honest chat about disappointment + mental health🌻 // harvard freshman vlog
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- Опубліковано 8 бер 2020
- hi everyone!
I want to say this as a disclaimer but i am not claiming that i have a diagnosed mental illness, nor am i attempting to garner sympathy/attention in any way. i just want to make sure you all see that i am 100% human and still just an 18 year old discovering herself. these ups and downs are entirely normal and nothing to be ashamed of.
thanks for sticking around, and as always, i'll see you soon! :)
-christine xx
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PSA THE KDRAMA WAS CRASH LANDING ON YOU go watch on netflix right now. *chef’s kiss*
I LOVE THIS DRAMA OMG!!! I started it with low expectations but instead of me killing one hour of time, cloy ended up killing me
Thank you christine for opening up your feelings so honestly. I’m also going through the process which makes me feel anxious about my studies and my grades. The fact that everyone have similar feelings is a little help to me cuz it reminds me I’m not alone. I love you, thank you for your kind words and take care!
hi christine! i thoroughly enjoy hearing about you talking about your college experiences, both good or bad (tldr; include more of these monologue-esque clips!). as a university student, it's refreshing to hear real stories from another university student; we're all in this together!
I totally understand when you don’t feel 100% and feel ‘eh’ because I went through that during my high school years. But whenever I feel like that, I try to take time for myself to feel better and recharge. Also know that I am here to support all the way. Just know that you’re not alone. Fighting!💪🏻😊❤️Ps. Love you, Christine💕
It is not uncommon for college to become less exciting once the newness runs off. That is the way real life is after you get use to your new job and you are paying bills for the next 50 years or so. Just consider this a test of reality. When all your Harvard friends graduate with you in three and a half years everyone will be competing against other greats out in the world. Sometimes you lose to a friend of a friend who knows the boss. Life is not fair at all. A lot harder than Harvard. Enjoy your make believe world in Harvard while you can. From a fan of yours and a college graduate of B.S.U. 1983. Surviving the real world providing my own strength. Good luck!
@@studylux3691 Until the coronavirus changes everything.
Go Christine Go!! You can do anything, you’re so inspiring ☺️
any malaysians out there that screamed when yall saw “durian” pop up in the screen?!?
*gasp* a fellow malaysian 😂
Omg me!!!!
not malaysian but still got excited HAHA
thanku for being so candid😭 i always have problems with myself staying on schedule :( when the results dont reach my high expectations i often feel rly down! it's nice to see someone like u have the same struggles 💛😭
Wow I really needed that ramble. I’ve had a pretty stressful couple of days and hearing you say those things gave me hope that I can push through! Love your videos, so proud of you always!
really appreciate you for opening up to us to something that is important, how you are going through many things that you may not be satisfied with. acknowledging it and being honest with yourself is crucial for self care ☺️ take care christine, thank you for sharing your vlog!! 😍
I love how you did a mini sit and talk part in the video. I really love when you show yourself organizing and cleaning your room :D It motivates me to stay organized
Thanks for opening up. Its really nice to hear some stuff you can relate too. You're honest about the way you feel and I really like that. Hope you feel better soon ❤️
Ilysm Christine, and thank you for opening up and showing the reality that some people don't get to see. It's ok to take a break sometimes, and just know that I'll always be here to support you
your sincerity is so important! i hope you're really feeling better, you are amazing! keep on slaying girl 🤍
I love your videos sooo much! They really encourage me to work hard in life, but still learn to have fun. You also show me that nobody’s perfect so thank you so much you’ve helped me a lot!
This was perfect timing. Everything you brought up I completely FELT THAT. Especially right now. Thank you for bringing this up in a positive way.💖💖💖💖
Thank you for opening up your feelings Christine💕 I have been feeling"eh" for a while and i started to feel that i'm the only one because i thought my friends can handle it cause they look always fine etc. but no i'm not the only one and it's ok to feel that way💕 thank you for the video!💜
Love your honesty and transparency here about the "rut" feeling! Even once you get settled in your career, family, etc, the "rut" feeling still comes up here and there. It's a part of growth and can be a good time to self-reflect on all of the GOOD things happening in your life! Maybe the study abroad thing was not supposed to work out with this pandemic 😋 i applaud you so much for keeping it real and sharing your honest experience! You are not alone 🙏
Hey Christine!
First of all I’m in 6th grade and German.
My biggest dream is to go to Harvard. You inspire and motivate me to learn and hold to my dream! I love your videos so much and when I’m not in the mood to learn or just not in good mood I watch your videos and feel so good and motivated. It inspires me that you hold to your dream and make it come true. I MEAN YOU GOT ACCEPTED TO YALE AND HARVARD!!! Without you my grades wouldn’t be so good like they are now! I really love you and your videos and you deserve way more followers and likes! Your just amazing, pretty and my idol!💜💜
(I wrote this all by myself without google translate)
Anna natürlich wenn man sich viel Mühe gibt!! 😁😁
hey nice job, you had perfect grammar!! i hope you get into harvard too :)
Wow your grammar is amazing! I hope you get accepted as well when the time comes :)
best of luck girl!!! You got this❤️
Thank you so much for opening up....I've been going through tiff times lately but this really helped me
Thank you for opening up! 💗
Thank you Christine , you work so hard to make these videos for us 🌸💞😭 and being a student at Harvard must be really hard. So thank you 🙏🏽🥺 for working so hard 🌸💞🦋
STAYY POSITIVE GRL🤞🏻😉✨❤️
We love you❤️!
Loved this video.. it’s what I needed to hear rn ❤️
Love this k-drama so muchhhh
Omg ever since I found you on UA-cam I have been binge watching your channel. Your so pretty, smart, and kind. Overall same I have been so stressed, I’m waiting on the decision for UNC and I’m scared I won’t get in. It’s been very hard for me but I’ve been watching your videos to feel better. I hope you feel better ❤️ love you Christine x
this is off topic but your glo up from sept to now is insane. you look amazing
Stay strong! :)
Your vlogs are my favorite :)
Ivan is the most adorable awww
Also haha the constant peace signs 😂
Talk about disappointment, now that Housing Day is canceled :( My blockmates and I are so mad
Riley Hoffman and now we have to leave😗✌️
@@christinelee123 im in BU... im packing my things cause were being told this is about to happen here too.
christine lee I’m honestly so devastated :(( but I feel worse for the seniors
Dude such an uplifting and comforting vid. Thanks sis. Also, I just heard about y’all having to move out soon, so I wish you the best of luck🍀👍
All things work for good! You are such a cool awesome person, I am very happy I found your channel you are so real, kind and beautiful! And just seeing all of what happened with the pandemic maybe it all worked for good with the summer programs given how dangerous and crazy things have been getting. I hope you are staying safe! again love your channel.
success is mearly the jealousy of the malcontent, dont be the malcontent and dont worry about what other people are doing or getting into.
After weeks of waiting! Yay! Anyway, please take care of your self. ❤️
Was very pretty the you said about mental health. I send you big hug.🤗🌱
Keep going!!! You can do it!!!! You're Christine!!!
You are such a sweet heart 💓
seeing yall having durian makes me happy HAHAHA I LOVE DURIAN!!! love from Singapore
thank you for talking about the real things :) I feel like as students we are expected to be superhumans and sometimes we forget that we're still kids and its okay to take a day or however long we need to be reminded of that
Christine!! please take care of yourself and I hope that you're recovering from your cold :) Have a great week!
Protect her at all costs shes so cute :)
DURIAN IS DA BOMB
Ugh I love this video so much, things are getting so hectic inside and outside of school it gets so overwhelming and when everyone is feeling the same way in college it makes you feel like you can’t talk to anyone because it’s such a repetitive feeling. But I love how transparent you were, being a student is hard just know you are valid in every thing you feel 😌
You are soooo cuteeeee! Like a babyyyy!
Video idea!!! Can you please tell us how do u manage to organize and keep everything in balance - going to the gym, school, work, social life??? I’m in the middle of 2nd semester and I feel so stressed out. Can you give us any tips on how to maintain everything???
WAS THAT UNCONTROLLABLY FOND?! SADDEST K-DRAMA EVER BUT SO GOOD!
Hey Christine, hope you’re okay. Just got the email saying not to come back to campus after Spring Recess. Stay safe girl. ☺️ (Also I loved Crash Landing On You)
Durian is like my fav ever i dont get why people dont like the taste , its nice when its sweet
"feeling eh" :))
Hi Chiristine !! Love your videos - I was wondering how do you edit ? If you could make a video I how you edit, that would be great (I love the editing in the beginning). Thx !! :)
Thank you for opening up, it would only get better once you talk about it and own your past and present.
A dorm tour please?😢😢
Thank you for really helping me to get out of my headspace and take some time for myself. ❤️
Being disappointed in yourself is actually the worse kind of disappointment... I totally get that, but the fact that we aren't always the "best version of ourselves" also pushes us to surpass ourselves, and it makes us stronger, more resilient, and better at what we do and at how we feel :) That's how we can channel personal disappointment or failure into self-improvement ! That's actually a very positive thing (or at least something I personally find positive) to have high expectations of yourself, if you know how to be kind to yourself and how to turn it into something stimulating, rather than oppressive ! Thank you so much for sharing your experience, it's really comforting to know that many of us are going through the same feats, however silent we might be on that subject, so yeah, thanks for vocalizing it !! xx
As a non us student- I was wondering whether anyone could fill me in on whether your first year grades actively count towards your degree or if it’s more of a pass/fail situation which allows you to grow throughout the year before having grades that impact your overall degree. I love these videos x
thank u so much for the video! I'm a senior waiting for college decisions and it was reassuring knowing that college freshmen are also still figuring out their lives and navigating ups and downs. do u think that the pressure at Harvard was more prevalent than at ur high school?
That durian is so deliciouss🥰 I love that💙💙 Hugs from the Philippines😊😊😊
Christine: EVERYONE is faking it! NOBODY knows WTH they're doing!
بحب فيديوهاتك ♥♥♥ رجاءً ترجمة باللغة العربية
ohh...umm christine, is there by any chance that you could do a video about your Harvard first year exam results?
Hiii
Wowwwwww u guys are eating duriannnnnnn, its a common fruit at Malaysiaa
Hello Christine! I love your videos. Can you film What's on my iphone video?
I went to Harvard for a semester. How come no one ever mentions Pinocchio’s?
What r u gonna do about the Harvard coronavirus issue?
Hi Christine!!!!😊
um..I have some questions(you don't need to answer those)questions: have you always studied-everyday-in high school? does the teacher give you a lesson, and you revise the lesson without any test or exams that you know of? and could you plzzz motivate me, I'm right now feeling down, and not that motivated. THX !
motivated....
hope you are doing well!!
You look like lara jean somehow
Hey Christine! Can you speak korean fluently??
what kdrama was she watching??
crash landing on you!! highly recommend and will take you through an entire spectrum of feelings
Rose Chan thank you!! :)
wow, christine, i feel u. thank u for sharing, we all love u. i dmed u on insta, if u respond that would be pretty cool. thank u for making content, ily. :)
I heard today that Harvard wants students to move out in 5 days due to the coronavirus. Is that true? It was on the Stephen Colbert Show tonight. 3/11/20. Stay healthy. Will you be taking online class lessons during this time?
Love not hate
After weeks of waiting! Yay! Anyway, please take care of your self. ❤️
After weeks of waiting! Yay! Anyway, please take care of your self. ❤️