Dear Alexis, Ituned in to watch your advice on makeup, and stayed to hear about your life i'm older 51 but your life mirrored my own, A parent on drugs, having to be the adult, raise a brother, got out when I could, but was in an abusive relationship, got out again with my son, and now I have a good life and a beautiful son, grandson, family, I am blessed, I only have one complaint, I tought myself to be so strong, I can't cry, sometimes we all need a good cry, and I can't I cried so much I think I used them alll up, so never feel bad about crying thank God you can cry and let it out, my Aunt all ways said tears are poison let them out of your body and soul, you are blessed as well, you are a beautiful soul, An inspiration and a role model keep going and if know one has told you lately, pat yourself on the back, good job Alexis Good Job! oxox
I just cryed watching this. Sometimes you forget that your not the only one going threw things. I can see the strength that you have. Keep up the good work your going to make it far.
Sometimes you must harden your heart to toxic people and love your children with all you have. You seem to be a very strong young lady. I’m proud of you.
I recently found your UA-cam channel, and I absolutely love how real you are. You are an amazing strong resilient mother, with legit make up skills! I honestly have been binge eating your videos because you are hands down amazing! Love your channel!
Coming back to these videos after watching the nanny series is very heart warming to see you happy now with the love that you craved as a child with babies who love and adore you a husband who loves you endlessly ❤️ you truly deserve every single part of it your honestly an amazing person ! Love you lots Alexis ✨ 2021
aww Lexi. I had a bad day last week where as soon as i got off work i cried in the car, on the freeway all the way home and then cried some more. It is not one specific pain, it's a lot of them combined will hit you like a brick randomly on a day where you're feeling emotional and it sucks. I'll pray for you Lex. You're going to be okay. You inspire so many and continue to grow. I am so proud of you seriously. No estes triste we love you!
you are so blessed to have good in-laws. my boyfriends family don't even know me and hate me:( but he is an amazing person, that at this point I don't care anymore:) stay strong! Love you lots!
Msirene14 my in-laws are the same !! We live with them but they NEVER talk to me. I don’t know what I did to them to hate me. It sucks but like you said my man is an amazing person I can careless about the in laws
You are extremely brave to talk openly about your childhood. I teared up when you spoke about what made you become the mother you are; I was abused badly and in foster care, my mom wasn’t a nice person back then, I did the same thing when I had my daughter. I promised that I would give her the mother I never had and give her a happy life and it’s been amazing!! I understand how hard it must be because those memories never leave you 🥺 You’re an inspiration girl. Much love ❤️
Found this in my 'Watch Later" folder. Girl....talking about your first video and all the dislikes and hatin' comments---look at you now girl! You got yourself a fan group and have become so big. Love ya Lots Alexis!!!!
OMG, I just discovered your channel and of course I subscribed. The part where you say not to get comfortable in a relationship- knocked some sense into me.. You are so real and easy to relate to you. :)
God knew your heart and he brought good people to you. He knew you needed them, and they're there to show you how things should really be. It happened to me with my husband's family too.
Awwee gorgeous don't worry about crying! You could've cried through this ENTIRE video and I would've watched the entire thing and cried along with you! I wish we could be best friends just so you could have more than one. You are my best friend in my head. lol You are one of the most amazing people I've ever had the privilege and honor to watch (wanted to say "meet" even though we haven't lol) it feels like I know you and I want to hug you so badly! You are awesome! I'm 24 and I look up to you. Even if u are younger than me. you have taught me so much! No need to apologize to us boo! its the transparency that we appreciate and love. Always praying for you! Always!! Love you and Thank You. Never stop making these vids! They are changing lives! Your cousin would be so proud of who you've become! ❤
Lord I wish I could reach thru the screen and hug you so tight… I’m so sorry you were feeling this way.. luv u mama.. makeup and retail therapy is how I deal… when I can’t
Girl I watched this with you and every word hit home with me like a ton of bricks!! Sat here with tears rolling down my face i feel alone and that emotion is awful i wanna hug you so much xxxxxxxxx
Girl I just found you and I’ve been binging all of these old videos. I wish I could hug you!! I always feel for people who have gone through so much and have learned to be so tough but deep down there’s so much hurt. I pray for healing to you and your family ❤️
Thank you for answering all my questions I love you!! I'm always checking when you upload a new video your so sweet real and positive I was crying with you sorry to hear bout your day so happy to see you feeling better in the video
Dont ever apologize for crying... Crying and sharing your feelings to us (complete strangers) is totally fine... every now and then the tears help!! You are Human hun, its normal and healthy... We love you ♡♡ keep your head up doll
When you asked if anyone has been so broken or hurt and struggling and you don’t want to tell anyone that is me or it was me less than a year ago I had a miscarriage and I held on to that pain and told everyone I was ok until I mentally broke and ended up in the hospital my depression TOOK OVER I was self medicating with alcohol and weed was borderline alcoholic it took a lot of therapy and medication to get me back in my right mind I cried so hard when you started talking about it and started crying because I felt your pain deep inside my soul
You’re sooo real, it’s soooo easy to relate to you, Jay it’s ok to cry, it’s ok to not have the answers to everything, it’s ok to Not be ok. Those things I repeat my self every day, because I feel the same way as you, mentally exhausted, wanting to scream out loud to the world that I’m hurt, but not wanting anyone to know at the same time. It’s all so hard, we have our kids and we don’t want them to see us down, but we are only human, we do what we can. Just keep ur head up.. Congrats 🍾🎉🎈 on your new bundle of joy....
it`s funny how you say you don`t watch UA-cam too much because you`ll spend all day on there , I recently came across your Chanel while searching for a concealer and i`ve been watching your videos ALL day !!!!!! i really admire you and how strong you are . New subscriber , now i`ll get back to watching your videos to catch up . (:
My In laws are the same way!!! God puts people in our path for a reason❤️ and you really put all that in words, the feeling of when people take your previous children as there own blood almost it's an important feeling especially for your kids 😭 when u cry Lex u make me so emotional❤️ don't cry or ever feel alone you hav your fam n us and the lord especially !!!
Your old videos start playing probably from catching up on the past few story times one right after the other. But I just wanted to say, It's not Just Rudy thats lucky" you ALL are!(you probably know that now though) But how you said 'idk if I could be like that if my bro was to get with a girl n she already had 2 kids" ....I think you would! You have a big heart ❤️. My brothers ex, had a 14-18mo when they got together. Shoot yMu family threw my niece a big ol 2nd bday party!! She's been loved ever since! Doesn't even know that we were never not there! They had 3more after that, split up not too long after the 4th was born...than him n his ex-wife from 8/9yrs ago got back together. She had 2 girls from her 2nd marriage, if it all works out Baby Z will never know, that we weren't ever not around!(if tht makes sense!! LOL) I Also took in my nephew a few days ago. He's 4. N just fits right in with all me n my sibs kids!! 🤣🤣 Our life gets crazy but omg ! I'd never have it any other way,even if I could!!! I love these babies sooo fkn much!!!!!
I just love u and ur not nieve ur a great person dude a great person I have days where I want to give up I was a drug addict I haven't seen my babies for three years because of my mistakes because of men and well because of myself. I been sober ten months working and in college fighting to see them and watching u having a shitty day I have that day alone living in a church and my in laws are keeping me going and my husband too he got my daughter got me clean and god and I have had such sad days but thank u for ur videos and being vulnerable thank u alexis.
awww.. omg I just wanna give her a hug. I usually hate when ppl cry and be like bo ho I'm sad, but not with her. I'm just feeling sympathy with her. she so adorable.. and I honestly felt her pain as she expressed it.
i get super down and out, emotional and sad too. a lot of times it is my disease and then my depression shows on my bad days. i vlog about it stuff too and just stay strong if you ever have more bad days in the future! love the videos!
Your 3 favorite Disney princesses are also my favorite ones! I never knew anyone else I would pick those 3! Yay! & once again, you're killing it with the videos! You go glen coco!
The moment where you broke down & said “do you ever wish you can yell someone help me but at the same time you don’t want anyone to know” I felt that 💯😔 I love you babygirl! Keep your head up!! I’m watching your entire series!!! I really want to get to know you, & what you’ve been through since I can relate so much!!! 🤍 I’m watching every single video to catch up to your current one! So glad I came across your videos!
Aww you remind me so much of myself. I want to give you a big hug. Just started watching your videos a few days back. Your struggle is my struggle. I feel you. You're loved my sistah! ❤️
oh boo boo! I know this feeling and it sucks. Sending you so much hugs and love! Trying to catch up on your videos cause I feel lost in the current vids lol
You seem like such a strong person, and a really great mom. Your kids are lucky to have you. Your an inspiration for all girls.love you girl, stay beautiful & keep smiling. God bless you and your family. 💜👪👍
Alexis you are such a sweet girl you can just see in all of your videos how big your heart is and how loving you are! It’s ok to cry, I think we all have those moments just let it out it and it will feel so much better to purge those emotions 💗
I had an AMAZING mother in law too, she passed 3 years ago and I miss her like crazy she stepped in to be my mom for 16 years, she treated me as a daughter I remember the first time she hugged me, I was like okay what do I do? My mother never hugged me nor tell me she loves me and has been the main reason I have sever depression, anxiety, and I can be asleep and I wake up so fast in a full blown panic attack, its crazy how the people you should be able to rely on are the reason that fcks up our minds so bad, we put it away and before you know your in full blown depression and can not live life right, to me its only like I exist like an object in your own home. But I learned 38 years later that its okay to remove the toxicity out of my life and my kids lives before they messed them up too, so I had to let go of my mother, grandparents, sister, and 3 brothers. What is more sad to me and it breaks me down that I have 4 nephews and 1 niece and I do not know them, my sister finally was able to get pregnant and Im not going to be their, I have 2 nephews and 1 niece on my husbands side and the baby learned how to call me Tia because he calls my husband tu tu for some reason and i was in tears because I dont have that from my side of the family, Thank you for sharing because I dont feel so alone.
Yes 😭 I lost my 19 year old daughter I dont really have anyone to talk to and its hard but I hope you know how loved you are ❤ I watch you a lot especially when im down I understand your life because its a lot like mine just remember girl we love you so much and thank you for doing what you do I have learned a lot about makeup frome you to 💜💜💜
I have been there soooo many times. like if u r wiped out and alone and helpless and hopeless. we will all get through it. been through a similar situation with strangers and family. love mucho!!!
Just watching your old videos. It’s unfortunate that some of us have unloving mothers, but you have to make peace with it and live life. It’s hard to tell others because it’s not the norm and no one can understand.
I absolutely love your personality. I think you are THE bomb.com and do not take yourself too seriously, like at 23:32 you could have totally edited that out, instead you laughed it off and showed just how real you are. We need more Alexis' in this world. You are a great person to look up to, even though I am way older I admire your strength and your dedication to your work and family.
youre blessed boo im a new subbie and ive been stuck on your vids for a few days now and theyre so real like thats all you and we can relate on some things...keep moving forward you are a beautiful person and have a beautiful family!...my inlaws bearly came around and they love me now i love how they are with our kids my own family doesnt even try to give a crap or even ask for my kids and my hunnys fam is all for the kids. its truly amazing
Awww your are amazing,all your said about be positive,so right, talking about how you feeling will make you feel better, don't be around negative people , their would just want to bring you down. Are you open to new opportunities? Love ya :)
yesss that is a blessing. After what you went and going through as in when you think about your past God put you with these blessings, your husband your in laws and baby brother and believe me, there is soo much more blessings coming your way 😊😘.
doing a bing watch of your channel. oh my girl this shows how real you are just want to give you a hug... if you ever make it out East to Knoxville tn I WILL show up to see you...
Love you I totally understand you life it's not easy but be positive you have a wonderful family they look up to you. And you inspired me that we can do what ever we dream in life. Éxito saludos de Puerto Rico...
Everytime you cry, I get teary eyed too. I understand what you mean when you say that there are times when you just feel alone. I usually just cry it out and pray. For the most part that helps me out. I love that you have such big dreams! Having your own makeup line would be amazing!! I would be the first one to make a purchase.
Girrrl i love your facial expressions lol you are such an amazing and strong person! & That always have a smile on your face advice you gave is something i needed to hear !! it made me look at myself like damn stop being so angry all the time :)
Omg I'm soooo glad I found you, you quickly became my fave youtuber for sure!! your such a strong person and absolutely gorggg! I feel like we've been through similar things growing up and I'm pregnant with my first and I hope I can be half the mom you are!! thanks for being you, keep up the awesome work!!!😘💜
And same on child abuse!!!! I actually saw this PUTA elbow her baby boy in the face/eye area once at a gas station in Michigan on my way back to Indiana from Detroit a few months ago.. he was probably around 2yrs old.. I was with my older brother, we both saw it, I immediately jumped out of our suv, ran up to her, said "oh bitch, u like elbowing your baby?!!!" and as I finished the word baby, I punch her and may have broke her nose cause blood was gushing out!!! I get back in my bro's suv we take off, I then called 911 told them what happened, and they sent a cop to try to find her so they could check on the baby and hopefully arrest her, the gas station owner saw it too, and so they sent a cop to get a statement from him as an eye witness, he told me he wouldn't tell them I punched her lol and I called anonymously to 911, and they gave me the local child protective services phone number and I called them anonymous also and made a report with them, and they said if the cops didn't happen to catch up w her (I told 911 her plate # make model & color of her vehicle, that they would do a search based on her plates and go to her house!!! People these days are sick, and we live in a very VERY EVIL WORLD!!!! But whoever reads this, please don't get it twisted!!! I believe in disciplining your children, but there is a huge difference from discipline like spanking on the butt which is legal, and abuse!!!!! HATE SEEING OR EVEN HEARING ABOUT THAT SHIT!!!! I saw on the news on facebook these DIRTBALL/LOWLIFE DEGENERATE JUNKIES THAT PUT HEROIN IN THEIR BABY'S SIPPY CUP AND THEIR OTHER CHILD AGE 5 IN HIS DRINK TO QUOTE"WATCH THEM HAVE FUN" THE BABY DIED AND THE 5 YR OLD WAS IN A COMA AND I NEVER DID FOLLOW UP TO SEE IF HE MADE IT (I PRAY TO JESUS HE DID!!!!) AND THE POLICE WHEN SEARCHING THE HOUSE FOUND A METH LAB AS WELL!!! I HOPE THEY GET KILLED IN PRISON, AND I AM A CHRISTIAN, AND I ASK GOD TO TAKE THAT HATE OUT OF MY HEART,BUT IT INFURIATES ME TO NO END!!!! SORRY ALEXIS IF THIS UPSETS YOU IF YOU READ IT, I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY AS YOU DO, I LOVE YOU BONITA
Hun, I go through this almost every day, I am in physical pain every single day 💔 😪 due to my CRPS disease, but I really try to smile and go on , so my hubby doesn't feel bad. So I pretty much just play in my makeup , part of my therapy is to at least put my makeup on no matter how long it takes on some days, I love makeup and its the one thing this disease hasn't taken the ability from me
You're not alone ! I feel that way all the time and it's so hard to explain it to my husband or other people but just know you are not alone and you have all of us that love you and look up to you ! Hope you been having better days ! Love you girl ! (: xoxo 💋
Girl your awesome 😂😂 Love the story of my life series I always look forward to watching them your such an inspiration to me I was having a s***** day but just watching you made my day because like you said about having those days where your just so sad and you want to shout it out and everything makes you want to cry that's me and believe it I cried in the beginning of the video with you and after just felt so much better thank you for sharing your thoughts your life everything and for showing us what a strong and beautiful person you are love you and hope you and your family have a blessed weekend 💕💕💋💋
I feel the exact way everyday and have to take depression and anxiety pills but that don't even help I still feel so alone I can relate to you in a lot of deffrent ways I been watching you videos for hours and I just love and relate to you about a lot of things
Its always good to let out your sadness whenever you can. If crying is what helps so go for it, cause after that you will feel way much better. I feel that way sometimes and after I let it out my heart feel relieved and your mind is at eased. Never hold anything deep inside cause that could cause you to become ill and thats a no no. Take care. Your video are to good that i never miss one. God Bless you. One more thing. Always put your situations in the hands of God. He always has a solution no matter how difficult it is.
I could so relate when having those days, its best to just let it all out. Please have a meet and greet in Cali!!! We'll take the pictures before you cry! And love your positive thinking Stay Strong!!
Hahahaha you make me laugh so much, I've been watching all your videos and I never saw the blogs just makeup related, I'm in love with your blogs. You're such a good mom. I would of never thought you had so many kids, and about the depression and anxiety, I can relate 100%. Stay strong hunny because you and I are both the shit, and everything will be okay, sometimes we forget that. Keep vloggin! Xoxo
@17:31 this is how I found you. I wanted somebody that matched my skin complexion. I'm old enough to be your mom, and I just realized you went to Maribel to do your hair. She's the sweetest & the best. I love getting to know you with your personal videos. 😘
I have been watching your videos at every minute I could squeeze them in over the past 3 days since finding your channel! I absolutely ADORE you Jayde! I think your such a transparent, loyal, amazing mother and phenomenal soul ❤ I feel so lucky to find your channel.... I know i may sound lame, but I feel like you're my long lost best friend... keep shining bright☆☆
OMG! You made me laugh so hard wit the whole smile and act happy and you will be (regarding the phone calls at work) and the customer will be happy too. Funny because i work in a call center type of place and person called and was upset i was being nice and cheerful and was told by this caller, "dont you be chipper with me!!! :You're not allowed to b happy!!!" the FUNNIEST call of my career! LMAO! we still joke about here at work!
Omg I love ur videos. I can totally relate to u because I suffer from depression and anxiety. When I saw u crying I was literally in ur shoes because I feel what ur going thru
You r so beautiful. I love your personality. You're one of the sweetest ppl I know. You're strong. I love how you show your emotions whethter its good or bad. I know we don't know one another personally but you make me feel like we do. I admire you sooooooooooo much. I want you to know that I really appreciate your channel and how you are just free in expressing yourself. You're going to be soooo blessed. I pray that God continues to give you the strenght you have. Ps. and you have a beautiful family.
Hey girl, I been watching your videos and your very inspiring! I first found your videos when you did meet in greets in Albuquerque, NM. I am from the ABQ 😍. I've also lived a very crazy life. Its crazy how things we go thru make us who we are today. I am definitely going to start from the beginning of your videos to now. I can relate on so many levels! I just want to say god bless you and your Familia! You're a strong woman 🥰😇🙏😘 Love and prayers from Albuquerque, NM
That is why Rudy is the person he is because his parents are loving people. Rudy is godsend and you deserve it.
Dear Alexis, Ituned in to watch your advice on makeup, and stayed to hear about your life i'm older 51 but your life mirrored my own, A parent on drugs, having to be the adult, raise a brother, got out when I could, but was in an abusive relationship, got out again with my son, and now I have a good life and a beautiful son, grandson, family, I am blessed,
I only have one complaint, I tought myself to be so strong, I can't cry, sometimes we all need a good cry, and I can't I cried so much I think I used them alll up, so never feel bad about crying thank God you can cry and let it out, my Aunt all ways said tears are poison let them out of your body and soul, you are blessed as well, you are a beautiful soul, An inspiration and a role model keep going and if know one has told you lately, pat yourself on the back, good job Alexis Good Job! oxox
I just cryed watching this. Sometimes you forget that your not the only one going threw things. I can see the strength that you have. Keep up the good work your going to make it far.
Sometimes you must harden your heart to toxic people and love your children with all you have. You seem to be a very strong young lady. I’m proud of you.
I recently found your UA-cam channel, and I absolutely love how real you are. You are an amazing strong resilient mother, with legit make up skills! I honestly have been binge eating your videos because you are hands down amazing! Love your channel!
Coming back to these videos after watching the nanny series is very heart warming to see you happy now with the love that you craved as a child with babies who love and adore you a husband who loves you endlessly ❤️ you truly deserve every single part of it your honestly an amazing person ! Love you lots Alexis ✨ 2021
I love you so much! You’re such a strong person, and I can relate to you soo much! We are here for you Hermosa 💗✨💕
I just discovered you and OMG! I love your videos! I love how you bust out with the Spanish mid-sentence XD
aww Lexi. I had a bad day last week where as soon as i got off work i cried in the car, on the freeway all the way home and then cried some more. It is not one specific pain, it's a lot of them combined will hit you like a brick randomly on a day where you're feeling emotional and it sucks. I'll pray for you Lex. You're going to be okay. You inspire so many and continue to grow. I am so proud of you seriously. No estes triste we love you!
you are so blessed to have good in-laws. my boyfriends family don't even know me and hate me:( but he is an amazing person, that at this point I don't care anymore:) stay strong! Love you lots!
Msirene14 my in-laws are the same !! We live with them but they NEVER talk to me. I don’t know what I did to them to hate me. It sucks but like you said my man is an amazing person I can careless about the in laws
You are extremely brave to talk openly about your childhood. I teared up when you spoke about what made you become the mother you are; I was abused badly and in foster care, my mom wasn’t a nice person back then, I did the same thing when I had my daughter. I promised that I would give her the mother I never had and give her a happy life and it’s been amazing!! I understand how hard it must be because those memories never leave you 🥺 You’re an inspiration girl. Much love ❤️
5yrs ago but I still wish I could hug you.
My kids and my grand babies are my life and I wish you had that! You are a beautiful soul
Found this in my 'Watch Later" folder. Girl....talking about your first video and all the dislikes and hatin' comments---look at you now girl! You got yourself a fan group and have become so big. Love ya Lots Alexis!!!!
OMG, I just discovered your channel and of course I subscribed. The part where you say not to get comfortable in a relationship- knocked some sense into me.. You are so real and easy to relate to you. :)
I swear Alexis you give the best advice ever, I really take into consideration what you say & stay strong!! Xo sending love from Houston
God knew your heart and he brought good people to you. He knew you needed them, and they're there to show you how things should really be. It happened to me with my husband's family too.
Girl I’m crying with you!! I just love you so much you are very comforting and I pray for you all the time
Awwee gorgeous don't worry about crying! You could've cried through this ENTIRE video and I would've watched the entire thing and cried along with you! I wish we could be best friends just so you could have more than one. You are my best friend in my head. lol You are one of the most amazing people I've ever had the privilege and honor to watch (wanted to say "meet" even though we haven't lol) it feels like I know you and I want to hug you so badly! You are awesome! I'm 24 and I look up to you. Even if u are younger than me. you have taught me so much! No need to apologize to us boo! its the transparency that we appreciate and love. Always praying for you! Always!! Love you and Thank You. Never stop making these vids! They are changing lives! Your cousin would be so proud of who you've become! ❤
Lord I wish I could reach thru the screen and hug you so tight… I’m so sorry you were feeling this way.. luv u mama.. makeup and retail therapy is how I deal… when I can’t
Girl I watched this with you and every word hit home with me like a ton of bricks!! Sat here with tears rolling down my face i feel alone and that emotion is awful i wanna hug you so much xxxxxxxxx
Mint chocolate okay I love you 😄😄❤️❤️❤️ that’s my fav
Girl I just found you and I’ve been binging all of these old videos. I wish I could hug you!! I always feel for people who have gone through so much and have learned to be so tough but deep down there’s so much hurt. I pray for healing to you and your family ❤️
Thank you for answering all my questions I love you!! I'm always checking when you upload a new video your so sweet real and positive I was crying with you sorry to hear bout your day so happy to see you feeling better in the video
AGAIN Love your videos. OMG! I love this series I look every Friday just for a new video.
Dont ever apologize for crying... Crying and sharing your feelings to us (complete strangers) is totally fine... every now and then the tears help!! You are Human hun, its normal and healthy... We love you ♡♡ keep your head up doll
Girl u made me cry when I see u crying, stay blessed your beautiful love you 😘😘😘😘❤️❤️❤️❤️
When you asked if anyone has been so broken or hurt and struggling and you don’t want to tell anyone that is me or it was me less than a year ago I had a miscarriage and I held on to that pain and told everyone I was ok until I mentally broke and ended up in the hospital my depression TOOK OVER I was self medicating with alcohol and weed was borderline alcoholic it took a lot of therapy and medication to get me back in my right mind I cried so hard when you started talking about it and started crying because I felt your pain deep inside my soul
You’re sooo real, it’s soooo easy to relate to you, Jay it’s ok to cry, it’s ok to not have the answers to everything, it’s ok to Not be ok. Those things I repeat my self every day, because I feel the same way as you, mentally exhausted, wanting to scream out loud to the world that I’m hurt, but not wanting anyone to know at the same time. It’s all so hard, we have our kids and we don’t want them to see us down, but we are only human, we do what we can. Just keep ur head up.. Congrats 🍾🎉🎈 on your new bundle of joy....
it`s funny how you say you don`t watch UA-cam too much because you`ll spend all day on there , I recently came across your Chanel while searching for a concealer and i`ve been watching your videos ALL day !!!!!! i really admire you and how strong you are . New subscriber , now i`ll get back to watching your videos to catch up . (:
My In laws are the same way!!! God puts people in our path for a reason❤️ and you really put all that in words, the feeling of when people take your previous children as there own blood almost it's an important feeling especially for your kids 😭 when u cry Lex u make me so emotional❤️ don't cry or ever feel alone you hav your fam n us and the lord especially !!!
You are such a strong and beautiful person! Keep your head up and you will get everything you want out of life!
Your old videos start playing probably from catching up on the past few story times one right after the other. But I just wanted to say, It's not Just Rudy thats lucky" you ALL are!(you probably know that now though)
But how you said 'idk if I could be like that if my bro was to get with a girl n she already had 2 kids" ....I think you would! You have a big heart ❤️. My brothers ex, had a 14-18mo when they got together. Shoot yMu family threw my niece a big ol 2nd bday party!! She's been loved ever since! Doesn't even know that we were never not there! They had 3more after that, split up not too long after the 4th was born...than him n his ex-wife from 8/9yrs ago got back together. She had 2 girls from her 2nd marriage, if it all works out Baby Z will never know, that we weren't ever not around!(if tht makes sense!! LOL) I Also took in my nephew a few days ago. He's 4. N just fits right in with all me n my sibs kids!! 🤣🤣 Our life gets crazy but omg ! I'd never have it any other way,even if I could!!! I love these babies sooo fkn much!!!!!
watching your videos makes me feel like I'm gonna be okay . if you can do it, I can do it
We love you, please don't cry. Thank you for sharing your story.
I just love u and ur not nieve ur a great person dude a great person I have days where I want to give up I was a drug addict I haven't seen my babies for three years because of my mistakes because of men and well because of myself. I been sober ten months working and in college fighting to see them and watching u having a shitty day I have that day alone living in a church and my in laws are keeping me going and my husband too he got my daughter got me clean and god and I have had such sad days but thank u for ur videos and being vulnerable thank u alexis.
New subscriber! Found u thru your mac story, and subbed right away. I hope to learn new things from u!
You are seriously so beautiful and hilarious!!!
Got me all curious about Rudee's career lol Keep the long chatty vids coming because we LOVE you!!
awww.. omg I just wanna give her a hug. I usually hate when ppl cry and be like bo ho I'm sad, but not with her. I'm just feeling sympathy with her. she so adorable.. and I honestly felt her pain as she expressed it.
cheer up mija! sending love from Cali. you are awesome, never forget that!
i get super down and out, emotional and sad too. a lot of times it is my disease and then my depression shows on my bad days. i vlog about it stuff too and just stay strong if you ever have more bad days in the future! love the videos!
I love you soooooo much you are such an inspirational womxn and one of the realist youtubers here!
Your 3 favorite Disney princesses are also my favorite ones! I never knew anyone else I would pick those 3! Yay! & once again, you're killing it with the videos! You go glen coco!
Your response to the EX question @19:13 is EVERYTHING! 😂😂😂 That would be my response too! lmao
The moment where you broke down & said “do you ever wish you can yell someone help me but at the same time you don’t want anyone to know” I felt that 💯😔 I love you babygirl! Keep your head up!! I’m watching your entire series!!! I really want to get to know you, & what you’ve been through since I can relate so much!!! 🤍 I’m watching every single video to catch up to your current one! So glad I came across your videos!
Pretty please do a tutorial on this eye look!!!
Aww you remind me so much of myself. I want to give you a big hug. Just started watching your videos a few days back. Your struggle is my struggle. I feel you. You're loved my sistah! ❤️
I love this video, you got a lot of good answers, and good advice.🥰
I'm crying with you , and I feel the same .
oh boo boo! I know this feeling and it sucks. Sending you so much hugs and love! Trying to catch up on your videos cause I feel lost in the current vids lol
I agree being a stay home mama bear is so important I think
You seem like such a strong person, and a really great mom. Your kids are lucky to have you. Your an inspiration for all girls.love you girl, stay beautiful & keep smiling. God bless you and your family. 💜👪👍
Alexis you are such a sweet girl you can just see in all of your videos how big your heart is and how loving you are! It’s ok to cry, I think we all have those moments just let it out it and it will feel so much better to purge those emotions 💗
Awww!! You answered my question. Thank You!!! I hope you Come to LA soon!!
OMG I love your attitude. you are so amazing 😊
I had an AMAZING mother in law too, she passed 3 years ago and I miss her like crazy she stepped in to be my mom for 16 years, she treated me as a daughter I remember the first time she hugged me, I was like okay what do I do? My mother never hugged me nor tell me she loves me and has been the main reason I have sever depression, anxiety, and I can be asleep and I wake up so fast in a full blown panic attack, its crazy how the people you should be able to rely on are the reason that fcks up our minds so bad, we put it away and before you know your in full blown depression and can not live life right, to me its only like I exist like an object in your own home. But I learned 38 years later that its okay to remove the toxicity out of my life and my kids lives before they messed them up too, so I had to let go of my mother, grandparents, sister, and 3 brothers. What is more sad to me and it breaks me down that I have 4 nephews and 1 niece and I do not know them, my sister finally was able to get pregnant and Im not going to be their, I have 2 nephews and 1 niece on my husbands side and the baby learned how to call me Tia because he calls my husband tu tu for some reason and i was in tears because I dont have that from my side of the family, Thank you for sharing because I dont feel so alone.
3:48 I started to cry because I have those days to 😢😢
Yes 😭 I lost my 19 year old daughter I dont really have anyone to talk to and its hard but I hope you know how loved you are ❤ I watch you a lot especially when im down I understand your life because its a lot like mine just remember girl we love you so much and thank you for doing what you do I have learned a lot about makeup frome you to 💜💜💜
I have been there soooo many times. like if u r wiped out and alone and helpless and hopeless. we will all get through it. been through a similar situation with strangers and family. love mucho!!!
Just watching your old videos. It’s unfortunate that some of us have unloving mothers, but you have to make peace with it and live life. It’s hard to tell others because it’s not the norm and no one can understand.
I absolutely love your personality. I think you are THE bomb.com and do not take yourself too seriously, like at 23:32 you could have totally edited that out, instead you laughed it off and showed just how real you are. We need more Alexis' in this world. You are a great person to look up to, even though I am way older I admire your strength and your dedication to your work and family.
Omg yes! I love watching Manny and Patrick!!!
I love your passion alexis💜💜💜💜 I'm totally binging on your videos rn😊
youre blessed boo im a new subbie and ive been stuck on your vids for a few days now and theyre so real like thats all you and we can relate on some things...keep moving forward you are a beautiful person and have a beautiful family!...my inlaws bearly came around and they love me now i love how they are with our kids my own family doesnt even try to give a crap or even ask for my kids and my hunnys fam is all for the kids. its truly amazing
I love how so open you are yet so courageous! I admire you so much ! Your beautiful ,strong , keep your head up ❤️
Awww your are amazing,all your said about be positive,so right, talking about how you feeling will make you feel better, don't be around negative people , their would just want to bring you down. Are you open to new opportunities? Love ya :)
yesss that is a blessing. After what you went and going through as in when you think about your past God put you with these blessings, your husband your in laws and baby brother and believe me, there is soo much more blessings coming your way 😊😘.
doing a bing watch of your channel. oh my girl this shows how real you are just want to give you a hug... if you ever make it out East to Knoxville tn I WILL show up to see you...
How can you do your makeup so good, even that smudge is better than what I can do xxxxx love
Love you I totally understand you life it's not easy but be positive you have a wonderful family they look up to you. And you inspired me that we can do what ever we dream in life. Éxito saludos de Puerto Rico...
Everytime you cry, I get teary eyed too. I understand what you mean when you say that there are times when you just feel alone. I usually just cry it out and pray. For the most part that helps me out.
I love that you have such big dreams! Having your own makeup line would be amazing!! I would be the first one to make a purchase.
Girrrl i love your facial expressions lol you are such an amazing and strong person! & That always have a smile on your face advice you gave is something i needed to hear !! it made me look at myself like damn stop being so angry all the time :)
Love all your videos. You are super funny. You deserve so much goodness. May it follow u all the days of your life.
Love ur eye makeup
Omg I'm soooo glad I found you, you quickly became my fave youtuber for sure!! your such a strong person and absolutely gorggg! I feel like we've been through similar things growing up and I'm pregnant with my first and I hope I can be half the mom you are!! thanks for being you, keep up the awesome work!!!😘💜
And same on child abuse!!!! I actually saw this PUTA elbow her baby boy in the face/eye area once at a gas station in Michigan on my way back to Indiana from Detroit a few months ago.. he was probably around 2yrs old.. I was with my older brother, we both saw it, I immediately jumped out of our suv, ran up to her, said "oh bitch, u like elbowing your baby?!!!" and as I finished the word baby, I punch her and may have broke her nose cause blood was gushing out!!! I get back in my bro's suv we take off, I then called 911 told them what happened, and they sent a cop to try to find her so they could check on the baby and hopefully arrest her, the gas station owner saw it too, and so they sent a cop to get a statement from him as an eye witness, he told me he wouldn't tell them I punched her lol and I called anonymously to 911, and they gave me the local child protective services phone number and I called them anonymous also and made a report with them, and they said if the cops didn't happen to catch up w her (I told 911 her plate # make model & color of her vehicle, that they would do a search based on her plates and go to her house!!! People these days are sick, and we live in a very VERY EVIL WORLD!!!! But whoever reads this, please don't get it twisted!!! I believe in disciplining your children, but there is a huge difference from discipline like spanking on the butt which is legal, and abuse!!!!! HATE SEEING OR EVEN HEARING ABOUT THAT SHIT!!!! I saw on the news on facebook these DIRTBALL/LOWLIFE DEGENERATE JUNKIES THAT PUT HEROIN IN THEIR BABY'S SIPPY CUP AND THEIR OTHER CHILD AGE 5 IN HIS DRINK TO QUOTE"WATCH THEM HAVE FUN" THE BABY DIED AND THE 5 YR OLD WAS IN A COMA AND I NEVER DID FOLLOW UP TO SEE IF HE MADE IT (I PRAY TO JESUS HE DID!!!!) AND THE POLICE WHEN SEARCHING THE HOUSE FOUND A METH LAB AS WELL!!! I HOPE THEY GET KILLED IN PRISON, AND I AM A CHRISTIAN, AND I ASK GOD TO TAKE THAT HATE OUT OF MY HEART,BUT IT INFURIATES ME TO NO END!!!! SORRY ALEXIS IF THIS UPSETS YOU IF YOU READ IT, I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU I FEEL THE EXACT SAME WAY AS YOU DO, I LOVE YOU BONITA
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Hun, I go through this almost every day, I am in physical pain every single day 💔 😪 due to my CRPS disease, but I really try to smile and go on , so my hubby doesn't feel bad. So I pretty much just play in my makeup , part of my therapy is to at least put my makeup on no matter how long it takes on some days, I love makeup and its the one thing this disease hasn't taken the ability from me
You're not alone ! I feel that way all the time and it's so hard to explain it to my husband or other people but just know you are not alone and you have all of us that love you and look up to you ! Hope you been having better days ! Love you girl ! (: xoxo 💋
Girl your awesome 😂😂 Love the story of my life series I always look forward to watching them your such an inspiration to me I was having a s***** day but just watching you made my day because like you said about having those days where your just so sad and you want to shout it out and everything makes you want to cry that's me and believe it I cried in the beginning of the video with you and after just felt so much better thank you for sharing your thoughts your life everything and for showing us what a strong and beautiful person you are love you and hope you and your family have a blessed weekend 💕💕💋💋
Love your videos! You're so genuine!!
You are so strong and amazing! I have plenty of days like those! You are such an inspiration to me! 💜💋
Looking for foundations that match my complexion is how I found you! Awesome thank you for representing!
I love the yellow cut crease
I seriously wait till you upload a video and watch it because I feel like I know you from years ago lol you're super chill ❤️
I love your personality! You're beautiful inside & out.
I love your make-up look. The lipstick looks gorgeous on you. I found your channel and love it.
I'm such a worry wort too. lol. it comes with the anxiety boo. n lastly yu're beautiful in and out 💕💖
I feel the exact way everyday and have to take depression and anxiety pills but that don't even help I still feel so alone I can relate to you in a lot of deffrent ways I been watching you videos for hours and I just love and relate to you about a lot of things
girl I feel u, same here 😣
"Be your #1 fan". Love it!!!!!!
Its always good to let out your sadness whenever you can. If crying is what helps so go for it, cause after that you will feel way much better. I feel that way sometimes and after I let it out my heart feel relieved and your mind is at eased. Never hold anything deep inside cause that could cause you to become ill and thats a no no. Take care. Your video are to good that i never miss one. God Bless you. One more thing. Always put your situations in the hands of God. He always has a solution no matter how difficult it is.
I could so relate when having those days, its best to just let it all out.
Please have a meet and greet in Cali!!! We'll take the pictures before you cry!
And love your positive thinking Stay Strong!!
Hahahaha you make me laugh so much, I've been watching all your videos and I never saw the blogs just makeup related, I'm in love with your blogs. You're such a good mom. I would of never thought you had so many kids, and about the depression and anxiety, I can relate 100%. Stay strong hunny because you and I are both the shit, and everything will be okay, sometimes we forget that. Keep vloggin! Xoxo
@17:31 this is how I found you. I wanted somebody that matched my skin complexion. I'm old enough to be your mom, and I just realized you went to Maribel to do your hair. She's the sweetest & the best. I love getting to know you with your personal videos. 😘
UUUHHHHH GIRL YEESSSSS!!!!! SELENA N STEP BROTHER'S ARE 2 OF FAVORITES TOO!!!!!!!! XOXO TASHA
I have been watching your videos at every minute I could squeeze them in over the past 3 days since finding your channel! I absolutely ADORE you Jayde! I think your such a transparent, loyal, amazing mother and phenomenal soul ❤ I feel so lucky to find your channel.... I know i may sound lame, but I feel like you're my long lost best friend... keep shining bright☆☆
OMG! You made me laugh so hard wit the whole smile and act happy and you will be (regarding the phone calls at work) and the customer will be happy too. Funny because i work in a call center type of place and person called and was upset i was being nice and cheerful and was told by this caller, "dont you be chipper with me!!! :You're not allowed to b happy!!!" the FUNNIEST call of my career! LMAO! we still joke about here at work!
Omg I love ur videos. I can totally relate to u because I suffer from depression and anxiety. When I saw u crying I was literally in ur shoes because I feel what ur going thru
Oh I love you Lexi. Honestly I feel you on so many levels. We #team Lexi!!!!!
You r so beautiful. I love your personality. You're one of the sweetest ppl I know. You're strong. I love how you show your emotions whethter its good or bad. I know we don't know one another personally but you make me feel like we do. I admire you sooooooooooo much. I want you to know that I really appreciate your channel and how you are just free in expressing yourself. You're going to be soooo blessed. I pray that God continues to give you the strenght you have. Ps. and you have a beautiful family.
Hey girl, I been watching your videos and your very inspiring! I first found your videos when you did meet in greets in Albuquerque, NM. I am from the ABQ 😍. I've also lived a very crazy life. Its crazy how things we go thru make us who we are today. I am definitely going to start from the beginning of your videos to now. I can relate on so many levels! I just want to say god bless you and your Familia! You're a strong woman 🥰😇🙏😘 Love and prayers from Albuquerque, NM
You make a lot of great points about marriage in this video!!