anger is eating me alive

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    Sticks and stones may break my bones but anger flups up everything. Please enjoy my haphazard thoughts about something that gives me a hard time on a daily basis.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 190

  • @evilshaffer
    @evilshaffer 7 місяців тому +16

    It was fun making a cameo in this but you are not easy to work with tbh…..

  • @nur-niaz
    @nur-niaz 7 місяців тому +57

    Dude! What is this? It's a genre of its own!💥 You're too good for this platform

    • @soundscape26
      @soundscape26 7 місяців тому +5

      This guy has way too few subscribers, the algorithm hasn't been kind to him.

    • @erikalemancreative
      @erikalemancreative 7 місяців тому

      I agree, this is too good. Story, sound, camera work, composition, lighting.. wow.

    • @soyJulianR
      @soyJulianR 7 місяців тому

      for real, what a masterpiece.

  • @mftartcore1992
    @mftartcore1992 7 місяців тому +17

    This is exactly the type of content that youtube needs. Good job man !

  • @sumohummel8656
    @sumohummel8656 7 місяців тому +12

    There are only a few videos on youtube where I think to myself "Man im glad this found me", this is definitely one of them, thank you

  • @PhiHuynh166
    @PhiHuynh166 7 місяців тому +12

    I mean…wtf? This is out of the game. You’re an absolute genius. Never seen a UA-cam content this spectacular. You’re now one of my favourites..

  • @gabrielaaronmoser-diary
    @gabrielaaronmoser-diary 7 місяців тому +11

    dude this just blows my mind. so creative and it feels like a 100k production!

  • @liahansen
    @liahansen 7 місяців тому +1

    So insanely well done

  • @ShafferN
    @ShafferN  7 місяців тому +30

    !!Two things you should never do!! 1: Listen to Gunnison 1073.5, and 2: check the description for a secret vlog. You do that, you've got nothinnn to worry about.

  • @niksvis
    @niksvis 7 місяців тому +8

    This is the future of UA-cam. I appreciate people like you that make art for my enjoyment. Thank you!

  • @terransky1
    @terransky1 7 місяців тому +3

    This is beautiful, distinct, and clearly very emotionally genuine. Nice!

  • @EricReding7
    @EricReding7 7 місяців тому +12

    No way you broke a finger board for this video. Loving your insight on something I don’t usually think about but affects my life greatly. Thankful for this

  • @PhilEdwardsInc
    @PhilEdwardsInc 7 місяців тому +1

    delayed cooking my children supper to watch this, now they are angry with me. so i can show them this now and then we'll all be happy.

  • @ThenNow
    @ThenNow 7 місяців тому +2

    This was incredibly done. Thank you.

  • @wherescalebshaw
    @wherescalebshaw 7 місяців тому +3

    bro you killed it with this, I'm addicted to your stuff that was phenomenal

  • @StillSouce
    @StillSouce 7 місяців тому +1

    Dope video and message!

  • @SemiSendy
    @SemiSendy 7 місяців тому +2

    Your creativity and vision continues to impress me, Shaffer. Also, didn't realize you were living in Gunny. I use to live behind the police station. I rented a room from a guy who had an old yellow Karmann Ghia. Hard to be angry looking at one of those.
    Also hard to be angry at that full circle ending even though the driver being a total knob. Good thing he's handy on the b roll.

  • @TouristTrapTV
    @TouristTrapTV 7 місяців тому +7

    Underrated content creator award goes to... 🏆

  • @TuckerPearce
    @TuckerPearce 7 місяців тому +4

    The Road Rage cross walk moment with Jake having a nice cameo was great.
    Life is too short for Anger, took me to 45 to really get that 🤦‍♂️ Enjoyed the video and find it oddly cool to see my name listed at the end.

  • @theevergreenhome
    @theevergreenhome 7 місяців тому +1

    work of art. so glad I found this. reminded me of a liturgy "...let me gauge by the knot in my gut, the poverty of my own understanding of the grace that I have received from a God who, loving me, chose rather to receive wounds than to give them." - Every Moment Holy V.1 by Douglas McKelvey

  • @ryz9431
    @ryz9431 7 місяців тому +1

    This is one if the best short movies on youtube ive ever seen

  • @lukebohemian
    @lukebohemian 7 місяців тому +1

    Oh man the videos just keep getting better!

  • @nickolasoatley
    @nickolasoatley 7 місяців тому +4

    Thanks for making me feel like I'm not alone here. Keep it up Shaffer, these are gold ✨

  • @DavidDarnes
    @DavidDarnes 7 місяців тому +1

    Appreciate that you timed this video just for me and how I’m feeling right now 🔴

  • @zee298
    @zee298 7 місяців тому +1

    you’re incredible man. thank you for bringing life to this platform again

  • @dootrecords
    @dootrecords 7 місяців тому +1

    really top quality stuff, super creative and relatable

  • @tylerismyname
    @tylerismyname 7 місяців тому +1

    Dude that bouncy ball looks like it has at LEAST 90% bounce back rate. Pretty crazy stuff

  • @tavakessler
    @tavakessler 7 місяців тому +1

    UNREAL MAN. wow that was incredible in every aspect

  • @bellinibaci
    @bellinibaci 7 місяців тому +1

    You know what makes me feel more at ease? Knowing Shaffer will keep releasing quality videos :)

  • @AmirXplorer
    @AmirXplorer 7 місяців тому +1

    Just remarkable! you're a genius!

  • @fajerebrahim7575
    @fajerebrahim7575 7 місяців тому

    The production levels on these videos are insane! keep it up bro! beautiful and entertaining!!

  • @ilyaonthefly
    @ilyaonthefly 7 місяців тому +1

    Blown away by this

  • @The_Deadnettle_Hymns
    @The_Deadnettle_Hymns 6 місяців тому

    Anger is the energy released in the gap between your expectations and reality. The only cure is gratitude: the aknowledgement of the expectations that have already been met.

  • @matthewbates9245
    @matthewbates9245 7 місяців тому

    I think I needed this right now, and that's how I feel about all of your content. Every time you post I can tell you've developed your skills a bit further, and it just hits, right in the feels, every time. Can't wait for the next one.

  • @lydiahuey6901
    @lydiahuey6901 7 місяців тому

    This filming and editing is in a league of its own. Fantastic video.

  • @ihavemetnate
    @ihavemetnate 7 місяців тому

    Highly relatable, I feel this almost every day

  • @inactive-r5w
    @inactive-r5w 7 місяців тому +2

    I LOVE the way this video was written and shot, amazing video as always!! 🎉

  • @salutalan
    @salutalan 7 місяців тому +1

    I love to see you growing on UA-cam.

  • @coryromeiser
    @coryromeiser 7 місяців тому +1

    Appreciate you brother

  • @ChristianSchaffer
    @ChristianSchaffer 4 місяці тому

    So good. UA-cam doesn’t deserve you

  • @Mikita1
    @Mikita1 7 місяців тому +2

    WTF, this is a gem :)
    great work!

  • @tractioncoffee
    @tractioncoffee 7 місяців тому +1

    Needed this one today, thanks for sharing. 🫶🏻

  • @isaacspedding5032
    @isaacspedding5032 7 місяців тому +1

    These films are out the gate.

  • @tiffanyistall
    @tiffanyistall 7 місяців тому

    Anger on things that don't seem worth giving is hard to justify. It comes so quick and by the time you've had time to think about it you've already reacted. So that's been the key for me, try to remember reaction is everything and if it already happen, think about it mindfully and move on.

  • @jacobpoulton3547
    @jacobpoulton3547 7 місяців тому +1

    Dang. What an incredible filmmaker you are, the colors and meaning of this film is amazing. Bravo, more please.

  • @vince_euro
    @vince_euro 7 місяців тому

    incredible video!!

  • @juunataa
    @juunataa 7 місяців тому +1

    Dude just casually dropping masterpiece after masterpiece like its nothing

  • @asapicton7038
    @asapicton7038 7 місяців тому +1

    Never stopn making films -so sick!!!

  • @NISHIAKI
    @NISHIAKI 7 місяців тому +1

    I used to battle with anger. It definitely compounded, especially because knowing I was mad mad me angry. I'm not exactly sure how I worked around it, but eventually I just stopped caring about the things that made me angry. The times that anger does resurface, I remind myself that angry is not something I want to be, and that helps me refocus on a mindset I desire instead.
    Anger is very satisfying in the same way that eating junk food or watching TV is. It's easy to do. Maybe what helped me overcome my anger was learning to enjoy the challenge of finding an alternate route. When someone drives like a maniac on the road, I think "Maybe they have to take a really bad shit" which helps me understand why someone might do that and also doesn't make me mad. Maybe the benefit of the doubt is the cure to anger. It has helped me, at least.

  • @Howtogetfluent
    @Howtogetfluent 7 місяців тому

    Amazing. As usual.Thank you!

  • @rebeccadear9190
    @rebeccadear9190 Місяць тому

    This was Great!! You are amazingly creative!

  • @timchun4645
    @timchun4645 7 місяців тому

    Gosh you're so good at story telling and filming!

  • @michaeldbliss
    @michaeldbliss 7 місяців тому +1

    best storyteller on YT strikes againnnn

  • @TheSpock23
    @TheSpock23 7 місяців тому +1

    Just found your channel and subscribed. I don't understand why the subscriber count is so low. UA-cam is weird sometimes.

  • @ruslanopalkofilms
    @ruslanopalkofilms 7 місяців тому +1

    This production quality is insanely good

  • @ItsMyrte
    @ItsMyrte 7 місяців тому

    What a great video! Personally I feel like I’ve always suppressed my anger too much (as a girl you’re taught to be nice all the time I guess) and I’ve lately found that I’m much less anxious if I just get angry a bit. And then go outside ;)

  • @inspaced_
    @inspaced_ 7 місяців тому

    Anger is a secondary emotion, it always stems from something else.

  • @dominick253
    @dominick253 7 місяців тому +3

    After covid I'm finding i don't have any patience for waiting in lines or traffic. I seen that there was a better way to live and I can't go back to the old way. Even if it means making less money.
    You hit the nail on the head. It's not that first thing. It's the 100th that sends me over the edge.

  • @TILB
    @TILB 7 місяців тому +1

    Always a masterpiece.

  • @asutin
    @asutin 7 місяців тому

    I would also say I deal with this, something I’ve found that helps is exhausting myself through physical activity. Just focusing on the body and sweating it out

  • @5facts30
    @5facts30 7 місяців тому +1

    my guy u are insanely good

  • @wadekeys
    @wadekeys 7 місяців тому

    so creative! - I loved the sound design in this!

  • @LLProductions0
    @LLProductions0 7 місяців тому +1

    truly amazing content

  • @domwrinaldi
    @domwrinaldi 7 місяців тому +1

    That ball has over 90% bounce rate for sure

  • @NicoKupfer
    @NicoKupfer 7 місяців тому

    Shaffer, your videos are insanely well made I only hope your channel takes off. I have a much smaller channel that also feels like it should take off at any point, and also doesn't, and I hope you are coping well with that frustration. Sending you positive vibes 💫

  • @brunoanghinoni470
    @brunoanghinoni470 7 місяців тому +2

    Man, that's what I call filmmaking.

  • @exquisitearc8498
    @exquisitearc8498 7 місяців тому

    I feel like if any solution is going to work for an extended period of time, it’s gotta be something you came up with yourself, something you realized. Because of the simple fact that you came up with it yourself, that gives it the power to make it work.

  • @jackferg8150
    @jackferg8150 7 місяців тому +1

    incredibly well put together and sincere, keep it up mate!

  • @muccia7328
    @muccia7328 6 місяців тому

    Whoa..this one gave me chills for real ❤ i hear you

  • @the_untitled__
    @the_untitled__ 7 місяців тому +1

    Another masterpiece.

  • @JakeAshe
    @JakeAshe 7 місяців тому +2

    It makes me angry how goddamn talented you are and the fact that you're not the most subscribed channel on this platform! Well done, the best video on UA-cam I've seen in a long time!

  • @nikolayaleksandra-uncut
    @nikolayaleksandra-uncut 7 місяців тому

    Epic! Frustration, irritation, anger - bring it on!

  • @cammliu
    @cammliu 6 місяців тому

    far out this storytelling is next level :O

  • @beerenmusli8220
    @beerenmusli8220 7 місяців тому

    These videos are amazing. You got another subscriber.

  • @Drewxcifer
    @Drewxcifer 7 місяців тому +1

    This was really good dude!

  • @EmmaAndSeanOutdoors
    @EmmaAndSeanOutdoors 7 місяців тому

    This is a great film Shaffer. I enjoy these videos very much!

  • @_spineless
    @_spineless 7 місяців тому

    Video popped up in my recommended, i saved it to Watch Later knowing it woud be good, and i was right! This was an awesome, useful video! Great job on the coloring and pacing and cinematography.

  • @pleiades250
    @pleiades250 7 місяців тому

    absolutely incredible stuff. what a vid!!

  • @_eric_phillips
    @_eric_phillips 7 місяців тому

    That finger board snap 😮
    Definitely tuning into 1073.5 Gunnison 😂

  • @ohheytherefriend
    @ohheytherefriend 7 місяців тому +1

    This is the most underrated channel on UA-cam.

  • @JedDobre
    @JedDobre 7 місяців тому

    This video is sick! I litterly shot a mirror scene like this the other day for a video next week! So much fun!

  • @deheiligebron
    @deheiligebron 6 місяців тому

    This needs much more views, shares, likes AND subs! Awesome contribution to the population! 😉
    For that anger.. Get a therapeutic session with some mushrooms or Ayahuasca and solve that!

  • @cullenwalton
    @cullenwalton 7 місяців тому

    This was beautiful bro! Keep it up!

  • @Theonlymutaz
    @Theonlymutaz 7 місяців тому +2

    the most underrated channel on youtube

  • @ImJaseCabrera
    @ImJaseCabrera 7 місяців тому

    This is by far my new favorite video on the whole platform. From feeling so relate to the message, and the beautiful cinematography, to the incredible storytelling. This is peak UA-cam; no, this is true Filmmaking.

  • @JuiceChocolate
    @JuiceChocolate 6 місяців тому

    THIS IS INSANELY GOOD.

  • @mitchellcookk
    @mitchellcookk 7 місяців тому

    You are so talented man, love your videos

  • @zacharystrohschein6997
    @zacharystrohschein6997 7 місяців тому

    This made my day! I laughed, felt validated, and inspired to get a bouncy ball and boogy.. What else could you want/need?? Really though favorite video yet 🎯

  • @philvfilms
    @philvfilms 7 місяців тому

    Meditation morning and night, gratitude notes in a diary and exercise. That’s as good as I can suggest

  • @kisswithchaos3736
    @kisswithchaos3736 7 місяців тому

    I definitely need this today, not because of valentines day I could give less of a shit about the holiday just because, but because anger gets shame often and I hate that so much. There is good and bad anger.

  • @ShauninParadise
    @ShauninParadise 7 місяців тому

    That was the sickest yet, absolutely brilliant mate 🔴 🤙🏽

  • @bitcoinnotcrypto
    @bitcoinnotcrypto 7 місяців тому

    Good video. My latest podcast is called "Irritation as a problem finding tool" anger and irritation is something many of us deal with.

  • @itriskymagic1450
    @itriskymagic1450 7 місяців тому

    The finger breaking board mann🤣🔥

  • @STOVL93
    @STOVL93 7 місяців тому +4

    I probably feel angry once or twice a month. This essay was for me completely unrelatable yet a very interesting insight into someone else’s mind. I love all your videos, regardless of subject matter. They’re so well composed that I would happily watch one about counting rivets! I think it goes without saying your videos essays are deserving of way more views.

  • @davi.mousinho
    @davi.mousinho 3 місяці тому

    Regarding anger: It may sound silly, but listening to the song Chain Of Sorrow by John Prine helps me a lot dealing with anger and frustration. The chorus goes "For a heart stained in anger grows weak and grows bitter. You become your own prisioner as you watch yourself sit there, wrapped up in a trap of your very own chain of sorrow". To me it is so true. By giving in to anger you are just weakening yourself a further distancing from others. There are better ways to deal with hardship.

  • @D_O_M_A_
    @D_O_M_A_ 7 місяців тому

    This makes me realize how I never get angry like this anymore. I can relate though I did when I was younger but you should definitely work on that. Life is insane in how lucky we are and how beautiful it is. It makes me sad you would spend so much of your short time angry. Learning to let go of things is a great lesson to learn. I managed to get a grip of acceptance at some point, life flows smoothly and peacefully and I don't even do it with intention anymore it just is how I am. Love your videos brother.

  • @FivosVas
    @FivosVas 7 місяців тому

    Damn dude.. this video is so relatable to me.. I just replaced the word Anger with Anxiety.

  • @maximusvook
    @maximusvook 7 місяців тому

    this guy is an artist!

  • @justinbobb5384
    @justinbobb5384 7 місяців тому

    Dude, nailed it again. Hero level

  • @Pejjabers204
    @Pejjabers204 7 місяців тому

    My man. Incredible video that really resonated with me.
    Keep up the bangers.

  • @exquisitearc8498
    @exquisitearc8498 7 місяців тому

    I get into these extended episodes of days or weeks where everything fucking pisses me off. Every detail of existence that I observe, my mind scours it to find its negative qualities and pin them like a bulletin board in my head. Fucking blows, nice to hear other people who are irritable as hell. Easily the thing I dislike the most about myself.