Elzani we all love and appreciate your real vlogs and what you eat! I would be very happy about a video in which you give an update about your physical health, i.e. what has changed to a positive physical effect in the recovery, e.g. hair growth... I think this would be helpful and motivating for many fighters! Thanks for everything, stay strong, you are wonderful!
Hi Elzani. I just wanted to say your such a inspiration to everyone and you have even inspired my decision to recover .in fact I’m sitting here relaxing with a eater egg hot cocoa which is a huge step for me.Your eyes have gleaming shine of life and your positive and kind energy shines from you and I just want to say thanks for your amazing and inspiring vlogs and best of wishes for the future💜😊😊💜
Loved seeing your channel grow and you transition in to the person that you were always supposed to be. Anorexia recovery is one of the TOUGHEST battles ever, you should be extremely proud of yourself. Now is the time to enjoy and embrace all of the good times, you deserve every second of it xx
Wow, you are doing it: living your best life and enjoying the best food with your fav people. You are really definitely for sure recovering. I am so happy for you.
Aww such a heartwarming, family vlog. So cosy and relaxing. Great to see you enjoying your life or as you say 'I love my life' that was so adorable, especially knowing how much you have struggled through some days thinking there was no hope. Slowly but surely you are getting there and it's so beautiful to see your personality and strength coming back. Well done with the bike ride. Love that Easter eggs and smores are a genuine treat and to be enjoyed now as they should be at Easter (and every day) love Blaze, so cute!! Thank you Elzani ❤️🙏🙌💕
Good to see you keep taking steps into finding food freedom again! Do you still experience a lot of anorexic thoughts and anxieties? And I was wondering, how is your life in general going? Like personal development, reconnecting socially, thinking about future plans, studying or working,... in general - thinking / starting to think about the next steps in your recovery, aside from the food part? I'd love to see a q&a about this topic and also how you look back at your recovery journey & what your goals are at this point in time... x.
Hi Elzani😊, I just wanted to say that I feel like a lot of youtubers who promote intuitive eating and compassion for themselves still have a great deal of underlying diet culture still. Their videos can feel like they rely completely on strict control and almost gloss over just how debilitating and serious an ED is. You inspire me to be more free with my eating while I'm in recovery, and show how there isnt one direct path to achieve a happy relationship with food. You're such an inspiration, even when recovery isn't consistently progressing, you still demonstrate amazing will power and you're real with your audience. I truly appreciate you being so vulnerable and honest. I'm glad you had a lovely easter and hope you have many more good days to come 😊💞
Admittedly I've criticised on some past videos, but this is the first time I've seen this kind of Elzani...and its a great one! To see how far you've come in such a short space of time is actually incredible. You seem so incredibly happy. To say 'I love my life' made me cry a little! Elzani you're such an inspiration and I wish you and your family well during these times xx
Elzani, its so lovely to see you so happy and living your best life. You and your family are amazing! So pleased that you all had a lovely Easter. Love and best wishes from Australia. 💕
She looks so much better.I’m not talking about her weight. I’m talking about how happy she looks and how genuine that smile is. She looks like she’s enjoying life and I love that. I’m so extremely proud of her and hope that one day I can be as happy as her and that my relation with food will improve ❤️
So I’ve been following you since the beginning. I had to unsubscribe months ago and wrote a comment explaining that due to becoming really triggered and frustrated by your continuing non recovery and lack of ability to see your behaviours and how it was affecting others. I had said I just couldn’t keep watching and know there were hundreds of other comments saying the same. I did say however I’d check back soon and hope that you had made progress. It’s now 8 months since I unsubscribed. I noticed you had made another channel and as I watched this vlog I am so wowed by how healthy and better you look. Your whole attitude and way of talking is so much more positive and less centred around your ED. You’re finally living your life and not letting every minute of the day be about you and food. I’m proud of you Elzani, keep going the way you’re going and you’ll soon be in a place in your life that you’ll never believe where you once were ☺️☺️
You are looking better every time we see you and so so happy🤗 lovely to see!! Easter eggs look awesome ❤️. We love seeing you live your life.You are a true family girl Elzani🥰.Weeding the paving is an awful job...we hate doing it!!😂Sore fingers😂.Glad you had a lovely Easter! 🐥xx
Aww the smores looked amazing!! 😍😍🤤🙌💕 Such a nice idea! 😊🥰 Has really put me in the mood to do that! Really wish I had an outdoor fire like that so I could do it! We don't even have a bbq atm haha 😂😩😭😭💔 but to do that some summer evening (hopefully this summer!) is defo on my bucket list! 😍🙌💕 This vlog made me feel so homely and comforted and nostalgic! This really warmed my heart 😊♥️ Has me really looking forward to nice weather and summer!! 😊😍🙌🙏☀️💕 Looks like you had such a lovely, family Easter elzani, I am so happy for you! This vlog honestly just warmed my heart so much, its so lovely and emotional seeing you so happy and content and just GLOWING AND LOVING LIFE! I AM SO SO PROUD OF YOU!! 😭🙌🙌🙏♥️♥️ you are a true warrior!! 🙌🙏💯♥️
Sometimes we have to go thought really dark moments to appreciate things even more, seeing you saying "I love my life" is such an inspiration after all you've been through, I'm so happy for you Elzani
Your first ever video popped up in my recommended yesterday and if I didn't know better I would have said it was a different person. You have cone so far and achieved so much and you should be so proud of Your self.
I swear to God your dad said "don't forget your turnip" like halfway through the video when you were by the brazier Hope you're all doing well, Elzani. Best wishes and all my love to you and your family 💗
Love that your videos are long ,Really enjoy watching them . Your such an inspiration for everyone Thank you for all the motivation given Loads of love Elzani ❤️ Hope you reply !!!
Sorry for the loss of your grandad Elzani. Was this your Grandad that has been in your past videos? I’m confident he will be and will always be so very proud of your recovery journey and uplifted spirit to live and embrace your wonderful life to the fullest. May he continue to rest well. Gods blessings to you and your family xx
orang1414 no that was my Dads Dad, grandad in the videos is still here and well (he tells me when he phones and his calls I look forward to every week!). Grandad on my Dads side passed away probably when I was 15, and we decided to visit his grave on our bike ride! I am very grateful for Mums Dad and can’t WAIT to see him when this is all over omgggg he has given me such love and strength and believed in me no matter what! So much love to you and thank you for the lovely comment!! ❤️
My family couldn’t be together this Easter meaning me, my brother and sister were all in different cities:(. This was lovely to watch considering I didn’t get to spend it with my parents xx
Please talk about how you deal with your changing body and gaining weight during recovery. And how id also love to hear about how you deal with the “anorexia voice” in your head telling you all those negative thoughts about your body and food.
You're only allowed to exercise 2 km in your radius so where you going back and forth 7 times to get that 14 km?! You need to clarify that before posting.
She literally glowing now! It's amazing, but here's a little tip ... Don't comment about someone's weight during recovery.... :-) I'd possibly rephrase that lol
_Emmaa_ XO yeh I meant healthy I heard another girl who had ana say that she was finally getting more plump in her face as a good thing and I meant it like she looks good btwwwwwww
@@sofiasheldon2848 lol I know that you didn't mean it that way but what I am trying to say is that it doesn't stop it from causing harm, it doesn't stop it from being seen as offensive to someone with an eating disorder. So I think it should be taken down. Just cause you wouldn't be offended doesn't mean someone else wouldn't like I've said. Eating disorders twist things and want to make the person believe it is meant in a harmful, negative way. I'm just saying that's how it can be taken not that you are meaning it that way.
_Emmaa_XO hi Emma, you were right to point this out but I think you can delete your convo now that it’s put right because it brings attention to something that’s been corrected/isn’t there anymore if you know what I mean. It seems Alfie had no idea what she was writing- I suppose it’s easy to forget we are all such diff ages/backgrounds than maybe the things we think are common sense are not to others and again it’s great you clarified! Elzani looks incredible and if any of us struggling can get anywhere close to beating our issues in the way she is on track to do-it’ll be incredible. Xx
That little “I love my life” I started crying so much. You’ve shown me I can recover and love life again 💖
You WILL!
Elzani we all love and appreciate your real vlogs and what you eat! I would be very happy about a video in which you give an update about your physical health, i.e. what has changed to a positive physical effect in the recovery, e.g. hair growth...
I think this would be helpful and motivating for many fighters!
Thanks for everything, stay strong, you are wonderful!
Vanessa Klos YESS!! I have been waiting for a video like that!
Many many would benefit from a video like that 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
Hi Elzani. I just wanted to say your such a inspiration to everyone and you have even inspired my decision to recover .in fact I’m sitting here relaxing with a eater egg hot cocoa which is a huge step for me.Your eyes have gleaming shine of life and your positive and kind energy shines from you and I just want to say thanks for your amazing and inspiring vlogs and best of wishes for the future💜😊😊💜
i've been watching u for over a year & it makes me so happy to see you happy!!!
bro woah thank you for watching!! I’m so happy and I’m glad you are too 😁
Loved seeing your channel grow and you transition in to the person that you were always supposed to be. Anorexia recovery is one of the TOUGHEST battles ever, you should be extremely proud of yourself. Now is the time to enjoy and embrace all of the good times, you deserve every second of it xx
Great vlog!😀
When will you upload your second part to your hospital experience ?
LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!! Your uploading is always my fav part of the day!
Kati 0602 oh my goodness that’s awesome I’m so glad you enjoy the vids!
Wow, you are doing it: living your best life and enjoying the best food with your fav people. You are really definitely for sure recovering. I am so happy for you.
Aww such a heartwarming, family vlog. So cosy and relaxing. Great to see you enjoying your life or as you say 'I love my life' that was so adorable, especially knowing how much you have struggled through some days thinking there was no hope. Slowly but surely you are getting there and it's so beautiful to see your personality and strength coming back. Well done with the bike ride. Love that Easter eggs and smores are a genuine treat and to be enjoyed now as they should be at Easter (and every day) love Blaze, so cute!! Thank you Elzani ❤️🙏🙌💕
Good to see you keep taking steps into finding food freedom again! Do you still experience a lot of anorexic thoughts and anxieties?
And I was wondering, how is your life in general going? Like personal development, reconnecting socially, thinking about future plans, studying or working,... in general - thinking / starting to think about the next steps in your recovery, aside from the food part?
I'd love to see a q&a about this topic and also how you look back at your recovery journey & what your goals are at this point in time...
x.
Hi Elzani😊, I just wanted to say that I feel like a lot of youtubers who promote intuitive eating and compassion for themselves still have a great deal of underlying diet culture still. Their videos can feel like they rely completely on strict control and almost gloss over just how debilitating and serious an ED is. You inspire me to be more free with my eating while I'm in recovery, and show how there isnt one direct path to achieve a happy relationship with food. You're such an inspiration, even when recovery isn't consistently progressing, you still demonstrate amazing will power and you're real with your audience. I truly appreciate you being so vulnerable and honest. I'm glad you had a lovely easter and hope you have many more good days to come 😊💞
You look so happy and alive! I am so happy for you girl keep going and enjoy life cause it is amazing and you deserve it! 💕
Was expecting you to sing campfire songs around the fire 🤣. Love watching your family together and also how much you have grown xxx
I don’t know if anyone has ever said this but you house is so so stunning on the outside and insid like wow
The orange contrast from your house lights at night and the darkness and fire is just such a vibe elzani. Love it!
Love how u guys do everything together and are always together, you guys are such an adorable loving family!!
you are such an inspiration! you show that recovery is truly possible. You look so happy now.
Admittedly I've criticised on some past videos, but this is the first time I've seen this kind of Elzani...and its a great one! To see how far you've come in such a short space of time is actually incredible. You seem so incredibly happy. To say 'I love my life' made me cry a little! Elzani you're such an inspiration and I wish you and your family well during these times xx
Thank you so much for being such a shining light for those of us watching you ❤️❤️ I loveee your positivity 💪🏻💪🏻💪🏻
Elzani, its so lovely to see you so happy and living your best life. You and your family are amazing! So pleased that you all had a lovely Easter. Love and best wishes from Australia. 💕
She looks so much better.I’m not talking about her weight. I’m talking about how happy she looks and how genuine that smile is. She looks like she’s enjoying life and I love that. I’m so extremely proud of her and hope that one day I can be as happy as her and that my relation with food will improve ❤️
So I’ve been following you since the beginning. I had to unsubscribe months ago and wrote a comment explaining that due to becoming really triggered and frustrated by your continuing non recovery and lack of ability to see your behaviours and how it was affecting others. I had said I just couldn’t keep watching and know there were hundreds of other comments saying the same. I did say however I’d check back soon and hope that you had made progress.
It’s now 8 months since I unsubscribed. I noticed you had made another channel and as I watched this vlog I am so wowed by how healthy and better you look. Your whole attitude and way of talking is so much more positive and less centred around your ED. You’re finally living your life and not letting every minute of the day be about you and food.
I’m proud of you Elzani, keep going the way you’re going and you’ll soon be in a place in your life that you’ll never believe where you once were ☺️☺️
You are looking better every time we see you and so so happy🤗 lovely to see!! Easter eggs look awesome ❤️. We love seeing you live your life.You are a true family girl Elzani🥰.Weeding the paving is an awful job...we hate doing it!!😂Sore fingers😂.Glad you had a lovely Easter! 🐥xx
Aww the smores looked amazing!! 😍😍🤤🙌💕 Such a nice idea! 😊🥰 Has really put me in the mood to do that! Really wish I had an outdoor fire like that so I could do it! We don't even have a bbq atm haha 😂😩😭😭💔 but to do that some summer evening (hopefully this summer!) is defo on my bucket list! 😍🙌💕 This vlog made me feel so homely and comforted and nostalgic! This really warmed my heart 😊♥️ Has me really looking forward to nice weather and summer!! 😊😍🙌🙏☀️💕 Looks like you had such a lovely, family Easter elzani, I am so happy for you! This vlog honestly just warmed my heart so much, its so lovely and emotional seeing you so happy and content and just GLOWING AND LOVING LIFE! I AM SO SO PROUD OF YOU!! 😭🙌🙌🙏♥️♥️ you are a true warrior!! 🙌🙏💯♥️
Your videos make me so happy 🌷🌷🌷 Love you and your family, Elzani!! 💖
Sometimes we have to go thought really dark moments to appreciate things even more, seeing you saying "I love my life" is such an inspiration after all you've been through, I'm so happy for you Elzani
Your first ever video popped up in my recommended yesterday and if I didn't know better I would have said it was a different person. You have cone so far and achieved so much and you should be so proud of Your self.
I agree! Her voice has also become higher as her personality and light has returned to her. She's such an inspiration.
Elzani your videos are amazing, was just in the middle of another one from a year ago and then u uploaded thiss :) keep going ❤
22:06 made me so happy I could cry!!!💓💗💞
Yay yay I was just waiting for a post from you!❤️
Emily ahh I hope you like it!
Elzani Singleton I don’t doubt that i’ll LOVE it!! Thank you for replying😄 Hope you’re doing well!🧡
omg you and your mom are such Hufflepuffs, I love it
Beautiful family and great recovery!!
Thanks again for this vlog Elzani, and thanks for introducing me to The Banners, I'd never heard of them!! xx
Yayyy I love your Easter vlogs !!! Watching this with an Easter egg sundae with all the toppings right now 😊😌☺️ thank you Elzani 😊🙏🏻💕
I like British English. I’m studying English on your video . From Japan amazing your life!
Congratulations on your recovery. ❤️ you actually inspired me to upload my own anorexia recovery videos. Thank you so much and keep being strong! ♥️
Your family is incredible.... absolutely beautiful 🥰🥰
HIGHLIGHT OF MY WEEK WOHOO
Claire Cleary same lol
Claire Cleary WOHOOO! YOU MUST BE JOKING!
I swear to God your dad said "don't forget your turnip" like halfway through the video when you were by the brazier
Hope you're all doing well, Elzani. Best wishes and all my love to you and your family 💗
yess i hear Mika. loved the video Elzani you should be so proud of how your helping yourself and also everyone who watches u. x :)
You are glowing!! ✨❤️❤️
Staying with your family seems always enjoyable~
Love these vlogs so much more than all the food and eating stuff. Just you living your best life without anorexia 😍😍😍
Would love to see a house tour, your house looks amazing. X
Love that your videos are long ,Really enjoy watching them . Your such an inspiration for everyone
Thank you for all the motivation given
Loads of love Elzani ❤️
Hope you reply !!!
Oh Elzani❤️ That has made my week❤️ When you mouthed ‘I love my life’ I teared up❤️ I love you so much xx
you truly are a ray of sunshine ☀️💞
yassssss! best part of the week 🤩 so excited to watch!
Sarah’s Recovery good luck on your recovery. ❤️ you should make videos :)
Angelica’s Recovery thank you sm!! i might make some videos soon haha haven’t built up the confidence yet! 💞
Have you started reading Everything I never told you yet? I really enjoyed it, such a good book imho!
Looks like a lovely fun & family filled time - can you share Satara's brownie recipe please? Thanks x
Sorry for the loss of your grandad Elzani. Was this your Grandad that has been in your past videos? I’m confident he will be and will always be so very proud of your recovery journey and uplifted spirit to live and embrace your wonderful life to the fullest. May he continue to rest well. Gods blessings to you and your family xx
No I am still here and you are right I am and always will be immensely proud of Elzani
orang1414 no that was my Dads Dad, grandad in the videos is still here and well (he tells me when he phones and his calls I look forward to every week!). Grandad on my Dads side passed away probably when I was 15, and we decided to visit his grave on our bike ride! I am very grateful for Mums Dad and can’t WAIT to see him when this is all over omgggg he has given me such love and strength and believed in me no matter what! So much love to you and thank you for the lovely comment!! ❤️
Anthony Osborne LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDAD I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU WHEN THIS IS ALL OVER WE MISS YOU SO MUCH I HOPE YOU LIKED THE VIDEO ❤️
My family couldn’t be together this Easter meaning me, my brother and sister were all in different cities:(. This was lovely to watch considering I didn’t get to spend it with my parents xx
Love you girl! 💘 your amazing and a inspiration xx
You seem so happy and that makes me so happy 😁
i love these long vlogs including your daily life and food ☺️
omggggggg DERMOT KENNEDY. i love when i find out people listen to him
your hair is so beautiful!
22:06 This.
Your mum is the cutest !
This vlog made me smile so much!
What was the deal with ruining the hunt for satara? 😂
you are so amazing!!🤍🌼
I love your hair😊💖it's so beautiful
Thanks for sharing Elzani!! I love your video's.
watching you makes me so happy
I'm so proud of you!!!!! ❤️
What the song called at 11.44 ? X
Just commenting to remind you to get tattoos on Satara’s 18th :)
You look amazing girl ❤️😍❤️
I’m so happy for u❤️❤️
Aaah i love your videos !!❤️
no dinner and lunch?
Where is Brady?
My fave youtuber I’m so sorry about ur grandad do u reply?
Please talk about how you deal with your changing body and gaining weight during recovery. And how id also love to hear about how you deal with the “anorexia voice” in your head telling you all those negative thoughts about your body and food.
lol your dad is so funny XD
Can you do an update video
love you!!!!!
You're only allowed to exercise 2 km in your radius so where you going back and forth 7 times to get that 14 km?! You need to clarify that before posting.
Satara >>>
S’mores😍😍😍
You are amazing xxx
First comment!❤️
How much weight have you gained? You look like a completely different person😀
She literally glowing now! It's amazing, but here's a little tip ... Don't comment about someone's weight during recovery.... :-) I'd possibly rephrase that lol
You look cool
_Emmaa_ XO yeh I meant healthy I heard another girl who had ana say that she was finally getting more plump in her face as a good thing and I meant it like she looks good btwwwwwww
_Emmaa_ XO alright I literally said I didn’t mean it in a bad way I would never want to trigger anything who do you think I am rice gum?
@@sofiasheldon2848 lol I know that you didn't mean it that way but what I am trying to say is that it doesn't stop it from causing harm, it doesn't stop it from being seen as offensive to someone with an eating disorder. So I think it should be taken down. Just cause you wouldn't be offended doesn't mean someone else wouldn't like I've said. Eating disorders twist things and want to make the person believe it is meant in a harmful, negative way. I'm just saying that's how it can be taken not that you are meaning it that way.
_Emmaa_ XO I literally look up to her and I will
_Emmaa_XO hi Emma, you were right to point this out but I think you can delete your convo now that it’s put right because it brings attention to something that’s been corrected/isn’t there anymore if you know what I mean. It seems Alfie had no idea what she was writing- I suppose it’s easy to forget we are all such diff ages/backgrounds than maybe the things we think are common sense are not to others and again it’s great you clarified!
Elzani looks incredible and if any of us struggling can get anywhere close to beating our issues in the way she is on track to do-it’ll be incredible. Xx