The Manga That Breaks People
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- Опубліковано 8 лют 2025
- Here’s a video on the heart warming story of a mother and son and their inspirational journey to over come adversity.
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wish you made that aku no hana video you sort of hinted sometime ago instead but this should be great aswell
Super stoked that you covered this manga, it doesn't get as much recognition as it deserves, great vid!
hey can you please put a content warning for child abuse on stuff like this, like at least in the description? normally your channel is fine with stuff like this but, as a survivor of child abuse, this sent me into a mild panic within the first few minutes. i would have been more prepared had there been a warning, and i feel like this would effect other survivors too.
put the manga title in the description if you're not gonna put it in the title of the video dude
so this is bastard (webtoon) but it's the mother, not the father that's a psycho.
"she turns around, and has this face"
I shit you not my screen was buffering for like 20 seconds.
Most disturbing staring contest ever.
Who won?
@@clumsybanana6524 Reckless Animation won...
Did you win?
Is that scene from Trail of Blood??
The only staring contest you want to lose
To me, the most terrifying thing in this manga wasn't the mother herself, but the influence she has on the main character. The way he switches between being scared of her and wanting to run away and wanting nothing else but her approval. It's such a great representation on how abusive relationships work. This manga really captures the feeling of being trapped.
THANK YOU! I was scared of his mom but i was more scared of what the mom did to him mentally.
It's basically the most severe case of gaslighting
Is this story about stockholm syndrom?
Hey can u tell me the name of the manga? I read it on an app but it shut down and now I cant remember it. This is actually one my fav so plz help! Also! Its my fav cuz of the psychological part not cuz I relate to the mom or anything
@@nkchim sort of. It's about the relationship between a boy and his psychotic abusive mom
Shigeru:“Ur moms a little pushy”
Sei:When it comes to pushy....... she’s over the edge
oh.
@@bumblebee9267 my
@@PostTraumaticSwagDisorder ?
@@bumblebee9267 You're supposed to say "God" after the "my"
@@PostTraumaticSwagDisorder ohh
Warning to anyone that decides to read this manga, this is not a horror manga. Make sure you're in the right mindset to read this manga. It's the most depressing thing I've read in a while. Main character eats shit from start to current. And if you're an immersive reader like I am, ready your day for sadness....
I salute your advice , this manga is not for everyone, it is quite dark.1st time in my life that I almost cry reading a manga and I am 34.
@@rvermillion8188 1. don't spoil for other people, it is not cool 2. That's your interpretation. Reading it , I know why you say that but I did not see it that way. Anyway would be better to discuss that on a forum or something to avoid spoil.
Luckily, I read it after a break-down(and i read this story after reading boys abyss), so I was desensitized for awhile. So I didn't really feel heartbroken, a little annoyed that the main character didn't meet the girl again.
@@Thefuckclassic did you read the whole thing? I don't know how far you are I don't wanna spoil
@@MyLux777 what is the name of this manga?
"Aunty?"
"Long live the king..."
Lmao
dammit... 😆
What is the name of the manga
Nvm its in the video
"Aunty?"
"For the honour of the Emperor..."
Goes for a banzai charge.*
The irony is that despite parental abuse being a rare, taboo theme in horror, it's not difficult to find firsthand stories of it in real life.
These stories are hiding in our everyday life, from the neighbors kid who barely goes outside to the kid in the back of the class who never talks. Imo it's more common thanwe could ever imagine
That's probably the reason, it might be too personal for some readers (and probably extremely personal for the writer), that might make it hard to create a market for that theme in horror.
That would be interesting to read in my opinion, even though I have experienced domestic abuse. You could finally be an outsider and not a victim... maybe it helps to understand some things better.
Damn u didn’t have to go dat deep but I’m glad u did.
All of my friends including me were abused in some way, whether sexually or physically or verbally. You probably know someone who was abused
Something I noticed about the horror manga genre.. the art style almost feels.. porcelain, nearly uncanny valley but not quite there so their faces are unsettling but also comforting because they just look too perfect and artificial
Also weird ass faces
Almost like porcelain dolls.
jojo halfway through part 7 and onwards
Not always, look at Dead Tube, where the horror is because of all the unknown and murder. Oh, also the terrifying and devilish acts, including lots of murder...
@@deathpoison1018 Seems kinda edgy
This reminds me of my mom, how she appears so loving and kind at one moment and terrifying, cruel and cold the next. As a child I couldn't stand up to her. But as an adult I got so sick of her gaslighting I stopped all interaction with her even though I still live in the same house. The few friends I told never understood, and thought I was simply an unforgiving daughter. It's crazy how easy it is for parents to abuse their power over their children.
I'm struggling with this as well. I am trying to do right by my religion to honour the parents, especially the mother, but her past actions make it incredibly difficult for me.
@@AlIskanderZhao I don't know if it's possible, but have you talk with a religious guide or a psychologist with the same religious beliefs about this? It seems religion it's important for you, but you are in the middle of something bad.
You did right
Sorry that happened to you, try to stay strong
@@AlIskanderZhao I’m sorry that’s happening to you, try to stay strong
10% of the comments: people sharing experiences of abuse and appreciating the horror of the manga
The other 90%: aUnTIe?
@Dman Sneed [Formerly Chuck’s] The north remembers
Yeet
@SNEEDman [Formerly Chuck’s] anyways i start pushing
I like how you literally are one of the 90% ppl.
am I the only one who doesn't understand how it is a horror manga, I read the entire thing and it feels more like a drama about mental illness?
" Jump scare is same as a comedian tickling to make you laugh " - some random tweet
Fr I hate jump scare horror, its sooooo cheap. I want something that is in depth and has deep underlying meaning. Movies like "get out" are pretty good.
damn
Don't mind if I uh steal that
Wrath Incarnate some people would just be like:
* insert saitama saying ok*
I mean... one or two jumpscares are fun, but it gets really boring really fast. Mad respect to horror games that are scary without it
“Auntie?”
Me: expecting her to warmly smile
Manga:
whats the name of this manga
@@hamptoncalledmehisfriend6y383 trail of blood I think
thank you :)
Well she did smile
Well she was smiling and she said that she saw her son in the nephew and that's why she pushed him... she thought it was her son. So in her mind she pushed her son while smiling🥲
As someone who love drawing, i can see thoses feelings on thoses face, it's so beautiful, and i couldn't stop myself whispering "holy dingus this is marvelous and so well done."
has someone what?
"holy dingus" 🤓
@@coopialflowbow mfw thoses feelings on thoses face its so beautiful
@@NoNever434 the Jersey devil is outside your home
@@coopialflowbow i live in the sewers
It’s weird how fear has evolved into us being more afraid of other humans, rather than natural phenomenons
Dyamy woah that just- wow
The fear of the supernatural is bad fear. Humans can Snap their personality in a second. And you never know what they can do
Actually it's the other way around. We're made to think monsters will kill you, but in reality monsters have never killed anyone. Humans have.
I mean we _are_ the top predators for a reason....
We have no natural predators to fight against, but since we still have the instincts, we choose to go against each other
The way the art looks realistic than the normal anime/manga style makes it scarier
Fr
What’s it called?
@@primroseinmypocket trail of blood
@dreamer b tons of manga have that art style, just most super popular ones dont
@@estebanod And your point is?
Child: Auntie...?
Aunt: *peace was never an option.*
these comments are making me feel less scared lol
Child: Auntie...?
Aunt: Hail Hydra...
Long live the king.
r/accidentalcomedy
This template is overused 😑
"Seiko.. you've drained all of everyone's happiness and took it all by yourself."
This quote is one of the meanest thing i've read and probably one of the meanest thing you could ever say to someone, especially your child
Fr that one got me
That broke me. I felt bad for seiko
I have to be honest. This story is terrifying. But the Wendy’s ad that came up completely at random was even more terrifying.
Why doesn’t anyone sub-comment on these comments with a lot of likes?
Yūgen Sciamachy sub-comment?
Finesse I’m describing comments on a comment
Finesse Well I’m trying to anyway.
I'm sorry, is this some ad joke that I'm too adblock to understand?
**reads title** "Oh it's just a sad story probably."
**watches mom throw kid off a cliff** "Oh it's one of those stories."
Comma toast
This is just one of those "we live in a society" stories but with the this-is-so-fucked-up-o-meter slightly tuned up.
John Doe not for him, hard choice he had to make
I thought it was actually kinda funny how he got yeeted of a cliff
It's Tekken all over again
The terrifying thing about this manga is how real it seems. In most horror animes/mangas they exaggerate the characters faces to seem more scary but in this manga, the characters facial expressions seem so humane. The author really did an amazing job with this
Yeah that's one of the problems I have with anime. Don't get me wrong, I love anime artstyle and animation, it's one of the few reasons I actually watch anime because most of the time the stories are just huge exposition dumps. But I sometimes feel like they go a bit too far with facial expression, I get that it's part of the style, but sometimes it really just makes the characters way too deformed and goofy lol.
Humane faces?Have we been reading the same manga?
@@qwertydavid8070 well depends on what you see
@@caliqm2199
I think they meant 'human' faces, like they were trying to express something online the lines of the manga having 'realistic' faces. Maybe.. idk. But def nothing humane about that creepy momma.
@@caliqm2199 to me it’s the eyes. When I saw the panel with the mom looking pissed at her child I could have sworn it was my dad looking at me. It really does depend how the reader takes/sees it.
That Mom's face when she turns when the kid calls her made me tear up. Fucking terrifying.
Edit: I just watched this video a second time. I cried more this time than the first, holy shit. I have never seen a more threatening face, it looks like she's gonna kill me through the screen. Jesus.
I had the exact same. instant tears
Same
time stamp?
@@alekd4415 9:51
ikr, I just clenched my lips tightly with an apologetic look and thought the word 'sorry' when I saw that lol. I felt like I'd done something super wrong, it cut deep.
Living with an abuser is a lot like living in a horror movie. A prolonged sense of dread until the next explosion happens. Except, there is no relief. It keeps on repeating, unless you can somehow completely break free.
Feels awful. It reprograms your body into going into combat mode for every human interaction. I.e. you pass the sweet old lady down the lane but your body tenses im fear
Complex ptsd is a real thing, and extremely common in abuse survivors.
@@RenaissanceRockerBoy it's fucked that im not even sure if i remember everything and mostly what were the newest incident.
Or you end it all or end said abuser. And maybe even end up in a cell or ward after the fact. Either that or you both end up snuffed out. Not too many options to consider really when trying to escape such a situation.
yeah
True horror isnt about Jumpscares, True horror is that thing than makes your skin feels uncomfortable and your body shivers from a subtle details that you cant really put your finger on but you know something was off.
That's my current opinion on horror genre. Jumpscare isnt the one that brings nightmares, Terrible being hidden under subtle details is.
Darkwood is a game without jumpscares.
Haven't played it but the review I watched scared me.
it's about alarming your natural instinct, gut feeling when human used to be hunted by predator. That same sense
hot take
Jumpscares are basically just your body being surprised. Like when someone tries to hit you, it’s the same thing.
Thats not horror, that's terror.
18:45 God that image has stayed with me after I finished reading that manga. The way Shuzo Oshimi captured that facial expression of someone losing their sanity is terrifying and impressive. Those eyes have a soul in them, but its slowly fading
How did he even capture that?
The way the light in the eyes is slightly muted, the smile is faltering, and the facial expression is kind of blank. It makes the expression seem almost lifeless. Like she's just a blank shell of a person, the eyes are presented as looking at something far off as well.
what’s the name of the manga pls
@@elisa7175 blood on the tracks in english.. but seriously.. brace yourself. its not a traditional horror. its so much worse
I hate/love how even when the characters aren't doing anything weird, the creator STILL draws them in a creepy way...
StrudelDaddi The unsettling nature of the drawings just keeps you at the edge of your seat. I nearly had a panic attack reading this manga.
@@aby1061 had to quit reading the manga because the images of Seiko just....suffocated me. Made me feel like I was gonna vomit.
rebekah ilo Same here but I was actually able to finish it, it was hard, but I did it. The amount of times my anxiety and asthma kicked in just shows how terrifying the manga is
I had to pause reading this manga for a few months. It is so unsettling and psychological.
its all part of how you draw them that sets people off in an unnerving feeling! :D
see guys? you dont have to do weird things to be creepy, you just gotta look the part
"She looks at him...like this"
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Yo I'm crying 😭😭
I'm dyin
💀
Ads are targeted, you got something going on there Amanda? 🤣
I was once watching a video of Slayer performing Raining Blood live. The sponsor on the banner? Tampax. I shit you not.
When you cant handle horror but cant help being interested in the story-
So relatable
I can’t handle any scary imagery
me rn lmao im currently hiding in the comments
Im watching this at 1am. No sleep for me! Lol
I literally read full synopsis of horror films on imdb because I want to know what happens without being scared
this manga was nuts. the way he portrayed all the various anxiety-peaking trauma-induced psychosis scenes was shocking accurate. how the abuse of the mother turns on the self and becomes internalized (it’s my fault), how he lashes out without understanding why, how all he can think about is her, conditional lovebombing and subsequent rejection, the unspoken desperation for love…
beautifully drawn, even more impressively told
I ADORE PSYCHOLOGICAL HORRORS.
What gets me is the timeskip and the kid is grown into his mid 30s, "decently" readjusted to society...... If "decently" meant he made his internalized abuse dormant and got nothing to look forward to in life but clocking in for the night-shift at a dead-end factory job. Oh and there's the whole attempted suicide and its excruciating detail.
Finishing the manga pushes me to start getting out of my apartment and do any kind of social activities because I can see myself be 36 in a only couple short years and get stuck in a rut that's hard to get out of.
Can I just say, in the Auntie scene I adore the fact that the author left the mother’s face up to the readers imagination. He could have easily drawn another amazing expression, instilling terror, but nothing is quite as horrifying as imagining what could be
Even more interesting, the more you read the manga, the more you can picture the exact face the mother was making in that moment.
Sam T Exactly! And depending on how you interpret the events of the manga, how much you sympathise with each character etc. the face you see will always be slightly different from what someone else will see
Hello fellow glass animals fan :)
i was wondering what her face looked like too.... then i got to the end of chapter 77 and shit pure fear through my chair. 0_0
Baby, don't go
I'll stop breathing coke
No more bloody nose
No more John Does
Steam rolled hair, look into the glare and pop it, brother
Slick like 007, man, you fly like Kim Jong rockets
😎
“Auntie?”
Awww. It’s a sweet manga, the title was just a bait and switch
*Pushes him off cliff*
OH
COUGH COUGH gonna do your job?
as they say "POKEYOURMOM"
The best part is, this is just barely the tip of the iceberg of whats to come in later chapters
"OH. OH SHIT. NO SHE DIDN'T!"
LMAO same, but I was like hmmm is she going to push him & then she did 😀
Soon to be adapted as the comedy anime, "Uh Oh! My Pretty Mom is a Murderer?"
Oh, there's that light hearted humor I needed. *phew!* I was starting to fill with some serious existential dread here..
Oopsie! I just pushed this boy off a cliff. I'm sooo clumsy. Teehee☆
*laughtrack*
Beach episode!
@@jaakko569 school trip episode!
My mom and her two-stab attack
This manga hit too close to home. I see so much of my mother in her and I see so much of my younger self in Seiichi it was almost too hard to read, but I'm still waiting for new chapters. It's terrifying how realistic it is it made me wonder where the mangaka got his inspiration, did it come from his own experiences?
Edit: This series came to an end in September. This manga will forever remain more than just a manga to me, and I thank Oshimi for creating something that made me and several others feel many emotions while reading. I've begun other works of his and they're amazing as well, but nothing will come to be as good as Chi No Wadachi in my eyes.
God bless you and I hope your better now He sent His son to die four our sins so we may live if we believe.He loves you and I hope you allow Him to help you on your belaing process I'm here if you wanna talk
@@angelbb8195 I’m doing a lot better now that I’m living with my older brother, he’s been getting me lots of help since I was 12. Two years later and I rarely think of what’s happened but I have to admit, it’s hard to not recall the memories with her and it’s hard to completely forget about her. I appreciate your kindness truely!
The manga has such intimate imagery
It has to come from a real place
This instantly remind me of my mother.
It is very hard for me to progress and I stopped at chapter 24.
I don’t want to see and remember more, especially the ones that has been successfully buried in my unconscious.
Author was born in 1981 as Seiichi too… That makes my mind that may be he took it from his own life. If not he is pure genius.
The most terrifying horror is psychological horror. Its scary when your mind plays with you.
A mind is a complicated thing... No one has ever had a complete control of it... It always drives me mad with paranoia.
yeah it happend last night i couldnt sleep i slept beside my dad then i felt safe damn im not going to be up late tonight
your pfp's scarier ngl
Ikr, especially games that play with 4th wall breaks
It’s like something is telling you to just run as far away as possible but at the same time you know you’re just reading a story.
Its not even the faces that scare me bro, Its your goddam sound effect timing with them.
Exactly.
The sounds makes the image "not scary" because he's the one scaring me (the sound)
ikr back when i was reading the whole chapter im not even scared but with his terrifying sounds...
that shit scares me
It sets the tone, and I don't appreciate the 'we' being used a lot, as if people are interpreting these visuals with similar thought; I frankly dislike when people give credit to mediums with their own versions as if fact just because of its ability to evoke something in them - who knows what the author truly intended...
I think you need to be an extreme empath to be as scared of this manga as this guy is describing
Does anyone know what’s the title of the « music » in the beginning ?
The most frightening kind of horror is the one that's as close to reality.
As soon as (based on a true story) or Demons/possessions come on the table than i'm out. Just a massive NOPE!
The same goes to sci-fi, though it's more about giving people something to be grounded in and attached to rather than just "realism" in general.
That is why horror movies about people just lost at sea or something are actually scary to me because I can actually believe that it could happen
Sup SIMPS
As someone with psychosis, I feel like the best way to make horror is by showing the threat. Not making it 20 jumpscares in a movie, that's shit's weak. Letting you know you're in danger, but with uncertainty of what to do.
Thats why the mango was so good. It shows the mother is dangerous, but always there.
There’s nothing more terrifying than an evil human, forget about demons, ghosts, vampires, etc. The real stuff is the most terrifying
More importantly is realizing that a human, any human you know, can simply choose at will to be evil and do evil, whenever they feel like it, and unless it's something absolutely wild like a murder in public most people will simply not care and the world will continue as it always has
like now? @@Vanity0666
I'm going to be completely honest; my family is 100% ok. I read this manga about 28 chapters in before I stopped reading, with the attitude that I could handle it. Unfortutantely, I was wrong. It literally made me want to throw up, it made me so uncomfortable. This manga is incredibly well written and terrifying.
Yukkwo where u read it
Hadi Naji google blood on the tracks free read full
@@hadinaji14 I just searched it up on google. Should be one of the first few results.
@@governmentmandatedduncecap it's trail of blood
now i WANT to read it
Its not his faces that are terrifying due to their realism.
Its the eyes.
Truer words have never been said.
Yeh they're expressive
Ya know, up until recently, I just thought of my eyes as part of my head, i.e I didn't really think about them at all, until one day when i did the thing where I pulled my eyes open (not my actual eyes, you know what I mean) and thought "Damn. They're HUGE, and watching them move kinda freaks me out." So, ever since then, looking at people's [realistic] eyes (in fiction) has unsettled me. They aren't real, but I feel them looking at me.
yeah.
For me the mom in this manga has the same effect as a "certain character" from ddlc.(MAYOR SPOILERS FOR DOKI DOKI LITERATURE CLUB, IT'S LITERALLY FREE ON STEAM JUST PLAY THE WHOLE THING, THIS IS THE ONE GAME WHERE SPOLIERS RUIN THE ENTIRE EXPERIENCE)
They just look like normal average humans, there's nothing scary or weird about them superficially (although monika has some superficial differences that make her stand out, but these aren't inherently creepy),but you know that deep down inside of them lie twisted evil psycopathic monsters with no self control that'll do ANYTHING to get their way. What's horrifying about them is not their superficial appearance, but the context of what they are and how it doesn't match what they look like. Although monika does end up redeeming herself at the end and becomes one of the few villains that I actually felt real sympathy for, throughout Act 2 monika is this evil looming presence, and everytime she's on frame or she's mentioned, you can feel pure dread and fear. And she looks so normal and cute, but behind that fake facade lies a writhing mass of pure evil and apathy. Especially during Monika's talk where you're just forced to stare deeply into her eyes, and it's legitimately scary. In any other visual novel it wouldn't be weird, but knowing the context of the things monika did, her staring at you is just uncomfortable. It's such effective horror and I love it
I really like psycho horror. Jumpscare or gore horror is boring to me, but I love having an existential crisis after a game/movie
Go watch Possession by Anzdrej Zulawski, best psycho horror ever
Darkwood is an amazingly scary horror game with mere jumpscares but honestly the scariest game I’ve played so far
Well that's because you're a decent human.
Jump scares & gore only last a couple of seconds or more. After that it's meh...
Dead Tube
While the aspect of being the child in this manga is truly horrifying, what's even more horrifying is the possibility of being the adult in this. Be it the mother who's been living a life she doesn't want, the father who's doing the very best he can but still isn't enough or the adult Seiichi who can't stitch back his life no matter what.
Its my favorite kind of horror. The kind where you're looking at something and you're upset, but when you try to figure out why, you have no idea at all. No single element is actually scary or disturbing, but you know that something is wrong with it. Its a shame there isn't more media like this, but its so hard to pull off. its so easy to mess up and end up creating something that just feels shallow.
it's this description exactly!!
Have you heard of uncanny valley?
Honestly the most scared I’ve been when watching a movie must’ve been Studio Ghibli’s ‘Grave of the Fireflies’, it’s not a horror, it’s a true story. The movie has pauses so you can just look and appreciate something, it feels real.
MAJOR SPOILERS IF YOU DONT WANT TO BE SPOILED
You know the boy will die, but his little sister you aren’t as sure about. So you watch, you watch as these kids slowly deteriorate.
The girl is around 2-4 and acts like an actual toddler, she has her tantrums but is all round a good kid, full of wonder which is perfectly expressed as fireflies dance around her at night, her eyes wide.
She plays with her reflection and skips around almost carefree, as you root for her life.
They feel like people, not just characters that serve as a narrative device.
You watch an upbeat atmosphere turn tired. Then when hope is finally given, it’s too late and you get this terrifying sinking feeling with just a sentence, ‘she died that night’, and it cuts to the corpse of the malnourished child you’ve watched play and laugh throughout the movie, and pauses as it did with the scenery.
There’s a solid 5 minute scene of him burning her in a box, and just like that the movie is over. Absolutely bone chilling, a real story that happened. You always see the horrors of wartime and the fast paced fighting, but never see the children affected, never the terrifying reality that is the slow death of a young child.
The foreshadowing in the fireflies only ‘lasting for one night’ and ‘dying so soon’ is heartbreaking. They burn brightly and die prematurely, just like the child.
I think the horror for you is Psychological horror. That type of horror doesn't necessarily show anything scary but it's your own mind that makes it scary. I really recommend if you like these kind of horror is to watch the movie Vivarium.
This is how I felt about "Get Out" from 2017; I was shit-your-pants TERRIFIED for most of the movie, when the only things that'd happened were a few uncomfortable conversations and a nosebleed. It's just the atmosphere of dread that keeps building; none of these scenes on their own would do much out of context.
Me: This hella creepy
Comment section: "Auntie? Yeet"
Hahaha
litterly the comment under this one
come on, don't act like you don't seek comfort from the video down here.
@@dodoubleg182 I am it's just really fun to see soooooo much comments like that
@@gagab1701 yea, it can get saturated at times.
This manga is just so realistic in the emotional realities of having an abusive parent and that's what is doubly scary about it for me. I had an abusive mother and sei's realization that he was even abused, trying to convince himself that he's his own person, and being confused on whether or not he even loved this person he was so co-depent with just hit so hard. My mom died a few years ago and I was not able to disentangle myself from the abusive relationship till something like that forced it and it was horrifying to admit that my life was easier after she passed. It's something that sounds so horrible I can't really share that with people in my life or family and that's like the terrifying reality of living through abuse like that.
You cannot talk about this because...hey, your life seems alright why would you be depressed.....yet they dont know what happen behind the curtain...so u CANNOT vent to anyone....EVER..... because your life LOOK so normal. I too even began questioning if all of it was stuff i made up. Its really horrible. I hope you do well now..
Hell, mate. I hope time brings you comfort and fades away your scars and pain.
Hey dude don't feel bad for admitting to yourself that your life got easier after your mom passed. It feels shitty but it's not. I was in the same boat after my abusive dad committed suicide and both my life and my moms life got exponentially better later on. But I just didn't want to say it out loud at the time.
Its oki
After someone dies if your life is better because they abused you, so what its perfectly fine to feel that way
This sounds like my dad and his mother (my grandmother). She was a malignant narcissist and loved to tell stories to other people to humiliate her children. She would loudly point out other people's flaws and would emotionally manipulate people to get what she wanted. She would give wildly unwanted advice, spread rumors, and act like a victim. I could go on as to what else she did, but that could fill a book. When my grandmother died from her own stubbornness in not taking care of her CHF, chronic wounds, and diabetes, the first thing my father admitted to me was his life had become so much better since she was gone. "There's nobody to tell stories on me anymore. I don't miss her. I miss my dad, but I don't miss her".
Unfortunately this somewhat reminds me of my own mother. Chronically depressed and sociopathic, she in her suicidal states would yell for someone to kill her and then it would be turned on me, saying I’m the source of it and ruined her life for 30 years, while being only actually being 12 at the time.
People like this really do exist outside of stories within entertainment media, and it’s a truly awful and sobering thing to come to terms with.
bro your mom is Livia Soprano
I’m so, so sorry. Nobody deserves to be the target of abuse like that from somebody they love, much less a child. This world can be an unimaginably cruel one.
Please avoid her, break up contact and seek therapy to heal. You deserve to be happy...
“auntie?”
*”and i took that personally”*
🤣🤣🤣🤣
"So anyways, i started pushin"
@@goblinthetargetpractice6049 😂😂😂
“dO i LoOk LiKe?”
"YEET!"
The idea of a parent hurting their child is a rare concept in horror is interesting, since that exist in real life more than any monster. Yet, as Eye patch Wolf said it is unnatural and disturbing. It is easier for humanity to accept a monster, than another human hurting their flesh and blood. Anyway, great and fascinating video.
You should read the WEBTOON Bastard. I think you’d like it
That monster comment reminded me of the game among the sleep I wont spoil it but just play it and you'll get what I meant
this is why the manwa Bastard was so thrilling
@@muninntog142
When I first read it I thought it's going to be edgy bullcrap but damn it's had a very good writing. Definitely the best manhwa I ever read.
I heard there's actually a sub-genre for that, domestic horror if i'm not mistaken. Something like The Shinning.
This is why i prefer ghost or alien stories because chances are, you won't ever encounter them. But domestic horror stories leaves you questioning the person close to you, cause who knows what they could do.
The mother snarling at the toddler broke my heart a little I'm sorry to everyone who has had abusive parents in real life, I hope you all can recover and live your life to the fullest
Thank you. This Scorpio full pink Moon tonight is giving me energy to throw out what doesn’t serves me anymore. Not even this account name (kanichen which is from my lost middle school days obsessed with _____) .
Thank you.
@oX★kaninchen2077★Xo The fuck are you talking about
It was just straight up scary
Bruh i shit my pants it was too real for me
Thanks -dad- jschlatt
The absolute full body terror I felt at the image of the mother turning to the child stunned me. I’m not even sure why I got so utterly terrified.
Mom : *smiles to me*
Me who read the trail of blood manga : *Demonic schreeching fear*
Lol
Jotaro Kujo didn’t expect to see you here
Mr. Fulvian im not gonna watch it then
Is it worth the read? I'm thinking about reading it but idk
Where can i read it at? Is there a website to read it?
"And as he stares into her eyes, he sees this-"
*a makeup commercial*
Great timing
Carvana ad chads rise up
*another mobile legends ad*
Lol I got an ad too
Sauce?
Lucky...
It's not scary.
It's suffocating.
Whenever I saw her face, her smile or her gaze, I felt anxious. I never felt this way reading a manga, not even watching a film.
Same I felt like I screaming but could like I did in side Idk how to explain
Thats exactly how I felt when I first read uzumaki (the beginning. Near the end it just got kinda weird and cheesy)
@Matahina Alofa Faatuai Me too!😱🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️🏃♀️
can u time stamp the smile?
I felt like that reading oyasumj pun pun. Gave me so much anxiety geez
I was wondering why Trail of Blood looked and felt so familiar, and it all clicked into place when you mentioned Flowers of Evil. I have a memory of me in middle school, going to the bookstore after school and exploring the new manga section that just got added, and stumbling upon Flowers of Evil. I didn’t buy it, bc no way my mom would let me, but I sat there are skimmed through it. I don’t remember any of the plot besides it being a love triangle as you said, but I do remember the feeling of deep uneasiness, I remember looking at the characters and thinking “they look so innocent….something terrible is going to happen to them”
"Auntie?"
"Your free trial of living has ended"
This made me think of the webtoon The Omniscient Reader lmao
Ea has entered the chat.
@Shin Shaman
I'm not reading all that
So I'm happy for you
Or sorry if that happened to you
@@platinum_noelle same
*YEET*
I live with two parents who have bad mental illnesses and use me as their crutch to find happiness. Every page in this manga I can FEEL seiichi's pain. The feeling of having to protect my parents when they do something wrong, the desperate need for their approval, the guilt, the shame, the hatred for them and the fear and yet the feeling of being so dependent and the manipulation that makes you constantly thinkg "this is all my fault, I AM the one to blame". You can clearly see the way Seiichi's mind goes through all those stages, its horrible.
I'm really sorry that you have to go through such a difficult situation.
@@83hardbargain its okay. no worries friend! I somehow comfort myself with the fact that cases like this are very interesting to me on a psychological level :'D
@@nosodiumsalt I understand. I also feel that about fictional stories that deal with anxiety issues. It helps me to put my experiences into perspective.
I grew up in a cult like environment with a mentally and emotionally abusive guardian. I feel your pain, I hope some day soon you find your peace. ❣️
But as you can see, there's no reasoning with Seiichi's mother. Despite how much you could FEEL like you understand the situation, there is no way out of it unless with sheer luck. Sometimes, you can't find a way out because you'd have to rely on people to understand, but some can't. Even though they can sometimes be the ones closest to you. But it's nice to see that you can keep calm and type out your thoughts very clearly. Just your sheer empathy is very commendable, and I'm sure that when you get past this fragile phase, you'll go on to become an even better person.
Title: "Manga that breaks people"
People who read it: *snaps in half*
That would be somewhere in between a satisfying crunch and a disturbing one
Homeless_people.exe has started up
that's why I love nestle crunch
@@oilycarl184 MAHIRU
@@oilycarl184 çRüÑçH
Oh the memories, back when SEW reviewed this manga and seemed simply about a scary lady.
Seiko turned out to be such a scumbag mother, and now the manga is about her family dealing with the consequences of her actions.
Is it still running?
@@marianoandreshorianski162 Yes, the series is now on chapter 136
Manga has ruined going to the mountains in Japan for me
Edit: I was referring to the manga "Money Peak" for my personal experience but The Enigma of Amigara Fault is pretty scary too
Logan Paul too
@@Phos1010 lol
@@Phos1010 OOOF
*I found my hole.*
@@cloudi3kyovo oh hell no
"Auntie?"
"I like your cut g"
*bonk*
@MysteryMadds Using twitch emotes on youtube WeirdChamp
LAMOJDJDJISKD
*ding*
*Taco bell sfx*
If you still try to find the title: ,,Chi no Wadachi", Oshimi Shuuzou.
thank u
Was scrolling to find this, thanks!
Thanks! I couldn't understand the name
fuck, thank you. i hate when people don't put the source in the title or description!
@@angelbiscuits i mean...he literally said the title's name at the beginning. Sucks that you have hearing issues i guess
I'm here after the final chapter, i thought I'd have a clear moment, a breath of fresh air after all this, there's none of that it doesn't get any happier, but at least it's over and it's perfect.
People watching this: *horrified
Manga'ers w/o sounds and creept noises:
"the art is pretty dope"
True
True true
True true true
True true true true
True true true true true
what mess me up the most is the fact that as the story progresses, the more dirty the house become. it's a subtle detail but as someone who had a friend with broken family, it makes a huge difference as to what it implies
Its more so of a portrayal of Seiko's "coming out" of the closet. The narrative takes a steep descent down the spiral immediately after the instance of Seiko pushing her Nephew off the cliff.
This , was the moment where she truly let go. Where she revealed her other face to Seichi - an insidious, disoriented and dark grimace. Up until this point , Seichi , the one individual Seiko truly even cared about - could've never even imagined in his wildest dreams that the sweet, caring and ever-loving individual he had known up until this point could attempt such a deed.
Following which of course, her quarrels with her own husband over their relationship with her nephew's family escalated as well besides other things.
Henceforth, she had nothing to hide from Seichi. The facade of an existence she had forced herself to live with - the caring, disciplined, well mannered and skillful homemaker was no longer needed.
Your environment is a reflection of your mind. Seiko’s room became more dirty and unkept because it was a reflection of her mental state slowly deteriorating.
And idea how they're doing now? This sort of thing can push you to a really dark place, and make you do things you never thought you would.
@@bluebell560 last time I heard of his family was about a year ago. her parents filed a divorce but he and his sister lived on their own. I'm checking his Facebook from time to time and they seem to be doing well (probably bc he doesn't want his sister to grow up in a toxic environment)
“Auntie...?” YEEET
Sad gamer noises
So the mother is a gamer
Epic Gamer Moment
What a way to be away from the scares
@@jijijojo6505 Memes are the best nightmare repellant. Well at least until the memes also become nightmarish...
Your channel is such a treasure. I often get hooked into one video and watch it several times, i really like how i get many different things out of those separate viewings.
Can't imagine the amount of work you put into every single one of your videos. Thank you!
"Phew, you almost fell."
"Auntie?"
"Damn, i kinda don't want to save you."
"Yeet."
Lmao 😭🖐
💀💀
Wtf thats funny
I laugh at the yeet part
This is cursed 😃
If the mangaka was gen z
"Mother turns around and glares at her slow, stubby-legged child with pure, unbridled hatred" wow when did they make a manga about my mom
I had to delete my comment because of you! Lol.
I hope you guys are okay.
@@catcookie8813 We've actually been out of each other's lives for six years now so it's honestly going great. Thank you for your concern!
@@williamcompitello2302 sadness+
I hope you’re ok.
That clip of the child with its mother actually made me tear up, it’s probably the best representation of abandonment or the fear of it I’ve seen
Dude same I almost cried
As a new mom, that little page on the toddler trying to catch up a mom who visibly hates them, was truly horrifying.
Also, love the way you story tell !
Hey guys! I’ve been reading this as “A trail of Blood” but the official English adaptation is called “Blood on the Tracks”. If you wanna buy it make sure you look up the right title.
Do you know when chapter 76 comes out?
You tha real MVP
Thanks! I was about to give up on finding this.
Thanks
Sounds like the title was ripped straight from the Bob Dylan album of the same name, just sayin'.
binged this in one day and it gave me a stomachache. this manga is anxiety in its purest form; you are watching the slow and painful traumatization of a young boy through the most evil manipulation and gaslighting ever seen. it starts off mortifying and it just keeps getting darker and darker. it takes unbelievable talent for someone to pull off a story this twisted, and the art takes it to a whole other level. the facial expressions of the characters can display certain emotions so subtly yet effectively, and also very creepily. this is some of the best psychological horror i've ever read and i can't stop thinking about it. it's definitely not for everyone, but i'd still highly recommend it to everyone because the story and the art is just that good.
Is it over over now? I just finished ch 93
@@thenoblemax not yet, but i think it’s starting to wrap up. they release a chapter every two weeks or so, i believe
@@matthewreilly4311 okay, I just really hope he ends up with that girl. I don’t think my heart can take a bad ending😅
I just read the whole thing. I feel so sad and empty inside. The bad stuff (like the tearing of the letter) really mad me angry. At the same time, the beautiful parts are really beautiful. Wonderful manga, but also disturbing, tragic and rage-inducing.
Is the boy really the one being traumatized here though? The latest chapters make it seem like he's the source of all the bad stuff happening, and that the entire story being told has been warped by his surreal interpretation of events. I do believe his mother is crazy, but I also don't think he's quite so innocent himself. While the author is talented, I think the story itself is rather middling in quality, definitely below his previous works.
I remembered reading this and literally shivered when she pushed him
Sometimes I think she planned to push him... by the way she grabbed her own son and reacted to their laughter...
what's the name of this manga?
@@BeastyJr69 Chi no wadachi
Syndrom3 where do you read it?
@@kanashiii707 try mangakakalot
I love the aspect of horror from madness. The thought of insanity scares us because we can't comprehend it, we can't control it we can't escape it because it's within all of us when there's no explanation to one's actions when there's no logic to one's thoughts. Madness is unbound to logic, unlimited by morality it's un phased by fear it's scary to think of what a normal person can become when a little madness slips inside them.
I think the soul eater *MANGA* deserves a shout out for exploring this.
"little" 💀
As someone with social anxiety, the part with the child not able to keep up with their mother made me beyond scared shitless. Pretty sure i almost cried.
I had to push my phone away cause I got so scared
I just put my phone down and left the room
I wanna know whats the name of this manga
@@arshamikram7267 chi no wadachi I think
I actually felt panicked when she turned around and wanted to cry
Learning that your parents are human too is one of the hardest things any child has to learn.
Wut
Learning that kids are human too is one of the hardest things parents have to learn.
@@memenazi7078 "People are people so treat people like people, people!" ~Words to live by ;)
Definitely. As a kid we think they are invincible. We could never live up to who they are. But little by little we see their mistakes and get closer to their age when we were kids. And we realize... Everyone is human and we all have no real solid idea of what we are doing. Sometimes they aren't who we thought they were. And that sucks
is that a community reference?
Although not directly expressed in this manga, in East Asia its actually part of a conversation about how East Asian societies have such a high and unreasonable standard for women of what a “good mother” or “good housewife” is. It has actually driven a lot of mothers into depression and their families didn’t even realize what they did because it’s such a subtle and subconscious part of society.
Edit:
An example of another art form touching upon this topic is a Korean movie called "Kim Ji-young, Born 1982"
Also an American documentary about how the communist party of China treated woman called "One Child Nation"
I think their ridiculous double standards in general drives them to suicide. Expectations for everything is way too high, it's too robotic for a human being.
And yet no one talks about the man busting his balls at work, pulling almost beyond human endurance work hours to the point of almost insanity, and then not getting any respect if he were to want to talk about it... bottling it up inside till he snaps...
@@analogaudiorules1724 No actually that's almost all that is talked about when negative living conditions in Japan especially are brought up, inhumane work hours and how many men die out of working too much there. I think they even had a Japanese term for it but I forgot what it was.
This manga was probably the first time I ever got to see the female parent perspective.
@@analogaudiorules1724 yes we have. don't make everything about you. don't make it a gender problem.
@@analogaudiorules1724 "Wow, women's issues? BuT wHaT aBoUt mEn?" Is what that translates to. Just because people acknowledge women's experiences doesn't mean that they're invalidating the male experience, my dude. Unfair and arbitrary gender expectations exist for EVERYONE.
Inside Mari has to have one of my favorite tropes towards its end, AND HUGE SPOILER; it's the reveal that the whole premise isn't magic or something otherworldly its simple mental illness.
the twist blew my mind. like i spent most of the manga hating the guy for stalking mari, and then turns out it was her the whole time??? its insane
Yeah where it turns out Mari lost herself in The guy
"...auntie...?" THIS. IS. SPARTA.
Lmfaoo
Should’ve just said thanks.
Whats the name of this Manga
And the saliva spread over Aunties face
All that was missing was a kick to the chest
I think you may have completed changed the relationship that I have with my children because of this video. Seeing how angry the mother character was when the child was simply not walking fast enough was horrifying. Then I realized I do the same thing. I can be a very impatient person especially with my kids and have been very snappy at them at times. I decided to try and recreate my “angry face” in front of a mirror and was horrified at what I was seeing. To see me making such a similar face and knowing that my kids potentially sees me in the same way immediately makes me want to change my ways for the better.
Thank you for this video.
Damn
Damn
being a big sister with 3 little siblings, you've said out exactly what i needed to realise
Im the eldest of 2 siblings. I catch myself most of the times snapping at them. I used to do it to my sister and when she grew, she started fighting back and we'd just have countless arguments everyday. Our relationship at its core is so bad and the normal moments where we are just happy we're siblings is like 5% of the times when we wished the other would just die. This in turn made me focus on my brother (our youngest) and had been taking it out on him ever since. I know it's bad and im a terrible sister. Sometimes id snapped out of my temper and see that ive done something terrible or just get angry over the pettiest things. I really wish to change but it's so hard to control. Most of the times im just wishing that three of us were seperated because it gives me peace, but then id missed my brother terribly, and then regrets that when we get together again. It's the most annoying thing to the world, sometimes i wonder if I'm bipolar or what.
@@miraclemaker403 bipolar does not work like that. you most likely have some unresolved anger issues, regardless, you should do a check up with your doctor and they should help you out
There’s a hint of parental rejection in this story, too. I remember one of my greatest fears as a child. It was that my parents would just disappear one day and abandon me...living a life somewhere else where I would never find them. I’d watch my dad start his car on winter mornings after my mom had gone to work, scared out of my mind that he was just going to drive off. Rejection and abandonment are two very damaging childhood fears. There are shades of those feelings in this story.
I felt that holy shit 😭
(not a good story teller but i will try) bruh i was 8 or 7, i just finished class and everyone have alr gone home. its 7pm alr, it was getting dark. a huge storm and rain just started pouring out of nowhere. wind was so strong it could almost push me off my balance. and the storm was so huge i thought i was being send to hell bc at that time i just learned about the concept of hell. fkin horrified me, doors were banging the wall, the school was fkin huge too and it felt like i was the only one there. all i could think of was my mom left me so i would be sent to hell bc i stole a eraser. then i passed out bc i kept thinking what they were going to do to me in hell. but apparently there was just a huge traffic and my mom was stuck in bc of the rain. so she was late.
Hell is real. And there's only one way to avoid it. When you commit a crime, you will pay for it with a sentence. That's justice. Yet, if someone pays for you to go free, your crimes are paid for and you get to go free. Sin is crime in every way, no sin is greater than the other. You've sinned, so unless you want to take your eternal sentence yourself, you need an innocent to pay for you to go free. Jesus is that person. I promise you that accepting Him truly isn't a "religion" with strings. That puts you in chains. Have a relationship with God, the one true God. Please, time is running out. I love you, and God does, too.
Te'Mya Hughes
Trust me, I know hell is real. The Tewksbury IHOP at 2:30am...I’ve been there...
@@manifestgtr Well, now that you had that experience (I get the joke, and it's humorous, but we're talking about eternity here), you should know the lake of fire would be infinitely worse. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemies to go there, so I definitely don't want you (someone I care about) to go. There are many entrances on that road, but no exit once you arrive. Please think on what I said earlier, as your decision is quite an important one. Investigate it for yourself, don't just follow what churches tell you. Humans can lie.
The manga panels are so hauntingly beautifully done
What is the manga
@@ylobenz blood on the tracks/ chi no wadachi
I clicked on this by mistake. Decided to read chapter 1. Couldn’t stop. Read all 89 chapters in one sitting. Fantastic Manga
What's it called? I tried looking through the video but I don't want to spoil it for myself
Just tell me what the manga is pogmgmgnfihd d8sbs
@@yameli.itzeli The manga series is called Blood on the Tracks
@@Julia-lg8dt isn't it Trail of Blood?
Saaame
"Auntie?"
*"Long live the king..."*
"TO THE SHADOW REALM, J I M B O O
I get it
-Auntie??
-YEET!
Shigaroo! No!
Osabaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee!
@@emmanuel6005 darn it man i was really getting into it and then i saw your comment lmao
"Imagine you are a medieval farmer"
I'm probably dead by the age of 16 due to either the famine or being wounded on my foot
30 if you're lucky
You mean, An arrow to the knee
Ah yes the good ol' days
@@sagniksarkar2471 When medicine was lax and antibiotics didn't exist.
That's not even accurate. If you lived past childhood you lived about as long as people do today
9:50 i actually got petrified and scared when you transitioned to this panel of the mother's face. the horror is delivered so well because mothers are usually overprotective, loving and gentle. but seeing the mother distorted and grimacing like that has a demonic feeling to it and shocks me to my core. it's night time for me rn lol
I don't feel any terror from it. I don't really understand why this comes off as terrifying to anyone.
Thanks for posting the time of that scene. Seen it once and haven't been able to look at it again. Effing terrifying.
the manga is called "chi no wadachi" or in english "a trail of blood/blood on the tracks"
Empuz This is first comment with the name of the manga. Thanks!
Thank you very much for your existence and writing the name of the manga. I spent minutes of my life looking for the actual name.
@@lualejo2015 yeah I didn't want to spoil myself by watching the video so I went through junji ito manga until I found it. And I didn't see the name in the description or comments, so I decided to make a comment with the name of the manga
Empuz Hey, do you know where i can read this?
omg thanks you are totally blessed, I spent 10 minutes searching for "chino adoption"
"Auntie?"
"Thank goodness, the cliff almost stole my kill"
Pro XD
The cliff only had Enemy kill assist 😭
Gotta get that xp.
One of my earliest childhood memories is my father killing a kitten because he was in a bad mood and he wanted to take it out on someone. He picked it up and threw it over a wall. I was about 4. Needless to say I have had trouble standing up to him in life. Everyone I meet always tells me how lucky I am to have such charming parents... If someone ever tells you about stuff their parents did, give them a fair hearing. Literally no-one will believe me, or people stop talking to me when I bring it up.
I believe you, parents can be awful. I hope you can leave your situation and be happier.
(I am not saying that you are miserable, but I wouldn’t be happy in the way your household was described)
Don't pay attention to people who won't believe you. The best thing you can do is find friends who can understand your pain and fear, and get the fuck out as quickly as you can.
my dad's stepdad sat puppies on a platform and made them sink slowly by adding rocks until they died while making my dad watch, some stuff is just pretty unbelievable.
You can stand up to him, keep a weapon on you when it happens in case he tries something to hurt you.
@@etteugab8397 He sounds like a psycho, holy shit i hope your dad's alright
The final chapter is coming next week, and I’ve been following the manga since this video was posted three years ago. I want to thank y’all for introducing me to it and taking me on this journey
Something that horrifies me is that we never see the face of the mum when the cousin goes "Auntie?" What I mean by that is, from his expression and the way he says it, he clearly comes to the realisation that his aunt wants to hurt him even though she just ostensibly saved his life, which means that must ALL have been conveyed through the expression. But, we never see it. So all we can do is imagine what kind of pure condensed hatred and malice could have been on her face at that moment, which is just nightmare fuel, and THEN, the next face we see is that doll-like mask that she shows to her son! Which means she took the time to, for want of a better term, reapply her makeup before she reintroduces herself to the world after the murder. Eeuugh.
You sound just like my English teacher 😂
@@drillayub7334 and you sound like you failed english class 😂
@@Somespideronline how so? They didn’t seem rude or dumb...
My aunt broke both my hands
@@floorboardman5179 huh???
The perfect horror story is the one that can actually happen to someone in real life in any moment.
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@@alphinabraham2317
Gah!! Sanadabeetch!
I Dont know which scares me most the fact that you are right or the guy Who commented with a sauce
Horror like Sci fi can tell stories about the human condition so no. Not really impossibly is fiction greatest strength.
@@MrTenInHell your statement is not wrong but not really altogether right
You can still add sci fi with a realistic part in it
Example a shit ton of extensial scps
Theres too much
But youll know
Soon....
I was more scared by the sound affects than the pannels themselves, but I must say the art is captivating. Thanks, I'll read these soon.
Where dyou read it?
sameeeeeeeeeeee
@@angelxo7998 There's website called 'kissmanga' on which you can find most mangas for free
@@leo-rs3cj Don't go there your computer will catch AIDS, go to mangadex instead, scanlators publish directly on the website and there is no ads
@@rideronthepaper Is this true? Dang, didn't know, thanks.
Stories like these are real, I've experienced it first hand. There were at least a dozen of times where our mother tried killing our father, her own mom and us children (with her in the car, we were in the backseat) and I don't know how but she was always sent to an asylum and got out 1-4 months later...then the horror would begin anew. She had perfected the art of playing samaritan and victim (at the same time) to everyone outside the family, she still does it 20 years later and I feel nothing but disgust for her.Even those who know are too afraid to stand up to her, because they know what she's capable of, yet they still make excuses for her trying to stab our father or strangle her mother (in front of her childrens eyes no less)..."oh, she was abused as a child" blahblah. The whole fmaily is a bunch of disgusting and pathetic enablers.
I know exactly how it feels in real life to have such a mother and you really live in constant fear, because with a parent that unstable and unpredictable, anything (or nothign at all) could mean injury or even death.
One example: I once had a bad ear ache when Iwas about 7 years old and my mom told me she had a family remedy for that. To "make the pain go away", she put a cotton pad drenched in boiling oil in my ear. Even 20 years later, I still remember the unbearble pain of the burn and the scream of terror and pain I let out. I'll never forget that sound, it was a sif from someone else, not me...and there were no witnesses, I was alone with her at that moment. I don't remember if we went to a doctor or what other people said to that, just that no one ever got to know what she had done. Everyone really thought she was the poor young mother who was simply a little overwhelmed with raising two kids, because her husband was always on business trips.
Sometimes I wonder how I managed to live through all that abuse. My sister forgot most of it, her brain shut it all away. Mine can't because I'm HSP, I remember so much, far too much for my own liking. I know what our mother has done and she knows I know, which is why she views me as danger and to this day isolates me from most of the famiyl by spreading lies and gossiping. And if she does something nice, it's only so you owe her. And she'll remind you of that when she needs a favor done. But it won't be a favor, it'll be a demand and you will do that, otherwise she'll tell others how she was being so nice and now you refuse to give that kindness back, she'll play the victim.
Honestly, I could write whole books about it all. Maybe one day I will, my therapist adviced me to do so, but I'm afraid of what that book would look like...
Some people are just rotten to the core and if you are unlucky, those people are your relatives and even your own mother.
Please tell me you've cut all ties and changed your contact info so she can't find you. Better yet go to another city/state/country.
i’d love to hear your story if you did decide to write it sometime. i’m a part time author myself if you ever need assistance. hopefully things have gotten better after you escaped her, but i understand first-hand how damning abuse can be, particularly in childhood.
You had an earache and she put boiling oil in your ear? You sure they weren’t just ear drops? My mom would warm the ear drops up in the microwave and one time it was too hot and burned… It was an accident- it happens.
Just face the fact that your mother is a separate entity from who you are as a person with a different soul… no ties linking you both other than a title. Serial killers often have children too, but those children can grow up being loving and caring adults. It’s a sad and difficult situation, but you are stronger and a fighter. Find a good partner who will be a better parent to your children and to yourself. Life goes on and you are the master of your own future. ❤
@@MailaDR Dunno about the "finding a partner" part, I'm not there yet.
But you're right about me being a fighter. We all are or can be, if we decide to. Also, God is helping a lot, especially in recent months...I've also become more kind(yet hardened) and started doing community work for the homeless. Giving to others feels good, maybe I've finally found my purpose...
What doesn't kill us really makes us stronger. If you push through the despair and hurt and don't let it beat you down that is. 💪
Thank you for your kind words. ❤
I wish good luck, health, hope and faith to everyone who is struggling. 🙏
After living with my abusive mother for ten years and realizing all the fucked up shit she put me through I can feel the MC's terror. The fear is so much stronger when you have nowhere to run and the thing threatening you is the person who's supposed to protect you no matter what.
@black101velvet Read the newest chapters of the manga and you'll be in for the biggest surprise of your life. Big hint: the mom is nowhere near as bad as y'all think she is lol MC is a super unreliable story teller
Ignore Sunny, the mum is still as fucked up as we all know. Sei is just experiencing the consequences of being abused and survivor's guilt thanks to his psycho mum so the sequences feel very dream-like (or nightmarish). What you're saying still stands till the latest chapter. And I've even heard somewhere that the mangaka had a pretty terrible relationship with his mum, I've no idea if it's true but given how messed up and realistic this manga is, I find this rumor easier to believe.
It’s the opposite for me. It’s like, I know those looks. It’s no longer chilling. I’ve dealt with those looks before.
It's terrible. You're just a kid, no one believes you, you have no rights, nobody cares about you until it's too late. Then suddenly everyone is "protect the children" this, and "what monster could do this" that. Yet no one bats an eye until then.
Dang, I'm sorry.
The manga is called Blood on the Tracks/ Chi No Wadachi for anyone who wants to read
Omfg thank you i spent abt 15 mins looking for the name in comments
hvala brate
Am I tripping or did this guy name a completely different manga than the one that he’s talking about
Thx fkng spammed whole description with useless shit and no name of it.
@@CyberS1renLucy he mentions it in the video!?!?!?
The scene where the kid couldn’t catchup and the mother looking back was terrifying.
I really want to know how the artist draws the mother looking straight at you feel so real. Like the eyes are staring in your soul. Really impressive
There are technically only a few parts of the face we look at to determine emotion, ie. the opening of the mouth, the eyelids, the eyebrows, etc. As long as you get those drawn correctly, the emotion is demonstrated.
I feel like it's based on the dream people would have as kids where one of their loved ones would run away from them on purpose, hell, i remember having a type of dream like that when i was a kid
That profile picture. I want it
idk if it was just me but when i saw it i started tearing up
I could sympathise with the mother as she reminds me a lot of my mother and a bit of myself as a mother and I know it’s because of past trauma and mental illness which the mother did not choose to be born into. It makes me sad and want to be a better mother, and also makes me sympathise with my parents and their crap parenting as their own parents were equally awful to them :/ ending the cycle of abuse is so so difficult as a parent but so worth the effort. This manga made me reflect a lot on things and made me cry for my younger self as a young mother and the crap my child had to see due to my own incompetence. Just awful realisations.
NOOOO THE MANGA IS STILL ONGOING WHY DID YOU MAKE SUCH AN INTERESTING VIDEO THAT I HAD TO READ IT IN ONE SITTING
@@Vii_R manganelo.com/chapter/chi_no_wadachi/chapter_1
Thank you for the warning
I know right? It's the kind of manga you'd want to binge read once it's finished.
can't wait to see what happens next!!!!
@@abdiel.munoz.5777 i recommend mangadex
"auntie?"
"looks like youre going to the shadow real jimbo"
My cards have no weakness.
"I don't like the way you tickle my taint"
One thousandth like boi!!!!
*realm
"Sorry Jimbo...."
This manga reminds me of my favorite junji ito story about the girl who ends up marrying the kid she used to bully, only to end up doing the same thing to their son years later. The scariest junji ito work for me by far because of how realistic it is, and it also uses human facial expressions to portray its horror. Looks like I am going to have to check this one out!
what is it called?
@@NKABoX The Bully
I remember this.
This is my number 2 of my top 5 Junji Ito mangas (number 1 is Long Dream)
Goood , that was so scary .
She looked like a witch in the end , I felt so damn sorry for her son ....
i remember buying blood on the tracks and after reading it i felt so uncomfortable. it’s more creepy than horror movies
and far more tragic. and far more real.