This is a true musician. You can hear this is coming straight from his heart, he sings this with true feelings and that sounds amazing. Probably one of his best songs.
My grandma knows Gerard's mom and she had gees mom set up and personal meet and greet just for me in LA. He is the sweetest person ever. I've met a lot of emo singers.
You guys, I think this is about Mikey. Remember when he overdosed? think this was Gerard's way of expressing his sadness over the fact that Mikey didn't ask for help.
As much as I would want to clap for this song, it almost seems disrespectful because of how emotional Gerard was - I feel like I would probably be crying too and, well, cheering and clapping seems almost reserved for happier stuff.
okay, this song alone is already so full emotion and so raw and i can't help but cry every time i hear it. but, the thing that really shook me was seeing Gerard wipe away his tears at the end. he had to be so strong and so supportive for all these years with MCR and everything has been this giant roller-coaster that has probably left him a lot less stronger than he was before. i feel like hesitant alien has brought out this part of him that we haven't really seen before, and it really shows this side he had to hide for so long. there is probably a reason he hasn't recorded this song in a studio yet, and its most likely for personal reasons as well. there all these theories for what this could possibly be about, but i feel like we should just leave it for this one song. it's just heartbreaking to see someone i've idolized for this long in this state. he put on this mask to be strong for everyone else who struggled. it would break you and hurt you, and that's what makes him such a brave and selfless person. he felt the need to go out and put himself out there to help other people. that is something that should acknowledged and applauded. i really don't know how we could all thank Gerard enough. ((i don't know where this whole speech came from... i just really began to think when i saw this video.))
This is what i've been thinking of course it made me cry seeing the only man alive make smile without any big effort, the man that says words that enter my soul and like shake it violently just for loving him but also my heart disapear from all the melting emotions and it collision with my soul's remains! This man is the made he've changed the whole world does,'t even give that big honnor to himself. Gerard Arthur Way, the man that always made smile and could heal my deep sadness the man that saved me from death, My Capless Hero.☄️✨🕸️🎆❣️
I tried to translate it idk this is what I heard lyrics: in the pouring rain where did you go? and why did you stay? in the ambulance i’ll be waiting here after you stay in the _______ i wouldn’t lie i wouldn’t say You asked me too much you asked me to stay in the ambulance in the ambulance through it all in the pouring rain how far did we get how long did we stand from the last time i saw your face and through the glass and i couldn’t i wouldn’t lie i couldn’t say why did you go? how could i stay? in the ambulance in the ambulance in the ambulance in the ambulance in the ambulance
Especially after reading Mikey's post on the Electric Century website, this song is incredibly heartbreaking. So proud of Mikey for getting the help he needed.
Oliver Harris Could I ask you a favor? I know the Romantic period of history, but what exactly does it take to be a modern Romantic, specifically? Sorry for the stupid question.
I just said he was a modern romantic because with many of his new pieces as he has grown lyrically, much of it seems to stem from an embodiment of feeling rather than story as it has been in the past.
Oliver Harris Oh! I understand now. Thank you for explaining. I write a lot of things like that too, coincidentally. Not anything as lovely as Gerard's work, of course, but with a similar structure.
Dan Howell yeah it really hurts to see someone you idolise and love more than some of your own family members break down and cry. I knew he couldn't hear me but when he cried and I started crying I started whimpering "please don't cry Gee please don't cry I don't wanna see you cry it hurts too much."
I've never heard this song... but it's really beautiful and sad at the same time. Life has been really hard for me since april and I can feel the pain in this song.. The only thing that's weird for me is that I couldn't cry.. I just feel my heart aching.. and that feels worst then crying..
In the pouring rain Where did you go And why did you stay And then through it all I'll be waiting here After you stand In the accident [Chorus] I wouldn't lie I wouldn't say Ask me two words Ask me "To stay," In the ambulance In the ambulance Through it all In the pouring rain How far did we go And why did we stay If this is the last time I saw your face After the place, and I couldn't... I wouldn't lie And I couldn't stay Why did you go How could I stay [Outro] In the ambulance In the ambulance In the ambulance In the ambulance In the ambulance
So a while back Gerard said that the last MCR album was supposed to be about adults in a support group that all lost their children in tragic ways. Maybe this song was about one of the parents stories. Just seeing the lyrics made me want to cry. This song was probably on the last album but regardless of MCR being together or not doesnt make the song anymore or less sad. Gee has a child and that could have been what hit him. Stop making everything about the breakup.
We make things about the break up because let's be honest the whole thing surrounding the break up is really fishy and when things like this come out it just makes it even more strange. You're right it could've been about his kid who knows but you also can't deny it could be about MCR. Just because some people mention the break up doesn't mean you should be rude about it okay? We are all still hurting from it and if someone makes a post about the break up you should just deal because maybe them posting about it or theorizing is helping them get through it
Actually, many people (including me) think that this song is about the one time Mikey almost overdosed (he was about to die). Considering how much they care for each other, it's easy to understand why Gee ended up crying while performing this.
watching this got me really shaken up because this man has gotten me through so much and seeing him vulnerable like this - crying on stage - kind of jolts me back into reality. i feel like a lot of us put the people we look up to on a pedestal; as if they are more of a god than a human. but this…this just shows that everyone has something that hits them in just the right spot and makes them show a new side of themselves. this song is always performed with a lot of emotion and i can tell that it's a very personal piece, and i personally feel honoured to be let into this part of Gerard's mind, the part where he shows his weakest points. regardless of what the lyrics are referring to, no one can doubt that this is a masterpiece. (woah Theo where the hell did that come from hah)
Hes so strong omfg I would break down but no he held it together hes such a good brother I love how he expresses his emotion through his music and he shows he's not always big tough and scary
I never cry for songs. I never EVER cry for a song. But this... This changed that. I started crying and I didn't even care. His voice was so beautiful and so pure. And he was also crying at the end. It was just to much for me to take. Beautiful. Just purely beautiful.
i cried. i rarely ever cry. seeing gerard so emotional, sing so full of raw emotion, and cry at the end? it did me in, man. the only other song that has ever made me cry was cancer. music has never been able to hit me so hard. even mcr’s other songs hit me a way no other artists’ music can
And this right here is one of many reasons seeing MCR live in 2022 was so emotional. Seeing all of them up there and seeing Mikey so happy…I am so, so glad they are all still here after everything they’ve each been through. I love them so much.
@@daisyisnotreal idk any better way to get them but if you google 'frank iero symbol nails picsart' and click on the post then you should be able to copy and paste the symbol from the caption
It's widely believed that this song is about his brother, Mikey, who had attempted suicide and was in critical condition. But wasn't Mikey already sober around this time, or at the very least, recovering? Unless the reason Gerard appears to get emotional at the end was because his feelings over nearly losing Mikey was still raw; after all, the lyrics do express guilt over feeling like you weren't being supportive enough.
AHHH this song makes me so sad he sings it with so much emotion and the song in general is so beautiful and sad it's amazing and I can tell its about someone because you can't just write a song like this and sing it with so much emotion and end up tearing up singing it if it's not about someone, I'm so curious who's it about, for some reason I have a feeling it's about Mikey
This song is still beautiful as fuck, people wan't him to have a studio version but he probaly never released one because he didn't wan't the music industry to own something that special to him It was *clearly* about Mikey, and he wen't into Brother right after it Anyway, TEDtalk over, *fucking beautiful*
im crying because he's my idol and i know he's in pain, but also because me and have had the same problems and i remember crying myself to sleep being and still being so depressed, and those awful memories
Okay, but when I saw him last year in Southampton it was definetly Ambulance because, I know all the lyrics to Ambulance and it sounded exactly the same, and all the lyrics were the same he just slowed it down...
![Gerard Way - Piano Jam [Voodoo Music Experience 2015]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/1mF4KfeDIjo/mqdefault.jpg)
![Gerard Way - Piano Jam [Voodoo Music Experience 2015]](/img/tr.png)
![Gerard Way - "Hesitant Alien" [Pink Station Zero Interview]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/KnjkmBmWW5k/mqdefault.jpg)
I deeply want to hug Gerard and tell him everything is okay
Relateable
same
But he's not okay. He promised.
momo tomo me to
momo tomo same here
Instead of ahhh everyone's pregnant! its ahhh everyone's crying!!
This is a true musician. You can hear this is coming straight from his heart, he sings this with true feelings and that sounds amazing. Probably one of his best songs.
heart* yes I know, Grammar Nazi
Genie Of Hams thnx. Just some typo I guess.
i'm crying he's crying ughhhhh
Gerard crying makes me want to cry just because he's so innocent and sweet and nice and doesn't deserve pain and ugh
Zoe Hennessy at least he isn’t bottling it up
My grandma knows Gerard's mom and she had gees mom set up and personal meet and greet just for me in LA. He is the sweetest person ever. I've met a lot of emo singers.
@@jazcosmetics1899 i--LUCKY-
@@lucasfeder8723 that is true. If I see someone crying I tell them to let it out.
You guys, I think this is about Mikey. Remember when he overdosed? think this was Gerard's way of expressing his sadness over the fact that Mikey didn't ask for help.
Mursa yes it is about Mikey.
They transitioned into Brother right after this song too, I was nearly crying
fuc im gonna SOB
it’s about mikey
Wait somebody catch me up please
his voice.....
the tears.......
the song......
the feels......
i can't.....
I CANT PHYSICALLY NOT WATXH HIM CRY IT HURTS ME SO MUCH
+Goth Chloe sAME
ME TOO OmF
same
SAME AGH
Goth Lynden SAME
This song obviously has deep meaning to Gerard.. It's amazing.. I cried
It's about mikey
Gerard baby dont cry
This left me in tears. He sings with so much emotion wtf
One of the main reasons why I love him
As much as I would want to clap for this song, it almost seems disrespectful because of how emotional Gerard was - I feel like I would probably be crying too and, well, cheering and clapping seems almost reserved for happier stuff.
also a teacher that I had said that the cheers and clapping are the hands that helps the person to stand up
This man has a beautiful voice, I love him so much
Sam Richards i luv him more than his child
okay, this song alone is already so full emotion and so raw and i can't help but cry every time i hear it. but, the thing that really shook me was seeing Gerard wipe away his tears at the end. he had to be so strong and so supportive for all these years with MCR and everything has been this giant roller-coaster that has probably left him a lot less stronger than he was before. i feel like hesitant alien has brought out this part of him that we haven't really seen before, and it really shows this side he had to hide for so long. there is probably a reason he hasn't recorded this song in a studio yet, and its most likely for personal reasons as well. there all these theories for what this could possibly be about, but i feel like we should just leave it for this one song. it's just heartbreaking to see someone i've idolized for this long in this state. he put on this mask to be strong for everyone else who struggled. it would break you and hurt you, and that's what makes him such a brave and selfless person. he felt the need to go out and put himself out there to help other people. that is something that should acknowledged and applauded. i really don't know how we could all thank Gerard enough.
((i don't know where this whole speech came from... i just really began to think when i saw this video.))
This comment made me cry.
Where did Pete Wentz i'm sorry fam
+billiejoeseyeliner Same ;-;
This comment made me cry, but I love it so much. I can't tell you how much I love this comment and how much it touched me.
This is what i've been thinking of course it made me cry seeing the only man alive make smile without any big effort, the man that says words that enter my soul and like shake it violently just for loving him but also my heart disapear from all the melting emotions and it collision with my soul's remains! This man is the made he've changed the whole world does,'t even give that big honnor to himself. Gerard Arthur Way, the man that always made smile and could heal my deep sadness the man that saved me from death, My Capless Hero.☄️✨🕸️🎆❣️
why did I torture myself by watching this
FUCK SAME.
Too…too……much.
I tried to translate it idk this is what I heard
lyrics:
in the pouring rain
where did you go?
and why did you stay?
in the ambulance
i’ll be waiting here
after you stay
in the _______
i wouldn’t lie
i wouldn’t say
You asked me too much
you asked me to stay
in the ambulance
in the ambulance
through it all
in the pouring rain
how far did we get
how long did we stand
from the last time
i saw your face
and through the glass
and i couldn’t
i wouldn’t lie
i couldn’t say
why did you go?
how could i stay?
in the ambulance
in the ambulance
in the ambulance
in the ambulance
in the ambulance
And then * small red-haired baby starts crying *
you sure he's not singing "and im better now"?
@@iggyiggyson3880 if you listen closer he says in the ambulance
I'm crying
you're crying
we're all crying
dont fucking deny it
Kath Vargas whyyyyy oh whyyyyyyyy
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔
Seeing Gerard cry makes me want to cry 😭😭😭
he's too precious for this world
I get chills every time... Damn it Gerard you hit me right into the feels...I wished I could pull you out of the screen and hug you...😔💔
CCGdiana same 💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭
Especially after reading Mikey's post on the Electric Century website, this song is incredibly heartbreaking. So proud of Mikey for getting the help he needed.
Hi this is so late but what did he write I can't find it
@@daisyisnotreal I suppose this is so late, too, but www.altpress.com/news/mikey_way_addiction_rehab_treatment_my_chemical_romance_electric_century/
@@daisyisnotreal ik you probably found it already but it's about how he did drugs and it almost killed him // he's sober for a long time rn
I can hear him try not to cry already, and then when i saw him cry at the end i cried...
Gerard Way is the true embodiment of the modern Romantic.
Oliver Harris Could I ask you a favor? I know the Romantic period of history, but what exactly does it take to be a modern Romantic, specifically? Sorry for the stupid question.
I just said he was a modern romantic because with many of his new pieces as he has grown lyrically, much of it seems to stem from an embodiment of feeling rather than story as it has been in the past.
Oliver Harris Oh! I understand now. Thank you for explaining. I write a lot of things like that too, coincidentally. Not anything as lovely as Gerard's work, of course, but with a similar structure.
Watching him cry is heartbreaking.
I CANT WATCH HIM CRY I BROKE DOWN AT 2:43
same
Dan Howell yeah it really hurts to see someone you idolise and love more than some of your own family members break down and cry. I knew he couldn't hear me but when he cried and I started crying I started whimpering "please don't cry Gee please don't cry I don't wanna see you cry it hurts too much."
I've never heard this song... but it's really beautiful and sad at the same time. Life has been really hard for me since april and I can feel the pain in this song.. The only thing that's weird for me is that I couldn't cry.. I just feel my heart aching.. and that feels worst then crying..
GERARD BABY NOOO IM HERE FOR YOUU
In the pouring rain
Where did you go
And why did you stay
And then through it all
I'll be waiting here
After you stand
In the accident
[Chorus]
I wouldn't lie
I wouldn't say
Ask me two words
Ask me "To stay,"
In the ambulance
In the ambulance
Through it all
In the pouring rain
How far did we go
And why did we stay
If this is the last time
I saw your face
After the place, and I couldn't...
I wouldn't lie
And I couldn't stay
Why did you go
How could I stay
[Outro]
In the ambulance
In the ambulance
In the ambulance
In the ambulance
In the ambulance
So a while back Gerard said that the last MCR album was supposed to be about adults in a support group that all lost their children in tragic ways. Maybe this song was about one of the parents stories. Just seeing the lyrics made me want to cry. This song was probably on the last album but regardless of MCR being together or not doesnt make the song anymore or less sad. Gee has a child and that could have been what hit him. Stop making everything about the breakup.
How do you know that? Where do you saw it, or heard it?about the MCR5 D:
Zahira Gómez he talked about it in an interview
We make things about the break up because let's be honest the whole thing surrounding the break up is really fishy and when things like this come out it just makes it even more strange. You're right it could've been about his kid who knows but you also can't deny it could be about MCR. Just because some people mention the break up doesn't mean you should be rude about it okay? We are all still hurting from it and if someone makes a post about the break up you should just deal because maybe them posting about it or theorizing is helping them get through it
Actually, many people (including me) think that this song is about the one time Mikey almost overdosed (he was about to die). Considering how much they care for each other, it's easy to understand why Gee ended up crying while performing this.
***** There were some more reasons (mentioned, not explained), but that's the main reason they broke up, indeed.
I WANT A RECORDED VERSION OF THIS *NOW*
At the end when he cried... I cried
How cool would it be if the secret songs that sound dark were supposed to be on the last MCR album!
This comment made me very emotional oh god
He actually played half of this song back in the iTunes festival with MCR ;-;
AH
sofia novoa mmh are You sure?
killjoy sofi You have the link?:c
watching this got me really shaken up because this man has gotten me through so much and seeing him vulnerable like this - crying on stage - kind of jolts me back into reality. i feel like a lot of us put the people we look up to on a pedestal; as if they are more of a god than a human. but this…this just shows that everyone has something that hits them in just the right spot and makes them show a new side of themselves. this song is always performed with a lot of emotion and i can tell that it's a very personal piece, and i personally feel honoured to be let into this part of Gerard's mind, the part where he shows his weakest points. regardless of what the lyrics are referring to, no one can doubt that this is a masterpiece.
(woah Theo where the hell did that come from hah)
Hes so strong omfg I would break down but no he held it together hes such a good brother I love how he expresses his emotion through his music and he shows he's not always big tough and scary
NO! I CANT WATCH THIS BEAUTIFUL MAN CRY! IT HURTS ME!!!
WHEN HE STARTED WHIPING HIS TEARS I STARTED CRYING NOO
Aww he cried❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️😘😘😘😘
I never cry for songs. I never EVER cry for a song. But this... This changed that. I started crying and I didn't even care. His voice was so beautiful and so pure. And he was also crying at the end. It was just to much for me to take. Beautiful. Just purely beautiful.
Yup, just going to cry because Paper Kingdoms
ksdfj exactly what i was thinkingggg
edit: just realised i replied to a comment from 4 years ago oof
This breaks my heart. I love him so much I don't know how to express it.
Guys didn't MCR play part of this at iTunes festival one year? What if this was supposed to be on MCR5.
Yeah they did.
Is it on youtube or anywhere online?
Link?
omfg
Can you supply the link to mcr playing this
can someone hug me
Julia W *hugs you while crying*
This hurts me so much
i just wanna give him a hug. i love him so much and it broke me to see him cry.
Im crying so much right now
i cried. i rarely ever cry. seeing gerard so emotional, sing so full of raw emotion, and cry at the end? it did me in, man. the only other song that has ever made me cry was cancer.
music has never been able to hit me so hard. even mcr’s other songs hit me a way no other artists’ music can
Why is this piercing my heart
And this right here is one of many reasons seeing MCR live in 2022 was so emotional. Seeing all of them up there and seeing Mikey so happy…I am so, so glad they are all still here after everything they’ve each been through. I love them so much.
Now I'm crying 😭😭😭
I was already crying but I lost it at the end
His voice is so angelic please
2:43 *starts crying too*
Leøna WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF
@@frankierofanstheneverender9512 hey this is a really late comment but where did you get those fiatfv things in your name
@@daisyisnotreal idk any better way to get them but if you google 'frank iero symbol nails picsart' and click on the post then you should be able to copy and paste the symbol from the caption
picsart.com/i/306367349161201
No no don't cry gerard, Mikey is ok we're and here for you please don't cry :(
This performance makes me cry
I want to hug him🥺🥺
I wanna hug him and like tell him it'll be okay
he loves his brother so much :(
Gee sings this song with so much emotion this song is so beautiful
Thank you SO MUCH for recording this!!!!
When I heard this at Webster hall I shed a few tears and ever since then I wanted to hear it again so thanks for posting this
It’s 1 am,
i gave up on sleeping when the Atlantic Ocean appeared in my room
damn i want to hug him sm
I dont even know whats is he singing (my english is not that good), but the way he is doing it made me cried
I think it's called "Brother"
gee don't cry you wll make me cry well I already am now :(
When Gerard cries I cry I love him so much ❤
No stop Gee please it hurts to watch you cry your too good to have tears your to pure and innocent for this stap
What is that terrible dying whale noise..... oh wait it's just me sobbing nvm
At first I though you were referring him omg
This is too much i'm gonna cry
Edit i started crying
I'm still crying
I AM CRYING PLEASE THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL GOD DAMN IT GERARD
There’s nothing I want more than for this song to be released oml it’s so sad but so good
It's widely believed that this song is about his brother, Mikey, who had attempted suicide and was in critical condition. But wasn't Mikey already sober around this time, or at the very least, recovering? Unless the reason Gerard appears to get emotional at the end was because his feelings over nearly losing Mikey was still raw; after all, the lyrics do express guilt over feeling like you weren't being supportive enough.
Gerard dont cry youre makijbg me cry😭😭
finally found this video! such raw emotions gosh
AHHH this song makes me so sad he sings it with so much emotion and the song in general is so beautiful and sad it's amazing and I can tell its about someone because you can't just write a song like this and sing it with so much emotion and end up tearing up singing it if it's not about someone, I'm so curious who's it about, for some reason I have a feeling it's about Mikey
i love him so much
He cries! I cry!!
his voice is so beautiful
This was really hard to watch
Phanic! At The Chemical Falling Discø I couldn't agree more.
the way that this breaks me...
This song is so beautiful...
this made me cry. but why is the little bean sad ; (
Oh god, I cry everytime I listen this.
I can’t. It’s too emotional. I want to give him a hug and tell him it’ll be alright but I’m years too late and miles away.
crying rn
NOOO AT THE END HIM WIPING HIS TEARS GOT ME
I love this.
Oh my god I'm literally crying....
U can tell that he's trying not to cry that's what breaks me
My heart is breaking....
Here I am again. Being emotionally tormented. Urghhhhhhhh. (fetal position)
Rach Frisella same
I swear when anything has to do with Mikey I can't handle it and ball my eyes out. beautiful man.
I have the bit of him crying saved on my phone it makes me cry ;-;
same
don’t mind me, just crying
This song is still beautiful as fuck, people wan't him to have a studio version but he probaly never released one because he didn't wan't the music industry to own something that special to him
It was *clearly* about Mikey, and he wen't into Brother right after it
Anyway, TEDtalk over, *fucking beautiful*
HELPPPP I'M NOT OKAY (I had to, sorry)
once he wiped his eyes i just couldn’t hold back the tears...
THE FEELS!!! 😭😭
I think gee wrote this around the time Mikey was really ill and gee was told Mikey might not wake up
im crying because he's my idol and i know he's in pain, but also because me and have had the same problems and i remember crying myself to sleep being and still being so depressed, and those awful memories
THIS IS AN MCR SONG! ITS AMBULANCE FROM CONVENTIONAL WEAPONS. I SAW HIM SING THIS IN SOUTHAMPTON LAST YEAR.
+Stace Knox sorry but it's not, it is a new song ambulance it's very different
Okay, but when I saw him last year in Southampton it was definetly Ambulance because, I know all the lyrics to Ambulance and it sounded exactly the same, and all the lyrics were the same he just slowed it down...
Stace Knox okay xD, but i was just saying that this is not ambulance xD haahaha
Oka, haha XD Sorry if it sounded like I was being bitchy or whatever there I didnt mean to XD
Stace Knox no problem hahahaha