Babes.you are amazing. And everything you say is true. The world is in chaos, and Elphaba lives in his own circle. She is a good sheep, 2 faces one for attention and one that is the true him. He never is transparent. He is always seeking attention. It is all about him he never ever rarely says anything or worries about anything or anyone other than himself. Girl I could go on like you lol. Some of my opinions may vary from you. I respect your ideas and opinions and it always us to look at things at different angles. Its about respect. if followers do not respect your content and views on matters. I hope they take a min and appreciate a channel with full transparency. Its so rare. Look at elphaba,, fake. Look at Kati honest. love you kati and i appreciate your work.
@katiclyzm your videos are brilliant love your tattoos and piercings and about the abusive relationship you was in that's not your fault iv bean In a abusive relationship with my ex she was a control freak your amazing keep up the good work and may I say you are a beautiful woman Katie
Elphie is a proper goon... and while Palestinians are dying, antisemitism is on the rise globally, and the quiet when Jews are being slaughtered versus the noise when they defend themselves from their attackers is a curious thing... almost every personal choice you've made as an adult is unethical or even evil according to the worldview of the people you're defending, and you can put all of that aside because they wave their dead children around after a fight they started?
As someone with bipolar disorder and has had manic episodes, I regret what I do during those episodes but I also take accountability. That’s also why I avoid certain things that trigger certain parts of my illness. Nose snow triggers mania like MAD. That’s probably my biggest issue with her currently. Take responsibility. Get help. Try and minimize your harm to others
Bipolar 2 here. I’ve also some real horrible / misguided shit while manic/depressed. You’re so right about taking accountability. Gets on my nerves the people who don’t get help, don’t try and make things better, and then say “it’s because I was manic”. Like at least try to fix it
I couldn’t agree more. It was thought that I may have bipolar 2 for some time and I’ve had some serious manic episodes and always regretted everything and taken accountability of everything I was aware I’d done. If I didn’t remember doing it but was told what I’d done after I’d still take accountability because that’s what it is to be an adult! I’m also diagnosed with ptsd, adhd and autism and it’s been something I’ve always been hyper aware of and wouldn’t shrug it off like that. I don’t think she has actual manic episodes. I think it’s crossed between a personality disorder and performance for the camera. And as someone with mental health illnesses, i actively avoid triggers and seek treatment as we should if we genuinely have these things unlike Elphaba!
My dad has bipolar( not sure which type) and he barely made an effort to try to manage it. He never got diagnosed with anything else but I have suspicions there is some in his personality or some other issue that affects how his mania and depression looks like. It got worse over the years, now the depression is about 4 weeks and mania about 2 weeks... I am not sure if he has Mania and the hypomania? Because he bit like that most of the time... He is forgetful, hyperfocused on himself- self centered I would say, not very diplomatic and has no filter. Only after switch between depression and mania I can tell how overcharged he is. Impulsive, and can't sleep. And only cares about thing that support he current obsession.
“I waited six and a half hours 🥺” that’s fast. I waited 18 hours while actively miscarrying and writhing in pain on the floor , unaware of where I was, who I was , who I was with, who was speaking to me , and what was happening. And then I was told to go home. Imagine complaining because seeing you as fast as they possibly can , isn’t fast enough.
I agree with Katie. Regardless to what conditions you have you CANNOT pull the "Mania - Cannot Control Speil" I have Severe Depression, PTSD, Stress and Anxiety which I battle around the clock. 13 medications daily. Platform or not, YOU CHOOSE TO BE ONLINE and do impressionable actions to younger viewers that can cause harm.
Different illnesses affect us all in different ways but you don't see everyone doing or insiuating SH online. The damage that does to other people is unimaginable. THINK FIRST
I'm old and have battled S.H, anxiety and panic attacks for 30 years. I happened to catch thier live and it triggered me for more reasons than one. If she was experiencing a mental health crisis, then she wouldn't immediately return to the place that caused her trigger. She would avoid Tiktok like the plague for several reasons. She's the boy who cried wolf of Tiktok.
I also once had an online friend that kept sending me images of SH. It was very traumatic but I really cared about this person as he was one of my only friends online or real life. Mind you I was 15. However one day, he sent me a picture of a rope. I think anyone can guess what he was planning to do. We used to play on a Minecraft server that I hosted through a site called aternos. I found his IP from the logs and called his local police. I also had his instagram so thankfully I was able to provide them with more than just a name. Safe to say, he is still here and thanks me from time to time. I am still highly sensitive towards topics of SH due to feeling like his life was in my hands, at the age of 15. I talked to the police alone. No one should have to feel like that. I'm glad I wasn't there for Elphabas livestream.
As someone who goes through manic episodes even if mine aren’t as strong as other people’s I know it pisses me off to no end for elphaba to use that as an excuse to not take accountability bc while yes your very impulsive in a manic episode and don’t think much abt the consequences ur actions might have the least u could do if u truly could not control yourself at the time is take accountability and apologize and try to prevent it from happening again in the future but she fr can’t even do that🤦
I honestly feel bad for her, she’s fucked up her own life beyond repair at this point. There’s no way she’s going to actually get a job or have anything in her life outside of social media, so she stays on social media and the cycle continues. And I can just see her getting more and more desperate and I genuinely think it’s a matter of time before she actually does do something to hurt herself. It’s some awful fucked up combination of trying to stay relevant and needing to constantly be the centre of attention, and the moment she realises (if she hasn’t already) that this shit gets attention and therefore keeps her relevant, it’s a downward spiral of more and more drastic things. I’ve spent years in psych wards, you see this shit all the time. Elphaba just has a side of narcissism served with it.
I wouldn’t feel bad for her for not being able to get a house/job because of this purely because she did this to herself, she starts random drama, she did that YUBO live stream dated people below the age of 18 and publicised it
Elphaba throwing around the term manic episode is so infuriating. Imagine experiencing days, weeks if not months of putting yourself at risk through impulsive/extreme behaviour, making life-changing decisions, being unable to manage your health appropriately and for some people, terrifying delusions about yourself, your environment and others around you and then having someone even slightly compare their hour-long meltdown to any of those symptoms, even in their mildest forms. Absolutely abhorrent of her to spread misinformation and blame her negative and damaging behaviour on something that is already heavily stigmatised and misunderstood. There are plenty of people who suffer with manic episodes of all severities and they are the first people to take accountability for any harm they may have caused during them. It's an absolute mockery towards people who genuinely do struggle with this and don't use it as a lousy excuse for inappropriate and downright out of order behaviour.
Yep, same. I am on a lot of medication due to a bipolar 2 diagnosis. Mania fucked up my life for a long time before even knowing I had bipolar, it's not a joke, its not a word to be used lightly. Unreal.
props to covering these draining topics katie lol. This is difficult work, no joke. also as someone who just started uni, Absolutely insane you can still make content on this. love the channel ❤️
It's the fact as well that she had the weapon on standby then tried to act like it came out of nowhere like she was waiting for her GCSE drama moment imo
Im actually glad you mentioned about Palestine. Honestly I hope alphaba sees this video and really understands that there are bigger things going on in the world other then some leader board for tiktok. Ps I really like your videos 😃
I appreciate someone online who has bettered themselves and their mental health and now has a mature perspective, rather than hearing all the time how much others should just bend and accept poor behaviour because of a diagnosis. I sometimes think, despite what a broken brain network might be thinking, some people need more restrictions and care for their own protection.
Your spot on about it coming down to you, and wanting the help. As someone who has been through mental health problems and addiction problems, it came from me wanting to change, still got some mental health problems, but have been clean for over 10 years now, but it had to come from me. As for Elphaba blaming everyone apart from her self, just says she's just using it as an excuse for all her crappy behavior. She may well have problems, but she isn't doing anything to help her self. It's hard to be sympathetic to her.
i am ashamed to say that i used to be someone that showed sh to others, not because i tried to trigger people but because i didn’t think and i wanted to reach out for help. i’m glad i grew out of that when i grew up and matured. elphaba, on the other hand, i don’t see maturing out of this ideology. i think she needs genuine help, and not just sitting in the hospital wasting nhs time. she needs to be in an actual mental hospital, she needs to get off tiktok and get actual help, especially if she ‘cannot control herself’ during these moments.
I dunno man. I have mental health issues, and my first thought when having a breakdown is not, "hold up, let me set up my recording equipment and jump on a live real quick".
i genuinely cannot believe she is allowed to do this online. as someone who also has suffered from these issues, i agree it does come from within to make change. i do not think she ever wants to change because she makes so much money, its like a form of sh in itself, the really high highs of getting all this money and gifts but the really low lows of going through these "episodes".
Making it to 30 minutes of watching Elphaba I need a intentional aneurysm but it's worth it for the commentary tbh. After seeing various angles of Elphaba its giving me ET vibes
I LOVE YOU!! You are saying what we are ALL thinking thank you for making these honest truthful videos and speaking up for the rest of us and spreading awareness! Thank you Katie 💯
Ive had quite a few 'outbursts' similar to this, obviously not online. i was by myself but i can say that the only thing i cared about was my dog. she looked at me and i put it down. She is my everything and after a few times of her witnessing and coming over to me it stopped being so serious. my dog is my life saver. So I can somewhat understand how elphaba could have been feeling in that moment and its not good, its even worse that she doesn't have anyone who genuinely cares about her. She really needs to come off the internet until she has healed and sorted out ALL of her issues. even then i think she should stay offline for her own sake
Sounds more like NPD than BPD, there’s a huge crossover between them & lots of NPD’s shroud it under BPD because it gets more sympathy which further fuels their narcissistic supply
@@emilywatson4732 yeah I try to say “connection seeking” instead of “attention seeking” because that’s what they truly want I believe. Has Elphaba’s family ever been mentioned? Does she have a good relationship with them?
Honestly love your videos, been watching from the start and your videos are so interesting as well. I also agree with all your points on mental health and where you shouldn’t be posting that because it can damage others in many different ways. Honestly I forgot about elphaba, I thought she was gone by now lmao. I feel shamed to be British because elphaba is, if I ever find out she comes to my city, then I’m moving. I also can’t believe I’m younger than elphaba (18) and I act more mature than her, it’s quite unbelievable but yk we don’t expect less from her by now. Anyways love your videos.
Yeah ngl? Elphaba might be the reason why MPs are introducing legislations banning electronic devices for people under the age of 16 bc parents just cba 🤦🏼😂
With what you have shared I can fully relate on that and I wish I didn't as I was struggling before hand and it has put an every worse effect on me and it also didn't help I had friends push things like that on me so while I was trying to deal with things myself I was mostly trying to focus on them which I really don't recommend on anyone. I'm proud your speaking out as this is not normal behaviour to keep pushing down thoats. I love your videos so much just please take care of yourself
Waited 6 1/2 hours in A&E... A&E runs on priority. The most urgent (most ill, most injured) are put to the top of the list and are seen first, the least urgent (least ill, least injired) are placed in the appropriate place on the list. If someone who is worse off comes in, you move down. That's how it works. You clearly were not too urgent a case. Stop wasting the time of A&E staff
Just wanted to stop by in the comments and tell you that you were spitting facts with your dialogue on wanting change and mental health. I had to come to that same understanding years ago so I can appreciate the importance of what you were saying. Good stuff
She uses her mental health to escape accountability and that’s the real problem here. It’s a similar comparison to the stuff going on with the baby reindeer show imo. You can have mental health issues and that can lead you to do awful things at times (I’ve been there myself) but to take no accountability after the fact and do everything to cover up what you’ve done is the problem. I’ve done some shit things in very emotional states, the difference is that I actually feel bad and genuinely apologise after the fact. There’s such a difference
This is the first video of yours ive seen, ive viewed a lot of videos about elphaba but never actually seen any of her lives. It was interesting to hear your views on her. You have a somewhat brutal honesty that i like. Ive subscribed and cant wait to see more of your videos. On a totally different note, you have beautiful eyes
Goodluck with your uni work! Well done for getting so far and make sure to celebrate once you finish 😊. You are a wonderful creator, I appreciate you doing these elphaba videos. I perfer keeping her off my tik tok 😂 so it's nice to be able to watch your videos, be in the loop, but have your wonderful commentary along with it 😊
When you have a 14yr old SN grandson knows how to remove all the features to keep him safe. Cant take his phone off him on school days incase of an emergency. Can be very hard to keep your teens safe online as many of them are tech savvy and can turn off any parental controls
I just found you and just subscribed. I love your way of presenting these issues, your passion, and your thoughtful perspective. You handled this video so well. You are a compelling person. There is iron in the words you speak. Sending this to you by way of Texas by way of the U.K., by way of Oslo Norway and elsewhere. 🇮🇸 By the way, Elphaba seems to me to be a terribly unpleasant human being: egotistical, whiny, self-important, narcissistic, and most probably mean-hearted.
Made it to the end for one reason, and this is definitely not anything to do with who your focusing content on. It's 💯 you and the sense you make ❤ I have never and would never take to tiktok so thanks for making me aware of this horror that could be on my children's phones.
Thank you. I made it! What is tethering me is thinking “katiclyzm and I have the same earphones. That’s cool. We both get to wear those without living as Elphaba.” I hope everything is going well for you! Thanks for the video, it came right in time for me, personally.
Yh I’ve been diagnosed with quite a few things and to me anyway I try my hardest to be normal and if I’m ever manic or breaking down or super hyper I try to stay out of public cos Yh it’s a mental illness but i also share this world with others
Her rant about the NHS is hilarious, A&E's never work properly because of people like her. she actively puts herself in these situations and even then, she is literally alright? She's well within her senses and has no injury requiring attention, she's barking up the complete wrong tree, she's crying about the system? It's the funding with the NHS and the employment issues. the NHS IS the system. If you go to A&E and are waiting over 8 hours, the chances are you simply don't need to be there.
I really hope that elphaba gets the help she deserved I think she has a lot left to give but she needs to own up to her actions Another good video, keep up the grind!
Yk Katie your doing amazing, if anyone has the time too watch these vids and hate grow up, Katie your doing amazing, goodluck with uni, you deserve the best in life ❤
Yeah bipolar 1 person here who also experiences physcosis… you can manage it, and control it if you seek professional help, it’s not easy but can be done, it’s miserable living like that. No one with it wants to live like that, she needs to stop using mental illness as an excuse and actually fucking do shit, but oh no if she does then she won’t get views
I've said it before and I'll say it again, every commentary UA-camr has a nemesis. Mine is Jack Doherty (might be Kris Tyson now), Penguinz0 is Sneako and yours is Elphaba.
Kati remember us when you're rich and famous, this content is too good to gatekeep 🙏😔 (edit) she's 100% real for saying 'pan umbrella' like i can never care enough to choose a label for me not caring what someone is if im dating them 😭
i’m diagnosed with BP and I experience mania- let me just say, I absolutely am responsible for my actions when i’m having a manic episode. Mania is not an excuse to do bad things.
What i can take from this: elphaba is very likely mentally ill yes but the way she carries herself about that is just so problematic, it still makes me a little sad she struggles, but can’t say she handles it well, im sad you, Kati also struggled with it, hope you are better now, and the state of the world, especially in Palestine is horrible. We are so sheltered from real horrors, and not only that, we made elphaba, there is a market for that kind of freak, which is also sad. But one thing made me happy, Kati u crack me tf up and girl im also a hello kitty Stan so 🫡
I had a manic episode a few days ago tbf and I don’t remember anything from my episode all I know is that I had my gf had to tell me and most of the time my hands were in my head and I did apologise for my actions (luckily I wasn’t angry at anyone and nothing was directed at anyone) I won’t go into anymore details but honestly what she’s chatting i assume is total lies she just speaks like it’s a good thing or an excuse to get away with it
I have bipolar II(: electric boogaloo) which features both mania and hypo-mania (essentially only a little bit manic, you're more in control) Elphaba in her streams shows very few of the signs I'd typically expect of a manic state. If she is truly manic doctors are the option, she's so flippant about mania which also made me suspicious of the validity of her manic states. Like, when I came down fron manic states before I was diagnosed and medicated; I was mortified if ever I had done anything strange whilst manic. I'd take responsibility for my actions whilst manic; Elphaba should try that Also excellent video 🎉
To be clear bipolar isn't the only disorder with manic episodes, but she really doesn't seem to understand what manic is, it's not as simple as no self-control = manic. Whilst manic I once stayed awake for 5 days, I felt amazing until I crashed, I slept two days straight then felt miserable for months after. Luckily didn't do anything harmful during that episode, but seeing her trivialise mania is so frustrating.
Also made it to the end my week has been good, I follow what's happening in Palestine and Ukraine most of my time which can be depressing at times, your videos offer a lovely reprieve from what's happening everywhere else, thank you for making them ❤
My partner before I met him he called for help as he was feeling he wanted to unalive himself and he was told to call back the next day 😮 well that same night he tried to take his life and ended up in life support machine and they really didn’t think he would pull through his father got called to say he was worse and also a priest and then he made it out alive .so some hospital staff don’t listen properly imo but thank god he pulled through or I wouldn’t be able to have met him ❤
There is a certain level where if she was actually in an episode, she wasn’t completely in control of herself. However, if she really cared about being accountable for what she did, and about getting better, she would get off TikTok and the internet as a whole. Regardless of the episode itself (assuming she is telling the truth) she is not having an episode now, thus she needs to take care of herself and get off the internet. She’s not going to, but that’s what she needs to do. People in episodes can’t necessarily be held accountable because no they aren’t in control, but that doesn’t mean they can just keep doing things without any consequences.
one of my amazing friends is trans and I would never ask if she had certain stuff ,but. im always happy if she tells me I remember when she told me she finally paid to get her surgery made me so proud of her as she had to earn it all on her own and didn't get it given just like some ppl do :)
Hey there @Katiclyzm!! It's nice to see you back, maybe I've just missed it but feels like you haven't posted a lot lately. Anyways you look lovely as usual, and always enjoy your videos. SH is a very touchy topic for a lot of people. I've personally dealt with this in the past during the darkest times in my life but thankfully I was able to push thru and kinda get better. I definitely empathize with people and how they feel, but doing this shit and making such threats on tiktok live is just wild! It's almost impossible for me to feel sorry for someone like that cause it really just feels like a ploy to gain views rather than something sincere and genuine. Anyways...I'm curious and have a question lol. It's just about your name. Is it something completely random or is your name actually Katie possibly? I just ask cause my youngest daughter is named Kaydence and everyone calls her Katie. Just curious. I hope you're doing well dear. Regards from Tennessee, USA. 🌹👊🤘 Edit: also good on you for mentioning the Palestinian people and that channel. Absolutely people should try to donate to help these people rather than donating to the shit show we know as Elphaba. That's a really tense topic and I know a lot of people feel really strongly about it one way or another, but it such a disgusting and truly sad situation going on over there in Gaza. My heart goes out to all the people suffering there.
I got diagnosed with type 2 bipolar (hypomania but severe depression) and my therapist has ALWAYS made me take accountability for my actions no matter what episode I was in. Controversial opinion perhaps, but I feel that mental health has honestly become a crutch to a lot of people in a way? "You did a bad thing" oh I was depressed or oh I was in a manic episode. Ok and? Own up to it, take accountability no matter the circumstances.
Sorry I know this isn't the point of this at all, but I love having these videos on while I crochet and I mainly just listen while I work, but I started laughing when Kati asked what I was doing here bc I have no idea why I'm here but I like it ahaha
Good old Elphaba! She keeps the streak alive of never taking any responsibility for anything. She's more delusional than ever. There will be other things she'll do in the future that will top this one.
Why does elphaba do this victim blaming "not my fault I did this,it's the parents fault for not watching them" I hate this deflection all the time....self diagnosis can work at times but at this point it's not who cried wolf,we don't know what's real and what's an act anymore
I’m not a medical professional and nor do I claim to be but I personally think she’s got bipolar due to the up and down of her outbursts and I think she needs sectioning for her own mental health before it’s too late.
I'm so used to people immediately misgendering trans women as soon as they do something wrong that it was weirdly comforting that you actually used her pronouns tbh
If Elphaba really wants to be a mother, I hope so fucking deeply that she waits at least ten years before making that decision. She can't even take care of herself. She has SO much growing up to do herself before she can even think of raising a child
she constantly contradicts herself. (3:37) -"i was in a m*-*-*-*- e*-*-***-*- and no one can control that"- but then goes on to say (4:48) "my friend leigh had to control me". then later in another video says (12:20) "i cant do that again". but i thought she cant control it? so what is stopping her from doing it again if she cant control it? what if she has another manic episode? i am seriously baffled how she still has a platform.
using mania is acc stupid, although u said mania isnt as serious, i can tell you from experience that there are 3 different stages of mania, acute, delirious and delusional, i myself had a psychotic episode and went through all these stages, its pathetic that elphaba is trying to use mania symptoms as some sort of anchor for their problematic actions, its ridiculous
another day, another Katie slay, just ignore that my comment is 3 days late lol genuinely, excellent video, you're so well-spoken ❤ also good luck with uni!!
thank you for all of ur support, it means so much, more than you all will know!
Babes.you are amazing. And everything you say is true. The world is in chaos, and Elphaba lives in his own circle. She is a good sheep, 2 faces one for attention and one that is the true him. He never is transparent. He is always seeking attention. It is all about him he never ever rarely says anything or worries about anything or anyone other than himself. Girl I could go on like you lol. Some of my opinions may vary from you. I respect your ideas and opinions and it always us to look at things at different angles. Its about respect. if followers do not respect your content and views on matters. I hope they take a min and appreciate a channel with full transparency. Its so rare. Look at elphaba,, fake. Look at Kati honest. love you kati and i appreciate your work.
@katiclyzm your videos are brilliant love your tattoos and piercings and about the abusive relationship you was in that's not your fault iv bean In a abusive relationship with my ex she was a control freak your amazing keep up the good work and may I say you are a beautiful woman Katie
Elphie is a proper goon... and while Palestinians are dying, antisemitism is on the rise globally, and the quiet when Jews are being slaughtered versus the noise when they defend themselves from their attackers is a curious thing... almost every personal choice you've made as an adult is unethical or even evil according to the worldview of the people you're defending, and you can put all of that aside because they wave their dead children around after a fight they started?
@@turdferguson9356 bombing children, babies, pregnant women, bombing hospitals and “safe-zones” doesn’t seem like self defence to me
@@katiclyzm funny, you could easily be referring to the unguided rockets Hamas fires into elementary schools
You and John5161 are practically my main methods of keeping up with all this Elphie drama without directly enabling her behaviour 😭
Same!!
Omg I love him so much too🎉🎉
I follow Cam n his friends videos on her as well but I love Kati’s tough love approach.
This comment is so real I deleted my TikTok but I get my gossip here 😂 would rather support Katie 🎉😊
no actually lol. i live in the states so i loveeee their content about stuff i don’t typically see/hear about!
As someone with bipolar disorder and has had manic episodes, I regret what I do during those episodes but I also take accountability. That’s also why I avoid certain things that trigger certain parts of my illness. Nose snow triggers mania like MAD. That’s probably my biggest issue with her currently. Take responsibility. Get help. Try and minimize your harm to others
Bipolar 2 here. I’ve also some real horrible / misguided shit while manic/depressed. You’re so right about taking accountability. Gets on my nerves the people who don’t get help, don’t try and make things better, and then say “it’s because I was manic”. Like at least try to fix it
I couldn’t agree more. It was thought that I may have bipolar 2 for some time and I’ve had some serious manic episodes and always regretted everything and taken accountability of everything I was aware I’d done. If I didn’t remember doing it but was told what I’d done after I’d still take accountability because that’s what it is to be an adult! I’m also diagnosed with ptsd, adhd and autism and it’s been something I’ve always been hyper aware of and wouldn’t shrug it off like that. I don’t think she has actual manic episodes. I think it’s crossed between a personality disorder and performance for the camera. And as someone with mental health illnesses, i actively avoid triggers and seek treatment as we should if we genuinely have these things unlike Elphaba!
My dad has bipolar( not sure which type) and he barely made an effort to try to manage it. He never got diagnosed with anything else but I have suspicions there is some in his personality or some other issue that affects how his mania and depression looks like. It got worse over the years, now the depression is about 4 weeks and mania about 2 weeks... I am not sure if he has Mania and the hypomania? Because he bit like that most of the time... He is forgetful, hyperfocused on himself- self centered I would say, not very diplomatic and has no filter. Only after switch between depression and mania I can tell how overcharged he is. Impulsive, and can't sleep. And only cares about thing that support he current obsession.
Well said!
Same here!
Hope uni is going well! We’re all rooting for you 🎉
“I waited six and a half hours 🥺” that’s fast. I waited 18 hours while actively miscarrying and writhing in pain on the floor , unaware of where I was, who I was , who I was with, who was speaking to me , and what was happening. And then I was told to go home. Imagine complaining because seeing you as fast as they possibly can , isn’t fast enough.
Literally. I had to wait for an ectopic pregnancy operation which almost killed me due to internal bleeding 🫠 sorry for your loss girly ❤
Not exactly the same but I Got left waiting in a & e for 17 hours with multiple Asthma attacks
I know this is a late response, but I genuinely hope you’re doing alright now, I’m so sorry that happened to you, wishing you all the best ❤
I agree with Katie. Regardless to what conditions you have you CANNOT pull the "Mania - Cannot Control Speil"
I have Severe Depression, PTSD, Stress and Anxiety which I battle around the clock. 13 medications daily. Platform or not, YOU CHOOSE TO BE ONLINE and do impressionable actions to younger viewers that can cause harm.
Exactly Myke. Well said
Different illnesses affect us all in different ways but you don't see everyone doing or insiuating SH online. The damage that does to other people is unimaginable. THINK FIRST
I'm old and have battled S.H, anxiety and panic attacks for 30 years. I happened to catch thier live and it triggered me for more reasons than one. If she was experiencing a mental health crisis, then she wouldn't immediately return to the place that caused her trigger. She would avoid Tiktok like the plague for several reasons. She's the boy who cried wolf of Tiktok.
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I also once had an online friend that kept sending me images of SH. It was very traumatic but I really cared about this person as he was one of my only friends online or real life. Mind you I was 15. However one day, he sent me a picture of a rope. I think anyone can guess what he was planning to do. We used to play on a Minecraft server that I hosted through a site called aternos. I found his IP from the logs and called his local police. I also had his instagram so thankfully I was able to provide them with more than just a name. Safe to say, he is still here and thanks me from time to time. I am still highly sensitive towards topics of SH due to feeling like his life was in my hands, at the age of 15. I talked to the police alone. No one should have to feel like that. I'm glad I wasn't there for Elphabas livestream.
elpheba must have caused so much harm to the trans community by doing such awefull things and dismissing criticism as transphobia.
So true, I'm so tired of her calling everyone who dislikes her transphobic. There are so many talented trans people out there, she isn't one of them
"i'd rather shit in my hands and clap" i'm fucking dead 😭😭
As someone who goes through manic episodes even if mine aren’t as strong as other people’s I know it pisses me off to no end for elphaba to use that as an excuse to not take accountability bc while yes your very impulsive in a manic episode and don’t think much abt the consequences ur actions might have the least u could do if u truly could not control yourself at the time is take accountability and apologize and try to prevent it from happening again in the future but she fr can’t even do that🤦
I honestly feel bad for her, she’s fucked up her own life beyond repair at this point. There’s no way she’s going to actually get a job or have anything in her life outside of social media, so she stays on social media and the cycle continues. And I can just see her getting more and more desperate and I genuinely think it’s a matter of time before she actually does do something to hurt herself. It’s some awful fucked up combination of trying to stay relevant and needing to constantly be the centre of attention, and the moment she realises (if she hasn’t already) that this shit gets attention and therefore keeps her relevant, it’s a downward spiral of more and more drastic things. I’ve spent years in psych wards, you see this shit all the time. Elphaba just has a side of narcissism served with it.
I wouldn’t feel bad for her for not being able to get a house/job because of this purely because she did this to herself, she starts random drama, she did that YUBO live stream dated people below the age of 18 and publicised it
Elphaba throwing around the term manic episode is so infuriating. Imagine experiencing days, weeks if not months of putting yourself at risk through impulsive/extreme behaviour, making life-changing decisions, being unable to manage your health appropriately and for some people, terrifying delusions about yourself, your environment and others around you and then having someone even slightly compare their hour-long meltdown to any of those symptoms, even in their mildest forms.
Absolutely abhorrent of her to spread misinformation and blame her negative and damaging behaviour on something that is already heavily stigmatised and misunderstood. There are plenty of people who suffer with manic episodes of all severities and they are the first people to take accountability for any harm they may have caused during them. It's an absolute mockery towards people who genuinely do struggle with this and don't use it as a lousy excuse for inappropriate and downright out of order behaviour.
Yep, same. I am on a lot of medication due to a bipolar 2 diagnosis. Mania fucked up my life for a long time before even knowing I had bipolar, it's not a joke, its not a word to be used lightly. Unreal.
props to covering these draining topics katie lol. This is difficult work, no joke. also as someone who just started uni, Absolutely insane you can still make content on this. love the channel ❤️
you and imalexx is all i need to boost me through my GCSEs :D
good luck with them!!!!
Aged like fine wine
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I hope your gcses went well bc one part of this definitely didn’t 😭
@@12bree4 They 100% did go fine thankfully 😭
It's the fact as well that she had the weapon on standby then tried to act like it came out of nowhere like she was waiting for her GCSE drama moment imo
Im actually glad you mentioned about Palestine. Honestly I hope alphaba sees this video and really understands that there are bigger things going on in the world other then some leader board for tiktok. Ps I really like your videos 😃
I appreciate someone online who has bettered themselves and their mental health and now has a mature perspective, rather than hearing all the time how much others should just bend and accept poor behaviour because of a diagnosis.
I sometimes think, despite what a broken brain network might be thinking, some people need more restrictions and care for their own protection.
Your spot on about it coming down to you, and wanting the help. As someone who has been through mental health problems and addiction problems, it came from me wanting to change, still got some mental health problems, but have been clean for over 10 years now, but it had to come from me.
As for Elphaba blaming everyone apart from her self, just says she's just using it as an excuse for all her crappy behavior.
She may well have problems, but she isn't doing anything to help her self. It's hard to be sympathetic to her.
i am ashamed to say that i used to be someone that showed sh to others, not because i tried to trigger people but because i didn’t think and i wanted to reach out for help. i’m glad i grew out of that when i grew up and matured. elphaba, on the other hand, i don’t see maturing out of this ideology. i think she needs genuine help, and not just sitting in the hospital wasting nhs time. she needs to be in an actual mental hospital, she needs to get off tiktok and get actual help, especially if she ‘cannot control herself’ during these moments.
character development is the best people can ask from you! ❤️
I have severe anxiety, and I try my damndest to help others when I see them struggling with mental health. I always will
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same dude, you aren’t alone in that i promise
I dunno man. I have mental health issues, and my first thought when having a breakdown is not, "hold up, let me set up my recording equipment and jump on a live real quick".
Only started watching lately but honestly must say glad your back thoroughly enjoy your videos mate👍🏼
i genuinely cannot believe she is allowed to do this online. as someone who also has suffered from these issues, i agree it does come from within to make change. i do not think she ever wants to change because she makes so much money, its like a form of sh in itself, the really high highs of getting all this money and gifts but the really low lows of going through these "episodes".
Making it to 30 minutes of watching Elphaba I need a intentional aneurysm but it's worth it for the commentary tbh. After seeing various angles of Elphaba its giving me ET vibes
I LOVE YOU!! You are saying what we are ALL thinking thank you for making these honest truthful videos and speaking up for the rest of us and spreading awareness! Thank you Katie 💯
i enjoy watching these Elphaba videos for your reactions hahah , great work! 🤣
Ive had quite a few 'outbursts' similar to this, obviously not online. i was by myself but i can say that the only thing i cared about was my dog. she looked at me and i put it down. She is my everything and after a few times of her witnessing and coming over to me it stopped being so serious. my dog is my life saver. So I can somewhat understand how elphaba could have been feeling in that moment and its not good, its even worse that she doesn't have anyone who genuinely cares about her. She really needs to come off the internet until she has healed and sorted out ALL of her issues. even then i think she should stay offline for her own sake
But when she is out of mania and in a better state she should get off social media so these things don’t happen. She is irresponsible.
BPD gets misdiagnosed as bipolar very often due to some similar symptoms but as someone with a ma in psych I would suspect they are borderline.
Sounds more like NPD than BPD, there’s a huge crossover between them & lots of NPD’s shroud it under BPD because it gets more sympathy which further fuels their narcissistic supply
I’d say this isn’t bipolar at all. The “attention seeking” (hate that term) behaviour and problems with relationships screams BPD.
@@emilywatson4732 yeah I try to say “connection seeking” instead of “attention seeking” because that’s what they truly want I believe. Has Elphaba’s family ever been mentioned? Does she have a good relationship with them?
Honestly love your videos, been watching from the start and your videos are so interesting as well. I also agree with all your points on mental health and where you shouldn’t be posting that because it can damage others in many different ways. Honestly I forgot about elphaba, I thought she was gone by now lmao. I feel shamed to be British because elphaba is, if I ever find out she comes to my city, then I’m moving. I also can’t believe I’m younger than elphaba (18) and I act more mature than her, it’s quite unbelievable but yk we don’t expect less from her by now. Anyways love your videos.
Yeah ngl? Elphaba might be the reason why MPs are introducing legislations banning electronic devices for people under the age of 16 bc parents just cba 🤦🏼😂
I really love ur room setup!
‘no one can control me when i’m manic’
‘my friend had to control me’
huh??
With what you have shared I can fully relate on that and I wish I didn't as I was struggling before hand and it has put an every worse effect on me and it also didn't help I had friends push things like that on me so while I was trying to deal with things myself I was mostly trying to focus on them which I really don't recommend on anyone. I'm proud your speaking out as this is not normal behaviour to keep pushing down thoats. I love your videos so much just please take care of yourself
Waited 6 1/2 hours in A&E... A&E runs on priority. The most urgent (most ill, most injured) are put to the top of the list and are seen first, the least urgent (least ill, least injired) are placed in the appropriate place on the list. If someone who is worse off comes in, you move down. That's how it works. You clearly were not too urgent a case.
Stop wasting the time of A&E staff
Just wanted to stop by in the comments and tell you that you were spitting facts with your dialogue on wanting change and mental health. I had to come to that same understanding years ago so I can appreciate the importance of what you were saying. Good stuff
She uses her mental health to escape accountability and that’s the real problem here. It’s a similar comparison to the stuff going on with the baby reindeer show imo. You can have mental health issues and that can lead you to do awful things at times (I’ve been there myself) but to take no accountability after the fact and do everything to cover up what you’ve done is the problem. I’ve done some shit things in very emotional states, the difference is that I actually feel bad and genuinely apologise after the fact. There’s such a difference
omg, I love your Hello Kitty hair clips !
This is the first video of yours ive seen, ive viewed a lot of videos about elphaba but never actually seen any of her lives. It was interesting to hear your views on her. You have a somewhat brutal honesty that i like. Ive subscribed and cant wait to see more of your videos.
On a totally different note, you have beautiful eyes
thank you!! welcome!:D
Goodluck with your uni work! Well done for getting so far and make sure to celebrate once you finish 😊. You are a wonderful creator, I appreciate you doing these elphaba videos. I perfer keeping her off my tik tok 😂 so it's nice to be able to watch your videos, be in the loop, but have your wonderful commentary along with it 😊
When you have a 14yr old SN grandson knows how to remove all the features to keep him safe. Cant take his phone off him on school days incase of an emergency. Can be very hard to keep your teens safe online as many of them are tech savvy and can turn off any parental controls
The only way to truly monitor kid's phones are to not let them have 1. it would be near impossible to know everything they are doing on it.
elphaba was seen in a club in Glasgow 😭 got all the screenshots from the Facebook page they posted 😭
New Kat vid whoooop! Keeping all of us sane through exam season🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
I just found you and just subscribed. I love your way of presenting these issues, your passion, and your thoughtful perspective. You handled this video so well. You are a compelling person. There is iron in the words you speak. Sending this to you by way of Texas by way of the U.K., by way of Oslo Norway and elsewhere. 🇮🇸 By the way, Elphaba seems to me to be a terribly unpleasant human being: egotistical, whiny, self-important, narcissistic, and most probably mean-hearted.
Made it to the end for one reason, and this is definitely not anything to do with who your focusing content on. It's 💯 you and the sense you make ❤ I have never and would never take to tiktok so thanks for making me aware of this horror that could be on my children's phones.
Ah good luck with your uni course !!! I am so excited for every video you make Katie, take your time and enjoy the weather while we have it lol
Love watching helps me through tough days and I love this channel ❤️ 😊
Thank you. I made it! What is tethering me is thinking “katiclyzm and I have the same earphones. That’s cool. We both get to wear those without living as Elphaba.”
I hope everything is going well for you! Thanks for the video, it came right in time for me, personally.
I'm surviving and painting.
Thank you for asking. 🥰
Great video,for someone so young you have a great head on your shoulders.x
Yh I’ve been diagnosed with quite a few things and to me anyway I try my hardest to be normal and if I’m ever manic or breaking down or super hyper I try to stay out of public cos Yh it’s a mental illness but i also share this world with others
You worded the topic of
this video so well! 🫶
You're right, I am still here and things aren't the best lmfao
this part of the video is gold hahaha
Her rant about the NHS is hilarious, A&E's never work properly because of people like her. she actively puts herself in these situations and even then, she is literally alright? She's well within her senses and has no injury requiring attention, she's barking up the complete wrong tree, she's crying about the system? It's the funding with the NHS and the employment issues. the NHS IS the system. If you go to A&E and are waiting over 8 hours, the chances are you simply don't need to be there.
I really hope that elphaba gets the help she deserved I think she has a lot left to give but she needs to own up to her actions
Another good video, keep up the grind!
Yk Katie your doing amazing, if anyone has the time too watch these vids and hate grow up, Katie your doing amazing, goodluck with uni, you deserve the best in life ❤
Yeah bipolar 1 person here who also experiences physcosis… you can manage it, and control it if you seek professional help, it’s not easy but can be done, it’s miserable living like that. No one with it wants to live like that, she needs to stop using mental illness as an excuse and actually fucking do shit, but oh no if she does then she won’t get views
gl with uni you're the absolute best
lol I'm sorry, not flirting, but you're a cutie. I just mean your mannerisms
I've said it before and I'll say it again, every commentary UA-camr has a nemesis.
Mine is Jack Doherty (might be Kris Tyson now), Penguinz0 is Sneako and yours is Elphaba.
like wearing earphones when there's no need right
Kati remember us when you're rich and famous, this content is too good to gatekeep 🙏😔
(edit) she's 100% real for saying 'pan umbrella' like i can never care enough to choose a label for me not caring what someone is if im dating them 😭
i’m diagnosed with BP and I experience mania- let me just say, I absolutely am responsible for my actions when i’m having a manic episode. Mania is not an excuse to do bad things.
What i can take from this: elphaba is very likely mentally ill yes but the way she carries herself about that is just so problematic, it still makes me a little sad she struggles, but can’t say she handles it well, im sad you, Kati also struggled with it, hope you are better now, and the state of the world, especially in Palestine is horrible. We are so sheltered from real horrors, and not only that, we made elphaba, there is a market for that kind of freak, which is also sad. But one thing made me happy, Kati u crack me tf up and girl im also a hello kitty Stan so 🫡
Ly for supporting palestine. Elphaba needs to quit social media so she cant complain about how hard doing tt is
Nice new headphones, hope you're doing well and had a wonderful mothers day weekend.
I had a manic episode a few days ago tbf and I don’t remember anything from my episode all I know is that I had my gf had to tell me and most of the time my hands were in my head and I did apologise for my actions (luckily I wasn’t angry at anyone and nothing was directed at anyone) I won’t go into anymore details but honestly what she’s chatting i assume is total lies she just speaks like it’s a good thing or an excuse to get away with it
24:51 it's noise thing, I can't unheard it since kat pointed it out 🙃
I have bipolar II(: electric boogaloo) which features both mania and hypo-mania (essentially only a little bit manic, you're more in control) Elphaba in her streams shows very few of the signs I'd typically expect of a manic state. If she is truly manic doctors are the option, she's so flippant about mania which also made me suspicious of the validity of her manic states. Like, when I came down fron manic states before I was diagnosed and medicated; I was mortified if ever I had done anything strange whilst manic. I'd take responsibility for my actions whilst manic; Elphaba should try that
Also excellent video 🎉
To be clear bipolar isn't the only disorder with manic episodes, but she really doesn't seem to understand what manic is, it's not as simple as no self-control = manic. Whilst manic I once stayed awake for 5 days, I felt amazing until I crashed, I slept two days straight then felt miserable for months after. Luckily didn't do anything harmful during that episode, but seeing her trivialise mania is so frustrating.
Also made it to the end my week has been good, I follow what's happening in Palestine and Ukraine most of my time which can be depressing at times, your videos offer a lovely reprieve from what's happening everywhere else, thank you for making them ❤
29:20 well... i'm just listening and painting warhammer figures. to busy to find anything else, but also it's nice to listen to you
My partner before I met him he called for help as he was feeling he wanted to unalive himself and he was told to call back the next day 😮 well that same night he tried to take his life and ended up in life support machine and they really didn’t think he would pull through his father got called to say he was worse and also a priest and then he made it out alive .so some hospital staff don’t listen properly imo but thank god he pulled through or I wouldn’t be able to have met him ❤
Babe, wake up. Katie posted
There is a certain level where if she was actually in an episode, she wasn’t completely in control of herself. However, if she really cared about being accountable for what she did, and about getting better, she would get off TikTok and the internet as a whole. Regardless of the episode itself (assuming she is telling the truth) she is not having an episode now, thus she needs to take care of herself and get off the internet. She’s not going to, but that’s what she needs to do. People in episodes can’t necessarily be held accountable because no they aren’t in control, but that doesn’t mean they can just keep doing things without any consequences.
we are here for you, not just the content.
Also I love your vids, I think your so genuine 🫶🏻
Thank you for the like Katie, your amazing
one of my amazing friends is trans and I would never ask if she had certain stuff ,but. im always happy if she tells me I remember when she told me she finally paid to get her surgery made me so proud of her as she had to earn it all on her own and didn't get it given just like some ppl do :)
more then happy to listen
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I don’t comment a lot on videos and I’m sorry this is completely irrelevant to the conversation but I absolutely love this eyeliner it’s so sharp !!
thank you!!
I'm listening while i color, and i'm thoroughly enjoying your commentary and thoughts on this dumpster fire.
Hey there @Katiclyzm!! It's nice to see you back, maybe I've just missed it but feels like you haven't posted a lot lately. Anyways you look lovely as usual, and always enjoy your videos. SH is a very touchy topic for a lot of people. I've personally dealt with this in the past during the darkest times in my life but thankfully I was able to push thru and kinda get better. I definitely empathize with people and how they feel, but doing this shit and making such threats on tiktok live is just wild! It's almost impossible for me to feel sorry for someone like that cause it really just feels like a ploy to gain views rather than something sincere and genuine. Anyways...I'm curious and have a question lol. It's just about your name. Is it something completely random or is your name actually Katie possibly? I just ask cause my youngest daughter is named Kaydence and everyone calls her Katie. Just curious. I hope you're doing well dear. Regards from Tennessee, USA. 🌹👊🤘
Edit: also good on you for mentioning the Palestinian people and that channel. Absolutely people should try to donate to help these people rather than donating to the shit show we know as Elphaba. That's a really tense topic and I know a lot of people feel really strongly about it one way or another, but it such a disgusting and truly sad situation going on over there in Gaza. My heart goes out to all the people suffering there.
I got diagnosed with type 2 bipolar (hypomania but severe depression) and my therapist has ALWAYS made me take accountability for my actions no matter what episode I was in. Controversial opinion perhaps, but I feel that mental health has honestly become a crutch to a lot of people in a way? "You did a bad thing" oh I was depressed or oh I was in a manic episode. Ok and? Own up to it, take accountability no matter the circumstances.
Katie!! Hope your doing well 🫶🏻🫶🏻
A song comes to mind actually.... Starfuckers Inc. by NiN
Sorry I know this isn't the point of this at all, but I love having these videos on while I crochet and I mainly just listen while I work, but I started laughing when Kati asked what I was doing here bc I have no idea why I'm here but I like it ahaha
Good old Elphaba! She keeps the streak alive of never taking any responsibility for anything. She's more delusional than ever. There will be other things she'll do in the future that will top this one.
32:54 I NOTICED THE REFERENCE
To me, elphaba is high as a kite in the hospital. Which if they thought the same is probably why they sent elphaba home
Why does elphaba do this victim blaming "not my fault I did this,it's the parents fault for not watching them" I hate this deflection all the time....self diagnosis can work at times but at this point it's not who cried wolf,we don't know what's real and what's an act anymore
K.T, I'm still here and a bit traumatised ( awww) 😢
Not rilly, I'm having a blast! ! ! 💥👍🌟
Do your coursework, doll. Elfbar ain't worf it. . .
To answer the question on how the I’ve made it this far into the video would be me sitting watching with a bowl of popcorn 🍿 😂
nice headphones!
I had no idea who Elphaba was until a few days ago 😬
I’m not a medical professional and nor do I claim to be but I personally think she’s got bipolar due to the up and down of her outbursts and I think she needs sectioning for her own mental health before it’s too late.
Its not BPD, she is just attention seeking. BPD episodes tend to last for long periods of time. She is extremely calculated in her choices.
@@Livingwithrocdit’s bp bpd is a different disorder borderline personality disorder
@@LivingwithrocdAttention seeking in this way is still not normal and she still needs help, clearly. Nobody who is mentally stable would do this.
I'm so used to people immediately misgendering trans women as soon as they do something wrong that it was weirdly comforting that you actually used her pronouns tbh
100 percent , the killing needs to end
If Elphaba really wants to be a mother, I hope so fucking deeply that she waits at least ten years before making that decision. She can't even take care of herself. She has SO much growing up to do herself before she can even think of raising a child
she constantly contradicts herself. (3:37) -"i was in a m*-*-*-*- e*-*-***-*- and no one can control that"- but then goes on to say (4:48) "my friend leigh had to control me". then later in another video says (12:20) "i cant do that again". but i thought she cant control it? so what is stopping her from doing it again if she cant control it? what if she has another manic episode? i am seriously baffled how she still has a platform.
using mania is acc stupid, although u said mania isnt as serious, i can tell you from experience that there are 3 different stages of mania, acute, delirious and delusional, i myself had a psychotic episode and went through all these stages, its pathetic that elphaba is trying to use mania symptoms as some sort of anchor for their problematic actions, its ridiculous
Great video as always
another day, another Katie slay, just ignore that my comment is 3 days late lol
genuinely, excellent video, you're so well-spoken ❤ also good luck with uni!!