Its 3AM now, winter. Everyone in my house is fast asleep under their comfy rugs. While I burn the midnight oil for possibly the most important exam of my life, But as I type this I realise I have been saying this to myself for every exam Ive ever faced I am not a student anymore but a board certified doctor I have dealt with thousands of tests, patients, deaths I should be done by now, doing my job yet I ruin my health for another exam for another goal for another way to convince myself its not enough and you are not done until the society says you are so. Then I find myself smiling at a random video at a random cat wagging its tail under the beautiful glittering sky, giving some solace to a burnt out medic, I chuckle as I can't heal myself but have a certificate hanging on my wall saying I can heal others. So thank you the bootleg boy for helping me to rage against the dying light.
That. I felt that. I may not be doctor but everyone else wants me to be. The irony is I'm trying to study for an exam but i dont really see the point...so I'm cleaning the kitchen instead lol. Hope you have a nice life
Me every night shift. Its like i cant feel the present the time which is passing by feel like im already dead feel like everything doesnt matter anymore its not that i dont like the thing i do. But im not joyful im not happy i realize that but i can do nothing.
same i have a exam in 2days and i hate the fact that i didn’t learned until yet and its so annoying i‘m so angry right now to myself but the point is all of us have to live our life a little bit more chill ❄️❄️
Isn’t it funny that a person right next to you could be suffering from depression and having the darkest suicidal thoughts yet has the brightest face and smile?
I have no one beside me i am alone until today. I have suicidal urges since highschool but i keep positivity and stay smiling. I didn't end mylife because my family depends on me just keep up and smilin even when everything hurts 😁😁💔 because thats the proof that everyone needs that you are strong.
I have dark suicidal thoughts, I have a fucking depression who waste my whole life, but I still smiling, for the only reason that everything is better if you say to yourself that will be alright. ❤
The Lofi community is the only community on UA-cam where everyone loves each other and trusts each other. It’s so unproblematic, and everyone is going through hard times, with the soft mismatched beats playing in the background providing comfort and nostalgia. There are some thing I would never tell to my family members or friends but for some reason, I trust these online strangers, maybe because they can relate to each other and truly love and support each other. Love you guys.
I may not be Depressed or Have Trouble as much as the other people in the comment section. But I am *Tired* And I am *Sad* *Sad* of being *Tired* *Tired* of being *Sad.* Hope we all get where we want to be, Stay strong, love you...
I can see so many lost souls here.. I am one as well. Sometimes I feel like people in yt comments are more understanding that anybody else. I wish there was like an option To meet those people To meet you To lay under stars And just sink in this moment.
That's why I love the Lo-Fi community...there is nothing toxic about it..just awesome people who listen to your problems and comment things to make others smiles. I appreciate everyone here :)
Hullo, I live in Russia( sorry for inglisch*) and wanna tell you my little sad story . My dad died almost one year later. He was my best friend , we liked to listen the same music (he introduced me to AcDc , black Sabbath , deep purple ...), play the same games, discuss something ... , so now I fell a little loneliness Then my grandfather died 15 days before . I have never talken about it with anybody , I feel I'm getting more sad and weak every day, . Every day I'm trying to have a talk with a classmate , who was my best friend for 1 year , but she just ignore me . Sometimes I want to fall asleep and wake up in the past to spend more time with my dad and grandfather , my teen brother and young mum •••
I keep thinking about this comment, I’m not sure why but whatever it is, it seems to connect to most aspects of my life, a constant lingering feeling of melancholic sadness
It's like a strange disparity between our memories and reality. How not one of us may remember how something really happened given enough time. How time can change an event. How when we revisit a memory even as a group it gets slightly altered. Maybe they "remember" something you initially didn't and you add that to your memory of it even if it never happened. Who we are is just the culmination of false memories.
True that.. sometimes you just need someone to talk ... Someone that you don't even know just to see how many common thoughts you will exchange... Damn right this music has brought up our beautiful side to all of us
It's 1:30 A.M. and I'm sitting here reading inspirational comments to make myself feel better.Idk who you are, but I love you. Definetly more than I love myself.
I love you more than myself too. I'm sure you're amazing and deserve the world. Yeah, I'm just a stranger to you, but that doesn't matter, right? Just remember to stay as beautiful as you are now.
First you have to love yourself before you love somoene different -kim namjoon bts We love you. I dont know who you are , but i really love you. Dont be sad . Smile. All will be alright . Dont forget we love yoh
It’s currently 12:22 and i’m doing what you doing 2 months ago. i thought if i read some of the comments they would up lift me to become something or someone better. and i love y’all if your reading. i love myself but i don’t if that makes sense, nothing really makes sense in this generation.
@Cooking with the Chaps maybe not in more pain, but in pain too, and that is exactly why they help others. It can make anyone feel a bit better. But even then, it doesn't mean that it's selfish to help others or horrible to not be able to cheer someone up when you're in pain. Everyone needs a hug sometimes. Someone, reading your comment on the phone on the other side of our immense planet. I do get you.
"I wish life could be stopped like in the movies and being able to see everything detained with music like this playing at the background. Life needs a total pause sometimes" Ferzh said
It's interesting to see how many people mention their tough times here on the comment section. What makes it interesting is that nobody knows anyone here: I don't know how you look, what you've been through, in which country and house you live, if you go to school or to work and neither do you know all this about me. I only know indirectly what I see/read and directly and clearly know what goes on in my perspective. For example: You only see my comment, while I see the display of my phone, its keyboard, my room, my desk, lamp, window, ... and during the time I see all those things in my surroundings, I have no clue what you have in the place you are at the moment or if you read this on your phone or on your laptop/computer. So the fact that there are so many people who are hurt just like me but I don't know the exact reason for it or what has happened for them to be this way or what goes on in their lives in general makes it so... unbelievable...? You get me? It's really confusing, I know, I unfortunately can't really describe it any better so that everyone would know what I mean. But seriously though, there are just so many, sometimes even useless things I find more than just interesting.
tae's winter bear it’s a wonderful place isn’t it? No matter where you come from, your skin colour, political beliefs, economical status, gender, sexuality.... none of that bullshit matters here. No matter who you are, you’ve got a friend in us here.
I was reading some of these comments, and now im realizing how many of us are sad... But its okay to cry. Its okay to tell somebody how you feel. Its okay to want to scream and scream because life isnt going the way you wanted it to. A teacup can only hold so much tea until it overflows, but you should let yourself be that teacup. let all your feelings out.
I feel extremely frustrated with my entire life, with my studies, with work. I wish life could be stopped like in the movies and being able to see everything detained with music like this playing at the background. Life needs a total pause sometimes
Yo what’s up my man. I just wanted to look in the comments and was just curious what’s up in people’s live. Still listening to lofi? And how’s it going so far? If you see this just know even though I never met you I hope you could accept me as one of your friends.
It's sad time once again boys . . . I've recently come across a saying first originating from the Japanse: 'Mono no aware./ It speaks of the gentle sadness that stems from the passing of life, the thought of it, and the reality, life in general. It is a very melancholy feeling: Watching a sunset turn out, gazing out from windows on a train, shifting through photographs of old friends and good times, and looking back upon moments in one's life where things were a little simpler, a little happier, and not so far away. For everything bad that has occurred since then, I do apologize for - The pain is great, the distance is greater, and the days seem more sad than anything else. Although time moves for everything, good turns to bad, and the world and its people are never totally kind, there is never a true absence of better things - This music, and all of you reading, are clear examples of this. Like these songs, times change, and you will experience things that will make life seem not so hard anymore, at least for awhile - Trust me. I know you can endure - I have faith in you. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music. Enjoy.
Some crazy facts you need to know: ❤You're amazing ❤You're worth it ❤You're *never* alone ❤You should *never* let anybody brings you down ❤I love you complete stranger 💕
Hey Some times I forget to breathe Not on purpose, but I just kinda forget that I'm alive and really there So if anyone sees this, just know people love you, you are there and you are great and beautiful And please, For me, a random stranger you found on the comments section, Remember to breathe
Let's appreciate the fact that, even if we feel lonely and totally isolated, we can just search terms like "sad lofi night" and browse through thousands of uploads, each created by a human being like you, uploaded just to give you some comfort and good vibes. We have access to the world wide web, we are always connected, we are never alone.
2019 was the worst year of my life Both of my parents lost their job My parents were arguing and fighting They wanted a divorce My dad got in a car accident My performance in school dropped I was sent to guidance with my girlfriend I did a lot of things I regret I got a second degree burn in my leg I got a scar from my burn My mental state is horrible Sometimes I just lay in bed all day I haven’t seen my cousins in a year My cousins got taken away they are in a foster home I’ve been showing less and less emotion to important things We have barely any money I’ve been starving myself We are doing horribly financially I’ve lost interest in things I loved I want to make myself better in 2020, let’s all be better in 2020, I’m with you, and I love you ❤️
Fuck man, reading that was emotional, 2019 was the worse year for me too, I nearly ended it all...but I got through it, only you can change the situation 🙏❤️
2019 was shit for me too, my girlfriend kinda had me on a leash so no friends. 2020 no girlfriend, some friends but still feeling alone and we all will make ourselves better
We all cry, we all breakdown, we all feel empty sometimes, we all feel feel lost sometimes, we all need time to ourselves, we all need time to recharge and that’s ok, you’ll be ok
Hey you. Yeah you , the one that’s reading this comment. I’ll probably never meet you , but I just wanna day that there is someone that’s gonna be by your side. And if they stay loyal or not . just make it fun while it last. or just be you. Cause that’s all you’ll ever need when no ones by your side. but I hope you find that special someone to stick by your side through the hard and icky things you may go through if you haven’t found that person yet . but before I’m done , I really hope you have a good day or night , and just keep your head up and keep moving forward when nobody is helping you . Like I said, somebody will be by your side, if not , your the only person you’ll ever need, and keep your head up .
Somehow it's crazy that someone writes such comforting things and says "we will probably never meet" maybe people online already met each other.. Maybe they just don't know
it's late at night. You're in bed, listening to the sound of raindrops hitting the window and the ceiling. Think of that silence, that night when all the thoughts that you have or had are running through your mind, racind towards your heart,then... you cry. You cry for the rain, for the world, for the dissapointment, but hey. Listen. These tough times won't last forever. You are loved. Don't do something you and your loved ones would regret after. Stay strong, i 'm sending you a virtual hug from here. Good night, sleep well💘 Edit: guys thank you so freaking much for the likes. It is delightful to just watch people from all over the world understand each other's pain and that makes me believe that in this world there's true humanity. May God bless you and I wish for you the best life possible. Sending love from Romania
Have you ever had a friend that just emotionally exhausted you? I love her so much, but her mental illness hurts me too. It's hard being always beside her and helping her through her struggles when I have my own struggles to go through. I want to be her friend forever, but I'm so exhausted...
@Roblox Dinosaur Hey bud I feel I started to have depression and anxiety at 5 my family is, just a lot heh I hope you get better and it’s okay to cry and stuff I sometimes cry alone your mom doesn’t understand and your not trash just being miss understood, your not dumb you smart to know your feelings and for what you want in life, we noticed your suffering because you said something, you do need help I don’t know what to do other than say something to you’re going through a lot dude all I can do is hope that you are okay and get better I’m sorry I can’t do anything else, I hope you have a good day or night
Hey, you got this. Even though you’re just curiously scrolling through a comment section of a video, one of millions, this was all meant to be. Failure prompts change and change prompts adaption. You got this, believe in yourself and your wondrous abilities. You are so special and so unique, the world wouldn’t be the same without your beautiful soul. Through treacherous hills and rolling fields, a lost traveler urges on to find a meaning for life. But that’s what life is, a hazed maze of meeting new people and overcoming new challenges. Okay... now go back and do your homework. ❤️
Ilyyy I hope you the best in everything! You sound like an amazing person and I want you to know that I’m proud of you for being here today supporting everyone 💞💖
Sometimes i get asked ''Would you wanne be a celeb?'' most people would say yes. but i'd say no because. Because so many people know you. One small mistake can ruin your life. Sometimes i just wanne stand in a crowd and be not noticed. I am happy for being a normal person with no fame. I am not saying celebs are not normal they are just famous. Sometimes i just want someone to talk to. It doesn't have to be a lover it can also just be a friend. Someone who understands you. Someone who listens to you. Someone you can trust. Someone who will be there for you. I always say ''I'd rather have 1 good bestfriend then alot of normal friends''. Well now i am in that situation where i have alot of friends but not really a best friend. I feel like some people just forget about me. Forget that i even exist. I just want a good friend. I have been searching but have never find one. I guess the universe will let me wait. But when the time has come there will be someone. That one person that understands me. Someone that cares for me. Someone that loves me. A best friend that'll stay always by my side. I also have this ''Best'' friend. When don't have alot of contact even though we live 5 min away. She hasn't been there in my hard times. She doesn't even know those happend. I always used to think that was normal. But now i started to realize that it is not. I'll be honest i've known her for my whole life but i don't see her as a best friend. She does see me as a best friend. Well sorry but if you are not there for me you can't call yourself a bestfriend. One of the things i most regret about life is giving up on my best friend. She was one of those rare ones. The ones that would stick to the end. We are bearly in contact i mean if we talk it isn't akward or something. But it isn't the same... Edit: thank you everyone for the support. If ur feeling like this u can message me on insta : aniek.priv. I promise u Things will get Better. Because it grot fore me Better.
I feel you. Want to meet you and just talk to you. But I can't. I have "friends" too. I have two real bffs, but sometimes one of my two friends, I don't trust her. Because she still talks to her ex bff, when I'm quite and just wants privacy. It makes me feel unsafe. However though my other friend, She might be sometimes CRAZY, but she's caring and trustable. I love her, I thank her. ❤️(I'm not lesbian)
"We're all lost here," they said, looking forward at the reflection of the full moon on the water. "I don't want to be lost." "Of course not, dummy. Nobody wants to be lost. Being a lost soul is harsh. You don't know where you belong. You don't have a purpose that motivates you to move forward, towards a bigger goal," they let their body fall down in the long grass, looking up to the deep blue sky, thousands of lights littering the surface, "however, you're not alone. I'm here after all!" they chuckled. When they smiled it was like heaven itself. The corners of their mouth pulled up to reveal their dimples, their big, curious eyes closed, exposing their long eyelashes. They were beautiful. "I guess you're right," I huffed. Then, we just sat there. A comfortable silence engulfing us. The big lake was shining with the reflection of the night sky, filled with stars and constellations. The weeping willow tree I sat against was sheltering us from the cold wind with its long vines. The only sounds around us were those of the buzzing fireflies and the cold December breeze. It was peaceful. It was then that I realised, being lost wasn't as bad if we had each other.
@@toaddish Hey! I know im three months late lol, but I'm writing a book and I would really like to include this exact text in a sad phase of the book where an existential, faceless emotionless shell of a creature is lost and afraid of what's to come with a really happy, optimistic friend. This fits literally perfectly, please lmk!
@Cesar TCK Wow! That’s amazing! Of course you can include my little story here, I would be honored. Please contact me when your book is finished because I would love to read it! Best of luck to you :)
Everyone's saying cool/interesting/relatable stuff, so here's my take: I'm usually a pretty happy person, optimistic, with inner peace (most of the time), but I can't help but feel a sense of longing for something or someone, an adventure, a lover, a new friend, just a magical experience I guess. For some reason I always have a feeling that that feeling will end soon but it never does. Who knows. Anyways I hope you're alright stranger reading this, please stay safe and take care :)
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Me either. But here we are. To quote my favorite show, "Life's a bitch and then you die, right?" "Sometimes. Sometimes life is a bitch and you keep on living."
I just see that beautiful night sky and the glimmering stars and all i can see and hope for is a simpler life like you i just want to be there and stare at those stars forever
The Lofi community made me realize something. You don't need a reason to be sad, because if you're sad, someone out there, a total utter stranger, will help you. Everyone in this community loves each other and welcomes all with open arms.
Lofi was and will always be my favorite genre of music. It never fails to take me into this world so far away from reality. But once I come back to what I drifted away from, the feelings that I never wanted, come back. I always find myself tagging along in one these kinds of videos, teaching myself how to cope. Now on about the video- this picture compliments the music and it is just so relaxing to listen to. Thank you for the share. wow thanks for all the likes! It’s cool to see people who think the same. Stay strong and you. are. never. alone.
I feel you so much, that was what i was thinking about, there's one thing that can make me happy. It's like I go outside this world and it is just so beautiful, so kind But idk if you think this like me, it's like when you come back to reality all the weight and all the big sAd are coming back to cover the time you dodged them I hate it so much
I feel like in real life I can never find people who are in the comment section. 2,493 other people commented on this...all 2,493, I wish I could meet you all...
the cat sitting in the windowsill reminded me of my dog , whom passed away not too long ago. sometimes when i listen to soft lo-fi musics like these i just imagine her running around , with a perfect view of all the stars without having to feel pain or worry about anything. how i wish to be with her right now.
When I read your comment some tears leapt from my eyes I have a 5 year old dog and I am afraid of the day she will have to leave, this year I also adopted a kitten from the street, he gets sick many times, although I have no problem spending money at the vet, but he may not live much longer it's not fair that animals live for a short time I'm scared, i love them and they're all I have :')
I’m tired of feeling abandoned I’m tired of everyone leaving I’m tired of not being enough I’m tired of being alone I’m tired of just surviving I’m tired of being a burden I’m tired of being mentally ill I’m tired of failing I’m tired of existing I’m tired of breathing It hurts to breathe It hurts that I’m not worth it It hurts that I hate my own skin It hurts that I’m never at home It hurts ill never be anything more then this It hurts that it’s been so long
Only in being alone did I realize how great everything in life is, how to be thankful and appreciate it. The small things. Life sucks and you have to roll through the bad times but you can only make yourself better. Still not comparable to having someone though.. I’m still a single simpleton.
This literally made me bawl my eyes out because I realized that high school doesn't last forever. Nothing lasts forever. You gotta grow up at some point. Your friends aren't gonna be there forever. UGH, I just wish I would've learned to love high school sooner, not as a junior, I only have so long before I have to go into the real world. I only have so long before I have to go off to college and leave my family. I don't want it to end!! I don't wanna grow up :(
I remember feeling the same when I came to the end of my high school days. I grew up outside of a small town, was with the same 15 or so people from kindergarten right until graduation. Boy did I feel crappy. But you know, here I am at 25 now and the only one I'm still in contact with is my best friend. I see him almost every weekend, and I've met many other cool people through university or work. It feels crappy now, but the ones worth keeping around will stay, and you'll make lots of even better friends. Hope this helps
opposite. I want to go to college leave a lone and just take care of myself but many many years until that happens and it might not happen because of my family :(
Hey you, scrolling through the comments... I know it's hard, it rarely feels it's gotten any easier and the strain to look up has grown too much to bare. You have endured this pain for too long, you wish for it to end, you wish it all to end. But let me tell you something about pain... It is the most incredible sensation we could ever experience throughout our time here, we all view it as something that has to go straight away and we try to force it numb. But that's all we achieve, a numbing of the pain for a little while through whatever means we see fit. But pain has a way of showing us who we are really meant to be, we acknowledge the pain now, we dissect it, we learn and grow from it. It forces us to change, environment, character, routine, to become who we say we should be! Pain is not a teacher of wrath and anguish, it is a teacher of freedom. And it shows us all the steps we need to take to break our shackles that hurts us so much. So friend, i invite you to listen to your pain, for it is trying to help you evolve into the version of you, you grew up wishing to be. So make it a reality, make it your reality.
To everyone watching, shit may be bad, but feelings are always enhanced in the late night. Stuff that feels horrible right now will feel better tomorrow morning. It’s true. Be ok with the bad and prepare for the good.
Everything might feel... wrong. Everything might feel empty. Everything might feel broken. Everything might feel pointless. But I guess the only thing we can do is close our eyes and dream. Hope, for a future where dreams can come true.
Do you no what. I love this community. Everyone is so nice. And find comfort in their sadness. When someone comments, and I open the reply i expect someone to be mean or say they are wrong, due to seeing it all the time. But here there is never a mean comment about. It's so enlightening to see.💛💛
I'm failing all of my classes. being on the S.W.A.T team is my dream job but I have to go to college for that and right now I can't even pass the high school classes. how am I supposed to make it to college when I can't even pass high school. everyone I know destroys my confidence and the little motivation I have. I want to cry most of the day but I can't. I know I have to change. my family is dysfunctional. my brother is the only chill person in my family and the person I bond with the most. I confessed my love for my crush, she told me how she feels and honestly...when I heard it I died as a human being. I'm still friends with her cuz she cares and I care too but I would give anything to be with her she has her flaws but I just wish she would understand I could help her become a better person but right now I can't even focus on myself. (i know I might seem selfish ik there are people out there with bigger problems I just wanted to get that off my chest. hope everyone has a good day or night :)
Max Ramos bro, pretty much same thing going on with me I’m struggling in school too I’m in my last year (12th) but I’m going to graduate I just have lots of work to do.I also plan on joining the police academy and after 5 years doing S.W.A.T. you don’t need to go to college dude just have to work your way around it.If you want to talk add me on Instagram @lllcallmejaylll, we can talk bro and if you have ps4 we can play online bro.Hit me you if it sounds good to you
Hey, just because people have worser problems then yours doesn’t mean your problems don’t matter. They still need to be solved. I hope everything works out because I believe in you.
High school isnt preparing you for the real world. Just get that dimploma and do your best no matter what! Everything happens for a reason just keep your goal in mind. Naruto made his impossible dream come true. Become the hokage
“People cry not because they’re weak, it’s because they’ve been strong for too long” - Johnny Depp Don’t give up. Your amazing and beautiful. I love you
chicagotalkshowhost that’s what she said to me... but I understand... I always understood why. She has her priorities straight, Her kids come first. I don’t have any right to be there, it’s just before Christmas and I don’t want to take away from her kids. I know how it is to grow up alone on Christmas. But maybe one day in another 10+years I’ll be able to hold her in my arms again, like I did these past few months... if I had the chance to restart, I would do it all over again just have her in my arms one more night. 🖤... but I don’t think she’ll ever be able too, so I’ll just go on living day by day, wondering how things would’ve been...
I was leaving the States, with no possibility of return for a long time because I had an emergency pop up. I told her what was happening and I needed to leave in four days... the night before my flight she said: "Please let me spend one more night with you." I told her: "No, it's hard enough for me to leave you, you mean so much to me, and this is causing me enough pain as it is, if I let you spend one more night, I will lose it." Today... I wish I did let her... I miss her every single day.
I met this girl online through one of my big friend groups, and we started to break off into private Discord calls all the time and just talk to each other for hours. We both caught feelings quickly and would FaceTime when we slept and everything. One time we called for 20 hours straight, interacting the whole time. At this point in time, we've drifted apart just because of the fact that she lives in the UK while I live in California. These past few weeks without her I've just been sitting around staring at the ceiling contemplating everything and this is the first time I've felt genuinely empty inside. Going from her being the only thing I cared about to not really talking to her at all hurts, it really does. Sometimes I'll just sit for hours thinking if I'll ever come into contact with a girl as amazing as her. We had so much in common and I could always predict exactly what she would say just because I knew what every tone of her voice meant. For lack of a better term, we were a complete vibe. I understood her so well, and she understood me back. I really just don't know if I'll ever find someone I connect with so much, and that leaves me thinking sometimes, "Was she the one"? -if you made it this far, thanks for reading ig :)
Lev Lenee update, we’ve went our separate ways, and it was really hard to do, but probably better for the long run. i really do wish you the left of luck in your situation bro
Literally me right now,, I was thinking 10 min ago, that I want to start learning how to dance,and suddenly I just broke down, realizing I can’t do it anyway, what’s the point
-use the bathroom -grab a snack -get a drink, a warm cup of tea/hot chocolate will do nice. of course water will do just fine -find a place to sit/lay. make it comfortable -turn on the music -relax. think about things you've never really wanted to admit or share with yourself. think about happy things. nostalgic things. sad things. wholesome things. anything. -take deep breaths. we're here for you. -get some rest. you matter, you're worth it. you don't deserve hate or harm, no matter what you've done. i love you.
my soul is among the stars living where supposedly no life can be i promise i'll return back to where i belong soon. [a piece from a poem that i wrote]
A variety of chaos love it, I’d love to hear the full thing if you are comfortable, something about it is really speaking to me and I’d love to read more of your art if you have a page or something
@@lanithomas8347 this was just the ending of a short one i wrote. felt like these words connected better with the music. the rest of it went "i've been searching for something inside of myself for years; reason, hope, belief, anything; but i think i've finally found out why; my soul is among the stars, living where supposedly no life can be. i promise i'll return back soon"
I hate than im always there for people, but when I tell them that I am having a hard time al they say is "same" or "oof" they don't even ask why. It really hurts me.
I get what you're saying. But I've realized that someone is always listening. Someone always cares about you even when you don't see it. I hope you're feeling better.
4:04am , 31/3/2020 and i cant sleep. the fact that everything is so beautiful at night how can you sleep. everytime i had headaches from staying up late makes me feel guilty that im slowly destroying my body for my own amusement:( every night is like a moment where its only me, my time, my space my peaceful moment. im a night owl. im not used to waking up early. i have no idea why but i hate mornings especially dealing with people you cant tolerate. well thats my thought for today. i hope someone would reply to this and share some thoughts or feelings:)
yo im exactly the same as you. theres actually a term (forgot the name tho) for ppl that stay up on purpose every night in order to feel at peace and as if they have full control over their life, especially when daytime doesn't treat them too well.
Haha I've actually stopped taking my insomnia meds and I feel happier. There's something hypnotic about the moon, something enchanting about the air, it feels like another world.
Im that person that's mostly quiet And people ask, "Why are you so quiet?" I find it quite rude, But I tell them that's how I function, Though the main reason was I chose to, I didn't want to let people get bothered, Aside from having to be social in my life I stay aside from "friends" And I observe and listen As I am just their wall throughout the hallway, I always help people, As they then drift away with their friends after they were cured, Sometimes, people leave me. I find it alright. Many people talked about me, Teased me, Leave me, But it's alright Because they can leave me anytime. I am happy in my lonely world. :)
that's life. it's a battle against giving up. a few days ago i learned in university that human cells aren't dying after a certain signal like i thought they do. no. they die after the signal to live stops. life is a constant battle. but it's a beautiful one. enjoy being alive even if it's weird, absurd and crazy. :)
It’s 3:35am, im 28, and I’m listening to this in my room and it’s dead quiet in this house. As if no one is home,, and I can’t help but feel that I’m so lost,,, not being able to pick a path because my mind keeps fighting itself day in and day out. So much that I feel I’ll never be truly happy with what I choose and be lost forever :( I do hope that, whoever reads this, you find your passion sooner in life.
I used to cry a lot. I cried at every single night, after work, pressure hold on my shoulder. Fightings with family, especially my father. Every time we talk together there will be a fight between us, those words come from my father they are sharped enough to turn my heart into pieces. My mother dropped me when I was little, she went away without me. Years gone by but I can’t find her anywhere. I cried for many reasons, the pressure of being a good kid, a person that have a special personality, help his life and everyone around become better, the sadness of being a child missing her own mother. Everything just tears me into pieces, crashes my own life, ruins my feeling. I cried until my tears weren’t there anymore. It somehow disappeared without an action, made me feel nothing about life,and became a heartbreaker. Tears was the only friend that I had, my feeling was freed when tears visited me but now I have nothing. Even the tears left me alone in my dark imagination.
The fact that you are still fighting after all this makes me amazed. You are really strong. I am sorry you had to go through all this, pal. I hope you are happy now, and if not, I hope one day your fighting pays off and you find happiness. I really want you to live a happy life after this point. You deserve it. And when I say this, I mean it. Stay strong, seek help, talk to someone, anything, but never stop trying. I know you can do it. Best wishes, friend.
hey, you probably won't notice me. if you do, i just wanna tell you something. stop saying you look ugly, you look just as pretty as the stars in the night stop saying you look fat, that's a horrible thing to say stop comparing yourself to celebrities, sometimes the reason they're able to look like that is with the money stop complaining, it'll make things worse stop crying over your ex, it was probably for the best (unless he/she cheated on you-) stop looking on bumble, there will be someone trying to look for you stop staying up doing nothing, go to sleep, it's for the good stop throwing your anger on someone, anger is always best to bottle up and let out when you're alone go treat yourself, you deserve it. yes, we all have bad days. you're beautiful. take some time one day, when you're off of work or school, to just relax. paint, read a book, listen to this music, call your friends and laugh with them. have a nice day or night 💗✨
I'm just gonna write this here so that when I return in the future, I can remember what I went through. To all the ones out there who were broken by someone else, you can make it.
new thing I made when somebody loses someone close to them, they can never get over the fact that they will be gone forever, nobody knows each others or their time of end, many do know the impact of death and the ways it mentally changes you. think of life like path most commonly used as to example this or a late night street, eventually you will meet someone or see. death is not a evil entity, just the one that shows you the way after you have enjoyed life. everybody should enjoy their life and family before its too late.... enjoy life and be happy.
my favorite part is when the cat wags it’s tail lmao jokes aside, if you’re going through something, having a bad day, or just vibin, you’re an amazing person and don’t let anybody tell you other wise. if y’all need somebody to talk to hit up my ig: Ferneezy :)
i dont know if its just me, but do you ever see that someone is with their friends, and you feel bad? like, you feel like you're not good enough. . . . have a happy night you random stranger.
Me, a person with a very fast-paced mind, can finally feel everything slow down while reading these comments and listening to these melodies late on a winter night, lying in my bed in the dark. My breathing slows, my mind slows, my heart slows, the tears that grace my cheeks slowly fall. Thank you.
There’s been nights I’ve felt happy being surrounded by friends.There’s been days I’ve felt depressed about going to school or my job. There was plenty of days I thought about not even getting out of bed. There was even a few days I thought about ending it all right there. Right when it was rock bottom is when she walked into my life. I had already dropped out of college again for the 3rd time. My job was dead end and I wasn’t making enough money to pay my bill and rent. I was sitting outside my favorite board game store with a gun ready. I figured I’d go in and see everyone one last time. This time I would meet someone new though. She was there with some of my other friends playing magic. We started talking and really hit it off. She asked me if I was coming to a party the next day. “Of course I’m coming!” Everything changed that day. Yes I still struggled but I had a purpose. Some days I still feel sad but she’s there and I remember that I sadness is a mood. She has taught me how to be proactive and activity pursue the goals. We have been together for six years now and counting. Thanks for reading this. I’ve never told anyone that before. Just remember that if you’re ever feeling down. Remember that it’s just a mood and it’s ok. Find your next mission and goal and get to work. It’s ok to be sad sometimes just like it’s ok to be happy. I love you and there’s someone out there waiting for you to do a great thing and help or even save them.
The lofi community is so beautiful. Even though I don’t know a single one of u even remotely, I feel like we’re all a family, supporting each other better than our actual families ever could
Crying 17 hours straight..no one to ask how are you or at least why are you crying... sometime your just sad, tired and dead inside . No one is there for you...no one and yet you pretend all is okay and your a super happy soul. I wish one day you could be as happy as you pretend to be❤️🌼
Hey, I'm a 14 year old boy who has struggled in life... But I always try to make all my friends happy, and seeing their smile's on their faces just makes my world. So... if u want help here's a h u g
it’s now 12:53am, and i’m laying in my room staring at the ceiling fan spin. the whole coronavirus panic has drained me, and the people around me. fear from countries all over the globe, the news, it’s just so much. but, most of all my school is gone now. until at least next month. that’s my escape, studying and working my ass off. a little sad, isn’t it? to want to work so bad, but not be able to? anyway, besides the point. if the person reading this has made it this far, first off congratulations.. how the hell did you do it? just joking! (kinda.) but really, if you’re going through something just remember that time heals all wounds. seriously. sounds like some bs but just forgive and forget, move on. you’ve got this. this whole life thing is hard, the least we can do is lift each other up a little. with love, a girl somewhere in this world with you.
My family said “crying is for weak people” I don’t cry in front of them Just at night I always hug my pillow and imagine it it’s just my comfort character in anime or genshin and tell them everything I hate and cry but not too loudly! I used to tell my best friend everything but she said “You never change” and replaced me with people who rejected her
I needed this. Feels like I’ve lost everyone who was ever close to me. I’m a shut in now and I want to change, but I don’t know how. I’m going for one long ass walk later. Yesterday was 3 hours. Today will probably be the same. I haven’t eaten anything but small snacks for 3 days. My girlfriend hasn’t talked to or seen me in over a week. I’m everyone’s anchor, rock, I’m the one who helps people out of shorty situations and makes sure people can come to me. I haven’t met anyone in person who has enough time to care about me for more than a second. Maybe I’m being an idiot. Or over emotional. I just can’t do this shit anymore man.
My girlfriend moved out and won’t say she loves me if I say I love you to her. She loves lingerie but won’t wear it for me. She says she doesn’t want to lead me on and she wants to date other people. She’s the only person I know in the whole town and never picks up my calls and takes her about 4 hours to respond to a text. Yeah she’s not my girlfriend but my ex’s fiancé. Shits cold how someone can turn so distant and backhanded
love is weird. love gets confused with affection. love gets confused with day-dreaming. love gets confused with attraction. however i can't really tell you what it is either.
Wherever you are, whoever you are, I hope this mix brings you some comfort 💜
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3I3MsOX
@the bootleg boy Thank you. Truly.
yes it does ☄☄☄
Oh it's comforting af bootleg brö 😸
Thanks. Just in time!
Right on time for my birthday thank you^^
“You don’t cry because you are weak, you cry because you have been strong for too long.”
حقيقي👤💦
I love this quote so much
what if im weak for too long?
i cry cause i'm weak and i'HAVE NEVER BEEN STRONG FOR TOO LONG
Thabk you for reminding me this
Its 3AM now, winter.
Everyone in my house is fast asleep under their comfy rugs.
While I burn the midnight oil for possibly the most important exam of my life,
But as I type this I realise
I have been saying this to myself for every exam Ive ever faced
I am not a student anymore but a board certified doctor
I have dealt with thousands of tests, patients, deaths
I should be done by now, doing my job
yet I ruin my health for another exam
for another goal
for another way
to convince myself
its not enough and you are not done
until the society says you are so.
Then I find myself smiling
at a random video
at a random cat wagging its tail
under the beautiful glittering sky,
giving some solace to a burnt out medic,
I chuckle as I can't heal myself
but have a certificate hanging on my wall
saying I can heal others.
So thank you the bootleg boy
for helping me to rage against the dying light.
Ryan Ganesh this deserves top comment and I don’t know why it isn’t.
You’ll get there
That. I felt that. I may not be doctor but everyone else wants me to be. The irony is I'm trying to study for an exam but i dont really see the point...so I'm cleaning the kitchen instead lol. Hope you have a nice life
Me every night shift. Its like i cant feel the present the time which is passing by feel like im already dead feel like everything doesnt matter anymore its not that i dont like the thing i do. But im not joyful im not happy i realize that but i can do nothing.
same i have a exam in 2days and i hate the fact that i didn’t learned until yet and its so annoying i‘m so angry right now to myself but the point is all of us have to live our life a little bit more chill ❄️❄️
Isn’t it funny that a person right next to you could be suffering from depression and having the darkest suicidal thoughts yet has the brightest face and smile?
I have no one beside me i am alone until today. I have suicidal urges since highschool but i keep positivity and stay smiling. I didn't end mylife because my family depends on me just keep up and smilin even when everything hurts 😁😁💔 because thats the proof that everyone needs that you are strong.
I have dark suicidal thoughts, I have a fucking depression who waste my whole life, but I still smiling, for the only reason that everything is better if you say to yourself that will be alright. ❤
MR. LIFESHORT same, i feel you😕
Yep 100% true
I'm that person... (I don't want to self diagnose, but I relate to the suicidal thoughts and bright smile.)
The Lofi community is the only community on UA-cam where everyone loves each other and trusts each other. It’s so unproblematic, and everyone is going through hard times, with the soft mismatched beats playing in the background providing comfort and nostalgia. There are some thing I would never tell to my family members or friends but for some reason, I trust these online strangers, maybe because they can relate to each other and truly love and support each other. Love you guys.
👍❤️
🥰🥰😘
Aw I love you guys so much 💞
@@centauri1939 🌹😇
:’) wow I feel loved
for the first time in my life
(Jk XD)
but anyways I hope everything is going great for all of you
I may not be Depressed or Have Trouble as much as the other people in the comment section.
But I am *Tired*
And I am *Sad*
*Sad* of being *Tired*
*Tired* of being *Sad.*
Hope we all get where we want to be,
Stay strong, love you...
You are amazing and your feelings are valid so many people love you. Have a hug and a cookie 🖤🍪
I felt this on another level
Saaaaaame. Yo this is one of the most true thing I’ve even seen. You’re amazing, for real. Stay safe.
infinite looping(joke)
I just felt that and It broke my heart, this hurts so bad, I hope u're doing well, stay safe💕💔🥺👉🏻👈🏻
You ever just silently cry whenever people are around you having fun when you yourself are just standing there, wondering why you're even there?
I do that all the time
I did that a lot when I was going to YMCA
All the time. The life we live in 😖
all the fucking time
Yessss!
*sometimes I just wanna lay under the stars with someone special...*
and when someone you know beats you there, knowing you wanted to
If only those people would do it
TAKE ME WITH YOU
I also want that but nobody ever liked that idea
I can see so many lost souls here..
I am one as well.
Sometimes I feel like people in yt comments are more understanding that anybody else.
I wish there was like an option
To meet those people
To meet you
To lay under stars
And just sink in this moment.
Legacy me too
It’s ok, you can cry it out fam
This comment section is better than a therapy session
Fr😂
That's why I love the Lo-Fi community...there is nothing toxic about it..just awesome people who listen to your problems and comment things to make others smiles. I appreciate everyone here :)
Happy new year brother. Hopefully 2020 will be better, we all wear low from time to time... can't let a shove force us down right now.
I frikin love all of you Guys
you should still probably see a therapist if u need to doe...
i feel like everyone in the lofi community has a story to tell, weather it’s sad or happy, everyone has something to share. it’s comforting
big facts :)
reallll talkkk even if u dont feel like u do but if u are alive, u already got a story to telll...:>
Its life everybody got their stories..
True ... people in the comment section r so understanding
Hullo, I live in Russia( sorry for inglisch*) and wanna tell you my little sad story . My dad died almost one year later. He was my best friend , we liked to listen the same music (he introduced me to AcDc , black Sabbath , deep purple ...), play the same games, discuss something ... , so now I fell a little loneliness
Then my grandfather died 15 days before .
I have never talken about it with anybody , I feel I'm getting more sad and weak every day, . Every day I'm trying to have a talk with a classmate , who was my best friend for 1 year , but she just ignore me . Sometimes I want to fall asleep and wake up in the past to spend more time with my dad and grandfather , my teen brother and young mum •••
Its a beautiful and perfect night but yet everything is wrong
lee sherbourne we’ll get there
The perfectly imperfect beauty. Everything and still nothing. Do we even deserve this ??
What a beautiful comment
true'
I keep thinking about this comment, I’m not sure why but whatever it is, it seems to connect to most aspects of my life, a constant lingering feeling of melancholic sadness
it's terrifying how many things we all have forgotten about at this point
It's like a strange disparity between our memories and reality. How not one of us may remember how something really happened given enough time. How time can change an event. How when we revisit a memory even as a group it gets slightly altered. Maybe they "remember" something you initially didn't and you add that to your memory of it even if it never happened. Who we are is just the culmination of false memories.
I wanna be that cat. Sitting in a comfortable room and just looking at the stars, that would be nice.
I feel u man
Im more like the Teddy bear on the corner
More like the spider on the desk jus chillin in the dark
Im doing this now, its 3 am in germany and the stars are amazing
With out worries and anxiety just breathing in the moment as time goes by indefinitely. Id sell my soul to be that cat
i just wanna be friends with everyone in the comments...you guys get what i feel and we all want the same kind of night :(
Remember you are never alone here... We are here for you ❤️ 🌹
the moon is so ugly here. anyways how are you?
True that.. sometimes you just need someone to talk ... Someone that you don't even know just to see how many common thoughts you will exchange... Damn right this music has brought up our beautiful side to all of us
I wish too. Like a big community of lofi ppl. Lofi ppl are WAY better then the therapist.
It's 1:30 A.M. and I'm sitting here reading inspirational comments to make myself feel better.Idk who you are, but I love you. Definetly more than I love myself.
❤️
I love you more than myself too. I'm sure you're amazing and deserve the world. Yeah, I'm just a stranger to you, but that doesn't matter, right? Just remember to stay as beautiful as you are now.
First you have to love yourself before you love somoene different -kim namjoon bts
We love you. I dont know who you are , but i really love you. Dont be sad . Smile. All will be alright . Dont forget we love yoh
Thanks man, I care and love you too. (Full homie) :)
It’s currently 12:22 and i’m doing what you doing 2 months ago. i thought if i read some of the comments they would up lift me to become something or someone better. and i love y’all if your reading. i love myself but i don’t if that makes sense, nothing really makes sense in this generation.
don't you just wish if you could pause everything for a while? It really becomes heavy sometimes you know
take it day by day, friend! keep your head high but be wise and do your best to find the truth. there's always a light in the darkness
i get that
Hiii
I appreciate the good comments here who making people smile even their self are depressed and sad too
@Cooking with the Chaps maybe not in more pain, but in pain too, and that is exactly why they help others. It can make anyone feel a bit better. But even then, it doesn't mean that it's selfish to help others or horrible to not be able to cheer someone up when you're in pain. Everyone needs a hug sometimes.
Someone, reading your comment on the phone on the other side of our immense planet.
I do get you.
Because we've been there before and we know the way out :)
"I wish life could be stopped like in the movies and being able to see everything detained with music like this playing at the background. Life needs a total pause sometimes"
Ferzh said
Agreed:>
It's interesting to see how many people mention their tough times here on the comment section.
What makes it interesting is that nobody knows anyone here: I don't know how you look, what you've been through, in which country and house you live, if you go to school or to work and neither do you know all this about me. I only know indirectly what I see/read and directly and clearly know what goes on in my perspective.
For example: You only see my comment, while I see the display of my phone, its keyboard, my room, my desk, lamp, window, ...
and during the time I see all those things in my surroundings, I have no clue what you have in the place you are at the moment or if you read this on your phone or on your laptop/computer.
So the fact that there are so many people who are hurt just like me but I don't know the exact reason for it or what has happened for them to be this way or what goes on in their lives in general makes it so... unbelievable...?
You get me? It's really confusing, I know, I unfortunately can't really describe it any better so that everyone would know what I mean.
But seriously though, there are just so many, sometimes even useless things I find more than just interesting.
tae's winter bear it’s a wonderful place isn’t it?
No matter where you come from, your skin colour, political beliefs, economical status, gender, sexuality.... none of that bullshit matters here.
No matter who you are, you’ve got a friend in us here.
@@bigsmoke1137 :') thank you, I love Lofi and the Lofi section.
And your comment reminded me of BTS's Namjoons speech
i love it
Lo-FI comment section is on of the best comment sections
This touched me:) 💜
I was reading some of these comments, and now im realizing how many of us are sad... But its okay to cry. Its okay to tell somebody how you feel. Its okay to want to scream and scream because life isnt going the way you wanted it to. A teacup can only hold so much tea until it overflows, but you should let yourself be that teacup. let all your feelings out.
Bob Ross it's just amaizing, thanks for making me smile :]
😊❤💙💛💚
I feel extremely frustrated with my entire life, with my studies, with work. I wish life could be stopped like in the movies and being able to see everything detained with music like this playing at the background. Life needs a total pause sometimes
I agree fam, we can get through these trying times.
I feel u, but sometimes reality hits hard
Yeah strongly feel that way too, i wish i was able to stop time and look at the moment
Especially with current events, the news is fucked so much right now.
Things like these are amazing for unwinding
Yo what’s up my man. I just wanted to look in the comments and was just curious what’s up in people’s live. Still listening to lofi? And how’s it going so far? If you see this just know even though I never met you I hope you could accept me as one of your friends.
It's sad time once again boys . . .
I've recently come across a saying first originating from the Japanse: 'Mono no aware./ It speaks of the gentle sadness that stems from the passing of life, the thought of it, and the reality, life in general. It is a very melancholy feeling: Watching a sunset turn out, gazing out from windows on a train, shifting through photographs of old friends and good times, and looking back upon moments in one's life where things were a little simpler, a little happier, and not so far away. For everything bad that has occurred since then, I do apologize for - The pain is great, the distance is greater, and the days seem more sad than anything else. Although time moves for everything, good turns to bad, and the world and its people are never totally kind, there is never a true absence of better things - This music, and all of you reading, are clear examples of this. Like these songs, times change, and you will experience things that will make life seem not so hard anymore, at least for awhile - Trust me. I know you can endure - I have faith in you. Until then, in the mean time, listen to some music.
Enjoy.
Yo chemo emo,how much lofi u listen to?
The legend appears 😆
I’ve seen a lot of your comments in these videos, always thought of leaving a reply. At least we have bootleg boy to listen to when life feels bad
Chemo Emo what a great guy
You're the reason I'm subscribed to this channel. Is there anything/anywhere else where you write?
Some crazy facts you need to know:
❤You're amazing
❤You're worth it
❤You're *never* alone
❤You should *never* let anybody brings you down
❤I love you complete stranger 💕
Thanks ♥️🤧
Thank you❤
FUN FACT: Your not all of those things
stumpn half of us here are kinda sad. how do you expect we feel now? worse.
awww me tooo. we need more love in this world. is so toxic ;( no hate for any of yalll, love u guys and have a beautiful most relaxing life
love the comments of lofi vids everyone is so chill and not toxic all the time ya know
I agree
Gaming_Gabe _51 its a community n I love it 💕
Yea it helped me with my mood so much love ya broo🌹
not even one person being toxic love this community fr
@@42alexx Everyone's too sad to be toxic i think
Hey
Some times I forget to breathe
Not on purpose, but I just kinda forget that I'm alive and really there
So if anyone sees this, just know people love you, you are there and you are great and beautiful
And please,
For me, a random stranger you found on the comments section,
Remember to breathe
thanks
from another random stranger who need to see your message to remember he is alive
Thx and I will :)
thx and i hope u are always given health !!🐣🐣🐣
ok i remember to breathe thanks :)
Idk man that’s a loooot of pressure 😂
It's 3 am , 1 month of quarantine is over , the world is changing, I've got the feeling that something big is happening to humanity .
What ever happens, don't you dare turn hollow. 🌞
Five months already, Huh?
Hope y'all are alright
@@lostboy7760 I'm fine thanks
I.. 2020 is a messed up year I hope 2021 will be better..
now its been 6 months here
Let's appreciate the fact that, even if we feel lonely and totally isolated, we can just search terms like "sad lofi night" and browse through thousands of uploads, each created by a human being like you, uploaded just to give you some comfort and good vibes. We have access to the world wide web, we are always connected, we are never alone.
I love this comment, it really made me think and realise that you are correct, I'm not alone🥺❤
We're never alone but it can feel *so lonely*
That is wholesome, made me cry. 💜
I need a shoulder to cry on. I’ve ran out of them
2019 was the worst year of my life
Both of my parents lost their job
My parents were arguing and fighting
They wanted a divorce
My dad got in a car accident
My performance in school dropped
I was sent to guidance with my girlfriend
I did a lot of things I regret
I got a second degree burn in my leg
I got a scar from my burn
My mental state is horrible
Sometimes I just lay in bed all day
I haven’t seen my cousins in a year
My cousins got taken away they are in a foster home
I’ve been showing less and less emotion to important things
We have barely any money
I’ve been starving myself
We are doing horribly financially
I’ve lost interest in things I loved
I want to make myself better in 2020, let’s all be better in 2020, I’m with you, and I love you ❤️
Fuck man, reading that was emotional, 2019 was the worse year for me too, I nearly ended it all...but I got through it, only you can change the situation 🙏❤️
2019 was shit for me too, my girlfriend kinda had me on a leash so no friends. 2020 no girlfriend, some friends but still feeling alone and we all will make ourselves better
Mona Lisa dang girl
hope ur doing well
Mona Lisa don’t worry, you’re not the only one who had their 2019 “hecked” up.
My god, i hope you are now doing okay, even if 2020 have gotten even worse, i really do hope your life is better
We all cry,
we all breakdown,
we all feel empty sometimes,
we all feel feel lost sometimes,
we all need time to ourselves,
we all need time to recharge
and that’s ok,
you’ll be ok
You won't be ok
Thank you, I needed that.
Hey you. Yeah you , the one that’s reading this comment. I’ll probably never meet you , but I just wanna day that there is someone that’s gonna be by your side. And if they stay loyal or not . just make it fun while it last. or just be you. Cause that’s all you’ll ever need when no ones by your side. but I hope you find that special someone to stick by your side through the hard and icky things you may go through if you haven’t found that person yet . but before I’m done , I really hope you have a good day or night , and just keep your head up and keep moving forward when nobody is helping you . Like I said, somebody will be by your side, if not , your the only person you’ll ever need, and keep your head up .
❤️❤️❤️❤️
i needed this comment. i needed this community. thank you
I needed this, my boyfriend just left me and my mother is in hospital
Somehow it's crazy that someone writes such comforting things and says "we will probably never meet" maybe people online already met each other.. Maybe they just don't know
Thank you I wasn't feeling anything untill I read this. It's getting better slowly
it's late at night. You're in bed, listening to the sound of raindrops hitting the window and the ceiling. Think of that silence, that night when all the thoughts that you have or had are running through your mind, racind towards your heart,then... you cry. You cry for the rain, for the world, for the dissapointment, but hey. Listen. These tough times won't last forever. You are loved. Don't do something you and your loved ones would regret after. Stay strong, i 'm sending you a virtual hug from here. Good night, sleep well💘
Edit: guys thank you so freaking much for the likes. It is delightful to just watch people from all over the world understand each other's pain and that makes me believe that in this world there's true humanity. May God bless you and I wish for you the best life possible. Sending love from Romania
💪💜💜🎶🎶
❤️❤️❤️
Maria Riznic *hugs tightly*
This sounds like a reference to a garden of words.
🔐❤️
Have you ever had a friend that just emotionally exhausted you? I love her so much, but her mental illness hurts me too. It's hard being always beside her and helping her through her struggles when I have my own struggles to go through. I want to be her friend forever, but I'm so exhausted...
I miss late summer nights when the sun is barely upp
No you don't. I'm living that right now.
@@chyanejohnson7664 What you mean?
@@chyanejohnson7664 ur an australian or new zealandian?
don't worry summer will be back ;)
but yeah, i don't like when night came too soon too :c
I feel youuu. I’m near the top on the Northern Hemisphere and let me tell you, no sunlight=sad, long days :(
my tears burn,
my eyes feel like they're going to explode.
Is this how it is
feeling again
for the first time in a
long
time?
felt the same, yesterday but, not already for first time...
We’re to young, we shouldn’t be feeling like this.
You are right. But we do. And its okay
I swear
@@enzo1839 the "and it's okay" is what made it okay, too
@Roblox Dinosaur i feel u im only 15
@Roblox Dinosaur Hey bud I feel I started to have depression and anxiety at 5 my family is, just a lot heh I hope you get better and it’s okay to cry and stuff I sometimes cry alone your mom doesn’t understand and your not trash just being miss understood, your not dumb you smart to know your feelings and for what you want in life, we noticed your suffering because you said something, you do need help I don’t know what to do other than say something to you’re going through a lot dude all I can do is hope that you are okay and get better I’m sorry I can’t do anything else, I hope you have a good day or night
Hey, you got this. Even though you’re just curiously scrolling through a comment section of a video, one of millions, this was all meant to be. Failure prompts change and change prompts adaption. You got this, believe in yourself and your wondrous abilities. You are so special and so unique, the world wouldn’t be the same without your beautiful soul. Through treacherous hills and rolling fields, a lost traveler urges on to find a meaning for life. But that’s what life is, a hazed maze of meeting new people and overcoming new challenges. Okay... now go back and do your homework. ❤️
ok ill do my homework
Karnig Sahagian goodjob b!
Ilyyy I hope you the best in everything! You sound like an amazing person and I want you to know that I’m proud of you for being here today supporting everyone 💞💖
K Y M O N O R T S A awe thanks! You got this too🥺❤️
This is just what I needed right now...thank you, really random stranger, thank you ❤️
The animated background is so beautiful
Corsneer -Light Ryuzakii- thankyou, I worked on it for a long time 💜
I agree I love it! Especially the stars ☄😻
i agree, good job ♡
the bootleg boy What tools are you using to make this kind of background ? Do you draw everything ?
Very much so😌
Sometimes i get asked ''Would you wanne be a celeb?''
most people would say yes.
but i'd say no because.
Because so many people know you.
One small mistake can ruin your life.
Sometimes i just wanne stand in a crowd and be not noticed.
I am happy for being a normal person with no fame.
I am not saying celebs are not normal they are just famous.
Sometimes i just want someone to talk to.
It doesn't have to be a lover it can also just be a friend.
Someone who understands you.
Someone who listens to you.
Someone you can trust.
Someone who will be there for you.
I always say ''I'd rather have 1 good bestfriend then alot of normal friends''.
Well now i am in that situation where i have alot of friends but not really a best friend.
I feel like some people just forget about me.
Forget that i even exist.
I just want a good friend.
I have been searching but have never find one.
I guess the universe will let me wait.
But when the time has come there will be someone.
That one person that understands me.
Someone that cares for me.
Someone that loves me.
A best friend that'll stay always by my side.
I also have this ''Best'' friend.
When don't have alot of contact even though we live 5 min away.
She hasn't been there in my hard times.
She doesn't even know those happend.
I always used to think that was normal.
But now i started to realize that it is not.
I'll be honest i've known her for my whole life but i don't see her as a best friend.
She does see me as a best friend.
Well sorry but if you are not there for me you can't call yourself a bestfriend.
One of the things i most regret about life is giving up on my best friend.
She was one of those rare ones.
The ones that would stick to the end.
We are bearly in contact i mean if we talk it isn't akward or something.
But it isn't the same...
Edit: thank you everyone for the support. If ur feeling like this u can message me on insta : aniek.priv. I promise u Things will get Better. Because it grot fore me Better.
I feel you. Want to meet you and just talk to you. But I can't. I have "friends" too. I have two real bffs, but sometimes one of my two friends, I don't trust her. Because she still talks to her ex bff, when I'm quite and just wants privacy. It makes me feel unsafe. However though my other friend, She might be sometimes CRAZY, but she's caring and trustable. I love her, I thank her. ❤️(I'm not lesbian)
Geez..that made me cry for some reason..
I wanna be lonely but i hate it at the same time.
I'm so sorry. I love you, stranger.
u know we got same life exactly same not even a single word is different
"We're all lost here," they said, looking forward at the reflection of the full moon on the water.
"I don't want to be lost."
"Of course not, dummy. Nobody wants to be lost. Being a lost soul is harsh. You don't know where you belong. You don't have a purpose that motivates you to move forward, towards a bigger goal," they let their body fall down in the long grass, looking up to the deep blue sky, thousands of lights littering the surface, "however, you're not alone. I'm here after all!" they chuckled. When they smiled it was like heaven itself. The corners of their mouth pulled up to reveal their dimples, their big, curious eyes closed, exposing their long eyelashes. They were beautiful.
"I guess you're right," I huffed.
Then, we just sat there. A comfortable silence engulfing us. The big lake was shining with the reflection of the night sky, filled with stars and constellations. The weeping willow tree I sat against was sheltering us from the cold wind with its long vines.
The only sounds around us were those of the buzzing fireflies and the cold December breeze.
It was peaceful.
It was then that I realised, being lost wasn't as bad if we had each other.
Daniella Nanjari I did! I’m glad you liked it!
that was beautiful
Please write a book, this is so beautiful
@@toaddish Hey! I know im three months late lol, but I'm writing a book and I would really like to include this exact text in a sad phase of the book where an existential, faceless emotionless shell of a creature is lost and afraid of what's to come with a really happy, optimistic friend. This fits literally perfectly, please lmk!
@Cesar TCK Wow! That’s amazing! Of course you can include my little story here, I would be honored. Please contact me when your book is finished because I would love to read it! Best of luck to you :)
I'm tired, yet I don't want to sleep, afraid of what tomorrow holds.
Of what I might become.
Everyone's saying cool/interesting/relatable stuff, so here's my take: I'm usually a pretty happy person, optimistic, with inner peace (most of the time), but I can't help but feel a sense of longing for something or someone, an adventure, a lover, a new friend, just a magical experience I guess. For some reason I always have a feeling that that feeling will end soon but it never does. Who knows. Anyways I hope you're alright stranger reading this, please stay safe and take care :)
u basically just described me :,) i can't believe that some people feel the same way
@@sweetkookieandjinnie2430 i'm glad i'm not the only one, still haven't found that 'thing' i'm looking for, i'll keep searching tho ^^
aww i feeellll uuuuuu sissssss ... keep searching n living up to ur dreams. whatever u got sis, WHATEVER U KNOW AND GOT THAT U ALREADY HAVE EMBRACE THAT!! you're smart. you're unique. you're talented. keep going. everyone's smartt too. but we forget dat n we dont beleve in ourselves. so BELIEBIE IN URSELF!!! bc i bett ppl who bully dont even know what love is so u show them what it iss and its right in front of us. Together. As a whole. We're all in this together babyygurll, u can manyy things n i want u to FIGHT FOR IT N KEEP IT TIGHT!! AND U GOT IT!! IM SO PROUD OF UUU!! KEEP HOLD OF ITT N DONT EVER LET IT GOO!! IF U DO, NO WORRIES GET BACK UPP AND MOVE FORWARD N THINK POSITIVE THInGSS> I LOVE U STRANGER IM SORRY IF IM UP ON U LIKE THIS BUT I RLLy WANT TO TELL SUM! LIKE THIS> IVE BEEN THINkinG TO MUCH ABT A PERSONE A LIKE WITHPUT WORRYIng ABOUT MYSElf MORE> AND DATS THE NUMBER 1 person dat CAN DO ALL THe IMPOSSIBLE TO POSSIBLE> ITS YOUUUU!!! U GOT THISSSS SISSSSS I LOVEEEE SAYING thIS TO SOMEONE< IT MAKES ME FEEL SOO GOOODDDD> WE NEED TO CHANGE THE WORLDDD> U AND N MEE N eVeryyoNE ELSE> BE YOURSELF N DATS ITTTTTT!!!! DONT CARE bOUT NOTHING BUT LEARn THE MOST IMpoRTANT OPINIONS On WHO TRieS TO HELPP U P bECOME A BETTER PERSOn N BELIEVE ME YOU"LL KNOWW> LOVE U SIS> LIVE UR LIFE LIke IT IS UR LASTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT>>>>OMGGGG I LITERRALy WANT TO WRiTE SO MUCH but I HOPE THIS IS ENOUGH> U CAN DO THIS I BELIEVE IN UUUUUUU XCCCC AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Same ((
that's literally me. hope you're okay and doing well. ily stranger
I’m not really sure what makes me push through but I do.
shane for some reason im almost crying because of that sentence
shane I keep asking myself that i..I got nothing
Me either. But here we are.
To quote my favorite show,
"Life's a bitch and then you die, right?"
"Sometimes. Sometimes life is a bitch and you keep on living."
shane fella it’s all good if u watch killa bean
I wish to sit just behind the cat and looking to stars there 💜✨
B*** M bro ngl your profile pic scared the shit outa me
Same
I just see that beautiful night sky and the glimmering stars and all i can see and hope for is a simpler life like you i just want to be there and stare at those stars forever
The Lofi community made me realize something.
You don't need a reason to be sad, because if you're sad, someone out there, a total utter stranger, will help you. Everyone in this community loves each other and welcomes all with open arms.
this comments section is why i love the lofi community. it’s all love and support ❤️ no toxic or hateful comments
Fuck you lol, how’s that
Yeah...btw love your pfp loll
Lofi was and will always be my favorite genre of music. It never fails to take me into this world so far away from reality. But once I come back to what I drifted away from, the feelings that I never wanted, come back. I always find myself tagging along in one these kinds of videos, teaching myself how to cope. Now on about the video- this picture compliments the music and it is just so relaxing to listen to. Thank you for the share.
wow thanks for all the likes! It’s cool to see people who think the same. Stay strong and you. are. never. alone.
It'll all get better, it always does. It only makes sense.
It always does.
I feel you so much, that was what i was thinking about, there's one thing that can make me happy.
It's like I go outside this world and it is just so beautiful, so kind
But idk if you think this like me, it's like when you come back to reality all the weight and all the big sAd are coming back to cover the time you dodged them
I hate it so much
It's a genre ??
@@blackpinkistherevolution7143 yeah, it is
I feel like in real life I can never find people who are in the comment section. 2,493 other people commented on this...all 2,493, I wish I could meet you all...
Or talk to all of you in another way that just comment, it feels so distant and unreal :(
Sometimes you can say things to strangers then known people, isn't that strange!?
True, im crying rn :(
@@jobenrosal5827 dont cryyyy🥺
Me too
the cat sitting in the windowsill reminded me of my dog , whom passed away not too long ago. sometimes when i listen to soft lo-fi musics like these i just imagine her running around , with a perfect view of all the stars without having to feel pain or worry about anything. how i wish to be with her right now.
this hit different
out of all these comments, this is the one that has me crying the most.
When I read your comment some tears leapt from my eyes
I have a 5 year old dog and I am afraid of the day she will have to leave, this year I also adopted a kitten from the street, he gets sick many times, although I have no problem spending money at the vet, but he may not live much longer
it's not fair that animals live for a short time
I'm scared, i love them and they're all I have :')
@@leeen7755 wtf everybody gonna die not only the Animals also humans and maybe u lose them but u will never lose the memories
@@zumakeii2305 But they'll die before me and they're the only keeping me sane :'D
I’m tired of feeling abandoned
I’m tired of everyone leaving
I’m tired of not being enough
I’m tired of being alone
I’m tired of just surviving
I’m tired of being a burden
I’m tired of being mentally ill
I’m tired of failing
I’m tired of existing
I’m tired of breathing
It hurts to breathe
It hurts that I’m not worth it
It hurts that I hate my own skin
It hurts that I’m never at home
It hurts ill never be anything more then this
It hurts that it’s been so long
Hey it's gonna be okay. Everything is gonna be okay. It will take time but be brave and thrust me, you're worth it, you matter ❤️
Only in being alone did I realize how great everything in life is, how to be thankful and appreciate it. The small things. Life sucks and you have to roll through the bad times but you can only make yourself better. Still not comparable to having someone though.. I’m still a single simpleton.
It’ll get better but only if you have a positive outlook on things have faith
Life is a race and I don't have legs
An advice from a random person that has felt all that before : Read Rupi Kaur
This literally made me bawl my eyes out because I realized that high school doesn't last forever. Nothing lasts forever. You gotta grow up at some point. Your friends aren't gonna be there forever. UGH, I just wish I would've learned to love high school sooner, not as a junior, I only have so long before I have to go into the real world. I only have so long before I have to go off to college and leave my family. I don't want it to end!! I don't wanna grow up :(
Hey
Honestly, i couldn't have said it better. Lets face it, together!!!! :D
I remember feeling the same when I came to the end of my high school days. I grew up outside of a small town, was with the same 15 or so people from kindergarten right until graduation. Boy did I feel crappy. But you know, here I am at 25 now and the only one I'm still in contact with is my best friend. I see him almost every weekend, and I've met many other cool people through university or work. It feels crappy now, but the ones worth keeping around will stay, and you'll make lots of even better friends. Hope this helps
opposite.
I want to go to college leave a lone and just take care of myself but many many years until that happens and it might not happen because of my family :(
So. How's the last few years been?
tbh, i’m all over these sad lo-fi beats other than enjoying it is just because i want to read all these sad comments. so i can be sad too
Hey you, scrolling through the comments...
I know it's hard, it rarely feels it's gotten any easier and the strain to look up has grown too much to bare.
You have endured this pain for too long, you wish for it to end, you wish it all to end. But let me tell you something about pain...
It is the most incredible sensation we could ever experience throughout our time here, we all view it as something that has to go straight away and we try to force it numb. But that's all we achieve, a numbing of the pain for a little while through whatever means we see fit.
But pain has a way of showing us who we are really meant to be, we acknowledge the pain now, we dissect it, we learn and grow from it. It forces us to change, environment, character, routine, to become who we say we should be!
Pain is not a teacher of wrath and anguish, it is a teacher of freedom. And it shows us all the steps we need to take to break our shackles that hurts us so much.
So friend, i invite you to listen to your pain, for it is trying to help you evolve into the version of you, you grew up wishing to be. So make it a reality, make it your reality.
This was really beautiful, thank you
To everyone watching, shit may be bad, but feelings are always enhanced in the late night. Stuff that feels horrible right now will feel better tomorrow morning. It’s true. Be ok with the bad and prepare for the good.
Everything might feel... wrong. Everything might feel empty. Everything might feel broken. Everything might feel pointless.
But I guess the only thing we can do is close our eyes and dream.
Hope, for a future where dreams can come true.
Lost my grandma today. Never forget how caring and loving she was. No matter what she always had this loving smile on her face. I miss you.
sorry to hear that, I hope she Rest in peace
@@i.Ray.i Thank you, she is for sure. Wounds can heal but you will have a scar for the rest of your life...
If you were born with
The weakness to fall
You were born with
The strength to rise
-Rupi Kaur
Good quote, well said
If you Reading this....
I love you
XxPeEp xX lol wtf
Love you too❤
XxPeEp xX haha thank you! I dont know u🥺
@@xxpeepxx4681 I love this world
Sword art online
Do you no what. I love this community. Everyone is so nice. And find comfort in their sadness. When someone comments, and I open the reply i expect someone to be mean or say they are wrong, due to seeing it all the time. But here there is never a mean comment about. It's so enlightening to see.💛💛
its midnight and im having a full breakdown. just what I needed, thank you 🖤
Dunja Panovski stay strong 💜
If u wanna talk u can jump in my dm on insta if u want: ceiro.97
@@Felinal_19 ?
Stay strong
Hi, I love you stranger! 😊💕
I'm failing all of my classes. being on the S.W.A.T team is my dream job but I have to go to college for that and right now I can't even pass the high school classes. how am I supposed to make it to college when I can't even pass high school. everyone I know destroys my confidence and the little motivation I have. I want to cry most of the day but I can't. I know I have to change. my family is dysfunctional. my brother is the only chill person in my family and the person I bond with the most. I confessed my love for my crush, she told me how she feels and honestly...when I heard it I died as a human being. I'm still friends with her cuz she cares and I care too but I would give anything to be with her she has her flaws but I just wish she would understand I could help her become a better person but right now I can't even focus on myself. (i know I might seem selfish ik there are people out there with bigger problems I just wanted to get that off my chest. hope everyone has a good day or night :)
Max Ramos bro, pretty much same thing going on with me I’m struggling in school too I’m in my last year (12th) but I’m going to graduate I just have lots of work to do.I also plan on joining the police academy and after 5 years doing S.W.A.T. you don’t need to go to college dude just have to work your way around it.If you want to talk add me on Instagram @lllcallmejaylll, we can talk bro and if you have ps4 we can play online bro.Hit me you if it sounds good to you
Hey, just because people have worser problems then yours doesn’t mean your problems don’t matter. They still need to be solved. I hope everything works out because I believe in you.
US Army bro
High school isnt preparing you for the real world. Just get that dimploma and do your best no matter what! Everything happens for a reason just keep your goal in mind. Naruto made his impossible dream come true. Become the hokage
it's not selfish. honestly. just because there's someone in a full body cast next to you doesn't mean your broken arm doesn't hurt.
“People cry not because they’re weak, it’s because they’ve been strong for too long” - Johnny Depp Don’t give up. Your amazing and beautiful. I love you
Her: "Don't you want to hug before you go?"
Me: "No, it's better that we don't."
chicagotalkshowhost that’s what she said to me... but I understand... I always understood why. She has her priorities straight, Her kids come first. I don’t have any right to be there, it’s just before Christmas and I don’t want to take away from her kids. I know how it is to grow up alone on Christmas. But maybe one day in another 10+years I’ll be able to hold her in my arms again, like I did these past few months... if I had the chance to restart, I would do it all over again just have her in my arms one more night. 🖤... but I don’t think she’ll ever be able too, so I’ll just go on living day by day, wondering how things would’ve been...
@@edsaga7742 Don't. Move on.
Is it though dont u want one last memory
I was leaving the States, with no possibility of return for a long time because I had an emergency pop up. I told her what was happening and I needed to leave in four days... the night before my flight she said: "Please let me spend one more night with you." I told her: "No, it's hard enough for me to leave you, you mean so much to me, and this is causing me enough pain as it is, if I let you spend one more night, I will lose it." Today... I wish I did let her... I miss her every single day.
😭
I remember when I was young, I wanted to grow up and have a job, but now, I want to go back to when I was 5.
I met this girl online through one of my big friend groups, and we started to break off into private Discord calls all the time and just talk to each other for hours. We both caught feelings quickly and would FaceTime when we slept and everything. One time we called for 20 hours straight, interacting the whole time. At this point in time, we've drifted apart just because of the fact that she lives in the UK while I live in California. These past few weeks without her I've just been sitting around staring at the ceiling contemplating everything and this is the first time I've felt genuinely empty inside. Going from her being the only thing I cared about to not really talking to her at all hurts, it really does. Sometimes I'll just sit for hours thinking if I'll ever come into contact with a girl as amazing as her. We had so much in common and I could always predict exactly what she would say just because I knew what every tone of her voice meant. For lack of a better term, we were a complete vibe. I understood her so well, and she understood me back. I really just don't know if I'll ever find someone I connect with so much, and that leaves me thinking sometimes, "Was she the one"?
-if you made it this far, thanks for reading ig :)
Man...I got exactly the same thing. Im right in it rn and i don't know what to do....
Lev Lenee update, we’ve went our separate ways, and it was really hard to do, but probably better for the long run. i really do wish you the left of luck in your situation bro
@@ttvjackriot7734 But i can't...i love her so much...
Lev Lenee damn i get it man, how far away do they live?
Like 3000 kilometres
I just wanna watch the sunset with someone and just talk about life, to feel comfort and peace.
Who else listens to this when they realise..
“I’m not good enough”
You are good enough for me and good people who see that.
Suga Lost Coffee thanks, you’re so kind🥺
Yes. I know I do. And it helps. A lot.
@@Tiffanythomas5890 agreed
Literally me right now,, I was thinking 10 min ago, that I want to start learning how to dance,and suddenly I just broke down, realizing I can’t do it anyway, what’s the point
-use the bathroom
-grab a snack
-get a drink, a warm cup of tea/hot chocolate will do nice. of course water will do just fine
-find a place to sit/lay. make it comfortable
-turn on the music
-relax. think about things you've never really wanted to admit or share with yourself. think about happy things. nostalgic things. sad things. wholesome things. anything.
-take deep breaths. we're here for you.
-get some rest. you matter, you're worth it. you don't deserve hate or harm, no matter what you've done. i love you.
got my hot-ass breakfast burrito I'll ear for dinner, ice cold water bottle and flimsy foldable chair, so simple yet so... profound
Anyone who got tingles readin this ? lol
SHIT I ACCIDENTALY HIT THE DISLIKE BUTTON IM SO SORRY I MEANT TO CLICK THE LIKE PLS DONT BE SAD OMFG IM A DUMBASS
Whatever who you are I love this comment love you too 💓
damn i never knew the color yellow can give you therapy.
my soul is among the stars
living where supposedly no life can be
i promise i'll return back to where i belong soon.
[a piece from a poem that i wrote]
A variety of chaos love it, I’d love to hear the full thing if you are comfortable, something about it is really speaking to me and I’d love to read more of your art if you have a page or something
@@lanithomas8347 this was just the ending of a short one i wrote. felt like these words connected better with the music.
the rest of it went "i've been searching for something inside of myself for years; reason, hope, belief, anything; but i think i've finally found out why; my soul is among the stars, living where supposedly no life can be. i promise i'll return back soon"
Wonderful💜
My soul is from elsewhere, I intend to return to that place
- Rumi
I hope for a day where I can finally fall asleep without a single worry. Without any fear for the future and look foward to waking up. One day.
I hate than im always there for people, but when I tell them that I am having a hard time al they say is "same" or "oof" they don't even ask why. It really hurts me.
What's wrong?
I get what you're saying. But I've realized that someone is always listening. Someone always cares about you even when you don't see it. I hope you're feeling better.
when they say; "rip," "oof" and "f" that's the worst. :(
Yeah, that's why i just chose not to tell :)
That’s because I’m trying to make you laugh
raise your anchor.
open your sails to wind.
let go of wheel.
let everyone on board and just live.
it will take you where you need to go.
u sure mate?
Amen 🙏🏽
this comment section is bringing me to tears
yall are so nice :(
dêãd rose yehl I’ll lucid dream baby
We got you. ❤️
4:04am , 31/3/2020 and i cant sleep. the fact that everything is so beautiful at night how can you sleep. everytime i had headaches from staying up late makes me feel guilty that im slowly destroying my body for my own amusement:( every night is like a moment where its only me, my time, my space my peaceful moment. im a night owl. im not used to waking up early. i have no idea why but i hate mornings especially dealing with people you cant tolerate. well thats my thought for today. i hope someone would reply to this and share some thoughts or feelings:)
yo im exactly the same as you. theres actually a term (forgot the name tho) for ppl that stay up on purpose every night in order to feel at peace and as if they have full control over their life, especially when daytime doesn't treat them too well.
Haha I've actually stopped taking my insomnia meds and I feel happier. There's something hypnotic about the moon, something enchanting about the air, it feels like another world.
damn, you explained my whole quarantine dayzzz
*please drink some water and try to sleep, good night!*
Watermelon_Demon i love how you have kacchan as your profile pic hahah
Love u and please be kind to yourself 💞
Nostalgic Entertainment
Ok, good! I have the same problem sometimes...
Thank you so much buddy! Your amazing don’t forget to take care of yourself too :)
Erm Kylie༄
Aww thank you hun
Thanks Kacchan
Im that person that's mostly quiet
And people ask,
"Why are you so quiet?"
I find it quite rude,
But I tell them that's how I function,
Though the main reason was
I chose to,
I didn't want to let people get bothered,
Aside from having to be social in my life
I stay aside from "friends"
And I observe and listen
As I am just their wall throughout the hallway,
I always help people,
As they then drift away with their friends after they were cured,
Sometimes, people leave me.
I find it alright.
Many people talked about me,
Teased me,
Leave me,
But it's alright
Because they can leave me anytime.
I am happy in my lonely world. :)
I love being alone, I can do what I want 😌
Finally found someone like me ❤ stay safe
@@rainerratul Stay safe too! :)
@@BRITdave-so1sl Yes, sometimes being alone can be comforting and very enjoyable :')
@@yowhoo6557 Yesterday I was alone lying down on a grass field, smoking weed, listening to lofi with my head phones in and it was amazing
the lofi community described in a couple of words is just "one, giant, warm hug". thanks guys, scrolling down these comments made me feel less alone.
🌻💛
*"everyone had there soulmates but where's mine ?*
And mine I want one as well lol, maybe one day my friend
Fire Rocker13 your soulmate is definitely out there, you just haven’t found em yet
you can't have a soulmate if you don't love yourself first
My life always goes good then bad then good again... Life just never seems to stay good for long anymore
that's life.
it's a battle against giving up.
a few days ago i learned in university that human cells aren't dying after a certain signal like i thought they do. no.
they die after the signal to live stops.
life is a constant battle.
but it's a beautiful one.
enjoy being alive even if it's weird, absurd and crazy. :)
@@MissingNo99 I know mate, that is life, I was just having a bad day... I'm ok now 😊
that is exactly how life works. the law of undulation
What you believed to be 'stable' ground is now nothing but rubble. I understand how you feel, man. We can get through this though.
@@iris.the.virus. yes we can get through life with love and support... Just gotta take time to do what makes you happy as well
i cried alone today, nobody know i cried expect you who read my comment, and pretty sure you didnt know me, so i still alone
Mind if I cry alone with you?♥️
Im scared to let go in fear is that what might cone out...is that weird...
I feel empty asf...weed doesn't even work anymore...whats a brotha suppose to do...
@@lostsouls9854 hey if your still here I'd like to tell you something.
It's going to be okay even if it feels like it's hopeless.
Hope you 2 are doing well today @Ozhy @@lostsouls9854
perfect timing, just started raining too.
its a sad night but its all good..
Me: [in my feels zoning out while staring at the wall.]
my computer: [IF YOU WRITE ANYTHING ON YOUR COMPUTER, YOU HAVE GOT TO USE GRAMMARLY.]
ahahhahhh i died that was so me for a sec ago
IKR
Run an ad blocker extension on Chrome. Keeps UA-cam from killing your vibes, trust me
I hate adds Hf 😂
That happened in class today! XD
It’s 3:35am, im 28, and I’m listening to this in my room and it’s dead quiet in this house. As if no one is home,, and I can’t help but feel that I’m so lost,,, not being able to pick a path because my mind keeps fighting itself day in and day out. So much that I feel I’ll never be truly happy with what I choose and be lost forever :( I do hope that, whoever reads this, you find your passion sooner in life.
Keep pushing through bro 💪
just before sleeping, what a perfect timing
Karaoke
I used to cry a lot. I cried at every single night, after work, pressure hold on my shoulder. Fightings with family, especially my father. Every time we talk together there will be a fight between us, those words come from my father they are sharped enough to turn my heart into pieces. My mother dropped me when I was little, she went away without me. Years gone by but I can’t find her anywhere. I cried for many reasons, the pressure of being a good kid, a person that have a special personality, help his life and everyone around become better, the sadness of being a child missing her own mother. Everything just tears me into pieces, crashes my own life, ruins my feeling. I cried until my tears weren’t there anymore. It somehow disappeared without an action, made me feel nothing about life,and became a heartbreaker. Tears was the only friend that I had, my feeling was freed when tears visited me but now I have nothing. Even the tears left me alone in my dark imagination.
The fact that you are still fighting after all this makes me amazed. You are really strong. I am sorry you had to go through all this, pal. I hope you are happy now, and if not, I hope one day your fighting pays off and you find happiness. I really want you to live a happy life after this point. You deserve it. And when I say this, I mean it.
Stay strong, seek help, talk to someone, anything, but never stop trying. I know you can do it.
Best wishes, friend.
keep your head up man, you got this
As do you, kind stranger x
What if I don’t....
Hey thanks man.
dang I need this
hey, you probably won't notice me.
if you do, i just wanna tell you something.
stop saying you look ugly, you look just as pretty as the stars in the night
stop saying you look fat, that's a horrible thing to say
stop comparing yourself to celebrities, sometimes the reason they're able to look like that is with the money
stop complaining, it'll make things worse
stop crying over your ex, it was probably for the best (unless he/she cheated on you-)
stop looking on bumble, there will be someone trying to look for you
stop staying up doing nothing, go to sleep, it's for the good
stop throwing your anger on someone, anger is always best to bottle up and let out when you're alone
go treat yourself, you deserve it.
yes, we all have bad days.
you're beautiful.
take some time one day, when you're off of work or school, to just relax.
paint, read a book, listen to this music, call your friends and laugh with them.
have a nice day or night 💗✨
love this
Can I write this down it's actually really good advice
I'm just gonna write this here so that when I return in the future, I can remember what I went through. To all the ones out there who were broken by someone else, you can make it.
new thing I made
when somebody loses someone close to them, they can never get over the fact that they will be gone forever, nobody knows each others or their time of end, many do know the impact of death and the ways it mentally changes you. think of life like path most commonly used as to example this or a late night street, eventually you will meet someone or see. death is not a evil entity, just the one that shows you the way after you have enjoyed life. everybody should enjoy their life and family before its too late.... enjoy life and be happy.
my favorite part is when the cat wags it’s tail lmao
jokes aside, if you’re going through something, having a bad day, or just vibin, you’re an amazing person and don’t let anybody tell you other wise. if y’all need somebody to talk to hit up my ig: Ferneezy :)
i dont know if its just me, but do you ever see that someone is with their friends, and you feel bad?
like, you feel like you're not good enough.
. . .
have a happy night you random stranger.
I feel that a lot,
Hope you have a great day/night 🌌♥️
Me, a person with a very fast-paced mind, can finally feel everything slow down while reading these comments and listening to these melodies late on a winter night, lying in my bed in the dark. My breathing slows, my mind slows, my heart slows, the tears that grace my cheeks slowly fall. Thank you.
There’s been nights I’ve felt happy being surrounded by friends.There’s been days I’ve felt depressed about going to school or my job. There was plenty of days I thought about not even getting out of bed. There was even a few days I thought about ending it all right there. Right when it was rock bottom is when she walked into my life. I had already dropped out of college again for the 3rd time. My job was dead end and I wasn’t making enough money to pay my bill and rent. I was sitting outside my favorite board game store with a gun ready. I figured I’d go in and see everyone one last time. This time I would meet someone new though. She was there with some of my other friends playing magic. We started talking and really hit it off. She asked me if I was coming to a party the next day. “Of course I’m coming!” Everything changed that day. Yes I still struggled but I had a purpose. Some days I still feel sad but she’s there and I remember that I sadness is a mood. She has taught me how to be proactive and activity pursue the goals. We have been together for six years now and counting. Thanks for reading this. I’ve never told anyone that before. Just remember that if you’re ever feeling down. Remember that it’s just a mood and it’s ok. Find your next mission and goal and get to work. It’s ok to be sad sometimes just like it’s ok to be happy. I love you and there’s someone out there waiting for you to do a great thing and help or even save them.
The lofi community is so beautiful. Even though I don’t know a single one of u even remotely, I feel like we’re all a family, supporting each other better than our actual families ever could
I'm not even gon lie , I listen to you every time I get high and this music be having me feeling good
Yxung 4kTre Same brother . This type of music hits different when you’re blazed 😢
@@kaelpillay1114 i swear
Yxung 4kTre fax
We could make it if we all stuck together. Our silent unity. We really could.
Crying 17 hours straight..no one to ask how are you or at least why are you crying... sometime your just sad, tired and dead inside . No one is there for you...no one and yet you pretend all is okay and your a super happy soul. I wish one day you could be as happy as you pretend to be❤️🌼
Its all gonna be okay some day i promise you that much erina the power lies within ur hands dear
Hey, I'm a 14 year old boy who has struggled in life... But I always try to make all my friends happy, and seeing their smile's on their faces just makes my world.
So... if u want help here's a
h u g
it’s now 12:53am, and i’m laying in my room staring at the ceiling fan spin. the whole coronavirus panic has drained me, and the people around me. fear from countries all over the globe, the news, it’s just so much. but, most of all my school is gone now. until at least next month. that’s my escape, studying and working my ass off. a little sad, isn’t it? to want to work so bad, but not be able to? anyway, besides the point. if the person reading this has made it this far, first off congratulations.. how the hell did you do it? just joking! (kinda.) but really, if you’re going through something just remember that time heals all wounds. seriously. sounds like some bs but just forgive and forget, move on. you’ve got this. this whole life thing is hard, the least we can do is lift each other up a little. with love, a girl somewhere in this world with you.
Nearly got me its 12:52
time doesnt heal it teaches u how to deal with it my bro/sis
@@editzzz9600 hard to say, i'd say that i have healed and forgiven others in the past for things.. it's all how you look at it :)
Anyone else wiping their tears telling themselves they'll be alright:)
Yup, tough times
It’s ok bakugou even the best hero’s get sad sometimes
Currently me right now
My family said “crying is for weak people” I don’t cry in front of them Just at night I always hug my pillow and imagine it it’s just my comfort character in anime or genshin and tell them everything I hate and cry but not too loudly! I used to tell my best friend everything but she said “You never change” and replaced me with people who rejected her
@@Fatimaelkial My family is very homophobic 🥺
I needed this. Feels like I’ve lost everyone who was ever close to me. I’m a shut in now and I want to change, but I don’t know how. I’m going for one long ass walk later. Yesterday was 3 hours. Today will probably be the same. I haven’t eaten anything but small snacks for 3 days. My girlfriend hasn’t talked to or seen me in over a week. I’m everyone’s anchor, rock, I’m the one who helps people out of shorty situations and makes sure people can come to me. I haven’t met anyone in person who has enough time to care about me for more than a second. Maybe I’m being an idiot. Or over emotional. I just can’t do this shit anymore man.
My girlfriend moved out and won’t say she loves me if I say I love you to her. She loves lingerie but won’t wear it for me. She says she doesn’t want to lead me on and she wants to date other people. She’s the only person I know in the whole town and never picks up my calls and takes her about 4 hours to respond to a text. Yeah she’s not my girlfriend but my ex’s fiancé. Shits cold how someone can turn so distant and backhanded
Dan Cavazos you gotta dump that bitch bro. Fuck her
Only one person comes to my mind when i listen your songs :(
love is weird.
love gets confused with affection.
love gets confused with day-dreaming.
love gets confused with attraction.
however i can't really tell you what it is either.
who?
Yikes felt that
I think we’ll always be this way.