This is valid. I've spent decades trying to fill an empty space with lots of women all over the country. I've always have had a chaotic professional life... lots of travel while maintaining relationships via the phone or social media. This turned me into a Love Avoidant. I could never get hurt as they came and went. It wasn't until recently that I met somebody who has stuck it out with me while I address these issues that have been working perfectly fine for 47 years. I had no idea how unhealthy it was.
This has helped me alot. My mom's great and alive and well. I aim to do better in selecting better with women. I've had my fair share. Thank you Ms Apollonia. It's a struggle yes, but I'll make it, I have to and I will.
I just spoke with a woman yesterday who is a healer, guide and mentor who told me these exact same sentiments! WOW. This was meant for me to hear it again to really take it in. Thank you
great video Apollonia, thanks for sharing how I can direct the relationship that works for both of us and continue looking at things as assignments to learn from
The answer to the question that a lot of people are asking is that I NEVER base conclusions of that type on feelings alone. I quickly go through a mathematical process of logical deduction on a very Primitive Level in order to determine if they are accurate before I form something called the “safe assumption” or in some cases conclude that they are.
By saying that, I “can’t tell the difference they’re obviously also implying that somebody else taught me not to be able to tell the difference and then another person wound up saying something to the effect of, “let’s see him pull that off without ‘adult supervision’” and they heard something to the effect of, “you’re gonna see him do it without ‘adult supervision’ at least a dozen times.
I said “GET THE FUCK OFF MY PROPERTY.” They refused. I was outnumbered. I was obviously sane enough to realize that unfortunately in that particular case getting Violent was only going to defeat my own purpose anyway.
Hi Apollonia ponti am victor Chilambo aged 23 from Zambia 🇿🇲 a central southern African country i really love your videos the provide a great number of aspiration and an insight into male muscular, it's so sad 😭 that I can't meet you in person and join or subscribe to private coaching session due to the distance but I still enjoy learning from you though and slowly watching almost all videos, so please keep it coming, you are one the fews who does sugarcoating the reality and tells it the way it is, as for that, you have my at most respect and love. I end with a request would you minding doing video the term happy wife happy life? Thank you for reading.
“Why would he get upset if he was really sincere about this one or that one and ba, ba, ba?” It obviously goes much deeper than that. They’re downgrading me as a man. They’re insulting my parents. They’re insulting my family. They’re insulting me on a Personal Level. They’re insulting me on an Occupational Level.
Yeah and I did the same thing in North Carolina when people from the leasing Office barged into my living room with a Sheriff’s Deputy first thing in the morning. I said “GET THE FUCK OUT.”
I’m obviously a very creative person and I’ve inspired a number of films written and developed by other people but I’m not delusional. I can tell the difference between Real Life and the Movies. My “Jail Time” has already confirmed that. 👼🏻
It can really fuck with the mind when they do something like that because first you’re on Pretrial Probation with an ankle monitor on and then you’re on regular Probation in your own jurisdiction. I’m OBVIOUSLY not supposed to be on that either.
They could have been talking about another gal just the same but it was ☝🏼STILL said and the very fact that I can’t even determine which woman it was said in reference too makes it even☝🏼MORE disrespectful. NOT less.
My Grandmother also happened to like that one particular song but it still means more than that. It also means that other people knew that I was on my way to Jail.
Some people have implied that just about ☝🏼EVERYTHING that I do is to overcompensate for some type of insecurity or shortcoming. Aren’t they saying that what way or another when they say certain things? And if they’re saying that about just about ☝🏼EVERYTHING that I do, what else does that imply?
In other words, I would never hurt somebody just because of the way that it made me “feel” when he called me an asshole. There would obviously still have to be another sound rational basis for it.
There is a major fundamental difference between Blind Rage, Hopeless Frustration, and Righteous Indignation. I obviously don’t Flip the Switch at the drop of a hat.
It isn’t a split personality. It isn’t Arrested Development. I have to be able to think like I child and function as a adult at the same exact time. For whatever reason, it just comes naturally to me.
I didn’t even know ☝🏼this until recently. That prick went around claiming that I “stole” a drawing from a Tattoo Artist who I didn’t like for whatever reason and took it somewhere else. NO I DIDN’T. He gave it to me through another Artist at another Shop. I didn’t even realize it until years later.
I have plenty of friends, acquaintances, and dance partners, but two things happen. Either I a connection is being made, then she turns cold and disappears (literally), or I attract the wrong type of lady.
It’s was about Action to Bypass my own individual Constitutional Rights. Just having a Warrant doesn’t necessarily give them a Right to show up at somebody’s home to Arrest them.
“But there’s a chance that you could be ‘rejected’ in front of the entire world.” 😂I already have been. There’s obviously always a chance I could lose a fight in front of hundreds of people too. Everybody is beatable. 🥊
When you factor in a certain combination of variables and tasks of different types at a scientific enough level you may be able to kind of gauge or measure how all of that can carry over from one area to another at a more efficient level. As I said, I do not assume that everybody is my biggest fan because even now, not long ago somebody heard a story through the grapevine about me tapping on a Speed bag somewhere and in a very condescending, hostile, and belligerent type of way I believe his exact words were “oh so he knows a few Parlor Tricks?”
If I have to form an immediate “conclusion” that a feeling is logical then it’s safe to say that I’m probably already in something that is often referred to by others as a “God Forbid” situation.
That’s what I have in my life. That’s what I ☝🏼ALWAYS just kind of 🤔🙄👼🏻🙄👼🏻🙄👼🏻loitering in the shadows of it. “Oh I ☝🏼KNOW him” along with all their underhanded, insidious, and passive aggressive veiled ☝🏼“politically correct” DEFAMATION and ☝🏼INSULTS. “His dad didn’t even allow him to date as a child.” They’re called shit stirrers and I’ve always had to deal with way too many of them. They can also be referred to as CREEPS who just kind of, convey this ☝🏼attitude of “familiarity” with me and shamelessly calling it “knowing” me.
I got on a plane once upon a time long before I even lived in North Carolina to spend a little time with a friend of mine from NY in Florida. This was long before I met another woman prior to the development and implementation of Apollonia’s whole online business model while she was still working in Finance. He picked me up at the Airport. We were hanging out in his Apartment. He poured me a drink. Believe it or not, I’m no different from other people in certain respects. I was very agitated about a number of things that were going on in my own personal life at the time and I was venting a little bit about something that I had to deal with at the Airport whatever it was on top of everything else. It was a long time ago and although I don’t really remember exactly what it was I ☝🏼DO remember that I was personally offended by it irregardless of it what for whatever reason so my exact words to him privately in his Apartment while he was taking another Sip of his Jack and Coke were.. “WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE?!? I’M THE REAL LIFE JASON BOURNE.” 👼🏻
I obviously don’t mean that they should answer ANY man when he talks to you but if I’m personally offended by something you better believe I have a ☝🏼MORAL RIGHT to be.
It began when I was in another State YEARS ago already and it was intended to do nothing other than HURT me and make a fraud out of me. It was intended to get me in trouble. That’s all it was done for because the imbeciles didn’t realize that I was the driving force behind her entire Business Model. I never agreed to be publicly disrespected and insulted.
I’m not on a House Arrest anymore. I served my sentence and ☝🏼THAT’S just the way it is. I’m telling it like it is. It’s called “False Imprisonment.” That’s not just my personal ☝🏼OPINION. It’s a CONSTITUTIONAL and LEGAL ☝🏼FACT.
Well yeah, where I was at that particular time in N.C., if a person didn’t know any better they could potentially be deceived into believing that they were somewhere in Queens or Brooklyn or something. I said the way they were ☝🏼LOOKING at me was small town “campusy” but but but NOT the ☝🏼environment they were doing it in. That felt more like a Bigger City.
“He’s delusional. Why would he resist? He knows we aren’t going anywhere.” CAUSE ☝🏼having a Warrant doesn’t necessarily entitle them to Arrest somebody. That’s why.
“That means he’s insec…”☝🏼😃if anything it means the exact opposite. You see what I’m made of and more importantly ☝🏼THEY all see what I’m made of but that still isn’t the point.
Certain things create foo much Psychological Tension. If I really had that type of Psychiatric Illness my head injury would have confirmed it. It would confirmed it because I wouldn’t have been able to function at that level.
I don’t think he even Coaches that but he can still break through an entire stack of concrete slabs ☝🏼💡🤔THAT DON’T HIT BACK” 🤣 with the Edge of his hand.
Speaking of Red Flag Laws, I had somebody ask me in a Job Interview for a Security Company once, “what’s your favorite gun?” And since he asked me a stupid question, I gave him a stupid answer disguised as an intelligent one.
Some of these assholes have not only insulted my overall character on both a Personal and Professional Level but they also have insulted my intelligence to such a degree that I can’t even articulate it.
What led up to it? I have no idea but I can kind of speculate. It’s safe to say being of Cuban decent that Ms. Ponti probably got upset because 🤔”somebody” in particular was insinuating that I’m too fucked up, mentally unstable, and incompetent to own a home and this other woman ☝🏼”probably” said something to the effect of “He isn’t.” It escalated and became a very tense situation.
Because as it stands right now, I’m not a W2’D Federal Government Employee so there were certain things that have never been “required” of me.☝🏼😃THAT’S why.
Everybody and his brother is a “Gangsta” these days. Everybody is a “Thug” these days. Everybody is a Tough Guy these days. The music industry responsible was responsible for a lot of that bullshit. It ain’t that simple.
Secondly the way that Mike was tilting his head like that towards the camera like that ☝🏼🤔RIiiIigHT After saying, “I’ll see you on the Other Side” while advertising the “7 Minute Mental Primer” was deliberately ☝🏼INTENDED by somebody to remind me of ☝🏼MY Grandmother.
Did they believe that about normal common sense concepts for a grown man of my age and level of experience being an area of deep intellectual contemplation because there’s something wrong with me? No. They believed that because there’s something wrong with them.
As I said, nobody is invincible. Everybody is beatable. Nobody can just, wake up one day and say, “I’m Superman. NOBODY can beat me” unless he’s really DELUSIONAL and ☝🏼TOO Delusional to beat anybody. but there’s also something called “HOlDinG YoUr oWn.”
But when it comes to other High School Drop Outs in possession of a different type of moral compass which adheres to the ideology of, “they aren’t gonna need me anyway because my Offspring will be STRONG enough to survive without me,”🤔….
What did people think I was trying to lead them to believe when I mentioned that? Ya’ll done essentially seen me do it in Real Time without “Adult Supervision” at least a dozen times over with a much bigger person applying the choke.
Believe it or not ☝🏼SOME of them happened to be ☝🏼implying that ☝🏼I had an “overprotected”🙄 and “sheltered” upbringing when I OBVIOUSLY had anything but.
It can get a little confusing for them sometimes. I know. Sometimes it’s a little difficult to tell the difference between a Cop and a PERP. I know that a lot of times in MY life it’s even been difficult for ME to tell and☝🏼THAT’S EVEN WHEN THEY’RE IN UNIFORM.
“Who says that we would call it a misdemeanor Trespassing Charge?” They obviously have to call it something and what’s the difference when they nailed ☝🏼ME for “Resisting Arrest” while simultaneously telling me that I have to have the ☝🏼Permission of the PreTrial Division in another County HOURS away from me to hang out in my backyard or go back there for anything other than what☝🏼THEY have given me the “Approval” to do?
This is valid. I've spent decades trying to fill an empty space with lots of women all over the country. I've always have had a chaotic professional life... lots of travel while maintaining relationships via the phone or social media. This turned me into a Love Avoidant. I could never get hurt as they came and went. It wasn't until recently that I met somebody who has stuck it out with me while I address these issues that have been working perfectly fine for 47 years. I had no idea how unhealthy it was.
This has helped me alot. My mom's great and alive and well. I aim to do better in selecting better with women. I've had my fair share. Thank you Ms Apollonia. It's a struggle yes, but I'll make it, I have to and I will.
I just spoke with a woman yesterday who is a healer, guide and mentor who told me these exact same sentiments! WOW. This was meant for me to hear it again to really take it in. Thank you
I’m feeling this, I need to learn to let go instead of being fixated on this one woman. It’s crazy because I have other women that want me.
I appreciate you Apollonia! Your genuine sincerity is addictive and at the top of the class. Thanks for the fruit! ❤
I appreciate that so so much! :-) Thank you for your support.
It’s always a positive thing when we know our place in the world.
great video Apollonia, thanks for sharing how I can direct the relationship that works for both of us and continue looking at things as assignments to learn from
“How do you know?” Because I can feel it. I even know his name.
The answer to the question that a lot of people are asking is that I NEVER base conclusions of that type on feelings alone. I quickly go through a mathematical process of logical deduction on a very Primitive Level in order to determine if they are accurate before I form something called the “safe assumption” or in some cases conclude that they are.
By saying that, I “can’t tell the difference they’re obviously also implying that somebody else taught me not to be able to tell the difference and then another person wound up saying something to the effect of, “let’s see him pull that off without ‘adult supervision’” and they heard something to the effect of, “you’re gonna see him do it without ‘adult supervision’ at least a dozen times.
No I never heard him say and nobody told me anything about it but I can still feel it. She cuts hair somewhere in NY.
Because “There are NO failures. Only ☝🏼Lessons” that I obviously didn’t show up for.💪
good pionts you shared about how I can direct a relationship that works for both of us
I said “GET THE FUCK OFF MY PROPERTY.” They refused. I was outnumbered. I was obviously sane enough to realize that unfortunately in that particular case getting Violent was only going to defeat my own purpose anyway.
“What did they do? What did they say?” I don’t even know the full extent of it but perhaps eventually I talk about it a little bit on the radio.
You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometimes, you get what you need...
What are you blabbering about
“How’s☝🏼THAT for a fucking Knock Out?”
💡🥊
There’s a certain woman in particular in NY who loves it when I say that. It reminds her of somebody else.
Hi Apollonia ponti am victor Chilambo aged 23 from Zambia 🇿🇲 a central southern African country i really love your videos the provide a great number of aspiration and an insight into male muscular, it's so sad 😭 that I can't meet you in person and join or subscribe to private coaching session due to the distance but I still enjoy learning from you though and slowly watching almost all videos, so please keep it coming, you are one the fews who does sugarcoating the reality and tells it the way it is, as for that, you have my at most respect and love. I end with a request would you minding doing video the term happy wife happy life?
Thank you for reading.
“Why would he get upset if he was really sincere about this one or that one and ba, ba, ba?” It obviously goes much deeper than that. They’re downgrading me as a man. They’re insulting my parents. They’re insulting my family. They’re insulting me on a Personal Level. They’re insulting me on an Occupational Level.
You’re insinuating that ☝🏼I had a MALE Sensei who was kinda “flirtatious” with me in a way that insinuates something very unflattering about ME.
I love the long length videos. ❤️🙏
Glad you like them!
Yeah and I did the same thing in North Carolina when people from the leasing Office barged into my living room with a Sheriff’s Deputy first thing in the morning. I said “GET THE FUCK OUT.”
I’m obviously a very creative person and I’ve inspired a number of films written and developed by other people but I’m not delusional. I can tell the difference between Real Life and the Movies. My “Jail Time” has already confirmed that. 👼🏻
It can really fuck with the mind when they do something like that because first you’re on Pretrial Probation with an ankle monitor on and then you’re on regular Probation in your own jurisdiction. I’m OBVIOUSLY not supposed to be on that either.
They could have been talking about another gal just the same but it was ☝🏼STILL said and the very fact that I can’t even determine which woman it was said in reference too makes it even☝🏼MORE disrespectful. NOT less.
My Grandmother also happened to like that one particular song but it still means more than that. It also means that other people knew that I was on my way to Jail.
I obviously could have been and my JAIL TIME has already confirmed that too!
I didn’t even notice that until my younger brother pointed it out to me.
It wasn’t about the money. I just didn’t realize at the time that, that was the reason why she looked like she hated me when I left.
Some people have implied that just about ☝🏼EVERYTHING that I do is to overcompensate for some type of insecurity or shortcoming. Aren’t they saying that what way or another when they say certain things? And if they’re saying that about just about ☝🏼EVERYTHING that I do, what else does that imply?
In other words, I would never hurt somebody just because of the way that it made me “feel” when he called me an asshole. There would obviously still have to be another sound rational basis for it.
It was a good topic to cover!!!!
Any advice you give is golden! Thank you.
You're the best. Thank you!
They obviously assumed that my “therapy” didn’t properly prepare me with so much as any entry level education in Basic Constitutional Law.
There is a major fundamental difference between Blind Rage, Hopeless Frustration, and Righteous Indignation. I obviously don’t Flip the Switch at the drop of a hat.
Great video Apollonia! 🎯🎯💯💯
Thank you so much!
Does everybody see how in touch with REALITY I ☝🏼😃REALLY am after all? That’s REAL LIFE.
It isn’t a split personality. It isn’t Arrested Development. I have to be able to think like I child and function as a adult at the same exact time. For whatever reason, it just comes naturally to me.
I didn’t even know ☝🏼this until recently. That prick went around claiming that I “stole” a drawing from a Tattoo Artist who I didn’t like for whatever reason and took it somewhere else. NO I DIDN’T. He gave it to me through another Artist at another Shop. I didn’t even realize it until years later.
I have plenty of friends, acquaintances, and dance partners, but two things happen.
Either I a connection is being made, then she turns cold and disappears (literally), or I attract the wrong type of lady.
I was deliberately doing it like a “baby” with the Naive Art.👼🏻
It’s was about Action to Bypass my own individual Constitutional Rights. Just having a Warrant doesn’t necessarily give them a Right to show up at somebody’s home to Arrest them.
“Look, they’re from two completely different backgrounds” implying that ☝🏼I’m the fucking PRINCESS.
“But there’s a chance that you could be ‘rejected’ in front of the entire world.” 😂I already have been. There’s obviously always a chance I could lose a fight in front of hundreds of people too. Everybody is beatable. 🥊
“Is he insinuati…”☝🏼😃No I’m NOT insinuating anything. I said that I never attended it and I said that I NEVER “failed” shit.
This was OBVIOUSLY to supposed negatively reinforce ☝🏼THAT.
“Well what was it?” I don’t know. I don’t have all the answers but I know that much was said.
When you factor in a certain combination of variables and tasks of different types at a scientific enough level you may be able to kind of gauge or measure how all of that can carry over from one area to another at a more efficient level. As I said, I do not assume that everybody is my biggest fan because even now, not long ago somebody heard a story through the grapevine about me tapping on a Speed bag somewhere and in a very condescending, hostile, and belligerent type of way I believe his exact words were “oh so he knows a few Parlor Tricks?”
“We heard that you graduated at the bottom of your class in High School.” 🤣 So did Albert Einstein.
Don’t take that out of context. To each his own. Everybody has their ambitions in life.
I said “it’s an Illegal Warrant. Get the fuck off my Property.” They didn’t want to listen.
You and Coach Melanie both would make a great team.
You can BOTH get going. I can’t stand it with the multiple personalities and the contempt.
If I have to form an immediate “conclusion” that a feeling is logical then it’s safe to say that I’m probably already in something that is often referred to by others as a “God Forbid” situation.
I obviously had other people taking me where I needed to go. I was on Pretrial House Arrest for over 6 months. Then I went back to Jail. Remember?
Left Leaning Mental health Professionals, I’ll expect your Term Papers on my Attorney’s Desk during Civil Litigation.
That’s what I have in my life. That’s what I ☝🏼ALWAYS just kind of 🤔🙄👼🏻🙄👼🏻🙄👼🏻loitering in the shadows of it. “Oh I ☝🏼KNOW him” along with all their underhanded, insidious, and passive aggressive veiled ☝🏼“politically correct” DEFAMATION and ☝🏼INSULTS. “His dad didn’t even allow him to date as a child.” They’re called shit stirrers and I’ve always had to deal with way too many of them. They can also be referred to as CREEPS who just kind of, convey this ☝🏼attitude of “familiarity” with me and shamelessly calling it “knowing” me.
I didn’t threaten anybody. My “Criminal Record” doesn’t change my Freedom Of Speech.
Don’t some people feel foolish for the things that they were saying about me? “I mean…”
🤣
I got on a plane once upon a time long before I even lived in North Carolina to spend a little time with a friend of mine from NY in Florida. This was long before I met another woman prior to the development and implementation of Apollonia’s whole online business model while she was still working in Finance. He picked me up at the Airport. We were hanging out in his Apartment. He poured me a drink. Believe it or not, I’m no different from other people in certain respects. I was very agitated about a number of things that were going on in my own personal life at the time and I was venting a little bit about something that I had to deal with at the Airport whatever it was on top of everything else. It was a long time ago and although I don’t really remember exactly what it was I ☝🏼DO remember that I was personally offended by it irregardless of it what for whatever reason so my exact words to him privately in his Apartment while he was taking another Sip of his Jack and Coke were..
“WHO THE FUCK DO THEY THINK THEY ARE?!? I’M THE REAL LIFE JASON BOURNE.”
👼🏻
That’s no girlfriend. That’s no lover. That’s no platonic coworker. THAT’S SHIT!
How’s that for “tuning somebody up?”
🥊
There are 6 senses. Not 5. We ALL have 6. Some people are just more sensitive to it than others.
I obviously don’t mean that they should answer ANY man when he talks to you but if I’m personally offended by something you better believe I have a ☝🏼MORAL RIGHT to be.
It began when I was in another State YEARS ago already and it was intended to do nothing other than HURT me and make a fraud out of me. It was intended to get me in trouble. That’s all it was done for because the imbeciles didn’t realize that I was the driving force behind her entire Business Model. I never agreed to be publicly disrespected and insulted.
They’re implying that☝🏼“He’s so driven by his own insecurities that ☝🏼NO matter what happens, let’s just assume he’s the ‘Bad Guy.’”
BTW, I NEVER said that I never “went” to the Police Academy. I said that I NEVER☝🏼“Attended” the Police Academy. There’s obviously a difference.👼🏻
I’m not on a House Arrest anymore. I served my sentence and ☝🏼THAT’S just the way it is. I’m telling it like it is. It’s called “False Imprisonment.” That’s not just my personal ☝🏼OPINION. It’s a CONSTITUTIONAL and LEGAL ☝🏼FACT.
“Oooh you le…”☝🏼😃 Did people think that he just wanted to take her ballroom dancing?
I didn’t even graduate. Somebody else just made it look that way.
Not as much now but it was something that I could really feel from a distance a year and half ago and I didn’t like it.
Yes
To orchestrate a Conspiracy, “nobody answer him. Nobody talk to him.l” Yeah it’s called a FELONY.
Well yeah, where I was at that particular time in N.C., if a person didn’t know any better they could potentially be deceived into believing that they were somewhere in Queens or Brooklyn or something. I said the way they were ☝🏼LOOKING at me was small town “campusy” but but but NOT the ☝🏼environment they were doing it in. That felt more like a Bigger City.
“He’s delusional. Why would he resist? He knows we aren’t going anywhere.” CAUSE ☝🏼having a Warrant doesn’t necessarily entitle them to Arrest somebody. That’s why.
“He’s insulting my father.” No I wasn’t. I was insulting him.🤣
Is announcing it going to make them hate me any less? NO. If read, It will be met with cold indifference and full agreement.
“That means he’s insec…”☝🏼😃if anything it means the exact opposite. You see what I’m made of and more importantly ☝🏼THEY all see what I’m made of but that still isn’t the point.
Certain things create foo much Psychological Tension. If I really had that type of Psychiatric Illness my head injury would have confirmed it. It would confirmed it because I wouldn’t have been able to function at that level.
I don’t think he even Coaches that but he can still break through an entire stack of concrete slabs ☝🏼💡🤔THAT DON’T HIT BACK” 🤣 with the Edge of his hand.
Speaking of Red Flag Laws, I had somebody ask me in a Job Interview for a Security Company once, “what’s your favorite gun?” And since he asked me a stupid question, I gave him a stupid answer disguised as an intelligent one.
Some of these assholes have not only insulted my overall character on both a Personal and Professional Level but they also have insulted my intelligence to such a degree that I can’t even articulate it.
What led up to it? I have no idea but I can kind of speculate. It’s safe to say being of Cuban decent that Ms. Ponti probably got upset because 🤔”somebody” in particular was insinuating that I’m too fucked up, mentally unstable, and incompetent to own a home and this other woman ☝🏼”probably” said something to the effect of “He isn’t.” It escalated and became a very tense situation.
Because as it stands right now, I’m not a W2’D Federal Government Employee so there were certain things that have never been “required” of me.☝🏼😃THAT’S why.
Everybody and his brother is a “Gangsta” these days. Everybody is a “Thug” these days. Everybody is a Tough Guy these days. The music industry responsible was responsible for a lot of that bullshit. It ain’t that simple.
Secondly the way that Mike was tilting his head like that towards the camera like that ☝🏼🤔RIiiIigHT After saying, “I’ll see you on the Other Side” while advertising the “7 Minute Mental Primer” was deliberately ☝🏼INTENDED by somebody to remind me of ☝🏼MY Grandmother.
Did they believe that about normal common sense concepts for a grown man of my age and level of experience being an area of deep intellectual contemplation because there’s something wrong with me? No. They believed that because there’s something wrong with them.
As I said, nobody is invincible. Everybody is beatable. Nobody can just, wake up one day and say, “I’m Superman. NOBODY can beat me” unless he’s really DELUSIONAL and ☝🏼TOO Delusional to beat anybody. but there’s also something called “HOlDinG YoUr oWn.”
But when it comes to other High School Drop Outs in possession of a different type of moral compass which adheres to the ideology of, “they aren’t gonna need me anyway because my Offspring will be STRONG enough to survive without me,”🤔….
I had a serious head injury for over a year. What if I didn’t have the cerebral bandwidth to take it?
What did people think I was trying to lead them to believe when I mentioned that? Ya’ll done essentially seen me do it in Real Time without “Adult Supervision” at least a dozen times over with a much bigger person applying the choke.
👮🏻♂️”but you SAI…”☝🏼😃Said what? Saying and doing are obviously two different things.
Believe it or not ☝🏼SOME of them happened to be ☝🏼implying that ☝🏼I had an “overprotected”🙄 and “sheltered” upbringing when I OBVIOUSLY had anything but.
Here’s a riddle for everybody. What do you call a Cop who doesn’t see anything wrong with that? A STORM TROOPER.
It can get a little confusing for them sometimes. I know. Sometimes it’s a little difficult to tell the difference between a Cop and a PERP. I know that a lot of times in MY life it’s even been difficult for ME to tell and☝🏼THAT’S EVEN WHEN THEY’RE IN UNIFORM.
“He has a lot of History.” Everybody has a History but I still obviously don’t have a History of Psychiatric Illness.
Yeah because “Are Men Done with Dating?” Does that sound like ME to anybody who really knows me?
“Who says that we would call it a misdemeanor Trespassing Charge?” They obviously have to call it something and what’s the difference when they nailed ☝🏼ME for “Resisting Arrest” while simultaneously telling me that I have to have the ☝🏼Permission of the PreTrial Division in another County HOURS away from me to hang out in my backyard or go back there for anything other than what☝🏼THEY have given me the “Approval” to do?
That’s not how I fight. That’s not how he fights in real life either.