Story two might as well have been written by me. That’s my life that OP is describing. We’re life twins :(. I feel you when you basically say that when she’s gone you’ll be free. You just want it over with so you can have peace. And then you feel like a piece of sh-t for thinking that about your own mother, but yet you can’t help it either.
14:41 Nothing wrong with owning a sex doll. It’s just a sex toy. But I’ll give you guys for doing so while living with parents. Those things are very expensive.
I’m a widow with thoughts of suicide. Friends and family of widows and others who lost someone close should never assume they are okay. Though I’m not saying you should make any assumptions at all or push your concerns and help on them. Just stay vigilant that they could be masking a serious internal struggle or easily tipped over the edge. Even if their behavior and insistence says otherwise. My situation is not his because with mine there is enforced generational trauma and a severely disabled child involved. Also multiple failing public support systems that keep being pushed on us instead of actual support from family and former friend’s who claim they care. Yay for us. 🙄 But I’m still alive and kicking, suicide is being left as an option when I start spiraling downward again, become to physically weak or can no longer cope with my own neurological issues .
My partner is a widow, she went to the doctor's after 6 months because she was really feeling the pain still and was hoping for something to take the edge off it. Her husband was a patient of the same doctor and when she was talking about how the death made her feel the doctor started to cry. Yep not much help there! Annoys me and makes me laugh in equal measures.
My father use to beat me but he got away with it all because of his place in the world my vagabond uncle took me in a raised me as his own and i love him as a father but i also hated him for a while when he died because i needed him so but at the time i had lost 2 people vary close to me my gf at the time of 4 yrs cheated of me the he passed and i was alone ik he didnt want to leave but he left in such peace it made me left like everyone left me behind and i hated them all for so long simple because i had some stupid childish thoughts im still to this day not able to shake the feeling it hurts its been almost 9 yrs now i cut the world off and im trying to rejoin now but i feel stuck in a cycle of hate and self hate
If I had a life size doll, I'd dress her up and say it's just a doll to dress up and look cute. People get less weirded out Source: I carry a 60cm doll around.
Stop worring about looking weak. Everyone is weak. Some just hide it better. So get the help you need and stop giving 2 fu@ks what anybody else thinks.
Story two might as well have been written by me. That’s my life that OP is describing.
We’re life twins :(. I feel you when you basically say that when she’s gone you’ll be free. You just want it over with so you can have peace. And then you feel like a piece of sh-t for thinking that about your own mother, but yet you can’t help it either.
14:41 Nothing wrong with owning a sex doll. It’s just a sex toy. But I’ll give you guys for doing so while living with parents. Those things are very expensive.
I’m a widow with thoughts of suicide. Friends and family of widows and others who lost someone close should never assume they are okay. Though I’m not saying you should make any assumptions at all or push your concerns and help on them. Just stay vigilant that they could be masking a serious internal struggle or easily tipped over the edge. Even if their behavior and insistence says otherwise.
My situation is not his because with mine there is enforced generational trauma and a severely disabled child involved. Also multiple failing public support systems that keep being pushed on us instead of actual support from family and former friend’s who claim they care. Yay for us. 🙄 But I’m still alive and kicking, suicide is being left as an option when I start spiraling downward again, become to physically weak or can no longer cope with my own neurological issues .
My partner is a widow, she went to the doctor's after 6 months because she was really feeling the pain still and was hoping for something to take the edge off it. Her husband was a patient of the same doctor and when she was talking about how the death made her feel the doctor started to cry. Yep not much help there! Annoys me and makes me laugh in equal measures.
Everything was depressive until story 5. I chuckled a bit.
My father use to beat me but he got away with it all because of his place in the world my vagabond uncle took me in a raised me as his own and i love him as a father but i also hated him for a while when he died because i needed him so but at the time i had lost 2 people vary close to me my gf at the time of 4 yrs cheated of me the he passed and i was alone ik he didnt want to leave but he left in such peace it made me left like everyone left me behind and i hated them all for so long simple because i had some stupid childish thoughts im still to this day not able to shake the feeling it hurts its been almost 9 yrs now i cut the world off and im trying to rejoin now but i feel stuck in a cycle of hate and self hate
If I had a life size doll, I'd dress her up and say it's just a doll to dress up and look cute. People get less weirded out
Source: I carry a 60cm doll around.
Some people genuinely seem to have bad taste in partners.
What i find sexually attractive. I do NOT take teasing well. Im the quiet guy and don't talk to ANYONE about.
Any secret - duh!
Stop worring about looking weak. Everyone is weak.
Some just hide it better. So get the help you need and stop giving 2 fu@ks what anybody else thinks.
The last one is gross...
Nice try, Fed.
Yay first comment.
Loser