Hoko on Gate 91: The dhyana paramita

Hoko Karnegis explores gate statement 91 from the Ippyakuhachi Homyomon (108 Gates of Dharma-illumination): "The dhyana paramita is a gate of dharma-illumination; for [with it] we accomplish all balanced states of dhyana and mystical powers, and we teach and guide distracted living beings." Recorded on December 11th, 2022.

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What in sangha friends and family gets us to get to the cushion in form of support?
Isnt it likely their opinion of us?
I recognize my personal problems in regard to growing up the way i have are the cause of my misunderstanding and i presume it has to do with the acceptance of another person's love and care.
I just can't see it.
I used to be endlessly mocked for practicing.
^ think i found it.