One of the very difficult parts of this disease is the isolation that comes with it. The people in our life are understandably frightened and confused by this disease. I live alone with this every day in a state of hyper vigilance, working, caring for my home and kids as best I can, and constantly striving to keep stress and demands off my husband so he stays calm.
I’m speechless if I have to explain how to deal with my husband. I dealt with all these symptoms. I been married for 13 years and I felt like you are telling my story. My husband tried to commit suicide more than 10 times or even more than I can remember the four majors ones. I knew he suffers lot he lost everything and I don’t want to give up on him because I’m terrified if he will kill him self one day. We are going through ECT treatment for his depression!!!!
@@btisamdunnam4834 I am very sorry for you and what you endured. The human body was not made for what we do to it. I was a soccer player in high school, college, and semi pro leagues after. I wish I did not head so many balls. I do not have explosive mood swings, but I have been somewhat depressed for months. My memory is definitely not as sharp as it used to be. I am in my 60s. I am curious what sports your husband played.
I raced bobsled for team usa for 9 years, now I’m watching my teammates from Olympic team commit suicide one by one. I’m also suffering and holding on the best I can. I use to be a youth correction counselor, the things I taught are now saving my life.
Unfortunately, it’s too late. My husband committed suicide last year. There is no help or assistance for mental patients. It’s a sad reality but we contacted every
I am a lone wolf, by choice. I rather not see old friends and make excuses not to meet up. I sit in my bedroom and have detached from life. My wife thinks it's all in my head, bingo Everyday I feel closer to fully losing it and everyday I become less social and shut down a bit more than the previous day. I smoke weed hourly and it's my only vice. It helps to a point but I now go from 0 to 100 a good 4 to 5 times a day. My poor decisions and judgment are complete foolishness and yet I remain steadfast. To my wife I am lazy and always angry. She has begun to hate me and it leads me to hate myself more. Truly a vicious cycle and I just continue to Circle the drain.
One of the very difficult parts of this disease is the isolation that comes with it. The people in our life are understandably frightened and confused by this disease.
I live alone with this every day in a state of hyper vigilance, working, caring for my home and kids as best I can, and constantly striving to keep stress and demands off my husband so he stays calm.
I’m speechless if I have to explain how to deal with my husband. I dealt with all these symptoms. I been married for 13 years and I felt like you are telling my story.
My husband tried to commit suicide more than 10 times or even more than I can remember the four majors ones.
I knew he suffers lot he lost everything and I don’t want to give up on him because I’m terrified if he will kill him self one day.
We are going through ECT treatment for his depression!!!!
Unfortunately, my husband committed suicide last year. There is no help for mental patients. We tried everything. Reply
@@btisamdunnam4834 I am very sorry for you and what you endured. The human body was not made for what we do to it. I was a soccer player in high school, college, and semi pro leagues after. I wish I did not head so many balls. I do not have explosive mood swings, but I have been somewhat depressed for months. My memory is definitely not as sharp as it used to be. I am in my 60s. I am curious what sports your husband played.
I raced bobsled for team usa for 9 years, now I’m watching my teammates from Olympic team commit suicide one by one. I’m also suffering and holding on the best I can. I use to be a youth correction counselor, the things I taught are now saving my life.
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Unfortunately, it’s too late. My husband committed suicide last year. There is no help or assistance for mental patients. It’s a sad reality but we contacted every
@@btisamdunnam4834 We are so sorry for your loss
@@btisamdunnam4834 We are incredibly sorry for you loss.
I hear all of this and can 100% relate… but not meditation, only God can be my anchor. praise Yah and all Glory to the most High
did he play a contact sport?
Sounds like my wife…
Unfortunately, it’s too late.
My husband committed suicide last year. There is no help for mental patients.
@@btisamdunnam4834 I was actually saying this woman sounds like me wife. I’m the one with suspected cte…
I am a lone wolf, by choice. I rather not see old friends and make excuses not to meet up. I sit in my bedroom and have detached from life. My wife thinks it's all in my head, bingo
Everyday I feel closer to fully losing it and everyday I become less social and shut down a bit more than the previous day. I smoke weed hourly and it's my only vice. It helps to a point but I now go from 0 to 100 a good 4 to 5 times a day.
My poor decisions and judgment are complete foolishness and yet I remain steadfast.
To my wife I am lazy and always angry. She has begun to hate me and it leads me to hate myself more. Truly a vicious cycle and I just continue to Circle the drain.
Dr Shannon a smoke show