Screw those 11,000 that left your page! So happy you have support and love all around, you deserve it! Thank you always making us smile and being your truest self!! 🥰🥰🥰
Lord Jesus loves yall, Satan wants yall bad, Lord God and Lord Jesus wants us to repent, get baptized, and humbly ask Lord God to receive his Holy Spirit. Satan wants both of yall, the Holy Spirit and Lord Jesus will help yall from hell. Watch Revelation of Jesus Christ pastor Wally Werks and Elizabeth his wife. Dave Bryan for Satan's reasons to take us to hell, life is spiritual Erica and Tim from Africa she worshipped Satan and came out with Lord God help.
I was crushing on you since waaaaaaay back when you were still in Buzzfeed, I recall waving my fists at the heavens wishing “Dear God please let her be gay” and years later here you are, happy that you’ve found your love and found yourself and ultimately found your happiness in acceptance of yourself. You and Zoya make a beautiful couple 🌈❤️
I just saw you on your girlfriend's channel shorts. I hadn't seen your content pass on my fyp in well over a year, and I'm so grateful to see you now, spreading this wholesome content. Thank you for your visibility and honesty. Thank you for your presence.
I love that people still make coming out videos. I used random peoples’ videos years ago to work out how I would come out to my family and friends. So people still making them makes me so happy
This video has helped me feel better with myself. I am in middle school and i am unlabeled but I know I like girls and boys. This makes me feel so happy. I love you and Your relationship is ADORABLE. 💗🏳️🌈
So, happy for you Alix, that you finally found the path of life that makes you happy., I remember, seeing old videos of you, and (at that time) your eyes didn’t look happy, but Now you’ve come full-circle and are at a place that you are so happy.. You have given me inspiration to do the same in my life. And I’ve come to conclusion to do the same and change my life.
For me, I had to come out and be honest with myself. But, it's not with my sexuality, it's with my religion. In my life, I began to doubt the existence of something bigger than us. But, in my birth family, everyone is deeply Christian and very religious, so it's not something that was simple nor easy for me. So, one day, I finally had to admit that I became a non-believer. Thus, it broke my heart to have to be honest and quit playing "The Game", meaning that I didn't want to keep acting like I believed in "Invisible Beings". Honestly, I'd rather be an axe-murderer or a child molester than an atheist; or, that's how it is in my family. So, I'm glad that you had the courage to come out. Good for you. It's hard.
Those 11,000 are not worth your time. Thank you for being such a positive and beautiful person and making this positive video! And congrats with your engagement ❤️❤️❤️❤️
i'm soo late but as a person who struggles with labels i really really relate to your experience and i appreciate you for talking about that because its really comforting to see that its fine to not have a particular label. thank you
Label or not we love you no matter what! The energy that you have is immensely huge and we just couldn't get enough of it. You as alix has put out so much of love and happiness out into the world and now is the time you get back some with the person you love. Challenges may come your path to happiness but with the support and love from all of us,your family, and zoya, I'm sure you can conquer all. Sending you all the love babe from all the way from Malaysia, hope it reaches soon🤣🤣🤣.
Love this! You are 100% right; it should not be a big deal, but we appreciate you sharing and normalizing it a little more for those who haven't figured that out yet ❤️ It is good to see anyone happy and sharing that happiness with someone else! Keep smiling :)
You are my favourite person and an icon I have always looked up to. A sister I always needed. You have a special power of healing people with your sunshine energy and I love youuuu!!!!! Your story encourages me to find more hidden parts of myself. Thankyou for being who you are💗💗
When you came out the the public, I was so happy for you!! It was nice seeing that you were finally ready to share that part of your life with your followers!
I'm glad that you are finally happy with your true self alix... love you for who you are a goofy fun loving happy lovely woman who brings love happiness to the world 🥰❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
So much love & respect for you! Thank you for sharing your joy & your journey. Congratulations for seeing & accepting yourself, Alix. Best wishes to you ,to Zora. Bless you on your journey!
I know I’m supposed to give a comment saying how happy for you I am and how much I support you (I am and I do), but the thing I wanted to say most was how cute your dog is!! Ok, now I’ll return to just being supportive of you. :)
You’re an amazing context creator on every platform I have seen you on. Just remember you impact a lot of people and you make their life and day better.
You love who you love. No one can decide that for you, and no one has the right to comment otherwise. You are amazing. I've been following you for at least 4 years and who you're attracted to has never been a concern or interest on my part. You are just fun, quirky, and amazing to watch. Be you....always.
Omg! I am so glad you are happy with Zoya. Both of you are beautiful! I am glad it worked out for you. I know some that had their parents cut them off due to their identity. It always breaks my heart when families are broken on silly social issues! So happy for you both! Good luck!
Alix, bless you and thank you for sharing your story. It's so important to find that courage to talk about personal journeys because that courage can spread to others and support their well-being. I know this because I had a different kind of struggle and eventual resolution - opening up in 2013 about being a child abuse and child rape victim, and decades of depression and suicide ideation stemming from those horrid experiences. In the nine years that have followed, I became the first Ph.D. in my family history, just opened my present department of communication's first research laboratory, and have been active in suicide prevention campaigns on college campuses. Like you, lighting the journey's path for many others.
I am soooooo happy for you Alex! When I was closeted as a teen I watched your tasty vids and they made me feel better about life lol I can guarantee you've helped many
THERES NO WAY BC I WATCHED U ON TASTY FOREVERRRRRRRRR with the biggest crush thinking "damn can't believe a straight girl is doing me in" but you're telling me subconsciously i KNEW smth was up......... god bless
Dear Alix, I love you and have been following you for years. When you came out I respected you more. It gave me confidence to accepting myself. Love you 😘
As a fellow late bloomer queer 🌈I understand. And I agree with your queer theory 100%! It’s cool to see you come out I sensed some gay/queer vibes but wasn’t sure. Your message at end got me emotional. So happy to have you part of our community! 🏳️🌈🥰
Alix, It's great to see a young lady sounding so positive about her journey. It's amazing that you have a supportive family and friend network. If you'd been my daughter, I'd have been so PROUD to help you celebrate your life and choices. Keep being you, sbd bringing smiles, fun and love to us all. God bless your heart my lovely. Mark in East Kent, England 💕🙏 xx
Thank you for this video. Your story is so similar to me and my asexuality. When I opened myself up to the idea of me being ace, all of these memories flooded back foreshadowing what I would later discover. I never came out, just because I personally haven’t seen the need for it. Obviously, being ace is very different from being queer, but I found your video nonetheless helpful and relatable. Anyway, thanks and have a great day! :)
I've always watched your old videos and including the Tasty ones aswell. It's good too see that your growing as a person and that you're getting better.
I'm going to share my story/journey in the hopes of helping someone Now I'm not out yet because i live in a homophobic Muslim family but one day i hope to come out even if they won't accept me. Now I'm 13 and i started questioning my sexuality 2 years ago from what i can remember it was a few months before my birthday. I started questioning after seeing lesbian thirst traps and just really cute couples and realized i never had a crush on any guy or even though he is attractive so naturally i thought i was a lesbian but i shoved those thoughts away tho i thought about it still i never payed it any attention and than i found one direction and once i found out about them i said I'm definitely not a lesbian. Than ignored again but this this i was only able to ignore for a month or so after that i started questioning again and ignored again questioned again and i have up and said " I love who i love is who i love if it's a girl so be it " Now this quote was only written in my diary after that i again didnt pay any attention to it until i going to school again (i was homeschooled because the virus) once i went to school again there was this classmate who had been in my class for 3 years she was probably the only one put of her friend group that was actually nice to me. And well that lend to me having a crush on her and well i didn't know right way ofc i wrote this whole journey in my diary and one day there was this game "kill, marry, kiss" Wednesday cast and well i picked - kiss Wednesday - marry enid - friends with Xavier If irl -kiss Emma/enid - marry jenna/Wednesday - Kill percy/ Xavier if rumors are true Now this has changed but at that time i realized i would absolutely love to have a girlfriend like enid and she basically had the personality of my dream girl. After that i went on writing a whole essay in my diary about why I'm bisexual. Between all of this i was also questioning if i had a crush on my best friend just because i had had these moments where she seemed so lovely? I guess i don't know the right word to describe it just imagine moments with your crush. Anyways so yeah i had a crush on her. as i finally wrote the essay finally accepting I'm bisexual (i also wrote "if somehow you think your a lesbian REMEMBER you also had a crush on Tyler (Wednesday) As i accepted I'm bisexual i did a lot to befriend my crush but it was difficult as her best friend was literally my enemy and she was with her friends group 24/7 and i didn't befriend her i ended up leaving the school. And now that i have accepted myself i have a lot more girl crushs and actually don't see my self in a relationship with a guy tho i still find them attractive. Now i actually just have crushes on1D and random guy from yt + acter that's it for boys while i could go on and on about my girl crushes so clearly this was also bothering me like why. Figured I'm bisexual just with a preference for girls I'll be updating this comment if something changes Almost Forgot to add as i want a place where i could be open i decided to open a secret Instagram account where I'm openly bi tho I'm creating it as a totally different person that's 15 years old
I just saw this video. I am also queer (technically bisexual) and came out during lockdown as well. It was honestly very freeing. I'm glad you're a part of my community.
No one should have to explain anything. It shouldn’t be assumed anyone is anything. I hope when my kids are older and if they are LGBTQ they just live their lives as normal and never feel like they have to explain what they love in life. Anyways good for you for living your best life unapologetically and I hope all others in this position can find that support and strength.
Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m 20 and in a similar boat where I know I’m queer (wlw) but don’t love all the labels. Your story really resonated with me and brought me comfort in my own coming out journey❤️❤️❤️
Thanks for this video because I’m a struggling adult, I guess figuring out the gender part was pretty easy but it still took me a while to come out and actualize myself as a woman, but now I’m a junior in college at a small liberal arts college and I’m realizing again I’m so gay!! And this time despite the numerous times and labels I’ve given myself it feels a lot more emotional and intense. I think I need to go back home to Seattle and just be gay there and go to some lesbian bars and kiss some girls to really help me figure it out (even though women intimidate me sometimes because so pretty and I have so much anxiety over just asking a girl out). Anyway so glad I found your channel/platforms through the Made it Out podcast and Mal.
I'm still trying to figure out my sexuality I haven't tried dating women so I think I will give that a shot I'm almost 30 and I am still trying to figure out who I am as a person to be honest I haven't really experimented or tried anything new so I want to try new things and try to finally figure out who I am.
I've loved you forever and just now found this video and your channel and I've never felt more comfortable! I come from a rural area in Ohio and my family is so suffocatingly Catholic that they've sadly exiled so many family members for being queer. I also don't identify as anything but I just love whoever I love! (which I'm currently dating a man and not a woman) My mom is very uncomfortable with anything queer and I've never told her of any of my experiences with women because I honestly don't know what would happen. She's the gossip girl out of our family and is always calling everyone. (Btw I'm 28 and a mother of 2 boys) I've never been girlie and my mother always makes comments about being thankful I'm not with a woman and It honestly is driving a stake between us. I love women in every shape and form and even though I'm not with one, my moms comments cut so deep because it is also who I am. I love you so much and your journey! Your an inspiration!!
Thanks for sharing your journey! Every story someone puts out there for the world to see can, and does, save lives. Representation is important, and living your best life authentically and unapologetically is the best way to show the people who need to see it, that it is okay to just be you. ❤️🏳️🌈
Same thing happened to me! Was “bi” for 20 years. Finally went on this last date with an amazing dude - super sexy fit smart, into the same things I was, and I just didn’t feel anything and I didn’t want to be anything more than friends. Took me 20 years to realize I’m a lesbian after coming out! 😂
It's so amazing that you are able to show this side of yourself to us! I think it could really help younger people who aren't out or not sure. And the people who unfollow you aren't worth it to start with! thank you for being a part of the LGBTQ+ community! 🏳🌈🏳🌈💜
You are 1000000% right when you say everyone is a little gay. I like to say everyone is fluid. I truly don't think gender and sexuality are black and white AT ALL. If the world would just accept that part of themselves and others, it would be such a wonderful place!
My kids and I have been watching you since you were with Tasty. We just love you and your energy. I gotta play a drinking game with this video though when I show my adults, we drink when you ting your mug lol
Back when i was a child i would watch you on tasty, and you were like my idoll I even put my name on social medias as "alix" 😭😭 (my real name is ali) Later on, after you left buzzfeed, i grew up and realised i liked men And now youre realising you like women I think there are a few connections here
Omgs thank you so much for sharing your story. I recently came out after dating a perfect person but it was weird cuz i just wasn’t interested in that person! And i felt something is wrong with me and it was such a great feeling that you had the same experience. Thank youuuuuuu love youuuuu ❤🥹
I got to know you from Buzzfeed and I was watching a video with you and Rie going to an event,and I thought wait Is she gay? Being gay myself kinda recognize one.I m so happy for you Girl !
I think a lot of people feel like this or are on this level or whatever. I would feel free to express this on the Internet afraid that I would offend somebody. But hearing you talk about this, I realize it's really important for people to hear it. I guess it was important for me to hear it too. Everybody IS a little gay. 😂❤ Thank you for sharing:)
god i feel like lesbians are practically unicorns, i really don't know that many lesbians who are content creators, I'm really that my fav tasty chef is also lesbian 😭♥️♥️
Soo happy for you Alix💕 Sharing all your thoughts, and I must say that it is refreshing to hear that there are more people who are not so concerned about labels. Allways known that I'm not 100% straight and neither 100% gay. I'm something in the middel.. and that is perfectly okey💕✊ Everyone is a little bit gay indeed🥰 Lots of love from Oslo, Norway😘
I knew this part of u when we talked at u becoming a cook for me in Hawaii!. I see it as we all find what fits our hart as our hart beats. Good job Alix 👏
I also don't really like labels, tho I am able to label myself but I don't want to 😅. But honestly I kinda knew I'm queer since I was what maybe 9? But people around me pushed me away of it (they didn't know anything tho), and I was finally able to allow myself to see myself as I am at 22 and at 23 after couple months of therapy for my issues.
Screw those 11,000 that left your page! So happy you have support and love all around, you deserve it! Thank you always making us smile and being your truest self!! 🥰🥰🥰
yes!!!! ❤
Absolutely!
Repent and believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and you will be saved.
@@TheJpep2424who? 😂😂
Lord Jesus loves yall, Satan wants yall bad, Lord God and Lord Jesus wants us to repent, get baptized, and humbly ask Lord God to receive his Holy Spirit. Satan wants both of yall, the Holy Spirit and Lord Jesus will help yall from hell. Watch Revelation of Jesus Christ pastor Wally Werks and Elizabeth his wife. Dave Bryan for Satan's reasons to take us to hell, life is spiritual Erica and Tim from Africa she worshipped Satan and came out with Lord God help.
I was crushing on you since waaaaaaay back when you were still in Buzzfeed, I recall waving my fists at the heavens wishing “Dear God please let her be gay” and years later here you are, happy that you’ve found your love and found yourself and ultimately found your happiness in acceptance of yourself.
You and Zoya make a beautiful couple 🌈❤️
Omg same though?!?!?
same lmao
Weird ahh
Same! I think we all had a crush on Alix.
Bro the third reply guy thinks he’s cool
I just saw you on your girlfriend's channel shorts. I hadn't seen your content pass on my fyp in well over a year, and I'm so grateful to see you now, spreading this wholesome content. Thank you for your visibility and honesty. Thank you for your presence.
“Every time someone steps up and says who they are, the world becomes a better, more interesting place” - Captain Holt
I love that people still make coming out videos. I used random peoples’ videos years ago to work out how I would come out to my family and friends. So people still making them makes me so happy
This video has helped me feel better with myself. I am in middle school and i am unlabeled but I know I like girls and boys. This makes me feel so happy. I love you and Your relationship is ADORABLE. 💗🏳️🌈
So, happy for you Alix, that you finally found the path of life that makes you happy., I remember, seeing old videos of you, and (at that time) your eyes didn’t look happy, but Now you’ve come full-circle and are at a place that you are so happy.. You have given me inspiration to do the same in my life. And I’ve come to conclusion to do the same and change my life.
ty!!! ❤❤❤
Hey, koolinthegang :) how's life? A year later gimme an update!!!
Paradox: coming out usually involves looking inwards.
I'm glad you're finding joy in who you are. I hope it continues forever.
yes!! I was saying today that it feel more like a coming IN❤
For me, I had to come out and be honest with myself. But, it's not with my sexuality, it's with my religion. In my life, I began to doubt the existence of something bigger than us. But, in my birth family, everyone is deeply Christian and very religious, so it's not something that was simple nor easy for me. So, one day, I finally had to admit that I became a non-believer. Thus, it broke my heart to have to be honest and quit playing "The Game", meaning that I didn't want to keep acting like I believed in "Invisible Beings". Honestly, I'd rather be an axe-murderer or a child molester than an atheist; or, that's how it is in my family. So, I'm glad that you had the courage to come out. Good for you. It's hard.
Those 11,000 are not worth your time. Thank you for being such a positive and beautiful person and making this positive video! And congrats with your engagement ❤️❤️❤️❤️
i'm soo late but as a person who struggles with labels i really really relate to your experience and i appreciate you for talking about that because its really comforting to see that its fine to not have a particular label. thank you
Label or not we love you no matter what! The energy that you have is immensely huge and we just couldn't get enough of it. You as alix has put out so much of love and happiness out into the world and now is the time you get back some with the person you love. Challenges may come your path to happiness but with the support and love from all of us,your family, and zoya, I'm sure you can conquer all. Sending you all the love babe from all the way from Malaysia, hope it reaches soon🤣🤣🤣.
awww thank you ❤
@@AlixTraeger you're welcome babe 🫂🤗❤️😊
Love this! You are 100% right; it should not be a big deal, but we appreciate you sharing and normalizing it a little more for those who haven't figured that out yet ❤️ It is good to see anyone happy and sharing that happiness with someone else! Keep smiling :)
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Thank you soo much . I had been really struggling with "labelling" myself and u made me realise that i don't have to . Lots of love 💕
You are my favourite person and an icon I have always looked up to. A sister I always needed. You have a special power of healing people with your sunshine energy and I love youuuu!!!!! Your story encourages me to find more hidden parts of myself. Thankyou for being who you are💗💗
When you came out the the public, I was so happy for you!! It was nice seeing that you were finally ready to share that part of your life with your followers!
I'm glad that you are finally happy with your true self alix... love you for who you are a goofy fun loving happy lovely woman who brings love happiness to the world 🥰❤🧡💛💚💙💜🤍
Your mom saying "WE'RE MODERN" 😭 I love that and her sm for that 🥹💓 SOOO happy you had a great support team, and glad I could be a part of it 🫡
Alix you’re also glowing right now than couple years ago seeing you on this channel. Prettier and confidently! Love you 😘
So much love & respect for you! Thank you for sharing your joy & your journey.
Congratulations for seeing & accepting yourself, Alix.
Best wishes to you ,to Zora. Bless you on your journey!
I know I’m supposed to give a comment saying how happy for you I am and how much I support you (I am and I do), but the thing I wanted to say most was how cute your dog is!! Ok, now I’ll return to just being supportive of you. :)
You’re an amazing context creator on every platform I have seen you on. Just remember you impact a lot of people and you make their life and day better.
You love who you love. No one can decide that for you, and no one has the right to comment otherwise. You are amazing. I've been following you for at least 4 years and who you're attracted to has never been a concern or interest on my part. You are just fun, quirky, and amazing to watch. Be you....always.
Thank you for sharing your story. It’s very important to show everyone love is love. 🙋🏽♂️😊❤️
Omg! I am so glad you are happy with Zoya. Both of you are beautiful! I am glad it worked out for you. I know some that had their parents cut them off due to their identity. It always breaks my heart when families are broken on silly social issues! So happy for you both! Good luck!
Alix, bless you and thank you for sharing your story. It's so important to find that courage to talk about personal journeys because that courage can spread to others and support their well-being. I know this because I had a different kind of struggle and eventual resolution - opening up in 2013 about being a child abuse and child rape victim, and decades of depression and suicide ideation stemming from those horrid experiences. In the nine years that have followed, I became the first Ph.D. in my family history, just opened my present department of communication's first research laboratory, and have been active in suicide prevention campaigns on college campuses. Like you, lighting the journey's path for many others.
I am soooooo happy for you Alex! When I was closeted as a teen I watched your tasty vids and they made me feel better about life lol I can guarantee you've helped many
THERES NO WAY BC I WATCHED U ON TASTY FOREVERRRRRRRRR with the biggest crush thinking "damn can't believe a straight girl is doing me in" but you're telling me subconsciously i KNEW smth was up......... god bless
For the first time in my life I saw someone talking about coming out this happily 😅🥰
Dear Alix, I love you and have been following you for years. When you came out I respected you more. It gave me confidence to accepting myself. Love you 😘
Thank you for sharing Alix. Wish is more positive people like you in this sad world. Love you❤️👯♀️
As a fellow late bloomer queer 🌈I understand. And I agree with your queer theory 100%! It’s cool to see you come out I sensed some gay/queer vibes but wasn’t sure. Your message at end got me emotional. So happy to have you part of our community! 🏳️🌈🥰
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So proud of you, Alix!!!!
You are truly an absolute inspiration ❤️🙌👏
Alix, It's great to see a young lady sounding so positive about her journey.
It's amazing that you have a supportive family and friend network. If you'd been my daughter, I'd have been so PROUD to help you celebrate your life and choices.
Keep being you, sbd bringing smiles, fun and love to us all.
God bless your heart my lovely.
Mark in East Kent, England 💕🙏 xx
❤️ i never comment on videos often but love u alix, seeing u on tasty vids with rie always made my day. happy for you and your journey
Welcome to the family! Love the videos which include Zoya. You two and lovely together 💞
This will be my coming out video when I do 😂 took the words right out of my mouth. So happy for you & Zoya!!! 💜💜💜💜
So happy for you Alix! Thanks for sharing with us and sending all the hugs.
I love you so much Alix! I follow your Journey on food but also you as a person. Such a great person and right now you are glowing 👑☀️💐 Blessings!
Congratulations Alix. I know you feel free. I am glad you shared it with us. This video will save lives.
You are one of my favourite creators, stay strong Alix thanks for sharing this story❤️
You're amazing Alix! Thank you so much for continuing to share your journey with such openness, courage & vulnerability!
Thank you for this video. Your story is so similar to me and my asexuality. When I opened myself up to the idea of me being ace, all of these memories flooded back foreshadowing what I would later discover. I never came out, just because I personally haven’t seen the need for it. Obviously, being ace is very different from being queer, but I found your video nonetheless helpful and relatable. Anyway, thanks and have a great day! :)
I've always watched your old videos and including the Tasty ones aswell. It's good too see that your growing as a person and that you're getting better.
I support you no matter what. You got a wing man up here in Canada.
Awww! what a joy to see this pop up! Love you Alix! and welcome to the family! I hope I can meet Zoya one Day!
miss you!!! ❤
This was the most interesting and different coming out story I've seen. It seemed more like an opening up than a coming out.
love that perspective!
@@AlixTraeger ❤️❤️
Is it only me, but miss her long form videos. Glad she’s been out. It’s interesting rewatching this.
I'm going to share my story/journey in the hopes of helping someone
Now I'm not out yet because i live in a homophobic Muslim family but one day i hope to come out even if they won't accept me.
Now I'm 13 and i started questioning my sexuality 2 years ago from what i can remember it was a few months before my birthday. I started questioning after seeing lesbian thirst traps and just really cute couples and realized i never had a crush on any guy or even though he is attractive so naturally i thought i was a lesbian but i shoved those thoughts away tho i thought about it still i never payed it any attention and than i found one direction and once i found out about them i said I'm definitely not a lesbian. Than ignored again but this this i was only able to ignore for a month or so after that i started questioning again and ignored again questioned again and i have up and said " I love who i love is who i love if it's a girl so be it " Now this quote was only written in my diary after that i again didnt pay any attention to it until i going to school again (i was homeschooled because the virus) once i went to school again there was this classmate who had been in my class for 3 years she was probably the only one put of her friend group that was actually nice to me. And well that lend to me having a crush on her and well i didn't know right way ofc i wrote this whole journey in my diary and one day there was this game "kill, marry, kiss" Wednesday cast and well i picked
- kiss Wednesday
- marry enid
- friends with Xavier
If irl
-kiss Emma/enid
- marry jenna/Wednesday
- Kill percy/ Xavier if rumors are true
Now this has changed but at that time i realized i would absolutely love to have a girlfriend like enid and she basically had the personality of my dream girl. After that i went on writing a whole essay in my diary about why I'm bisexual. Between all of this i was also questioning if i had a crush on my best friend just because i had had these moments where she seemed so lovely? I guess i don't know the right word to describe it just imagine moments with your crush. Anyways so yeah i had a crush on her. as i finally wrote the essay finally accepting I'm bisexual (i also wrote "if somehow you think your a lesbian REMEMBER you also had a crush on Tyler (Wednesday)
As i accepted I'm bisexual i did a lot to befriend my crush but it was difficult as her best friend was literally my enemy and she was with her friends group 24/7 and i didn't befriend her i ended up leaving the school. And now that i have accepted myself i have a lot more girl crushs and actually don't see my self in a relationship with a guy tho i still find them attractive. Now i actually just have crushes on1D and random guy from yt + acter that's it for boys while i could go on and on about my girl crushes so clearly this was also bothering me like why.
Figured I'm bisexual just with a preference for girls
I'll be updating this comment if something changes
Almost Forgot to add as i want a place where i could be open i decided to open a secret Instagram account where I'm openly bi tho I'm creating it as a totally different person that's 15 years old
Keep your diary safe. Keep being you! No pressure. The important thing is to enjoy your time, be you, and always take care of yourself!
I just saw this video. I am also queer (technically bisexual) and came out during lockdown as well. It was honestly very freeing. I'm glad you're a part of my community.
I really loooove your energy on your youtube videos! Please keep posting :) I always feel calm after watching
We love you too, Alix! And we all love Zoya! So happy for you!
No one should have to explain anything. It shouldn’t be assumed anyone is anything. I hope when my kids are older and if they are LGBTQ they just live their lives as normal and never feel like they have to explain what they love in life. Anyways good for you for living your best life unapologetically and I hope all others in this position can find that support and strength.
Needed to hear this!! Thank you for sharing your story with us Alix
Such a best video! Love your energy! Thanks for sharing your story. I’m glad you had a positive reaction from your family 😊
Thank you for sharing this with us. I’m 20 and in a similar boat where I know I’m queer (wlw) but don’t love all the labels. Your story really resonated with me and brought me comfort in my own coming out journey❤️❤️❤️
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I am happy for you, Alix. Much love and support from Trinidad and Tobago.
she’s back and better than ever💘💘
Thanks for this video because I’m a struggling adult, I guess figuring out the gender part was pretty easy but it still took me a while to come out and actualize myself as a woman, but now I’m a junior in college at a small liberal arts college and I’m realizing again I’m so gay!! And this time despite the numerous times and labels I’ve given myself it feels a lot more emotional and intense. I think I need to go back home to Seattle and just be gay there and go to some lesbian bars and kiss some girls to really help me figure it out (even though women intimidate me sometimes because so pretty and I have so much anxiety over just asking a girl out). Anyway so glad I found your channel/platforms through the Made it Out podcast and Mal.
So proud of you!! Sending you lots of hugs!!
You are a ray of sunshine and always will be 🌞
Always be who you are no matter what people may say or think! Be happy for you!!! 😊
I'm still trying to figure out my sexuality I haven't tried dating women so I think I will give that a shot I'm almost 30 and I am still trying to figure out who I am as a person to be honest I haven't really experimented or tried anything new so I want to try new things and try to finally figure out who I am.
Same
love that!
I've loved you forever and just now found this video and your channel and I've never felt more comfortable! I come from a rural area in Ohio and my family is so suffocatingly Catholic that they've sadly exiled so many family members for being queer. I also don't identify as anything but I just love whoever I love! (which I'm currently dating a man and not a woman) My mom is very uncomfortable with anything queer and I've never told her of any of my experiences with women because I honestly don't know what would happen. She's the gossip girl out of our family and is always calling everyone. (Btw I'm 28 and a mother of 2 boys) I've never been girlie and my mother always makes comments about being thankful I'm not with a woman and It honestly is driving a stake between us. I love women in every shape and form and even though I'm not with one, my moms comments cut so deep because it is also who I am. I love you so much and your journey! Your an inspiration!!
You're awesome Alix, superpowers to you!!
Thanks for sharing your journey! Every story someone puts out there for the world to see can, and does, save lives. Representation is important, and living your best life authentically and unapologetically is the best way to show the people who need to see it, that it is okay to just be you. ❤️🏳️🌈
Whenever I felt society wanted to pressure me into a label, I'd always remind myself that the only things labels were good for is canned goods.
Same thing happened to me! Was “bi” for 20 years. Finally went on this last date with an amazing dude - super sexy fit smart, into the same things I was, and I just didn’t feel anything and I didn’t want to be anything more than friends. Took me 20 years to realize I’m a lesbian after coming out! 😂
I wish I could be this open about being a gay guy it's embarrassing
@@Bingo-yj9pg What's embarrassing? Being gay is sexy as hell! :D
Man your words hit me thank you for this really needed this
You’re a very emotionally mature lady ❤👏
I'm a little late but thank you so much for sharing your story, I just needed to hear this 💕
"The old alix is dead" has me dead 😭
much love to all awesome lgbtq community members, you're amazinggg💛💛
It's so amazing that you are able to show this side of yourself to us! I think it could really help younger people who aren't out or not sure. And the people who unfollow you aren't worth it to start with! thank you for being a part of the LGBTQ+ community! 🏳🌈🏳🌈💜
♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ Alix I want you to know, you GAINED a follower with me, so screw the haters! Love ya!
You are 1000000% right when you say everyone is a little gay. I like to say everyone is fluid. I truly don't think gender and sexuality are black and white AT ALL. If the world would just accept that part of themselves and others, it would be such a wonderful place!
My kids and I have been watching you since you were with Tasty. We just love you and your energy. I gotta play a drinking game with this video though when I show my adults, we drink when you ting your mug lol
Happy Coming out! Yay!
Alix Traeger you ROCK!!!
I simply identify as queer. I didn't "come out" until my late 40s and divorced a man after 26 years of toxic marriage.
love that ❤❤
happy for you Alix !
Back when i was a child i would watch you on tasty, and you were like my idoll
I even put my name on social medias as "alix" 😭😭 (my real name is ali)
Later on, after you left buzzfeed, i grew up and realised i liked men
And now youre realising you like women
I think there are a few connections here
Omgs thank you so much for sharing your story. I recently came out after dating a perfect person but it was weird cuz i just wasn’t interested in that person! And i felt something is wrong with me and it was such a great feeling that you had the same experience. Thank youuuuuuu love youuuuu ❤🥹
I got to know you from Buzzfeed and I was watching a video with you and Rie going to an event,and I thought wait Is she gay? Being gay myself kinda recognize one.I m so happy for you Girl !
Thanks for sharing!
it gives others courage 🥰✨
I'm glad your family was supportive! I'm trans and my family has pretty much disowned me
I’m so sorry this is your journey but I wish you so much happiness & I hope you are/will find your chosen family who will love you for you! ❤️
I think a lot of people feel like this or are on this level or whatever. I would feel free to express this on the Internet afraid that I would offend somebody. But hearing you talk about this, I realize it's really important for people to hear it. I guess it was important for me to hear it too. Everybody IS a little gay. 😂❤
Thank you for sharing:)
Many many blessings to you sweetheart. Love that you’re happy and in love 💓
You didn't lose 11,000 IG followers. They lost you. Cheers to a bright, happy and fulfilling future 🌈
god i feel like lesbians are practically unicorns, i really don't know that many lesbians who are content creators, I'm really that my fav tasty chef is also lesbian 😭♥️♥️
Yay, you finally posted! And on my birthday
why am i weeping right now ???
Congratulations on following your joy!!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️
Soo happy for you Alix💕 Sharing all your thoughts, and I must say that it is refreshing to hear that there are more people who are not so concerned about labels. Allways known that I'm not 100% straight and neither 100% gay. I'm something in the middel.. and that is perfectly okey💕✊ Everyone is a little bit gay indeed🥰 Lots of love from Oslo, Norway😘
love love love!
I knew this part of u when we talked at u becoming a cook for me in Hawaii!.
I see it as we all find what fits our hart as our hart beats.
Good job Alix 👏
Glad to see this before I go to sleep. I'm a fan from 🇵🇭..
THANK YOU for this!
I ended up back in my childhood bedroom at 27 too. I realized i was gay. What a shock. Still havent told anyone. Maybe someday.
Honestly when you announced you were dating Zoya, I just thought “cool she seems really happy”
Love this sm and so happy for you! Alsooo where is that cute ass sweater from?!
Yes queen! 👑 Welcome to the party 🎉
I also don't really like labels, tho I am able to label myself but I don't want to 😅. But honestly I kinda knew I'm queer since I was what maybe 9? But people around me pushed me away of it (they didn't know anything tho), and I was finally able to allow myself to see myself as I am at 22 and at 23 after couple months of therapy for my issues.