I can't handle change (slowed) : 0:00 - 4:07 Unfair (slowed) : 4:08 - 7:08 Freaks (slowed) : 7:09 - 10:08 Useless child (slowed) : 10:10 - 15:33 WAIT OMG-IT HAS 230K+ VIEWS I AM CRYING FRRR 😭😭 THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE VIEWS AND LIKES
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It’s crazy to think that someone in the world read my reply to their comment and they felt better about themselves, I’m sure I’ve stopped atleast 6 people from committing suicide and I’m so glad I did
YES It hits different especially cause they don't know you and they care about people so much. Family doesn't have to be a blood related thing. Which is why I believe my Friends are my Family
i am the only mentally stable one in the comments😂i literally come to the sad playlists just to help ppl, ive been doing this for 5 hours and now its 2:30am
@@kanaki___k yea unfortunately only the broken can help the broke, it’s a cruel existence but we will help build eachother up, don’t worry we have your back
yes.... I am just stupid. people dont care me they said " caly you are blank".I'm doing this on purpose because if I act otherwise, I can't execute. I'm a complete idiot. Why is it different with me at home and with people?
@@asresh115 hey I might not know you or mr. sunny but please don’t think like that, I understand that you can’t act different and you think you are an idiot but in a way everyone is, I’m not sure if you ment in the sense of intelligence or how you act but either way we all made bad decisions at one point, I’ve definitely made a few, but don’t give up on yourself yet, it’s when you give up that nothing truly matters anymore, that’s when you truly are just a husk of a human doing daily tasks
I don't consider my self a horrible friend. But I'm not that good of a friend either. It makes me feel like Crying cause only one person I know actually understands my Humor. And they're humor is similar. It makes me think "What did I do to make the others angry?.. was it my humor...? Again?... (Fyi I started to cry while typing this cause I almost cried at school twice today knowing only two people in a 6 member friend group understand each other and they haven't even been friends for that long)
@@asresh115 I'm way different with others. All alone, I'm this gloomy, lazy person who doesn't care about themselves for sh*t But with others I'm Energetic, More self confident, and Funnier. It's all an act. Remember, you come first in your own life (I'm starting to think of listening to my own advice even though I get in F*cked up situations cause of my intuition)
@@20.jiya.20 Hey friend, sorry that you feel as if you are angering your friends, and I’m glad you found someone with your humor, I truly do hope that you can get better as I have, talk to your friends and ask what’s annoying them, ask if it’s you, ask for the truth, because a true friend will love and care for you no matter what, I hope you have a good day/night
It's actually not because of them, it's because I can't seem to accept who am I, I keep 'changing' into another people, daydreaming, talking to ghosts, crying my eyes out because of nothing, accepting the fault of something I didn't do, insulting people, and another things...
When i was mentally unstable I ran to strangers instead of my own family. Damn. Just proves on how scared I am of them of them telling me I'm too young to be sad. And can't be sad. 🙂
Growing up my parents used my age for the stupidest things, like “your too young to be stressed!” They said that to me while I was crying over my mental disorder which is a mix of ADHD, Schizophrenia, and a Multi-Personality disorder. parents never realize how much a kid can go through
Omg that reminds me ok so I have a problem with remembering stuff ok? So my teacher is going to yell at me abt me being a 8th grader n I’m not allowed(?) to forget to do stuff im choosing to not do my work! How nice of her!! I can’t remember what she said by work I remember feeling being stared at or sum? Apparently I’m drawing too much in her class, im choosing to not do the work, n when she calls on me to answer a question I don’t know the answer, but I do I don’t like the attention all on me. I get anxious n I don’t know what to say coz I’m afraid I’ll be judged for my opinions or what I say when I’m in the CENTER of ATTENTION I can’t just magically fix me to remember EVERY LITTLE THING!!! Haha lol I’m a magical boy I fix all my problems with a singular touch
I always break down before I even get to say anything, only once in my life I’ve heard a person say that and sound so genuine about it and no, they weren’t even a friend or a family member…
Tysm for this playlist. I was having an anxiety attack whilst feeling depressed in the corner of my room. This is a very underrated playlist. Thank you, again.
Ah, I totally understand you. It's tough being the therapist friend, but just know that you're very very strong for being able to manage everything. Remember to take care of yourself, you need to be a therapist for yourself too. You can't help somebody if you're not able to help yourself first. Sending you many good wishes and have an amazing day/night
@@catz4life264 i understand how you feel. If its quite bad i suggest speaking to them abt it. And please stay hydrated and i hope you have a wonderfull day/night!
the fact you read everyones comment on this video is beyond me, you definitely helped out a lot of people and should be proud of that. also W the picture, i love that anime
The fact that my mental health is between good and bad, being the eldest, being the therapist friend, being there for people i don't even know as much *and* knowing all the songs just :/
This is exactly what I said to someone when I had to tell them that I couldn’t help her anymore, I told her many things that I wouldn’t tell my own parents, she is very suicidal and one night I had to keep her alive through instructions because she made a huge cut on her leg, it hurts me so much to know people are hurting mentally and physically because of things they couldn’t even control
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY You person of the internet on the other side of the screen I wanted to tell you that your so strong your doing brilliant and im so happy your trying Please take care of yourself, hydrate and eat and be kind to yourself because you deserve it You deserve the world your worth so much to so many people in your life and I'm sure they love and care about you too Your loved and valid and beautiful and amazing And im guessing life is being a little shit right now but you can get through it your never going to be alone in how you feel I hope things get better in 2022 for you or whatever year or what not you see this If you need someone to talk to, i'd be down to listen to you
this comment made me cry thank you. theres a lot in my life thats going on i try to tell my family whats on my mind but every time i tell them whats on my mind they just talk about something else i am bisexual but my mom and grandma wants me to be a pretty princess with a prince but thats not what i want. and i dont wanna make them mad and i feel like they wont understand me.
@@Heavens_halo I’m sorry that’s happening to you, I hope they’ll be more understanding or accepting in the future Stay safe and your valid :3 be with who you love!
@@Heavens_halo were going through something similar like u So plz dont do ANYTHING they tell u that u dont wanna do plz stay true to ur self and be with who ever u want that treats u like the queen/king/royality (or what u wanna be call) are!
Hey! Your playlists have helped me through some really tough times. I always try to be happy. It's just not cutting it anymore, so this helps. Thank you.
this is the perfect playlist for me. vent ig-- i mess up on everything i do and say. i made my mom cry bc i said smth stupid, like always. it hurts. there's really only 1 person who understands me. im grateful they're my gf.. we've been friends for 3-4 years. i lost my bsf bc of smth i said. please dont reply w/ "same" or smth like that, it hurts when u vent and ppl reply w/ "same" ur amazing, ur loved, ur beautiful, ur caring, ur kind, ur life is worth keeping. we may not know one another but ily all.
I am so incredibly sorry, I’m glad you have atleast 1 person who can care for you, I hope things can get better for you, stay strong because you have someone who loves you waiting to see you and talk to you every day
Yeah I made someone cry on accident because I said something stupid and my friends and them blocked me because of it and I just wanna say sorry to them..
@@figure3790 do you have a way to contact them? Some way to tell them your sorry and you miss them? If so then explore your options and do whatever is easier for you and them
Listen here okay, you are not a disgrace, do NOT let what they say get to you, those people are terrible humans who shouldn’t be in your life, I understand it’s hard to live with these types of things but when you get the chance, leave, like I said it’s going to be hard but it’s going to be the best option
@@Jackass0706 thank you but, idk what i did or say but one of the people ik almost killed themselfs because of me and that person yelled at me calling me a sociopath and that just kinda broke me because i may not like them, i still care for their well-being and it just made me feel this guilt and if they do kill themself then ik thats its bc of me. They literaly told me that i make them want to kill themself. That hurts.
@@shadowrift1084 I kinda understand how you feel though, I did the same thing and it really does hurt, helping people makes me feel better so maybe it will help you too! I do hope things get better for you!
I'm always just there or in the way. No one wants me, not even my own mother wants me. I disappoint everyone, no matter how hard I try I'm never good enough. I'm not the first choice, I'm not even the second choice, hell sometimes I'm not even a choice at all. Everyone I love just uses me then leaves like nothing happened. Nothing matters not even my own life.
I felt this my dad took my money I saved up and left and anything I do isn’t good enough for my mom my grades are slipping and I don’t think I’m going to graduate and the sad part is I don’t care
you know what really hurts? when they even take away your simple enjoyments like music or criticise the friends who are actually the good friends that help you... LIKE KAREN IVE GOT NOTHING TO LIVE FOR NOW, YOU NEVER SEE MY SIDE OF THINGS, SO THERE, I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY
this is my favorite playlist to listen to for whenever i’m sad and going through hard times like i am right now, i found it while searching playlists last year and this has been my go-to comfort playlist
Hey, listeners!! I want you to know that you are so strong. I am so proud of you for making it this far. You're doing a wonderful job, you're gonna be okay. I love you so much/p. Feel free to vent here if you want to
vent [ !!! ] -> i just wanna end everything , leave and never come back. I have everything i want at my home , but my sister and mother dont understand that im not okay , school is a nigthmare , im not "deadname" , im silver. im not a boy , im not a girl , im myself. Im not the most intelligent bitch ever , i wanna end everything
@@yassine6193 hey silver, I know things are tough rn with family and everything, (my family dead names me and uses the wrong pronouns too trust me it's rlly hard I know) and I wish I could promise things will get better, but I want you to keep pushing through and persevering. I know oftentimes we just want to end it all, but I believe in you! You got this, and you r amazing for who you are! :> (I hope I helped in some way 🥺)
@@yassine6193 Hey there, Silver. I hear you, that must be really hard for you, but ending it is not the answer. You matter so much. You are important. I'm so sorry that life and school is tough. You're so strong and I know you can pull through. You aren't alone. You are smart enough. You don't have to be an Albert Einstein when it comes to knowledge. You shouldn't put yourself down because of that, nor should someone expect you to be that. You are amazing, Silver. You need to take care of yourself though, alright? I don't want someone as wonderful as you giving in to those ugly thoughts. I know it'll be hard, and it takes time to feel better, but I know you've got this. I love you/p and I believe in you. You are an amazing person.
|| vent || My parents never accepts everything I do, they always say they won't hinder my dreams or my favorite things but they always force things onto me, and in reality they never done anything to support my dreams or hobby, to be honest they've said something about how pointless my dream is like it's not beneficial for my life. I get it it's probably because they want the best for me and everything but I just can't seem to take it, just because I was born a girl doesn't mean Im good at housework and everything my mom always complains about how tiring housework is and how she have to wake up every morning to prepare breakfast and everything I'm grateful for it but when I do it all she does was complain and compare me to others, my parents are extremely religious and they have different religions which for some reason they make a huge deal about it and sometimes have a really huge fight because of it I never wanted to have a specific religion nor did i even bother to care about it but they just keep pushing everything onto me and my siblings, I've always felt like I hate my family but at the same time I just can't stop loving them, as they are someone who's been with me for my whole life and I'm grateful, they provided me food, education, everything but it's just sometimes it's too much and they never gave me any breaks for me to take at least just one less suffocating breath, they never have any sense of privacy, when I take it just a bit personally they always say I'm so sensitive and from my bad traumatic experiences that I always held onto and never forget nor let go, I only can remember bad memories I just can't seem to remember any happy memories for my childhood, because of my past experience with all of my toxic friends I've started to develop some trust issues which makes it hard for me to trust new people and befriend them,i love communicating but now it's just too scary, I can't even talk without stuttering not talk confidently, I'm always anxious that I talked too much and weirded out my friend, I'm always anxious and scared on how everyone thinks of me I know that I'm doing just fine, I'm still healthy, I should be grateful for what I have now but it's just never enough I have extreme cases of being insecure about my looks, I know a lot of people must've been there but I just can't seem to stand the camera nor anyone's gaze, I always hide under my blanket to comfort myself, I can't cry in front of my family because I don't want them to worry and all of these burdens are just too heavy but if I just end it just like this it's like all of the efforts I make for my whole life will just end in vain all I can do for now is trying to change for the better and maybe forget the people that have made my life miserable, and try to heal as time passes, I don't know anymore I just want to run away and break free but I've lived my whole life supported by my family I'm just scared that I would be extremely helpless without them, I know there's more people who's suffering more than me, my head is a mess I can't even think straight it's too heavy I can't even focus anymore I know for sure I need to let go of this soon enough before it gets worse.. it's just sometimes it's too much i just can't hold it anymore it's just sometimes it's better to just sleep forever or maybe become invisible to everyone's view I can't take it that much anymore I'm just too tired to even continue but like earlier my efforts would just be in vain yk, like maybe soon I'll find the right person that could make me a better person than the me now who only has twisted things in my mind.. There's more to it but it might be too much so yeah that's all for now thanks for letting me vent
Thx for the playlist man! This really found me at my lowest and i find great comfort in these kinds of playlists. Super underrated, really! I hope ur doing ok out there
while i was listening to this song it got me thinking and feeling that i actually said something that stupid that the person i don´t want to lose i lost cus of my words to the person
I hope that the person you lost will come into your life again dear. And don't worry. Even if you lost them i am sure you will meet new people who won't leave you!
When you haven't gone to a therapy appointment in 5 months because according to your parents nothing is wrong so you've pushed down every anxiety attack, panic attack, and depressive episode for 3 months so you're waiting until you finally break and those 3 months of bottling those emotions come pouring out
Hey let’s talk here, I might not be a licensed therapist but I can try, bottling up emotions can causes more stress and anxiety, it’s a dangerous cycle of produce, store, produce, store, this cycle will continue until the container bursts from the pressure which can cause damage to the surrounding area and to the container, so don’t let you emotions bottle up inside, let them out, don’t let your parents control your life, that’s easier said than done but all that’s needed is your courage and you can take your life back into your own hands, I’m always here if you need me
Im 13 and i have done sh once. I have been clean for 2 months and I will never do it again in my life but the feelings are still there. But really, to everybody in here, take care of yourself please. You metter, you didn't do anything bad and you are fantastic.
Rant: my friends are starting to group off without me. My best *best* friend got a new friend group who thinks I’m annoying but she doesn’t realize. We still wave to each other when we bump into each-other occasionally but she rarely talks to me besides that. *separate story btw* today one of my friends got blamed for a dumb distracting noise i made and i felt really bad. My crush (who’s his friend) said that i did something really uncool and avoided me after that. I feel really bad about not saying anything. But i know that no matter how much I’ll tell him that i feel bad and already apologized they’ll never forgive me.. *another story* i feel really bad for that but also my crush doesn’t show any signs of liking me back anymore and I’m to shy to confront him so now im stuck having my best friend as my valentine. I’ve liked my crush for so long even tho he hurt me the most but i just can’t seem to move on. My friends help me with my crush and all but sometimes they still throw in questions like “what do you even see in him?” And stuff like “you deserve better than this.” *another rant* i hate my appearance now too and it’s recently got even worse with all of this. I’m getting braces just because of what other people think. i also dislike my low weight and wish i was as beautiful as other people i know. I can’t stop comparing myself to everyone i see and it’s unhealthy but hard to stop. *ANOTHER RANT* (idk why im posting about this) I’ve been thinking about what to do but it’s so hard now.. i feel really bad about all these things. I’ve told some close friends (including my crush) but i always burst into tears talking about it. Even with them i cried. Once i was so drained because of all this and got overwhelmed with thoughts that I didn’t even realize how blank my face was. My face expression made someone ask if i was okay, somehow hearing this question made me want to cry out loud forever. I said hesitantly “yea.” And acted like the rest of the day was nothing. Anyways enough ranting that’s all for today.
Wow… I am at a loss for words, I’m incredibly sorry about everything that has been going on, please don’t think your ugly, I hate reading those words, I have the same type of face when I relax it, I have eyes filled with pain so people ask if I’m okay, it’s always the same “yep, I’m fine.” I hope things get better with time and I wish you the best of luck with your future
Thank you so so so much for making this. I haven’t really been dealing with school well and I just genuinely haven’t been feeling good myself. I wake up tired and I don’t look forward to anything on the day. Thank you for making this, it means a lot.
hey wonderful people reading this! i know that right now is a tough time and everything feels like it’s falling apart, but you’ve gotten this far and look at you! I’m so proud of your progress, even if your family or friends can’t see it. I can, so let your strength shine my little stars. Take care of yourself for me okay? love you bye xxxx (btw I’m free if anyone wants to talk or rant
this playlist make me cry because when someone have a problem , it's always me. Me because i'm open to many differents subject of conversation. Me because i'm a ''monster''. I overthink to much that my brain is not gonna last long. I'm the problem because i'm here because i speak, move...
It's currently 6:23 am and my friend cried herself on my shoulder to sleep... she is sleeping 5 hours now and I'm making sure she's OK and even my mental health isn't that good But she's my friend so I guess I have to help her . This playlist just painfully describes me...
Please know that you are not responsible for any of your friends happiness I know you want to be a good person but sometimes you gotta step down from being her therapist and say "My mental health is shit too I can't always be there" I know this sounds extremely hard but if you don't tell your friend now it will get WAY worse then before (coming from a person who has experienced this more than once )
Hey your a great person, remember to take breaks though, I also do therapy for my friends and I know very well what happens when you don’t take a step back and breath for a bit, I hope your friend is doing well along with you
the fact that I always regret what I say, it's an immediate reaction. "ah fuck.. I shouldn't have said that." "oh no.. what if i accidentally hurt their feelings??" "god I'm a fucking idiot for saying that" why do i do that?
Thank you for the playlist. I fought with my mother today and couldn't control my feelings and cried infront of her. I really was upset and she didn't confronted me,no she assaulted more and more. I just can't anymore with pretending, I'm too tired but I can't stop. It's like a part of me now that won't come out... Still I hope you doing great 👍 and thanks again for this playlist ❤
I've listened to this playlist so many times over the past few months and it's one of the few times that I can let my guard down and cry. Tgank you for making this
heres my vent: I am the oldest child, with 4 younger siblings. One by one they were born. As we grew up, by the age 4 i started changing diapers and feeding them. as the year went by and my 5th sibling was born, i was changing all diapers, making bottles, and cleaning the whole house. It was very difficult but i got past all the challenges. As soon as i turned 8, i already knew how too wash clothes, cook, do dishes, take them all showers, how to discipline them, and how too use chemicals for cleaning. It was very tiring, whenever my parents would fight i would always try to hide my siblings and comfort them, i was scared myself too. I was keeping up with school and it was all very tiring but i would always be told "ur young you shouldnt be tired" or whenever i took a break and layed down for a nap i would get told "your so lazy". this didnt really bother me until i turned 11 ( i am 11 right now ) I am emotionally not okay. whenever i try too play with kid toys my parents would always say " your too old for that". When im around my cousins that are the same age, they are very immature and living there best childhood. I wish my parents would leave me alone. I am emotionally breaking down every single day. I get my phone taken away just for taking a break or nap. Please give me advice, i need it alot. I dont want too be having a 1 hour break down every single day.
What the hell...holy shit that sucks, i'm so sorry You shouldn't have to be going through that, taking responsibility for everything at a young age...you should be living your childhood, man :( are there any other trusted family members in your life that you can go to? I'm not sure what advice to give so i apologize...I'm angry at your parents for making you responsible for everything they should do, you are more of a parent to your siblings than they are...how idiotic do they have to be for making you not play with toys, you are young!! kids should be doing that ;__; I know i'm a random stranger on the internet, but if you want to vent here, that's ok. I wish the best for you, bro👊
needed someone to vent with, yet i found no one since i realize it won't and will never matter to them about what i felt, until i found this playlist. Thankyouu :((
(Imma wright a pov cause i have school in a few hours and pulled an all nighter) T/W: bulling/ hyperventalating/ betrayal Pov: You sit in your bed scrolling through a few albums of you and your friends. As you look through these albums you begin to smile when you recieve a link from an unknown number. You click on this link wondering what it could be, while it loads you begin to think of the worst things it could be. You hope up and down that its not anything inappropriate, with this thought in mind you begin turning down the volume. Before you could click out of this link you see a video of your friends having a good time. Your heart skips a beat. You see for a few seconds your friends messing around, you notice that they pull up a paper picture of you and turn up the volume. You watch close with a smile on your face when one of them pull out a pen. One by one, they pass the picture around writing awful things on it. Thet mimic you while doing so, your smile fades. With that they had pulled out a lighter and burned the picture. As the video comes to an end with their laughter you recieve a text. Your friend had wanted to see how your day has been. You toss your phone on the desk across from you and curl up into your pillow and blankets. You begin to cry and breath a little heavy, soon you fill your chest tightining and feel like your out of breath. After 30 minutes, you begin to get over this panic attack. As you drift into sub-conciousness, it begins raining. Each bit of water hits your window and slowly slide down. The unknown wonders of the skies are crying with you... You wake up the next day, getting ready for a boring school monday. Walking into the kitchen, waiting for breakfeast to be ready. You sit in thought forever remembering that trust shouldn't be given easy...
This feels familiar… it never happened to me but I have thought about how my friends might think about me, I get so scared that I’m annoying or non likable that I consider the worst, thank you for explaining that in a POV
pov: your playing this on the school bus with people messing around...you turn up the volume to try and block out the sound and stare out the dirty window.someone sits next to you and you turn up the volume of you old i-phone and try to ignore you but they wont leave you alone,hitting tapping... you stand up and slowly start walking away hoping to ask the bus driver to let you off but instead you turn around and knock them out then you quickly head downstairs when you know your big sister/brother is.You see them laughing around with there mates you quickly run up to them and burst into tears in their arms....
Hey, Thanks for this.. It helps a lot. I've been going through some rough times lately and this kind of helped me form pouring over.. I can't thank you enough. I always put on a fake smile at school, I have low self-esteem, and I'm stressed finding a gender that fits me but this has helped me more than my therapist.
To all the people in the comments, I love you so much. I know it's hard, but I want you to keep living and never give up. Life is unfair and cruel, but I'm sure everything will be fixed soon! Please don't give up so soon, your strong and I know you can do it! I promise you, everything will get better.
This playlist is really nice and explains itself pretty well,i can surely confirm that. I just hope y'all are doing ok,don't stress yourself out too much,and take good care of yourself,i know it may be difficult,but it's worth a shot,no matter how little your effort might be,it still matters! Have a nice day/night -bc [also I'm completely exhausted by overworking myself and my lack of sleep,so please don't repeat my same mistakes haha:')]
Not being able to control my own emotions has started becoming more common for me...It starting to feel like I can't even be around people without thinking I might do something to hurt them...I did it twice already and I'm scared I might do it again....I hate it...I fucking hate it! It feels like every single fucking day I'm one step closer to losing my mind and going insane. It feels like one of these days I'll end up actually killing someone due to this issue. It feels like I'm not even in control of my own body anymore. It feels like everything I do, everything I say, it's not myself speaking...but someone else is talking for me...I've already tried to c*t myself and I even tried again this morning...Maybe I should just walk off the face of the Earth...for everyone else's safety, and for my own sanity...
I've always knew I was never close to my own family, even the close one's... But I've come to notice that I trust my friends more than my parents. My friends were there for me when I needed them and I was there for them they needed someone. At home I have to suffer alone and find a way to cope. Which is good. But the let me down so bad to the point I just prefer to stay in my room all day or try to do something productive. I don't get emotional support from my parents. And that's fine. Because I know I can deal with it myself. But how much can I keep in going. Idk
This is exactly what’s going on with me, my friends know way more about me than my family, even my closest family doesn’t know everything my friends know, I stay in my bed silent until called for any work and after the work is done I go straight back
you let someone vent to you, and you start to panic because you don't know what to do when they start panicking, and then you do or say something dumb and it makes them feel worse.
Vent So I said something dumb to my friend a few days ago and he hasn’t talked to me since. We got into a huge fight over it and for these past couple days I’ve felt hella lonely and I hate it. He is one of the only people who stayed and who genuinely cared and I could have messed that up. I don’t know what I’m going to do if he doesn’t forgive me because he is literally my life.
This also happened to me but it was all my fault I started making new friends and then my friends started talking to me less and they talked to me earlier today and I gave my new friend my friends phone number because she asked for it even though I said no but yh, so my old friend got a text message and thought it was me but it wasn’t I tried to explain but she hung up on me…hope you and your friend fix your relationship
I don't normally comment, but I wanted to thank you for this playlist. I'm a very closed off person, and I finally got comfortable venting to one of my friends. Whenever they'd ask how I was, I explained what was happening and they would listen, and I would ask how they were and I would listen.. Until recently. They began to ignore me..and today I asked one of my other friends if they knew if I did something. Turns out, my friend hates me for only talking about myself and never listening to anyone else.
In my friend group, everyone tells their problems to two people. Me and my ofther friends, and all it does is shoot my anxiety through the roof and make me rush around and try to fix the problem, while also dealing with my own horrible mental health, so this playlist helped A lot. Thank you
HEY!!!! SUN, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! damn, you're so good! really!!!! I am proud of you and I hope that in the future you will have a person who will fairly appreciate your work. please shine as strong as this sun - >☀️☀️
wondering if you really love them or just dont know what its like to have a caring friend. wondering if you should message them (and never doing it.) wondering if you said the wrong thing two weeks ago when noone will notice. wondering if they'd understand, or if they care just as much.
Thank you for this playlist. I was feeling down and said something stupid in a server that kinda just- makes me feel irresponsible. Thank you so much. I often get upset easily and it makes me sad. It's been a year or so since this video uploaded but still, thanks.
@@Jackass0706 ok uh, well my fish died, my grandmas dog died, and her cat as well. One of my “friends” who has manipulated me way too many times said they wanted to rip my guts out and they hate my guts. My friends think I’m drifting away from them because I found a new friend, I just feel a little bit better when im with the other friend, they think im not hanging out with them enough. I have a feeling that one of my first best friends is talking behind my back, I have been getting very emotional and angry lately and im just very overwhelmed with school. If I tell my parents they will just think I want to skip school, they will probably tell me that I have it so easy because people back then had to fight in the war, etc. I have lots of trust issues I didn’t have before. All while trying to help my health, because my health isn’t that well at the time. I’m just extremely overwhelmed with life. Also this is happening while I’m young. I’m too young for all this stress.
@@watermelonboy9 Damn I’m sorry dude, it’s hard to deal with a lot of those things which is unfortunate, never look to parents for help because they wouldn’t ever understand, and your friends who manipulated you is a terrible person and if your other friends aren’t okay with you hanging out with someone who makes you feel better than they aren’t good people either, I hope your health improves and I’m sorry for your loss, I truly wish there was more I could do to help you
Ay sup person that be reading this, I hope you feel better and whatever you are struggling through you will get better. You got this, everyone and I believe in you. Stay safe and feel better.
My best friend may leave spring break to live in London forever and i know that it is not sure and that it may happen in some months but still it hurts knowing that the girl you have spend almost all your live with may move to another country . So like every mentally ill person like me does it is currently 1:50 and i am crying my self to sleep
I’m moving to Tennessee once summer break starts, everyone I know is staying in California where I live, it hurts to think of life without them, I will end up being a lonely kid who sits in his room thinking the worst thoughts, I’m sorry about your friend but hopefully you can keep in contact, I get that can be hard sometimes but leaving doesn’t make you not friends anymore, it’s when you stop talking that you lose that friendship
I can't handle change (slowed) : 0:00 - 4:07
Unfair (slowed) : 4:08 - 7:08
Freaks (slowed) : 7:09 - 10:08
Useless child (slowed) : 10:10 - 15:33
WAIT OMG-IT HAS 230K+ VIEWS I AM CRYING FRRR 😭😭
THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE VIEWS AND LIKES
Not to be rude but umm on freaks you put 4:09 instead of 7:12
Baii:]
@@bjgiver thank you for correcting me. I zoned out while writing that pls-
@@cosmolvr np:]
Friendly reminder that editing a pinned comment un-pins it and this comment isn't pinned anymore :3 /g ( "/g" is a tone indicator "/g" meaning "genuine" btw! )
@@Flowerbop thank you for reminding me dear! :)
The fact that people we dont even know are able to comfort us more than our own family says something
Yeah it's really does
Ikr
Yeah👀
It’s crazy to think that someone in the world read my reply to their comment and they felt better about themselves, I’m sure I’ve stopped atleast 6 people from committing suicide and I’m so glad I did
YES
It hits different especially cause they don't know you and they care about people so much.
Family doesn't have to be a blood related thing.
Which is why I believe my Friends are my Family
someone deserves a hug if theyre listening to songs like this
so like, you want a hug?
i need a hug badly..
@@stevehunt844 here! a virtual hug :)
*hugs*
I don't know what you're going through, but i hope everything will get better for you soon :)
@@aullennessef THXX SM-
I need a hug I'm tired of acting like I hate them
(Ps sometimes I do but I really need one rn)
We're all just a bunch of depressed teens comforting each other better than our family ever can...
i am the only mentally stable one in the comments😂i literally come to the sad playlists just to help ppl, ive been doing this for 5 hours and now its 2:30am
@@howtocadet2346 thank you for being part of our group, I still came for the music but I try my best to help people in any way
Bcoz the ones who experience it will know....... better........
@@kanaki___k yea unfortunately only the broken can help the broke, it’s a cruel existence but we will help build eachother up, don’t worry we have your back
@@howtocadet2346 you are a great person
Everything I say and do is stupid, I'm a disappointment and a horrible friend. However this playlist is perfect so thank you.
yes.... I am just stupid. people dont care me they said " caly you are blank".I'm doing this on purpose because if I act otherwise, I can't execute. I'm a complete idiot. Why is it different with me at home and with people?
@@asresh115 hey I might not know you or mr. sunny but please don’t think like that, I understand that you can’t act different and you think you are an idiot but in a way everyone is, I’m not sure if you ment in the sense of intelligence or how you act but either way we all made bad decisions at one point, I’ve definitely made a few, but don’t give up on yourself yet, it’s when you give up that nothing truly matters anymore, that’s when you truly are just a husk of a human doing daily tasks
I don't consider my self a horrible friend.
But I'm not that good of a friend either.
It makes me feel like Crying cause only one person I know actually understands my Humor. And they're humor is similar.
It makes me think "What did I do to make the others angry?.. was it my humor...? Again?...
(Fyi I started to cry while typing this cause I almost cried at school twice today knowing only two people in a 6 member friend group understand each other and they haven't even been friends for that long)
@@asresh115 I'm way different with others.
All alone, I'm this gloomy, lazy person who doesn't care about themselves for sh*t
But with others I'm Energetic, More self confident, and Funnier.
It's all an act. Remember, you come first in your own life (I'm starting to think of listening to my own advice even though I get in F*cked up situations cause of my intuition)
@@20.jiya.20 Hey friend, sorry that you feel as if you are angering your friends, and I’m glad you found someone with your humor, I truly do hope that you can get better as I have, talk to your friends and ask what’s annoying them, ask if it’s you, ask for the truth, because a true friend will love and care for you no matter what, I hope you have a good day/night
Dear reader, its going to be okay, you'll find some better than them, it takes time, but i promise you'll get through it.
It's actually not because of them, it's because I can't seem to accept who am I, I keep 'changing' into another people, daydreaming, talking to ghosts, crying my eyes out because of nothing, accepting the fault of something I didn't do, insulting people, and another things...
I'm too obsessed..
I want to find a better me.. I'm not good enough for them
I want them to hold me again I’m absolutely obsessed with them
Yeah right
When i was mentally unstable I ran to strangers instead of my own family. Damn. Just proves on how scared I am of them of them telling me I'm too young to be sad. And can't be sad. 🙂
Growing up my parents used my age for the stupidest things, like “your too young to be stressed!” They said that to me while I was crying over my mental disorder which is a mix of ADHD, Schizophrenia, and a Multi-Personality disorder. parents never realize how much a kid can go through
Yeah it is hard parents tend to use our age as an excuse saying we can't be sad at our age cause we are young its dumb
Omg that reminds me ok so I have a problem with remembering stuff ok? So my teacher is going to yell at me abt me being a 8th grader n I’m not allowed(?) to forget to do stuff im choosing to not do my work! How nice of her!!
I can’t remember what she said by work I remember feeling being stared at or sum?
Apparently I’m drawing too much in her class, im choosing to not do the work, n when she calls on me to answer a question I don’t know the answer, but I do I don’t like the attention all on me. I get anxious n I don’t know what to say coz I’m afraid I’ll be judged for my opinions or what I say when I’m in the CENTER of ATTENTION
I can’t just magically fix me to remember EVERY LITTLE THING!!! Haha lol I’m a magical boy I fix all my problems with a singular touch
I wish I could tell someone everything without crying.
Don't think that crying is a bad thing. People cry when they've been strong for too long. Crying is natural so don't blame yourself for that 💙
@@cosmolvr But crying is for the weak isn’t it? That’s atleast what iv’e been through
I always break down before I even get to say anything, only once in my life I’ve heard a person say that and sound so genuine about it and no, they weren’t even a friend or a family member…
@@Chewy_90 crying is not for the weak, everyone should cry from time to time, the weak ones are the ones that never cry :)
Crying and not crying. No one struggling is weak (:
Tysm for this playlist. I was having an anxiety attack whilst feeling depressed in the corner of my room. This is a very underrated playlist. Thank you, again.
Hiiii, I hope you're feeling better, like I often say, after a rainy day comes a beautiful rainbow, right? I hope you're doing great, virtual hug!
I hope you're feeling better,remember to feed yourself and drink water everyday okay?
Oof anxiety attacks SUCK, I hope you are feeling a bit better by now lol
i love how people i havnt even met comfort me more than my family
That’s just our job, to be the parents/friends we don’t have
As somebody who is always the therapist for my friend while having to deal with family problems and anxiety, this makes me cry while hugging my teddy
Ah, I totally understand you. It's tough being the therapist friend, but just know that you're very very strong for being able to manage everything. Remember to take care of yourself, you need to be a therapist for yourself too. You can't help somebody if you're not able to help yourself first. Sending you many good wishes and have an amazing day/night
@@Unknown-wi4fi thank you! This has made me really happy :)
have a good night/day/morning!
-Salem/Kay
I'm always the therapist friend, always being there for my friends and they're never there for me, like I can't believe I'm feeling betrayed.
@@catz4life264 i understand how you feel. If its quite bad i suggest speaking to them abt it. And please stay hydrated and i hope you have a wonderfull day/night!
@@ilovemybfsb Thank you kind human.
pov: you're used to distracting yourself with the internet and are now having a hard time putting it down
Well now I have a mission so I can’t put it down 😤
I can't deny it anymore,what a shame:[
that hit a little to close to home....
Real.
the fact you read everyones comment on this video is beyond me, you definitely helped out a lot of people and should be proud of that. also W the picture, i love that anime
The fact that strangers online comfort you more than people you know
The fact that my mental health is between good and bad, being the eldest, being the therapist friend, being there for people i don't even know as much *and* knowing all the songs just :/
I wish I could just take away everyone’s pain. Know one deserves to feel this way, I would’t even wish it upon my worst enemy.
This is exactly what I said to someone when I had to tell them that I couldn’t help her anymore, I told her many things that I wouldn’t tell my own parents, she is very suicidal and one night I had to keep her alive through instructions because she made a huge cut on her leg, it hurts me so much to know people are hurting mentally and physically because of things they couldn’t even control
ur gonna make it, trust me. i’m rooting for all of you guys, especially you cause ik you’re gonna do great great things
I would never think that here, in the internet there are more supportive persons than in real life (except for my mom)
Lucky, your mom is supportive. /srs, I’m happy you have that kind of support irl too
@@leximates3728Oh man, as ig your mom isn't supportive. But stay strong and don't give up :D
@@nathelbruhh13
HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYY You person of the internet on the other side of the screen
I wanted to tell you that your so strong your doing brilliant and im so happy your trying
Please take care of yourself, hydrate and eat and be kind to yourself because you deserve it
You deserve the world your worth so much to so many people in your life and I'm sure they love and care about you too
Your loved and valid and beautiful and amazing
And im guessing life is being a little shit right now but you can get through it your never going to be alone in how you feel
I hope things get better in 2022 for you or whatever year or what not you see this
If you need someone to talk to, i'd be down to listen to you
this comment made me cry thank you. theres a lot in my life thats going on i try to tell my family whats on my mind but every time i tell them whats on my mind they just talk about something else i am bisexual but my mom and grandma wants me to be a pretty princess with a prince but thats not what i want. and i dont wanna make them mad and i feel like they wont understand me.
@@Heavens_halo I’m sorry that’s happening to you, I hope they’ll be more understanding or accepting in the future
Stay safe and your valid :3 be with who you love!
@@AwesomeSeal thank you!
Thank u *soooo* much we started crying while reading this,
We hope u have a amazing life also new sub!
@@Heavens_halo were going through something similar like u
So plz dont do ANYTHING they tell u that u dont wanna do plz stay true to ur self and be with who ever u want that treats u like the queen/king/royality (or what u wanna be call) are!
Gotta love how fictional characters provide more comfort than ppl ik
the fact i keep coming back to this playlist..
Kinda like a reoccurring dream amiright?
@@Jackass0706 yeah basically
Dear reader, everything gonna be okay. Trust me. It's worth it. I'm so proud of you and you can do this! * hugs you trough the inernet*
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Hey!
Your playlists have helped me through some really tough times.
I always try to be happy.
It's just not cutting it anymore, so this helps.
Thank you.
Your welcome Cameron. I am glad that my playlist could help you
this is one of the best playlists ive ever listened to
Thank you so much
this is the perfect playlist for me.
vent ig-- i mess up on everything i do and say.
i made my mom cry bc i said smth stupid, like always.
it hurts. there's really only 1 person who understands me.
im grateful they're my gf..
we've been friends for 3-4 years.
i lost my bsf bc of smth i said.
please dont reply w/ "same" or smth like that, it hurts when u vent and ppl reply w/ "same"
ur amazing, ur loved, ur beautiful, ur caring, ur kind, ur life is worth keeping. we may not know one another but ily all.
I am so incredibly sorry, I’m glad you have atleast 1 person who can care for you, I hope things can get better for you, stay strong because you have someone who loves you waiting to see you and talk to you every day
Yeah I made someone cry on accident because I said something stupid and my friends and them blocked me because of it and I just wanna say sorry to them..
@@figure3790 do you have a way to contact them? Some way to tell them your sorry and you miss them? If so then explore your options and do whatever is easier for you and them
Hanako's face is so heart breaking to look at.
he deserved better
this is a really good playlist. It's long but short enough such that I don't get bored listening to the same kind of song. Really appreciate it
Thank you
My family and "friends" all hate me telling my I'm a disgrace so this kinda helped release some of the weight thats been on my chest. Thank you
Listen here okay, you are not a disgrace, do NOT let what they say get to you, those people are terrible humans who shouldn’t be in your life, I understand it’s hard to live with these types of things but when you get the chance, leave, like I said it’s going to be hard but it’s going to be the best option
@@Jackass0706 thank you but, idk what i did or say but one of the people ik almost killed themselfs because of me and that person yelled at me calling me a sociopath and that just kinda broke me because i may not like them, i still care for their well-being and it just made me feel this guilt and if they do kill themself then ik thats its bc of me. They literaly told me that i make them want to kill themself. That hurts.
@@shadowrift1084 oh my… I’m sorry…
@@Jackass0706 it's fine ig....
@@shadowrift1084 I kinda understand how you feel though, I did the same thing and it really does hurt, helping people makes me feel better so maybe it will help you too! I do hope things get better for you!
its alright. you're gonna be okay, And make sure to take care of your self and its okay to have a hug once in a awhile
The fact I listen to all of these songs this is perfect. Thank you for this playlist, you're so underrated!!
Thank you so much! I appreciate it
I'm always just there or in the way. No one wants me, not even my own mother wants me.
I disappoint everyone, no matter how hard I try I'm never good enough.
I'm not the first choice, I'm not even the second choice, hell sometimes I'm not even a choice at all.
Everyone I love just uses me then leaves like nothing happened.
Nothing matters not even my own life.
I felt this my dad took my money I saved up and left and anything I do isn’t good enough for my mom my grades are slipping and I don’t think I’m going to graduate and the sad part is I don’t care
Hey, you. It'll be ok and you'll get through this. Have a hug
currently listening to this while watching the stars, its currently 4am. this playlist is good i like it a lot.
Thank you so much
my parents always said, "don't talk to strangers online."
little did they know, strangers are the ones who
comfort me more than they ever will.
you know what really hurts? when they even take away your simple enjoyments like music or criticise the friends who are actually the good friends that help you... LIKE KAREN IVE GOT NOTHING TO LIVE FOR NOW, YOU NEVER SEE MY SIDE OF THINGS, SO THERE, I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY
this is my favorite playlist to listen to for whenever i’m sad and going through hard times like i am right now, i found it while searching playlists last year and this has been my go-to comfort playlist
hey. i love you. i'm so proud of you. i know things have been hard. please keep going. you're worth more than you will ever know.
Hey, listeners!!
I want you to know that you are so strong. I am so proud of you for making it this far. You're doing a wonderful job, you're gonna be okay. I love you so much/p. Feel free to vent here if you want to
Tysm actually, I feel like myself and others rlly need to hear that, and it's kinda cool how ppl online can be so kind, I wish u the best
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-> i just wanna end everything , leave and never come back. I have everything i want at my home , but my sister and mother dont understand that im not okay , school is a nigthmare , im not "deadname" , im silver. im not a boy , im not a girl , im myself. Im not the most intelligent bitch ever , i wanna end everything
@@yassine6193 hey silver, I know things are tough rn with family and everything, (my family dead names me and uses the wrong pronouns too trust me it's rlly hard I know) and I wish I could promise things will get better, but I want you to keep pushing through and persevering. I know oftentimes we just want to end it all, but I believe in you! You got this, and you r amazing for who you are! :>
(I hope I helped in some way 🥺)
@@yassine6193 Hey there, Silver.
I hear you, that must be really hard for you, but ending it is not the answer. You matter so much. You are important. I'm so sorry that life and school is tough. You're so strong and I know you can pull through. You aren't alone. You are smart enough. You don't have to be an Albert Einstein when it comes to knowledge. You shouldn't put yourself down because of that, nor should someone expect you to be that. You are amazing, Silver. You need to take care of yourself though, alright? I don't want someone as wonderful as you giving in to those ugly thoughts. I know it'll be hard, and it takes time to feel better, but I know you've got this. I love you/p and I believe in you. You are an amazing person.
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My parents never accepts everything I do, they always say they won't hinder my dreams or my favorite things but they always force things onto me, and in reality they never done anything to support my dreams or hobby, to be honest they've said something about how pointless my dream is like it's not beneficial for my life. I get it it's probably because they want the best for me and everything but I just can't seem to take it, just because I was born a girl doesn't mean Im good at housework and everything my mom always complains about how tiring housework is and how she have to wake up every morning to prepare breakfast and everything I'm grateful for it but when I do it all she does was complain and compare me to others, my parents are extremely religious and they have different religions which for some reason they make a huge deal about it and sometimes have a really huge fight because of it I never wanted to have a specific religion nor did i even bother to care about it but they just keep pushing everything onto me and my siblings, I've always felt like I hate my family but at the same time I just can't stop loving them, as they are someone who's been with me for my whole life and I'm grateful, they provided me food, education, everything but it's just sometimes it's too much and they never gave me any breaks for me to take at least just one less suffocating breath, they never have any sense of privacy, when I take it just a bit personally they always say I'm so sensitive and from my bad traumatic experiences that I always held onto and never forget nor let go, I only can remember bad memories I just can't seem to remember any happy memories for my childhood, because of my past experience with all of my toxic friends I've started to develop some trust issues which makes it hard for me to trust new people and befriend them,i love communicating but now it's just too scary, I can't even talk without stuttering not talk confidently, I'm always anxious that I talked too much and weirded out my friend, I'm always anxious and scared on how everyone thinks of me I know that I'm doing just fine, I'm still healthy, I should be grateful for what I have now but it's just never enough I have extreme cases of being insecure about my looks, I know a lot of people must've been there but I just can't seem to stand the camera nor anyone's gaze, I always hide under my blanket to comfort myself, I can't cry in front of my family because I don't want them to worry and all of these burdens are just too heavy but if I just end it just like this it's like all of the efforts I make for my whole life will just end in vain all I can do for now is trying to change for the better and maybe forget the people that have made my life miserable, and try to heal as time passes, I don't know anymore I just want to run away and break free but I've lived my whole life supported by my family I'm just scared that I would be extremely helpless without them, I know there's more people who's suffering more than me, my head is a mess I can't even think straight it's too heavy I can't even focus anymore I know for sure I need to let go of this soon enough before it gets worse.. it's just sometimes it's too much i just can't hold it anymore it's just sometimes it's better to just sleep forever or maybe become invisible to everyone's view I can't take it that much anymore I'm just too tired to even continue but like earlier my efforts would just be in vain yk, like maybe soon I'll find the right person that could make me a better person than the me now who only has twisted things in my mind..
There's more to it but it might be too much so yeah that's all for now thanks for letting me vent
Pov: you're there for your friends to vent to but their always to busy for you to vent to
Honestly I want someone’s shoulder to lean on I’m always there for everyone else it kinda sucks
Thx for the playlist man! This really found me at my lowest and i find great comfort in these kinds of playlists. Super underrated, really! I hope ur doing ok out there
Thank you so much ramny :)
And i am doing great too. Thank you for your concern
while i was listening to this song it got me thinking and feeling that i actually said something that stupid that the person i don´t want to lose i lost cus of my words to the person
I hope that the person you lost will come into your life again dear. And don't worry. Even if you lost them i am sure you will meet new people who won't leave you!
When you haven't gone to a therapy appointment in 5 months because according to your parents nothing is wrong so you've pushed down every anxiety attack, panic attack, and depressive episode for 3 months so you're waiting until you finally break and those 3 months of bottling those emotions come pouring out
Hey let’s talk here, I might not be a licensed therapist but I can try, bottling up emotions can causes more stress and anxiety, it’s a dangerous cycle of produce, store, produce, store, this cycle will continue until the container bursts from the pressure which can cause damage to the surrounding area and to the container, so don’t let you emotions bottle up inside, let them out, don’t let your parents control your life, that’s easier said than done but all that’s needed is your courage and you can take your life back into your own hands, I’m always here if you need me
Me: *tries to vent*
UA-cam: hah. No.
Anyways thanks for this playlist.
Your welcome killer sans :)
But you can vent to me in the reply section if youtube keeps deleting your comment
Im 13 and i have done sh once. I have been clean for 2 months and I will never do it again in my life but the feelings are still there. But really, to everybody in here, take care of yourself please. You metter, you didn't do anything bad and you are fantastic.
Rant: my friends are starting to group off without me. My best *best* friend got a new friend group who thinks I’m annoying but she doesn’t realize. We still wave to each other when we bump into each-other occasionally but she rarely talks to me besides that.
*separate story btw*
today one of my friends got blamed for a dumb distracting noise i made and i felt really bad. My crush (who’s his friend) said that i did something really uncool and avoided me after that. I feel really bad about not saying anything. But i know that no matter how much I’ll tell him that i feel bad and already apologized they’ll never forgive me..
*another story*
i feel really bad for that but also my crush doesn’t show any signs of liking me back anymore and I’m to shy to confront him so now im stuck having my best friend as my valentine. I’ve liked my crush for so long even tho he hurt me the most but i just can’t seem to move on. My friends help me with my crush and all but sometimes they still throw in questions like “what do you even see in him?” And stuff like “you deserve better than this.”
*another rant*
i hate my appearance now too and it’s recently got even worse with all of this. I’m getting braces just because of what other people think. i also dislike my low weight and wish i was as beautiful as other people i know. I can’t stop comparing myself to everyone i see and it’s unhealthy but hard to stop.
*ANOTHER RANT* (idk why im posting about this)
I’ve been thinking about what to do but it’s so hard now.. i feel really bad about all these things. I’ve told some close friends (including my crush) but i always burst into tears talking about it. Even with them i cried. Once i was so drained because of all this and got overwhelmed with thoughts that I didn’t even realize how blank my face was. My face expression made someone ask if i was okay, somehow hearing this question made me want to cry out loud forever. I said hesitantly “yea.” And acted like the rest of the day was nothing. Anyways enough ranting that’s all for today.
Wow… I am at a loss for words, I’m incredibly sorry about everything that has been going on, please don’t think your ugly, I hate reading those words, I have the same type of face when I relax it, I have eyes filled with pain so people ask if I’m okay, it’s always the same “yep, I’m fine.” I hope things get better with time and I wish you the best of luck with your future
Thank you so so so much for making this. I haven’t really been dealing with school well and I just genuinely haven’t been feeling good myself. I wake up tired and I don’t look forward to anything on the day. Thank you for making this, it means a lot.
hey wonderful people reading this! i know that right now is a tough time and everything feels like it’s falling apart, but you’ve gotten this far and look at you! I’m so proud of your progress, even if your family or friends can’t see it. I can, so let your strength shine my little stars. Take care of yourself for me okay?
love you bye xxxx (btw I’m free if anyone wants to talk or rant
this playlist make me cry because when someone have a problem , it's always me. Me because i'm open to many differents subject of conversation. Me because i'm a ''monster''. I overthink to much that my brain is not gonna last long. I'm the problem because i'm here because i speak, move...
It's currently 6:23 am and my friend cried herself on my shoulder to sleep... she is sleeping 5 hours now and I'm making sure she's OK and even my mental health isn't that good
But she's my friend so I guess I have to help her . This playlist just painfully describes me...
Please know that you are not responsible for any of your friends happiness I know you want to be a good person but sometimes you gotta step down from being her therapist and say "My mental health is shit too I can't always be there" I know this sounds extremely hard but if you don't tell your friend now it will get WAY worse then before (coming from a person who has experienced this more than once )
Hey your a great person, remember to take breaks though, I also do therapy for my friends and I know very well what happens when you don’t take a step back and breath for a bit, I hope your friend is doing well along with you
Book a group therapy 😀 you and her need it. Go there together 😀
I finally learned my lesson that I should not try to prove myself since I don't need to.
Underrated playlist!
Thank you so much :)) ❤️
Thats right for me😂 much
I think i Kill miself hahaha😔👌🤣
@@HungryVIDEOS-YT are you okay, dear? You can talk to me if you would like
vent playlists really comfort me more than my own friends..
the fact that I always regret what I say, it's an immediate reaction. "ah fuck.. I shouldn't have said that." "oh no.. what if i accidentally hurt their feelings??" "god I'm a fucking idiot for saying that" why do i do that?
it hurts so bad rn :( thanks for making this.
Thank you for the playlist. I fought with my mother today and couldn't control my feelings and cried infront of her. I really was upset and she didn't confronted me,no she assaulted more and more. I just can't anymore with pretending, I'm too tired but I can't stop. It's like a part of me now that won't come out... Still I hope you doing great 👍 and thanks again for this playlist ❤
Your welcome
@@cosmolvr Thx and I hope you have a great day/night
The fact after watching Yuzuyas new episodes and already almost a mental breakdown because of the fight, fights aren't like my thing.
This help me realizing that it's me not them! It's me who cause it! Ty!!! I love this playlist with perfect song!
I've listened to this playlist so many times over the past few months and it's one of the few times that I can let my guard down and cry. Tgank you for making this
heres my vent:
I am the oldest child, with 4 younger siblings. One by one they were born. As we grew up, by the age 4 i started changing diapers and feeding them. as the year went by and my 5th sibling was born, i was changing all diapers, making bottles, and cleaning the whole house. It was very difficult but i got past all the challenges.
As soon as i turned 8, i already knew how too wash clothes, cook, do dishes, take them all showers, how to discipline them, and how too use chemicals for cleaning. It was very tiring, whenever my parents would fight i would always try to hide my siblings and comfort them, i was scared myself too. I was keeping up with school and it was all very tiring but i would always be told "ur young you shouldnt be tired" or whenever i took a break and layed down for a nap i would get told "your so lazy". this didnt really bother me until i turned 11 ( i am 11 right now )
I am emotionally not okay. whenever i try too play with kid toys my parents would always say " your too old for that". When im around my cousins that are the same age, they are very immature and living there best childhood. I wish my parents would leave me alone. I am emotionally breaking down every single day. I get my phone taken away just for taking a break or nap. Please give me advice, i need it alot. I dont want too be having a 1 hour break down every single day.
What the hell...holy shit that sucks, i'm so sorry
You shouldn't have to be going through that, taking responsibility for everything at a young age...you should be living your childhood, man :(
are there any other trusted family members in your life that you can go to? I'm not sure what advice to give so i apologize...I'm angry at your parents for making you responsible for everything they should do, you are more of a parent to your siblings than they are...how idiotic do they have to be for making you not play with toys, you are young!! kids should be doing that ;__;
I know i'm a random stranger on the internet, but if you want to vent here, that's ok. I wish the best for you, bro👊
My ears hurt bc I'm sick yet here I am listening to this through pain cuz I wanna just cry. It's comforting in a way. Thank you a lot author
The feeling of desperately needing to vent but can't find the words to
needed someone to vent with, yet i found no one since i realize it won't and will never matter to them about what i felt, until i found this playlist. Thankyouu :((
Vent to me right here friend, let’s talk about it, we have all the time in the world to fix our problems so let’s start with yours! 😁
tysm
I am glad this could help you
bro- i wish i could hug all of you guys right now
(Imma wright a pov cause i have school in a few hours and pulled an all nighter)
T/W: bulling/ hyperventalating/ betrayal
Pov:
You sit in your bed scrolling through a few albums of you and your friends. As you look through these albums you begin to smile when you recieve a link from an unknown number. You click on this link wondering what it could be, while it loads you begin to think of the worst things it could be. You hope up and down that its not anything inappropriate, with this thought in mind you begin turning down the volume. Before you could click out of this link you see a video of your friends having a good time.
Your heart skips a beat. You see for a few seconds your friends messing around, you notice that they pull up a paper picture of you and turn up the volume. You watch close with a smile on your face when one of them pull out a pen.
One by one, they pass the picture around writing awful things on it. Thet mimic you while doing so, your smile fades. With that they had pulled out a lighter and burned the picture. As the video comes to an end with their laughter you recieve a text. Your friend had wanted to see how your day has been.
You toss your phone on the desk across from you and curl up into your pillow and blankets. You begin to cry and breath a little heavy, soon you fill your chest tightining and feel like your out of breath. After 30 minutes, you begin to get over this panic attack. As you drift into sub-conciousness, it begins raining. Each bit of water hits your window and slowly slide down.
The unknown wonders of the skies are crying with you...
You wake up the next day, getting ready for a boring school monday. Walking into the kitchen, waiting for breakfeast to be ready. You sit in thought forever remembering that trust shouldn't be given easy...
This is a really good pov :D
This feels familiar… it never happened to me but I have thought about how my friends might think about me, I get so scared that I’m annoying or non likable that I consider the worst, thank you for explaining that in a POV
@@cosmolvr i agree!
i never realized how much i needed this, thank you for this
pov: your playing this on the school bus with people messing around...you turn up the volume to try and block out the sound and stare out the dirty window.someone sits next to you and you turn up the volume of you old i-phone and try to ignore you but they wont leave you alone,hitting tapping... you stand up and slowly start walking away hoping to ask the bus driver to let you off but instead you turn around and knock them out then you quickly head downstairs when you know your big sister/brother is.You see them laughing around with there mates you quickly run up to them and burst into tears in their arms....
tysm for this ive been crying to this playlist for 20 minutes now
I love it!
My Favourite one is Freaks.
**gives a sub**
Have a good Day / Night!..
I hope y'all will feel better.
Thank you for the sub!
Hey, Thanks for this.. It helps a lot. I've been going through some rough times lately and this kind of helped me form pouring over.. I can't thank you enough. I always put on a fake smile at school, I have low self-esteem, and I'm stressed finding a gender that fits me but this has helped me more than my therapist.
To all the people in the comments, I love you so much. I know it's hard, but I want you to keep living and never give up. Life is unfair and cruel, but I'm sure everything will be fixed soon! Please don't give up so soon, your strong and I know you can do it! I promise you, everything will get better.
This is the same type of comfort I give so it works, atleast your trying to help people
hey, I don’t know you, but you dropped this 👑
Even if things get harder,don't give up ever because after your suffering something will happen really really good!
THANK YOU SO MUCH I FINALLY FOUND A PLAYLIST WITH MY FAVORITE SONGS! I LOVE YOU ALL
Hey man. Thank you for this playlist, but mind if I ask if there could be some time stamps please?
You're welcome ostra :)
Also check the pinned comment. I added the timestamps there :D
I’m hope everyone who sees this is having a good day. If your not I’m sending you virtual hugs and smiles.
This playlist is really nice and explains itself pretty well,i can surely confirm that.
I just hope y'all are doing ok,don't stress yourself out too much,and take good care of yourself,i know it may be difficult,but it's worth a shot,no matter how little your effort might be,it still matters!
Have a nice day/night
-bc
[also I'm completely exhausted by overworking myself and my lack of sleep,so please don't repeat my same mistakes haha:')]
Not being able to control my own emotions has started becoming more common for me...It starting to feel like I can't even be around people without thinking I might do something to hurt them...I did it twice already and I'm scared I might do it again....I hate it...I fucking hate it! It feels like every single fucking day I'm one step closer to losing my mind and going insane. It feels like one of these days I'll end up actually killing someone due to this issue. It feels like I'm not even in control of my own body anymore. It feels like everything I do, everything I say, it's not myself speaking...but someone else is talking for me...I've already tried to c*t myself and I even tried again this morning...Maybe I should just walk off the face of the Earth...for everyone else's safety, and for my own sanity...
I've always knew I was never close to my own family, even the close one's... But I've come to notice that I trust my friends more than my parents. My friends were there for me when I needed them and I was there for them they needed someone. At home I have to suffer alone and find a way to cope. Which is good. But the let me down so bad to the point I just prefer to stay in my room all day or try to do something productive. I don't get emotional support from my parents. And that's fine. Because I know I can deal with it myself. But how much can I keep in going. Idk
This is exactly what’s going on with me, my friends know way more about me than my family, even my closest family doesn’t know everything my friends know, I stay in my bed silent until called for any work and after the work is done I go straight back
@@Jackass0706 honestly thoooo. i hope things get better for u tho, stay safe bud
@@endermanzzz789 thanks man you too
you let someone vent to you, and you start to panic because you don't know what to do when they start panicking, and then you do or say something dumb and it makes them feel worse.
me feeling broken just by looking at hanako's face
I love how music and stuff like this always comforted me instead of my parents. Actually, as crazy as it sounds, they weren't even there.
Vent
So I said something dumb to my friend a few days ago and he hasn’t talked to me since. We got into a huge fight over it and for these past couple days I’ve felt hella lonely and I hate it. He is one of the only people who stayed and who genuinely cared and I could have messed that up. I don’t know what I’m going to do if he doesn’t forgive me because he is literally my life.
This also happened to me but it was all my fault I started making new friends and then my friends started talking to me less and they talked to me earlier today and I gave my new friend my friends phone number because she asked for it even though I said no but yh, so my old friend got a text message and thought it was me but it wasn’t I tried to explain but she hung up on me…hope you and your friend fix your relationship
I really needed this playlist thx
uhm-
ArA aRa-? *panics in why did this hit home*
Never did I ever think I would relate so much to a playlist title before.
*calmly subscribes*
Aww, thank you for the subscription. I appreciate it! :D
I don't normally comment, but I wanted to thank you for this playlist.
I'm a very closed off person, and I finally got comfortable venting to one of my friends. Whenever they'd ask how I was, I explained what was happening and they would listen, and I would ask how they were and I would listen.. Until recently.
They began to ignore me..and today I asked one of my other friends if they knew if I did something.
Turns out, my friend hates me for only talking about myself and never listening to anyone else.
hey hey hey!! How are you now??? I'm sorry this is happening to you. you want to meet?
That person should have felt proud that they were the someone you vented too, if they can’t see that then they are dumb, I wish you the best
I love it
In my friend group, everyone tells their problems to two people. Me and my ofther friends, and all it does is shoot my anxiety through the roof and make me rush around and try to fix the problem, while also dealing with my own horrible mental health, so this playlist helped A lot. Thank you
Everyone has their punching bag
People ask the one who did the damage if they’re okay
But they don’t ask the punching bag if they are okay
Im proud of my self after cleaning my room, my mom called me ugly, useless and still proud of my self even tho i always get shouted with swears.
HEY!!!! SUN, YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! damn, you're so good! really!!!! I am proud of you and I hope that in the future you will have a person who will fairly appreciate your work. please shine as strong as this sun - >☀️☀️
wondering if you really love them or just dont know what its like to have a caring friend. wondering if you should message them (and never doing it.) wondering if you said the wrong thing two weeks ago when noone will notice. wondering if they'd understand, or if they care just as much.
yes..
Imagine being happy from the person you see in the mirror,what a world that must be..
and even though this story of ours will always end this way...I'll reread it without hesitation
Thank you for this playlist. I was feeling down and said something stupid in a server that kinda just- makes me feel irresponsible. Thank you so much. I often get upset easily and it makes me sad. It's been a year or so since this video uploaded but still, thanks.
Hey, I’m not doing too well. and i don’t want anyone else to feel upset. here’s a hug. I hope anyone listening or having a hard time will feel better.
Wanna talk about what’s been going on? How can I be happy when your not?
@@Jackass0706 if you’re comfortable with me venting to you
@@watermelonboy9 of course I’m comfortable with it, I see no problem with it
@@Jackass0706 ok uh, well my fish died, my grandmas dog died, and her cat as well. One of my “friends” who has manipulated me way too many times said they wanted to rip my guts out and they hate my guts. My friends think I’m drifting away from them because I found a new friend, I just feel a little bit better when im with the other friend, they think im not hanging out with them enough. I have a feeling that one of my first best friends is talking behind my back, I have been getting very emotional and angry lately and im just very overwhelmed with school. If I tell my parents they will just think I want to skip school, they will probably tell me that I have it so easy because people back then had to fight in the war, etc. I have lots of trust issues I didn’t have before. All while trying to help my health, because my health isn’t that well at the time. I’m just extremely overwhelmed with life. Also this is happening while I’m young. I’m too young for all this stress.
@@watermelonboy9 Damn I’m sorry dude, it’s hard to deal with a lot of those things which is unfortunate, never look to parents for help because they wouldn’t ever understand, and your friends who manipulated you is a terrible person and if your other friends aren’t okay with you hanging out with someone who makes you feel better than they aren’t good people either, I hope your health improves and I’m sorry for your loss, I truly wish there was more I could do to help you
Ay sup person that be reading this, I hope you feel better and whatever you are struggling through you will get better. You got this, everyone and I believe in you. Stay safe and feel better.
My best friend may leave spring break to live in London forever and i know that it is not sure and that it may happen in some months but still it hurts knowing that the girl you have spend almost all your live with may move to another country . So like every mentally ill person like me does it is currently 1:50 and i am crying my self to sleep
hey!
At least you had someone there that you had as a real friend and not as a liar friend:)
@@priestsratfriend809 yeah but still.....
I’m moving to Tennessee once summer break starts, everyone I know is staying in California where I live, it hurts to think of life without them, I will end up being a lonely kid who sits in his room thinking the worst thoughts, I’m sorry about your friend but hopefully you can keep in contact, I get that can be hard sometimes but leaving doesn’t make you not friends anymore, it’s when you stop talking that you lose that friendship
i had this on loop in still crying :)