it is one of those nights
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We're here for you buddy. Always.
Thank you, you beautiful human!
Thank you
❤
adorable person you are..
the one thing ive learned while scrolling through this comment section is that there is no definition of "one of those nights". everyone has their own definition.
Thats why its so vague.
Everybody grows up differently and gains a different mindset. Music can have various interpretations.
Yet many people here are still able to feel connected.
For me "one of those nights" defines the nights when I think very deeply about physics and mathematics.
For me, those nights usually consist of thoughts racing through my head at painful speeds until it all just... Stops, leaving nothing behind. It's an empty calm. Like the calm after a storm that's decimated everything in its path.
do you ever just reach a point in your sadness, where you feel at peace? like nothing can hurt you more than you’ve already felt, it can’t get worse, so it has to get better. right?
A sort of homeostasis. Like when you repeat one word so much it loses all meaning
You were broken down into these pieces. Now it’s time to regroup, rebuild, stronger than before. It won’t be easy but deep down, everyone has the potential for change. You just have to make sure it’s a welcome one. Fight for it if you have to, there’s nothing in the world more worth fighting for than your soul.
yes, yes i do
But it can’t get better for some people. Like me
Jaylynn Snider it can. i hope it can
We're not people that want to be at parties, but that Friday night feeling of just being alone kills us sometimes. We want to be alone sometimes, but not to feel lonely
@@strawberry7upidk why introverts decide to push their pussy ass antisocial behaviour on everyone else
I want to be all alone on Friday evenings. Its like i have to restore my energy from the week
you can do both
or all the fun things in life
I want to go to parties, it’s the fact that I just don’t get invited
Man that made my whole body cringe Please don't ever speak again man
i remember putting this video on one night a few years ago, unhappy with the life i was living. it’s one of the reasons i decided to start releasing music publicly! thank you
This is a great honour for me. Thanks for your comment, it means a lot.
BOYWITHUKE? Dang, hope I can say the same for myself one day.
Wow, that must feel like forever ago now
It really is one of those nights
5th comment before this blows up...
Well
The internet is usually one of the most toxic places. But this place. This small insignificant comment section. It's calm and peaceful. I love it.
the Internet is a maelstrom of beauty and of hatred. Where you end up is up to you
Chicken nuggets
@@SamA-gh3kq indeed.
SFF okay, I laughed at that. I don’t know why but I love chicken nuggets
I like finding these places... there are more than you might think.
"I can't wait to grow up" I used to tell myself..
"I want to be young again" I now tell myself..
Oh how things change..
😔
Is it bad that im 14 and im already saying I want to be young again?
@@neveragain387 nope
For me it now “I don’t want to be here anymore”
in the end we're all disappointed.
I'm writing this here because this is one of those nights where I feel so very alone. I have no one else but myself to blame for this but it still hurts nonetheless. I am a 23 year old man who feels unwanted and unloved by the people and the world around him. I know I am a kind person and have a good heart and I wish people would see that. I've made mistakes just like everyone else out there but I am only human. I love and care for others deeply but that love has nowhere to go so it sits inside my heart and soul waiting. I feel like I am just a cog in a machine, a spec of dust in this expanse of darkness we call the universe. I crave human connection, I crave love, I am tired of being alone, and I hope someday I am wanted and loved by the people in my life.
Seasonal depression is hitting hard but I don't want to end my life or give up I just want nothing more than to go back in time even if just a little and start over but I can't, none of us can, life goes on for all of us. I don't know if anyone feels the same way I do but I hope I can connect with at least one person wherever you reside in the world. I cry, I feel sad, I laugh, I smile, I breathe the same air, I look at the same stars, I wake up to the same sun and sleep to the same moon, I have dreams, I have goals, I want to be happy, I want to live a life that I'm proud of at the end of it all. I am just like any other human being on this planet we call home.
I know this note will be here for as long as this video exists. I am just a stranger in some corner of the world to you all but I was here at this moment in time, I have a heart and a soul, I am real. I hope that in years from now I can come back to this note that I left here and be content with how I'm doing at that moment in time. This is just a part of my story, there's still a whole lot of pages to fill and a lot more memories to create. To the person reading this I just want to say I love you
- a stranger that lives under the same sky
I love you too stranger. I wish u good luck for the journey that lies ahead , for the beautiful chapters yet to be written. Love u deserve will surely find its find way to you . All you need is to keep going forward and accomplish all those goals in meantime. Discover yourself. Everything u truly deserve will come your way. Be sure to accept it with open arms.
- a stranger under the same starry night
It will go away eventually... I promise ❤
Know my friend, that you are not alone in your feelings. So many of us put on a bright smile for the people out there and then at the end of the day , come home to complete emptiness. Learn to love yourself dear, one day the right people will come along and share your life with you ❤️ . Love,
( a person truly wishing u everything).
You've got a friend here❤
I'm a 23 year old woman and I feel the same. Thank you for making me feel less alone
One of my close friends had her grad party last night - it was a blast and although I've said goodbye to her several times before, for some reason that one felt different. I went to my local amusement park afterward but ended and getting rained out, but I stayed in line for the ride I had been waiting for with hopes of it opening back up before the park closed. They announced 5 minutes until close that it would be down for the night, so I ran to the indoor coaster. Waited there for about 10 minutes, rode, and then started walking out. Most people were out of the park by then, so it was really just me, the lights, the wet pavement, and the stray employee or 2. Then, it all hit like a wave. Seeing one of the places I had grown up in empty like that - borderline desolate, triggered something. It was all I could do to not fall to my knees and weep. My childhood is over - friends are moving away to college, I still have no sort of plan, and I'm just generally a mess. I came home and once everybody else was asleep, I sobbed for the first time since I got witch hunted out of my first splatoon team. Things just aren't looking great right now, but hopefully I can find my way.
Edit: Thank you all so much for your kind words, I truly cannot express how much this means to me. God bless all of you.
Hey ❤ I think this is normal. Its part of the experience when you finish HS and you all go your separate ways. It is bittersweet to see all those places you loved, where you had good memories. Those memories will stay with you.
And if you don't have anything lined up, it makes you anxious. You feel this pressure to figure everything out immediately. I understand that too.
Actually when I went to college, I thought I had a plan for my life. But by the fall of my 2nd year my grades took a nosedive, I got my first F ever. For a while I got lost and couldn't find what I wanted to do. It literally took God's intervention for me to find a major in my 5th year... But I'm so grateful he did. I got a very good career out of it, for a while.
You don't have to be anxious ❤ if you believe in Jesus. God is in control of your situation, and he is not hurried. He knows exactly what he's doing in your life. Psalm 139:16 says that "All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be."
Trust your future into the nail scarred hands of Jesus, and he will do amazing things for you. 🙏
I'm still on the same road but I believe some days that road gonna leads better than we expected.. Here for u 💙🙂
I am 15 and now that I’ve read your comment I’m quite scared of what will happen in the future, I have 3 more years until I graduate college and I don’t want to leave those who are like family to me.
Can we have context on the splattoon witch hunt?
@@reubenburdekin4378 Basically my team found out I was Christian and didn't actively support LGBT people (I legitimately do not care who you want to screw as long as it isn't kids or animals and you don't force it on me), started an external gc to talk about how much they hated me, and that leaked into the full team environment over time until 2 of the people that were in the gc left the discord server overnight. Over the next week it just kinda dissolved from the inside out with any vc more or less being a firing line against me. Regardless, I've since made mends with the members who started the gc, so that's good at least.
There is an emotion I have which I like to call "pleasantly depressed."
I think you guys get it.
Pleasantly depressed uh? I like it ahah
I think I only feel that way when I'm scrolling down these comment sections, knowing I'm not going through this alone, It's a little feeling of belonging I miss in my real life
Optimistic Nihilism?
Melancholy
@@nathanwalsh6837 Didn't you know? Nihilism is not only realistic, but also optimistic. It is ironic, I know. But irony is the true face of beliefs.
Honestly, the way I would describe it is just, feeling disconnected, kinda like when you repeat a word so much it loses it’s meaning. You feel numb, like a speck floating in empty space, your thoughts suddenly become white sound that gets louder and louder and you’re cool with it, because at the same time, you feel in peace.
ana paulina gongora herrera you have described it better than I ever could
The price we pay for our modern way of living is the disconnect from our past, our nature, and meaning. Sometimes wondering if it is too high. A boat in an endless sea, drifting, waiting to return home. There are so many of us with a connection to something no one can put words to nowadays. Something so infinite, that it completely grounds you when you feel it. Some people dont feel it at all. The beauty of music helps you find it. We have to face all the problems that modernity brings to our lives and fight against it, dont let it overwhelm you. This artificial life is not who we are.
@@benjamin8454 I agree with the point you conveyed very eloquently, but one thing baffles me in your line of thinking. If, as you said, we are connected to something greater than our artificial life then how come you say we need to "fight against" it. Wouldn't we just need to surrender ourselves to nature instead with no concern to modern life?
@@gengarsbutt Well yes, but that is quite the loaded question. One that a lot of people could write papers on. Surrendering to nature could be one way of fighting against some of the problems an overly modernized and meaninglessly redundant lifestyle can present. Myself personally, I can not say that I surrender to nature as a way to connect to the steccato and legato of the concrete jungle or feel some sort of "place in the universe". "Fighting against" like I was using it could be many things though, like staying true to ones heritage by connecting with ones past, listening to certain kinds of music that makes one feel a certain way, or anything that really breaks through and speaks to you.
I think it could be that process of repeating the word, but the word is your life. The same thing happens over and over and it suddenly loses meaning.
Just like when you lose the meaning of a word, you don't lose it forever, once you recognise that the meaning is gone, you stop caring about that word and the meaning comes back. I guess that is like life. You will have moments where you think 'wait, what is going on? How did I get here?', but we know we have to not think about it like that because that is a miserable way to live (because we know it wont change in the end).
Feeling disconnected from the modern world is a good thing because all our connections to it have no real meaning or value.
100 reasons to stay alive:
1. to make your parents proud
2. to conquer your fears
3. to see your family again
4. to see your favourite artist live
5. to listen to music again
6. to experience a new culture
7. to make new friends
8. to inspire
9. to have your own children
10. to adopt your own pet
11. to make yourself proud
12. to meet your idols
13. to laugh until you cry
14. to feel tears of happiness
15. to eat your favourite food
16. to see your siblings grow
17. to pass school
18. to get a tattoo
19. to smile until your cheeks hurt
20. to meet your internet friends
21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve
22. to eat ice cream on a hot day
23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day
24. to see untouched snow in the morning
25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire
26. to see stars light up the sky
27. to read a book that changes your life
28. to see the flowers in the spring
29. to see the leaves change from green to brown
30. to travel abroad
31. to learn a new language
32. to learn to draw
33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them
34. Puppy kisses.
35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek).
36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them.
37. Trampolines.
38. Ice cream.
39. Stargazing.
40. Cloud watching.
41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets.
42. Receiving thoughtful gifts.
43. “I saw this and thought of you."
44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you."
45. The relief you feel after crying.
46. Sunshine.
47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention.
48. Your future wedding.
49. Your favorite candy bar.
50. New clothes.
51. Witty puns.
52. Really good bread.
53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time.
54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.)
55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling.
56. The smell before and after it rains
57. The sound of rain against a rooftop.
58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing.
59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them.
60. Trying out new recipes.
61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio.
62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage.
63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable.
64.Breakfast in bed.
65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater.
66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning).
67. Pray (if you are religious)
68. Forgiveness.
69. Water balloon fights.
70. New books by your favorite authors.
71. Fireflies.
72. Birthdays.
73. Realizing that someone loves you.
74. Spending the day with someone you adore
75. Finding a happy place.
76. Meeting internet friends irl.
77. Laughing so hard that you cry.
78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them.
79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies.
80. Warm showers.
81. Reading a life-changing book.
82. Getting lost in a library.
83. Inspiring someone.
84. Happy, cozy holidays.
85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed.
86. Someone’s skin against yours.
87. Holding hands.
88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world.
89. Singing off key with your best friends.
90. Road trips.
91. Spontaneous adventures.
92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes.
93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees.
94. Thunderstorms.
95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland.
96. The taste of your favorite food.
97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning.
98. The day when everything finally goes your way.
99. Compliments and praise.
100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it.
The thing is, most people on here, most people that end up here, have some form of, or atleast something relating to depression. That tends to come with anhedonia, a mental problem that either dulls or stops positive emotions. Giving a list of a million things would most often still not make a person with serious depression more motivated to live. It's a problem with most of these tips and tricks, or little happy messages, they're nice to someone who's feeling a little down, but to a person who is truly suffering, it's more akin to looking at a list of everything you've lost along the way. Every sensation that went away, every reason that lost its meaning, every bond that broke and left splinters behind, this is not helping. The people most of you are trying to reach, need understanding, patience, and the ability to talk and vent without extreme reaction or judgement.
@@mustachecrab9669 you also can’t come on here with the specific in-depth support and advice that people need and will find more helpful because it’s subjective and doesn’t apply to everyone. It’s not like it doesn’t help though, it does help a lot of people remember what life is about and to treasure it. Not saying it will work for everyone, but it’s a start.
@@mustachecrab9669obviously the comment isn’t going to help everyone but the fact that it can help at least 1 person makes it a valuable comment
why are some of these repeated?
Thank you.
Just thank you!
I think what I miss the most is feeling safe. It seems the majority of the people here are posting inside of their late teens, at the teetering point of losing their youth and becoming adults. Let me tell you, do not let go of that feeling. Let it engulf you and never forget it. It won’t last forever. I’m laying in bed at nearly 28 years old next to my incredible girlfriend of 3yrs, happy and in love, yet haven’t been able to feel as safe and free and happy the way I did back then. You don’t realize the adults telling you that you’re living out the best years of your life are 350% correct until you wake up at the end of your fleeting 20s and see your parents getting old, your old friends getting married and having their own kids living their own lives, and you may be in just as good of a place but the fact is it’s SCARY if you slow down and look at it for a second. This life thing doesn’t stop until it does, and I just pray that by the time I get there I’m comfortable enough with my choices to be able to let it go and return to the void…not that I’ll have a choice. I’m rambling now, but be good to yourself because what you’re feeling now may never come again. Embrace it. All of the emotions and sensations and challenges and blessings of growing up. It’s a cold scary world out there. All of us in this comments section know this. We may never cross paths but I’ll be looking for each and every one of you in the warm smile shared with a stranger.
Be good to yourselves. Be good to eachother. We’re all we’ve got.
See you out there.
A truly inspiring message and as a 16 year old this is how I have tried to live my life and appreciate everything that I have. Sometimes it's hard to remember how blessed I am but it's comments like this that tell me I'm not alone in feeling that way. It seems fated that I read this given the day I have had. Thank you
Thank you
I can tell by your writing you have a deep heart. This world has a way of opening itself in unique ways to deep hearts. You’re not insignificant. I can’t say why. It’s a gut feeling.
that's one of the most beautiful things i've read in my life. Thank you.
@@kylenelson4096and thank you for posting. Life is interesting. Not bad not good. Just interesting. I can't wait to find out how
Good anecdote: The teacher asked once what did we talk about when we talked about happiness. And then one student said that happiness is what happens when you go to bed on the hottest night of the summer, a night so hot you can’t even wear a tee-shirt and you sleep on top of the sheets instead of under them, although try to sleep is probably the most accurate. And then at some point late, late at night, say just a bit before dawn, the heat finally breaks and the night turns cool and when you briefly wake up, you notice that you’re almost chilly, and in your groggy, half-consciousness, you reach over and pull the sheet around you and just that flimsy sheet makes it warm enough and you drift back off into a deep sleep. And it’s that reaching, that gesture, that reflex we have to pull what’s warm- whether it’s something or someone- towards us, that feeling we get when we do that, that feeling of being safe in the world and ready for sleep, that’s happiness.
Thank you for this.
This is the most beautiful thing I've ever read , to the person who wrote this when are u writing your bestseller 🌺
This is awesomely beautiful
wow. thank you so much for this. that's simply beautiful.
Your comment was my something warm tonight. Thank you.
Came here feeling disconnected from the world
Didn’t realize I was connected to so many other people until I came here.
Humanity isn’t that bad
Sure we have our flaws
But in the end we have our positives too
This is a beautiful comment
If only we could meet all of these people in real life, then this would be even better.
@@arizuniga8388 truly
It’s been one of those nights for 3 years straight
We're here for u man x keep living the fight
Is it still? Don’t hesitate to ask for help
Going through same buddy straight 3 years now.. Hope everything will be great in the future all our wishes will come true... 🎉
I almost laughed and cried at the same time reading this comment
I lost my real mother 4 days ago. She was my hero, I grew up with two terrible parents. My dad basically never showed up and my mom turned to drugs and alcohol. But this woman who was stuck in a wheelchair saved my life, my brothers life, and my sisters life. I often think about where we would all be if it wasn’t for her in my life. She didn’t teach, she led. She showed us how to work towards a goal. She showed us what it meant to put others before you. But most importantly she showed us love, purely by being her. Us kids were Stacy’s everything, she could sit for hours upon hours and just listen to us all talk and be smiling ear to ear the entire time. When you would get her to laugh she would wheeze and turn bright red and start crying because of laughter. I’m gonna miss those moments, her laugh, her lessons, her happiness. But I am her, I will forever be. Thank you stace, I love you forever. Till I see you again ❤️
This comment made me tear up just by reading it. She sounds like such an amazing woman and a great mother. Not only did she save you and your siblings, but ironically it looks like you brightened up her life as well. It seems like all of you guys grew fondly of her and you guys were her happiness, pride and joy.
I know it’s tough losing somebody you love, but I hope you’re doing well. Don’t be sad Bc she’s no longer here, but instead look up at the stars and remember the good moments, Bc I’m sure till this day she continues to look down on you guys fondly. She wouldn’t want you to be sad, she would want for you guys to continue being her happy children (:
God bless you man😢
God that is so beautiful
May you find peace on the rest of your journey. Don't forget to breathe ❤
She sounds like the most wonderful woman
We didn’t search for this. But we are glad we are here
Underrated comment, although this applies to almost every comment.
Best decision ever that I clicked this
U can speak for all of us man
same, I don't even usually listen to this type of music
i searched it
It was mid-summer when my friend and I decided we wanted to go stargazing. Our other friends laughed at the idea of it - they thought it was childish.
We had no idea where we were going, we were just driving away. We turned up the music up and watched as the roads got narrower, the street lights became dimmer, and everything became stiller.
We parked at the side of a road and switched the car engine off. It was pitch dark and suddenly silent. The first step out the car was intimidating - almost as if something bad was bound to happen. But nothing happened; it was simply peaceful.
In the far distance we could see the city light illuminating the sky. We lied down in the middle of the road, despite our instincts telling us otherwise. We looked up and just opened our eyes to see thousands of burning balls of fire flashing their beauty. I had never seen so many stars before. Dare I say, it was magical.
I can relate, all my friends thought it was a stupid idea but they still text me bout that trip to this day
That gotta be so cool and peaceful.
I use to get out of home during nights especially when it rains, and sometimes, after everyone got home after a evening spent together with friends, I randomly feel sad and lonely. So I get in a random field so that I can get as far as possible from lights and then start watching the starry sky.
It was at the start of september when a bunch of people asked me to get to some sort of evening party to eat together. After it we just started wandering around in the city. I live near the mountains, so we got to a castle on the side of a mountain, not too far from town. At some point me and a friend decided we wanted to get back down before the others so we started running in the dark. At some point he asked me to put on an old song we used to play at the start of summer 2017: Comptine d'un autrè ètè, Gioli Remix. It's really peaceful and restores your will to live.
We decided we wanted to lie on the middle of the road the exact same way you did with your friend. Who would ever come on this mountain road that takes your nowhere at this time of the night? No one, we thought, so we were just waiting for the others to come with torches to see in the dark.
After a while we had been waiting, we did see lights. They were only two, tho. And they were really bright.
It was a car. I just screamed "HEY, GET UP YOU IDIOT, IT'S A CAR!"
And when the car went away we just started laughing like idiots and we enjoyed every bit of it.
I can say it was such a good time, for the short time it lasted.
I wish I could live in the light of the stars like you.
@@ziphyperap3369 oh god, I was panicking that the car hurt you.
beautifully written though.
@@flowerslovers5793 hehe, thank you. I consider this a nice goal since english is not my main language.
Imagine driving your car down a lonely road and seeing these two guys lying in front of you. You'd never trust darkness again. In fact, that driver took some seconds before driving away, while I was telling him that there was no one else on the road.
It was kinda embarrassing, I must say. But it was worth the moment.
This hit really close to home for me. Im not ashamed to admit it but Im crying as I write this. But it made me remember the time, a couple years ago I went star gazing with my best and only friend at the time and its when I fell in love with her. We walked up a hill in the night and star gazed for hours, it was amazing in every sense of the word, and so was she. Though she passed away from a stroke at 20 last summer and its been really hard without her. But the thought of seeing her again, or just hearing her voice when its all over is comforting. If you're reading this, please cherish what little time you have with your loved ones. Dont be like me and take every chance you can to be with them before its to late. And for the love of god, tell them that you love them.
Rest in peace Emily, I'll never forget you.
EDIT: I should mention Im not wasting away because of this, (she'd kill me if I did sulk over her like that) I've found ways to cope better with the loss, and Im now moving onto a full career in the military soon. if you're dealing with loss like me, stay strong and make it, even if its not for yourself, do it for who you lost. if some idiot like me can do it, so can you.
Brave and beautiful emily 💙💙
I’m so sorry for your loss, rest in peace Emily 🕊️❤️
Thank you Emily for inspiring this person through the rest of their life. Make her proud
I'm deeply sorry for your loss my friend
A suicide is worse than an unfair death
My night was fine a few minutes ago, but listening to this while reading the comment section turns my night into one of those night.
A while ago I drank half a bottle of wine at 2am and decided to throw on my coat and take a walk. I put in my AirPods and played a playlist I have which is similar to this one. I live a good distance from the city around rolling hills with farm houses. I walked peacefully in the night down the gravel roads looking at the stars. The universe looked so big that night. I laid in the grass by the road and starred at the night sky for an hour just thinking. The world seemed to stop, and it felt like I was the only person on the planet. I wish I could go back to that night...
That sounded beautifull
I need that.
I would probably get kidnapped.
I wish I was there to feel what u felt. Cause it sounds beautiful
If you're planning to take a walk like that ever again, take me with you
„Melancholy is the happiness of being sad“ - Victor Hugo
It’s when you get pleasure when you suffer. Let’s be honest.
@@john3520 sooo s&m?
@@john3520 so melancholy = masochist?
@Silvio Berlusconi No. It is accepting the loneliness, and embracing it. Its when you realize being happy and sad are not opposites, but rather two emotions we can experience, both come with their own kind of beauty.
@@john3520 no brother, i believe its being at peace in moments of sadness and hurt
This feels like one of those life/internet checkpoints. A place to rest for just a moment. Respite from the storm.
When the sun has breathed it’s last light of day
And the night invites itself into the empty spaces of your room
Pondered is the universe
Pondered is its inhabitant
To have forever coexisted, but only discovered when the night turns lonesome.
Ask me your questions says the universe
Tell me your secrets says the inhabitant.
A conversation written in the stars.
Only to vanish like a fleeting memory
When the morning calls.
Sorry felt like writing a poem hope y’all enjoyed:)
Absolutely beautiful
Thank you so much! @@vibhork8596
Um hello I would love to be able to write poems this good?? This is awesome!
@@Lunar_Shadow Thank you! I appreciate it!
😮 outstanding
“how rare and beautiful it is that we even exist”
I love that song
That song makes me cry
First thing/song that came to my mind when I first saw the title :)
brb gonna go cry
what's the song?
My favorite word is the German word "sehnsucht". It refers to a specific kind of longing or yearning, something wistful and melancholic.
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Yeah I am german and yeah you're right it's simply something you really want but somehow can't get then you feel this oof
saved
I think in english its called 'Nostalgia'
austrian person here. there's a quote about "Sehnsucht" that I completely love: "Die Sehnsucht scheint mir die einzige ehrliche Eigenschaft des Menschen." It means basically that Sehnsucht seems to be the only honest attribute of a human.
Currently listening to this the night after my last day of highschool
I was once quite sad about the fact that my 12 years of school was coming to a conclusion and it felt like time was moving too fast for me to handle. I grew depressed thinking about the life that I lived and how uncertain everything was and still is.
And while I am still sad about the fact that I'll never be in a classroom again with my friends and classmates, that I'll never again live in that repetitive yet safe and comforting bubble, and that I'll never be a kid again, I'm also kinda proud of myself. It's been a long journey with bumps, bruises, heartbreak and setbacks. But through it all I still kept my head high and survived every day of it. Yes I miss my childhood and I'd give ANYTHING to go back. But I've come to peace with the reality that time keeps moving forward, even when we don't want to. I can only hope for the best for my friends and everyone reading this post. To wherever the next day takes us, may we never forget to love ourselves above all else♥️.
i loved the last line. thank you for this :’)
I was never one who liked school but when it ended it was crazy to think wow I’ll never be able to mess around and piss off the teachers at lunch times anymore, it’s an adjustment but consider it the next exciting step, yes I miss it but the freedom you have as an adult is great!
@@MaazUnfiltered thanks, it's a line that my teacher constantly told us😁
@@C-rab03 nice to know that life will go up from here🙏
Hey this might not mean much to you yet, but I was in the same position as you two years ago. I believed I left my happiest, lightest years behind me, but these past two years have been the best of my life.
Leaving school means becoming an adult, becoming the person who controls yourself, being whoever you want.
I moved out to my dream city, I studied, I learned, I partied, met new people, fell in love, traveled.
You have the best years of your life ahead of you. I wish you all the best!
Early 2020 vibes. I remember listening to this almost every night while I was in one of the worst living situations of my life. So much has happened since then, so much has changed. I've made friends, lost them, formed new interests, moved on from them, had highs and lows, learned new things about myself, about the world, grown up, and 4 years later it's another one of those nights. I returned to this video to listen again, and to say thank you to whoever made this video, it means a lot to me.
Same man, same
Sometimes, I wish I could just observe the world. I don't want to have to worry about life. I just want to see the trees blowing in the wind and the sun setting. Why can't everything just be peaceful?
Because life is a sea and because if it was always peacful then even the slightest breeze would feel like a huricane. Don't worry your peace will come, with time of course.
You and I, we are observing the world every second we are in it, don't forget that as it maybe easy in world of today. Open your eyes and ears, listen and see the beauty around you. Breathe in from your nose and let your senses tell you stories. Dream, dream big and relax, the world isn't going anywhere, we are. In a hurry it is easy to miss all those little things around you. Love, love yourself, nature, friends and family, hug them and smile often. Tell your worries to them and feel free. We aren't here alone and never will be.
@@recker9393 bro did you come up with that?
this hit
It can never be forever peaceful as we're living in a world filled with different kinds of people. The more kind of people, the more patterns, and hence more different scenarios with different chain reactions and implications. You just have to remember to create a place of quietness and serenity around you and allowing the ones who are also seeking that, like you. And I think we all are here at the very same place. Let's admire such a music buddy... Cheers! Hope you're doing well though
Those nights when you want to cry but can’t, so you just exhale deeply and stare at the ceiling
Exactly
When you share a room with your sister so you can’t cry and you just gotta sit there like 🥺
@@carlyskanberg3272 same tho😔
honestly i dont know anymore man 😔😔
@@carlyskanberg3272 ay yo same shit gotta cry silently because of that
First time i happened to come here, I was 23, alone, in a 6 square meter room in Korea and miserable. Was working abroad to get money but knew it would be useful for only 1 year or so, I just knew that going back home, I wouldn't know what to do with my life (at the time, my life was just playing video games and party with the same friends twice a month). The only girl I've been with back then cheated on me multiple times, and I thought in those times that I didn't deserve any better as I had a very bad opinion on myself.
Was very poor from the day I left my parents house (17), and I didn't see any path to happiness from where I stood. I mean, I liked life, and never had any REALLY dark thoughts, I was just resignated to a lifetime of frustration. In a way, this music helped me realize that and be peaceful about it, and it made myself a lot more agreable and positive.
I'm now 26, and coming back here I had to write something ; I found my way out of nothing, just by trying new things over and over again. I had a few relationships in which I experienced true love, despite my imperfections. One after another, I cured most of the addictions I had back then.. I'm even going to the gym 5 times a week ffs !! I strengthened my relationships with my family and a lot with the few good friends I have, I eat better ; in a few words, i just take care of myself, and the rest follows
People, the only way is up, it's not easy, but it will be way harder to do nothing now for your future self. Your live can change fast, don't underestimate what you can achieve in a year.
I don't know you, but I'm sure of one thing that is true for almost every human on this planet : it starts with YOU, the only person that can change the course of events in your life is YOU.
It’s 2:15 am. I am here in the footsteps of those before me who I’ll never meet but who walk with me nevertheless. Thank you.
this is like nostalgia for a place youve never been to before
This
p much
Gods you're right
kitsune_ spooky lets fine that place
kitsune_ spooky reminds me of the word “hiraeth”. a feeling of homesickness for a home that never was.
It sucks when at the end of the day you wanna share everything that happened or you felt, but you have no one to talk to.
What's the point of having everything you ever wanted if you don't have anyone to come home to and share your laughs and tears, your hardwork, your everything?
Bro hell I wanna have all the nice things in life my own house and car and dream career......But what is it really worth without happiness and somone to really have at home to remind you what really makes you happy
You guys can have that. A connection that is. Maybe a friend or a girl.
I used to have someone to share with. They would listen, and i would listen back. But now i lost them and its just empty, yet full nights like these. Like im floating in nothing, and no one is there to see me anymore.
You could be in the presence and company of so many yet be the loneliest person in the room. With no one to talk to it feels that way
Write them down and make a cool af book
This... Aching in my chest, this yearning. A strong sense of desire that's trying to tell me something, like a voice deep within my head screaming at me to do something, anything. I want out, I want to be free, to be set upon the night with nothing but my own devices and a simple objective: to feel.
Really enjoyed that my friend god bless u and ur life id love to share a day in ur presence u seem cool
One time i was on a 10 hr bike ride to the coast with a friend i hardly knew, we were 1 hr away from our destination and it was getting dark, we stopped to rest against an old peice of wall by the road surrounded by corn feilds and streams, a lot of people say dark grey cloudy skies are ugly, but that slightly foggy, slightly purple and very cloudy dusk was genuinely beautiful.
Somehow that completely insignificant, liminal moment is one of the highlights of my life.
Nothing and no one in the city where i live rlly matches up
How did we get on this roof?
I don’t know, but I like it up here.
piper and jason vibes anyone?
I will never forget this comment
The lone fiddler... a fiddler on the roof.
I’m so going to turn this into a drawing I love this comment
*Me looks at the 78 years ago thing*
Me: WTH?!
I was once with this girl named Katie about 5 years ago. She was blind and I absolutely loved her. She never saw me but could still love me for who I was as a person. That's the only thing she can go off of.
I was her first and last boyfriend. She died in a surgery that was destined to fail. The last thing she ever told me was I was the most beautiful thing she ever heard, she said she loved me and if the surgery fails find someone else.
Of course when she is telling me this I am crying my eyes out. I never wanted to let her go ever, but fate had other plans unfortunately.
I am still looking for another lover.
Pasta Motel You’ll find someone else. Katie seemed special :)
@@thehighlightmonster1057 Thank you and she was something truly special.
Pasta Motel My heart wrenched while reading this. Find someone else man, and treat her like you treated Katie.
I'm just writing a comment because I want to receive updates from this thread
much love brother
I call it feeling blurry. It’s one of those blurry nights. It feels like I’m stuck in my head, lonely, calm, melancholic. Listening to the whir of the fan, bathing in the dim light through my window, on the precipice of asleep and awake. Truly just one of those nights where I long to walk, to wander down the dark roads, gazing into the eternal sky, getting lost, in though and in reality
I’ve lived a long life I’ve read countless of stories of love and hate, Death and Life. Through my years I’ve learned one thing the world needs more stories. The people that walk amongst us never have the chance to express themselves so please whoever reads this tell me who you are, what your fear , what you love , what you dream. Tell me your story…
I am living a peaceful nostalgic life with my family and grandmother. I love my life. it is happening to me, yet it seems like nothing really is going on.
I fear not being grateful for what I already have and realizing too late..
I love random people to be out of nowhere my best people.
I am still in college first year.
I love my cat
I missed my old days it feels so peaceful thinking about them, so peaceful life happened.
Even when you feel overwhelmed by all the toxic people around you, here we are, this little group of people from all around the world will hold you, you are not alone, in this place we all share similar thoughts, through this playlist, *we are not alone*
We are not indeed 😊
Hugs ❤❤
love
💔 bless you
love u
I snuck out a few years ago and met with my best friend. We ran away together and watched the stars for hours. It was freezing but I was high on adrenaline. We laughed together on the grass and told stories while looking at the stars. They looked so beautiful.
She walked me home and neither of us got caught by our parents. I’ve loved that night and I think about it almost everyday it was so magical. We always said we’d sneak out again and go back to that park but we never did.
It’s been two years since she died and I never went near that park until recently. I went in the dead of night and sat there looking at the same stars we did all those years ago. They were still there but she wasn’t. I guess I can only hope she was watching them with me.
I can’t wait for the day we finally star gaze there again.
egg salad damn i was smiling so hard when i read it imagening how cool it would be, but then i read „she died two years ago“ and my smile shattered in shock.
Wish you the best!
My heart goes out to you, but you've healed. You've faced what's been causing your hurt. I have a best friend and I understand that pain. please keep living. You are beautiful inside and out. You deserve an amazing life and you arent alone. That shit made me cry, srsly. You are still loved 💞💝 Thx for commenting
Read paper towns
She's there with you, in the fire of every star and every beat of your heart. She loves you, and the stars will ever remind you of that.
Stars are similar to your friend, even in death will their light carry on.
She's always there, watching the stars with you. You just have to feel her there. Imagine her smiling, happy face as you lay there on the grass. No matter what you go through, make that your happy place. She will ALWAYS be there, waiting to watch the stars with you again.
I dont know why i am, but i will be telling about me now. Sorry if i make a few typos, i might randomly burst into tears throughout writing lol it is one of those nights after all
I was born and raised in Minnesota for the first 14 years of my life. Then in october of 2021, I moved to Arizona. I was destroyed. I had/have no extended family here except my grandpa. I had no friends except for my online friends. But that didnt matter. All day, everyday, i would lock myself in my room and play video games. From when i woke up to 3 am. I was and am more than likely depressed, and i also have anxiety and adhd, which didnt make the move any better. But then last September (2022), i went to a local library for the first time since moving and saw a poster for dnd that would be held there, and i decided to do it. Best decision of my life. There i met the love of my life. She's my rock, my best friend, the one thing keeping me here. She's made me so much happier, and i dont know what id do without her, and i dont want to know either. Unfortunately, because my brain is the way it is, i constantly dream of her dying. Words cant describe how horrible that feels. But even then, i cant find the strength to cry. I only have once when thats happened. But i also have a hard time crying in general, but that's sorta besides the point. But then again, i dont even know what the point of this is. Im just typing and letting my thoughts be heard for thousands of strangers. But at least im not bottling them up. If anyone reading struggles with that too, know youre not alone, and it may be difficult, but try to talk to someone. Or even just yourself, or write it down. Even if you delete it right after, it's best to let your mind ramble. But then again im just a 15 year old kid, so my word probably isnt the best lol thanks for reading if anyone did
Edit: Welp, quite a bit has changed since I first wrote this. We broke up two months ago as of writing, and a lot of it was my fault. Words can't describe the guilt I feel for hurting her. It's the last thing I ever would've wanted. It was, and to be honest still is, incredibly difficult. We don't really talk anymore. But I will always be thankful for the memories we made. If youre for whatever reading this, C, Im so sorry for the pain i caused. But i also have to thank you for making my life so much better those 9 months. I will always cherish those memories. Thank you.
Those nights when you just keep staring at the bright stars , you are excited but Lonely, you see a shooting star go by your peripheral vision, but you're too tired to wish anything, you just want to keep staring, until someone gives you a hand, but you are alone, lonely in this vast ocean of stars.
Hiiiiiiiii and looks like we are lonely but we are never because people will come and in a way that conncets us, that stars that we dont see yet they have a way to us and that lane its allways there, we are never alone and nevee will be❤❤❤, it will be hard sometimes but every time it gets hard you know that you allready defeated this AND YOU DEFEATED, if you think you dont it just means you did, you will defeat again and again because you dont fall, hard things, they are NOTHING COMPARED TO YOU, just doing things its worth it, in moments we see that and it allways happen AMAZING THINGS it happen for everyone❤❤❤❤just wanted to tell that everyday you KICK HARD THINGS ASS ❤❤❤❤❤ YOU ARE SO SO SO MUCH BIGGER THAN HARD THINGS ❤❤ and will allways be WE ARE AMAZING FRIEND AND IF YOU THINK YOU ARENT IT JUST PROOVES YOU ARE YOU ARE INVREDIBLE AND GIVE ME PLEASURE TO LIVE IN THE SAME WORLD AS YOU, YOU INSPIRE ME AND I JUST KNOW. things heal even when looks like it Will never heal and i know because this EXACT THING happened tô me things sometimes looks impossible but no, good things are never impossible and looks like it never gets better but it Just means it are getting❤ sometimes looks like we Will never be able to be happy, like things Will never get normal, and i know because i passed trought this EXACT SAME THING and it hurts, hurts a lot, but it gets better and it heal, looks clichê and like a motivational text and because of that i didnt believed in it but if difficulty times dont happen good things dont happen and i saw that with my own eyes, i KNOW that you that are reading this is an AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE AND FULL OF LIGHT PERSON and IF you think you arent it Just prooves you are, fails dont define us, when we are in a dark pit that look hopeless we know that we are in a pit of goodness and we Will allways stand because even falling we Will never be on the ground and IF we are in the ground we know that we are never in the ground❤️❤️❤️ i Love you friend, and because of People like you that i know this world is FULL of good and good is the standard and Will allways be when you feel bad its Hard but distratc, watch a movie do something you like even if you dont want to it helps, people appears and allways appear even when looks like they will never do people just appear and i know because in my life happened that exact thing, people just appear. A LOT❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU
I want to give everyone in the comments a hug.
Same. In fact, I would honestly love to meet these people in real life, and have a nice, relaxing, profound conversation with them. These people seem to be easy to get along with.
@@arizuniga8388 Absolutely.
I want that hug :(
@@rebeccajones5546 🤗
Back
no one:
me: visibly sad
clorox ad: *violent bass boosted noise*
Frantic Faith Its things like this nobody expects on these videos. yet here you are making the saddened chuckle. Thank you.
Oh the mid roll ads
original meme template WHERED YOU GET IT
Armiter Lets be honest, theres literally no more possible original templates possible in youtube comments
you made this sadboi fuckin erupt with laughter LMAO
It’s 4:36 AM, hadn’t had sleep in three days, life is beautifull, enjoy it, and now my watch begins, goodbye ❤
☹ get some sleep soon
I'm so glad i made it.
Listening to this takes me back to those nights.
But it also makes me realize i made it and i got through it and now i am fucking happy.
Life is a wonderful gift and worth every second. Come bad times, come good times, all shape us and make us who we are.
Honestly i am just glad to be here. The mix is beautiful and so are you.
Fellow person who made it. I am so proud of you, I am so proud of me, I am so proud of everyone who finds the strength to get up every single day and breathe. Crazy how life works, I never knew I was on the right path until one day it just worked out. Thankful, hopeful, and happy.
I'm with you. Just glad we made it. Hell yeah, life's good
I never wanted to admit it aloud, but I know that outside forces are not the cause of who I am.
I make my own choices.
I make my own mistakes.
I make my path.
I recently started to get out of my "slump". I gained a whole twenty pounds over the last half-year, getting myself to just below my healthy 150lbs weight.
I just turned twenty-one, and I have a plan. Over the next year, I aim to prepare myself for the challenges of adulthood.
I have my options before me, and I choose my own path.
If there's a river in my way, I will swim it.
If there's a mountain blocking me, I will carve it.
No matter the weather, I will prevail.
And I know you will to.
That girl you want to ask out? Take the shot.
That interview for your dream job? You've got it.
Don't waste your life.
Live on and see you in the Roaring 20s. :)
Thank you. Life is so weird and confusing right now, but this helped me to remember to see the bigger picture. The Roaring 20s will become what they will be for us because of our actions and beliefs. I'll see you then, man. Til then.
Relentless Hunter My dude, I have to confess that I, aswell, am planning to start living life. I’m only 17 but soon enough I’ll turn 18. I know very well that I’ve only come this far thanks to outside forces. I just gotta start doing things on my own and completing them. Need to start turning my dreams into projects, all on my own. I’ll do it. Soon enough, I’ll do it, promise.
Listening to this very calming music while reading comments like yours really bring out the philosopher inside me. Well, I’m gonna keep scrolling down the comment section now. I’ll casually look up to the night sky, catch some more shooting stars (since I live in a high altitude place it’s easy to see them from outside my balcony). I really needed to express myself a bit. Have a beautiful night/day, good sir!
@@n11ck i really appreciate this comment. i feel the same way, and you worded it really well lol. Good luck, my friend.
Outside forces are actually why you are the way you are. Your experiences, beliefs and understanding of the world is created by the world around, they're not gifted to you by some spiritual god. Your path has already been chosen for the most part. Our upbringing and privilege decides our fate. Your choice is in the world around you and whether you want to improve it so that others can live in a more fair world than the one you were raised in.
hereitgosagain12 vro...
I can’t help but ponder of the 516k views, and how many people share the same feelings. How many struggles people face, some greater, some smaller. How many pushed through it, or those that didn’t make it. How it doesn’t matter who you are, where you are from, your skin color, your identity. We share the same emotions, however positive or negative. If you have taken the time to read this, I wish you well, We are all family here. We understand, and you don’t have to say anything. Just know that you can stay as long as you’d like, well all be here for you.
Thank you...it means all too much.
Thank so much... i hope you're doing great❤
Contrabahn this broke my heart to read, i can’t stop crying. i feel less alone now though
Anytime I feel alone I go down these rabbit holes of finding little pockets of the web where there is just idk this understanding and relate-able people struggling with the same thing I am. Lets you feel less alone and know that we all care for each other even though none of us have ever met besides some comment section on UA-cam.
Thanks for the kind words and wish you well
Thank you man... for the good words. Really helped me a lot of forgetting my crush...
Nights are the universe lying bare and naked, not everyone can embrace them in their true magnificence.
I lost my kitty a month ago. He was my best friend. He came to me when I had the most challenging time in my life, suffering from significant anxiety and depression, failed several classes at uni and my mom was diagnosed with cancer. Then suddenly, he visited our garden, limping, with several scars over him and missing fur. We immediately rushed to him to give him food and water, that's how our friendship began. The kitty started to visit us every day, until the little visitor became a guest and a family member. It was incredible to see him open up and he became the friendliest, kindest and most loving cat I ever had.
During that time of my life, I developed health anxiety, panic attacks that sent me to hospital thinking it was heart attack, and quit uni due to mental health reasons and to take care of my mom in case her illness become more dangerous. In the meantime, the tumor turned out to be benign fortunately, but my panic attacks didn't went away and he was my only source of support. Every time I couldn't breathe and thought I was gonna die, my boy just jumped in my bed and I stroked his fur gently for hours, until somebody from my family came home. He comforted me when I was anxious, never bit or claw me and always slept next to my bed. His name was Frici. Over time, he wasn't Frici the cat, just simply Frici, although I used to call him other silly names like goodest boy, and when I called him like that, he just lifted his head proudly as if he understood. It clearly meant something for him.
He was with me during the most important parts of my life, when I got my first job and started taking up painting and drawing again. When we stayed up till midnight and he was in my room during winter, I used to listen to this playlist while sculpting and Frici would just lay on his blanket he claimed and watch over me with his gentle eyes. He died in my arms, nearly a year after we adopted him. After he died, I just lost my sense of reality, as if I couldn't believe that happened. A week ago, he was fine and now he is dead... I still couldn't let him go, and I don't think I ever will. When I came home after being away for a week, I still saw his little white hair everywhere and just broke down crying like a baby. It hurts. Knowing he is not at the door, but still hoping he is waiting for me, even through it is impossible, I feel so lost and broken.
To think back, he was the only thing keeping me alive, taking care of him gave me such a comfort and motivation to continue on I never thought could exist. Hell I want to go so hard back in time telling him I love him and just pet him again. We have been through so much shit together, and I just don't know what to do without him.
I miss you Frici. You are the best boy.
Hiiii liliam he is not eaiting for you because he is with you, its so strange yet amazing to see your comment because i had this EXACT situation with my kitty, i had panick atacks, anxiety and all of that and he were there all the time, when he passed i just felt... lost till i were making my Food and his collar it started to make the noise of a bell, even when it was stored and when I went to see it I could hear his meow, i were terrible that day but in that day i knew that didnt have gone, that he were still there at my side and Will allways be, your kitty is with you now and will allways be, rooting for EVERY lottle step in your life and making you company,purring by your side so happy, you allready defeated all of that Hard things and honestly i cried reading your story because of how AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE YOU ARE, your kitty is SO SO PROUD OF THE PERSON YOU ARE and will allways be, he Will allways feel the Love you feel, because he is at your side❤❤❤❤
Surely there won't ever be a replacement for such a special feline friend. It's a touching story how your lifes got intertwined :) But do you think you could get a new cat, to start a new chapter and a new friendship?
Losing your best cat is the hardest. I will never ever forget the love that I got from a cat that I adopted a couple of years back. In my hard times he always came up to me and rubbed on my leg. He was always there with me watching shows or me playing a game. Cherishing those memories from start to finish have kept going. I will treat my pets the same way that cat treated me. Mainly because he wasn't just any cat, but my boy.
I’ve been in a “slump” lately.
I want to:
Cry
Scream
Run away
But I also want to:
Not do anything
Stay where I am
Keep going
I don’t want to grow up but I want to keep moving forward. I feel conflicted and I have no idea what I’m doing.
On one of these nights I feel dark and empty in the most peaceful way possible.
It’s addictively melancholic.
Yes thank you for putting my feelings into words. I just feel so lost and I want something to happen, anything really, to break up the routine. Life has just been so repetitive lately. i want to be old enough to make my own decisions but I don't think I could handle that much responsibility. I want to just be content but I don't know how.
34 weasels in a trenchcoat Exactly. At least I know someone else feels like this. The little bit of reassurance feels good right now.
@@jahnavisachchidanand8768 same, I feel so lost but these comment sections make me feel it a little bit less because here, were all alone together. Hold on, friend, it'll get better someday, or at least something will happen
I hope it does get better^^
I got goosebumps reading this. Hope ur doing well.
im in this weird mood where everything is going okay while falling apart at the same time
omg same here.
Ikr like nothing's seems like a big issue anymore or whatever your feeling is nothing almost
I call it my witching hour
exactly.
growing pains
Adulting is hard. Being alone is hard. Fending for yourself is hard. Never succeeding is hard. Always being the worst is hard. Being happy is hard. Life is hard, but I will keep trying. And I hope you do too.
These nights have become more and more frequent for me, and they serve as an escape from reality. I love them so much.
I like to call it „addictive melancholy“ because sometimes I don‘t really have a reason to be sad but I still have these melancholic (Not depressive) days which also gives me some kind of ..joy? Does it make sense? The reason why I call it „addictive“ is because I, at that moment, do not need to listen to my melancholic playlists (I have many different vibe playlists), but I still do it begause sometimes I want to be „sad“ or melancholic.
Reakted i know exactly what you mean. Im doing that right now
I feel bad and yeah... joy at the same time. It's so hard to explain. This night is one of those night where you dream and you're both disconnect to the life but totally lucid.
ohmygod you put it into words
I completly understand you. Crazy how the Internet connects people with the same feelings :`)
Its one of the only times when ur allowed to feel ...not necessarily sad, just not happy either. Melancholy, i guess
Is this what happiness is?... I have a home, I have a family, I have friends. Yet, deep inside, I feel empty. As if, my soul has left by body - Perhaps, I never had a soul in the first place. I might get a job. I might not. I might get married. I might not. I might get kids. I might not. I can feel the best feelings and experience the best experiences, but what does it matter?
At the end of life, my memories won't be anything.
At the end of time, nothing will be.
The night wraps its hands around me, like a Reaper hearing a being's last words. My body yearns for sleep. Yet, my brain screams in agony. A million lives have been, just like mine. Sleep, work, eat. A mind feels directionless these principles are broken - We weren't created to think. Nothing has ever realized it exists, except we. But at the end of time, nothing will be.
And nothing will have been.
Our fate is sealed in the darkest corner of the Universe.
My thoughts dissipate. Another day ends.
I really feel like my soul is going out of my body and it's observing the Earth from space knowing that humans will always be like that, but in the end there will just be an eternal silence
What The.. The human soul is designed to need God, without Him there will always be that feeling of something missing, something just not there.
I feel the same way. Every night I have this void inside of me like I feel nothing and at the same time everything. I've been trying to make sense of what could possibly be the essence of life, what my purpose really is. I become wary and anxious because up to this time I don't know. Is finishing college enough then what? Is being married and having children eenough then what? What does it really mean to be happy.
thats when you know you’re missing someone
@@dddd-uk4vn that might be true, but humans are becoming too smart to believe in something like a god. Its an old concept and just dosent hold up anymore.
I've been drawing while listening to these kinds of playlists on UA-cam and they've really helped me get in the mood when making dark post-apocalyptic scifantasy content. I also just started reading the comments and... goddamn... This place seems to have become something quite special, and I'm glad I happened upon it.
Love that genre! I bet the drawings are awesome
@@seanraggio3155 Thanks man! I do like how they've been coming along.
Last year I get to know this beautiful girl. We had exactly the same interests and the same view on so many things … we just matched.
I can still clearly remember the first time I saw her. After that we spent more time together and every time it was something special. Spending time with her was so good it felt like I was dreaming.
For me it was something very special because I never had good friends or a girlfriend. And maybe because of that I catched really strong feelings for her. For the first time I had someone I could talk to about everything.
I wanted to tell her about my feelings but I was too afraid that this might ruin our friendship, so I didn‘t say anything.
Now she has another Boyfriend and we haven’t talked to each other in 7 months.
The time I spent with her was the best of my life. To me it feels like a heartbreaking breakup even though she was never mine.
And now I’m all alone again.
Thank you very much if you read all this. Felt like I finally got someone to talk to about it ❤️
(And sorry for my English)
man I'm sorry. I can really relate to you and your situation, in many ways. It actually took me back to some heartbreak of my own.
You're not alone. 🤝 I may not know you but in my eyes we are brothers in this.
@@the.seagull.35 Thank you, really appreciate that 🫶🏻
You have some great English. Thank you for sharing.
Good lord, as i was reading your story i was feeling like looking at a mirror. Some year ago i lived trough a very similar situation. I say to myself that i recovered, but the more i think about it, the more i feel like i continue to suffer the effects from this event. From that moment my life was not the same anymore. I hope for all you to found happiness, brothers.
It's one of those nights.
Your life doesn't seem to be going the way you wanted it to when you were a kid.
That one person you were so sure was the one is long gone.
You haven't talked to what little lingering highschool friends you have on your phone in a few weeks. You'd bug them, now, if you texted anyway.
You're trying your best to smile and take it all in stride.
You do your best to assure yourself that things will get better if you just wait a little longer.
You do your best to convince yourself to push forward, even if it hurts.
But, as you peer out into the star-speckled midnight sky and wonder if anything you do actually matters, you realize that you're a terrible liar.
But, you do your best to smile anyway. Because smiling is all that we can do.
You don't want to cry right now. Your family might hear you. You take another drag of a cigarette that's almost burned to the filter, and watch, unfocused, as the smoke disappears with the breeze.
It's one of those nights.
And thus, the doomed is born
Catcher in the Rye
@@miri2183 Blueberry Pie
Holy fuck
im in this post and i dont like it
It was one of those nights. Walked out into my school's courtyard after showing new parents around the school. Warm air, 8 pm, June. The clouds were floating with no remorse of existence. The day was tiring. Exhausting. Draining. But when I walked out of the cold, menacing corridor into the fresh, still air, I felt the most content I have been in a while. Teenagers. Laughing, giggling, talking freely to their friends on benches.
I walk up to my friends, who are all worry free. They are playing songs on the guitar and singing quietly. I join in. Dare I say it was the most peaceful I have ever been. It was quiet. Still. Yet lively. Something inside me clicked and I turned off. I became myself. For that hour. I became more myself than I have ever been. You could touch the sky. Feel the clouds. Everything was like in a Polaroid. Those ones that you see on Pinterest, just to realise that surely can never be you. But it was. For those moments it was me. It was us. And let me tell you. I was happy.
Woahh that sounds like a peaceful school anime setting. I can imagine how pretty it must've been 😯
Kinda cringe bro
@@ajesusencounter8261 anime gai
Мария З damn, you should be a writer or something cause that was hella creative
Underrated. I feel you, bro.
There was a moment in time where I was helping my best friend move across the country. We drove through 9 different states. It was the most exhilarating week of my life. Those moments we drove through the night in the hills with nothing but the stars surrounding us, through two lane roads with beautiful trees on both sides of us, on single lane roads while it was raining. Seeing him sleep in the passenger seat with playlists like this one playing. It was beautiful. I wish I could do it again.
It is 3:05 and I write this because I see so many people pouring their heart out, and I feel inspired. I often ponder my relationships with others, it started when my grandpa died. He was so kind to me as a kid I never really thought of it as just a grandpa and a grandson. I saw it as a friendship, a friendship where we would stay up late playing board games together. I always regret never knowing him more, truely understanding him. I cry knowing I will never again get to talk with him. His eventual death shattered my innocence when it came to how I viewed other people and how I relate to them. I never again blindly interacted with them and have always overthought every encounter. Often this leaves me wondering the true nature of others through their actions. Many times people who I was friendly with have their image withered in my mind. It has led to me distancing myself from everyone I know friends, family, and even my gf. I lie awake at night not knowing how I will see others the next day but knowing that the 1 man who I will always see the same is my grandpa.
Beautifully written my friend, I am happy that you have such wonderful memories with your grandfather. I cannot imagine the lingering pain you have but if I can tell you anything it is that you should say these words to your loved ones.
@user-dx3de8pt9z Thank you for your words. I will tell all of my loved ones about this, and hopefully, I can get out of this way of thinking
Do you ever just get to a point where all of this shit feels normal? Like when the lonely turns to sadness, sadness turns to numbness, the numbness turns to normal, and normal is “ok”?
been the case for a few years.
@@shawnmendrek3544 im not gonna make you a stupid promise of you life being amazing. But i can say this. Life is suffering, you Will be the happiest person on earth one day and you will be the saddest. Its Just the way things are. I have been in absolute Madness, absolute misery in my mind. But i managed to turn stuff around and now a few years later things are okay, not great, not horrible. Enough to be glad to be alive.
I sense that you are incredibly stressed, you are falling, sinking.
I’ve been that way for a bit
3 months and that numbness is turning to normal
I just found my people. I am home.
We’re all bound for it, friend. We’re all heading home. It shifts away under us while we sleep, but every morning we dust ourselves off and go after it again.
@@humbleherald2163... and yet, here we are again. Welcome Home.
welcome home :’)
This makes me happy
We are home buddy, we are together now
For the past few days I have been feeling off.. another year has passed and feel like time is running way to fast for me. I have always been a "small townsperson" and the big city seems to be to big for my small world, everything is at a slower pace when I visit my parents, they live in a smaller town not long away. had to move to the big city because of work, and I am missing them almost everyday, its hard to grow up and being independent.
this playlist seems to bring out old feelings from school. having a girlfriend to see everyday and friends to play football with. Had a girlfriend (if u can call it that). lets call it unhappy love, we both liked each other but could never really be together, life was pulling us in each destination. I can really recommend enjoying the time you have with them until its to late, hardly ever seeing her now.
I really like this corner of the internet, so many nice comments about their life and struggle, makes me not feeling alone, but understood
Such nights are ones of introspection, reminiscing of the past.
To recall better times, to remember happy moments. To desire the irrecoverable.
To think about the days when everything was simple. To yearn for memories long since past.
Nostalgia.
This comment section is like a small bar in a forgotten town, a waypoint on a journey to somewhere, and you find yourself deep in conversation with someone you just met that lasts into the night. Wish I could hang out with all of you and hear your stories in person.
I feel that, I wish to hear them all too, including yours. A depart on the next part of the journey
That's a beautiful analogy. You should try writing a story. It would make a great beginning to one.
your comment made me tear up for some reason, but then again it's one of those night, after all
I hope you publish this
Me too, it's been a long road to tonight, but it's been worth it all. The good and bad, all lead me here. So I'd say it's all going good.
i just want to stargaze alone with someone, and have deep conversations and look eachother in the eyes, yet im just too scared to even try getting there. i don't want to get hurt again
I too desire this. Good luck and I hope that one day you’ll find what you seek and much more
i relate to this on such a real level
man
Damn same. A connection that grows in an instant, where the only person you see is them. I want someone to spill my thoughts to without being seen as a weirdo or ignored for thinking differently. Everything's so similar that being different seems to be a defect.
I desire this so much as well
Oh, I desire this too.
I had to watch my grandfather die.
He had always thought me great things and he knew I would be successful and he also believed in me and raised me when my parents didn’t.
I was staying over at his and my grandmas place and I woke up to my grandma screaming. I walk out of the guest room and he’s on the floor.
I was only 7 and I couldn’t tell what was happening but I know now he had a heart attack. I could only stand there and watch as the one who cared for me most was taken from this world.
His funeral was the last time I cried. I can’t shed another tear.
I live to be what he expected of me, I live to be like him.
Death is not the opposite of life, it’s merely a part of it. Learning that helped me become who I am now.
Rest in piece grandpa Gary, you may be gone but not forgotten.
Man I'm sorry you had to see that. Death is terrible. eventually it takes everyone. Its just the way that it is. But to know he was your main caregiver, the one most like a father to you... that is really heartbreaking. I'm sorry. I can tell you with certainty, he loved you a lot. To the very end he loved you. 🤝
"A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling."
Psalms 68:5 ❤
I know how it feels to lose someone and live your life on the basis of honouring that person. Just don’t lose sight of yourself in the process. Reach out within this space or elsewhere. Don’t be afraid to ask for help
You truly need to feel really proud for the fact that you've created a playlist for that moments in our lives where we feel the most raw and deep as human beings.
Another weekend. Another night I see pictures of my friends that I have been talking to all week. They are going out having a good time. I’m not there, I wasn’t invited. Now I sit on my bed watch my show and go downstairs for food. I see my mom and my stepdad. I don’t think I like them. I realize I’m not hungry. Why did I come downstairs? I don’t know I pet my cat and go to my bed again. I’m sad. I go back downstairs. I say its for food but its an excuse I just want somebody to see that I’m alive this evening. I go to my sister’s room. Shes not there. I realize shes at a party with her friends as she always is. I go back in bed and find this video. I read a few comments one made me cry. It felt good I feel understood and not alone. I feel like expressing what I feel in a small little story. Hi this is me and I’m not alone just like you are not alone.
Edit: thank you all so much for the kind messages i still read them everytime and they make me feel accepted.
Update to my life if anyone was curious: I have distaced myself from my mother and I soon realized she was manipulating me in thinking ways I didn't want to think. I started to think more for myself and I was making my own decisions. After that I decided I wanted to take medication for my focussing problem. It is working to get my school grades back together and I'm regaining friends. We only hang out once every month, but because I also started streaming on twitch and get to talk to people there I don't really feel as lonely as I used to do. Still even after all that I keep this little story of me up, because whenever I feel down I read the comments and I feel a lot better again. If I can do it you can do it too! Be your own person.
Cheers, bud.
That means we're still human
@@sacredyveltal4688 and cheers to you. putting myself out there is really scary people like you give me confidence. thanks
@@user-un7qx2un3g You're welcome.
I get it, the internet sometimes it is a very scary place but don't worry, there will be someone out there willing to make you feel better or at least listen to you. Don't ever feel scared of draining away your sorrows, we can understand each other and work things out. There are billions of us out there, you got yourself a wonderful universe, so never feel alone.
If you have Discord I can recommend you a nice server with others just like you and me.
@@sacredyveltal4688 Yes I have discord and i would love to be apart of the server you are talking sbout. I probably won't talk much, but reading other peoples stories and advises will already make a big change.
@@user-un7qx2un3g here u go
discordapp.com/invite/q93Thhc
Oh, and don't worry about being not too active, sometimes is just fine being silent. Believe it or not, I'm one of them.
(Here is my ID, btw
Sacred Yveltal #5933
if you need anything, I got the same username as in YT)
It's weird how sometimes our depression can make us feel peaceful ..
Ye, sometimes..
Yeah, its a rare peace
a comfortable sadness...
Especially after crying, i feel great
Oof
another 3 am, another night i can't sleep, another night i seek out this playlist as i try to find some shaky reassurance in the world and in myself.
thank you for being there for me these last four years. hoping this new year is kind to us both
It won’t be i assure you that, unless you are prepared mentally physically and spiritually
Its one of those nights! I'm laying in bed on an oil rig in the middle of the North Sea and I haven't seen my family for 4 weeks now. I missed my 6-year-old twins birthday, again.
I hope what I'm doing is worth it..
I hope you’re doing well stay brave and endure. It’ll be worth it!
Damn. Really realising that there are loads of other people who have "one of those nights". Never actually felt so connected, confused and comforted in my life. Thanks guys
same here
Those nights when you decide to walk the streets alone listening to music. Away from everyday life, but not asleep. Safe from the chatter if even for a moment.
@@TheTheode Streets aren't safe for someone to be wondering around listening to deep UA-cam playlists... Please take care
@@KD-nw7rh I've been doing it for years, I'm not too worried.
@@TheTheode Glad to hear. Happy travels friend
Tomorrow is my best friend's birthday. We were in a relationship but are currently on break because of some external and one or two internal issues. We're currently in high school and I don't have a job cause of school, so I went to the gas station and bought her a pack of m&ms since chocolate is her favorite candy. Everything in this story might seem like its fine, but yet I'm here, sad, tired, wanting to start over. She has always been the flirty type of girl, but the past two weeks once we went on break she has constantly been with this one guy and whenever we could be talking together she is always flirting with him instead or she is on her phone. These past few days have been horrible for me as I have been feeling heartbroken and alone, constantly feeling like I have lost her. Tomorrow is also the last day before exams and Christmas break, and since her parents don't allow her to date we won't see each other again till January. To whoever might read this in the future, and wonder what happened to us, or maybe you are feeling the same way I am, thank you for taking the time to read this random dude vent on the internet. You are awesome and I love you. Take care.
I hope everything will be okay
this is the exact reason im here man :/ this girl fucks with my mind so much she has no clue . she hardly give me attention , i always have to make the first move , she passes by and doesnt say hi , shes so petty and wont text me back for hours . i dont know what to do , i love her but i want to leave her for my own sake . i need help . what should i do ?
Matthew Cervantes just keep on doing you man and if she keeps acting that way then you should move on and find someone better. It’ll take awhile to get over her if you do but trust me you can pull through. I’m in the same boat here✊
i hope everything ends up good. it will be okay. please update when you’re back from break ❤️
Hope for the best and please update after break ends
I normally try to come back to this video and leave a comment once a year to share my story, and also to see how far I've come, and how things have changed for me. But this time....this times a bit different... In the past I have shared my sorrows, and struggles with life and depression. But something I left out was on my main beacons of light to kept me pushing forwards, and fighting....and that was my dog.....Her name was Dolly....and today I had to put her down after 16 years...She was my first dog and I grew up with her....I knew this day would come, but I never wanted it too...I have been beaten and betrayed by people I thought were my friends. Been cheated on, and completely failed at romance. Even had to deal with the deaths of all of my grand parents at an early age....yet nothing, NOTHING has hurt this bad before. I can't even think about her without breaking down. And I can't help but feel I failed her...Now don't get me wrong, me and my family did everything we could to make her life happy and comfortable. But ik I could have done more, I could have done better....no I SHOULD have done better....and now....she's gone. Having her injected at the vet was probably the hardest thing I've ever done. She couldn't walk anymore, and could barely open her eyes, yet when they went to inject her she opened them.....I got to see the life fade from her eyes in real time....I can't even recall any memories of her without breaking down. To top it all off as well in an absolute cruel twist of fate, it's almost my birthday! Really goes to show life has a evil sense of humor... Especially when it felt like I was finally getting back on my feet after all these years. Finally seeing a therapist, opening up to my family about the struggles I've been facing, actually managing to get re accepted back into college and on a full ride no less. Now....now....it all feels so empty. In finally getting up to run and chase life, I left my aging and elderly dog behind. When I should have walked slowly, so I was there for her....But I wasn't, and looking back I can't help but be angry with myself. If only I knew how fleeting our time would be... I would have done so much differently. There's a lot more I wanna say but just can't anymore..... Rest in piece Dolly 08/27/2007 - 04/24/2024 I will never forget you. - G.J.
When I was 10-11 I was on summer break. The weather was so nice and I wanted to just go out but had no real reason too.
I also had horrible nightmares, causing me to drown in coffee or caffeine loaded drinks.
It was one way I avoided those, but they never really gave me peace and caused me more harm than good.
But I remember those nights, the ones where i’d stay up.
I remember having my fairy lights on and sitting in bed, on my phone all night long while everyone slept. While the world slept.
I remember I would open my window all the way and listen to the crickets and frogs (we have a pond in the back) I would look at the dark but yet light blue sky. Id see one or two stars. But it was so nice. I loved how quiet it was. How warm but yet cool the soft wind was. I loved how still everything was and how the animals outside came to life. I loved how the world was asleep but yet awake at the same time.
I miss those nights.
I loved them so much.
I want them back.
I wanna go back to those nights.
Get comfortable friend, you'll be here awhile
Crap, I’m stuck! Help!
Gimme a runaway link!
Pull up a chair order a drink and forget buddy that's what we are made for
-Depression
Every now and then it’s nice to forget enough to feel free
i need a friend
Possibly one of the greatest things in this world is just scrolling through these comments. Don't worry, no matter what happens, you'll be okay.
I know, I feel like I just found my people. I think I'll just play this vid on repeat for the rest of the day while I read every single one.
@@hackptui same
We read this comment with my friend Batu two months ago. It was a bad day for both of us. No matter what, we were saying everything will be fine. Now she is far away. Very sad for me. I miss her so much
I have cancer and I'm going to die one of these days, but hey, you said everything will be fine, it was as simple as saying that everything will be okay.
@Ngororero Boom It's a joke bro hahaha I was being sarcastic because things are not solved so easily ... I have to apologize I suppose
There shouldn’t be ads on this. I’m high as hell and trying to get in my feels and all of a sudden I start jamming to the music on a car insurance ad lmao
listening to this while sitting completely alone in a Denny’s at 1 in the morning hits different. tonight is so sad and surreal and peaceful all at the same time.
Interesting, Dennys. Haven’t been there in a long time lol.
This comment section is like a little town in a giant and dangerous world, none of us really live here, we just pass through and tell each other our stories. There's no judgment between us, just a silent understanding we all share as we sit around a fire.
Eventually the time comes to move on, we adjust our backpacks, gather our things, say goodbye while hoping to meet again sometime and continue on with our adventure.
Edit: Thanks for all the heartwarming comments, I come back here every once in a while and you never cease to put a smile on my face. Thank you.
That was possibly the most beautiful comment i have ever read...
@@xx_thelordandsaviour69_xx81 same
I'm sure one day I'll come back here, in this calm place, in weeks, months, maybe years. My backpack will be all dusty from the long journey, heavy on my back. My legs will be so tired, they have walked so much, brought me to so many places. My eyes will be tired too, they have seen so many things, so many different faces that melt in one cloudy figure, not all of them though, some will be clear in my memories.
It will be night, the stars will be so bright and the moon so high in the sky. I'll be really tired, only inertia keeping me going. And Right when I'll feel i can't go any further I'll see it again. That familiar light, the place i once felt home for awhile, where i heard so many stories of people like me. I'll sit next to the fire, take my backpack off and listen to all the stories of other travellers like me, staring at the fire, feeling its relaxing wormth, feeling home. I'll wait there, listening to this playlist, till I'll decide to tell my story. When I will my backpack will be so much lighter i think and I'll be ready to get back up and go back to the adventure called life, hoping I'll come back here yet one more time. Till then, farewell
@@lc5286 ...and that was possibly the most beautiful reply i have ever read
Silvio Berlusconi I don't know the nature of humans but based if the other comments most of the people here are going through a rough time so I just wanted to write something that might cheer somebody up
I remember when I was younger this happened to me when my brother, his friend, and I were about to fall asleep in my brothers room late at night and I was sleeping by the window when I looked out. Everyone else fell asleep and it got quiet when I looked up to a whole set of summer stars and it was beautiful. I still remember how I felt in that moment and thought I was the only one who ever felt like that until now. It’s weird opening up like this for random people online but I hope someone reads this.
Stars can be the weirdest thing to connect to. They dont speak but comfort so many people.
This comment section is like a support group. It’s good to open up, it’s good to share if you wish to. And you’ll find at least someone can relate to you somehow
Wish granted. It's not that weird, honestly. :D
Ultimate Corgi like a support group
@@Mattyoftheboy Exactly. Like they are watching over you. It's an indescribable feeling.
When we are given everything, we wish for nothing.
When we have nothing we wish to have it all.
Sometimes nothing can feel better to us than everything, but in the end you'll realise that all you needed was something.
this reminds me of a quote from Augustine.
“He who has God has everything; he who has everything but God has nothing.”
When we are given everything, we wish for More.
"Even though the skies are heavily overcast the Sun hasn't disappeared, its still there on the other side of the clouds. Eckhart Tolle.
I'm honestly so tired of being myself, there's a lot of things i want to do, places i want to visit, memories i want to create, live my dreams, even if they're stupid, i want to live my life at fullest. But i'm such a coward, sometimes i think there's no place for me
There is always a place for you I promise
Just never lose hope
I don’t think you’re a coward if you were able to write all of this
The sole fact that you were able to write all of this has already made you so brave. Don’t let fear hold you back, ever. You got this❤️
You're not alone...
I really hope everyone who wants to stargaze gets the opportunity to. I live in the forest, 20 miles from one city and 60 miles from the next, so I’m lucky enough to see the stars each night, the whole Milky Way, and I wish I could just share that with everyone
I don't stargaze enough ever since I left home and I miss it. Listening to this mix just brings back memories of sitting outside on a cool summers night and just watching the sky above. Admiring it's beauty, feeling awe at its incomprehensible vastness, knowing how incredibly lucky we are to allow the universe to view itself. An experience of a profound inner peace that I have not felt in a while since. I wonder if this is what our ancestors felt as they stared upwards. Not enough people seem to do it nowadays.
Zade Johnston there’s nothing quite like staring into deep space, it’s definitely a magical thing that you’ll always remember
Hope you get to see them again soon 🌙
@@Jujuoak thank you. I'm sorry for the paragraph, something about the late night, the music and your comment just made me want to say it. Enjoy your view 😊
I live in a city, I can never see the stars yet I love them so much
I'm happy when there's thunder tho, I'll stare at it
Nights like these are the ones where you feel like you have nothing in you but you want to run around and go past the world you're in.
Nights where you can only cry your lungs out but nobody will hear or see you.
These nights are when your emotions run wild, all those that have been withheld and shoved deep down.
These nights are closure, for what? Only your mind will know, even then, it won't tell you.
Hiiiiiiiii even when looks like we have nothing in us it just prooves, we have everything in us , it will be hard sometimes but every time it gets hard you know that you allready defeated this AND YOU DEFEATED, if you think you dont it just means you did, you will defeat again and again because you dont fall, hard things, they are NOTHING COMPARED TO YOU, just doing things its worth it, in moments we see that and it allways happen AMAZING THINGS it happen for everyone❤❤❤❤just wanted to tell that everyday you KICK HARD THINGS ASS ❤❤❤❤❤ YOU ARE SO SO SO MUCH BIGGER THAN HARD THINGS ❤❤ and will allways be WE ARE AMAZING FRIEND AND IF YOU THINK YOU ARENT IT JUST PROOVES YOU ARE YOU ARE INVREDIBLE AND GIVE ME PLEASURE TO LIVE IN THE SAME WORLD AS YOU, YOU INSPIRE ME AND I JUST KNOW. things heal even when looks like it Will never heal and i know because this EXACT THING happened tô me things sometimes looks impossible but no, good things are never impossible and looks like it never gets better but it Just means it are getting❤ sometimes looks like we Will never be able to be happy, like things Will never get normal, and i know because i passed trought this EXACT SAME THING and it hurts, hurts a lot, but it gets better and it heal, looks clichê and like a motivational text and because of that i didnt believed in it but if difficulty times dont happen good things dont happen and i saw that with my own eyes, i KNOW that you that are reading this is an AMAZING AND INCREDIBLE AND FULL OF LIGHT PERSON and IF you think you arent it Just prooves you are, fails dont define us, when we are in a dark pit that look hopeless we know that we are in a pit of goodness and we Will allways stand because even falling we Will never be on the ground and IF we are in the ground we know that we are never in the ground❤️❤️❤️ i Love you friend, and because of People like you that i know this world is FULL of good and good is the standard and Will allways be when you feel bad its Hard but distratc, watch a movie do something you like even if you dont want to it helps, people appears and allways appear even when looks like they will never do people just appear and i know because in my life happened that exact thing, people just appear. A LOT❤️❤️❤️ ❤️❤️❤️ I LOVE YOU
That was beautiful
A couple autumns ago, my friends and I got together to bake cookies. After putting them in the oven, we went out for a walk. There were five of us and the dog, walking down the street. It was early autumn, still hot and sticky, but with that weird chill that comes at night. I don’t think any of us looked at our phones. We walked to the park by the light of the moon, and when we got there, sat and talked, and played with the dog. Walking home, spread out across the road, unhurried and unworried about any cars, it was a beautiful feeling. Somebody played music, some sort of soft rock, echoing in the background as we talked and laughed.
Just thinking about it makes me nostalgic, because I know that once we all go off to college, it’ll never be the same. We’ll go off to our own lives, and forget everything. Our memories, our inside jokes, eachother. And that’s heartbreaking to me.
You don't forget. Don't worry. :)
*gives hugs* it's ok, sometimes life doesn't go our way or turn out fine, and some people we knew may forget about us entirely, but that's ok, it's life. we just have to move on and learn from the past, and of course, cherish those memories.
omg but did the cookies burn when tou went out for a walk
Bro, they never have to leave you. I moved away from my best friends at the end of high school, and I'd thought it would be the end for us aswell. Well 2 years later, we did end up drifting apart, and I never stopped thinking about the time we all spent together, and I look back on it with such fondness. Well a further 2 years later (4 years at this point), we all link up again online. Still sharing the same jokes, still telling the same stories, only with some new ones we've made on our own.
It's never too late to reconnect with someone you lose touch with. And these moments you're experiencing, they may be some of the fondest you'll have. But you should be 100% present in those moment, and not be worried about drifting apart. Each waking moment is the time of your life.
Thats simply not true. Its the 21st century, the only thing that can keep yourself and your friends away, are your friends and yourself. The tools are there, and maybe it isnt the same, talking over a phone, but it gets the job done, and it doesnt let that so loved friendship die.
I thought the same when i ended up highschool and most of my friends went to another city, but there is always someone there for you, and when you less expect it, theyll be back, maybe because of holidays, maybe because it didnt work out for them, but they wont just disappear. If you truly care about them, and they do about you, its not going to happen.
This comment section is the closest thing to a hug I've experienced in weeks. Thank you all. I love you.
And we love you back
Love you too! :)
Take a hug ... *Hugs*.. I don't even remember when I last hugged someone... Not the casual hug that u give ur friends ( even that was in like half year back maybe ).. but a really good hug that makes u feel warm inside. Give u comfort.. sometimes I crave so much for some comfort that just a hug could provide.. I .. I really wish I could hug someone.. I guess I am just depressed now... *Sigh*.
Debojit Debnath I’m here for you man *hugs* it’ll be aight we gotta keep holding on until we can get those hugs more often.
Love you too
Woke up at 3:30am just not feeling tired any more and I always sleep through the night. Now here I am listening to this. Strange...
I’ve been at college for almost two months now and the feels are starting to catch up to me. Struggling to get work done, making time for new friends who are great but require more time as well, the social scene, how much I miss my family and pets, and of course, being hopelessly in love with a girl who I really love to be around yet can’t make the right words come out of my mouth. It’s just one of those nights tonight, if anyone scrolling through wants to talk, all you need to do is reply
I would but I don't have the energy.
Yes man surely do you wanna talk
Tell her, the quicker you are, the better you’ll feel.
I had one of those nights a few days ago.
I was sad.
I was scared.
I was worried.
I didn’t know if it was going to end.
I held on to hope though.
I remembered the people I cared about.
I remembered the things I loved and enjoyed doing.
I held on to them.
Then I went to bed and slept.
I woke up the next day to a beautiful sunrise.
I got through it.
That means you will too.
Take care.
Stay strong, and remember that your pain is shared through all of us too.
cute sentiment and all but you'd have to be incredibly naive to think that just because you got through it, that means everyone will.
Thank you
I'm glad you're still here. ❤️☀️
@@nagysamuel2575 so true. It is a collective pain.
wtf there’s so many people i can relate to omg please y’all be my friends
Im down for more friends lol, how was your day?
Why not hahaha
Michelle GR I need friends
Sounds like fun! How you doin'?
@@acezepeda8022 heyyy
“I’ll never get mad at you” she said
I once sneaked out of my house one night and met up with my friend. We cycled to our school and jumped over the wall. We went to the terrace and had a campfire there. The stairs to the terrace are always locked, but you could climb over the railing and jump to grab that railing and climb in. It was a 5 floor drop if we missed the jump but we were young. Then we gratified the terrace and the back walls of the school ( no one ever goes there ). We went back home, can never forget that night or all the ones after that.