S3 EP12. I Still Feel Guilty.
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- Опубліковано 27 чер 2024
- Happy Friday, everyone! Welcome back to another episode of CWCOI. Today, our host, Ally Yost, tells a short testimony on God's Faithfulness followed by the topic of GUILT. But not just any guilt, guilt from our past. Perhaps, the BC version of ourselves who lived selfishly and without Jesus. We talk about how to overcome that guilt and the truth of the Gospel. Should we ask God for His forgiveness about the same mistake more than once? Or do we just ask for it one time and move on?
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Clicked on this by accident , but we all know God does nothing coincidental 💗
You might want to keep watching regularly because this podcast is amazing!!
This happened to me as well! God knew I needed to hear this.❤
praise JESUS !!! so happy you did 🥲🥲
Is it just me but does Ally shadow look like angel wings 👀❓
ooooh you are so right!!
YOOOO!!!! That’s wild!!!!! God is so with our girl!!!!❤✝️🙌🏽
Yessss I see it!! 👑🤩
Gurrrlll I'm here again. Every Friday. Got my coffee here and some food. Good morning and God bless
good morning !!!!! 🥹🧡
The way I posted a video detailing my testimony yesterday and I was hit with OVERWHELMING fear about people seeing it and shame about my past where I wanted to cry, my heart was RACING. Not to mention how Satan tried to bring me such opposition like tech issues over and over again. How sweet Abba is to bring this video to me today 😢
I'm at work and I was just scrolling and all of a sudden my screen moved really fast and while this happened I was praying in my mind asking God why did i still feel unforgiven after i repented and I didn't even get to finish the prayer and this came on my screen.......just whoa😊
My gosh Ally literally today i was crying about the shame and guilt of my past i was what kind of person was i and after reading my word today i learned that My God is a God full of compassion and mercy and then you popped up with this podcast i really didnt know that me reminding my self about it over and over again and is saying that Jesus did'nt do enough now i know and i accept the gospel
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The way I needed to hear this, I struggle with memories of my past and the guilt of it and hearing other ways to rejoice in my deliverance was so reassuring, to remember what our heavenly has done in my life
i love this new set up ally! it’s been so fun watching Jesus bless you and ashley’s home journey.💗
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This video popped up by accident, and God knew I needed it.
Thank you for a much-needed reminder. I have gained freedom from events in the past.
Thank You ALLY. 🥰
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If the enemy can't get us to physically sin again, he'll get us to start re-living it again. Woooow!! That was so powerful
I was listening to one of Pastor Jerry Flowers sermons and his mom was talking in it and she had said that Satan can only go based off of our past because he has no new information. and that freed me so much and I hope it does with some of y'all.
32:00 I always love how you end yor podcast "can we all just show someone how cool jesus is"❤❤❤ God bless you
I have come to the conclusion that I have experienced pain from the demonic as well. I feel the need to share this. I got baptized this past Easter and my pastor asked me to write a 5 minute max speech on my testimony to share with the congregation on Easter Sunday. I did, and I asked the Holy Spirit to speak through me while I wrote it. My past was in new age healing practices, so I have a good amount of knowledge on the evil that hides there. I made a point to primarily focus on that for my speech. Note that this is a topic my church tends to shy away from unfortunately. I wrote it on Friday, 2 days before my baptism. I started getting fired up, laughing to myself, saying out loud “I’m about to shine a light on Satan.” Let me tell you, the next day my leg randomly got this pain. It was awful, it felt like glass going through my veins. I thought I had a blood clot and it became excruciating. I went to my doctors and got a Doppler test and blood work done - nothing. Glory to God He numbed the pain during my speech but it was still very present that day and the Monday after. The pain went away on its own by about Wednesday, and my doctor said when I asked if we should continue looking for the source of it, it would be like “chasing its shadows” quote on quote and he figured it was a pressed nerve of some kind. Just like you Allie, the timing was just sus. The enemy sure made it hot and after a few days I really came to this conclusion. I had never been in a position like that before where I desperately needed the hand of God. No one else could help me, and He came through. The enemy just showed me how real he was, and it only deepened my faith. God sure turned it to good. 🙏🏼
My FAVORITE podcast with my favorite Host 💖
Girll last night I was feeling soo out of place and like a burden and sinful, and while I was sharing that with the Lord, I literally used to the word "guilty". Yesterday morning I found this page (It somehow took me this long after following you and Ash for a while loll), so I was excited to see that you posted every Friday. Little did I know that this would be the exact thing I needed right when I needed it. Thank you, Jesus.
I gave my life to Jesus in February and I’ve really been struggling with this on and off, but just keep being reminded again and again that I’m a new creation and Jesus already paid for my sins. Sometimes it’s hard to believe how good God truly is and how much love he has for us after being torn down by the world for so long
STOP ALLY!!!! I had the same EXACT situation happen with my cramps a couple months ago - literally almost to a T of what you said. I KNEW it was demonic.
Also have been feeling guilt about my past recently AND was just reading Psalm 103 that you shared over the last couple days.
You’re just speaking to my soul over here! Love all the synchronicities.
Praise God 🙏🏼
Thank you for your podcast! Love it so much.
I haven’t watched through the whole video yet, but I just think Jesus is so with you. I truly want to walk with Jesus like you do. You’ll probably never see this, but I just truly admire the person you are.
Right when I saw this video I just thought to myself "The lords timing is so good" because for a few days I've just been having a lot of negative thoughts and feeling guilty myself. I feel like this is a sign that God hears and sees me even when I feel like he doesn't.
I can resonate to this SO much. For months I was ridden with shame and guilt over my past sins that I was living in even when I came to Christ early on (my baby Christian self just didnt know what she was doing). BUT just last week I felt a weight lifted off after I prayed about it with some people at my church. I resonate with the dreams throwing our past in our faces but that has subsided for me as well. Your podcast came at such a wonderful time helping me and I am sure many others to feel less alone. Thank you for being so vulnerable!!
Thank you for this, I have been feeling the same way ally, and for you to make this really helps. Also Love the set up! So cute! Thank you❤God bless you, all for Jesus❤
Such a cute vibe. So happy for you Both. Great episode!
Ally you don’t even understand how badly I needed this today.. thank you so much ally..
This is one of my favorite episodes. The truth you spoke and the Word you delivered within the message had me in tears. I really didn’t know I was struggling with my past and feeling guilty, but this opened my eyes and made me rejoice in Gods grace and what He has delivered me from. His blood is ENOUGH!! His blood has POWER!!
Every single one of your podcasts has been such a blessing! I am so happy for you and Ashley as God has guided you into a beautiful home! And girl, this episode hit home so insanely much, praise Jesus!
Sister! You are such a conduit of Christ’s Holy Spirit! Everything you said hit the nail on the head no pun intended. This message blessed me immensely. P.s. the shadow behind you looks like angel wings 🪽 Thank you Jesus for this message !
Crazy the way I can relate to this story! This week and this summer has been the most challenging for me while I am support raising to begin working in campus ministry. It is so important to share with new believers that this is very real that we face spiritual warfare.
Watching you & Ashley have so much faith & obedience to the Lord during the move recently has helped me to surrender my full trust in submission to Him as well! Praise Jesus 🙌🏼❤️
I love how God has taught you and your friends how to powerfully pray and fight evil in God's name! Could you possibly touch on how to pray over and anoint a home? 🥰
this episode was SO powerful! wow. praise Jesus!
I spend my time with the Father as much as I can. I struggle with addiction. So, I feel constantly at odds with God. Can you make a video addressing this issue in the church? Thank you! Bless you.
I love ❤️ you Ally because you are so down to earth, honest, and relatable.
Amen Sister Ally 💗
I have been dealing with spiritual warfare & feeling guilt from past sin, but The Lord continues to remind me that I am His Daughter & through Him we are strengthened! This episode is a confirmation that the Lord sees/hears us!! We have such a Good Father 🙌🌸
This is the second episode I've been here for, Loved you on Girls Gone Bible and been meaning to check your podcasts out and last week I did and I loved it so much I even recommended it to my mom
So happy for both of you 🫶🏼
i love love love you ally. always such a good message
Thank you Ally xx ❤
I'm so so so grateful that i came across your videos you're such a blessing thank you
That was very encouraging
God bless you Ally 🩷
Big hug from Mexico 💕love this podcast!🙌
Loved this, thank you Ally ❤
12:36 i have been thinking this for the past couple of weeks. huge demonic oppression has been targeting my life but God got me thru it and i came out brighter and filled with love when i reached the other side.
Love your new place.❤
beautiful!!
This spoke to me more than so many therapy sessions ever have. I needed this. Thank you GOD! I’m not enslaved to my chains of the past 👏🏻
Thank you Ally! You are beautiful inside and out. Thank you for sharing so openly.
Your doing amazing things ally
Yay so happy your home love, The Father is amazing like always🥳🎉
IM SO PREPARED ALLY I CANT WAIT FOR WHAT GOD HAS PLANNED FOR U 3:29
Omg maybe this is weird but I also got my period later on due to me being a LAAAATE bloomer but I love you so much and I’m so glad God put this topic on your heart to speak on it ❤
Everything is spiritual 🙏 Thank God we serve the most high
This couldn’t have come at a better time! I still have an extreme amount of guilt from stuff I did when I was 15/16. I’m 22 now so it’s definitely been some years since these things have happened.
Glory to God for he’s raised up his daughter for such a time as this. What a timely and real conversation that needed to be had. This really helped me a lot. Thank you for speaking on what God’s been teaching you. Thank you God, for this revelation and Ally’s ministry.
I love this podcast Ally so much. You've really helped my journey of bettering myself as a follower, child, and friend of Christ, and I can't wait for the next episode 🙌🏼🙏🏼💕
This episode was a blessing!! Praise God ❤️ we are free in Jesus name! 🙌🏼
“Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, hope. And hope does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.” Romans 5:3-5 AHHHHHH PRAISE JESUS!!!! YESSSS HES SO GOOD!!
Ally, thank you so much for this podcast!!! Im 15 and every episode brings me closer to Jesus!!! love u sister in Christ 💕💕
I was battling with condemning thoughts that I know God has forgiven me from in the past, and I notice it is when I am about to share a testimony and I believe satan intentionally does that to keep us from sharing. Thank you Jesus and thank you sweet sister for this timely word and for his wisdom.
While you were talking the Holy Spirit brought Romans 8 vs 28 to my spirit . God is soo good every time you post a podcast the Lord confrim some of the things to me and then he confirms it again through you and others❤ The Holy Spirit deserve all the glory❤❤❤
Love from Jamaica🎉
you literally look like you have wings from your shadow 🥺 Jesus is so good! 💗
My first time watching instead of listening!! This set up is so cute and it feels so personal.
OH YAY so glad you enjoyed watching !! 🧡
The Holy Spirit showed me a few days ago that Jesus died both for our sins and the shame/guilt attached to it. That when we carry shame and guilt from our past, it's like saying that Christ death on the cross is not enough. It's like saying "Jesus I know you died for all these other sins, but this specific one I don't think you died for so I'll carry the punishment for myself"
The enemy is a liar and he uses shame as one of his tools to accuse us. The enemy says "Shame on you" Jesus says "Shame Off You"
What about feeling as though the version of ourselves from the past seems to be slipping into the present. I love Jesus so so much and have had this fire to be used by Him and I can’t imagine living a life without Him but honestly my life these past few months has felt really monotonous. To a certain extent I know it’s my fault because I’m not investing as much time in His word and presence and although I am busy, I feel like subconsciously I rush through not even expecting to receive because God has spoken to me about my future so vividly but I haven’t seen results in months so I feel like I’m doing my own thing instead, allowing for relationships I know are not good for me because they’re coming to me instead of fighting them off cuz I feel as though I don’t have the strength to anymore. Does all that make sense??? And I feel this constant guilt and fear…I just really need prayer :/
Ahhhh! I get soooo exited when a new episode uploads!💗 I clicked on this so fast! also I was wondering were you got your cross and J necklace? I’ve had a hard time finding ones that’s good quality
Best way to get a fly out is at night turn all the lights off then put a lamp or outside porch light on and the fly follows the light right out the door! Works everytime! Lol God bless!!! Thanks for this message Ally!
29:00 AMEN!!!!
Amazing!! Thank you lovely sister God works in ways we cannot see I am going right through spiritual warfare where it's at it's peak and I battle out and today I heart this sermon from Priscilla Shier saying you should go through your multitude that thing that you wanna escape from but like Ally said how will I ever experience God's goodness that will build my love for HIM.. Thank you Jesus for the pain This was reminder 2 from God. Sister can I ask you something the Lord allows you to look so beautiful in these dresses and I've always been convicted by the Holy Spirit to simply not wear thin straps like those and every time I see other women of God who actually GOD has allowed it to wear I wonder why not me? Probably because it will make me focus on myself and how good I think I will look, or make others compliment me nevertheless the Lord is personal in each one's life and I just felt saying it out. Thank you for this video
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When I was growing up I thought I believed in God. I didn't grow up going to church or hear people speaking of the Gospel or Jesus, but my bestfriend sparked something in me that made me want to know Christ. That was in the beginning, I was scared to speak up and ashamed. Then I met my boyfriend, he pulled me so much closer to my Father. Recently I realized that I wasn't loving him as much as I could because I noticed I had not fully given my life to Jesus. So I started surrendering, praying more often, writing to God, reading the bible, talking to him more, and I felt like he was calling me to things. I tried to fast, and I did fast but even my closest family tried to stop me from doing so. The reason I fasted was this, for a long time I had a quiet thought in my mind, "I should fast", I ignored it and the longer I ignored it the more often I thought of it. When I fasted I felt like God was calling me to another thing. Modesty. And I felt an incredible urge to wear a christian veil, which I had just learned about because I was just thinking of it so much I wanted to know why. Some of my family saw me in it and started saying that only Muslims wore what i was wearing and that I was making things up. Another family member said that it was sounding like a cult. So I took it off and I felt so convicted and guilty. I told my boyfriend I fasted after I had fasted, and he had seen me covering my head and saw how my family had affected me that led to me taking the veil off, he didn't say a single thing to make me ashamed or want to hide or change what I was doing but he did ask why I took the christian veil off. Now I'm reminded that I am not called to please people even if they are family, I want to do God's will, I want to go with his plan. I don't want to live for the world, I want to live for God. And my boyfriend had been so happy to see me so excited and happy and on fire for the lord, so happy and at peace in my faith, so full of love and light. Just goes to show that even the people you are related to or incredibly will say things against you. But I kept hearing in my mind how Jesus said that the world hated him first. I want to get baptized, I want to be able to attend church, I want to be involved in a community, I want to be all in for Christ because without him I would not be here. Before I got close to my bestfriend I was so confused and lost. I was questioning my sexuality, I was questioning if I believed in God, and I kept thinking about how it would be better for everyone else if i was not here. God put people into my life that changed all of that, he changed me and is changing me and I am so so thankful for his plan and his timing. God is so good. I love you Jesus!!
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I know that its your shadow but the light and your head’s shadow makes you look like a you have little angel wings in white, the Lord send this message in the vid 😊
Hey Ally (and everyone else), I have a little prayer request, I’ve been dealing with shin splints for many weeks now, they seem to go away then they come right back. I can’t really do anything active with them. I feel like I’ve tried everything, and they still won’t go away. I’ve been praying but I would really appreciate the prayers of others, especially since I’ve been feeling doubt about it. I’m going on a trip where there there is a lot of things I need my legs for in a couple days and not long after that church camp. I’d so appreciate prayers 😭🙏🏻 Beautiful podcast episode💜 Also just wondering how’s your knee doing??
I want to input. We have to dive back into the trenches to save others. To spread light.
Feel every emotion at every single moment. Balance. Balance.
I love you ❤
You look like an angel in that white dress Ally 😍❤️
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Great podcast! Does anyone know what Bible Ally uses?
No babes but it’s literally the fact that your so on time with this message yesterday was beautiful no complaints 😅🙌🏽🙌🏽. Then suddenly I kid you not just out of the blue okay so I was supposed to drop off cloths to my dad because we were supposedly going to go and eat out for dinner. But I guess I didn’t grab the right belt and shirt for my Dad so he said like in a very demonic tone you should have gotten me the correct belt size or something like that idk it was so demonic. And you know when people just say things to you and it’s nothing hurtful at all but it’s just the way they say it that’s aggressive in tone and just completely kills your nose yeah that’s how he interjected his hurt into me so anyways. That kind of beat me up while I was in the car ride. (Side note I have a grandma who is very old and also may or may not have contributed to my dads stress because my mom gets on his case because of how irritated and frustrated she gets with my grandma because my grandma has a tendency of annoying us but anyways I thought it’d mention that because it’s kinda vital to the rest of the story telling so.) k back to the normal story I’m in the car okay we’re dropping my grandma off at home and I kid you not the spiritual warfare is like on the 100th degree of bad like I was high key on my breaking point like tutus wasn’t the first time my dad talked to me like that and on top of that he’s using that aggressive tone to my brother who has a disability. Anyways so I go into my grandmas apartment and as soon as the elevator door opens my brother comes rushing out. All because he’s scared of his boss and what he might do to him if he becomes late. Oh and it’s not helping that my Dad is already on the top of his toes waiting for him too. Anyways so we get to the elevator as soon as the elevator door opens my brother comes charging out. Running so fast he kind of makes a scene. And this woman comes out and she’s like why is he running and let me also mention prior to this he handed me a bag which I think was his work cloths I don’t know so the woman she says in a very like paramours voice cause I guess she was concerned. I don’t know but you know like when your just so beat up like you said before ally shot to the ground like you need someone to pray for you. Like that’s what I was feeling because of my dads hurt and pain he interjected on my behalf not to mention my mom was talking about gods greatest commandment in the car which was to love one another. Yeah like I had that in me still. So in my head I’m beating myself up like I should just say I love you to my dad even though all I dealt was hatred and demise for him. Like it’s hard to love someone. Especially when you’ve lived with them for 20 years of your life. Anyways so the lady she looks at me with panic and anxiety. She’s like why is he running. And let me mind you my brother kind of has a disability so I’m already used to him running eagerly like he’s in trouble but he just really just wants to not be late and fissioning my dad and his boss. So when she said it it kind of really just fealt like she was judging him or something like that. Cause he has been judged before in the past for acting this way. But that’s besides the point she looked like she was asking me this in a way that she was like judging him. Like why is he running. Look at him. ( mind you she didn’t say this part. But it fealt as if she said it to me. Like that’s in the way I Gould prescience it in her look and tone. ) like 😮😒oh look at him anyways so she said that and with all that being said you could Probobly feel Wa hat I was feeling and when you could probably tell what I was feeling when this happens it was most definitely, for sure shot to the ground dead. So as I’m feeling literally shot to the ground dead. Do you think for a second I have the audacity or the language to be able to converse with her in a way that was proper or Elecuent. Absolutely not. So I just ignored her. And because of that experience I beat myself about it it was just like you ally a demonic attack. Like some kind of war in my mind. Like I beat myself about it the whole night and do you know what got me through it. Scripture. I couldn’t go to sleep at all. Like sure the fine sedated it for a brief moment. But it would always come back monetarily after momentarily. And I remember trying to go to sleep that night. And then boom. The affliction hit me moments in my brain of the occurrence played back. Over and over again like I should have at least said I don’t know when she asked me why my brother was running. But I kept on replaying the senator in my head like yeah he was running for a curtain reason. But it never went away the intrusive thoughts kept on piling up in my head. I just couldn’t take it anymore. So I got up and did the only thing I knew I could. Read the word. And let me tell you ally when you were reading the scripture no weapon formed against you shall prosper. Babes you couldn’t have resulted with me any more. Because it truly didn’t . And I read that one as well as Isaiah 53:5 and the one where it talks about how his ways are higher than our ways so his thoughts out thoughts. It couldn’t have been from any other medicine , accolade. Or achievement that suffered the pain. But it was fully Jesus who did. And I went to sleep. I woke up still having the same sensation tormenting my mind. Truly though I found healing in resting in scripture. And by Gus stripes we are healed and truly truly my breathern I say to you. If you love me you will obey my commandments and his commandments say to be still and know. Be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and petition. Resist the devil and he shall flee. No weapon formed against you shall prosper. But you will refute every tongue that tries to rise up against you.
Probably should have watched to the end of this video and not have typed that long message out after hearing ur podcasr 😂❤❤❤
can we replace "bye" with "Hello!"
Please look into endometriosis. Painful periods aren’t normal.
No way I'm this early 😭
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You may have ovarian cysts. I get that kind of pain as well. I would get checked.
hiya sister! So Ally was wondering how do you stop flirting with boys when they come out of nowhere, and they're persistent. Even though you know their intention's. My friend and I have been struggling to stop these relationships from happening but always fail and go through with them. That temptation that makes us go through rough seasons with God completely out of the picture bc of the guilt of the sin we don't want to stop in the moment... yeth. Would love for you to touch on the topic please!
Lots of love
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Hii, im not Aly but i do struggle a lo little bit with that, and I think that you first have to recognize the why (why am I letting this to happen? What is smth in my past that made me feel the need of seeking attention from guys or anyone?)
Another thing is to PRAY HARD, for the Lord to be your only desire and for Him to give u the wisdom and strength to make the hard decisions of taking His way instead of World's way.
Have someone that is more spiritual mature than u, to keep u accountable with that sin.
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I can see a feathers behind you. Angle 🤍
i needed this so badly 🤍 thank you
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