Honestly? This is my favorite off Perverts. The intense dread and panic Pulldrone set me up with just subsided with this, i felt the weight of all the troubles ive been facing all collapse when this came on. This feels like Televangelism's moodier, darker sister in the best possible way. I broke down crying as the song came to a close and I don't think anything in the world will give me as terrifying and cathartic a listening experience as Perverts just did.
7:50 For those who may not be able to understand it. “So he decided that the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack… He thought could induce the heart attack by running a very fast race or a sizable distance **that fully** exhausted him and die. So he kinda had to run as hard as he could and he ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed. He didn’t die, so the next night he tried the same thing, he ran again, and he still didn’t die! So he tried it again the third night, and then the fourth and the fifth! And after this had been going on for a week, he felt so good that he didn’t want to kill himself anymore!” **I couldn’t tell what was being said here so i filled in with what context I had**
Funny story, my dad has always loved the name “Etienne.” I remember sitting in the car with him one rainy day, and he told me he would love if I named my possibly future son Etienne. I didn’t understand why, I really didn’t like the name at first, I thought it was one of those “look at how regal I sound” type names that was hard for me for pronounce because my tongue just can’t seem to form the letters. This song reminds me of that feeling, trying to say something but never saying it quite right, it feels like a state of limbo, like sitting on the curb of some obscure town in Appalachia when it’s about to rain, stuck in the past, with the outdated signs that haven’t changed since the 80s, while worrying for the future, and failing to recognize the present. I’m probably rambling but this song just made me feel a certain way, like being caught in a moment you can’t quite name or escape.
This song sounds so much like getting out of a dark place in your life; the nostalgia, sadness and loneliness of the first minutes, and that hopeful feeling that hits once it starts building, all accompannied by the quote at the end. It reminded me of how it feels to get better. You cling to the little things in life and, even though there isn't immediately a noticeable change, you keep living on, until one day you realize that it isn't half as bad as it used to be. Beautiful as always. Thank you, Hayden 🖤.
Even when I just get to live in this other reality through my ears it makes me feel safer. I have gotten hate saying it’s scary when I show her music to people but I guess we are completely different. It makes me so happy to know that someone can sing the words I felt for so long or create a feeling I know so well inside myself. I can’t make anyone understand that doesn’t already.
Hayden is a huge fan of Resident Evil (she's posted occasionally of her love for Leon Kennedy). This song feels like it took inspiration from the save rooms of those games. It makes sense that this is after Pulldrone. Etienne is the safety from what pulled you into the darkness. (See what I did there?)
Listening to this album a lot since its been released. I cant recall the last time something has made me feel this vast and alone. It really makes you feel alone in the middle of nowhere. For me atleast. I cant stop listening. Especially this track
this song has so much beauty in it. the more you listen to it, the more you notice little sounds that at the end change the whole meaning of the song. at the end of it, I always feel like I’m leaving something behind. you’re such an artist, Ethel.
Had to turn the lights back on and just sit with my eyes closed and be with myself for this one. Feels like a warm hug from someone who truly cares about you after a bad day. Absolutely life-changing album, I don't think I could ever forget this one 🖤
you dont hate her, you're just sad to know what she'll become, she is an angel, but now you know its short lived, and you wish you could come back and grab onto her clothes, tell her softly, i hope you never forget yourself. I hope you never forget yourself. Its a journey she will go on, and your heart aches with each step closer to you she takes, you know she will one day become just like you, and that when she gets there she will look at you with hurt in her eyes. Why did you make me this way. What have I become. I just wish I could tell her. I hope you never forget yourself.
When I listened to the full album, there wasn't really a song that stuck out to me as a favorite other than Punish, but as I've been listening to some of the songs more, they're really growing on me. This song just feels so... calm. It feels calm but dark, kinda like finding relief in loss or defeat, if that makes any sense? I guess that could kinda fit with the excerpt at the end. It's really beautiful and definitely one of my favorites now
So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance Going as far as he could until he dies So he set out to run as hard as he could He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed But he didn't die So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again And he still didn't die So he tried again the third night And then the fourth and the fifth And after this had been going on for a week He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore
So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance Going as far as he could until he dies So he set out to run as hard as he could He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed But he didn't die So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again And he still didn't die So he tried again the third night And then the fourth and the fifth And after this had been going on for a week He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore
“So he decided that the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack… He thought could induce the heart attack by running a very fast race or a sizable distance that fully exhausted him and die. So he kinda had to run as hard as he could and he ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed. He didn’t die, so the next night he tried the same thing, he ran again, and he still didn’t die! So he tried it again the third night, and then the fourth and the fifth! And after this had been going on for a week, he felt so good that he didn’t want to kill himself anymore!”
So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance Going as far as he could until he dies So he set out to run as hard as he could He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed But he didn't die So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again And he still didn't die So he tried again the third night And then the fourth and the fifth And after this had been going on for a week He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore
"so he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack. he thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance, going as far as he could until he dies, so he set out to run as hard as he could. he ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed, but he didn't die. so the next night, he tried the same thing and he ran again and he still didn't die. so he tried again the third night, and then the fourth and the fifth. and after this had been going on for a week, he felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore"
There’s something so special about this track to me and I can’t quite place it. The instrumental has that comforting yet sad sound that I can’t help get teary eyed while listening to it. The end part makes me feel a little hopeful as the last line says “he didn’t want to kill himself anymore” after trying and trying over and over again. I wouldn’t say I’m suicidal by any means but it just makes me really think about those that thought this was the only way. I just get really sad and feel very hard about this. To ME, ending your own life is the worse way to die. Please, PLEASE take care of yourself people. There is always someone on your side. 🫂❤️ Ugh Hayden the woman that you are. If there’s one thing I hope to remember when I’m old is your music as it has changed me immensely. ❤️❤️❤️
i close my eyes and the keys make me feel like a skeleton made of silver is giving me a warm hug, it just feels like a weirdly comforting metallic grey?
this song reminds me of her for sure cover♥. so pretty, its like a resonances that keeps on multiplying. perverts is probaly my favorite album from her
Honestly? This is my favorite off Perverts. The intense dread and panic Pulldrone set me up with just subsided with this, i felt the weight of all the troubles ive been facing all collapse when this came on. This feels like Televangelism's moodier, darker sister in the best possible way. I broke down crying as the song came to a close and I don't think anything in the world will give me as terrifying and cathartic a listening experience as Perverts just did.
Right? This one felt like a rest stop on a very stressful trip but not out of place at all.
what a perfect way to describe it, i totally felt this way about it too.
I swear I have listened to this 10 times by now. The sadness and the happiness to it are equally addictive and beautiful to me.
Lifelover would be proud of her.This is some really good stuff
Immediately had to head to my drums to play along with this
7:50 For those who may not be able to understand it.
“So he decided that the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack… He thought could induce the heart attack by running a very fast race or a sizable distance **that fully** exhausted him and die. So he kinda had to run as hard as he could and he ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed. He didn’t die, so the next night he tried the same thing, he ran again, and he still didn’t die! So he tried it again the third night, and then the fourth and the fifth! And after this had been going on for a week, he felt so good that he didn’t want to kill himself anymore!”
**I couldn’t tell what was being said here so i filled in with what context I had**
thank you for this
Interestinggggg thank you
@@eloisammuel 🩷🩷
@@b19wing_inslowmotion 🩷🩷
This was really interesting
I will gladly wait a few years for this album on vinyl
Preachers daughter is on vinyl in April. Will gladly wait for perverts ❤
This album on vinyl would be something entirely other-worldly!
may god never make me forget this song, even when I'm too old to remember anything else
the powerlines will lead me home
You live at the power station??? That's SICK! No blackouts.
This was not meant for the flesh nor the blood, not even for the bones. This was meant for the soul, for the space you can not live on
Funny story, my dad has always loved the name “Etienne.” I remember sitting in the car with him one rainy day, and he told me he would love if I named my possibly future son Etienne. I didn’t understand why, I really didn’t like the name at first, I thought it was one of those “look at how regal I sound” type names that was hard for me for pronounce because my tongue just can’t seem to form the letters. This song reminds me of that feeling, trying to say something but never saying it quite right, it feels like a state of limbo, like sitting on the curb of some obscure town in Appalachia when it’s about to rain, stuck in the past, with the outdated signs that haven’t changed since the 80s, while worrying for the future, and failing to recognize the present. I’m probably rambling but this song just made me feel a certain way, like being caught in a moment you can’t quite name or escape.
I LOVE the moment when the second guitar starts playing more clearly
This song sounds so much like getting out of a dark place in your life; the nostalgia, sadness and loneliness of the first minutes, and that hopeful feeling that hits once it starts building, all accompannied by the quote at the end. It reminded me of how it feels to get better. You cling to the little things in life and, even though there isn't immediately a noticeable change, you keep living on, until one day you realize that it isn't half as bad as it used to be. Beautiful as always. Thank you, Hayden 🖤.
Even when I just get to live in this other reality through my ears it makes me feel safer. I have gotten hate saying it’s scary when I show her music to people but I guess we are completely different. It makes me so happy to know that someone can sing the words I felt for so long or create a feeling I know so well inside myself. I can’t make anyone understand that doesn’t already.
oh, ethel, you are so good at this
I need your music in a video game so badly. Another wonderful work of art.
Yeah, outlast 3.
This whole album in general reminded me of Disco Elysium's soundtrack by Sea Power. Would love to see her working on a DE successor game of sorts
Literally the whole album is giving silent hill vibes
god, what a track
it’s happening to everybody
who up etheling their 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧 rn
me
ME ME ME ME
MINE DOES THAT WITH 𝐜𝐚𝐢𝐧 TOO LMAO
I started humming along to this on my listen tonight and it was oddly meditative, so thank you for that, genuinely.
Hayden is a huge fan of Resident Evil (she's posted occasionally of her love for Leon Kennedy). This song feels like it took inspiration from the save rooms of those games. It makes sense that this is after Pulldrone. Etienne is the safety from what pulled you into the darkness. (See what I did there?)
Reminds me of the save room in Signalis, which I understand to have been inspired by the rooms in Resident Evil!
this track is so comforting in an unsettling way it's one of my favorite tracks ever
Listening to this album a lot since its been released. I cant recall the last time something has made me feel this vast and alone. It really makes you feel alone in the middle of nowhere. For me atleast. I cant stop listening. Especially this track
this song has so much beauty in it.
the more you listen to it, the more you notice little sounds that at the end change the whole meaning of the song.
at the end of it, I always feel like I’m leaving something behind.
you’re such an artist, Ethel.
Had to turn the lights back on and just sit with my eyes closed and be with myself for this one. Feels like a warm hug from someone who truly cares about you after a bad day. Absolutely life-changing album, I don't think I could ever forget this one 🖤
Words can not explain how much i appreciate and needed this album
might finally pick up my guitar to learn this
This is my favorite track in the ep 🩷
you dont hate her, you're just sad to know what she'll become, she is an angel, but now you know its short lived, and you wish you could come back and grab onto her clothes, tell her softly, i hope you never forget yourself. I hope you never forget yourself. Its a journey she will go on, and your heart aches with each step closer to you she takes, you know she will one day become just like you, and that when she gets there she will look at you with hurt in her eyes. Why did you make me this way. What have I become. I just wish I could tell her. I hope you never forget yourself.
I hope I forget I wrote this. But I know thats a lie.
i can’t stop sobbing, thank you so much, it’s truly beautiful
Feels like despair in the most primal way
The guitar in this is so beautiful ♡
this felt like a pat on the shoulder for the outcast in me
This entire new album has a major Grouper influence
can’t wait to fully listen to this album later ❤
very relaxing and beautiful moment here!
This is one of the best things I’ve ever heard
i can feel my soul ascending to heaven
When I listened to the full album, there wasn't really a song that stuck out to me as a favorite other than Punish, but as I've been listening to some of the songs more, they're really growing on me. This song just feels so... calm. It feels calm but dark, kinda like finding relief in loss or defeat, if that makes any sense? I guess that could kinda fit with the excerpt at the end. It's really beautiful and definitely one of my favorites now
I cant express how much this song will be woven into my existence
god i love when hayden just sits down at the piano and cooks. beautiful
this kinda feels like a darker sibling of televangelism bcs of the way its recorded idk
It’s so calming.
This one sneaks up on ya. So good.
can someone translate the end for the baddies with audio processing disorder thank u
So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack
He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance
Going as far as he could until he dies
So he set out to run as hard as he could
He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed
But he didn't die
So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again
And he still didn't die
So he tried again the third night
And then the fourth and the fifth
And after this had been going on for a week
He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore
So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack
He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance
Going as far as he could until he dies
So he set out to run as hard as he could
He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed
But he didn't die
So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again
And he still didn't die
So he tried again the third night
And then the fourth and the fifth
And after this had been going on for a week
He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore
“So he decided that the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack… He thought could induce the heart attack by running a very fast race or a sizable distance that fully exhausted him and die. So he kinda had to run as hard as he could and he ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed. He didn’t die, so the next night he tried the same thing, he ran again, and he still didn’t die! So he tried it again the third night, and then the fourth and the fifth! And after this had been going on for a week, he felt so good that he didn’t want to kill himself anymore!”
So he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack
He thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance
Going as far as he could until he dies
So he set out to run as hard as he could
He ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed
But he didn't die
So the next night he tried the same thing and he ran again
And he still didn't die
So he tried again the third night
And then the fourth and the fifth
And after this had been going on for a week
He felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore
"so he decided the best way to end his life was to have a heart attack. he thought he could induce the heart attack by running a very fast way for a sizable distance, going as far as he could until he dies, so he set out to run as hard as he could. he ran and he ran until he was exhausted and he collapsed, but he didn't die. so the next night, he tried the same thing and he ran again and he still didn't die. so he tried again the third night, and then the fourth and the fifth. and after this had been going on for a week, he felt so good that he didn't want to kill himself anymore"
thank you, ethel cain. for helping me through a time of grief.
Gotta give it to Hayden, they have one of the best voices in the game, and they make an almost vocal-less record!!
she, not they
@@dusttblack Ok, Pronoun Police.
@infernusrex796 she's literally stated that she feels uncomfortable when people use the they pronoun for her asshole
There’s something so special about this track to me and I can’t quite place it. The instrumental has that comforting yet sad sound that I can’t help get teary eyed while listening to it. The end part makes me feel a little hopeful as the last line says “he didn’t want to kill himself anymore” after trying and trying over and over again. I wouldn’t say I’m suicidal by any means but it just makes me really think about those that thought this was the only way. I just get really sad and feel very hard about this. To ME, ending your own life is the worse way to die. Please, PLEASE take care of yourself people. There is always someone on your side. 🫂❤️
Ugh Hayden the woman that you are. If there’s one thing I hope to remember when I’m old is your music as it has changed me immensely. ❤️❤️❤️
A moment of light ✨
So beautiful.
i close my eyes and the keys make me feel like a skeleton made of silver is giving me a warm hug, it just feels like a weirdly comforting metallic grey?
Feels like running helplessly along a highway on the dead grass next to it but it feels exhilarating knowing that something has and will happen to you
GORGEOUS. SIMPLY GORGEOUS.
I have been waiting thank you for you work I really appreciate it❤
めちゃくちゃかっこいい！！
this is my fave from the album♡
My favorite joint.
The outro is so relatable to me.... Feeling joy in the pain (thats how i interpret it for me)
RIP Queen Elizabeth, you would've loved the new album
This is beautiful
beautiful post rock
I feel like I'm James stuck in Silent Hill
this song reminds me of her for sure cover♥. so pretty, its like a resonances that keeps on multiplying. perverts is probaly my favorite album from her
rip boulée you would’ve loved perverts
yall i queefed
i sharted ❤❤❤
i love ethel cain fans
In awe. Sheer majesty. Blessed to partake. Words incapable 💘
And one day, i just felt like running. -forrest gump
I love it. It’s so perfect
so beautiful
Makes me start music again ❤ art is beautiful ❤
YAYYYY
holy shit
rip God you would've love perverts
thank u, thank u so much
New Ethel? Let's gooooooooooo
thank you mommie
This sounds like it would be in a new resident evil loading screen or waiting room!!
Calm haunts me
Ethel cain? More like Ethel CAN make music 🫡
ITS HAPPENING TO ME
Just something about that accent on “himself” at the end there puts a pit in my stomach
Bendita seas ethel cain ❤
Tiny desk concert when??
crying
my tummy hurts
oh my god.
1:55 oh god
Unpopular Opinion: Perverts >>> Nosferatu
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this track absolutely ruined my life, thank you
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It's happening to me everyday
yeah its happening to me
🖤‼️‼️
Nice
i love you
😮😮😮😮😮😮
is it just me or does this otherwordly enchanting music reminds me of dead by daylight survivor theme?
YESS
This one sounds like it could be in a Fallout game, reminds me so much of the Far Harbor ambience
Is that the GTA San Andreas train hum in the background or am I insane?
What in the Silent Hill is this?
You ever watch those idiots who decided that would be a good way? It's pain .. I can tell you
Sounds like Voon Immer Amenra
White Chalk