hailey ✘ jay - it’s destroying me [9x04 - trigger warning]

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  • Опубліковано 28 сер 2024
  • tw: panic attack, anxiety, heavy alcohol consumption/self-medicating, mentions of attempted suicide, implied subconscious self-harm, blood, shouting/yelling
    character: hailey upton, jay halstead
    tv show: chicago pd
    song: rescue my heart - liz longley
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    If you found me, would you save me?
    If you touch me would it break me
    Will I come back from this?
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    "she's not eating... she's not sleeping. what is ripping her apart?" - jay halstead
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    I honestly was hesitant with making this, seeing how unresolved It felt by the end but then I realized that’s kind of the beauty of it. So i decided to go simple with this edit and let the song & scenes from 904 speak for itself aside from a few dialogue points. I came across this song yesterday and it fit perfectly with hailey's situation so I just had to give it a shot and I'm pretty pleased with how it turned out.
    this one was a hard one to make. watching hailey go through this is so tough but the ways anxiety can creep into our lives and tear us from the inside out is so real. tracy's performance and portrayal was phenomenal - I don't think I've ever seen a more accurate portrayal of what a panic attack looks like on television and it couldn't have been easy to get into that headspace. jesse/jay was also phenomenal. all my love to them.
    I hope you enjoy this purely 904 edit, and please take care of yourselves and be kind with yourselves if this is triggering to you. there is no pressure or expectation at all.
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 62

  • @allisoneuph1
    @allisoneuph1 2 роки тому +132

    This video brought me to tears. It’s so realistic and beautiful. Panic attacks are so debilitating and Tracy and Jesse killed this episode

  • @alva5706
    @alva5706 2 роки тому +91

    This episode was so intense but so good. I could really feel Jay's anger. And this video is amazing. It captures the emotions so well. Lovely

  • @giovanaalves1211
    @giovanaalves1211 2 роки тому +26

    Tracy and Jesse did such a great job in this one and the fact that Tracy doesn't have an Emmy is just so sad, I hope she gets (and Jesse to) the recognition that she deserves.
    Congratulations for de video, i got so invested that I forgot to say it.

  • @gianna6130
    @gianna6130 2 роки тому +5

    I finally had the courage to watch this edit because of how triggering panic attacks are for me but Jesse and especially Tracy depicted trauma so well. Tracy really came through as always and just watching her act this out was scary because of how accurate it was. Thanks for making this video. It really brings light to how severe panic attacks can get and it shouldn’t be taken lightly. Thanks again

  • @elizabethwilkinson1294
    @elizabethwilkinson1294 2 роки тому +9

    i have watched this like 4 times now and it is just so beautiful! and like tracy and jesse's acting was just off the charts like give them all the awards

  • @LOGBRA
    @LOGBRA 2 роки тому +39

    Tracy was absolutely amazing actress and this scene and episode was simply the best! I loved this video! Congratulations 👍👏💗

  • @inanotherworld17
    @inanotherworld17 2 роки тому +15

    Ohhh this was so painful to watch! I know that, at the end, they will be okay, but i dont wanna see them suffer anymore, it hurts me so much 😭 (thank u for this Tracy and Jesse) Your video was so good, love it, great great work, as always. Thanks for sharing !

  • @carlaco1451
    @carlaco1451 2 роки тому +10

    wow. this is...wow.

  • @mezagarner4427
    @mezagarner4427 2 роки тому +4

    This episode was so sad and heartbreaking, this is what panic attacks are like y’all!!! The acting was amazing, Jay’s love and protection over Hailey is amazing!!!

  • @cadyfanninger1293
    @cadyfanninger1293 2 роки тому +8

    We need jays little sunshine back. She wasn’t our hails in this episode. And he deserves this punch so much.

  • @luciehoward1520
    @luciehoward1520 2 роки тому +16

    This is perfection! This was such a good episode

  • @cadyfanninger1293
    @cadyfanninger1293 2 роки тому +5

    Tracy’s performance was incredible

  • @graciediann6816
    @graciediann6816 2 роки тому +6

    This episode was so so so good. It showed how much Jay loves Hailey. He worry’s about her and he defends her to Voight. I know they will probably break up or Jay will say he needs space but it’s because he loves her and he know that she needs to figure things out on her own and when she does she’ll go back to him and they will be happy again but everything he does in their relationship is for her. He’s so selfless towards her which is beautiful. You don’t find that a lot in life and Hailey is really lucky to have him.

  • @juliannamarie668
    @juliannamarie668 2 роки тому +8

    Ur editing is absolutely amazing I can’t believe you captured everything about that episode and made a million times more emotional!!!

  • @lauraredondo3831
    @lauraredondo3831 2 роки тому +24

    Since the episode came out, I've been wondering if you'd make a video out of it. This was beyond my expections! Congrats, you just keep getting better. ❤
    About the episode, I still need some time to process it, but it was one of the best episodes ever. This acting was amazing! Can't wait to see what the writers have planned.

    • @whistwhistler5143
      @whistwhistler5143  2 роки тому +2

      Oh Laura, you're so kind! Thank you so much. And I'm right with you, there's so much to unpack from the episode. Tracy and Jesse knocked it out of the park. I'm so excited to see how this continues to play out

  • @jessychirenge
    @jessychirenge 2 роки тому +5

    This video itself deserves a Oscar.

  • @mundocoloridoTop
    @mundocoloridoTop 2 роки тому +6

    masterpiece

  • @njhxjames3259
    @njhxjames3259 2 роки тому +41

    OMG 😱 It’s perfect ! The scenes and can we talk about this song ? It’s a perfect match ! What’s the name of the song ?
    Thank you to share with us this masterpiece

  • @HeatherC1212
    @HeatherC1212 2 роки тому +8

    Wow, I wish I had better words to tell you how amazing this video is (and how much it made me cry) but I'm seriously at a loss because it rocked my emotions so much. You did such an amazing job with it and dang, that scene of Hailey and Jay's reactions when Voight walked in on her panic attack intermixed with the lyrics and the song was CHILLING for me. Just an awesome video and personally, I would like to extend a thank you for not including that last scene of Hailey waking up to see Jay standing in the doorway because I think the combination of that scene and the song/lyrics would have ruined me. REALLY awesome job girl!!

    • @whistwhistler5143
      @whistwhistler5143  2 роки тому +1

      Heather, thank you so much! Always appreciate your feedback and encouragement. And I'm right with you, that ending scene ruined me. Thank you so much!

  • @leahbrad3980
    @leahbrad3980 2 роки тому +7

    wow this edit is perfecto 🤩🤩

  • @abravegirl6613
    @abravegirl6613 2 роки тому +3

    That 🤛🏻 was so perfect!

  • @carissalizz
    @carissalizz 2 роки тому +8

    Pure artistic perfection ❤️ that's all I have to say about it! Amazing amazing job!!

  • @catherineneace848
    @catherineneace848 2 роки тому +5

    Amazing edit. Amazing. Fantastic job!

  • @k.e3227
    @k.e3227 2 роки тому +4

    your talent amazes me every time you upload a video

  • @katherine_7994
    @katherine_7994 2 роки тому +5

    It's a masterpiece! I'm speechless

  • @sara-ln1rf
    @sara-ln1rf 2 роки тому +2

    ok THIS IS AMAZING

  • @user-ox6yt3wr8n
    @user-ox6yt3wr8n 2 роки тому +7

    This is beautiful and fantastic! I'm in gears

  • @Nina-sh1zs
    @Nina-sh1zs 2 роки тому +1

    This is officially one of the best edits I've ever seen

  • @kelsey----9710
    @kelsey----9710 2 роки тому +2

    This was absolutely beautiful! Perfect for 9x04. Especially loved the ending

  • @taaibahali3641
    @taaibahali3641 2 роки тому +1

    stop im literally crying

  • @cadyfanninger1293
    @cadyfanninger1293 2 роки тому +4

    Love your edit.

  • @babzie
    @babzie 2 роки тому

    favorite couple on this show! hank totally deserved that punch. i love the way jay and hailey look out for each other

  • @dahlia_lily
    @dahlia_lily 2 роки тому +5

    JESS

  • @phoebs6184
    @phoebs6184 2 роки тому +1

    Stop you’re making me cry

  • @kaleighboggs4592
    @kaleighboggs4592 2 роки тому

    They are everything 🥰

  • @ericabop1872
    @ericabop1872 2 роки тому +7

    I bet Jay will protect Hailey from this and Voight

  • @eclipse_eternal8178
    @eclipse_eternal8178 2 роки тому

    This is one of the best edits I have ever watched, thank you for making it ❤

  • @SuperSoldier26
    @SuperSoldier26 2 роки тому

    Jay Halstead punching Voight was the best s**t ever and bringing the best out of Jay to becoming like Alvin Olinsky

  • @vickiedabner3979
    @vickiedabner3979 2 роки тому +1

    Whoever the heck put “I don’t think you know the women your sleeping with” in the script I hate their guts

  • @awesomely1368
    @awesomely1368 2 роки тому +3

    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @silviabeltramo5654
    @silviabeltramo5654 2 роки тому +3

    💓💓💓

  • @fabiolalopeznieto7857
    @fabiolalopeznieto7857 2 роки тому

    Ya necesito ver los nuevos capítulos 😭😭

  • @leonipac.8796
    @leonipac.8796 2 роки тому +1

    What happens to hailey?

  • @heidimcguire5996
    @heidimcguire5996 2 роки тому

    They have to make it through this together, we need an upstead baby 🍼 👶!!

  • @Itskcdiaries
    @Itskcdiaries 2 роки тому

    I feel bad for Hailey I do but not fair voight getting the blame he thinks of her has a daughter he didn't think the shooting bwas clean shooting not fair jay blaming him

  • @kathrynbuckley2314
    @kathrynbuckley2314 2 роки тому

    could someone tell me what this is called please 🙏🏻