“The more cruel he became the more gentle I could see the Lord toward me” wow. May we all see the gentleness of God especially in times of persecution or violence.
Many years ago i was the abusive man in the relationship. While i was never physically abusive i was mentally and emotionally abusive (which of more often than not worse than the physical). I thank Yeshua for delivering me from that. Now, i am a therapist helping others and i have had the god given privilege of helping so many abused women and abusive men move away from the terrible life of abuse. I so respect Nicole for never losing faith throughout her struggles. The Church needs to do a better job of recognizing abuse and actually doing something about it.
Brett, thank you for being so vulnerable and open to share this. I was in a relationship for 7 years that was abusive (he was the father of my daughter, which made it harder). He never physically hit me but he was verbally, emotionally, and psychologically abusive. You're so right when you say that oftentimes, that can be even worse. I remember there were times that I wished he had hit me because at least a bruise would heal. Every time I tried to get help from the police, they wouldn't believe me because I didn't have any cuts or bruises and because he would be very charming and lie to the police. He would find ways to twist it and make me out to be "crazy." God finally helped me escape him. I still had to share custody of my daughter with him until she was 15 and decided on her own that she didn't want to be in his life anymore. He had started to treat her in similar ways. It took me a long time to heal but I eventually went to college, got 3 degrees, and graduated top of my class. I'm now a licensed social worker helping other women and their children. My daughter is 20, has a great job, a healthy, safe boyfriend and is surrounded by lots of support. God is so amazing!! Please, if anyone is going through this- do not give up hope. Lean on God, find support where you can, and keep pushing forward. ❤
This is from a 47 year old Hispanic Christian male. Nicole, I'm glad you're still with us. You made the right decision to leave an abuser. My mother died at the hands of an abuser when I had just turned 12. I wished many times she had the courage to leave my stepfather; she never did and she suffered greatly for it. She was very lovingly gracious and merciful to him, but I never understood how she could bear so much love and forgiveness in the face of such evil. I do know that I was fearful of him, but mostly I was most ashamed of the other men around me (uncles, friends, grandparents) who were seemingly helpless in being able or unwilling (I knew not which) to do anything for her in her situation. She left behind a 12 year old son, a 5 year old daughter, and a newborn baby within the same day she had her. It's baggage I've carried all of my life that I don't know if any of my family or friends know what it's really like to have to bare this for so long! Life is rough, especially by the hands of people you'd rather not be around, but have to sometimes. He was the hell in my life for seven years; grievously, her passing separated me from my sisters (half-sisters) who were his daughters. I moved out of state to live with my father who took me in, but lost contact for many years with my sisters and a poor relationship between those two girls and me is the end result. I miss my mother; she was the glue that held all the madness of life at bay and held it's tearing seams together for us and all of her family who so greatly loved her! God bless you, Nicole! I still love your song, My Redeemer Lives, which beautifully speaks of the One Who sets the limits of what happens on this earth, all to HIs Glory!
I needed this! My husband claims to be a Christian though he is narcissistic and emotionally, mentally and spiritually abusive! I keep asking God for guidance. Please pray for me!
Yvette, you will certainly have my prayers. Quick question; have you and your husband gone to your pastor or even church counselor for any sort of Biblical counseling? Ephesians 5:22-33 and Colossians 3:18-19 should be a key guideline to our marriages because marriage is the an institute created by God (Genesis 2:24) because it is a picture of Christ and His church and God and His people. If the foundation of any Christian marriage isn't based on God first, there will always be a problem. Good Biblical counseling can help point us back to that foundation.
Please if you have a job and a salary leave right away and pray. Some Christians are all boxed in given you the wrong advise and telling you to stay. These abusive people are sick mentally and really need to be healed. For your own safety get going and do not ever tell him your leaving. Take your Id. Change your phone number, bank account and yes you will be starting all over. If there are children involved you all will need counselling. If you stay you lose yourself and the children will become damage property for real I know for a fact my young son is on drugs and alcohol and only God knows what else he is doing. Girl move even if it is in another state just go fast as you can. You may have to stay in a shelter and do not believe anything that man tells you they do not change over night. Go for your children. Go for yourself and protection.
The way she sings her song "My redeemer lives" makes so much sense now. She sings that song like she's been delivered from something. You never know what a person has gone through
Allow me to correct: This man WAS NOT filled with the holy spirit, he was possessed with demons. The holy spirit and demons cannot share the same vessel. TRUTH!
“I’d rather live in my cold car than go back into a warm hell house” I have been there. God rescued me.. I too felt ashamed of my failure in marriage. I know He can and will redeem me. Thank you for sharing.
This is so touching. Nicole is telling my story for me because I went through similar abuse. I had to leave and come to America to get away from my abuse. I lived in 4 different domestic violence shelters here in the U. S. Thank God for his mercies. It endures forever. I am saved!
I stumbled upon this video for a reason. I too am a survivor of domestic violence. Although It’s been 22 years since I left my abusive ex husband and have forgiven him, I’m still sensitive about this discussion.
Thank you for sharing this. God hates divorce but He hates abuse too. It is wise to leave an abusive relationship and the Lord will never hold it against us. May the Lord perfect all that concerns you Nicole C. Mullen. You are an inspiration. Thank you Jesus.
Be blessed. You are an inspiration to all women. When I was at that place, I thought of taking my life but I couldnt leave my precious child behind. One night the devil put a thought in my head. He said you can take your life and that of your child. Thats when God interceded. He lifted me from the darkness and gave me strength to leave. Ive raised a strong young woman who turned 21yrs old this year, and will be graduating from law school soon. I have no family but God has never forsaken me. He is my strength, my rock and my salvation. Love to you all.
Jesus, I pray for all women around the world who are and might be going through such a situation that you may show yourself strong in them for your glory. Amen.
This is so moving. God heals, God steps in, God redeems. I love Nicole's music. It is unbelievable how many women in ministry go through similar situations.
Well done our very beloved Sister Nicole. The best part of this whole story is that you and God remain completely true to each other before, during, and after the whole episode. I just love you and how you minister with your whole life. Keep going.
I am so proud of you and yes this exactly all these people saying they have God go to church and do abomination behaviors exactly praise God you got delivered your so beautiful and I am happy for you. AMEN 🙏 🙏 🙏
Wow! This us strong testimony. What I can't figure out is how can a man, says he love the Lord and hits his wife, something is desperately wrong. When a man loves the Lord, he show its with loveing kindness. I'm so happy that the Lord gave her strength, to get out that bad realtionship.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
It’s crazy how The Christians are going through this the most I’m a minister and so is my husband.. the enemy is busy destroying the marriages but he always focus on the head of household believe it or not us woman are so much stronger.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
There are so many of us that have gone through this hell. God is so faithful and has brought me out, brushed me off, and given me life. Healed and still healing after decades. I am so thankful I have my Lord, I would not be here to testify of His faithfulness.
Yes he is, and let's suppose he did repent, he still had to pay the price. Many things God allows and doesn't have control of because we live in a fallen world, he gave us dominion over the earth and therefore we run the show, so consequentially this allows for the mess to happen. But on the day of the person's death and the day of judgment is the day where God will be in full scope of his power to intervene and give the final decree on the wicked's punishment.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
What a blessing you are Nicole, and what a story of courage and reliance on the Lord. Faithfulness and hope are difficult in the midst of abuse and despair. I have left my abusive situation, but my little boy is in the primary care of his Father… and I feel such despair because although I have personally left the situation, I wholly desire my little boy to be returned to me, and my ex uses our son as a pawn in his narcissistic game. I feel like I am tied by a rope to the father for life because we have a son. I pray the Lords strength and wisdom, and that His will be fulfilled and my little boy be returned to me. Please pray 🙏. God bless you all, and for sharing your stories. ❤
Nicole. ...saw you in South Africa at Beauty for Ashes Womebs conference you performed testified.. Totally anointed in Christ by Christ Powerful Mighty woman of God. Continue in your calling.You have a beautiful family. God bless you and my he continue to use you 🙏
Wow, It hurts my spirit so much to know that Nicole had to go thru this and the ex's use of Gods name in his evil behavior. God's will is never vain. I will pray that God restores the years the locust have eaten Nicole.
You are Amazing Nicole! You are someone I have come to kow through you music. Your work has brought me to tears.....in a great way and has blessed me. May God continue to use you. God Bless you. P Peace.
Yes, and in other ways that I have gone through during my 54 years as a man on this little green planet, I can testify that The LORD does do just that.
This shows that the children of God are not exempted from persecution. You are blessed and a strong woman. Your faith, hope and knowing deep within your heart, God will see you through. Comtinue to share your story and be that ray of light to others. God bless you Nicole.
This is so sad from two perspectives. The first is that Nicole was physically abused by her husband. It is good that she is away from that abuse; and anyone would certainly agree with this because this is a safety issue. The second is from a Biblical perspective; husbands claiming to be a Christian but violating Ephesians 5:25-33 should be a red flag. There needed to be serious Biblical counseling that would reveal whether this man is even saved or not. I know this sounds harsh, but many times famous (and even not so famous) couples who claim to be Christian have no true depths of walking with Christ according to the scriptures. Sound doctrine leads to right living (not perfect, but consistent). I fear many believers in the spotlight let the world and the spotlight dictate their relationship more than the Lord.
good advice. As James says be Doers of the Word and this man was NOT practicing being a doer of the word. Let this be known to all if a person is not showing the Fruit of the Spirit or the character of God they are not of God and they are a liar.
The family abuse & the perjury I suffer is that bad for me everynight. Thankyou for sharing ur story. My abuse is so much different than the kind u suffered, mine is perjury, mocking, mental, emotional, & spiritual abuse, it is cult like. Pray God help me mightily, I am in so much danger & there are no laws against it. " a bruised reed He shall not break ". Nicole u r beautiful, I cant believe u went thru this, I am so ooo glad u survived & escaped, pray the Lord restore even more miracles of restoration to u, ect. I love u & ur music is so oo upbeat & inspirational. Amen & love u sis ♡
There are so many women in the world who experience abuse. I was unknowing about yours but the way you opened up I know that, that many women will have the strength to come out also. I wasn't married but also a victim but now I am a victor in JESUS MIGHTY NAME, AMEN and AMEN
Wow! I can't believe that no one commented on this video. God Bless you Nicole for sharing your testimony. I was in an abusive marriage, it was more verbal and emotional but, abusive just the same. There are times when we ask ourselves what we may have done to contribute to it. Because let's face it there are two people in the relationship. The thing is both of you have to want to make it work if not there is no marriage.
Wow!! From the outside looking in I never knew someone,like Nicole been through domestic abuse,smh! There's no way no-one that can filled with God's spirit,be a born again in Christ,and treat people like trash! Praise God for keeping and delivering her from that bondage.
I love that she is transparent, unashamed, and real. I bless Jesus for giving her strength to share and through her story reveal His love and grace in situations like abuse and to help others going through similar situations. Some twist or manipulate people through the word of god to keep them in abusive relationships. Remember God not only said to wives to submit to their husbands. He also said husbands love your wife. I don't understand why a loving God as Jesus would condone someone being abusive and condemn the other for leaving, getting out of the relationship but some ministries teach this.
she is a strong woman and I am glad she shared her stories that will help all the women in the world that is going though what she did. though it all she didn't harden her heart. but she forgave and that is the most powerful thing you can do is forgive.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
@@paulenenche9641 i saw you in another reply with this Exact Same paragraph. Stop with the copy paste nonsense. What purpose are you doing this for? No one is falling for this dude
My daughter went through the same thing a few years ago, she had a 3 yrs. old. I would remind her that the Bible says : I have not given you the spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind each time she would text or call then one day I heard Jordan Felizes song where the chorus says: FEAR, HE IS A LIAR and Bingo that did it. I immediately sent it to her and every time she would start backing down, getting into a pity party or getting hysterical I would just say: FEAR IS A LIAR and her eyes and face would immediately change and she would be fine after that and she FINALLY turned him in, he went to jail twice we got a restraining order and she;s moved away to the next state, is in a great relationship with a Christian young man and they just had their first child a little boy. GOD IS GOOD
The Lord saved me from an Abusive Ex husband (physically, emotionally as well as spiritually)! Thank you Nicole for your wonderful testimony! We overcome by the blood of Jesus and our testimony! To God be the Glory!😊
Wow!!! One, never knows, what somebody is going through...in secret. In their own private, shamful, hell. We all, just put on a mask, and adjust it, as needed. Then go on, our merry little way. I am soooo glad, your safely away from all that. Now, as you look back, you see where the Lord's hand was in it. He was there, working it all out, on your behalf. Working it all out, behind the scenes. This provides a comfort and strength for you. It confirms your worth. That you are valuable, precious, and have a right to be here. So keep walking in grace, trusting the Lord, and never let go of his hand. Be blessed, my dear sister, In Jesus' name.
Thank you Lord for bringing her out in time even though she should of been gone out of that situation but we never know what we may do I just thank God for his amazing Grace towards her.
I love Nicole! I know her from years back, My Redeemer Lives.... had no idea that she went through such unbelievable craziness, better and stronger for it! Our Redeemer lives indeed!
Thanks for sharing Nicole..it touched my heart.. I have the same story to tell. I wasn't a Christian @ that time neither was my husband..I had 5yrs of physical abuse & 10yrs of mental abuse..He said he was going to cut my throat.@ the end.I couldn't stay anymore..it took me 2mths to prepare my get away..The sad thing is I had to leave my 2 boys 10 &11..He was going to kill them or me if I took them..As you say divorced & alive than marriage & dead..I lost my identity.. But now I have been a born again Christian for 26yrs. I can see where the Lord was with me as I look back..he carried me through.. He changed me from the inside out, I'm a new creation in Christ..I'm healed, delivered & set free..I have 5 grandchildren now..I forgive my ex husband..He is a born again Christian as well now..Praise the Lord..
Nicole! Praise God for you, thank God for his protection. My heart has broken hearing this testimony. Tremendously disturbing, so sorry for this tragedy but thank God for his deliverance toward this horrible incident. I never knew, just knew we hadn't seen you in ministry for some time.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
Cant tell u from a man who has been to prison twice for DWI .. from a man from pastors and minister's and a great support group.. I love u !! God has given me that same "no" testimony..
We don't discuss this in the church because of shame and other possible reasons. Good courage Nicole. The devil tried to pull a number on you through this man but you beat him. As a Christian Life Coach I support your testimony and have seen countless women become winners and live the joy Christ promised. Thank you for sharing.
Ms. Leah, I've been there. Think and pray ask God for direction and start planning you have no need to be in that time of relationship. You are too precious to God.
I needed this. I’ve always loved Nicole’s music. I didn’t know what had happened to her. I figured that maybe I had missed something while trying to leave my own abusive life. Every way I turned there was abuse. I was born into a family where both parents were ordained ministers and pillars of the community. Yet incest was their choice. I left home,at 20 years old only to be dragged back by both parents that in covering up the abuse tried having me committed to a facility. Because of my parents, brother and grandmother being ministers at this point I had to run. I am a film maker and now make videos about almost any abuse thought of. God blessed me to get my bachelors and masters in film. It’s so healing. I’m in my fifties now and just lost my mother on July 4, 2019. My father has Alzheimer’s. But God is all I can say. God bless you sister Nicole.
I love nicole c mullen story its sad dat she was abused but she got through it and trusted god i feel like i shoukd always put my trust in god thriugh the good and the bad i admire her strengh god bless nicole c mullen
I love Nicole songs I have her CD's I'm so glad she shared her testimony. It was a 5 years abuse for me, I got pregnant and he still beat me, I knew it was time to get out, I called my mother and dad, I said come get me and they did and I did not look back I got a divorce after my son was born. He beat another woman put her in the hospital she told one of her friend about it and her friend killed my ex-husband at the age of 32. My son was 6 years old when his dad got killed, I think about that sometime because as of this year my son is 32 years old the age his daddy was when he got killed, and I think God my son don't beat women I always told him don't ever hit a woman just walk away.
What a powerful testimony! I thought Nicole's voice was powerful as a singer, but the grace and poise with which she recounts her experience makes her singing seem like just a whisper...and that's no small feat! I'm not taking anything away from her singing (not like I could) but I'm saying that in all aspects, she has an awesome voice. And I now see another part of the equation that adds up to a mighty and beautiful woman of God. Thank you so much, Nicole, for sharing your journey and bravely baring your soul.
I just cannot wrap my mind around how a woman like that as beautiful as she is so much talent and with Yahweh in her life could be subjective to such abuse. I would treat you like a queen because that's what you are and I really love your music it's always a blessing to me
“The more cruel he became the more gentle I could see the Lord toward me” wow. May we all see the gentleness of God especially in times of persecution or violence.
Amen
Many years ago i was the abusive man in the relationship. While i was never physically abusive i was mentally and emotionally abusive (which of more often than not worse than the physical). I thank Yeshua for delivering me from that. Now, i am a therapist helping others and i have had the god given privilege of helping so many abused women and abusive men move away from the terrible life of abuse. I so respect Nicole for never losing faith throughout her struggles. The Church needs to do a better job of recognizing abuse and actually doing something about it.
Wow a powerful testimony! Thanks for sharing! God bless!
Brett, thank you for being so vulnerable and open to share this. I was in a relationship for 7 years that was abusive (he was the father of my daughter, which made it harder). He never physically hit me but he was verbally, emotionally, and psychologically abusive. You're so right when you say that oftentimes, that can be even worse. I remember there were times that I wished he had hit me because at least a bruise would heal. Every time I tried to get help from the police, they wouldn't believe me because I didn't have any cuts or bruises and because he would be very charming and lie to the police. He would find ways to twist it and make me out to be "crazy." God finally helped me escape him. I still had to share custody of my daughter with him until she was 15 and decided on her own that she didn't want to be in his life anymore. He had started to treat her in similar ways. It took me a long time to heal but I eventually went to college, got 3 degrees, and graduated top of my class. I'm now a licensed social worker helping other women and their children. My daughter is 20, has a great job, a healthy, safe boyfriend and is surrounded by lots of support. God is so amazing!! Please, if anyone is going through this- do not give up hope. Lean on God, find support where you can, and keep pushing forward. ❤
This is from a 47 year old Hispanic Christian male. Nicole, I'm glad you're still with us. You made the right decision to leave an abuser. My mother died at the hands of an abuser when I had just turned 12. I wished many times she had the courage to leave my stepfather; she never did and she suffered greatly for it. She was very lovingly gracious and merciful to him, but I never understood how she could bear so much love and forgiveness in the face of such evil. I do know that I was fearful of him, but mostly I was most ashamed of the other men around me (uncles, friends, grandparents) who were seemingly helpless in being able or unwilling (I knew not which) to do anything for her in her situation. She left behind a 12 year old son, a 5 year old daughter, and a newborn baby within the same day she had her. It's baggage I've carried all of my life that I don't know if any of my family or friends know what it's really like to have to bare this for so long! Life is rough, especially by the hands of people you'd rather not be around, but have to sometimes. He was the hell in my life for seven years; grievously, her passing separated me from my sisters (half-sisters) who were his daughters. I moved out of state to live with my father who took me in, but lost contact for many years with my sisters and a poor relationship between those two girls and me is the end result. I miss my mother; she was the glue that held all the madness of life at bay and held it's tearing seams together for us and all of her family who so greatly loved her! God bless you, Nicole! I still love your song, My Redeemer Lives, which beautifully speaks of the One Who sets the limits of what happens on this earth, all to HIs Glory!
Thanks for watching! God bless!
Thank you for sharing your painfilled life story. May the Lord God keep & bless your life, restore to some degree your relationship with your sisters.
Am happy you having shared this cause I believe when you talked it out here,that was a step towards healing.. God's Peace be unto you always 🙏
I needed this! My husband claims to be a Christian though he is narcissistic and emotionally, mentally and spiritually abusive! I keep asking God for guidance. Please pray for me!
Reach out to other believers around you. I hope someone can love and help you! God bless.
I feel ya!
I have a book © that will be out this year called "Women Abused In the Ministry" look forward to it.
Yvette, you will certainly have my prayers. Quick question; have you and your husband gone to your pastor or even church counselor for any sort of Biblical counseling? Ephesians 5:22-33 and Colossians 3:18-19 should be a key guideline to our marriages because marriage is the an institute created by God (Genesis 2:24) because it is a picture of Christ and His church and God and His people. If the foundation of any Christian marriage isn't based on God first, there will always be a problem. Good Biblical counseling can help point us back to that foundation.
Please if you have a job and a salary leave right away and pray. Some Christians are all boxed in given you the wrong advise and telling you to stay. These abusive people are sick mentally and really need to be healed. For your own safety get going and do not ever tell him your leaving. Take your Id. Change your phone number, bank account and yes you will be starting all over. If there are children involved you all will need counselling. If you stay you lose yourself and the children will become damage property for real I know for a fact my young son is on drugs and alcohol and only God knows what else he is doing. Girl move even if it is in another state just go fast as you can. You may have to stay in a shelter and do not believe anything that man tells you they do not change over night. Go for your children. Go for yourself and protection.
Yes dear sister...praying the Lords peace provision and protection over you. You hv tremendous value and worth
The way she sings her song "My redeemer lives" makes so much sense now. She sings that song like she's been delivered from something. You never know what a person has gone through
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Exactly I have ALWAYS 💖that song and her!
"I spoke with him this morning" I love that part 😊
Amen to that ❤
Allow me to correct: This man WAS NOT filled with the holy spirit, he was possessed with demons. The holy spirit and demons cannot share the same vessel. TRUTH!
Of course he wasn’t. He was filled with an UNHOLY spirit.
Amen!
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I had no idea. I'm glad that she found healing and forgiveness. May her story bring hope to others.
Amen!
“I’d rather live in my cold car than go back into a warm hell house” I have been there. God rescued me.. I too felt ashamed of my failure in marriage. I know He can and will redeem me. Thank you for sharing.
Thanks for sharing!!
It's not your shame. You did not cause the death of it-your abuser did that.
I am in an abusive relationship right now. You have inspired me Nicole. Pray for me so that I get the strength to leave.
Glad her story could inspire you! Praying for your situation and for God to help you in your walk. God bless you!
Hello Amanda checking on you ❤️ are you safe?
This needs to be talked more about in the church than we think. Praise God for her boldness.
Amen!
This is so touching. Nicole is telling my story for me because I went through similar abuse. I had to leave and come to America to get away from my abuse. I lived in 4 different domestic violence shelters here in the U. S. Thank God for his mercies. It endures forever. I am saved!
Praise God!
I stumbled upon this video for a reason. I too am a survivor of domestic violence. Although It’s been 22 years since I left my abusive ex husband and have forgiven him, I’m still sensitive about this discussion.
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If you have not fully let the Lord heal you, it's time to start walking that journey, now. ❤️
No man should EVER beat a woman. EVER! I am glad that she went on to greater things.
Bless her and her ministry LORD.
Amen!
Faithfulness denied again to have a women's ministry and I am truly moving on
Thank you for sharing this. God hates divorce but He hates abuse too. It is wise to leave an abusive relationship and the Lord will never hold it against us. May the Lord perfect all that concerns you Nicole C. Mullen. You are an inspiration. Thank you Jesus.
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Be blessed. You are an inspiration to all women. When I was at that place, I thought of taking my life but I couldnt leave my precious child behind. One night the devil put a thought in my head. He said you can take your life and that of your child. Thats when God interceded. He lifted me from the darkness and gave me strength to leave. Ive raised a strong young woman who turned 21yrs old this year, and will be graduating from law school soon. I have no family but God has never forsaken me. He is my strength, my rock and my salvation. Love to you all.
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Jesus, I pray for all women around the world who are and might be going through such a situation that you may show yourself strong in them for your glory. Amen.
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We sure don’t know what anyone else goes through in life by looking at them!
You can say that again! You really can’t judge a book by it’s cover.
True! Just as we never know how God will use circumstances for his glory! Thanks for watching! God bless!
This is so moving. God heals, God steps in, God redeems. I love Nicole's music. It is unbelievable how many women in ministry go through similar situations.
Amen!
Well done our very beloved Sister Nicole. The best part of this whole story is that you and God remain completely true to each other before, during, and after the whole episode. I just love you and how you minister with your whole life. Keep going.
"A bruised reed he won't break."
I felt that. 💔
Powerful words... God bless you!
Me too
Those words jumped right out at me ❤️
I am so proud of you and yes this exactly all these people saying they have God go to church and do abomination behaviors exactly praise God you got delivered your so beautiful and I am happy for you. AMEN 🙏 🙏 🙏
Wow! This us strong testimony. What I can't figure out is how can a man, says he love the Lord and hits his wife, something is desperately wrong. When a man loves the Lord, he show its with loveing kindness. I'm so happy that the Lord gave her strength, to get out that bad realtionship.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
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It’s crazy how The Christians are going through this the most I’m a minister and so is my husband.. the enemy is busy destroying the marriages but he always focus on the head of household believe it or not us woman are so much stronger.
She's such a beautiful woman, I'm so happy she got out. I met Nicole years ago at a music festival, she has such a great personality. God bless her.
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Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
There are so many of us that have gone through this hell. God is so faithful and has brought me out, brushed me off, and given me life. Healed and still healing after decades. I am so thankful I have my Lord, I would not be here to testify of His faithfulness.
Amen!
Love how Nicole still felt the goodness and kindness of the Lord throughout.
Amen!
“He had a heart attack and died “ - Our father is our vindicator.
Yes he is, and let's suppose he did repent, he still had to pay the price. Many things God allows and doesn't have control of because we live in a fallen world, he gave us dominion over the earth and therefore we run the show, so consequentially this allows for the mess to happen. But on the day of the person's death and the day of judgment is the day where God will be in full scope of his power to intervene and give the final decree on the wicked's punishment.
God never fails.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
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Many are the afflictions of the righteous but the Lord delivers from them all💪
Amen!
Gods best yes to me was a NO, and we don’t even know it at the time. 😩💕🙏🏽 but I know it gets better from here. Praise God.
me too
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What a blessing you are Nicole, and what a story of courage and reliance on the Lord. Faithfulness and hope are difficult in the midst of abuse and despair. I have left my abusive situation, but my little boy is in the primary care of his Father… and I feel such despair because although I have personally left the situation, I wholly desire my little boy to be returned to me, and my ex uses our son as a pawn in his narcissistic game. I feel like I am tied by a rope to the father for life because we have a son. I pray the Lords strength and wisdom, and that His will be fulfilled and my little boy be returned to me. Please pray 🙏. God bless you all, and for sharing your stories. ❤
David E. Clarke. Called to Peace Ministries. Look them both up. You are not alone.
Beautiful testimony. A bruised reed He will not break! Whew!!!!!
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Praise God for delivering her from the abuse. You never know what people are going through.
Amen!
The Lord set me free in 1991, from this same ordeal, Jesus is real, thank you Jesus. I serve a risen Savior, He's in the world today!!!
Oh my ❤️...I loved her before, I lived this and I'm glad she's speaking... Healing right to my heart
God bless you!
Nicole. ...saw you in South Africa at Beauty for Ashes Womebs conference you performed testified.. Totally anointed in Christ by Christ Powerful Mighty woman of God. Continue in your calling.You have a beautiful family. God bless you and my he continue to use you 🙏
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Wow, It hurts my spirit so much to know that Nicole had to go thru this and the ex's use of Gods name in his evil behavior. God's will is never vain. I will pray that God restores the years the locust have eaten Nicole.
You are Amazing Nicole! You are someone I have come to kow through you music. Your work has brought me to tears.....in a great way and has blessed me.
May God continue to use you.
God Bless you.
P Peace.
Yes, and in other ways that I have gone through during my 54 years as a man on this little green planet, I can testify that The LORD does do just that.
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This shows that the children of God are not exempted from persecution. You are blessed and a strong woman. Your faith, hope and knowing deep within your heart, God will see you through. Comtinue to share your story and be that ray of light to others. God bless you Nicole.
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This is so sad from two perspectives. The first is that Nicole was physically abused by her husband. It is good that she is away from that abuse; and anyone would certainly agree with this because this is a safety issue. The second is from a Biblical perspective; husbands claiming to be a Christian but violating Ephesians 5:25-33 should be a red flag. There needed to be serious Biblical counseling that would reveal whether this man is even saved or not. I know this sounds harsh, but many times famous (and even not so famous) couples who claim to be Christian have no true depths of walking with Christ according to the scriptures. Sound doctrine leads to right living (not perfect, but consistent). I fear many believers in the spotlight let the world and the spotlight dictate their relationship more than the Lord.
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good advice. As James says be Doers of the Word and this man was NOT practicing being a doer of the word. Let this be known to all if a person is not showing the Fruit of the Spirit or the character of God they are not of God and they are a liar.
This is amazing, thank you for sharing 🙏🏾
The family abuse & the perjury I suffer is that bad for me everynight. Thankyou for sharing ur story. My abuse is so much different than the kind u suffered, mine is perjury, mocking, mental, emotional, & spiritual abuse, it is cult like. Pray God help me mightily, I am in so much danger & there are no laws against it. " a bruised reed He shall not break ". Nicole u r beautiful, I cant believe u went thru this, I am so ooo glad u survived & escaped, pray the Lord restore even more miracles of restoration to u, ect. I love u & ur music is so oo upbeat & inspirational. Amen & love u sis ♡
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Wow, I had no idea Nicole that you went through this. Thank you for being vulnerable with us. We overcome by The Blood and The word of our testimony
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There are so many women in the world who experience abuse. I was unknowing about yours but the way you opened up I know that, that many women will have the strength to come out also. I wasn't married but also a victim but now I am a victor in JESUS MIGHTY NAME, AMEN and AMEN
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Thank you God. Show mercy on ppl who live with mean. evil, controlling men.
...and women
@@Mrhootie333 😅😅😅You got that right!
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Wow! I can't believe that no one commented on this video. God Bless you Nicole for sharing your testimony. I was in an abusive marriage, it was more verbal and emotional but, abusive just the same. There are times when we ask ourselves what we may have done to contribute to it. Because let's face it there are two people in the relationship. The thing is both of you have to want to make it work if not there is no marriage.
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Wow!! From the outside looking in I never knew someone,like Nicole been through domestic abuse,smh! There's no way no-one that can filled with God's spirit,be a born again in Christ,and treat people like trash! Praise God for keeping and delivering her from that bondage.
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What? For real Nicole C Mulleñ? I am so sorry.......you went thru that abuse! Indeed our Redeemer lives! Cheering you on!
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I admire her strength and faith she's a true example of a woman's strength! Always be kind you never know someone 's story or pain!!
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I have a similar testimony. God’s grace and deliverance is beyond our understanding. He not only delivers but also, restores and blesses.
Amen!
You’re amazing!... there’s a reason why you went through what you did.... for God’s glory! That was so inspiring ...
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I love that she is transparent, unashamed, and real. I bless Jesus for giving her strength to share and through her story reveal His love and grace in situations like abuse and to help others going through similar situations. Some twist or manipulate people through the word of god to keep them in abusive relationships. Remember God not only said to wives to submit to their husbands. He also said husbands love your wife. I don't understand why a loving God as Jesus would condone someone being abusive and condemn the other for leaving, getting out of the relationship but some ministries teach this.
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I've been there before but only Mental, Verbal,& Emotional abuse . God does not ordain abuse that is not his character. It was the devil!!!!!
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It wa the man's choice. Give the devil's crowd an inch and he'll always take a mile.
she is a strong woman and I am glad she shared her stories that will help all the women in the world that is going though what she did. though it all she didn't harden her heart. but she forgave and that is the most powerful thing you can do is forgive.
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With all due respect, there’s no guarantee that the Lord took him home
He might be in the place down below
Janette McGregor yes but only God knows.
You’re right about that
Indeed, we'll never know. It all depends on if he had a repentant heart or not.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
@@paulenenche9641 i saw you in another reply with this Exact Same paragraph. Stop with the copy paste nonsense. What purpose are you doing this for? No one is falling for this dude
We need to pray. For each other. For the hurters and the hurting. Its hard, but we need to pray.
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Praise God for you, Nicole. Your strength and courage is inspiring.
Amen!
My daughter went through the same thing a few years ago, she had a 3 yrs. old. I would remind her that the Bible says : I have not given you the spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind each time she would text or call then one day I heard Jordan Felizes song where the chorus says: FEAR, HE IS A LIAR and Bingo that did it. I immediately sent it to her and every time she would start backing down, getting into a pity party or getting hysterical I would just say: FEAR IS A LIAR and her eyes and face would immediately change and she would be fine after that and she FINALLY turned him in, he went to jail twice we got a restraining order and she;s moved away to the next state, is in a great relationship with a Christian young man and they just had their first child a little boy. GOD IS GOOD
Amen! Thanks for sharing this! God bless!
The Lord saved me from an Abusive Ex husband (physically, emotionally as well as spiritually)! Thank you Nicole for your wonderful testimony! We overcome by the blood of Jesus and our testimony! To God be the Glory!😊
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The stories of people like you encourages Christians going through persecution. God bless you Nicole.
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I loved her the first time I heard I know my Redeemed lives!
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If God was such a protector. You wouldn't be beat at all.
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I love this Nicole mullin is a wonderful person, sweet at heart, very anointed n gifted may God continue to bless her in Jesus name. Sis I love u
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what a man to have treated this great woman of God like that
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Thank God you got out alive! God is always good in all situations. God bless you Nicole
Amen!
Wow!!! One, never knows, what somebody is going through...in secret. In their own private, shamful, hell. We all, just put on a mask, and adjust it, as needed. Then go on, our merry little way. I am soooo glad, your safely away from all that. Now, as you look back, you see where the Lord's hand was in it. He was there, working it all out, on your behalf. Working it all out, behind the scenes. This provides a comfort and strength for you. It confirms your worth. That you are valuable, precious, and have a right to be here. So keep walking in grace, trusting the Lord, and never let go of his hand. Be blessed, my dear sister, In Jesus' name.
Amen!
Thank you Lord for bringing her out in time even though she should of been gone out of that situation but we never know what we may do I just thank God for his amazing Grace towards her.
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Awesome. God is so faithful
Amen!
I love Nicole! I know her from years back, My Redeemer Lives.... had no idea that she went through such unbelievable craziness, better and stronger for it! Our Redeemer lives indeed!
Amen!
Thank God for deliverance
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This was a powerful testimony. And I imagine hard to talk about. Thank you for having the courage to share it.
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Thank you for sharing your story Nicole
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God is always with His chosen one to protect them .
Amen!
Thanks for sharing Nicole..it touched my heart.. I have the same story to tell. I wasn't a Christian @ that time neither was my husband..I had 5yrs of physical abuse & 10yrs of mental abuse..He said he was going to cut my throat.@ the end.I couldn't stay anymore..it took me 2mths to prepare my get away..The sad thing is I had to leave my 2 boys 10 &11..He was going to kill them or me if I took them..As you say divorced & alive than marriage & dead..I lost my identity.. But now I have been a born again Christian for 26yrs.
I can see where the Lord was with me as I look back..he carried me through.. He changed me from the inside out, I'm a new creation in Christ..I'm healed, delivered & set free..I have 5 grandchildren now..I forgive my ex husband..He is a born again Christian as well now..Praise the Lord..
Thanks for sharing your story! Thank God you are ok now! Thanks for watching! God bless!
Nicole! Praise God for you, thank God for his protection. My heart has broken hearing this testimony. Tremendously disturbing, so sorry for this tragedy but thank God for his deliverance toward this horrible incident. I never knew, just knew we hadn't seen you in ministry for some time.
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Who the son sets free is free indeed. Thank you Jesus for setting your vessel free!.
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Shocking story, you have no idea what people are going through. Thanks for sharing.
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Thank you for posting this video!
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No one can tell you the lessons you've learned. You truly can marry a lesson trying to make it a lifetime. I did it. BUT GOD.
Beloved, I don't know you in person but God knows you. God ministered to me in a revelation when I was on your profile to see things around you,I saw blessings but spiritual attacks holding onto them,in prayers,i saw a woman in the realm of the spirit monitoring and plotting delay in your life, with an evil mirror, and with a motive to destroy. But as I speak to you now her time is up, Render hand of favour with Anything you can afford or give to these motherless foundation (GOD'STIME MOTHERLESS FOUNDATION) in kebbi state nigeria before 2DAYS with faith, as I Rise my hands towards heaven and pray for you they shall serve as point of contact wherever you are, you will receive double portion of grace to excel and total restoration of breakthrough in your life and in the life of your family. Ask for their acct details and help them call the MD in charge of the orphanage to get their details on (WhatsApp or call them now on +2347057027676) tell him I sent an you. For it is not by might nor by in power but of the spirit saith the lord (zechariah 4:6). You shall testify to the Glory of God in your life God bless you.
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Cant tell u from a man who has been to prison twice for DWI .. from a man from pastors and minister's and a great support group.. I love u !! God has given me that same "no" testimony..
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I love her song 'Redeemer' such a powerful testimony!
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Wow! Such bravery.
Amen!
I am so proud of her for telling her story.
Amen!
Wow, you never know what people are going through. So grateful that she was delivered from that situation.
God always has a plan!
Amazing Testimony... God restored N gives life again. Much love from Kenya
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What a God we serve. Praise the Almighty God
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I want to cry, thank you for your testimony.
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We don't discuss this in the church because of shame and other possible reasons. Good courage Nicole. The devil tried to pull a number on you through this man but you beat him. As a Christian Life Coach I support your testimony and have seen countless women become winners and live the joy Christ promised. Thank you for sharing.
This story made tears come to my eyes. I felt this, going through it now
Ms. Leah, I've been there. Think and pray ask God for direction and start planning you have no need to be in that time of relationship. You are too precious to God.
Praying for you and your safety out of this!!!
Father God, I that you have given Ms. Leah covering and courage to break out IJN🙏🏾
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I needed this. I’ve always loved Nicole’s music. I didn’t know what had happened to her. I figured that maybe I had missed something while trying to leave my own abusive life. Every way I turned there was abuse. I was born into a family where both parents were ordained ministers and pillars of the community. Yet incest was their choice. I left home,at 20 years old only to be dragged back by both parents that in covering up the abuse tried having me committed to a facility. Because of my parents, brother and grandmother being ministers at this point I had to run. I am a film maker and now make videos about almost any abuse thought of. God blessed me to get my bachelors and masters in film. It’s so healing. I’m in my fifties now and just lost my mother on July 4, 2019. My father has Alzheimer’s. But God is all I can say. God bless you sister Nicole.
God bless you!
Wow. God bless you. Physical & emotional abuse can really tear us down.
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Praise God Nicole I am so glad you are still here and decided to share
Amen!
"for each beating i made it a point to forgive him..." Lord, help. smh. mercy.
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I love nicole c mullen story its sad dat she was abused but she got through it and trusted god i feel like i shoukd always put my trust in god thriugh the good and the bad i admire her strengh god bless nicole c mullen
Amen!
Such a powerful story! 😢😢🥰🥰🥰🥰
Amen!
Wow. Praise God she made it out alive
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Wow! What testimony of forgiveness. Praying for your continued strength.
Amen!
I love Nicole songs I have her CD's I'm so glad she shared her testimony. It was a 5 years abuse for me, I got pregnant and he still beat me, I knew it was time to get out, I called my mother and dad, I said come get me and they did and I did not look back I got a divorce after my son was born. He beat another woman put her in the hospital she told one of her friend about it and her friend killed my ex-husband at the age of 32. My son was 6 years old when his dad got killed, I think about that sometime because as of this year my son is 32 years old the age his daddy was when he got killed, and I think God my son don't beat women I always told him don't ever hit a woman just walk away.
Thanks for sharing your story!
Wow!So proud of you, Nicole.Such a powerful testimony. Well done for getting out when you did. God bless and continue to protect you.💞💖❣️💕
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What a powerful testimony! I thought Nicole's voice was powerful as a singer, but the grace and poise with which she recounts her experience makes her singing seem like just a whisper...and that's no small feat! I'm not taking anything away from her singing (not like I could) but I'm saying that in all aspects, she has an awesome voice. And I now see another part of the equation that adds up to a mighty and beautiful woman of God. Thank you so much, Nicole, for sharing your journey and bravely baring your soul.
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I'm so sorry you went through this!!😢😰
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I just cannot wrap my mind around how a woman like that as beautiful as she is so much talent and with Yahweh in her life could be subjective to such abuse. I would treat you like a queen because that's what you are and I really love your music it's always a blessing to me
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