If you hadn’t changed between when you first started and now, I would question your ability to grow as a human being. I’m not the person I was when I was 20. That’s the idea, we grow and change and move through life. You do you boo ❤❤❤ **edit for spelling 🤦🏻♀️
I am an OG Nikki fan (maybe since like 2011?) and you speaking your mind more just makes me love and appreciate you more! God has given you so much wisdom, I'm so glad you don't hide it 🤩
Keep doing what you’re doing ❤ I don’t agree with you on everything but I still learn and appreciate so much of what you share and there’s a lot of what I do agree on - especially as I’ve also “changed”, learned, grown as a woman, mom, and believer. I truly think people are just offended because it causes them to evaluate their own life, thoughts, etc. It’s true that “knowledge comes with responsibility” and you’re putting knowledge out there on many topics and I think some don’t want to take responsibility. So anyway, I love your content, and the “changes” ❤ keep being bold - we need more of it!!
I just looked through your videos to see how far back I've been watching you (9 years!) and it's crazy to see how much your content has changed. You definitely put out videos that were trendy to make at the time and did collabs which I think is how you gained this large following so fast. That audience was very broad with many different views and beliefs. Now that you've found your niche of course those with opposing views feel they can't relate or try to demonize you. In my opinion it's better to be proud of the content that you put out rather than trying to please everybody ❤
The reason I like you is exactly that. I like you for who you are. I like you for how bold and honest you are. I watched you way before that happened to you and have always continued to watch you. There is so much garbage on the internet and in our world today. I like the honesty and truth you bring to your channel. So to that, I say, always stay true to yourself and be who you want to be, not what others want you to be. Thank you for sharing about religion, family, and politics. I love it!!! ❤
You were one of the first UA-camrs I watched and when the cancel thing happened I couldn’t believe it. That changed me too, my attitude towards ridiculous people that watch a snippet of someone’s life and deem themselves in charge of what other people do. For the record, I was 💯 with you. Stand your ground, don’t back down to strangers online, protect your family and live YOUR life. This reminds me of Myka and what she went thru in her PERSONAL life that people seemed to be experts on. That must have been so hard…… I love your channel, your family, sense of humor and your faith. Don’t stop making videos until the time comes that you feel is right. No one else 🙏🏻❤️
I've been watching your videos since 2017! I started watching the ones from over a decade ago to now! I used to be a silent viewer, but now I love your content! :)❤
Wait wait wait.....that positive comment in the beginning...that was my comment on insta wasnt it?!?! If it wasnt its a person that speaks exactly like me. Hahha. Im slow with catching up on UA-cam but I defo just got excited cause i think that one was me 😊😊😊 ***goes o. To actually listen to video...lol
I’m an OG… I’m more liberal, I even am a public school teacher, but I’ve always felt like it’s not a big deal for me to hear people out from other sides with differing opinions. If people don’t like it, scroll on?? Don’t be a bully and send those mean messages??! We can have friends with and follow people that have different opinions so we can learn from them and their views! So wild to me. Anyways, hi Nikki 🥰 i can’t wait to hear more about your cookbook when you’re ready, I can’t wait to see your next DIML video (especially if you get some extra time as we get into fall!), and for your next Q&A (those videos always make me feel like I’m hanging out with my friend) 🩷🥰
I noticed you changed before… I made a comment that I hope wasn’t taken the wrong way. It was during a time you weren’t posting and I really missed you so I went way back to Santa Clarita Nikki and I was like woah woah wait what the heck happened? I enjoy all the versions of you but I hadn’t noticed just how much you changed because I think I changed with you. I was just curious if it was the antidepressants that you went on, or if it was the change in living areas. I like having friends or Influences of different values or points of views because I like challenges and different ways to think. I have my own values and opinions but it’s really hard to put me off to where I don’t want anything to do with that person. I don’t think you should have been canceled. No one actually knows what’s going on unless they are in that situation. I love how gracefully you have come through everything you have been through.
Hey Nikki, I’ve followed you for years and just love your honesty with everything. You’re literally just going through life and documenting it. It’s crazy how people think they’ll agree with absolutely everything of another person and they unfollow bc of whatever reason. I agree with you to listen to all sides to make an informed decisions in life. Continuing to watch your journey! Love you! 🤍
LOVED this video! I know you say you have always been Christian, but it is clear to see your convictions have gotten a lot stronger! I remember in a Q&A maaaany years ago someone asked you a "controversial" question and your response would be totally different now, back then it was in the lines of "who I am to judge?" 😂
Hahahaha it’s funny cuz I still kind of feel that way! But like I said…going through the cancellation and having babies changed me…it’s made me push past that “no judgement” feeling (which like I said I low key still hold) to feeling like I need to share my true convictions deep down..like in some ways it’s actually the more loving thing to do…especially in a world that has gone so crazy…idk 🤷🏻♀️😭🫶🏻
I followed you and all of the OG girlie UA-camrs years ago. When your cancellation happened I unfollowed a lot of them, because of the videos they made. I always knew you were Christian and never thought you changed. I think you've grown up naturally in a lot of ways. In ways that others still haven't from back in the day. I think you've found purpose and probably always had it simply by being a Christian. I'm glad that you're still here and didn't let it run you away from this platform entirely.
I’m OG. It’s probably been about 10 years. I remember the first video, you had short blonde hair and were doing a bath and body works haul. lol It’s funny that I started watching you for one kind of content and now I really love what you’re doing. I think it takes so much courage to be out there in the world today speaking your truth when your truth doesn’t agree with the mainstream narrative. I’ve changed too, and you’re one of the few longtime UA-camrs I still watch. Most of them I outgrew. I think it’s wonderful that you were able to grow emotionally through your cancellation. You may not have all of the same viewers, but you’ll attract more people who share your values.
I love that you've been more outspoken, and am looking forward to hearing more! Btw, did you know Michelle Phan started a podcast and her first interview was with Tati and they mentioned you! It was neutral and in passing, but I wonder if it's made more people look you up and notice that your content has changed. In addition to the cancellation, I'd also love to hear more of your thoughts/tea on your old LA life when you were involved in the beauty community crowd 😅 I first started following you back then and love how your channel has evolved with your seasons of life!
Love you Nikki . I have been watching you for more than 10 years and I’m a mom of six . Beforehand I appreciated your character and your energy and now I even love you more because your way of thinking resonates with mine and my way of life. Love from France 🇫🇷
It’s funny because I have been following you for many years and although we are very like-minded and this post, some people would say I’m biased in my response… The fact of the matter is, to all the haters out there… People do change. And whether you agree with it or not, as you grow and experience, life and things come your way, undoubtedly, your perception and opinions of things may change, or in this case, you may feel emboldened to share more of your story and your beliefs. And quite simply, if people don’t like it then keep it to yourselves. I’ll get off my soapbox now… But I adore you and as others have shared… Stay true to who you are and continue to put your faith in God as he is our provider.
Saying we lost another one is wild lol. Someone being a free thinker and encouraging others to be open minded and empowered is now considered dangerous. Bruh.
Okay I'm 10 seconds in and I never comment..... Started watching your grocery back in the CA days. And I'm just gonna leave it at I LOVE THE EVOLUTION, whether it was big or small. Forever fan! Wishing you and your family the best and all of us a turnaround for the better in 2025. Especially now that I'm finally preg with my own 🙏🙏 God is good and the our country needs to get back to that.
Nikki, I’ve been watching you for what feels like ever now and I have always admired how strong you stand in your beliefs and message. We are not all here to have the same experiences, think the same thoughts and explore the same themes. It’s such a shame how much wasted energy people spend judging others for living in alignment with THEIR truth, instead of working on themselves and creating a life they love. Keep doing you!!
Ahhh ok Im back after the whole video and just gotta say Im so proud of you! I know you dont need my approval, but man, your channel was itty bitty when I first subcribed to you and it was because you were doing some makeup stuff and I had my hair channel going. Anywho! To see the growth has just been so much fun because it truly is in line with my life also, so at this point its like watching a friend go through life. Dont stop, God is clearly working through you.
Hey Nikki 🩷 never stop being yourself. You're very brave for the things that you talk openly about. So many others don't even though they should. You are a great mom and it shows with Logan for sure and now you get to do it with your beautiful precious baby girl too 🥰 you be you and the ones that have been here will stay. I hope you and your family are well 🥰🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
I’ve watched you since the days when you hung out with Ingrid, Fleur, Alison and others. It’s been a wild ride. I will never forget the day when I realized you were a Christian and you were speaking about it. I felt that finally I could see a piece of me in one of these UA-cam girls. It was so amazing and you have helped my faith so so much. We need to grow and evolve and change as humans. People who don’t change are boring, let’s be real.
I don't think you've really changed that much, definitely more outspoken but aren't we all. I started watch hair tutorials in like 2011 and while I don't agree with 90% of your opinions, when did we become a world where you have to agree with everything someone says to respect that they're a human that is just doing what they believe is right. As a society we've gotten so black and white in our thinking and I think it prevents people from growing and expanding their perspective and their compassion. We listen more and judge less, anyways I've loved watching you grow into a grounded, powerful momma!
I think you are great! I started watching you when my first was born 7 years ago and I would put your videos on when I was cleaning or just having a rough day!
I've loved listening to you since I found you on youtube 13 years ago... I started watching you when I was in middle school, I'm 27 now 🥹. Wow... this just makes me nostalgic. I've grown as a person and OF COURSE, so have you! I really admire you. Greetings from Mexico!
I feel like I've grown with you, when I started watching your vids I too was in my 20s barely adulting lol, but now almost 40 life changes you so much and we grown as women in our daily life's and I too have grown in my faith and that's normal I hope to still watch well into 40s and 50s and older the inspiring woman you have become 🙏🙌
Definitely an OG Nikki fan and I have truly enjoyed watching your journey and growth over the years. Speaking your mind actually helped lead me down a path to seek truth and I’m eternally grateful for that. Never stop growing and being you!
Having children and having miscarriages changes you as well, I feel. I’ve watched your channel for so long, I can’t even remember how long it’s been now and I even got backlash on instagram back when you got cancelled because I stood up for you and I’m still here. I’m going through a lot of changes myself as well.. Having had a miscarriage myself, step children, my brother stopped talking to the family and is now coming around, my mom has had cancer twice and my dad recently passed away on the 6th this month.
Wow…1. Thank you for your kindness and for standing up for me…that was a wild time and hearing this means a lot 🫶🏻 2. I’m so sorry for everything you’ve gone through over the last while…including the loss of your father 😔 life is so beautiful but man it’s also very painful…I pray that God covers you in peace while you walk through these difficult times🥺🙏🏻🫶🏻
@@NikkiPhillippi Awh thank you ❤️❤️❤️ It really is and I’m glad my dad isn’t suffering. You’ve always been one of my favourite UA-camrs regardless of people not understanding the tough choice you had to make. Things happen and not everyone is going to be happy with the outcome or someone’s opinion.
I’m glad I stayed throughout all these years. People change and for the better. You have grown so much and have matured so much. Some people don’t like change and those are the same people trying to drag your name. You are so brave and strong. Thank you for still allowing us to be part of your life. God is good.
The thing ive learned is there are people who just live for drama whether its their own, or someone else and they love to see drama and when there isnt any they'll create it. You just be you exactly who God Created you to be nikki i've watched you for years and will continue because i Love your videos and what you put out there. we weren't created to live in a bubble just so we wouldn't upset people even Jesus had his "haters" who caused drama and it will be this way until His Return. Love and Blessings to you and your family
Been following you for roughly 10 years. 🎉 You are the real deal and probably my favorite youtuber. I've seen you change but in small, normal, and better ways. I have also changed in 10 years. I think its good because we are growing, learning, maturing, and the Lord is sanctifying us. ❤ PS: you look stunning in this video 😁
Hi Nikki-I have always respected you and followed you and I will continue too.this is your family,your home,your channel here for it all.we mature,we grow,we change.love ya
I haven't watched your videos in a few years and I'm totally not in the loop of your cancelation. I will say that what I remember about you the most is being a Christian. I love your boldness now and I think the world definitely needs bold Christians countering the enemy of the world. At a certain point, it's impossible to cater to everyone's feelings and opinions. Might as well stand out strong and bold for the Lord because He's what matters the most. It's going to ruffle feathers!
She was cancelled for a few things in a row. They opted to put their pit bull down after a family incident that got a ton of flack, they moved to a conservative state, she was honest about supporting vaccine freedom and other alternative health, and of course she showcased having an out of hospital birth. You know how the internet is. Once they find one thing they decide it a sin, they look for more sins to atone for.
I’ve been subscribed to you for almost 10 years 💖 even though there are things that I don't agree with that you talk about, there's nothing wrong with that! sending love
Hi Nikki! I've been watching your videos for at least 10 years and I just want to say, from someone you don't know, that I am so proud of you! You have handled every situation the enemy has thrown at you with such grace and dignity. You (and Dan) have had to walk through some REALLY difficult trials and I just know that our Father has seen you and grown you through it all. I am excited for the boldness you are stepping into and remember that the enemy wouldn't even be trying to tear you down if the calling on your life wasn't so great! 🫶🏻
wow.. this comment means so very much to me... i actually am going to screen shot this and send it to dan! lol but not lol thank you thank you thank you
Topics I'm really interested in hearing more about are probably: - home schooling: I had a really bad experience at school and have always wondered about home schooling but at the same time its really not that common in scotland & it sometimes works againt people in the long term from what ive seen. Especially with social skills and things so would be interested to hear more about community within home schooling. - Pregnancy and home birth: I'm terrified of pregnancy and birth and then specifically that children can distract from your marriage and then they turn 18 and you dont know how to be just the 2 of you anymore, if that makes sense. I'm also very worried that I genuinely won't be able to handle pregnancy and birth and that the pain will be overwhelming. I think I relate to you a lot with your journey towards pregnancy and then also your fear of birth. - marriage: you've been married a long time and also since you were young. I got married when I was 21 (I'm 26, almost 27 now) and I really appreciate all of the years to be just the 2 of us to have adventures and experience life together Parenting: how do you parent in a world thats so different to your values? How do you prioritise your marriage when you have kids? How do you have time for yourself when you have kids? I realise it's very sacrificial to have kids as well
I don’t agree with some of your opinions or world views but I still enjoy watching you and seeing someone who sees things differently than I do. Be yourself! And so will I! And the world will spin on :)
I have been watching your channel since the start. I find it amazing how I found someone when i was so young who shares so many of my same beliefs to this day. God truly does put people and content in your path. I have seen you as an example and love to see how god has given you strength. You were a friend when i had none and I have been blessed by your content throughout the years.
God is using you in remarkable ways, Nikki! In this video, you did some things most people cannot bring themselves to do: you admitted you've grown through God's Word and plan for you. You admitted vulnerability, which is so incredibly brave. I am so thankful for you and your work and that you allow God to work through you.
Thank you Todd!!! You already knowww that your compliments mean a LOT to me! I admire the work you’re doing as well and the more I watch of you the more I see how much we are on the sameeee page bro 😭 praise God for his protection, Grace and guidance 🥹🙏🏻 I look forward to doing some work together 😈 thanks again 🫶🏻
I've had a similar thing happen to me because I left the Democrat party. Some of my family and friends have literally lost their minds over it. You talking about people assigning motives to me. I explain that the party I followed for years has done a 180. I don't recognize it anymore. I'm still the same person with the same values and I now support the party that holds those same values. I've lost friends over this. It's absolutely wild to me that people are making things up about me. I'm sorry you had to go through this.
As a follower of Jesus. ❤I’m glad I found your channel! 😊 I guess I don’t understand why you were cancelled? I don’t have tik tok or twitter because of this cancellation drama. So people can silence others if they don’t like what they hear? What about the right to free speech? This baffles me. The world’s view is so different from Godly values. This is why I can never do what you do and be brave. So all that to say keep on going and growing and may God continue using you to reach people and encourage more believes to be brave and bolden their words. ❤
It's always a compliment when people tell you you've changed. It means you are growing as a human. Also , becoming a mother changes you, or at least it should.
So glad you’ve become more outspoken about your beliefs! In my view, we really need more positive, level-headed women speaking about this worldview. I think that really helps deliver the message in a way is palatable to a wider audience. You’re making a difference and you are so appreciated, Nikki!
I totally understand that herself/her channel has changed but I never knew she was cancelled. Was it one video in particular? Since she mentioned everything changed in the matter of 36 hours. I’m just curious because I’ve been watching for 10 years and I don’t remember anything!
Yeah it was when they put their pit bull down for reasons they claimed related to their sons safety and the breed of the dog. And I think they posted about their grief and the event itself which didn’t get much compassion. Because nobody could be rationally self controlled enough to just say “mmm, I disagree and I wouldn’t recommend that as logic to purposefully end the lives of pets.” Instead it was unhinged reaction clout chasing videos and posts and comments unironically projecting about how terrible and wrong and awful the Phillipis were as people inside and out. Fill in your imagination about the types of rhetoric thrown at people who have kids. My two cents: it’s a mask off moment when you display more concern about the lost life of a dog and a situation you’re not in the full know about than the overall well-being and internet safety of the young family that made a one time decision to put the pet down. I love dogs. But the course of action doesn’t have to be the full wrath of small and big accounts all over.
You have not changed you have matured into a young lady, a mother, and if you didn’t grow from over 10 years ago ❤❤❤❤then it would be strange lol ….."?….. oh my gosh I’m totally I’m completely hooked on the watermelon & coco water…. It’s SOOOOOO…….SO DELICIOUS 🙋🏻♀️🙋🏻♀️
I love how you’ve evolved from when I first found you. I actually wish you were still adding to this channel more frequently. I remember when the “cancelation” happened. It was awful. I do youtube videos, occasionally, and I actually put one out after your exile for a while saying you needed to come back. I’m so glad you did. I am so glad you’ve grown. Motherhood has empowered you to see what is really important, and that the opinions of internet people are not worth that much (except for this one, of course. lol). I hope to continue to watch you over the years. I hope we still have a country then! G-d bless. You’re amazing.
This whole comment is really sweet…thank you very much friend 🙏🏻 I appreciate your kind words and support (especially during the cancellation) more than you know….im going to tryyyy and upload more! I miss it and am trying to get back into the swing of things:) thank you again…seriously 🫶🏻
I really wish there were more people like you in the world. I am not even an original viewer , been around 3 years or so, but you are a great person. Prayers from Scotland.
Nikki, I am an OG follower and love that you share your opinion more! Makes me feel less alone in mine. Two podcasts you should check out. First Tucker Carlson interviewing RFK. It is interesting for a lot of reasons. One being about shadowing banning by a dedicated government organization. Second podcast with Casey Means also with Tucker Carlson all about the food and medical system. Her book good energy is amazing and you would totally enjoy!
It’s really sad to see that if you have a different worldview from the majority, you’re just attacked, it’s so sad that people can’t have open discussions with differing opinions anymore, you must conform or be destroyed, thanks for staying brave and being true to yourself ❤
It’s not even a majority of people that think that way. It’s a very loud minority that have an online monopoly making it seem like there’s more of them against heterodox thinking.
I'm a realtor new follower. I found you after your Happy Homebirth Podcast interview, which was just about the time you got canceled. But as a crunchy mom myself, I loved your "new" content and I see your being canceled as a badge of honor that you must be doing it right! Love you, Nikki, and keep speaking the truth!
People are so unhinged, thinking they are so much better and that they know better than others. They have the audacity and the nerve to talk about you and others as if they knew you inside and out 😂 all I can say is that the more you become yourself and the more you speak up, the more happy you will be. So proud of you Nikki! Have been following you over 10 years. ❤
This is how I learned liberal women weren’t as nice as we thought we or pretended we are. I fact liberal women I’ve seen be bigger bullies than conservative women
If you hadn’t changed between when you first started and now, I would question your ability to grow as a human being. I’m not the person I was when I was 20. That’s the idea, we grow and change and move through life. You do you boo ❤❤❤
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I am an OG Nikki fan (maybe since like 2011?) and you speaking your mind more just makes me love and appreciate you more! God has given you so much wisdom, I'm so glad you don't hide it 🤩
Keep doing what you’re doing ❤ I don’t agree with you on everything but I still learn and appreciate so much of what you share and there’s a lot of what I do agree on - especially as I’ve also “changed”, learned, grown as a woman, mom, and believer. I truly think people are just offended because it causes them to evaluate their own life, thoughts, etc.
It’s true that “knowledge comes with responsibility” and you’re putting knowledge out there on many topics and I think some don’t want to take responsibility.
So anyway, I love your content, and the “changes” ❤ keep being bold - we need more of it!!
I just looked through your videos to see how far back I've been watching you (9 years!) and it's crazy to see how much your content has changed. You definitely put out videos that were trendy to make at the time and did collabs which I think is how you gained this large following so fast. That audience was very broad with many different views and beliefs. Now that you've found your niche of course those with opposing views feel they can't relate or try to demonize you. In my opinion it's better to be proud of the content that you put out rather than trying to please everybody ❤
Sooooo good. Keep learning, changing, growing… I’m here for it!
The reason I like you is exactly that. I like you for who you are. I like you for how bold and honest you are. I watched you way before that happened to you and have always continued to watch you. There is so much garbage on the internet and in our world today. I like the honesty and truth you bring to your channel. So to that, I say, always stay true to yourself and be who you want to be, not what others want you to be. Thank you for sharing about religion, family, and politics. I love it!!! ❤
thank you thank you thank you! this comment means so much to me melissa
@@NikkiPhillippi you are very welcome. ❤️
You were one of the first UA-camrs I watched and when the cancel thing happened I couldn’t believe it. That changed me too, my attitude towards ridiculous people that watch a snippet of someone’s life and deem themselves in charge of what other people do. For the record, I was 💯 with you. Stand your ground, don’t back down to strangers online, protect your family and live YOUR life. This reminds me of Myka and what she went thru in her PERSONAL life that people seemed to be experts on. That must have been so hard……
I love your channel, your family, sense of humor and your faith. Don’t stop making videos until the time comes that you feel is right. No one else 🙏🏻❤️
Loved this! And I’ve loved your content forever. You are truly one of a kind on this platform and we need your voice here!
Thank you so very much Amelia!🥹🫶🏻
I've been watching your videos since 2017! I started watching the ones from over a decade ago to now! I used to be a silent viewer, but now I love your content! :)❤
Wait wait wait.....that positive comment in the beginning...that was my comment on insta wasnt it?!?! If it wasnt its a person that speaks exactly like me. Hahha. Im slow with catching up on UA-cam but I defo just got excited cause i think that one was me 😊😊😊 ***goes o. To actually listen to video...lol
I’m an OG… I’m more liberal, I even am a public school teacher, but I’ve always felt like it’s not a big deal for me to hear people out from other sides with differing opinions. If people don’t like it, scroll on?? Don’t be a bully and send those mean messages??! We can have friends with and follow people that have different opinions so we can learn from them and their views! So wild to me.
Anyways, hi Nikki 🥰 i can’t wait to hear more about your cookbook when you’re ready, I can’t wait to see your next DIML video (especially if you get some extra time as we get into fall!), and for your next Q&A (those videos always make me feel like I’m hanging out with my friend) 🩷🥰
I noticed you changed before… I made a comment that I hope wasn’t taken the wrong way. It was during a time you weren’t posting and I really missed you so I went way back to Santa Clarita Nikki and I was like woah woah wait what the heck happened? I enjoy all the versions of you but I hadn’t noticed just how much you changed because I think I changed with you. I was just curious if it was the antidepressants that you went on, or if it was the change in living areas. I like having friends or Influences of different values or points of views because I like challenges and different ways to think. I have my own values and opinions but it’s really hard to put me off to where I don’t want anything to do with that person. I don’t think you should have been canceled. No one actually knows what’s going on unless they are in that situation. I love how gracefully you have come through everything you have been through.
Hey Nikki, I’ve followed you for years and just love your honesty with everything. You’re literally just going through life and documenting it. It’s crazy how people think they’ll agree with absolutely everything of another person and they unfollow bc of whatever reason. I agree with you to listen to all sides to make an informed decisions in life. Continuing to watch your journey! Love you! 🤍
LOVED this video! I know you say you have always been Christian, but it is clear to see your convictions have gotten a lot stronger! I remember in a Q&A maaaany years ago someone asked you a "controversial" question and your response would be totally different now, back then it was in the lines of "who I am to judge?" 😂
California Christians. 😂 but there’s grace and patience for all of us
Hahahaha it’s funny cuz I still kind of feel that way! But like I said…going through the cancellation and having babies changed me…it’s made me push past that “no judgement” feeling (which like I said I low key still hold) to feeling like I need to share my true convictions deep down..like in some ways it’s actually the more loving thing to do…especially in a world that has gone so crazy…idk 🤷🏻♀️😭🫶🏻
Also thank you 🫶🏻
I followed you and all of the OG girlie UA-camrs years ago. When your cancellation happened I unfollowed a lot of them, because of the videos they made. I always knew you were Christian and never thought you changed. I think you've grown up naturally in a lot of ways. In ways that others still haven't from back in the day. I think you've found purpose and probably always had it simply by being a Christian. I'm glad that you're still here and didn't let it run you away from this platform entirely.
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I’m OG. It’s probably been about 10 years. I remember the first video, you had short blonde hair and were doing a bath and body works haul. lol
It’s funny that I started watching you for one kind of content and now I really love what you’re doing. I think it takes so much courage to be out there in the world today speaking your truth when your truth doesn’t agree with the mainstream narrative.
I’ve changed too, and you’re one of the few longtime UA-camrs I still watch. Most of them I outgrew.
I think it’s wonderful that you were able to grow emotionally through your cancellation. You may not have all of the same viewers, but you’ll attract more people who share your values.
That’s not OG Nikki. But blonde bob Nikki was quite the fun era. Lol.
Sending love Nikki. Been here for 10 years and always will!
I love that you've been more outspoken, and am looking forward to hearing more! Btw, did you know Michelle Phan started a podcast and her first interview was with Tati and they mentioned you! It was neutral and in passing, but I wonder if it's made more people look you up and notice that your content has changed. In addition to the cancellation, I'd also love to hear more of your thoughts/tea on your old LA life when you were involved in the beauty community crowd 😅 I first started following you back then and love how your channel has evolved with your seasons of life!
Love you Nikki . I have been watching you for more than 10 years and I’m a mom of six . Beforehand I appreciated your character and your energy and now I even love you more because your way of thinking resonates with mine and my way of life.
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It’s funny because I have been following you for many years and although we are very like-minded and this post, some people would say I’m biased in my response… The fact of the matter is, to all the haters out there… People do change. And whether you agree with it or not, as you grow and experience, life and things come your way, undoubtedly, your perception and opinions of things may change, or in this case, you may feel emboldened to share more of your story and your beliefs. And quite simply, if people don’t like it then keep it to yourselves. I’ll get off my soapbox now… But I adore you and as others have shared… Stay true to who you are and continue to put your faith in God as he is our provider.
It's so refreshing how open and honest you are, and sharing views that other people are too scared to talk about
AAAHHHH cannot wait for the podcast and interviews!! So excited!!
i love your channel keep up the good work god bless
Saying we lost another one is wild lol. Someone being a free thinker and encouraging others to be open minded and empowered is now considered dangerous. Bruh.
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Just YES to this whole video. Thank you Nikki for standing up for what is TRUE, NOBLE, LOVELY AND RIGHT!! ❤
Okay I'm 10 seconds in and I never comment..... Started watching your grocery back in the CA days. And I'm just gonna leave it at I LOVE THE EVOLUTION, whether it was big or small. Forever fan! Wishing you and your family the best and all of us a turnaround for the better in 2025. Especially now that I'm finally preg with my own 🙏🙏 God is good and the our country needs to get back to that.
thank you friend! i apprecuate hearing this so very much!!!
Nikki, I’ve been watching you for what feels like ever now and I have always admired how strong you stand in your beliefs and message.
We are not all here to have the same experiences, think the same thoughts and explore the same themes. It’s such a shame how much wasted energy people spend judging others for living in alignment with THEIR truth, instead of working on themselves and creating a life they love. Keep doing you!!
Ahhh ok Im back after the whole video and just gotta say Im so proud of you! I know you dont need my approval, but man, your channel was itty bitty when I first subcribed to you and it was because you were doing some makeup stuff and I had my hair channel going. Anywho! To see the growth has just been so much fun because it truly is in line with my life also, so at this point its like watching a friend go through life. Dont stop, God is clearly working through you.
❤ following for more than 10 years and sure I have changed too! I still love your content ✨🙌 even more now
Hey Nikki 🩷 never stop being yourself. You're very brave for the things that you talk openly about. So many others don't even though they should. You are a great mom and it shows with Logan for sure and now you get to do it with your beautiful precious baby girl too 🥰 you be you and the ones that have been here will stay. I hope you and your family are well 🥰🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷
I’ve watched you since the days when you hung out with Ingrid, Fleur, Alison and others. It’s been a wild ride. I will never forget the day when I realized you were a Christian and you were speaking about it. I felt that finally I could see a piece of me in one of these UA-cam girls. It was so amazing and you have helped my faith so so much.
We need to grow and evolve and change as humans. People who don’t change are boring, let’s be real.
Keep going! I love all you are learning and sharing. ❤
Great video, Nikki! Keep doing what you’re doing. ❤
I don't think you've really changed that much, definitely more outspoken but aren't we all. I started watch hair tutorials in like 2011 and while I don't agree with 90% of your opinions, when did we become a world where you have to agree with everything someone says to respect that they're a human that is just doing what they believe is right. As a society we've gotten so black and white in our thinking and I think it prevents people from growing and expanding their perspective and their compassion. We listen more and judge less, anyways I've loved watching you grow into a grounded, powerful momma!
I think you are great! I started watching you when my first was born 7 years ago and I would put your videos on when I was cleaning or just having a rough day!
Nikki I have been following your journey for over 10 years and can’t wait for the next 10!! ❤️❤️
youre so sweet dude!! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH
I've loved listening to you since I found you on youtube 13 years ago... I started watching you when I was in middle school, I'm 27 now 🥹. Wow... this just makes me nostalgic.
I've grown as a person and OF COURSE, so have you! I really admire you. Greetings from
Mexico!
I feel like I've grown with you, when I started watching your vids I too was in my 20s barely adulting lol, but now almost 40 life changes you so much and we grown as women in our daily life's and I too have grown in my faith and that's normal I hope to still watch well into 40s and 50s and older the inspiring woman you have become 🙏🙌
Amen girl ❤ you're amazing! God picked you up and brushed you off and cleared your path 💕
i love the way you worded that. lol thank you so very much friend
Definitely an OG Nikki fan and I have truly enjoyed watching your journey and growth over the years. Speaking your mind actually helped lead me down a path to seek truth and I’m eternally grateful for that. Never stop growing and being you!
THANK YOU! this means more than you know
Having children and having miscarriages changes you as well, I feel. I’ve watched your channel for so long, I can’t even remember how long it’s been now and I even got backlash on instagram back when you got cancelled because I stood up for you and I’m still here.
I’m going through a lot of changes myself as well.. Having had a miscarriage myself, step children, my brother stopped talking to the family and is now coming around, my mom has had cancer twice and my dad recently passed away on the 6th this month.
Wow…1. Thank you for your kindness and for standing up for me…that was a wild time and hearing this means a lot 🫶🏻 2. I’m so sorry for everything you’ve gone through over the last while…including the loss of your father 😔 life is so beautiful but man it’s also very painful…I pray that God covers you in peace while you walk through these difficult times🥺🙏🏻🫶🏻
@@NikkiPhillippi Awh thank you ❤️❤️❤️ It really is and I’m glad my dad isn’t suffering. You’ve always been one of my favourite UA-camrs regardless of people not understanding the tough choice you had to make. Things happen and not everyone is going to be happy with the outcome or someone’s opinion.
do you regret putting your dog down from a moral perspective? after being called out
You’ve changed for the better! Still one of my favorite channels!🎉
I love this video! And how unbothered and bold you choose to be! ❤❤❤❤
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I’m glad I stayed throughout all these years. People change and for the better. You have grown so much and have matured so much. Some people don’t like change and those are the same people trying to drag your name. You are so brave and strong. Thank you for still allowing us to be part of your life. God is good.
What a kind comment 🥹 thank you so very much for all of this 🫶🏻
The thing ive learned is there are people who just live for drama whether its their own, or someone else and they love to see drama and when there isnt any they'll create it. You just be you exactly who God Created you to be nikki i've watched you for years and will continue because i Love your videos and what you put out there. we weren't created to live in a bubble just so we wouldn't upset people even Jesus had his "haters" who caused drama and it will be this way until His Return. Love and Blessings to you and your family
Been following you for roughly 10 years. 🎉 You are the real deal and probably my favorite youtuber. I've seen you change but in small, normal, and better ways. I have also changed in 10 years. I think its good because we are growing, learning, maturing, and the Lord is sanctifying us. ❤
PS: you look stunning in this video 😁
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By the way I have been watching since 2013, and it has been lovely to see you grow! ❤
Always loved you Nikki! Keep being you 🙌🏼🩷
Hi Nikki-I have always respected you and followed you and I will continue too.this is your family,your home,your channel here for it all.we mature,we grow,we change.love ya
Topic idea: I’d love to know your current makeup routine/fav skincare products. :)
I love your channel more now! Our values and thoughts align more now ❤
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I’m an OG follower as well. Hoping the best for you.
I haven't watched your videos in a few years and I'm totally not in the loop of your cancelation. I will say that what I remember about you the most is being a Christian. I love your boldness now and I think the world definitely needs bold Christians countering the enemy of the world. At a certain point, it's impossible to cater to everyone's feelings and opinions. Might as well stand out strong and bold for the Lord because He's what matters the most. It's going to ruffle feathers!
She was cancelled for a few things in a row. They opted to put their pit bull down after a family incident that got a ton of flack, they moved to a conservative state, she was honest about supporting vaccine freedom and other alternative health, and of course she showcased having an out of hospital birth. You know how the internet is. Once they find one thing they decide it a sin, they look for more sins to atone for.
I’m totally here for the growth!!! ❤❤❤
I’ve been subscribed to you for almost 10 years 💖 even though there are things that I don't agree with that you talk about, there's nothing wrong with that! sending love
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Hi Nikki! I've been watching your videos for at least 10 years and I just want to say, from someone you don't know, that I am so proud of you! You have handled every situation the enemy has thrown at you with such grace and dignity. You (and Dan) have had to walk through some REALLY difficult trials and I just know that our Father has seen you and grown you through it all. I am excited for the boldness you are stepping into and remember that the enemy wouldn't even be trying to tear you down if the calling on your life wasn't so great! 🫶🏻
wow.. this comment means so very much to me... i actually am going to screen shot this and send it to dan! lol but not lol thank you thank you thank you
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your core hasn't changed. I've been watching you for years x but as you said you're being more bold and true to yourself x ❤
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You will always be my favorite UA-camr !!
Topics I'm really interested in hearing more about are probably:
- home schooling: I had a really bad experience at school and have always wondered about home schooling but at the same time its really not that common in scotland & it sometimes works againt people in the long term from what ive seen. Especially with social skills and things so would be interested to hear more about community within home schooling.
- Pregnancy and home birth: I'm terrified of pregnancy and birth and then specifically that children can distract from your marriage and then they turn 18 and you dont know how to be just the 2 of you anymore, if that makes sense. I'm also very worried that I genuinely won't be able to handle pregnancy and birth and that the pain will be overwhelming. I think I relate to you a lot with your journey towards pregnancy and then also your fear of birth.
- marriage: you've been married a long time and also since you were young. I got married when I was 21 (I'm 26, almost 27 now) and I really appreciate all of the years to be just the 2 of us to have adventures and experience life together
Parenting: how do you parent in a world thats so different to your values? How do you prioritise your marriage when you have kids? How do you have time for yourself when you have kids? I realise it's very sacrificial to have kids as well
Hi Nikki I always enjoy your videos, you are blessed ❤❤❤
thank you friend !
On an unrelated note, you look GORGEOUS in this video. ❤ Keep growing, keep chasing Christ.
Oh snap! Thanks sis!😭🫶🏻
Absolutely love this ❤
I don’t agree with some of your opinions or world views but I still enjoy watching you and seeing someone who sees things differently than I do. Be yourself! And so will I! And the world will spin on :)
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I have been watching your channel since the start. I find it amazing how I found someone when i was so young who shares so many of my same beliefs to this day. God truly does put people and content in your path. I have seen you as an example and love to see how god has given you strength. You were a friend when i had none and I have been blessed by your content throughout the years.
I love that you share about Jesus, homeschool, anti jab, everything🎉 keep it up
thank you friend
Your awesome and so are your videos! ❤🎉
I deff feel like this has always been in you and I'm for it.
lol thanks dude
We love you beautiful ❤ your doing great❤ I wish I knew you in person 💜
God is using you in remarkable ways, Nikki! In this video, you did some things most people cannot bring themselves to do: you admitted you've grown through God's Word and plan for you. You admitted vulnerability, which is so incredibly brave. I am so thankful for you and your work and that you allow God to work through you.
Thank you Todd!!! You already knowww that your compliments mean a LOT to me! I admire the work you’re doing as well and the more I watch of you the more I see how much we are on the sameeee page bro 😭 praise God for his protection, Grace and guidance 🥹🙏🏻 I look forward to doing some work together 😈 thanks again 🫶🏻
Wait when and why did she get cancelled? I didn’t know this
I've had a similar thing happen to me because I left the Democrat party. Some of my family and friends have literally lost their minds over it. You talking about people assigning motives to me. I explain that the party I followed for years has done a 180. I don't recognize it anymore. I'm still the same person with the same values and I now support the party that holds those same values. I've lost friends over this. It's absolutely wild to me that people are making things up about me. I'm sorry you had to go through this.
As a follower of Jesus. ❤I’m glad I found your channel! 😊 I guess I don’t understand why you were cancelled? I don’t have tik tok or twitter because of this cancellation drama. So people can silence others if they don’t like what they hear? What about the right to free speech? This baffles me. The world’s view is so different from Godly values. This is why I can never do what you do and be brave. So all that to say keep on going and growing and may God continue using you to reach people and encourage more believes to be brave and bolden their words. ❤
youre so kind... thank you very much.. we definitely live in crazy times with the internet and i appreciate your support more than you know
It's always a compliment when people tell you you've changed. It means you are growing as a human. Also , becoming a mother changes you, or at least it should.
What eyeshadow are you wearing here?
A mix of a few brands/colors😭
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Been here since u lives in was it Santa clarita? I wanna say lol I dunno but been here a while
You have not changed you have matured into a young lady, a mother, and if you didn’t grow from over 10 years ago ❤❤❤❤then it would be strange lol
So glad you’ve become more outspoken about your beliefs! In my view, we really need more positive, level-headed women speaking about this worldview. I think that really helps deliver the message in a way is palatable to a wider audience. You’re making a difference and you are so appreciated, Nikki!
I totally understand that herself/her channel has changed but I never knew she was cancelled. Was it one video in particular? Since she mentioned everything changed in the matter of 36 hours. I’m just curious because I’ve been watching for 10 years and I don’t remember anything!
When they put their perfectly healthy dog to sleep.
Unaliving the family dog deserves cancellation
Yeah it was when they put their pit bull down for reasons they claimed related to their sons safety and the breed of the dog. And I think they posted about their grief and the event itself which didn’t get much compassion. Because nobody could be rationally self controlled enough to just say “mmm, I disagree and I wouldn’t recommend that as logic to purposefully end the lives of pets.” Instead it was unhinged reaction clout chasing videos and posts and comments unironically projecting about how terrible and wrong and awful the Phillipis were as people inside and out. Fill in your imagination about the types of rhetoric thrown at people who have kids.
My two cents: it’s a mask off moment when you display more concern about the lost life of a dog and a situation you’re not in the full know about than the overall well-being and internet safety of the young family that made a one time decision to put the pet down. I love dogs. But the course of action doesn’t have to be the full wrath of small and big accounts all over.
Who is this person?
I meannnn why even comment that? LOl
You have not changed you have matured into a young lady, a mother, and if you didn’t grow from over 10 years ago ❤❤❤❤then it would be strange lol ….."?….. oh my gosh I’m totally I’m completely hooked on the watermelon & coco water…. It’s SOOOOOO…….SO DELICIOUS 🙋🏻♀️🙋🏻♀️
The calling is more important than the views. Some people don’t get that. I’m glad you’re following God’s calling and ignoring the rest! 🙌🏻
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imagine saying that you've changed but also put your dog down because you and your husband were irresponsible.
@@redx3366 if that’s what you’d like to believe then sure lol but not lol
Vc e horrível dps de ter feito isso com o seu cachorro
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I love how you’ve evolved from when I first found you. I actually wish you were still adding to this channel more frequently. I remember when the “cancelation” happened. It was awful. I do youtube videos, occasionally, and I actually put one out after your exile for a while saying you needed to come back. I’m so glad you did. I am so glad you’ve grown. Motherhood has empowered you to see what is really important, and that the opinions of internet people are not worth that much (except for this one, of course. lol).
I hope to continue to watch you over the years. I hope we still have a country then! G-d bless. You’re amazing.
This whole comment is really sweet…thank you very much friend 🙏🏻 I appreciate your kind words and support (especially during the cancellation) more than you know….im going to tryyyy and upload more! I miss it and am trying to get back into the swing of things:) thank you again…seriously 🫶🏻
I really wish there were more people like you in the world. I am not even an original viewer , been around 3 years or so, but you are a great person. Prayers from Scotland.
Nikki, I am an OG follower and love that you share your opinion more! Makes me feel less alone in mine. Two podcasts you should check out. First Tucker Carlson interviewing RFK. It is interesting for a lot of reasons. One being about shadowing banning by a dedicated government organization. Second podcast with Casey Means also with Tucker Carlson all about the food and medical system. Her book good energy is amazing and you would totally enjoy!
Yes! My mom keeps telling me I need to watch those! Thanks for reminding me! lol also thanks for the support Olivia🥹🙏🏻🫶🏻
It’s really sad to see that if you have a different worldview from the majority, you’re just attacked, it’s so sad that people can’t have open discussions with differing opinions anymore, you must conform or be destroyed, thanks for staying brave and being true to yourself ❤
It’s not even a majority of people that think that way. It’s a very loud minority that have an online monopoly making it seem like there’s more of them against heterodox thinking.
I'm a realtor new follower. I found you after your Happy Homebirth Podcast interview, which was just about the time you got canceled. But as a crunchy mom myself, I loved your "new" content and I see your being canceled as a badge of honor that you must be doing it right! Love you, Nikki, and keep speaking the truth!
LOL so cool you found me through the podcast!i LOVE her show! also thank you for the encouragemt ... it means more than you know
People are so unhinged, thinking they are so much better and that they know better than others. They have the audacity and the nerve to talk about you and others as if they knew you inside and out 😂 all I can say is that the more you become yourself and the more you speak up, the more happy you will be. So proud of you Nikki! Have been following you over 10 years. ❤
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This is how I learned liberal women weren’t as nice as we thought we or pretended we are. I fact liberal women I’ve seen be bigger bullies than conservative women
That’s not a gross generalization at all! Generalizations are always true, never ignorant….
I hope everyone improves and grows that indicates a healthy human.🙏❤️🩹
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I’ve been watching your videos since 2012! I’ve changed right along with you. 🩷 I love the direction your channel has taken!
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