with this song, I put an end to my 2 years unrequited love. in another universe, we may be live happily in an apartment with a cat. but, in this lifetime, we just someone that once crossed each other path.
This hits close to home so much. My ex and i just broke up a week ago. I cried so hard while i was listening to this song but it gave me comfort at the same time. And now, a visualizer. What a timing, I'm gonna cry again tonight haha.😊
it's comforting to know that there are people who could relate to how we feel by knowing that this song impacts many others too... let's all stay strong .. For our hard and complicated feelings to be described and be told through a song is comforting and.. validating ...
You can tell that Niki is a pro. Just look at her using her headphone and instantly know which ear cup is L and R. I can't get it right on the first go 😅 She's been mixing her songs since the beginning of her teenage years. Kudos Nik and don't stop doing what you love!
This song feels like it was written for me. I was the one who found that apartment back in June because we were trying to conceive and our plan is to move next January. Last October, after another negative PT, he confessed that he wants to pursue other girl, which he thinks his grandma will like. (I wasn't favored by the grandma bcoz I wasn't a churchgoer) and she's closer to him since were LDR. He was still updating me, that they (him and gram) will be moving to that unit next January, which I'm not included anymore, obviously. And he's been posting the girl on social media in custom, because all of his friends know about me and would probably be shocked if I wasn't the one he was posting. The corgi we were supposed to adopt is now 3 months old. The owner is annoying him to get it already, but we really don't want to see the pup anymore because it hurts us. I'm still grieving on my daughter, I would've met her if it wasn't for the sudden changes. But it's for the best. I created a dump account for my broken postings, specifically like I am talking to my daughter. And he still views it. But I don't really mind now, I've become numb. I will be going back to my ministry and I took two jobs. I will get a car so I can learn how to drive and make my mind busy somewhere else. Thank you NIKI for creating this song. This is me. I feel seen, validated and known.
The apartment we won't share I wonder what sad wife lives there Have the windows deciphered her stares? Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs? The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose The daughter we won't raise still waits for you The girl I won't be is the one that's yours I hope you shortly find what you long for Two years and some change, isn't it strange? You're a full-fledged socialist, I go by a new name The filthy joke that won't burrow in the corner Of your smirking lips, I mourn it to this day The story we won't tell is my greatest fantasy The passion I won't feel again isn't lost on me The son you never wanted is the wound your father left And the mother I won't be is probably for the best Your demons I won't meet Now someone else's word to keep I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet Not what I wanted But, what we need
The apartment we won't share I wonder what sad wife lives there Have the windows deciphered her stares? Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs? The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose The daughter we won't raise still waits for you The girl I won't be is the one that's yours I hope you shortly find what you long for Two years and some change Isn't it strange? You're a full-fledged socialist I go by a new name The filthy joke that won't Burrow in the corner of your Smirking lips, I mourn it to this day The story we won't tell Is my greatest fantasy The passion I won't feel again Isn't lost on me The son you never wanted Is the wound your father left And the mother I won't be is Probably for the best Your demons I won't meet Now someone else's word to keep I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet Not what I wanted, but what we need
I like when the singer or musician always gives a content without thinking too much. I appreciate your music and effort as a singer and musician. May God bless you always
NIKI, you had no idea how much this album save my life. I've been in my lowest point in my whole life now. You just save one soul, and you will save another millions. Thank you so much for putting effort into this album. Making MV and world solo tour. All songs relatable as much as they easy-listening. The lyricism has me dying for making script in my head of my life would be. It's not just an album, it's love language. Lots of love from your homeland buddy, Indonesia ❤🩹
Discovered mother Niki on 2021 in spotify until I found out she sang lowkey that's all over tiktok! Now Im so happy she got the recognition she deserved aaannnddd went to her sold out concert here in PH🥺🫶🏻 Her voice is as stable and beautiful than my lifeeee
I had a crush on a girl while i was in elementary. She was really pretty and kinda smart when it comes to writing essay. And we became together after grade 10. We we're both girls, it was challenging. After months of dating, our parents learnt to accept us. Sometimes, we'd go to our treehouse, pretend that was our apartment. She would always play The apartment we won't share by niki, it was her favorite. Sometimes we'd talk about names for our future daughter. She always wanted to have a daughter. I've always wanted a dog since i was a kid, but when i learnt she wanted a cat, I decided i wanted a cat too. She promised that if we ever go to college, she'll write to ме. But after graduating highschool, it hasn't been the same. We didn't go on dates weekly anymore. When it was our 3th anniversary, I wanted her to be my fiancee. So I texted her, but i didn't expected her response to me. She said she got invited into a party she didn't told me, she got drunk and got pregnant last 4 months ago. They had gotten married now, though i text her everytime I'm drunk. But now, i have blocked her. But a random number texted me, she had a child and named her, clixy. The name we planned if we had a daughter. I haven't moved on from her, but I'm still trying. I used my dumb account to stalk her 😂. She was happy with her life now, and I'm also happy for her, yet i feel bitter. The wound she left still aches 😅.
This is the type of songs tht is aesthetic tht gives old new york vibes even tho im phillipines isnt it strange and fluodly vibefully???? It gives 20s vibe and ahh hard to explain like vintage???!?? Ahhh like uauuah I think new york old clean movies vibes like tht or smh
"Your demons I won't meet Now someone else's word to keep..." I stumbled upon this song on the day of my ex's birthday and God, this just hits so close to home. I've already let go, yes. But when I listen to this song, it just reminds you of the what could have beens and what ifs. We were planning on moving in together before things went downhill. I tried to stay by her side for months, but it just wasn't enough. It hurts to realize that the things you once planned together are no longer happening. There will be no happy ending to tell between you two, you will no longer experience that passion with this person. As this song says, "I hope you shortly find what you long for..."
Still in high school, recently reconnected with a childhood friend. We used to go to the same elementary school but I sadly had to go and leave to go to Australia. I don’t know why but this song makes me cry, just makes me remember all the fun times me and her have. Now 16 and her 15, something just sparked inside me and now I’m starting to catch feelings for her. I don’t care what the outcome is, as NIKI said “Maybe our paths will cross one day, or maybe it won’t.”
Almost every song in this album deserves a music video. That’s how you know an artist is extremely talented
So true! No skips ❤
almost? every song DESERVES a music video 😭
“the girl i won’t be is the one that’s yours” is always gets me 😢
me too 😔
with this song, I put an end to my 2 years unrequited love. in another universe, we may be live happily in an apartment with a cat. but, in this lifetime, we just someone that once crossed each other path.
cheers to the love we can't have 🥂
"The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose"
As a dog person, I deeply feel this. Simple yet heartbreaking.
NIKI is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.
Rooting for you!!!
YOU WILL!! CLAIM IT ❤
I believe in you! Goodluck!
way to go! rooting for ya
Looking forward to that! 🤍🌷
This hits close to home so much. My ex and i just broke up a week ago. I cried so hard while i was listening to this song but it gave me comfort at the same time. And now, a visualizer. What a timing, I'm gonna cry again tonight haha.😊
Omg same. 🥺
Did your ex cheated on you ?
I hope you are okay. Just know that in time it all will be okay and you’ll look back with fond memories or not. But time will heal.
hope your okay! smile😊
it's comforting to know that there are people who could relate to how we feel by knowing that this song impacts many others too... let's all stay strong .. For our hard and complicated feelings to be described and be told through a song is comforting and.. validating ...
niki hobi bgt bikin kejutan
Pas bgt 😭🙌🏻
hobi bgt bikin mangis kejer
"The story we won’t tell
is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won’t feel again
isn’t lost on me"
this one hits through 💔
who hurt you 😭
my expectations..
You can tell that Niki is a pro. Just look at her using her headphone and instantly know which ear cup is L and R. I can't get it right on the first go 😅 She's been mixing her songs since the beginning of her teenage years. Kudos Nik and don't stop doing what you love!
isn't most of headphone's cable is on the left? so it's pretty obvious no?
@@alriskynamikazedamn you a pro too then 👀👀
This song feels like it was written for me.
I was the one who found that apartment back in June because we were trying to conceive and our plan is to move next January.
Last October, after another negative PT, he confessed that he wants to pursue other girl, which he thinks his grandma will like. (I wasn't favored by the grandma bcoz I wasn't a churchgoer) and she's closer to him since were LDR.
He was still updating me, that they (him and gram) will be moving to that unit next January, which I'm not included anymore, obviously. And he's been posting the girl on social media in custom, because all of his friends know about me and would probably be shocked if I wasn't the one he was posting.
The corgi we were supposed to adopt is now 3 months old. The owner is annoying him to get it already, but we really don't want to see the pup anymore because it hurts us.
I'm still grieving on my daughter, I would've met her if it wasn't for the sudden changes. But it's for the best.
I created a dump account for my broken postings, specifically like I am talking to my daughter. And he still views it.
But I don't really mind now, I've become numb.
I will be going back to my ministry and I took two jobs. I will get a car so I can learn how to drive and make my mind busy somewhere else.
Thank you NIKI for creating this song. This is me. I feel seen, validated and known.
this is my favorite song from the album 😭 can't wait to sing this with niki in September 😭🖤
Nicole's a no skip album but this song has a special place in my heart 🥹
the fact that this apartment visually match my imagination about the whole song is just perfect
i love this soso much ,, how can a song be so relatable and so heartbreaking at the same time? niki never disappoints 🤧
The apartment we won't share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows deciphered her stares?
Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs?
The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose
The daughter we won't raise still waits for you
The girl I won't be is the one that's yours
I hope you shortly find what you long for
Two years and some change, isn't it strange?
You're a full-fledged socialist, I go by a new name
The filthy joke that won't burrow in the corner
Of your smirking lips, I mourn it to this day
The story we won't tell is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won't feel again isn't lost on me
The son you never wanted is the wound your father left
And the mother I won't be is probably for the best
Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted
But, what we need
The apartment we won't share
I wonder what sad wife lives there
Have the windows deciphered her stares?
Do the bricks in the walls know to hide the affairs?
The dog we won't have is now one I would not choose
The daughter we won't raise still waits for you
The girl I won't be is the one that's yours
I hope you shortly find what you long for
Two years and some change
Isn't it strange?
You're a full-fledged socialist
I go by a new name
The filthy joke that won't
Burrow in the corner of your
Smirking lips, I mourn it to this day
The story we won't tell
Is my greatest fantasy
The passion I won't feel again
Isn't lost on me
The son you never wanted
Is the wound your father left
And the mother I won't be is
Probably for the best
Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep
I'm sure she's beautiful and sweet
Not what I wanted, but what we need
i’m glad we’re still having promotions for nicole like it’s my fave album i love all the little things she’s giving us this album
and here, im still crying
her voice in this song is very beautiful😭💓
fav multiverse song
felt nostalgic .. Niki's bedroom music recording era 💖💖
This song is just.. goddamn good with the beautiful voice.
I like when the singer or musician always gives a content without thinking too much. I appreciate your music and effort as a singer and musician. May God bless you always
NIKI please stop😭😭😭😭 I was crying every hear your song😭😭😭😭 your voice so angelic. Damn
her legendary acoustic guitar and the whole video brings so much memory back then:")))
*Niki is just too good. Her music is it for me❤❤❤*
i hope u shortly find what u long for,its really hit me
Her legendary acoustic guitar 🥺💖
NIKI, you had no idea how much this album save my life. I've been in my lowest point in my whole life now. You just save one soul, and you will save another millions. Thank you so much for putting effort into this album. Making MV and world solo tour. All songs relatable as much as they easy-listening. The lyricism has me dying for making script in my head of my life would be. It's not just an album, it's love language.
Lots of love from your homeland buddy, Indonesia ❤🩹
I am so glad we finally get a video. This was on my 2022 recap.
LOVE U NIKI
The story telling is her power. NIKI, thank you for being such an inspiration. We are always proud of you, all the SEA countries!
Selalu suka lagu² niki yg alunan musiknya seperti ini. Keren niki 🫶🏻
Iya suka yg genre nya alternative/indie drpd album sebelum2nya yg edm/electro pop
NIKKIIIIIIIII......I LOVE YOU.
BEAUTIFUL SONG.
"The mother I won't be is probably for the best" hits too close for comfort.
Discovered mother Niki on 2021 in spotify until I found out she sang lowkey that's all over tiktok! Now Im so happy she got the recognition she deserved aaannnddd went to her sold out concert here in PH🥺🫶🏻 Her voice is as stable and beautiful than my lifeeee
I had a crush on a girl while i was in elementary. She was really pretty and kinda smart when it comes to writing essay. And we became together after grade 10. We we're both girls, it was challenging. After months of dating, our parents learnt to accept us. Sometimes, we'd go to our treehouse, pretend that was our apartment. She would always play The apartment we won't share by niki, it was her favorite.
Sometimes we'd talk about names for our future daughter. She always wanted to have a daughter. I've always wanted a dog since i was a kid, but when i learnt she wanted a cat, I decided i wanted a cat too. She promised that if we ever go to college, she'll write to ме. But after graduating highschool, it hasn't been the same. We didn't go on dates weekly anymore.
When it was our 3th anniversary, I wanted her to be my fiancee. So I texted her, but i didn't expected her response to me. She said she got invited into a party she didn't told me, she got drunk and got pregnant last 4 months ago.
They had gotten married now, though i text her everytime I'm drunk. But now, i have blocked her. But a random number texted me, she had a child and named her, clixy. The name we planned if we had a daughter.
I haven't moved on from her, but I'm still trying. I used my dumb account to stalk her 😂. She was happy with her life now, and I'm also happy for her, yet i feel bitter. The wound she left still aches 😅.
this album has been such a huge part of my life :’) the songs on the album fit literally every mood and i love it sm.
LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER NIKI!
Such a beautiful visualizer.
Nicole are totally album of the year in my heart 🥹
Niki always guides you into the sweetest reminiscing
absolute heartbreaker
Ahhhh love niki❤❤❤
Here since nzee24 and OMG ITS HER OLD GUITAR
love u, niki!
bisa bisanya kamu tidur nyenyak abis drop beginian gak capek apa bikin aku nangis
This is exactly what I envisioned the song to look and feel like. Thank you, Niki.
Love you kak Niki... 💌💌
crying this is so beautiful
Sure we love Niki's productivity's as a genuine artist
tiny desk and now this video :(( thank you so much, NIKI
niki i love you so much pls you always make us suprised
Gosh I heart you so much
NICOLEEEEE THIS IS MY FAVORITE SONG!!! AND I CANT BELIEVE YOU LITERALLY JUST DROPPED THIS OUT OF NOWHERE!! IM CRYING😭😭😭
This is too much! Thank u Niki 🍰🎂
Menantikan NIKI concert di Jakarta.. ❤
On repeat 💕
Goshhhhhhhh from the first lyrics i just knew this gonna be my jam
love you niki from Abu dhabi❤
OMG thank you ❤
Niki udah cakep, selalu bikin kejutan pula 😊
WHEW THANK YOU QUEEN
This is the type of songs tht is aesthetic tht gives old new york vibes even tho im phillipines isnt it strange and fluodly vibefully???? It gives 20s vibe and ahh hard to explain like vintage???!?? Ahhh like uauuah
I think new york old clean movies vibes like tht or smh
LOVE ❤
Im here for it
Nikiii u are amazing girl ever, Your song your voice is so beautiful🫶🏻🥹 hope I can see u, hope I can go to your concert🥹💖
Her voice is like an angel's
ILY NIKI!!
My fav.💖💖💖
"Your demons I won't meet
Now someone else's word to keep..."
I stumbled upon this song on the day of my ex's birthday and God, this just hits so close to home. I've already let go, yes. But when I listen to this song, it just reminds you of the what could have beens and what ifs. We were planning on moving in together before things went downhill. I tried to stay by her side for months, but it just wasn't enough. It hurts to realize that the things you once planned together are no longer happening. There will be no happy ending to tell between you two, you will no longer experience that passion with this person.
As this song says, "I hope you shortly find what you long for..."
caught the atlanta show...
first concert ive been too in almost 20 years.... did not disappoint!!!
ILY QUEEN THANK YOU FOR YPUR SERVICE ILL BE DOWN ON MY KNEES CRYING SCREAMING KICKING THE AIR
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NIKI
Still in high school, recently reconnected with a childhood friend. We used to go to the same elementary school but I sadly had to go and leave to go to Australia. I don’t know why but this song makes me cry, just makes me remember all the fun times me and her have. Now 16 and her 15, something just sparked inside me and now I’m starting to catch feelings for her. I don’t care what the outcome is, as NIKI said “Maybe our paths will cross one day, or maybe it won’t.”
MI LOVE THANK U
That mint guitar colored,, so iconic the moment when she's still in her own youtube channel😭😭😭🥺
I LOVE YOU NIKI TT
this song has my heart actually
Omg my love
NI LAGU SEDIH BETUL😓😓
Cozy bgt lagu ini..thankyou nik
see u at jkt sayangggggggg
NOT THIS MV REALEASED WHEN I HEARD THE SONG ON SPOTIFY HDHSHAHA FFS I WAS SCREAMING😭😭😭
Niki ❤❤❤❤❤❤
everything, everywhere, all at once, but niki
kaa niki im ur big big fans! omg thankyou for creating this beautiful but also heartbreaking song
OMG IT’S MAKES MY DAY!
I needed this
Ive became a big fan of NIKI ever since NPR TINY DESK performace ❤
Don't just watch, you have to like this video 🌹😄
love you nik.
LOVE YOUUUU SOO MUCH
Nikiii🥺🥺
Cover lagu Niki g lebay g pake koreografer.. Yg di Utamain Niki vokal'a ..mantep banget berkarakter pantes orang luar pd Suka.. Good job Niki
back after watching Past Lives and realized the lyrics to this song resembles with the movie so much and i'm sobbing
heavenly as always
this is so calming god i need this
Cumaa mauu bilangg nikiii aylopyusomayy 💕 sehattt selaluu supayaa bisa teruss berkarya 🌹
thannk you niki