I'm 35 years old, I quit my job at the office because I felt like dying every day, I fell into depression and had suic1dal thoughts. I'm single and at night I long for a hug to comfort me. I don't have many financial possibilities but I still have lots of dreams, I am trying to do the job I want to do and maybe one day i'll move to the other part of the world. Many people keep telling me that i'm old, but i don't wanna die without trying. It is frustrating, but I am here, one step at a time. Whoever is reading this, you're beautiful, you're not alone and you deserve all the love in the world. May all your dreams come true. I wish I could hug everyone.
Pick one dream, take a deep breath and commit yourself to pursuing it. Hold on to it, be steadfast in your efforts, smile, be kind, and someone will see you, they will get to know you and eventually the will love and comfort you. Never be ashamed to show your tears and always be honest with yourself and others - someone will find you - but remember "trust is earned not given"
I used to think of myself like that many times in the past, watching the sea on a cloudy day. Many people will say that they prefer the beach when it's sunny, but I prefer it when it's cloudy or even better, when it rains a little, I could sit and watch it for hours both in my dreams and in reality
@@stephendavanis7358 Exactly, nothing is better than cloudy/rainy days. But in my country it is quite rare, the weather mostly sunny and I don't like it
I always sit in the beach when is cloudy and rainy....that is the real character of sea....the aggressive sea....wow.....my village is only 5 km away from the sea.....❤ From India
thank you to all those kind people who wrote me warm and pleasant words, I spent my birthday well, thank you for congratulations, I rarely meet people like you, you are the best thank you all❤
I want you to know something, Someday I might forget this and even forget the fact that I listened to this music for hours now. The feeling and experience it gave me made me write a poem and maybe I'll lose that too someday haha... But this music made me feel someway that I won't be able to ever forget and as i said i might someday forget the origin of the feeling, But hey you made me feel like I had a friend whom I told all my problems and he made this music for me. So Thank you friend. I'll remember you;)
I don't know why, but the songs on this playlist make me extremely nostalgic. Of something that once was, but will never be again. Now it's just a memory that makes me sad because it stopped happening, but at the same time it makes me happy because it happened.🥲
the shore, where the waves has its own language of reflecting your own emotions; sadness, regrets, joy, comfort and all those mixed feelings yet they are so complex which attracted unwanted attention... sigh, wishing that days could move faster to forget these melancholic thoughts and move forward like it never happened, but i am still wishing for those days...
As the ocean met her eyes.. she took a deep breath and finally let go of all her fears. Her stress was taken away by the waves and upon closing her eyes a breeze settled through her lose hair. Her thoughts were only a drift away but yet felt unreachable. She loves him. She fell in love with one of her friends but is to afraid to te tell him. How would you tell something like that? But right here, right now she wasn't that scared anymore. Who would, when to ocean so carelessly could take all your worries away. A wave gently touched her bare feet in encouragement. With a final deep breath she turned around and started walking back to the houses. Having left her secret at sea, right with her courage to confess..
Love and light to all those going through the motions. It's tough but you trying says your tougher. Hang in there ❤ God loves you. Yes Through all of it
Are all these songs original? They are very very good. They made me remember my childhood with great nostalgia and melancholy. what beautiful melodies.
Kana Kana içiyorum, Kadehimdeki zehiri Tıkanana kadar duman, gözyaşlarım nehir Eskden üşüsem, yakardım koca bir şehri Şimdi düşüşüme yakarırım, bu evde esirim Yanlızlıkta üstüme üşüşen, kötü düşüncelerin tesiri
Your piano playing is beautiful. You're much better than me. I have a 114 year old baby grand. It was built in 1910 at the original Chickering and Sons pianoworks factory in Boston, Massachusetts. It's a much better instrument than I deserve. I'm just self taught. I'm 60.
sometimes I feel so lonely that I can't talk to anyone, I will soon be 21 years old On July 27, I often listen to such melodies as if I find a friend in them or something like that. I'm tired of living like this, the girl I loved left me, the business partner left, friends, family left, everyone left, I'm the only one left.
Advanced happy birthday my friend, I know how you feel and so do others who are like us. I too, will soon be 22 yrs in a few months. Music like this is what brings us people together. I pray you enjoy the day of your celebration. ❤
Благодарю тебя создатель этой музыки ❤❤ Благодарю всех кто написал здесь свои истории и мысли это так полезно и нужно для многих и дает возможные решения в той или иной ситуации ❤❤ Дай Боже всем всем всем счастья, взаимной любви и душевного тепла ❤❤
The dark ocean and its gloomy skies The air so cold and crisp. Feeling the sting upon my face. I gaze upon the dark horizon. Wondering. Contemplating. Searching. What was the path? The chill of the ocean wind only made me think of pain and regret. Was this my turning point? My end? Or perhaps my beginning? I could only hope. Hearing the loud clashes of the waves. Made my heart pound. My blood pumping to keep me warm. Hope is strong. Hope is my only thought. I gaze upon the ocean. Its dark water rushing to me. I could only realize its hope. Hope for tomorrow. More importantly hope for today and hope everyday. B. Augustine (2025)
My thoughts are racing, wish i could know where they’re taking me, I’m everywhere all at once, my body still centres here, but I’m not actually here.. I’m in all these little thoughts of mine, I’m in a journey inside myself, which presence of me centres? Lingers? Long enough for me to recognize, a presence that doesn’t turn on and off and eventually fades into a distant memory.. lost in the sea of my forgotten blurred dreams.
I can reveal my soul only here in the comments, since no one will read this, I'm sure, probably by the age of 25, I will live the way I dreamed when I was 17
at 17 i too dreamed of many things to become when 25 but now I m 26 and never lived what I dreamt off it crushed me and now all fallen part,i don't blame anyone i accept it's my inability or i was delusional, unrealistic,may be my dreams are just dreams
@@aayirathiloruvan4509 bro, come up with a plan, sit down and write all your dreams on paper, and come up with small goals to achieve them, small steps that will soon accumulate and become large, and gradually in this way you will achieve the goal, in small steps, just do not give up, those who give up live on the street and sleep on the bare ground, do not think and defeat, but be prepared for anything, you can do it if you really want it. Good luck, my friend. ✊
Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs The pain inside doesn’t hurt ….its hollow instead Tied down to this mortal coil….. I continue Set my spirit free……let waves disperse the inner turmoil Freedom from self……and ties that bind Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs I continue
watch the sea, alone watch it, watch it again let yourself turn into ash into, air, into sea, into nothing watch the sea, alone come watch it these waves are weaving a poem these waves are telling a tale This sea, Ahh! This sea.
Va a ser un año que me separé. Y hace dos que fuimos al mar por última vez en familia. Miro esta imagen con la música de fondo y me parte el alma. La extraño mucho, y extraño a mi familia. Pero sé que la persona con la que me casé ya no existe más, por eso es realmente es como un duelo porque la natalia que conocía antes murió y se abrió paso otra persona totalmente diferente. Y quedé como esa imagen, ya no está más mi familia conmigo mirando el mar. Y me consuela el duelo y el llanto en esta música. Saludos...
I do not need to know what you feel Scab hard to peel A curse of my time for her to steal Hers is only for her Mine taken years ago Love was my weakness They used it for this Shows how cheap everything is For the ones who can't understand the value of things It's simple value others as you value yourselves Would you accept the same on to you? Yet accept on to me? And that right there Is the definition of hypocrisy My old friend a god sent tribulation and test in life.
"the old dreams were good dreams. They didn't work out....but I'm glad I had them" ❤
I'm 35 years old, I quit my job at the office because I felt like dying every day, I fell into depression and had suic1dal thoughts. I'm single and at night I long for a hug to comfort me. I don't have many financial possibilities but I still have lots of dreams, I am trying to do the job I want to do and maybe one day i'll move to the other part of the world. Many people keep telling me that i'm old, but i don't wanna die without trying. It is frustrating, but I am here, one step at a time.
Whoever is reading this, you're beautiful, you're not alone and you deserve all the love in the world. May all your dreams come true. I wish I could hug everyone.
Pick one dream, take a deep breath and commit yourself to pursuing it. Hold on to it, be steadfast in your efforts, smile, be kind, and someone will see you, they will get to know you and eventually the will love and comfort you. Never be ashamed to show your tears and always be honest with yourself and others - someone will find you - but remember "trust is earned not given"
may all your dreams come true
“Don't give up.Talk to JESUS.”
do it. ur dream
@@X976V3T Go for it bro
I used to think of myself like that many times in the past, watching the sea on a cloudy day. Many people will say that they prefer the beach when it's sunny, but I prefer it when it's cloudy or even better, when it rains a little, I could sit and watch it for hours both in my dreams and in reality
I love coldish, cloudy days…i hate the garish light of day
@@stephendavanis7358 Exactly, nothing is better than cloudy/rainy days. But in my country it is quite rare, the weather mostly sunny and I don't like it
I always sit in the beach when is cloudy and rainy....that is the real character of sea....the aggressive sea....wow.....my village is only 5 km away from the sea.....❤ From India
@@KathaaODIA This is the best!!❤️ I live in a city where the sea is a bit far so I can't go there often, you're so lucky!!❤️
thank you to all those kind people who wrote me warm and pleasant words, I spent my birthday well, thank you for congratulations, I rarely meet people like you, you are the best thank you all❤
We love you bro🤍
Maybe it's too late but, happy b'day , wish you all the best and i hope you strong 😊
❤❤❤
I want you to know something, Someday I might forget this and even forget the fact that I listened to this music for hours now.
The feeling and experience it gave me made me write a poem and maybe I'll lose that too someday haha...
But this music made me feel someway that I won't be able to ever forget and as i said i might someday forget the origin of the feeling, But hey you made me feel like I had a friend whom I told all my problems and he made this music for me.
So Thank you friend. I'll remember you;)
wahhh thank you!! this comment truly means a lot to me, i'm so glad you could create such a memory with my music, really grateful you shared this :)
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream
What will you regret losing, unable to bring into reality?
Wake up to what exactly? Oblivion is more comforting to me than exiting from one hell to another.
When i listen to this wonderful music i write poetry remembering moments of my childhood
I don't know why, but the songs on this playlist make me extremely nostalgic. Of something that once was, but will never be again. Now it's just a memory that makes me sad because it stopped happening, but at the same time it makes me happy because it happened.🥲
After viewing many times I’ve only just realized these are originals. Thank you so much for sharing this beautiful music.
🙏🙏
This is seriously so peaceful and beautiful
Can't stop playing this one back. Thank you
thank you for listening 🙏🙏
Your playlist has brought us lost souls together again. Thank you for this. I hope you create more and your channel to prosper.❤
thank you so much for your kind comment! i’m hoping to keep creating too and keep developing as a musician
@@lavinyls 🫶🏻😊💖
the shore, where the waves has its own language of reflecting your own emotions; sadness, regrets, joy, comfort and all those mixed feelings yet they are so complex which attracted unwanted attention... sigh, wishing that days could move faster to forget these melancholic thoughts and move forward like it never happened, but i am still wishing for those days...
As the ocean met her eyes.. she took a deep breath and finally let go of all her fears. Her stress was taken away by the waves and upon closing her eyes a breeze settled through her lose hair. Her thoughts were only a drift away but yet felt unreachable. She loves him. She fell in love with one of her friends but is to afraid to te tell him. How would you tell something like that? But right here, right now she wasn't that scared anymore. Who would, when to ocean so carelessly could take all your worries away. A wave gently touched her bare feet in encouragement. With a final deep breath she turned around and started walking back to the houses. Having left her secret at sea, right with her courage to confess..
fantastic wiring - i especially love the subtle hope in your story. thank you for leaving this here.
💝
You channel is growing fast. Your artwork and pieces always have that gentle soft feeling 💝
This is some beautiful music. This makes me remember my past mistakes...
this music helps me so much! it helps me relax. I am going through a lot and music like this brings me back to a calm mind thankyou
it's good to hear my music can bring you some comfort in these difficult times for you! wishing you the best
Love and light to all those going through the motions. It's tough but you trying says your tougher. Hang in there ❤ God loves you. Yes Through all of it
No lo sé pero me gusta volver de vez en cuando a esta hermosa obra de arte❤
Are all these songs original? They are very very good. They made me remember my childhood with great nostalgia and melancholy. what beautiful melodies.
yes they are, thank you! composer them all myself. makes me very happy they elicit these feelings for you :)
i have Adhd this music makes me calm relaxing love it
i’m glad i could help!
Kana Kana içiyorum, Kadehimdeki zehiri
Tıkanana kadar duman, gözyaşlarım nehir
Eskden üşüsem, yakardım koca bir şehri
Şimdi düşüşüme yakarırım, bu evde esirim
Yanlızlıkta üstüme üşüşen, kötü düşüncelerin tesiri
This is what UA-cam is all about.
Tu música es hermosa, me inspira mucho para escribir mis novelas ❤ muchas gracias 💕
gracias por este mensaje tan lindo!!
Your piano playing is beautiful. You're much better than me. I have a 114 year old baby grand. It was built in 1910 at the original Chickering and Sons pianoworks factory in Boston, Massachusetts. It's a much better instrument than I deserve. I'm just self taught. I'm 60.
thank you! i wish i had an actual piano though, especially one of your quality… i’m obliged to use a keyboard and sound libraries haha
@lavinyls
I understand.
I love this. I think about this a lot.
“Let me tell you something my friend. Hope is a dangerous thing. Hope can drive a man insane…”
sometimes I feel so lonely that I can't talk to anyone, I will soon be 21 years old On July 27, I often listen to such melodies as if I find a friend in them or something like that. I'm tired of living like this, the girl I loved left me, the business partner left, friends, family left, everyone left, I'm the only one left.
happy birthday
@@mewithyouuJuly 27th
@@mewithyouu But thanks
Advanced happy birthday my friend, I know how you feel and so do others who are like us. I too, will soon be 22 yrs in a few months. Music like this is what brings us people together. I pray you enjoy the day of your celebration. ❤
@@JamieBentallthank you, good friend, and I wish you success and have fun on your birthday😊
Man i really want to see the ocean again
I really loved this music sooo much. It has been a long time since I listened to such touching music. Thank you ❤
i'm so happy to hear that! thanks for leaving the comment
@@lavinyls ❤️❤️🥰
I absolutely love your channel
appreciate it 🙏🙏
this a beautiful work, thank you
I was at the seaside last year and this summer. I am lucky to be at the seaside in Malaysia.
What a life we could have had together.
When I was a child I always loved Heroes but now that I’m a adult I understand the Villains!
corny
Когда мы становимся взрослыми мы начинаем понимать и героев и злодеев, но только наш выбор на какой мы стороне и что хотим в конце нашего пути ❤❤
When you are disillusioned, both concepts appear stupid anyways.
Now I get it life is all about what’s required for moving ahead away
I feel like am on a wave. Flawless. At peace.
Beautiful, picture too ❤️
Благодарю тебя создатель этой музыки ❤❤ Благодарю всех кто написал здесь свои истории и мысли это так полезно и нужно для многих и дает возможные решения в той или иной ситуации ❤❤ Дай Боже всем всем всем счастья, взаимной любви и душевного тепла ❤❤
this☝️☝️
Keep on keeping on ❤
Beautiful!!!
The dark ocean and its gloomy skies
The air so cold and crisp.
Feeling the sting upon my face.
I gaze upon the dark horizon.
Wondering. Contemplating. Searching. What was the path?
The chill of the ocean wind only made me think of pain and regret. Was this my turning point? My end? Or perhaps my beginning?
I could only hope. Hearing the loud clashes of the waves. Made my heart pound. My blood pumping to keep me warm.
Hope is strong. Hope is my only thought. I gaze upon the ocean. Its dark water rushing to me.
I could only realize its hope. Hope for tomorrow. More importantly hope for today and hope everyday.
B. Augustine (2025)
Lovely.
thanks for the music
A beautiful piece of music.
Thank you.
Ps : Did you find the source of the picture?
thank you. haven’t yet found a source, still looking for it :/
thanks!
My thoughts are racing, wish i could know where they’re taking me, I’m everywhere all at once, my body still centres here, but I’m not actually here.. I’m in all these little thoughts of mine, I’m in a journey inside myself, which presence of me centres? Lingers? Long enough for me to recognize, a presence that doesn’t turn on and off and eventually fades into a distant memory.. lost in the sea of my forgotten blurred dreams.
Love it!!!
TE AGRADEZCO POR ESTO
Y YO TE AGRADEZCO POR ESTE COMENTARIO!!!
Keep it going...
keep going :)
I can reveal my soul only here in the comments, since no one will read this, I'm sure, probably by the age of 25, I will live the way I dreamed when I was 17
I read it
❤❤❤ senin kabin gibi temiz ve sağlıklı hayat dilerim umarum tüm hayalin gerçek olur
I very much hope that you find the beautiful way of life that you desire, my friend
at 17 i too dreamed of many things to become when 25 but now I m 26 and never lived what I dreamt off it crushed me and now all fallen part,i don't blame anyone i accept it's my inability or i was delusional, unrealistic,may be my dreams are just dreams
@@aayirathiloruvan4509 bro, come up with a plan, sit down and write all your dreams on paper, and come up with small goals to achieve them, small steps that will soon accumulate and become large, and gradually in this way you will achieve the goal, in small steps, just do not give up, those who give up live on the street and sleep on the bare ground, do not think and defeat, but be prepared for anything, you can do it if you really want it. Good luck, my friend. ✊
Good night world ❤
Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs
The pain inside doesn’t hurt ….its hollow instead
Tied down to this mortal coil….. I continue
Set my spirit free……let waves disperse the inner turmoil
Freedom from self……and ties that bind
Mind awash ….drifting over the endless sea of what ifs I continue
Hello, about this comment, just to say that the end of this sentence is about four seconds in the future but when you get there it'll be right now.
You are really addicted to dreams..
watch the sea, alone
watch it, watch it again
let yourself turn into ash
into, air, into sea, into nothing
watch the sea, alone
come watch it
these waves are weaving a poem
these waves are telling a tale
This sea, Ahh! This sea.
Esta tudo bem, nao desista dos seus sonhos
A Dream ? The World without war.
I am not dream anything anymore.
For real.
Va a ser un año que me separé. Y hace dos que fuimos al mar por última vez en familia. Miro esta imagen con la música de fondo y me parte el alma. La extraño mucho, y extraño a mi familia. Pero sé que la persona con la que me casé ya no existe más, por eso es realmente es como un duelo porque la natalia que conocía antes murió y se abrió paso otra persona totalmente diferente. Y quedé como esa imagen, ya no está más mi familia conmigo mirando el mar. Y me consuela el duelo y el llanto en esta música. Saludos...
no puedo imaginar lo difícil que debe ser esto para ti... te deseo lo mejor, encontrarás la paz 🙏
daydreams
v v pretty 🥲
I do not need to know what you feel
Scab hard to peel
A curse of my time for her to steal
Hers is only for her
Mine taken years ago
Love was my weakness
They used it for this
Shows how cheap everything is
For the ones who can't understand the value of things
It's simple value others as you value yourselves
Would you accept the same on to you?
Yet accept on to me?
And that right there
Is the definition of hypocrisy
My old friend a god sent tribulation and test in life.
Maybe pastlives
Lost at sea
Did you write this music?
yeah, i did! you can find the sheet music for it on my kofi :)
vai ficar tudo bem
Hello, thank you, good job (16.01.2025), haver a nice day ❤
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Still dream about peaceful life on a seaside again...
The sea is so big...
My dreams never lived cause i never had any....
Thank you playlist
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