dreaming of you at 4am
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- Опубліковано 16 чер 2024
- Sleep/Ambient Mix
Chill & Calm
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May I ask where you find the aesthetic pictures?
Hey make an Raining in Hong Kong dude
I’m not even sad cause I miss anyone, I’m sad cause I miss myself :-(
that is SO true, finally someone who understands
Sad but true, no more myself since then....
Damn this got me
Fuck. I FELT THAT SHIT😔😣
your jefe me too dude, me too 🥺
Imagine being happy with the person you see in the mirror, what a world that must be.
Bob Joe that hit too close to home oh my ..
hey man, i hope youre doing alright. good luck, my man
Almost committed suicide one day because of these kind of dark thoughts...be careful out there.
@@john95800 You too, Jonathan. Take care, man.
@@john95800 same here..have a safe life fam.
For everyone who feels socially awkward. For everyone who can't understand how people so easily associate with each other. For everyone who only feels comfortable alone, observing the world. For everyone who feels like no one completely understands them. You aren't the only one. Maybe someone else needed to hear that, besides me.
👌🙋 yup me
Thanks
god bless you my friend
I'm getting comfortable with my solitude and loving it. Love from Kenya.
It's always been hard for me to find friends who would actually look forward to seeing me at least once a day, have some real fun time like playing a game of sports or a video game or listen to really good music together. I've had hard time finding a girlfriend because most of them are committed and some few who are single, I've just failed to impress. I've tried livin' with self, being happy. But the way of the world is just that you see someone with someone and that makes you miss a special nobody. That just broke me. But here I am, just trying to make a living, following art and music, cherishing and being optimistic that I am good by myself.
Dreaming is the only way of an escape.
Thats true. Lately every night i have been having lucid dreams or normal ones, and i feel so free. I cannot explain it with words, but i would want to sleep and dream every night if i could, for many reasons..
Or sometimes a way for you repressed feelings to rise up and come back
I wish i could sleep forever but i cant
@@eyesglow1777 i have nightmares all the time about my friend that commited suicide, its always us in a different situation and it always ends with him dying with me right there. helplessly wondering why my brain does this to me after i tried so hard to convince him not to
bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb388 / firstly I’m sorry for your lost friends I’ve had that too and it’s a pain and second maybe you should try lucid dreaming or try and contact them in your dreams because it might be telling you that they’re trying to tell you something or it’s just your subconscious trying to get over it
i just
i just wanna hug everyone in this comment section until we're all ok
sending you a virtual hug
Im sorry but It Isn’t that easy
i wish it were that easy
If only it were that easy
I personally listen to lofi to study, think and plan things out. I'm physically, mentally and emotionally fine, I'll take a hug anyday though :)
For everyone who are having a rough time in life right now, keep your head up! They say time heals, and it's mostly true
How can you see the good times in life if it's always sunny, you know ?
*let me sleep*
please
why are you always on my mind?
I know I can’t have you
so why do I try?
Did you ever try for real ?
fluffy_doggo_memes...it's not what your body wants...it's what your heart yearns...
My life right now 💔
This is my situation bro❤😕
I understand you, bro...
I’m not super depressed, but I do feel melancholy every now and then. When everyone is gone and you’re all alone, you wonder if somewhere, anywhere, there’s at least one romantic match out there who wonders about being with someone like you.
I don’t know if I’ll ever find that person, but at least I can live with passion and drive and use that energy to make this world a better place. I will not die until I do.
I found her. Did I manage to keep her? No. No, I did not.
Thats pretty inspiring ngl
With everyone trying to uncover their own destiny in life, this summarization best describes my own...
Well said.
@JazzyBilly_bobby you can kill someone with 10 inch
Just a bunch of depressed kids, telling other depressed kids it's ok to not be ok. When we can't even follow that ourselves.
It would be nice if we were just kids. The real fact of life is: Being a person who cares about other people's emotions costs a lot, and lasts for your entire life.
True words (If you meant kids as a metaphor)
i'm 12 I'M NOT A FRIGIN KID
Shrek Wazowski u are though
Shrek Wazowski sry didnt mean to hurt your feelings
The loneliest people are to kindest
The saddest people smile the brightest
The most damaged people are the wisest
All because they do not want to see anyone suffer the way they do
underrated comment, i feel ya
that's so true :(
Not original but I don’t really care
I love this
i cant get over ur user name
i can't stop thinking of him. no matter how much i tell myself to or distract myself, he always pops up in my head. so much time has past, and i still think of him.
mood
how are you now?
Same . Just keep trying no solution. I hope we will find love one day
Same🤧
Thats me but correction her*
i miss the old me, the one who would get excited to climb trees and play outside with the random kid at the park. the social butterfly who lost her wings as she got older😔
At least you had that as your old you,all I had was pain😞
saalamander ily🥺
@anna I relate so much to your comment, I used to be able to talk to anyone and make them my friend, I used to be really really happy, but after a while, I lost all that. People keep telling me to go back to my old self, but it's not that easy like the way they say it.
@@faz6596
i know exactly what you mean. it’s hard to “go back to your old self” especially when they don’t even know what’s going on inside your head. i’m always here. if you’ve got instagram, snapchat or anything and you want to add me, just let me know :)
i’ll talk to you whenever
@@aohlywud thank you so much for this comment!! Im really glad that there are really nice and wonderful people like you, and same goes for you as well, if you want to talk about anything on Instagram I will talk whenever you want too. Thank you very much and I hope you have a wonderful day 😊
Anyone that comes here and reads this comment although it might get buried, know that it will get better. Life continues, and the days go on, and the world keeps spinning. You can choose to keep moving along with everyone else, or you can choose to step out and find yourself. Once you know who you are, and what you’re capable of, don’t ever forget. Everyone has a purpose in this world, and use the purpose for good. Don’t give up. Keep going.
Bigpuff 72 thank you 🥰
That’s most heartbreaking sentence life goes on
Thank you I feel very loved from this night y’all-E
It sucks, doesn't it?
Loving someone you know you can't have
Seeing them in front of you every day
I know it will never work
So why do I keep trying?
I could have moved on so many times.... But I didn't. Because, all I want is you.
Don't give up
1000000000000000% Agreeable!!💔
I felt this one😞💔
Hit me in the feels! 😐😭💔💕
Ouch 😟
*_dreaming of the things we used to be_*
Or things we want...but know we'll never have
@@yojj404 bro that's deep, yet so true 😭😭😭
@@kaligirard2311 after 6 years beeing alone i finaly have a girlfriend, yet...i still feel alone :/ have I been so used to feel this that i'll always feel it? :/
@@savitarr1162 - There is a slightly difference between feeling alone and feeling the need to socialize, having friend or gf ..
Feeling alone is more existential, like there is you and at the other side everything else
@@Hgulix62 yes :(
I feel so undesirable but when I come to the comments, I feel less alone.
Mica _ same
lowkey feel connected to ppl i never even met b4
Girl....you a snack high key.
Your never alone the world is full of beautiful people you just need to get out and find them 🕊🙏🌷
You tell her girl 🕊🙏✌
Funny how you can live fast with someone and imagine settling down with them, you imagine the future, how that person just fits you, how their hand fits yours so perfectly, how their hug is the only hug that fixes everything...
Then, you find out it was all just an illusion and they never really wanted any of that with you and they leave without a goodbye...
One year later, you see them creating that life you once dreamt of with someone new and they seem so happy... the new girl seems so happy with him...
and the only thing I pray for is that he doesn't rip her heart out and throw it on the floor like he did with me..
It's 4am and I still think of you.
man i can relate to this , except a girl did this to me.
i felt this on another level
You ever feel so empty that you fake a smile just to feel normal again?
Maybe that's the problem, peoples need to accept that they are weak sometimes, there is a moment in Life when you feel empty .. but do not fake a smile it will not help you, many peoples canno't see a fake smile and therefore they will not try yo help you
Ow the edge
But seriously, what's the point of some of these comments? Like do you want attention? Do you want me to just say okay?
@@amildlydisappointingsalad6058 - Yep, when you're empty you want attention
@@Hgulix62 they didnt need to comment it. They obviously want attention if they comment that, they could have kept it to themselves
I'm sitting outside my room, it's beautifoul night, my cat is sitting with me, i'm smoking again and i'm just realizing how self-destructive i am. I wasted my second change to a better future, i'm not even sad, just dessapointed. If someone is reading this, please, don't make the same mistakes i made
its never too late
I really think that our soulmate is here in this comments, under this beautiful playlist.
Cristina Carella one day you’ll find it and there’s no doubt in that.
Weird how one person can change your whole life and mood instantly
Uzismile True
What a stupid mind we have
I miss you dad. I can't forget you no matter what. So please ease this hatred I feel for not telling you those words. I love you
I never had one except when he hit me
All best to you, hope u r doing great.
How youre good
Forgive yourself
It's sad how quickly life passes by and the little things that you did when you were younger are now monumental events that changed your life forever. Much love for everyone in a rough place, take each other's hands we are struggling right beside you
T R A S H デッドボーイ May Allah give us power but it’s is just felt like someone chopped your heart as he chopped ordinary vegetables
T R A S H デッドボーイ this made me depressed
I've imagined that all of us just stand up, get each other's hand and go through this rough times... It made me feel slightly better. Remember you're not the only one... Lots of love
Much love right back to you.
I found her,
I found a girl who actually loves me and respects me
She’s loyal, funny, beautiful
I love her so much, and she loves me..
But why do i still feel so sad
So broken
I feel like im not enough for her
I feel so sad, yet im experiencing happiness, something i havent felt, in a really long time...
I guess just goes to show... no matter what you have, anyone can be feeling anything...
J R F words of wisdom... ur not alone bud, keep on fighting like we always do.. lose as many times as life wants you to but never give up❤️💪
I know how that feels, I feel the same thing....i have a guy who's so sweet and amazing and makes me so so happy, he sent me this video actually... and I just dont feel like I'm enough for him...hes so sweet, hes always there for everyone, and for every one of my tears....and I'm just....I'm lost.....idk why he could love someone like me.... why he chose me out of better people for him.......it doesnt make sense......but I'm glad he chose me......
You might not ever feel like you're enough.....but just know that they chose you, they fell in love with you for a reason....... ♡
I went through the same thing and i lost her i was blind of what was going on around me and i ended up losing her it hurts to see her everyday just as a friend but its okay to be sad that's one thing she told me because i had the same problem enjoy every moment with her as if it were your last and show her that she's appreciated not just through words that's my word of advice i wish you eternal happiness
I fucking feel you. I've given up on happiness because I know I'll never be able to reach it. Make that girl feel loved. Love is one of the few good things about the world. It can also be the worst. I'm so confused about what to feel around the girls that I pour my heart and soul into. They just act like I didn't love them or actually care and it hurts so fucking much
My boyfriend almost broke up with me the other day because he said I deserved better than him. He is in such a bad place and it breaks my heart. He feels useless and undeserving of happiness. He is pushing me and all the good things away because he doesn't think he should have it. But he does deserve it and so do you. I know what is best for me and what's best for me is him - exactly what your SO would say. My advice to you is do not let this person go. Please. You will think that by leaving them you're making it easier but it doesn't work that way. Love them, that's all you have to do. 💛
“Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it’s not because they enjoy solitude. It’s because they tried to blend into the world before and people continue to disappoint them”
I can relate... 😔
Rickeisha Marshall Well that makes us two 😔But keep trying, life is simply worth living🙂
@@itaty5638 Now its 3, i can also relate...
Kick that loner
Then fuck im a horrible friend
Sadness is common and happiness is rare. murder is glorified and drama is shared. poverty is frowned upon and no one seems to care about the lost and found kids from the back of the class that have no love to share. Depression doesn't sale away it runs through the stream and dark pool of humanity. So much pain this world lol. So much vanity, just enough to drive a good samaritan into sanity.
SKEET SKEET this should be a song
@Noah Perez did he write this
SKEET SKEET bro that was some deep shit.
*Sail
Sorry I had to be that person
that... that was tuff
*I will always be with you, even when we are not together*
I wish that was true
):
You love her, and someone else is fucking her... Sad...
@o janina
I got the same situation.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you guys are real. Seriously. Everyone in the comments are so real, so pure to express what we bottle up for years of our time on earth
But then I guess, you’re probably people I know. People as real as people within these comments could be my best friend who’s bottling up her grief and I would be none the wiser
I could pass one of you on the street and never exchange glances. We wouldn’t even know...
And that’s, terrifyingly beautiful. The fact that us humans are so true alone and put on a facade to defend our vulnerable core, but because of the internet, we can safely all get through that 4am haze, that “I’m not living up to me” cloud, the melancholic drifting thoughts of terror and hope
I wish I could meet all of you. But I probably do, because anyone and everyone I meet has a vulnerable core in their hearts that they stow away for 4am, because in a way, it’s nice
That may sound contradictory, but, true. It’s nice going through the pain of grief, self loathing, floating thoughts, and to find out that, you’re not alone, to accept this is you and this is now
Thanks for coming to my TED talk, imma get some sleep
G’night
Night my dude sweet dreams
We're all Russians, dasvidania.
I'd give up all my tomorrows for a slice of yesterday with you....
never give up your tomorrows for anyone because you weren't worth it and i kept making excuses for you... not anymore
If only there was someone to dream about me
Someone is ,everyone dreams of someone
Daydream or sleep dream
I feel you 😌😒. theres no one who would dream of me.
Red Demon nobody knows
Red Demon you’d be surprised
Sad how we’re all so young and go through depression
As i always say: you should do things as long as you can.. Hahaha.... I am sorry that was bad... I am just so lonely :(
It will get better
Exactly, and whenever I try to talk to my mom about it she just asks me why I’d be depressed and that I’m too young for that :/
Metaknight That wasn’t bad at all ❤️
@@cxpid9572 thanks. Yeah I guess people who do not go through it can never understand it. I do not even have the courage to talk to my mom lol.
It’s crazy how after all of lifes challenges I turn to you to give me strength even tho I’ll never become your world or anyone really but I still hold onto the glimmer of hope that one day, maybe tomorrow, maybe next week, or next month, possibly in a years time that you’ll notice me and we’ll laugh together, cry together and everything under the sun together but that’s just me wishful thinking at this point
Hope that one day the people in this comment section find happiness with someone
For years I've been listening to this type of music when I'm feeling lonely, empty and just want to be in my thoughts and in my melancholic moods...
I'm listening and decided to scroll the comments...
It's comforting to know there's strangers out there who share common feelings, moods and pain. In the end we're not alone, we're all connected by invisible strings of energy. A dark twisted energy, but atleast were connected. I love you all.
I love you too, and I am proud of us.
Anyone else not feel real all the time or is that just me
King Kurtis sometimes it just feels like i’m not even alive
Existence is... weird… I do feel something though, I'm so sorry for everyone who does not feel like they exist, but well, if you feel like you don't exist, just by feeling that, it proofs you exist. I know it's not that easy though, I will give you the biggest hug if I could.
I feel like humans other than me are just robots... they act as they were humans in front of me but as soon as they change rooms they turn off. I don’t even believe that for an example cardi b or any celebrities are real.
F I O N A Yeah, I feel you. But since I’m a man of logic/science I believe that they are “real”, but their personally and identity is just complext chemical reactions in the centre of the brain.
A robot also functions on chemical reactions, therefore from a logical standpoint a robot and a human is the same thing.
We are logically no different from a human and a rock.
We are alive because of chemical reactions and molecules, just as the rock keeps it’s form/identity because of chemical reactions.
When you call something alive, it’s bullshit. When you call something dead, also bullshit. It’s just all particles with different values and properties, nothing more.
Therefore there is three options:
You can say nothing is real.
You can say that everything is real.
You can just don’t care, because nothing matters.
No one belongs any where, nobody exist on perpose, everyone is gonna die. Nothing matters, therefore do what ever pleases you the most.
Follow your dreams. What ever that is. Does not matter because you and only you, are the justification of your own actions, not the police.
There is no difference for right and wrong, since “good” and “bad” is just a reflection of themselfs.
When you do something good, it will be bad for a others.
When you have done something bad, it will be Good for others.
Only search your own true calling, because everyone has a reason to what they are doing and why they had done it and are doing it or about to do it.
So therefore, you thinking of something that you think is fair. Then it’s fair until proven other wise.
Because nothing matters, enjoy your life, your perception, because when you die, there is not light, no darkness, no perception.
It will be like you where never really there, because you don’t have a perception anymore.
Don’t let anyone stop you, follow your dreams. Only your own justification is justified.
I personally think the best is number 3 is the best and most correct option.
But of coase this is just my opinion on how you should embrace the short life we all have.
Live your life as you want and see fit.
Hope everything will be allright you chemical beast. ;)
Benjamin Nørgaard Thank you :) you took your time to write this for a stranger and i deeply appreciate it. I am so glad someone feels like me. For the last time Thank you 🙏:))
4am
Laying in bed
Still no text
What will be next
I wish to disappear
An never reappear
I think I’m ready tell the reaper come get me.
Very nice Haiko
4am
Laying in bed
Still no text
What will be next
I wish to disappear
An never reappear
I think I’m ready tell the reaper come get me.
Because my time seems near.
D6418 add “ goodbye my dear” ?🤔
last line could be 'till you come get me'. ive been trying to write a song, mind if i borrow this? might use it, might not
Santoz I’ll be here if you need to talk just reply and I’ll be here
sucks how things change so fast:(
she kissed me, lead me on, told me “i love you, i miss you, come cuddle me, i want to be with you right now.
“i’m not ready for a relationship”
leaves what we had and forgets it and goes to another guy:( am i not good enough for you:(
JuicyBepis you’re good enough for anyone. You’ll find the right person eventually, it takes time. I’m sorry she did that to you, it’ll be okay :)
That happened to me...it is crule that ppl do this...make us believe they will never leave us then once we finally believe it that is when they leave:(
I like on how youtube recommended me this at 4am
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Im grateful
Emotional people are always misunderstood
I know, because I’m emotional but sometimes, I come off rough.. or rude, and honestly, I just need someone who understands my emotion and that I don’t mean what I do nor say.
Why can’t i get you of my mind?
What’s so special about you?
You’re making this hard for me
I know i can never be with you
I just want my mind to understand that
💕
this comment made me go in my feels but then ur reply made me get out 😂@JazzyBilly_bobby
I really felt that
@@aroparo._ heck yeh true 😄
@JazzyBilly_bobby alright
10 years, 100 miles away and still I can’t hold you in my arms.
I’m just waiting for my dreams to be a reality
This made me feel like I wasn't alone, as if the person I love is right next to me, holding me and keeping me safe, even if I am physically alone.
I love the small details in this animation. The twinkling yellow Christmas lights, the rain drops on the window, the clap of thunder/lightning, the flash of the notification she received on her phone while she was asleep, the small cactus plant on the windowsill, the music that vibes along...wow, I could go on. Amazing animation/art/music. This is such a vibe. Thank you. Lastly, if YOU are reading this...know that you are not alone. I hope this small fact comforts you in knowing that we all share the same feelings as you. ❤
there's also an xxxtentacion poster, aswell as what seems to be two pills next to the alarm clock. time seemingly has stopped for her, as the clock doesn't go past 4:20, and she doesn't seem to hear the vibrations from her phone. seems like she's gone, eh?
@@spiciestofspices9286 Holy shit !! That was a Sherlock move right there !!
Not to mention 4:20
At 4am I can hear the rain on my window
It reminds me that I'm back in reality
A hazy dream that leaves me still feeling happy
My lights are still on and I'm still on that call
I want to go back to sleep so I can dream of you again
Beautiful.
I love your picture
dream of you again, dream of you... one last time
I don’t know who I’m crying about but I know I love them more than life its self
the fact that you don't know how much i miss you
THAT xxxtentacion poster,the cat and the rain n stuff makes me just feel like-
home
thanks, ur comment remember me what im not alone
Ong although I don't have a cat but...nvm
vicious tubers cats are amazing
Yeah I miss it
@@ProMrLecoq01 very much so
The smallest things make me sad and change my mood.
Love!
same
Same it's horrible
same
me too like this music
_Lots of you guys here is thinking and talking about a lover... You know, actually (2:07am) I'm thinking about who I used to be, I don't recognize me anymore, I just want to go back in time, I want with all I have, to be a kiddo again just for once, just for once..._
feel you bro, i want to start over again just once. I would undo all my stupid mistakes... why is life so cruel...?
I was told to never take advice from someone who can't even look at their own reflection. but sometimes that reflection is broken and the only way to help is to prevent others from breaking their own reflection too.
I couldn't sleep last night. I just laid in bed with my eyes closed, wishing I would stop thinking until the sun came up. I'm just so exhausted. Thanks for the music ❤️
Literally me right now at 5:18 am
bob kohler bro I feel u 💯
I’ll never let someone be this important to me again
I’ll change my life for the better and I’ll never think of you again
Stay strong 💕
im doing the same thing. gotten to the point i changed my phone number and i can finally stop myself from texting her.. never will i let anyone become so close to me
Text her
so sad... so nostalgic... just amazing, thank you
All this time I felt alone like I was the only person who had the corner on depression and low self esteem but this comment section has opened my eyes . All I can say out of my experience is that things do get better over time . In my case getting a little older brought out more self acceptance but I cannot say I love myself, I even have a suicide attempt years ago over the very subject and was a sadly a cutter which I don’t do anymore thank goodness. But each day look at yourself , say something positive if you can and realize your life experience shapes your path and you’ll weather the storm , take it day by day and remember that if you wouldn’t call anyone the names you call yourself then it’s definitely time to gather yourself and be a proud confident person. Because at the end of the day all you have is yourself indefinitely. Take care of you and be you. Be proud of you.
A smile could do wonders for so many people.. remember that
Shyanne Rivera I will remember it
Ha so true. i remember when i was really sad and lonely this one day in high school, there was this guy with the biggest smile who opened the door for me when i was trying to exit the building. Definitely got a huge crush on him after LOl. He wasnt even that cute, but his genuine self made my heart skipped a beat and felt much better
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I understand how much it can hurt not being able to lie close to the one who you care so much for; the emptiness they leave behind, both physically and emotionally, is unbearable. I can't say how you two separated, but I can tell you how to go on: Look towards what's left in your life - the good, the bad, and work on both to better yourself, as well as everything around you. Take care of your responsibilities, but also take care of yourself. Take care of yourself before others, and realize just how much more you can be without those who left you behind. As painful and tough as the journey will be, where you will ultimately end is not your mission - it is what you can find and do along the way. Along that path is someone, as well as numerous others, who won't leave you, and you won't be dreaming of them at 4am - instead, they'll be right by your side. Whenever you meet them, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Thank you for this glimmer of hope. Enjoy your week :)
You comment on every video lol
Chemo Emo what would life be without your comments
Brochacho, Mr/Ms Chemo Emo.. your comments are always and will always be the reason why peeps have hope in the struggles they face. You're doing a mighty fine job doing what you know is best and may the universe treat you well in your endeavors. Thank you for your support.
guessing your name is connor and you’re the android sent by cyberlife?
she brave for having her feet from under the blanket
So many broken souls here, I wish I could give you a hug 😔💞
an impossible amount of people
have entered into our consciousness.
pay close attention to those whose
souls surface above the water.
Here's to each and every one.
dude this is the most wholesome piece of youtube. I love everyone here and i hope your day, and the days to come are just, absolutely fantastic.
racabon motion Hey man I know you commented this a little bit ago but I love you too you are gonna go far in life man I know it, keep doing you ❤️
Love you fam 💕
The lofi is the only non-toxic and beautiful community on the internet, I love you guys
I love how supportive and caring the people in these comments are, y’all are great people destined for great things, please continue to help others, it’s what we’re all best at regardless of how negative life is to us, just love one another and we’ll all hopefully be ok someday. ❤️
This community helps me in dealing with depression.
Love y'all, thank you so much 💓.
Djn We love you too 😊💜
@@leonforbin1418 thank you man 😆
Lovee! Check us out!
I can’t escape my thoughts of missing you even when I dream
these people in the comments care more about me than my friends do
Hey keep smiling my dear peace be with you always ✌🙏🕊
alot of things run in my mind during these late nights.
i miss feeling happy, i miss those times where i could actually sleep nicely. i can't bare to be happy with myself, i feel ashamed. just venting it all out in the comments make me feel so ashamed of myself, because i'm alone. no matter how much i deny it, i'm so alone.
i want to be okay, but nothing will let me be okay. i want to cry, but nothing will let me cry.
i want someone to just hug me, i don't care who it is, romantic or friendship. i just need a hug because i've forgotten the last time i've been hugged.
why can’t you get off my mind
Cause he is probably thinking of you too... That's what psychology says
I hope reality to be as magical as that.
Mohamed Younes I hope you’re right...
Cannot be true. I wish
Why
I had a cat before and he was always sleeping with me in the same way in the picture and i was feeling really good i was always telling him all my feelings and once i finished i was feeling so much better one time i started crying while i was talking to him and he came and sat on my foots and slept on them and i felt warm and confortable and i was so happy one day he passed away i cant describe how lonely i felt when he wasnt with me anymore now i spend every night alone with my depressive thoughts and nobody is here to listen to me. What a sad story i wish my cat could be now with me but when i found these lofi chanels i started sleeping well and i found some people that are feeling the same so i'm not feeling that alone anymore thank you for uploading this good music that makes me dream and make me forget about negative thoughts thank u THANK YOU SO MUCH oh shit i'm crying lul
I woke up in the middle of the night and this song was playing. I saw the artwork, and then read this post, and it made me cry. My cat is the only one in my life, and is never far away. I have made some poor choices in life, and I have no idea where I am going anymore. But music like this can take you to that special time and place ... All the best.
your comment made me cry. I had a cat too and he disappeared 2 years ago. Be strong ♡
Jospeh Stalin so true :’/
@@laul6500 thank u
@@bsadewitz we should all stay strong and never give up in life
The whole world pandemic is giving me constant anxiety, chill music is all that can get me to sleep at the moment.
Grateful for that.
It's 4:11am rn. I'm missing someone who'll never think of me again, I'm not particularly sad about it. More empty than anything. Idk, It's hard to articulate such a surreal feeling; being able to invest so much time and effort into someone only to end up as strangers to one another. It's indescribable. Never stop loving though, people. It'll be worth it. Eventually.
Same problem here man lol it's 5:02am for me
*I can't keep you out of my mind, even when i sleep, I dream about you..*
@JDottDees Tv experts say if you're thinking of some one there's a good chance that she or he is thinking about you too.
I am here now,
Reading comments from the past.
But who will be here in the future?
...and where will i be..
Alive and well, surrounded by people who care about you and one day you'll look back at this and read even more comments from the past that was the future of the comments you wanted to know so much about.
i'm here from the future ... just like you reading comments from the past
and where you are now ? .... i hope you are with someone you love and having the best night of your life... and this is just the start :)
u are with me , grieving in the future , dying in our past
Where are you mate?
Embrace i love this. I this about shit like this all the time
And sometimes I wonder; does anyone love me? Has anyone ever associated such beautiful heartfelt emotion with me?
There is no word to express what I feel at midnights.Loving someone is so much to me
I’ve only dreamed of 1 previous boyfriend before.
He told me he loved me in the dream and that he wanted me back, he hugged me and I swear it was the realest hug ever. It’s like someone was actually hugging me, i could feel his warm arms around me and the pressure of being pressed into his chest. His familiar fresh laundry smell engulfing me.
But then I woke up. The warmth faded to coldness and I was alone in my dark room.
I cried myself back to sleep clutching a pillow.
christina estrada I always sleep crunching my pillow. Sometimes I wish I could cry until I sleep
You will get someone who loves you..... soon...
The one feeling Ive truly known these past 2 years
😭
Awwn i know that feeling that i wanted to stay in that dream forever and never wanted to wake up again :')
*I am scrolling through this channel...and I realized there are only a few songs that I have not listened to.*
I love this channel.
A year ago I had to get up at 4:30 am for work and while having breakfast I'd play this video and it seemed unreal how the world was so quiet and peaceful at night. For those that have moments in life that feel insignificant, know that you're loved by someone and they hope the best for you. Goodnight!
This is the side of youtube I wanna see more often
This makes me feel less lonely.
Waiting for that guy to write that paragraph
@Grimmjow I am waiting as well - I do hope he arrives soon, although his comments are quite annoying.
Chemo Emo nah bro, I always read his comment when the music starts. It just adds some extra spice, enhancing the whole video overall
@@chemoemo3926 when we doesn't even realize it lmao
@@swayaways lol right
Chemo Emo that’s funny because u wrote a paragraph 😂
I just came home today to see my wife had left our apartment. She took most of her stuff... I could talk to her after, but it seems she will be gone forever... I feel devastated.
I'm sorry :( but things we cant understand in the moment happen for a reason for our long term selves to help us get through. She obviously isnt the one for you. People and love, come and go. But if something is worth fighting for, you both will....not just one of you. I hope you feel better soon and see happiness is everywhere... you just have to let it in again.
I hope you're doing ok
Hey man maybe its not the right person for you keep ya head up
Hi there I know is hard mate but be strong you will come out smiling in the long run 🕊🙏
don't know why but while listening to this piece of art I remamberd all the sick people especially kids .... my tears came up immediately from this comment I ask all of you to help them with any thing you can ... even a sweet word can help ♡ have a blessed day
When will i realise that our paths are never meant to cross
Even when I try to forget about you, you just have to remind me again
Stop hurting me
I don’t want to think about you anymore
I want my mind back
Can I add you on my instagram?
I can relate ._.
3:14 Sunday September 1, 2019
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The flavor of sadness is sweet.
Maybe that’s why I love it so much.
12:11 Monday December 30, 2019
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I tally every bottom I hit
I hope I can look back one day
And smile, because I made it
Then I would tell you, "We'll get through this together- you'll be okay"
"The flavor of sadness is sweet"...
Pfff - *the flavor of the water - is it's temperature, how about that ?? 😏
this is incredible writing
September 1 2019 huh... That was the day my ex had confessed to me. Shit. Omg no I don't wanna miss him again noooo
4:43 June 13 2020
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Laying in bed my mind having no thought of sleep but I feel so tried
Gonna be another lonely christmas this year...great
you know what the old saying, actions speak louder than words. do not give up. sometimes all it could be is one side or the other not opening themselves up to each other. Try open yourself up to a lot of people during those holidays and the chances of encountering a person that understands you increases
*I miss you, I think about you,*
*you didn't notice it but*
*I was in love with you.*
*You were indifferent with me all the time.*
*Now you're in love with someone else*
*And I feel guilty, sad, hurt.*
*full of emotions and thoughts*
sorry for my bad English
Your english is great, I hope you've healed and moved forward. :)
I’m hurt by her she- she left me empty. Full of nothing my soul is empty, ruined, sad.
Thats SO sad dude :'c
when I texted him that I still love him he said “just move on”
-that’s tuff...
F
I texted her once and she said "Too many times you've hurt me like this. I'm done. Don't text me again"
Same 😢
If you texted me that, i would've appreciated it, cuz im so lonely that no girl will even see me out of my shell
jeez. i hope things are looking up now. i really do
It sucks that the older i get as well as the longer I’m alone, the more I’ve gotten used to it. What’s worse is the harder it is for me to open up.
Love these vibes. Keep em coming bootleg.
We used to be in love ,the kind of love you see in the movies. But then things changed. You found someone else. And broke my heart into billion pieces .
My boyfriend stays on the phone with me until I fall asleep and this reminds me of that. So comforting ♡
You're still together hopefully? If not, I'm sorry I brought it up.
in school, i act happy. When i come home, it comes to late night thoughts of him. Get him off my mind. I can’t hurt.😭
Facts I act happy but when I get home she on my mine
It makes me think how I can dream to live a life with a strange nostalgic and melancholic way... I like this.
You always manage to make me smile, even when you’re not here with me.
*At least in my dreams you're still holding me* 💔
He never thinks about me, but i think about him..even though i shouldnt
The illustration fits perfectly
This is one of my favs. Been a few years since I listened to it. Thk u!
Its my birthday today i'm still lying on bed with eyes full of tears and hopes that she'll come to know how much i love her. Its been 4 months after our breakup and not a single day have passed without me thinking of you:)
I know it was my mistake but we all our humans and we do make mistakes.Relationships aren't any easy ik this but giving up so soon? Where are all those pinky gone:) ik now it's not the same person anymore and that hurts. You were my first love. Sometimes it feels like love was never meant for me. I did everything to make her laugh. And believe me no matter how many good things you've done for her at the end only bad things are counted:)
Bro today is 3 years of my Depression because of her
Jatin Chauhan the last sentence hit me hard cause it was the same for me
just be happy you got that chance, i did all those things and i wasnt even worth a shot. you can be so nice to someone and still shit on . for some reason girls like to dickhead guys that break their heart 4 months later instead of realizing that a perfectly good guy was waiitng right there.. :(
it's my third year without her... with depression
Am i the only person who hates my birthday
Let me talk to u like how I used to.
I barely even talk to u.
Let me feel u, let me see u laugh, smile like we used to.
to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve.
to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
to everyone who is drawing, you got this. you're art is amazing. keep your head up (or down, depends on where your paper is) and remember that you matter.
i love you all
Just here to listen and pass the message
I felt like this for over a year missing him, but now we are together and I love looking back to these sad moments to remind myself how much I do love him.