NIKI - The Apartment We Won't Share (Official Visualizer)
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- Опубліковано 11 лют 2025
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LYRICS:
The apartment we won’t share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows deciphered her stares?
Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs?
The dog we won’t have is now one I would not choose
The daughter we won’t raise still waits for you
The girl I won’t be is the one that’s yours
I hope you shortly find what you long for
Two years and some change
Isn’t it strange?
You’re a full-fledged socialist,
I go by a new name
The filthy joke that won’t
burrow in the corner of your
smirking lips, I mourn it to this day
The story we won’t tell
is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won’t feel again
isn’t lost on me
The son you never wanted
is the wound your father left
And the mother I won’t be is
probably for the best
Your demons I won’t meet
Now someone else’s word to keep
I’m sure she’s beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted, but what we need
VIDEO CREDITS:
Directed by - Isaac Ravishankara
Executive Producer - Doug Klinger, Carlos López Estrada
Production Company - Antigravity Academy
Supervising Producer - Callie Schuttera
Producer - Gabriela Ledesma
1st Assistant Director - Alison Chan
Camcorder Operator - Isaac Ravishankara
Director of Photography - Drew Bienemann
1st Assistant Camera - Paolo Arriola
Chief Lighting Technician - Sam Wilkerson
Dolly Grip - Joshua George
Grip - Jesse Cairnie
Production Designer - Megan Fenton
Production Trucking - Parker Smith
Transportation - Flynn Nicholls
Editor - Henry Kaplan
Colorist - Dante Pasquinelli @ Ethos Studio
Sound Design & Mix - Isaac Ravishankara
Director’s Rep - LAB inc
NIKI Hair: Athena Alberto
NIKI Makeup: Sinh Vo
NIKI Stylist: Katie Qian
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Almost every song in this album deserves a music video. That’s how you know an artist is extremely talented
So true! No skips ❤
almost? every song DESERVES a music video 😭
This song feels like it was written for me.
I was the one who found that apartment back in June because we were trying to conceive and our plan is to move next January.
Last October, after another negative PT, he confessed that he wants to pursue other girl, which he thinks his grandma will like. (I wasn't favored by the grandma bcoz I wasn't a churchgoer) and she's closer to him since were LDR.
He was still updating me, that they (him and gram) will be moving to that unit next January, which I'm not included anymore, obviously. And he's been posting the girl on social media in custom, because all of his friends know about me and would probably be shocked if I wasn't the one he was posting.
The corgi we were supposed to adopt is now 3 months old. The owner is annoying him to get it already, but we really don't want to see the pup anymore because it hurts us.
I'm still grieving on my daughter, I would've met her if it wasn't for the sudden changes. But it's for the best.
I created a dump account for my broken postings, specifically like I am talking to my daughter. And he still views it.
But I don't really mind now, I've become numb.
I will be going back to my ministry and I took two jobs. I will get a car so I can learn how to drive and make my mind busy somewhere else.
Thank you NIKI for creating this song. This is me. I feel seen, validated and known.
How are you now?
i hope what u seek will come to u. may God bless u.
@@riellaaa_ still suffering but I removed him access to all my accounts meaning he wont get to stalk anymore... Im trying new things. Like hiking and driving.
i hope you'll feel better and i hope all your wish come true soon. stay strong, the storm will pass.
I barely post a comment but dang it must've been so hard for you. I really hope that you find what you truly want and that you get all the best things in life. You're really really strong and I hope you feel better soon, you deserve all the love in the world❤
“the girl i won’t be is the one that’s yours” is always gets me 😢
me too 😔
niki hobi bgt bikin kejutan
Pas bgt 😭🙌🏻
hobi bgt bikin mangis kejer
NIKI is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.
Rooting for you!!!
YOU WILL!! CLAIM IT ❤
I believe in you! Goodluck!
way to go! rooting for ya
Looking forward to that! 🤍🌷
"The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose"
As a dog person, I deeply feel this. Simple yet heartbreaking.
"The story we won’t tell
is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won’t feel again
isn’t lost on me"
this one hits through 💔
with this song, I put an end to my 2 years unrequited love. in another universe, we may be live happily in an apartment with a cat. but, in this lifetime, we just someone that once crossed each other path.
cheers to the love we can't have 🥂
This hits close to home so much. My ex and i just broke up a week ago. I cried so hard while i was listening to this song but it gave me comfort at the same time. And now, a visualizer. What a timing, I'm gonna cry again tonight haha.😊
Omg same. 🥺
Did your ex cheated on you ?
I hope you are okay. Just know that in time it all will be okay and you’ll look back with fond memories or not. But time will heal.
hope your okay! smile😊
it's comforting to know that there are people who could relate to how we feel by knowing that this song impacts many others too... let's all stay strong .. For our hard and complicated feelings to be described and be told through a song is comforting and.. validating ...
who hurt you 😭
my expectations..
i hurt my self😊
You can tell that Niki is a pro. Just look at her using her headphone and instantly know which ear cup is L and R. I can't get it right on the first go 😅 She's been mixing her songs since the beginning of her teenage years. Kudos Nik and don't stop doing what you love!
isn't most of headphone's cable is on the left? so it's pretty obvious no?
@@alriskynamikazedamn you a pro too then 👀👀
this is my favorite song from the album 😭 can't wait to sing this with niki in September 😭🖤
Nicole's a no skip album but this song has a special place in my heart 🥹
the fact that this apartment visually match my imagination about the whole song is just perfect
i love this soso much ,, how can a song be so relatable and so heartbreaking at the same time? niki never disappoints 🤧
The apartment we won't share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows deciphered her stares?
Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs?
The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose
The daughter we won't raise still waits for you
The girl I won't be is the one that's yours
I hope you shortly find what you long for
Two years and some change
Isn't it strange?
You're a full-fledged socialist
I go by a new name
The filthy joke that won't
Burrow in the corner of your
Smirking lips, I mourn it to this day
The story we won't tell
Is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won't feel again
Isn't lost on me
The son you never wanted
Is the wound your father left
And the mother I won't be is
Probably for the best
Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted, but what we need
i’m glad we’re still having promotions for nicole like it’s my fave album i love all the little things she’s giving us this album
*Niki is just too good. Her music is it for me❤❤❤*
NIKI, you had no idea how much this album save my life. I've been in my lowest point in my whole life now. You just save one soul, and you will save another millions. Thank you so much for putting effort into this album. Making MV and world solo tour. All songs relatable as much as they easy-listening. The lyricism has me dying for making script in my head of my life would be. It's not just an album, it's love language.
Lots of love from your homeland buddy, Indonesia ❤🩹
her voice in this song is very beautiful😭💓
NIKI please stop😭😭😭😭 I was crying every hear your song😭😭😭😭 your voice so angelic. Damn
felt nostalgic .. Niki's bedroom music recording era 💖💖
I wonder what she has that i don't have. I am now still collecting the pieces of myself that you broke. I will perhaps wait for you, don't be too long ya babe? idk if i can do this anymore. But my prayers will be always follow you. I want it to be you, babe. We promised to be together forever, right? Take care, my one and only Sayang.
The story telling is her power. NIKI, thank you for being such an inspiration. We are always proud of you, all the SEA countries!
Selalu suka lagu² niki yg alunan musiknya seperti ini. Keren niki 🫶🏻
Iya suka yg genre nya alternative/indie drpd album sebelum2nya yg edm/electro pop
This is the type of songs tht is aesthetic tht gives old new york vibes even tho im phillipines isnt it strange and fluodly vibefully???? It gives 20s vibe and ahh hard to explain like vintage???!?? Ahhh like uauuah
I think new york old clean movies vibes like tht or smh
Discovered mother Niki on 2021 in spotify until I found out she sang lowkey that's all over tiktok! Now Im so happy she got the recognition she deserved aaannnddd went to her sold out concert here in PH🥺🫶🏻 Her voice is as stable and beautiful than my lifeeee
liat trend lagu ini di tiktok berasa makin sedih bgt ya:(
this reminds me of the relationship I had before. how we dreamt of running away, having a penthouse, owning a dog or a cat, having a son, and maybe become vegan together lol (we joke abt this all the time). it still hurts ngl. i remember feeling so lost when she left (we're both girls), i started seeing my future in a blur 'cause with her i was certain. but now im fine. i've found my way back on track and now im a few step closer on achieving my dream. i just hope that she finds whatever it is she's searching for and know that i'm always proud of her.
her legendary acoustic guitar and the whole video brings so much memory back then:")))
Menantikan NIKI concert di Jakarta.. ❤
this album has been such a huge part of my life :’) the songs on the album fit literally every mood and i love it sm.
I am so glad we finally get a video. This was on my 2022 recap.
Niki udah cakep, selalu bikin kejutan pula 😊
Cover lagu Niki g lebay g pake koreografer.. Yg di Utamain Niki vokal'a ..mantep banget berkarakter pantes orang luar pd Suka.. Good job Niki
I like when the singer or musician always gives a content without thinking too much. I appreciate your music and effort as a singer and musician. May God bless you always
bisa bisanya kamu tidur nyenyak abis drop beginian gak capek apa bikin aku nangis
see u at jkt sayangggggggg
NICOLEEEEE THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG!!! AND I CANT BELIEVE YOU LITERALLY JUST DROPPED THIS OUT OF NOWHERE!! IM CRYING😭😭😭
That mint guitar colored,, so iconic the moment when she's still in her own youtube channel😭😭😭🥺
Her legendary acoustic guitar 🥺💖
This song is just.. goddamn good with the beautiful voice.
"The mother I won't be is probably for the best" hits too close for comfort.
Nikiii u are amazing girl ever, Your song your voice is so beautiful🫶🏻🥹 hope I can see u, hope I can go to your concert🥹💖
Cumaa mauu bilangg nikiii aylopyusomayy 💕 sehattt selaluu supayaa bisa teruss berkarya 🌹
"And the mother I won't be is probably for the best" HEARTBREAKING
After ending meaningful relationships, I always wonder what my life would be like if it never ended. As growing as a person I know things end for a reason and it takes time to accept my present self for who I am becoming and it takes time to forget the person I once was. This song perfectly enraptures the juxtaposition of missing something that could of been and accepting the ending of something beautiful. I’m excited for what niki has next. As we all grow she will grow with us.
"Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep..."
I stumbled upon this song on the day of my ex's birthday and God, this just hits so close to home. I've already let go, yes. But when I listen to this song, it just reminds you of the what could have beens and what ifs. We were planning on moving in together before things went downhill. I tried to stay by her side for months, but it just wasn't enough. It hurts to realize that the things you once planned together are no longer happening. There will be no happy ending to tell between you two, you will no longer experience that passion with this person.
As this song says, "I hope you shortly find what you long for..."
This is exactly what I envisioned the song to look and feel like. Thank you, Niki.
Lope banget mba nikiii..
Plis di jakarta nambah hari dong konsernya.. ndak kedapetan tiket akutuuu
i hope u shortly find what u long for,its really hit me
LOVE U NIKI
Apa cuma gw, belum nonton udah kasih like duluan klo liat video2 tentang Niki 😘
Such a beautiful visualizer.
Nicole are totally album of the year in my heart 🥹
so sad to think i won't be hearing this when you come to ph cause tickets are already sold out 😿
fav multiverse song
back after watching Past Lives and realized the lyrics to this song resembles with the movie so much and i'm sobbing
The son you never wanted
is the wound your father left.
This lyrics really really heals my heart!
how many times have you played this song?
me: yes.
NOT THIS MV REALEASED WHEN I HEARD THE SONG ON SPOTIFY HDHSHAHA FFS I WAS SCREAMING😭😭😭
NIKKIIIIIIIII......I LOVE YOU.
BEAUTIFUL SONG.
Here since nzee24 and OMG ITS HER OLD GUITAR
Niki always guides you into the sweetest reminiscing
Ive became a big fan of NIKI ever since NPR TINY DESK performace ❤
"the filthy joke that won't
burrow in the corner of your
smirking lips, i mourn it to this day
the story we won't tell
is my greatest fantasy
the passion i won't feel again
isn't lost on me"
i feel that
Don't just watch, you have to like this video 🌹😄
tiny desk and now this video :(( thank you so much, NIKI
Such a bittersweet song …once upon a time , I could relate to this …😢
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER NIKI!
I had a crush on a girl while i was in elementary. She was really pretty and kinda smart when it comes to writing essay. And we became together after grade 10. We we're both girls, it was challenging. After months of dating, our parents learnt to accept us. Sometimes, we'd go to our treehouse, pretend that was our apartment. She would always play The apartment we won't share by niki, it was her favorite.
Sometimes we'd talk about names for our future daughter. She always wanted to have a daughter. I've always wanted a dog since i was a kid, but when i learnt she wanted a cat, I decided i wanted a cat too. She promised that if we ever go to college, she'll write to ме. But after graduating highschool, it hasn't been the same. We didn't go on dates weekly anymore.
When it was our 3th anniversary, I wanted her to be my fiancee. So I texted her, but i didn't expected her response to me. She said she got invited into a party she didn't told me, she got drunk and got pregnant last 4 months ago.
They had gotten married now, though i text her everytime I'm drunk. But now, i have blocked her. But a random number texted me, she had a child and named her, clixy. The name we planned if we had a daughter.
I haven't moved on from her, but I'm still trying. I used my dumb account to stalk her 😂. She was happy with her life now, and I'm also happy for her, yet i feel bitter. The wound she left still aches 😅.
makes me cry even tho i do not relate haha love u niki
"Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted, but what we need" really hits me. Sad but relieving because he finally got the love that he deserves.
ILY QUEEN THANK YOU FOR YPUR SERVICE ILL BE DOWN ON MY KNEES CRYING SCREAMING KICKING THE AIR
NI LAGU SEDIH BETUL😓😓
The apartment we won't share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows deciphered her stares?
Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs?
The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose
The daughter we won't raise still waits for you
The girl I won't be is the one that's yours
I hope you shortly find what you long for
Two years and some change
Isn't it strange?
You're a full-fledged socialist
I go by a new name
The filthy joke that won't
Burrow in the corner of your
Smirking lips, I mourn it to this day
The story we won't tell
Is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won't feel again
Isn't lost on me
The son you never wanted
Is the wound your father left
And the mother I won't be is
Probably for the best
Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted, but what we need
This is too much! Thank u Niki 🍰🎂
Still in high school, recently reconnected with a childhood friend. We used to go to the same elementary school but I sadly had to go and leave to go to Australia. I don’t know why but this song makes me cry, just makes me remember all the fun times me and her have. Now 16 and her 15, something just sparked inside me and now I’m starting to catch feelings for her. I don’t care what the outcome is, as NIKI said “Maybe our paths will cross one day, or maybe it won’t.”
the lyrics so powerful, we even will sad for whoever through like this song. there there
This lyric is so genius ❤
Cant help but admire it
Cozy bgt lagu ini..thankyou nik
Ahhhh love niki❤❤❤
niki i love you so much pls you always make us suprised
NIKI NIKI NIKI NIKI NIKI ❤❤❤❤❤❤
caught the atlanta show...
first concert ive been too in almost 20 years.... did not disappoint!!!
Goshhhhhhhh from the first lyrics i just knew this gonna be my jam
What an amazing song...
How come does she make this song as easy as possible ??
Love you kak Niki... 💌💌
Acoustic always sounds different. In fact, sounds better, always. 🎉🎉🎉
love you niki from Abu dhabi❤
kaa niki im ur big big fans! omg thankyou for creating this beautiful but also heartbreaking song
i am that girl. the girl i won't be is the one that's yours. long pretty straight hair, as what you always wanted me to look like. i just recently cut my hair just to fantasize how you'll be pissed, again, to see me in the hairstyle that i always like: short-haired girls. but now, now you won't be bothered. it is me that come to realization that i'm actually helping you to likes her more than you would ever like me with long hair.
the dreams to have so many kids together, now burned in the past. you said you want to have 8 kids with me since 8 means eternity. now look. aren't you happy to post her on your social media just 1,5 months after my "passing"? you didn't even post me for couple of years before our breaking up.
hope you're happy with your girl now, ba.
OMG thank you ❤
If you love this song, you’ll like Landon Pigg’s The Boy Who Never. The lyrics kinda have similar meaning
the song really reminds me of the movie Past Lives. aaaa in another world this could've been a good ost for it
oh if we get a visual for 'On the Drive Home' i'm gnna LOSE MY MIND.
Kak Niki suara kamu tuh enak banget, tolong lah kalo buat lagu minimal se jam
crying this is so beautiful
“the daughter we won’t raise still waits for you”
“the mother I won’t be is probably for the best”
as someone who had a miscarriage, this hits deep
everything, everywhere, all at once, but niki
Thank you NIKI for once again, another signature slash summer song piece songs of yours. ❤