I was a teen in the 90s and I loved the 60s back then, as well as what was happening at the time. I loved all the different eras and many subgenres of rock and I still do. Only, 2010-2021 has been miserable for rock.
@@JesseNothing33 Even the the decade before that rock was pretty scarce and no where near as big as the 90s and back. Nirvana was the last great Rock/punk band....the music died with him so they say.
And he had a tattoo of his girlfriends name on his chest only for them to break up 4 years later... Remember kids, Never get your partners name tattooed on your body, Even if they're "The one" because the risk of them not being "the one" and having there name permanently marked on you forever (unless you get a coverup or laser it off but who wants to waste all that time and money) just ain't worth it.
Pat Smear fleshed out Nirvana’s live sound with additional guitar. Particularly later on when Kurt was not so healthy (mentally and physically). He was also in Foo Fighters.
I love how Krist gets progressively more drunk and random as the interview drags on. Funny guy. Dave sure started to pipe up more in later years, so quiet here. I like this interview, funny, entertaining, human. So much fanaticism these days towards Nirvana. Everyone forgets most bands are just a bunch of people who like to laugh and are surprised when anyone wants to take them so seriously. Too bad it went down the way it did. Didn't seem like it had to.
They were all fucked up, but they all had a sense of humor that was absolutely amazing both clean and sober and high and drunk. These guys were all genius musicians with a great sense of humor
Conny H Krist was already drunk, but alcohol sneaks it’s drunk feeling on one with time, so it’s possible it was starting to take more of an effect as time went on in the interview. I’ve experienced that myself during my teens when I would go on drinking binges.
@@AndrewLemmings Really? Me too(experienced drinking) , but I fall asleep when I don't continue 🤷♀️anyways, I deleted that comment bc we can't know if he was drinking during the interview,... cheers!
Smoking cigarettes and drinking beer on national television, goddamn I miss the 90's!! Nobody told you what to do, it was more like, live and let others live.
Lemont D'Ettinge you know... I have seen clips of this interview in the past but it may not have been aired. I do remember even in the clips they was drinking and smoking hahaha they couldn't hide that!
Near the end of the interview they're talking about the JFK assassination. I bet Kurt never thought in a million years that in 4 months from this interview he'd become one of the most talked about conspiracy theories in history.
@@diogopinto9462 Dave was writing songs for Foo Fighters by this time (FF weren't together but he was writing music and getting ready to move on) and Kurt was talking about leaving Nirvana anyway. They all knew it was over. It's got me fucked why some people are pointing their fingers at Dave or even thinking he was involved 🤷🏻♀️
@@nelliesilvers1210 Dave wasn't writing songs for Foo Fighters. The songs on their first album were songs he was writing for Nirvana. They included his song Marigold as a b-side on Pennyroyal Tea, and they were going to record Alone + Easy Target and a couple other ones that ended up on the first Foo Fighters album.
The most beautiful part to me was near the end when Kris regrets the fact that Kurt won't go with him to Croatia and Kurt apologises out of fear. So human. But then Kris quickly cheers him up, when he senses his fear, saying "it's alright man, I'm the most prominent Croatian." haha.
Not surprised considering the horrors that were unfolding in Yugoslavia at the time. Mass ethnic cleansing, genocide, Croats, Bosnians, Serbs killing each other in horrifying ways.
Are you kidding? All he did was ask them random questions for an hour, and then all the editors have to do all the hard work of splicing it together to make it sound like there was any direction to it whatsoever. Listen the the Canadian interview of Kurt shortly before he died. Now *that* woman is a good interviewer.
There is a video about the MTV videos whatever, where B_real, Micheal Jackson, Kurt, Bitch, and other members cheering tghter and moving to having some fun over the caravans.
@Shly Tmsh Oh fuck ! Somewhere on youtube....you know Nirvana have some thousands of video ! I cant say where exactly in this present minute ! I saw this video in 2016, maybe 2017 !...related to mtv award.
Not sure what you are all talking about here. If you search youtube for Nirvana/Kurt/Michael Jackson you get clips from this video and the MTV awards where a Michael Jackson impersonator collected an award for Nirvana on their behalf. That video is here. ua-cam.com/video/HHgnhgNrS54/v-deo.html So unless somebody has something else they can find, think you are getting confused and mixing something up with something else.
This is one of my favorite interviews of them. Kurt Lourder did a great job. Finally an interviewer who actually cares about what they are saying and joking around with them. He got Kurt Cobain to open up and relax as he talks
@@MrGoodman174 I like Loder, but I don’t think, I don’t know, he seems slightly intellectually patronizing, though also genuinely impressed with Cobain.
Thats Kurt Loder..Whom got a lil more into His late freind/&,Interveiwed Courtney sm time later.worth diggun up.Like to think K.L.really was a lil more Affected by it all.!But better him doing the job than sm others..Empty.T.V.! Francis Farmer.Was just on 'Bob Dylans ThemeTime Radio.hr.😊
i've watched this several times, and i still hear hilarious shit i didn't catch the last time. and the part when they're talking about 2009-2010...its just surreal to hear kurt talking about the semi recent future like that. they were so aware of the industry, and popular culture. Such a shame Kurt couldn't at least take a year off to collect himself, and keep going.
Adam Smith I feel like if he took a year off people would get mad and stop supporting them because Nirvana was always so quick and fast paced when working
@Twilight living true, but Kurt was always worried about what people thought of him, that's part of the reason he didn't take a break. He wanted to leave Nirvana, and was about to before his death but before that, it was a really hard thing for him to do
@@inferiordior Time off would of made their next album even more anticipated. But that’s not it, a year off wasn’t an answer. He’s misunderstood in a way people don’t understand. Taking a year off didn’t matter. Drug addicts ( i was like Kurt for years) say, do and write things they don’t actually mean but believe, Being high or in withdraw changes everything. He killed himself because he couldn’t see life clean, withdraw was overwhelming, and he realized everyone wasnt going to put up with him doing it anymore. It’s so obvious to me as an addict who’s clean. Kurt was forced to go into withdrawl which makes you go crazy, think crazy etc, then he decided to leave rehab and hide from everyone, was being chased down by friends and PI’s and he got high because that’s all that was really important to him (and every addict) shows EXACTLY what happened there’s no mystery. He didn’t see the light, didn’t see it as possible and figured if he had to WD and people weren’t going support or accept his addiction anymore, he gave up. He went and got high and decided it wasn’t possible in that state of mind. It had nothing to do with his fame or not enjoying it, that was an excuse, he might not of even realized it wasn’t true. I’m not bashing him I just hate how simple it is. When I read he left rehab and hid and got high and bought a shotgun, I realized this instantly. Most addicts are depression cases or whatever mental issues, and that contributes. But heroin is a different devil, if I was being forced into rehab, being chased by friends, PI’s etc and felt I didn’t even have time to think, I don’t know that I would of ultimately got clean myself, everyone who goes threw WD has these thoughts, maybe his depression made the difference, but it was ultimately the pressure of having to get clean or else was the major factor. Dude should of been given space, talked to as if he was in control instead of being chased and told what to do, and maybe he wouldn’t of became too overwhelmed. I can see this so clearly, he just didn’t have the space to think it all over, he was in a corner, out of his mind, overwhelmed, scared, being chased, we’re all major factors
20:00 everyone talks at once and Kurt Loder somehow manages to hear and respond to them all. Legendary. 34:00 I know that worry myself, and hearing Kurt say that really helps a lot. I wonder if that's a common occurrence in rock. That should be a standard question to be answered by bands in interview: "What do you think of the audiences you get?" or something like that. 37:05 Krist really knows how to get into Dave's head. I love this, they all just start harmonizing together, and I think I even heard Loder doing it too.
Sometimes when I am sad or I know I need to feel joy, I look for video clips where Kurt smiles. Something about seeing him light up, a brightest of lights beaming from the darkest of places. ❤
numba1netsfan Oh, sorry about that, because i thought that you was agreeing this guy that i was replying to, and I'd have also made a mistake by his comment as well, too.
This Mtv was the shit, fucking massive rockstars just having a good time in interviews, drinking their beers, wine and smoking their cigarrettes, not wearing shoes and shit, just letting loose and speaking one on one with Kurt Loder.
"you really don't know everything when you're in your early twenties." YES. I'm 28 going on 29 and I thought I knew everything when I was 21. I didn't know shit.
I haven't enjoyed 52 minutes and 7 seconds like this in a long time. Great artists,great guys,great persons. And Kurt Freeloader is a great interviewer.
+Golden Calavera then why call him Kurt Freeloader? Or is it just a pun you enjoy? I agree though, that especially for someone who seems like such a 'square' dude he seems to really "get it" as an interviewer
Such a close-knit group of guys, sharing everything from stories to cigarettes! It may seem a small thing, but the way they helped each other tell their stories and light each other's cigarette, and literally share the same cigarette, really seemed to be a microcosm of their deep bonds with one another. Really cool to watch this in its entirety because they were so tight on stage; they were obviously just as close off stage. It's so interesting though if this was Dec 10, 1993, and Kurt was so optimistic and content with the current tour and yet just three months later he was hospitalized for allegedly accidentally overdosing on pain killers which preceded him having the flu and suffering from fatigue. And, then of course a month after that he died. I don't want to entertain any conspiracy theories but things took a turn for the worst so quickly. Also, side note: When did Pat Smear start playing with them?!?!
They weren’t close here. There was a ton of infighting pretty much right after Nevermind hit. Dave was a hire and always felt like an outsider, at one point a few months before this interview he quit, Kurt didn’t like him for a lot of reasons, Krist and Kurt had grown apart because of a lot of financial issues and Kurt’s drug problem etc. - Pat was the only one that got along with everyone. Kurt hired him at Courtney’s suggestion the week of the SNL In Utero show. The underlying problem of pretty much everything as I understand it, was Kurt’s heroin addiction. It brought out the worst parts of him and destabilized every aspect of the band. They all have too much class to talk about it, but towards the end he had become impossible to deal with. His suicide was an act of monumental selfishness.
Kurt Loder is the GOAT when it comes to interviewing talent. His questions, personality and conversation ability were always on point. You can tell Kurt is happy and comfortable in the interview which is a compliment as well.
They really all seemed so happy here. It's really a nice interview by Kurt Loder because they weren't always the easiest band to handle with interviews.
Even tipsy Kirst managed to be witty and optimistic. What a gent. Also something of note, the moment here 48:45 - Kurt expressing a particular fear and unwillingness to endanger himself recklessly.
+ernie e Watching enough footage of him, especially in sequence (check out "Montage Of Heck"), you realize he had some of those classic 'bipolar' tendencies (whether he was actually polar or not)--meaning he had that swing between seeming totally fine and relaxed and then in a rage or crushingly depressed, like a pendulum going back and forth
@@mywhychromosome not hard to figure out when he was relaxed and in a fine mood he probably just finished shooting up and when he was depressed and not happy he probably was dope sick and either couldnt find dope or was waiting for it. Thats pretty much exactly how it is when your a junkie.
@@jeffreyval9665 Unfortunately, I know exactly what you are talking about, lol. My life has taken some detours down that very dark and twisted forest. As for Kurt, that definitely played into it [The producer of their "MTV Unplugged" described how the first half of the rehearsal, he was agitated, moody, seemed a bit ill. Then a 'band friend' showed up with a package, they took a break, and Kurt returned with a bit of swing in his step, lol. BUT, that said, by most accounts he was the kind of person who was just prone to things like mood swings, emotional fragility, and unpredictability in general; even from childhood. There's also the side note that he was either the third or 4th male in the family prone to severe depression, and all of whom committed suicide by gunshot...kind of spooky, you know?
@@mywhychromosome Its a horrible way of life especially when you have to hustle all day every day just to feel normal. I saw that thing about unplugged and equating that to my own addiction to heroin I wonder if he would of even performed if he wasnt able to get anything? By the time the performance would of started he would of been really sick and performing would of been the last thing on his mind. Thank god someone got him something and we were able to enjoy an amazing performance from one of the most talented musicians of all time.
I can’t stand all the comments talking about kurts death and drug addiction and not him here, in the moment. Stop focusing on his sadness or conspiracies of his death and focus on how funny he was and his words, his knowledge. Not his death and addiction, that’s not a way to remember someone you “idolise”
His pain and addiction was a part of him. If he would not have the constant stomach pain, then most likely he would not start to do drugs. He would write different lyrics. The media might never pick him up and he would die in old age as a noname nobody. Without the pain we would have a completly different Kurt so it is not possible to talk about him without bringing the drugs and the other self destructive stupid things he did.
Thank you. Finally someone says something. Addiction is a disease of the brain and you’re being high jacked. But you can’t focus of a person and constantly talking as if They were always addicted and high, you gotta just enjoy them in the moment. Kurt was much more than That. Nobodies title is their bad habits and weaknesses, but rather their strengths and talents.
@@AndrewLemmings Kurt's lyrics came from his pain. *The way his parents neglected him* _The never ending stomach pain that destroyed his life. (He started doing drugs, because of this. At least he said this in an interview.)_ *The hopelessness of the era* _The way Love used and manipulated him_ _You know you're right_ *etc* You cannot talk about someone without threating them as a whole person. If you disect him and you only look at his "positives", then you will get a fake person and not the real deal.
Robert H his pain yes, but also hey was promoting feminism in most songs, and some songs were about masturbation. But he also was a true musician. He was a very rare type. I know where he came from because I come from the same background. It’s a dark place. I’m so sad he never could find recovery and find what he was looking for in life. He was offered recovery but he was not ready. No good music from a happy place, that’s rare. Most all music comes from a dark place. Kurt was very talented and was a pop icon without being a pop musician and Nirvana being a pop band. They were pop in the sense of their melodic, quiet loud quiet, verse chorus verse, pop oriented formula of creating new songs through music coming first as all bands do, even my band being a melodic metalcore band does that, and lyrics come secondary. Kurt was a genius. RIP
The Jack Nicholson movie Krist was trying to remember the name of (about 32 min in) is FIVE EASY PIECES, directed by Bob Rafelson for BBS in 1971. Great film and apparently pretty well forgotten by the 90s.
Everyone talking about how good the interview is without acknowledging Kurt Loder doing a great job. He kept his composure and didn't get all fan girl nervous talking to the biggest band in the world. I think that's what helps the guys stay more grounded and humble in this one
What a treat to watch. This is such a great, chill interview. Side note: That’s the same shoes Kurt had on when he died. I don’t why but it just seems a little eerie to me, noticing that.
I saw a lot of videos of him Like interviews, concerts.. I think i spend months watching random kurt cobain and nirvana related video. Yeah i am a huge fan and he just amazes me. But yeah he wore that type of shoe a lot... Those shoes are timeless
Cobain: You're calling me Darby (from Germs who killed himself) Smear: You got the same problems Loder: Gee, I hope not, that's not true That's haunting!
At 42:01 I like the way Kurt is making fun of Krist for being so strict about the van and keeping the air conditioner off, even in July, so that they wouldn't waste gas and he gives Krist a sweet glance like "We're just messing with you, buddy"
Kurt Loder did a fanatic job interviewing them. Seen a lot of people interview Nirvana and none of them were as cool and relaxed as Kurt Loder was. By him totally engaging in what the band was saying it made Kurt Cobain relax, have fun, and open up more.
I can't believe this was over 30 years ago. To anyone under the age of 20 watching this, please hold value in every moment of your youth because it's gone in a flash!
So glad I was around in those yrs ¬ just for the amazing music but fr the freedom we had.(who else could wear those blue sunglasses with brassy bleached hair &a paisley printed top with a striped tee underneath &look so good? ) I love the 90's.
I like this interview. The interviewer seems really chill, talking to then like he would a friend. He’s cracking jokes and contributing to the bands chemistry. The band seems low energy and happy
+Kurdt Banein Darby Crash was the lead singer of the Germs, the band Pat was in and most well known from before Nirvana. Darby had a serious heroin addiction and eventually committed suicide by intentionally overdosing on it in 1980.
Cool to hear him talk about the Jag-Stang at the end,never heard him mention it before. My brother has one, killer sounding guitar, instant Nirvana sound from it
Well, 2 of the most genuine people that ever existed. I would NOT put Dave Grohl in that camp. Dude became a complete corporate stooge for Big Pharma and a cheesy stadium shlock rocker. Sell out. Grohl became everything that the other two Novoselic and Cobain were not.
Kurt was very fond of Pat. So much so I remember from an article or book saying he loved him and invited him to join Nirvana without talking with the others although its been said that Courtney introduced them so I don't know which is true. He closed himself off from Dave and Krist and was closer to Pat than about anybody towards the end.
36:22 notice how it gets awkward when they talk about the tour going around the world. Dave n krist are all in and Kurt goes “maybe not SA” under his breath... The in utero tour killed kurt cobain. He absolutely did not want to tour outside the American leg and they all knew it. He was forced and forced and he ended up dying in the middle of it. They should have took it one tour at a time
Kurt probably had a hard time getting his dope when he was out of the US and he wasn’t to excited about withdrawing while performing in front of 1,000’s of people.
Interesting to see how Dave Grohl's personality has evolved over the years... He's so animated and bigger than life now, but back then you hardly got a glimmer of that and the superstar he'd become.
@Dreama Fain Yeah, it's like a completely different person! Would Dave be the Dave he is today if Kurt hadn't died and Nirvana had continued? Would he have remained eclipsed by Kurt or would he have blossomed in the same way? And imagine the music they could've done with an ascendant Dave...with Kurt's dark emotion mixing with Dave's sunnier power pop elements...another Lennon/Mcartney!
@@northernbrother1258 he became an egotistical, money driven, asshole. He helped to get Kurt assassinated. Coincidence that right after Kurt dies, Dave becomes egotistical and finally opens up? Not to mention all the satanic symbolism in FF.
I've been watching a lot of these interviews with Kurt and needless to say, it's been pretty interesting hearing about the things he's interested in and what kind of person he is. For instance he was never a huge fan of grunge, he just kind of fell into that style, at heart he said he was actually more of a fan of new wave sub-pop of all things, lol. That's Awesome :D
Thanks for the upload. Sad, the thought of these recent case photos that was revealed, and the detective said "why should we release them all, given the fact kurt is laying there with his hair blown back" may God have mercy on Kurt's soul...
It's a great interview. Especially what happened after the interview, when Krist Novoselic and Kurt Loder got drunk on red whine and trashed the hotel rooms they were at, at the time. I believe it cost $11,000+ plus in damages lol. Now that would've being great to see too.
I always enjoyed kurt's never changing his rural NW accent in both his speaking and singing voices (something i've tried to disguise forever myself!). I don't think i've heard anyone mentioning his accent?
What Dave Grohl says at around 39:50 , about Steve Albini putting a strobe light to be used as a metronome for the drum tracking of "In Utero", was a technique also used by Tommy Ramone for the first Ramones album. Tommy thought it was a great trick btw.
Kurt clearly started to accept his fame and seemed to want to grow larger, play for bigger crowds and even the people he didn’t really like who’d “rip him apart”. Said in another interview. I think he’s misunderstood in a way people don’t understand. Drugs make you do, say and write things that aren’t exactly accurate to what you feel, it’s usually excuses for your actions. I think the pressure of his intervention and realizing people around him wouldn’t put up with it anymore and thinking it was impossible to live clean, or be happy clean, PLUS the pressure of the magazines and uncertainty of his marriage and being around for his child. If you’re in withdrawal everything seems worse and more impossible, it seems like it won’t end. I think his suicide note was mostly BS, high or withdrawal talk, a lot of drug addicts kill themselves when they cant do it anymore or realize people around them won’t accept it anymore. You’d have to go threw it to understand, today we have suboxone and what not. I think his suicide is over thought and that letter he left was more excuses/emotional talk and BS that addicts say, all addicts are similar mentally (because of being high/Withdrawl whichever state he was in, if I remember he was high, he wrote a BS note) Kurt was just overwhelmed, didn’t see a way out, and they way he hid to get high again shows he was running from everyone to continue it and knew he had to choose. I’ve been there, I’ve thought to myself I’d rather die than go threw WD like this, it’ll never end, it won’t get better, statistically I’ll just relapse even if I do get clean, it’s an extremely dark place, when you feel forced especially, which is obvious with his hiding away from everyone, getting High and killing himself) He simply was an addict and seen no way out, being in magazines and the world knowing didn’t help, but his fame, music, or not loving what he did anymore wasn’t what made him pull the trigger, it’s much simpler.
Pat Smear says that Kurt has the same problem as Darby Crash. Kurt Loder says "I hope that's not true" and immediately brings up William S. Burroughs lol.
Pat just meant that they both had crazy controlling bleach blonde women. I doubt Pat even saw drug use as a problem. When Loder said I hope that's not true Pat's face drops because it was obvious from Loder's comment that he misunderstood which problem he meant. But then Loder figures it out and immediately brings up William S. Burroughs -who killed his wife- Kurt cracks his neck as if to say "Oh jeez, he's suggesting I murder Courtney" what an interesting interaction
Krist talking about the ridiculousness of 60s nostalgia while we are all watching this for 90s nostalgia.
OK!
Yeah, saying nostalgia is ridiculous when you're young is kinda ridiculous lol
I was a teen in the 90s and I loved the 60s back then, as well as what was happening at the time. I loved all the different eras and many subgenres of rock and I still do. Only, 2010-2021 has been miserable for rock.
Yes!! Lmao
@@JesseNothing33 Even the the decade before that rock was pretty scarce and no where near as big as the 90s and back. Nirvana was the last great Rock/punk band....the music died with him so they say.
Back when Dave was an awkward high school girl...
I think you're on something...
I know. It was the first time in an interview where every other word wasn't the f 💥
Aaaah i cant unsee it now
@Clancy Kobane - And yet Pat is the one wearing makeup lol.
And he had a tattoo of his girlfriends name on his chest only for them to break up 4 years later...
Remember kids, Never get your partners name tattooed on your body, Even if they're "The one" because the risk of them not being "the one" and having there name permanently marked on you forever (unless you get a coverup or laser it off but who wants to waste all that time and money) just ain't worth it.
Pat was SOOO perfect for them, rarely an added member fits so good a band, wish they could have go on more together
Hired hand, not a member.
Pat Smear fleshed out Nirvana’s live sound with additional guitar. Particularly later on when Kurt was not so healthy (mentally and physically). He was also in Foo Fighters.
Nah, i still prefer the trio, thnx.
They don't need him but he does fit for some reason.
He's one of my favorite guitarists. I prefer their sound with him than without.
I love how Krist gets progressively more drunk and random as the interview drags on. Funny guy. Dave sure started to pipe up more in later years, so quiet here. I like this interview, funny, entertaining, human. So much fanaticism these days towards Nirvana. Everyone forgets most bands are just a bunch of people who like to laugh and are surprised when anyone wants to take them so seriously. Too bad it went down the way it did. Didn't seem like it had to.
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They were all fucked up, but they all had a sense of humor that was absolutely amazing both clean and sober and high and drunk. These guys were all genius musicians with a great sense of humor
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Conny H Krist was already drunk, but alcohol sneaks it’s drunk feeling on one with time, so it’s possible it was starting to take more of an effect as time went on in the interview. I’ve experienced that myself during my teens when I would go on drinking binges.
@@AndrewLemmings Really? Me too(experienced drinking) , but I fall asleep when I don't continue 🤷♀️anyways, I deleted that comment bc we can't know if he was drinking during the interview,... cheers!
Smoking cigarettes and drinking beer on national television, goddamn I miss the 90's!! Nobody told you what to do, it was more like, live and let others live.
+Brittany Loveless you're such a fucking rebel.
+Thrall01101100
Was this even aired? I thought they all (including Loder) got so drunk that they didn't use the interview.
Lemont D'Ettinge you know... I have seen clips of this interview in the past but it may not have been aired. I do remember even in the clips they was drinking and smoking hahaha they couldn't hide that!
"fuck yeah"
"fuck yeah"
Near the end of the interview they're talking about the JFK assassination. I bet Kurt never thought in a million years that in 4 months from this interview he'd become one of the most talked about conspiracy theories in history.
I bet he sense something.
Manisora no, and i guareentee u even if courtney did do it, he still wouldnt have liked hearing that about courtney
@@mccraezee well Dave troll had the biggest motive to kill Kurt ... Right ? Think about it . I'm not saying he did . oh and Kurt did off himself .
@@diogopinto9462 Dave was writing songs for Foo Fighters by this time (FF weren't together but he was writing music and getting ready to move on) and Kurt was talking about leaving Nirvana anyway. They all knew it was over. It's got me fucked why some people are pointing their fingers at Dave or even thinking he was involved 🤷🏻♀️
@@nelliesilvers1210 Dave wasn't writing songs for Foo Fighters. The songs on their first album were songs he was writing for Nirvana. They included his song Marigold as a b-side on Pennyroyal Tea, and they were going to record Alone + Easy Target and a couple other ones that ended up on the first Foo Fighters album.
No one can deny the fact that Kurt had the nicest teeth.
Jeremy Cubs Fantano ain't got shit on my boy
Nicest teeth stuck in the ceiling
Neal Daamkjaer 😆
Dude looked perfect.
He never brushed them either. I read he said that just eating apples was enough lol
Krist literally predicted the future to now when he said "2010, early 90's revival"
agreed
Sasha Broadbent and its an extremely disappointing attempt haha
There was a great attempt in 2010. Pretty Reckless released "Miss nothing" song and it really felt like some sort of revival! Great band, btw.
Philip Garcia Hey :) It's the best of what we have now. Everything else is mostly shit. This band is better than most of 201x crap
@@grandmasterpk9607 listen to title Fight
Dave's face when Kurt says everyone in Aberdeen is related haha
13:22
Dueling banjos
The most beautiful part to me was near the end when Kris regrets the fact that Kurt won't go with him to Croatia and Kurt apologises out of fear. So human. But then Kris quickly cheers him up, when he senses his fear, saying "it's alright man, I'm the most prominent Croatian." haha.
Not surprised considering the horrors that were unfolding in Yugoslavia at the time. Mass ethnic cleansing, genocide, Croats, Bosnians, Serbs killing each other in horrifying ways.
when?
WHEN
@@urmom-lf1yd 48:00
What
When they mentioned bands reforming in "2009 or 2010 for the 90s revival" that shit hit me right in the feels.
Yeah, despite the fact Kurt wouldn't be there anymore. Alas
Even in 2020’s I hear 90s revival too
weird i was reading your message right EXACTLY when Chris was saying it. FUcking weird coincidence
time stamp?
@@lxxxxi3:56
Kurt looks so sassy the whole interview
Michelle-chan yeah i love it
He had movie star great looks. It certainly didn't hurt their getting so famous so fast.
Feeling good and playing rock star for sure
@photag216 I know right? I wish he would have taken them off.
@photag216 clout goggles but same thing. yeah~
Kurt Loder is a good interviewer. He was able to make them all relax and be their true selves. Casual. Calm. Pleasant. Real.
Are you kidding? All he did was ask them random questions for an hour, and then all the editors have to do all the hard work of splicing it together to make it sound like there was any direction to it whatsoever. Listen the the Canadian interview of Kurt shortly before he died. Now *that* woman is a good interviewer.
Kurt Interviewing Kurt
Kurt Cobain in reference to the media outrage towards Michael Jackson (23:21) "I just feel sorry for him.."
There is a video about the MTV videos whatever, where B_real, Micheal Jackson, Kurt, Bitch, and other members cheering tghter and moving to having some fun over the caravans.
@Shly Tmsh he's talking shite, no such footage
You are a liar, the only thing we see is that Jackson attemp to touch M. Cobain, and M.Cobain change fastly His way. They are seperated.
@Shly Tmsh Oh fuck ! Somewhere on youtube....you know Nirvana have some thousands of video ! I cant say where exactly in this present minute ! I saw this video in 2016, maybe 2017 !...related to mtv award.
Not sure what you are all talking about here. If you search youtube for Nirvana/Kurt/Michael Jackson you get clips from this video and the MTV awards where a Michael Jackson impersonator collected an award for Nirvana on their behalf. That video is here. ua-cam.com/video/HHgnhgNrS54/v-deo.html So unless somebody has something else they can find, think you are getting confused and mixing something up with something else.
This is one of my favorite interviews of them. Kurt Lourder did a great job. Finally an interviewer who actually cares about what they are saying and joking around with them. He got Kurt Cobain to open up and relax as he talks
Still that thing with Michael Jackson was unnecessary. Glad Kurt could see through those lies.
@@MrGoodman174 I like Loder, but I don’t think, I don’t know, he seems slightly intellectually patronizing, though also genuinely impressed with Cobain.
Loder was a genuine music fan and an intellectually curious guy. Loved him
Thats Kurt Loder..Whom got a lil more into His late freind/&,Interveiwed Courtney sm time later.worth diggun up.Like to think K.L.really was a lil more Affected by it all.!But better him doing the job than sm others..Empty.T.V.! Francis Farmer.Was just on 'Bob Dylans ThemeTime Radio.hr.😊
Kurt wrote some great songs but the unplugged Leadbelly cover is so emotionally powerful, I don't think anything else can match it.
My mom sang that song to us as a lullaby.
@@twebster179 what a soothing bedtime song isn't it?
Heroin and his secret plan to kill himself four Months later in one song performance
You mean Lead Belly.
@@jdmvogel That's auto correct for you
i've watched this several times, and i still hear hilarious shit i didn't catch the last time. and the part when they're talking about 2009-2010...its just surreal to hear kurt talking about the semi recent future like that. they were so aware of the industry, and popular culture. Such a shame Kurt couldn't at least take a year off to collect himself, and keep going.
Adam Smith I feel like if he took a year off people would get mad and stop supporting them because Nirvana was always so quick and fast paced when working
@Twilight living true, but Kurt was always worried about what people thought of him, that's part of the reason he didn't take a break. He wanted to leave Nirvana, and was about to before his death but before that, it was a really hard thing for him to do
@@inferiordior How do you know?
@@micnik3573 it was said and reported on by friends, family, and the the news in the 90's
@@inferiordior Time off would of made their next album even more anticipated. But that’s not it, a year off wasn’t an answer. He’s misunderstood in a way people don’t understand. Taking a year off didn’t matter. Drug addicts ( i was like Kurt for years) say, do and write things they don’t actually mean but believe, Being high or in withdraw changes everything. He killed himself because he couldn’t see life clean, withdraw was overwhelming, and he realized everyone wasnt going to put up with him doing it anymore. It’s so obvious to me as an addict who’s clean. Kurt was forced to go into withdrawl which makes you go crazy, think crazy etc, then he decided to leave rehab and hide from everyone, was being chased down by friends and PI’s and he got high because that’s all that was really important to him (and every addict) shows EXACTLY what happened there’s no mystery. He didn’t see the light, didn’t see it as possible and figured if he had to WD and people weren’t going support or accept his addiction anymore, he gave up. He went and got high and decided it wasn’t possible in that state of mind. It had nothing to do with his fame or not enjoying it, that was an excuse, he might not of even realized it wasn’t true. I’m not bashing him I just hate how simple it is. When I read he left rehab and hid and got high and bought a shotgun, I realized this instantly. Most addicts are depression cases or whatever mental issues, and that contributes. But heroin is a different devil, if I was being forced into rehab, being chased by friends, PI’s etc and felt I didn’t even have time to think, I don’t know that I would of ultimately got clean myself, everyone who goes threw WD has these thoughts, maybe his depression made the difference, but it was ultimately the pressure of having to get clean or else was the major factor. Dude should of been given space, talked to as if he was in control instead of being chased and told what to do, and maybe he wouldn’t of became too overwhelmed. I can see this so clearly, he just didn’t have the space to think it all over, he was in a corner, out of his mind, overwhelmed, scared, being chased, we’re all major factors
Pat is a punk rock legend - he actually survived the LA 80s PUNK ROCK scene - that’s a feat of strength
Really? Hard-core punk as well ? OR just punk i know The germs was his band
20:00 everyone talks at once and Kurt Loder somehow manages to hear and respond to them all. Legendary.
34:00 I know that worry myself, and hearing Kurt say that really helps a lot. I wonder if that's a common occurrence in rock. That should be a standard question to be answered by bands in interview: "What do you think of the audiences you get?" or something like that.
37:05 Krist really knows how to get into Dave's head. I love this, they all just start harmonizing together, and I think I even heard Loder doing it too.
Sometimes when I am sad or I know I need to feel joy, I look for video clips where Kurt smiles. Something about seeing him light up, a brightest of lights beaming from the darkest of places. ❤
4:00 "2009-2010 there's gonna be some kinda 90s revival" lol
No way, dude.
There will never be a 90's revival. Ever.
Welcome to the future. :)
Its kinda true haha
numba1netsfan You're joking, right?
americanliberal09 no... Perhaps you aren't hearing the same music I am?
numba1netsfan Oh, sorry about that, because i thought that you was agreeing this guy that i was replying to, and I'd have also made a mistake by his comment as well, too.
This Mtv was the shit, fucking massive rockstars just having a good time in interviews, drinking their beers, wine and smoking their cigarrettes, not wearing shoes and shit, just letting loose and speaking one on one with Kurt Loder.
Back in the 90s.
@@clintjones9848 i was in a very famous tv showw
If your a real Nirvana fan just watching shit like this brings such an unexplainable feeling of joy and what could have been.
These 4 share the friendship I think we're all seeking. I can't believe Kurt said goodbye to this. It fucks me up so bad.
We miss you so much Kurt you should still be here Nirvana should still be a band we miss you so much
Kurt's smile was beautiful 🖤🖤🖤
"you really don't know everything when you're in your early twenties." YES. I'm 28 going on 29 and I thought I knew everything when I was 21. I didn't know shit.
Gambarizing bet you know a lot more now
Hé repent for some Black flag?
I haven't enjoyed 52 minutes and 7 seconds like this in a long time. Great artists,great guys,great persons. And Kurt Freeloader is a great interviewer.
+Golden Calavera then why call him Kurt Freeloader? Or is it just a pun you enjoy? I agree though, that especially for someone who seems like such a 'square' dude he seems to really "get it" as an interviewer
Haha Kurt Freeloader
Yeah that cracked me up
Such a close-knit group of guys, sharing everything from stories to cigarettes! It may seem a small thing, but the way they helped each other tell their stories and light each other's cigarette, and literally share the same cigarette, really seemed to be a microcosm of their deep bonds with one another. Really cool to watch this in its entirety because they were so tight on stage; they were obviously just as close off stage. It's so interesting though if this was Dec 10, 1993, and Kurt was so optimistic and content with the current tour and yet just three months later he was hospitalized for allegedly accidentally overdosing on pain killers which preceded him having the flu and suffering from fatigue. And, then of course a month after that he died. I don't want to entertain any conspiracy theories but things took a turn for the worst so quickly. Also, side note: When did Pat Smear start playing with them?!?!
They weren’t close here. There was a ton of infighting pretty much right after Nevermind hit. Dave was a hire and always felt like an outsider, at one point a few months before this interview he quit, Kurt didn’t like him for a lot of reasons, Krist and Kurt had grown apart because of a lot of financial issues and Kurt’s drug problem etc. - Pat was the only one that got along with everyone.
Kurt hired him at Courtney’s suggestion the week of the SNL In Utero show.
The underlying problem of pretty much everything as I understand it, was Kurt’s heroin addiction. It brought out the worst parts of him and destabilized every aspect of the band. They all have too much class to talk about it, but towards the end he had become impossible to deal with. His suicide was an act of monumental selfishness.
@@a5dr3 It will all soon come to light . No suicide.
I love the way this interview looks being archived and uploaded after so many years and I really love the purple backdrop :D
It’s blue
get Krist on his own..couple of bottles of red wine and let him go. hilarious
I could listen to Krist forever.
Krist was a huge part of the dynamic which made them great ,,, so witty and clever for he’s age
TOTALLY, He's so sweet, smart and hilarious.
He was a man of faith and so was Kurt. That is why they were so wise. God says “pray to be wise”.
3:55 Weird to see Kurt listening to Krist talking about 2009/10
I love watching these interviews so much, they were such interesting and down to earth people Ill never get tired of watching these old videos
Kurt Loder is the GOAT when it comes to interviewing talent. His questions, personality and conversation ability were always on point. You can tell Kurt is happy and comfortable in the interview which is a compliment as well.
Between the four of them, Grohl seems like the only one who could have served as the designated driver that night.
krist's outfit is boss
They really all seemed so happy here. It's really a nice interview by Kurt Loder because they weren't always the easiest band to handle with interviews.
Even tipsy Kirst managed to be witty and optimistic. What a gent. Also something of note, the moment here 48:45 - Kurt expressing a particular fear and unwillingness to endanger himself recklessly.
It’s truly crazy how much Dave and Krist would joke about suicide prior to Kurt passing while he always just sits there quietly
Kurt Loader was the best Mtv ever had, totally professional and always on point.
Lorder made it more into a conversation then an interview and I liked that a lot.
This has always been my favorite interview. These guys are great. Legendary shit
Kurt seemed so upbeat its hard to believe he would be dead so soon after this. Great interview.
+ernie e Watching enough footage of him, especially in sequence (check out "Montage Of Heck"), you realize he had some of those classic 'bipolar' tendencies (whether he was actually polar or not)--meaning he had that swing between seeming totally fine and relaxed and then in a rage or crushingly depressed, like a pendulum going back and forth
@@mywhychromosome not hard to figure out when he was relaxed and in a fine mood he probably just finished shooting up and when he was depressed and not happy he probably was dope sick and either couldnt find dope or was waiting for it. Thats pretty much exactly how it is when your a junkie.
@@jeffreyval9665 Unfortunately, I know exactly what you are talking about, lol. My life has taken some detours down that very dark and twisted forest. As for Kurt, that definitely played into it [The producer of their "MTV Unplugged" described how the first half of the rehearsal, he was agitated, moody, seemed a bit ill. Then a 'band friend' showed up with a package, they took a break, and Kurt returned with a bit of swing in his step, lol. BUT, that said, by most accounts he was the kind of person who was just prone to things like mood swings, emotional fragility, and unpredictability in general; even from childhood. There's also the side note that he was either the third or 4th male in the family prone to severe depression, and all of whom committed suicide by gunshot...kind of spooky, you know?
@@mywhychromosome Its a horrible way of life especially when you have to hustle all day every day just to feel normal. I saw that thing about unplugged and equating that to my own addiction to heroin I wonder if he would of even performed if he wasnt able to get anything? By the time the performance would of started he would of been really sick and performing would of been the last thing on his mind. Thank god someone got him something and we were able to enjoy an amazing performance from one of the most talented musicians of all time.
He was probably high on heroin the whole interview
Damn pretty hectic to hear Pat say Kurt and Darby had the same problem and anxiously laugh
I can’t stand all the comments talking about kurts death and drug addiction and not him here, in the moment. Stop focusing on his sadness or conspiracies of his death and focus on how funny he was and his words, his knowledge. Not his death and addiction, that’s not a way to remember someone you “idolise”
Amen. Their chemistry and banter was great.
His pain and addiction was a part of him.
If he would not have the constant stomach pain, then most likely he would not start to do drugs. He would write different lyrics. The media might never pick him up and he would die in old age as a noname nobody.
Without the pain we would have a completly different Kurt so it is not possible to talk about him without bringing the drugs and the other self destructive stupid things he did.
Thank you. Finally someone says something. Addiction is a disease of the brain and you’re being high jacked. But you can’t focus of a person and constantly talking as if They were always addicted and high, you gotta just enjoy them in the moment. Kurt was much more than That. Nobodies title is their bad habits and weaknesses, but rather their strengths and talents.
@@AndrewLemmings Kurt's lyrics came from his pain.
*The way his parents neglected him*
_The never ending stomach pain that destroyed his life. (He started doing drugs, because of this. At least he said this in an interview.)_
*The hopelessness of the era*
_The way Love used and manipulated him_ _You know you're right_
*etc*
You cannot talk about someone without threating them as a whole person. If you disect him and you only look at his "positives", then you will get a fake person and not the real deal.
Robert H his pain yes, but also hey was promoting feminism in most songs, and some songs were about masturbation. But he also was a true musician. He was a very rare type. I know where he came from because I come from the same background. It’s a dark place. I’m so sad he never could find recovery and find what he was looking for in life. He was offered recovery but he was not ready. No good music from a happy place, that’s rare. Most all music comes from a dark place. Kurt was very talented and was a pop icon without being a pop musician and Nirvana being a pop band. They were pop in the sense of their melodic, quiet loud quiet, verse chorus verse, pop oriented formula of creating new songs through music coming first as all bands do, even my band being a melodic metalcore band does that, and lyrics come secondary. Kurt was a genius. RIP
"the morale is great, our health is good..."
dave's got a look like "oh, really?"
lol Krist looks like Andy Kaufman
even the way they kind of talk is the same too
proof that andy kauffman never died and he became a bassist instead
They looked very similar
The Jack Nicholson movie Krist was trying to remember the name of (about 32 min in) is FIVE EASY PIECES, directed by Bob Rafelson for BBS in 1971. Great film and apparently pretty well forgotten by the 90s.
This is that moment Krist was talking about."OHH that's the movie he was talking about...."
Best interview of theirs I've seen, very fun to watch, thank you for the post!
They are enjoying themselves.
I Didnt know andy kaufman was a nirvana member
I was just going to type that Krist reminds me of Andy and then I see this...lol
46:44 Cute laugh of Kurt
This was in ST.PAUL!? I have something to be proud of!
Everyone talking about how good the interview is without acknowledging Kurt Loder doing a great job. He kept his composure and didn't get all fan girl nervous talking to the biggest band in the world. I think that's what helps the guys stay more grounded and humble in this one
Well, it's not like Kurt Loder was some amateur they got off the street for an interview position.
What a treat to watch. This is such a great, chill interview.
Side note: That’s the same shoes Kurt had on when he died. I don’t why but it just seems a little eerie to me, noticing that.
I saw a lot of videos of him
Like interviews, concerts..
I think i spend months watching random kurt cobain and nirvana related video.
Yeah i am a huge fan and he just amazes me.
But yeah he wore that type of shoe a lot...
Those shoes are timeless
Cobain: You're calling me Darby (from Germs who killed himself)
Smear: You got the same problems
Loder: Gee, I hope not, that's not true
That's haunting!
Sus asf
even a lie can be very very telling if you know the truth
@David Jones 5:28
I think he started identifying with him bc Pat was is the band.
So many absolutely bizarre things happened around this band. Unreal.
Cool to see this interview, unedited.
At 42:01 I like the way Kurt is making fun of Krist for being so strict about the van and keeping the air conditioner off, even in July, so that they wouldn't waste gas and he gives Krist a sweet glance like "We're just messing with you, buddy"
That was one of the best parts...both him and Dave ripping on Krist and his car maintenance hahah
It's wild hearing Kurt Loader not reading news. He was like the music news voice of my childhood and teen years.
Kurt Loder did a fanatic job interviewing them. Seen a lot of people interview Nirvana and none of them were as cool and relaxed as Kurt Loder was. By him totally engaging in what the band was saying it made Kurt Cobain relax, have fun, and open up more.
Krist's interview bits are always political rants lol I love it
I can't believe this was over 30 years ago. To anyone under the age of 20 watching this, please hold value in every moment of your youth because it's gone in a flash!
So glad I was around in those yrs ¬ just for the amazing music but fr the freedom we had.(who else could wear those blue sunglasses with brassy bleached hair &a paisley printed top with a striped tee underneath &look so good? ) I love the 90's.
I may have already said this but thanks for posting this whole thing.
Krist making the suicide jokes at 1:08 is almost surreal
it’s actually odd how much they used to joke about that shit before Kurt was gone
My friends and I joked about suicide all the time in high school.
Because he knew Kurt was going to die
Kurt would be gone four months later. Nirvana was a shooting star. I was fortunate to be there at that time.
I kept thinking Kris was going to spill that glass of red over himself through the whole interview. LOL it was very distracting
He did spill a bit over his pants (43:33). He's hilarious in this.
Loder: "what to you think of them as musicians?"
Cobain: "I don't know how to define a musician"
That's it , and was it, right there.
Wow you get it man !!!
Hearing them talk about the tour coming up in feb/March was so sad
This is the band's best interview
I like this interview. The interviewer seems really chill, talking to then like he would a friend. He’s cracking jokes and contributing to the bands chemistry. The band seems low energy and happy
Kurt Loder was the face of MTV News for a long time and had a connection to Nirvana that shows through this interview.
Good interviewer, knew how to naturally vibe with Nirvana and converse with them without cutting them off or sounding unnatural 💯
i read this with an extremely exaggerated sarcastic voice.
it was fun.
At 5:26, after Kurt said "You mean you call me Darby?" did Pat say "No, but you've got the same problem..." @___@
Damn
Whats that supposed to mean?
+Kurdt Banein Darby Crash was the lead singer of the Germs, the band Pat was in and most well known from before Nirvana. Darby had a serious heroin addiction and eventually committed suicide by intentionally overdosing on it in 1980.
ahhh....the irony is killing me.....punny
That was curious stuff according to what happened later..
Larger than life presence without saying much. Kurt Cobain.
Cool to hear him talk about the Jag-Stang at the end,never heard him mention it before. My brother has one, killer sounding guitar, instant Nirvana sound from it
No it's not. You need to add the DS-1 or 2. Can't remember which
@@michaelsuder486 no its not...... what exactly?
This is as close as you can get to hanging out with nirvana. Amazing.
Kurt looks so relaxed and happy in this interview
krist all drunk = fucking hilarious lol
I think hes more than drunk bro
he was fuckin high! LOLOL
Shaun Bradley bro?
Bro, yes, As in friend.. Friendly? yeah K cool
"the story, the story, it's the story.... story, story, the story
story, the story"
Nice to see this in one shot, and in it's entirety.
They blew up because they were the 3 most genuine people that ever existed. So honest, they felt like they were your best friends
They blew up because their music was great don’t be so sappy lol
Well, 2 of the most genuine people that ever existed. I would NOT put Dave Grohl in that camp. Dude became a complete corporate stooge for Big Pharma and a cheesy stadium shlock rocker. Sell out. Grohl became everything that the other two Novoselic and Cobain were not.
"3 most genuine people that ever existed. "
You noobs are incredible.
@@ColtraneTaylor gatekeeper alert
@@provisionalhypothesis for what or who?
And you actually agree with this? Why?
"they were the 3 most genuine people that ever existed."
Aw, that was so cool when he said Pat’s smile gives him hope.
Kurt was very fond of Pat. So much so I remember from an article or book saying he loved him and invited him to join Nirvana without talking with the others although its been said that Courtney introduced them so I don't know which is true. He closed himself off from Dave and Krist and was closer to Pat than about anybody towards the end.
What part?
Thank you for this interview! I never saw it before :)
I could watch every interview of these guys. Damn I hate Kurts dead.
36:22 notice how it gets awkward when they talk about the tour going around the world. Dave n krist are all in and Kurt goes “maybe not SA” under his breath... The in utero tour killed kurt cobain. He absolutely did not want to tour outside the American leg and they all knew it. He was forced and forced and he ended up dying in the middle of it. They should have took it one tour at a time
kurt wanted out the band
I always wonder what Kurt going solo would’ve looked like
Kurt probably had a hard time getting his dope when he was out of the US and he wasn’t to excited about withdrawing while performing in front of 1,000’s of people.
Could just be drugs. Even Wiz khalifa a weed addict has hard time going to dubia for 2 days no weed
Interesting to see how Dave Grohl's personality has evolved over the years... He's so animated and bigger than life now, but back then you hardly got a glimmer of that and the superstar he'd become.
80 lbs bigger.
@Dreama Fain Yeah, it's like a completely different person! Would Dave be the Dave he is today if Kurt hadn't died and Nirvana had continued? Would he have remained eclipsed by Kurt or would he have blossomed in the same way? And imagine the music they could've done with an ascendant Dave...with Kurt's dark emotion mixing with Dave's sunnier power pop elements...another Lennon/Mcartney!
@@northernbrother1258 he became an egotistical, money driven, asshole. He helped to get Kurt assassinated. Coincidence that right after Kurt dies, Dave becomes egotistical and finally opens up? Not to mention all the satanic symbolism in FF.
I've been watching a lot of these interviews with Kurt and needless to say, it's been pretty interesting hearing about the things he's interested in and what kind of person he is. For instance he was never a huge fan of grunge, he just kind of fell into that style, at heart he said he was actually more of a fan of new wave sub-pop of all things, lol. That's Awesome :D
I Love seeing Kurt defend Michael.
Thanks for the upload. Sad, the thought of these recent case photos that was revealed, and the detective said "why should we release them all, given the fact kurt is laying there with his hair blown back" may God have mercy on Kurt's soul...
You can see how Dave loved Chris & thought he was so funny, he hangs on his every word, sweet!
awesome interview i miss those days...how drunk was krist haha
It's a great interview. Especially what happened after the interview, when Krist Novoselic and Kurt Loder got drunk on red whine and trashed the hotel rooms they were at, at the time. I believe it cost $11,000+ plus in damages lol. Now that would've being great to see too.
Kurt Cobain, a man ahead of his time, maybe even an old soul😇
I always enjoyed kurt's never changing his rural NW accent in both his speaking and singing voices (something i've tried to disguise forever myself!). I don't think i've heard anyone mentioning his accent?
Same here from Hoquiam and there is certainly an accent kinda werid but true
i live in seattle- from FL, I hear it!! like "sad" is "sa-yad" "megazine"
if there is a video expounding on the accent lmk pls!
its pretty weird. like canadian? but not? i don;t know what to compare it to
Those sunglasses are cool. But how I wish to see his eyes in this interview.
paraselenae it's funny because the glasses are blue and his eyes where blue (a very pretty blue at that)
It's sacred.
What Dave Grohl says at around 39:50 , about Steve Albini putting a strobe light to be used as a metronome for the drum tracking of "In Utero", was a technique also used by Tommy Ramone for the first Ramones album. Tommy thought it was a great trick btw.
Kurt interviewing kurt
Kurt interviewing Kurdt
I didn't interview Kurt?
Kurtception
@ 3:57 - yeah Krist you called the 2009/2010 "90's revival"
Kurt clearly started to accept his fame and seemed to want to grow larger, play for bigger crowds and even the people he didn’t really like who’d “rip him apart”. Said in another interview. I think he’s misunderstood in a way people don’t understand. Drugs make you do, say and write things that aren’t exactly accurate to what you feel, it’s usually excuses for your actions. I think the pressure of his intervention and realizing people around him wouldn’t put up with it anymore and thinking it was impossible to live clean, or be happy clean, PLUS the pressure of the magazines and uncertainty of his marriage and being around for his child. If you’re in withdrawal everything seems worse and more impossible, it seems like it won’t end. I think his suicide note was mostly BS, high or withdrawal talk, a lot of drug addicts kill themselves when they cant do it anymore or realize people around them won’t accept it anymore. You’d have to go threw it to understand, today we have suboxone and what not. I think his suicide is over thought and that letter he left was more excuses/emotional talk and BS that addicts say, all addicts are similar mentally (because of being high/Withdrawl whichever state he was in, if I remember he was high, he wrote a BS note) Kurt was just overwhelmed, didn’t see a way out, and they way he hid to get high again shows he was running from everyone to continue it and knew he had to choose. I’ve been there, I’ve thought to myself I’d rather die than go threw WD like this, it’ll never end, it won’t get better, statistically I’ll just relapse even if I do get clean, it’s an extremely dark place, when you feel forced especially, which is obvious with his hiding away from everyone, getting High and killing himself) He simply was an addict and seen no way out, being in magazines and the world knowing didn’t help, but his fame, music, or not loving what he did anymore wasn’t what made him pull the trigger, it’s much simpler.
Stay safe Bill, every day you wake up and Courtney Love is not in your bed, is a day to celebrate. Inch by inch and step by step 🦾
I could watch this for another 8 hours, just let the camera roll and keep the drinks flowing.
Everything was going so well, I’m so glad he had that time, I know it really impacted me.
Pat Smear says that Kurt has the same problem as Darby Crash. Kurt Loder says "I hope that's not true" and immediately brings up William S. Burroughs lol.
5:26
Pat just meant that they both had crazy controlling bleach blonde women. I doubt Pat even saw drug use as a problem.
When Loder said I hope that's not true Pat's face drops because it was obvious from Loder's comment that he misunderstood which problem he meant.
But then Loder figures it out and immediately brings up William S. Burroughs -who killed his wife-
Kurt cracks his neck as if to say "Oh jeez, he's suggesting I murder Courtney"
what an interesting interaction