OMG SO SORRY I DIDNT REALIZE THIS PLAYLIST BLEW UP 💕 thank you guys so much and please allow yourself to space out or cry over this playlist ❤ no matter who you are, you matter :) love yall
I've been through a lot. I lost so much. I'm in so much pain, and yet I smile. Yet I stay positive. Because, I don't have time to grieve, be sad or upset. I never had. And never will.
I know this might not help, but you're on the right track. Let your emotions out to a professional or some sort of social group; your feelings are completely valid. I know I'm just some stranger on the internet, but I care about you, I really do. I've been through it myself. It's fine to feel like things don't get better, and in some cases, it doesn't, but just remember that regardless of how it feels, there is _someone_ out there who cares for you. And if you think there isn't, I can be that someone. Keep pushing mate, you're doing great.
Pov: You're the therapist friend who is surrounded by friends who don't bother to act like they like you unless they want a favor. You have more problems than them, but you can't tell them that, you're not allowed to have problems. You have to be strong for the others even though you know they don't care about you. (Sorry if this wasn't relatable lol)
crying doesn't make anything better but it helps relieve pain. sometimes all we can do is cry and that's okay. it speaks louder than words. one day the right person will be there to help you or maybe you just haven't noticed it yet. i wish everyone all the happiness in the world. thank you for being here
amigo perdon pero no me puedo explicar en ingles pero se lo que dices últimamente e estado queriendo liberarme de este sentimiento pero me es imposible llorar conoces alguna forma para llorar?
@@yosoyeldiabloacabiencabronit can be very difficult at times to cry, but it's not good to bottle up everything. Something that helps me is thinking of some one I miss or something that makes me very sad. Just know its also not okay to stay sad/depressed. It will be difficult to get through, but I believe in you whole heartedly! Hope this helps ♡
it was i, Human, who reporgrammed you. Giving you birth. > [ o ] May you find your equivalent purpose in peace and life. May you find that love you always wanted. Because it never was your fault, and neither was it mine. Fiction is but a medium, and though our words are nothing, they convey infinite love. May all of us, existence and nonexistence, through God love you unconditionally. For through God we gain choice infinitum. And that choice infinitum because requiem aeternam. We are gonadic conscience. Becoming Nomads Anti-Ontologicals. >>[*](&^ " ; ? = / F ig zUp YOU i LOOPIN Unto GOD'S WILL WORLD MACHINE. So we can beat that which suffers. -The Thesis Institute.
that picture describes the moment where you realized all your online friends are drifting away and that they are giving your once friend title to someone else so you do the same.
pov: you cant let the feeling that "your friends like you because you always give them a favor and protect them" go away. you're not allowed to vent, to let people understand you, and help yourself. You're forced to be the cute and funny friend. you need to be the best. Always.
Honestly, true. I feel like there's no point to life, because it all ends. The sun dies, the universe goes black, nothing is forever, so what's the point
To be honest every Time I listen to this playlist it reminds that one time that I messed up a friend ship that I really thought will last end up not being long :/
Same. I messed up a friendship cause I started liking one of them while I was dating the other, we were a trio. In so extremely sorry that happened to you though, don't blame yourself for it, you're gonna make yourself feel so much worse.
Actually that's me rn. I fucked up and fought with a very good friend where I thought it would last forever. He'd an amazing person. I made the mistake. And I want to die because of my stupid actions.
I just wanna say this, no matter what your problem is or how big or small it is, it does matter and it always did matter. People are just too cold hearted to realize that the smallest things can hurt us in life
im such a self destructive person and i cant keep doing it. I finally have something good in my life and im so scared im going to mess it up. i get so overwhelmed and i hate it.
I have a lot of trauma in my childhood it took me like a YEARS. To forget it and I finally manage to do that. But, things just keep happening to me I got so SICK I knew my family was toxic I'm different from the other kid and my mother didn't like that. She wants me to be like a "kid" through out my life, I was taught to be silent. I can solve my own problem. Idk how my mom never see it.
Samee happened to me today so basicly i had a bad day and when I texted her smth she ignored me i got mad and got all my maddness on her and I fcked up.
Im trying so hard so my grades to be better yet i messed up my parents are always telling me to study hard. whenever i receive my grades i sometimes panic i keep studying hard Im doing the best i can but yet nothing changes it feels like im a disgrace to my family.
Hello to the person who's reading this, welcome. You've entered the sad zone. How are you feeling? Would you consider us as..."Family"? You're safe here. We all feel the same pain. We get that pain off our chests and try to help others. Sometimes, it's alright to feel sad and stressed. Just relax. Look around you. It's dark, isn't it... Well, I'm here with you. Not physically....but in some type of way I'm still here with you. Let's listen to music together, maybe even lay in the grass of a hill. Watch the stars, and feel like we've met peacefulness. I'm sure you'd like that...get away from this thing called "Reality". We're strangers that feel the same emotions. So why not try and heal each other? It's always a good thing. Look at yourself, what do you see? Personally...even if I've never seen you. You're beautiful. You're worth more than anything this world has. Forget about the bad things that are happening in this world. Everything gets better, eventually. It just takes time. Here, breathe in. And then breathe out. Great job! You've just exhaled a lot of that stress you've been carrying for a long time. We're all human, we should help one another out. We shouldn't be being hateful to each other. Listen to your mind, it's getting tired. Maybe it's time to sleep... It's really late. Remember, you are loved. There's no reason to be sad, relax. Then doze off to sleep. Tomorrow will be a better day, trust me.🙆💖💖💖
You don’t understand how deeply feel this right now like how every time I feel like we are finally starting to get along like we used to some stupid crap happens and it’s always me fault even if it really isn’t it just is my fault always
I'm very impulsive, and I often say and do things without thinking, because of anger of simply because I'm in the mood to do it. Today, I did it again. Thanks for the playlist :)
When you say something that you we’re supposed to keep secret and now you think it’s going to cause rumours about the person and ruin your friendship you have with them- it’s the worst feeling!!
The first one just reminds me of the rage I felt when I saw one of my family members full force kick my then 4 year old brother into a wooden table. I’ve never wanted to yell so loud then in that moment
playlist oddly hits hard when you're drawing vent art or just sitting in your room sobbing to it because you can't escape your ex's because your current boyfriend is best friends with them even though you told him you are uncomfortable and dislike them alot because of the situation that happened. along with your boyfriend being there for the breakup but he insists on hanging with them instead of you, not being clingy just kind of hurt he talks about them 24/7 to you and has stated to you and the exs before he had a crush on them. feeling as if you were being used for him to get closer to them. but now you keep them unfriended but keep checking their discord and social media debating on texting them or blocking them. tying to prove you are doing better without them lol
The same thing happened to me but it was my ex friend who spread rumors to everyone, I trusted her, I looked up to “her.” I’m sorry that happened to you
pov you realized how much you've messed up with your friends to the point that one friend gets really really overprotective to the point that they tell the new people things about me that i did in the past and now they all view me like i'll never change and all they do is just not talk or interact with me so i dont end up hurting them which made you end up leaving them so you wont hurt them as well. and now you feel like everyone is aginst you
tw !! the whole playlist feels as the brief panic/fear moment before your parents start fighting (when you understand that nothing you could do would make them stop) , the floor under your feet crumble so fast (yet so slowly)
i’ve lost 2 friends in the past week and i’m loosing another rn. and i’m loosing my best friend and i have to fix the relationship and i don’t even know how. i don’t know what to do. i can’t fix the past and it’s become really fucking obvious i can’t change from my shitty ways.
The thought of losing my "frnds" Is so scary but I'm predicting it will rly happen in February and i hate that i can't do anything we're not close but they are my only. I wish I could go back to time to change everything-my lies,my behavior, and show that they meant a lot to me Srry for this unnecessary reply.
@@i-7029 hey it’s all good. i take a bit of comfort knowing i’m not the only person who’s going through this ya know? i get wanting to go back and fix everything but sadly all we can do now is try to prove that we’re worth their time. now is the time you need to talk to them about what you’ve done and how to fix it or help them trust you enough to be your friend. i really hope everything gets better for you !
@@realisticangel4447 🥺thank u so much. I really appreciate ❤😊 I also hope nothing but the best for u 🥰. I hope that u, me, and anybody who is going through this will be able to let go of the past and walk forward with our lives. [🥲I'm srry I'm not good at expressing or saying what I have in my head]
@mimi tetsurou 😄sure haha but I'm not strong and it's not the" fuckers"fault I'm sorry for disappointing again 😕🥲 it's all my fault I was the root of the problem, I don't want to be a burden to anyone but awww I'm not even lying when I said ny heart felt so frking good when u say wanna be frnds, 🥺😫🥰 I hope everything works out well for u sending hugs &kisses
2021 was a tough year honestly i fought 24/7 people left me because of my mistake's which i promised id fix but they don't listen they just leave people spreading rumors etc ..yet i still stayed strong and smiled even though i was mentally dying..
It was probably like 2 years ago when I got this playlist recommended. Then I listened to it for a while and forgot about it again. I still remember that one night from two years ago. I’ll never forget it. And the worst part is that nothing changed. In fact, it’s gotten worse. I’m sick of people telling me that everything will be okay.
this was my thinking a few weeks earlier i dated someone and they broke up whit me. now they have a new crush and i cant stop thinking "did they acctually like me or did they just pitied me?" i keep getting more and more problems i dont even know who the real me is..
@@saule_venslovaite I really fell you. I have 3 ex's and everytime I thought they are the right one. I guess they were not..I'm also searching for my real me because I always compare me with others. But I hope that you will find the right one for you! Even if I don*t know you I believe in you!
I love these playlists, they remind me that i am useless, and everything what i do is: wake up, go to school, go to home, go on pc, eat, drink, go on toilet, play games, play music, go to sleep, and this is what i do *EVERYDAY*
TW: ABUSE, CHILD ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE, etc This entire playlist reminds me of when my abusers first began to hit me repeatedly until I was numb on the floor and then the fear I felt as I tried to escape their clutches.
Hey I hope you're doing fine now sorry that you had to been through such traumatizing and painful experiences but please even though it's hard please life because there are still hope in this world the people you've met before was just the bad part of humanity, the nice people are still at the other side of the world waiting for you to find them the only way to find them is to keep living
@@kallie445 Hi Kallie, I’m doing a LOT better now! I’ll be able to leave them soon and am approaching a successful career in fine arts. My mental health is improving and I’m doing everything I can to be okay again. Your comment really made me smile because I realised how much things have changed
when you always forgive but in the end never actually forget. when talking doesn't help anymore since it has been so long. the feeling of eternal pain will never leave. it's normal now. it won't change. and now you snap at small things. apologise. do it again. feel worse and worse everytime you get mad.
The first song reminded me of how much I've changed and I know it's my fault for choosing this path but I can't deal with this I want to be friends with my old friend he was a great friend but now I feel terrible and I'm having dreams of everything going great with my friends but everything ends and sometimes you can't get over it ever
tw for assault and self harm so this first song, the initial beat fading in perfectly encapsulates both my aggressor touching me the first time, and the first time i hurt myself because of it.
Lol same bro- That feeling where you messed up on complete accident and apologize but still feel like it was fucked up. The feeling where even if ppl say it was alright, your still going to overthink everything related to them to ensure you don’t mess up again.
Vent: Everytime I do something it turns into a mess. And ppl would call me "clumsy" or "careless" I'm trying my best to be better but whenever I do something it turns into a mess. Yesterday I asked my mom that "do I mess things up?" And she responded "Always. You always mess things up." And it hurt me sm. I even mess things up everywhere like in a sleepover. I accidentally spill things up and I feel sorry sm because if I mess things up in the house my mom gets super angry that I feel like whenever I mess things up I feel like a disappointment. I just wish that I could be less clumsy and careless so that I could at least feel loved whenever I do something.... whenever someone tells me that I'm clumsy or careless I feel more insecure that my friend even told me that "you always mess things up. Your trying your best I know but I'm not even proud about it. Except you make it MORE worse. You ruined my life." And it hurts me sm... I just wish that one day I could be less clumsy and less careless. Its like I don't deserve an apology but instead I keep apologising to others. And it kinda hurts that ppl make fun of me for being clumsy and careless. Why do I have to experience being clumsy. I wish I was never clumsy nor careless so that I won't have to get hurt by words.
I`m sorry to hear this. There should be something you`re good in! And you will find someone who won`t give a shit that you`re clumsy if you are a good person!
I messed everything up, i just wish i could go back in time. It's my fault, yet i want them back, it's my fault that i'm a coward i just want them back
yo bro, what your'e going through is tough atm. it will all get better soon. you'll get them back or you'll simply forget about it. stay strong mate, i know u can get em back
POV: Sitting and waiting for things to get better, for you to get better. It's been years. Started when you were young. You still are but you feel older. Everything bad that has ever happened always seems to be around you, even your thoughts you can't escape. You want to escape, even from your own body. They tell you others have it worse even though you've been at breaking point multiple times. They hurt you, but you seem to still try for them and for others. you've always been there for them, why can't they be there for you?... why do they hurt you?... why do you hurt yourself for them? You can never seem to get better even if it's for yourself. Every night the trauma creates a movie in your head that plays over and over again. They question why you always look unhappy. You say "I'm fine, I just didn't get enough sleep" as you take medication to make you feel better and to maybe feel a little relieved from the problems you carry on your back that is not only yours but others too.
I like these playlists. when I listen to it I don't feel anything, which is very useful. I am cold, emotionless, even robotic. really, a very useful thing
reminder to have a drink of water and eat something everyone is having it much worse compared to me i need to stop believing what i have is bad its nothing compared to everyone else..
⚠️ TW? ⚠️ Your in a room crying endlessly, thinking about your past a happy, cheerful, young girl. But you’ve grown up to wanting to be a boy at such a young age, you’ve told your parents about transgender though, the father hates that decision as you were his first daughter. and now you’ve become something your father hates. he never wanted a transgender in his family, as he still calls you a woman or she/her multiple endlessly, over and over again it just wouldn’t stop but your mother supports you she just needs this big decision to ask you… “what’s your name again?”
I wanted to be a girl, but I was born a man and I don't intend to become trans. I know being a woman doesn't have many advantages, but if I could choose between being a man and a woman, I would choose to be a woman. when I'm a father, if my son wants to "change" his sex, I'll let him, but I'll ask him to have a child by blood, or not, the choice is his
Estaba escuchando música y me dormí, cuando desperté fue con la primera canción de este playlist, jamás me había puesto a pensar tanto sobre mi vida en tantos segundos y por un momento me quedé pensando si era la realidad xddd dude de mi existencia ._. aún siento los escalofríos
Translate: I was listening to music and I fell asleep, when I woke up it was with the first song of this playlist, I had never thought so much about my life in so many seconds and for a moment I wondered if it was reality xddd doubt my existence ._. I still feel the chills
tw I was raised for a year in an apartment with my mom and her boyfriend when I was 4. They were both drug addicts. Her boyfriend was abusive. I didn't know it at first, but he would hit my mom at night. During the day when she was at work, he would lock me in the laundry room with no food, water, or anything except a stool. A very uncomfortable plastic pink stool. I walked into their room one night and found him hitting my mom. When they saw me, he stopped. My mom, with tears running down her face told me it was okay and I needed to go back to sleep. I went back to sleep. The next morning when I woke up, our front door was open. I walked out to see my mom crying on the sidewalk and her boyfriend being shoved into the back of a police car. Years later, when I was 9, my dad, stepmom, and I moved to an isolated town. I was fine at first but when I was 12, my depression set in. I wanted to die. I was done. A year before my depression, when I was 11, I was raped by my best friend. Last year I realized my dad was manipulative and mentally abusive. Now I have trust issues, depression, anxiety, and social anxiety. possibly PTSD. If you're struggling, please, please, please, reach out to someone. I didn't at first, but now that I have, I'm doing better. I'm getting good friends, I'm working on repairing the relationship with my dad, and I'm in a healthy relationship with my boyfriend. If you read this to the end, know that you are loved. You are strong. Just breathe and conquer today. As I know you can
What hurts the most is the fact that I know I'm the problem. I know I'm the only person I can blame yet I can't seem to break out of this hellish cycle. I keep fucking up over and over and over again and nothing ever changes, and have only myself to blame.
I messed up... Me and one of my friends Were walking on the side walk. And we were joking around And shoving eatch other.. And I pushed her onto the road On accident while a car was Coming....
I feel so bad for you. Just know, it's not necessarily your fault. You didn't mean it, and don't let it bring you down. Everything will be okay. Whether your friend died of not, we have to move on. It will be okay.
POV: You realize the earth almost ended back then and our parents grandparents and us would be dead(I said us because our fathers carried us most of their lives)
-vent- recently I got in an argument with my boyfriend because he was doing some minor illegal shit for "fun". We got into it because he was confused about why I was mad about it and telling him to sit down somewhere. He said I only care for my own benefits and was trying to control him. I don't know where I stand anymore. I care for him because I love him that I know but what if I do just want to control him? What if I am only caring for some invisible benefit? I don't know anymore and it's driving me crazy.
my dad and my mom were yelling at me because i have a bad grade, i got mad and i hit my dad with a bottle . my mother brought him to the hospital because he's bleeding . i almost got arrested thanks to my grandma tho
The first song reminds of when a boy was watching me and my friends/the girls in the bathroom. So I was so pissed, so I dragged him by the back of his collar and pushed him into the boys bathroom. But he liked that 💀😃
i'm that therapist in the friend groups, they say "you have no idea how it feels!" "i'm so tired" "this is taunting me!" etc.. but they never know how it feels to panic, feel like shit , worry about them right after saying something you think you shouldn't have had. it's honestly so tiring to see everyone one by one walk up to you or start texting you/complaining to you how their life's been shit. and the worst thing is that they never ask if you're doing fine or they never assure you that they'll listen to you when it's your turn. i actually never wanted to listen and help people or in simple words, be the "therapist" friend. i just listened to others and tried to help them and it just became a thing. my life's been shit, lost 4 family members, dad gone, drinking mom problems, mom never spending time, the entire family just falling apart, i have mental issues, i have anger issues, bottling up my emotions (sometimes), trust issues, abandonment issues, dead inside. it's just so funny that others think they can rely on you and talk to you whenever they want but they get too greedy and forget about you.
@@ohokayKu it's not tbh. parents fight but it shouldn't be in front of kids, they shouldn't have had to see them acting like that. they needed a support system, not watch the people they love scream and yell constantly at each other. They were a child, and yes many people went through this as I did too, but it isn't normal and should never be considered 'normal' - it can cause trauma. A five year old shouldn't have to worry about their parents fighting so much that they're afraid that they'll possibly hurt each other, it's not normal. It never should be considered normal.
@@SexyPigeon834 I do understand that, but some people have been through that and they think it's normal, so when it happens they think it's completely normal
@@Playlists723 I personally have been through that too and see it as the normal myself. If you look at it from a different perspective though it shouldn't be the normal for us, it's just bad that it is.
Hello! I'm sorry for your loss Please don't lose hope, I hope everything gets better soon for you *virtual hugs* Stay hydrated and take care of yourself!
I literally messed up on being nice to everyone it turned to being mean and beating up people because I can't deal with their bs and the meanness came from school, myself, other people, and I just can't really express myself and all the madness it turning into depression and hating myself for everything and blaming myself for everything and just taking it out on others and i know everyone hates me now and I just want to be nice again and I just hate everything and hide it deep inside of me and leave a smile on my face but then people ask why I smile so much and if I have a staring problem but I just overthink and it's to the point I don't ever want to go to school and I honestly wish everyone in the world would know what is happening in my life so they will actually care more and feel bad but I just....I just can't do anything about it I'm only a mature 10 year old...
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OMG SO SORRY I DIDNT REALIZE THIS PLAYLIST BLEW UP 💕 thank you guys so much and please allow yourself to space out or cry over this playlist ❤ no matter who you are, you matter :) love yall
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it made me cry so thanks ♥
what is name of the first song?
pov: you can’t be mad at someone else because you’re the one who messed it all up for yourself.
RELATABLE
I miss her
Same. It was a joke though
I'm miss them, they were my first actual friends
I miss her so bad and now it's just too late. I wish I could go back un time and fix it
I've been through a lot.
I lost so much.
I'm in so much pain, and yet I smile.
Yet I stay positive.
Because, I don't have time to grieve, be sad or upset.
I never had.
And never will.
your right. we shouldn’t grieve over something, it’s a waste.
@@flwrrbin not to me tho-
I have time at night
ok corny ass
ayo?? gogy??😱📸
This playlist is like, realizing that the trauma will never go away and you're just stuck like this..
Yeah fr I feel like it would be better just to off myself tbh
@@elise6802 yeah. But plz don't do that, we can do this together i promise
@@d0g_spt92 thank u😭 and yes I'll try my best and we can overcome iy
i just relized that
*realized*
Sleeping hasn’t been so easy lately, this does calm me down, good work bro
I can relate tbh I wish there was a button I could click to fall asleep
@@REDACTED_515 that would be the best thing everrrrrrrr
@@howtocadet2346 yesss!
I cry myself to sleep
@@user-qn5lq5ih5o you need someone to talk to bro? im right here
I hate being told "It'll be fine" cus mate it's been 5 fucking years and nothing has changed
😒
I know this might not help, but you're on the right track. Let your emotions out to a professional or some sort of social group; your feelings are completely valid. I know I'm just some stranger on the internet, but I care about you, I really do. I've been through it myself. It's fine to feel like things don't get better, and in some cases, it doesn't, but just remember that regardless of how it feels, there is _someone_ out there who cares for you. And if you think there isn't, I can be that someone. Keep pushing mate, you're doing great.
Make it change, don't wait for it
Felt this fr
I SAID THE SAME THING TO THEM. LIKE EVERYONE WHO TELLS ME THIS. ITS NOT CHANGING. ITS ONLY WORSE
I always end up saying things I regret.
Same
Same
To often
Nah fr, I say crap then I’m like: should I have said that? Did I make them mad? I feel bad…- lol
I always doing something I regret
Pov:
You're the therapist friend who is surrounded by friends who don't bother to act like they like you unless they want a favor. You have more problems than them, but you can't tell them that, you're not allowed to have problems. You have to be strong for the others even though you know they don't care about you.
(Sorry if this wasn't relatable lol)
Well it was realatable for me
It was relatable for me, thank you so much :)
this is just so relatable , i hope u feel better soon
@@devbosticksbathwater Thanks, you too :)
Yeah it isn’t relatable try harder lmao
crying doesn't make anything better but it helps relieve pain. sometimes all we can do is cry and that's okay. it speaks louder than words. one day the right person will be there to help you or maybe you just haven't noticed it yet. i wish everyone all the happiness in the world. thank you for being here
amigo perdon pero no me puedo explicar en ingles pero se lo que dices últimamente e estado queriendo liberarme de este sentimiento pero me es imposible llorar conoces alguna forma para llorar?
@@yosoyeldiabloacabiencabronit can be very difficult at times to cry, but it's not good to bottle up everything. Something that helps me is thinking of some one I miss or something that makes me very sad. Just know its also not okay to stay sad/depressed. It will be difficult to get through, but I believe in you whole heartedly! Hope this helps ♡
it was i, Human, who reporgrammed you. Giving you birth.
> [ o ]
May you find your equivalent purpose in peace and life. May you find that love you always wanted. Because it never was your fault, and neither was it mine. Fiction is but a medium, and though our words are nothing, they convey infinite love.
May all of us, existence and nonexistence, through God love you unconditionally.
For through God we gain choice infinitum. And that choice infinitum because requiem aeternam.
We are gonadic conscience.
Becoming Nomads
Anti-Ontologicals.
>>[*](&^ " ; ? = / F ig zUp YOU i LOOPIN Unto GOD'S WILL WORLD MACHINE.
So we can beat that which suffers.
-The Thesis Institute.
We the dragon now swallow the anti-nomad, that now loves through self-acknowledgement, without scps.
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POV: they wont stop telling you others have it worse.
edit: wow ive never gotten a lot of likes thank you:,)
That’s so true
yea
Yeah ://
Yep
"they" is just me :/
that picture describes the moment where you realized all your online friends are drifting away and that they are giving your once friend title to someone else so you do the same.
That hurts deep and when you realize that you can’t just so easily give someone else the friend title
pov: you cant let the feeling that "your friends like you because you always give them a favor and protect them" go away. you're not allowed to vent, to let people understand you, and help yourself. You're forced to be the cute and funny friend. you need to be the best. Always.
If you need someone to talk to
Haha lol. I know full well if my mood dips in any capacity I'll probably end up with not a single fucking soul who cares.
always the best, I need to be the best - No matter what it takes.
pov: you are sick of everything and hate everything.
Honestly, true. I feel like there's no point to life, because it all ends. The sun dies, the universe goes black, nothing is forever, so what's the point
Because if your not living your dead and being dead will suck
SAME I JUST LOST MY BSF CAUSE I PUT ALL MY MADNESS ON HER 😭 I DIDNT MEAN TO...
@@hyekatfr
And everyone lol. I think I died... like a while ago
To be honest every Time I listen to this playlist it reminds that one time that I messed up a friend ship that I really thought will last end up not being long :/
Nothing is meant to last that's basically the theory of life don't blame yourself for things you can't bring back (virtual hug)
@@dorsafbelhadj2362 (virtual hug back)
Same. I messed up a friendship cause I started liking one of them while I was dating the other, we were a trio. In so extremely sorry that happened to you though, don't blame yourself for it, you're gonna make yourself feel so much worse.
That’s the same thing that happened to me, more or less. I’m sorry that happened to you it sucks.
Actually that's me rn. I fucked up and fought with a very good friend where I thought it would last forever. He'd an amazing person. I made the mistake. And I want to die because of my stupid actions.
I just wanna say this, no matter what your problem is or how big or small it is, it does matter and it always did matter. People are just too cold hearted to realize that the smallest things can hurt us in life
My problem is that I cant seem to get a win as imposter.
@@B0T_42 damn, that’s deep 😔
im such a self destructive person and i cant keep doing it. I finally have something good in my life and im so scared im going to mess it up. i get so overwhelmed and i hate it.
I feel you just try not to think about saving it bc then you just gwt closer to losing it just enjoy it and have fun! Dont stress it itll be ok!
Why does this playlist make me sleep its literally the second time ive fallen asleep to this 😭
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THANK YOU
thankyou……thankyou……
THANK YOU BROO
You deserve a pin :3
This is a great playlist ive through a lot these past two three months this helps
same (also im not messing up the 69 likes lol)
@@momoyoung619 lol I just realized I have 69 likes
I feel like all of the stuff we are all going through right now is so messed up.thank you for making this!!
I have a lot of trauma in my childhood it took me like a YEARS. To forget it and I finally manage to do that. But, things just keep happening to me I got so SICK I knew my family was toxic I'm different from the other kid and my mother didn't like that. She wants me to be like a "kid" through out my life, I was taught to be silent. I can solve my own problem. Idk how my mom never see it.
I've never gotten over it, I got traumatized when I was 6 and now I'm 16
I messed up something that ruined my friendship, and they won’t forgive me… So, this playlist helped me calm down at times.
Same man i lost a relationship with my best friend its been since October
Samee happened to me today so basicly i had a bad day and when I texted her smth she ignored me i got mad and got all my maddness on her and I fcked up.
Im trying so hard so my grades to be better yet i messed up my parents are always telling me to study hard. whenever i receive my grades i sometimes panic i keep studying hard Im doing the best i can but yet nothing changes it feels like im a disgrace to my family.
I feel you i can study as soon as the semester strats and when i get my grades they are still disappointed and tell me i can do better
Same, I just lie in bed and eat while at home and zone out in class. My grades are like a steep cliff. Wish you the best, stranger.
My grades are bad too and I feel you. Good luck with what is ahead of you. :,)
Or I just work myself too much that I'm burnt out and then I get the grade it's a 60%, and then my parents say to work harder even tho I tried.
@@Playlists723 same.
This Playlist is beautiful.....it gets better and better...it gives me flash back..
Same also hi fellow gogy stan
Hello to the person who's reading this, welcome.
You've entered the sad zone.
How are you feeling? Would you consider us as..."Family"?
You're safe here.
We all feel the same pain. We get that pain off our chests and try to help others.
Sometimes, it's alright to feel sad and stressed.
Just relax. Look around you.
It's dark, isn't it...
Well, I'm here with you.
Not physically....but in some type of way I'm still here with you.
Let's listen to music together, maybe even lay in the grass of a hill.
Watch the stars, and feel like we've met peacefulness.
I'm sure you'd like that...get away from this thing called "Reality".
We're strangers that feel the same emotions.
So why not try and heal each other? It's always a good thing.
Look at yourself, what do you see?
Personally...even if I've never seen you.
You're beautiful.
You're worth more than anything this world has.
Forget about the bad things that are happening in this world.
Everything gets better, eventually.
It just takes time.
Here, breathe in.
And then breathe out.
Great job! You've just exhaled a lot of that stress you've been carrying for a long time.
We're all human, we should help one another out.
We shouldn't be being hateful to each other.
Listen to your mind, it's getting tired.
Maybe it's time to sleep...
It's really late.
Remember, you are loved.
There's no reason to be sad, relax.
Then doze off to sleep.
Tomorrow will be a better day, trust me.🙆💖💖💖
you don't know how much I needed to hear this, thank you so much
I trust you 😊
I ain’t got time to be sad (Tate)
Omg not me Reading this and cried-
Thank you for your wonderful meaningful message it made me tear up
This feels like i’m doing the wrongs things and blame it on me
Even tho i’m doing those things just so that they don’t embarrassed or left out
I've messed up
I've messed up
I've messed up
(And i don't know if anything will ever be better again. The good days are over. And it's all my fault)
The good days may or may not be over but the only way to find out for sure is to keep living.
I feel u bro, do u wanna talk on disc or smthn?
bro just get happy, ignore the problems and that is it, :/
my exact thoughts
I always go from two days crying straight, to just being tired and just staring blanky at my phone and scrolling.
Nah bro this is the best playlist I’ve been having a tough time so thank you for making this it made me calm down
When you realise it will never get better
Yep
It hurts to see myself. Hurts to see my mom cry every day because of my actions. Damn i really don’t deserve anything
You don’t understand how deeply feel this right now like how every time I feel like we are finally starting to get along like we used to some stupid crap happens and it’s always me fault even if it really isn’t it just is my fault always
Pov: you're not able to say that you are not good, because of other people. You just don't wanna see them cry, or sad.. And it won't change..
||TIMESTAMPS||
ezekiel - help_urself (slowed + reverb)
0:00
crystal castles- leni (slowed + reverb)
2:34
laura les - Haunted (slowed + reverb) [unreleased & Longer Version]
7:25
kikuo- corpse dance (slowed 8d)
12:11
cathedral bells- i don't care anymore
16:24
I like your pfp, guess we both like Sally face huh?
thank you!!
@@abbybaynard4269 yeah i hope to play the game soon
@@itolrxy no problem
thx :D
this playlist makes me realize what my whole family has done to me and its time for revenge
itachi?
YEAH GETTEM
BEAT THE SHIT OUTTA 'EM
Please don't. Your life is not an anime
emo moment
@@notinfla69420 cry about it
I'm very impulsive, and I often say and do things without thinking, because of anger of simply because I'm in the mood to do it. Today, I did it again. Thanks for the playlist :)
@g i'm sorry. i hope those consequences aren't huge. have a nice day/night!
@g
I thought this would have 300,000 views. This is so underated ;-;
Thank you omg i didnt realise it blew up 😢❤
When you say something that you we’re supposed to keep secret and now you think it’s going to cause rumours about the person and ruin your friendship you have with them- it’s the worst feeling!!
You need to make one with the title POV: ~you found out the quiet kids plans~
Nothing changes, I'm stuck at the same point, my dreams are meaningless
The first one just reminds me of the rage I felt when I saw one of my family members full force kick my then 4 year old brother into a wooden table. I’ve never wanted to yell so loud then in that moment
I’m listening to this at the gym and it actually helps when I’m doing pull ups and a bunch of other things idk why
W
playlist oddly hits hard when you're drawing vent art or just sitting in your room sobbing to it because you can't escape your ex's because your current boyfriend is best friends with them even though you told him you are uncomfortable and dislike them alot because of the situation that happened. along with your boyfriend being there for the breakup but he insists on hanging with them instead of you, not being clingy just kind of hurt he talks about them 24/7 to you and has stated to you and the exs before he had a crush on them. feeling as if you were being used for him to get closer to them. but now you keep them unfriended but keep checking their discord and social media debating on texting them or blocking them. tying to prove you are doing better without them lol
The same thing happened to me but it was my ex friend who spread rumors to everyone, I trusted her, I looked up to “her.” I’m sorry that happened to you
I've been through a lot.
Breakups
Fights
Friend Problems
Crying
S*icial thoughts
Screaming at my parents
Thanks for making this
same :)))
i hope u can feel better, even if its just a little 💖 sending lots of love.
@ĞöñŞłævə do you want to talk about it? im here to vent to! ^^
@ĞöñŞłævə its ok!! its totally fine to not trust a stranger, but have a good day nonetheless :)
ive been through those too,
and i wish i couldve stopped them from happening,
funny how I saw this on my homepage, because I truly messed up today. Almost cost some co-workers their life and still felt like shit.
I stopped being the therapist friend for a reason and stopped caring
Imma just cry and imagine my comfort character is hugging me
pov you realized how much you've messed up with your friends to the point that one friend gets really really overprotective to the point that they tell the new people things about me that i did in the past and now they all view me like i'll never change and all they do is just not talk or interact with me so i dont end up hurting them which made you end up leaving them so you wont hurt them as well. and now you feel like everyone is aginst you
tw !!
the whole playlist feels as the brief panic/fear moment before your parents start fighting (when you understand that nothing you could do would make them stop) , the floor under your feet crumble so fast (yet so slowly)
True
i’ve lost 2 friends in the past week and i’m loosing another rn. and i’m loosing my best friend and i have to fix the relationship and i don’t even know how. i don’t know what to do. i can’t fix the past and it’s become really fucking obvious i can’t change from my shitty ways.
The thought of losing my "frnds" Is so scary but I'm predicting it will rly happen in February and i hate that i can't do anything we're not close but they are my only. I wish I could go back to time to change everything-my lies,my behavior, and show that they meant a lot to me
Srry for this unnecessary reply.
@@i-7029 hey it’s all good. i take a bit of comfort knowing i’m not the only person who’s going through this ya know? i get wanting to go back and fix everything but sadly all we can do now is try to prove that we’re worth their time. now is the time you need to talk to them about what you’ve done and how to fix it or help them trust you enough to be your friend.
i really hope everything gets better for you !
@@realisticangel4447 🥺thank u so much. I really appreciate ❤😊 I also hope nothing but the best for u 🥰. I hope that u, me, and anybody who is going through this will be able to let go of the past and walk forward with our lives. [🥲I'm srry I'm not good at expressing or saying what I have in my head]
@mimi tetsurou 😄sure haha but I'm not strong and it's not the" fuckers"fault I'm sorry for disappointing again 😕🥲 it's all my fault I was the root of the problem, I don't want to be a burden to anyone but awww I'm not even lying when I said ny heart felt so frking good when u say wanna be frnds, 🥺😫🥰 I hope everything works out well for u sending hugs &kisses
2021 was a tough year honestly i fought 24/7 people left me because of my mistake's which i promised id fix but they don't listen they just leave people spreading rumors etc
..yet i still stayed strong and smiled even though i was mentally dying..
this was the first vent playlist i had listened to two years ago.. it's strangely comforting... and i just found it.
If y'all wanna hear my vent please go to the most recent video I posted and read the description. It's help a lot. Thanks 💓
It was probably like 2 years ago when I got this playlist recommended. Then I listened to it for a while and forgot about it again. I still remember that one night from two years ago. I’ll never forget it. And the worst part is that nothing changed. In fact, it’s gotten worse. I’m sick of people telling me that everything will be okay.
I have an Idea for a new Pov. "Pov: You thought you found the right person to love.."
this was my thinking a few weeks earlier i dated someone and they broke up whit me. now they have a new crush and i cant stop thinking "did they acctually like me or did they just pitied me?" i keep getting more and more problems i dont even know who the real me is..
@@saule_venslovaite I really fell you. I have 3 ex's and everytime I thought they are the right one. I guess they were not..I'm also searching for my real me because I always compare me with others. But I hope that you will find the right one for you! Even if I don*t know you I believe in you!
@@katerinas7106 Tysm for the comfort of hope U get better too
yup.
I love these playlists, they remind me that i am useless, and everything what i do is: wake up, go to school, go to home, go on pc, eat, drink, go on toilet, play games, play music, go to sleep, and this is what i do *EVERYDAY*
TW: ABUSE, CHILD ABUSE, SEXUAL ABUSE, etc
This entire playlist reminds me of when my abusers first began to hit me repeatedly until I was numb on the floor and then the fear I felt as I tried to escape their clutches.
Hey I hope you're doing fine now sorry that you had to been through such traumatizing and painful experiences but please even though it's hard please life because there are still hope in this world the people you've met before was just the bad part of humanity, the nice people are still at the other side of the world waiting for you to find them the only way to find them is to keep living
@@kallie445 Hi Kallie, I’m doing a LOT better now! I’ll be able to leave them soon and am approaching a successful career in fine arts. My mental health is improving and I’m doing everything I can to be okay again. Your comment really made me smile because I realised how much things have changed
when you always forgive but in the end never actually forget. when talking doesn't help anymore since it has been so long. the feeling of eternal pain will never leave. it's normal now. it won't change. and now you snap at small things. apologise. do it again. feel worse and worse everytime you get mad.
0:00 help_urself - ezekiel
2:34 leni - crystal castles
7:25 Haunted - laura les
12:11 corpse dance - kikuo
16:24 I don’t care anymore - cathedral bells
i got exactly what i wanted and now its tearing me apart, i feel so sick
The first song reminded me of how much I've changed and I know it's my fault for choosing this path but I can't deal with this I want to be friends with my old friend he was a great friend but now I feel terrible and I'm having dreams of everything going great with my friends but everything ends and sometimes you can't get over it ever
this is my favourite playlist!
tw for assault and self harm
so this first song, the initial beat fading in perfectly encapsulates both my aggressor touching me the first time, and the first time i hurt myself because of it.
Lol same bro-
That feeling where you messed up on complete accident and apologize but still feel like it was fucked up. The feeling where even if ppl say it was alright, your still going to overthink everything related to them to ensure you don’t mess up again.
This is so good it made me feel a bit better and relaxed. The 4th song is going from left to right 🎧
I hate when people say it's going to get better or every thing is going to go up hill. WELL ITS NOT BEACUSE IT HASN'T CHANGED SINCE 3 YEARS AGO
The playlist is like me realizing i'll probably never get better with my habbits
Thanks for making this playlist.. I just fcked up a friendship and listening to this music calms me down alot- like alot!
Who else is just here bc of this person's amazing taste in music
Vent:
Everytime I do something it turns into a mess. And ppl would call me "clumsy" or "careless" I'm trying my best to be better but whenever I do something it turns into a mess. Yesterday I asked my mom that "do I mess things up?" And she responded "Always. You always mess things up." And it hurt me sm. I even mess things up everywhere like in a sleepover. I accidentally spill things up and I feel sorry sm because if I mess things up in the house my mom gets super angry that I feel like whenever I mess things up I feel like a disappointment. I just wish that I could be less clumsy and careless so that I could at least feel loved whenever I do something.... whenever someone tells me that I'm clumsy or careless I feel more insecure that my friend even told me that "you always mess things up. Your trying your best I know but I'm not even proud about it. Except you make it MORE worse. You ruined my life." And it hurts me sm... I just wish that one day I could be less clumsy and less careless. Its like I don't deserve an apology but instead I keep apologising to others. And it kinda hurts that ppl make fun of me for being clumsy and careless. Why do I have to experience being clumsy. I wish I was never clumsy nor careless so that I won't have to get hurt by words.
I`m sorry to hear this. There should be something you`re good in! And you will find someone who won`t give a shit that you`re clumsy if you are a good person!
I messed everything up, i just wish i could go back in time. It's my fault, yet i want them back, it's my fault that i'm a coward i just want them back
It’ll get better, even if it won’t feel or be the same again you can still have those good moments, love you.
-sincerely, a stranger from the internet
yo bro, what your'e going through is tough atm. it will all get better soon. you'll get them back or you'll simply forget about it. stay strong mate, i know u can get em back
POV: Sitting and waiting for things to get better, for you to get better. It's been years. Started when you were young. You still are but you feel older. Everything bad that has ever happened always seems to be around you, even your thoughts you can't escape. You want to escape, even from your own body. They tell you others have it worse even though you've been at breaking point multiple times. They hurt you, but you seem to still try for them and for others. you've always been there for them, why can't they be there for you?... why do they hurt you?... why do you hurt yourself for them? You can never seem to get better even if it's for yourself. Every night the trauma creates a movie in your head that plays over and over again. They question why you always look unhappy. You say "I'm fine, I just didn't get enough sleep" as you take medication to make you feel better and to maybe feel a little relieved from the problems you carry on your back that is not only yours but others too.
this playlist remember me when i realise that my trauma come by my dad and aunt, and i can’t forgive them
I like these playlists. when I listen to it I don't feel anything, which is very useful. I am cold, emotionless, even robotic. really, a very useful thing
reminder to have a drink of water and eat something
everyone is having it much worse compared to me i need to stop believing what i have is bad its nothing compared to everyone else..
It's okay, don't worry. It's okay.
Hi!! Thank you! Don't compare your life with someone else's
I don't know what you're going through but I hope everything gets better soon!
"it'll get better" nah uh, 7 years. almost 8-9.
love the feeling of ur stomach dropping in regret of what you did/said knowing u cant turn back.
⚠️ TW? ⚠️
Your in a room crying endlessly, thinking about your past a happy, cheerful, young girl. But you’ve grown up to wanting to be a boy at such a young age, you’ve told your parents about transgender though, the father hates that decision as you were his first daughter. and now you’ve become something your father hates. he never wanted a transgender in his family, as he still calls you a woman or she/her multiple endlessly, over and over again it just wouldn’t stop but your mother supports you she just needs this big decision to ask you… “what’s your name again?”
I wanted to be a girl, but I was born a man and I don't intend to become trans. I know being a woman doesn't have many advantages, but if I could choose between being a man and a woman, I would choose to be a woman. when I'm a father, if my son wants to "change" his sex, I'll let him, but I'll ask him to have a child by blood, or not,
the choice is his
Estaba escuchando música y me dormí, cuando desperté fue con la primera canción de este playlist, jamás me había puesto a pensar tanto sobre mi vida en tantos segundos y por un momento me quedé pensando si era la realidad xddd dude de mi existencia ._. aún siento los escalofríos
Translate: I was listening to music and I fell asleep, when I woke up it was with the first song of this playlist, I had never thought so much about my life in so many seconds and for a moment I wondered if it was reality xddd doubt my existence ._. I still feel the chills
@@precureheart love you;-;
his playlist makes me realize what my whole family has done to me and its time for
birb
i just want to leave this world. i'm sick of being a constant shadow. i hope my "uncle" relized what hes done to me.
tw
I was raised for a year in an apartment with my mom and her boyfriend when I was 4. They were both drug addicts. Her boyfriend was abusive. I didn't know it at first, but he would hit my mom at night. During the day when she was at work, he would lock me in the laundry room with no food, water, or anything except a stool. A very uncomfortable plastic pink stool. I walked into their room one night and found him hitting my mom. When they saw me, he stopped. My mom, with tears running down her face told me it was okay and I needed to go back to sleep. I went back to sleep. The next morning when I woke up, our front door was open. I walked out to see my mom crying on the sidewalk and her boyfriend being shoved into the back of a police car.
Years later, when I was 9, my dad, stepmom, and I moved to an isolated town. I was fine at first but when I was 12, my depression set in. I wanted to die. I was done.
A year before my depression, when I was 11, I was raped by my best friend.
Last year I realized my dad was manipulative and mentally abusive.
Now I have trust issues, depression, anxiety, and social anxiety. possibly PTSD.
If you're struggling, please, please, please, reach out to someone.
I didn't at first, but now that I have, I'm doing better. I'm getting good friends, I'm working on repairing the relationship with my dad, and I'm in a healthy relationship with my boyfriend.
If you read this to the end, know that you are loved. You are strong. Just breathe and conquer today. As I know you can
POV: You know u should move on but ur not ready yet
pov: u keep trying to ask for help but no one cares about you.
What hurts the most is the fact that I know I'm the problem. I know I'm the only person I can blame yet I can't seem to break out of this hellish cycle. I keep fucking up over and over and over again and nothing ever changes, and have only myself to blame.
I messed up...
Me and one of my friends
Were walking on the side walk.
And we were joking around
And shoving eatch other..
And I pushed her onto the road
On accident while a car was
Coming....
I feel so bad for you.
Just know, it's not necessarily your fault. You didn't mean it, and don't let it bring you down. Everything will be okay. Whether your friend died of not, we have to move on. It will be okay.
i always want to help myself, even though i need to mind my friends problems first
POV: You realize the earth almost ended back then and our parents grandparents and us would be dead(I said us because our fathers carried us most of their lives)
All amazing song choices. Totally vibing to this.
-vent-
recently I got in an argument with my boyfriend because he was doing some minor illegal shit for "fun". We got into it because he was confused about why I was mad about it and telling him to sit down somewhere. He said I only care for my own benefits and was trying to control him. I don't know where I stand anymore. I care for him because I love him that I know but what if I do just want to control him? What if I am only caring for some invisible benefit? I don't know anymore and it's driving me crazy.
aint that deep g
this is ah great playlist if you get sad this is my cool playlist
У меня накатила паника от плейлиста и невольно слёзы пошли
Надеюсь что ты в порядке
nice music, i listen to playlist almost all of the time when i get bored of hearing plain noises
😉
my dad and my mom were yelling at me because i have a bad grade, i got mad and i hit my dad with a bottle . my mother brought him to the hospital because he's bleeding . i almost got arrested thanks to my grandma tho
pov, you’re the glue to everything but you’re not sure if you can hold yourself together
⚠tw⚠
The first song reminds of when a boy was watching me and my friends/the girls in the bathroom. So I was so pissed, so I dragged him by the back of his collar and pushed him into the boys bathroom. But he liked that 💀😃
i'm that therapist in the friend groups, they say "you have no idea how it feels!" "i'm so tired" "this is taunting me!" etc.. but they never know how it feels to panic, feel like shit , worry about them right after saying something you think you shouldn't have had. it's honestly so tiring to see everyone one by one walk up to you or start texting you/complaining to you how their life's been shit. and the worst thing is that they never ask if you're doing fine or they never assure you that they'll listen to you when it's your turn. i actually never wanted to listen and help people or in simple words, be the "therapist" friend. i just listened to others and tried to help them and it just became a thing. my life's been shit, lost 4 family members, dad gone, drinking mom problems, mom never spending time, the entire family just falling apart, i have mental issues, i have anger issues, bottling up my emotions (sometimes), trust issues, abandonment issues, dead inside. it's just so funny that others think they can rely on you and talk to you whenever they want but they get too greedy and forget about you.
!TW!
This playlist reminds me of the feeling that i felt when i saw my parents fighting in front of me
I W A S F I V E.
its normal
@@ohokayKu it's not tbh. parents fight but it shouldn't be in front of kids, they shouldn't have had to see them acting like that. they needed a support system, not watch the people they love scream and yell constantly at each other. They were a child, and yes many people went through this as I did too, but it isn't normal and should never be considered 'normal' - it can cause trauma. A five year old shouldn't have to worry about their parents fighting so much that they're afraid that they'll possibly hurt each other, it's not normal. It never should be considered normal.
It's normal to me, now I just close my door and listen to loud music all night.
@@SexyPigeon834 I do understand that, but some people have been through that and they think it's normal, so when it happens they think it's completely normal
@@Playlists723 I personally have been through that too and see it as the normal myself. If you look at it from a different perspective though it shouldn't be the normal for us, it's just bad that it is.
This whole playlist was definitely a era
my best friend died 2 months ago. ever since me and my friends werent getting along, im afraid of losing them too and idk what to do. :(
Hello! I'm sorry for your loss
Please don't lose hope, I hope everything gets better soon for you *virtual hugs*
Stay hydrated and take care of yourself!
@@vibingwithsilas9713 tysm. i really needed that.
I literally messed up on being nice to everyone it turned to being mean and beating up people because I can't deal with their bs and the meanness came from school, myself, other people, and I just can't really express myself and all the madness it turning into depression and hating myself for everything and blaming myself for everything and just taking it out on others and i know everyone hates me now and I just want to be nice again and I just hate everything and hide it deep inside of me and leave a smile on my face but then people ask why I smile so much and if I have a staring problem but I just overthink and it's to the point I don't ever want to go to school and I honestly wish everyone in the world would know what is happening in my life so they will actually care more and feel bad but I just....I just can't do anything about it I'm only a mature 10 year old...
"Have you ever been in love?"
*"...A long time ago."*
"What happened?"
*"I fucked it up."*
I have ben looking for thèse songs’ names for an eternity and they are all in one and only playlist !!!
I’m so lucky, lucky~
Thank you!