The Manga That Breaks People

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  • Опубліковано 30 тра 2020
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  • @supereyepatchwolf3007
    @supereyepatchwolf3007  4 роки тому +13234

    Yo yo thanks for watching the video ~~ this is nearly definitely going to run into some monetization trouble, so if you want to kick me over a buck or two on Patreon it would mean I can keep making weird stuff like this - www.patreon.com/Supereyepatchwolf
    Either way, thank you

    • @RMCLmaker
      @RMCLmaker 4 роки тому +35

      wish you made that aku no hana video you sort of hinted sometime ago instead but this should be great aswell

    • @angelrodriguezmariani7512
      @angelrodriguezmariani7512 4 роки тому +20

      Super stoked that you covered this manga, it doesn't get as much recognition as it deserves, great vid!

    • @msphxc
      @msphxc 4 роки тому +120

      hey can you please put a content warning for child abuse on stuff like this, like at least in the description? normally your channel is fine with stuff like this but, as a survivor of child abuse, this sent me into a mild panic within the first few minutes. i would have been more prepared had there been a warning, and i feel like this would effect other survivors too.

    • @HashbrownMashup
      @HashbrownMashup 4 роки тому +354

      put the manga title in the description if you're not gonna put it in the title of the video dude

    • @leninthebeaniesouhacker.2459
      @leninthebeaniesouhacker.2459 4 роки тому +24

      so this is bastard (webtoon) but it's the mother, not the father that's a psycho.

  • @shibaybay9908
    @shibaybay9908 3 роки тому +4502

    Shigeru:“Ur moms a little pushy”
    Sei:When it comes to pushy....... she’s over the edge

  • @josefstark8056
    @josefstark8056 3 роки тому +8142

    "Auntie..?"
    "Long... live... the king."

  • @MyLux777
    @MyLux777 Рік тому +5562

    Warning to anyone that decides to read this manga, this is not a horror manga. Make sure you're in the right mindset to read this manga. It's the most depressing thing I've read in a while. Main character eats shit from start to current. And if you're an immersive reader like I am, ready your day for sadness....

    • @Paulie-Gualtieri
      @Paulie-Gualtieri Рік тому +260

      I salute your advice , this manga is not for everyone, it is quite dark.1st time in my life that I almost cry reading a manga and I am 34.

    • @Paulie-Gualtieri
      @Paulie-Gualtieri Рік тому +71

      @@rvermillion8188 1. don't spoil for other people, it is not cool 2. That's your interpretation. Reading it , I know why you say that but I did not see it that way. Anyway would be better to discuss that on a forum or something to avoid spoil.

    • @Thefuckclassic
      @Thefuckclassic Рік тому +38

      Luckily, I read it after a break-down(and i read this story after reading boys abyss), so I was desensitized for awhile. So I didn't really feel heartbroken, a little annoyed that the main character didn't meet the girl again.

    • @MyLux777
      @MyLux777 Рік тому +5

      @@Thefuckclassic did you read the whole thing? I don't know how far you are I don't wanna spoil

    • @mannav1466
      @mannav1466 Рік тому +18

      @@MyLux777 what is the name of this manga?

  • @XandriaRavenheart
    @XandriaRavenheart Рік тому +3582

    This reminds me of my mom, how she appears so loving and kind at one moment and terrifying, cruel and cold the next. As a child I couldn't stand up to her. But as an adult I got so sick of her gaslighting I stopped all interaction with her even though I still live in the same house. The few friends I told never understood, and thought I was simply an unforgiving daughter. It's crazy how easy it is for parents to abuse their power over their children.

    • @AlIskanderZhao
      @AlIskanderZhao Рік тому +96

      I'm struggling with this as well. I am trying to do right by my religion to honour the parents, especially the mother, but her past actions make it incredibly difficult for me.

    • @genzi78514
      @genzi78514 Рік тому +104

      @@AlIskanderZhao I don't know if it's possible, but have you talk with a religious guide or a psychologist with the same religious beliefs about this? It seems religion it's important for you, but you are in the middle of something bad.

    • @lailusionista2564
      @lailusionista2564 Рік тому +10

      You did right

    • @badpiggy2403
      @badpiggy2403 Рік тому +10

      Sorry that happened to you, try to stay strong

    • @badpiggy2403
      @badpiggy2403 Рік тому +12

      @@AlIskanderZhao I’m sorry that’s happening to you, try to stay strong

  • @ZickAzmi
    @ZickAzmi 3 роки тому +10374

    "Aunty?"
    "Long live the king..."

    • @acspiral
      @acspiral 3 роки тому +77

      Lmao

    • @komi-samabeliever7319
      @komi-samabeliever7319 3 роки тому +57

      dammit... 😆

    • @ZedekiahNS
      @ZedekiahNS 3 роки тому +25

      What is the name of the manga

    • @ZedekiahNS
      @ZedekiahNS 3 роки тому +22

      Nvm its in the video

    • @mbr41
      @mbr41 3 роки тому +76

      "Aunty?"
      "For the honour of the Emperor..."
      Goes for a banzai charge.*

  • @Sub_to_Bubbli_Ch.
    @Sub_to_Bubbli_Ch. 3 роки тому +12549

    "Auntie?"
    "I like your cut g"

  • @ilikebeanies3499
    @ilikebeanies3499 Рік тому +3830

    That Mom's face when she turns when the kid calls her made me tear up. Fucking terrifying.
    Edit: I just watched this video a second time. I cried more this time than the first, holy shit. I have never seen a more threatening face, it looks like she's gonna kill me through the screen. Jesus.

    • @Noanyouknow
      @Noanyouknow Рік тому +62

      I had the exact same. instant tears

    • @shanem8625
      @shanem8625 Рік тому +8

      Same

    • @alekd4415
      @alekd4415 Рік тому +6

      time stamp?

    • @Aquiwer
      @Aquiwer Рік тому +25

      @@alekd4415 9:51

    • @Axe-wieldingFox
      @Axe-wieldingFox Рік тому +55

      ikr, I just clenched my lips tightly with an apologetic look and thought the word 'sorry' when I saw that lol. I felt like I'd done something super wrong, it cut deep.

  • @SilveerStarr
    @SilveerStarr Рік тому +833

    idk why but that type of creeping horror reminds me of something I'd heard a good several times growing up; "go cry in the other room." I cried when I felt overwhelmed w homework, life, trivial shit, etc. and my parents would tell me to go cry somewhere else. something about that feeling of being robbed of comfort when I needed it the most, even if it was over something stupid. it sorta conditioned me into being embarrassed about crying, especially in front of people. just. being scared of being abandoned, invisible, nonexistent. that no one would care if I cried, and if I got attention from it, it was wrong.

    • @cami12172
      @cami12172 Рік тому +55

      Sorry, I know it's been two months but I've been in the same situation with my parents, and your comment is what made me realize how much it's affected my ability to express emotions when I'm not alone. Whenever I started to get emotional about something, my mom would say 'don't tell me you're going to cry now!'. It's been years since I last cried in front of anyone. I'm just now looking back through that time and realizing how much that cycle fucked me up... I hope you're doing ok and that you have a strong support system when life gets too hard..

    • @SilveerStarr
      @SilveerStarr Рік тому +35

      @@cami12172 its okay! I'm sorry you went thru the same thing. I do have good supports but admittedly, I don't reach out as often as I should, lmao,, I hope you got some support as well, no one should ever feel ashamed to cry, or to feel at all.

    • @worm_slop
      @worm_slop Рік тому +35

      Is it weird to know that I'm not alone in this now? My dad used to just straight up tell me to stop and go as far as accuse me of attempting to manipulate him by crying

    • @SilveerStarr
      @SilveerStarr Рік тому +18

      @@worm_slop not weird at all! there's a certain comfort in solidarity w one another. I'm sorry he did that to you, that's cruel. you deserve better than that & I hope you have ppl who support you now

    • @SentientIrisu
      @SentientIrisu Рік тому +5

      My mother always told me that crying is useless.
      I agree with her honestly.
      What's the point.

  • @gagab1701
    @gagab1701 3 роки тому +8145

    Me: This hella creepy
    Comment section: "Auntie? Yeet"

    • @smokedout9232
      @smokedout9232 3 роки тому +14

      Hahaha

    • @harounelamin8509
      @harounelamin8509 3 роки тому +62

      litterly the comment under this one

    • @dodoubleg182
      @dodoubleg182 3 роки тому +45

      come on, don't act like you don't seek comfort from the video down here.

    • @gagab1701
      @gagab1701 3 роки тому +25

      @@dodoubleg182 I am it's just really fun to see soooooo much comments like that

    • @dodoubleg182
      @dodoubleg182 3 роки тому +6

      @@gagab1701 yea, it can get saturated at times.

  • @rustyphilip7826
    @rustyphilip7826 4 роки тому +12614

    " Jump scare is same as a comedian tickling to make you laugh " - some random tweet

    • @Sheek_y
      @Sheek_y 3 роки тому +480

      Fr I hate jump scare horror, its sooooo cheap. I want something that is in depth and has deep underlying meaning. Movies like "get out" are pretty good.

    • @metaknight8846
      @metaknight8846 3 роки тому +13

      damn

    • @metaknight8846
      @metaknight8846 3 роки тому +42

      Don't mind if I uh steal that

    • @lavalodong2473
      @lavalodong2473 3 роки тому +8

      Wrath Incarnate some people would just be like:
      * insert saitama saying ok*

    • @beep3242
      @beep3242 3 роки тому +47

      I mean... one or two jumpscares are fun, but it gets really boring really fast. Mad respect to horror games that are scary without it

  • @Ameloupp
    @Ameloupp Рік тому +1254

    As someone who love drawing, i can see thoses feelings on thoses face, it's so beautiful, and i couldn't stop myself whispering "holy dingus this is marvelous and so well done."

    • @NoNever434
      @NoNever434 Рік тому +2

      has someone what?

    • @coopialflowbow
      @coopialflowbow Рік тому +32

      "holy dingus" 🤓

    • @NoNever434
      @NoNever434 Рік тому +5

      @@coopialflowbow mfw thoses feelings on thoses face its so beautiful

    • @coopialflowbow
      @coopialflowbow Рік тому +3

      @@NoNever434 the Jersey devil is outside your home

    • @NoNever434
      @NoNever434 Рік тому +2

      @@coopialflowbow i live in the sewers

  • @Eileeleedon
    @Eileeleedon Рік тому +498

    Ito Junji's "The Bully" also does a similar thing, where for me, the horror is the fact that it's realistic. This isn't some cosmic horror or monster out to get you. This is a real person. This could be someone's reality. What makes these types of stories scary... Is that they're realistic.

    • @Sunshine_Ses
      @Sunshine_Ses 4 місяці тому +7

      That one always sits with me. It was even more scary to see it animated.

    • @unpredictable3883
      @unpredictable3883 3 місяці тому +6

      ​@@Sunshine_SesIt's one of junji ito's most underrated manga and is also different from his other works, at end I felt so bad for the little boy.

    • @greenghoul157
      @greenghoul157 2 місяці тому

      It's one of his few horror stories without any supernatural elements and it's so disturbing because of the fact that this kind of abuse can happen and has happened to people

  • @spookssimp4052
    @spookssimp4052 3 роки тому +5993

    Child: Auntie...?
    Aunt: *peace was never an option.*

  • @cat-dk3ql
    @cat-dk3ql 4 роки тому +6047

    Something I noticed about the horror manga genre.. the art style almost feels.. porcelain, nearly uncanny valley but not quite there so their faces are unsettling but also comforting because they just look too perfect and artificial

    • @ChangedMyNameFinally69
      @ChangedMyNameFinally69 3 роки тому +117

      Also weird ass faces

    • @Notthechannelyourelookingfor
      @Notthechannelyourelookingfor 3 роки тому +149

      Almost like porcelain dolls.

    • @zaphyre
      @zaphyre 3 роки тому +15

      jojo halfway through part 7 and onwards

    • @deathpoison1018
      @deathpoison1018 3 роки тому +16

      Not always, look at Dead Tube, where the horror is because of all the unknown and murder. Oh, also the terrifying and devilish acts, including lots of murder...

    • @ChangedMyNameFinally69
      @ChangedMyNameFinally69 3 роки тому +40

      @@deathpoison1018 Seems kinda edgy

  • @nayelycaballero1233
    @nayelycaballero1233 Рік тому +673

    18:45 God that image has stayed with me after I finished reading that manga. The way Shuzo Oshimi captured that facial expression of someone losing their sanity is terrifying and impressive. Those eyes have a soul in them, but its slowly fading

    • @twentyonetortas5921
      @twentyonetortas5921 Рік тому +18

      How did he even capture that?

    • @vidiav4614
      @vidiav4614 Рік тому +38

      The way the light in the eyes is slightly muted, the smile is faltering, and the facial expression is kind of blank. It makes the expression seem almost lifeless. Like she's just a blank shell of a person, the eyes are presented as looking at something far off as well.

    • @elisa7175
      @elisa7175 9 місяців тому +4

      what’s the name of the manga pls

    • @mydriasisintensifies6139
      @mydriasisintensifies6139 9 місяців тому +12

      @@elisa7175 blood on the tracks in english.. but seriously.. brace yourself. its not a traditional horror. its so much worse

  • @Runenut
    @Runenut 5 місяців тому +187

    this manga was nuts. the way he portrayed all the various anxiety-peaking trauma-induced psychosis scenes was shocking accurate. how the abuse of the mother turns on the self and becomes internalized (it’s my fault), how he lashes out without understanding why, how all he can think about is her, conditional lovebombing and subsequent rejection, the unspoken desperation for love…
    beautifully drawn, even more impressively told

  • @yeye99
    @yeye99 3 роки тому +6365

    “Auntie?”
    Me: expecting her to warmly smile
    Manga:

    • @hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383
      @hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383 3 роки тому +34

      whats the name of this manga

    • @onyourleft9273
      @onyourleft9273 3 роки тому +97

      @@hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383 trail of blood I think

    • @hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383
      @hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383 3 роки тому +7

      thank you :)

    • @fluffyfox1229
      @fluffyfox1229 3 роки тому +67

      Well she did smile

    • @masu0_061
      @masu0_061 3 роки тому +112

      Well she was smiling and she said that she saw her son in the nephew and that's why she pushed him... she thought it was her son. So in her mind she pushed her son while smiling🥲

  • @yusefdoesthings7669
    @yusefdoesthings7669 3 роки тому +4998

    "she turns around, and has this face"
    I shit you not my screen was buffering for like 20 seconds.
    Most disturbing staring contest ever.

    • @clumsybanana6524
      @clumsybanana6524 3 роки тому +137

      Who won?

    • @gabo516
      @gabo516 3 роки тому +66

      @@clumsybanana6524 Reckless Animation won...

    • @T1K..
      @T1K.. 3 роки тому +10

      Did you win?

    • @jacobpollock6244
      @jacobpollock6244 3 роки тому +3

      Is that scene from Trail of Blood??

    • @KingsBard
      @KingsBard 3 роки тому +19

      The only staring contest you want to lose

  • @attiyahfarah2999
    @attiyahfarah2999 7 місяців тому +68

    "Seiko.. you've drained all of everyone's happiness and took it all by yourself."
    This quote is one of the meanest thing i've read and probably one of the meanest thing you could ever say to someone, especially your child

    • @skaapu
      @skaapu 22 дні тому

      Fr that one got me

  • @rolloxra670
    @rolloxra670 11 місяців тому +166

    There’s nothing more terrifying than an evil human, forget about demons, ghosts, vampires, etc. The real stuff is the most terrifying

    • @Vanity0666
      @Vanity0666 11 місяців тому +17

      More importantly is realizing that a human, any human you know, can simply choose at will to be evil and do evil, whenever they feel like it, and unless it's something absolutely wild like a murder in public most people will simply not care and the world will continue as it always has

    • @RRDB92
      @RRDB92 4 місяці тому

      like now? ​@@Vanity0666

  • @boopsnoot2807
    @boopsnoot2807 3 роки тому +5025

    I have to be honest. This story is terrifying. But the Wendy’s ad that came up completely at random was even more terrifying.

    • @yugen.111
      @yugen.111 3 роки тому +26

      Why doesn’t anyone sub-comment on these comments with a lot of likes?

    • @PowerK1
      @PowerK1 3 роки тому +5

      Yūgen Sciamachy sub-comment?

    • @yugen.111
      @yugen.111 3 роки тому +8

      Finesse I’m describing comments on a comment

    • @yugen.111
      @yugen.111 3 роки тому +5

      Finesse Well I’m trying to anyway.

    • @tobydominey6423
      @tobydominey6423 3 роки тому +14

      I'm sorry, is this some ad joke that I'm too adblock to understand?

  • @raycearcher5794
    @raycearcher5794 4 роки тому +22006

    Soon to be adapted as the comedy anime, "Uh Oh! My Pretty Mom is a Murderer?"

    • @virginiaandrade8009
      @virginiaandrade8009 4 роки тому +1634

      Oh, there's that light hearted humor I needed. *phew!* I was starting to fill with some serious existential dread here..

    • @firstnamelastname489
      @firstnamelastname489 4 роки тому +2109

      Oopsie! I just pushed this boy off a cliff. I'm sooo clumsy. Teehee☆
      *laughtrack*

    • @jaakko569
      @jaakko569 4 роки тому +1040

      Beach episode!

    • @safir2241
      @safir2241 4 роки тому +692

      @@jaakko569 school trip episode!

    • @ArchiveTheMyth
      @ArchiveTheMyth 4 роки тому +527

      My mom and her two-stab attack

  • @eunhawannabe0304
    @eunhawannabe0304 Рік тому +551

    This manga hit too close to home. I see so much of my mother in her and I see so much of my younger self in Seiichi it was almost too hard to read, but I'm still waiting for new chapters. It's terrifying how realistic it is it made me wonder where the mangaka got his inspiration, did it come from his own experiences?
    Edit: This series came to an end in September. This manga will forever remain more than just a manga to me, and I thank Oshimi for creating something that made me and several others feel many emotions while reading. I've begun other works of his and they're amazing as well, but nothing will come to be as good as Chi No Wadachi in my eyes.

    • @angelbb8195
      @angelbb8195 Рік тому +9

      God bless you and I hope your better now He sent His son to die four our sins so we may live if we believe.He loves you and I hope you allow Him to help you on your belaing process I'm here if you wanna talk

    • @eunhawannabe0304
      @eunhawannabe0304 Рік тому +27

      @@angelbb8195 I’m doing a lot better now that I’m living with my older brother, he’s been getting me lots of help since I was 12. Two years later and I rarely think of what’s happened but I have to admit, it’s hard to not recall the memories with her and it’s hard to completely forget about her. I appreciate your kindness truely!

    • @mariaf3943
      @mariaf3943 Рік тому +17

      The manga has such intimate imagery
      It has to come from a real place

    • @stefanustanudjaja5029
      @stefanustanudjaja5029 Рік тому +14

      This instantly remind me of my mother.
      It is very hard for me to progress and I stopped at chapter 24.
      I don’t want to see and remember more, especially the ones that has been successfully buried in my unconscious.

    • @moonroll1985
      @moonroll1985 10 місяців тому +9

      Author was born in 1981 as Seiichi too… That makes my mind that may be he took it from his own life. If not he is pure genius.

  • @lanagievski1540
    @lanagievski1540 Рік тому +159

    Unfortunately this somewhat reminds me of my own mother. Chronically depressed and sociopathic, she in her suicidal states would yell for someone to kill her and then it would be turned on me, saying I’m the source of it and ruined her life for 30 years, while being only actually being 12 at the time.
    People like this really do exist outside of stories within entertainment media, and it’s a truly awful and sobering thing to come to terms with.

    • @Potatotenkopf
      @Potatotenkopf Рік тому +4

      bro your mom is Livia Soprano

    • @Marc-ny6mg
      @Marc-ny6mg 2 місяці тому +2

      I’m so, so sorry. Nobody deserves to be the target of abuse like that from somebody they love, much less a child. This world can be an unimaginably cruel one.

  • @Joiloii
    @Joiloii 4 роки тому +6553

    “Auntie...?” YEEET

    • @user-wu1us1yh3n
      @user-wu1us1yh3n 4 роки тому +123

      Sad gamer noises

    • @nonexistance1480
      @nonexistance1480 4 роки тому +95

      So the mother is a gamer

    • @dazt4636
      @dazt4636 4 роки тому +58

      Epic Gamer Moment

    • @jijijojo6505
      @jijijojo6505 4 роки тому +17

      What a way to be away from the scares

    • @sourpuss5951
      @sourpuss5951 4 роки тому +55

      @@jijijojo6505 Memes are the best nightmare repellant. Well at least until the memes also become nightmarish...

  • @aniahliepard
    @aniahliepard 4 роки тому +5477

    **reads title** "Oh it's just a sad story probably."
    **watches mom throw kid off a cliff** "Oh it's one of those stories."

    • @coolerrocket
      @coolerrocket 4 роки тому +47

      Comma toast

    • @boysteacher3818
      @boysteacher3818 4 роки тому +232

      This is just one of those "we live in a society" stories but with the this-is-so-fucked-up-o-meter slightly tuned up.

    • @theshut-in1097
      @theshut-in1097 4 роки тому +3

      John Doe not for him, hard choice he had to make

    • @AJH666
      @AJH666 4 роки тому +28

      I thought it was actually kinda funny how he got yeeted of a cliff

    • @leontrix7104
      @leontrix7104 3 роки тому +13

      It's Tekken all over again

  • @vshkya
    @vshkya Рік тому +145

    While the aspect of being the child in this manga is truly horrifying, what's even more horrifying is the possibility of being the adult in this. Be it the mother who's been living a life she doesn't want, the father who's doing the very best he can but still isn't enough or the adult Seiichi who can't stitch back his life no matter what.

  • @maeryn4200
    @maeryn4200 Рік тому +141

    Stories like these are real, I've experienced it first hand. There were at least a dozen of times where our mother tried killing our father, her own mom and us children (with her in the car, we were in the backseat) and I don't know how but she was always sent to an asylum and got out 1-4 months later...then the horror would begin anew. She had perfected the art of playing samaritan and victim (at the same time) to everyone outside the family, she still does it 20 years later and I feel nothing but disgust for her.Even those who know are too afraid to stand up to her, because they know what she's capable of, yet they still make excuses for her trying to stab our father or strangle her mother (in front of her childrens eyes no less)..."oh, she was abused as a child" blahblah. The whole fmaily is a bunch of disgusting and pathetic enablers.
    I know exactly how it feels in real life to have such a mother and you really live in constant fear, because with a parent that unstable and unpredictable, anything (or nothign at all) could mean injury or even death.
    One example: I once had a bad ear ache when Iwas about 7 years old and my mom told me she had a family remedy for that. To "make the pain go away", she put a cotton pad drenched in boiling oil in my ear. Even 20 years later, I still remember the unbearble pain of the burn and the scream of terror and pain I let out. I'll never forget that sound, it was a sif from someone else, not me...and there were no witnesses, I was alone with her at that moment. I don't remember if we went to a doctor or what other people said to that, just that no one ever got to know what she had done. Everyone really thought she was the poor young mother who was simply a little overwhelmed with raising two kids, because her husband was always on business trips.
    Sometimes I wonder how I managed to live through all that abuse. My sister forgot most of it, her brain shut it all away. Mine can't because I'm HSP, I remember so much, far too much for my own liking. I know what our mother has done and she knows I know, which is why she views me as danger and to this day isolates me from most of the famiyl by spreading lies and gossiping. And if she does something nice, it's only so you owe her. And she'll remind you of that when she needs a favor done. But it won't be a favor, it'll be a demand and you will do that, otherwise she'll tell others how she was being so nice and now you refuse to give that kindness back, she'll play the victim.
    Honestly, I could write whole books about it all. Maybe one day I will, my therapist adviced me to do so, but I'm afraid of what that book would look like...
    Some people are just rotten to the core and if you are unlucky, those people are your relatives and even your own mother.

    • @purerage7963
      @purerage7963 10 місяців тому +12

      Please tell me you've cut all ties and changed your contact info so she can't find you. Better yet go to another city/state/country.

    • @neoscriptt
      @neoscriptt 9 місяців тому +9

      i’d love to hear your story if you did decide to write it sometime. i’m a part time author myself if you ever need assistance. hopefully things have gotten better after you escaped her, but i understand first-hand how damning abuse can be, particularly in childhood.

    • @jimmythe-gent
      @jimmythe-gent 8 місяців тому

      You had an earache and she put boiling oil in your ear? You sure they weren’t just ear drops? My mom would warm the ear drops up in the microwave and one time it was too hot and burned… It was an accident- it happens.

    • @MailaDR
      @MailaDR 8 місяців тому +7

      Just face the fact that your mother is a separate entity from who you are as a person with a different soul… no ties linking you both other than a title. Serial killers often have children too, but those children can grow up being loving and caring adults. It’s a sad and difficult situation, but you are stronger and a fighter. Find a good partner who will be a better parent to your children and to yourself. Life goes on and you are the master of your own future. ❤

    • @maeryn4200
      @maeryn4200 8 місяців тому +9

      @@MailaDR Dunno about the "finding a partner" part, I'm not there yet.
      But you're right about me being a fighter. We all are or can be, if we decide to. Also, God is helping a lot, especially in recent months...I've also become more kind(yet hardened) and started doing community work for the homeless. Giving to others feels good, maybe I've finally found my purpose...
      What doesn't kill us really makes us stronger. If you push through the despair and hurt and don't let it beat you down that is. 💪
      Thank you for your kind words. ❤
      I wish good luck, health, hope and faith to everyone who is struggling. 🙏

  • @dzogurtowa
    @dzogurtowa 4 роки тому +33707

    To me, the most terrifying thing in this manga wasn't the mother herself, but the influence she has on the main character. The way he switches between being scared of her and wanting to run away and wanting nothing else but her approval. It's such a great representation on how abusive relationships work. This manga really captures the feeling of being trapped.

    • @Zach014G
      @Zach014G 4 роки тому +1048

      THANK YOU! I was scared of his mom but i was more scared of what the mom did to him mentally.

    • @fajarsetiawan8665
      @fajarsetiawan8665 4 роки тому +909

      It's basically the most severe case of gaslighting

    • @nkchim
      @nkchim 4 роки тому +139

      Is this story about stockholm syndrom?

    • @satchiko9884
      @satchiko9884 4 роки тому +106

      Hey can u tell me the name of the manga? I read it on an app but it shut down and now I cant remember it. This is actually one my fav so plz help! Also! Its my fav cuz of the psychological part not cuz I relate to the mom or anything

    • @fajarsetiawan8665
      @fajarsetiawan8665 4 роки тому +345

      @@nkchim sort of. It's about the relationship between a boy and his psychotic abusive mom

  • @The-Great-Sleep
    @The-Great-Sleep 3 роки тому +9865

    It’s weird how fear has evolved into us being more afraid of other humans, rather than natural phenomenons

    • @deftoneslover
      @deftoneslover 3 роки тому +120

      Dyamy woah that just- wow

    • @trogglerantz5827
      @trogglerantz5827 3 роки тому +454

      The fear of the supernatural is bad fear. Humans can Snap their personality in a second. And you never know what they can do

    • @Qwik14
      @Qwik14 3 роки тому +490

      Actually it's the other way around. We're made to think monsters will kill you, but in reality monsters have never killed anyone. Humans have.

    • @dattruemg_6062
      @dattruemg_6062 3 роки тому +231

      I mean we _are_ the top predators for a reason....

    • @isthataspider7410
      @isthataspider7410 3 роки тому +171

      We have no natural predators to fight against, but since we still have the instincts, we choose to go against each other

  • @dinoscarex4550
    @dinoscarex4550 Рік тому +370

    Oh the memories, back when SEW reviewed this manga and seemed simply about a scary lady.
    Seiko turned out to be such a scumbag mother, and now the manga is about her family dealing with the consequences of her actions.

  • @franklinv69
    @franklinv69 Рік тому +175

    9:50 i actually got petrified and scared when you transitioned to this panel of the mother's face. the horror is delivered so well because mothers are usually overprotective, loving and gentle. but seeing the mother distorted and grimacing like that has a demonic feeling to it and shocks me to my core. it's night time for me rn lol

    • @cracked_davud5031
      @cracked_davud5031 Місяць тому

      I don't feel any terror from it. I don't really understand why this comes off as terrifying to anyone.

  • @beawolfe
    @beawolfe 4 роки тому +26052

    The irony is that despite parental abuse being a rare, taboo theme in horror, it's not difficult to find firsthand stories of it in real life.

    • @kevinzhu6417
      @kevinzhu6417 4 роки тому +1795

      These stories are hiding in our everyday life, from the neighbors kid who barely goes outside to the kid in the back of the class who never talks. Imo it's more common thanwe could ever imagine

    • @Utterlyderanged
      @Utterlyderanged 4 роки тому +1028

      That's probably the reason, it might be too personal for some readers (and probably extremely personal for the writer), that might make it hard to create a market for that theme in horror.

    • @hanac5586
      @hanac5586 4 роки тому +358

      That would be interesting to read in my opinion, even though I have experienced domestic abuse. You could finally be an outsider and not a victim... maybe it helps to understand some things better.

    • @aunalienmarie4004
      @aunalienmarie4004 4 роки тому +56

      Damn u didn’t have to go dat deep but I’m glad u did.

    • @tarani5aviel
      @tarani5aviel 4 роки тому +283

      All of my friends including me were abused in some way, whether sexually or physically or verbally. You probably know someone who was abused

  • @1208shoo
    @1208shoo 3 роки тому +3593

    “auntie?”
    *”and i took that personally”*

  • @morganrosenfeld5917
    @morganrosenfeld5917 Рік тому +217

    Inside Mari has to have one of my favorite tropes towards its end, AND HUGE SPOILER; it's the reveal that the whole premise isn't magic or something otherworldly its simple mental illness.

    • @angiewu8294
      @angiewu8294 Рік тому +39

      the twist blew my mind. like i spent most of the manga hating the guy for stalking mari, and then turns out it was her the whole time??? its insane

    • @bennichol1510
      @bennichol1510 Рік тому +4

      Yeah where it turns out Mari lost herself in The guy

  • @zephaniahdejene1746
    @zephaniahdejene1746 Рік тому +114

    I love the aspect of horror from madness. The thought of insanity scares us because we can't comprehend it, we can't control it we can't escape it because it's within all of us when there's no explanation to one's actions when there's no logic to one's thoughts. Madness is unbound to logic, unlimited by morality it's un phased by fear it's scary to think of what a normal person can become when a little madness slips inside them.

    • @zephaniahdejene1746
      @zephaniahdejene1746 Рік тому

      I think the soul eater *MANGA* deserves a shout out for exploring this.

    • @cmtm4880
      @cmtm4880 Рік тому

      "little" 💀

  • @tiffy717
    @tiffy717 3 роки тому +4293

    10% of the comments: people sharing experiences of abuse and appreciating the horror of the manga
    The other 90%: aUnTIe?

  • @Isimarie
    @Isimarie 4 роки тому +5062

    I really like psycho horror. Jumpscare or gore horror is boring to me, but I love having an existential crisis after a game/movie

    • @fungifago
      @fungifago 3 роки тому +53

      Go watch Possession by Anzdrej Zulawski, best psycho horror ever

    • @milocontents
      @milocontents 3 роки тому +28

      Darkwood is an amazingly scary horror game with mere jumpscares but honestly the scariest game I’ve played so far

    • @shiperobin
      @shiperobin 3 роки тому +16

      Well that's because you're a decent human.

    • @trosoman69
      @trosoman69 3 роки тому +18

      Jump scares & gore only last a couple of seconds or more. After that it's meh...

    • @deathpoison1018
      @deathpoison1018 3 роки тому +4

      Dead Tube

  • @angieidol9785
    @angieidol9785 Рік тому +90

    9:58 I remember how my mom looked at me with the same face when I was little, we were at church and I asked when was it going to end. To this day I remember how shocked and terrified I was at the time. Hell, even know remembering about it makes me feel uncomfortable.

  • @tamara.rirurero
    @tamara.rirurero Рік тому +166

    i remember buying blood on the tracks and after reading it i felt so uncomfortable. it’s more creepy than horror movies

  • @Abyssaracnis
    @Abyssaracnis 3 роки тому +5105

    "Phew, you almost fell."
    "Auntie?"
    "Damn, i kinda don't want to save you."
    "Yeet."

    • @nickyy3682
      @nickyy3682 3 роки тому +66

      Lmao 😭🖐

    • @knifulaifu
      @knifulaifu 3 роки тому +42

      💀💀

    • @DEV-rw7eu
      @DEV-rw7eu 3 роки тому +43

      Wtf thats funny
      I laugh at the yeet part

    • @leynisitepu
      @leynisitepu 3 роки тому +26

      This is cursed 😃

    • @anhsu4854
      @anhsu4854 3 роки тому +31

      If the mangaka was gen z

  • @ph3dzx361
    @ph3dzx361 3 роки тому +5371

    Title: "Manga that breaks people"
    People who read it: *snaps in half*

    • @Kuriboh1008
      @Kuriboh1008 3 роки тому +119

      That would be somewhere in between a satisfying crunch and a disturbing one

    • @bootywrecker
      @bootywrecker 3 роки тому +10

      Homeless_people.exe has started up

    • @oilycarl184
      @oilycarl184 3 роки тому +16

      that's why I love nestle crunch

    • @Inahpeach
      @Inahpeach 3 роки тому +3

      @@oilycarl184 MAHIRU

    • @Inahpeach
      @Inahpeach 3 роки тому +7

      @@oilycarl184 çRüÑçH

  • @ameliabrittain158
    @ameliabrittain158 Рік тому +60

    I was wondering why Trail of Blood looked and felt so familiar, and it all clicked into place when you mentioned Flowers of Evil. I have a memory of me in middle school, going to the bookstore after school and exploring the new manga section that just got added, and stumbling upon Flowers of Evil. I didn’t buy it, bc no way my mom would let me, but I sat there are skimmed through it. I don’t remember any of the plot besides it being a love triangle as you said, but I do remember the feeling of deep uneasiness, I remember looking at the characters and thinking “they look so innocent….something terrible is going to happen to them”

  • @rihanshariff2194
    @rihanshariff2194 Рік тому +31

    I could sympathise with the mother as she reminds me a lot of my mother and a bit of myself as a mother and I know it’s because of past trauma and mental illness which the mother did not choose to be born into. It makes me sad and want to be a better mother, and also makes me sympathise with my parents and their crap parenting as their own parents were equally awful to them :/ ending the cycle of abuse is so so difficult as a parent but so worth the effort. This manga made me reflect a lot on things and made me cry for my younger self as a young mother and the crap my child had to see due to my own incompetence. Just awful realisations.

  • @nerium.nerium
    @nerium.nerium 3 роки тому +2943

    Living with an abuser is a lot like living in a horror movie. A prolonged sense of dread until the next explosion happens. Except, there is no relief. It keeps on repeating, unless you can somehow completely break free.

    • @TaroLoaf
      @TaroLoaf 3 роки тому +160

      Feels awful. It reprograms your body into going into combat mode for every human interaction. I.e. you pass the sweet old lady down the lane but your body tenses im fear

    • @KazKindred613
      @KazKindred613 3 роки тому +94

      Complex ptsd is a real thing, and extremely common in abuse survivors.

    • @boch2411
      @boch2411 3 роки тому +19

      @@KazKindred613 it's fucked that im not even sure if i remember everything and mostly what were the newest incident.

    • @joshualeahy2162
      @joshualeahy2162 3 роки тому +16

      Or you end it all or end said abuser. And maybe even end up in a cell or ward after the fact. Either that or you both end up snuffed out. Not too many options to consider really when trying to escape such a situation.

    • @crishealingvtuber8626
      @crishealingvtuber8626 3 роки тому +1

      yeah

  • @dreamerbell_
    @dreamerbell_ 3 роки тому +5081

    The way the art looks realistic than the normal anime/manga style makes it scarier

  • @LovelyGhostz
    @LovelyGhostz Рік тому +22

    The absolute full body terror I felt at the image of the mother turning to the child stunned me. I’m not even sure why I got so utterly terrified.

  • @WISTO
    @WISTO Рік тому +407

    Mild Spoiler
    Honestly, I binge read all of the chapters until 134... Knowing full well how much it was triggering me, because I wanted answers. CPTSD is so nasty because it has so much reach in every direction... Even I struggle to this day with it. I really thought I'd turn out like Seiko, and there were times when I took her side, and what she said rang true in my mind... But I will never just let it all break like she wanted. I will never take others down with me because of my own mental affliction. Very hard read for me, but reaffirms the progress Ive made in myself against such mental states.
    This and his other work 'Hapiness' are very depressing, just a warning.

    • @sweep8601
      @sweep8601 Рік тому +2

      i just binged read the manga too. Glad we're all against the same waves

    • @faludacosmos820
      @faludacosmos820 Рік тому +3

      Just binged read the manga and caught up today. I usually could stand disturbing stories, but this was had me on edge every chapter. Can’t wait for the next one!

    • @FaY-zf1rf
      @FaY-zf1rf Рік тому +3

      What's the Manga title?

    • @faludacosmos820
      @faludacosmos820 Рік тому +14

      @@FaY-zf1rf Blood on the Tracks by Shuzo Oshimi

    • @chobi1447
      @chobi1447 Рік тому +2

      @@faludacosmos820 tell me the end I don’t want to read it

  • @aldyhabibie9717
    @aldyhabibie9717 4 роки тому +7462

    True horror isnt about Jumpscares, True horror is that thing than makes your skin feels uncomfortable and your body shivers from a subtle details that you cant really put your finger on but you know something was off.
    That's my current opinion on horror genre. Jumpscare isnt the one that brings nightmares, Terrible being hidden under subtle details is.

    • @exocakes4587
      @exocakes4587 4 роки тому +98

      Darkwood is a game without jumpscares.
      Haven't played it but the review I watched scared me.

    • @Vysair
      @Vysair 4 роки тому +75

      it's about alarming your natural instinct, gut feeling when human used to be hunted by predator. That same sense

    • @highprinceryoma4410
      @highprinceryoma4410 4 роки тому +1

      hot take

    • @Jacky.c.v
      @Jacky.c.v 4 роки тому +52

      Jumpscares are basically just your body being surprised. Like when someone tries to hit you, it’s the same thing.

    • @elmark5189
      @elmark5189 4 роки тому +18

      Thats not horror, that's terror.

  • @CommissariatGames
    @CommissariatGames 3 роки тому +9075

    Its not his faces that are terrifying due to their realism.
    Its the eyes.

    • @palkoescobar5997
      @palkoescobar5997 3 роки тому +145

      Truer words have never been said.

    • @mariaaaa1128
      @mariaaaa1128 3 роки тому +136

      Yeh they're expressive

    • @heatherperleberg7816
      @heatherperleberg7816 3 роки тому +166

      Ya know, up until recently, I just thought of my eyes as part of my head, i.e I didn't really think about them at all, until one day when i did the thing where I pulled my eyes open (not my actual eyes, you know what I mean) and thought "Damn. They're HUGE, and watching them move kinda freaks me out." So, ever since then, looking at people's [realistic] eyes (in fiction) has unsettled me. They aren't real, but I feel them looking at me.

    • @greentheguydoesstuff
      @greentheguydoesstuff 3 роки тому +8

      yeah.

    • @qwertydavid8070
      @qwertydavid8070 2 роки тому +38

      For me the mom in this manga has the same effect as a "certain character" from ddlc.(MAYOR SPOILERS FOR DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB, IT'S LITERALLY FREE ON STEAM JUST PLAY THE WHOLE THING, THIS IS THE ONE GAME WHERE SPOLIERS RUIN THE ENTIRE EXPERIENCE)
      They just look like normal average humans, there's nothing scary or weird about them superficially (although monika has some superficial differences that make her stand out, but these aren't inherently creepy),but you know that deep down inside of them lie twisted evil psycopathic monsters with no self control that'll do ANYTHING to get their way. What's horrifying about them is not their superficial appearance, but the context of what they are and how it doesn't match what they look like. Although monika does end up redeeming herself at the end and becomes one of the few villains that I actually felt real sympathy for, throughout Act 2 monika is this evil looming presence, and everytime she's on frame or she's mentioned, you can feel pure dread and fear. And she looks so normal and cute, but behind that fake facade lies a writhing mass of pure evil and apathy. Especially during Monika's talk where you're just forced to stare deeply into her eyes, and it's legitimately scary. In any other visual novel it wouldn't be weird, but knowing the context of the things monika did, her staring at you is just uncomfortable. It's such effective horror and I love it

  • @5192aaron
    @5192aaron 2 роки тому +7

    "Art is meant to disturb the comfortable and comfort the disturbed."

  • @yodoleheehoo90
    @yodoleheehoo90 Рік тому +7

    Blood on The Tracks by Shuzo Oshimi. You're welcome, because it took way too long for me to find it through reading the comment section.
    I want to read it first before delving into this video!

    • @Adrianovaz2007
      @Adrianovaz2007 7 місяців тому

      @ilamos___6853 He does mention the name of the manga a lot but by a wrong translation (A Trail of Blood), the title is a reference to a Bob Dylan album title.

  • @yenccubus1181
    @yenccubus1181 4 роки тому +2735

    When you cant handle horror but cant help being interested in the story-

    • @masais9610
      @masais9610 4 роки тому +18

      Yeah boi

    • @raftel7440
      @raftel7440 4 роки тому +24

      So relatable

    • @everest5718
      @everest5718 3 роки тому +56

      I can’t handle any scary imagery

    • @addilindo
      @addilindo 3 роки тому +72

      me rn lmao im currently hiding in the comments

    • @laurahamm4744
      @laurahamm4744 3 роки тому +7

      Im watching this at 1am. No sleep for me! Lol

  • @soursnoball1497
    @soursnoball1497 3 роки тому +3804

    "Auntie?"
    "Your free trial of living has ended"

  • @angeloutofgrace
    @angeloutofgrace Рік тому +52

    The manga panels are so hauntingly beautifully done

    • @ylobenz
      @ylobenz 11 місяців тому

      What is the manga

    • @angeloutofgrace
      @angeloutofgrace 11 місяців тому +3

      @@ylobenz blood on the tracks/ chi no wadachi

  • @alexanderprime8003
    @alexanderprime8003 8 місяців тому +17

    I'm here after the final chapter, i thought I'd have a clear moment, a breath of fresh air after all this, there's none of that it doesn't get any happier, but at least it's over and it's perfect.

  • @vian7599
    @vian7599 3 роки тому +3656

    Mom : *smiles to me*
    Me who read the trail of blood manga : *Demonic schreeching fear*

    • @joegun4259
      @joegun4259 3 роки тому +21

      Lol

    • @rwholemilkisgood5050
      @rwholemilkisgood5050 3 роки тому +13

      Jotaro Kujo didn’t expect to see you here

    • @Alang_492
      @Alang_492 3 роки тому

      Mr. Fulvian im not gonna watch it then

    • @afsham4330
      @afsham4330 3 роки тому +3

      Is it worth the read? I'm thinking about reading it but idk

    • @daniim.1413
      @daniim.1413 3 роки тому +1

      Where can i read it at? Is there a website to read it?

  • @northynorth
    @northynorth 3 роки тому +2989

    "She looks at him...like this"
    Ad: "GIVE VOICE TO YOUR BALLS. TESTICULAR CANCER IS-"

    • @annaheharkou6424
      @annaheharkou6424 3 роки тому +57

      Yo I'm crying 😭😭

    • @devinearson
      @devinearson 3 роки тому +15

      I'm dyin

    • @noodleleggsss7450
      @noodleleggsss7450 3 роки тому +11

      💀

    • @Spinosaur101
      @Spinosaur101 3 роки тому +38

      Ads are targeted, you got something going on there Amanda? 🤣

    • @nickaschenbecker9882
      @nickaschenbecker9882 3 роки тому +4

      I was once watching a video of Slayer performing Raining Blood live. The sponsor on the banner? Tampax. I shit you not.

  • @milosbar
    @milosbar Рік тому +26

    Your channel is such a treasure. I often get hooked into one video and watch it several times, i really like how i get many different things out of those separate viewings.
    Can't imagine the amount of work you put into every single one of your videos. Thank you!

  • @takeyourpills3979
    @takeyourpills3979 3 роки тому +2914

    “Then she turns around, and has THIS face”
    -ad plays
    Bro.

    • @hannahfannibal3636
      @hannahfannibal3636 3 роки тому +54

      I got the classic Sprite Cranberry ✌️

    • @larryjake7783
      @larryjake7783 3 роки тому +27

      I got Biden will win the election ad....

    • @JakNasty69
      @JakNasty69 3 роки тому +18

      I got an ad of a woman sniffing a shoe and enjoying it a little too much.

    • @taehyrn
      @taehyrn 3 роки тому +10

      I got a taco bell grilled cheese burrito ad✌

    • @xiixheng8292
      @xiixheng8292 3 роки тому +5

      HAHAHAHHA AS READ YOUR COMMENT AND IT HAPPENED 😂

  • @Exotio_
    @Exotio_ 3 роки тому +4281

    "Auntie?"
    *"Long live the king..."*

    • @thetruesopop
      @thetruesopop 3 роки тому +138

      "TO THE SHADOW REALM, J I M B O O

    • @emmanuel6005
      @emmanuel6005 3 роки тому +13

      I get it

    • @aphextemper44
      @aphextemper44 3 роки тому +34

      -Auntie??
      -YEET!

    • @AStupidUnknownUser
      @AStupidUnknownUser 3 роки тому +5

      Shigaroo! No!
      Osabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee!

    • @Gamer-ri2gu
      @Gamer-ri2gu 3 роки тому +4

      @@emmanuel6005 darn it man i was really getting into it and then i saw your comment lmao

  • @Kruukk
    @Kruukk 10 місяців тому +12

    What's breaking me is the lack of mangas title.

    • @Solararisa
      @Solararisa 9 місяців тому +8

      A Trail of Blood, is the name.
      Seriously, why do content creators never put the names? I shat myself trying to find the name.

  • @dejavu1702
    @dejavu1702 9 місяців тому +16

    This kinda reminds me of the webtoon/Manhwa “bastard” except in that story the main character’s father is a serial killer and he is an unwilling and troubled accomplice. The mental turmoil the main character (forgot his name) experiences along with the dreary artstyle and grotesque violent shots make the manhwa really horrific in that psychological horror way. Just reading what his life was like growing up while knowing what his father does and the injustice of it all is so heart clenching. It really feels like once something goes right, everything is hopeless all over again and even the small bit of hope I have gets shredded (though I won’t spoil the ending). Truly the best webtoon and manhwa I’ve ever read due to how troubled and depressed yet emotional it made me

    • @champadevi2581
      @champadevi2581 7 місяців тому +2

      Yes it does have that parent-child dynamic. I was also comparing the two while reading the manga.

  • @jiyu3027
    @jiyu3027 3 роки тому +4900

    Its not even the faces that scare me bro, Its your goddam sound effect timing with them.

    • @BBaaaaa
      @BBaaaaa 3 роки тому +172

      Exactly.
      The sounds makes the image "not scary" because he's the one scaring me (the sound)

    • @corinavirus2581
      @corinavirus2581 3 роки тому +74

      ikr back when i was reading the whole chapter im not even scared but with his terrifying sounds...
      that shit scares me

    • @zeiitgeist
      @zeiitgeist 3 роки тому +33

      It sets the tone, and I don't appreciate the 'we' being used a lot, as if people are interpreting these visuals with similar thought; I frankly dislike when people give credit to mediums with their own versions as if fact just because of its ability to evoke something in them - who knows what the author truly intended...

    • @BierBart12
      @BierBart12 3 роки тому +24

      I think you need to be an extreme empath to be as scared of this manga as this guy is describing

    • @leylamonti9816
      @leylamonti9816 3 роки тому +6

      Does anyone know what’s the title of the « music » in the beginning ?

  • @yukkwo608
    @yukkwo608 3 роки тому +3163

    I'm going to be completely honest; my family is 100% ok. I read this manga about 28 chapters in before I stopped reading, with the attitude that I could handle it. Unfortutantely, I was wrong. It literally made me want to throw up, it made me so uncomfortable. This manga is incredibly well written and terrifying.

    • @hadinaji14
      @hadinaji14 3 роки тому +13

      Yukkwo where u read it

    • @governmentmandatedduncecap
      @governmentmandatedduncecap 3 роки тому +16

      Hadi Naji google blood on the tracks free read full

    • @yukkwo608
      @yukkwo608 3 роки тому +67

      @@hadinaji14 I just searched it up on google. Should be one of the first few results.

    • @Really_here
      @Really_here 3 роки тому +3

      @@governmentmandatedduncecap it's trail of blood

    • @Queen-gz7ep
      @Queen-gz7ep 3 роки тому +27

      now i WANT to read it

  • @GaryHamad
    @GaryHamad Рік тому +16

    There's No Monsters, Ghost, Evil Spirits, Beast, or Demons
    It's Us, We Are All Those Things

  • @minmin6v6
    @minmin6v6 Рік тому +20

    When I read this all I wanted to do is reach out to Seichi and save him, hold him, and give him a better life. My mother growing up could be so nice and lovely and then be so cold and mean. And it would be like one day she's nice and the next day she's mean, it would be in the same moment. Growing up having to explain things to her carefully, tip toe around her to keep her calm was horrifying growing up. Nothing was perfect or good enough, and everything was our (the kids) fault. Whenever Seichi would blame himself for things that are clearly not his fault I would get so angry with his mother, I just hoped he would find a way out. Then they times where he would find an out or some sort of happiness only for him to go back to his mother would make me so upset with him until I realized that I would do the same. He was a child who only had his mother growing up. He was a victim of his mother. It's such a heartbreaking read but I loved it so much.

  • @notafbiagent473
    @notafbiagent473 3 роки тому +3806

    “Auntie?”
    Awww. It’s a sweet manga, the title was just a bait and switch
    *Pushes him off cliff*
    OH

    • @blankperson6383
      @blankperson6383 2 роки тому +66

      COUGH COUGH gonna do your job?

    • @SGT_Gasoline
      @SGT_Gasoline 2 роки тому +15

      as they say "POKEYOURMOM"

    • @linko9720
      @linko9720 2 роки тому +12

      The best part is, this is just barely the tip of the iceberg of whats to come in later chapters

    • @AmberTurdsShittyBedsheet
      @AmberTurdsShittyBedsheet 2 роки тому +2

      "OH. OH SHIT. NO SHE DIDN'T!"

    • @CrisxDful
      @CrisxDful 2 роки тому

      LMAO same, but I was like hmmm is she going to push him & then she did 😀

  • @aleenaprasannan2146
    @aleenaprasannan2146 3 роки тому +3233

    The most frightening kind of horror is the one that's as close to reality.

    • @halvarianknight4477
      @halvarianknight4477 3 роки тому +63

      As soon as (based on a true story) or Demons/possessions come on the table than i'm out. Just a massive NOPE!

    • @smurfadoodlethewise4584
      @smurfadoodlethewise4584 3 роки тому +8

      The same goes to sci-fi, though it's more about giving people something to be grounded in and attached to rather than just "realism" in general.

    • @hieithefox
      @hieithefox 3 роки тому +6

      That is why horror movies about people just lost at sea or something are actually scary to me because I can actually believe that it could happen

    • @Shubham2k5
      @Shubham2k5 3 роки тому +1

      Sup SIMPS

    • @sorrel272
      @sorrel272 3 роки тому +5

      As someone with psychosis, I feel like the best way to make horror is by showing the threat. Not making it 20 jumpscares in a movie, that's shit's weak. Letting you know you're in danger, but with uncertainty of what to do.
      Thats why the mango was so good. It shows the mother is dangerous, but always there.

  • @TheOneAndOnlyP6
    @TheOneAndOnlyP6 8 місяців тому +15

    The manga as of this week is completed. Now is the best time to read it if anyone didn't yet!

    • @mrnasx-fj1tc
      @mrnasx-fj1tc 6 місяців тому

      what is the title of this?

    • @TheOneAndOnlyP6
      @TheOneAndOnlyP6 6 місяців тому +2

      @@mrnasx-fj1tc Chino Wadachi (Blood on the Tracks)

  • @adrianwin6816
    @adrianwin6816 Рік тому +166

    she let her intrusive thoughts win...

  • @strudelh
    @strudelh 4 роки тому +22117

    I hate/love how even when the characters aren't doing anything weird, the creator STILL draws them in a creepy way...

    • @aby1061
      @aby1061 4 роки тому +939

      StrudelDaddi The unsettling nature of the drawings just keeps you at the edge of your seat. I nearly had a panic attack reading this manga.

    • @niknokpalabok3030
      @niknokpalabok3030 4 роки тому +505

      @@aby1061 had to quit reading the manga because the images of Seiko just....suffocated me. Made me feel like I was gonna vomit.

    • @aby1061
      @aby1061 4 роки тому +258

      rebekah ilo Same here but I was actually able to finish it, it was hard, but I did it. The amount of times my anxiety and asthma kicked in just shows how terrifying the manga is

    • @jinjinjinrou
      @jinjinjinrou 4 роки тому +169

      I had to pause reading this manga for a few months. It is so unsettling and psychological.

    • @JustZal
      @JustZal 4 роки тому +108

      its all part of how you draw them that sets people off in an unnerving feeling! :D
      see guys? you dont have to do weird things to be creepy, you just gotta look the part

  • @vaelle3046
    @vaelle3046 3 роки тому +2559

    "Auntie?"
    *"King dragon sends his regards."*

  • @P6660000
    @P6660000 8 місяців тому +11

    The manga is finished. We need a update!

    • @MADDMOODY516
      @MADDMOODY516 8 місяців тому +2

      I was gonna comment the same thing. Personally i'm disappointed.

  • @Kombibuff
    @Kombibuff 9 місяців тому +15

    The final chapter is coming next week, and I’ve been following the manga since this video was posted three years ago. I want to thank y’all for introducing me to it and taking me on this journey

  • @Prushka
    @Prushka 4 роки тому +1939

    the manga is called "chi no wadachi" or in english "a trail of blood/blood on the tracks"

    • @amberjones2560
      @amberjones2560 4 роки тому +130

      Empuz This is first comment with the name of the manga. Thanks!

    • @lualejo2015
      @lualejo2015 4 роки тому +65

      Thank you very much for your existence and writing the name of the manga. I spent minutes of my life looking for the actual name.

    • @Prushka
      @Prushka 4 роки тому +48

      @@lualejo2015 yeah I didn't want to spoil myself by watching the video so I went through junji ito manga until I found it. And I didn't see the name in the description or comments, so I decided to make a comment with the name of the manga

    • @OK-oc1oz
      @OK-oc1oz 4 роки тому

      Empuz Hey, do you know where i can read this?

    • @lacamilimila9121
      @lacamilimila9121 4 роки тому +2

      omg thanks you are totally blessed, I spent 10 minutes searching for "chino adoption"

  • @FnLl523
    @FnLl523 3 роки тому +3847

    People watching this: *horrified
    Manga'ers w/o sounds and creept noises:
    "the art is pretty dope"

  • @Imaginexall
    @Imaginexall 5 місяців тому +7

    As a new mom, that little page on the toddler trying to catch up a mom who visibly hates them, was truly horrifying.
    Also, love the way you story tell !

  • @kairisUP
    @kairisUP Рік тому +3

    Damn, the fact that your attention to such intricate details and amazing voice narration sends chills down my spine, I LOVE your videos and respect your perspective

  • @alexsnightmare
    @alexsnightmare 3 роки тому +3109

    "And as he stares into her eyes, he sees this-"
    *a makeup commercial*
    Great timing

  • @MissElisabelle
    @MissElisabelle 4 роки тому +5052

    It's not scary.
    It's suffocating.
    Whenever I saw her face, her smile or her gaze, I felt anxious. I never felt this way reading a manga, not even watching a film.

    • @berrypie5440
      @berrypie5440 4 роки тому +91

      Same I felt like I screaming but could like I did in side Idk how to explain

    • @007TrickShotz
      @007TrickShotz 4 роки тому +42

      Thats exactly how I felt when I first read uzumaki (the beginning. Near the end it just got kinda weird and cheesy)

    • @sharronhankins7722
      @sharronhankins7722 4 роки тому +2

      @Matahina Alofa Faatuai Me too!😱🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️🏃‍♀️

    • @hellokittied
      @hellokittied 4 роки тому

      can u time stamp the smile?

    • @anjalir8125
      @anjalir8125 4 роки тому +4

      I felt like that reading oyasumj pun pun. Gave me so much anxiety geez

  • @j-zenberg4181
    @j-zenberg4181 Рік тому +1

    This was truly moving, informative and packed with beauty! absolutely brilliant

  • @fleurlievens6916
    @fleurlievens6916 Рік тому +25

    i don't watch horror bc i'm someone who symphatizes with fictional people really easy and my emotion are always really strong when i watch stuff like this, i usually get nightmares for a few nights or when i'm home alone i get the feeling everytime i would look back or go around a corner in my house someone or something will just pop up and harm me. but the thing is that horror is a really fascinating concept to me and i really would love to read a manga like this bc it looks so good, guess i'll just have to torture myself then haha

  • @ichi6669
    @ichi6669 3 роки тому +3124

    If you still try to find the title: ,,Chi no Wadachi", Oshimi Shuuzou.

    • @Kevowz
      @Kevowz 3 роки тому +36

      thank u

    • @soniasonia9153
      @soniasonia9153 3 роки тому +38

      Was scrolling to find this, thanks!

    • @haruko1501
      @haruko1501 3 роки тому +16

      Thanks! I couldn't understand the name

    • @youngneil6456
      @youngneil6456 3 роки тому +201

      fuck, thank you. i hate when people don't put the source in the title or description!

    • @froshtea
      @froshtea 3 роки тому +9

      @@youngneil6456 i mean...he literally said the title's name at the beginning. Sucks that you have hearing issues i guess

  • @gentlemantramp7528
    @gentlemantramp7528 Рік тому +29

    A simple rule of thumb regarding pronunciation, in Japanese, is that the emphasis, regardless of the word, is on the second syllable. Hence, the emphasis in Shigeru would be on the ge', not the shi' syllable: Shi ge' ru. Not Shi' geru.

  • @gabodevilmaycry22
    @gabodevilmaycry22 9 місяців тому +3

    The last part when you mention how we change our perspective of our parents really hits me hard, its true thtat in some situations we change our perspective towards our parents but being afraid, mad and feeling resentments towards them must be the worst feelings, i will read this manga cause Shuzo Oshimi is one of my favs autors and specially Aku No Hana its one if not my fav manga i had read, it hit me in so many ways, i felt every single emotion reading every page, and i have rad it multiple times too, Happiness is really amazing too, this videos really make me feel a lot again hahaha your videos are amazing man

  • @flowersforyouu
    @flowersforyouu 3 роки тому +5730

    The terrifying thing about this manga is how real it seems. In most horror animes/mangas they exaggerate the characters faces to seem more scary but in this manga, the characters facial expressions seem so humane. The author really did an amazing job with this

    • @qwertydavid8070
      @qwertydavid8070 2 роки тому +115

      Yeah that's one of the problems I have with anime. Don't get me wrong, I love anime artstyle and animation, it's one of the few reasons I actually watch anime because most of the time the stories are just huge exposition dumps. But I sometimes feel like they go a bit too far with facial expression, I get that it's part of the style, but sometimes it really just makes the characters way too deformed and goofy lol.

    • @caliqm2199
      @caliqm2199 2 роки тому +11

      Humane faces?Have we been reading the same manga?

    • @burnedpizzacrust1199
      @burnedpizzacrust1199 2 роки тому +7

      @@qwertydavid8070 well depends on what you see

    • @karenamyx2205
      @karenamyx2205 2 роки тому +33

      @@caliqm2199
      I think they meant 'human' faces, like they were trying to express something online the lines of the manga having 'realistic' faces. Maybe.. idk. But def nothing humane about that creepy momma.

    • @leahvictoria7447
      @leahvictoria7447 2 роки тому +25

      @@caliqm2199 to me it’s the eyes. When I saw the panel with the mom looking pissed at her child I could have sworn it was my dad looking at me. It really does depend how the reader takes/sees it.

  • @XanderBall
    @XanderBall 4 роки тому +2125

    Manga has ruined going to the mountains in Japan for me
    Edit: I was referring to the manga "Money Peak" for my personal experience but The Enigma of Amigara Fault is pretty scary too

  • @ImThePr3s
    @ImThePr3s Рік тому +15

    Just binged the entire manga in a few days and caught up with the latest chapter and I gotta say, definitely one of the greatest psychological horror pieces I have read. Its the ones that are too close to reality is that are memorable.

  • @MustafaKulle
    @MustafaKulle Рік тому +2

    An excellent analysis. Although I found it more sad than frightening, you did a good job telling the story. This actually popped up in my recommendation feed and I'm glad it did. Thank you.

  • @booptidyscoop7790
    @booptidyscoop7790 3 роки тому +2230

    All horror expressions : 🧿👄🧿

  • @reptileepic6945
    @reptileepic6945 3 роки тому +5189

    "Auntie?"
    Nephew was ejected. 1 imposter remains.

  • @RARA64HUNNID
    @RARA64HUNNID Рік тому +23

    “Lust has kept us existing, but it’s fear that’s kept us alive.”

  • @abidabashardost5762
    @abidabashardost5762 Рік тому +5

    I've just finished reading it! and I must say I LOVED IT! It felt so real yet distorted! I really felt the worry, discomfort, fear, anxiety, anger, sadness, etc from the manga! I loved how I felt dizzy from looking at his distorted perception, I felt that I've connected with the main character so well! everything he was experiencing I was walking in his shoes! LITERALLY! Trail of Blood really hit home for me as well, so I felt the anxiety he was feeling, the feeling of being trapped and such.

  • @etherraichu
    @etherraichu 3 роки тому +2789

    Its my favorite kind of horror. The kind where you're looking at something and you're upset, but when you try to figure out why, you have no idea at all. No single element is actually scary or disturbing, but you know that something is wrong with it. Its a shame there isn't more media like this, but its so hard to pull off. its so easy to mess up and end up creating something that just feels shallow.

    • @glodieee_
      @glodieee_ 3 роки тому +22

      it's this description exactly!!

    • @emotapw
      @emotapw 3 роки тому +19

      Have you heard of uncanny valley?

    • @guysplease6322
      @guysplease6322 3 роки тому +40

      Honestly the most scared I’ve been when watching a movie must’ve been Studio Ghibli’s ‘Grave of the Fireflies’, it’s not a horror, it’s a true story. The movie has pauses so you can just look and appreciate something, it feels real.
      MAJOR SPOILERS IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE SPOILED
      You know the boy will die, but his little sister you aren’t as sure about. So you watch, you watch as these kids slowly deteriorate.
      The girl is around 2-4 and acts like an actual toddler, she has her tantrums but is all round a good kid, full of wonder which is perfectly expressed as fireflies dance around her at night, her eyes wide.
      She plays with her reflection and skips around almost carefree, as you root for her life.
      They feel like people, not just characters that serve as a narrative device.
      You watch an upbeat atmosphere turn tired. Then when hope is finally given, it’s too late and you get this terrifying sinking feeling with just a sentence, ‘she died that night’, and it cuts to the corpse of the malnourished child you’ve watched play and laugh throughout the movie, and pauses as it did with the scenery.
      There’s a solid 5 minute scene of him burning her in a box, and just like that the movie is over. Absolutely bone chilling, a real story that happened. You always see the horrors of wartime and the fast paced fighting, but never see the children affected, never the terrifying reality that is the slow death of a young child.
      The foreshadowing in the fireflies only ‘lasting for one night’ and ‘dying so soon’ is heartbreaking. They burn brightly and die prematurely, just like the child.

    • @misterminutes4504
      @misterminutes4504 3 роки тому +11

      I think the horror for you is Psychological horror. That type of horror doesn't necessarily show anything scary but it's your own mind that makes it scary. I really recommend if you like these kind of horror is to watch the movie Vivarium.

    • @silvertamagachi
      @silvertamagachi 3 роки тому +9

      This is how I felt about "Get Out" from 2017; I was shit-your-pants TERRIFIED for most of the movie, when the only things that'd happened were a few uncomfortable conversations and a nosebleed. It's just the atmosphere of dread that keeps building; none of these scenes on their own would do much out of context.

  • @jonashorn8354
    @jonashorn8354 3 роки тому +3928

    "As he stares into her eyes, he sees THIS:"
    rAiD sHaDoW LeGeNdS, pLaY nOw FoR fReE
    Perfectly placed ad right there 😂

  • @Beatjoy5511
    @Beatjoy5511 Рік тому +1

    This guy is a legend , love his work.
    My friend put me onto blood on the track n been collecting his work for a whole now

  • @kathrynkaller881
    @kathrynkaller881 3 роки тому +4275

    Can I just say, in the Auntie scene I adore the fact that the author left the mother’s face up to the readers imagination. He could have easily drawn another amazing expression, instilling terror, but nothing is quite as horrifying as imagining what could be

    • @samt3412
      @samt3412 3 роки тому +305

      Even more interesting, the more you read the manga, the more you can picture the exact face the mother was making in that moment.

    • @kathrynkaller881
      @kathrynkaller881 3 роки тому +155

      Sam T Exactly! And depending on how you interpret the events of the manga, how much you sympathise with each character etc. the face you see will always be slightly different from what someone else will see

    • @bee3648
      @bee3648 3 роки тому +15

      Hello fellow glass animals fan :)

    • @erschao
      @erschao 3 роки тому +56

      i was wondering what her face looked like too.... then i got to the end of chapter 77 and shit pure fear through my chair. 0_0

    • @Gamer420life
      @Gamer420life 3 роки тому +7

      Baby, don't go
      I'll stop breathing coke
      No more bloody nose
      No more John Does
      Steam rolled hair, look into the glare and pop it, brother
      Slick like 007, man, you fly like Kim Jong rockets
      😎

  • @yourlocalmicky
    @yourlocalmicky 3 роки тому +2434

    "...auntie...?" THIS. IS. SPARTA.