MILGRAM - Mikoto's First Voice Drama (John Doe)

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  • @satansenpai383
    @satansenpai383 2 роки тому +2199

    conceptually, it's pretty funny that Es has to sit through Mikoto's song right after this, like watching this dude sing about how he's totally innocent right after he just actually got his shit kicked by this very guy

  • @aitaialiens
    @aitaialiens 3 місяці тому +111

    they could never make me hate you john milgram

  • @just.agirlllll
    @just.agirlllll Рік тому +704

    mikoto picture looks so innocent and mikoto voice is just screaming

  • @90selderichhorrors
    @90selderichhorrors Рік тому +353

    ok but genuinely what mikoto's alter is saying to es when rocking their shit feels like he's regurgitating something an abuser(s) said to him repeatedly as a child. especially since it was after es "talked back" to him. and considering did *requires* repeated childhood trauma from a young age, its just tragic

  • @qwe-hi5eb
    @qwe-hi5eb Рік тому +448

    MIKOTO's beating of ES and swearing at him an unimportant brat may be something MIKOTO experienced from his father as a child. Before his mother divorced his father.

    • @rainebow_kitty6142
      @rainebow_kitty6142 Рік тому +31

      One of the realest theories I have ever seen

    • @alexxxxxxis
      @alexxxxxxis Рік тому +39

      in the recent interro questions it was mentioned his parents divorced because his father "prioritized work over family", so it's definitely somewhat plausible

    • @draganis5114
      @draganis5114 7 місяців тому +23

      Damn that’s exactly what I was thinking, really feels like John took more of Mikoto’s dad’s personality as way to protect Mikoto without fully knowing it how he developed that personality.

    • @bebe_choco
      @bebe_choco 6 місяців тому +4

      WOAHAHSUSJSJSJS OHMYGOD????

    • @vaccinateyourkids9975
      @vaccinateyourkids9975 16 днів тому +4

      Also interesting that mikoto mentions Kazui and Shidou as people who "seem like they could do some bad things." It could be that he associates men who are significantly older than him with danger due to parental abuse.

  • @stripeussy5690
    @stripeussy5690 2 роки тому +343

    mikoto my favorite questionable system rep

  • @JustSomeEss
    @JustSomeEss Рік тому +115

    I just like animating this in my head, and imagining their movements, also how big are their cells, mikoto ran for like 7 seconds at kotoko so that cage had to be atleast 20 feet long

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому +9

      OH MY GOD SAME WHAT THE FUCKKK NAH NAH😭😭

  • @genericyoutubecommentchann7418
    @genericyoutubecommentchann7418 2 роки тому +659

    My guess is that his other identity was able to attack Es because only his primary identity is considered a prisoner. As such, his primary identity is likely the one that needs to be considered when determining votes.

    • @Ouryuu-Zenokun
      @Ouryuu-Zenokun Рік тому +55

      it also means that if the main personality was put in as a prisoner and the fucked up psycho one isnt even considered a prisoner, the main personality also probably killed someone

    • @genericyoutubecommentchann7418
      @genericyoutubecommentchann7418 Рік тому +71

      @@Ouryuu-Zenokun That was what I was thinking too. My guess so far is that Mikoto had some long-term traumatic experience that culminated in him killing someone (either out of self-defense or some other reason), so he developed his alter as a result of that. His alter always talks about “saving him” and they appear when Mikoto is in distress, so my guess as of now is that Mikoto’s alternate identity sees themself as a savior who must protect Mikoto from ever having to go through such an experience again.
      (I’m not that knowledgeable of DID, so I don’t know if the terminology or descriptions I gave are accurate. I apologize if they are not.)

    • @sugariehailey3339
      @sugariehailey3339 Рік тому +6

      @@Ouryuu-Zenokunyea but Milgram can’t control which side of him is out so they just put the whole person in there

    • @foderis8777
      @foderis8777 Рік тому +14

      ​@@genericyoutubecommentchann7418I think Mikoto, the innocent one, is an alter. Makes more sense to develop an alter personality that thinks he's innocent to deal with grief

    • @horizonpenblade1288
      @horizonpenblade1288 Рік тому +3

      Yeah I think (hope?) it's a situation kinda similar to Shallan from the Stormlight archive. Mikoto did something that led to someone's death (maybe he killed them on purpose but given milgram's criteria i think there's every chance it was self-defense and/or manslaughter), he's repressing the memories, and the alter maybe was already there but wasn't involved or maybe didn't develop until after. It's a great indicator that he dissociates and is repressing what happened but i think the alter being "violent" is a very well-done red herring

  • @wanderingghost9098
    @wanderingghost9098 2 роки тому +1088

    Therapist: Mikoto singing Backdraft doesn't exist in real, so he can't harm you.
    Mikoto singing Backdraft: 10:01

    • @nyctphrog
      @nyctphrog 2 роки тому +90

      Genius 😭

    • @user-um9ph6fo4m
      @user-um9ph6fo4m Рік тому +47

      Why did it took me days to get it 😭😭😭😭

    • @Harpae69
      @Harpae69 Рік тому +18

      @@user-um9ph6fo4m dw, I took three times to understand It🥲

    • @ilikescatsalot
      @ilikescatsalot Рік тому +23

      i'm swapping therapists.

    • @inesld5528
      @inesld5528 Рік тому +8

      😂😂😂😂 I understood the reference

  • @OrderOTCB
    @OrderOTCB Рік тому +1088

    Mikoto is my favorite of Milgram. I know he gets a horrible rep for the idea that it's a trope of murderous alter, or that he's just faking it, but tbh I think that's a big disservice to his character.
    An alter hit Es, a short-tempered one, yes, but not a murderous one. And likely just a very protective one, considering DID forms as a protective mechanism. All the alter is doing is protecting itself and the system.
    Mikoto likely has several issues, stemming from being overworked and whatever childhood accidents (usually repeated physical, verbal, or sexual abuse) led to the DID. This led to at least one murder (and tbh it probably stayed one?), which the protective alter cleaned up and hid the evidence. So, an accomplice, but clearly not the judged prisoner.
    I think he's interesting, and I'm disappointed that so many instantly go "oh he's just a dude with a murderous alter" when that's really not the case. All the alter wants to do is protect Mikoto, keep them safe from stress, which means fronting when the murder comes up and trying to stop Es from pushing Mikoto too far.
    There is the theory that Milgram just... didn't account for a system and that maybe the alter DID murder, but tbh I don't think that's the case? Seems clear enough that Mikoto is being targeted, just the punishments don't always work because the alter fronts and the alter is immune.
    Mikoto is the prisoner, he's the murderer. The alter's just doing all he can do to keep them safe and functional, and they have very little reason to treat Es kindly when Es keeps stressing out Mikoto and nearly making the man cry.
    I truly hope the next mv for him will get people to realize that's this isn't a jekyll and hyde thing, and not instantly give up or dislike Mikoto simply because of the DID. I know it's been a very demonized thing, and it is understandable, but we should be able to consume media that depicts DID on a person who has OTHER problems. DID isn't being shown as a terrible thing, here, imo. It's being shown as the defense mechanism it is. Defense comes in many forms.

    • @honamimochizuki
      @honamimochizuki Рік тому +45

      THANK YOU

    • @twinklekuuchuusen
      @twinklekuuchuusen Рік тому +97

      TBIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE TO ME like if the alter was the murderous one then i think he would be under the effects of milgram and not mikoto.. mikoto committing a murder but not remembering it becase the alter is covering it up to protect him from that stress makes so much more sense

    • @vesrimm
      @vesrimm Рік тому +35

      Me getting into Milgram content Today and I just need to say you are the coolest person in this comment section. Thank you. god.

    • @kyle996
      @kyle996 Рік тому +17

      As much as I want to agree with you - the protector clearly showed a sadistic side and went farther then needed to protect the body (and the growling at the start were unnecessary) - they might win me over, as it was shown in the mv that the alter is not just an evil person but it doesn't seem to be good rep of did

    • @OrderOTCB
      @OrderOTCB Рік тому +58

      @@kyle996 I wouldn't really call him sadistic. As far as the alter knows and sees, Es is... just kinda looking down on Mikoto and has kidnapped/trapped him in this place. And Mikoto is helpless.
      It's a matter of viewpoint, as we don't know for sure, but I saw it more as just... what any friend would do to protect another friend. The alter has no reason to care about Es, or protect them or help them. It wasn't out of sadistic glee (though maybe they did feel joy out of realizing they could harm what they likely saw as a threat to Mikoto).
      Just because they displayed these traits toward Es doesn't mean they generally feel those towards everyone. Es, child or not, is in control and that control is hurting Mikoto. I don't particularly blame the alter for feeling happy to learn they could do something about the situation.
      And I'm no expert on DID rep, and yeah in a world were we don't have a ton of decent rep, this might not be the best foot forward. But generally my thought is that just having a character with DID, whose alters have flaws, isn't bad rep. Just risky if people don't look closer.

  • @nikkiloveseverything1735
    @nikkiloveseverything1735 Рік тому +373

    I saw some people say that they hate the DID evil alter stereotype(which is completely fair) but mainly because it makes his story less complicated like the others, but I see his alter as a protector.
    What if his alter killed those people as a way to protect Mikoto? Like they wronged him in some way so he takes action against them? Heck, what if the alter uses anger as a way to seem “scarier” so it’s easier to protect Mikoto? I mean…it’s still decently simple but it’s at least different than just him killing for no reason other than to be evil. He does seem to be Mikoto’s protector for whenever he gets anxious.

    • @nikomii9078
      @nikomii9078 Рік тому +57

      yessss. the way i see it is that his alter is just trying to protect mikoto and he doesn’t care what he has to do as long as mikoto is safe. and i feel like him being the “angry evil killer” is just watering down the fact that he’s just as stressed and anxious as mikoto is but is protecting mikoto which puts MORE stress on him and his anger is his only way of releasing this stress while also trying to push people away

    • @LanieMae
      @LanieMae Рік тому +10

      And since we’ve only seen his first song I highly doubt that’s it’s as simple as that

    • @foderis8777
      @foderis8777 Рік тому +5

      Oooor the evil Mikoto is the primary, original personality, and he created innocent Mikoto to deal with grief!!

    • @patzbb
      @patzbb Рік тому +5

      his trial 2 song trailer actually makes a lot of sense when matched with this theory😮 "i saved you right?"

    • @LanieMae
      @LanieMae Рік тому +7

      Now coming back from it you’re almost right. John (the alter) definitely seems to be faking being evil and violent to paint himself as a bad guy and Mikoto the poor victim who has to deal with the consequences. And even more interestingly enough Double and Neoplasm heavily imply John wasn’t even the killer and taking the blame for Mikoto’s actions.

  • @chuuwuyal2272
    @chuuwuyal2272 2 роки тому +1290

    That means Mikoto was ACTUALLY telling us the truth☹️ He doesn't know anything because it wasn't him who did it, it was his alter. That's why Es was able to get hit. It was his alter!!!

    • @chuuwuyal2272
      @chuuwuyal2272 2 роки тому +186

      If people say he was good at lying that doesn't make sense since even if he is, if he was really faking the alter, he wouldn't be able to hit Es !!!! But he could!!!

    • @melonsodacan
      @melonsodacan 2 роки тому +174

      No, the person who committed the crime is the one unable to harm Es - because of Mikoto's song people initially speculated it was the alter that did it, but given the rules Milgram has in place, it's not possible for that to be true. As far as I'm aware anyway...
      But it is curious, you know?
      "I (ore [alter]) will protect me (boku [Mikoto])."
      I should add- I'm not saying the alter didn't do anything though... but the one being "judged" is definitely Mikoto. /nm

    • @kathleen4822
      @kathleen4822 2 роки тому +19

      @@melonsodacan Whoa! I didn't even consider that.. that might be true!!!

    • @plipplop1769
      @plipplop1769 2 роки тому +27

      I just didn’t think Milgram would pull something this generic lmao. We seriously don’t need another murderer who has multiple personalities character, after that just dropped I don’t care much for his character anymore tbh. Yes two-faced characters are common as well, but at least that’s more representative of reality.

    • @Ikesfavpen
      @Ikesfavpen 2 роки тому +80

      @@plipplop1769 "did" is a real thing but im also tired of the demonising those kinds of mental illnesss they're overdone (for example saeran from mysmes even though i love him.)

  • @imhere3965
    @imhere3965 2 роки тому +227

    Warden got beat the fuck up.

  • @dariastana3907
    @dariastana3907 2 роки тому +522

    man the fact he and hiyori (from enstars) share the same va rlly made him one of my favourites

  • @pazuz.u_soccer0419
    @pazuz.u_soccer0419 7 місяців тому +68

    8:07 mikoto singing bug is real

  • @Ha1o.aaaaaaaaaaaa
    @Ha1o.aaaaaaaaaaaa 8 місяців тому +38

    Es better be getting payed GOOD for this

  • @tice7217
    @tice7217 Рік тому +85

    Kotoko, save 1 live and then almost take 2 lives as the payment. She's business woman, doing business

  • @thekansaicat
    @thekansaicat 2 роки тому +441

    I hate to point it out but there actually seems to be a slight mistranslation,,,
    For “Remember your murder” - in Japanese, Es says 「覚えてろよ...人殺しが‼︎」which actually translates to “I’ll remember that.. you murderer!!”
    Not something that significant, but Es wasn’t actually asking Mikoto to remember his crime - he was basically pissed at him and letting him know, hence Mikoto’s reaction… ahem. Press F for Es-

    • @a147
      @a147 Рік тому +36

      It's てろ/ていろ as an imperative though, not てる/ている, so the video's translation is right. Like it's more literally "REMEMBER, you goddamn murderer," sure, but their translation is a smooth English rendition of that.

    • @AzvidPlayz
      @AzvidPlayz 11 місяців тому +1

      F

  • @roxs6557
    @roxs6557 Рік тому +52

    When you realize later he technically wasn't lying, he didn't know what happened because haha jackalope confirms to us later that he really does have a dissociative personality disorder of some sort

  • @gebbygebbers
    @gebbygebbers Рік тому +190

    Let me tell you the power of bonds between alters... 😅
    Memories CAN be shared especially if you've all had prolonged stress for a certain period of time, and, to be real, you probably have lots of triggers like sounds, textures and smells in a dingy apartment. All that it comes down to, is how strong the effect of dissociation is for them to continually block this person's memory out. In other words, it's how much Mikoto believes the presence of someone else within him who's capable of doing such actions. The key to this disorder is how you see oneself.
    That also makes me question how well Milgram's defense reacts to a prisoner's sense of self. If Mikoto isn't Mikoto in his own terms, the shield won't work for Es because that ego isn't Mikoto. Is it like a shield of ego against ego? So the ego needs to be a whole. But since Mikoto's ego is shattered, other pieces can break the barrier.
    As to how this could be. Perhaps he's had it for so long, that it's to the point where "Mikoto" is just a concept that these alters have to live their lives as. There are instances where the host or core no longer identifies with the original name, or at least tries to pick up what was left behind after dissociating for so long. Sums the lyrics 'I'm nowhere to be found', 'I'm already the fake one', which could indicate how severe it is.
    Now about the role of the alters. This weak ass Mikoto in the front, he's a normal part (ANP). His job is to execute normal daily life tasks, and may legitimately know nothing when the event happened, but covers up for the others. Clearly he's NOT oblivious of the other guy's presence, but this alter may not be involved. He knows that the other guy did it. In the Under Cover PV you can see Mikoto's alter stroking his own face, which signifies another alter being a semi-caretaker to avoid the fronter from going insane. And then the violent guy is probably the emotional part (EP) who may also be taking a guardian role, a direct result of an unhealthy work/life environment that can't be expressed by ANP. Hence the line 'I'll save myself'.

    • @gebbygebbers
      @gebbygebbers Рік тому +15

      damn what a mikoto fanboy 🗿 (im not tripping. im roasting the guy who wrote this in my acc)

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому

      Preach king/queen, preach!

  • @Childrenoftheclty
    @Childrenoftheclty Рік тому +106

    0:11 i like to think he fell over like a cartoon character

    • @KnowledgeableTomato
      @KnowledgeableTomato Рік тому +13

      he definitely would

    • @Childrenoftheclty
      @Childrenoftheclty Рік тому +21

      @@KnowledgeableTomato *loud, cartoonish crashing sounds*
      *slippery sfx*
      *Crash sfx*

    • @nenesprideflag
      @nenesprideflag 6 місяців тому +4

      *stars spinning around his head when he wakes up and that one cat yowling sfx*

  • @hermitena
    @hermitena 9 місяців тому +52

    5:39 UMBRELLA THIEF😭😭

  • @ApricotStone
    @ApricotStone 2 роки тому +159

    Omg I did not expect Kotoko to come in like that!! Aimi’s voice is so 😍

  • @IzzyD.Anarchy
    @IzzyD.Anarchy 2 роки тому +84

    The reality show bit...breaking the 4th wall are we???

  • @LanieMae
    @LanieMae Рік тому +66

    This voice drama really hurts after Neoplasm. Having Mikoto’s alter be named John, after “John Doe”, the title of this VD. And knowing that the aggressive and violent way he easy acting when he fronted was a facade to protect Mikoto…

  • @lapozyte
    @lapozyte Рік тому +85

    thinking about how he's so innocent omg go babygirl slay

  • @polybiusou
    @polybiusou 2 роки тому +331

    i don't think that mikoto's alter being able to hit es means that mikoto is the one who murdered someone...
    between this, and also what jackalope said in the second trial notice, it seems like milgram is inexperienced with systems, and just defaulted to restraining mikoto since he's the host/"primary identity". this is also probably why his alter was able to fight back against kotoko, despite the guilty verdict restraining prisoners more.
    it's also interesting because mikoto says that maybe milgram mistook him for someone else. ironically, they probably mistook him for... himself.

  • @flameshade7601
    @flameshade7601 2 роки тому +462

    Mikoto: I am just a pleasant soft boi how could I ever kill someone uwu
    5 minutes later
    Mikoto: *inhumane screeching noises* RAAAAAH UAAAAARGH GRRRRRRRRR
    ah yes, nothing suspicious here!

    • @congyou_0_0
      @congyou_0_0 2 роки тому +1

      I hope you explode btw

    • @meeownyaa
      @meeownyaa Рік тому

      you made me want to kill myself byw

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому +5

      Because bro has D. I. D cmon now

    • @suriiixi
      @suriiixi 9 днів тому +1

      this comment has the ability to take away all 9 lives from a cat at once

  • @shin9562
    @shin9562 2 роки тому +196

    OMG TYSM!!!!!! I wonder what the reactions will be on this one! I personally think it's the best voice drama out of all cause of the uniqueness

    • @dinonarafart
      @dinonarafart 2 роки тому +8

      this has been out for a whole year i think everyone got their reactions out there alreafdy

    • @shin9562
      @shin9562 2 роки тому +14

      @@dinonarafart I mean...there are some people who haven't seen it and don't know about the voice drama and those who haven't used Spotify and got a translation up and saw it and people who only use youtube for milgram true on people who did know though heheh

    • @dinonarafart
      @dinonarafart 2 роки тому +3

      @@shin9562 true i guess :3

  • @visadamieguista
    @visadamieguista 2 роки тому +189

    If his alter can hit Es that means that he's not considered a prisoner, therefore Mikoto himself is innocent

    • @xoxolovez
      @xoxolovez Рік тому +18

      8 months later, but what I think it means is that Mikoto's ALTER, A.K.A John is not a prisoner. If John is not a prisoner, yes, if Mikoto's true self was John, he'd be innocent. However the one being held in captivity and as a prisoner is MIKOTO. Thus, Mikoto had to have commited some type of murder AS HIMSELF to get here. Also, it's forgiven or not forgiven, not guilty or innocent. I mix them up a lot too, but all of them are guilty, we're just forgiving or not. :D

  • @mikotokayano
    @mikotokayano 2 роки тому +185

    i still think there r three alters. mikotrio if u will. the RGB is in mv + the bathtub scene where he has 3 ahoges + trial 1 sprite has 3 restraints, trial 2 has 2 restraints (possibly one of them went dormsnt during the time es was asleep?) also he is phoenix wright btw

    • @dearkoma_
      @dearkoma_ Рік тому +15

      theres a tiktoker that theorized that host mikoto mightve been the one that went dormant

    • @nekoyin8040
      @nekoyin8040 Рік тому +11

      but then whats the difference between the three? bc from this vd alone it seems theres only "miko who thinks hes completely innocent and doesnt remember committing the crime" and "miko whos totally guilty and very violent"
      someone proposed that violent mikoto is trying to protect "normal" mikoto since u can see his behavior begin to change once he gets rlly stressed out from es' questioning

    • @gebbygebbers
      @gebbygebbers Рік тому +8

      Mikotrio 😂

    • @CharlotteTriesExisting
      @CharlotteTriesExisting Місяць тому

      I gotta agree with this. DID is formed in childhood, meaning that Mikoto had to have been a system for years before splitting and forming John. So before that there had to be at least two alters

  • @xxsometeawouldbenicexx5197
    @xxsometeawouldbenicexx5197 Рік тому +46

    THIS WAS SO GOOD AND DRAMATIC AND MYSTERIOUS AGHH why don’t I actually listen to these interrogations sooner 😭

  • @TheBeastBandit
    @TheBeastBandit Рік тому +23

    He ROCKED Es’ shit 😂😂😂 So much that it triggered a Kotoko summons.

  • @josstudio9947
    @josstudio9947 8 місяців тому +15

    hiiiii. i appear to be a bit late to the milgram fandom.
    no big theories or anything. i just wanted to say i really liked this interro! Kotoko coming in out of nowhere shocked me. this one's nothing like the other interrogations.
    and i really am interested in the idea of Mikoto's alter being able to attack Es as the alter is technically not a registered prisoner. I wonder if it was just an act of carelessness on Milgram's part?

  • @Reejected
    @Reejected Рік тому +48

    I actually though that Mikoto was changing into a werewolf when he started growling 😭

  • @addymant
    @addymant Рік тому +72

    It seems to me that Milgram _did_ make a mistake. They've arrested Mikoto instead of his alter and failed to properly provide protection for Es.

    • @deviuin
      @deviuin Рік тому +13

      Right? The mere fact that Mikoto's alter was able to attack Es is contradictory to Es's statement of "Milgram is always right." It's really not.

  • @IzzyD.Anarchy
    @IzzyD.Anarchy Рік тому +61

    Now that I think about it... there are two reasons why milgram went with calling Mikoto's audio file "John Doe".
    The first reason would be because we have very little idea of what Mikoto's alter was like at the time. We knew that he was causing a ruckus in his cell at nighttime, he attacked Es here, and is just angry/irritated. However, theres more to that now considering Mikoto's alter is more like a fight response if Mikoto is in an extremely tense situation (See Trial 2 Commencement Video.)
    The second reason could revolve around his victim. While Mikoto most likely knew he might have done something bad, he can't really tell you the specifics of what it was that he did. In Undercover, he bashed someone upside the head with a bat, but in MeMe, Mikoto not only thinks that was what happened, but he spilt his victims brains, chopped up and disposed of the body... which could most likely be exaggerated. Going back on topic, Mikoto can't even tell you what his victim looks like, which could be the second reason this audio file is called "John Doe".

  • @tyreesjameswilliams35
    @tyreesjameswilliams35 2 роки тому +53

    There's a reason why those two are my favorites. Also she's quite analytical. Vigilante detective for sure she is and thoroughly experience at.

  • @SunR3aper
    @SunR3aper Рік тому +91

    Im aware this trial has long since been done. But let me put my input on this as a system host.
    Yeah, the whole "murderous alter" is cliche, overused, and quite frankly kinda ablist in the way many use it.
    However, honestly? I've always found it interesting.
    The alter we encounter here is clearly very short tempered, and I can definitely see them taking on a protector role (I see this because we have a protector alter that lashes out in a similar way to Mikoto's alter). Their job is to protect the system, and some people see violence as a way to protect themself. This alter losing their temper is no different from a singlet doing the same thing.
    The way I interpret this, just from the voice drama and having not seeing the MV as of yet; Mikoto is either unaware that he is a system yet, or has decided to keep that information to himself. An alter may have committed the crime, possibly out of some sort of self-defense or a simple lashing out that went too far, but since Mikoto is the name the body was given, that is the name tied to the conviction. Mikoto was unaware of the conviction to begin with, since he wouldn't have been the one fronting. The implication I'm getting is that Mikoto and his system have extremely high amnesia barriers; It would make sense for Mikoto himself not to remember. The amount of stress he was under in the interrogation (keeping in mind; anything can trigger a switch) is definitely grounds to trigger a switch, and a rapid switch like what I think is depicted wouldn't be unusual if the system thinks they are in immediate danger.
    I can't recall if he was voted guilty or innocent in this trial, but voting a case like this is difficult. Assuming an alter committed the crime and not Mikoto; well, you can't punish one alter without punishing the entire system. Its a difficult judgement to pass regardless of how the trials play out now and in the future.

    • @LanieMae
      @LanieMae Рік тому +20

      Exactly! I feel like they’re quite similar to fuuta in a way of having a short temper and attacking es, is just that fuuta wasn’t able to. If the only thing we knew about fuuta is that he tried to attack es and especially if he got away with it everyone would say he’s evil. I don’t know why people keep forgetting that context is extremely important and claiming a character to be evil because of like one incident

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому

      tbh i feel like everyone is overthinking mikotos case.
      Like, his MV is so fucking blunt that he had nothing to do with the murder, and that oretoko was the one doing all the killing in part 2. And he was just scared. And everyone in milgram is just soo used to theories that they overthink mikoto's case. But we've wlready done that before. We tend to overthink too much on sht we shouldnt even overthink about because the answer is right infront of our faces.For instance, Mahiru. Mahiru's case was simple, she was inlove. Thats all the song talked abt, she didnt explain what the murder was, because there WAS no murder, and she didnt kill. The boyfriend killed himself, hence,not her fault. But because the fanbase overthinks too much, they thought she was some psychopathic yandere and decided to vote her guilty, and now look at what happened.
      I get that all theories of mikotp makes sense, but also dont forget that, "what if we were all overthinking this from the start? And that the plot was just as easy as it already shows on the screen?"

    • @areinageishi_
      @areinageishi_ 10 місяців тому +6

      As a questioning system, I honestly think his representation is nowhere near as bad as people are claiming - yes, the alter has committed murder, but he's not evil in the way other stereotypes are. He seems to be there to protect the system, which is something most stereotypes wouldn't even think of, and considering this is a series about murderers.. this is probably the best way to add a system character, honestly? Because he's not a bad person in the way others are?

  • @Stephungus
    @Stephungus Рік тому +14

    This hurts watching again seeing how Es was being so rude and thinking that Mikoto was pretending 😭

  • @voidopall548
    @voidopall548 2 роки тому +589

    WHOO! Es finally getting some payback for all the other physical abuse! But damn that voice acting is so good! I don’t really like the use of Dissociative Identity Disorder being used for things like murder because that’s a very negative stereotype but it’s part of the story so just gotta roll with it… Anyways! I’m voting him innocent :]

    • @wrioculus
      @wrioculus 2 роки тому +165

      same, so part of me hopes that the theory of mikoto being the serial killer and his alter being innocent is true to sort of be less stereotypical.

    • @whatsabrandaccountname3635
      @whatsabrandaccountname3635 2 роки тому +67

      @@wrioculus It'd make more sense too (developing an innocent alter out of guilt)

    • @ApricotStone
      @ApricotStone 2 роки тому +89

      I actually don’t think he has DID, I think he’s just good at lying. In the comments of his music video, someone does a deep dive into all the tarot imagery and it seems clear to me that he is fully aware of everything he has done. Maybe stress just makes him snap or something
      Hmm after listening to this, I do see evidence of that. Kotoko even says so. But idk

    • @voidopall548
      @voidopall548 2 роки тому +28

      @@ApricotStone I actually did read that comment and I can see where both sides come from. I would be happy if it actually wasn’t DID but we don’t know for sure yet. But then again that goes for all characters…

    • @voidopall548
      @voidopall548 2 роки тому +7

      @@ApricotStone I actually did read that comment and I can see where both sides come from. I would be happy if it actually wasn’t DID but we don’t know for sure yet. But then again that goes for all characters…

  • @shaladsauce
    @shaladsauce 2 роки тому +51

    AC YOUR ART LOOKS SO GOOD IN THE THUMBNAIL

  • @crimezone3865
    @crimezone3865 Місяць тому +3

    it's pretty interesting how milgram actually considers his alters to be two separate people and only one of them ended up being a prisoner while the other one didn't and was able to attack es, in that way mikoto is actually right in the way that milgram chose the wrong person as prisoner (mikoto instead of his alter)

  • @xia.naa_9177
    @xia.naa_9177 2 місяці тому +7

    the VA had rent to pay

  • @gabkun5797
    @gabkun5797 2 роки тому +152

    Haise Sasaki trying to suppress his Ken Kaneki's personality
    Kidding, I noticed they have the same VAs because Mikoto has a split personality and I saw some similarity to Ken Kaneki of Tokyo Ghoul (S3) xD

    • @IzzyD.Anarchy
      @IzzyD.Anarchy 2 роки тому +10

      He really does look like kaneki now doesn't he?

    • @gabkun5797
      @gabkun5797 2 роки тому +13

      @@IzzyD.Anarchy Yeh, tbh when I watched & heard his 1st trial song I was like "this guy has the same hair color of Ken Kaneki and his voice kinda give the vibes of him too" then after watching his voice drama thinking if the split personality is possible to Mikoto, it reminded me of Ken Kaneki again. That's when I tried to discover Mikoto's VA and they did have the same VA. Gotta say Natsuki Hanae nailed this one, didn't expect him to be singing in Milgram and having a nice voice xD

    • @dearkoma_
      @dearkoma_ Рік тому +3

      please refrain from using the term "split personality" as its a harmful and outdated term for Dissociative Identity Disorder!!

    • @luffism
      @luffism Рік тому +1

      Hanae Natsuki is an insanely popular seiyuu. He's voiced so many characters; Tanjiro (Demon Slayer), Beam (Chainsaw Man), Vanitas (The Case Study of Vanitas), 9S (Nier: Automata) and Kousei Arima (Your Lie In April)

  • @strawby
    @strawby 8 місяців тому +17

    You can hear him scratch his head at around 8:26 🤔

  • @aninterestinusername
    @aninterestinusername Рік тому +28

    Kind of weird that Kotoko was able to absolutely hand Mikoto's ass to him in this, yet their fight between trials was a draw

    • @luffism
      @luffism Рік тому +10

      According to popular theories, the alter Kotoko attacked during this interrogation and then post first trial are not the same. Mikoto is the host and there are two other alters. Of course, it's not confirmed exactly how many alters exist yet.

    • @veronikatr3980
      @veronikatr3980 Рік тому +4

      Maybe she first hit she unexpectedly landed was heavy enough to not let Orekoto fight with his 100% (if that hit was to the head, maybe he have been a bit disoriented)
      And then the next fight began on equal terms

  • @MemorySaga
    @MemorySaga Рік тому +16

    ive rewatched this so many times

  • @11th-lemon
    @11th-lemon 2 роки тому +24

    What a twist! Thanks for translating it!

  • @Perupikoru
    @Perupikoru Рік тому +125

    Hes guilty but innocent at the same time 😭 Hes my fav fr BUT THAT VOICE ACTING HOLY SHEESH
    Psycho tanjiro vibe 😭

  • @yvkjs444
    @yvkjs444 Рік тому +30

    HES SOO SILLY HELP ME

  • @koikun
    @koikun Рік тому +3

    I loved this so much.. it adds a lot to the song.. of course, and it is good to see it in the other language 💙

  • @k4qyy
    @k4qyy Рік тому +4

    This goes hard thank you for translating

  • @th3.r1s1ng.sunnnnn
    @th3.r1s1ng.sunnnnn 10 місяців тому +4

    DID REPRESENTATION LET’S GOOOO

  • @bluerain9468
    @bluerain9468 Рік тому +21

    Im confused that Es' invisible wall was not activated when Mikoto attacked them. Unlike Futa who couldnt even lay a punch on them and Kazui's grip slowly derogated while arm-locking them. It was even mentioned by Jackalope that criminals will never hurt them, but Mikoto (alter) did. 13:25 even Kotoko was confused as well. (Also not to mention how Kotoko knows that Es has an invisible barrier even though she still wasnt interrogated yet nor anyone told her anything abt it)

    • @mariathekat890
      @mariathekat890 11 місяців тому +2

      Late to comment on this but Kotoko wasn't the only one who knows about it. Fuuta told everyone what happened. Kazui even testing it out at the start.

    • @bluerain9468
      @bluerain9468 11 місяців тому +1

      @@mariathekat890 yea ik abt kazui thats the reason why he arm locked them during his first cd drama

  • @Colorfulsaiii
    @Colorfulsaiii Рік тому +23

    Honestly i support Mikoto kicking Es ass

  • @Mika_Kuma.
    @Mika_Kuma. Рік тому +7

    From the first time I saw him and his trial music video, I figured he had an alter, one that's in charge of the murder or so. I can't help but to feel bad

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому +1

      Yeah, hes innocent and guilty at the same time. such a unique character.

  • @user-rizzyshirokayano-009
    @user-rizzyshirokayano-009 Рік тому +20

    10:30 im aroace but DAMNNNNN

  • @Rimarina
    @Rimarina 2 роки тому +27

    I’m sorry but the *WOAH* at the start is too good

  • @rinrinko
    @rinrinko Рік тому +17

    WHY IS THE SCREAM SO FUNNY IM FLYING TO VENUS HELP 😭😭

  • @marcyellelima
    @marcyellelima Рік тому +14

    A voz do Mikoto é a do Vanitas!!!
    Eu sabia que já tinha ouvido em algum lugar...

  • @Millie._.-
    @Millie._.- 4 місяці тому +2

    Why did it feels so good hearing Es gets beaten up (Es's voice is so-) 🫣

  • @anonmenhera2720
    @anonmenhera2720 10 місяців тому +8

    As a system, or as someone with D.I.D
    Most people in the comments here who dont have it dont know what theyre talking about.
    Automatically assuming that this isnt an accirate depiction of D.I.D when them themselves dont have it is quite pathetic really.

  • @bebe_choco
    @bebe_choco Рік тому +7

    KOTOKO APPEARANCE!?!?!?!?!?!!??

  • @yuyiiscool2350
    @yuyiiscool2350 Рік тому +7

    WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MIKOTO DO THAT TO ME TOO BARK BARK BARK

  • @Max-iq8hi
    @Max-iq8hi Рік тому +8

    Something tells me that Es and Mikoto are somewhat related to one another. They kinda look similar. Similar hairstyle, similar hair color, and similar eye color.

  • @yawn1919
    @yawn1919 2 роки тому +7

    THANKS

  • @Sorry_i_eated_it
    @Sorry_i_eated_it Рік тому +14

    I wish there was a way to vote his alter guilty and not him

    • @KnowledgeableTomato
      @KnowledgeableTomato Рік тому +7

      sorry for replying to an old comment but I think that Mikoto’s alter just did it to protect him.

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому +2

      @@KnowledgeableTomato tbh i feel like everyone is overthinking mikotos case.
      Like, his MV is so fucking blunt that he had nothing to do with the murder, and that oretoko was the one doing all the killing in part 2. And he was just scared. And everyone in milgram is just soo used to theories that they overthink mikoto's case. But we've wlready done that before. We tend to overthink too much on sht we shouldnt even overthink about because the answer is right infront of our faces.For instance, Mahiru. Mahiru's case was simple, she was inlove. Thats all the song talked abt, she didnt explain what the murder was, because there WAS no murder, and she didnt kill. The boyfriend killed himself, hence,not her fault. But because the fanbase overthinks too much, they thought she was some psychopathic yandere and decided to vote her guilty, and now look at what happened.
      I get that all theories of mikotp makes sense, but also dont forget that, "what if we were all overthinking this from the start? And that the plot was just as easy as it already shows on the screen?"

    • @KnowledgeableTomato
      @KnowledgeableTomato Рік тому +1

      @@anonmenhera2720 Yeah, I agree. If only people would just pay attention to what is explicitly stated...

  • @Millie._.-
    @Millie._.- 4 місяці тому +1

    The part where Es got beaten up has the most replay is something...

  • @SAIHARAZZZ
    @SAIHARAZZZ 2 роки тому +15

    THANK YOU SO MUCH!!

  • @anonmenhera2720
    @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому +3

    Am i the only one who noticed how mikoto sounds exactly like tanjiro esp when he screams?

    • @Ayumu20076
      @Ayumu20076 10 місяців тому +5

      Same VA.

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 10 місяців тому +1

      @@Ayumu20076 ik,im just trying to hint it to the others who dont XR

    • @Whoopee2007
      @Whoopee2007 6 місяців тому

      Same voice as riddle

  • @amiarecords_
    @amiarecords_ 4 дні тому

    John is a recently formed alter (Double) so maybe him talking to Es like that was his boss, *not* his father? Or a combination of both?

  • @ChimeraLotietheBunny
    @ChimeraLotietheBunny 2 роки тому +17

    DID in fiction I like is well-moon knight..eitherway love this audio drama

  • @AVA-ee4pk
    @AVA-ee4pk 2 роки тому +10

    This solidified my favorite and least favorite characters

  • @cryof_anth0ny
    @cryof_anth0ny 4 місяці тому +1

    11:21 i find this funny for no reason

  • @qiningeng5114
    @qiningeng5114 Рік тому +5

    I still don't understand why people voted him guilty for the first trail 2nd trail would be intresting for this but Es got information on this i want him/her relaying this mikoto if not i kinda upset

  • @Hex-y4q
    @Hex-y4q Місяць тому +1

    9:09 mikoto scream

  • @misscaliko
    @misscaliko 6 місяців тому +4

    siri play whip your kids by yfm !1!1!1!

  • @Lulune
    @Lulune Рік тому +2

    falco
    🥰

  • @zen000o_
    @zen000o_ 2 роки тому +7

    1:19 HAHAHAHS

  • @teeveejeebee8343
    @teeveejeebee8343 2 роки тому +8

    Sent me help.....?!?!?

  • @ivxntill
    @ivxntill 20 днів тому

    so basically he’s me 🤔

  • @ashcatz5645
    @ashcatz5645 2 роки тому +22

    I REALLY LIKE 11:01 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @ShaikoStuff
    @ShaikoStuff 11 місяців тому +2

    Does he have a second identity or smth?? Like an alter ego he didn't even know he has? That's my theory.

    • @dollsolde
      @dollsolde 8 місяців тому +7

      he's confirmed to have an alter !!

    • @jujubiu
      @jujubiu 2 місяці тому +1

      Yep, his alter is John Doe/Orekoto (In japanese) and the fandom theorize that they might be a third alter !

  • @lindsay-p
    @lindsay-p Рік тому +12

    Posted this as a reply but ill say it again, Personally I view his amnesia as a trauma response, not DID. He literally cannot remember no matter how hard he trys, even if he is vaugley aware of what happened and that someone is dead because of him

    • @arcticshark3420
      @arcticshark3420 Рік тому +4

      i mean, the two aren't mutually exclusive, especially considering how DID is 99% of the time a trauma response (i don't want to say 100% because there really is no way to technically prove it legally and ethically lol). in someone with DID, the line between dissociative amnesia directly caused by only trauma and dissociative amnesia caused by just switching can be very unclear. there are definitely scenarios in which it's one or the other, but there are many scenarios in which they are together (eg. switching in response TO trauma/stress).
      dissociative amnesia without DID and dissociative amnesia with DID aren't even really two different, distinct things. they're both just dissociative amnesia. the dissociative amnesia in DID just tends to be more severe, frequent, and pervasive. so amnesia in DID could very much look like "literally not being able to remember no matter how hard you try, even if you are vaguely aware of what happened". that's actually a pretty common presentation of amnesia in DID in my personal experience and from what i've read in books/papers/journals!
      unless you're saying you don't think he has DID at all and that it's just dissociative amnesia. which i definitely don't understand how you would come to that conclusion given everything that's been shown, but to each their own (and i'd definitely be interested in hearing your perspective!).
      i like your icon btw :]

  • @NYAR0TES
    @NYAR0TES Рік тому +4

    john milgram

  • @moonlitcameraa
    @moonlitcameraa 9 місяців тому +3

    10:38

  • @l_0RI
    @l_0RI Рік тому +5

    Does he get paid

  • @coolestdex
    @coolestdex 2 роки тому +28

    This morning futa was deemed unforgivable for the second trial 😭 😭 😭

  • @feltsilly
    @feltsilly Рік тому +3

    7:52

  • @mooniecake
    @mooniecake Рік тому +6

    II HIYORI

  • @cinnusia
    @cinnusia 2 роки тому +19

    im telling you guys, he literally has his own book "a murderer in my mind" manga literally portrays him

    • @no4li0n
      @no4li0n Рік тому +1

      i don't know if you're talking about the manga called "The Killer Inside" but if you weren't, this one also portrays this situation/case quite well!

    • @cinnusia
      @cinnusia Рік тому

      @@no4li0n yup yup, i didnt know the en title :((

  • @Amrascutie_deachan
    @Amrascutie_deachan Рік тому +1

    11:26 kotoko ooo you save meeee😢😢❤❤❤😂

    • @Amrascutie_deachan
      @Amrascutie_deachan Рік тому +1

      12:47 yeah so true you right he like my brother dumb and idiot and grazy and weird weirdo.

  • @Ufairahanifah
    @Ufairahanifah 2 місяці тому

    15:46

  • @Amrascutie_deachan
    @Amrascutie_deachan Рік тому +2

    11:33 kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko yuzuriha Kotoko

  • @saxenart
    @saxenart Рік тому +15

    Why do they always have to give a character with dissociative identity disorder a killer side? That’s so harmful for the community and not realistic at all.

    • @Iwillchangethislateranyways
      @Iwillchangethislateranyways Рік тому +3

      The people i know with DID are pretty bad ones. Not killers, but generally bad alters. Idk about the community though, i only have real life experience.

    • @saxenart
      @saxenart Рік тому +15

      @@Iwillchangethislateranyways yeah but this is still a bad representation of DID. It’s always a good and a bad side. That’s not how DID works at all. DissociaDID on UA-cam shares very helpful and accurate information of what DID is and how it works. They have DID themselves and i learned a lot from them. Of course there will be a few bad alters, you can only get DID when you’ve experienced repeated abuse after all.

    • @Sorry_i_eated_it
      @Sorry_i_eated_it Рік тому +1

      My theory and I saw somebody else saying this too, is that every one of the prisoners represent a problem in society, mikoto probably represents the demonization of people with mental illneses, in this case DID, so he is portrayed in the stereotypical way with an evil alter. I'm probably reading too much into it though

    • @hispartyinvite
      @hispartyinvite Рік тому +11

      ​@bunka_ hi a system here. DID is a disorder caused by severe repeated childhood trauma as a way to help the brain cope. Childhood Trauma interrupts the sense of self from properly developing and in the case of DID we have more than one consciousness in the body, and it can cause amnesia blocks (you can still be a system without full on amnesia like is osdd 1b only emotional amnesia is present) and so there is more than one person in the body, why? to help cope with trauma. As an example one alter may not be fully aware of the trauma the body went through, either emotionally detached and dissociated from it or not even be able to access the memory. While another alter more capable of dealing with it, can be a trauma holder. Aware of stuff the body went through, so the other alter won't be aware of it. To protect them and the system as a whole. And thats just one example..it is not in any way make you have bad alters. It is not inherently bad and thinking it is is harmful like really really harmful?? The only reason someone may have DID is the brain' way to cope with severe childhood trauma. sure there might be cases where someone has a "bad alter" but that alter is a person just like a bad singlet will be. And you cant dismiss an entire disorder because of bad experiences and stigma..

    • @LanieMae
      @LanieMae Рік тому +2

      Honestly I think that the host mikoto is the killer, it was self defence, and the alter we see here was acting out of self defence as well because es was being a bitch

  • @kyross9578
    @kyross9578 Рік тому +2

    I feel like mikoto have alzheimerz or alter egos still hes like have 2 mask

    • @orekoto
      @orekoto Рік тому +6

      he has dissociative identity disorder

    • @kyross9578
      @kyross9578 Рік тому

      @@orekoto thx

  • @Yomisntpresent
    @Yomisntpresent Рік тому

    Bro mikoto and hinode share the same va wtf

    • @anonmenhera2720
      @anonmenhera2720 Рік тому

      So does tanjiro and hayori from enstars. Listen to mikoto, he screams exactly like tanjiro lol.
      Also takumi from foodwars

  • @fremimi27
    @fremimi27 8 місяців тому +2

    POOKIE CODED ❤️‍🩹