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Random Fangirl - Dunno if it matters to anyone, but I'm pretty sure this is from the movie "Room" (Only room, dont mistake it with "the room"), and I really recommend it. Maybe not for everyone, but it was really powerful emotionally for me.
yes i feel like i also read it somewhere in the book, especially because she mentions Old Nick at some point. love the book but never really watched the video
When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything
the most depressing thing is that we are all telling eachother in the comments to be strong that eveything will get better that they should not harm themselves in any way that there will be a better tomorrow. meanwhile we are all in the same emotional state ready to be gone. Depressed without the slightless ray of hope. Not ready for another tomorrow.
VBS-tv me... I'm alright. I know it ebbs and flows. Every day isn't the same. I seek to improve upon my yesterday. Or at least I seek to care for myself enough to know I need to improve upon my yesterday. My day as per what my day was before, just a little better, a little tiny bit brighter. I'm not all right, I'll never be all right, but I'm working on it. Every. Little. Bit. Counts. I just want to be haply and back where I was before my heart broke in the first place.
MrChunky22 You said everything i was thinking. Im in a similar situation. Sometimes i feel like all the things ive made to feel better, falls apparts. Like the first day i stopped feeling okay. And during those day i feel really really bad. Im bored of those bad days. Because i have to start everything again. And yeah im tired, so tired. I just keep hoping that one day i could finally say to myself "Ive made it, ive finally made it" (sorry if my english isnt great)
Wow.. I think i've gotten used to how toxic most UA-cam comments are, that I got really blown back by how nice everyone are here. Let's keep spreading love and support ❤
I've been crying silently to myself these days, and I mean internally. Sometimes my eyes water randomly when I feel a sudden rush of sadness, and a lump in my throat appears and I just, can't help it
Hey, it's okay to cry. If you need someone to talk to, talk to a counselor or a best friend. Even a family member. God bless you, I hope you get better
Kray Kray I don't know why you feel the need to assume that everyone who says they feel literally any negative emotions is faking depression. You don't even need depression to feel negative emotions. Don't waste your time being negative, it doesn't do anyone any good.
Peach yeah i am me but even my parents don't want me as me they critisise me for everything i do and say and it seems like they are trying to take my life over. trying to change me in every little aspect. I guess people dont want me for who i am
VBS-tv I've been there I'm still there and I know it hurts and it comes to the point where you even become disappointed in yourself for not being able to please the people around you. But you must know that the life you have is in your hands and whatever you decide to do, whatever course you decide to take you must support yourself. Strive for happiness and push forward because despite everything, time does heal.
Fluffytail Never hurts to try and lift up someone else's spirits when you can't lift your own. I hope you get out of whatever dark place you are in. There's something good in everyone and that's not a lie.
Yes. The worst part is its not just us. It people younger and older. We ALLL as a human race feel this way just some people care less to help others and are more focused on the besta style the happier places and the better food.
I feel like I’m going to cry. She told me she cut her wrists. She told me it was too much for her. She wanted to end things. But she didn’t. I told her not to. I feel like I’m going to cry. Not because I’m sad, but because I saved a life. I did something special, something good and it made me feel special. Don’t give up just yet. You’ll get to where you want to be, maybe not right now, but soon.
i had a really bad day today. for the first time in forever i thought about my self and realized, i'm not happy. i don't ever stand up for myself. i'm always just a "back up" friend. i realized how tired i was and how much my body ached. i realized how much i missed my best friend, my #1 fan. my eyes were glossy filmed this whole day. finding this video made me feel so much better. thank you so much.
I understand how you feel. I had to move away from my best-est of friends, and I miss them dearly. I'm at a new school and I hate everyone here. Barely a month of school has passed, and this one dude has already made me cry. He doesn't even know it. People are so oblivious sometimes, but you shouldn't let that get to you. Idk I'm just typing random things at this point, but I know one thing, I miss my friends
Kawaii Kohaii yeah people are oblivious sometimes but i do know one thing, having close friends has made me so happy. like, i know friends usually aren't forever but living in the moment makes me super happy. some of my best memories are simply just sitting in the dark looking at stars with a close guy friend or friends and just talking about life and the wonders of it. 😌. (btw i'm just off guard replying bc i can't sleep but oh well.
I've always been the listener. I don't talk because when I talk I stumble over my speech and I have no filter. So I keep quiet. It's okay, I like listening. Every story any stranger has told me, I remember. I wish I could feel. I had a depression and it was so strong. Stronger than any other depression I've ever had. It had started out as curiosity; what if I stopped caring? I asked myself. Maybe then, I won't have stress. Maybe then, I'll be able to sleep one night. Just one. So I stopped caring. Months later, I lost all emotions. I forgot how to feel. One midnight, I remembered the feeling of regret, and I saw what I had done to my family and friends. They were all broken now. Because of what I did to them individually. Without feelings, I could see others feelings crystal clear. I had *power*. I used it for bad. I messed up. It's been months since everything happened, I have to fake feelings sometimes, but I remember them most of the time. But my family, they're so broken. What have I done. I can't go back. My brother has suicidal thoughts. My little brother wants attention because he feel neglected constantly. My mom is depressed. My dad can't control emotions and lashes out. _What have I done What have I done What have I done._ I'll fix it. I have to. It can't end like this. There is a side of me that wants to hurt them more, want to have power. The other side just wants them to live freely. Without me. I'm horrible. -I'm good inside-. I'm trapped inside of me. I can't ditch this person I've become. Baby steps baby steps, I'll take baby steps to become better. Does anyone hear me? Am I talking to myself? Probably. But if anyone has read. Thanks. But before I go. I want to say something important. After I lost my feelings, I've sort of lost that vision of how society wants me to be. Beauty, racism, sexism, *differences*. I forgot what they are. I don't understand when people say, that a person is ugly. I only see beauty now. Everything screams aesthetic. That nose you think is disgusting? That extra fat you think makes you look like a whale? Those chubby fingers? That terrible haircut? Those cellulite filled legs? That skinny, lanky body of yours? That round jaw you spit at in the mirror? Those crooked teeth? Those sunken, brown eyes? Anything you find ugly. I find it amazing and wish I could draw it or take a picture of it for reference. I wish I could draw you, I wish you could disrobe and sit in a natural position on a couch so I could study how yours arms fall, how your legs move, where your head tilts when you laugh, how your eyes dart from the floor to my eyes, everything. Do I mean it in a sexual way? No. -I'm ace anyways- You're just so beautiful. So wonderful. Humans are just such amazing creatures which the most fascinating body types and I just want to draw you so badly, reader. I really do. Do I know you? No. But do I have to know someone to recognize how dazzling you look? Why? This is very long. I'm rambling. There're so many mixed messages. Sorry. This is why I don't talk. I want to listen. I've been reading every single comment because I want to listen. I might not reply (that will probably be the case actually) but I'll listen. You can be sure of it.
Blooodwork Thank you. My situation has gotten slightly better and I hope your situation gets better. Remember that the Earth has scratches and bruises, but we call them canyons and deserts.Stay strong, things are always bad before they're good.
emu meow It's never late. Thanks for having replied. Kind words are alwsys nice things to receive. I didn't think I could reply or talk to anyone all those weeks ago, but things are looking better.
Your words have touched me (sorry for my bad english..) It happens the same to me, I'm a good listener, because I have no filter when I talk, either way, nobody cares what I say, so I got used to hold the words inside. I have had depression, I think I still have it, it never goes away, but somehow, I think it's my fault, 'cause I was very sensitive and I wondered what it was to feel nothing, to not care at all... And I regret the moment when I thought it was a good idea; now I don't know how I should feel when good things happen to me, and I'm always sad... I'm glad my parents know nothing about my life, because I always wear a masc to hide my-real-self, and I'm glad I don't have younger brothers or sisters, because I would be a very bad example to follow... Anyways... I don't know if someone is going to read this, I just needed to vent a little because this is very tough... I have a lovely boyfriend, and I'm very scared of him leaving one day and get tired of me, I'm really insecure hehe About the fact of seeing beauty in imperfection; I identify myself with it, I can't see flaws, because I think they (and their flaws) are gorgeous, and in case you didn't know, in japanese is called wabi-sabi (you should read this en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wabi-sabi) Now I feel better, sometimes I just have to write what I feel, what I've done, what I desire.... in a place where no one knows me, so I know they won't judge me later at the street or behind my back.. So, thank you if someone has read this, and I hope you all get better.
When you have depression and people just laugh and say "Haha same". When you try to tell people you're hurting on the inside and they say "mood". When you're in pain but you're young so no one believes you. When you see all the happy people lying about depression to make themselves seem unique or "quirky". When everyone thinks you're lying too. When you cry for help and no one listens because teenagers "don't feel real pain". When they think it's a phase and you start to believe it too. When you think "maybe I'm okay and I don't know it" so you put on a mask in hopes that everything will fade away on it's own. When it doesn't fade away and you're just a person in pain with a mask. If you're in any of these situations, just know that I'm here for you. We can get through it together. I don't know who you are, but I love everyone. Including you. If others don't care about your pain, then they're heartless and don't understand. I will stand by you. I will do all I can to support you. Because I love you and I understand what it's like to hurt. Every storm ends at some point to make room for the sunny days.
But also realise that some of the first few ones like the same bit for saying something depressed, understand that the person saying same might also be depressed too
@@sophiayamagughi I was basically talking about the ones who aren't. It's kind of implied. I know that some of them are, but I wasn't referring to them in those parts. (Also, the post was mostly directed toward those people who have depression.)
Friends: you're really annoying, stop with this depressing mood! Parents: why won't you be more like your brother!? Music: it's ok sweetheart I'm here for you, everything's gonna be alright...
If you’re scrolling through the comments and you’re going through something, I want you to know, that you are beautiful. No matter if someone says you aren’t, you are. You matter, you’re special, you’re the light in someone’s life. Someone looks up to you. People love you. You’re like a diamond. Beautiful and hard to break. You have the personality of an angel. It’s perfect and made for you. I’m proud that you’ve made it this far. Just remember that you are the reason someone is still standing on here. Edit thank you for so much supportive feedback ❤️❤️❤️ The reason I wrote this is because I know what’s it’s like to be depressed or to constantly feel like you don’t matter. You do matter. You are beautiful in you own way. You may not realize it yet, but people love you. I wanted to make people see that they matter or that someone loves them. Anyways, I hope you are having an incredible day and merry early Xmas ❤️❤️❤️
I have tons of people around me who care and try their best to show it. I appreciate it tons, yet i still feel incredibly alone. It hurts, why is that?
anxi._ give some part of yourself to the world, whether art, fixing things. Improv, singing , express yourself, lose little pieces of yourself in the wilderness of life, picture your inner dialogue as an old storyteller spinning yarns, color in this picture with rich, vibrant color and detail. Risk acting foolish, you can start in tiny ways. If you can't join, lead your own parade! You are a child of the universe. Cut out all the letters in this or any writing and throw them in a jar and shake. Add water and create a whirlpool, dance, even if slow like godzilla.
Ultimately we are all alone I think. Born to live in solitude. The only way to come over this pain is to accept the fact that everyone is alone. Not only you or us but every single person on this planet. There are no people "made" for each other and blood relation means little too. Yet there is this odd feeling within me... It is as though we were all one.
Same. I have this deep feeling of loneliness even when there are so many people around me and I have so many friends. This hurts af but maybe someday it will get better. Let's both wish it will while we watch BTS crack videos :') ❤
woAH i didn't expect this many likes and replies :o Thank you for the replies guys I really appreciate this and will for sure look back on these when I'm feeling down. Also thank you for taking your time out of your day to comment
Legogreens I feel you, I just broke down because I realized how alone I am because I push everyone away or lose them somehow. Hope you stay safe and alive.
Dear lgogreens, you are a perfectly balanced soul. You are complete. Don't live in the feeling that you need someone to complete you, or you really need someone to be yourself. Try get out of that void. You are perfect. Stay safe.
It’s Saturday today and my grandma has been fighting cancer for 8 years...every time she was sick she was able to get back on her feet and start cooking her delicious food and always welcome everyone to her home,even her drug addict nephew. She was the funniest,strongest, and most lovingest person ever, we could go anywhere and she would just attract people and make freinds all over. Well on Friday we got the news that this is one of her last days so we traveled 5.5 hours to see her, she’s comfortable in the hospital but she can’t remember a lot and she can’t think or have any control of her body. It broke me to see such a strong woman that I’ve kno like that. She was my hero, the only person in my family who i trusted the most. Please send prayers, I’ve never loved someone so much. Thank you so much if you read all this :,)
Never_Said_ That I’m so sorry. She sounds like an incredible person, who has lived a beautiful life. I know this has to be so hard for you. Praying for you and your family ❤️
May Allah forgive all of her sins and help her and people around her..I hope the best thing for her happens quickly..Please don't be so sad. If these days are last for her you must send her the best way you can do. Try to think good things and do these for her :))
My mom was my grandpa's caregiver for years. He developed demenia and sexually assaulted her. No one in my family believes my mom. My aunt called the police on her. She was kicked out of the house she lived in with my grandfather. My grandfather admitted to me 'i am so sorry, there is something wrong with me..yes your mother is right'. My entire family has turned against us. We had two weeks to get everything we wanted out of the house. My uncle changed the lock after that and didn't tell us. We had to leave a ton of stuff behind. They compained that the house was messy. Laundry was not done. Now my mom is with me in my apt and we're both drowning. This is the deepest and most painful thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. I am alone. We are alone. I lost my entire family in a day. God, if You exist, please help me get stronger to help my mom. I'm not enough.
The old me would have cried and cried listening to this and reading all the touching stories. The old me would have connected to the music and FELT something. The old me would be making prayers, thanking the Lord for what I have. But I’m not me anymore. I’ve lost myself. Once I realized that, I came back to this song and started crying. I’ve really lost who I am. I’ve lost all my personality, my charisma, myself, all so that I could fit in with my so-called ‘friends’. I don’t think I’ve cried enough yet, but that’s ok, because I actually cried. I hope I find myself soon, and when I do, she’ll be better than ever.
We'll be cheering you on one day you'll find your twin and son that twin comes into your life without you realizing it and soon their your best friend , I know that happen to me i had 1 dear friend and idk how to start conversation so I just kinda made myself be alone and be sad then suddenly this girl hang out with my dear friend and my friend mention about her and I didn't want to deal with more friends since I kinda hated myself and I didn't want to hurt more people but one day on October I wanted dress all spooky at school ( I kinda failed at it ) but I went into the game room and my friend was their and the girl that is her friend as well said I looked cool i guess and I said thx then afterwards she came up to me and we started talking about jacksepticeye and markiplier then suddenly we became fast friends and now I have 2 dear friends with me and I always look forward to go t school to see them. It's pretty crazy how life happens.... I rambled sorry but someday you'll find that one person and that one person will take your loneliness / depression away instantly so never lose hope someone's waiting for you Just keep moving forward.
me too. i suffer from depression and derealization and that makes me the way i am. i hope we'll find ourselves soon. until that happens, stay strong. :)
It's raining today. I'm alone at home. But surrounded by warm candles and coffee. I know that my life is not going fine at the moment. *but* You sometimes gotta leave that negativity behind.. just for one day. Cry if you need to. Go to sleep if you need to. But I like to think that I'll face my fears just .. tomorrow. It's completely fine to take a break. Treat your sweet self for that one day.
Bad news is you get even more things to worry about as an adult. Being a teenager is difficult but believe me, I would go back to that time if I could. It's one of the best times of your life when you can feel your life is still way ahead of you. You can do anything, be anything. Savor the moment.
Jessica W what does it feel like not to have your whole life ahead of you? What do you worry about the most? Curious/confused teenager that just entered adulthood here.
There are so many days that I just feel alone that if I drown no one will save me, if I jump one will catch me, if I go no one will notice. but I have to learn, we all have to learn that there IS someone who will save you, who will catch you and someone who will notice. I promise. Please talk to someone find your light, head towards it and don’t back out into the dark. Into depression, into the thoughts where you are having while laying awake at night thinking about how people don’t like you or how people don’t want to hang out with you or that people hate you for doing nothing. Because none of that is true. Because I thought that. Please talk, talk to a sister, a brother, a friend, a loved one, anyone for that matter. Just talk. It helps. Thank you for taking your time to read my comment. Just remember, You matter.
this made me cry... Thank you for writing this comment but i feel like I can't talk to anyone about it because they will think that I'm stupid and selfish for thinking that way and that I'm self-pitiful :'c
ive listened to this since the first day of eighth grade, where i thought nothing would become of me. i thought no one would love me and i would die alone. i’m starting university tomorrow and moving to another country with my soon to be husband to chase my dreams. listening to this video reminds me of where i came from and i am filled with so much joy for everything i’ve accomplished despite my eternal struggles. please stay strong. where you are right now, no matter how horrible, is temporary.
im used to cheering people up when they are sad and breaking down, im so used to it that i dont even notice when im doing it. i call them pretty and say all the compliments i could ever say about them, because its true and they dont know how amazing they are. i do that because i know how it feels to feel like you arent good enough. i have a really sweet friend that says one good thing about me everyday because she knows how i feel, and i feel like i dont deserve her and i dont deserve that kind of hospitality and its so hard to just think you're good enough for anyone.
jsun is shining on my ass I am the same I can help others but I never help myself when I really need it case I think I am unworthy to help myself because I never was able to put myself first
jsun is shining on my ass first of all: your username is everything second of all: If she says something good about you every single day, then you must be deserving of her. You must be deserving of every single thing in this world. If you ever have doubted yourself, it should be so easy for you to get back on your feet. You have a friend like that, you're lucky. She's lucky to have you as a friend. Every single one of us is lucky, because we all have someone we love. I do the same thing, I always cheer people up, and tear myself down subconsiously. It's so hard to find someone like your friend. Keep her around.
@@megand9287 wow a year has passed and i've cone back to this video yet again, thanks for your kind words and im glad to say that im doing better now! and im still very good friends with her
The comments on these types of mixes are always a mix of melancholy poetry and life stories, and it's kind of beautiful that there's so many of us here to listen and support each other
i'm looking through the comments and i'm seeing so many people vent and comment about their life, and how stuff is making them upset/anxious/depressed, and i just had a sudden wave of admiration for them. it takes serious guts and courage to post stuff like that without being anonymous. i know i could never ever do that. you go, random people. i hope life gets better for you, in the end.
First time in the Lofi community. Surfing communities to see what I like and don’t like. I don’t know. I just feel like I’m missing out on so much. I’m clingy. If we have one conversation with each other and it’s not even deep, I suddenly want to protect you and pour all my passion and support onto you. It’s just me. I know I’m not normal. I came here because I know the community is safe. I don’t know how but it is. No drama. No toxic people to want to start fights. Nothing. It’s beautiful and I thank you for that. Just relised I just rambled a bit lol. I like it here.
Why do you think it's not normal? Baby you so normal, and actually you seem to be cute and have a nice big heart. What is not normal is those ppl who -as you said- want to start fights all the time, drama, toxic ppl.. Those ppl have something missing that's why they act like this. Embrace yourself you cute lil bean
When I met my best friend, I was amazed at how well she understood me and how complete I felt when I was with her. Now, she hangs out with the people we'd scowl at and make fun of together. Days we'd spend walking home together, laughing at silly things that occurred are now days I walk home alone. Times we'd hang out and explore new places, she now spends going out with them and getting "lit". I'd find out when something happens to her months after her new friends do, and then she yells at me when I forget to tell her anything because it always feels like she doesn't care. She tells me she thinks they're annoying and that she doesn't like them, yet she leaves me to go sit with them everyday. She laughs until she's crying with them, and puts on a bored straight face and scrolls through her Facebook feed while I talk. I don't know what to do anymore, nothing I can possibly say or do can make her laugh like they do. She says I'm boring, too uptight, that I need to be better, but I always try my best with her. She's the only friend I have who understands me like she does, and now I've lost her and I don't know what to do. I can't bring myself to go to school anymore, because I just feel so disconnected from everyone. I wish I was like everyone else, that I could make her happy like before. This has helped me finally cry until all that's left is a melancholic peace. Thank you💕
Fell in love with a boy. Boy tells me he has cancer. Stays with boy because I still love him. He’s still alive right now but he’s so sick. It doesn’t look like he’s going to make it. Whenever we say goodbye we have to say it as if we’ll never see each other again. Every day is so hard. Just knowing I won’t have him forever
Some things I have learned over the years. 1. Love yourself before loving others. 2. You can never truly stop a person from talking. 3. Some things aren't meant to last. 4. You have to let go someday. 5. I like the number three. 6. Feeling sad makes you appreciate stuff more when your happy. 7. Its nicer to cry with friends. 8. I like feeling the sunshine. 9. Relax and take another breath. 10. Things are gonna be ok. 11. Tough love is precious love. 12. I like to smile. 13. I wish there was a way where I couldn't cry. 14. There's different types of crying moods. 15. I love the moon. 16. I only read books once and never again. 17. I don't like crying. 18. Sometimes feeling the cold reminds me I'm alive. 19. I get so tired I want to snuggle in a blanket and sleep. 20. I like soft things. 21. I love my friends. 22. Sometimes people are like shoes, you have to fit the right ones.
Four girls sat in a circle, three of them being friends, one being the outsider. The three laughed and talked to each other about things happening in their worlds. The other sat silent. She was used to the silence, nobody ever cared to listen to her anyways. The night went on and one of the girls brought up a recent death. "Yah that old man down the street finally passed away the other day" she laughed, the others giggled, "he was such a weirdo." One of them replied. Suddenly, the quite girl spoke, "did he live alone...." she asked quickly. "Of course he did! Nobody would want to live with someone like him, not even his family haha." She laughed once more, the other friends followed. But the girl just stared at the floor, while the others laughed. She suddenly was crying, knowing the feeling of being alone, knowing the feeling of loosing someone, knowing the feeling of having nobody care. The others turned to her rapidly. "Why are you crying?" One of them said condescendingly, she snorted. "You said this man was alone," she replied through her tears. "Yah so what? You didn't know him what does that matter? Why are you still crying" the other asked. She looked up at them through blurred eyes "Because he's got nobody who cares enough to cry for him."
I always come here when I feel really really lonely, when I read all the comment section in someway I feel like i’m not really alone, there are so many people that feels the way I do, and I just want you to know that you have a lonely friend from México and, you are not really alone, mucha luz en sus vidas, amigos.
I’m a 2020 senior. I used to listen to these playlists my freshmen and sophomore year, I’m having so much nostalgia listening. I had friends that came and left, relationships that were good and relationships that were bad, had my difficult nights where I fell asleep to these songs, and the times where I felt most content listening to other songs on this channel when I had late night drives. I’m not the same girl that I used to be, it’s crazy how much time passes by and how much you change. Change is scary, but it’s human. Although when you listen to music from long ago, it feels like a second didn’t pass by at all. Thank you for keeping these playlists up on UA-cam, please don’t delete them. I’ll always come back here forever ❤️
hi if you're reading this, or you may not read it but i just wanna tell you something. its okay. its okay to have feelings for someone. its okay to fall inlove with someone. Its gonna be okay if you're hurt. its okay if you hate school. its gonna be okay if you have fake friends. its okay if you got into an argument. because, as far as i know, you're not alone in here. remember this, if you don't feel loved, i love you. its okay. stay safe. be careful. please be happy. we can cry together, as long as we're not alone. :)) ❤️💕
I don't want to conform to society. I just want to be happy. But there's always things preventing me from being happy about myself. I'm expected to get great grades and go to some college like any other person, and then get a job and a husband, not a wife if I wanted to. I'm always being talked down to, and people always notice the negative aspects of me. I've been always told that I have "no common sense" and "can never take care of myself" and "do anything on my own." I've been coddled so much to the point where I can't walk out of the house on my own or do anything on my own. I hardly have any friends, and am always the backup friends for people when they are bored. A few years ago, a friend that I considered my best friend had replaced me, and eventually purposefully left me behind bc she was "embarrassed" to be around me, and wanted to join the bigger crowd. I try to move on, but it still hurts that a person you knew and was close to for years would say stuff like that and treat you like that. And it hurts even more when other people tell me to chill about it bc they all know her as this great person who "glo'd up". I always feel alone. I have no passion. I may have a few hobbies I enjoy doing from time to time, but I can never figure out what I would do in the future. I'm pressured to get a well-paying job, but they all seem mundane to me. I'm always expected to know how to do all these things, but I can't. I know this comment seems so pathetic and pitiful. But this comment section seemed like the perfect place to pour out all my feelings I've been harboring for the past couple months. I try to think positively. I really do. But my family, friends, and everything else that happens to me are always negative. I'm just so tired. So tired of people and so tired of thinking I'm living someone else's life and not my own. I'm so tired of everything
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ Honestly hun ,I think that doing things for your own self is the important task,I mean you can let the negative things in your life affect you if you let them,you see we always have a choice to give a fuck or not . it just depends on what your choice is
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ And we all have our own pace in figuring out what we want in life,so I guess my advice for the both of us 😂😂😂 is to not stress it out I guess.
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ And to those people who always notice the "bad" traits in you, who says that they don't have them too. At the end of the day what matters is what YOU think about yourself and how YOU view yourself. And its OK to cry sometimes, its OK to be insecure sometimes bcz we are after all human,right? But once we let it all out you see the good things in life. And abt friends ,you will find your people at your own pace. Now go and live and be the awesome being you are. Being self confident and having a high self esteem is a long and hard task , it comes gradually at YOUR OWN pace. Never forget that. Come to think of it I really should start following my own advice😂😂😂
Last summer I spent a month in Manitou Springs, Colorado and it was the most beautiful place, I'd go down to this little creek (not sure how to explain it) and it was kinda secluded and it was beautiful I can still hear the trees shaking and the water running if I try hard enough. And at night id have a little window open and id feel the cold Colorado breeze and I really took that for granted and id do anything to go back again. One time there was this woman and she took out her guitar and had the most beautiful voice and sang a few songs and all the kids gathered around her. it was a beautiful moment and I thought id share it with you all. Thank you if you actually read that and have a nice rest of your day where ever you are in the world :)
I never really knew that I loved him. I thought that it was just a simple crush. But only then when he said that he liked someone else that was leagues better than me, I realized that no matter how heartbroken I was.. no matter how many tears I shed because I so wanted to be that girl that could make him smile, I let him go to her. I let him go because I wanted to see him smile. I wanted to see him happy. Even if I'm here, silently crying my tears while smiling at him as he picked up the courage to talk to her. I let that dork go because I love him..
i know no one is probably going to see this and i am terrible at talking abt this stuff but this music makes me cry each time i listen. i say its because its too peaceful but i dont even know. im used to everyone leaving me and hating me... its just what happens to me for some reason. i get a friend and right when i get happy that i have someone like them they leave. no joke had one of my best friends tell me no one liked me and then left me. im not used to being happy. even my family.... i feel like i cant be myself around them. i like cosplay, anime, kpop, clothes, internet friends (although i only have one whos probably going to leave me as well), and asmr. but my family thinks anime and all that stuff is weird so i just have an internet life where i can go to be myself. one day my mom smashed my phone for no reason and seriously it was like my heart was shattered. bc of that i lost my only fucking friend. she was an internet friend but she was everything i ever wanted. my sister makes fun of me because i like the things i like. all i want to do is have a good life and be myself but i cant. i need someone there for me. i need someone who will let me be free. oh ive cut before because theres a million more things in my life that are not so happy. i told my mom they were cat scratches. we dont even have a damn cat but its ok. she believed me. i try to tell my family how im sad. how i honestly wanna end my life. but each time i finally have the courage to tell them my mom gets mad and my sister says im "emo". my aunt was my best friend. and right when i felt like i could tell her anything something happened and she wasnt like her old self. my mom sent me away to her house for about a week and it was absolute hell. she would always yell at me and all i did there was cry myself to sleep. ik im just a little depressing comment but really i just need some god damn happiness in my life for once (ik some people have it worse and i shouldnt be whining about ny life while they have worse but seriously i just want to be happy)
buttermilk hi, i think i can understand you. We've got similar problem. I feel alone, and all of my friends left me. My best friends has chosen my enemy TT only one person i can talk to is my sister, but she has own friends and i don't matter anything for her. I also like kpop etc, but my family doesn't accept it, my mum said me once that they looks like Down's, that was so terrible to hear that. My favorite aunt (she isn't no more) said me, looking into my eyes "you're stupid, crazy und ugly, different than anyone. Everyone thinks that, but they don't tell you that, so i had to" I really don't know what to do, i can't stop being interested in Asia, because it's my hobby, thanks to this different world i can forget about my problems. I don't have good relationship with my mum, so i often cry and pray to God. My dream is to my live has changed
Hi buttermillk, I read what you wrote at least 10 times and I just want to tell you that I relate and I think a lot of people too can relate to what you say. I've got nearly the same story, friends leaving, people turning their back to me when I need them, feeling all alone... It's hard. Really hard but I found some things that helped me like kpop, internet and immersing myself in art and music. It eases the pain and all but it never really goes away. I just want you to know that even if I don"t know you personally or anything you can send me a message. I will not judge you, everyone has their own stories and problems, but sometimes just talking to someone can be helpful. I want to do that because I wished someone would have done the same for me when I wanted and needed help. So feel free to send me a message. Don't forget that you're a beautiful person with a beautiful mind and you matter, we need you in this world because you can accomplish so many things!
hey, you if you're reading this, you're not alone. everyone in this comment section have their own stories. cry if you want to, let it all out. you are important and loved to someone out there, even if it's hard to believe that. heck, even i dont believe that. but im here for you, i dont know you but trust me when i say, you are so strong. you are so strong that you lived through another day. you are so strong that you didnt give up. you are so so so strong for getting up from your bed and going on with your day. one day, everything will be better. even if that day seems so far away, but it will most definitely happen. please don't hesitate to talk to someone, or even me. no one deserves to be alone. it'll be okay soon. i love you so much, you are doing so well.
I love you and I thank you. It always feels better understanding that so many other people deal with these thoughts, and it really helps when communicating online to those people and hearing their words like I am now. I know it's important to talk to people about this, but I simply can't. Unlike most people, there's no easy fix to my thoughts and talking to someone will only spread these fucking ideas. The type of knowledge I am plagued with was taught to me by my father. Unlike me, he combats this knowledge and doesn't let the thoughts get to his head and depress him like I have, and telling people about why im depressed and how I've decided to respond to this, that's only gonna influence what they know and make them depressed. I don't want that. There's too much negativity in this world going against me, and I would hate for these people I know to be cursed with this realization and have to feel weakened by this negativity like I have.
@@returnofthedoggo7994 im so glad to hear that i helped in some way, you are so strong for sharing your story. i am so so so proud of you. i hope everything gets better for you, i know you can do it!
To everyone that feels lonely, empty, and sad: it's okay to cry. it's okay to feel like this. You are not alone. There is someone just like you that feels this way. Yes, it SUCKS. But you can make it. You can go through this really tough trial. And even if you feel like there is no hope for anything, keep going. Keep trying. Because one day, you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. Things will be okay. Just keep trying.
This music makes a lot of people sad, which I get, it's moving music. For me though, it's relaxing... I kinda just imagine being in a hammock with no worries, no thoughts, nothing going through my brain Stillness.
Reading all the comments is so heartbreaking. Everyone is having such a rough time emotionally, some aren’t feeling wanted, some feeling like they don’t deserve themselves, some feeling useless and tired. Just know, the you right now doesn’t have to be okay, the you tomorrow doesn’t have to be okay either, give yourself time to heal, don’t set a date for when you have to become “fine”, it’s not something anyone can rush. Everyone heals with time, as impossible as it may seem you will move on from this moment you’re stuck in. I just want you to know I’m proud of you for doing your best everyday even when the odds seem against you, when you seems against you. I love you and hope this could brighten your day even just a bit❤️.
yesterday I had to retake a very important exam that I failed the first time, I know people say that in a few years no one will even remember the exam but that's a few years, it isn't now. I need to pass that exam to pass high school and it sucks.. sometimes I stress over school so much and I still feel like I didn't stress enough. but yesterday, when I finished the test I walked into the main entrance of my school. these boys were standing there and I had no clue who they were. I guessed that maybe they were waiting for friends or to take another exam. they asked me how was the test and i just gave them the loudest sigh, I really don't think I passed it. one of them went "don't worry, you passed." and it kind of made me happy that someone out there had confidence in me.
Dear dad, I'm so glad that i had you in my life, I'm so glad that you loved me, I'm so glad that you were my dad, I'm so grateful to god for making you my dad, I wish we had more time together, but now you are gone, you are gone but not forgotten, you will always be in my heart...
I love being here. Scrolling down and read all the comment. I feel like i am not alone and knowing that there is a people who feel the same. Especially when i found a comment with a reply giving motivation and courage words. Its make me realised that a lot of people out there still care for us who suffered from mental illness
I feel that way too...i do have mental illness just like you. This "place" makes me feel alive. I can be myself, not acting, not trying to pretend that im fine....
not sure who needs this right now, but it'll be alright. things are shit right now, but it will get better some day. eventually it will. maybe not right now, or tomorrow, but someday, i promise you, it will get better. you just have to wait for the day when the rain stops. dont give up just yet, because despite the circumstances right now, things change over time. and yes, people change, but that's just how things are. things happen, and that's okay! if you're sad right now, always know that you cant stay sad forever. eventually everything will brighten up. take some time to care for yourself, stay hydrated and eat healthy. if you're trying to get out of a bad habit, try doing things you like doing when you start wanting to commit to the habit. if you catch yourself in the middle of it, dont just shrug it off and say "oh well, already doing it so". stop yourself there. trust me, it's more effective to stop yourself then instead of continue because you're doing it already if you need to vent but dont have anyone to turn to, get a notebook and vent in it. love you all, no matter who you are. take care of yourselves and have a good night/day ❤️
Isn't it fascinating how sounds, not even actual physical things, but sounds, waves in fact, can move us so immensely that tears begin to drip down our faces? That we urgently begin to write out our emotions as a sort of confession, and it feels good. To let things free and to finally say something that reigned in the back of ones head to say it wordlessly so strangers can see or that one special someone will stumble at one point and notice. Voices, sounds, music. These things are what move our bodies, possibly stronger than anything on this known earth. Idk I'm rambling and being hella emotional so my thoughts are all Djdodjdodjo so ye just a thought
"I won't ever leave you." He said. "You'll leave, I promise you, everyone eventually does." And on the 12th of August, 2017,he did leave. And her last words were;"I told you." He got mad and said "Told me what?!" She shook her head and laughed. "Goodbye." As a single tear of escape went down her cheek. That tear was the only tear she cried for him. And she hid her feelings day in and day out. she, was me.
People leave. It happens all the time, and a lot of the time it isn't your fault but you still have to live with the pain. Forgive people for leaving you, move on, but most of all, learn how much it hurts when people leave. If you can remember this pain you'll never leave someone you care about and the cycle of people leaving will end when you stay. I know your pain, I've shed that tear, I've forgiven, but I remembered the pain and I chose to stay. I urge you to do the same
I think almost everyone who's here wants to cry, was already crying or just started. But don't give up people, don't give up on your dreams, don't let yourself go into the spiral of sadness. Go to that person who is responsible, or/but also the only one that can help, and yell fucking loud how you feel. Life isn't this. Life is being happy. It's like we're in a deep apnea from living. We need to breathe. Stay strong and motivated ❤️
Im not suicidal. But i am surrounded by negative friends. Who want to die. Who self harm. Who have attempted suicide. I dont know what to do anymore. Im always cheering them up, and they say i cheer them up. But they will revert back to their negative side in 2 seconds. They have many backstories. I'll tell you some Friend 1: abusive mother, her father is not here Friend 2: her best friend laughed at her when she was about to jump off the building (she didnt) Friend 3: she says she's fat and ugly. But shes so pretty. Everyone wants to be friends with her. (Aka my crush hehe) Friend 4: 1. Fake friends. 2. The current friends he has dont let him be bus partners or go on an outing with anyone or group unless its in his group. Seriously What do i do
So many of the comments venting start off saying "my problems arent as bad as others but.." and i think its so fucked up that ppl think you cant feel a certain type of way about your situation because some ppl are worse off. Your problems are valid whether theyre huge or not. Small things add up, different things effect us differently. Its not a competition for whos life is worse, i think thats why this generation has such a hard time showing true emotions and talking to people about them because we're constantly told we should be grateful we're not as bad off as other ppl. Its bullshit. Yes others are worse off than me but does that mean im not allowed to be sad sometimes or think my life is hard? No. My life is hard. My problems dont care what everyone else is going through, theyre still there.
i love you guys so much, we may be strangers, and we may never see each other, but i love you. stay alive friends. what you guys are going through is temporary, but death is permanent. there’s no going back once you’ve cut so deep, or kicked the chair down, or jumped, etc. if you ever need a friend, i’ll be here. things will get better, friends. i love you.
Beautiful comment. Made my life! (Oof that sounded rude. Expressing emotion through text is hard. I'm not trying to start a fight I swear. Have a lovely day/night!)
if you’re reading this, i love you. you’re okay. breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth. deep belly breaths. you’ll be okay. you will make it through this. you are strong. i love you so much 🌸💝
this genre of music makes me feel a certain type of way every time. I don't really know how to explain that certain type of way, but I am certain that it is a certain feeling I will only find within Lo-Fi. IT really makes me ask the deepest questions about life and myself. It also helps me empathize with other peoples lives and appreciate the beautiful world we live in. Imagine being someone else for a day with no memories of yourself, just living life as a 43 year old man, or being a child in Japan. Different problems, different joys, different everything, with complete ignorance to your existence. That certain type of feeling :)
It's kinda depressing how you feel so sad and you end up listening to sad songs/music which makes it even more depressing. And then scrolling throught the comments just to feel for a second that you are not alone.
Yknow i hate when i cant feel the feeling, when im sad i feel nothing, when im happy i feel nothing, when im angry i feel nothing. Maybe pain hurts me too much until my feeling became numb
That's because your confused trust me I had this for a while I felt so sad confused unmotivated but then I just slept because for me sleeping calms me Down when I cry Just wait, do art , or eat (that's really helpful actually) and keep ypur mind off of anything that might annoy you ,distract yourself and the feeling goes away
I have wasted my potential on a boy. I was accepted by a scholarship to go to a really prestigious school... but i turned it down because I wanted to stay with a boy who I thought loved me. I hate school apart from him. but my sadness and anxiety is taking over and I'm drifting away from him. he's finding new people. I have no one else to turn to... everyone else uses me. I could've started a new life...had a better career/future... well its too late now.
It's never too late. There is always another path. Take the higher road. I'm pretty sure almost everyone here has dealt with abandonment, and as a person who also has, taking the higher road is always the best thing to do. Never give up. There's no reason not to believe in yourself, and if there is, it doesnt matter. There's only one chance at life, and even if you make mistakes, the most you can do is move forward and do your best, so that you can at least look back at your problems and say "I did my best, and that's what matters". I have been diagnosed anxiety and depression, but keeping these things in mind keeps me going. Don't let life be a nuisance, let it be an adventure. I'll be praying for you, I promise. ❤ I believe in you.
Sometimes, I feel like I'm depressed. I'm out casted from people who don't get how I live, I'm considered "Ugly" to around 98% of the girls or guys I've met. If there were 3 girls in a room, one me, the other two best friends who consider me a best friend, I'm always the one who doesn't get the joke in that small group. I'm picked last for basket ball, and teams because I've proven to my class mates that I'm horrible at everything. But I keep going, my life isn't as bad as others. I have loving parents, and a best friend who wouldn't leave my side if we were surrounded by fire. Just a word to everyone who's day's aren't perfect, Somebody loves you. Even if you haven't met them yet you will. Just keep going until you find that reason to wake up in the morning, to eat, to have fun. And live. ~Kiki
VinxtageKiki Kiki I swear I feel the same way I feel like I'm an outcast from the whole group of people at school i am neglected and pushed around and people know I'm garbage at everything so I don't make good ties except for my 3best friends they are outcasts like me and that is how I became friends with them❤
I don't know why, but out of all the beautiful comments this one touched me like nothing else has ever except the birth of my brother and old photo albums of my childhood, I think you might have actually saved me from suicide, people say that posting these things on social media doesn't help but it does in the mind of a person with depression little things can cause a trigger and they go on to contribute to society sharing their story and causing more little triggers to realise how they are nned in life, thankyou for saving my life.
Skipped class and stayed home, I didnt feel okay, I wanted to be alone and cry. I'm having these breakdowns and I'm hopeless. It sucks... having parents who neglect you, getting left out as if you never belonged in the first place, getting so easily stressed, less sleep, faking a smile and saying that everything's alright, letting anxiety sink and just have a breakdown. I am struggling and I just really want this pain in my chest to stop. I just wish everything's okay and I'll finally be able to just rest. I never had a good childhood.. everyone left, had imaginary friends instead and stayed home, getting bullied because of my teeth and skin color. It was painful for me but ig imagining and roleplaying by myself made me happy. Most people hated me because of my looks and my low grades. I had to handle that shit. I told my mom abt it but she never cared. My brother was almost shot and killed on April fool's day. 2000-2019 was an overwhelming blast, and surprisingly.. I survived! Whoever is reading this.. I hope youre okay too.everything will work out and we can settle this together. You are loved. You are beautiful. You deserve so much more. I love you :((
Hey darling! Maybe you feel bad at this time. Im sorry. But, dont forget: you are beautiful just the way you are. you are smart and creative. you are strong. your body is perfect. you can do what do you want. you can love whom you want. Keep on living! Dont care about what do others think. Care about yourself. I believe in you! xxx
@@cucumber_cc oh my dear never give up! I believe in you and i know that you can overcome everything. Because you are so strong. Be happy ❤ you deserve it
I feel the same way, like theres just something small missing that makes living life not to its fullest... I love everyone in this comment section and I hope everyone is doing ok because it will get better I promise you. Keep your heads high and dont give up even if you think there isn't a reason to
I am trying a checklist for myself. (Get enough sleep, practice a skill, study, find something new, express myself) It is not perfect, but I want to see if it helps.
i'm sorry. i don't know what i'm apologizing for, or who i'm apologizing to, but sorry. so sorry. but you. persom reading this. i know you can. i believe you can. you are so strong and loved. life might want you to stop time, to give up. don't give up. it will get better. i promise.
You dont have to be sorry for just existing its making me sad that you feel this way. But i am so happy people like you exist. I believe in you and i wanna give you a hug
Found this when I was 14 and felt so numb that I thought I would go insane. This really helped me to just let it all out. Even though I spent late nights silently crying in our yard it was so much better than feeling nothing. 3 years later I still come back to this to let myself cry. I read all the comments and most of them are very old. It kinda makes me feel a bit lonely here. Though I really hope that everyone has gone through their struggles and finally achieved that happy life we're all so desperately looking for. I don't even know what this is supposed to be, but I wanted to leave something. Yeah, anyway, I hope everyone is doing well and if not that's okay too. That's why we're here after all; to feel something, even if that is sadness💙
i used to comment on this video a lot really consistently because i had nowhere else to go- i had recently got out of an abusive relationship at the time and i had so much to carry on me and it was stressful at the time its been two years since all of that happened, and i can say i've recovered a lot - i don't feel the greatest tonight and that's why i came back to this video but it's better now
Hey, i hope you are doing better now! Please don't worry, you deserve to be happy, treat yourself to some hot chocolate and this music, enjoy being you. Sending you love and hugs, quarantine cant stop me HAHAH (Also, im a fellow ninjago lover too ❤❤❤)
i remember my parents invited their friends over to our house. their friends had a son who's younger than me. i hate socialising so i stayed in my room the whole time. the son came into my room and tried making me feel better "i used to be shy too. when i meet strangers im shy but i get over it." and i thought to myself 'how innocent and lucky he is. hopefully he will never experience social anxiety.'
Can I be honest? For once, I don't wanna be scared of letting it all out. I don't wanna be scared if people thinking my problems are childish and irrational. Ever since I was young, my dad told me that tears are a waste of my time. And that's always made feel terrible whenever I cried. And now, I'm just gonna be honest...I'm not ok. Ok? So what? Call me attention-seeking. But I want attention. Cuz I don't have any. I want someone to listen to me. So what? Judge me. Please. At least you acknowledge it.
hi im not the person who ever have the tendency to leave a comment on ytb but when i see yours i feel hurt inside and moved so much . I have never ever imagined that i can meet sb having the same situation like me before. Likes your story, my parents don't really like me being a crybaby so whenever they scold me i always try to laugh it off. But they also scold me for being like that too. To be honest, it's really really terrible. Ever since, i become so vulnerable to crying, even a very small judement they make can make me cry so badly. What afraid me most is when they find out that i have cried secretly because they will laugh at me. I want attention but at the same time i am scared. Sometime i can be as positive as you are but somestime not. I may think that it's usual that they laugh at me because im too weak?. I love my parents and i know that they scold me for good things so i can't stop feeling bad for them and blame myself for being a selfish daughter whenever i cry. ( im already 15 years old now-what a shame hehe) but anyway, i am so grateful for your comment. I write this just want to let u know that you have helped me so much with your comment. Wish you all the best (sorry for my bad English)
JUST BECAUSE OTHERS ARE GOING THREW SOMETHING WORSE DOSE NOT MEAN YOUR FEELINGS ARE NOT VALID. ONLY YOU, YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU FEEL I HAVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE TELL ME THAT THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE GOING THROUGH WORSE THINGS BUT THAT NEVER CHANGED THE WAY I FELT AT THAT MOMENT YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING AND YOU DESERVE RIGHT TO FEEL.
NarakunoHana100 tbh you won't be fine. at all. it will hurt like hell all the time and if it is serious it won't pass it will go on and on for years if you don't do a thing about it. your heart will get fragile and it will shatter in pieces. but you still can't hate him. you will love him more and more . ( speaking from my own experience)
NarakunoHana100 i am going through it myself. i've been in love with him for 3-4 years and these things have and are happening to me. it gets so worse it makes you a wreck. powerless for everything and everyone.
Yeah. He manipulated and used me, completely going against what he had as bestfriends. Just wish I could get him out of my head, wishing we could at least be friends. But he's there. Always will be. "It's a crush because they always end up crushing your heart."
My bff, who I adore is the best and worst thing that ever happened to me. She is the kindest, most beautiful person I know. But she doesn’t see that, and it hurts me. Everyone adores her at school, she can draw perfectly, gets good grades and is friends with (almost) everyone. I feel like i’m not good enough, that everyone is just nice to me just because she is my friend. If I wouldn’t be friends with her, that nobody would like me, but she does bring out the best of me. But I just can’t get it out of my head that she will always be better than me. Even though she gives me so much pain sometimes, I love her to death and I can’t imagine not having her in my life.
ImADrawingCookie ikr. I can relate. My bestfriend today, she left my side and block me. She was the great bestfriend ever. It was my fault for making her block me. I am going thru some depression right now.
I'll tell you what my mom used to tell me.. "No one is better than you!" You are just as amazing, if not more amazing in SOMETHING than the other person.
I had the same experience too. Except the fact that she has depression and she self harms. She doesn't see how much she matters to me and it's breaking me down until now. I feel so empty right now because I can never tell her that I'm sad or anything because I feel un-obligated to tell her because she had depression. I'm not sure if I have depression since these happen very often and right now... I feel empty. I feel nothing and I feel tired every day. :) I love her so much but she pains me. She once called me 'annoying' and 'childish' for the things I did but that was because I felt happy and free around her. Her words hurt me the most and every time I feel sad, the words she mentioned keeps repeating and now I feel like I can never be cared by her. I care for her the most and I know I love her the most. Her smile and everything lights me up and I wouldn't be who I am without her.
I wish I could read all of these comments and reply to them all and take the time to pray for every single one of you individually, but I can't so I'll send up one big prayer for all of you in pain or just needing a friend. Please help all of these sad lost souls; take care of them and remind them that it's okay to be sad and in pain sometimes and that there are people who understand how it feels to be broken and lost like an old forgotten toy. But help them also to realize that it's all gonna be alright. It's okay. It might not feel okay now, but I promise it will be . . . It's all gonna be over soon, and it'll just get better from there. Help everyone to stay strong, and remember that I'll be praying for them. (Btw I'm not trying to be offensive to anyone's beliefs so if I'm offending anyone please let me know and I will take the comment down)
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"I want a different story!"
"No, this is the story that you get."
That hit me really hard.
Random Fangirl - Dunno if it matters to anyone, but I'm pretty sure this is from the movie "Room" (Only room, dont mistake it with "the room"), and I really recommend it. Maybe not for everyone, but it was really powerful emotionally for me.
Ania Kalinowska Thanks for the recommendation!
yes i feel like i also read it somewhere in the book, especially because she mentions Old Nick at some point. love the book but never really watched the video
Random Fangirl yeah! I saw the movie n that hit me so much too
Ania Kalinowska thanks, I actually went into the comments to look for this bc I wanted to hear the rest of the story
When someone cries so hard that it hurts their throat, it is out of frustration or knowing that no matter what you can do or attempt to do can change the situation. When you feel like you need to cry, when you want to just get it out, relieve some of the pressure from the inside - that is true pain. Because no matter how hard you try or how bad you want to, you can't. That pain just stays in place. Then, if you are lucky, one small tear may escape from those eyes that water constantly. That one tear, that tiny, salty, droplet of moisture is a means of escape. Although it's just a small tear, it is the heaviest thing in the world. And it doesn't do a damn thing to fix anything
Quamir Faulks you described this so dam well , I can relate to this so bad but shit it hurts
Quamir Faulks you literally made me CRY so hard...
I am tears? Omg this comment..
That stings
or when you're crying so much that it burns the inside of your eyes to cry
the most depressing thing is that we are all telling eachother in the comments to be strong that eveything will get better that they should not harm themselves in any way that there will be a better tomorrow. meanwhile we are all in the same emotional state ready to be gone. Depressed without the slightless ray of hope. Not ready for another tomorrow.
VBS-tv me... I'm alright. I know it ebbs and flows. Every day isn't the same. I seek to improve upon my yesterday. Or at least I seek to care for myself enough to know I need to improve upon my yesterday. My day as per what my day was before, just a little better, a little tiny bit brighter. I'm not all right, I'll never be all right, but I'm working on it. Every. Little. Bit. Counts. I just want to be haply and back where I was before my heart broke in the first place.
MrChunky22 You said everything i was thinking. Im in a similar situation. Sometimes i feel like all the things ive made to feel better, falls apparts. Like the first day i stopped feeling okay. And during those day i feel really really bad. Im bored of those bad days. Because i have to start everything again. And yeah im tired, so tired. I just keep hoping that one day i could finally say to myself "Ive made it, ive finally made it" (sorry if my english isnt great)
For me, it's always easier to care and give advice to others because I hardly ever put myself first. You have a point there.
Uh hey don't mean to come of rude, but uh you still hanging?
yea boi
the fact that you’re here right now is a blessing. you can do this.
ty, this really made me smile:)
Wow.. I think i've gotten used to how toxic most UA-cam comments are, that I got really blown back by how nice everyone are here. Let's keep spreading love and support ❤
I know right! God bless, have a good night/morning/day
yes !!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ stay happy man
royce1124 I don't.. I don't know what his fanbase is like 😅
royce1124 That's really nice!
Can we pretend the world doesn't exist?
Just for tonight. ❤
yes
Yes please
I hernandez preach my sista☹🤘💕🙂
Deep af
sorry that only happens when you die
Some days I feel really happy, some days I feel really sad. But most days I just feel numb
lethargy the same happens to me, only that when i feel numb i miss being sad, you know, at least sad i can feel something
lethargy you don't have depression..stop faking it
Kray Kray fuck off
Kray Kray fuck off
Gqpp what's wrong? I'm just saying the truth
This comment section is split into two halves:
The person asking for help.
And
The person who helps.
Both are important ❤️
_Let's all be single, together_
❤❤❤
Bluecore I'm down for that, who cares about dating
_Forever_
❤️❤️❤️
Bluecore lets be single and enjoy it. ✌️
Bluecore why can’t I can’t the courage to say that to him? But sure let’s be single together💙🤞🏼
Lol I'm taken but I want to be single
do you ever get really sad and start creating sad scenarios in your head to feel even more sad bc same
Lilly same I sure do
and then listen to sad music? best
Edin Citaku yas
hahaha all day every day
oh shit I'm not alone :,D
I've been crying silently to myself these days, and I mean internally. Sometimes my eyes water randomly when I feel a sudden rush of sadness, and a lump in my throat appears and I just, can't help it
Hey, it's okay to cry. If you need someone to talk to, talk to a counselor or a best friend. Even a family member. God bless you, I hope you get better
thank you so much for your kind words, I'm feeling better these days, guess I was undergoing one of those 'phases' in life'
You're welcome. IM so glad youre better :)
joanne otineru you don't have depression..stop faking it
Kray Kray I don't know why you feel the need to assume that everyone who says they feel literally any negative emotions is faking depression. You don't even need depression to feel negative emotions. Don't waste your time being negative, it doesn't do anyone any good.
*This user has given you a hug*
@Tinker Bell ❤❤
Ty :)
Thank you 💛 I needed it
:)
you made this users day 6 months later ( ･w･)♡
We're all just lost people, trying to find our place in this world...
Some never do
:(
We must keep looking for
hope i find mine
You've a place in ur world
This makes me happy in a sad kinda way
I like to call it melancholic bliss.
I call it comforting sadness
_SAME_
Acknowledge your own accomplishments even if they're small
You are amazing. You are beautiful.
You are you.
Peach jfc this needs more attention
Peach yeah i am me but even my parents don't want me as me they critisise me for everything i do and say and it seems like they are trying to take my life over. trying to change me in every little aspect. I guess people dont want me for who i am
VBS-tv I've been there
I'm still there and I know it hurts and it comes to the point where you even become disappointed in yourself for not being able to please the people around you.
But you must know that the life you have is in your hands and whatever you decide to do, whatever course you decide to take you must support yourself. Strive for happiness and push forward because despite everything, time does heal.
Fluffytail Never hurts to try and lift up someone else's spirits when you can't lift your own. I hope you get out of whatever dark place you are in. There's something good in everyone and that's not a lie.
Fluffytail true
were too young to be this sad.
i cant find the avocados (we’re)
true
Yes. The worst part is its not just us. It people younger and older. We ALLL as a human race feel this way just some people care less to help others and are more focused on the besta style the happier places and the better food.
Ikr
I'm only 20, got no right to feel this tired, lol.
I feel like I’m going to cry.
She told me she cut her wrists.
She told me it was too much for her.
She wanted to end things.
But she didn’t.
I told her not to.
I feel like I’m going to cry.
Not because I’m sad, but because I saved a life. I did something special, something good and it made me feel special.
Don’t give up just yet. You’ll get to where you want to be, maybe not right now, but soon.
Strawberry Curry it’s fucking enough man no motivation no one loving you having a shit personality no hope
i had a really bad day today. for the first time in forever i thought about my self and realized, i'm not happy. i don't ever stand up for myself. i'm always just a "back up" friend. i realized how tired i was and how much my body ached. i realized how much i missed my best friend, my #1 fan. my eyes were glossy filmed this whole day. finding this video made me feel so much better. thank you so much.
I understand how you feel. I had to move away from my best-est of friends, and I miss them dearly. I'm at a new school and I hate everyone here. Barely a month of school has passed, and this one dude has already made me cry. He doesn't even know it. People are so oblivious sometimes, but you shouldn't let that get to you. Idk I'm just typing random things at this point, but I know one thing, I miss my friends
Kawaii Kohaii yeah people are oblivious sometimes but i do know one thing, having close friends has made me so happy. like, i know friends usually aren't forever but living in the moment makes me super happy. some of my best memories are simply just sitting in the dark looking at stars with a close guy friend or friends and just talking about life and the wonders of it. 😌. (btw i'm just off guard replying bc i can't sleep but oh well.
Keeks can we be friends? xoxoxo
LeoniBee yesss that would be awesome. :). today is actually my b-day haha. 😌.
Keeks Vlogz Happy Late Birthday. 🎉🎉
I've always been the listener. I don't talk because when I talk I stumble over my speech and I have no filter. So I keep quiet. It's okay, I like listening. Every story any stranger has told me, I remember.
I wish I could feel. I had a depression and it was so strong. Stronger than any other depression I've ever had.
It had started out as curiosity; what if I stopped caring? I asked myself.
Maybe then, I won't have stress. Maybe then, I'll be able to sleep one night. Just one.
So I stopped caring.
Months later, I lost all emotions. I forgot how to feel.
One midnight, I remembered the feeling of regret, and I saw what I had done to my family and friends. They were all broken now. Because of what I did to them individually. Without feelings, I could see others feelings crystal clear. I had *power*. I used it for bad. I messed up. It's been months since everything happened, I have to fake feelings sometimes, but I remember them most of the time. But my family, they're so broken. What have I done. I can't go back.
My brother has suicidal thoughts. My little brother wants attention because he feel neglected constantly. My mom is depressed. My dad can't control emotions and lashes out.
_What have I done What have I done What have I done._
I'll fix it. I have to. It can't end like this.
There is a side of me that wants to hurt them more, want to have power. The other side just wants them to live freely. Without me. I'm horrible. -I'm good inside-. I'm trapped inside of me. I can't ditch this person I've become. Baby steps baby steps, I'll take baby steps to become better.
Does anyone hear me?
Am I talking to myself?
Probably.
But if anyone has read.
Thanks.
But before I go. I want to say something important.
After I lost my feelings, I've sort of lost that vision of how society wants me to be. Beauty, racism, sexism, *differences*. I forgot what they are. I don't understand when people say, that a person is ugly. I only see beauty now. Everything screams aesthetic.
That nose you think is disgusting? That extra fat you think makes you look like a whale? Those chubby fingers? That terrible haircut? Those cellulite filled legs? That skinny, lanky body of yours? That round jaw you spit at in the mirror? Those crooked teeth? Those sunken, brown eyes? Anything you find ugly.
I find it amazing and wish I could draw it or take a picture of it for reference. I wish I could draw you, I wish you could disrobe and sit in a natural position on a couch so I could study how yours arms fall, how your legs move, where your head tilts when you laugh, how your eyes dart from the floor to my eyes, everything.
Do I mean it in a sexual way? No. -I'm ace anyways- You're just so beautiful. So wonderful. Humans are just such amazing creatures which the most fascinating body types and I just want to draw you so badly, reader. I really do. Do I know you? No. But do I have to know someone to recognize how dazzling you look? Why?
This is very long. I'm rambling. There're so many mixed messages. Sorry. This is why I don't talk. I want to listen. I've been reading every single comment because I want to listen. I might not reply (that will probably be the case actually) but I'll listen. You can be sure of it.
Blooodwork sincerely your reply maked me tear a bit. I wanted to reply too, I though I was too late! I totally agree with you! Y'all so kind :^)
Blooodwork Thank you. My situation has gotten slightly better and I hope your situation gets better. Remember that the Earth has scratches and bruises, but we call them canyons and deserts.Stay strong, things are always bad before they're good.
emu meow It's never late. Thanks for having replied. Kind words are alwsys nice things to receive. I didn't think I could reply or talk to anyone all those weeks ago, but things are looking better.
Your words have touched me (sorry for my bad english..)
It happens the same to me, I'm a good listener, because I have no filter when I talk, either way, nobody cares what I say, so I got used to hold the words inside.
I have had depression, I think I still have it, it never goes away, but somehow, I think it's my fault, 'cause I was very sensitive and I wondered what it was to feel nothing, to not care at all... And I regret the moment when I thought it was a good idea; now I don't know how I should feel when good things happen to me, and I'm always sad...
I'm glad my parents know nothing about my life, because I always wear a masc to hide my-real-self, and I'm glad I don't have younger brothers or sisters, because I would be a very bad example to follow...
Anyways... I don't know if someone is going to read this, I just needed to vent a little because this is very tough... I have a lovely boyfriend, and I'm very scared of him leaving one day and get tired of me, I'm really insecure hehe
About the fact of seeing beauty in imperfection; I identify myself with it, I can't see flaws, because I think they (and their flaws) are gorgeous, and in case you didn't know, in japanese is called wabi-sabi (you should read this en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wabi-sabi)
Now I feel better, sometimes I just have to write what I feel, what I've done, what I desire.... in a place where no one knows me, so I know they won't judge me later at the street or behind my back.. So, thank you if someone has read this, and I hope you all get better.
You are a beautiful person and your icon is amazing
When you have depression and people just laugh and say "Haha same".
When you try to tell people you're hurting on the inside and they say "mood".
When you're in pain but you're young so no one believes you.
When you see all the happy people lying about depression to make themselves seem unique or "quirky".
When everyone thinks you're lying too.
When you cry for help and no one listens because teenagers "don't feel real pain".
When they think it's a phase and you start to believe it too.
When you think "maybe I'm okay and I don't know it" so you put on a mask in hopes that everything will fade away on it's own.
When it doesn't fade away and you're just a person in pain with a mask.
If you're in any of these situations, just know that I'm here for you. We can get through it together. I don't know who you are, but I love everyone. Including you. If others don't care about your pain, then they're heartless and don't understand. I will stand by you. I will do all I can to support you. Because I love you and I understand what it's like to hurt.
Every storm ends at some point to make room for the sunny days.
Thanks............
Thank you:(
Yes, because all of us are a human being ^-^
But also realise that some of the first few ones like the same bit for saying something depressed, understand that the person saying same might also be depressed too
@@sophiayamagughi I was basically talking about the ones who aren't. It's kind of implied. I know that some of them are, but I wasn't referring to them in those parts. (Also, the post was mostly directed toward those people who have depression.)
"You're a kid, it doesn't affect you." Oh God, if only you knew.
OMG so true
Only if..
(sees the title)
(sighs)
same
Dammit same ;.; Reading this comment itself makes me wanna cry
I know right
you like Hamilton?
ale diaz yeet
Aryelle Moder ayyy lmao
Im so in love with the comment section...rlly its so kind and keeps me motivated and safe
Kill me. lols ur profile "panda moans you"
Friends: you're really annoying, stop with this depressing mood!
Parents: why won't you be more like your brother!?
Music: it's ok sweetheart I'm here for you, everything's gonna be alright...
Can relate, wanna talk, I can also talk with you?
If you’re scrolling through the comments and you’re going through something, I want you to know, that you are beautiful. No matter if someone says you aren’t, you are. You matter, you’re special, you’re the light in someone’s life. Someone looks up to you. People love you. You’re like a diamond. Beautiful and hard to break. You have the personality of an angel. It’s perfect and made for you. I’m proud that you’ve made it this far. Just remember that you are the reason someone is still standing on here.
Edit
thank you for so much supportive feedback ❤️❤️❤️
The reason I wrote this is because I know what’s it’s like to be depressed or to constantly feel like you don’t matter. You do matter. You are beautiful in you own way. You may not realize it yet, but people love you. I wanted to make people see that they matter or that someone loves them. Anyways, I hope you are having an incredible day and merry early Xmas ❤️❤️❤️
Cini Bun congratulations. You just saved a life.
I just wanna give you a hug you wonderful person
I really needed to hear that. I have no one to really talk to so to hear that...IDK...it really...touched me.
Thank you!
Cini Bun how did you know I'm going through stuff?
I have tons of people around me who care and try their best to show it. I appreciate it tons, yet i still feel incredibly alone. It hurts, why is that?
anxi._ give some part of yourself to the world, whether art, fixing things. Improv, singing , express yourself, lose little pieces of yourself in the wilderness of life, picture your inner dialogue as an old storyteller spinning yarns, color in this picture with rich, vibrant color and detail. Risk acting foolish, you can start in tiny ways. If you can't join, lead your own parade! You are a child of the universe. Cut out all the letters in this or any writing and throw them in a jar and shake. Add water and create a whirlpool, dance, even if slow like godzilla.
Ultimately we are all alone I think. Born to live in solitude. The only way to come over this pain is to accept the fact that everyone is alone. Not only you or us but every single person on this planet. There are no people "made" for each other and blood relation means little too. Yet there is this odd feeling within me... It is as though we were all one.
anxi._ oMg An ArMY
Same. I have this deep feeling of loneliness even when there are so many people around me and I have so many friends. This hurts af but maybe someday it will get better. Let's both wish it will while we watch BTS crack videos :') ❤
woAH i didn't expect this many likes and replies :o Thank you for the replies guys I really appreciate this and will for sure look back on these when I'm feeling down. Also thank you for taking your time out of your day to comment
I am alone
and I always will be
But you never really get used to it, even when you think you are used to it, those days come.
Legogreens I feel you, I just broke down because I realized how alone I am because I push everyone away or lose them somehow. Hope you stay safe and alive.
You too, have faith maybe one day things will change... Someone just gotta put their best foot forward :)
Legogreens I relate so much... Stay safe and be well!
Welcome to the lonely hearts club🙂
Dear lgogreens, you are a perfectly balanced soul. You are complete. Don't live in the feeling that you need someone to complete you, or you really need someone to be yourself. Try get out of that void. You are perfect. Stay safe.
It’s Saturday today and my grandma has been fighting cancer for 8 years...every time she was sick she was able to get back on her feet and start cooking her delicious food and always welcome everyone to her home,even her drug addict nephew. She was the funniest,strongest, and most lovingest person ever, we could go anywhere and she would just attract people and make freinds all over. Well on Friday we got the news that this is one of her last days so we traveled 5.5 hours to see her, she’s comfortable in the hospital but she can’t remember a lot and she can’t think or have any control of her body. It broke me to see such a strong woman that I’ve kno like that. She was my hero, the only person in my family who i trusted the most. Please send prayers, I’ve never loved someone so much.
Thank you so much if you read all this :,)
Never_Said_ That I’m so sorry. She sounds like an incredible person, who has lived a beautiful life. I know this has to be so hard for you. Praying for you and your family ❤️
i will pray. sending lots of love to you and your family. please be gentle with yourself♥️🖤.
May Allah forgive all of her sins and help her and people around her..I hope the best thing for her happens quickly..Please don't be so sad. If these days are last for her you must send her the best way you can do. Try to think good things and do these for her :))
My mom was my grandpa's caregiver for years. He developed demenia and sexually assaulted her. No one in my family believes my mom. My aunt called the police on her. She was kicked out of the house she lived in with my grandfather. My grandfather admitted to me 'i am so sorry, there is something wrong with me..yes your mother is right'. My entire family has turned against us. We had two weeks to get everything we wanted out of the house. My uncle changed the lock after that and didn't tell us. We had to leave a ton of stuff behind. They compained that the house was messy. Laundry was not done.
Now my mom is with me in my apt and we're both drowning. This is the deepest and most painful thing I have ever experienced in my entire life. I am alone. We are alone. I lost my entire family in a day.
God, if You exist, please help me get stronger to help my mom. I'm not enough.
I'll be praying for you, just stay strong; even if the only thing you have is your mother, that's still better than nothing
You've got each others backs :) Everything will turn out right 💗
Thanks. I needed that today. I'm glad people like you exist.
Thanks so much. We're trying. Thanks for the kind words.
I know its hard but you have each other and you seem like a strong person. I wanna give you and your mum a hug.
The old me would have cried and cried listening to this and reading all the touching stories. The old me would have connected to the music and FELT something. The old me would be making prayers, thanking the Lord for what I have.
But I’m not me anymore. I’ve lost myself.
Once I realized that, I came back to this song and started crying.
I’ve really lost who I am. I’ve lost all my personality, my charisma, myself, all so that I could fit in with my so-called ‘friends’.
I don’t think I’ve cried enough yet, but that’s ok, because I actually cried.
I hope I find myself soon, and when I do, she’ll be better than ever.
We'll be cheering you on one day you'll find your twin and son that twin comes into your life without you realizing it and soon their your best friend , I know that happen to me i had 1 dear friend and idk how to start conversation so I just kinda made myself be alone and be sad then suddenly this girl hang out with my dear friend and my friend mention about her and I didn't want to deal with more friends since I kinda hated myself and I didn't want to hurt more people but one day on October I wanted dress all spooky at school ( I kinda failed at it ) but I went into the game room and my friend was their and the girl that is her friend as well said I looked cool i guess and I said thx then afterwards she came up to me and we started talking about jacksepticeye and markiplier then suddenly we became fast friends and now I have 2 dear friends with me and I always look forward to go t school to see them. It's pretty crazy how life happens....
I rambled sorry but someday you'll find that one person and that one person will take your loneliness / depression away instantly so never lose hope someone's waiting for you
Just keep moving forward.
me too. i suffer from depression and derealization and that makes me the way i am.
i hope we'll find ourselves soon. until that happens, stay strong. :)
alexis sky no, I’m still a clone made from society’s expectations. But it doesn’t mean I’m not trying
OMG, you're like my reflection
Random Randoms this literally describes my current situation right now
I wish I could give everyone here a hug.. seems like we're all just broken kids
we're all broken but lending eachother the missing pieces we need
@@andreisdead2830 here is a piece of my chicken then
froggity ahahahahahhaha, u made me lol so hard. Thanks for this.
@@multistannerbitch7109 why u sad idk nan m0la
Haha!
Can’t believe I’ve been listening to this for 5 years now. Stay strong everyone
me too
It's raining today. I'm alone at home. But surrounded by warm candles and coffee.
I know that my life is not going fine at the moment.
*but*
You sometimes gotta leave that negativity behind.. just for one day. Cry if you need to. Go to sleep if you need to. But I like to think that I'll face my fears just .. tomorrow. It's completely fine to take a break. Treat your sweet self for that one day.
Luka Johanson even your comment is full of positivity
Bro this was hella deep I am rethinking life rn becasue of this
no one ever said being a teenager would be so hard
Bad news is you get even more things to worry about as an adult. Being a teenager is difficult but believe me, I would go back to that time if I could. It's one of the best times of your life when you can feel your life is still way ahead of you. You can do anything, be anything. Savor the moment.
Jessica W what does it feel like not to have your whole life ahead of you? What do you worry about the most? Curious/confused teenager that just entered adulthood here.
Brian Rosas ❤️
Try being an adult. It gets harder, let me tell ya! Keep your head up.
Brian Rosas .-. uh what about ur parents.....
There are so many days that I just feel alone that if I drown no one will save me, if I jump one will catch me, if I go no one will notice. but I have to learn, we all have to learn that there IS someone who will save you, who will catch you and someone who will notice.
I promise.
Please talk to someone find your light, head towards it and don’t back out into the dark.
Into depression, into the thoughts where you are having while laying awake at night thinking about how people don’t like you or how people don’t want to hang out with you or that people hate you for doing nothing.
Because none of that is true.
Because I thought that.
Please talk, talk to a sister, a brother, a friend, a loved one, anyone for that matter.
Just talk.
It helps.
Thank you for taking your time to read my comment.
Just remember,
You matter.
Thank you so much for this.
this made me cry... Thank you for writing this comment but i feel like I can't talk to anyone about it because they will think that I'm stupid and selfish for thinking that way and that I'm self-pitiful :'c
ive listened to this since the first day of eighth grade, where i thought nothing would become of me. i thought no one would love me and i would die alone.
i’m starting university tomorrow and moving to another country with my soon to be husband to chase my dreams. listening to this video reminds me of where i came from and i am filled with so much joy for everything i’ve accomplished despite my eternal struggles.
please stay strong. where you are right now, no matter how horrible, is temporary.
Hi I love u
your name is very pretty :) i wish you all the best lovely stranger!
im used to cheering people up when they are sad and breaking down, im so used to it that i dont even notice when im doing it. i call them pretty and say all the compliments i could ever say about them, because its true and they dont know how amazing they are. i do that because i know how it feels to feel like you arent good enough. i have a really sweet friend that says one good thing about me everyday because she knows how i feel, and i feel like i dont deserve her and i dont deserve that kind of hospitality and its so hard to just think you're good enough for anyone.
jsun is shining on my ass I am the same I can help others but I never help myself when I really need it case I think I am unworthy to help myself because I never was able to put myself first
jsun is shining on my ass
first of all: your username is everything
second of all: If she says something good about you every single day, then you must be deserving of her. You must be deserving of every single thing in this world. If you ever have doubted yourself, it should be so easy for you to get back on your feet. You have a friend like that, you're lucky. She's lucky to have you as a friend. Every single one of us is lucky, because we all have someone we love. I do the same thing, I always cheer people up, and tear myself down subconsiously. It's so hard to find someone like your friend. Keep her around.
jsun is shining on my ass well what do we have here....I do the same thing :,)
@@megand9287 wow a year has passed and i've cone back to this video yet again, thanks for your kind words and im glad to say that im doing better now! and im still very good friends with her
The comments on these types of mixes are always a mix of melancholy poetry and life stories, and it's kind of beautiful that there's so many of us here to listen and support each other
yesS
And if you stalk and click peoples profiles you can find some of the best playlist
i'm looking through the comments and i'm seeing so many people vent and comment about their life, and how stuff is making them upset/anxious/depressed, and i just had a sudden wave of admiration for them. it takes serious guts and courage to post stuff like that without being anonymous. i know i could never ever do that. you go, random people. i hope life gets better for you, in the end.
i can agree, totally. i've been stuck with a few things myself, but i don't think i'd ever really post them online like this.
aw, thank you! i'll keep that in mind!
I love you
Umm, I love you too I guess?
iiQuixote tyejjfnmfhm j
First time in the Lofi community. Surfing communities to see what I like and don’t like. I don’t know. I just feel like I’m missing out on so much. I’m clingy. If we have one conversation with each other and it’s not even deep, I suddenly want to protect you and pour all my passion and support onto you. It’s just me. I know I’m not normal. I came here because I know the community is safe. I don’t know how but it is. No drama. No toxic people to want to start fights. Nothing. It’s beautiful and I thank you for that. Just relised I just rambled a bit lol. I like it here.
Welcome :)
I'm the same way too, I didnt know how to explain it but I'm like that. I don't have many friends because of it.
Why do you think it's not normal? Baby you so normal, and actually you seem to be cute and have a nice big heart. What is not normal is those ppl who -as you said- want to start fights all the time, drama, toxic ppl.. Those ppl have something missing that's why they act like this. Embrace yourself you cute lil bean
That Rabbit dysgajgss thanks 😗✌️
@@moonchildphilly5712 u welcome 😚😚😆😆
you ever want to cry so much but you hold it back and your thoat begins to burn from the axiety and thought of someone seeing you cry? yea.. me too.
strong power all the time honestly and it hurts even more when someone notices asks if you're ok and you cant answer or else you'll break
Honestly
ahhh. Same
every time i see someone cry i try to hold my tears & pain back.
I know.
When I met my best friend, I was amazed at how well she understood me and how complete I felt when I was with her. Now, she hangs out with the people we'd scowl at and make fun of together. Days we'd spend walking home together, laughing at silly things that occurred are now days I walk home alone. Times we'd hang out and explore new places, she now spends going out with them and getting "lit". I'd find out when something happens to her months after her new friends do, and then she yells at me when I forget to tell her anything because it always feels like she doesn't care. She tells me she thinks they're annoying and that she doesn't like them, yet she leaves me to go sit with them everyday. She laughs until she's crying with them, and puts on a bored straight face and scrolls through her Facebook feed while I talk. I don't know what to do anymore, nothing I can possibly say or do can make her laugh like they do. She says I'm boring, too uptight, that I need to be better, but I always try my best with her. She's the only friend I have who understands me like she does, and now I've lost her and I don't know what to do. I can't bring myself to go to school anymore, because I just feel so disconnected from everyone. I wish I was like everyone else, that I could make her happy like before. This has helped me finally cry until all that's left is a melancholic peace. Thank you💕
Mika as soon as I moved country, my friend did that exact same thing. I'm so glad there is someone out there going through the same stuff as me.
Well, at least you seem like a good person
And there’s always going to be someone who’s going to appreciate that
Airotciv Nebula yea!
Mika you don't have depression..stop faking it
Fell in love with a boy. Boy tells me he has cancer. Stays with boy because I still love him.
He’s still alive right now but he’s so sick. It doesn’t look like he’s going to make it. Whenever we say goodbye we have to say it as if we’ll never see each other again. Every day is so hard. Just knowing I won’t have him forever
How is he doing now?
How is his health now ?
HIHIHIHI
How is he?
Is he okay? I feel for you... My dad died from cancer a year ago... I see the pain in my mom and I see how it effects me and my family.
Some things I have learned over the years.
1.
Love yourself before loving others.
2.
You can never truly stop a person from talking.
3.
Some things aren't meant to last.
4.
You have to let go someday.
5.
I like the number three.
6.
Feeling sad makes you appreciate stuff more when your happy.
7.
Its nicer to cry with friends.
8.
I like feeling the sunshine.
9.
Relax and take another breath.
10.
Things are gonna be ok.
11.
Tough love is precious love.
12.
I like to smile.
13.
I wish there was a way where I couldn't cry.
14.
There's different types of crying moods.
15.
I love the moon.
16.
I only read books once and never again.
17.
I don't like crying.
18.
Sometimes feeling the cold reminds me I'm alive.
19.
I get so tired I want to snuggle in a blanket and sleep.
20.
I like soft things.
21.
I love my friends.
22.
Sometimes people are like shoes, you have to fit the right ones.
Very true.
Agreed 👍
funny how sometimes we just... fall in love.
and we ended up turning into a crying mess, with a broken heart.
Four girls sat in a circle, three of them being friends, one being the outsider. The three laughed and talked to each other about things happening in their worlds. The other sat silent. She was used to the silence, nobody ever cared to listen to her anyways. The night went on and one of the girls brought up a recent death. "Yah that old man down the street finally passed away the other day" she laughed, the others giggled, "he was such a weirdo." One of them replied. Suddenly, the quite girl spoke, "did he live alone...." she asked quickly. "Of course he did! Nobody would want to live with someone like him, not even his family haha." She laughed once more, the other friends followed. But the girl just stared at the floor, while the others laughed. She suddenly was crying, knowing the feeling of being alone, knowing the feeling of loosing someone, knowing the feeling of having nobody care. The others turned to her rapidly. "Why are you crying?" One of them said condescendingly, she snorted.
"You said this man was alone," she replied through her tears.
"Yah so what? You didn't know him what does that matter? Why are you still crying" the other asked. She looked up at them through blurred eyes
"Because he's got nobody who cares enough to cry for him."
All_4_ art22 This somehow made me cry.
Slendermans Toaster i cried too
Why is this making me cry?
Woah I really like that
All_4_ art22 i got goosebumps...
I always come here when I feel really really lonely, when I read all the comment section in someway I feel like i’m not really alone, there are so many people that feels the way I do, and I just want you to know that you have a lonely friend from México and, you are not really alone, mucha luz en sus vidas, amigos.
FadeFabiola B. Aww, thanks^^
Cherry Drawz you’re welcome❤️
Muchas gracias amigo
Same
I’m a 2020 senior. I used to listen to these playlists my freshmen and sophomore year, I’m having so much nostalgia listening. I had friends that came and left, relationships that were good and relationships that were bad, had my difficult nights where I fell asleep to these songs, and the times where I felt most content listening to other songs on this channel when I had late night drives. I’m not the same girl that I used to be, it’s crazy how much time passes by and how much you change. Change is scary, but it’s human. Although when you listen to music from long ago, it feels like a second didn’t pass by at all. Thank you for keeping these playlists up on UA-cam, please don’t delete them. I’ll always come back here forever ❤️
hi if you're reading this, or you may not read it but i just wanna tell you something.
its okay.
its okay to have feelings for someone.
its okay to fall inlove with someone.
Its gonna be okay if you're hurt.
its okay if you hate school.
its gonna be okay if you have fake friends.
its okay if you got into an argument.
because,
as far as i know,
you're not alone in here.
remember this, if you don't feel loved,
i love you. its okay. stay safe. be careful. please be happy. we can cry together, as long as we're not alone. :)) ❤️💕
lonelyx potato thx for helping me I will never forget this comment u made me have a little drop of tear in one of my eye thank u I appreciate it
@@pearbear. awh you're welcome ❤
Love u too.
awww this was so sweet! This made my day. Thank you 💜
@@SASHA-lk3wt omg its you again xDD andddd your welcome💜
I don't want to conform to society. I just want to be happy. But there's always things preventing me from being happy about myself. I'm expected to get great grades and go to some college like any other person, and then get a job and a husband, not a wife if I wanted to. I'm always being talked down to, and people always notice the negative aspects of me. I've been always told that I have "no common sense" and "can never take care of myself" and "do anything on my own." I've been coddled so much to the point where I can't walk out of the house on my own or do anything on my own. I hardly have any friends, and am always the backup friends for people when they are bored. A few years ago, a friend that I considered my best friend had replaced me, and eventually purposefully left me behind bc she was "embarrassed" to be around me, and wanted to join the bigger crowd. I try to move on, but it still hurts that a person you knew and was close to for years would say stuff like that and treat you like that. And it hurts even more when other people tell me to chill about it bc they all know her as this great person who "glo'd up". I always feel alone. I have no passion. I may have a few hobbies I enjoy doing from time to time, but I can never figure out what I would do in the future. I'm pressured to get a well-paying job, but they all seem mundane to me. I'm always expected to know how to do all these things, but I can't. I know this comment seems so pathetic and pitiful. But this comment section seemed like the perfect place to pour out all my feelings I've been harboring for the past couple months. I try to think positively. I really do. But my family, friends, and everything else that happens to me are always negative. I'm just so tired. So tired of people and so tired of thinking I'm living someone else's life and not my own. I'm so tired of everything
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ I just want to say you are not alone in this,cuz I am in the same situation now.
aisha ib Im so relieved that I'm not the only one. I'm just really insecure and frightened
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ Honestly hun ,I think that doing things for your own self is the important task,I mean you can let the negative things in your life affect you if you let them,you see we always have a choice to give a fuck or not . it just depends on what your choice is
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ And we all have our own pace in figuring out what we want in life,so I guess my advice for the both of us 😂😂😂 is to not stress it out I guess.
ღLaurette Faron ルマღ And to those people who always notice the "bad" traits in you, who says that they don't have them too. At the end of the day what matters is what YOU think about yourself and how YOU view yourself. And its OK to cry sometimes, its OK to be insecure sometimes bcz we are after all human,right? But once we let it all out you see the good things in life. And abt friends ,you will find your people at your own pace. Now go and live and be the awesome being you are. Being self confident and having a high self esteem is a long and hard task , it comes gradually at YOUR OWN pace. Never forget that. Come to think of it I really should start following my own advice😂😂😂
My best friend killed himself 2 years ago today. I still miss him and think of him everyday. It gets better, but it always hurts.
Last summer I spent a month in Manitou Springs, Colorado and it was the most beautiful place, I'd go down to this little creek (not sure how to explain it) and it was kinda secluded and it was beautiful I can still hear the trees shaking and the water running if I try hard enough. And at night id have a little window open and id feel the cold Colorado breeze and I really took that for granted and id do anything to go back again. One time there was this woman and she took out her guitar and had the most beautiful voice and sang a few songs and all the kids gathered around her. it was a beautiful moment and I thought id share it with you all. Thank you if you actually read that and have a nice rest of your day where ever you are in the world :)
thank you, that is beautiful. hope you have more beautiful moments like that in your life :)
I never really knew that I loved him. I thought that it was just a simple crush. But only then when he said that he liked someone else that was leagues better than me, I realized that no matter how heartbroken I was.. no matter how many tears I shed because I so wanted to be that girl that could make him smile, I let him go to her.
I let him go because I wanted to see him smile. I wanted to see him happy. Even if I'm here, silently crying my tears while smiling at him as he picked up the courage to talk to her.
I let that dork go because I love him..
Emy ❤️ it was for the best
i know no one is probably going to see this and i am terrible at talking abt this stuff but this music makes me cry each time i listen. i say its because its too peaceful but i dont even know. im used to everyone leaving me and hating me... its just what happens to me for some reason. i get a friend and right when i get happy that i have someone like them they leave. no joke had one of my best friends tell me no one liked me and then left me. im not used to being happy. even my family.... i feel like i cant be myself around them. i like cosplay, anime, kpop, clothes, internet friends (although i only have one whos probably going to leave me as well), and asmr. but my family thinks anime and all that stuff is weird so i just have an internet life where i can go to be myself. one day my mom smashed my phone for no reason and seriously it was like my heart was shattered. bc of that i lost my only fucking friend. she was an internet friend but she was everything i ever wanted. my sister makes fun of me because i like the things i like. all i want to do is have a good life and be myself but i cant. i need someone there for me. i need someone who will let me be free. oh ive cut before because theres a million more things in my life that are not so happy. i told my mom they were cat scratches. we dont even have a damn cat but its ok. she believed me. i try to tell my family how im sad. how i honestly wanna end my life. but each time i finally have the courage to tell them my mom gets mad and my sister says im "emo". my aunt was my best friend. and right when i felt like i could tell her anything something happened and she wasnt like her old self. my mom sent me away to her house for about a week and it was absolute hell. she would always yell at me and all i did there was cry myself to sleep. ik im just a little depressing comment but really i just need some god damn happiness in my life for once (ik some people have it worse and i shouldnt be whining about ny life while they have worse but seriously i just want to be happy)
buttermilk hi, i think i can understand you. We've got similar problem. I feel alone, and all of my friends left me. My best friends has chosen my enemy TT only one person i can talk to is my sister, but she has own friends and i don't matter anything for her. I also like kpop etc, but my family doesn't accept it, my mum said me once that they looks like Down's, that was so terrible to hear that. My favorite aunt (she isn't no more) said me, looking into my eyes "you're stupid, crazy und ugly, different than anyone. Everyone thinks that, but they don't tell you that, so i had to" I really don't know what to do, i can't stop being interested in Asia, because it's my hobby, thanks to this different world i can forget about my problems. I don't have good relationship with my mum, so i often cry and pray to God. My dream is to my live has changed
Hi buttermillk, I read what you wrote at least 10 times and I just want to tell you that I relate and I think a lot of people too can relate to what you say. I've got nearly the same story, friends leaving, people turning their back to me when I need them, feeling all alone... It's hard. Really hard but I found some things that helped me like kpop, internet and immersing myself in art and music. It eases the pain and all but it never really goes away.
I just want you to know that even if I don"t know you personally or anything you can send me a message. I will not judge you, everyone has their own stories and problems, but sometimes just talking to someone can be helpful.
I want to do that because I wished someone would have done the same for me when I wanted and needed help. So feel free to send me a message.
Don't forget that you're a beautiful person with a beautiful mind and you matter, we need you in this world because you can accomplish so many things!
Clara Rtr could I contact you too? And @buttermilk ^^
Aleksandra Prajsnar Yeah sure ! Don't hesitate ! ❤️
Twitter: @wolffiexx
Clara Rtr oh, i don't have Twitter. What do you think about make a group chat on kakao or Facebook? My ID is 535739061 / Aleksandra Prajsnar
hey, you
if you're reading this, you're not alone. everyone in this comment section have their own stories. cry if you want to, let it all out. you are important and loved to someone out there, even if it's hard to believe that. heck, even i dont believe that. but im here for you, i dont know you but trust me when i say, you are so strong. you are so strong that you lived through another day. you are so strong that you didnt give up. you are so so so strong for getting up from your bed and going on with your day. one day, everything will be better. even if that day seems so far away, but it will most definitely happen.
please don't hesitate to talk to someone, or even me. no one deserves to be alone. it'll be okay soon. i love you so much, you are doing so well.
rachel oxy 💜💜💜💜💜💜
Thank you you made me cry i needed it
I love you and I thank you. It always feels better understanding that so many other people deal with these thoughts, and it really helps when communicating online to those people and hearing their words like I am now. I know it's important to talk to people about this, but I simply can't. Unlike most people, there's no easy fix to my thoughts and talking to someone will only spread these fucking ideas. The type of knowledge I am plagued with was taught to me by my father. Unlike me, he combats this knowledge and doesn't let the thoughts get to his head and depress him like I have, and telling people about why im depressed and how I've decided to respond to this, that's only gonna influence what they know and make them depressed. I don't want that. There's too much negativity in this world going against me, and I would hate for these people I know to be cursed with this realization and have to feel weakened by this negativity like I have.
@@returnofthedoggo7994 im so glad to hear that i helped in some way, you are so strong for sharing your story. i am so so so proud of you. i hope everything gets better for you, i know you can do it!
To everyone that feels lonely, empty, and sad: it's okay to cry. it's okay to feel like this. You are not alone. There is someone just like you that feels this way. Yes, it SUCKS. But you can make it. You can go through this really tough trial. And even if you feel like there is no hope for anything, keep going. Keep trying. Because one day, you will find the light at the end of the tunnel. Things will be okay. Just keep trying.
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
This music makes a lot of people sad, which I get, it's moving music.
For me though, it's relaxing... I kinda just imagine being in a hammock with no worries, no thoughts, nothing going through my brain
Stillness.
Rowsoferra. Same :)
same
That's the exact word this is to me. I've been trying to label this, the way it makes me feel.
Stillness
Me too.. just sitting in my room with a blanket and a few candles
After a stressful day this is so relaxing
I find it emotional and quite still and relaxing honestly, I guess you could kind of say bittersweet for me idk
I'm already crying.
i love you, though!
:)
Desiree me too.. we are all at that point in our lives
Me too:)
weeb
hey you, yes you! the one who’s reading this,, everything will be okay, the good will come soon, don’t give up i know you can do it i love you.
thank you so much that made me feel so much better i genuinely appreciate this
I can't read this seriously with your pfp but thank you lol
Reading all the comments is so heartbreaking. Everyone is having such a rough time emotionally, some aren’t feeling wanted, some feeling like they don’t deserve themselves, some feeling useless and tired. Just know, the you right now doesn’t have to be okay, the you tomorrow doesn’t have to be okay either, give yourself time to heal, don’t set a date for when you have to become “fine”, it’s not something anyone can rush. Everyone heals with time, as impossible as it may seem you will move on from this moment you’re stuck in. I just want you to know I’m proud of you for doing your best everyday even when the odds seem against you, when you seems against you. I love you and hope this could brighten your day even just a bit❤️.
yesterday I had to retake a very important exam that I failed the first time, I know people say that in a few years no one will even remember the exam but that's a few years, it isn't now. I need to pass that exam to pass high school and it sucks.. sometimes I stress over school so much and I still feel like I didn't stress enough. but yesterday, when I finished the test I walked into the main entrance of my school. these boys were standing there and I had no clue who they were. I guessed that maybe they were waiting for friends or to take another exam. they asked me how was the test and i just gave them the loudest sigh, I really don't think I passed it. one of them went "don't worry, you passed." and it kind of made me happy that someone out there had confidence in me.
aw this makes me very happy :)) just know that you're awesome and you're loved.
thank you so much, you really made me smile :)
Dear dad,
I'm so glad that i had you in my life,
I'm so glad that you loved me,
I'm so glad that you were my dad,
I'm so grateful to god for making you my dad,
I wish we had more time together,
but now you are gone,
you are gone but
not forgotten,
you will always be in my heart...
Candice XX This almost made me cry
Candice XX ❤️
I love being here. Scrolling down and read all the comment. I feel like i am not alone and knowing that there is a people who feel the same. Especially when i found a comment with a reply giving motivation and courage words. Its make me realised that a lot of people out there still care for us who suffered from mental illness
Yeah, me too
I feel that way too...i do have mental illness just like you. This "place" makes me feel alive. I can be myself, not acting, not trying to pretend that im fine....
yas, and it was so great being in here without worrying my "other mask"
Hendricus Zalogo Yep. Hope you can stay strong. We are here, for you... Dont think that you are just alone.
đức hiền đặng thank you so much.. you support me so much.. thank you. :')
not sure who needs this right now, but
it'll be alright. things are shit right now, but it will get better some day. eventually it will. maybe not right now, or tomorrow, but someday, i promise you, it will get better. you just have to wait for the day when the rain stops. dont give up just yet, because despite the circumstances right now, things change over time. and yes, people change, but that's just how things are. things happen, and that's okay! if you're sad right now, always know that you cant stay sad forever. eventually everything will brighten up. take some time to care for yourself, stay hydrated and eat healthy. if you're trying to get out of a bad habit, try doing things you like doing when you start wanting to commit to the habit. if you catch yourself in the middle of it, dont just shrug it off and say "oh well, already doing it so". stop yourself there. trust me, it's more effective to stop yourself then instead of continue because you're doing it already
if you need to vent but dont have anyone to turn to, get a notebook and vent in it.
love you all, no matter who you are. take care of yourselves and have a good night/day ❤️
ty ily♥️:(
♥️🖤
idk who u are, but ur word rlly makes my day, thanks
Isn't it fascinating how sounds, not even actual physical things, but sounds, waves in fact, can move us so immensely that tears begin to drip down our faces? That we urgently begin to write out our emotions as a sort of confession, and it feels good. To let things free and to finally say something that reigned in the back of ones head to say it wordlessly so strangers can see or that one special someone will stumble at one point and notice. Voices, sounds, music. These things are what move our bodies, possibly stronger than anything on this known earth. Idk I'm rambling and being hella emotional so my thoughts are all Djdodjdodjo so ye just a thought
It's definitely amazing
Smile today beautiful. Whoever is reading this.. I care and trust me no matter how shitty life is at the moment it will get better.
thank you sm
Thank you
taegi wyd Thank you and congrats...you just saved someone's life. Not me but some one (I'm not suicidal)
"I won't ever leave you." He said. "You'll leave, I promise you, everyone eventually does." And on the 12th of August, 2017,he did leave. And her last words were;"I told you." He got mad and said "Told me what?!" She shook her head and laughed. "Goodbye." As a single tear of escape went down her cheek.
That tear was the only tear she cried for him. And she hid her feelings day in and day out.
she, was me.
People leave. It happens all the time, and a lot of the time it isn't your fault but you still have to live with the pain. Forgive people for leaving you, move on, but most of all, learn how much it hurts when people leave. If you can remember this pain you'll never leave someone you care about and the cycle of people leaving will end when you stay.
I know your pain, I've shed that tear, I've forgiven, but I remembered the pain and I chose to stay. I urge you to do the same
Nia Heart stay strong gurl❤ i hope you can find someone better than him~
hits hard fam
I wish you the best in life, Because people like you deserve it more than others.
One day, you'll find the one who stays, or you'll find that you were all you ever needed. But either way, you are and will be whole. stay strong
I think almost everyone who's here wants to cry, was already crying or just started. But don't give up people, don't give up on your dreams, don't let yourself go into the spiral of sadness. Go to that person who is responsible, or/but also the only one that can help, and yell fucking loud how you feel. Life isn't this. Life is being happy. It's like we're in a deep apnea from living. We need to breathe. Stay strong and motivated ❤️
*We're all just suicidal kids telling other suicidal kids that suicide is not the answer.*
Damn, that couldn't be more true.
I ain't suicidal, but I felt that.
Im not suicidal. But i am surrounded by negative friends. Who want to die. Who self harm. Who have attempted suicide. I dont know what to do anymore. Im always cheering them up, and they say i cheer them up. But they will revert back to their negative side in 2 seconds. They have many backstories. I'll tell you some
Friend 1: abusive mother, her father is not here
Friend 2: her best friend laughed at her when she was about to jump off the building (she didnt)
Friend 3: she says she's fat and ugly. But shes so pretty. Everyone wants to be friends with her.
(Aka my crush hehe) Friend 4: 1. Fake friends. 2. The current friends he has dont let him be bus partners or go on an outing with anyone or group unless its in his group.
Seriously
What do i do
@@rabuame9162 can i be friend 5
@@rabuame9162 is friend 2's best friend crazy? who laughs at a person who is about to commit suicide? that's sick af
So many of the comments venting start off saying "my problems arent as bad as others but.." and i think its so fucked up that ppl think you cant feel a certain type of way about your situation because some ppl are worse off. Your problems are valid whether theyre huge or not. Small things add up, different things effect us differently. Its not a competition for whos life is worse, i think thats why this generation has such a hard time showing true emotions and talking to people about them because we're constantly told we should be grateful we're not as bad off as other ppl. Its bullshit. Yes others are worse off than me but does that mean im not allowed to be sad sometimes or think my life is hard? No. My life is hard. My problems dont care what everyone else is going through, theyre still there.
I've always thought the same :0 but I usually tell myself that others are having a harder time then me to cheer and motivate myself.
Preach!
i love you guys so much, we may be strangers, and we may never see each other, but i love you. stay alive friends. what you guys are going through is temporary, but death is permanent. there’s no going back once you’ve cut so deep, or kicked the chair down, or jumped, etc.
if you ever need a friend, i’ll be here.
things will get better, friends.
i
love
you.
so tired good charma :)
so tired I literally started crying
Monni aw babe, you’re amazing!
Ali vonZuHause thank you!
You just made my day. Thank you.
how sad it is for us to share our sad feelings here. we got people around us irl but no one is listening no matter how loud we asking for ear to lend.
i love you brother/sister. if you need anyone to talk to im here❤️!
seeing all these comments hurts. theres so many cries for help and they'll all be overlooked. i wish i could ease everyones pain. stay strong
this comment is so sweet
If you want to help, anytime you see someone in trouble give them the suicide hotline:
1 800-273-8255
They're all here just to help people in need
*writes something inspirational*
Beautiful comment. Made my life! (Oof that sounded rude. Expressing emotion through text is hard. I'm not trying to start a fight I swear. Have a lovely day/night!)
Listening to sad music when im sad is like swimming deeper when im drowning.
if you’re reading this, i love you. you’re okay. breathe in through your nose, out through your mouth. deep belly breaths. you’ll be okay. you will make it through this. you are strong. i love you so much 🌸💝
Lawliet Messes
thank you.
this genre of music makes me feel a certain type of way every time. I don't really know how to explain that certain type of way, but I am certain that it is a certain feeling I will only find within Lo-Fi. IT really makes me ask the deepest questions about life and myself. It also helps me empathize with other peoples lives and appreciate the beautiful world we live in. Imagine being someone else for a day with no memories of yourself, just living life as a 43 year old man, or being a child in Japan. Different problems, different joys, different everything, with complete ignorance to your existence. That certain type of feeling :)
It's kinda depressing how you feel so sad and you end up listening to sad songs/music which makes it even more depressing. And then scrolling throught the comments just to feel for a second that you are not alone.
You're never facing them alone.
Mitz Ng aww. Thanks dear. :)
Hey you! Yeah you!
You matter 😊
You matter too :)
Heh thanks
Daeminx Alipher I really don't.
I just want to go back to my childhood days. When everything was so simple. When I was happy.
Yknow i hate when i cant feel the feeling, when im sad i feel nothing, when im happy i feel nothing, when im angry i feel nothing. Maybe pain hurts me too much until my feeling became numb
That's because your confused trust me I had this for a while I felt so sad confused unmotivated but then I just slept because for me sleeping calms me Down when I cry
Just wait, do art , or eat (that's really helpful actually) and keep ypur mind off of anything that might annoy you ,distract yourself and the feeling goes away
I have wasted my potential on a boy. I was accepted by a scholarship to go to a really prestigious school... but i turned it down because I wanted to stay with a boy who I thought loved me. I hate school apart from him. but my sadness and anxiety is taking over and I'm drifting away from him. he's finding new people. I have no one else to turn to... everyone else uses me. I could've started a new life...had a better career/future... well its too late now.
It's never too late. There is always another path. Take the higher road. I'm pretty sure almost everyone here has dealt with abandonment, and as a person who also has, taking the higher road is always the best thing to do. Never give up. There's no reason not to believe in yourself, and if there is, it doesnt matter. There's only one chance at life, and even if you make mistakes, the most you can do is move forward and do your best, so that you can at least look back at your problems and say "I did my best, and that's what matters". I have been diagnosed anxiety and depression, but keeping these things in mind keeps me going. Don't let life be a nuisance, let it be an adventure. I'll be praying for you, I promise. ❤ I believe in you.
thank you so much, I can see you have a lovely soul :) ill try and keep your advice in mind
its only as late as the hour of your heart, you can always turn back the time
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Audrey lol how old are you ? you will be fine
Sometimes, I feel like I'm depressed.
I'm out casted from people who don't get how I live, I'm considered "Ugly" to around 98% of the girls or guys I've met. If there were 3 girls in a room, one me, the other two best friends who consider me a best friend, I'm always the one who doesn't get the joke in that small group. I'm picked last for basket ball, and teams because I've proven to my class mates that I'm horrible at everything.
But I keep going, my life isn't as bad as others. I have loving parents, and a best friend who wouldn't leave my side if we were surrounded by fire.
Just a word to everyone who's day's aren't perfect, Somebody loves you. Even if you haven't met them yet you will.
Just keep going until you find that reason to wake up in the morning, to eat, to have fun. And live.
~Kiki
VinxtageKiki ❤
Natalina Naivalu :')
VinxtageKiki Kiki I swear I feel the same way
I feel like I'm an outcast from the whole group of people at school
i am neglected and pushed around
and people know I'm garbage at everything so I don't make good ties except for my 3best friends
they are outcasts like me and that is how I became friends with them❤
I don't know why, but out of all the beautiful comments this one touched me like nothing else has ever except the birth of my brother and old photo albums of my childhood, I think you might have actually saved me from suicide, people say that posting these things on social media doesn't help but it does in the mind of a person with depression little things can cause a trigger and they go on to contribute to society sharing their story and causing more little triggers to realise how they are nned in life, thankyou for saving my life.
Bubbletea ♡ I'm glad I semi-helped
Skipped class and stayed home, I didnt feel okay, I wanted to be alone and cry. I'm having these breakdowns and I'm hopeless.
It sucks... having parents who neglect you, getting left out as if you never belonged in the first place, getting so easily stressed, less sleep, faking a smile and saying that everything's alright, letting anxiety sink and just have a breakdown.
I am struggling and I just really want this pain in my chest to stop.
I just wish everything's okay and I'll finally be able to just rest.
I never had a good childhood.. everyone left, had imaginary friends instead and stayed home, getting bullied because of my teeth and skin color. It was painful for me but ig imagining and roleplaying by myself made me happy. Most people hated me because of my looks and my low grades. I had to handle that shit. I told my mom abt it but she never cared. My brother was almost shot and killed on April fool's day. 2000-2019 was an overwhelming blast, and surprisingly.. I survived!
Whoever is reading this.. I hope youre okay too.everything will work out and we can settle this together. You are loved. You are beautiful. You deserve so much more. I love you :((
I love u pls don't think, that u r not important cuz u r and that's why u r here. Everything will be all right, u r loved
aw.. :C
everything is going to be ok :c
Hey darling! Maybe you feel bad at this time. Im sorry. But, dont forget:
you are beautiful just the way you are.
you are smart and creative.
you are strong.
your body is perfect.
you can do what do you want.
you can love whom you want.
Keep on living! Dont care about what do others think. Care about yourself. I believe in you! xxx
there should be more people like you in the world, sprading good vibes
@@valentinaortega8337 thank you honey 🌸
@@cucumber_cc oh my dear never give up! I believe in you and i know that you can overcome everything. Because you are so strong. Be happy ❤ you deserve it
why is my life good but i still feel so empty inside
Because u dream high
I feel the same, and I also don't get why (sorry for my bad english)
This applies to me as well. I feel like.... its because we cant be our trueselves. Just a thought tho..
I feel the same way, like theres just something small missing that makes living life not to its fullest... I love everyone in this comment section and I hope everyone is doing ok because it will get better I promise you. Keep your heads high and dont give up even if you think there isn't a reason to
I am trying a checklist for myself. (Get enough sleep, practice a skill, study, find something new, express myself)
It is not perfect, but I want to see if it helps.
i'm sorry. i don't know what i'm apologizing for, or who i'm apologizing to, but sorry.
so sorry.
but you. persom reading this. i know you can. i believe you can. you are so strong and loved. life might want you to stop time, to give up. don't give up.
it will get better.
i promise.
You dont have to be sorry for just existing its making me sad that you feel this way. But i am so happy people like you exist. I believe in you and i wanna give you a hug
Sun Sparkle
I'll give you a hug if I can, thank you for making me feel better.
Sun Sparkle
I'm thankful for the fact that you exist too.
I love you. Thank you
your comment made me cry, but it feels so good.. thank you
Found this when I was 14 and felt so numb that I thought I would go insane. This really helped me to just let it all out. Even though I spent late nights silently crying in our yard it was so much better than feeling nothing. 3 years later I still come back to this to let myself cry. I read all the comments and most of them are very old. It kinda makes me feel a bit lonely here. Though I really hope that everyone has gone through their struggles and finally achieved that happy life we're all so desperately looking for. I don't even know what this is supposed to be, but I wanted to leave something. Yeah, anyway, I hope everyone is doing well and if not that's okay too. That's why we're here after all; to feel something, even if that is sadness💙
I do the exact same I found it when I was 14 and here I am tonight listening again
The comments here are so emotional... makes me want to cry because I can relate with all of them.
I can't remember the last time I hugged someone
Lisa I don’t even remember what a hug feels like.
Same
HUGS FOR EVERYBODY! *hugs*
I'll hug you
Stay strong
the worst sound you will ever hear is the shake in the voice of a person that's about to cry .
i used to comment on this video a lot really consistently because i had nowhere else to go- i had recently got out of an abusive relationship at the time and i had so much to carry on me and it was stressful at the time
its been two years since all of that happened, and i can say i've recovered a lot - i don't feel the greatest tonight and that's why i came back to this video but it's better now
Hey, i hope you are doing better now! Please don't worry, you deserve to be happy, treat yourself to some hot chocolate and this music, enjoy being you. Sending you love and hugs, quarantine cant stop me HAHAH
(Also, im a fellow ninjago lover too ❤❤❤)
Needed this -getting my GCSE exam results tomorrow.
this is a little late but i hope it went well :))
And how did it go? :)
you're going to turn out absolutely amazing regardless of your results. remember that! the entire world is run by people like me and you
im having my GSCE exams at the moment, and here i am; doing terrible with life. but hey, i hope everything went well with you!
i remember my parents invited their friends over to our house. their friends had a son who's younger than me. i hate socialising so i stayed in my room the whole time. the son came into my room and tried making me feel better "i used to be shy too. when i meet strangers im shy but i get over it."
and i thought to myself 'how innocent and lucky he is. hopefully he will never experience social anxiety.'
Fuck social anxiety. :( that shit sucks.
i feel like my heart is crying so hard but my eyes can't pee
Same. I feel so bad rn
Can I be honest? For once, I don't wanna be scared of letting it all out. I don't wanna be scared if people thinking my problems are childish and irrational. Ever since I was young, my dad told me that tears are a waste of my time. And that's always made feel terrible whenever I cried. And now, I'm just gonna be honest...I'm not ok. Ok? So what? Call me attention-seeking. But I want attention. Cuz I don't have any. I want someone to listen to me. So what? Judge me. Please. At least you acknowledge it.
hi
im not the person who ever have the tendency to leave a comment on ytb but when i see yours i feel hurt inside and moved so much . I have never ever imagined that i can meet sb having the same situation like me before. Likes your story, my parents don't really like me being a crybaby so whenever they scold me i always try to laugh it off. But they also scold me for being like that too. To be honest, it's really really terrible. Ever since, i become so vulnerable to crying, even a very small judement they make can make me cry so badly. What afraid me most is when they find out that i have cried secretly because they will laugh at me. I want attention but at the same time i am scared. Sometime i can be as positive as you are but somestime not. I may think that it's usual that they laugh at me because im too weak?. I love my parents and i know that they scold me for good things so i can't stop feeling bad for them and blame myself for being a selfish daughter whenever i cry. ( im already 15 years old now-what a shame hehe)
but anyway, i am so grateful for your comment. I write this just want to let u know that you have helped me so much with your comment. Wish you all the best
(sorry for my bad English)
JUST BECAUSE OTHERS ARE GOING THREW SOMETHING WORSE DOSE NOT MEAN YOUR FEELINGS ARE NOT VALID.
ONLY YOU, YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU FEEL
I HAVE HAD SO MANY PEOPLE TELL ME THAT THERE ARE OTHER PEOPLE GOING THROUGH WORSE THINGS
BUT THAT NEVER CHANGED THE WAY I FELT AT THAT MOMENT
YOU ARE A HUMAN BEING AND YOU DESERVE RIGHT TO FEEL.
it's pretty awful actually... especially for teens, they're not allowed to feel bad because YOU DON'T HAVE ANY REAL PROBLEMS ARRRGH
"So, it's just a crush. It'll pass, I'll be fine. But damn does it hurt."
NarakunoHana100 tbh you won't be fine. at all. it will hurt like hell all the time and if it is serious it won't pass it will go on and on for years if you don't do a thing about it. your heart will get fragile and it will shatter in pieces. but you still can't hate him. you will love him more and more . ( speaking from my own experience)
VBS-tv Holy crap, how did you know?
NarakunoHana100 i am going through it myself. i've been in love with him for 3-4 years and these things have and are happening to me. it gets so worse it makes you a wreck. powerless for everything and everyone.
For me it did pass. But my grief turned into hatred... I get sick at just hearing from him.
Yeah. He manipulated and used me, completely going against what he had as bestfriends. Just wish I could get him out of my head, wishing we could at least be friends. But he's there. Always will be.
"It's a crush because they always end up crushing your heart."
My bff, who I adore is the best and worst thing that ever happened to me. She is the kindest, most beautiful person I know. But she doesn’t see that, and it hurts me. Everyone adores her at school, she can draw perfectly, gets good grades and is friends with (almost) everyone. I feel like i’m not good enough, that everyone is just nice to me just because she is my friend. If I wouldn’t be friends with her, that nobody would like me, but she does bring out the best of me. But I just can’t get it out of my head that she will always be better than me.
Even though she gives me so much pain sometimes, I love her to death and I can’t imagine not having her in my life.
ImADrawingCookie you are worth it. You are as talented as her
If she is good at things that you aren’t good at then you are good at things that’s she isn’t good at 💕
ImADrawingCookie ikr. I can relate. My bestfriend today, she left my side and block me. She was the great bestfriend ever. It was my fault for making her block me. I am going thru some depression right now.
I'll tell you what my mom used to tell me.. "No one is better than you!" You are just as amazing, if not more amazing in SOMETHING than the other person.
I had the same experience too. Except the fact that she has depression and she self harms. She doesn't see how much she matters to me and it's breaking me down until now. I feel so empty right now because I can never tell her that I'm sad or anything because I feel un-obligated to tell her because she had depression. I'm not sure if I have depression since these happen very often and right now... I feel empty. I feel nothing and I feel tired every day. :) I love her so much but she pains me. She once called me 'annoying' and 'childish' for the things I did but that was because I felt happy and free around her. Her words hurt me the most and every time I feel sad, the words she mentioned keeps repeating and now I feel like I can never be cared by her. I care for her the most and I know I love her the most. Her smile and everything lights me up and I wouldn't be who I am without her.
I wish I could read all of these comments and reply to them all and take the time to pray for every single one of you individually, but I can't so I'll send up one big prayer for all of you in pain or just needing a friend.
Please help all of these sad lost souls; take care of them and remind them that it's okay to be sad and in pain sometimes and that there are people who understand how it feels to be broken and lost like an old forgotten toy. But help them also to realize that it's all gonna be alright. It's okay. It might not feel okay now, but I promise it will be . . . It's all gonna be over soon, and it'll just get better from there. Help everyone to stay strong, and remember that I'll be praying for them.
(Btw I'm not trying to be offensive to anyone's beliefs so if I'm offending anyone please let me know and I will take the comment down)
This means a lot for us sad lost broken souls. Thank you.
Of course! I want everyone out there to know they are loved and cared about, even if by some random stranger on the internet
I'm an atheist, but I still appreciate you think about others ^^
Sugawara Koushi thank you. So very much. I feel the same as you for the others but I also needed that from you. A million thanks
Of course! I'm glad I was able to give you some encouragement