Okay, so update on the Ohtani thing... Apparently his locker was cleared out and he (2nd update) just went in for his Tommy John surgery. So... sadly for us, that's not happening. I can't lie, I'm pretty sad about this one. Really thought I'd be able to take my dad to our first baseball game together. *edit: his sighting in Japan was fake (or old) he is currently recovering in LA after his procedure
I know, trust me, I know how empty other people's atempts at cheering you up may seem, especially when it doesn't seem possible for them to know how you feel, but I really hope you know that a lot of us are behind you, and though we may not be able to do anything directly, we are cheering for you. You are always in our thoughts, and we hope that things keep moving in a positive direction. Also, don't feel the need to appologise for being inactive on here, even if many people have left the channel, a lot of us will always stand by you no matter how much time you need. Please remember to take care of yourself as well. Not just for your father, who needs you to be healthy, but for yourself, and your family. I don't want to seem condescending or anything like that, I just want you to remember that we are here for you. Sorry if my english isn't very good, it's not my first language
The last thing I think you owe any of us is an apology. Life came at you sideways and you did the right thing in caring for your dad. And you've got a 10-month old daughter, too! You're amazing! You're an amazing daughter and an amazing mother. Thank you for the update video and I'm glad to know your dad is doing better. Much love for you and your family.
💛thank you for this kindhearted comment. As with most hardships, there is an ebb and a flow. When things are bad, everything hurts and it's difficult to think straight. When things are good, you want to hold onto that feeling and hope that it stays. Right now, we are holding onto the good and comments like yours helps to preserve the positivity. Thank you again
@@reinascully Hey Reina, I first learned of your work through SourceFed, and you're the only ex-host I've followed literally since middle school. Your tenacity, energy, and kindness was something that encouraged me to keep going through those tough years, and for that I'll be eternally grateful. Please keep being amazing. Please keep your head up. You're an astounding mother, daughter, and content creator, and I'm sure I can speak for us all when I say you'll forever garner our respect, patience, and support. So never beat yourself up or hold yourself back. From what you've shared and what I've witnessed for over a decade, there's no room to question whether you're just a "good" person on screen. The strength you've exemplified through your consistent perseverance, benevolence, and altruism is simply astonishing. Keep on pressing, but take all the time you need to do what you gotta do for you and yours because we'll always be here cheering for you! ❤
You never have to apologize for taking time for you and your family. I’m so relieved of your dad’s good signs of recovery and so happy for little baby Airi. None of this exists without you, so for all your loyal subscribers like us, the best thing you can do is take great care of you mama. We’ll be here for you the way you’ve been there for us 💕
How do people actively unsubscribe even if a channel doesn't post for awhile? I swear I still have channels subscribed to that haven't posted in a decade. No need to apologize in the midst of such circumstances Also, prayers to you and your family going through a time such as this. Taking care of a loved one going through such a thing (and raising a newborn) is absolutely exhausting, mentally, physically and spiritually. Grace and support to you.
Well wishes for your new little family Reina. Sorry to hear about your father's struggles and you are such a kind daughter. I know your child will be as kind as you and very happy your husband is so supportive.
Tough News. I work as a caregiver at a Hospice Care Center & It was after being a caregiver for both of my parents that I discovered that it was a calling for me. It's Extremely Tough & I understand, to a degree what you're going through. Draw as much strength from your Husband & Child! UA-cam is youtube but Life Happens & it's really nice to see you back on the platform! Happy to hear about the trip you're taking your Father on! Safe Travels & Enjoy as much as possible!
Reina, I am glad that your Dad is responding well to treatment. You are doing so well in such a difficult time for your whole family. I hope your Dad can meet Ohtani either in Japan or LA.
My mother went through an hyper aggressive type of breast cancer, she under went aggressive and experimental treatment...it was rough. My wife and I just had our first child, I cannot imagine handling both a new baby and an ill parent all at once. Glad Mike is, as always such a big column of support, sets a good example for the rest of us. I hope everything works out.
I am so sorry your mother had to go through that... I am praying that she is well after such an ordeal. My dad is actually in a clinical trial for two types of chemo as well. I agree- though hopeful, it's rough. And congratulations on your first child, that's such beautiful news. Thank you for your comment and sharing your struggles with me. I wish you and your family nothing but the best 💛
Being the main caretaker is really hard. My mom and I took care of my grandparents when they were sick until they passed away. Please know that my heart goes out to you as you take care of your dad and your sweet baby. You are doing great and I’m cheering you on 💕
I’m so sorry! I was just about to post your video in my theater community group- it’s kind of crazy the kind of people that improvisers are connected with! My partner died of a brain tumor a year ago so I really wanted to help somebody who’s having a much better outcome than we did. I’m hoping that your dad eventually gets to meet him or at least has fun in Los Angeles. 🖖
Hey, just know that you are not alone. Last year my mother's breast cancer metastasized to her pleura, and like you, I was the one caring for her. She had to have pleuracentesis a few times and had other health complications over the year that made cancer treatment difficult. I'm glad your dad has had improvement, good luck to his and your health.
Been following you since Source Fed days, and girl, life happens. I was my ex finances caregiver during her battle with cancer, during COVID and words cannot describe the challenges, the ups and downs during treatments, to ppl stares..etc. No one can prepare for this type of situation until you in the middle of it. Take it day by day ma'am, and while it does seem impossible at times, make time for you, even if it's for 5 min. If you ever need to talk/vent (and this goes to anyone in the comments) I am here to lend a ear.
I remember you posted somewhere that you were going through hard times and ever since when I missed your videos I've offered up a prayer for you and your family. I'm glad things are getting easier for y'all. Love and blessings to you and yours.
Sorry to hear such news. We assumed your absence was health related in some way. Be well! We (me and the wife) have been here since SourceFed, and we will be here as long as your willing to share with us.
I am happy that your dad is responding to the treatment. My father was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in 2016. Which coincidentally was also the same year I had my first born. For the sake of you not having to google it, it is a blood cancer that attacks his bones. We were lucky they found it before it had gotten to stage 2, but he did end up having to have a stem cell replacement procedure which has reduced the cancer to almost zero. He still has to be on a pill that is a management dose of chemo because if he is off of it completely it starts to come back. I will say that when the cancer is under control the next hardest stage is watching your dad age so fast while on a management dose. The brain fog is real too so even though it gets really hard to not be upset when he forgets things or insists his memory is better than yours, try to be patient because that is not under his control. I hope your dad continues to improve and you keep enjoying your little one.
This is such a tough thing to deal with. I recently visited someone my father knew who had helped him when my grandfather experienced a brain aneurism. I nearly lost my own father when he has an aortic aneurism and thankfully he was working near a hospital that was extremely well equipped to deal with what he was going through. Fortunately a doctor in the emergency room at that time was able to intervene and keep things from becoming surgical. I don't know where I would be now without the intervention of this doctor. I have been following you since SourceFed. I continue to wish all the best to you and your family and hope that you continue to prosper despite whatever challenges come your way.
Glad to see you! I watched my grandmother get cancer and helped take care of her until she passed in 2001. Then losing my mom suddenly in 2015 I have an idea the struggle you are going through. I'm hoping the best you are doing an amazing job with difficult circumstances.❤
I am so sorry to hear this, my dad (also a non-smoker) was diagnosed with lung cancer in late 2019, early 2020, they tried chemo as well, unfortunately he got a bad bacterial infection during his first session, to the point of becoming delusional, so they weren't able to perform any more, and he died not too long after that, during the first few months of the lockdown. My sister & I drove from Chicago to Florida, and were able to be there with him & our mom at the end. I can't imagine trying to go thru anything like that while also having a baby to take care of as well, so it is completely understandable for everything else to become less important.
Hey listen, you're the type of youtuber that I don't expect to have content pumped out constantly. Especially after you had your precious baby! I always hoped we get new content but I just patiently waited because I know life is a thing. Your best content comes from your life and if it takes a while to make a video, then that's just what it is. I'm so happy you gave us an update! YT algo didn't even let me know you had a new video until today (3 days later), but I was so happy to see it! You give us some real sincere shit and that's what is really nice about your content. I'm a 30-something chinese/mexican female (soon to be married to my best friend of over a dozen years!), in California, and I just want to send you all my love! Your videos help give a lot of perspective that hopefully aids viewers in their own journeys. I feel similarly with my own fiancé/best friend in that there are many things that would have been so much more miserable without their support and compassion and steady nature. It is wonderful you can watch your relationship developed with your husband/daughter and use it to push forward in your own relationship with your dad. I had a rough time with my family growing up but it is through my fiancé that I can hopefully make meaningful connections where gaps are. The way you so succinctly plan and talk about through these videos is very well thought out and we can see the effort placed in it. Don't feel afraid to get into the nitty gritty. I think your viewers can handle real situations and by sharing, you can really help others not feel so alone about similar situations as well. There's a million ways we, as humans, go through things, and your drop in the perspective-bucket is nothing but help. Btw, loving your fuller face. You're looking amazing, confident, sexy, cute! Please continue to eat well! Food is so healing. Find comfort and connection in it, even during these hard times.
You DO NOT owe anyone an apology. I don't watch your channel much, but I know for a fact that this is totally out of your control. I send you my deepest sympathies for everything you've gone through, and the pain you're still going through. I hope you and your family are able to find some peace soon, so so SO sorry you're going through this. Cancer is... It's just awful. I know because I lost a dog to it, and it was one of the most painful experiences in my life. Wishing you well, and rooting for your father. 🖤
I know how you feel with all the cancer stuff with your Dad. And thank you for giving space to let me vent too. Back in 2019, the beginning of the year, my Dad found a lump on his neck. They did surgery to check, it turned out to be tonsil cancer that spread to the lymph nodes in his neck. He started chemo and radiation in February, for 7 weeks, lasted till the end of April. I destroyed my work schedule for him, waking up at 5am and driving him home because the treatment would knock him out. After his treatment was completely finished, he had some time before he had to return to work, he thanked me by taking me to see the ocean. We got home early May. I went to check on my mom for mother's day because she wasn't answering her phone. Come to find out, I was so busy helping my dad everyday, that my mom's health was so bad. (my parents were seperated at the time and I lived with my dad) I hadn't seen her in months and my sister and I had to call an ambulance because we found her unresponsive on the floor. Two weeks later in the hospital and she was gone. I didn't know she was so bad. It was such a shock. I miss her every single day. Luckily my Dad is in remission and I take care of him as best as I can. But 2019 was hands down the worst year of my life. So I know the feeling, the stress and fear of what you're going through Raina. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you for letting me share mine
Girl! You NEVER have to apologize! Family is ALWAYS first. So sorry this happened to your Dad and your family. I understand all this so much. My Mom has a rare. cancer of cutaneous t cell lyphoma and other health issues. My Pops had a massive heart attack and his heart is at 30 to 40% output. I have been helping for about 10 years now. I can't imagine having a little one to take care of in the midst. So glad you have your hubby also. It has been hard going through while single.
No apologies needed sweet Reina. Caregiving is one of the most difficult things a human will ever do. You’re doing a beautiful thing for your dad. Please make sure to take time for yourself to decompress. When my husband was his mother’s caregiver, that’s one thing he wished he did more of. Even if it was just for a couple hours. Something to make you feel juman again. I’m so glad that the treatments are seeming to work! I hope he enjoys the hell out of LA’s food! Can’t wait for him to try the best tacos!! All the good vibes and hugs to you and your fam 💕
I just recently found your video because my husband and I are going to be going to Japan at the end of next year and I really want to start learning the language and not be somewhat self-sufficient I guess. I just saw this video and I just want to give you my heartfelt condolences and hugs and prayers for you and your family. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this message but I just hope you know you’re not alone and I am very happy that you have such an amazing partner in your lifecan help you while you’re helping your father
I'm so sorry you've been going through so much. Sending so much love to you, your dad and your family in general. And I really hope your dad'll be able to at least meet Ohtani, even if he can't watch him play in LA
Hope your father got to see Otanhi. We were in Sapporo when he played for the Ham Fighters and the night we went to the game he was injured. I have been battling cancer for about 5 years my next surgery is in a couple weeks, and my attitude is it is what it is. Just enjoy life each day. All the best to your family. In the meantime I’ll be working on learning Japanese.
You don’t ever need to apologise for being gone. You’ve been going through so much lately, and you needed to make sure to take care of yourself and your family. ❤ Sending you all the love in the world!
I'm sorry you're going through so much and only hope your dad gets better! Sending thoughts and prayers. Please take all the time with your family that you need. I can understand this as I'm the only person for either of my parents. They're both divorced and not remarried and I'm the only child they have left. Please also don't forget about yourself and take care of your health. Stress is easy to ignore, which makes getting sick even easier.
dont apologise for taking time off to go help look after your dad and your family! we are all here sending you and you family lots of love and support during this hard time! we love and care for you hun
I'm so sorry about your dad, unfortunately lung cancer isn't just for smokers So much love for you and your family and I hope you all feel better soon and hope your dad gets better ❤❤❤❤❤
All the praises for your loving care of your father. I'm very sick and have 4 daughters and sadly none of then give me the time of day, so it is refreshing to hear there are still people like you. In terms of meeting his baseball hero there use to be a "Make A Wish" foundation. I don't know if they can help or direct you to a organization who could help, but you might want to look into it. You're a lovely soul with a lovely heart keep up the bless things you do for your father and family. Peace and love 🙂
So sorry about the stuggles you have been going through. I have been through a lot of heavy life impacting moments during and post Covid and get the being stetched thin. You are doing amazing and you are an amazing daughter and mother. Super happy about the uptick on your dad's treatment and really hope there is more great news to come.
I think I've seen your channel come and go on my top page/dashboard and just happened to click on this particular video. While I imagine it's only natural for your fans and followers to wonder what happened, I can't imagine anyone blaming you for suddenly and quietly going on hiatus from your channel given what happened. I hope your dad, you and your whole family are doing better and that he makes a full recovery. Best wishes to all of you.
You don’t have to apologize for anything. My dad also had lymphoma in 2015 (and also lost his battle). It’s terrifying to go through with caregiving. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve gone through and I’m sorry that you have to. I have a feeling that Airi will see this one day and realize how hard working her mom is
Having a baby is hard enough with the amount of work. It's hard work so I cannot imagine the added work and stress. I am so sorry about your dads diagnosis. I am glad he is fighting and you can do these wonderful things with him. Give him all the happy memories you can. My grandma had stage 4 cancer and didn't want to fight. I never got to take her on her dream trip because she didn't fight and was gone within 2 months. I have lots of regrets and sorrow over it. I hope your dad has an amazing trip and you find a way to at least get a meet and greet for your father. Best wishes Reina. 💖
Thank you for all your videos over the years. I first saw you on Source Fed and your language videos after motivated me to start learning Japanese again (studied when I was young). I lost my father a few years ago and have many regrets that I wasn't there for as much as I could have been so I very much understand the need to be there and do what you can. I very much hope you are able to find a way for your father to meet Ohtani even if he cannot watch him play in LA. Good fortune to you and your family.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. It gets easier to live day to day, but the ache doesn’t really get easier. I, to a degree, absolutely understand the regret after having lost my stepdad. I was a bit younger and it felt like I couldn’t do much, but I probably could have. It fills my heart to know that you saw me on SourceFed & found my language videos motivating. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful comment & for the incredibly generous superthanks ❤ you must truly be a lovely human being. I’m so lucky to have an audience like you.
My dad had a similar situation a couple years ago, an unexplained lung disease with no clear cause. He had a transplant and is doing great now but it was a rough time. Glad you are taking care of your dad and we totally understand!
I’m so sorry to hear about your family’s situation. I wish your dad a longer life than maybe expected and wonderful memories with him. I hope it will work out with the surprise! Good luck and immense strength for the coming time for you and your family! ❤️
Reina thank you so much for giving us an update. I just thought what happen to my girl and her beautiful baby. But then I saw this video and it broke my heart. My Mom a year ago found out she had breast cancer. When you think of my mom you think she can take on the world. But at the time with her going through chemo she look so weak i was scared. I didn't want to lose her but after the radiation. She slowly began to become herself. Now she is cancer free i am so thankful. So i know how scary it all is. But keep your head up and don't rush yourself. You will see who will stick around for you. You take care of your Dad and that sweet little baby. All my prayers and thoughts will be with you and your family. ^^
I became a caregiver for my dad for the last year of his life. He didn't have cancer, but a rare brain disease that has no known treatments or cure (It's called Progressive Supranuclear Palsy). I dropped a LOT of things to step up. I've said it's the hardest thing I've ever had the privilege to do. It takes a strain that many will never understand. Enjoy these precious moments and remember to find the time to smile. It will mean more than you know. Much love to you and your family!
All the best to you and your dad. Stay strong! I still remember my parents struggeling when my grandfather was diagnosed with cancer. I was too young to help then, but now I can in small ways.
Thank you so kindly for the superthanks and for your comment ❤ cancer is always so tough, on everyone around the individual, too. I’m sure your family is deeply appreciative of your help and that it’s much bigger than you think.
I would assume the people that unsubbed will either 1) come back when they realize you're posting again or 2) won't matter in the long run. I'm not super experienced with youtube but it always seems like a marathon and not a sprint. You will bounce back in no time and you won't regret the time you spent with your dad and stuff! I'm sorry you've been going through such a hard time. Life has it's up and down's but I try to remind myself that the good and bad come and go. Cherish the good and try to just hang on and ride the waves when things get turbulent!
You've got no reason to apologize. Life happens and sometimes you need to buckle down and focus on what's most important. My sister passed 10 yrs ago from the same thing. Never smoked, nobody around us smokes. She was pretty active. All similar things to your dad. However, cancer treatment has come a long, long way in 10 years. And I'm so glad to hear he's doing better! Hoping that he gets to meet Ohtani somehow. Praying for your dad and wishing you all the best. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
I'm so happy that your dad is doing well 🙏 i know how tough it is being a caregiver taking care of mom when she was battling stage 4 cancer as well. I never regretted taking a pause in my career to take care of her until her last dying days. Takes a lot of effort both mentally and physically. And I know I forgot a lot about taking care of myself during those tough times so I hope you are taking care of yourself. Wishing you best wishes to you and your family.
You are amazing and I have even more respect for you! I have been in your shoes and still am so I know how you feel! You got this beautiful lady! Don’t worry about anyone but your family and you! Prayers sent to you and your family!
Sorry to hear about your dad. I went through all that with my parents and then my in-laws. I know how hard it is. Focus on your own health and spirituality while dealing with the bad. Sounds like your husband is a good anchor so you don't drift off into the darkness that looms near by when we go trough trauma like this. You can call the ball club and they can help sometimes with a meet and greet.
That is an awesome request. If I knew anyone that could facilitate it, I would help. I lost my brother in 09 to an unknown type of cancer. The last few months of his life was very hard on my family as we took care of him. I'm glad your situation with your dad is improving. Best of luck with your request.
Hey Reina, I took care of my mom during the last 8 months of her life due to liver cirrhosis from diabetes. My life is barely getting back on track and she passed away last September. Life things like this take time to fully recover from not only the person who was sick, but you as the caretaker need that time to fully recover from this emotional time. I'm so so glad your dad is on the road to recovery it seems, you guys will be okay, heal together and grow closer ❤️
I lost my dad to cancer back in April, he was very sick but his treatments were going well, so it was still an absolute shock and punch in the heart when I found him that morning. I know what it’s like to go through what you are, I wish all the health in the world ❤️ I hope Ohtani is back for the game! He’s a living legend!
I am so so so sorry for your loss… it must’ve been so painful, and still must be. I wish I could offer any words of comfort for you. Thank you for taking the time to comment and share something so personal. My thoughts are with you and your family ❤
In no way should you apologize, family comes first and your supporters will understand and care about you. Deepest well wishes for your father's continued recovery. I don't know what kind of relationship you have with Phil, but I'd start there. He's already plugged in to the community and may well know who to reach out to with the Angels organization. Best of luck!!!
No apologies needed. Enjoy your time with your dad and your family. That's all that's important right now. Love your content and thank you for keeping us entertained.
Reina, I'm so sorry to hear that. As someone fighting cancer myself, I know exactly how hard it is, and I definitely see the toll its taking on my parents as caregivers. I just wanted to say thank you though because I've actually been watching a lot of your older videos while at the hospital/chemo. We are hoping to be able to visit Japan in the future, its at the top of my bucket list. Wishing the best to your family and your dad! 💕
you do not owe us any kind of apology in any way at all. i lost my grandad to cancer when i was only about 2 or 3 and i wish i had more time with him - my mom always likes to say i was the reason he held out for so long, as he and my granny kept me (and my older sisters) during the day while my parents were at work. hearing her tell me how happy he always was to see me every morning warms my heart and i wish i was old enough to remember it. thankfully there are a few pictures, including one i keep with my planner/hobonichi so i know exactly where it is at all times. it's one of the most precious, irreplaceable things i own. i also recently almost lost one of my sisters and her youngest baby. everything is fine now and they were both out of the hospital pretty quickly, especially considering baby is a preemie, but the day everything happened was so scary. i know your dad probably feels/felt the worst physically, but i'm sure you have also been going through it. i'm rooting for your dad (and you) and i hope this nightmare has a happy ending. it's unfortunate that you aren't able to spend as much time with airi right now but i am sure she will understand in the future. and i'm sure your dad's grateful for everything you do for him. please, please, PLEASE take the time you need with your family and for yourself!!
please don't apologize for being gone - and if you want to keep doing UA-cam, I'm sure you'll be able to build things back up - but life and family come first, of course. much love to you and your family, and good health to your father. 💖 (also, I've always found it very odd that people leave a creator just because they don't post for a while, half the time I just forget that I'm subscribed until the person comes back - seems so strange to be like "you're not going to post huh? I'm leaving! 😡" just wait for them to come back... 🙄)
My mom passed from cancer when I was in my 30's. I'm sorry. I agree with you prioritizing your choice to spend time with him. I wish I'd spent more time with my mom.
Please do not be sorry for taking time for some of the hardest and most monumental experiences we as people could endure. I know, there are people online who are vicious and not just trolls but heartfelt assholes who will indeed be upset with you but and I say this with respect for you and love for for you and even those mean people but... FUCK EM. You've been through too much to spend an ounce of concern about them. You are taking care of what truly matters in life and anyone who has a problem with that can pound sand. EDIT: I am angry in part cause my dad barely caught his cancer in time to excise it but my aunt couldn't and passed last year and I can only imagine if I were in your shoes I dunno what I'd do. Glad your dad is doing better too!
As someone whose Father got diagnosed with lung and Live cancer you have my pure empathy Reina, I really hope both our Dads pull through and I wish the best for you and your family.
My grandad passed away in late July, not from cancer but it was so quick- 6 weeks since his visit to hospital, he passed. About a month after my grandad passed, my elderly neighbour who is one of the nicest people I've met got diagnosed with lung cancer but every time they did a scan it spread extremely fast, he did a few rounds of radiation for pain relief and got sent to palliative care but is coming home with help from his grandson and my mum + community nurses. I'm emotionally drained and I'm not in my mum's shoes who is caring for me & my neighbour after the emotional burnout she experienced with my grandad. Life can get really rough randomly, I'm sending you & you family all my love.
I'm so sorry you and your family have been going through this. All the best to your dad❤May he recover and regain his health. I really hope you can make his dream come true, it's sweet of you to try! You are a strong and kind hearted soul. I pray things will get better for you!!
I was a full-time caregiver to my grandma, she had the double whammy of breast cancer (which metastasized to her lungs) AND dementia. The last month leading to her death in January 2019 was excruciating in a lot of ways: lack of sleep on both me and her, and her being in and out of lucidity, her body functions going haywire, etc. At the point when she passed, it became more of a relief than extreme sadness. The hardest thing in watching a cancer patient with dementia is the fact you can literally see the "lights go off" day by day as her body simply starts to "forget" to function. Not even the "autopilot" in knowing how to instinctively BREATHE shuts off. It just happens that way that at the end of it, the need to decompress and just flat-out not do anything after helping taking care of the funeral, etc. was a relief. She was finally able to rest, and so did I for a few short months. I am now also my mom's full-time caregiver because she nearly lost the ability to walk due to RA - think about the late Christopher Lee's hands and how they don't look well - and instead of hands, it's on my mom's legs. This is due - in part - from a car accident she suffered through in the late 1980's, and old age is catching up to VERY old injuries. PS. You do what you gotta do. No appologies needed, but thanks for the head's up. Take care of yourself and sending out good vibes in your times of stress.
I have not left. I’ve been patiently waiting for your return and I follow you on Instagram. I thought life got you busy, but I didn’t want to assume anything and just supported you on Instagram till your UA-cam return. Im glad to hear that your dad is doing somewhat better. I hope he enjoys his vacation in LA with you. Dads are very special. I love my dad and im scared of losing him in any possible way death comes. So I hope i can keep my dad many many years. My love goes out to you and your family during this time. 💜
Echo-ing off of so many other fans, you have absolutely nothing to apologize for, Reina! I'm so sorry for the immense emotional, physical, financial, etc burden that has come with being such an amazing daughter. I'm so excited that he is doing better!!! I wish I had some connection but I unfortunately don't, finger crossed someone will though!!! Sending you lots and lots of love! Mike is fantastic and Airi is absolutely precious. We'll always be here to support you all ❤
so sorry to hear you'll never forget the people you hold close. Hope things can get back to some since for you and your family. Thoughts and wishes sent.
Back around 2007, my dad was first diagnosed with colon cancer. Since then, it’s basically been a revolving door of cancer diagnosis: get treatment, go into remission… then get diagnosed with a new cancer - get treatment, go into remission… And so on. At this point, cancer is just a chronic disease. Lately, he’s been dealing with cancerous cells in his lungs, brain and bones (hip, collarbone, spine). My dad is the strongest person I know and it hurts to see him struggle, to continually be dealt these shitty hands. I’m almost 38 and my husband and I are about to start fertility treatments. I’m an only child and I fear my dad will not be able to meet his grandbaby. Reina, stay strong. I send my best wishes to you and your dad and the rest of your family.
I know exactly what you're going through. I'm taking care of my mother, who has been diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma as an only child, small business owner, and losing my dad last year. I know the struggle both mentally and physically exhausted, so yeah no need to apologize
So very sorry for all the hardship you've had to face recently. Ive lost multiple family members to Cancer now. You're an amazing pillar of strength for your family and I want to send You, your little one, Mike, and your entire family love and good thoughts. I hope you all get a break soon.
I lost my grandma to cancer just a year ago, (she was the main caretaker from when my mom died in a car accident when I was 14yo) and I am finally feeling the need to go to vent about it. I hope to feel happier more often as I once did. I feel for you and for all whom suffer from losing loved ones.
Hearing your Dad is responding to treatment made me smile . Hopefully i hear more soon fingers crossed. This has been best news iv heard today and thank you for sharing .
My wife was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia almost 2 years ago. She ended up disabled, bed-bound, had her stomach cut open, and almost died. I used to have to wipe her.. or transfer her to the bedside toilet, I rehabbed her myself. I did all of it on my own (besides doctors and nurses) while running a business, I pulled probably more all-nighters then I can count. Most nights were 3 hours of sleep. I did this for around 8 months. Its incredibly tough, but you can get through it. It feels like it happened so long ago now, or it was some alternate reality. My wife has been in remission for most of that time now, and is 80% recovered, she will never be able to drive or work again due to eye-sight issues (hypoxia), but, she's still living her best life. Best of luck! I'm rooting for you!
Okay, so update on the Ohtani thing... Apparently his locker was cleared out and he (2nd update) just went in for his Tommy John surgery. So... sadly for us, that's not happening. I can't lie, I'm pretty sad about this one. Really thought I'd be able to take my dad to our first baseball game together.
*edit: his sighting in Japan was fake (or old) he is currently recovering in LA after his procedure
Nuuuuu. Try to air tackle him in Japan
Maybe someone in Japan knows him and can arrange an impromptu game for your dad?
I know, trust me, I know how empty other people's atempts at cheering you up may seem, especially when it doesn't seem possible for them to know how you feel, but I really hope you know that a lot of us are behind you, and though we may not be able to do anything directly, we are cheering for you. You are always in our thoughts, and we hope that things keep moving in a positive direction.
Also, don't feel the need to appologise for being inactive on here, even if many people have left the channel, a lot of us will always stand by you no matter how much time you need.
Please remember to take care of yourself as well. Not just for your father, who needs you to be healthy, but for yourself, and your family.
I don't want to seem condescending or anything like that, I just want you to remember that we are here for you.
Sorry if my english isn't very good, it's not my first language
@@もちの花 Your English is very good and your sentiments are heart felt
Fuuck, maybe your dad could still meet him?get an Autographed ball possibly
The last thing I think you owe any of us is an apology. Life came at you sideways and you did the right thing in caring for your dad. And you've got a 10-month old daughter, too! You're amazing! You're an amazing daughter and an amazing mother. Thank you for the update video and I'm glad to know your dad is doing better. Much love for you and your family.
💛thank you for this kindhearted comment. As with most hardships, there is an ebb and a flow. When things are bad, everything hurts and it's difficult to think straight. When things are good, you want to hold onto that feeling and hope that it stays. Right now, we are holding onto the good and comments like yours helps to preserve the positivity. Thank you again
Please come back to us! We’ll be waiting for you!
@@reinascully Hey Reina, I first learned of your work through SourceFed, and you're the only ex-host I've followed literally since middle school. Your tenacity, energy, and kindness was something that encouraged me to keep going through those tough years, and for that I'll be eternally grateful. Please keep being amazing. Please keep your head up. You're an astounding mother, daughter, and content creator, and I'm sure I can speak for us all when I say you'll forever garner our respect, patience, and support. So never beat yourself up or hold yourself back. From what you've shared and what I've witnessed for over a decade, there's no room to question whether you're just a "good" person on screen. The strength you've exemplified through your consistent perseverance, benevolence, and altruism is simply astonishing. Keep on pressing, but take all the time you need to do what you gotta do for you and yours because we'll always be here cheering for you! ❤
this x100000
You never have to apologize for taking time for you and your family. I’m so relieved of your dad’s good signs of recovery and so happy for little baby Airi. None of this exists without you, so for all your loyal subscribers like us, the best thing you can do is take great care of you mama. We’ll be here for you the way you’ve been there for us 💕
Thank you so much for the thoughtful & reassuring comment, it was very sweet of you 💛
Thanks for everything over the years. Wishing you, your family and your dad all the best!
How does one send money this way?
@@Travelbug50 press the heart button and it should give you the option.
Thank you so kindly 💛 it means so much. Not only to me, but also my family
How do people actively unsubscribe even if a channel doesn't post for awhile? I swear I still have channels subscribed to that haven't posted in a decade. No need to apologize in the midst of such circumstances
Also, prayers to you and your family going through a time such as this. Taking care of a loved one going through such a thing (and raising a newborn) is absolutely exhausting, mentally, physically and spiritually. Grace and support to you.
the bot accounts get deleted and new bots arent being subbed because of the inactivity
Sometimes I unsubscribe if the channel hasn't posted in years to declutter my subscription list
It's funny because there are UA-camrs that have tens of millions of subscribers, but they only have 100,000 views on their videos.
No apologies needed at all! We're so happy to hear that things are improving enough to take this trip, so much love to all of you ❤️❤️❤️
Well wishes for your new little family Reina. Sorry to hear about your father's struggles and you are such a kind daughter. I know your child will be as kind as you and very happy your husband is so supportive.
I hope this helps cover at least a tiny bit of your costs while you're having a difficult time. All the love ❤
Tough News.
I work as a caregiver at a Hospice Care Center & It was after being a caregiver for both of my parents that I discovered that it was a calling for me.
It's Extremely Tough & I understand, to a degree what you're going through.
Draw as much strength from your Husband & Child!
UA-cam is youtube but Life Happens & it's really nice to see you back on the platform!
Happy to hear about the trip you're taking your Father on!
Safe Travels & Enjoy as much as possible!
It isn't much, but take this as a thanks for being a good human, a great mother, and a great daughter to your father. Ganbare Reina! 👑
This is so kind of you. Thank you so much ❤ for both the lovely comment & for the super thanks
Reina, I am glad that your Dad is responding well to treatment. You are doing so well in such a difficult time for your whole family. I hope your Dad can meet Ohtani either in Japan or LA.
I hope he can meet Ohtani one day, too. Thank you so much for the superthanks and for the incredibly kind & supportive comment. ❤ it means a lot
Much love to you!!!
My mother went through an hyper aggressive type of breast cancer, she under went aggressive and experimental treatment...it was rough. My wife and I just had our first child, I cannot imagine handling both a new baby and an ill parent all at once. Glad Mike is, as always such a big column of support, sets a good example for the rest of us. I hope everything works out.
I am so sorry your mother had to go through that... I am praying that she is well after such an ordeal. My dad is actually in a clinical trial for two types of chemo as well. I agree- though hopeful, it's rough. And congratulations on your first child, that's such beautiful news. Thank you for your comment and sharing your struggles with me. I wish you and your family nothing but the best 💛
My condolences.
thank you kindly
That was more grave than I had intended, my apologies. @@reinascully
@@miaththered condolences are offered during hard times, no worries
Being the main caretaker is really hard. My mom and I took care of my grandparents when they were sick until they passed away. Please know that my heart goes out to you as you take care of your dad and your sweet baby. You are doing great and I’m cheering you on 💕
I’m so sorry! I was just about to post your video in my theater community group- it’s kind of crazy the kind of people that improvisers are connected with!
My partner died of a brain tumor a year ago so I really wanted to help somebody who’s having a much better outcome than we did. I’m hoping that your dad eventually gets to meet him or at least has fun in Los Angeles. 🖖
Hey, just know that you are not alone. Last year my mother's breast cancer metastasized to her pleura, and like you, I was the one caring for her. She had to have pleuracentesis a few times and had other health complications over the year that made cancer treatment difficult. I'm glad your dad has had improvement, good luck to his and your health.
Been following you since Source Fed days, and girl, life happens. I was my ex finances caregiver during her battle with cancer, during COVID and words cannot describe the challenges, the ups and downs during treatments, to ppl stares..etc. No one can prepare for this type of situation until you in the middle of it. Take it day by day ma'am, and while it does seem impossible at times, make time for you, even if it's for 5 min. If you ever need to talk/vent (and this goes to anyone in the comments) I am here to lend a ear.
Sending support and love to yall ❤
I remember you posted somewhere that you were going through hard times and ever since when I missed your videos I've offered up a prayer for you and your family. I'm glad things are getting easier for y'all. Love and blessings to you and yours.
Sorry to hear such news. We assumed your absence was health related in some way. Be well! We (me and the wife) have been here since SourceFed, and we will be here as long as your willing to share with us.
I am happy that your dad is responding to the treatment. My father was diagnosed with multiple myeloma in 2016. Which coincidentally was also the same year I had my first born. For the sake of you not having to google it, it is a blood cancer that attacks his bones. We were lucky they found it before it had gotten to stage 2, but he did end up having to have a stem cell replacement procedure which has reduced the cancer to almost zero. He still has to be on a pill that is a management dose of chemo because if he is off of it completely it starts to come back. I will say that when the cancer is under control the next hardest stage is watching your dad age so fast while on a management dose. The brain fog is real too so even though it gets really hard to not be upset when he forgets things or insists his memory is better than yours, try to be patient because that is not under his control. I hope your dad continues to improve and you keep enjoying your little one.
This is such a tough thing to deal with. I recently visited someone my father knew who had helped him when my grandfather experienced a brain aneurism. I nearly lost my own father when he has an aortic aneurism and thankfully he was working near a hospital that was extremely well equipped to deal with what he was going through. Fortunately a doctor in the emergency room at that time was able to intervene and keep things from becoming surgical. I don't know where I would be now without the intervention of this doctor. I have been following you since SourceFed. I continue to wish all the best to you and your family and hope that you continue to prosper despite whatever challenges come your way.
Glad to see you! I watched my grandmother get cancer and helped take care of her until she passed in 2001. Then losing my mom suddenly in 2015 I have an idea the struggle you are going through. I'm hoping the best you are doing an amazing job with difficult circumstances.❤
I am so sorry to hear this, my dad (also a non-smoker) was diagnosed with lung cancer in late 2019, early 2020, they tried chemo as well, unfortunately he got a bad bacterial infection during his first session, to the point of becoming delusional, so they weren't able to perform any more, and he died not too long after that, during the first few months of the lockdown. My sister & I drove from Chicago to Florida, and were able to be there with him & our mom at the end. I can't imagine trying to go thru anything like that while also having a baby to take care of as well, so it is completely understandable for everything else to become less important.
Im so sorry about your Dad. My Dad also had cancer and fought it for years. It's hard when your parent is so young
Hey listen, you're the type of youtuber that I don't expect to have content pumped out constantly. Especially after you had your precious baby! I always hoped we get new content but I just patiently waited because I know life is a thing. Your best content comes from your life and if it takes a while to make a video, then that's just what it is. I'm so happy you gave us an update! YT algo didn't even let me know you had a new video until today (3 days later), but I was so happy to see it! You give us some real sincere shit and that's what is really nice about your content.
I'm a 30-something chinese/mexican female (soon to be married to my best friend of over a dozen years!), in California, and I just want to send you all my love! Your videos help give a lot of perspective that hopefully aids viewers in their own journeys. I feel similarly with my own fiancé/best friend in that there are many things that would have been so much more miserable without their support and compassion and steady nature. It is wonderful you can watch your relationship developed with your husband/daughter and use it to push forward in your own relationship with your dad. I had a rough time with my family growing up but it is through my fiancé that I can hopefully make meaningful connections where gaps are.
The way you so succinctly plan and talk about through these videos is very well thought out and we can see the effort placed in it. Don't feel afraid to get into the nitty gritty. I think your viewers can handle real situations and by sharing, you can really help others not feel so alone about similar situations as well. There's a million ways we, as humans, go through things, and your drop in the perspective-bucket is nothing but help.
Btw, loving your fuller face. You're looking amazing, confident, sexy, cute! Please continue to eat well! Food is so healing. Find comfort and connection in it, even during these hard times.
You DO NOT owe anyone an apology. I don't watch your channel much, but I know for a fact that this is totally out of your control. I send you my deepest sympathies for everything you've gone through, and the pain you're still going through.
I hope you and your family are able to find some peace soon, so so SO sorry you're going through this. Cancer is... It's just awful. I know because I lost a dog to it, and it was one of the most painful experiences in my life.
Wishing you well, and rooting for your father. 🖤
We will always be here, take all the time you need 😢
Sending positive energy for you and your family ❤
I know how you feel with all the cancer stuff with your Dad. And thank you for giving space to let me vent too.
Back in 2019, the beginning of the year, my Dad found a lump on his neck. They did surgery to check, it turned out to be tonsil cancer that spread to the lymph nodes in his neck.
He started chemo and radiation in February, for 7 weeks, lasted till the end of April. I destroyed my work schedule for him, waking up at 5am and driving him home because the treatment would knock him out. After his treatment was completely finished, he had some time before he had to return to work, he thanked me by taking me to see the ocean. We got home early May. I went to check on my mom for mother's day because she wasn't answering her phone. Come to find out, I was so busy helping my dad everyday, that my mom's health was so bad. (my parents were seperated at the time and I lived with my dad) I hadn't seen her in months and my sister and I had to call an ambulance because we found her unresponsive on the floor. Two weeks later in the hospital and she was gone. I didn't know she was so bad. It was such a shock. I miss her every single day. Luckily my Dad is in remission and I take care of him as best as I can. But 2019 was hands down the worst year of my life.
So I know the feeling, the stress and fear of what you're going through Raina. Thank you for sharing your story and thank you for letting me share mine
Girl! You NEVER have to apologize! Family is ALWAYS first. So sorry this happened to your Dad and your family. I understand all this so much. My Mom has a rare. cancer of cutaneous t cell lyphoma and other health issues. My Pops had a massive heart attack and his heart is at 30 to 40% output. I have been helping for about 10 years now. I can't imagine having a little one to take care of in the midst. So glad you have your hubby also. It has been hard going through while single.
No apologies needed sweet Reina. Caregiving is one of the most difficult things a human will ever do. You’re doing a beautiful thing for your dad. Please make sure to take time for yourself to decompress. When my husband was his mother’s caregiver, that’s one thing he wished he did more of. Even if it was just for a couple hours. Something to make you feel juman again.
I’m so glad that the treatments are seeming to work! I hope he enjoys the hell out of LA’s food! Can’t wait for him to try the best tacos!! All the good vibes and hugs to you and your fam 💕
I just recently found your video because my husband and I are going to be going to Japan at the end of next year and I really want to start learning the language and not be somewhat self-sufficient I guess. I just saw this video and I just want to give you my heartfelt condolences and hugs and prayers for you and your family. I don’t know if you’ll ever see this message but I just hope you know you’re not alone and I am very happy that you have such an amazing partner in your lifecan help you while you’re helping your father
I'm so sorry you've been going through so much. Sending so much love to you, your dad and your family in general. And I really hope your dad'll be able to at least meet Ohtani, even if he can't watch him play in LA
Hope your father got to see Otanhi. We were in Sapporo when he played for the Ham Fighters and the night we went to the game he was injured. I have been battling cancer for about 5 years my next surgery is in a couple weeks, and my attitude is it is what it is. Just enjoy life each day. All the best to your family. In the meantime I’ll be working on learning Japanese.
You don’t ever need to apologise for being gone. You’ve been going through so much lately, and you needed to make sure to take care of yourself and your family. ❤ Sending you all the love in the world!
I'm sorry you're going through so much and only hope your dad gets better! Sending thoughts and prayers. Please take all the time with your family that you need. I can understand this as I'm the only person for either of my parents. They're both divorced and not remarried and I'm the only child they have left.
Please also don't forget about yourself and take care of your health. Stress is easy to ignore, which makes getting sick even easier.
dont apologise for taking time off to go help look after your dad and your family! we are all here sending you and you family lots of love and support during this hard time! we love and care for you hun
That is really scary, I lost my mother & father to cancer, hopefully your dad heals quickly, strength & resilience to all of your loved ones & you.
I'm so sorry about your dad, unfortunately lung cancer isn't just for smokers
So much love for you and your family and I hope you all feel better soon and hope your dad gets better ❤❤❤❤❤
All the praises for your loving care of your father. I'm very sick and have 4 daughters and sadly none of then give me the time of day, so it is refreshing to hear there are still people like you.
In terms of meeting his baseball hero there use to be a "Make A Wish" foundation. I don't know if they can help or direct you to a organization who could help, but you might want to look into it.
You're a lovely soul with a lovely heart keep up the bless things you do for your father and family.
Peace and love 🙂
That’s so awesome your dad’s treatment is working, I hope your dad can meet Ohtani somehow
So sorry about the stuggles you have been going through. I have been through a lot of heavy life impacting moments during and post Covid and get the being stetched thin. You are doing amazing and you are an amazing daughter and mother. Super happy about the uptick on your dad's treatment and really hope there is more great news to come.
I think I've seen your channel come and go on my top page/dashboard and just happened to click on this particular video. While I imagine it's only natural for your fans and followers to wonder what happened, I can't imagine anyone blaming you for suddenly and quietly going on hiatus from your channel given what happened. I hope your dad, you and your whole family are doing better and that he makes a full recovery. Best wishes to all of you.
You don’t have to apologize for anything. My dad also had lymphoma in 2015 (and also lost his battle). It’s terrifying to go through with caregiving. I can’t begin to imagine what you’ve gone through and I’m sorry that you have to. I have a feeling that Airi will see this one day and realize how hard working her mom is
Having a baby is hard enough with the amount of work. It's hard work so I cannot imagine the added work and stress. I am so sorry about your dads diagnosis. I am glad he is fighting and you can do these wonderful things with him. Give him all the happy memories you can.
My grandma had stage 4 cancer and didn't want to fight. I never got to take her on her dream trip because she didn't fight and was gone within 2 months. I have lots of regrets and sorrow over it.
I hope your dad has an amazing trip and you find a way to at least get a meet and greet for your father. Best wishes Reina. 💖
Thank you for all your videos over the years. I first saw you on Source Fed and your language videos after motivated me to start learning Japanese again (studied when I was young). I lost my father a few years ago and have many regrets that I wasn't there for as much as I could have been so I very much understand the need to be there and do what you can. I very much hope you are able to find a way for your father to meet Ohtani even if he cannot watch him play in LA. Good fortune to you and your family.
I am so deeply sorry for your loss. It gets easier to live day to day, but the ache doesn’t really get easier. I, to a degree, absolutely understand the regret after having lost my stepdad. I was a bit younger and it felt like I couldn’t do much, but I probably could have. It fills my heart to know that you saw me on SourceFed & found my language videos motivating. Thank you so much for taking the time to write such a thoughtful comment & for the incredibly generous superthanks ❤ you must truly be a lovely human being. I’m so lucky to have an audience like you.
My dad had a similar situation a couple years ago, an unexplained lung disease with no clear cause. He had a transplant and is doing great now but it was a rough time. Glad you are taking care of your dad and we totally understand!
I’m so sorry to hear about your family’s situation. I wish your dad a longer life than maybe expected and wonderful memories with him. I hope it will work out with the surprise! Good luck and immense strength for the coming time for you and your family! ❤️
Reina thank you so much for giving us an update. I just thought what happen to my girl and her beautiful baby. But then I saw this video and it broke my heart. My Mom a year ago found out she had breast cancer. When you think of my mom you think she can take on the world. But at the time with her going through chemo she look so weak i was scared. I didn't want to lose her but after the radiation. She slowly began to become herself. Now she is cancer free i am so thankful. So i know how scary it all is. But keep your head up and don't rush yourself. You will see who will stick around for you. You take care of your Dad and that sweet little baby. All my prayers and thoughts will be with you and your family. ^^
I became a caregiver for my dad for the last year of his life. He didn't have cancer, but a rare brain disease that has no known treatments or cure (It's called Progressive Supranuclear Palsy). I dropped a LOT of things to step up. I've said it's the hardest thing I've ever had the privilege to do. It takes a strain that many will never understand. Enjoy these precious moments and remember to find the time to smile. It will mean more than you know. Much love to you and your family!
All the best to you and your dad. Stay strong! I still remember my parents struggeling when my grandfather was diagnosed with cancer. I was too young to help then, but now I can in small ways.
Thank you so kindly for the superthanks and for your comment ❤ cancer is always so tough, on everyone around the individual, too. I’m sure your family is deeply appreciative of your help and that it’s much bigger than you think.
Hey! Glad to see your face! God bless you and your family, especially your father! Good luck with y'alls trip!😊
I would assume the people that unsubbed will either 1) come back when they realize you're posting again or 2) won't matter in the long run. I'm not super experienced with youtube but it always seems like a marathon and not a sprint. You will bounce back in no time and you won't regret the time you spent with your dad and stuff! I'm sorry you've been going through such a hard time. Life has it's up and down's but I try to remind myself that the good and bad come and go. Cherish the good and try to just hang on and ride the waves when things get turbulent!
Im happy that your dad is doing much better. Cant wait to see your dads face when you take him to an angles game.
You've got no reason to apologize. Life happens and sometimes you need to buckle down and focus on what's most important. My sister passed 10 yrs ago from the same thing. Never smoked, nobody around us smokes. She was pretty active. All similar things to your dad. However, cancer treatment has come a long, long way in 10 years. And I'm so glad to hear he's doing better! Hoping that he gets to meet Ohtani somehow. Praying for your dad and wishing you all the best. ❤❤❤🙏🙏🙏
I'm so happy that your dad is doing well 🙏 i know how tough it is being a caregiver taking care of mom when she was battling stage 4 cancer as well. I never regretted taking a pause in my career to take care of her until her last dying days. Takes a lot of effort both mentally and physically. And I know I forgot a lot about taking care of myself during those tough times so I hope you are taking care of yourself. Wishing you best wishes to you and your family.
You are amazing and I have even more respect for you! I have been in your shoes and still am so I know how you feel! You got this beautiful lady! Don’t worry about anyone but your family and you! Prayers sent to you and your family!
Sorry to hear about your dad. I went through all that with my parents and then my in-laws. I know how hard it is. Focus on your own health and spirituality while dealing with the bad. Sounds like your husband is a good anchor so you don't drift off into the darkness that looms near by when we go trough trauma like this. You can call the ball club and they can help sometimes with a meet and greet.
I’m so sorry you and your family are going through this difficult time. Sending you much love and healing ❤
That is an awesome request. If I knew anyone that could facilitate it, I would help.
I lost my brother in 09 to an unknown type of cancer. The last few months of his life was very hard on my family as we took care of him. I'm glad your situation with your dad is improving.
Best of luck with your request.
Thank you for the update. I'm sorry that was why you were gone. Fingers crossed the improvements continue!!
Hey Reina, I took care of my mom during the last 8 months of her life due to liver cirrhosis from diabetes. My life is barely getting back on track and she passed away last September. Life things like this take time to fully recover from not only the person who was sick, but you as the caretaker need that time to fully recover from this emotional time. I'm so so glad your dad is on the road to recovery it seems, you guys will be okay, heal together and grow closer ❤️
I lost my dad in 2006 to Lung Cancer. Never have been the same since. Keep going strong and giving cancer the fight it deserves,
Damn buddy sorry you had it so rough. Proud of you for sticking it out and I hope whatever comes next goes as good as it can.
I am so sorry to hear about your Dad. 100% take time out, spend time with family.
I lost my dad to cancer back in April, he was very sick but his treatments were going well, so it was still an absolute shock and punch in the heart when I found him that morning. I know what it’s like to go through what you are, I wish all the health in the world ❤️ I hope Ohtani is back for the game! He’s a living legend!
I am so so so sorry for your loss… it must’ve been so painful, and still must be. I wish I could offer any words of comfort for you. Thank you for taking the time to comment and share something so personal. My thoughts are with you and your family ❤
In no way should you apologize, family comes first and your supporters will understand and care about you. Deepest well wishes for your father's continued recovery.
I don't know what kind of relationship you have with Phil, but I'd start there. He's already plugged in to the community and may well know who to reach out to with the Angels organization. Best of luck!!!
No apologies needed. Enjoy your time with your dad and your family. That's all that's important right now. Love your content and thank you for keeping us entertained.
This is honestly so much money… thank you so so much for the extremely generous superthanks and the kind comment ❤ it means a lot to me. Thank you
Sending you warmest prayers for your father’s good health. I wish and pray for his speedy recovery and good health 🙏🏼
No apologies needed. I hope your father is doing good. I'm a fan from my boyfriends subscription and now I've subscribed. Love all your content!!!!!
Reina, I'm so sorry to hear that. As someone fighting cancer myself, I know exactly how hard it is, and I definitely see the toll its taking on my parents as caregivers. I just wanted to say thank you though because I've actually been watching a lot of your older videos while at the hospital/chemo. We are hoping to be able to visit Japan in the future, its at the top of my bucket list. Wishing the best to your family and your dad! 💕
you do not owe us any kind of apology in any way at all. i lost my grandad to cancer when i was only about 2 or 3 and i wish i had more time with him - my mom always likes to say i was the reason he held out for so long, as he and my granny kept me (and my older sisters) during the day while my parents were at work. hearing her tell me how happy he always was to see me every morning warms my heart and i wish i was old enough to remember it. thankfully there are a few pictures, including one i keep with my planner/hobonichi so i know exactly where it is at all times. it's one of the most precious, irreplaceable things i own. i also recently almost lost one of my sisters and her youngest baby. everything is fine now and they were both out of the hospital pretty quickly, especially considering baby is a preemie, but the day everything happened was so scary. i know your dad probably feels/felt the worst physically, but i'm sure you have also been going through it. i'm rooting for your dad (and you) and i hope this nightmare has a happy ending. it's unfortunate that you aren't able to spend as much time with airi right now but i am sure she will understand in the future. and i'm sure your dad's grateful for everything you do for him. please, please, PLEASE take the time you need with your family and for yourself!!
please don't apologize for being gone - and if you want to keep doing UA-cam, I'm sure you'll be able to build things back up - but life and family come first, of course.
much love to you and your family, and good health to your father. 💖
(also, I've always found it very odd that people leave a creator just because they don't post for a while, half the time I just forget that I'm subscribed until the person comes back - seems so strange to be like "you're not going to post huh? I'm leaving! 😡" just wait for them to come back... 🙄)
My mom passed from cancer when I was in my 30's. I'm sorry. I agree with you prioritizing your choice to spend time with him. I wish I'd spent more time with my mom.
Please do not be sorry for taking time for some of the hardest and most monumental experiences we as people could endure. I know, there are people online who are vicious and not just trolls but heartfelt assholes who will indeed be upset with you but and I say this with respect for you and love for for you and even those mean people but... FUCK EM. You've been through too much to spend an ounce of concern about them. You are taking care of what truly matters in life and anyone who has a problem with that can pound sand. EDIT: I am angry in part cause my dad barely caught his cancer in time to excise it but my aunt couldn't and passed last year and I can only imagine if I were in your shoes I dunno what I'd do. Glad your dad is doing better too!
I am sorry about your dad. That sounds insane. You owe nothing to your fans. Your an amazing human and I always followed you since AOTs
As someone whose Father got diagnosed with lung and Live cancer you have my pure empathy Reina, I really hope both our Dads pull through and I wish the best for you and your family.
Glad to see you again under these circumstances. I hope your father is able to get to meet him and have a great time!
My grandad passed away in late July, not from cancer but it was so quick- 6 weeks since his visit to hospital, he passed. About a month after my grandad passed, my elderly neighbour who is one of the nicest people I've met got diagnosed with lung cancer but every time they did a scan it spread extremely fast, he did a few rounds of radiation for pain relief and got sent to palliative care but is coming home with help from his grandson and my mum + community nurses. I'm emotionally drained and I'm not in my mum's shoes who is caring for me & my neighbour after the emotional burnout she experienced with my grandad.
Life can get really rough randomly, I'm sending you & you family all my love.
I am hoping with all my heart that your trip to LA is the best time ever.
you are truly too kind... thank you so much for the heartfelt comment and for the Super Thanks.
I'm so sorry you and your family have been going through this. All the best to your dad❤May he recover and regain his health. I really hope you can make his dream come true, it's sweet of you to try! You are a strong and kind hearted soul. I pray things will get better for you!!
I was a full-time caregiver to my grandma, she had the double whammy of breast cancer (which metastasized to her lungs) AND dementia. The last month leading to her death in January 2019 was excruciating in a lot of ways: lack of sleep on both me and her, and her being in and out of lucidity, her body functions going haywire, etc. At the point when she passed, it became more of a relief than extreme sadness.
The hardest thing in watching a cancer patient with dementia is the fact you can literally see the "lights go off" day by day as her body simply starts to "forget" to function. Not even the "autopilot" in knowing how to instinctively BREATHE shuts off.
It just happens that way that at the end of it, the need to decompress and just flat-out not do anything after helping taking care of the funeral, etc. was a relief. She was finally able to rest, and so did I for a few short months.
I am now also my mom's full-time caregiver because she nearly lost the ability to walk due to RA - think about the late Christopher Lee's hands and how they don't look well - and instead of hands, it's on my mom's legs. This is due - in part - from a car accident she suffered through in the late 1980's, and old age is catching up to VERY old injuries.
PS. You do what you gotta do. No appologies needed, but thanks for the head's up. Take care of yourself and sending out good vibes in your times of stress.
Good to see you! Glad things are changing enough for you to come back!
It was & is absolutely needful for you to be there for family. Stay strong, stay cheerful, and stay shinning... Much love 😍, peace and blessings!
sorry to hear about what is happening with your father. Sending you the best wishes with everything.
Wishing you dad a speedy recovery! Take care!
I have not left. I’ve been patiently waiting for your return and I follow you on Instagram. I thought life got you busy, but I didn’t want to assume anything and just supported you on Instagram till your UA-cam return.
Im glad to hear that your dad is doing somewhat better. I hope he enjoys his vacation in LA with you. Dads are very special. I love my dad and im scared of losing him in any possible way death comes. So I hope i can keep my dad many many years.
My love goes out to you and your family during this time. 💜
Echo-ing off of so many other fans, you have absolutely nothing to apologize for, Reina! I'm so sorry for the immense emotional, physical, financial, etc burden that has come with being such an amazing daughter. I'm so excited that he is doing better!!! I wish I had some connection but I unfortunately don't, finger crossed someone will though!!! Sending you lots and lots of love! Mike is fantastic and Airi is absolutely precious. We'll always be here to support you all ❤
Sorry to hear that, my mom survived for cancer so I know the struggle, all good wishes and thoughts to you and your family ❤
Hugs. Health and healing to you and your family.
so sorry to hear you'll never forget the people you hold close. Hope things can get back to some since for you and your family. Thoughts and wishes sent.
Back around 2007, my dad was first diagnosed with colon cancer. Since then, it’s basically been a revolving door of cancer diagnosis: get treatment, go into remission… then get diagnosed with a new cancer - get treatment, go into remission… And so on. At this point, cancer is just a chronic disease. Lately, he’s been dealing with cancerous cells in his lungs, brain and bones (hip, collarbone, spine). My dad is the strongest person I know and it hurts to see him struggle, to continually be dealt these shitty hands. I’m almost 38 and my husband and I are about to start fertility treatments. I’m an only child and I fear my dad will not be able to meet his grandbaby. Reina, stay strong. I send my best wishes to you and your dad and the rest of your family.
good to hear from you, and good luck with your dad and baby;...and youtube stuff of course.
I know exactly what you're going through. I'm taking care of my mother, who has been diagnosed with stage 4 melanoma as an only child, small business owner, and losing my dad last year. I know the struggle both mentally and physically exhausted, so yeah no need to apologize
So very sorry for all the hardship you've had to face recently. Ive lost multiple family members to Cancer now. You're an amazing pillar of strength for your family and I want to send You, your little one, Mike, and your entire family love and good thoughts. I hope you all get a break soon.
Praying for your dad! I’m sure all your love and care is helping him heal ❤
I lost my grandma to cancer just a year ago, (she was the main caretaker from when my mom died in a car accident when I was 14yo) and I am finally feeling the need to go to vent about it. I hope to feel happier more often as I once did. I feel for you and for all whom suffer from losing loved ones.
Hearing your Dad is responding to treatment made me smile . Hopefully i hear more soon fingers crossed. This has been best news iv heard today and thank you for sharing .
My wife was diagnosed with Acute Leukemia almost 2 years ago.
She ended up disabled, bed-bound, had her stomach cut open, and almost died.
I used to have to wipe her.. or transfer her to the bedside toilet, I rehabbed her myself.
I did all of it on my own (besides doctors and nurses) while running a business, I pulled probably more all-nighters then I can count.
Most nights were 3 hours of sleep.
I did this for around 8 months.
Its incredibly tough, but you can get through it.
It feels like it happened so long ago now, or it was some alternate reality.
My wife has been in remission for most of that time now, and is 80% recovered, she will never be able to drive or work again due to eye-sight issues (hypoxia), but, she's still living her best life.
Best of luck! I'm rooting for you!