Someone's making such a sketch of Niki & Peter prom night scene, its super cute & cool you should take a look > ua-cam.com/video/wbmxRGC0Xms/v-deo.html
It's weird but this was my farewell song with Seattle. It was my last day and I wasn't 100% ready for my flight back home the next morning. I watched planes flying over to land at Seatac from the rooftop of UW's ATG building, just in time for a violet sunset. It was really blissful. I had this song playing on repeat because the lyrics just happened to resonate. It still feels like yesterday.. thank you Niki for such a beautiful and powerful song :")
Can we talk about how genius she is?! I mean the lyrics, instruments, vocal, and everything in this song is just PERFECT. NIKI IS SO FREAKING TALENTED. Definition Of SONG OF THE YEAR.
Me and my boyfriend both fell out of love tonight. No cheating and no drama involved. We really thought we had it and we tried to save what’s left but we just can’t force it anymore. We were both lost and can’t seem to find each other. When realization hits you, you don’t want to accept it and still want to believe that the magic is still there even when it’s not. We’ll miss each other’s warmth, we’ll miss our awful dancing in the kitchen, and we’ll miss the laughters shared. These places won’t look and feel the same without him. And here I am staring at my front door knowing that he will never come to those doors anymore. We fell in love, we fell short, and we fell out. And I think that’s the saddest kind of heartache. He was my great lost love. Until then, my once home
@@rihakhan1539when it comes to loving someone , everything that is never in you comes out . that's why there is a phrase saying that we don't even know ourselves
Were you both falling out love or did he do first, then you started to feel the same, because the affection was only from you, so no other choice than you fell out too?
can’t believe she wrote this when she was only 16 years old! her songwriting is truly phenomenal and this music video is just so captivating. love it so much :’)
There's just something about the hand choreography in the beginning and end that matches so well with the lyrics and the beat. The guitar just absolutely mesmerizes me and the lyrics where she's lying in bed singing "This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you my great, lost love." Just hits the spot to my soul. Nicole Zefanya you never disappoint!!! Thank you for releasing this masterpiece years later.
The choreography! It's like their little secret language they solely speak to each other. The crevices and nooks and hooks they filled in step by step. That level of understanding they share with one another🗿
Wordplay master Niki, the level of her creativity is beyond compare. Not all artists can be a musician and a poet. You are the best! Been a fan since the lowkey era, your songs has been the sound track of my life. Love u!
I love this song. It carried my broken heart to peace. And now that I'm finally ok, I still comforts me. I hope everyone who's broken right now knows that whatever it is your going through, you'll get pass it. Thank you Nicole.
Thank you 🩷 I just lost my great love a couple months ago and my heart is broken to pieces right now. I want to put all the pieces back together, but I don’t know how to start because it still feels like my whole world stop and I don’t think that I have the energy to even move my fingers. 😭😭
I think my situationship will end today. We were something, and there is so much we could do together. I wasn't looking for a relationship, but I jumped right in because it's him. I am hurting so much because I will be losing two people at once. He's my friend and someone I really see a future with. It's just sad that it might end today. We haven't been talking for three days now, and I couldn't bear the pain of waiting; his silence is too loud for me. Despite saying multiple times that I wouldn't be reaching out first, I sent a message today. I want to have answers.
I followed Niki ever since 2015, when she was known as Nicole Zefanya, and I remember crying over this song bcs of the genius lyricism and the raw emotions. I am SO SURPRISED my fellow Niki fan friend suddenly talked abt oceans and engines today. I was like "HOLD UP she re-released this song?! UNDER NIKI?" And I'm so so so glad and proud, finally more people can appreciate the natural musical prodigy that she is that is evident from her older works until now.
This transported me back to the ugly days of losing my own "great lost love". Being heartbroken is just a very, very painful thing no matter how many years has passed since then. I often joked to my now-husband that I would never recover from losing a person I loved, and his answer is, "You're here now, and I'll stay with you". To anyone who is having their hearts broken, I'll say this: you will be fine. I don't know how or when, but you will learn to love again. Maybe with someone new, maybe with yourself, or both, but you will not suffer forever. I am a living proof of this truth. Sending love to y'all 🤍
I'm in a healthy and happy relationship right now but listening to this song always makes me cry. I just hope and pray we won't ever come to this point. The future will always be unknown and that's pretty scary.
the way she stars her real best friends makes this mv hits homeeeee edit: NICOLE THANK YOU FOR LIKING THIS!!! I LOVE YOU, YOUR SONGS SAVED ME another edit: NICOLE I JUST KNEW IF I EDIT THE COMMENT, YOUR LIKE WILL DISAPPEAR 😭 CAN YOU RE-LIKE IT HEHE ILYSM
niki is giving me more and more reasons why i absolutely adore her creativity and lyricism. this song is so special to me, and im so glad i stumbled across her thanks to 88rising
I totally experienced the story in this song. It is so deep hitting my heart. That person who was with me all the time, enjoying the sweet life during the tough school year. But as NIKI said, the beautiful love story died too soon. It was so heart breaking when we suddenly just became a stranger in a night. I felt like I lost my pillars too. Even until I left on the very last day, that person never came back and say goodbye. I guess it's just not my destiny to be with that one. I'll always love you, J, and I hope you knew that I loved you harder.
"i'm not okay, but i'm letting go" ~ that line was so painful for those who still loving someone and the only thing you can do for them is letting go cuz it looks like you don't deserve better than others😢💔
I remember vividly how I felt when I first heard this song a couple of years back. My understanding then was very shallow compared to my views now. I recall knowing that this song is for the love we can't have because of whatever reasons. But now, there are certain things that are sticking out to me more. Letting go is not just about dropping what no longer makes you happy, sometimes, it's also about still feeling the warmth of their hand holding onto yours when a cold breeze brush your skin but now, you have your gloves and scarf to keep you from freezing. Letting go is not just about seeking freedom from the shackles of the past, it's also about looking back at pictures and smiling at the moments taken and still have the courage to try and be there again because you realize now that a place is just a place and not a home of their memories. Letting go is not just about accepting the fate of the love that once burned bright, it's also about seeing things even in dim lighting and know that sometimes, not getting a closure is the closure we so eagerly want to have. Letting go is not just about getting rid of them physically, mentally, and emotionally. More often than not, it's about trusting that one day, their kisses will no longer linger on your skin, that the words they once uttered will no longer haunt you in your dreams, and that the feelings they made you feel will no longer hold you back from going after what is truly for you.
Play this song again, again, and again... make me wanna cry every listen to this song, I always remember her beautiful voice, her smile, the way she share her story, and everything about her.. it's really hard... just really hard for me... Thanks NIKI, such a beautiful song...
truly unbelievable voice and mesmerizing vibe... its truly inspiring to me as an artist and i hope to get on niki's level one day. I recently released my first two music videos in a short amount of time, I don't like to self promo but it can be hard to get noticed nowadays.. I produced and directed everything myself. To anyone who checks it out, it truly means the world! ❤🙏
I still can't believe that this is really happening now, I mean I'm just dreaming of this year pass ago that she will make a new version of her unreleased. I want Anaheim too, here me out queen
Jatuh cinta sama suara ka niki dari 2019 tanpa liat trending hanya iseng buka mv lowkey yang ikea vibes ternyata nama zefanya sangat melekat sama aku sampai aku menamakan diriku yg lain adalah zefanya 🥹 im so proud have idol like niki 🥰🥰
NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!
Lyrics Saturday sunset We're lying on my bed with five hours to go Fingers entwined and so were our minds Crying, I don't want you to go You wiped away tears But not fears under the still and clear indigo You said "Baby, don't cry, we'll be fine" "You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow" My mother said the younger me was a pretending prodigy Well, nothing then much has changed 'Cause while you're wolfing down liquor My soul, it gets sicker But I'm sticking to the screenplay Gotta say I'm okay But answer this, babe How is it now that somehow you're a stranger? You were mine just yesterday I prayed the block in my airway dissipates And instead deters your airplane's way But heaven denied Destiny decried Something beautiful died Too soon But I'm letting go I'm giving up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you that's why I wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright Someday I'll be fine But just not tonight (Oh) Plunging into all kinds of diversions Like blush wine and sonorous soirées But even with gin and surgin' adrenaline I see you're all that can intoxicate Oceans and engines You're skilled at infringin' on great love affairs 'Cause now my heart's home All I've known is long gone and ten thousand miles away And I'm not okay But I'm letting go I'm givin' up the ghost But don't get me wrong I'll always love you that's why I wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I'll be alright But just not Tonight was the first time I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago And the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words and could revitalize my fraying bones (Hm) Now what do you do when your pillar crumbled down You've lost all solid ground Both dreams and demons drowned And this void's all you've found And doubts light it aglow I have so many questions But I'm pouring them into the ocean And I'm starting up my engine And I'm letting go I'm givin' up your ghost It's come to a close I marked the end with this last song I wrote I'm letting go This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you My great lost love.
Mulai dari awal tanpa kamu, sendirian. I know it hurts, but the journey is still on-going. Maybe I'd see you again later, or maybe not. I'm just happy that you've been here before. Now let's keep going yaaa, separate ways.
So proud of how far you’ve come. From being a 17-year old who wrote her songs in her bedroom to finally turning this album into reality. Your younger self would be so proud! I’ll always always support you Nicole. At one of the lowest points of my life, your music saved me. Manifesting to meet you and scream at your concert one day. Ilysm! 🫶
We wasn’t even in a relationship but it’s felt like a heart break, I don’t wanna use the term situation-ship but me and this one person had feeling for each other but I guess it wasn’t a lot on his end so we decided to be friend, few months later we decided to hang out as friend then eventually we grew feeling for each others again, he drove me home, hold my hands, trade me his jacket, being sweet to me next couple days. The same he realized he wasn’t ready to make commitment to anything else atm, and his feeling is not much compare to how much I had for him, he’s started to being cold toward me, myself saw that know it but still pretended I don’t know nothing and cried every night. His image is too big, and my feeling for him is no longer crushing or like but it’s turned into love and it’s hard to move on, it’s not a break up but it’s hurt like a break up, I don’t know what to do should I stay as friend, should I just risk it ! I don’t know where’s this gonna go, it’s just I like him so much
niki thank you so much for let us re-living with nzee24!! it's so magical to listening your old work and now you decided to re-recorded it with upgraded instrumental and matured voice. really can't wait for your album Nicole to out on August!! your lyricism, production, everything never disappoints!!
The lyrics, the melody, the nostalgic scenes, it feels like Niki dug out my old diary. It brought back some past memories and unspoken feelings. Thanks Niki for the masterpiece
Idk what it is specifically but this song just hits the "spot" i can't even tell what spot! All i know is that i've been listening to it nonstop ever since it came out! Nicole, you are a gem! This is such a masterpiece! The world needs to hear this! I can't wait for you album to drop!!!! Thank you for bringing this song to life and letting us have the pleasure to listen to it! I love you to bits!!!!!!
This is the second song in the same relationship. I didn't know we're gon really dive deep into what was once your experiences, your feelings and your memories. But as vulnerable as this is, with each specificity that it conveys through your lyrics, I'm sure as you regrow through these songs, others out there who are young and so deeply in love are growin as well listening to this.
Honoring the song with an equally well-produced video! Thank you NIKI for sharing not only your voice and talent, but also your story and journey of heartbreak and healing with us. There is only up from here. We all love you so!!!
She wrote this at age of 16??? I don’t even know any words in English when I was 16 except no and yes hahah , the writing skill is just beyond words .. she truly inspiring
NIKIIII just casually dropping heartbreak songs here and there. She manages to deliver the song and mv in such a way that it makes us feel her pain although we dont relate to her story. What a masterpiece, what a genius. + NIKI should star in her own movie! Or direct i guess??
I'm so excited for this 😭 my nicole zefanya heart OMG i can't put into words how happy I am 😭 I've been a silent fan since ur humble UA-cam days & look at you now- remastering your unreleased originals 😭❤️ I'm so proud of you!
We had something that felt so special, we even thought we might’ve had a future together. He ended it for his studies… always had a place in my heart… I remember the day, I broke down outside and fell to the floor crying, face was swollen, friends had to drag me back, refused to eat anything for days straight. It’s been 3 months now… I’m slowly starting to feel numb to the thought of you now, you’ll be kept in a place called my memories here on. I have to let go of the wounds.
as if the 2017 version was not heartbreaking enough and here we are ffw to 2022 and i am forever scarred by this song. the lyricism is flawless, the vocals-- astounding, ahhhhh everything is so well-written. she ALWAYS slays and outdoes herself every single freaking time!!! IT'S INSANE 🤯
7 years. Long distance for a year. 6 years of being together; moving in, designing our own home, built a family, married. Then it all ended when we went back to LDR. I vividly remember the last time I said goodbye to the airport and I saw her face. She was so scared to be without me. I smiled waving goodbye, trying my best to be brave. 3 months after, we broke up. I still don't understand why. The lyrics, "Baby don't cry, we'll be fine, You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow" made me cry. I'm not letting you go. I'm surrendering you back to the Universe ❤ I hope one day the universe lends you back again to me. ❤
the instrumental, the lyrics, the cinematography.. i don’t think any other type of music can so finely outline and describe the fantasy world of love and youth that i yearn for each night the way that your music does. Thank you for being the soundtrack of my dreams
During 5:28 onward, I held my breath cause the tension was too damn real, I can feel the silence heartbreak as one actually knew what he wanted to say, and the other decided to lie and pretend so he didn't hurt her heart.
i did not expect to cry at this…. but its just so beautiful. the lyrics of the song tie so perfectly with music video, i feel for niki even though ive never been through a breakup. im so incredibly proud of niki and everything shes done. her way to create stories or write songs based on real life things is just magical and touching.
The feeling that I felt while watching this is the same as to what I felt while watching and listening to La La Lost You (Acoustic version). It's sad yet so beautiful.
My partner just broke up with me after the most intense fight we’ve had. He lives kilometers away from me and I couldn’t even kiss him goodbye even for a last time. This song holds a special place in my heart because I took a plane everytime I visited him. Every moment I had with him lives in my head on constant rewind. Each moment was fleeting but engraved in me. It’s so hard to look forward when the person you dreamed to share your dreams with just isn’t there tomorrow anymore. I don’t know how to function without the person who felt like I’ve known for most of my life. I know I’ll always have love for him and I’ll always be happy for him, even if I can’t contribute to his happiness anymore. I’ll admire and cheer him on even from a distance, starting now only from a distance. Please take care love.
Lyrics; [Verse 1] Saturday sunset-- we’re lying on my bed with five hours to go Fingers entwined and so were our minds crying 'I don’t want you to go' You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo You said, ‘Baby don’t cry, we’ll be fine, you’re the one thing I swear I can’t outgrow’ [Verse 2] My mother said the younger me was a 'Pretending' prodigy well nothing, then, much has changed Coz while you’re wolfing down liquor, my soul it gets sicker, but I’m stickin' to the screenplay, gotta say I’m okay, but answer this babe: How is it now that somehow you’re a stranger; you were mine just yesterday- I prayed the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane’s way [Pre-Chorus 1] But heaven denied Destiny decried Something beautiful died too soon [Chorus] But I’m letting gooooooooo I’m givin’ up the ghost But don’t get me wrong I’ll always love you that’s why I wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I’ll be alright Someday I’ll be fine but just not tonight [Verse 3] Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirees But even with gin and surgin’ adrenaline I see you’re all that can intoxicate Oceans and Engines, you’re skilled at infringin' on great love affairs 'cause now my heart’s home -- all I’ve known -- is long gone and 10 thousand miles away [Pre-Chorus 2] And I’m not okay [Chorus] But I’m letting gooooooooo I’m givin’ up the ghost But don’t get me wrong I’ll always love you and that’s why I wrote you this very last song I guess this is where we say goodbye I know I’ll be alright But just not- [Bridge] Tonight was the first time I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago and the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words and could revitalize my frayin’ bones Now what do you do when Your pillar crumbled down, you’ve lost all solid ground, both dreams and demons drowned, and this void is all you’ve found and doubts light it aglow? I have so many questions But I’m pourin them into the ocean and I’m starting up my engine [Chorus] and I’m letting go I’m givin’ up your ghost It’s come to a close I marked the end with this last song I wrote [Outro] I’m letting go This is the last falsetto I’ll ever sing to you my great, lost love.
THAT WAS SO FREAKING GREAT. It gives another element to the original recording of this song that made it sadder and pleasing to the ears. I really missed the Nicole Zefanya era and this is indeed one of the song that I admire so much. Congratulations and looking forward to the release of the whole album!!
This brought back so many memories. I was still in highschool when this song was first put out on UA-cam, naively believing that the guy I liked was the one. So incredibly proud of Nicole for coming this far. I hope all the other old songs like Lullaby, Little souls, milk teeth all get released 💖
Just cried to this, why is love so beautiful yet so painful. No matter how bad or how good it ended, you still did your very best and that's why it's so beautiful.
Yenow what? This may not be an amazing year for movies, but this is one of the best at least in my opinion for my favorite music. This song and Glimpse of us' by Joji gives me so much cinematic vibes. So many Studio Ghibli, La La land, and West Side Story vibes. These songs also serve as an amazing inspiration for my own storys I am currently developing. Thank you once again Niki. You and your music truly are a diamond in the rough.
@@yeji_ I haven't seen it yet. But I've heard good things will be looking forward to it. TOP GUN Maverick!! That's another movie this song reminds me of. While the movies of this year have been underwhelming, Top Gun Maverick and EEAO are also diamonds in the rough of cinema.
gabisa ngomong pake bahasa inggris, intinya NIKI KAMU KEREN BGT YAALLAH BERASA MASUK KE DUNIA NYA DAN SEDIHH DAN PENGEN MELUK NIKI😭❤️ the song 💯 the music video 💯 the mini choreography 💯 the chemistry 💯 EVERYTHING IS PERFECT 💯💯💯💖
im a new fan of her. im envy for those who already found her since 2015 😢😢😢 shes really talented and all her songs are masterpiece. ive been playing this songs on a loop because this is TOO BEAUTIFUL and again, i am really envy whos already heard this song years ago
I'm crying a river now listening to this song in the middle of the night, feel brokenhearted, while I am not. Niki, how can you have this such of magical capability to write a song that touch right in people's deepest soul?
me either. i have never had a beautiful love story like this before. but i can feel that love emotional through this song and also the brokenhearted. Can't stop crying everytime watching this
this song really hits me.. last year, i was close with this guy, never met him before and we knew each other by an online game. we talked every night, every day, and every session was fun, stress relieving and sometimes.. deep like it’s heart to heart talking. i never knew i will develop great feeling for him, and even fall for him, because in 2 months i will get married to my soulmate. yeah it was wrong, but i thought this feeling was pure and was just beautiful in its own way.. and this song really speaks for me as to let go of his ghost.. coz i still can’t get over those times when we talked until morning, heart to heart, or just spend my time alone with him. somehow, i also wish we don’t meet and know each other.. but i’m pretty sure that moment i get to know him is simply just to make me a better person in its own way.. i’ll be alright someday, get over the feeling, and.. get back on the right path. i will always love him in deep down in my heart, in my own way.. but i should let go the feeling. it’s the best for me and for him but well.. it’s been a year and still this is fcking hard..
Wow, everything about this is so well-done and well-executed! It’s always cool to see as an Asian artist, esp a fellow Indonesian, doing this type of thing because one would typically associate this particular sound or storytelling with a white (and preferably from the U.S.) artist. There’s a handful of other Indonesian acts with similar aesthetic (folk/acoustic vibes, performing in English) worth checking out: Stars & Rabbit, Oscar Lolang, Endah N Rhesa, Rendy Pandugo, Gabriela Fernandez and Adhitia Sofyan, among many others. Get to their stuff! There are so many great talents from Indonesia!
I can't stop playing this song. The lyrics just so beautiful. Everytime i hear this song, i always remember him. And then I realize that he's gone, he will never going back to me again. I just hope that he will feel so happy with his new lover.
[Verse 1: NIKI] Saturday Sunset We're Lying On My Bed With Five Hours To Go Fingers Entwined And So Were Our Minds Crying, "I Don't Want You To Go" You Wiped Away Tears But Not Fears Under The Still And Clear Indigo You Said "Baby, Don't Cry, We'll Be Fine You're The One Thing I Swear I Can't Outgrow" My Mother Said The Younger Me Was A Pretending Prodigy Well, Nothing Then, Much Has Changed 'Cause While You're Wolfing Down Liquor My Soul, It Gets Sicker But I'm Sticking To The Screenplay Gotta Say I'm Okay But Answer This, Babe [Pre-Chorus: NIKI] How Is It Now That Somehow, You're A Strangеr? You Were Mine Just Yеsterday I Pray The Block In My Airway Dissipates And Instead Deters Your Airplane's Way But Heaven Denied Destiny Decried Something Beautiful Died Too Soon [Chorus: NIKI] But I'm Letting Go I'm Giving Up The Ghost But Don't Get Me Wrong I'll Always Love You That's Why I Wrote You This Very Last Song I Guess This Is Where We Say Goodbye I Know I'll Be Alright Someday, I'll Be Fine But Just Not Tonight (Oh!) [Verse 2: NIKI] Plunging Into All Kinds Of Diversions Like Blush Wine And Sonorous Soirées But Even With Gin And Surging Adrenaline I See You're All That Can Intoxicate [Pre-Chorus: NIKI] Oceans And Engines You're Skilled At Infringing On Great Love Affairs Cause Now My Heart's Home All I've Known Is Long Gone And Ten Thousand Miles Away And I'm Not Okay [Chorus: NIKI] But I'm Letting Go I'm Giving Up The Ghost But Don't Get Me Wrong I'll Always Love You That's Why I Wrote You This Very Last Song I Guess This Is Where We Say Goodbye I Know I'll Be Alright But Just Not [Bridge: NIKI] Tonight Was The First Time I Stared Into Seas Of Beguiling Sepia Two Years Ago And The First Time I Learned Real World Superpowers Lived In Three Words, They Revitalize My Fraying Bones Now What Do You Do When Your Pillar Crumbled Down You've Lost All Solid Ground Both Dreams And Demons Drowned And This Void's All You've Found And Doubts Light It Aglow I Have So Many Questions But I'm Pouring Them Into The Ocean And I'm Starting Up My Engine [Outro: NIKI] Read more at: www.lyricsroll.com/oceans-and-engines-lyrics-niki.html
i'm so in love w the fact she included her real childhood besties in this vid, and in the story of High School in Jakarta! absolutely wholesome and can't wait for NICOLE on Aug 12th 💙
to the one who broke my heart this goodbye is forever, but I will forget you never- the memories we made together. thank u my love, I am finally givin' up ur ghost
i also love this idea of using the same actors for multiple mvs like it’s a continuing story just as they’re threaded together by the same album, same life, same guy
@@nematoda4788 Yes thank you. I found the mv for “Before”. Is the story that takes place in Before a continuation from Oceans & Engines? Where basically the two re-unite later on but realize things have moved on and they can never regain what was once lost…?
Nothing anyone who wants to lose a miracle of love. But destiny still has a God plan. I still remember someone telling me that, "This alive is about taking a risk, change and challenge. Just not about crying' and stopping then all the end." Yogyakarta, 04 Maret 2019 Whatever happened, we must take a way to keep alive. All the thing happened let passed to be. About the way that we take, I try to see you, I try to see 'bout us that not all the things can be forced like we wants ~ Naa Riau, 14 April 2024
New album “Nicole” out August 12th. Pre-order/pre-save: niki.lnk.to/Nicole
YAASSS!
whats your camera
Someone's making such a sketch of Niki & Peter prom night scene, its super cute & cool you should take a look > ua-cam.com/video/wbmxRGC0Xms/v-deo.html
Nik, this is super cool > ua-cam.com/video/wbmxRGC0Xms/v-deo.html
ahh cant wait!! crying to this and ‘before’ bcs we went thru the same shit.. denial phase which living the past with his ghost was legit the hardest
Sometimes it’s hard to turn the page when you know someone won’t be in the next chapter, but the story must go on
stop touching my wound T..T
can i have this whole sentence T..T
you are right, please allow me copy your words.
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
who hurt you bro
When you're not heartbroken but you cried oceans of tears for this masterpiece.
Yashj
Lol so true 🤣
LOL that's me!!!
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Same here
It's weird but this was my farewell song with Seattle. It was my last day and I wasn't 100% ready for my flight back home the next morning. I watched planes flying over to land at Seatac from the rooftop of UW's ATG building, just in time for a violet sunset. It was really blissful. I had this song playing on repeat because the lyrics just happened to resonate. It still feels like yesterday.. thank you Niki for such a beautiful and powerful song :")
Hai lele
lee
I left Seattle two years ago, still miss it everyday. Beautiful City and lovely people. SU represent
hey leooo
ngeliatin view terakhirr sambil denger laguu nya nikiii tuhh kekkk perpaduan yg indah bgt（Ω Д Ω）
“But heaven denied
Destiny decried
Somethin' beautiful died”
This lyrics is so beautiful and sad at the same time.
I love this part❤️😭
i love this part always givesme goosebumps
Something beautiful she wrote meant her love. Her love died
@Uzi Jumat girl it’s the lyrics, do you even understand it 💀
@@tsweezie its beyond his comprehension 🥲
Can we talk about how genius she is?! I mean the lyrics, instruments, vocal, and everything in this song is just PERFECT. NIKI IS SO FREAKING TALENTED. Definition Of SONG OF THE YEAR.
Song of 4 years ago too man
she is
@@Enzo-Zky you mean 6 years?
Holy the lyrics on this is sacred.
You've said it damn well
Me and my boyfriend both fell out of love tonight. No cheating and no drama involved. We really thought we had it and we tried to save what’s left but we just can’t force it anymore. We were both lost and can’t seem to find each other. When realization hits you, you don’t want to accept it and still want to believe that the magic is still there even when it’s not. We’ll miss each other’s warmth, we’ll miss our awful dancing in the kitchen, and we’ll miss the laughters shared. These places won’t look and feel the same without him. And here I am staring at my front door knowing that he will never come to those doors anymore. We fell in love, we fell short, and we fell out. And I think that’s the saddest kind of heartache. He was my great lost love. Until then, my once home
how do you find a person with whom you'll never fall out of love with? is that even possible
Ok🎉😂 UU no ny CD VCD seepilemlumpujeepsmg❤ ko ko
Ko ko😢😢😮😅❤
🥺🥺🥺
@@rihakhan1539when it comes to loving someone , everything that is never in you comes out . that's why there is a phrase saying that we don't even know ourselves
Were you both falling out love or did he do first, then you started to feel the same, because the affection was only from you, so no other choice than you fell out too?
can’t believe she wrote this when she was only 16 years old! her songwriting is truly phenomenal and this music video is just so captivating. love it so much :’)
NIKI THIS IS SUPER COOL >> ua-cam.com/video/jXxf9J3ntGs/v-deo.html
Niki live ua-cam.com/video/jXxf9J3ntGs/v-deo.html
16?! 😳
NIKI's age is not 16 years old bro, but 23 years old you can see it on google
@@xanostt she first re released this song from 2015 i think when she was 16
There's just something about the hand choreography in the beginning and end that matches so well with the lyrics and the beat. The guitar just absolutely mesmerizes me and the lyrics where she's lying in bed singing "This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you my great, lost love." Just hits the spot to my soul. Nicole Zefanya you never disappoint!!! Thank you for releasing this masterpiece years later.
The choreography! It's like their little secret language they solely speak to each other. The crevices and nooks and hooks they filled in step by step. That level of understanding they share with one another🗿
Dude! Before I even saw this comment, I literally thought the same! This is just so good!
@@judithikumo1134 jjjjjjjjjj
Real
i know right, that last part so sad yet so connected to us💀
Niki should get so much more recognition, her songwriting skill is topnotch and very palpable
Came in overjoyed with NIKI's release, left completely in tears
Lol, this song is really something. I got that too😂😂
Oh my gosh same. 😢😢😢
same omg
Wordplay master Niki, the level of her creativity is beyond compare. Not all artists can be a musician and a poet. You are the best! Been a fan since the lowkey era, your songs has been the sound track of my life. Love u!
I love this song. It carried my broken heart to peace. And now that I'm finally ok, I still comforts me. I hope everyone who's broken right now knows that whatever it is your going through, you'll get pass it. Thank you Nicole.
Thank you
thank you.❤️
But that’s the problem. I don’t wanna walk pass it. I wanna live in this moment forever
Thank you 🩷 I just lost my great love a couple months ago and my heart is broken to pieces right now. I want to put all the pieces back together, but I don’t know how to start because it still feels like my whole world stop and I don’t think that I have the energy to even move my fingers. 😭😭
I think my situationship will end today. We were something, and there is so much we could do together. I wasn't looking for a relationship, but I jumped right in because it's him. I am hurting so much because I will be losing two people at once. He's my friend and someone I really see a future with. It's just sad that it might end today. We haven't been talking for three days now, and I couldn't bear the pain of waiting; his silence is too loud for me. Despite saying multiple times that I wouldn't be reaching out first, I sent a message today. I want to have answers.
I followed Niki ever since 2015, when she was known as Nicole Zefanya, and I remember crying over this song bcs of the genius lyricism and the raw emotions. I am SO SURPRISED my fellow Niki fan friend suddenly talked abt oceans and engines today. I was like "HOLD UP she re-released this song?! UNDER NIKI?" And I'm so so so glad and proud, finally more people can appreciate the natural musical prodigy that she is that is evident from her older works until now.
Bohong ah
@@johnpaulgeorgeringo5565 what do you mean?
Im really hoping she rereleases anaheim!!
dulu bukannya dia pake nama nzee24?
@@vonzipp3r1 ME TOO, that was my fave
I've let him go and have healed myself, but theres always moments where I remember the good memories and think of what we could have done better
Exactly
For me it's the, I've moved on but i know i will always love you in a different way, and the memories sometimes hit real hard
Life moves on, memories stay.
Samedt.
Same, coz no one would ever love me like that.
Sukses selau mbak Niki ❤️
kurang huruf L kak
tetep bisa di baca kok bang 😅@@yuliyantohasan9944
Bjir selau
@@yuliyantohasan9944 selau aja yekan
This transported me back to the ugly days of losing my own "great lost love". Being heartbroken is just a very, very painful thing no matter how many years has passed since then. I often joked to my now-husband that I would never recover from losing a person I loved, and his answer is, "You're here now, and I'll stay with you". To anyone who is having their hearts broken, I'll say this: you will be fine. I don't know how or when, but you will learn to love again. Maybe with someone new, maybe with yourself, or both, but you will not suffer forever. I am a living proof of this truth. Sending love to y'all 🤍
This is something I needed at the moment. Thank you :)
Thank you
Thank you
16 years old NIKI ZEFANYA, wrote a song. Me as 16 playing outside our house.I love her songs and her amazing musics and talents.
that's the outcome from privileged and underprivileged
@@bukancalonpns Ya ya, SBY is privileged but even he can't made something like this.
@@blicahaya8117 even Einstein can't do that, so what's your point? Lol
@@bukancalonpns privileged with effort. privilege is just a tool, you still need the worker to actually do the work learn.
@@juansinaga6470 you can't punch a nail without tool tho?
I'm in a healthy and happy relationship right now but listening to this song always makes me cry. I just hope and pray we won't ever come to this point. The future will always be unknown and that's pretty scary.
the way she stars her real best friends makes this mv hits homeeeee
edit: NICOLE THANK YOU FOR LIKING THIS!!! I LOVE YOU, YOUR SONGS SAVED ME
another edit: NICOLE I JUST KNEW IF I EDIT THE COMMENT, YOUR LIKE WILL DISAPPEAR 😭 CAN YOU RE-LIKE IT HEHE ILYSM
Girl Niki like this???!!!
OMG I NOTICE THIS TOOO i remember i saw the girl natasha and the others like wait isnt that her real bestfriends🤔😫
niki is giving me more and more reasons why i absolutely adore her creativity and lyricism. this song is so special to me, and im so glad i stumbled across her thanks to 88rising
I totally experienced the story in this song. It is so deep hitting my heart. That person who was with me all the time, enjoying the sweet life during the tough school year. But as NIKI said, the beautiful love story died too soon. It was so heart breaking when we suddenly just became a stranger in a night. I felt like I lost my pillars too. Even until I left on the very last day, that person never came back and say goodbye. I guess it's just not my destiny to be with that one. I'll always love you, J, and I hope you knew that I loved you harder.
Omg I can relate to this so heavily and the fact that his name also started with a J…sobbing
I guess this is where everyone who got their heart broken by guys whose names started with J. I’m with you girls 🥲
Hi
mine's starts with A
Thank you for this!!
Can we all just have a silent moment to respect how damn GOOD her skill of song-writing??! NIKI is deserved more recognition.
okay *silnce*
"i'm not okay, but i'm letting go" ~ that line was so painful for those who still loving someone and the only thing you can do for them is letting go cuz it looks like you don't deserve better than others😢💔
So the timeline is
- High-school in Jakarta
- Ocean's and Engines
- Before
I KNEW IT, specially since in before, after he moved to newyork, he tells her about the girl he started dating as soon as she left
I remember vividly how I felt when I first heard this song a couple of years back. My understanding then was very shallow compared to my views now.
I recall knowing that this song is for the love we can't have because of whatever reasons. But now, there are certain things that are sticking out to me more.
Letting go is not just about dropping what no longer makes you happy, sometimes, it's also about still feeling the warmth of their hand holding onto yours when a cold breeze brush your skin but now, you have your gloves and scarf to keep you from freezing.
Letting go is not just about seeking freedom from the shackles of the past, it's also about looking back at pictures and smiling at the moments taken and still have the courage to try and be there again because you realize now that a place is just a place and not a home of their memories.
Letting go is not just about accepting the fate of the love that once burned bright, it's also about seeing things even in dim lighting and know that sometimes, not getting a closure is the closure we so eagerly want to have.
Letting go is not just about getting rid of them physically, mentally, and emotionally. More often than not, it's about trusting that one day, their kisses will no longer linger on your skin, that the words they once uttered will no longer haunt you in your dreams, and that the feelings they made you feel will no longer hold you back from going after what is truly for you.
good lord this is so beautiful 🥺
Deep
damn
thank you for this, i needed to hear this.
thank you so much for this, thank you
"This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you my great, lost love." I'M IN SO MUCH PAIN, NICOLE😭😭😭😭😭😭
Play this song again, again, and again... make me wanna cry every listen to this song, I always remember her beautiful voice, her smile, the way she share her story, and everything about her..
it's really hard... just really hard for me...
Thanks NIKI, such a beautiful song...
truly unbelievable voice and mesmerizing vibe... its truly inspiring to me as an artist and i hope to get on niki's level one day. I recently released my first two music videos in a short amount of time, I don't like to self promo but it can be hard to get noticed nowadays.. I produced and directed everything myself. To anyone who checks it out, it truly means the world! ❤🙏
actually really like your music
I still can't believe that this is really happening now, I mean I'm just dreaming of this year pass ago that she will make a new version of her unreleased. I want Anaheim too, here me out queen
yes 🤍🤍🤍
yessssss Anaheim pls 🥹
yess!! i’ve been waiting for anaheim too 😭
ANAHEIM AND LITTLE SOULS PLS
yeashhhh
started with take a chance with me and ending with oceans & engines
that's how my year has went
"How is it now that somehow you’re a stranger; you were mine just yesterday" 💔
Jatuh cinta sama suara ka niki dari 2019 tanpa liat trending hanya iseng buka mv lowkey yang ikea vibes ternyata nama zefanya sangat melekat sama aku sampai aku menamakan diriku yg lain adalah zefanya 🥹 im so proud have idol like niki 🥰🥰
NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!
keep doing with your music
Ahhh I'm loving NIKI's movie like MV's. The conversations and dances gives more life to the song. It sounded more painful. Ang galing mo NIKI!!
Lyrics
Saturday sunset
We're lying on my bed with five hours to go
Fingers entwined and so were our minds
Crying, I don't want you to go
You wiped away tears
But not fears under the still and clear indigo
You said "Baby, don't cry, we'll be fine"
"You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow"
My mother said the younger me was a pretending prodigy
Well, nothing then much has changed
'Cause while you're wolfing down liquor
My soul, it gets sicker
But I'm sticking to the screenplay
Gotta say I'm okay
But answer this, babe
How is it now that somehow you're a stranger?
You were mine just yesterday
I prayed the block in my airway dissipates
And instead deters your airplane's way
But heaven denied
Destiny decried
Something beautiful died
Too soon
But I'm letting go
I'm giving up the ghost
But don't get me wrong
I'll always love you that's why I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye
I know I'll be alright
Someday I'll be fine
But just not tonight (Oh)
Plunging into all kinds of diversions
Like blush wine and sonorous soirées
But even with gin and surgin' adrenaline
I see you're all that can intoxicate
Oceans and engines
You're skilled at infringin' on great love affairs
'Cause now my heart's home
All I've known is long gone and ten thousand miles away
And I'm not okay
But I'm letting go
I'm givin' up the ghost
But don't get me wrong
I'll always love you that's why I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye
I know I'll be alright
But just not
Tonight was the first time I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago
And the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words and could revitalize my fraying bones (Hm)
Now what do you do when your pillar crumbled down
You've lost all solid ground
Both dreams and demons drowned
And this void's all you've found
And doubts light it aglow
I have so many questions
But I'm pouring them into the ocean
And I'm starting up my engine
And I'm letting go
I'm givin' up your ghost
It's come to a close
I marked the end with this last song I wrote
I'm letting go
This is the last falsetto I'll ever sing to you
My great lost love.
Thankkkkk youuuuuuu❤️❤️❤️
Its already written in the description box
Oceans & Engines NIKI
Mulai dari awal tanpa kamu, sendirian. I know it hurts, but the journey is still on-going. Maybe I'd see you again later, or maybe not. I'm just happy that you've been here before. Now let's keep going yaaa, separate ways.
So proud of how far you’ve come. From being a 17-year old who wrote her songs in her bedroom to finally turning this album into reality. Your younger self would be so proud! I’ll always always support you Nicole. At one of the lowest points of my life, your music saved me. Manifesting to meet you and scream at your concert one day. Ilysm! 🫶
Niki oceans & engines live ua-cam.com/video/jXxf9J3ntGs/v-deo.html
I CANT BELIEVE SHE FINALLY REMADE THIS. I have loved this song since forever. So proud of how far she has come
Iiki ppa
We wasn’t even in a relationship but it’s felt like a heart break, I don’t wanna use the term situation-ship but me and this one person had feeling for each other but I guess it wasn’t a lot on his end so we decided to be friend, few months later we decided to hang out as friend then eventually we grew feeling for each others again, he drove me home, hold my hands, trade me his jacket, being sweet to me next couple days. The same he realized he wasn’t ready to make commitment to anything else atm, and his feeling is not much compare to how much I had for him, he’s started to being cold toward me, myself saw that know it but still pretended I don’t know nothing and cried every night. His image is too big, and my feeling for him is no longer crushing or like but it’s turned into love and it’s hard to move on, it’s not a break up but it’s hurt like a break up, I don’t know what to do should I stay as friend, should I just risk it ! I don’t know where’s this gonna go, it’s just I like him so much
niki thank you so much for let us re-living with nzee24!! it's so magical to listening your old work and now you decided to re-recorded it with upgraded instrumental and matured voice. really can't wait for your album Nicole to out on August!! your lyricism, production, everything never disappoints!!
The lyrics, the melody, the nostalgic scenes, it feels like Niki dug out my old diary. It brought back some past memories and unspoken feelings. Thanks Niki for the masterpiece
Idk what it is specifically but this song just hits the "spot" i can't even tell what spot! All i know is that i've been listening to it nonstop ever since it came out! Nicole, you are a gem! This is such a masterpiece! The world needs to hear this! I can't wait for you album to drop!!!! Thank you for bringing this song to life and letting us have the pleasure to listen to it! I love you to bits!!!!!!
This is the second song in the same relationship. I didn't know we're gon really dive deep into what was once your experiences, your feelings and your memories. But as vulnerable as this is, with each specificity that it conveys through your lyrics, I'm sure as you regrow through these songs, others out there who are young and so deeply in love are growin as well listening to this.
Honoring the song with an equally well-produced video! Thank you NIKI for sharing not only your voice and talent, but also your story and journey of heartbreak and healing with us. There is only up from here. We all love you so!!!
Omg.. This song hit directly to my heart. Its no joke. Thats raw emotion that poured from the lyric and the video is so good.. Masterpiece!!!
Lah gue pikir Niki banyak bulenya
Nggak tau orang indo overproud
I literally got shivers reading the lyrics; I can't believe I stumbled onto this masterpiece
1:26 THESE MAGICAL TRANSITIONS BOTH VISUAL AND AUDIO GAVE ME GOOSEBUMPS
i'll go back when someone comes to my life and loving me unconditionally
07 June 2024
I hope you will soon found the person that you will call "the one"
She wrote this at age of 16??? I don’t even know any words in English when I was 16 except no and yes hahah , the writing skill is just beyond words .. she truly inspiring
Orang indo kebanyakan komen
@@iamyoursjustyours6547 di gua malah orang luar semua yang komen.
It's 6:06am in Philippines and I'm still sleepy but when I heard the new version of this morning, dude my spirit awoke
beh wala pa kong tulog 😭
When she said, “my great lost love” - you know that line will dig deep in your veins, it’s sad
NIKIIII just casually dropping heartbreak songs here and there. She manages to deliver the song and mv in such a way that it makes us feel her pain although we dont relate to her story. What a masterpiece, what a genius.
+ NIKI should star in her own movie! Or direct i guess??
I'm so excited for this 😭 my nicole zefanya heart OMG i can't put into words how happy I am 😭 I've been a silent fan since ur humble UA-cam days & look at you now- remastering your unreleased originals 😭❤️ I'm so proud of you!
i part of you HAHA
We had something that felt so special, we even thought we might’ve had a future together. He ended it for his studies… always had a place in my heart… I remember the day, I broke down outside and fell to the floor crying, face was swollen, friends had to drag me back, refused to eat anything for days straight. It’s been 3 months now… I’m slowly starting to feel numb to the thought of you now, you’ll be kept in a place called my memories here on. I have to let go of the wounds.
this is my favorite unreleased of her, this song is so good-the lyrics supremacy 💅 this song hits different, trust me. ok i'm not crying
except now she released it 😊
as if the 2017 version was not heartbreaking enough and here we are ffw to 2022 and i am forever scarred by this song. the lyricism is flawless, the vocals-- astounding, ahhhhh everything is so well-written. she ALWAYS slays and outdoes herself every single freaking time!!! IT'S INSANE 🤯
7 years. Long distance for a year. 6 years of being together; moving in, designing our own home, built a family, married. Then it all ended when we went back to LDR.
I vividly remember the last time I said goodbye to the airport and I saw her face. She was so scared to be without me. I smiled waving goodbye, trying my best to be brave. 3 months after, we broke up. I still don't understand why.
The lyrics, "Baby don't cry, we'll be fine, You're the one thing I swear I can't outgrow" made me cry.
I'm not letting you go. I'm surrendering you back to the Universe ❤ I hope one day the universe lends you back again to me. ❤
the instrumental, the lyrics, the cinematography.. i don’t think any other type of music can so finely outline and describe the fantasy world of love and youth that i yearn for each night the way that your music does. Thank you for being the soundtrack of my dreams
That’s fucking stupid
1:45 squeezes my heart. The longing in that stare was so palpable. I wish she does Milk Teeth too
I’m literally waiting for it and lullaby
During 5:28 onward, I held my breath cause the tension was too damn real, I can feel the silence heartbreak as one actually knew what he wanted to say, and the other decided to lie and pretend so he didn't hurt her heart.
i did not expect to cry at this…. but its just so beautiful. the lyrics of the song tie so perfectly with music video, i feel for niki even though ive never been through a breakup. im so incredibly proud of niki and everything shes done. her way to create stories or write songs based on real life things is just magical and touching.
The feeling that I felt while watching this is the same as to what I felt while watching and listening to La La Lost You (Acoustic version). It's sad yet so beautiful.
My partner just broke up with me after the most intense fight we’ve had. He lives kilometers away from me and I couldn’t even kiss him goodbye even for a last time. This song holds a special place in my heart because I took a plane everytime I visited him. Every moment I had with him lives in my head on constant rewind. Each moment was fleeting but engraved in me.
It’s so hard to look forward when the person you dreamed to share your dreams with just isn’t there tomorrow anymore. I don’t know how to function without the person who felt like I’ve known for most of my life. I know I’ll always have love for him and I’ll always be happy for him, even if I can’t contribute to his happiness anymore. I’ll admire and cheer him on even from a distance, starting now only from a distance. Please take care love.
Lyrics;
[Verse 1]
Saturday sunset-- we’re lying on my bed with five hours to go
Fingers entwined and so were our minds crying 'I don’t want you to go'
You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo
You said, ‘Baby don’t cry, we’ll be fine, you’re the one thing I swear I can’t outgrow’
[Verse 2]
My mother said the younger me was a 'Pretending' prodigy well nothing, then, much has changed
Coz while you’re wolfing down liquor, my soul it gets sicker, but I’m stickin' to the screenplay, gotta say I’m okay,
but answer this babe:
How is it now that somehow you’re a stranger; you were mine just yesterday-
I prayed the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane’s way
[Pre-Chorus 1]
But heaven denied
Destiny decried
Something beautiful died
too soon
[Chorus]
But I’m letting gooooooooo
I’m givin’ up the ghost
But don’t get me wrong
I’ll always love you that’s why
I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye
I know I’ll be alright
Someday I’ll be fine
but just not tonight
[Verse 3]
Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirees
But even with gin and surgin’ adrenaline I see you’re all that can intoxicate
Oceans and Engines, you’re skilled at infringin' on great love affairs
'cause now my heart’s home -- all I’ve known -- is long gone and 10 thousand miles away
[Pre-Chorus 2]
And I’m not okay
[Chorus]
But I’m letting gooooooooo
I’m givin’ up the ghost
But don’t get me wrong
I’ll always love you and that’s why
I wrote you this very last song
I guess this is where we say goodbye
I know I’ll be alright
But just not-
[Bridge]
Tonight was the first time I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago
and the first time
I learned real world superpowers lived in three words and could revitalize my frayin’ bones
Now what do you do when
Your pillar crumbled down, you’ve lost all solid ground, both dreams and demons drowned, and this void is all you’ve found and doubts light it aglow?
I have so many questions
But I’m pourin them into the ocean and I’m starting up my engine
[Chorus]
and I’m letting go
I’m givin’ up your ghost
It’s come to a close
I marked the end with this last song I wrote
[Outro]
I’m letting go
This is the last falsetto
I’ll ever sing to you my great, lost love.
Op
copy pasting from the description itself, wow.
@@oracle_3605 r u dumb? I already posted this 23h ago, and this streams start minutes ago (bida bida kase)
💔💔💔
THAT WAS SO FREAKING GREAT. It gives another element to the original recording of this song that made it sadder and pleasing to the ears. I really missed the Nicole Zefanya era and this is indeed one of the song that I admire so much. Congratulations and looking forward to the release of the whole album!!
*if you think this is sad and hurtin', wait for the live version i know it'll bury deep down in our bones and we will cry oceans for it.*
This brought back so many memories. I was still in highschool when this song was first put out on UA-cam, naively believing that the guy I liked was the one. So incredibly proud of Nicole for coming this far. I hope all the other old songs like Lullaby, Little souls, milk teeth all get released 💖
Just cried to this, why is love so beautiful yet so painful. No matter how bad or how good it ended, you still did your very best and that's why it's so beautiful.
Yenow what? This may not be an amazing year for movies, but this is one of the best at least in my opinion for my favorite music. This song and Glimpse of us' by Joji gives me so much cinematic vibes. So many Studio Ghibli, La La land, and West Side Story vibes. These songs also serve as an amazing inspiration for my own storys I am currently developing. Thank you once again Niki. You and your music truly are a diamond in the rough.
EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE ALL AT ONCE WAS A GREAT MOVIE! but yeah v true
@@yeji_ I haven't seen it yet. But I've heard good things will be looking forward to it. TOP GUN Maverick!! That's another movie this song reminds me of. While the movies of this year have been underwhelming, Top Gun Maverick and EEAO are also diamonds in the rough of cinema.
@@CoreVin975 for real! but i definitely agree with your first comment 100%
gabisa ngomong pake bahasa inggris, intinya NIKI KAMU KEREN BGT YAALLAH BERASA MASUK KE DUNIA NYA DAN SEDIHH DAN PENGEN MELUK NIKI😭❤️
the song 💯
the music video 💯
the mini choreography 💯
the chemistry 💯
EVERYTHING IS PERFECT 💯💯💯💖
Capek banget yg komen apke English semua 😭
Emg knp NIKI kak
bener pertama kali puter bisa repeat 20x😭
Cowok nya yg di video before bukan?? Mirip gitu
im a new fan of her. im envy for those who already found her since 2015 😢😢😢
shes really talented and all her songs are masterpiece.
ive been playing this songs on a loop because this is TOO BEAUTIFUL and again, i am really envy whos already heard this song years ago
WOW ! Niki the song is beyond words ! LOVE IT !
I'm glad Niki become Nicole again. It's more genuine and long lasting.
I'm crying the first time I listened to this song. The lyrics are so deep. 🥲
I'M DESOLATE, I WANT CONTINUATION AND HAPPY END IF I'M NOT GOING TO STOP CRYING 😭😭😭HELP ME! Love you NIKI 💕
I'm crying a river now listening to this song in the middle of the night, feel brokenhearted, while I am not. Niki, how can you have this such of magical capability to write a song that touch right in people's deepest soul?
me either. i have never had a beautiful love story like this before. but i can feel that love emotional through this song and also the brokenhearted. Can't stop crying everytime watching this
this song really hits me.. last year, i was close with this guy, never met him before and we knew each other by an online game. we talked every night, every day, and every session was fun, stress relieving and sometimes.. deep like it’s heart to heart talking.
i never knew i will develop great feeling for him, and even fall for him, because in 2 months i will get married to my soulmate. yeah it was wrong, but i thought this feeling was pure and was just beautiful in its own way..
and this song really speaks for me as to let go of his ghost.. coz i still can’t get over those times when we talked until morning, heart to heart, or just spend my time alone with him. somehow, i also wish we don’t meet and know each other.. but i’m pretty sure that moment i get to know him is simply just to make me a better person in its own way.. i’ll be alright someday, get over the feeling, and.. get back on the right path.
i will always love him in deep down in my heart, in my own way.. but i should let go the feeling. it’s the best for me and for him but well.. it’s been a year and still this is fcking hard..
CAN WE ALL JUST AGREE THAT OCEANS AND ENGINES IS A GREAT BIG MASTERPIECE 😭💚
Wow, everything about this is so well-done and well-executed! It’s always cool to see as an Asian artist, esp a fellow Indonesian, doing this type of thing because one would typically associate this particular sound or storytelling with a white (and preferably from the U.S.) artist. There’s a handful of other Indonesian acts with similar aesthetic (folk/acoustic vibes, performing in English) worth checking out: Stars & Rabbit, Oscar Lolang, Endah N Rhesa, Rendy Pandugo, Gabriela Fernandez and Adhitia Sofyan, among many others. Get to their stuff! There are so many great talents from Indonesia!
dedicating this to all the people i’ve lost, separated not by choice, but by time…
Kalau ini ngga trending di Indonesia, KEBANGETAN DEH NETIZEN +62
I got chills. Literal chills. Thank you for releasing this song NIKI.
imagine if niki creates a short film with all the songs from the album.
Her lyricism is unmatched. I cried. Thanks for making my morning NIKI. Can't wait to see you in September.
I'm not ready. I remember when you and Maisie used to upload videos and just compliment each other on every video 😭
omg yes! 😭
I can't stop playing this song. The lyrics just so beautiful. Everytime i hear this song, i always remember him.
And then I realize that he's gone, he will never going back to me again.
I just hope that he will feel so happy with his new lover.
🥺♥️
@@lauraangelina3150 🥲💔
girl, we need a 15-minute version of this one !!! ISTG YOU ARE SO SO SO SO SOOOO GOOD IM CRYING MY ASS OFF 😭😭
[Verse 1: NIKI]
Saturday Sunset
We're Lying On My Bed With Five Hours To Go
Fingers Entwined And So Were Our Minds
Crying, "I Don't Want You To Go"
You Wiped Away Tears
But Not Fears Under The Still And Clear Indigo
You Said "Baby, Don't Cry, We'll Be Fine
You're The One Thing I Swear I Can't Outgrow"
My Mother Said The Younger Me Was A Pretending Prodigy
Well, Nothing Then, Much Has Changed
'Cause While You're Wolfing Down Liquor
My Soul, It Gets Sicker
But I'm Sticking To The Screenplay
Gotta Say I'm Okay
But Answer This, Babe
[Pre-Chorus: NIKI]
How Is It Now That
Somehow, You're A Strangеr?
You Were Mine Just Yеsterday
I Pray The Block In My Airway Dissipates
And Instead Deters Your Airplane's Way
But Heaven Denied
Destiny Decried
Something Beautiful Died
Too Soon
[Chorus: NIKI]
But I'm Letting Go
I'm Giving Up The Ghost
But Don't Get Me Wrong
I'll Always Love You
That's Why I Wrote You This Very Last Song
I Guess This Is Where We Say Goodbye
I Know I'll Be Alright
Someday, I'll Be Fine
But Just Not Tonight (Oh!)
[Verse 2: NIKI]
Plunging Into All Kinds Of Diversions
Like Blush Wine And Sonorous Soirées
But Even With Gin And Surging Adrenaline
I See You're All That Can Intoxicate
[Pre-Chorus: NIKI]
Oceans And Engines
You're Skilled At Infringing On Great Love Affairs
Cause Now My Heart's Home
All I've Known Is Long Gone
And Ten Thousand Miles Away
And I'm Not Okay
[Chorus: NIKI]
But I'm Letting Go
I'm Giving Up The Ghost
But Don't Get Me Wrong
I'll Always Love You That's
Why I Wrote You This Very Last Song
I Guess This Is Where We Say Goodbye
I Know I'll Be Alright
But Just Not
[Bridge: NIKI]
Tonight Was The First Time
I Stared Into Seas Of Beguiling Sepia Two Years Ago
And The First Time I Learned Real World Superpowers
Lived In Three Words, They Revitalize My Fraying Bones
Now What Do You Do When Your Pillar Crumbled Down
You've Lost All Solid Ground
Both Dreams And Demons Drowned
And This Void's All You've Found
And Doubts Light It Aglow
I Have So Many Questions
But I'm Pouring Them Into The Ocean
And I'm Starting Up My Engine
[Outro: NIKI]
Read more at: www.lyricsroll.com/oceans-and-engines-lyrics-niki.html
U made my day! Thanks!
Her song writing and story telling is phenomenal.
this is just so beautiful, a literal masterpiece, i can really feel the emotion from the way she sing and the lyric. can't help myself to cry.
She is a genius. I am not heartbroken but I cried listening to this song 🥺
i'm so in love w the fact she included her real childhood besties in this vid, and in the story of High School in Jakarta! absolutely wholesome and can't wait for NICOLE on Aug 12th 💙
to the one who broke my heart this goodbye is forever, but I will forget you never- the memories we made together. thank u my love, I am finally givin' up ur ghost
I never wanted to say "perfect" for a song and the music video before. This is the right time for me to say that. I REALLY IN LOVE WITH THISSSSS!
i also love this idea of using the same actors for multiple mvs like it’s a continuing story just as they’re threaded together by the same album, same life, same guy
What are her other MV’s with the same actors? I’m new to Niki but really lovin the vibes of the songs, and her talent is off the charts.
@@mensrea1251 its "before", also this and before are in the same album
@@nematoda4788 Yes thank you. I found the mv for “Before”. Is the story that takes place in Before a continuation from Oceans & Engines? Where basically the two re-unite later on but realize things have moved on and they can never regain what was once lost…?
@@nematoda4788 also high school in Jakarta right? or not?
@@annisar3741 its the same actor, so I assume the answer is yes
She can just nail any genre. This made me shed tears
Niki never disappoints, your voice has so much soul which add more feeling of heaviness and sadness to the song
Can't wait for Milkteeth, Autumn, Lullaby, and On the drive home🥺
YES PLEASEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! 😭
And Little Soul too!
AND ANEHEIM!!!
Nothing anyone who wants to lose a miracle of love. But destiny still has a God plan. I still remember someone telling me that, "This alive is about taking a risk, change and challenge. Just not about crying' and stopping then all the end." Yogyakarta, 04 Maret 2019
Whatever happened, we must take a way to keep alive. All the thing happened let passed to be. About the way that we take, I try to see you, I try to see 'bout us that not all the things can be forced like we wants ~ Naa
Riau, 14 April 2024