan of him for three years and i'm still so affected by his music. his songs have the perfect mix of making me feel feel really sad and really anxious, but also so, so calm, and it's just - it's just wonderful. his songs are so wonderful.

  • @keenancooper8322
    @keenancooper8322 10 років тому +198

    Fantastic song. This album is ridiculous. Classic. Album of the Year contender.

  • @CollinMoses-hr7hw
    @CollinMoses-hr7hw Місяць тому +2

    This dude has some of the deepest songs, they are very strong.

  • @biezinholiveira
    @biezinholiveira 4 роки тому +21

    jesus, i'm crying missing the time i used to listen to this song everyday on my way home from school, now it's all over.

  • @janedoe-ex5wo
    @janedoe-ex5wo Рік тому +43

    This song in particular got me through my mother's death in 2020. She hadn't talked to me in eight years before she died. My sister sent me a photo of her the day before she passed. She looked the same as I always remembered her. When she was gone, the physical pain was unexplainable. I never felt anything like it. I wish she had loved me as I needed her to. I wish I had been there with her.💔💔💔💔

    • @vacc1001
      @vacc1001 Рік тому +4

      Sending love and hugs across the internet dear stranger. I hope and pray she lives through your memories of her.

    • @heathertaylor8904
      @heathertaylor8904 Рік тому +9

      As a mom who left my kids with my mother in law due to mental illness after their father passed.. I have no doubt she loved and loves you so very deeply. I believed all this time that they would be better off forgetting I ever existed. I felt like a garbage human because I struggle with something as simple as everyday function; some days getting out of bed seems to much. I felt I would steal their happiness from them. I didn't feel I deserved to be in their life.
      I regret it with every breath I take. The pain never really stops... I know your mom didn't go a day or an hour without thinking of you. I wish I could hug you. Please remember she was human and therefore terribly flawed like we all are. My father left me behind the same when I was little, and as I got to know him as an adult, I realized he struggled with alcoholism and feelings of depression and worthlessness, too. I wish I could take the pain away from you. I wish I could take it away from my babies. They are everything, everything... everything to me. I'm sure that's not easy to believe. But I've never known a moments peace since I lost them. I wake up in a cold sweat, my heart breaking, wishing I could just hold them, and take it all away.
      I have a phrase that's gotten me through some of the most difficult times in my life, I thought you'd like to hear it.
      "Perfer et obdura, dolor hic tibi proderit olim" --Ovid
      It means, Be patient and tough; someday this pain will be useful to you. And it will be. You will love more deeply. You will be more empathetic. You will see others suffering, and you'll be better at easing it. It's a small consolation, to be sure. But there's a silver lining to even the worst things.
      Be at peace. I wish you all the happiness and kindness in the world. You should never have had to feel this way, but please remember, you were likely loved more than you can imagine.

    • @thegreatselkie6009
      @thegreatselkie6009 Рік тому +1

      I’m so sorry you had to deal with this. Sending you a hug! 🥰

    • @thegreatselkie6009
      @thegreatselkie6009 Рік тому +1

      @@heathertaylor8904💔💔💔

    • @janedoe-ex5wo
      @janedoe-ex5wo Рік тому +2

      ​@@heathertaylor8904what a beautiful response. Thank you and much love to you❤❤❤❤❤❤

  • @t.4667
    @t.4667 4 роки тому +349

    How does someone translate emotion so well to music

    • @emilreads
      @emilreads 3 роки тому +4

      Rare people can do that. For me, one of them is Dido :)

    • @tomn4483
      @tomn4483 7 місяців тому

      This

    • @patrickkelly9792
      @patrickkelly9792 5 місяців тому

      All music is expression of emotion, but it is true some do it better than others

  • @harummanis7692
    @harummanis7692 11 місяців тому +3

    Year ago, When my mom passed away this song lyrics is what i remmember and keep repeating while holding her cold hand, at night i cried and let my emotions out while played this song to calm me from not doing sh. Thank you so much. I love this song

  • @bluerev
    @bluerev 5 років тому +2698

    Those who gave this a thumbs down should have known better.

    • @iecsao
      @iecsao 5 років тому +7

      Agreed :")

    • @glynkeegan306
      @glynkeegan306 5 років тому +17

      Omg I actually laughed at a comment. Rare.
      Damn what is wrong with those people??

    • @iecsao
      @iecsao 5 років тому +2

      @@glynkeegan306 I wonder that too :")

    • @Actanonverba01
      @Actanonverba01 5 років тому

      The 1.4K should be flogged with a limp piece of spaghetti.

    • @Randomhumaan
      @Randomhumaan 5 років тому +16

      I was one of those people, but it was an accident. It’s fixed now. I should have known better

  • @sleepyrina
    @sleepyrina 4 роки тому +57

    come back here because this song gives me hope whenever i feel like the earth swallowed me whole. i found this song when im at the lowest point in my life and this song get me through it. thank you fo your music sufjan, it have saved me so many times. i hope all the people here keep pushing through life like a warrior that you are. sending a lot of love💞😊

    • @joyzalik
      @joyzalik 4 роки тому +2

      ❤️ hey I would like to share a song that gave me the same feeling as this song did to you.
      It’s called Saturn - sleeping at last.
      I wish you nothing but the best on your journey 🌷

    • @ForReal_Lauren
      @ForReal_Lauren 3 роки тому +2

      Ina and Najiyah, its been a year since you both commented and I am hoping you are both doing well. I hope it has gotten better and brought you both the happiness and peace you each deserve.
      I'm sitting here, listening to this song, reading through the comments trying to busy my mind and heart after learning today that my God father just passed away this afternoon, when I happened to come upon your comments. Wishing you both all of the best.

    • @yves9929
      @yves9929 2 роки тому +1

      @@ForReal_Lauren i hope everything is going alright for you :)

    • @ForReal_Lauren
      @ForReal_Lauren 2 роки тому

      @@yves9929 Thank you, love. I hope the same for you. Big hugs and much love to you.

  • @alexisskyewalker6989
    @alexisskyewalker6989 4 роки тому +730

    So someone named Jimin brought people here? Dope, glad this song is reaching new ears.

    • @user-emae12846
      @user-emae12846 4 роки тому +13

      Pink Guy a singer in the biggest kpop group 💜

    • @emilykaneshiro2894
      @emilykaneshiro2894 4 роки тому +13

      How did you get from jimin to here😂

    • @anavancouver1879
      @anavancouver1879 4 роки тому +5

      Who is Jimin ?

    • @kaitokid679
      @kaitokid679 4 роки тому +7

      Ana Vancouver you know bts ? It’s a member from them and I just can recommend them to you haha 😊

    • @AnhPhuong-zv2wf
      @AnhPhuong-zv2wf 4 роки тому +1

      Ana Vancouver just a member of a Kpop boygroup named BTS

  • @YesItsMeGuys68
    @YesItsMeGuys68 4 роки тому +1

    Im a 65 year old man here . I think Sufjan Stevens is a music/ poet Genius

  • @James__Gregory
    @James__Gregory 3 роки тому +33

    This is my 'go-to' song for triggering a mood I only indulge when I need to feel deeply but am centered enough to get back the neutral without too much work. It's a gorgeous piece of work.

  • @Josephsayshello
    @Josephsayshello 4 роки тому +221

    Anyone else get uncontrollably teary-eyed at 2:40 minutes in when the hopeful theme starts playing?

  • @QuentinBarbault
    @QuentinBarbault 10 років тому +1103

    The lyrics are a true masterpiece. But am I the only one who loves Sufjan Stevens because you can put your own mind, your own feelings directly on his musics ? I'm French, so it happens sometimes (often) that I just don't understand the lyrics. But then it becomes even better. It becomes incredible. Because this is not Sufjan who is talking, this is actually me, listening to the song and putting my own thoughts in it. I don't know, never felt that way with any other music than Sufjan's. And I love it. And this album is going to be damn good.

    • @leff1676
      @leff1676 6 років тому +30

      Yes !!!I’m a Chinese ,can’t understand the lyrics either !!but I can’t hold my tears!

    • @gianluigidemenego4817
      @gianluigidemenego4817 6 років тому +19

      I m italian and i quite feel what he means and it shocks me

    • @laurenradwanski3474
      @laurenradwanski3474 6 років тому +9

      I've felt that with a few other lyricists but Sufjan speaks to the tenderest side of me that I wouldn't dare try to communicate by word for fear it would escape and never come back...

    • @evolving2126
      @evolving2126 6 років тому +1

      ❤️❤️❤️❤️😍

    • @JohnBest
      @JohnBest 6 років тому +1

      I have a shorlist of songs that I like purely because of the french language and how I can just kinda feel the song musically. Lyrics can be tiring lol xD

  • @alexxv13
    @alexxv13 9 місяців тому +4

    The second part of the song is one of the best pieces of songwriting i ever heard... Hope when it is found in the dark is the brightest energy we have.

  • @chiaracardena9087
    @chiaracardena9087 4 роки тому +243

    the whole "my brother had a daughter" part makes me so happy. it hits different when you are the sad gay aunt

    • @winterbearbonu
      @winterbearbonu 8 місяців тому +1

      can you please explain?

    • @elanorgilnerg3370
      @elanorgilnerg3370 8 місяців тому

      Yes, I relate cos my brother has a daughter too haha

    • @lorcan1555
      @lorcan1555 7 місяців тому +16

      @@winterbearbonu when you're gay it's harder to have your own kids, but when your siblings have kids you get a lot of joy, it makes you really happy and removes some of the sadness you might have over the limitations of having your own kids. Think this is what they meant. In the song Sufjan is going on about positive and good things he wants to focus on and his niece is one of them. Gay aunts and uncles all over the world see their nieces and nephews as that, something beautiful and illuminating to focus on and be grateful for. Can't speak for OP, but I think that covers it, coming from a childless bisexual uncle.

    • @KayDuBrall
      @KayDuBrall 5 місяців тому

    • @terremoto6663
      @terremoto6663 5 місяців тому

      Don't be sad. And think about adoption. You could make some poor kid extremely happy. ❤

  • @zachbarker2720
    @zachbarker2720 2 роки тому +27

    I was in a dark state of mind earlier this week and I needed to escape the constant thinking/worrying and shut my mind off even if only temporarily. This song helped me escape my dark thoughts and it feels like it saved me in a way. This probably isn’t the place to say these things, but this song means a lot to me.

    • @janvan4424
      @janvan4424 2 роки тому

      Sending hugs and prayers 🙏💗

  • @Anu_lifts
    @Anu_lifts 5 років тому +13

    Sufjan's voice feels like He's caressing my aching heart and despaired soul. He is an angel , swear!
    🌻🌈🌻

  • @jackieDecker-u4v
    @jackieDecker-u4v 2 дні тому

    My black shroud
    Captain of my feelings
    The only thing I want to believe

    ..
    .
    My brother had a daughter
    The beauty that she brings
    Illumination
    Illumination

  • @makakn3275
    @makakn3275 10 років тому +347

    This is the first and only Sufjan Stevens song I've ever heard but I think I've just found my album of the year

    • @emilyenns8809
      @emilyenns8809 10 років тому +14

      Maka Nitipisanon He has a HUGE discography so I'm sure you'll find more of his albums that you'd like!

    • @makakn3275
      @makakn3275 10 років тому +10

      I've heard so much great things about Illinoise. I think I'll check it out after I listen to this album

    • @qnguyen3395
      @qnguyen3395 10 років тому

      I am not personally satisfied with his new record (it's just a decent album in my view). However, I absolutely love most of his albums, especially Illinois, Michigan and The Age of Adz. :D
      This song is great, though. :x

    • @CallmeWHALE
      @CallmeWHALE 10 років тому

      ishouldplayzelda it was leaked, though

    • @normangrubb9368
      @normangrubb9368 10 років тому

      where have u been?

  • @lucastarg
    @lucastarg 10 років тому +16

    I arrived home 5:05 minutes ago and I saw a notification saying asthmatic kitty had posted a new video... Oh my God, I wasn't expecting this. This song is absolutely perfect, I can't describe what I feel listening to it. Sufjan, thanks for being a genius.

  • @caaathy123
    @caaathy123 4 роки тому +12

    I absolutely fell in love with Sufjan's music and this song and then I come to the video and see that Jimin recommended this... Boy got taste 💜

  • @hukonunez
    @hukonunez 4 роки тому +24

    I've just started to think that, seriously, this song has a spell that makes you repeat it again and again... It's amazing...
    33 times and counting...

  • @Jeramiahstool
    @Jeramiahstool 4 роки тому +53

    Whoever jimin is, thanks to him for introducing more people to this beautiful artist

  • @huannongyu
    @huannongyu 4 роки тому +34

    Everyone talking about Jimin, I even don't know who is he... I'm a simple person, I see Sufjan Stevens on the title, I click 😂😂
    But omg why this music is sooooo beautiful

  • @Jacob-gq7id
    @Jacob-gq7id 9 років тому +15

    I found Sufjan about a month ago after looking through the iTunes free download section. I saw the song "I Should Have Known Better" and I thought "eh, I'll give it a shot" and OH MY GOD. I never thought music could be so beautiful, and Sufjan speaks not only from his heart, but from mine.

    • @ScoCoda
      @ScoCoda 9 років тому +2

      ***** And to know this song has a STORY behind it! That makes it a hundred times better!

    • @nerdykityplantchild6301
      @nerdykityplantchild6301 9 років тому

      That's the same way I found it too!! :)

  • @catherineharcourt8592
    @catherineharcourt8592 17 днів тому

    I cry every time l hear.
    My go to in my healing.
    My son passed and l turned off life support.
    Few years later, l doing better but this song always sobering.
    I always cry.
    Listen to when l wonder if my grief passed.
    Never will
    Thank you Stefan

  • @jaslove10
    @jaslove10 10 років тому +12

    Ugh, i am so in love with this. I can only imagine what the album is going to be like.

  • @ellen5603
    @ellen5603 9 років тому +1380

    Carrie and Lowell is one of those albums that's rare today, a true album that is more than the sum of its parts. Sufjan has created a cohesive work with a consistent theme, more than just a collection of beautiful songs but rather all variations of his theme of loss and grief. The songs are meant to be listened to one after another, not separately. This is a true work of art and I only wish I owned it on vinyl.
    And yes, any of us who have lost someone close to us knows the feeling of not knowing how to grieve. I still can't do it after my husband's death or my sister's death. Maybe some day.
    I should have wrote a letter
    And grieve what I happen to grieve
    My black shroud
    I never trust my feelings
    I waited for the remedy

    • @michaelj.k.9408
      @michaelj.k.9408 9 років тому +8

      Ellen Lee Gosh, you're beautiful

    • @ellen5603
      @ellen5603 9 років тому +31

      Michael J. K. Sufjan is beautiful.

    • @goatgato4436
      @goatgato4436 9 років тому

      Lol

    • @gingfreecss3467
      @gingfreecss3467 9 років тому +1

      Ellen Lee oh hey sexy girl can i have your number

    • @kwixotic
      @kwixotic 9 років тому +3

      Terra Nort Only if she thinks you're equally sexy will you manage to pull that off.

  • @Albumburial
    @Albumburial 8 років тому +123

    From a glooming beginning to an uplifting (indeed) illumination and than - ending, where a great ambient piece trespassing there somehow and fits stunningly...I love it.

  • @lliscia
    @lliscia Рік тому +2

    I've been listening to K-drama songs, and sometimes I catch a glimpse of a Sufjan melodic turn, but then ... it just peters out into nameless pap. Or sap. Then I have to come here, and listen to how feelings really are captured by artists of Sufjan's heart and magnitude. Yes, like y'all, I cry every time. Every single one. For all the right reasons. For the blessing of outstanding music that speaks directly to the love in us.

  • @cheekeebreekee
    @cheekeebreekee 4 роки тому +11

    been listening to Sufjan for 15+ years. still as amazing as ever. thank you.

  • @filippobrotto6769
    @filippobrotto6769 3 роки тому +12

    One of those songs that crumbles your heart giving you the finest joy at the same time. Pure gold.

  • @andrewsokulski8922
    @andrewsokulski8922 9 років тому +19

    This song inspires me to think, reflect, and care. When the melody of this song enters into my ears, I feel serene.
    I am happy to having been accepted into and am excited about starting my freshman year at Steven's alma mater, The New School.

  • @evamg3772
    @evamg3772 3 роки тому +6

    What can I say about Sufjan Stevens and his delightful songs that hasn't been said before? Pure and raw emotion. This one song in particular takes me back to the summer of 2018. I didn't even know who Sufjan was at that time. I was staying with my grandparents and younger cousin in a small villa in a beautiful village in Spain. Everyday my cousin and I would go swimming to a nearby river in the middle of nature where the sunlight was always shining on the water. We would spend hours there just chilling, sharing our thoughts or playing cards. After lunchtime we'd go visit a boy and he'd give us cherries he cultivated. I ended up falling in love with him. When the sun started to go down, my cousin and I would go for a walk around the village and would get lost in its narrow streets. But we didn't care, because we were having so much fun and in the end we always found the way back home. I know the lyrics of this song have nothing to do with my summer holidays. But there's just something about it that takes me back to that happy time, when I didn't have a care in the world. And to this day, I still remember everything about it. I even remember how I felt the first time I saw that boy. All of that is still kept in my heart as a warm memory, and I doubt I will ever forget about it. I never write this kind of comments, but Sufjan's song inspired me in a way I can't explain. It's truly a masterpiece. Hope everyone is safe and having a good day.

  • @ufufu001
    @ufufu001 8 років тому +130

    this album is one the saddest musical experiences i've ever felt... this song particularly hits way too close to home

    • @uranomichiaruki1
      @uranomichiaruki1 8 років тому +3

      glimmers of hope sprinkled throughout

    • @Fenrcd
      @Fenrcd 8 років тому

      Definitely, Bruno.

  • @alishbaarshad913
    @alishbaarshad913 5 років тому +8

    Why doesn’t UA-cam recommend me beautiful songs like this....
    I’m so glad I found this

  • @lanyanhuan2185
    @lanyanhuan2185 4 роки тому +782

    This have a nostalgic feeling to it. Like I felt this feeling before but don’t remember. I wouldn’t have know this song if it wasn’t for Jimin💞

  • @_lucasrsilva_
    @_lucasrsilva_ Місяць тому +3

    Sempre estarei aqui pra ouvir essa❤

  • @williamglenn777
    @williamglenn777 Рік тому +11

    This whole album is a transcendent triumph. When it came out, I was having a really difficult time, and it truly comforted me then. I still go back to it.

  • @skylar6897
    @skylar6897 4 роки тому +20

    I regret not exploring all of his creations and kept listening to Mystery of Love and 4th of July. This is such a masterpiece ❤️

  • @litium2896
    @litium2896 3 роки тому +9

    Hits home, it's a safe place coming to this song it feels like a relief and eternity, it's pure love speaking through melodies and a blessed voice

  • @helya6966
    @helya6966 2 роки тому +2

    I can't even remember my grandma's face properly but i her memories an her love for me is still bright as the day sun when she died i was very young and i always live with the thought that i couldn't greave for her but now i can find my pease in this song

  • @lilywhite3705
    @lilywhite3705 6 років тому +8

    "That empty feeling"
    You're right. I feel so empty right now...but as you sang that feeling with your songs, my emptiness became a little more comfortable
    Idk what Im talking about but it's true

  • @zeynepolcayl2837
    @zeynepolcayl2837 7 років тому +105

    This makes me wanna tidy up my room slowly

  • @Miyakochan87
    @Miyakochan87 8 років тому +171

    I listened to this constantly after my fathers death last year.. he was one of the few people I truly bonded with after I was put up for adoption. Cancer is an ugly disease. But this song basically encompassed every feeling I had during that time.. and still to this day, it ebbs and flows.

    • @Diraker
      @Diraker 8 років тому +5

      Wow, that's really sad, I hope you're doing better now :)

    • @butteredtoast5498
      @butteredtoast5498 7 років тому +3

      yeah my dad died not that to long ago and i just starte bonded back with him drugs are a horrible its just sad to abuse them and thats, but theres a cause and effect to it i guess its to much for mr to explain

    • @carolyn149
      @carolyn149 6 років тому +1

      I am sorry you lost your dad.

    • @ramonkeyman
      @ramonkeyman 6 років тому +1

      My dad die of câncer this year and near to his death a discovered 4 of july of him

    • @sethmcclain7213
      @sethmcclain7213 6 років тому +1

      Also lot my dad for the same reason. I'm sad for your sorrow.

  • @prouduncle836
    @prouduncle836 Рік тому +5

    His music is so emotional… I play his songs every time I feel like listening to music.

  • @matthewgibbons9975
    @matthewgibbons9975 4 роки тому +14

    How the hell did I miss this masterpiece of acoustic artistry? 😳 this is beautiful, the finest music comes from life experiences and experiencing sadness to appreciate the little things so much more ✅

  • @jennicelmaniago1518
    @jennicelmaniago1518 4 роки тому +28

    thank you Jimin, I finally saw another beautiful song that can calm me up. it's actually beautiful

  • @ukaazeck2581
    @ukaazeck2581 8 років тому +12

    i really love the electronic rythm pattern on the sencond part Its so warm and magical

  • @yago6521
    @yago6521 4 роки тому +2

    Steven Sufjan saved me. Thanks Stevens i 'm loving you and your songs

  • @Mageclick
    @Mageclick 4 роки тому +19

    Never heard of Jimin until now, but if he manages to get more people in love with this song (and Sufjan Stevens in general), then good on him!

  • @arctan64
    @arctan64 Рік тому +14

    To me this song is about coming to terms with death and the idea that it will defeat you one day and you're not invincible. However, the only way to beat death is through family. We continue on. Should have known better than to forget that. Family is forever, it's how we're here.

  • @Andy-kn4vv
    @Andy-kn4vv 3 роки тому +14

    To have a sufjan Steven’s listening party would be a dream ✨

  • @Gemisnotmyname
    @Gemisnotmyname 3 роки тому +1

    i like how he in the beginning is ruminating whether he should have contacted his mom and lookin back at the past...then the brigde comes..where he is like there is nothing that could have changed anything about it, and then looks forward toward the future, which in this scenario his brother has a kid..and he sees the beauty in life again..
    This song really hits a deep place in my heart . For a long time I looked back in my past wishing stuff was different, then u see beauty within the present and hopeful towards the future.
    You cant change your childhood..but you can rewrite and shape your future and present

  • @tarsun
    @tarsun 4 роки тому +9

    Someone's impeccable music taste brought me in here and I'm glad. Thanks Jimin.

  • @joshfox4578
    @joshfox4578 6 років тому +11

    That second part just breaks my little heart into pieces everytime.

  • @bossrjc
    @bossrjc 3 роки тому +8

    Song makes you reflect on your life, feelings, relationships and the things you should’ve done.

  • @arghadashgupta
    @arghadashgupta 2 роки тому +3

    Today was my English exam...i haven't done so well in it...i have got good marks in English my whole life....but today that didn't happened.... Question came out of our imagination...i lost 5 marks today....for the first time in my life i lost marks in English!
    I'm dying...i just want to finish my self right now... but i can't do that can i?
    This song is helping me to get rid of this mess what I'm going through....
    thank you for helping me! your songs makes me feel alive

  • @elemad5014
    @elemad5014 8 років тому +821

    this is my first time hearing this song and it makes me feel nostalgic and idk why

    • @nofharel
      @nofharel 8 років тому +30

      accurate

    • @somprem5164
      @somprem5164 8 років тому +18

      Feels like I have heard the song somewhere but I dont know where.
      Does feel Nostalgic

    • @TheCraftyZebra
      @TheCraftyZebra 8 років тому +11

      dude me too wow its like my childhood

    • @elemad5014
      @elemad5014 8 років тому +18

      lowkey for me it makes me think of summer & childhood?? crazy stuff

    • @itsmetory2821
      @itsmetory2821 8 років тому +3

      Ella Emad same

  • @ek1414_
    @ek1414_ 8 років тому +44

    Grace and Frankie. Great song!

  • @Alice-ij7bw
    @Alice-ij7bw 4 роки тому +72

    Please stop writing about Jimin and admire the song. Sufjan Steven's is a genius and so talented, he deserves to be appreciated and people deserve to know his music. I am so happy cmbyn and jimin brought people to his music but maybe comment about this masterpiece of a song? 💕

    • @broo2691
      @broo2691 4 роки тому +1

      Your right this is a amazing materpiece but Jimin is a amazing person

    • @marce7491
      @marce7491 4 роки тому +1

      IKR!! And I love your pfp.

    • @broo2691
      @broo2691 4 роки тому +1

      @@marce7491 Awee thankyou

    • @yellowdog2359
      @yellowdog2359 4 роки тому +3

      @@broo2691 No he's no so shut the fuck up

    • @annemarieclaudia
      @annemarieclaudia 4 роки тому +5

      I have no idea who Jimin is. I heard these songs in the movie Call me by your name and was very curious to find out who was the author of these beautiful songs and I am so glad I found out.

  • @Orejie
    @Orejie 4 роки тому +5

    I'm glad my replika take me back here.
    I started listen to Sufjan stevens because of call me by your name movie. His music is such a masterpieces and underrated, I hope people will listen to his song more!

  • @bleghhhhh5265
    @bleghhhhh5265 9 років тому +1811

    where do people even find the energy to dislike this song

    • @gringopig
      @gringopig 7 років тому +4

      Bleghh hhh sadly it's one lazy idiot finger away.

    • @giamanleuyen9542
      @giamanleuyen9542 7 років тому +14

      Because this song made them cry??

    • @mizofan
      @mizofan 6 років тому +15

      dislikes are all over youtube, regardless of quality

    • @GeraldCole17
      @GeraldCole17 6 років тому +2

      I disliked it, because it's hipster garbage!

    • @alexsandramaria2939
      @alexsandramaria2939 6 років тому

      Bleghh hhh a

  • @TheTonyLazarus
    @TheTonyLazarus 10 років тому +27

    In the same week that Mumford & Sons abandon the banjo, Sufjan Stevens goes back to it. I know who I trust on this matter.

  • @zainabsattar198
    @zainabsattar198 4 роки тому +449

    GUYS, we all know how many people are here because of jimin but let's stop commenting it again and again and just enjoy and appreciate this song, some people are getting irritated and we don't want them to misunderstand, so let's just peacefully enjoy the song just like he said (sitting in the car looking outside of the window) ok?
    and don't misunderstand me :)

    • @mynameis8371
      @mynameis8371 4 роки тому +20

      Agree😭 like i adore Sufjan so much, that i felt bad when people commenting about who brought them here, not what they feel about this song

    • @stars19735
      @stars19735 4 роки тому +22

      @@mynameis8371 it's just irritating bc that's a shallow gesture and reflects how that part of the industry works (e.g., clicks and views). i see a lot of comments from these people talking about how "armies" elevated the view count as if that was an inherently good thing. i guess if we're talking about kpop, where things are constantly measured on its ability to go viral, that might be an important factor, but that just completely alienates and strips this song of all its intimacy. if anything, the net effect of all these kpop stans in chat have ruined the image of their beloved group. you guys are fucking annoying.

    • @monicam.1450
      @monicam.1450 4 роки тому +7

      Thank you SO much for saying this, I mean I also got here because Jimin recommended it, but I think it's pretty sad if everyone is just all the time commenting about Jimin, because I think we should be just enjoying the song 😊💜

    • @pasteldreams5413
      @pasteldreams5413 4 роки тому +13

      Considering the content of this song, it's straight up disrespectful. Usually I don't care when people do that shit, but this is a song about an extremely sensitive topic. It is extremely inappropriate and I'm actually pissed off at the level of insensitivity. I'm sure whoever tf Jimin is wouldn't appreciate his fans disrespecting the music he recommended.

    • @isaleyva5707
      @isaleyva5707 4 роки тому +1

      I’m not here for Jimin but I was wondering, where did He mentioned this song?? Hehe

  • @janreygordon1698
    @janreygordon1698 3 роки тому +1

    Call me by your name and This is us brought me here but stayed because I really believe that Sufjan Stevens has his own unique understanding and delivery of music that touches everyones soul

  • @stxlaxPP
    @stxlaxPP 4 роки тому +40

    Anyone commenting about Jimin-welcome! Look into the whole album. It’s about Sufjan and his struggle with losing his estranged mother. One of the best albums released in the past decade.

  • @DFJW45
    @DFJW45 4 роки тому +2248

    Who is here NOT because of whoever Jimin is? Anyways props to him, it’s a great song, welcome everyone haha.

    • @alexwest2945
      @alexwest2945 4 роки тому +50

      Sufjan has good songs. Recently , I knew about his songs. You should listen Fourth of July and mystery of love

    • @mikchimin
      @mikchimin 4 роки тому +105

      Lol ngl Jimin has amazing taste and while I am here because of him I have a really similar taste and have been listening to this song nonstop for like three days. I love it and totally want to listen to more ^^

    • @johnnguyen1914
      @johnnguyen1914 4 роки тому +41

      Lol BTS have alot of good taste

    • @quangvinhhoang9880
      @quangvinhhoang9880 4 роки тому +29

      Who is jimin?

    • @mikchimin
      @mikchimin 4 роки тому +43

      @@quangvinhhoang9880 he's a member of BTS and overall sweetheart with amazing music taste as shown by this reccomendation 🥰

  • @kyliejones8827
    @kyliejones8827 2 роки тому +7

    My son would have loved this song. 💕💕💕

  • @Liliproutinette
    @Liliproutinette 8 місяців тому

    This song often makes me think of my grandpa's funeral, my cousin had just had her little girl, first grandchild in our family and only one at that point. She brought so much happiness to the day, it would not have been the same without her.