Britton - if this is goodbye (Official Lyric Video)

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  • Опубліковано 19 гру 2024

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  • @Chaps0n
    @Chaps0n 8 місяців тому +99

    I have such a deep respect for lyric writing like this. And using music to express the feelings you can not talk about because no one would understand. Yet, many understand.

  • @heatherconrad-clark3661
    @heatherconrad-clark3661 6 місяців тому +193

    To all the lonely souls out there tonight, you are not alone. I am battling the monsters, demons and darkness too. But we can make it through the night/day together.

    • @Saonni28
      @Saonni28 3 місяці тому +6

      This was way to beautiful. Thank you❤ 🙏🏽

    • @Caroline24357
      @Caroline24357 3 місяці тому +1

      Thank you

    • @talonlong9316
      @talonlong9316 2 місяці тому +2

      What about the ones who really can’t make through?

    • @bellaluna2220
      @bellaluna2220 2 місяці тому +3

      @@talonlong9316then we wish you peace on your journey home and hope your suffering stops - we understand.

    • @brianvaldez6500
      @brianvaldez6500 2 місяці тому +1

      Just hold on a bit longer…the sun is almost rising [Holding back tears with everything I got].

  • @rosewright6198
    @rosewright6198 2 місяці тому +33

    Dear, your song came to me during the darkest days. I'm grateful for you. It's been quite a few months but....thank you for helping me stand up while I was doing the same for so many. I have two kids and it's a struggle but we'll rise together.
    We've got this.❤

  • @miastar6108
    @miastar6108 Місяць тому +25

    My heart is shattered . No point picking up the broken pieces just to press the repeat button of loneliness and pain . This suffering never ends but it's nice to know that even when u feel alone there are others that can relate.

    • @Belicia-dt3er
      @Belicia-dt3er 28 днів тому

      yeah true I feel you its been really hard to forgive

    • @Gothgalactica
      @Gothgalactica 14 днів тому

      🫂❤️‍🩹

  • @KennadyTemple-ss2kj
    @KennadyTemple-ss2kj 27 днів тому +8

    "It keeps getting harder to live" Literally explains everything that everyone deals with in life on a daily basis. Constant negativity, no respect, feeling alone are all things I feel this songs literally represents. Will be listening to on repeat. Again and again

  • @hopepurcell1945
    @hopepurcell1945 9 місяців тому +70

    It’ll be 3 years since my attempt in September and my goodness this song just hits me in my soul. The tears definitely started rolling with the last few lines. I took it as a second chance when I made it through. I was hospitalized for 15 days following the incident. It was there that I was finally given a proper diagnosis for my mental health. I suffer from complex PTSD and borderline. I was also recently diagnosed with fibromyalgia (chronic pain disorder) with all of those things life really is very hard. I vowed to myself that I would always fight to live the life I have for as long as I have it. I’ve chosen healing over everything. It’s not an easy choice, but it is so worth it. I’m in therapy and med free. It’s a hell of a journey that takes time and dedication. You can’t give up until you find the help that suits your specific needs. When you feel happiness and you get to experience joy it makes all of your struggles along the way worth it.

    • @janetterivera6656
      @janetterivera6656 9 місяців тому +4

      Proud of you!! That’s right, you keep on fighting. Never look back, just forward. You will look back and say “wow, I went through all of that and I was strong enough to face it head on” you are a warrior!

    • @saraoverkamping8143
      @saraoverkamping8143 8 місяців тому +3

      In September three years ago I got out of hospital after being there for six months, my attempt was in March. I am so glad you are alive and even though I'd wish you could have gone an easier way than I did, I know that our suffering won't be in vain. Cause in the end of the day we know the truth better than many others: Nothing in this world will ever matter longer than the blink of an eye and then fall into dust, but through that knowledge we are the ones who can make each moment count, that will last for a lifetime.

  • @FearlesshuuaFortniteFunny
    @FearlesshuuaFortniteFunny Рік тому +192

    Lyrics:
    Finally hit the ground, I’m at the bottom now
    Never thought I could be this low
    Felt like falling down an endless hole
    No, I don’t see the light and I don’t hear God
    Crawling in the dark, now my limbs are cold
    Screaming out help but it just echoes
    Only one way out of here, I don’t think I can reach it
    Everything I hold dear, erased by all of my demons
    My sorry is sincere, I’ve just lost all of my reasons, reasons left to stay
    So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin
    No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live
    And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give
    So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again
    There’s nothing you could’ve said, nothing you could’ve done different
    It was always between me and my head
    Never meant to hurt you in the process
    But I just can’t keep holding on
    Wish I could believe that things will get better
    Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind then I could fix how I feel altogether
    Then I could mean it when I say I’m fine
    It’s never that easy and neither is life
    Don’t think I wanted to leave you behind, I tried, I tried, I tried
    So if this is goodbye, please don’t count my cry as a sin
    No, I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder to live
    And I put up a fight but now I’ve got nothing to give
    So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, I hope someday to see you again
    Open up my eyes, I don’t know where I am and everything is blurry
    My mom’s holding my hand
    Turns out I was in a hurry but God had other plans
    He said my goodbye was early, now I’ve got a second chance

    • @ban5067
      @ban5067 Рік тому +6

      Thankyou

    • @jasondavid1187
      @jasondavid1187 Рік тому +4

      ​@@ban5067lol the lyrics are in the video though 🤷

    • @Pinky.Peachy
      @Pinky.Peachy Рік тому +2

      ​@@jasondavid1187well but its hard to sing with it !!

    • @jasondavid1187
      @jasondavid1187 Рік тому +2

      @@Pinky.Peachy I didn't think of it like that. That's a good point.

    • @Vignesh-pk2dx
      @Vignesh-pk2dx Рік тому +1

      Thanks from yt music

  • @bre1232
    @bre1232 Рік тому +150

    Dude this song.... I relate to it way too much... I've struggled with severe depression 90% of my life, I've committed multiple times, been in the mental hospital multiple times, I take several medications for mental illnesses.. Its really bad.. And I've come back every time.. Somehow.. Somehow I'm still alive.. But I still have moments I feel like I want to try again...
    So this song reaches out to me on so many levels.. And the last few lines REALLY made me BURST into TEARS! This is SUCH A GOOD SONG!

    • @emmahayward3683
      @emmahayward3683 Рік тому +5

      ❤ I feel you....struggling this past week those intrusive thoughts are real!! Feel like people would be better off without my ass around...its hard to find any light to keep going right now! This song hits hard!! ❤

    • @EnchanteDMurDeR
      @EnchanteDMurDeR Рік тому +7

      Same. Especially around this time of year. My dad died, my mom died, my grandmother now has cancer. And I am losing it. I hope you are feeling even slightly better.

    • @omajiesandra9376
      @omajiesandra9376 11 місяців тому +3

      ​@@EnchanteDMurDeR pls be strong, and pray to Jehovah God.

    • @shreyakrishnamohan8680
      @shreyakrishnamohan8680 11 місяців тому +4

      I can't imagine what you're dealing with! I'm so sorry!! But I feel only a slight bit of what you feel! I've been suffering with social anxiety for the past three and a half years! This song's hits hard! Thanks for reaching out to the world, and sharing your story!❤❤

    • @peterpan7048
      @peterpan7048 10 місяців тому +2

      @@EnchanteDMurDeR fight for your dad fight for your mum keep going what ever it takes and trust me you will find joy you will find love u will find happyness just keep going push yourself forward dont even do it for you if u cant do it for your partens they want you to live and find a good life .... the time is comming .... your time will come .... i am sure ..... i myself is weak but i cant just give everything up in a heartbeat we have to fight

  • @christinebarclay9270
    @christinebarclay9270 Рік тому +539

    I think this is your story and too many of us relate. Like it's our own story, I know it's mine. Britton, you're reaching so many souls with this! The ending? Oh em gee, the tears and goosebumps and oh my soul I can't say enough about it. You've just released more than a song, more than a masterpiece... you're giving people hope. It's just so beautiful. 😭🤍🖤

    • @salmanshahwani
      @salmanshahwani Рік тому +7

      Yes you said it all...

    • @jasondavid1187
      @jasondavid1187 Рік тому +9

      Hope is the worst drug

    • @christinebarclay9270
      @christinebarclay9270 Рік тому +2

      @@jasondavid1187 I'm sorry you feel that way 😔

    • @asalalizadeh6944
      @asalalizadeh6944 Рік тому +2

      Couldn’t have said it better 🤍

    • @jasondavid1187
      @jasondavid1187 Рік тому +5

      @@christinebarclay9270 that seems very dismissive, makes me think you're not really sorry about how I feel. Next time maybe try asking why someone feels , instead of just dismissing them 🤷

  • @sherrilangley6084
    @sherrilangley6084 Рік тому +190

    The line that touched me the most was "Everything I hold dear, Erased by all of my demons".

    • @markd120
      @markd120 8 місяців тому +3

      thats how i lost my family. i've stoped my demons! but its to late!

  • @FritzDave
    @FritzDave Рік тому +233

    Sometimes, it's not about relating to the song but feeling the song and its emotions, and this song right here is the true definition of it

    • @rosewright6198
      @rosewright6198 2 місяці тому +1

      Seeing the artist for who they are is the best thing in the world.❤ From the inside out, imagine what we could do for each other when we feel seen.

  • @andreaslundgren3906
    @andreaslundgren3906 Рік тому +26

    Wow this song is the story of my last 2 years! I survived a suicide and woke up with my mom at my side, and I’m now trying to get my life back together! Thank you for this!

    • @LeanaHirdler
      @LeanaHirdler 6 днів тому

      Real honestly I tried a few times but I didn’t have anyone there when all was said and done it’s just getting harder honestly

  • @rosesarereddd5769
    @rosesarereddd5769 Рік тому +47

    One of the most haunting, truthful songs, congratulations on the release! I'm so glad I'm still here to hear it. Just the shorts of this song has got me through alot. Been in such a dark place 💔 what a piece of true Art 🎨

    • @I_miss_the_misery
      @I_miss_the_misery 6 місяців тому +1

      I'm in a very dark place right now..I found this

  • @WinterH2003
    @WinterH2003 11 місяців тому +25

    This has been like my voice for years when I could never escape the darkness for so long. I’ve fought for so long to heal something I didn’t even break. Thank you so much

  • @lindsaybaker2573
    @lindsaybaker2573 Рік тому +12

    U absolutely can do this... just keep lighting ur light so many times that u love urself so much that u end up loving others enough not to ever risk ur life again for anything that risks ur true essence and heart. So heal and love u

  • @Vanessa-tn5bk
    @Vanessa-tn5bk 2 місяці тому +8

    Here i am.. 27 years old with two kiddos that are my world... I never expected to live past 21... i told myself I'd go out on my 21st bday and have some amazing night as my last. I saw no future for myself whatsoever.. I'm really glad i made one, though 😌 i just wish i could tell that little girl that there's so much light ahead..

  • @markd120
    @markd120 Рік тому +454

    I woke from a coma. No one there. If i could only say good bye. Still today im alone. I only wish to say that i don't want to die. But it is really hard to live. I hope someday to see my children again.

    • @babs2034
      @babs2034 11 місяців тому +41

      IM SO SORRY LOVE🥺 WHO COULD DO THAT TO SOMEONE...OMGGGG...I WOULDN'T OF EEEVER LEFT SOMEONES SIDE IN YOUR SITUATION.I AM DEALING W A LOT TO HUN.BUT DANG😢.IM SORRY LOVE🥺💞

    • @markd120
      @markd120 11 місяців тому +27

      @@babs2034 I feel you. My apologies to your sadness. It has taken me alot to reply
      You are a great person. Thank you for being nice. I can't remember why I've texted you. Take care

    • @babs2034
      @babs2034 11 місяців тому +15

      @@markd120 BECAUSE I CARE ABOUT PEOPLE HUN AND I MAY NOT KNOE. U.BUT I STILL CARE HUN.... MAY I ASK WHAT PUT U IN A COMA AND WHY YOUR CHILDREN WERE NOT THERE OR TO CARE?!. AND DANG...IT LITERALLY MAKES ME THINK OF SHAMELESS.....FRANK WAS IN A COMA AND NOBODY CARED BECAUSE HE WAS A HORRIBLE HUMAN BEING NOOOOT SAYING U WERE ....💞 JUST WONDERING WHY NOBODY WOULD B THERE EVEN AFTER U WOKE UP AND STUFF.DID THEY COME SEE U???...LIKE WHATS GOIN ON NOW???.....

    • @VaiMalama678
      @VaiMalama678 8 місяців тому +6

      😟🫂

    • @jacobwrestling6999
      @jacobwrestling6999 8 місяців тому +34

      My partner died in his sleep he was 43 I was 35, seems I've been cursed since. Then my precious mum went out the blue, I knew my dad would not last without her he passed a year and a month later and 2 weeks ago my sister died. I've only just turned 47 and since I had a stroke my health is detoritating. I'm so lonely, I really do feel your pain ❤

  • @Loony-fj2yu
    @Loony-fj2yu Рік тому +22

    I want this playing at my funeral. So people know it was my own incapability and nit because of anyone or anything. I found forgiveness but lifes hard to live with. Most poignant part for me is " i tried, i tried, i tried. Thank you for your amqzing music and understaning and relatability❤

    • @ashleywelch1560
      @ashleywelch1560 4 місяці тому

      Please stay 🫶🏼 I’m rooting for you

  • @lucresiamombera
    @lucresiamombera Рік тому +6

    I been listening to this song but it wasn't the full song been waiting for a full song and got it today after seeing the release date. This song says alot I can relate.
    Thank you Britton.
    Literally love you and your songs.

  • @Indrid_cold1
    @Indrid_cold1 Рік тому +55

    This is so much better than I anticipated!!!!! It speaks to me in a way I can't articulate. You have created a masterpiece with this one. I can't wait for a full length project. I'll be waiting on baited breath. ❤ Thank you so much Britton.

  • @MsCSRdz06
    @MsCSRdz06 10 місяців тому +5

    Wow girl! If this is truly your story I'm so glad you're here to share it with us! Your music has helped me healfrom the most recent heart break! Just know your music is keeping others here when we too have nothing left to give! Love you girl!

  • @MoreCoffeePlease.
    @MoreCoffeePlease. 22 дні тому +5

    Hey, you…I’m so glad you’re here. Stay if you can, the world needs you. 🫶🏻

    • @heathphillips5729
      @heathphillips5729 2 дні тому

      I appreciate your comment. More than plausible, more should be more uplifting online at minimum.

  • @susanpowell7320
    @susanpowell7320 Місяць тому +2

    Simply thank you your lyrics touch me they are me..❤ I'm there.

  • @angel12x12
    @angel12x12 Рік тому +9

    You are incredibly beautiful 😍 And so is your music! Be proud of yourself. Crying would not be counted as a sin. Jehovah collects our tears in a bottle, according to his word& comforts us ❤ Your heart is precious in his eyes!

  • @jobell495
    @jobell495 5 місяців тому +6

    Been trying not to relapse for weeks now, im scared but this helps so much... its been over 2 years since i used substances, just over one since i last sh.... thank you for offering this comfort song. .... i cant explain how much this means to me

    • @LuLuBelle28
      @LuLuBelle28 3 місяці тому

      You got this ❤

    • @CSteeg-em2fh
      @CSteeg-em2fh 3 місяці тому

      Got 9 months 3 days. Gotplaced 3 weeks ago in temp housng. When i say fear has me to scared to go for a meeting

  • @robertgarone489
    @robertgarone489 Рік тому +18

    With the release of each song, I think they cannot get any better until the next one comes out. Your talent is unmatched.

  • @ArchangelMichael-TT
    @ArchangelMichael-TT Рік тому +47

    Britton, this is something that I'm fairly certain took a lot of time and effort to release alongside produce but you nailed it! Your voice portrays emotion so well it's insane thank you for a masterpiece!

  • @dredlordgaming
    @dredlordgaming 3 місяці тому +5

    I haven't felt this connected to a song in awhile and I just relate so much, I have no one in my life that actually cares and doesn't have a second face. It's lonely but it's better than constantly being hurt by others

  • @Shawn-q1f
    @Shawn-q1f 11 місяців тому +2

    I rarely ever comment, but I feel your every word you spoke, and I wanted to cry cause I know someone who feels like this a lot, and I do everything I can to make sure she knows she's loved. I'm sorry you had to go thru whatever it was to make you write this, but you did it beautifully well. I applause you for your strength. Keep going cause you touch lives w your songs. Thank you

  • @katiek6256
    @katiek6256 9 місяців тому +3

    Britton this is so painfully beautiful and so relatable 💔. We all have to stick together and thank you for making such a beautiful masterpiece, i just have this on repeat, thank you❤

  • @amberparsons8760
    @amberparsons8760 3 місяці тому +9

    I'm going through this right now. I've lost everything and everyone and alone. Nothing gets better. The pain is unbearable and I'm tired of crying and fighting

    • @MTGMr.Wizard
      @MTGMr.Wizard 2 місяці тому

      Hello sweetheart, you don’t know me I’m 48. I have three children all grown out of the house that I own. I’ve been with their mother. for 24 years. I have every possession I could ever want but I am a man so they don’t see my tears they no longer care about my stories or life experiences and we have so much money they don’t have to look to me to make it for them I guess I’m all used up at 48 all used up no longer worth paying attention to or text and I know that shit on I pay the bill my point is I’m invisible now because I’ve lived my usefulness so even with everything I still have nothing.
      So I’m going to help you out in the hopes that for you you have years left to change things to feel better to be visible and present so here is today’s gift also called the present. Keep moving forward always because movement dictates your mood that step one if you don’t know what path to follow in this life career or spiritual or sexual, does not matter work on those areas to improve your life educate yourself motivate yourself, your talents, your beauty we were all meant to shine like stars and when you let your own light shine, you give others permission to shine around you and never ever forget this sometimes when you’re in the dark, you think you’ve been buried
      But really You’ve been planted

    • @summerrain3987
      @summerrain3987 2 місяці тому +1

      I totally feel you.. I'm ready to say goodbye 😢

    • @bellaluna2220
      @bellaluna2220 2 місяці тому +2

      Same.

    • @tammymartin9783
      @tammymartin9783 2 місяці тому +1

      Keep fighting. I know it's rough much of the time but things will start looking up. It's so easy to give up but so worth it to stay and fight. Take care and be well

    • @amberparsons8760
      @amberparsons8760 2 місяці тому

      @tammymartin9783 thank you

  • @AbyssProphet
    @AbyssProphet Рік тому +12

    This one is so good!!! Patiently waited and am beyond happy with the result thank you britton!!! Can’t ait for waves and what’s more to come you are a phenomenal writer and musician keep killing it!!!!

  • @simonejonck1953
    @simonejonck1953 Рік тому +4

    So talented my gosh, your voice, and melody (it's giving me chills) continue what you are doing Britton! I can see you going higher with your career in the music industry you are so talented and my favorite artist. I have followed you since day one and never doubted you! - Beautiful song!

    • @simonejonck1953
      @simonejonck1953 Рік тому +2

      People like you need to be more seen and heard this is a real talent right here.

  • @lestat2244685
    @lestat2244685 10 місяців тому +27

    I've never heard a song the embodies depression. If ever there was a song the describes the struggle depression this is it. This made me cry and not many song do that. They may spark emotion and a tear but this made me actually cry. It's beautiful.

    • @emanuelpricina168
      @emanuelpricina168 10 місяців тому

      U are loved by the ONE who give u life every day. YOU ARE LOVED,really. I grow up without parents,i had drog,depresion,lonlyness,hate,sorrow,sin,suicidal thinking,broke heart. He fixed everything,enerything. Not religion,only God,hi is the best and only true friend,knows u better then u know yourself. Now i have a wife who loves me,i have a future now couse of HIM. From Romania i say to you,u are loved,fight,u are strong enough. Fight,fight,fight. In the end u will have a crown on your head from your father from up stares,in the end u will have peace,u can have peace from now,u can do it. U and everyone who read this words,we can win,we have the power,just believe. The dark side is strong but His light make the dark disappear.

  • @slyyy4eva
    @slyyy4eva Рік тому +2

    Like Britton always brings the type of music that I love....but this is super deep💯

  • @milob-l3v
    @milob-l3v 5 місяців тому +2

    the last line brought me to tears. ive never resonated with a song more

  • @EmmanuelEnos-q2u
    @EmmanuelEnos-q2u 9 місяців тому +14

    This song has the right rhythm, lysics and emotion for me right now…❤

  • @jgfourie5334
    @jgfourie5334 Рік тому +24

    This song is literally where I have been on every level this entire year... and I still cant see the light.

    • @christinadaniels3531
      @christinadaniels3531 Рік тому +6

      Sending you so much love
      Please hang in there, it will be worth it

  • @JasonHeinJPH
    @JasonHeinJPH Рік тому +1

    It's uncanny how so many different stories can all be explained with one set of lyrics. This cuts to the heart in the best and yet the worst possible way. I love it.

  • @richardharper3619
    @richardharper3619 Рік тому +16

    This hits home for so many me included but just wanna say sorry for the pain you faced but thank you for making a song to share for us all ❤

  • @soafara_
    @soafara_ Рік тому +21

    This is what I love about her, she knows how to explain how we are going through with a song.

  • @pal00005
    @pal00005 Рік тому

    This is an awesome song and yes life can be difficult at times. When I was 7 years old, I was hit by a car while riding my bicycle and in a coma for 11 days. I was given a second chance of life but now with a brain injury. Writing and singing songs about all the struggles helps, at least for me it did. Anyways awesome job on the song

  • @owoden2361
    @owoden2361 10 місяців тому +3

    on jan 1st and 2nd, I had consumed a considerable amount of alcohol and taken a variety of pills with it. the earliest thing I recall is the second beer on the 2nd and have flashes of consciousness until I woke up a day later in the ICU under suicide watch. everyone always asks if it was intentional, I kept saying "nah not at all, it was just an honest mistake". but, reading texts i had sent during that time and knew full well what I was doing. so now all I can say is "I don't know..."
    I was given a second chance like you, because the person I texted was the one that was there when I first opened my eyes.
    I found your song a week later and can't express how eloquently it put into words, everything I was and am feeling and went through but that feeling of hope right at the end of being given the second chance. thank you ❤

  • @dawnlokki4734
    @dawnlokki4734 10 місяців тому +1

    This destroyed me.
    Talented, stunning. Means nothing when your empty and tired of battling..
    Please go on, everyone is a life worth saving.
    I reach out every month, lucky I'm still alive it gets so bad....
    I'm with you girl, hold on tight and keep writing, that's your purpose right there. 🙏🙏🙏

  • @TiffanieNorris
    @TiffanieNorris Рік тому +12

    You got this !!!! Thank you for this song. So many of us have been here but not many of us have gotten a second chance like us. So many of us care i promise!!!! Hugs and squeezes. I toatlly know this terrible DAILY struggle . I refuse to let the devil win 💯

  • @stark_terror
    @stark_terror 4 місяці тому +2

    I lost my uncle to suicide almost ten years ago.
    I had my own plan when I was 11 years old. Fortunately I never attempted/completed . Things did get better eventually and I'm glad I stayed to see it. But when 18 years divorced from that time, I still remember and feel every single emotion. It's not something I'll ever forget. And knowing my uncle felt that...... I've felt nothing but compassion and sorrow for him. I grieve, but I understand. I just wish he were still here. All the things he'd hoped for for me, my sister, and his son came true. I wish he could've seen it. His son has absolutely flourished and he'd be so damn proud... :(

  • @firetrucksrule07
    @firetrucksrule07 9 місяців тому +4

    This song hits home right now. Life sucks so much and losing reasons to want to stay. In this songs darkness its beautiful.

  • @emanuelpricina168
    @emanuelpricina168 10 місяців тому +5

    NO WORDS,NO BREATH. TIME IS IN A LOOP WITH THIS ONE. THE FORCE IS STRONG WITH THIS ONE.

  • @christinebarclay9270
    @christinebarclay9270 Рік тому +19

    I'm so freaking excited for this one! It should seriously be a #1 hit! I LOVE BRITTON!!! 🤍🖤🤍

  • @Pat99Rick
    @Pat99Rick 10 місяців тому +2

    So underrated tbh , full respect to the lyrics , vocals , music and the whole effort that has been put into this masterpiece .
    bcs it's real , it has strong effect and impact

  • @Elizabeth-i7s
    @Elizabeth-i7s Рік тому +1

    😢 I'm 70 young years, I'm still fighting depression 🥲 With these kinda song's, Have been helping Me out Lil by day 🎉

  • @anjelheartluv
    @anjelheartluv Рік тому +6

    This song breaks my heart because it reminds me of the daily struggle my 16y/o goes through. She still has her bad days but they are fewer and far between now that we’ve been able to get a proper diagnosis and medications that are working. But my gosh, let me tell you- there were so many nights my knees hit that floor as I prayed and begged for her survival 🥺

    • @Juliun-l4j
      @Juliun-l4j 11 місяців тому +1

      Don't ever give up my mom passed away in 2020 I didn't realize how much stuff I really put her through until she was gone an have a kid now I can put myself in her shoes great parenting it's never forgotten

    • @emiliedeason6719
      @emiliedeason6719 8 місяців тому

      Wish my mother loved me like you love your little girl, she just told me to shrug it off stop writing and over thinking you’re fine when on the inside it was her that I needed the most and to this day I need her but I have a little boy of my own and have learned to love her from a distance because she gives love to all her other grandkids less than my little boy she never calls I was just homeless for 3 months but I’ve made it into a house not an apartment but an HOA house and with no help no help from the sperm doner no one and not the government. As a human trafficking survivor my emotions are so messed up on top of it all my father who was always there for me passed away 3 months ago which lead me to literally nowhere and never could I ask her or any of my family for help it’s not pride it’s not drugs it’s nothing like that it’s more like I don’t want my son to be picked on by their children because my mother is a millionaire can you believe that? And just because she didn’t protect me when I was 12 and then put out a missing persons and finally found me while skin falling off my back when the officer came in to pick me up he had to wrap me in the filthy sheet I had been laying in for months and months no baths no movement except how they wanted me and because I chose to live with my father which took her child support away because I finally had a choice she has hated me and admitted it and taken it back but everyone has a story I just wish my mother prayed for me just once and maybe things would be different but I have no diagnosis I have trauma but even though she believes she did everything she could well then that makes me wish I had been gone long ago but I have been blessed with a beautiful little boy who has saved my life and tells me things I tell him daily like you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me in my life and he says momma so are you or says I’m the best when I feel I could be so much better because he wants to see his cousins and asks why is grandma doesn’t send him a Valentine’s Day card when his cousins message him and tell them what they got and he replies my momma

  • @68b57c
    @68b57c 5 місяців тому +2

    Wow🙆, une voix tellement "chaude" et un son parfait, j'adore !!!

  • @onetaz6630
    @onetaz6630 6 місяців тому +3

    Can relate 100percent anxiety and depression music is my sanity that gets me through so thank you for such an incredible song peace and love to you sincerely Taz

  • @shannonsadventures3895
    @shannonsadventures3895 11 місяців тому +20

    I can totally relate. Lost my friend to a serial killer my husband died, my. Boyfriend died in a plane crash, 2 were murdered , one if them still is unsolved.My brother died from a stroke. My mom got alzhiemers. Then my oldest son died on Mothers Day, my other son suffered from depression afterwards I was forced to hospitalized him for the help he needed, I had to home school my youngest son because he just couldn't attend. School after suffering from trauma from everything , then my house was burnt down by an arsonist and I lost everything, my best friend gave me a place to call home and he died 2 months later. And then the love of my life completely broke my heart, and im now pretty much homeless. Living the dreamnin a hellhole of a hotel, only good thing is it has a great view. . Trust me I can relate. Why is life so hard and painful. What is the point?

    • @masikaricky4244
      @masikaricky4244 5 місяців тому +1

      Eeeethis is really sad

    • @megansu2498
      @megansu2498 5 місяців тому +1

      Im sooooooo sry for your loss but i want you to know that they are in a better place but its not better than home and i hope you feel better❤❤❤

    • @holdingon6762
      @holdingon6762 5 місяців тому

      Please don’t do nothing to yourself….im not gonna say that common “they are in a better place shit” or “it’s going to be okay” because I feel you…I also lost my brother he was murdered and I was placed in a foster home because my parents didn’t want me. I may not know how your feeling rn but I do know getting a second chance at living when I tried to end it before I was ready is the best thing that happened to me. So please….stay.

  • @SteveRussell-yp3mv
    @SteveRussell-yp3mv 7 місяців тому

    This song nearly had me in tears 😢 but I love the ending. It goes to show that we should never give up on ourselves. I actually think this song will touch many people in a positive way because it is raw, real and authentic. Good work 👏 I'm a big fan!!! ❤

  • @bizgurly16
    @bizgurly16 Рік тому +6

    I can't put into words how much this speaks to my soul... everything from the lyrics, the voice, to the MUSIC. Thank you from one broken soul to another. May we all continue to fight. "The Villain of your story doesn't deserve to watch you fall" ❤‍🩹❤‍🩹

  • @Skylerfire-jm2lz
    @Skylerfire-jm2lz Рік тому +46

    Girl this is beautiful. For those tough times when you just need a hand, a hug and a voice to know you’re fine

  • @chyannelangston317
    @chyannelangston317 Рік тому +7

    Oh my gosh ❤ thank you so much for this release. I’ve been waiting for this to drop. Singing shorts on repeat has been hyping me up. Another reminder to all you are not alone. PLEASE reach out to others if you are feeling suicidal. You matter! And you are loved in different meaningful ways.

  • @bellaluna2220
    @bellaluna2220 2 місяці тому +11

    Dam, you think you are the only one here then surprised to see others are in the same place as you.

  • @blue_hour_wolf
    @blue_hour_wolf Рік тому +26

    Yeah this hit. I just lost my grandpa a week ago, he’s being buried in 9 hours and I’m still awake even after the viewing. So yeah, this hurts.

    • @christinebarclay9270
      @christinebarclay9270 Рік тому +3

      I'm so sorry. Grief sucks 😞

    • @blue_hour_wolf
      @blue_hour_wolf Рік тому +2

      @@christinebarclay9270 yeah it does, but it’s a part of life we can’t really escape in these moments.

    • @asalalizadeh6944
      @asalalizadeh6944 Рік тому +3

      Loss is never easy, in fact far from it, all I can say really is if you need to talk I’m here x

  • @bonolomolelekwa2379
    @bonolomolelekwa2379 Рік тому +2

    Im here all the way from South Africa 🇿🇦

  • @angelavasquez2591
    @angelavasquez2591 10 місяців тому +4

    I love this song. It hits Deep 😞 says everything I would say.. 😢 I love Britton! She's an inspiration and a beautiful soul.. ❤️

  • @1DeadMurphy
    @1DeadMurphy Рік тому +6

    Cold black emptiness for what felt like an eternity. This is what I felt when I hit the wall. I was 26, strung out, I had burned every bridge and there was no one who would trust and believe me when I pleaded for help. I intentionally overdosed on bad heroin behind a dunkin donuts November of 2006.
    I didn't want to die and I didn't want to live anymore. The weight of my mistakes kept dragging me further and further down a rabbit hole of depression and addiction.
    My next memory is being in medical watch, of the Worcester County House of corrections. I was being charged with possession with intent to distribute, possession of narcotics < 5 grams. Attempted Suicide.
    The medical report stated it took EMTs 5 minutes to get me stabilized, my heart had been stopped for atleast 3 minutes, 2 doses of naloxolone administered.
    I know now that when God chose to save me.... I wasn't supposed to die at 26.
    This song... that ending... I wish I had it 17 years ago.
    Thank you britton. You have the voice of an angel.

  • @samanthalepley8107
    @samanthalepley8107 Місяць тому +7

    After being in a relationship for 5 years and finding out my boyfriend and my mom were seeing each other behind my back. The two people I was supposed to trust the most. I don’t know how I can get past this. I don’t know if I can.

    • @lilsillyb
      @lilsillyb Місяць тому

      You don't need either of them in your life.

    • @tangledworld
      @tangledworld 26 днів тому

      Oh dear, this is really heartbreaking...💔
      I hope someday you’ll past this...god bless you 🫂

  • @ariisaadoraa4321
    @ariisaadoraa4321 Рік тому +4

    Losing two parents within two years unexpectedly, covid, a newborn, I’ve felt this and only recently felt a sense of light. Thank you Britton for releasing this. Keep pushing I feel it’s paying off for you soon 🖤

  • @210psychoholik
    @210psychoholik 2 місяці тому +2

    1000000000000000000000000! this is fire only real mthrfkaz know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  • @morganwright8168
    @morganwright8168 23 дні тому +1

    I felt every word of this song in my soul, it's currently 2:14AM and I'm breaking down slowly, and the one person I gave everything to for 14 years has not one care in the world. I'm so lonely here, in this darkness. Just me in my mind with my thoughts, I've gotta let go but I keep holding on to what once was ....I know deep down it will never be that way again...

  • @BreUtley-v4h
    @BreUtley-v4h 7 днів тому +1

    Im in fucking tears rn. This song hit me deep. I think we have all been as dark as ive been. Your all loved. We have everything to give. If we leave who will teach the other struggling ppl out there how to cope? Thats what i think about. I hope this reaches whoever needs it. 💙

  • @ericbonilla9
    @ericbonilla9 11 місяців тому +3

    Only one way out of here I don't think I can reach it everything I hold dear erased by all of my demons my sorry is sincere I just lost all of my reason😢❤
    That part touched me deeply, we're not sure of the way out, We always keep fighting every day.. 🖤

  • @Miss_freesoul
    @Miss_freesoul Рік тому +4

    Thank you, couldn’t have done better, this is pure magic, from those who keep fighting, please don’t give up, you are way much important than you think ❤

  • @anneka896
    @anneka896 Рік тому +2

    Wow 😮 what an emotional track. Britton you nailed this.

  • @Another14TheFire
    @Another14TheFire 3 місяці тому +2

    This Song is absolutely what I need right nowx

  • @LexiBowen-u2v
    @LexiBowen-u2v 2 місяці тому +2

    I wanna let go but I don’t wanna die but it keeps getting harder and harder 💯 😭 💔

  • @Brokensoul1974
    @Brokensoul1974 4 місяці тому +2

    I got to this by mistake what a great mistake banging song.❤

  • @Fuxi
    @Fuxi 6 місяців тому +2

    I’m at this exact point in my life right this very moment.. it’s crazy how the algorithm brought me here 😪

  • @vikatoruu
    @vikatoruu 11 місяців тому +2

    Such an underrated artist that deserves more recognition 💔❤

  • @oliviaweaver9924
    @oliviaweaver9924 9 місяців тому +2

    I just lost my really close friend last week died tragically in a car accident. I can relate to this so much. I also suffer from depression, anxiety ect. So I can feel this so much right now. But I know my friend would want me to be strong and keep going and one day I’ll see them again ❤

  • @hevclark561
    @hevclark561 3 місяці тому +6

    Struggling tonight and questioning a lot of things 😢

  • @jessicapreston3661
    @jessicapreston3661 Рік тому

    God bless any one who is seriously feeling this. Totally get it. Don't fall for ppl who can write the truth but yet turn it to be into a sudden piece. So many do honestly die from this very reason all to well support don't turn help. Hug reality is we have demons and and we can get through. Beautiful writing well preformed ❤

  • @bsquared1026
    @bsquared1026 Рік тому +5

    The amount of love I feel for this piece should be illigal😅❤❤

  • @T_TVFatal
    @T_TVFatal Рік тому +25

    Actually an amazing song so glad I stayed up till 4am to listen to it!! Keep up the amazing work!!!

  • @funnygirlever
    @funnygirlever Місяць тому +2

    My life has been crazy tough. It doesn't seem like it wants to stop. Damn it's so hard to keep living. I hope I win this fight.

  • @funnygirlever
    @funnygirlever Місяць тому +3

    Sending love, hugs, and prayers to everyone ❤. May we find happiness and peace. May it find us too. I'm feeling so alone and I know I'm not. ❤

  • @nancyhart4717
    @nancyhart4717 8 місяців тому +4

    Two attempts and burying my only children being utterly alone, broken my mind keeps screwing why am I still here. This song is say what mind and heart keeps yelling, my husband lost his son and our marriage ended with both of destroying ourselves. I just want to say GOOD BYE

  • @genos_242
    @genos_242 Рік тому +4

    you are too strong while waiting for that from you good luck for the future and continue to enjoy us I loved this sound so much I have❤😢 been waiting for it for a very long time

  • @mattiinh3857
    @mattiinh3857 Рік тому +1

    I can't believe ...
    Exactly one week after I broke up, I have to hear this song and know you through this song...
    It was both wonderful and very painful...❤💔

  • @ZoranSukurma
    @ZoranSukurma 11 місяців тому

    I’ve been suffering from depression for 15 years now and somehow the life kept getting worse and worse even though I always thought it cant get any worse than it already is. Life keeps proving me wrong. I gave one last try in love as that is my only wish to find someone that loves me and cares for me and I was entirely broken. I tried to leave this world twice and I failed even at that. Now im stuck in between not wanting to live and not wanting to die with a blank mind. No goals. No emotions. No one around me. Just nothing. I dont know what to do. I relate to this song 100%.

  • @SamuelMiller1989
    @SamuelMiller1989 11 місяців тому +2

    I FOUND YOU Britton. ❤ God Bless A.I Algorithms. Peace be with you. Merry Christmas and Happy New Years

  • @SalomeVimbisoChikondori
    @SalomeVimbisoChikondori 3 місяці тому +3

    This really touched my heart 😢

  • @crystalbabyangerstein1696
    @crystalbabyangerstein1696 Рік тому +2

    This is such a great masterpiece of a song Britton so many can relate to this song with all this emotions is very true I love this gold blessed you ❤❤❤❤❤❤I love this ❤❤❤❤❤❤hits every emotion so amazing!!!! Especially the part is says nothing you of said

  • @KJab21512
    @KJab21512 6 місяців тому +1

    Part of me knew if I pressed on this video today; I would be adding a new artists to my spotify. Time to check the rest of her effort. 🌻

  • @LeonSampson-kv7zr
    @LeonSampson-kv7zr 10 місяців тому +2

    It was all between me and my head… my head that turned a fiction into reality and manifested in to neglect of the one I truly love… now it’s goodbye… I don’t wanna die-but it keeps getting harder to live…

  • @janishutto3002
    @janishutto3002 Рік тому +4

    Never think that this
    day is your lowest....YOU ARE WORTH IT.... never stop believing in who you are!! You matter and have great things ahead of you.
    ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
    There are others counting on you....stay strong!!

  • @imonlyorion
    @imonlyorion Рік тому

    Amazing song, as someone who was on the other side of this, it helped me see past being a "victim" and allowed me to process why things ended the way they did. I appreciate that.

  • @ItsAshleyTeresa
    @ItsAshleyTeresa Рік тому +15

    Been waiting for this and I love every part of it❤ this must’ve been so hard to write but thank you

  • @Kitkat-lo5kf
    @Kitkat-lo5kf 4 місяці тому +5

    Putting into words what we all experience at some point in our lives...

  • @Itsmiaallerton
    @Itsmiaallerton Рік тому +2

    Philippines here!!❤

  • @thecrazycatlady9893
    @thecrazycatlady9893 5 місяців тому +3

    Life adds, Life Subtracts, all hungering for life

  • @AndrewK997
    @AndrewK997 11 місяців тому

    Like an anchor ⚓ Jehovah give us an extraordinary hope for the future that suffering and wars are about to end. So let's go always forward guys we won't remember all the things of the past and we will live the true life ❤️