Hello Alexis,I know exactly where you are coming from,I was 14 when my mom went off the boat and it continued all through my life,I left home when I was 17 and I have been /or was trying to get on a good road,it took over 20yrs to achieve that,but something I wished I would have done so many years ago,was ask for help,I even asked my step-dad at the time and he ignored it,eventually over the years and many bad bumps with my mother,I finally cut off contact,because I was always being accused of trying to take her power!........about 2yrs after that I found out by the police that she had died alone in her apt.and had been passed for a few days. After that I knew I had to do something for my frame of mind,and the best thing I did was go see a therapist,reccomended by my doctor,and it truly helped me to move on from this,I have been a prisoner all my life,and now I am free to live healthy!! Mabye someday I will forgive her,but I am 54yrs old now,so one day at a time for that conclusion. I hope this helps,because I truly understand!! Much Love xo btw.....always remember,none of this is your fault or responsibility,its your mom's!!
JackieViolet, I'm so sorry! Good for you for seeking help. I'm glad you no longer feel like a prisoner. I pray you are able to forgive your mom, when the time is right. God bless you
Hugs....from the navajo reservation. Ive been watching your channel for awhile. This story time is all too real for me, prayers of strength for you and yours. We got you girl.
When you mentioned that your mom went back to her old ways, it hit me. Loving my own mom unconditionally even when she lies to my face y dice que yo soy su mas grande orgullo...yet I’m not good enough and she’s just so cruel. My mother isn’t an addict but it’s a never ending cycle, wanting to have a relationship with her but she fucks it up. It’s completely different from your story, but I feel you. Wishing it was different but sometimes you can’t change or help a person that doesn’t want it. Anyways, I love you & I can’t thank you enough for posting. Did I mention that I genuinely love you? Haha ❤️ besos xoxo
Ahtziri V am so sorry you went through that with your mom...I can not relate for i never knew my real mother but I can relate because I had a step mother who mistreated me growing up and don't give a hoot about my children ..biut what I learned was NOT to be like them...I put my trust and faith in God and I forgive them and move on. .I need to live and not think about people who don't want me.
Ahtziri V I completely understand. It got to a point to were I don't want a relationship with my mother anymore & honestly is the best thing for my kids & myself. I don't want my daughters seeing that & thinking that's the type of relationship I want with them.
Alexis, I am old enough to be your Mom. All I want to do is give you the biggest hug. I am the child of an addict. Addicts are looking for ways to ease their pain. That is not our fault or our job as children to make them better or to fix their problems. It's bad enough we have to clean up their messes. As far as Noah, people don't understand you were awarded custody by the court. You just can't hand him over. So those people who say you shouldn't keep Noah and give him back. He is not a shirt. He is a human being. So those people who say, give him back "Shut Up". You, Alexis, have been appointed by the court to keep Noah safe and sound. Giving him to a known addict just because, it's not okay. Get a pair of scissors and cut them out of your life. People love you because you are you not because of what you can do for them. Remember, the people who love you will be by your side when your homeless, freezing, hungry, with nothing to give. Girl, guard your heart. You are a Mom. You know what you won't do to your own children. You have the opportunity to help one young lady and soon a baby girl to show how to be a self secured young women who are secure in themselves and know what it is to have a "Mom" who says call me tell me everything and that "Mom" will be you. I send you all of my love and positive energy. You have Rudee, your gorgeous children (Yes! Including Noah) and the rest of the people in your life who love you for you. Don't waste anymore hope on your Mom because it is very rare that they repent. Save it for your children, your brothers, your niece, you know those people who will give you 1/2 of their last dollar if you were both homeless. ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡
You are such a good mother, wife, and all around person. I'm sorry that you have to deal with this bullshit when you've made such a beautiful life for yourself. Sending you and your loved ones good vibes in this tumultuous time.
I sadly have the same mom, my mom was a addict since before I was even born. I grew uo knowing my moms mood swings when she was without her “fix” I knew her triggers. Its so sad when you’ve been around it for so long you recognize the behavior. Stay Strong! Much love, positive vibes your way, and god bless you and you family. 💛💖
Breaks my heart that you & your family are going through this & have been dealing with it. You truly are an amazing individual for stepping up & showing what a Mother’s love truly looks and feels like to your brother Noah & your family. Sending nothing but love to you and yours. 💕
Alexis I understand you. My father was just like that. I never thought that I would ever see him sober. I'm 26. He passed away in October 2017. He was able to get sober in 2014. He had a massive seizure. Then he was was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in March 2017.... what a journey. Man girl it hurts. ....... I wish I could talk to you in depth.
I have so much respect for Alexis 😭 Mad respect for you love! 💕 You’re an amazing human being and Noahs lucky to have you as his Mother Figure. As much as you don’t want to take the place of being his mom. I know he is so lucky to have you in his life and see how a mother really is suppose to be. ❤️ You’re beautiful and you deserve the world! I love you girl! 💕💕💕💕💕
I'm so sorry Alexis. I'm so sorry about all of this but you're amazing and you're strong and I love your channel so much. You'll get through it girl 🌺🖤
I can't believe ppl actually dm you about how u should give Noah back wtf knowing what u told us about her. I think ur in the right u have to protect him. But anyways idk why people comment on post if they disagree? Like just scroll down and keep it moving.
Sorry you going thru all that mija. Keep your head up, and keep smiling. Sometimes u do have to cut cords n back away for your self. Sending hugs your way
Hey sis, I look up to you that you can share these type of stories, esp. when it's about your family, or mother/parent at that. My heart goes out to you. Stay strong with your mother's issues and continue to be the great mama you are. We are Proud of you for being the positive woman you are. ♡ my family has its own issues. I wish i had the support you get and to be able to vent about it, even that would be nice at times, but staying in prayer is good enough. I think that's why positive ppl attract me. Love u girl.
Ive never had a mother relationship she abandon me when i was a baby and thanks to my grandma she took care of me after all this years my mother has never looked for me but its ok i dont need her and im very happy with out her but you alexis are very strong because you overcame everything and your there for your brothers that need you your a very strong women thats why i admire you so much i hope one day you and your mom grow a better bond and she sees everything you have done to keep the family strong
Diana Gomez it’s funny how it seems like my own history, I feel the same as you do. It’s hard and different to feel happy with out our mothers on our lives. Oh and my name it’s Diana too
Aww it’s so crazy how other people think and choose other paths but thank god your grandma had been there for you nice reading a lil part of your life my story a lil different my mom aways chose men over me and always treat me bad I was been there for her when her boyfriend will treat her wrong. But I’m glad I went through this with my mom because I treat my kids with love and care for them 💕
This hit so hard.. I too went through this as a child growing up. I am now 33 and thank GOD my dad is sober now!!! I truly wish you nothing but the best. Your brothers are blessed to have you as a sister. Remember you are with child and although it is your mom you need to worry about you. There is no excuse for addiction!!! There is no justification for the way they act and the things they say while high. Love yah girly. Stay strong.
We understand you’re not ready to talk about it girl we all have our ways of processing and we all take our own time until we’re able to talk about something but god is with you and the fam bam and myself have so much love for you you’re such an amazing person 💜💜💜
Omg I totally understand everything you are saying- I also have been dealing with a very similar situation and it truly sucks so bad!! It is so hard and it never gets easier & other people cannot understand all of the emotions that we go through every minute with these people!- love and hatred and aggravation- it is exhausting!!! You are so strong and amazing- I give you so much credit that you are even able to breathe. And Noah will love you so much and be so grateful to you for rescuing him and for taking such good care of him. You should really be so proud of yourself!! You Rock!!! Xoxo
I’m literally on the verge of tears watching this. I can relate SO FREAKING MUCH. My mom is not an addict but is bipolar, has PTSD, and a lot of other severe mental health issues and I can totally relate to the whole “if you haven’t experienced it, you can’t understand”. I’m so sorry you have to go through this, but you are not alone. Sending you so much love
Alexis you are so very strong. I can relate to you so much because my mom is also an addict. She has lied, stolen from me, and made me feel like shit on and off for the past 20 years. I'm 35 now, and I can honestly say that no one really no knows the damage it does to us, unless they've actually been through it. I would never in a million years want my kids to feel or go through the things that she has put me through. And in some weird way, i think the things we have been through with our mom's has motivated us to be 10x better with our kids. Please stay strong, keep your head up, keep pushing forward, and DO NOT let the stress and depression get the best of you. You are seriously one of the most amazing people I follow on UA-cam and even though we don't know each other personally, I love you as a person because you are beautiful from the inside out and I relate to you in so many ways. Hang in there beautiful. You have a beautiful, amazing family and things will get better 💕
You are such a wonderful role model to so many people! The fact that you are still so young and have taken on the role as "mama" to your siblings (especially Noah), says a lot about you as a person. You are exactly right about people not knowing/understanding if they have never lived through it. The evil and horrific things they say/do to you is alway on repeat in your head, and you can't stop it no matter what you do. It's a constant and exhausting battle that drains you. It sucks to love someone who loves their "fix" more than anything else.
You will always be my favorite UA-camr. Your story times will always be my favorite. They are so genuine and so heart touching. Seriously I’m so glad I found you through your old dollar tree vids. You’re an amazing woman and I can’t wait for better days for you. You’re so strong, your subscribers will always support you in all your journeys! 💕
I seriously felt everything that you said in this video. It truly meant so much to me. There was so much in this that I needed to hear. I’m sorry for all you’re going through, but you’re an amazing person. I love you!
Thank You soo much for sharing, I myself am a recovering addict, and I know how hard it is too admit, but you need to be there for her always, the worst feeling that ive encountered was having no one there for me and feeling soo alone in the world! Addicts need people there for them, through thick and thin❤️
I'm so sorry that you have been going through this. You are right about not understanding unless you have been through it. It's extremely exhausting. But you have to take care of you and your family. Sending love and happiness your way.
I waited to open this because I had a feeling of what it was going to be about! I cried through the whole video. I know exactly where your coming from this never ending cycle... Positive vibes to you and the family! We love you girl
Love you Chingos!! Always here for your updates. Wishing you the best. You’re a strong Momma keep your head up high. Remember you’re happiness is contagious and the kids need it. 💕😘
Your right you can’t please everyone... there will almost always be that ONE! I’m happy your not letting those ONES harden your heart. You are a strong lady, stay proud. ❤️
This is why I love ya! You keep it a 100% no matter if it's good, bad, ugly, beautiful, funny, serious, etc. Keep up the great work with Noah. He's the important one, not your mom. Kids must be protected. I adopted my wife's nephew over the same thing. I got so much crap from my mom and sisters but I was thinking of that baby. 13 years later and they now understand why I did what I did.
Sorry you’re going through all this, during this special time of expecting a beautiful bundle of joy. You are a very strong person with a big loving heart. Never forget you have people who love and care about you.
I admire your strength to all you do for your family. I'm so sorry you've been through the hurt you've been through. I know what it means to have people who are related to you be the first to give you the worst hurt possible. At a low point in my life I was told " I regret being genetically related to YOU!" That's a hurt I'm still trying to work through but I don't miss this person anymore. I pray life will be kind and God bless this person but I wouldn't let this person closer to me ever again. I'm working at burying the hate because life head so much more than to be stuck. I'll keep you in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your story, your life, and being vulnerable. This hurt will not heal. The hurt will get to a place that it won't weigh you down and miss out on life. Love and hugs!
Alexisjayda u r so strong & I totally understand what u r going through!! I respect u so much cause a lot of people wouldn’t have the strength 2 step up & do all the things u r doing!!! Keep being positive & doing what u feel is best!! U r an amazing person & God will continue 2 bless u cause u r a true angel!!! Ignore the haters out there & keep pushing forward, we love u & support u!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Girl you are so strong and we all admire you for your transparency. I’m so sorry about your mom I understand not letting go of a relationship because you love them unconditionally it’s so hard 😔
You are SO much like me. It took me 40 years to answer these questions about myself. You are an empath. Like myself. There are steps you can take to make it easier.
Addiction sucks!! Sometimes the best thing we can do for ourselves is to let go of people who are toxic. You got this Girl! Keep doing what you are doing for your siblings. You and your family will be in our prayers! ❤️🙂💐
I can relate to you. My mom isn't an addict but my sister is and she even lost my niece to the system. As the oldest, I decided to take my niece into my care. Been having her for over a year now and I can honestly say she's in a better place. And I TOTALLY AGREE WITH U when u say that people are clean only because they have to be because my sister is the same example of that. She's clean because the court is making her be clean but at the end of the day she's not there for my niece and is only doing what she has to do just to get her case closed, which to me isn't the right reason and or the best benefit for my niece. It's hard girl, it's really hard, but u have to remain strong for yourself and your family because u have to be there for those who need u the most!! Can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped, which is unfortunate but it is what it is. Wish u the best, stay strong Alexis.
My dad is an alcoholic, he couldn’t take care of me and my sister so we got adopted by my aunt, we got separated when I was 1 yr old and I have yet to meet my sister, I hate that he runs to drinking when he can be a better man but sometimes people just don’t want to be helped
Addiction has touched so many family’s and it’s not getting any better. I have been sober for 5 years now and it’s cause of my son. He saved me🙏🏻🙏🏻Your beautiful and strong and I love watching you inspire and teach. Keep your head up and your always in my thoughts.
You can see the pain in your eyes when you talk about this, and its so heart breaking. ☹️ I’m so sorry, you don’t deserve what you are being put thru but you are a strong amazing woman with a amazing family (your family that you created) that will always have your back. We love you Alexis and you are so strong. Thank you for talking about your struggles because its struggles a lot of people can relate to. Continue to stay strong because we are all rooting for you❤️
Watching this video hurt me, I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Just keep your head up and continue to do what you always do. You’re such an amazing person with a blessing on the way. You’re young and beautiful so enjoy the wonderful moments you have with your loved ones. I really enjoy watching your videos and I’m so proud of how far you’ve come❤️ I love you so much!! I hope everything goes well for you and the baby girl❤️
It's not the same situation but my in-laws are toxic people and my husband has chosen to cut them out of his/our life. My Dad keeps saying that "family" mess and it doesn't matter if they're "family," blood makes you related, it doesn't make you family but he just can't seem to grasp that sometimes you need to get rid of toxic people, even if those people are "family."
Dalai Mami I suggest you look into "enablers and flying monkeys" and toxic people. Basically, you and your husband have to set boundaries with the enablers and flying monkeys as well. Example: "If you are going to act this way, I will no longer engage with you." If they cannot respect your guys' boundaries, you cut them out too. Enablers and flying monkeys will abuse you in a lesser form than the actual toxic person(s), but it is still abusive. The guilt tripping, shaming, and persistent attempts at breaking down your will and boundaries from the enablers, flying monkeys, and the main toxic person(s). There are the people who witness the abuse and just don't want to get involved because they know they will be the next victim or get treated poorly if they voice an opinion. Some take sides and join in the abuse. Some never witness the bad side of the toxic person, so they will downplay the abuse you experience or make an excuse for them. Some will start to voice an opinion, but back down when they realize the toxic person is relentless. Some will try to convince you to be the bigger person, but you have probably been the bigger person NUMEROUS times. All the enablers and flying monkeys realize that it is easier to convince you to be nice and accept the abuse than to get the abuser to stop abusing. Being ganged up on is not easy, but set boundaries. Stick to them and cut out those that cannot respect your boundaries. Toxic people HATE boundaries. Best of luck to you and your husband. It is hard and exhausting, but worth it in the end.
You're such an admirable person despite you knowing your mom this well you still gave her that chance to be a part of Noah's life you gave her a chance to be his mom or try to be his mom or be something in his life her loss
I’m so sorry girl for what your going threw, just remember your one amazing person. I admire you for how strong you are even in your weakness moments. Keep staying strong and ignore all the negativity.
Your an amazing, strong and intelligent, beautiful woman! As I watched and listened took me back to when I was a young girl. I completely feel and understand you, I can relate to your frustrations, the anger I remember all to well. Then there's a flip side, as I too understand the being numb and not there for my now adult children...being the loca and not being in their lives "mother". Your right, don't make any excuses for your mother...and as you spoke from your heart about you needing to be there for your family and not allowing yourself to fall into the depression....you already know, you answered yourself. She grown making her choices. Your husband, children, little brother, older brothers need you and your soon new addition to the family...need you, your their foundation so stay strong and be happy and content in your heart knowing your doing right, right to yourself and your household. Prayer and believing that's what you do for your mom...place her in the Lord's hands that's really all you can do untill she tried and sincerely has had enough and really wants to change...you focus on you and yours...Thank God your little brother has you. Your an amazing woman, mother and sister...stay down, stay strong and hold your mud...you and your family are in my prayers...I have 12yrs clean and building a renewed loving relationship with my son and daughter. There's power in prayer 💞🙏😘❣️
Do what you got to do... 🌺 You are really raw in this vid; don’t lose your true self. You’ve come this far w the cards you’ve been dealt w so be proud and keep moving forward. Best wishes.
Girl we feel you n yes it is unfortunate that we can relate on stuff like this but it’s just real life n these things do happen . I’m just So Happy you decided to turn your camera on n just to vent n chill ❤️
I’m sorry to hear you’re going through this. I know you’re doing the right thing, you need to do what’s best for you and your babies. That is including your brother. You can’t make everyone happy, that’s ok. It’s better to cut toxic people out, you have a baby on the way. There is so much I could say, its hard having a parent that doesn’t take on that role. I wish the best for you and your family!
I love you so much!! I love how positive you are and so strong! Keep having faith in God himself and You and your family with pull through it, i pray that that negative in your mom will leave and she’ll be a better her soon! Keep doing what you’re doing your doing great things for you and your babies! Your such an inspiration to me and others! ❤️
Girl love your channels.Thx u 4 being vulnerable and sharing. U r amazing!!! When it comes to mom, no should judge you. We all go through different shit & unless someone has walked in ur shoes they need to be stfu. Sending u & the fambam all good vibes. Much love from Cali❤️❤️❤️
Can I just applaud you. Girl you have no idea how much this hits home to me, my mother and my family have always done me dirty and till this day that woman has never apologized or changed, and you know what I dont need her, I forgive but I dont need that relationship. It will always be toxic. My sister raised me and I will forever see her as my mom, and that's why I love you so much!!! What you do for your siblings is just amazing!! Seriously if my sister wasnt there I dont know where I'd been. Alexis you're giving them the life they deserve, I wish you and your beautiful family love and happiness and that one day scars will heal, not fade but heal. Love you ❤
For 25 you are so mature and responsible. I'm sure unfortunate events made you this way but in the end they are blessings in disguise and made you strong for the situations you may encounter. Keep being strong for yourself and your little ones💕
It’s good to talk about and let it out mama. It’s sooo hard but focusing on positive things in your life (like your new baby on the way🤗) helps. Sending positive vibes your way✨✨✨ xoxo
Aww Alexis, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ve been going through alcoholism and drug addiction from my mom ever since I could remember. She gets sober and then goes back over and over and over. She’s nearing 60 and still at it. She’s now homeless after having a job, apartment and being sober for a good minute. I feel selfish at times that I have to worry about my own family but when I see my kids hurt, I know I have to protect them first. What addicts don’t realize is that the disease just doesn’t affect them only. I wish I could tell you it gets better and it gets easier but the truth is, you just learn how to deal with the disappointments better. Sending you lots of love, stay strong. ♥️
Wow you are so mature and introspective. I feel like you've grown so much as a person these last couples and you've definitely showed it in this video.
You’re such a strong independent woman ❤️ You’ve accomplished so much and you have an amazing family of your own. Stay strong and avoid feeling stressed for your little one on the way 👶🏽
Sorry for what you're still dealing with with your mom. I hope she eventually sees the hurt she's causing for herself and the whole family. Don't let the stress get to you. You gotta stay healthy for the baby girl! ❤️
Thank God Noah has you!! U are doing amazing! Be proud of everything u have accomplished all on your own, DESPITE your mother and how u grew up. Focus on you, and the beautiful family u have created! U are the best example for people out there in the same situation thinking they are stuck in that cycle. Ur right, cut the cord with those toxic relationships. Keep strong!!! Besos, and just focus on your pregnancy and being happy 😘
wow, you're such a strong, beautiful woman inside and out. I will pray for you! love you and don't listen to the negative people they don't deserve it.
I’m sorry to hear this but thank you for sharing. Thank you for pointing out you can’t please everyone or it’s okay to cut off people. It’s nice having some to relate to 😊
Hey girl, I completely understand what your going through. My mom was so messed up. She was an addict & she fucked up my life. I'm the youngest of 10. I'm 48 now but am still not over it. There's way to much to say on here but trust me, you HAVE to cut her from your life. She is toxic for your well being & Noah does not deserve that. Stay strong and focus on what's most important, your family. I know it hurts to distance her from your lives but it's called self preservation. I'm praying for you and yours.
I love how you do your make up so much💕 I love watching your videos so much, because you always keep it 💯 I have recently started to put my life into perspective and realized that pleasing other is hurting me because they do not appreciate it and I'm still not good enough in their eyes. I'm getting to a point in my life where i do not care what people say or think about me because you can never please everyone. At the end of the day nobody is perfect 🌸🌸🌸🌸
Im sorry ur going threw all this. God has a plan for everyone. Try not to stress for the baby. Hope all is well. Keep your mom and your family in my prayers. Stay strong boo.
this is the first time i comment on your videos but this video hurt my heart. your a strong and beautiful person inside and out and am praying for your moms recovery! God has a plan for us all and im sure he has more amazing things in store for you! blessings and positive vibes to you and your family stay strong and continue to shine the way you do!
I love how you’re so open about things like this because everything you say is so true and we all relate! Love you so much Alexis, you are so inspiring. ❤️
As I'm listening to you my heart goes out to because I am a recovering addict myself....I know you love your mom but you need to take care of yourself and your baby because the more you stress its bad for both u nd ur baby....I hope someday your mom realizes what ever she said to you really hurt you...ur a great person keep doing you sweetie...great nd amazing things will come to you
@@aliciasummers5048 thank you I'm going on 8yrs...I just hope her mom gets help because we don't realize the hurt nd damage we do not just to ourselves but our family aa well
Angie Morales, yes, addiction doesn't just affect the addict, it affects the entire family. I'm happy to hear you have been sober for 8+ years. That is something to smile about. Congratulations!!!
Hey Alexis, so sorry u have to go through this, cuz addiction in the fam tends to affect everyone. All we can do is pray for them. I know exactly what you're going thru and I've learned that no matter what we do or how hard we try to help it's useless(except for prayer) until they're ready. I will keep her and u guys in my prayers.
Sorry your going through this! I love you and your channel! Story time is the best! You stay strong and focus on you, baby, and your family!! 💕 best youtuber ever!😘
It's nice to see a UA-camr be real and open... My boyfriend of 5 years got and is addicted to drugs. The most heartbreaking things doesn't only ruin them but ruins everyone around them ):
Stay strong 💪🏽 ❤️❤️Acknowledge your feelings and emotions and thoughts but also know that you have many people in ur corner, whether it’s your family, your friends or even us subbies, we all genuinely care for you. We love you 💛💛
I love listening to you... Your so real... Thank you and girl keep strong like it seems you've been doing... I know crazy.. So sad that dealing with this brings us strength. My heart goes out to you and your little family.... Grandma will be with family 💜 nothing but love..
I appreciate your realness💯 Not everyone can pour their heart out and speak the truth. You aren’t trying to sugar coat it or exaggerate the story like so many UA-camrs. You are special and loved, don’t let anyone make you feel anything less.
Hello Alexis,I know exactly where you are coming from,I was 14 when my mom went off the boat and it continued all through my life,I left home when I was 17 and I have been /or was trying to get on a good road,it took over 20yrs to achieve that,but something I wished I would have done so many years ago,was ask for help,I even asked my step-dad at the time and he ignored it,eventually over the years and many bad bumps with my mother,I finally cut off contact,because I was always being accused of trying to take her power!........about 2yrs after that I found out by the police that she had died alone in her apt.and had been passed for a few days. After that I knew I had to do something for my frame of mind,and the best thing I did was go see a therapist,reccomended by my doctor,and it truly helped me to move on from this,I have been a prisoner all my life,and now I am free to live healthy!! Mabye someday I will forgive her,but I am 54yrs old now,so one day at a time for that conclusion. I hope this helps,because I truly understand!! Much Love xo btw.....always remember,none of this is your fault or responsibility,its your mom's!!
JackieViolet, I'm so sorry! Good for you for seeking help. I'm glad you no longer feel like a prisoner. I pray you are able to forgive your mom, when the time is right. God bless you
Hugs....from the navajo reservation. Ive been watching your channel for awhile. This story time is all too real for me, prayers of strength for you and yours. We got you girl.
When you mentioned that your mom went back to her old ways, it hit me. Loving my own mom unconditionally even when she lies to my face y dice que yo soy su mas grande orgullo...yet I’m not good enough and she’s just so cruel. My mother isn’t an addict but it’s a never ending cycle, wanting to have a relationship with her but she fucks it up. It’s completely different from your story, but I feel you. Wishing it was different but sometimes you can’t change or help a person that doesn’t want it. Anyways, I love you & I can’t thank you enough for posting. Did I mention that I genuinely love you? Haha ❤️ besos xoxo
Ahtziri V am so sorry you went through that with your mom...I can not relate for i never knew my real mother but I can relate because I had a step mother who mistreated me growing up and don't give a hoot about my children ..biut what I learned was NOT to be like them...I put my trust and faith in God and I forgive them and move on. .I need to live and not think about people who don't want me.
Ahtziri V i feel this comment on so many levels!
Ahtziri V I completely understand. It got to a point to were I don't want a relationship with my mother anymore & honestly is the best thing for my kids & myself. I don't want my daughters seeing that & thinking that's the type of relationship I want with them.
I'm so sorry love. Praying for you.
Alexis, I am old enough to be your Mom. All I want to do is give you the biggest hug. I am the child of an addict. Addicts are looking for ways to ease their pain. That is not our fault or our job as children to make them better or to fix their problems. It's bad enough we have to clean up their messes.
As far as Noah, people don't understand you were awarded custody by the court. You just can't hand him over. So those people who say you shouldn't keep Noah and give him back. He is not a shirt. He is a human being. So those people who say, give him back "Shut Up". You, Alexis, have been appointed by the court to keep Noah safe and sound. Giving him to a known addict just because, it's not okay.
Get a pair of scissors and cut them out of your life. People love you because you are you not because of what you can do for them.
Remember, the people who love you will be by your side when your homeless, freezing, hungry, with nothing to give.
Girl, guard your heart. You are a Mom. You know what you won't do to your own children. You have the opportunity to help one young lady and soon a baby girl to show how to be a self secured young women who are secure in themselves and know what it is to have a "Mom" who says call me tell me everything and that "Mom" will be you.
I send you all of my love and positive energy. You have Rudee, your gorgeous children (Yes! Including Noah) and the rest of the people in your life who love you for you.
Don't waste anymore hope on your Mom because it is very rare that they repent. Save it for your children, your brothers, your niece, you know those people who will give you 1/2 of their last dollar if you were both homeless.
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People ain't got no say to tell you what to do with Noah only you now what's best for him
You are such a good mother, wife, and all around person. I'm sorry that you have to deal with this bullshit when you've made such a beautiful life for yourself. Sending you and your loved ones good vibes in this tumultuous time.
I sadly have the same mom, my mom was a addict since before I was even born. I grew uo knowing my moms mood swings when she was without her “fix” I knew her triggers. Its so sad when you’ve been around it for so long you recognize the behavior. Stay Strong! Much love, positive vibes your way, and god bless you and you family. 💛💖
Breaks my heart that you & your family are going through this & have been dealing with it. You truly are an amazing individual for stepping up & showing what a Mother’s love truly looks and feels like to your brother Noah & your family. Sending nothing but love to you and yours. 💕
Alexis I understand you. My father was just like that. I never thought that I would ever see him sober. I'm 26. He passed away in October 2017. He was able to get sober in 2014. He had a massive seizure. Then he was was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer in March 2017.... what a journey. Man girl it hurts. ....... I wish I could talk to you in depth.
I have so much respect for Alexis 😭 Mad respect for you love! 💕 You’re an amazing human being and Noahs lucky to have you as his Mother Figure. As much as you don’t want to take the place of being his mom. I know he is so lucky to have you in his life and see how a mother really is suppose to be. ❤️ You’re beautiful and you deserve the world! I love you girl! 💕💕💕💕💕
I'm so sorry Alexis. I'm so sorry about all of this but you're amazing and you're strong and I love your channel so much. You'll get through it girl 🌺🖤
I can't believe ppl actually dm you about how u should give Noah back wtf knowing what u told us about her. I think ur in the right u have to protect him. But anyways idk why people comment on post if they disagree? Like just scroll down and keep it moving.
Rocio Carrillo what is her mom addicted to?
Sorry you going thru all that mija. Keep your head up, and keep smiling. Sometimes u do have to cut cords n back away for your self. Sending hugs your way
Keep that baby safe. Fuck everyone n their negative comments. Block they asses. U have enough going on and carrying a baby. ❤️ hugs
Hey sis, I look up to you that you can share these type of stories, esp. when it's about your family, or mother/parent at that. My heart goes out to you. Stay strong with your mother's issues and continue to be the great mama you are. We are Proud of you for being the positive woman you are. ♡ my family has its own issues. I wish i had the support you get and to be able to vent about it, even that would be nice at times, but staying in prayer is good enough. I think that's why positive ppl attract me. Love u girl.
Ive never had a mother relationship she abandon me when i was a baby and thanks to my grandma she took care of me after all this years my mother has never looked for me but its ok i dont need her and im very happy with out her but you alexis are very strong because you overcame everything and your there for your brothers that need you your a very strong women thats why i admire you so much i hope one day you and your mom grow a better bond and she sees everything you have done to keep the family strong
Diana Gomez it’s funny how it seems like my own history, I feel the same as you do. It’s hard and different to feel happy with out our mothers on our lives. Oh and my name it’s Diana too
Omg really well nice to meet you and yea girl im glad someone can relate to me
Aww it’s so crazy how other people think and choose other paths but thank god your grandma had been there for you nice reading a lil part of your life my story a lil different my mom aways chose men over me and always treat me bad I was been there for her when her boyfriend will treat her wrong. But I’m glad I went through this with my mom because I treat my kids with love and care for them 💕
Naomi Gonzales yes girl i know one day if i have kids i will love and respect them because i know how it hurts not having a mother
This hit so hard.. I too went through this as a child growing up. I am now 33 and thank GOD my dad is sober now!!! I truly wish you nothing but the best. Your brothers are blessed to have you as a sister. Remember you are with child and although it is your mom you need to worry about you. There is no excuse for addiction!!! There is no justification for the way they act and the things they say while high. Love yah girly. Stay strong.
okay your organization of your makeup is so satisfying
We understand you’re not ready to talk about it girl we all have our ways of processing and we all take our own time until we’re able to talk about something but god is with you and the fam bam and myself have so much love for you you’re such an amazing person 💜💜💜
Omg I totally understand everything you are saying- I also have been dealing with a very similar situation and it truly sucks so bad!! It is so hard and it never gets easier & other people cannot understand all of the emotions that we go through every minute with these people!- love and hatred and aggravation- it is exhausting!!! You are so strong and amazing- I give you so much credit that you are even able to breathe. And Noah will love you so much and be so grateful to you for rescuing him and for taking such good care of him. You should really be so proud of yourself!! You Rock!!! Xoxo
I’m literally on the verge of tears watching this. I can relate SO FREAKING MUCH. My mom is not an addict but is bipolar, has PTSD, and a lot of other severe mental health issues and I can totally relate to the whole “if you haven’t experienced it, you can’t understand”. I’m so sorry you have to go through this, but you are not alone. Sending you so much love
Alexis you are so very strong. I can relate to you so much because my mom is also an addict. She has lied, stolen from me, and made me feel like shit on and off for the past 20 years. I'm 35 now, and I can honestly say that no one really no knows the damage it does to us, unless they've actually been through it. I would never in a million years want my kids to feel or go through the things that she has put me through. And in some weird way, i think the things we have been through with our mom's has motivated us to be 10x better with our kids. Please stay strong, keep your head up, keep pushing forward, and DO NOT let the stress and depression get the best of you. You are seriously one of the most amazing people I follow on UA-cam and even though we don't know each other personally, I love you as a person because you are beautiful from the inside out and I relate to you in so many ways. Hang in there beautiful. You have a beautiful, amazing family and things will get better 💕
You are such a wonderful role model to so many people! The fact that you are still so young and have taken on the role as "mama" to your siblings (especially Noah), says a lot about you as a person.
You are exactly right about people not knowing/understanding if they have never lived through it. The evil and horrific things they say/do to you is alway on repeat in your head, and you can't stop it no matter what you do. It's a constant and exhausting battle that drains you. It sucks to love someone who loves their "fix" more than anything else.
I love how open you are about your life I know some people on UA-cam keep their life private but sometimes telling your story helps
You will always be my favorite UA-camr. Your story times will always be my favorite. They are so genuine and so heart touching. Seriously I’m so glad I found you through your old dollar tree vids. You’re an amazing woman and I can’t wait for better days for you. You’re so strong, your subscribers will always support you in all your journeys! 💕
I seriously felt everything that you said in this video. It truly meant so much to me. There was so much in this that I needed to hear. I’m sorry for all you’re going through, but you’re an amazing person. I love you!
Thank You soo much for sharing, I myself am a recovering addict, and I know how hard it is too admit, but you need to be there for her always, the worst feeling that ive encountered was having no one there for me and feeling soo alone in the world! Addicts need people there for them, through thick and thin❤️
I'm so sorry that you have been going through this. You are right about not understanding unless you have been through it. It's extremely exhausting. But you have to take care of you and your family. Sending love and happiness your way.
I waited to open this because I had a feeling of what it was going to be about! I cried through the whole video. I know exactly where your coming from this never ending cycle... Positive vibes to you and the family! We love you girl
I always love your stories and the way you talk to us make us feel like you’re actually talking to us in person and not through a screen!!I LOVE YOU!!
I completely understand where you’re coming from I’ve been in your shoes. I hope things get better!
Love you Chingos!! Always here for your updates. Wishing you the best. You’re a strong Momma keep your head up high. Remember you’re happiness is contagious and the kids need it. 💕😘
Dude you're amazing. I was watching this and getting goosebumps... Its clear you have such a big heart
Your right you can’t please everyone... there will almost always be that ONE! I’m happy your not letting those ONES harden your heart. You are a strong lady, stay proud. ❤️
This is why I love ya! You keep it a 100% no matter if it's good, bad, ugly, beautiful, funny, serious, etc. Keep up the great work with Noah. He's the important one, not your mom. Kids must be protected. I adopted my wife's nephew over the same thing. I got so much crap from my mom and sisters but I was thinking of that baby. 13 years later and they now understand why I did what I did.
Sorry you’re going through all this, during this special time of expecting a beautiful bundle of joy. You are a very strong person with a big loving heart. Never forget you have people who love and care about you.
I admire your strength to all you do for your family. I'm so sorry you've been through the hurt you've been through. I know what it means to have people who are related to you be the first to give you the worst hurt possible. At a low point in my life I was told " I regret being genetically related to YOU!" That's a hurt I'm still trying to work through but I don't miss this person anymore. I pray life will be kind and God bless this person but I wouldn't let this person closer to me ever again. I'm working at burying the hate because life head so much more than to be stuck. I'll keep you in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your story, your life, and being vulnerable. This hurt will not heal. The hurt will get to a place that it won't weigh you down and miss out on life. Love and hugs!
Alexisjayda u r so strong & I totally understand what u r going through!! I respect u so much cause a lot of people wouldn’t have the strength 2 step up & do all the things u r doing!!! Keep being positive & doing what u feel is best!! U r an amazing person & God will continue 2 bless u cause u r a true angel!!! Ignore the haters out there & keep pushing forward, we love u & support u!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Your skin lex!! I ah it looks so nice !! And your brow game Chula ! Has def gotten strong as hell 💕
Girl you are so strong and we all admire you for your transparency. I’m so sorry about your mom I understand not letting go of a relationship because you love them unconditionally it’s so hard 😔
You are SO much like me. It took me 40 years to answer these questions about myself. You are an empath. Like myself. There are steps you can take to make it easier.
Prayers! The Lord will keep you and your family safe and happy! You stay strong and keep your head up ! ❤️
Addiction sucks!! Sometimes the best thing we can do for ourselves is to let go of people who are toxic. You got this Girl! Keep doing what you are doing for your siblings. You and your family will be in our prayers! ❤️🙂💐
I can relate to you. My mom isn't an addict but my sister is and she even lost my niece to the system. As the oldest, I decided to take my niece into my care. Been having her for over a year now and I can honestly say she's in a better place. And I TOTALLY AGREE WITH U when u say that people are clean only because they have to be because my sister is the same example of that. She's clean because the court is making her be clean but at the end of the day she's not there for my niece and is only doing what she has to do just to get her case closed, which to me isn't the right reason and or the best benefit for my niece. It's hard girl, it's really hard, but u have to remain strong for yourself and your family because u have to be there for those who need u the most!! Can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped, which is unfortunate but it is what it is. Wish u the best, stay strong Alexis.
My dad is an alcoholic, he couldn’t take care of me and my sister so we got adopted by my aunt, we got separated when I was 1 yr old and I have yet to meet my sister, I hate that he runs to drinking when he can be a better man but sometimes people just don’t want to be helped
Zayda Life, I'm so sorry! I pray you are able to meet your sister sooner than later, and y'all can form a bond.
Subbed to your channel I started my last year with only 2 videos but making new content this year soon.
Sorry for what you're going through! 💚💚 You're right, unless you've gone through it you won't understand. Thank you for sharing.
Addiction has touched so many family’s and it’s not getting any better. I have been sober for 5 years now and it’s cause of my son. He saved me🙏🏻🙏🏻Your beautiful and strong and I love watching you inspire and teach. Keep your head up and your always in my thoughts.
You can see the pain in your eyes when you talk about this, and its so heart breaking. ☹️ I’m so sorry, you don’t deserve what you are being put thru but you are a strong amazing woman with a amazing family (your family that you created) that will always have your back. We love you Alexis and you are so strong. Thank you for talking about your struggles because its struggles a lot of people can relate to. Continue to stay strong because we are all rooting for you❤️
Watching this video hurt me, I’m so sorry you have to go through this. Just keep your head up and continue to do what you always do. You’re such an amazing person with a blessing on the way. You’re young and beautiful so enjoy the wonderful moments you have with your loved ones. I really enjoy watching your videos and I’m so proud of how far you’ve come❤️ I love you so much!! I hope everything goes well for you and the baby girl❤️
It's not the same situation but my in-laws are toxic people and my husband has chosen to cut them out of his/our life. My Dad keeps saying that "family" mess and it doesn't matter if they're "family," blood makes you related, it doesn't make you family but he just can't seem to grasp that sometimes you need to get rid of toxic people, even if those people are "family."
Dalai Mami I suggest you look into "enablers and flying monkeys" and toxic people. Basically, you and your husband have to set boundaries with the enablers and flying monkeys as well. Example: "If you are going to act this way, I will no longer engage with you." If they cannot respect your guys' boundaries, you cut them out too. Enablers and flying monkeys will abuse you in a lesser form than the actual toxic person(s), but it is still abusive. The guilt tripping, shaming, and persistent attempts at breaking down your will and boundaries from the enablers, flying monkeys, and the main toxic person(s). There are the people who witness the abuse and just don't want to get involved because they know they will be the next victim or get treated poorly if they voice an opinion. Some take sides and join in the abuse. Some never witness the bad side of the toxic person, so they will downplay the abuse you experience or make an excuse for them. Some will start to voice an opinion, but back down when they realize the toxic person is relentless. Some will try to convince you to be the bigger person, but you have probably been the bigger person NUMEROUS times. All the enablers and flying monkeys realize that it is easier to convince you to be nice and accept the abuse than to get the abuser to stop abusing. Being ganged up on is not easy, but set boundaries. Stick to them and cut out those that cannot respect your boundaries. Toxic people HATE boundaries. Best of luck to you and your husband. It is hard and exhausting, but worth it in the end.
You're such an admirable person despite you knowing your mom this well you still gave her that chance to be a part of Noah's life you gave her a chance to be his mom or try to be his mom or be something in his life her loss
You can forgive but never forget . My family is so manipulating and toxic I cut everyone off. Sometimes keeping to yourself keeps us sane.
Denise G in the process of doing that now. It's sad that sometimes family are the ones that drag us down the most. Stay strong girl!
I’m so sorry girl for what your going threw, just remember your one amazing person. I admire you for how strong you are even in your weakness moments. Keep staying strong and ignore all the negativity.
Love you girl 😘 you’re so strong!!! I Feel you, I have toxic family too & wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy! You’re doing such a good job 💕
Your an amazing, strong and intelligent, beautiful woman! As I watched and listened took me back to when I was a young girl. I completely feel and understand you, I can relate to your frustrations, the anger I remember all to well. Then there's a flip side, as I too understand the being numb and not there for my now adult children...being the loca and not being in their lives "mother". Your right, don't make any excuses for your mother...and as you spoke from your heart about you needing to be there for your family and not allowing yourself to fall into the depression....you already know, you answered yourself. She grown making her choices. Your husband, children, little brother, older brothers need you and your soon new addition to the family...need you, your their foundation so stay strong and be happy and content in your heart knowing your doing right, right to yourself and your household. Prayer and believing that's what you do for your mom...place her in the Lord's hands that's really all you can do untill she tried and sincerely has had enough and really wants to change...you focus on you and yours...Thank God your little brother has you. Your an amazing woman, mother and sister...stay down, stay strong and hold your mud...you and your family are in my prayers...I have 12yrs clean and building a renewed loving relationship with my son and daughter. There's power in prayer 💞🙏😘❣️
Girl I’m so sorry!!! Keep your head up! Your so strong and I admire you!! 💕💕
Do what you got to do... 🌺
You are really raw in this vid; don’t lose your true self. You’ve come this far w the cards you’ve been dealt w so be proud and keep moving forward. Best wishes.
Girl we feel you n yes it is unfortunate that we can relate on stuff like this but it’s just real life n these things do happen . I’m just So Happy you decided to turn your camera on n just to vent n chill ❤️
You have a big heart girl. Don’t let these negative people question your decisions. Continue to believe that you did the right thing.
Your siblings are blessed to have you as a big sister. I’m sorry for what you are going through.
Your so strong lex!!! Keep strong and just be about your family that loves you. You don’t deserve negative vibes and stress. Love you!!
I’m sorry to hear you’re going through this. I know you’re doing the right thing, you need to do what’s best for you and your babies. That is including your brother. You can’t make everyone happy, that’s ok. It’s better to cut toxic people out, you have a baby on the way. There is so much I could say, its hard having a parent that doesn’t take on that role. I wish the best for you and your family!
I love you so much!! I love how positive you are and so strong! Keep having faith in God himself and You and your family with pull through it, i pray that that negative in your mom will leave and she’ll be a better her soon! Keep doing what you’re doing your doing great things for you and your babies! Your such an inspiration to me and others! ❤️
I feel your pain 💯
You’re doing AMAZING, and absolutely cut the negative people out! Quality vs Quantity 💕
Air hug 🤗 girl!
Girl love your channels.Thx u 4 being vulnerable and sharing. U r amazing!!! When it comes to mom, no should judge you. We all go through different shit & unless someone has walked in ur shoes they need to be stfu. Sending u & the fambam all good vibes. Much love from Cali❤️❤️❤️
Can I just applaud you. Girl you have no idea how much this hits home to me, my mother and my family have always done me dirty and till this day that woman has never apologized or changed, and you know what I dont need her, I forgive but I dont need that relationship. It will always be toxic. My sister raised me and I will forever see her as my mom, and that's why I love you so much!!! What you do for your siblings is just amazing!! Seriously if my sister wasnt there I dont know where I'd been. Alexis you're giving them the life they deserve, I wish you and your beautiful family love and happiness and that one day scars will heal, not fade but heal. Love you ❤
Your skin lex!! I ah it looks so nice !! And your brow game Chula ! Has def gotten strong as hell 💝 Te amo
For 25 you are so mature and responsible. I'm sure unfortunate events made you this way but in the end they are blessings in disguise and made you strong for the situations you may encounter. Keep being strong for yourself and your little ones💕
It’s good to talk about and let it out mama. It’s sooo hard but focusing on positive things in your life (like your new baby on the way🤗) helps. Sending positive vibes your way✨✨✨ xoxo
Prayers are being sent your way. Stay strong mama !
I’m new and been binging ur vids. You are so resilient and an inspiration to so many ppl. Keep up the great work.
Aww Alexis, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I’ve been going through alcoholism and drug addiction from my mom ever since I could remember. She gets sober and then goes back over and over and over. She’s nearing 60 and still at it. She’s now homeless after having a job, apartment and being sober for a good minute. I feel selfish at times that I have to worry about my own family but when I see my kids hurt, I know I have to protect them first. What addicts don’t realize is that the disease just doesn’t affect them only.
I wish I could tell you it gets better and it gets easier but the truth is, you just learn how to deal with the disappointments better.
Sending you lots of love, stay strong. ♥️
Wow you are so mature and introspective. I feel like you've grown so much as a person these last couples and you've definitely showed it in this video.
You’re such a strong independent woman ❤️ You’ve accomplished so much and you have an amazing family of your own. Stay strong and avoid feeling stressed for your little one on the way 👶🏽
I'm sorry, boo. Dealing with an addict is the hardest. Cutting them out is the right thing, stay strong ❤️❤️❤️
Sorry for what you're still dealing with with your mom. I hope she eventually sees the hurt she's causing for herself and the whole family. Don't let the stress get to you. You gotta stay healthy for the baby girl! ❤️
Thank God Noah has you!! U are doing amazing! Be proud of everything u have accomplished all on your own, DESPITE your mother and how u grew up. Focus on you, and the beautiful family u have created! U are the best example for people out there in the same situation thinking they are stuck in that cycle. Ur right, cut the cord with those toxic relationships. Keep strong!!! Besos, and just focus on your pregnancy and being happy 😘
Keep your head high hun. You’re awesome of a person and the world needs a lot more people like you ❤️😊
wow, you're such a strong, beautiful woman inside and out. I will pray for you! love you and don't listen to the negative people they don't deserve it.
I’m sorry to hear this but thank you for sharing. Thank you for pointing out you can’t please everyone or it’s okay to cut off people. It’s nice having some to relate to 😊
Hey girl, I completely understand what your going through. My mom was so messed up. She was an addict & she fucked up my life. I'm the youngest of 10. I'm 48 now but am still not over it. There's way to much to say on here but trust me, you HAVE to cut her from your life. She is toxic for your well being & Noah does not deserve that. Stay strong and focus on what's most important, your family. I know it hurts to distance her from your lives but it's called self preservation. I'm praying for you and yours.
I love how you do your make up so much💕 I love watching your videos so much, because you always keep it 💯 I have recently started to put my life into perspective and realized that pleasing other is hurting me because they do not appreciate it and I'm still not good enough in their eyes. I'm getting to a point in my life where i do not care what people say or think about me because you can never please everyone. At the end of the day nobody is perfect 🌸🌸🌸🌸
Sending you lots of hugs!!! You deserve so much happiness, wishing all the best for you and your babies 💕
Love you girl, you hella strong. I'll say a prayer for you I know depression sucks... cuidate y a la chiquita tambien TQM💕
Im sorry ur going threw all this. God has a plan for everyone. Try not to stress for the baby. Hope all is well. Keep your mom and your family in my prayers. Stay strong boo.
this is the first time i comment on your videos but this video hurt my heart. your a strong and beautiful person inside and out and am praying for your moms recovery! God has a plan for us all and im sure he has more amazing things in store for you! blessings and positive vibes to you and your family stay strong and continue to shine the way you do!
I love how you’re so open about things like this because everything you say is so true and we all relate! Love you so much Alexis, you are so inspiring. ❤️
As I'm listening to you my heart goes out to because I am a recovering addict myself....I know you love your mom but you need to take care of yourself and your baby because the more you stress its bad for both u nd ur baby....I hope someday your mom realizes what ever she said to you really hurt you...ur a great person keep doing you sweetie...great nd amazing things will come to you
Angie Morales, congratulations on your sobriety. I will keep you in my prayers for you to stay strong through your journey.
@@aliciasummers5048 thank you I'm going on 8yrs...I just hope her mom gets help because we don't realize the hurt nd damage we do not just to ourselves but our family aa well
Angie Morales, yes, addiction doesn't just affect the addict, it affects the entire family. I'm happy to hear you have been sober for 8+ years. That is something to smile about. Congratulations!!!
Hey Alexis, so sorry u have to go through this, cuz addiction in the fam tends to affect everyone. All we can do is pray for them. I know exactly what you're going thru and I've learned that no matter what we do or how hard we try to help it's useless(except for prayer) until they're ready. I will keep her and u guys in my prayers.
Sorry your going through this! I love you and your channel! Story time is the best! You stay strong and focus on you, baby, and your family!! 💕 best youtuber ever!😘
I’m so sorry you have to go through this. You are a strong person and you’re a great mother/sister 💕 much love Jayda
It's nice to see a UA-camr be real and open... My boyfriend of 5 years got and is addicted to drugs. The most heartbreaking things doesn't only ruin them but ruins everyone around them ):
I watched this videos in parts but I just wanted how admirable and amazing you are for being a great mom to your kids and brother.
Keep your head up and protect your heart....we all love you and want the best for you and your fam!
Stay strong 💪🏽 ❤️❤️Acknowledge your feelings and emotions and thoughts but also know that you have many people in ur corner, whether it’s your family, your friends or even us subbies, we all genuinely care for you. We love you 💛💛
I’m sorry you’re going thru all that. I hope your grandma has a wonderful new life in Texas.
I feel this on sooo many levels !! Stay up bbygirl ❤️❤️
You’re such a strong woman ♥️ a wonderful mom, wife, and role model! I truly feel like you are a friend. Keeping you in my prayers!
I love listening to you... Your so real... Thank you and girl keep strong like it seems you've been doing... I know crazy.. So sad that dealing with this brings us strength. My heart goes out to you and your little family.... Grandma will be with family 💜 nothing but love..
I swear your an angel on earth, your stories are so relatable and you are so strong😇
I appreciate your realness💯 Not everyone can pour their heart out and speak the truth. You aren’t trying to sugar coat it or exaggerate the story like so many UA-camrs. You are special and loved, don’t let anyone make you feel anything less.